All language subtitles for Sex.and.Imagining.2009.1080p.WEBRip.x265-RARBG

♪ Don't want to fight no more ♪

♪ 'Cause you know ♪

♪ I see your face ♪

♪ All the time ♪

♪ In my mind ♪

♪ It hurts me, hurts me ♪

♪ You're a smooth machine ♪

♪ You're a smooth machine ♪

♪ And you know ♪

I'm looking at the photograph
of a young man,

snow is falling,
and he's wearing a sweater.

He's tall and has strong shoulders.

His hair is floating in a breeze.

He's looking at me.

There's an intimate smile on his face.

The photograph is in black and white.

I'm looking at the photograph
and at the young man,

and he suddenly begins to move

and become larger than the picture.

His body pushes off of the paper,

out of the image and into my room.

His legs and torso and face expand.

Color starts pouring into his skin,
and hair, and eyes.

He becomes real.

Standing in my room in front of me.

I look at him and see
someone very familiar

but also completely new.

I move closer to him.

I can't believe he's with me.

I reach out my hand to touch his face.

I can see him breathing,
his chest rising and falling.

I'm afraid that when I touch
his skin, he'll disappear.

But I can't stop myself.

I reach out and touch him.

His skin is warm

and he smiles at me even more.

We begin to make love.

In my room it's a summer evening
and the windows are open.

I feel totally alive.

He kisses me again and again.

The taste, the feeling of sweat
rolling down my back.

Our breathing, panting.

The sense of urgency and need.

We pull our clothes off and downward.

Biting and laughing
and playing and resisting.

We try to slow ourselves down

but all the while we are getting
closer and closer.

His lips brush across one of my nipples.

I pull him closer.

The smell of his skin, the soft hum
of his voice as he says my name.

I feel the strength of him all around me.

I feel sex rushing through us,

surrounding us, overwhelming us.

And then I'm looking
at the photograph of a young man.

I appreciate your help.

I haven't seen many cars going by.

- Sure.
- And people don't stop.

Yeah I know.

And I don't know about you

but I never get
any cellphone reception up here.

Anyway, I appreciate it.
Thank you.

You're welcome.

I don't know what happened.
It just stopped running.

If I can get to a phone--

I'm glad I could help.

Are you on vacation?

I'm meeting some friends.
It's their anniversary.

That's good of you to stop.
I mean, I'm sure you're in a hurry.

You're on vacation?

That's what I was hoping
but I didn't expect this kind of start.

- You never know.
- I guess not.

Are you meeting friends?

No, I just needed to get away.

From what?

You know, the usual.

You're from the city?

That's right.
You?

Yeah.

This drive always seems long
and the radio usually doesn't work.

Can't get any stations
or any music, just talk shows.

What's wrong with talk shows?

Oh, nothing.

- But you don't like them?
- Not really.

- Why not?
- I don't know, the people.

What about them?

They seem desperate.

Maybe they are.

Then how can someone
on the radio help them?

It's as good as anything.

Maybe.

Wait, you never reach a point
where you're lonely

and you need some help,
need someone to talk to?

Sure I do but I wouldn't
talk to somebody I don't know.

Lots of times it's better
to talk to someone you don't know.

You can be more open
with someone you don't know.

I'd rather talk to somebody I know.

So you're too good
to call into a talk show?

I never said--

You're better than that?
You don't need help?

No! No, look,
I'm sure those people are fine.

"Those people"?

What does that mean?

Nothing.

Look, there are just those people
who call into the shows

and then are the people
who wouldn't do that.

And people that wouldn't do that,
they're somehow better?

Not better.

And you're one of those people
who wouldn't do that?

- Yeah but--
- Because you're better.

No!

You listen to those shows, don't you?

Sometimes.

You listen to them
but you think you're better.

No, look, if you want to call into one--

Why would I want to call
into one of those shows?

I don't know, it just sounded like
maybe you had.

Well maybe you have
and you won't admit it.

- No, I haven't.
- Well, I haven't either.

Do you come up here often?

Sometimes.

This is my first time.

It's great, very quiet.

It's a long drive.

- But I like it.
- You do?

It's soothing.
Helps me think.

Like tonight I was thinking
about someone I used to know.

Yeah?

It was a long time ago.

You think you're going to be able
to get anyone out here

this time of night to fix your car?

I don't know.
There's probably someone.

I'm just trying to remember
where the nearest phone might be.

- It's late.
- I'll call around.

Well you may have
to wait until morning.

Have you seen any signs?
I mean, how far are we from the lake?

- There's some stores down--
- I don't know.

Are you--
is this a different way?

This is the way they told me.

They've got a house.

- By the lake?
- Yeah!

Well this isn't the usual way.

This is the way
they told me, I'm sure.

I mean, there was a sign.

Maybe I should--
I don't know what's on this road,

- if there any stores or anything.
- I'm sure there's some place.

I don't know, maybe
you should just let me out.

- I should probably stay on the main road.
- And walk?

I don't know it might be better.
You said you haven't been here, right?

First time.

So we don't know if there really
any places where I can call.

- You could call from the house.
- Well, I don't want to bother you.

Oh it's not a bother.

Well I don't know if
a tow truck would come up here.

I should probably wait on the main road,
so they don't have to go out of their way.

- You may not be able to get another ride.
- I'm sure I'll get--

And it's not safe to walk along the road.

- Well I'll probably wait in the car--
- It's your vacation!

Why don't you come up and meet my friends?

They told me I could bring someone.

It's supposed to be a great place.
They're having a party.

Well, I just need to get
the car fixed as soon as I can

and I've got reservations.

You'll like these people.
It'll be fun!

You can just let me out over here.

Really, just let me out here.

My name is Elise.
What's yours?

David. Let me out before we get too far.

No.

I appreciate your help but--

You're coming to the house.

I'm sure your friends are--

David! You're coming to the house.

Really is great up here and the air...

Smell it. It's wonderful.

I love the feeling of the air
rushing against my face.

Yeah, it does smell good.

You sure this isn't too much trouble?

You can call from the house

and we'll bring you back down
whenever you want.

All right. Thank you. Thanks a lot.

Why are you coming up here alone?

It's just a good place to get away.

I used to live up here.

You're a good looking man.

Thank you.

- Are you married?
- No.

- Do you have a girlfriend?
- I, sometimes--

- You don't mind me asking, do you?
- No, that's all right.

I mean, I'm not scaring you, am I?

Not yet.

'Cause I wouldn't want to scare you.

You're not.

Unless you like that.

- I don't know.
- I think maybe you do.

- I do, what?
- Like to be scared.

Is that right?

Yeah, I think it is.

- Should I be?
- Yes.

You should be very scared.

Of what?

Of me.

Why should I be scared of you?

Well, you don't know me.

I could be anyone.

I could do anything.

Like what?

Look at this, the view.

It's amazing.

Where are your friends?

I don't know.

Maybe they went somewhere
to get some stuff for the weekend.

You want a drink?

Yeah okay.

- What do you like?
- I don't know, maybe some wine.

We've only got hard stuff.

I'll just have some water.

Oh come on, live a little.

I'm not really
in the mood to drink.

Well get in the mood, this is a party.

See, you can get music up here!

I guess so.

- So what do you want?
- What do you have?

Whiskey.

- All right.
- All right.

- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

May I use the phone?

What's the hurry?

I just need to get the car taken care of.

No one is going
to work on your car tonight.

Well this is my vacation
and I don't want to spend tomorrow

dealing with car problems.

Well then don't deal with them!

Stay up here with us.
There's plenty of room.

We got a lot of food and booze.

You'll have the best vacation
you ever had, believe me.

I should call.

The phone is out.

- What?
- The phone is out.

Good.

What do you mean "good"?

I need to make some calls
to let people know.

Like I said, you can deal
with all that later.

- Did you know about this?
- About what?

That the phone didn't work.
Did you know about it?

How would I know about it,
I've never even been here before.

Look, could you please
just drive me back to the main road,

I really need to get the car repaired.

I have been driving all day.

- You said I'd be able to make some calls.
- I called up here earlier--

- Then what happened?
- I don't know. I just got here!

I know that.
Just because you can't make some calls--

- Look, I don't mean--
- I picked you up off the road.

I invited you here to meet my friends.

I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it like that.

I didn't mean anything. I'm worried.

What do you do back in the city?

I work with computers.

That sounds lonely.

Not really.

Come on, staring at computer screens?
Going on vacations by yourself.

What exactly are you getting away from?

It's just that I don't like
being somewhere

with my car broken down
on the side of the road.

Will you forget about the car!

The phone is out

and I'm not driving anywhere
until tomorrow.

I love this song.

- Come here.
- What?

Come dance with me.

Look, you've been very nice but--

If you don't dance with me

I am never going to drive you
back down there.

♪ How can I explain ♪

♪ What we have together? ♪

♪ How can I explain ♪

♪ What you are to me ♪

♪ This elation, adulation ♪

♪ Ever more ♪

People have forgotten
how to dance like this.

How to touch, you know?

Everybody is always trying
to get somewhere,

do something.

No matter what you do,
it really doesn't matter.

What we need to do is to slow down.

What's more important than
feeling skin against skin?

A body swaying next to you,

another person's breath.

So what do you do in the city?

- I'm a rich girl.
- Really?

You don't work?

Nope, I don't believe in it.

- Great.
- Think so?

Sure, it makes it where
you don't have to worry.

- Oh I wouldn't no matter what.
- You wouldn't?

No, I don't believe in it.

You don't believe in a lot of things.

Well, I believe in fun,

in pleasure.

Well, who doesn't?

Everybody says they do but it's not true.

So, where do you think
your friends are?

What would you say if I told you that
my friends aren't really meeting me here?

We're here alone for as long as we want.

Then why did you tell me
they were going to be here?

I told you should be scared of me.

- You don't seem that bad.
- Is that what you think?

- Yeah, I do.
- Because I'm a woman.

That's part of it.

And yet I'm supposed to be afraid of you.

I picked you up off the side of the road.

I don't know you, a strange man.
How do I know your car really broke down?

That's true.

And yet it never occurs to you
that you should be afraid of me?

I guess not.

Because I'm a woman.

I'm supposed to be weak.
I'm supposed to be afraid.

Not supposed to be
aggressive or dangerous.

- I'm not saying--
- Yeah you are.

You think it, don't you?
Don't you?

Some of it.

Yeah, you do think things
like that all the time.

- You use that all the time.
- You use other things--

How do you know what I do?
You don't know anything about me?

- And you don't know anything about me!
- But you think you shouldn't be afraid.

That there are things that I wouldn't do
because I'm a woman!

Look, I better go.

I'm just going to walk back
to the main road.

You can't go yet.
I'm going to have sex with you.

Look--

I'm not asking you.
I'm telling you.

We are going to have sex.

I'm going to kiss you and touch you,

make you feel things
like you've never felt before.

You're going to do
all that for me and more.

You're a beautiful woman but I am not--

- Do you think a woman can rape a man?
- I think you've had too much to drink.

That's what
I'm going to do to you.

And I think you're going to like it.

I'm sorry. I am leaving now.

- I'll tell them it was self-defense.
- Whoa!

That you attacked me
and I was protecting myself.

I haven't done anything to you.

Do you think anyone would believe that?!

I could kill you right now
and say you tried to rape me

and everyone would believe it.

I haven't done anything.

No but you're going to.

You are going to do exactly what I want.

- Sit in the chair.
- If I said or did--

Sit in the goddamn chair!

Now I want you to kiss me on the mouth
very softly, very sweetly.

I want you tongue to brush
against my lips very lightly.

I want to feel just
a little bit of moisture,

then I want you to probe my mouth

and play with my tongue
very lightly, in and out,

in and out, very slowly.

I want to feel wanted and needed.

I want to feel loved

and if you don't make me feel that way,

I'm going to blow your fucking head off.

Do you understand?

Do you understand?

Now do you see why you should be afraid?

Kiss me.

I think we should wait.

I don't think we understand
each other yet.

But I want to know much more
about you before I kiss you.

You're in no position to--

- Tell me about him.
- Him?

Yes.

What are you talking about?

The person you are thinking of
on your drive up here

when the wind was blowing
against your face.

I'd like to understand more about him.

Why are you interested in him?

In every person's life
there are special relationships.

Moments with someone
that you can never forget

that change you, that shape who you are.

Is he like that for you?

Why?

How can I really make you feel
all you say you want to feel,

unless I understand you,
at least in some way.

You're just trying to stop--

You like that, don't you?

Going slow. Foreplay.

Maybe.

Then tell me about him.

What do you want to know?

- Do you dream about him?
- Yes.

And when you do,
what feelings do you have?

Feelings?

- Have you had erotic dreams?
- Sometimes.

Do you remember them?

Only that we're
usually hiding somewhere,

in dark rooms and hallways,
always making love secretly.

- Secretly?
- Yes.

And do you enjoy that?

Yes, very much.

What else?

Is there a feeling of guilt or of loss?

No, not of guilt but yes of loss.

When you were with him before

were there things that were hidden?

- Were there things that weren't said?
- Yes.

Why were they hidden?

- Because we were afraid.
- Why?

Our feelings were too strong,
they were overwhelming

and other people were involved.

Did you talk about it, what was happening?

- No, neither of us were able to--
- Then how do you know?!

Because I could feel it.

It was more real than anything.

- When was the last time you saw him?
- About two years ago.

- And what happened?
- Why should I tell you about it?

- I'm trying to understand.
- Maybe I don't want you to understand!

Why? Are you afraid?

Who is it that you think of?

We're talking about you.

I'm changing the subject.

You said that everyone
has special relationships.

Who do you think of?

No one.

I don't believe you.

If there was someone
I wouldn't tell you yet.

Why?

I told you, I don't like
revealing myself to strangers.

What if I force you?

You could try.

That's not as interesting as
getting to know each other,

learning things.

Tell me what happened
when you last saw him?

No.

- I'm asking you to trust me.
- Trust you?

Yes, you've already told me a lot.

It doesn't mean that I trust you.

That's even better,
it's more of a risk.

That's what you like.

And we are talking too much.

We need to get back to having sex.

Talking it part of sex, isn't it?

If you do it right
it's a very important part,

even the most important.

That is not the part I want right now.

You don't want sex, at least not yet.

You want to use sex
as a way around your fear.

You've got to trust me.

All right.
I'll trust you.

Now you're the one who should be afraid.

I don't think so. It isn't loaded.

It doesn't matter.
I would never use it anyway.

Oh, what would you use?

My car didn't break down.

What?

There's nothing wrong with the car.

Then what were you doing?

I wanted someone to stop, a woman.

I wanted a woman to stop

and to drive me somewhere,
alone, like this.

This is exactly what I wanted

and a few minutes ago
when I went to get your suitcase

I cut the phone line.

Are you beginning to be afraid?

I don't believe you.

I'm not from the city.

I am not on vacation.

Look, this was--
I would never--

I know.

I thought you might
like something like this.

Like what?

This kind of excitement.

- Do you like it?
- I would never--

I think maybe you do.

Why did you want a woman to stop?

What were you going to do?

I was surprised when you stopped.

I was almost ready
to start the car and leave

and then when I saw you--

- I was trying to help.
- Were you?

- And I thought that you might--
- By threatening me?

Look, I don't want
to do this anymore.

Well I don't care what you want.

Well I would never have--

You can take the car.

You can take anything in the house

and I have money, a lot of money.

I know. I know I can take that.
I can take everything.

My friends, they'll be back soon.

No, I don't think they will.

And there's someone who's meeting me here.

You rented this place, didn't you?

I am telling you, they'll be here.

This is beautiful.

Are you really going to hurt me?

You were just playing around?

Yeah.

Were you going to wear this?

I don't know.

Some women don't like wearing
this kind of thing for a man.

They think it turns them
into some kind of object,

some kind of fantasy that degrades them

but then other women believe
in using that fantasy

and using anything they can.

They see it as power and the negligee
isn't what makes them beautiful.

They make it beautiful.

You are that kind of women, aren't you?

Answer the question,
are you going to really hurt me?

- Put this on.
- Answer me!

Now.

Just tell me that you are not going to--

I am going to make you feel everything
you said you wanted to feel,

everything you told me
but you have to cooperate.

- In what way?
- In every way.

I want you tell me things,
show me things.

Like what?

I want to know you, your deepest thoughts
that you never tell anyone.

I want to understand you in a way
that no one ever has,

the way you have always
wanted to be understood.

I want to explore you, very slowly,
like I place I've never been before,

like a completely new world.

That's what you are to me, a new world

with an unknown day and night,

a new sky, and sun, and stars, and then--

What if I don't want that.

I'm not asking you, I'm telling you.

I don't have to be afraid?

Yes you should.
You should be very afraid.

I was camping alone on an isolated beach.

I got there just as it was getting dark.

By the time I'd setup
the tent, it was night,

fog was drifting in off the ocean,

I lay in the darkness
listening to the waves.

I started to feel restless

and so I got a flashlight
and I went outside.

and then the fog cleared for a few moments

And I could see a light approaching
from several hundred feet away.

I thought about turning around.

I didn't want to see anyone but,
I decided to keep going.

I looked toward the light
but it suddenly disappeared.

Aside from my footsteps in the gravel,

my own breathing,
the sound of my clothes as I moved,

there was complete silence.

You couldn't even hear the waves

and then the light appeared
in front of me again about 50 feet away.

I could see someone moving toward me
from behind the light.

It was a woman walking two large dogs.

Just then a dense sheet of fog
blew over me and it started to rain.

I looked forward and I could see
the woman and the dogs.

The dogs were grey and had large heads.

Suddenly they started running

and they got away from her.
They ran towards me.

I thought they were going to attack

but they ran by me and into the darkness.

She ran after them and as she passed,
she briefly looked at me.

I could barely see her face.

It was almost like it wasn't there.

The rain started falling more heavily.

I walked back toward the beach
but I didn't see the woman anywhere.

I went toward the tent.

The fog was still dense,
the flashlight seemed almost useless.

I walked for several minutes
in what I knew to be the right direction

but I couldn't find the tent.

The rain was getting heavier.
My clothes were getting soaked.

I searched up and down
the dunes for the tent

but I still couldn't find it.

I started to feel lost, disoriented.

It seemed like I walked much too far,

so I turned around and started to go back

and then I saw the tent
just in front of me.

I got inside, took my clothes off.

Despite the rain and fog,
the air was warm.

I stood inside the tent naked
thinking of the woman

and then I heard someone
entering the tent.

I was startled and I didn't move.

I realized it was the woman.

She immediately kissed me
and we started making love.

The rain fell heavily outside

and within the tent
there was almost total darkness.

I could only sometimes
see the outline of her body.

As we touched one another
I began to feel suspended with her

in some unknown place,

a place that had slipped outside
the holds of personality and time.

The woman became more
and more unpredictable, primitive.

We took each other again and again

and both refused to rest or stop

in turn leading and following,
moving apart and coming together.

The connection between
was an invisible force

that we threw back and forth,

it disappeared from one point
in our bodies

and reappeared somewhere else
again and again,

somehow weightless and burning.

I woke up the next morning
and she was gone.

After that, always
I had the feeling, have the feeling,

that she's somehow
watching me, following me.

In almost every woman, I see her.

Do you see her in me?

Maybe.

- You should.
- Why is that?

Do you want to see more?

Take that off.

I can't let you see
everything, all at once.

Like you said, we need to go slow.

That was before.

I thought you weren't in a hurry.

I'm not in a hurry.
I'm just very interested.

Good, I like that.

But I think I'll show you
just a little bit at a time,

like this.

Maybe then just
a little bit more like this.

Show me all of it.

- You sure that's what you want?
- I'm sure.

- Completely sure?
- Yes.

All right.

You're incredible.

Thank you.

It's too bad that I have to do this.

Do what?

- Get in the chair.
- Why?

- That's what you made me do.
- That was different,

- you knew what was happening.
- Do what I say, sit down.

Like this?

- No.
- Oh I like this better, stretch out.

You think you can stop me,
don't you?

By doing what you're doing,
by seducing you.

Stop you from doing what?

You tried to protect yourself--

What are you doing?

But you weren't able to.

Please you don't have to do
anything like this.

The man you tried to help,
he made you bring him here

and then attacks you.

I thought you wanted to know
everything about me,

share everything about me.

Your friends never came.
You were alone.

- Why would you attack me?
- No one even saw the man.

He was never found.

All that anyone could remember
was seeing a car

parked beside a mountain road.

No. No! No!

Please, I won't tell anyone about this.

What do you want?

What do you want?
We could do other things.

I could give you other things.

Don't you see how we're alike?

We can do so many other things.

It doesn't matter.
None of that matters anymore.

Please I'll do anything,
anything you want.

Then stop pretending,
tell me who you really are.

What are you talking about?

I mean, I can't do this.
I want it to stop.

You can't stop what we planned.
That is not what we agreed.

I need to know who you really are.

We are going to do what we agreed.

No.

Pick up the knife.

- What's your name?
- You know what my name is.

No, your real name.

We are not going to stop
what we planned!

If you don't want to use
the knife, use something else.

I can't pretend that
I'm going to hurt you.

I can't call you by names that aren't real

and get lost in these games,
within games, within games.

I need to know who you are.
I need to know what's real.

You'll like it.
It's going to surprise you.

I care about you.
Do you understand that?

I care about what happens with us.

You don't even know me.

Then let me know you.

Let me talk with you about real things.

Dance with you, and hold you,
and touch you in real ways.

That's not what this is about.

Then what is it about?

It's about what we imagined.

Hurt me. Just a little bit.
We're just playing.

No.

- I won't be with you any other way.
- Why?

It's what I want, you know that.

I'm not sure of that anymore.

We're not going to stop what we planned.
We already said--

Well what are you going to do stop me?
What if I won't pretend?

Hurt me.

No.

We'll do it just right.
We won't go too far, I promise.

Maybe we already have.

I don't think so.

I can't tell what's real anymore.
I can't tell what's real between us.

Tell me what's real between us.

Everything.

That's not good enough.
Tell me who you are!

That's not what I want.
You haven't wanted that.

I do, now.

Hurt me, please.

- Maybe you like it when I hurt you.
- I said, no.

Then hurt me.

I'll never hurt you.

I don't want that.

What's your name?

Elise.

No, your real name.

I can't tell you.

I want to know your real name, please.

No.

Please.

Tell me your real name.

We've got to stop this now.

You're not rich or alone.

And I would never hurt you.

Tell me, please.

♪ I woke up in my head ♪

Thank you.

It's not over yet.

♪ Lost in a crowd, you needed someone ♪

♪ The streets are filled with strangers ♪

♪ Days bright Los Angeles ♪

♪ Stairway to the ocean ♪

♪ I remember ♪

♪ I got up to sunset
went straight to Malibu ♪

♪ But I heard those voices
on the other side of the canyon ♪

Will you marry me?

Marry you? I just found out your name.

I wanted to marry you
in the first moments we met.

You barely know me.

I knew you in the first moments.

Your eyes, the sound of your voice
when you said my name.

Why get married? It usually ruins things.

- What things?
- What we have.

You think it would ruin that?

I'll never let go of what we have.

Good.

Then you will?

You're crazy.

Why?

For all you, I'm already married.

Then you'll get a divorce.

What if I don't want to?

Maybe I've got a beautiful and sexy wife
waiting for me somewhere.

I don't think your beautiful and sexy wife
would like finding out about me.

Is that a threat?

Absolutely.

How do I know you're not married?

- You don't.
- Are you?

Maybe I have a handsome
and sexy husband

waiting for me somewhere.

Then how can you marry me?

You'll see.

There are things
I've been wanting to ask you.

Things I've noticed, wondered about.

All this time meeting like we have

and we don't know anything
about each other.

That's what I mean.

All we know
about each other are games.

I want to know everything about you.

Why are you suddenly so curious?

I thought you liked my curiosity.

But you were just saying that you didn't--

Remember how it was at the start?

How we showed each other things.

And you'll do that now?

Why wouldn't I?

Then tell me about yourself.

You first.

No, you first. The truth.

First one to lie loses?

- All right.
- All right.

- Are you married?
- No.

- Have you ever been?
- It's my turn.

- Are you married?
- No.

- Are you divorced?
- Yes.

- Have you ever been married?
- No.

- Why did you get divorced?
- I met you.

- Why haven't you married?
- I met you.

What's the most beautiful thing
you've ever seen?

Don't think about it. Just answer.

The curve of your back in the dark.

What's your favorite place to go?

The ocean.

What makes you jealous?

The thought of you needing anyone else,

promising anything to someone else.

What makes you happy?

Giving you what you want.

Seeing how that makes you feel.

Who have you betrayed?

The woman I married.

How?

In small ways at first, I don't think
she even noticed but then--

You were hiding things.

I didn't mean to but it started
and then it was too late.

Is that what you're doing, hiding things?

No.

If you could have anything

what would it be?

I would want
a place for us, a home.

Somewhere far away from everyone
except me and you.

And in that place is
there something that you want?

Something that we haven't done yet?

Yes.

- What is it?
- Even before we get there.

- What?
- To make love while driving.

- While driving.
- Mmm, yeah.

In the car. Do you know him?
Or is he a stranger?

I barely know him
then the sex is light, meaningless.

Meaningless?

Well it means something,
but only in that moment.

- That moment?
- Yes.

As the car moves down the road.

The radio is playing.

- Other cars pass.
- The road curves.

He kisses me here.

♪ I'm just looking back one last time ♪

♪ For better understanding ♪

And touches me here.

And also here.

What if he wanted
something special too?

I'd give it to him.

What if he wanted you
to tell him something

while he's touching you?

I would tell him.

- You would?
- Sure.

What happened two years ago?

Why? Are you jealous?

Tell me what happened.

Did you win or lose?

- I always win.
- I always win too.

But you are hiding things.

- I'm just not ready yet.
- Then when?

There are things
that have to happen first.

What things?

Will you marry me?

Yes.

You will?

- You're forgetting.
- Forgetting what?

- From last time.
- What?

You told me that when we met again
you'd take care of it.

What do you mean?

The payment!

The payment?

You didn't pay me.

Can't we deal with that later?

I think we need
to deal with that now

before we do anything else.

Can't it wait until morning?

I don't think it should.

You know I'll pay you!

Sure I do but I just like to have it now.

What's the hurry?

There's no hurry.

Then wait.

Is there a problem?

I'll pay you more if you wait.

That's what you said before.

I mean it.

I'm sure you do.
I'm sure you meant it then too.

Then let's keep going.

No.

What if I don't pay you.

Why wouldn't you?

I think you're getting some
other things out of this now,

a lot of other things.

When we started it was different.

- I still have to be paid.
- Or what?

Or I don't do anything.
I get in my car and go.

That's all I am to you.

No, of course not but that's what I do.

- And you'd leave?
- Why are you making so much out of it?

Why don't you just pay me
and we can keep going?

The situation is different now,

my feelings are different.

Do you want to keep going or not?

We're going to have a beautiful wedding.

Of course we will.

I don't want anything too large.

Just a few friends
and maybe have it here by the lake.

- Sure.
- When?

I don't know,
we could have it at the start of summer

when you can still see the snow.

You mean outside?
Have the ceremony outside?

- Sure.
- I'd like that.

- Then let's do it.
- How many people do you want to invite?

I don't know.
You said you'd like it small.

- We could just invite our families.
- Can your family come out here?

What do you mean?

Can you family come out
here from New York?

How do you know
my family lives in New York?

You must have told me.

No, I didn't.

You must have.

- I want the payment now.
- You mentioned something--

I wouldn't have mentioned that.

Neither of us has ever talked
about our families.

- You must have said--
- What else do you know?

About what?

Have you been following me?
What have you been doing?

Have you had someone follow me?

Follow you?

You can't know
about other parts of my life.

Do you understand?
You can't do that!

I don't know about
other parts of your life!

I don't know anything you haven't told me!

Then how did you know about my family?!

I have to go now.

You cut the phone line, remember?

Did I?

You can't go yet!
We have to celebrate the engagement.

Yeah. Hi, my car broke down.

I need to get it towed to a mechanic.
It's on the main road--

Your family lives in New York,
your parents and your sister.

You came out here awhile ago
with almost nothing.

Now you have a beautiful house,
a nice car, and new clothes.

You're doing very well.

How do you know all that?

You're right. I've been following you.

Why?

I'm a police officer.

A police officer?

And you've been following me
and paying me?

That's going to stop now.

Or what? You're going to arrest me?

Yes, I will.

You're a police officer?

Why do you think I have a gun?

- Where's your identification?
- In the car.

- Then arrest me.
- I will if I have to.

How can you explain paying me,
meeting with me?

I was working on an investigation.

An investigation?
Is that what you call this?

You're not taking this
very seriously.

- Why should I?
- Because I know everything.

I know how you made your money.

I watched you when you thought
you were alone.

I've seen the things you do in private.

I know about the people
you do business for,

where the work, where they live.

I know about the sale you made
before you came up here.

I know where your family is.

So I can do anything I want.

And what is that?

Anything.

But for now, I want to talk
about the wedding.

I'm not sure I want
to get married anymore.

Oh no, we've already made plans.

Well that was before I knew
you were a police officer.

And I want to talk
about the wedding night.

About what we're going to do.

- The wedding night?
- Yes.

We're going
to drink champagne and eat cake

and then I'm going to surprise you.

Surprise me how?

It's our wedding night, call me your wife.

Go on.

No.

I will be the best wife you ever had.

Make you happier than you've ever been.

Look, we can meet
again later, in the city.

You're under arrest.

How can you arrest me?
How can you do anything?

You can't prove anything--

There was someone else
who's saw all of it,

- who's been following you.
- Someone else?

- Yes, she saw all of it.
- I don't believe you.

It doesn't matter
what you believe!

- She saw you.
- We can meet again at the motel.

Oh no, we're not doing this anymore.

I know everything! Everything you've
been hiding and are afraid of.

It'll be like before.

You're under arrest.

And the gun is loaded this time.

Here.

You've been paid.

It's our wedding night.
We've had the ceremony and the reception.

People have toasted us
and told stories about us.

There's been music and dancing
and children running around the room.

You are my husband and I am your wife

and I am going to give you
a very, very special sexy surprise.

The best surprise you ever had.

I have a friend I'd like you to meet.

A friend?

Yeah, I'd like you to meet her.

She's the one who saw you.

Saw me where?

You'll like her. Her name is Jennifer.

Jennifer?

Yeah.

There's nothing for her to see.
I haven't done anything, I'm your husband.

And I'm your wife.

Yes, you're my wife and I love you.

And I love you.
You still have to meet her.

Why?

Because you'll like her.

- I don't know what you're trying to--
- You'll like her. I promise.

What do you mean?
Meet her where?

- Here.
- Here? When?

Now. She's already here.
I told you someone was meeting me here.

- She's here?
- Yes, she's been here all along.

Since when?

All night! Do you want to meet her?

What for?

I'm giving her to you.

- Giving her to me?
- Yes!

She's my surprise.

Jennifer?

- Hello.
- Hello.

I'm Jennifer.

Why are you here?

Your wife asked me
to help her surprise you.

What? Do you mean she hired you?

No, no we've been friends for a long time.

Look, Jennifer,
I didn't know you were here.

I wouldn't have done all this.

My wife and I, sometimes

we like to play games
with each other to celebrate.

I know, she told me.

Then you'll understand,
I'd like to be alone with her.

Oh I'm not going to leave you alone.

I'm your surprise.

I don't know what she's told you.

It's going to be okay.
It's going to be very fun.

I don't think you understand.

Of course I do.

She asked me here to be a part of this.

That's not what we agreed--

She's given me to you.
I'm a gift for you wedding night.

Do you like me?

This isn't what we--

You do like me, don't you?

I don't know what my wife told you.

She told me to fuck you.

She's an unusual wife.

Very unusual.

You are a beautiful man.

I think I should be with my wife
on our wedding night.

She'll be back later.
She asked me to surprise you first.

You did.

Do you recognize me?

- Recognize you?
- Yes.

In what way?

From a few years ago on the beach.

The beach?

We made love on the beach.
Do you remember?

No, I don't know you.

Of course you do.

We made love that night
in the rain on the beach.

You couldn't have been there.

I was there.

- That's not possible.
- Why?

It's just not!

Do you remember that night?

How dark it was.
We could barely see each other.

You couldn't have been there.
That was a long time ago.

It was a long time ago
but I remember it very clearly.

- That couldn't have been you.
- Why not?

How could you have found me?

Didn't you ever wonder
where I went after I left you that night?

- Yes, but--
- I watched you. I followed you.

Why?

I didn't know if we should see each other.

I wanted to know who you were,
so I followed you home.

You never saw me. It was easy.

Why didn't you just talk to me?

That night was very special.
I didn't want to be disappointed.

I wanted to make sure

and you might not have
wanted me to follow you.

But then why didn't you tell me sooner?

You met your wife.
I didn't want to interfere.

May I kiss you?

- No.
- Please.

I'd like to talk with my wife.

She won't be back for awhile.

I think I should talk with her,
it's our wedding night!

There's nothing wrong with this.
This is what she wants.

We all want it.

Why shouldn't we enjoy ourselves?

Just let me kiss you.
If you don't like it, I'll go.

There.
Was that so bad?

No, of course not but--

What about that?

I'm not--

I can tell you like it.

I don't think we should--

Why not?

- You like surprises, don't you?
- Yes but--

It'll be like that night
on the beach only better.

You couldn't be her.
That couldn't have been you!

Why not?!

After all this time, you couldn't be.
You'd have told me.

I was there. I can show you.

Show me? How?

If I do, will you make love with me?

How can you show me?

I love to talk about sex to you.

I want to tell you a story
about a woman on a beach.

There was a woman
who used to live near the ocean.

She had a small house and lived alone.

Sometimes she would get
very, very lonely,

sometimes scared.

She decided to buy two dogs
to protect her, a male and a female.

The dogs had short grey hair
and were both extremely muscular.

They seemed wild, almost like wolves.

They had powerful teeth and fangs.

They scared almost everyone
that saw them, except for the woman.

They were loyal to her, almost jealous.

She would take them for a walk
every evening on the beach.

One night in the summer it was very foggy

but she decided to take them
for a walk anyway.

She walked down toward the ocean,
carrying a flashlight

but could barely see anything

and the dogs seemed
very strange, restless.

Then the woman saw a light
moving toward her from the beach

and the dogs grew even more restless.

They tried to run toward the light
but she held them back.

Then the woman noticed something amazing.

The bodies of the dogs began
to change, they grew larger,

their heads grew larger,

they began to look almost
like human heads.

The other light drew nearer
but the woman couldn't see what it was.

Suddenly the dogs broke free from her
and starting running toward the light.

When they reached it, they disappeared.

The woman ran after them.

When the woman reached the light
she saw a man walking toward her

carrying a flashlight.

He was very beautiful.

She looked at him but ran after the dogs.

The fog on the beach was dense.

She couldn't see the dogs anywhere.

She called out
and searched along the ocean

but they didn't come.

In the sand, she found footprints
and followed them.

But as she did, the shape
of the footprints changed.

They became larger, they became human.

She followed them through the sand
until she came to a tent

and that's where the footprints stopped.

The woman felt very frightened

but also excited, very excited.

She felt different somehow,
like she was changing.

Slowly, quietly, she went into the tent.

Inside there was
a man standing in the dark.

He was naked.

They began to kiss and touch each other.

As they did, the woman realized that
they were both changing.

She wasn't just a woman.

She was a woman but also a dog and a wolf.

He was a man but also a dog and a wolf.

They were becoming the animals.

Every fear, and restraint,
and inhibition, and judgment was gone.

They didn't think.
They took each other instinctively.

They bit and scratched and fought.

They smelled the scent of each other,
tasted the saliva, the sweat,

the blood, the moisture.

They played and fought for dominance.

She didn't know where
she ended and he began.

She felt his fangs biting her neck.

She felt his powerful animal muscles
moving above her.

She scratched him with her claws,
she howled into the darkness.

There was an instant,
unspeakable love between them,

like they were the only two
of their kind in the world.

Afterwards lying in the dark,
they became human again.

He held her very close for a long time.

Their bodies shifted back
to the way they were before.

The woman's fangs and claws disappeared.

Her mind began to understand thoughts,
and words, and time.

She could hear the ocean,
the dogs barking somewhere near by.

She felt tenderness, understanding
for the man lying beside her.

He was sleeping now.

Before she left him, she put her head
on his chest and felt his heart

and everything in the world
seemed fragile and fleeting,

like a breath, surrendered into the sky.

Do you recognize me?

♪ Somewhere out there ♪

♪ Is a loaded gun ♪

♪ I know you both and I'm falling too ♪

Feel the air.

Yeah, it's so fresh.

I'm glad you decided
to spend the night.

Me too.

- You worried about your car?
- No, I'm sure it's fine.

Maybe we could come up here
again sometime.

Maybe so.

Here.

What?

Keep the money.

- Keep the money?
- Sure.

- You keep it!
- I want you to have it back.

- For what?
- For last night, it was very special.

And, here's some more.

What? You're paying me for last night?

I think I should, you were incredible.

Oh you are not going to win that way.

- Win?
- Just take it back.

I said I'd pay you.

You are trying to win
and we've already done that.

- Win what?
- You're trying to win again.

I don't know what you're talking about.

Of course you do.

I won and you want to get even
but it isn't going to work.

- You won?
- There is no question.

Is that right?

Did you like what I did?
Did I surprise you or not?

That doesn't mean anything.
That could mean that I won.

- No.
- Of course it could.

Just admit it, I won this time.

It's not true.

What? You think you won?

I think we're even.
Anything you did, I did just as good.

You did not go as far as I did.

Not yet.

Just admit it.

I can do anything you can.

- Anything?
- Anything.

- Right here in this car.
- Sure.

- Okay, come here.
- What?

I want to tell you
something I want to do.

Then tell me.

I want to whisper it in your ear.
I'm shy.

- You're shy?
- Yes.

Come on, what is it?

You said you'd do anything.

If you will.

- You promise?
- Yeah.

Then come here.

Now wait a minute.

You said you'd do anything.

I don't see how we can do that.

I can do it, let's go.

You're driving a car
very fast down a mountain road.

Well, if you don't want to.

- I didn't say that.
- Then let's do it.

I want to talk some more.

Look if you don't do it, I win.

I said I'll do it.

Really?

Yeah, I just want to talk a little first.

Talk.

That's right.
You never told me.

Told you what?

About what happened
two years ago, you promised.

No, no, no.

- Why not?
- Not now.

If you don't tell me then I win.

I don't think so.

Besides I already know what happened.

You know what happened two years ago?

- Sure.
- How could you?

- I met him.
- Met him?

And we talked about you.

He wouldn't do that.

You knew each other
a long time ago, years before

but you lost touch.

You had other relationships,

then one day you found a picture of him.

You couldn't stop looking at.

You started thinking
about him all the time.

You realized that you'd always
compared other men to him

to the way you felt about him

and you started to dream about him.

You had hundreds of dreams.

One night you woke from one of the dreams

and you couldn't go back to sleep.

You turned the radio on.
There was a talk show.

A woman was telling
how she'd wasted her life,

how she'd been with a man,
the one she truly loved but let him go.

You decided you didn't want
to be that women

that you should find him.

You started asking people if anyone knew
where he was but no one did.

You started writing letters
asking for information,

finally you found his sister,
you called her

and she told you that he was living
in a small town in the mountains

living as a salesman

but then she didn't have
his address or phone number.

He'd had some kind of fight
with his family.

You checked with information
but he wasn't listed.

That weekend you drove
into the mountains and found that town.

You went to stores, and offices, and bars

asking if anyone knew him.

No one did.

You searched all day long
but you didn't find him.

You started to think that
his sister was wrong

or that maybe he had been there but left.

That night you had the most intense dreams
about him that you ever had.

Several times you woke up,
speaking to him,

longing for him.

The next day, again, you searched
everywhere you could think of.

Asked as many people as you could
but you still didn't find him.

One family had the same last name.

You even went to their house
but they didn't know him.

At the end of the day
you decided to go home.

You drove out of town down
a long mountain road.

It was September, a few leaves
were beginning to fall.

You started to think about
what you would do when you got home.

But then you saw a car
on the side of the road,

it had broken down.

You started to pass by
but then you saw the driver.

He was a man who looked very familiar.

You realized it was him.

You couldn't believe it.

You stopped the car, got out,
and spoke to him.

He recognized you immediately
and he was amazed to see you.

He asked you what you were doing there.

You told that you were looking for him.

He could barely believe it.

He told you he'd been
thinking about you too,

trying to find a way to reach you.

And then you held each other,
started to laugh and smile.

You went to his home
and that night made love.

And that was two years ago.

Yes.

And that was the last time
you saw him?

- Not exactly.
- What do you mean?

I'm still seeing him.

- You are?
- Yeah.

Why didn't you tell me?

I thought you knew.

- Are you going to stop?
- No.

And you're happy with him?

Very.

But he's not perfect.

No, why not?

He gets afraid sometimes.

Of what?

Of cars, doing certain things in cars.

While you're driving?

Yes, while I'm driving.

- I don't think he's afraid.
- You don't?

I think maybe you are.

Oh, we'll see.

I like music while I'm doing it.

Me too.

Good.

- Now you can't slow down.
- Never.

- And we can't stop until--
- I know.

- Good.
- Good.

- All right.
- All right.

Keep one hand on the wheel.