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❝ The Other Side ❞ Lyricist-Composer: Mars Radio - Singer: Yuan Ya Wei

♫ Two people who are filled with love ♫

♫ Take loneliness as a responsibility ♫

♫ A pair of indifferent eyes ♫

♫ Cannot hide the scalding hot soul ♫

♫ I want to hold you tight ♫

♫ Take your fears and turn them to delight ♫

♫ No longer worry about the fairness of this world ♫

♫ Innocent as a little child ♫

♫ I watch you count the traces of love ♫

♫ Every individual ought to try hard at love ♫

♫ Please let me hold you tight ♫

[Thank You Doctor] ♫ To the other side of love where nobody would be absent ♫

[Episode 37]

- What's wrong? - This is a terrible idea.

What gimmick is this?

The audience doesn't like it at all, you know?

Why do they call you Strategy Queen.

Can't you use your brains?

What do you think the audiences want to see?

Even if they don't know, didn't I give you some ideas?

Can't you just follow my ideas?

If there's a problem with the event plan, we can sit down and talk about it.

I'm sure such a large company like yours wouldn't want a low-class event.

Let me say this again, I'm the one paying for this.

I'm the client. I make the final decisions.

Just do what I tell you to do.

To be frank,

your idea is just some stuff others didn't want.

It's really tacky. Even if you're not worried about your branding being hurt by them,

I'm worried that they'll wreck my own reputation

Do you even have a reputation?

Or did you just pay for a reputation?

Believe it or not, tomorrow I'm going to your company

and I'm going to get you fired with just one sentence.

What plan is this? Just a pile of trash.

TRASH

How childish are you?

I'm childish, but even if I'm being childish, I'm still the one paying for this.

- I can do whatever I want - give it back to me!

- what! - give it back to me

He Lan?

He Lan, are you okay?

Blood... someone come here!

Come here! Call 110! (TN: 110 is the equivalent of 911 in China)

It's an ectopic pregnancy

No history of pregnancy before, yes? Let's treat this conservatively.

Where's your family?

I don't have any family

I just got divorced from this baby's father,

Where are your parents?

I'm on a business trip. My family are not in the area.

Ectopic pregnancies are rare,

and can cause potentially fatal hemorrhage.

Please take care of yourself.

I know.

Your case is special. We recommend you contact the baby's father.

After all, this is not just about your own body.

There's no need.

There's no need to contact other people with this kind of depressing news.

Since we've broken up already, I just want to have a clean breakup with no attachments.

Okay. We will transfer you to OBGYN.

They are the specialists with more expertise in treating your condition.

Thank you

Can you squeeze my finger?

- What about here? - A little.

Can you move your leg?

Can you try again

I can't

Doctor, what's going on with me?

Are the treatments not working?

We are not sure yet. Let us wait for the MRI results first.

MRA shows that the blockage is generally in the right hemisphere.

After catheterization, a segment of the cerebral arteries is still blocked.

The patient will need re-catheterization

She can't get a second operation in the short term. The risks are too high.

- If I didn't misdiagnose... - Hey

Misdiagnosis has nothing to do with catheterization.

Catheterization within the set time are all effective.

Your mistake did not affect the treatment efficacy.

So stop beating yourself up over this, okay?

okay.

- But Doctor Xiao... - Chen Zhi!

If you keep on bring up the misdiagnosis

then I'll fulfill your wish

and report this to the hospital

If the patient's family is persistent,

then this event will become

an inexplicable medical malpractice case.

If they go for a settlement or sue you

In the end, the hospital will have to pay the family

and pay with its reputation. Would you be happy with this outcome?

- I'm sorry - Dr. Chen, please go tell the patient's family

We cannot perform another catheterization soon, but we will continue to monitor the patient.

Okay

You scared him off with your scolding.

I just scolded him a bit. He's complaining endlessely.

It makes me so angry.

Oh yeah Dr. Xiao, the patient in Bed 9 is having elevated blood pressure again

- Let's go see the patient. - Let's go

Older sister,

Can you give me another 50K?

I need it in the next few days.

If I don't buy more shares my friends will give up on me.

Older sister, it's just 50K

I'm begging you.

My bros promised that this investment will only give profits.

Think about it. Those guys can just move their fingers

and earn the same amount of money that would take you guys a whole career to earn.

We can't afford to miss this opportunity.

OIder sister! Ayo.. older sister!

Get out.

I don't have the energy to argue with you right now.

This investment will definitely be worth it.

When I get the dividend at the end of the year, I'll buy you a bag.

I'll buy you a car. Whatever you want, I'll buy it all for you.

Okay?

Stop drawing pancakes to feed hunger. (TN: making empty promises)

My bros told me.

As long as I invest this time,

then I'll have so much money that I'll get cramps from counting it!

Can money really be earned that easily?

If it's that easy to earn money,

then everyone can live in a big house and drive a nice car.

That's because they don't have the opportunity.

I have an opportunity.

Xiao Xiang,

Can't you get a stable and reliable job?

Last time, my colleague hooked you up with a job,

you quit after 2 days.

Stop mentioning that colleague of yours.

Makes me angry just to think about it. What kind of job did they hook me up with?

What's the difference between that job and a construction job?

I work tirelessly all day and still earn nothing.

After this, I think I figured it out.

If I work for others, then I'll just be working a job for my whole life.

If we really want to earn money,

then we have to invest in our own company and be the boss.

So older sister, I just need 50K

My bros all invested in at 100K

- Any lower, and I'd be embarrassed - I don't have money

Stop lying to me. :How can you not have money?

I saw a tens of thousands of yuan in your account the other day.

Then can you give me 40K?

Older sister, 40K. I can't go any lower.

Besides, I promise, if I don't get profits this time.

Then I'll get a good job, okay?

Get out.

Older sister! IT's just 40k!

- Get out - Older sister!

- Get out. - Xiao Xiang, stop bothering your sister. Go out.

Mom, why are you kicking me out too?

- Older sister - Stop messing around! Get out!

Older sister, think about it, okay?

Out you go.

Ping Ping.

- I'm fine. - Xiao Xiang he...

he's so immature.

Ping Ping, you had high blood pressure for 3 years now.

Why didn't you tell me?

Mom, I didn't mean to hide it from you on purpose?

I just think that

it wasn't a big deal, so I didn't tell you.

You want to save money for the family, right?

Put it off as much as possible

If you'd bought medicine instead of given that money to Xiao Xiang,

you wouldn't have had such a hard time.

Why didn't you tell me?

You don't even spend extra money on money and clothes.

Can you think more for yourself in the future, okay?

It's all my fault. It's all my fault.

I bought him whatever he wanted.

if he wants money, then I give it to him.

I spoiled him too much.

You're the only who earns money in this family.

Ping Ping.

We wronged you.

We're sorry.

Mom

Stop crying

Xiao Xiang is my little brother. If I don't about him,

who will?

It's all my fault.

I spoiled him rotten.

Ping Ping, the investment this time,

I heard he said that it's

more reliable than the previous ones.

If Heaven wills and lets him succeed this time,

then he can walk the right path in the future.

And you won't have to be so tired all the time.

Okay.

I'll give him another 50K

You're still going to give it to him?

Ping Ping, this money

you need it for your treatments.

Never mind. I'll give it to him.

Buy me some peace and quiet.

It's all because I spoiled him rotten,

giving him whatever he wanted.

He doesn't know how to care for you

Mom

Let's just accept that I've squandered this 50,000.

Last time.

If he asks again,

then I really don't have any money left.

He already promised me this time.

If he fails this time,

then he'll get a steady job.

I hope he can keep his promises.

She is still requesting the catheterization procedure?

Didn't you tell the patients about the risks of another catheterization procedure?

I told them, but the patient strongly requested.

Taking such big risks

for a small segment of the cerebral artery

The patient said that she works in sales,

the entire family depends on her for an income.

If she is hospitalized for a long time, then her clients may get taken by others.

Then, there's no income for an entire family.

No income is still better than being dead, right?

Catheterization can cause bleeding, even severe hemorrhage.

No doctor would agree to do this procedure.

The right leg only had sensation to strong stimuli.

Recovery may take some more time.

I can't lie on the bed all day.

Dr. Xiao, can you do the catheterization again?

Recatheterization is too dangerous.

The risks of severe hemorrhage is really high.

I know that you want to get better quickly.

But you can't risk it with your life.

You can't be irresponsible to yourself.

I can take the risks!

You don't know. If I don't earn money,

then my family will fall apart.

My little bother's monthly allowance,

my mom's living expenses,

All of this is on you?

Your little brother looks almost 30.

Why can't he earn money?

Dr. Xiao

Please do the procedure!

If something really happens,

what will happen to your mother? What about your little brother?

I was doing just fine. Why did I get sick?

Everything costs money.

Stop thinking about it for now and get some rest, okay?

You can only work and earn money when you're recovered, okay?

Let's go.

This girl's situation is so sad.

Her little brother and her mother

both need her to take care of them.

How much savings can she have from her job?

Her little brother is an adult too.

How come he doesn't have a job and depend on his older sister?

There's love that brings shackles in this world.

But there's more love that brings warmth and companionship.

Look! For example, if your mother rushes you to get married, would you call her a troublemaker?

When she's being overbearing, she's a bit of a troublemaker.

But I know that my mom is doing this for my own good. She loves me.

All people have their shortcomings.

It's normal for parents to have shortcomings, too.

Just like us. Can you say that we do all things with perfection?

You can put it that way.

But sometimes some things are really unbearable.

Stop. Let's get to work.

Do you really need to remove the uterus?

- Then I wouldn't be able to have kids anymore. - Yes.

Doctor, are there any other ways?

We have tried everything else.

But, the pathology report after the dilation and curettage showed evidence of tumor cells.

You haven't had kids before,

I know that hysterectomy would be something big to take in.

As a doctor, I can only make this recommendation.

But, I'm only 31.

Then I can never have kids in my life.

I'm sorry.

Look at you. Why did you come to see me instead of seeing your doctors at the hospital?

Auntie Xiao,

my dad has been really weird recently.

What's going on?

Before, he used to search up patient cases before going to bed.

I don't know why but now

he's always searching up motorcycle information.

This is not like my dad at all.

He's making me so worried.

I only figured out later

Isn't motorcycle riding a hobby of Auntie Xiao's?

You should go back. Your dad is waiting for you.

Wait Auntie Xiao, let me finish.

You and my dad are both excellent doctors.

Your appearances are both equally as good.

I know that my dad likes you.

I just want to ask what your thoughts are about my dad.

I still have someone else in my heart right now that I can't forget.

You said so yourself, your dad is very excellent.

If I try to be with him while still having someone else in my heart,

wouldn't that be unfair to him?

They why can't you stop thinking about that other person?

You'll understand when you're older.

- Why are you running around again? - Dad, sit down!

Sit down

I have something serious to tell you.

I just ran into Auntie Xiao.

I told her all about you looking up motorcycles.

I asked her what her thoughts are about you.

You stinky brat. Mind your own business.

I am just... the emperor isn't worried but the eunuch is...

I used the wrong words.

You little eunuch.

You're the eunuch. I'm the emperor.

Dad, you have to hurry up.

Last time you got sick and Auntie Xiao took care of you.

She must care about you a whole lot.

Last time I got sick?

Yeah. I told Auntie Xiao that you got sick.

She came right over and stayed at your room for a long time.

Dad, didn't you know?

Wasn't it Zheng Ya Jie that day?

Auntie Zheng came later.

Auntie Xiao made you honey water and put the medicine at the bedside table.

Then, she left.

What did your Auntie Xiao say today?

She said that there's someone she can't forget in her heart.

Dad, do you know who he is?

Li Fu Ping.

He Lan.

You're a little different from before.

You too.

Why are you here?

Cerebral infarction.

It's already been a while.

How? Is it serious?

I'm stable now.

It's just...this half of me can't move.

What about you?

You're ill as well?

I had an ectopic pregnancy.

That's...very dangerous, right?

I...can no longer have children.

Don't overthink it.

Rest yourself and recover.

It will get better.

Life is like that, isn't it.

All the tiny decisions we made

determined this result.

There's nothing to complain about.

Yes.

Every decision was one we made on our own.

Last time I saw you on a magazine cover.

"Strategy Queen".

You were amazing.

It only looks like that from the outside.

You know, I'm 31 this year,

and I can't have children.

I think it will be hard to get married.

Thinking about when we were at university, studying Journalism,

every day we dreamed of becoming a

crown-less king. (TN: refers to an influential reporter)

As circumstances had it, I ended up in advertising.

I only realized once I'd started work,

there really is a gap between dreams and reality.

I remember back then

your family found a job for you at a paper.

Why didn't you take it?

Because I was rebellious of course.

I wanted to reject all their help,

and succeed on my own.

I wanted to make it on my own.

But this is what happened.

Then I fell in love with the wrong person.

No-one supported the marriage.

But I stubbornly insisted.

Until I found he had another woman.

That was when I realized

how stupid I was.

It's fine.

I'm over it.

What about you? How are things?

I remember you had an offer from

the best magazine in Beijing, "Investigation".

Why didn't you take it?

Back then, it was for my mother

and my younger brother. They said

they didn't want me to be far away.

What a shame.

You were so good at university.

Everyone knew you would do well.

I do have some regrets

over the decisions I made.

Right?

We are still young.

We can still start again.

- Really? - Yes,

we definitely can.

You need to be like me.

Let go of the past, so you can embrace the present.

When we are both well

let's get together often.

It will all get better.

Alright, this is the anesthetic.

Relax, take some deep breaths.

You're awake.

You should have told me.

I know you don't want to see me.

I didn't want to come at first.

But...I thought

I owed you an apology.

Don't get a cold.

Look.

Our Ping Ping is so pretty.

It's better now, right?

You're better, ok.

He Lan. The experience event you organized has gone viral.

It's become a hot topic.

This comment says, you're like the "clear stream" in NGO events.

You don't guilt trip people, and not overly serious.

It's simply a really great event.

The comments don't stop.

Hello.

Xiao He. It's Director Wang.

How was the surgery? Did it go well?

Thank you for your concern. It went quite well.

I‘m glad to hear it. Xiao He,

you've done well on the event you managed.

If you have time, why don't you have a think about our company's project.

We need you.

Sorry, Director Wang, I don't have the time.

Xiao He, don't be angry.

It was just a misunderstanding.

Let's not be impulsive.

Director Wang, I'm not going to be an event planner anymore.

- You're not going to be an event planner? - Yes.

Then what are you going to do?

I'm planning on taking a rest and studying.

And then go back to our dream of being a reporter.

If one day, I decide I want children.

Then I'll wait for you to give birth

and then be their godmother.

What about you? What are your plans?

Me?

I'll learn from you.

They haven't got better after such a long time.

I think there's no hope for them.

What about you? Is there hope for you?

Let's not talk about me.

I heard you've practically moved into Yang Jing's ward.

Why don't you apply to be transferred to the Obstetrics and Gynecology Department?

I'd be happy with that.

Dr Bai, a patient with acute appendicitis has come in.

I'll be your attending physician, Bai Zhu.

From the CT, we can see your appendix is very enlarged.

It might perforate at any moment.

I'd advise immediate surgery.

Su-surgery? There's no need for that.

Can't you do something less invasive?

Let me take some medicine instead.

Tell the patient what will happen if the appendix perforates.

A perforated appendix would allow bacteria to be absorbed by the peritoneum and mesentery.

This will enter the blood circulation, causing sepsis.

If it causes a toxic abdominal infection, in the worse case it might lead to intestinal necrosis.

Peritonitis can lead to complete intestinal obstruction due to intestinal adhesions.

All of these could threaten your life.

Then let's do the surgery.

I want surgery. I want surgery.

You do this surgery.

- Me? - Yes.

Come on.

If you keep waiting to make the incision, eventually the patient will wake up.

Doctor Xu, I'm worried I'll cut too much.

Everyone must have a first time.

Trust yourself.

Doctor Xu, I'm starting.

Remember, steady, accurate, brave.

We cut out the appendix.

The surgery was very successful. Now you just need to rest.

Alright. Thank you, Doctor.

This is just our job.

I heard you had your first surgery.

- Tang Hua, I wasn't mature enough before. - You think you're mature after one appendix surgery.

- I want to tell you... - What?

I'll work harder at my job

to become a more decisive doctor,

to let you see a new me.

Alright, I'll be waiting.

- Head Nurse. - Doctor Xu.

They've been doing the surgery all night, they haven't finished yet?

They haven't finished yet.

They're out!

- Doctor. Don't worry, the surgery went well, the finger was reattached.

Thank you, thank you.

Let's go to the EICU to wait for the patient.

Thank you.

Old Liang, thank you for your hard work.

You really owe me one now.

Of course. I'll definitely make it up to you.

You haven't slept all night, go and take a rest.

Alright, I'll have a rest.

Thank you for your hard work, Director Liang.

Director, you also stayed up all night. You should rest as well.

- It's time for rounds. - I'll do them for you.

I won't feel relaxed until I've done the rounds. I won't sleep well until they are done.

Come on, let's go together.

My body really isn't the same as it used to be.

Before I could work straight for twenty hours.

But not any more.

[Nurses Station]

You're still here. Great.

I got the cafeteria to make you some chicken soup.

You shouldn't have.

Sit there, I'll get it for you.

My stamina

really isn't what it used to be.

Even after just one all-nighter

- my back and legs are so sore. - Of course, you are tired.

- Thank you. - Once you've had this you can go and rest.

Smells great. I really am hungry.

Tell me. Even the patient themselves had given up.

But you didn't, and got Director Liang to help out.

You even went to the surgery yourself.

I saw the look of despair in his eyes.

That look of his

reminded me of my Third Uncle.

I was very close to my Third Uncle as a boy.

He was incredibly intelligent.

And kind, and funny.

He even did magic. Wherever he went

he always brought with him the sound of laughter.

We all loved him.

But heaven isn't fair.

He was young and hadn't even married.

And then he became ill.

Lymphoma.

I remember that time so clearly.

It was the first day of Chinese New Year. Everyone was setting off firecrackers

and welcoming in the new year.

But Third Uncle wasn't well.

He...

He called over my grandpa and grandma

and told them to take me to Shanghai.

When we were there he passed away.

My grandpa and grandma blamed themselves until the day they died.

In the past medical care wasn't like today.

Many patients couldn't receive effective treatment.

But now, our medical sector is flourishing.

We have a much greater chance to save lives and heal the wounded.

You're right.

Since then, I knew I had to study medicine.

And become a doctor. Become a good doctor.

I want those who negligent their illness

or those who don't have the conditions to consult a doctor,

be able to be treated.

These past few years

maybe because of what's happened to me in my life,

I think a lot of my views have changed.

I think I forgot the reason I became a doctor.

I tried my best to change myself and get the best results.

I wanted to show I was worth it.

Lots of people talked about me,

said I became greedy.

Maybe I wasn't a doctor, wasn't a good doctor.

The most important skill a doctor must have

is the ability to empathize with one's patients.

Drink up! It will go cold.

Why are you here? Xiao Yu.

Dad.

Why are you here? Are you ill?

I'm not ill.

I'm Ping An's ex-wife, you can call me Ming Hui.

I'm Jiang Shan, the Head Nurse.

This is our daughter, Xiao Yu.

Doesn't she look like Ping An?

Xiao Yu, say hello to the auntie.

- Hello auntie. - Hello Xiao Yu. What a good child you are.

- Director, I'll get back to work. - Okay.

Nice to meet you.

What's wrong? Why did you come here?

- Ping An, I'm ill. - What?

Director Lu, look at this.

The liver has multiple lumps.

They are unevenly spaced, irregular in size, clearly defined,

Those of different sizes are all mixed together.

- Hepatic hemangioma? - From the ultrasonography scan

it looks that way. But we should still do

an enhanced CT or MRI, just to be certain.

Are the results from the scan not good?

You have intrahepatic mass lesions. It might be hepatic hemangioma.

But we need to do more tests to be certain.

It's not hepatic hemangioma.

It's liver cancer.

Don't start imagining things.

We still need to do more tests before we know what it is.

I'm not imagining things.

My liver has been hurting for months.

I did an examination at Ruirong Hospital.

They already diagnosed that it's liver cancer.

Late stage.

Th-th...

How is that possible?

Well it's not impossible.

No...I meant...

You were always fine, why suddenly...

I guess it's my destiny.

Divorced, a single mother

I've learned a lot along the way.

I grew up.

But now I'm ill.

What are my plans in my life?

Let's get you treated first.

Leave Xiao Yu to me.

I know...I haven't done a good job these years.

I don't blame you.

Xiao Yu doesn't blame you either.

You're a doctor, and the Director.

How about this?

You can transfer to this hospital.

Our doctors, equipment, they are all great.

Then I can keep an eye on you, alright?

Things are already at this stage, there's no point transferring.

Ping An, I came for Xiao Yu.

You-you don't need to worry. I'll take care of her.

I'm not trying to push her onto you.

In future our family

will never be whole.

I want Xiao Yu

to have a little more time with mom and dad.

When I have the time later,

I will visit Xiao Yu more often.

We haven't eaten together for ages.

Recently Xiao Yu loved eating my grilled shrimp.

What about I go to your and make some for you?

Or if it's not convenient

then I'll make them and get Xiao Yu to bring them over.

It's fine. L-let's do it together.

Xiao Yu, come here.

Xiao Yu, in future let's go over to dad's.

Mom will make your favorite grilled shrimp for you, ok?

Ok!

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❝ You Who Came With Me ❞ Lyricist-Composer: Mars Radio - Singer: Huang Shao Feng

♫ If it's fate, we'll meet again ♫

♫ I rehearsed the farewell several times in my heart ♫

♫ Skipped the courteous small talk ♫

♫ A hug fed the longing ♫

♫ Who wouldn't, at the appointed time ♫

♫ Give their most heartfelt first love? ♫

♫ Drawing a period myself ♫

♫ I'll make it perfect ♫

♫ Just let me walk to tomorrow first ♫

♫ All the nice and fine things ♫

♫ I'll leave for you to slowly enjoy ♫

♫ Good one, don't cry ♫

♫ I didn't let this life down ♫

♫ Now, I understand ♫

♫ I'm not the one who suffer ♫

♫ But you who came with me ♫

♫ Just let me walk to tomorrow first ♫

♫ All the nice and fine things ♫

♫ I'll leave for you to slowly enjoy ♫

♫ Good one, don't cry ♫

♫ I didn't let this life down ♫

♫ Now, I understand ♫

♫ I'm not the one who suffer ♫

♫ But you who came with me ♫