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❝ The Other Side ❞ Lyricist-Composer: Mars Radio - Singer: Yuan Ya Wei

♫ Two people who are filled with love ♫

♫ Take loneliness as a responsibility ♫

♫ A pair of indifferent eyes ♫

♫ Cannot hide the scalding hot soul ♫

♫ I want to hold you tight ♫

♫ Take your fears and turn them to delight ♫

♫ No longer worry about the fairness of this world ♫

♫ Innocent as a little child ♫

♫ I watch you count the traces of love ♫

♫ Every individual ought to try hard at love ♫

♫ Please let me hold you tight ♫

[Thank You Doctor] ♫ To the other side of love where nobody would be absent ♫

[Episode 31]

Little Rui, Little Rui, Little Rui!

Can I have some words with you?

You can blame me if you want.

I'm apologizing to you.

Mom.

I know! You did this today

just because of what had happened to your mom.

However, you can't just let your father die because of that.

Mom, neither of you did anything wrong.

We don't need to apologize.

Su Rui, have you lost your mind?

Don't you clearly know what happened back then?

Your mother looked down on my father for being poor

and got together with their department supervisor.

Everyone made a fuss and she insisted on divorcing my father.

Later on, that supervisor didn't want her anymore.

Then she wanted to get back with my father, do you think he could?

You're also a man, would you be able to accept that?

My father divorced your mother and met my mother after then!

My father felt bad when your mother got sick and died, too.

Do you know how sad my father was?!

- Shut up! - I'm telling you, Su Rui!

Everything started from your mother, she was the one at fault!

- I don't... - What are you doing?

This is a hospital!

Xiao Rui, this is all from the previous generation.

It's all in the past.

Right now, only you can save your father.

I'm begging you.

Mom, get up!

I'm begging you to save him!

- Mom, get up! - Xiao Rui.

- Save him! - Mom!

Xiao Rui!

Xiao Rui, do you want your father to die?

Xiao Rui, I'm begging you.

Please save your father!

I'm begging you!

This is all his choice!

Xiao Rui!

Xiao Rui, come back!

Auntie, get up first.

Let's think of another way!

Mom.

38.5 degrees C.

Teacher Bai, the results are out.

The CT results look normal.

Elevated creatine kinase isoenzymes. Low protein.

Ultrasound.

Decreased heart valve activity.

The spleen is enlarged.

Adding on a persistent high fever, it led to hypoalbuminemia.

Is it an autoimmune disorder?

That's possible! How about this?

Conduct an antibody test on the patient.

How is Xiao Rui?

Dad, he doesn't care if you live or die.

Why do you care about him?

Don't talk to your dad like that!

Why did he faint all of a sudden?

Did the doctors say he got a serious illness?

He deserves it!

Get out!

Go on!

I asked the doctors just now.

They don't know what it is just then.

They still need to do some tests.

I hope he doesn't have a serious illness.

I don't know why this happened, either.

Ming Jun, you should think about yourself.

Back then, when his mother died,

I should've brought him to my side.

Living with his uncles,

who knows how much he suffered?

I was too selfish then.

It isn't your fault.

Blame me!

When I was pregnant with Xin Xin,

I was afraid if Xiao Rui came to us, I couldn't care for him.

I never imagined it'd turn out like this.

The one he should hate is me.

It's me.

- The patient's son is too cruel, isn't he? - Who's saying he isn't?

He first gave the patient hope by agreeing to the transplant.

In the end, he wouldn't agree!

He said it's punishment for what happened in the past.

It's too cruel!

How else could he become CEO of a large enterprise at such a young age?

Being cruel is a skill, too.

Ya Jie, if your Bai Zhu was also so cruel, would you marry him?

Our Bai Zhu's heart is the softest!

He would never be so cruel!

I don't think you'll accomplish much in this life!

No matter if he's rich or poor,

I'll always stay with him!

The wedding vows have even been spoken.

It's useless to envy. You have to see eye to eye.

Hello?

Alright, I got it.

The results are out. Let's go!

I'll go to take a look, too.

You guys... Are you all going?

You're no fun.

How are things?

The antibody tests indicate that it isn't an autoimmune disorder.

Could he have an infection?

How about this? Do a blood test and CT.

Okay.

From the results, it should have resulted from an infection.

But there could be so many sources of the infection, what could it be?

From the current results and symptoms, there's nothing particular about it.

We can't tell what the source is.

Should we send sputum and blood cultures for testing?

However, bacterial growth takes time.

I'm afraid it'll take a week for results to come out.

The patient can't wait that long.

Do you have a better idea?

I'll think of one.

Let's do a sputum smear first.

Maybe we'll discover something.

Let's go to the lab!

- Alright, go to get your medicine. - Yes.

Thank you, Doctor Bai.

We found a suitable bone marrow.

Peace Hospital just gave us a bone marrow donor's information.

This isn't a perfect match.

The HLA test indicated that four out of the six were a match.

A half-matched transplant could cause a severe rejection.

Then at least, he might live.

Then he'll live his life in pain, just like Jiang Xian Yun.

The important problem now is

the patient doesn't have time to wait for a perfect match anymore.

I've already sent information to bone marrow vaults abroad.

- They'll respond to me soon. - Let's not talk about how low the chances are to find a perfect match.

Even if we find suitable bone marrow, the donor is abroad.

Will he be able make it over in time?

We can't make a joke out of a patient's life.

I'm not making a joke!

I'll contact the donor later to make sure he's ready.

- That's my last resort plan. - I'm going to insist one more time.

The patient can only wait for a few more days.

- We can't— - Stop arguing! I'm his attending physician.

Listen to me!

Alright, I'm telling you now!

He isn't your patient anymore.

I'll take care of him myself.

Fine! You're the best, you take him!

You can take them all!

A half matching transfer will bring serious side effects.

Thus, we've put this treatment option last.

Before then, we'll continue searching for a better matched bone marrow.

Doctor, you said if his luck isn't good

and you can't find out the source of his illness,

will Young Rui die?

I was just talking about your illness.

Tell me!

Is Young Rui in danger?

The bacterial growth results aren't out yet.

For now, we can only use medicine based on our experience.

Are there any other methods?

Sometimes diagnosing takes time.

We also have to observe how the illness progresses.

We'll also add some tests for him

to see what this illness looks like.

If someone catches the same illness,

and is even sicker and has more symptoms,

does that mean you can find the cause faster?

About this... that's possible.

Then I'm willing to catch this illness.

What?

This might be the heavens

giving me a chance to make up for my wrongs.

In your situation now, if you catch an illness, you'll really be finished.

A life for a life.

If I die to save my son, I'm willing.

Don't think that nonsense!

We won't let you do that.

There's no need to be anxious! We'll continue searching for bone marrow.

Get some rest!

This illness won't get better.

If you could find a suitable bone marrow, you would've already.

This leukemia

has relapsed three times already.

I don't want to continue like this.

Doctor, just let me die at ease.

Let me do something for Young Rui.

We still don't know what the illness is.

We don't know how or where he's been infected.

Besides, this is against medical ethics.

We definitely won't do it. Don't think about it!

-Doctor— -Enough! Stop talking.

- Get some rest. - Get some rest, okay?

- Director. - Director.

- You two! - What is it, Director?

Did you diagnose the leukemia patient's son yet?

The culture test's result still isn't out yet.

Everyone seems to have infections.

What a pain!

You two be careful. Don't let anything go wrong!

Don't worry! That's Bai Zhu's patient, it'll be fine.

What I'm worried the most about him!

Director! A patient is looking for you.

Looking for me?

Right lower lung penumbra.

It's a pretty common pneumonia.

We'll use antibiotics, you just need to take a few doses.

- Are you free? - Is there some matter?

Come to my office when you're free.

Why is that leukemia patient insisting on being infected?

You think I told him to say that?

Director, didn't the patient already say it?

Bai Zhu didn't agree, that's why he asked for you.

Doesn't that mean Bai Zhu didn't tell him to do that?

Director, Doctor Bai did reject the patient.

If he didn't say that, would the patient have such thoughts?

The patient really thought of it himself.

Even if the patient came up with the idea, I already told you guys before.

You must be careful when communicating with a patient.

Someone might take a careless word very seriously!

In everything you do, don't always hold the eager attitude for a quick success.

Which one of us is more eager for quick success?

Stop talking. I'm the patient's attending physician.

I'll decide how to treat him.

Bai Zhu, get things straight.

I'm the Director of the EICU!

- If you want to brag about your position, you've got the wrong guy. - Talk properly!

I think you're trying to get above everyone else that's why you're taking these unscrupulous methods.

I'm telling you! You must always prioritize the patient's safety.

That's a truly qualifying doctor.

Director, you're right.

He knows that, but this really isn't his fault.

Bai Zhu, I'm telling you!

Every day you spend at EICU, you must listen to my arrangement.

Otherwise, get out of here!

I don't need a troublemaker like you.

Once you two calm down, then you can talk.

What do you think?

What do you mean?

He said that I'm eager for quick success regardless of means.

I think you two were too angry and spoke out of anger.

Don't concern yourself with whether it was spoken out of anger.

What do you think?

I think... Director was acting for your benefit.

Come in!

Teacher.

You're just in time! I was about to go and find you.

I want to leave EICU.

Sit down and talk!

- You heard? - I know your temper.

Once Director Lu brought up your recent performance,

I knew you'd say this.

- Then do you approve? - I don't.

I'm wasting my life in the EICU!

Having conflicts at work is wasting your life?

I've already asked about the patient's request to be infected.

No matter if you did it on purpose or not,

this situation has come to this point because of you.

Even if it wasn't Director Lu, if it was me, I'd scold you, too.

- I was just being honest— - Enough.

Having conflicts at work is normal.

We aren't going to discuss this today.

Tell me the real reason

for wanting to leave EICU.

I'm wasting time and my abilities here.

You still aren't telling the truth?

Does it have to do with Xiao Yan?

What does it have to do with her?

Teacher, did you hear something?

Look at how lost you look!

Who in EICU can't see it?

I'm not deaf and blind, so I don't need anyone to tell me.

Regardless if it has to do with her,

you know the answer the best.

I'm your teacher.

No one in this hospital knows you better than I do.

You look arrogant on the surface but inside,

you're very weak.

Who is weak on the inside?

Sit down!

I put you in EICU

for you to gain experience in the most difficult area.

It'll polish this rough jade, meaning you,

to shine brightly.

Your path is still long.

You'll face a lot more experiences and trials.

If you can't even accept struggles in love,

in the future, how are you going to face serious illnesses?

Nor can you face the cruelty of death.

How can you be a good doctor?

I'm sorry! I've disappointed you.

Don't apologize!

Bai Zhu.

Have you ever considered

becoming an amazing doctor?

That has always been my dream.

I remember the first class I took with you.

You introduced many amazing doctors to us.

At that time, I thought,

"Bai Zhu,

one day, you will be like them,

treating patients and save people and leaving your name in this world."

You cannot give up halfway.

Nor will I let you give up halfway.

Go back to EICU and apologize to Director Lu.

He's still your supervisor,

and he's also your senior.

You must respect him.

Okay.

Go on!

Bai Zhu!

In these years, you're the best and most talented young doctor I've seen.

Don't disappoint me!

I know.

Close the door!

[Doctor's Benevolent Heart]

Why are you here?

You went to find Hospital Dean Zhang after fighting with Mama Lu?

Do you want to quit?

However, I guess that Hospital Dean Jiang didn't agree.

The only person in this hospital who can restrain you, the Monkey King,

is the old Buddhist monk Hospital Director Jiang. (TN: Monkey King was known to be naughty and could only be restrained by the Buddhist monk Tang Seng.)

That isn't right!

There's one more person now.

Teacher Jiang said I have the potential to become an amazing doctor.

He indeed has high hopes for you.

Of course, I know that.

Look at that attitude!

Doctor, are the results out?

What illness do I have?

Is it serious?

This is karma.

It's you?

- What are you doing here? - You're afraid?

You've done too many bad things.

Your begging didn't work.

Now, you're coming here to threaten me.

I'm telling you!

I won't give him what he needs for transplant.

I never will!

My father went to see you every year.

Your uncles stopped him every year.

His birthday gifts for you never reached your hands.

He could only bring them back and put them in a dedicated cabinet.

He thought he could give them all to you one day.

However, until you went to college, he never got the chance.

He knew you liked Transformers the most.

So the drawer is full of them.

Later on, you grew up.

He didn't know what you liked anymore.

He could only buy things that all boys like, like gaming consoles,

soccer balls, and basketballs.

Once, he even bought the ticket to Ronaldo's fan meet in China. (Christiano Ronaldo)

- He just wanted— - Enough.

Using the emotion card is useless.

Ever since he abandoned my mom and I,

these has been no relationship between the two of us.

Wait! The doctor is treating the patient. Don't disrupt the doctor's work!

Mom! What's wrong?

He's in a coma.

Please wait outside! It'll be okay.

Go to contact the donor at Peace Hospital and prep him for pre-surgery exams.

Okay.

- It's over there. - Okay, thanks.

Dr. Bai, I found it!

What did you find?

Su Rui's pathogen test result shows a fungal infection,

which is capsular histoplasmosis.

That explains why a cavity has formed in the lung.

You're lucky!

It didn't take too much time to find out what illness you have.

We'll give you amphotericin for your antifungal treatment.

Don't worry! It's nothing serious.

Thanks.

How is Su Ming Jun?

His illness is rather serious.

He's in a coma now.

We've told the donor to get ready for surgery.

It isn't a perfect match.

After the surgery, he'll suffer a lot of pain.

But at least, he'll be alive.

We know that you don't want to be connected with your father,

but your father can't do that.

He knew you were seriously sick and that we couldn't diagnose it.

He knew your life could've been in danger.

So he told us he wanted to be infected with the same bacteria as yours

to have the same illness as you,

so it could help us diagnose you sooner.

But don't you worry! Of course, we won't let him do that.

For a late stage leukemia patient, that's the same as suicide.

However, your father insisted on it.

We already found bone marrow,

it isn't a perfect match, but at least, he can live on.

But he... would rather give up his life and save you instead.

He said because you're his son and he owes you too much.

As a father, he must do that.

Actually, after these few days, we all can tell

you and your father do care for each other.

Mr. Su, have you ever thought about the reason why

your love for your father is off?

He's at the age for his children to show their gratitude.

However, you've been waiting for your father's apology.

There is an old Chinese saying, "The child wants to support the parents, but the parents can't wait."

As doctors, we've seen too many deaths already.

We've felt too many regrets that came too late.

Since you and your father still have time and opportunity,

why don't you cherish it?

Doctor Xiao.

Is there still time to give him the transplant?

He really agreed?

He isn't pulling our leg, is he?

Don't worry! Once his situation settles,

we'll let the hematologist immediately start evaluating.

This is great!

Ming Jun, you can be saved!

You can be saved, Ming Jun!

Doctor Bai!

- You aren't leaving? - Where to?

Didn't you say you wanted to leave EICU?

Who told you that?

- Then you aren't leaving. - Don't listen to their nonsense!

That day, I wanted to say that I trust you.

Saying it late doesn't count.

I came to apologize.

I was too rash that day.

I shouldn't have scolded you like that.

Actually, you don't need to apologize.

You weren't wrong, either.

I'm a kind of person who sometimes,...

do want to show off my medical skills.

However, I can't help it.

Skilled people are always strict with themselves.

However...

I should also apologize to you.

I had a bad attitude that day.

Okay. Then we'll let this come to pass.

There's still a lot to do.

Get to work!

Xin Xin, your dad is awake!

Dad!

[Young Rui is okay]

[EICU]

Big Brother!

Thank you!

Let's go!

Alright. Is everyone here?

Right now, I want to announce something.

This year's hospital development meeting is being held soon.

This year's meeting has the attention of the national medias.

It's this year's most ceremonious industry meeting.

Can our department participate? I'll sign up.

We have too many patients lately, so we aren't going to send participants.

According to hospital rules, tomorrow, the hospital development meeting

will send a member to our department to observe.

Everyone, be careful, okay?

Is it enough that we nod, bow, and give flattery?

Don't joke around like that!

Don't worry everyone about this!

Just do you consultations and work as normal, alright?

That's right! Yi Ran, you take care of the representative tomorrow.

- I can't! - It's settled.

That's all! Everyone, get back to your work.

D-director! - Come! Come!

Come with me to Bed No. 5 in the resuscitation room.

- Did you look for his family? - Yes.

Isn't it good to host the inspection team?

It's an easy job that let's you meet the elites from the industry.

Why does Teacher Xu look so unhappy?

You're unsophisticated.

- Don't you know? - What do we need to know?

Dr. Xu's father is the Dean of Ruirong Hospital

and also the Chief Secretary of the Association of Physicians.

He's the chief of the observation committee this time.

The Dean of Ruirong Hospital?

That's one of the top hospitals in Shanghai!

I've never imagined Teacher Xu had such a strong background.

No need to lament here!

Why don't you go kiss up to him?

I'm just lamenting a little.

Then... this person is Teacher Xu's dad.

Why is he so unhappy?

I heard a classmate at Ruirong said that

they don't have a very good relationship.

Dean Xu thinks Doctor Xu isn't good enough.

He isn't coming with good intentions.

He hasn't contacted you for years but suddenly came here.

He's obviously coming for you!

He still wants me to go to Ruirong.

That's pretty good.

Go back and continue being a crown prince.

It's cooler than being an attending physician here.

Since it's so cool, I'll recommend you to go.

Moreover, my dad is interested in you anyway.

Drop it! I'm not interested in him.

What will you do then?

- Have you decided what you're going to do? - Yes.

- What is it? - Before the car reaches the mountain, there will be a road.

Si Si, give me the medical records for Bed No.9.

Okay.

Thank you.

Yi Ran!

Dad.

When will you understand my efforts?

You have a permanent employee status in Ruirong.

Do you know what it means to have a permanent employee status in Ruirong?

That's something people fight hard to get, but never obtain.

And what did you do?

You gave it up just like that!

Did you think about how I'd feel?

Did you think about my position or my reputation?

I know you're very talented and work very hard.

But these days, just talent and hard work

aren't enough.

I rose from being a doctor to hospital management.

I've been through several ups and downs.

Why did I never dare to rest?

Did I do it for myself?

I was doing it for you!

It's so that you'll have a higher starting point.

- For your development, I prepared your entire path! - Dad...

Enough! I'm not going to listen to your defenses.

Go to find Old Jiang for resignation right now!

I wasn't going to defend myself, and I'm not going to resign, either.

Do you hate Ruirong that much?

- Or is it me that you hate? - I don't hate Ruirong, nor do I hate you!

I'm an adult!

I don't want to live my life under your arrangements!

I want to live according to my own thoughts.

You don't have the right to decide!

Yi Ran,

tell me! What can you learn here?

Even if you like EICU, you should go to Ruirong's EICU.

Ruirong has one of the best emergency departments in the country.

Compared to Ruirong,

I like this place more.

All my colleagues here are great.

I learn a lot from them.

I've seen more people and events here.

As well, the gap between the reality and ideals for my goals as a doctor

I can see myself improving and growing every day.

- My thoughts have matured every day. - "Matured?"

I think you're childish.

There's no discussing this,

nor is there room for negotiation.

Go and do it!

In addition, you must act according to my thoughts!

-Dad, listen to me— - Report to Ruirong at the end of the month!

How did the talk with the domineering boss go?

Not great!

He wants me to go back to Ruirong by the end of the month.

Cutting straight to the chase and ordering you, uncle Xu is the same as always.

Why do I always run into people like you?

Only your thoughts are right.

Other people can only obey.

You think I'm like your dad, too, don't you?

Get lost!

Our Bai Zhu will eventually be like Uncle Xu.

He'll become a Chief Secretary or Hospital Dean!

You just haven't lived with a controlling person like them before.

If you really marry him, I guarantee that within three months,

you'll just want to die.

You're just envious of our Bai Zhu.

Bai Zhu, don't worry!

No matter what you're like, I'll still like you.

I can't stay here anymore.

- Tonight, do you— - No.

- I haven't even finished— - I have a patient to see.

No, wait! Bai Zhu, I—

I wish I'd become a clinical doctor instead of going into research.

Then I can work with him every day.

Only if you could pass the test.

Xu Yi Ran!

D-Doctor,

how is m-my daughter?

Severe pancreatitis.

Her condition... isn't very good.

Let's take her to the EICU first.

- How is her temperature? - Consistently high.

Judging from the images, although the area of the abscess hasn't continued to expand,

it's still very dangerous.

Doctor,

let her have a surgery.

Regarding her situation, I've consulted with the director of general surgery.

She can't have a surgery right now.

If we forcibly do a surgery now, she might die during surgery.

Then... when can she have one?

We still need to observe for some time.

She'll die if she doesn't have a surgery...

She'll die if she doesn't have a surgery...

This family is too pitiful!

One after the other.

What do you mean?

Three years ago when you didn't come to Tongshan yet,

his wife died at our hospital.

It was severe pancreatitis, the same as what his daughter has now.

In a manner of speaking, severe pancreatitis isn't supposed to be hereditary. [Nurse Station]

It might be lifestyle.

- A family's eating and living habits might— - Doctor Xiao!

I'll trouble you to sign this.

On the topic of hereditary illness,

when I was a resident,

a mother died of ovarian cancer.

At that time, we recommended her daughter to check for tumor suppressor genes.

The result was positive.

Later on, we did the...

prophylactic salpingo-oophorectomy. (TN: removing healthy ovaries in high-risk women as a preventative measure.)

Before long, she became sick.

We removed her uterus,

but in the end, she still died.

I think the patient's daughter...

she had her own child by then.

By coincidence, it was also a daughter.

At that time, she wasn't even 15 yet.

How is that girl now?

I don't know.

We checked her tumor suppressor gene, and it was also positive.

Doctor Xiao! The patient in bed No. 5 is having sever stomach pains.

The patient's severe pancreatitis has progressed too rapidly.

Her internal organs are starting to fail.

So much blood is also draining out of the abdominal cavity.

It's very likely that there will be intestinal paralysis and necrosis.

Please prepare yourself for the worst.

Mesenteric ischemia, intestinal infarction, and necrosis.

- It's very hard to cure. - The family of Bed No.5 is a little strange.

- How so? - That's his daughter.

He should at least, have some reaction.

Look at him! He's so calm.

It perhaps isn't his first time.

He's probably emotionally ready.

Inject Epinephrine 1 mg intravenously.

I'm sorry!

Thank you.

You've worked hard.

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❝ You Who Came With Me ❞ Lyricist-Composer: Mars Radio - Singer: Huang Shao Feng

♫ If it's fate, we'll meet again ♫

♫ I rehearsed the farewell several times in my heart ♫

♫ Skipped the courteous small talk ♫

♫ A hug fed the longing ♫

♫ Who wouldn't, at the appointed time ♫

♫ Give their most heartfelt first love? ♫

♫ Drawing a period myself ♫

♫ I'll make it perfect ♫

♫ Just let me walk to tomorrow first ♫

♫ All the nice and fine things ♫

♫ I'll leave for you to slowly enjoy ♫

♫ Good one, don't cry ♫

♫ I didn't let this life down ♫

♫ Now, I understand ♫

♫ I'm not the one who suffer ♫

♫ But you who came with me ♫

♫ Just let me walk to tomorrow first ♫

♫ All the nice and fine things ♫

♫ I'll leave for you to slowly enjoy ♫

♫ Good one, don't cry ♫

♫ I didn't let this life down ♫

♫ Now, I understand ♫

♫ I'm not the one who suffer ♫

♫ But you who came with me ♫