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This is an invasion of privacy, you know.

I didn't see anything.

I'll give you the benefit of the doubt.

You're not keeping a wicked diary

like in the movies, are you?

I am.

You're being ridiculous.

These are just my little secrets on how to turn my life around.

And I have only kept it to myself.

[Excel In National Judicial Examination]

Are you really nottaking the exam this year?

Yes.

If you don't take the exam,

you can only provide pro bono legal counsel next year.

Hasn't it always been your dream to help the less fortunate in the courtroom?

It's okay. They still have you.

If you think about it, you have great responsibility resting on your shoulders.

It's because of your father, isn't it?

Why don't I skip it too and take it with you next year?

It's not entirely because of him. You know I want to rank first, right?

Listen to me! You can't change your plans for me.

You're going to be the main person in charge of Law Online.

Besides, think about it,

if I have one more year to study, I'll do better in the exam next year.

All right.

Why are you sitting down?

I'm tired. Let me rest for a while.

Why are you sitting on my bed? Get up.

Well, your bed is my bed, too.

Also, you can't just enter a girl's room without permission.

Get up and get out.

[September 3, 2011] [Wei]

[Episode 20: Goodbye, I Love You]

[Legally Romance]

[Sweet Time Hotel]

So,

don't you think it rains

quite frequently this year?

When is the next time?

Next time is...

When it rains next time,

we... we'll see about it then.

Is... Is it?

I should've worn a set.

It's fine. I can do it.

I can do it. I've promised him.

A promise is a promise. I can do it.

Today's the day. Everything will be fine.

Today's the day. I can do it.

I've given him my word. I have to do it.

What do you have to do? What are you muttering about?

You just went in to get an umbrella?

What did you think?

I thought you wanted to use the toilet. You went in all of a sudden.

Look at you. You kept saying that you wanted to study with me,

turns out that you're thinking about doing other stuff.

How can you be so...

I had no idea you were this kind of person, Qian Wei.

This is just who I am.

- Are you going or not? - How can you leave first? Qian Wei!

Qian Wei, you... Hey...

Fine silver.

Are you sure it's a good idea to give them a pair of silver pigs as an anniversary gift?

I'll take this.

Okay.

You know nothing. Real gold and silver like this hold their value.

And it'll appreciate in the future.

What's more, if this was their 50th anniversary,

I would've given them this.

This is so expensive.

You women's minds are quite a mystery.

Here's your receipt.

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

Tell you what. Give me a pair of gold pigs of the same design.

It can hold its value, and preferably, it can also appreciate.

Just like what she said.

You're so nice to your girlfriend, sir.

This is our best-selling gold pig.

It's out of stock here, but I can place an order for you.

How about this? Please leave your contact info.

I'll notify you when the stock arrives.

Okay.

Cash or card, Miss?

Card.

[We Support Payment By Alipay]

Miss?

Miss?

Card.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Please enter your password.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

I just hope we won't lose badly in our friendly match with Team One today.

You're thinking about losing even before the match.

I'm feeling pretty good today.

I'm hoping to break a record today.

All right, I'm worried for Team One.

We're counting on you today.

Remember to warm up.

Let's go.

I have a solfege exam today. (A music education method used to teach aural skills, pitch, and sight-reading of Western music.)

You have a match today too, right?

Yes, I'm hoping to win the match today.

Let's grab dinner to celebrate it after the match.

My treat.

Thank you, sir.

Next, Liu Shiyun.

What's going on with you? You're drinking during the day.

I failed my solfege exam.

My lecturer said that if I don't improve my pitch accuracy,

I may not be able to graduate.

It's fine. You can retake the exam.

Do I really lack musical talent?

Of course not. You...

Answer the phone.

Maybe it's a good news that can cheer me up a little.

Hello. Who is this?

Qian Chuan got a cramp and drowned during the friendly match.

He went missing after being taken to the infirmary.

He's had cramps quite regularly before,

but in the past few months, his legs will cramp even when he's not swimming.

He always wanted to join the team, so he's kept it to himself.

He injured his inguinal ligament this time,

and he was diagnosed with acute bursitis.

He has to undergo over six months' of acupuncture therapy.

Acupuncture therapy? But isn't he preparing to enter the championship?

He has to receive thorough treatment this time.

But Qian Chuan has never skipped a day of training ever since he became an athlete,

even when it was raining or when he was sick.

Yes.

Sense of water is the most important thing for swimmers.

Six months out of the water is tantamount to retirement.

Team Two is preparing the release notice.

Coach, can't he continue to train during his treatment?

He doesn't have to quit the team, right?

Team Two has issued a sick notice.

You can go and have a look.

It's not that we want to give up on him,

but if he keeps this up, he'll tear his ligaments and deform his joints.

Even walking properly can be a problem by then.

Qian Chuan! Qian Chuan!

Qian Chuan!

What are you doing? You got the wrong person.

Qian Chuan!

- Create some sappers. - What do you want?

Where is Qian Chuan? Has anyone seen him?

No.

Could it be that the things and lives that I've forcibly changed,

even if it works for a short time,

will still go back to square one?

Will the same happen to Dad's illness?

What's the point of what I'm doing then?

Want to learn more about our swimming program?

Are you okay? What's the matter?

Miss, do you want to lose weight or get in shape?

We're offering great promotions.

Sorry, we don't need this. Thank you.

Are you all right?

You haven't eaten all day. Of course, you're feeling dizzy.

Qian Chuan is a big boy.

I'm sure he'll be fine. Don't worry.

Was I being too hard on him?

That's why Qian Chuan... That's why Qian Chuan got hurt?

If I hadn't pushed Qian Chuan too hard, if I had let him rest, he wouldn't have been hurt.

At least he could still swim happily for another year.

It's better than getting it and then losing it, like this.

What do you mean by pushing him too hard?

Actually...

Actually, I am...

Never mind.

Sorry.

The celebration dinner is over.

Because of my leg,

I can't ride the pendulum ride with you anymore.

The celebration dinner might be over,

how about some frustration beers?

I tanked my exam today.

That makes us partners in misfortune.

In order to stay in shape, it's been a long time since I drank.

This is great.

No matter how much I drink from now on, it doesn't matter anymore.

Don't say that.

I really envy you.

You might have failed temporarily,

but you still have a chance.

Not like me.

After years of training,

after what I've been through,

I've finally realized my dream of being a champion

and joined the national team.

I was about to make my mark!

And it was over abruptly.

I seem to have...

lived all my life doing only one thing:

swimming.

Now that I can't swim anymore,

I don't know what else I can do with my life.

Have you said enough depressing stuff?

Don't you have any compassion, lady? I'm on the verge of breaking down!

It's exactly because I have compassion that I hit you.

If you keep talking like that, you're going to kill yourself next.

Take this back.

You think it's a jinx?

This may be an honor for you,

but for me, it's a courageous energizing stick.

I always knew that I was not musically talented enough.

You said you envy me,

but the truth is I envy you more.

You're more talented and more courageous than me.

You've obtained the best achievements.

Many people can't get this kind of glory in their lifetime.

Now that I've finished charging myself.

I'm no longer afraid of anything.

It's time to give it back to you.

You have a long life ahead of you.

As long as you don't give up,

the dream will always return to you in another way.

Chuan, if you want to cry, it's okay to cry as much as you want.

Dad, I'm sorry.

I said I would become an athlete to make you proud.

Son, I am still proud of you.

Did you forget that when you were little,

I didn't want to let you learn to swim?

But you convinced me.

It wasn't because you said you could be the best,

but because you really love swimming.

Besides, you swim because you love it,

not because you want to become the champion.

Getting hurt is normal.

Even if you can't swim in the future,

you can still be a coach.

You can train children who want to learn to swim just like you.

Life is imperfect.

How to make the best out of your imperfect life,

that's what really matters.

That is also the meaning of life.

I'm sorry.

No, Sister.

Thank you.

Thank you for what you said.

Because of those words,

at least I've burned for my dream.

I'd rather have it and then lose it,

than never have it at all.

Excuse me, may I know

what did you say to him?

It's a secret.

Hello, Dad. Do you feel unwell or have felt a little off lately?

You've read my medical reports a lot of times.

Don't focus on the past, you hear me?

Cherish the one in front of you,

such as Lu.

Listen to me,

leave the celebration of our wedding anniversary to ourselves.

Your mom and I have a plan for that.

Oh, I just remembered!

Your National Judicial Examination is coming soon, right?

How is your studying coming along?

Hang on, how did the topic end up about me again?

I'm being serious with you. Seriously.

That attitude of yours. You just don't take your health seriously.

You need to maintain a good physical state and mental state.

Do you hear me?

I'm telling you, if you don't listen to me,

I'll tell my mom where you hid your pocket money.

Fine, fine. I'll listen, I'll listen. All right?

You have to take good care of yourself. Don't get angry easily.

What?

What?

Since you're already here, you can't just leave like this.

You need to cheer me up.

You guys can cheer him up. Why are you dragging me with you?

You have to go up there. I saw that you've been overwhelmed by troubles lately.

You've got a lot on your mind. You need to relax. Come on.

- I have nothing on my mind. - Stop dithering.

I really don't want to ride that.

Come on.

I've finished mine.

What is this?

It's so obvious. Can't you tell? They're pigs.

Why are there five pigs?

You're a pig?

Qian Wei.

Why should we be pigs with you?

Well, you bought two pigs.

I...

Qian Chuan!

I bought 100 balloons, you burst 20 or 30 of them.

I wanted to put up 99 balloons, now I don't even have 66.

Qian Wei, can you put a limit to your stinginess?

You bought so many balloons, why didn't you buy a balloon pump?

Your sister has been stingy for so long. You're just realizing that?

It's not me who's stingy, it's the shop...

How dare you hit me?

It's the shop that's stingy! Don't hit me!

- You gave me a fright! - How dare you to hit your sister?

I'm hitting you, too.

Wait, wait. They're home.

Hurry up!

Dad! Mom! Happy 25th Anniversary!

This is wonderful. Thank you.

Thank you, my dears.

Why are you calling them Mom and Dad?

They are my parents. Call them Mr. and Mrs. Qian.

You don't understand. This is called uniformity.

We have to say it in unison. Got it?

Sister, Dad and Mom answered him.

- You can't deny that. - That's right.

Whose side are you on?

- He hit me. - Why did you hit your sister?

He hit me.

Dad and Mom, the dishes on this table,

except for this turtle soup which was cooked by Qian Wei,

the rest was cooked by me and Lu Xun.

I'm relieved. It's safe to eat then.

I knew you would say that.

Trying to take credit.

It's a good thing that I prepared something.

Here you go.

I noticed that you two have been checking this for a while.

The weather has been pretty good lately.

[Haizhou International Cruise Lines] Take this opportunity to take a trip.

This is incredibly rare.

I can't believe I got to see you spend money in my lifetime, Qian Wei.

This is too...

Deluxe sea view room.

This cost over 10,000 yuan.

Have you made a fortune, sweetie?

Yes, where did you get so much money from?

Didn't I tell you before?

My hunches are super accurate, but you didn't believe me.

During my freshman year, I hadmy eyes on Steve Jobs.

I bought a lot of Apple's stocks.

It pays off now.

It took me a lot of effort to save up this money.

This is really awesome.

All right.

Hold on.

I knew you would surprise us.

So, I got a surprise for Wei today.

I've waited for three years.

I was going to wait until your wedding.

But today seems like a perfect time to give it to you.

Wait here.

Mr. Qian, and my surprise too.

Just you wait and see.

See how nice Mr. Qian is to me.

Qian Wei, you didn't also buy

a full set of pre-wedding photography package for you and Lu Xun, did you?

If she did, I would be very, very happy.

If there is such an opportunity,

someone here should be ahead of me, right?

How many times have I told you?

Don't be careless.

He has broken several things.

Qian!

- Qian! Qian! - Dad!

It's internal bleeding.

Lay him flat.

Lu Xun, call the ambulance.

Got it.

It's internal bleeding caused by the relapse of leukemia.

Fortunately, he was brought here in time.

His condition is stable now.

He needs a few days of observation.

If his condition can stabilize,

we will re-plan his therapy.

If?

His internal bleeding is too serious,

we're already giving him a clotting agent and blood transfusions.

However, you should still prepare for the worst.

Prepare? Prepare what?

It's my parents' 25th anniversary today. How do you expect us to prepare?

We're sorry.

We understand, Doctor.

Okay.

We need to handle Mr. Qian's admission first.

We'll go and get him some daily necessities later.

Come with me later to get his stuff.

Thank you for your help, Lu.

My mom and I will stay here with him.

I'm fine.

The anniversary was ruined because of me.

You didn't get cut by the glasse, did you?

Give me my clothes.

There is something in the pocket.

This one?

This is it.

Sweetie.

Life is imperfect.

This is mine and your mom's

first time in this world, too.

There are many things that we don't have the right answers for you.

When you face difficulty in life,

turn it.

Turn here.

That's me helping you get by.

Take it.

As long as you are here,

I have no difficulties.

Are you hungry?

Are you hungry?

Why am I feeling so hungry?

There is a shop that sells red dates porridge downstairs.

Buy me one.

Okay, okay.

And my razor, I didn't bring it, did I?

Bring me my razor.

I'm not hungry. I'll stay here with you.

I'll stay here and watch you.

I want to shave.

Chuan and Lu are here.

Let your father rest a little.

Come on.

Go on.

We're going.

Qian may not say it out,

but actually, he is concerned about you the most.

We were worried about what to do when he got sick,

but he isn't concerned about that at all.

He's worried about what we're going to do with our lives.

He wants you to pass the judicial exam.

He wants to see you wear the graduation cap.

I got it.

I will trade everything I have for his health and well-being.

But this isn't what parents want to see.

The patient's vital signs are declining rapidly.

I'm afraid we can't resuscitate him.

This is a critical condition notice.

Please ask his family to sign it.

Dad, please don't leave us.

Who's going to make Mom laugh if you leave?

Who's going to take her out on trips?

Sis and I haven't had a chance to honor you yet.

Dad, I don't want to turn my life around anymore.

I don't want it anymore. I don't want anything.

Can you... Can you please wake up?

I don't want anything else. Can you please wake up?

I mean it.

Didn't you say things will work out if I turn it?

You see, I'm turning it now.

I turned it.

I love you, too.

We all love you.

[Emergency Education Center]

So, the Ferris wheel went off too.

It will light up again.

No, it won't.

Not anymore for me.

Everything is fake.

Nothing will change no matter how hard I try.

And you, too.

I'll lose you one day.

You won't, Qian Wei.

I'll wait with you until dawn,

until the Ferris wheel lights up again.

If the sky is dark,

I will put up the stars for you.

Trust me.

Qian,

you like cleanliness, and you like to look pretty.

We had a deal.

In the next life,

in the dark room,

you will still hold my hand.

Don't forget that.

Dad, it turns out that I'm still a child.

There are so many things that I can't understand.

Tell me. Why do we always realize

we should cherish our love

only after we have to say goodbye?

Why do we always realize

the priceless treasures we had only after we lose them?

Are you sure you don't want to come with us?

Didn't Dad always want to travel alone with Mom?

It's enough to have you as the third wheel.

Besides, I still have things to take care of at home.

Stay safe.

We will.

Sister!

I love you.

You know that, right?

I know now.

Go.

We resist the great sadness and regret.

We clean the room,

replace the flowers, the carpets,

the music, the TV show,

the pastimes.

It seems to have slowly filled the time of feeling lost.

[Happy 25th Anniversary]

Until certain moments when I need to be completely devoted,

I realized that the voids

under the carpet could never be filled.

No matter how fast I run,

there will always be a black hole in the universe

waiting to sweep me into that vortex.

[Jujube Date Wine: 2011-09-03]

I knew you would surprise us.

So, I got a surprise for Wei today.

I've waited for three years.

I was going to wait until your wedding,

but today seems like a perfect time to give it to you.

Don't worry, Mrs. Qian. I'll stay with Qian Wei.

[Parents Silver Wedding Gifts]

Stop drinking, Qian Wei.

What are you doing here?

Are my mom and Qian Chuan worried about me staying here alone?

Don't worry.

I made Dad a promise that I would take care of myself.

I said stop drinking.

What are you doing? Dad left me this.

Your dad left you more than that.

Do you think he'd be happy if he saw you like this?

Don't you know that he doesn't want to see you like this?

Qian Wei, get a hold of yourself.

It's okay.

He can't see it anyway.

I thought you didn't care.

Let go! Let go!

I said to stop drinking.

Leave me alone!

What are you doing? What are you doing?

You know very well what your dad expects of you, what he wants to see.

And look at you now.

Everything you are doing now is against his wishes, Qian Wei.

You didn't show up for classes.

You missed exams.

You don't care about anything.

You don't care about Law Online.

And you won't take the judicial exam.

Holding the liquor and drinking it by the toilet every day like this,

what's the point of this?

Right.

I'm a loser, okay?

The diligent Qian Wei you saw before is a fake.

I'm just a loser. I'm hopelessly incompetent.

Dad is gone anyway. Whether I have a good life or not, I'm happy or not, working hard or not,

what's the point?

Mr. Qian knew...

you would skip the exam for him.

This is a letter he wrote to you in advance.

But if this is how you want to process your pains,

I'd suggest that don't read this letter.

But if you really care about him,

if he really matters to you, dry your face.

And please sober up.

I'll wait for you in the living room.

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♫ Who has half-closed the door? ♫

♫ I can go back to the time when I had you without a key ♫

♫ You disappeared before my eyes ♫

♫ Like a meteor passing by falling into the dark night sky ♫

♫ Okay, how did you get lost? ♫

♫ Quietly, where did you escape? ♫

♫ Our memories are carefully stored ♫

♫ The fragments that I hold in my hand, turn into you ♫

♫ and fill the emptiness in my heart ♫

♫ I was the one who jumped into this trap willingly ♫

♫ The fragments I hold in my hand are pasted ♫

♫ into your sky and the stars are reflected in your eyes ♫

♫ I will always be here by your side ♫

♫ Waiting for you to push the door open and enter my heart ♫

♫ However difficult it may be ♫