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we're in Palm Springs California to

we're in Palm Springs California to

we're in Palm Springs California to bring you a groundbreaking new dating

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we have one lgbtq lead Amber is a former

we have one lgbtq lead Amber is a former

we have one lgbtq lead Amber is a former ball player social media influencer

ball player social media influencer

ball player social media influencer actor and activist her videos have been

actor and activist her videos have been

actor and activist her videos have been viewed over 144 million times

viewed over 144 million times

viewed over 144 million times and 16 women who love women try to find

and 16 women who love women try to find

and 16 women who love women try to find a little love out here get a little

a little love out here get a little

a little love out here get a little connection I am so single see I do want

connection I am so single see I do want

connection I am so single see I do want to find that one person and spend my

to find that one person and spend my

to find that one person and spend my life and I've been dating dudes it

life and I've been dating dudes it

life and I've been dating dudes it really isn't doing anything for me so

really isn't doing anything for me so

really isn't doing anything for me so yeah let's find love I've been on hinge

yeah let's find love I've been on hinge

yeah let's find love I've been on hinge fumbled what I really really want to

fumbled what I really really want to

fumbled what I really really want to find is love and I just got a

find is love and I just got a

find is love and I just got a relationship two weeks ago so I'm on the

relationship two weeks ago so I'm on the

relationship two weeks ago so I'm on the crowd under cheese Spa that's the one

crowd under cheese Spa that's the one

crowd under cheese Spa that's the one for Latinos a few people deserve to be

for Latinos a few people deserve to be

for Latinos a few people deserve to be seen on laptop screens and TV screens

seen on laptop screens and TV screens

seen on laptop screens and TV screens and stuff you deserve to be seen

and stuff you deserve to be seen

and stuff you deserve to be seen I need help all staying together under

I need help all staying together under

I need help all staying together under the same roof the Magnificent Palm

the same roof the Magnificent Palm

the same roof the Magnificent Palm Palace each of our amazing women has a

Palace each of our amazing women has a

Palace each of our amazing women has a chance to find love and win a once in a

chance to find love and win a once in a

chance to find love and win a once in a lifetime vacation with Olivia the travel

lifetime vacation with Olivia the travel

lifetime vacation with Olivia the travel company for lgbtq plus women

company for lgbtq plus women

company for lgbtq plus women our lead will have to take a deep dive

our lead will have to take a deep dive

our lead will have to take a deep dive into intimacy to form new connections

into intimacy to form new connections

into intimacy to form new connections and hopefully a true love match as the

and hopefully a true love match as the

and hopefully a true love match as the women compete for the Ultimate key to

women compete for the Ultimate key to

women compete for the Ultimate key to her closet some of our women are here to

her closet some of our women are here to

her closet some of our women are here to find love hopefully I fell in love with

find love hopefully I fell in love with

find love hopefully I fell in love with her hopefully she falls in love with me

her hopefully she falls in love with me

her hopefully she falls in love with me well you know I'm still in the closet so

well you know I'm still in the closet so

well you know I'm still in the closet so I need to be honest with myself and

I need to be honest with myself and

I need to be honest with myself and trust me when I say this she made it a

trust me when I say this she made it a

trust me when I say this she made it a lot easier

lot easier

lot easier we had a really really great time

we had a really really great time

we had a really really great time in that hot tub you know at night

in that hot tub you know at night

in that hot tub you know at night that lightning that you know Russell

that lightning that you know Russell

that lightning that you know Russell wine and just had a very very nice

wine and just had a very very nice

wine and just had a very very nice conversation I was like okay cool if

conversation I was like okay cool if

conversation I was like okay cool if this is what we're doing

this is what we're doing

this is what we're doing about her first so and some women are

about her first so and some women are

about her first so and some women are here to have a good time

Stakes are high

thank you

and the issues are real hey

black people and the people of color

black people and the people of color

black people and the people of color tell you how they feel you listen you

tell you how they feel you listen you

tell you how they feel you listen you don't tell them that the way they feel

don't tell them that the way they feel

don't tell them that the way they feel is wrong although that becoming Theory

is wrong although that becoming Theory

is wrong although that becoming Theory people like we are lots we are

people like we are lots we are

people like we are lots we are nothing this is

nothing this is

nothing this is [Music]

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[Music] I'm Jessica Clark you're out queer

I'm Jessica Clark you're out queer

I'm Jessica Clark you're out queer lesbian host and this is coming out for

lesbian host and this is coming out for

lesbian host and this is coming out for love

love

love [Music]

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foreign

foreign [Music]

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a little bit about me I'm from Memphis

a little bit about me I'm from Memphis

a little bit about me I'm from Memphis you feel me and I'm a musician I'm an

you feel me and I'm a musician I'm an

you feel me and I'm a musician I'm an artist I'm a singer so you know so no

artist I'm a singer so you know so no

artist I'm a singer so you know so no I'm not a player I probably just come

I'm not a player I probably just come

I'm not a player I probably just come off like it because how soon I am people

off like it because how soon I am people

off like it because how soon I am people not used to that smooth Vibe you know

not used to that smooth Vibe you know

not used to that smooth Vibe you know they're not used to the uh

they're not used to the uh

they're not used to the uh sign baby

sign baby

sign baby get used to

get used to

get used to I ain't no player

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[Music] hi my name is Anna Paulette I work in

hi my name is Anna Paulette I work in

hi my name is Anna Paulette I work in production and I'm a real estate student

production and I'm a real estate student

production and I'm a real estate student I'm 26 years old I live in New York City

I'm 26 years old I live in New York City

I'm 26 years old I live in New York City I'm currently in California am I open

I'm currently in California am I open

I'm currently in California am I open for a partner that is polyamorous

for a partner that is polyamorous

for a partner that is polyamorous I am a huge like monogamous person like

I am a huge like monogamous person like

I am a huge like monogamous person like me me my my my like I am kind of jealous

me me my my my like I am kind of jealous

me me my my my like I am kind of jealous so

so

so I think it depends if I like the person

I think it depends if I like the person

I think it depends if I like the person that much then of course I would be open

that much then of course I would be open

that much then of course I would be open to it

to it

to it [Music]

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[Music] I knew I liked women when I started

I knew I liked women when I started

I knew I liked women when I started having

having

having crushes on my teachers and on my coaches

crushes on my teachers and on my coaches

crushes on my teachers and on my coaches and it just kind of really being

and it just kind of really being

and it just kind of really being in them or to buy them and wanting to be

in them or to buy them and wanting to be

in them or to buy them and wanting to be around them and just liking the way that

around them and just liking the way that

around them and just liking the way that they

they

they um that their energy felt

um that their energy felt

um that their energy felt um and then it kind of dawned on me one

um and then it kind of dawned on me one

um and then it kind of dawned on me one day that uh hmm

day that uh hmm

day that uh hmm I might actually like women

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[Music] hey y'all I'm Adora a queer country girl

hey y'all I'm Adora a queer country girl

hey y'all I'm Adora a queer country girl from North Carolina

I am also a single mom

I am also a single mom

I am also a single mom [Music]

I didn't come out until I was in my 30s

I didn't come out until I was in my 30s

I didn't come out until I was in my 30s and I'd met somebody

and I'd met somebody

and I'd met somebody um and I moved to North Carolina and my

um and I moved to North Carolina and my

um and I moved to North Carolina and my family was is in North Carolina and I

family was is in North Carolina and I

family was is in North Carolina and I met somebody and I wanted to bring them

met somebody and I wanted to bring them

met somebody and I wanted to bring them home for the holidays so I guess I had

home for the holidays so I guess I had

home for the holidays so I guess I had to come out right

to come out right

to come out right so am I a player or an intellectual

so am I a player or an intellectual

so am I a player or an intellectual I might be an intellectual but I might

I might be an intellectual but I might

I might be an intellectual but I might be a little bit of a player too so

be a little bit of a player too so

be a little bit of a player too so I don't know

I don't know

I don't know foreign

I realized I was attracted to women at a

I realized I was attracted to women at a

I realized I was attracted to women at a very young age honestly I've always

very young age honestly I've always

very young age honestly I've always known that I was attracted to women I

known that I was attracted to women I

known that I was attracted to women I identify as bisexual most of the time

identify as bisexual most of the time

identify as bisexual most of the time sometimes I just say gay or queer

sometimes I just say gay or queer

sometimes I just say gay or queer because labels feel very tight and rigid

because labels feel very tight and rigid

because labels feel very tight and rigid um I'm attracted to men women trans men

um I'm attracted to men women trans men

um I'm attracted to men women trans men trans women non-binary people so people

trans women non-binary people so people

trans women non-binary people so people in general to all my Straight viewers

in general to all my Straight viewers

in general to all my Straight viewers what it's like loving a woman is

what it's like loving a woman is

what it's like loving a woman is lots of orgasms and open communication

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[Music] um when did I realize I was attracted to

um when did I realize I was attracted to

um when did I realize I was attracted to women

women

women um did not come out until sophomore year

um did not come out until sophomore year

um did not come out until sophomore year of high school so about two three years

of high school so about two three years

of high school so about two three years later

later

later how did my family react to having coming

how did my family react to having coming

how did my family react to having coming out

out

out um luckily I was walking with a bunch of

um luckily I was walking with a bunch of

um luckily I was walking with a bunch of love and support also I live in New York

love and support also I live in New York

love and support also I live in New York so there's a massive Community here when

so there's a massive Community here when

so there's a massive Community here when I was ready to come out so I felt very

I was ready to come out so I felt very

I was ready to come out so I felt very safe thankfully and one of my favorite

safe thankfully and one of my favorite

safe thankfully and one of my favorite stories of people I came out to was the

stories of people I came out to was the

stories of people I came out to was the last person that came out too which was

last person that came out too which was

last person that came out too which was my grandmother she's from rural Northern

my grandmother she's from rural Northern

my grandmother she's from rural Northern Spain so a little bit nervous but one

Spain so a little bit nervous but one

Spain so a little bit nervous but one day she comes up to me and she goes

day she comes up to me and she goes

day she comes up to me and she goes Danae one of my clients uh she's a

Danae one of my clients uh she's a

Danae one of my clients uh she's a hairdresser one of my clients has a son

hairdresser one of my clients has a son

hairdresser one of my clients has a son he's very pretty he's an actor maybe you

he's very pretty he's an actor maybe you

he's very pretty he's an actor maybe you want to go on a date with him I said

want to go on a date with him I said

want to go on a date with him I said abuela I can't do that she goes oh why

abuela I can't do that she goes oh why

abuela I can't do that she goes oh why not and I said well I'm already dating

not and I said well I'm already dating

not and I said well I'm already dating some and she goes and I said a woman and

some and she goes and I said a woman and

some and she goes and I said a woman and she got very quiet and my heart's like

she got very quiet and my heart's like

she got very quiet and my heart's like racing she thought about it for a couple

racing she thought about it for a couple

racing she thought about it for a couple seconds and then she suddenly cracks up

seconds and then she suddenly cracks up

seconds and then she suddenly cracks up she smacks me in in the head as a

she smacks me in in the head as a

she smacks me in in the head as a Spanish grandmother should

Spanish grandmother should

Spanish grandmother should and she walks off laughing and then

and she walks off laughing and then

and she walks off laughing and then shoots over her shoulder well at least

shoots over her shoulder well at least

shoots over her shoulder well at least you can't get pregnant

you can't get pregnant

you can't get pregnant [Music]

[Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] thank you

thank you

thank you foreign

also known as house cat and it was my

also known as house cat and it was my

also known as house cat and it was my role to make sure that all the ladies in

role to make sure that all the ladies in

role to make sure that all the ladies in the house were safe to offer emotional

the house were safe to offer emotional

the house were safe to offer emotional support and really just to make sure

support and really just to make sure

support and really just to make sure that everybody had what they needed to

that everybody had what they needed to

that everybody had what they needed to have the best and safest time possible

have the best and safest time possible

have the best and safest time possible all right ladies we are on to one of the

all right ladies we are on to one of the

all right ladies we are on to one of the most important moments in this bowl I

most important moments in this bowl I

most important moments in this bowl I have all of the numbers that we'll

have all of the numbers that we'll

have all of the numbers that we'll assign you

assign you

assign you which room you will be staying in

which room you will be staying in

which room you will be staying in so I need you to choose wisely because

so I need you to choose wisely because

so I need you to choose wisely because this could determine the entire course

this could determine the entire course

this could determine the entire course of your stay here

of your stay here

of your stay here so I really like to go first

all right guys she's ready okay four

all right guys she's ready okay four

all right guys she's ready okay four options

yeah okay

yeah okay

yeah okay 11.

11.

11. I I like to play I'm uh I used to run

I I like to play I'm uh I used to run

I I like to play I'm uh I used to run track so I know what it means to be

track so I know what it means to be

track so I know what it means to be competitive 10.

competitive 10.

competitive 10. make it a good one

pray to our Lord and savior Lady Gaga

pray to our Lord and savior Lady Gaga

pray to our Lord and savior Lady Gaga [Music]

you married

you married

you married Kobe AIDS

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[Music] sorry but you can't stay

sorry but you can't stay

sorry but you can't stay close

close

close [Music]

thank you

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[Music] okay

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[Music] here we go I like how we all like like

here we go I like how we all like like

here we go I like how we all like like I don't I don't know I don't I don't

I don't I don't know I don't I don't

I don't I don't know I don't I don't think I would be in a polyamorous

think I would be in a polyamorous

think I would be in a polyamorous relationship I think that I want to

relationship I think that I want to

relationship I think that I want to be in a relationship with one person but

be in a relationship with one person but

be in a relationship with one person but I'm not knocking it because it works for

I'm not knocking it because it works for

I'm not knocking it because it works for people okay everybody's different I'm

people okay everybody's different I'm

people okay everybody's different I'm definitely seeking uh something with one

definitely seeking uh something with one

definitely seeking uh something with one person only yeah a little bit unless

person only yeah a little bit unless

person only yeah a little bit unless they you know just want to cook you know

they you know just want to cook you know

they you know just want to cook you know what I'm saying I'm I'm really a selfish

what I'm saying I'm I'm really a selfish

what I'm saying I'm I'm really a selfish lover I I really like to just

lover I I really like to just

lover I I really like to just love my one person and if she down to

love my one person and if she down to

love my one person and if she down to you know bring another person in to just

you know bring another person in to just

you know bring another person in to just have sex with then I'm down with that

have sex with then I'm down with that

have sex with then I'm down with that you know but they're gonna have to leave

you know but they're gonna have to leave

you know but they're gonna have to leave you know you know they don't have to

you know you know they don't have to

you know you know they don't have to leave right after the week

so that's just really always get hectic

so that's just really always get hectic

so that's just really always get hectic when it comes to polishing am I open to

when it comes to polishing am I open to

when it comes to polishing am I open to a polyamorous relationship

a polyamorous relationship

a polyamorous relationship um yes I am I've even wondered or

um yes I am I've even wondered or

um yes I am I've even wondered or considered if I'm polyamorous myself so

considered if I'm polyamorous myself so

considered if I'm polyamorous myself so I'm definitely open to it

my boots off first importance

my boots off first importance

my boots off first importance yes yes

no privacy no privacy sound is Amplified

no privacy no privacy sound is Amplified

no privacy no privacy sound is Amplified yeah

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[Music] for sure

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thank you

thank you

thank you [Music]

[Music]

[Music] so I'm definitely not a Tinder kind of

so I'm definitely not a Tinder kind of

so I'm definitely not a Tinder kind of person

person

person um I I don't go on Tinder dates I don't

um I I don't go on Tinder dates I don't

um I I don't go on Tinder dates I don't even have a Tinder I think that I'm more

even have a Tinder I think that I'm more

even have a Tinder I think that I'm more of a let's get coffee and watch the

of a let's get coffee and watch the

of a let's get coffee and watch the sunrise is actually what I'm doing right

sunrise is actually what I'm doing right

sunrise is actually what I'm doing right now finish my coffee and the sunrise is

now finish my coffee and the sunrise is

now finish my coffee and the sunrise is already up so but I'm definitely not a

already up so but I'm definitely not a

already up so but I'm definitely not a Tinder date my my friends and family

Tinder date my my friends and family

Tinder date my my friends and family were all supportive of me being a

were all supportive of me being a

were all supportive of me being a lesbian

lesbian

lesbian because I think they already all knew

because I think they already all knew

because I think they already all knew um I think everybody in my middle school

um I think everybody in my middle school

um I think everybody in my middle school elementary school everybody just knew I

elementary school everybody just knew I

elementary school everybody just knew I guess I just gave off that Vibe and my

guess I just gave off that Vibe and my

guess I just gave off that Vibe and my mom was always questioning why I was

mom was always questioning why I was

mom was always questioning why I was never friends with guys so I think that

never friends with guys so I think that

never friends with guys so I think that gave it away and when I came out she was

gave it away and when I came out she was

gave it away and when I came out she was like yeah I knew it

like yeah I knew it

like yeah I knew it so I don't think that I'm a player I

so I don't think that I'm a player I

so I don't think that I'm a player I think that I give off that Vibe because

think that I give off that Vibe because

think that I give off that Vibe because of how I come on social media but I kind

of how I come on social media but I kind

of how I come on social media but I kind of just mess with social media I kind of

of just mess with social media I kind of

of just mess with social media I kind of take

I don't know how to like describe that

I don't know how to like describe that

I don't know how to like describe that how do I do social media

how do I do social media

how do I do social media I think I just like have a face to be

I think I just like have a face to be

I think I just like have a face to be like a certain way nothing like

like a certain way nothing like

like a certain way nothing like cocky but it's not a good answer

cocky but it's not a good answer

cocky but it's not a good answer like hi cocky I don't really have

like hi cocky I don't really have

like hi cocky I don't really have a favorite uh lesbian TV show nor

a favorite uh lesbian TV show nor

a favorite uh lesbian TV show nor lesbian movie

lesbian movie

lesbian movie um I don't really watch TV shows and

um I don't really watch TV shows and

um I don't really watch TV shows and movies when I'm not wasting my life away

movies when I'm not wasting my life away

movies when I'm not wasting my life away getting drunk

getting drunk

getting drunk um I'm typically reading

um I'm typically reading

um I'm typically reading or well I also haven't read a lesbian

or well I also haven't read a lesbian

or well I also haven't read a lesbian novel

novel

novel am I even a lesbian

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foreign

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pick your room yes okay we have this

pick your room yes okay we have this

pick your room yes okay we have this bowl right here this is the magical this

bowl right here this is the magical this

bowl right here this is the magical this is the magic bowl it's filled with

is the magic bowl it's filled with

is the magic bowl it's filled with numbers each bed has a number okay

numbers each bed has a number okay

numbers each bed has a number okay you want a pickle

you want a pickle

you want a pickle look they are not all crazy

look they are not all crazy

look they are not all crazy [Laughter]

[Laughter]

[Laughter] nice nice

nice nice

nice nice evening yeah one you can't close to your

evening yeah one you can't close to your

evening yeah one you can't close to your heart okay perfect

are you ready

are you ready

are you ready I'm gonna hi nice to meet you

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[Music] hello

hello

hello come on it

come on it

come on it my name is Ghana and I would love to

my name is Ghana and I would love to

my name is Ghana and I would love to show you my face and highlights this is

show you my face and highlights this is

show you my face and highlights this is my key very soon

my key very soon

my key very soon [Music]

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[Music] um

um

um so yeah this is pretty much it

so yeah this is pretty much it

so yeah this is pretty much it I considered Hollywood Sign from here

I considered Hollywood Sign from here

I considered Hollywood Sign from here this is my favorite part of you

this is my favorite part of you

this is my favorite part of you maybe maybe

maybe maybe

maybe maybe I'll be lucky enough to find love and to

I'll be lucky enough to find love and to

I'll be lucky enough to find love and to share the view you know

share the view you know

share the view you know this is well this is my first commercial

this is well this is my first commercial

this is well this is my first commercial that I shot in L.A isn't it fun I used

that I shot in L.A isn't it fun I used

that I shot in L.A isn't it fun I used to be this astronaut crazy

to be this astronaut crazy

to be this astronaut crazy um you know outfit walking in downtown

um you know outfit walking in downtown

um you know outfit walking in downtown scaring people

um lesbian baby show because probably I

um lesbian baby show because probably I

um lesbian baby show because probably I also haven't been in a relationship for

also haven't been in a relationship for

also haven't been in a relationship for a while so I thought it would be first

a while so I thought it would be first

a while so I thought it would be first of all an adventure second of all

of all an adventure second of all

of all an adventure second of all coming out to the entire world and third

coming out to the entire world and third

coming out to the entire world and third of all it's probably I did not lose hope

of all it's probably I did not lose hope

of all it's probably I did not lose hope to find out so

to find out so

to find out so I I'm big identify myself as a lesbian

I I'm big identify myself as a lesbian

I I'm big identify myself as a lesbian and when did I realized that actually I

and when did I realized that actually I

and when did I realized that actually I was five

was five

was five there was this um amazing girl that I

there was this um amazing girl that I

there was this um amazing girl that I met

met

met um hi if you're watching me right now

um hi if you're watching me right now

um hi if you're watching me right now you have to know you're my first prize

you have to know you're my first prize

you have to know you're my first prize I have to ask do you have a strategy I'm

I have to ask do you have a strategy I'm

I have to ask do you have a strategy I'm a big question mark girl but I'm gonna

a big question mark girl but I'm gonna

a big question mark girl but I'm gonna you know I'm just gonna remain be myself

you know I'm just gonna remain be myself

you know I'm just gonna remain be myself and I'm very open

and I'm very open

and I'm very open to different scenarios happening I'm

to different scenarios happening I'm

to different scenarios happening I'm just gonna I'm just gonna be myself and

just gonna I'm just gonna be myself and

just gonna I'm just gonna be myself and have fun with it what inspired you to

have fun with it what inspired you to

have fun with it what inspired you to become part of this project so I'm a

become part of this project so I'm a

become part of this project so I'm a lesbian and I'm still in the closet and

lesbian and I'm still in the closet and

lesbian and I'm still in the closet and as I'm coming from Ukraine as I said

as I'm coming from Ukraine as I said

as I'm coming from Ukraine as I said before

before

before um it's super conservative in there and

um it's super conservative in there and

um it's super conservative in there and my family is super conservative so I try

my family is super conservative so I try

my family is super conservative so I try to protect them the entire time I'm 30

to protect them the entire time I'm 30

to protect them the entire time I'm 30 years old so it's been it's been quite a

years old so it's been it's been quite a

years old so it's been it's been quite a time and my mom she's my best friend so

time and my mom she's my best friend so

time and my mom she's my best friend so I really thought you know what it's

I really thought you know what it's

I really thought you know what it's never a good time to come off so why not

never a good time to come off so why not

never a good time to come off so why not now

now

now [Music]

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[Music] it's been an amazing time in my

it's been an amazing time in my

it's been an amazing time in my grandma's Village and you know it was

grandma's Village and you know it was

grandma's Village and you know it was the summer time and we used to kind of

the summer time and we used to kind of

the summer time and we used to kind of hang out together with this girl so

hang out together with this girl so

hang out together with this girl so that's kind of when I really really

that's kind of when I really really

that's kind of when I really really realized that I'm more attracted to her

realized that I'm more attracted to her

realized that I'm more attracted to her to the girl than to a friend I'm from

to the girl than to a friend I'm from

to the girl than to a friend I'm from Ukraine and it's a pretty conservative

Ukraine and it's a pretty conservative

Ukraine and it's a pretty conservative country and it's not like a lot of

country and it's not like a lot of

country and it's not like a lot of people are accepting gay people in

people are accepting gay people in

people are accepting gay people in minutes so I was taught since I was a

minutes so I was taught since I was a

minutes so I was taught since I was a kid that it's a bad bad thing to being

kid that it's a bad bad thing to being

kid that it's a bad bad thing to being gay because it's a sin but the thing is

gay because it's a sin but the thing is

gay because it's a sin but the thing is that one of my best friends doesn't know

that one of my best friends doesn't know

that one of my best friends doesn't know about it and

about it and

about it and at this point I'm talking about my mom

at this point I'm talking about my mom

at this point I'm talking about my mom she's my best friend like

she's my best friend like

she's my best friend like share everything that I lived with and

share everything that I lived with and

share everything that I lived with and it's a Pity that she doesn't want to

it's a Pity that she doesn't want to

it's a Pity that she doesn't want to face it it's going to be a very very

face it it's going to be a very very

face it it's going to be a very very tough conversation with my family

tough conversation with my family

tough conversation with my family because I actually had

because I actually had

because I actually had n't not yet and yeah I'm super scared I

n't not yet and yeah I'm super scared I

n't not yet and yeah I'm super scared I just don't know what to do when I had my

just don't know what to do when I had my

just don't know what to do when I had my first I came back home and I told my

first I came back home and I told my

first I came back home and I told my parents we never spoke about sex or you

parents we never spoke about sex or you

parents we never spoke about sex or you know feelings in general so uh there was

know feelings in general so uh there was

know feelings in general so uh there was a lot of Silence

a lot of Silence

a lot of Silence it wasn't until like a few years later

it wasn't until like a few years later

it wasn't until like a few years later that my mom finally like casually came

that my mom finally like casually came

that my mom finally like casually came by and asked me when I was gonna find a

by and asked me when I was gonna find a

by and asked me when I was gonna find a good girl to settle down with I went to

good girl to settle down with I went to

good girl to settle down with I went to all girls catholic school so um my

all girls catholic school so um my

all girls catholic school so um my friends pretty much understood we all

friends pretty much understood we all

friends pretty much understood we all did theater

did theater

did theater she took it to heart she felt like that

she took it to heart she felt like that

she took it to heart she felt like that my wife was in danger she basically

my wife was in danger she basically

my wife was in danger she basically disowned me you know I'm saying this

disowned me you know I'm saying this

disowned me you know I'm saying this homie I had to like pay for everything

homie I had to like pay for everything

homie I had to like pay for everything on my own like she wouldn't dress me

on my own like she wouldn't dress me

on my own like she wouldn't dress me anymore I just I had to like get it out

anymore I just I had to like get it out

anymore I just I had to like get it out the mud which which created the thug

the mud which which created the thug

the mud which which created the thug mistress in me now you know what I'm

mistress in me now you know what I'm

mistress in me now you know what I'm saying and but now my mom's like geez

saying and but now my mom's like geez

saying and but now my mom's like geez she totally understands we um

she totally understands we um

she totally understands we um we she loved me for me she don't care

we she loved me for me she don't care

we she loved me for me she don't care she just wanted somebody to treat me

she just wanted somebody to treat me

she just wanted somebody to treat me right I was out into my entire school

right I was out into my entire school

right I was out into my entire school when I was 15 and at the time I was like

when I was 15 and at the time I was like

when I was 15 and at the time I was like kind of owning it and like yeah whatever

kind of owning it and like yeah whatever

kind of owning it and like yeah whatever like I hooked up with a hot senior like

like I hooked up with a hot senior like

like I hooked up with a hot senior like but looking back it's a pretty invasive

but looking back it's a pretty invasive

but looking back it's a pretty invasive and like non-consensual way to come out

and like non-consensual way to come out

and like non-consensual way to come out which is really intense and then what

which is really intense and then what

which is really intense and then what followed after was also really intense

followed after was also really intense

followed after was also really intense we ended up going to prom together which

we ended up going to prom together which

we ended up going to prom together which then triggered a Westboro Baptist Church

then triggered a Westboro Baptist Church

then triggered a Westboro Baptist Church protest at my high school which was very

protest at my high school which was very

protest at my high school which was very impactful to experience at a very young

impactful to experience at a very young

impactful to experience at a very young age you know as they say there's never a

age you know as they say there's never a

age you know as they say there's never a good time to come out right so why not

good time to come out right so why not

good time to come out right so why not now

yeah

yeah

yeah [Music]

oh my gosh okay so your roommate's gonna

oh my gosh okay so your roommate's gonna

oh my gosh okay so your roommate's gonna be oh okay all right she's wisely

nine nine

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[Music] good morning

good morning

good morning and welcome to a day in a life

and welcome to a day in a life

and welcome to a day in a life of Sophia

of Sophia

of Sophia I always start off my day by doing my

I always start off my day by doing my

I always start off my day by doing my makeup

makeup

makeup and then heading off to work so I know

and then heading off to work so I know

and then heading off to work so I know fascinating stuff I know it's definitely

fascinating stuff I know it's definitely

fascinating stuff I know it's definitely one of my earliest memories like I just

one of my earliest memories like I just

one of my earliest memories like I just remember always having crushes on girls

remember always having crushes on girls

remember always having crushes on girls and being attracted to boys and girls

and being attracted to boys and girls

and being attracted to boys and girls did you see I just broke 3 million

did you see I just broke 3 million

did you see I just broke 3 million followers on Twitter it was just never a

followers on Twitter it was just never a

followers on Twitter it was just never a weird thing it wasn't until Society told

weird thing it wasn't until Society told

weird thing it wasn't until Society told me it was weird that I realized oh maybe

me it was weird that I realized oh maybe

me it was weird that I realized oh maybe I should repress

I should repress

I should repress as far as my coming out to my extended

as far as my coming out to my extended

as far as my coming out to my extended family goes I have not come out to them

family goes I have not come out to them

family goes I have not come out to them so

so

so you know your tias your Theos all of

you know your tias your Theos all of

you know your tias your Theos all of that like they have no idea so

that like they have no idea so

that like they have no idea so um this should be interesting you know

um this should be interesting you know

um this should be interesting you know just all of a sudden coming out on TV

just all of a sudden coming out on TV

just all of a sudden coming out on TV that'll be cool are you open to dating

that'll be cool are you open to dating

that'll be cool are you open to dating someone who's polyamorous

someone who's polyamorous

someone who's polyamorous um the answer is yes I'm very I'm very

um the answer is yes I'm very I'm very

um the answer is yes I'm very I'm very open to the Prospect and more so than

open to the Prospect and more so than

open to the Prospect and more so than open I'm kind of like personally

open I'm kind of like personally

open I'm kind of like personally questioning whether I am Polly or

questioning whether I am Polly or

questioning whether I am Polly or ethically non-monogamous I I don't know

ethically non-monogamous I I don't know

ethically non-monogamous I I don't know y'all we're we're figuring it out here

y'all we're we're figuring it out here

y'all we're we're figuring it out here okay so can I count on one hand the

okay so can I count on one hand the

okay so can I count on one hand the number of Partners

number of Partners

number of Partners no I need more hands

and I'm not gonna say how many

and I'm not gonna say how many

and I'm not gonna say how many I'm a lady hmm

I'm a lady hmm

I'm a lady hmm I could sit and try to figure it out but

I could sit and try to figure it out but

I could sit and try to figure it out but I'd rather not

I'd rather not

I'd rather not probably like six seven no I have not

probably like six seven no I have not

probably like six seven no I have not been able to do that for many years now

been able to do that for many years now

been able to do that for many years now uh

uh

uh wow maybe eight let's just say that it's

wow maybe eight let's just say that it's

wow maybe eight let's just say that it's more than

more than

more than two hands and leave it at that no and

two hands and leave it at that no and

two hands and leave it at that no and that on this hand not on this hand now

that on this hand not on this hand now

that on this hand not on this hand now I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry unfortunate to have such a blessed

unfortunate to have such a blessed

unfortunate to have such a blessed um

um

um life love life

can I count how many intimate Partners

can I count how many intimate Partners

can I count how many intimate Partners I've had on one hand

I've had on one hand

I've had on one hand and um to be very skilled

and um to be very skilled

and um to be very skilled now it had to farm

hey yeah

hey yeah

hey yeah yeah I think I've had eight Partners 25

yeah I think I've had eight Partners 25

yeah I think I've had eight Partners 25 15. no I mean

15. no I mean

15. no I mean let's leave it a big question mark

let's leave it a big question mark

let's leave it a big question mark um but no not 50 I wish I had that much

um but no not 50 I wish I had that much

um but no not 50 I wish I had that much fun

fun

fun no I cannot

no I cannot

no I cannot yes I could count on one hand my

yes I could count on one hand my

yes I could count on one hand my internet Partners

internet Partners

internet Partners um I think it's quality versus quantity

um I think it's quality versus quantity

um I think it's quality versus quantity so

so

so that's where I stand maybe on my hands

that's where I stand maybe on my hands

that's where I stand maybe on my hands and my feet or a few more

and my feet or a few more

and my feet or a few more that's my final answer Regis

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[Music] I realized I was attracted to women

I realized I was attracted to women

I realized I was attracted to women pretty early on

pretty early on

pretty early on I think there are a lot of moments of do

I think there are a lot of moments of do

I think there are a lot of moments of do I want to be her or do I want to be with

I want to be her or do I want to be with

I want to be her or do I want to be with her

her

her and in middle school when someone told

and in middle school when someone told

and in middle school when someone told me that liking girls was a thing I

me that liking girls was a thing I

me that liking girls was a thing I remember thinking to myself oh my gosh

remember thinking to myself oh my gosh

remember thinking to myself oh my gosh like that's an option

like that's an option

like that's an option it wasn't that much longer before I came

it wasn't that much longer before I came

it wasn't that much longer before I came out to friends and family I think most

out to friends and family I think most

out to friends and family I think most noteworthy was coming out to my mom

noteworthy was coming out to my mom

noteworthy was coming out to my mom I was super extra about it and I was

I was super extra about it and I was

I was super extra about it and I was super extra about it and I took this

super extra about it and I took this

super extra about it and I took this piece of black construction paper with

piece of black construction paper with

piece of black construction paper with this super long message in white crayon

this super long message in white crayon

this super long message in white crayon folded it up into an origami grain and

folded it up into an origami grain and

folded it up into an origami grain and put it on her pillow for her to read and

put it on her pillow for her to read and

put it on her pillow for her to read and it said unfold me on the wing what's her

it said unfold me on the wing what's her

it said unfold me on the wing what's her name chiako she like cheese Echo Chi

name chiako she like cheese Echo Chi

name chiako she like cheese Echo Chi Echo so coming into the house if you've

Echo so coming into the house if you've

Echo so coming into the house if you've thought of a strategy strategy

thought of a strategy strategy

thought of a strategy strategy um

um

um I feel like making friends here would

I feel like making friends here would

I feel like making friends here would actually be good not as a strategic

actually be good not as a strategic

actually be good not as a strategic thing but just I think a lot of us are

thing but just I think a lot of us are

thing but just I think a lot of us are in the nook and crannies and we don't

in the nook and crannies and we don't

in the nook and crannies and we don't actually

actually

actually know about one another a lot of times as

know about one another a lot of times as

know about one another a lot of times as far as the lead I don't know who she is

far as the lead I don't know who she is

far as the lead I don't know who she is but I know I'm best with one-on-one time

but I know I'm best with one-on-one time

but I know I'm best with one-on-one time um I know my voice doesn't carry very

um I know my voice doesn't carry very

um I know my voice doesn't carry very far so having intimate conversations is

far so having intimate conversations is

far so having intimate conversations is probably my best kind of like this I

probably my best kind of like this I

probably my best kind of like this I think a lot of us tend to move very

think a lot of us tend to move very

think a lot of us tend to move very quickly and then move in together very

quickly and then move in together very

quickly and then move in together very quickly

quickly

quickly um and then also hang on for it to your

um and then also hang on for it to your

um and then also hang on for it to your life even if

life even if

life even if the relationship is not the healthiest

it was a townhouse

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[Music]

[Music] some of you lovely ladies may already

some of you lovely ladies may already

some of you lovely ladies may already know we have a show called coming out

know we have a show called coming out

know we have a show called coming out after dark and I would like to introduce

after dark and I would like to introduce

after dark and I would like to introduce you to The Marvelous host which some of

you to The Marvelous host which some of

you to The Marvelous host which some of you have met and that marvelous host is

you have met and that marvelous host is

you have met and that marvelous host is Shabba

Shabba

Shabba [Applause]

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[Music]

[Music] the host of The Darkness

the host of The Darkness

the host of The Darkness I am here good morning just your

I am here good morning just your

I am here good morning just your neighborhood friendly lesbian and this

neighborhood friendly lesbian and this

neighborhood friendly lesbian and this is amazing look at you look at all of

is amazing look at you look at all of

is amazing look at you look at all of you

oh it's incredible now I'm gonna get the

oh it's incredible now I'm gonna get the

oh it's incredible now I'm gonna get the dirt on all of you every single one so

dirt on all of you every single one so

dirt on all of you every single one so we're all here all here for love are we

we're all here all here for love are we

we're all here all here for love are we excited

excited

excited I mean look at you look is everyone

I mean look at you look is everyone

I mean look at you look is everyone excited to see what they're looking at

excited to see what they're looking at

excited to see what they're looking at across the couches

across the couches

across the couches so you guys are gonna be getting to know

so you guys are gonna be getting to know

so you guys are gonna be getting to know each other I'm going to be getting to

each other I'm going to be getting to

each other I'm going to be getting to know a little bit about you maybe get a

know a little bit about you maybe get a

know a little bit about you maybe get a little dirt After the Dark you know stir

little dirt After the Dark you know stir

little dirt After the Dark you know stir the part a bit get some confessionals

the part a bit get some confessionals

the part a bit get some confessionals popping you know just feel okay and

popping you know just feel okay and

popping you know just feel okay and congratulations be proud of yourselves

congratulations be proud of yourselves

congratulations be proud of yourselves too because this is

a historical gay

a historical gay

a historical gay and you all made it we're here but we

and you all made it we're here but we

and you all made it we're here but we all know why we're here for the one for

all know why we're here for the one for

all know why we're here for the one for the love so

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how's how's it hanging bro I'm doing

how's how's it hanging bro I'm doing

how's how's it hanging bro I'm doing good so would you say do you think maybe

good so would you say do you think maybe

good so would you say do you think maybe being one of

being one of

being one of a few masculine representing uh females

a few masculine representing uh females

a few masculine representing uh females in the house you think that's gonna be

in the house you think that's gonna be

in the house you think that's gonna be an advantage you see that as kind of

an advantage you see that as kind of

an advantage you see that as kind of like oh it's only me what's good

like oh it's only me what's good

like oh it's only me what's good um well Michelle

um well Michelle

um well Michelle she's beautiful too she's just this

she's beautiful too she's just this

she's beautiful too she's just this master so we gotta like you know yeah

master so we gotta like you know yeah

master so we gotta like you know yeah the cup in here and then how beautiful

the cup in here and then how beautiful

the cup in here and then how beautiful the bag

I know

I know

I know I'm taking it

I'm taking it

I'm taking it you beautiful Southern gentleman I'm

you beautiful Southern gentleman I'm

you beautiful Southern gentleman I'm rooting for you yes yes

rooting for you yes yes

rooting for you yes yes [Music]

[Music]

[Music] so would one say we're kind of like uh

so would one say we're kind of like uh

so would one say we're kind of like uh them for fam

them for fam

them for fam we're like uh yeah okay we got a fast

we're like uh yeah okay we got a fast

we're like uh yeah okay we got a fast yes hold it down feather fam fam house

yes hold it down feather fam fam house

yes hold it down feather fam fam house let's do it okay for everyone

um so what we say like the I'm just

um so what we say like the I'm just

um so what we say like the I'm just gonna keep shooting them out the hands

gonna keep shooting them out the hands

gonna keep shooting them out the hands pop up they pop up

pop up they pop up

pop up they pop up so I got some queers we got some okay

so I got some queers we got some okay

so I got some queers we got some okay okay

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[Music] you know some like to sword

you know some like to sword

you know some like to sword fights dead for stud you know

fights dead for stud you know

fights dead for stud you know and we don't hate on it it's it's real

and we don't hate on it it's it's real

and we don't hate on it it's it's real it's out there as you can see we've got

it's out there as you can see we've got

it's out there as you can see we've got some really really sexy

some really really sexy

some really really sexy intelligent

intelligent

intelligent riveting contenders here uh it's gonna

riveting contenders here uh it's gonna

riveting contenders here uh it's gonna be pretty hard I look forward to talking

be pretty hard I look forward to talking

be pretty hard I look forward to talking to each and every one of you good luck

to each and every one of you good luck

to each and every one of you good luck to all May

to all May

to all May the queerest when

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[Music] don't know me

don't know me

don't know me [Applause]

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hello welcome to the Palace what's your

hello welcome to the Palace what's your

hello welcome to the Palace what's your name Erica pleasure to meet you I'm

name Erica pleasure to meet you I'm

name Erica pleasure to meet you I'm Shelly the house cat so uh where are you

Shelly the house cat so uh where are you

Shelly the house cat so uh where are you coming from Los Angeles Los Angeles very

coming from Los Angeles Los Angeles very

coming from Los Angeles Los Angeles very nice and what do you do there I'm a

nice and what do you do there I'm a

nice and what do you do there I'm a performer a performer yeah of all kinds

performer a performer yeah of all kinds

performer a performer yeah of all kinds I'm well with Universal Studios so

I'm well with Universal Studios so

I'm well with Universal Studios so do you have a strategy coming in today

do you have a strategy coming in today

do you have a strategy coming in today [Music]

[Music]

[Music] um I'm just gonna try and be as sweet as

um I'm just gonna try and be as sweet as

um I'm just gonna try and be as sweet as I can and not make a fool myself

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] I submitted to go on a lesbian dating

I submitted to go on a lesbian dating

I submitted to go on a lesbian dating show because I haven't given up on love

show because I haven't given up on love

show because I haven't given up on love um I did for a while

um I did for a while

um I did for a while trying to get back into it

trying to get back into it

trying to get back into it um

um

um yeah I'm getting older and there's more

yeah I'm getting older and there's more

yeah I'm getting older and there's more wrinkles coming on so I better find

wrinkles coming on so I better find

wrinkles coming on so I better find somebody now who wants to be with me

somebody now who wants to be with me

somebody now who wants to be with me but yeah I want love Michelle where are

but yeah I want love Michelle where are

but yeah I want love Michelle where are you from

you from

you from Florida Florida do I look like I'm from

Florida Florida do I look like I'm from

Florida Florida do I look like I'm from Florida you have a little bit of that

Florida you have a little bit of that

Florida you have a little bit of that Florida Vibe coming yeah absolutely I'm

Florida Vibe coming yeah absolutely I'm

Florida Vibe coming yeah absolutely I'm from Florida oh okay and what is it that

from Florida oh okay and what is it that

from Florida oh okay and what is it that you do in Florida Instagram kind of but

you do in Florida Instagram kind of but

you do in Florida Instagram kind of but I just became an insurance broker okay a

I just became an insurance broker okay a

I just became an insurance broker okay a girl job you know gotta okay I got you

girl job you know gotta okay I got you

girl job you know gotta okay I got you you know I thought that you looked kind

you know I thought that you looked kind

you know I thought that you looked kind of familiar you wouldn't happen to be in

of familiar you wouldn't happen to be in

of familiar you wouldn't happen to be in the top 15 would you have Instagram Tick

the top 15 would you have Instagram Tick

the top 15 would you have Instagram Tick Tock me

Tock me

Tock me yeah you would oh I guess uh yeah all

yeah you would oh I guess uh yeah all

yeah you would oh I guess uh yeah all right well on a scale from one to ten

right well on a scale from one to ten

right well on a scale from one to ten just how excited are you to be here and

just how excited are you to be here and

just how excited are you to be here and nervous but excited I have to ask do you

nervous but excited I have to ask do you

nervous but excited I have to ask do you have a strategy be myself see what

have a strategy be myself see what

have a strategy be myself see what happens oh okay well he likes it she

happens oh okay well he likes it she

happens oh okay well he likes it she likes it if not she doesn't

likes it if not she doesn't

likes it if not she doesn't good luck thank you can't wait give me a

good luck thank you can't wait give me a

good luck thank you can't wait give me a fist ball

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[Music]

[Music] hello hello hello my name is Sterling

hello hello hello my name is Sterling

hello hello hello my name is Sterling Victorian I am a black queer

Victorian I am a black queer

Victorian I am a black queer um spiritual sex positive

um spiritual sex positive

um spiritual sex positive uh boss of a woman living in Los Angeles

uh boss of a woman living in Los Angeles

uh boss of a woman living in Los Angeles California

California

California um I was presented with this opportunity

um I was presented with this opportunity

um I was presented with this opportunity yesterday the irony in timing is crazy I

yesterday the irony in timing is crazy I

yesterday the irony in timing is crazy I was just on the couch with my best

was just on the couch with my best

was just on the couch with my best friend slash my ex talking about our

friend slash my ex talking about our

friend slash my ex talking about our love lives she's dating someone super

love lives she's dating someone super

love lives she's dating someone super cool and gorgeous and amazing and I am

cool and gorgeous and amazing and I am

cool and gorgeous and amazing and I am struggling struggle blessed and I was

struggling struggle blessed and I was

struggling struggle blessed and I was just telling her I was like I feel like

just telling her I was like I feel like

just telling her I was like I feel like the lesbians don't

the lesbians don't

the lesbians don't me everyone around me is finding love

me everyone around me is finding love

me everyone around me is finding love what the hell is going on when did I

what the hell is going on when did I

what the hell is going on when did I come out I came out let's see

come out I came out let's see

come out I came out let's see it's been a process of over the past

it's been a process of over the past

it's been a process of over the past five or six years for sure

five or six years for sure

five or six years for sure uh I think when you come out a little

uh I think when you come out a little

uh I think when you come out a little later in life it's always a process you

later in life it's always a process you

later in life it's always a process you have a lot more to undo potentially I

have a lot more to undo potentially I

have a lot more to undo potentially I feel like I've had a lot to undo from my

feel like I've had a lot to undo from my

feel like I've had a lot to undo from my childhood hello hello welcome to the

childhood hello hello welcome to the

childhood hello hello welcome to the house how are you doing today I'm doing

house how are you doing today I'm doing

house how are you doing today I'm doing good bundle of excitement and a bundle

good bundle of excitement and a bundle

good bundle of excitement and a bundle of nerves so where are you coming from

of nerves so where are you coming from

of nerves so where are you coming from Sterling I came super far from Los

Sterling I came super far from Los

Sterling I came super far from Los Angeles oh wow

Angeles oh wow

Angeles oh wow arduous sturdy what does it did you do

arduous sturdy what does it did you do

arduous sturdy what does it did you do there

there

there um I'm an artist I'm an artist by Jay I

um I'm an artist I'm an artist by Jay I

um I'm an artist I'm an artist by Jay I manage a sushi restaurant oh okay but

manage a sushi restaurant oh okay but

manage a sushi restaurant oh okay but music music is the fashion music is my

music music is the fashion music is my

music music is the fashion music is my heart I'm open to Growing I'm open to

heart I'm open to Growing I'm open to

heart I'm open to Growing I'm open to finding I'm open

finding I'm open

finding I'm open I'm open because ultimately I do want to

I'm open because ultimately I do want to

I'm open because ultimately I do want to find that one person and spend my life

find that one person and spend my life

find that one person and spend my life with them and I'm open to whatever that

with them and I'm open to whatever that

with them and I'm open to whatever that Journey looks like and if that Journey

Journey looks like and if that Journey

Journey looks like and if that Journey to me meeting my person includes this

to me meeting my person includes this

to me meeting my person includes this amazing lesbian dating show it's super

amazing lesbian dating show it's super

amazing lesbian dating show it's super out of my comfort zone but I think that

out of my comfort zone but I think that

out of my comfort zone but I think that that's why I'm excited like I'm excited

that's why I'm excited like I'm excited

that's why I'm excited like I'm excited to see all the possibilities and see

to see all the possibilities and see

to see all the possibilities and see what happens and to grow and to meet

what happens and to grow and to meet

what happens and to grow and to meet beautiful women and just like yeah

beautiful women and just like yeah

beautiful women and just like yeah coming into the house do you have a

coming into the house do you have a

coming into the house do you have a strategy

strategy

strategy a strategy I don't have a strategy and

a strategy I don't have a strategy and

a strategy I don't have a strategy and normally I am competitive like you don't

normally I am competitive like you don't

normally I am competitive like you don't want to see me in Bowling

want to see me in Bowling

want to see me in Bowling um for this I just want to like be

um for this I just want to like be

um for this I just want to like be myself and stay open to like all the

myself and stay open to like all the

myself and stay open to like all the possibilities you know during the

possibilities you know during the

possibilities you know during the challenges I'm going to be very

challenges I'm going to be very

challenges I'm going to be very competitive but in as far as like love

competitive but in as far as like love

competitive but in as far as like love and connection

and connection

and connection um just to be myself and stay open well

um just to be myself and stay open well

um just to be myself and stay open well I want to wish you the best of luck and

I want to wish you the best of luck and

I want to wish you the best of luck and say welcome again we are just thrilled

say welcome again we are just thrilled

say welcome again we are just thrilled to have you thank you so much thank you

to have you thank you so much thank you

to have you thank you so much thank you for having me chat absolutely

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[Applause] you don't know me but you're watching

you don't know me but you're watching

you don't know me but you're watching and you're like my style you wanna see

and you're like my style you wanna see

and you're like my style you wanna see through my eyes

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I don't get a thousand likes

I don't get a thousand likes [Applause]

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follow me like me tag me share me follow

follow me like me tag me share me follow

follow me like me tag me share me follow me like me tag me share me

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hi and what's your name I'm Shira

hi and what's your name I'm Shira

hi and what's your name I'm Shira sometimes known as Shira girl Shira girl

sometimes known as Shira girl Shira girl

sometimes known as Shira girl Shira girl I like that yeah so where are you coming

I like that yeah so where are you coming

I like that yeah so where are you coming from I live in L.A originally from New

from I live in L.A originally from New

from I live in L.A originally from New York oh okay and uh what is it that you

York oh okay and uh what is it that you

York oh okay and uh what is it that you do I'm a singer and entrepreneur I have

do I'm a singer and entrepreneur I have

do I'm a singer and entrepreneur I have an all-girl band sheer girl and I am

an all-girl band sheer girl and I am

an all-girl band sheer girl and I am starting a new platform for women in

starting a new platform for women in

starting a new platform for women in music called gritty in pink wow that

music called gritty in pink wow that

music called gritty in pink wow that sounds absolutely fantastic what

sounds absolutely fantastic what

sounds absolutely fantastic what inspired you to be part of this project

inspired you to be part of this project

inspired you to be part of this project well I love that we're putting you know

well I love that we're putting you know

well I love that we're putting you know a spin on an old concept A dating show

a spin on an old concept A dating show

a spin on an old concept A dating show but it's never been done for women who

but it's never been done for women who

but it's never been done for women who love women and I'm all about that making

love women and I'm all about that making

love women and I'm all about that making her story you know straight women you do

her story you know straight women you do

her story you know straight women you do not know what you're missing out on

not know what you're missing out on

not know what you're missing out on being a woman who loves women there's

being a woman who loves women there's

being a woman who loves women there's just nothing like the softness of a

just nothing like the softness of a

just nothing like the softness of a woman and we all know men are gross so

woman and we all know men are gross so

woman and we all know men are gross so you know what are you waiting for I got

you know what are you waiting for I got

you know what are you waiting for I got us how excited are you to be here I'm

us how excited are you to be here I'm

us how excited are you to be here I'm like so stoked yeah I just love all the

like so stoked yeah I just love all the

like so stoked yeah I just love all the energy in the house and the house is

energy in the house and the house is

energy in the house and the house is gorgeous and it's gonna be so much fun

gorgeous and it's gonna be so much fun

gorgeous and it's gonna be so much fun do you have a strategy coming in my

do you have a strategy coming in my

do you have a strategy coming in my strategy is just to have fun because my

strategy is just to have fun because my

strategy is just to have fun because my personal motto is if it's not fun it's

personal motto is if it's not fun it's

personal motto is if it's not fun it's not worth doing so I'm gonna steal that

not worth doing so I'm gonna steal that

not worth doing so I'm gonna steal that motto that's great yeah right the waves

motto that's great yeah right the waves

motto that's great yeah right the waves don't ask where they go you know good

don't ask where they go you know good

don't ask where they go you know good luck thank you thanks for talking with

luck thank you thanks for talking with

luck thank you thanks for talking with me oh yeah

me oh yeah

me oh yeah [Music]

hi my birth name is Lorraine but I have

hi my birth name is Lorraine but I have

hi my birth name is Lorraine but I have all my friends and family now call me

all my friends and family now call me

all my friends and family now call me Lotus and I'm 27 years old from San

Lotus and I'm 27 years old from San

Lotus and I'm 27 years old from San Diego California

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[Music] hi my name is Tara rinsical I'm 27 years

hi my name is Tara rinsical I'm 27 years

hi my name is Tara rinsical I'm 27 years old I'm from San Diego California I

old I'm from San Diego California I

old I'm from San Diego California I travel a lot for work I work for a

travel a lot for work I work for a

travel a lot for work I work for a professional art licensing company and I

professional art licensing company and I

professional art licensing company and I am a professional watercolor painter

am a professional watercolor painter

am a professional watercolor painter um what I focus on is a painting queer

um what I focus on is a painting queer

um what I focus on is a painting queer nude bodies

nude bodies

nude bodies um I specifically like to concentrate on

um I specifically like to concentrate on

um I specifically like to concentrate on um sort of you know our relationship

um sort of you know our relationship

um sort of you know our relationship with our bodies and our ever-changing

with our bodies and our ever-changing

with our bodies and our ever-changing identities and I meet people all around

identities and I meet people all around

identities and I meet people all around the world and you know they connect with

the world and you know they connect with

the world and you know they connect with my artwork and they love what I do but

my artwork and they love what I do but

my artwork and they love what I do but for some reason that doesn't happen for

for some reason that doesn't happen for

for some reason that doesn't happen for me romantically and um I guess I just

me romantically and um I guess I just

me romantically and um I guess I just want to bring someone to my studio into

want to bring someone to my studio into

want to bring someone to my studio into my world and uh having to be a

my world and uh having to be a

my world and uh having to be a masterpiece in my heart as cheesy as

masterpiece in my heart as cheesy as

masterpiece in my heart as cheesy as that may sound

that may sound

that may sound I realized I was attracted to women when

I realized I was attracted to women when

I realized I was attracted to women when I told my childhood friend Amanda to

I told my childhood friend Amanda to

I told my childhood friend Amanda to call me tomorrow instead of Tara because

call me tomorrow instead of Tara because

call me tomorrow instead of Tara because her crush is named Tom and I wanted to

her crush is named Tom and I wanted to

her crush is named Tom and I wanted to be more like him

be more like him

be more like him it was about 10

it was about 10

it was about 10 years later that I finally came out to

years later that I finally came out to

years later that I finally came out to my to my parents

my to my parents

my to my parents um it was after I moved to New Orleans

um it was after I moved to New Orleans

um it was after I moved to New Orleans and I really got to spend time by myself

and I really got to spend time by myself

and I really got to spend time by myself and really come into my own

and really come into my own

and really come into my own um you know in high school it was always

um you know in high school it was always

um you know in high school it was always the funny one I always got friend zoned

the funny one I always got friend zoned

the funny one I always got friend zoned so uh yeah uh so my longest term

so uh yeah uh so my longest term

so uh yeah uh so my longest term relationship uh honestly

relationship uh honestly

relationship uh honestly um I don't know does anything under 72

um I don't know does anything under 72

um I don't know does anything under 72 hours count

hours count

hours count I were to tell an audience a sentence

I were to tell an audience a sentence

I were to tell an audience a sentence what it means to be a woman loving a

what it means to be a woman loving a

what it means to be a woman loving a woman

woman

woman um I would say it's a feeling that it's

um I would say it's a feeling that it's

um I would say it's a feeling that it's wild and safe at the same time it's uh

wild and safe at the same time it's uh

wild and safe at the same time it's uh you're at home but at Adventure and it

you're at home but at Adventure and it

you're at home but at Adventure and it feels like a safe space where I could

feels like a safe space where I could

feels like a safe space where I could give myself 100 without holding back if

give myself 100 without holding back if

give myself 100 without holding back if I were to describe myself in one word it

I were to describe myself in one word it

I were to describe myself in one word it would be creative

would be creative

would be creative hello ladies

hello ladies

hello ladies now before you get to meet the lady that

now before you get to meet the lady that

now before you get to meet the lady that I know you're all dying to me it's there

I know you're all dying to me it's there

I know you're all dying to me it's there is another introduction that I would

is another introduction that I would

is another introduction that I would like to make and it is no one and only

like to make and it is no one and only

like to make and it is no one and only Jessica Clark

Jessica Clark

Jessica Clark [Applause]

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thank you all so much for being here on

thank you all so much for being here on

thank you all so much for being here on the inaugural season of coming out for

the inaugural season of coming out for

the inaugural season of coming out for love

love

love I just want to say a few words about the

I just want to say a few words about the

I just want to say a few words about the lovely Jessica Clark Jessica Clark right

lovely Jessica Clark Jessica Clark right

lovely Jessica Clark Jessica Clark right here next to me oh my goodness

here next to me oh my goodness

here next to me oh my goodness so she came out as lesbian or queer from

so she came out as lesbian or queer from

so she came out as lesbian or queer from the beginning of her career and she

the beginning of her career and she

the beginning of her career and she believes that coming out in itself is a

believes that coming out in itself is a

believes that coming out in itself is a form of activism she is also an

form of activism she is also an

form of activism she is also an acclaimed International model see her on

acclaimed International model see her on

acclaimed International model see her on True Blood

also been on pocket listening with Rob

also been on pocket listening with Rob

also been on pocket listening with Rob Lowe and Burt Reynolds yep and of course

Lowe and Burt Reynolds yep and of course

Lowe and Burt Reynolds yep and of course a little movie called A Perfect Ending

a little movie called A Perfect Ending

a little movie called A Perfect Ending [Applause]

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[Applause] unless you tell me otherwise

unless you tell me otherwise

unless you tell me otherwise I'm going to kiss you Rebecca

not to say anything against the actual

not to say anything against the actual

not to say anything against the actual Key Master but I do think that when Jess

Key Master but I do think that when Jess

Key Master but I do think that when Jess walks in the room everyone just Falls

walks in the room everyone just Falls

walks in the room everyone just Falls silent it's like a movie

silent it's like a movie

silent it's like a movie you stare at her and she's so well

you stare at her and she's so well

you stare at her and she's so well dressed and she's so she holds herself

dressed and she's so she holds herself

dressed and she's so she holds herself so well that you just go oh my gosh I

so well that you just go oh my gosh I

so well that you just go oh my gosh I don't even know her but I'm gonna

don't even know her but I'm gonna

don't even know her but I'm gonna respect that woman I was Starstruck when

respect that woman I was Starstruck when

respect that woman I was Starstruck when I met her I was a huge huge fan of a

I met her I was a huge huge fan of a

I met her I was a huge huge fan of a perfect ending what can I do for you but

perfect ending what can I do for you but

perfect ending what can I do for you but she's just so gorgeous and so well

she's just so gorgeous and so well

she's just so gorgeous and so well spoken and I was just thrilled to be

spoken and I was just thrilled to be

spoken and I was just thrilled to be able to work with her thank you so much

able to work with her thank you so much

able to work with her thank you so much I am thrilled to be here

I am thrilled to be here

I am thrilled to be here um wow uh are we playing pool games

um wow uh are we playing pool games

um wow uh are we playing pool games what's the situation here

what's the situation here

what's the situation here yeah just hanging out just being

yeah just hanging out just being

yeah just hanging out just being beautiful I started wondering if there

beautiful I started wondering if there

beautiful I started wondering if there was something sneaky going on like one

was something sneaky going on like one

was something sneaky going on like one of the girls in the pool was actually

of the girls in the pool was actually

of the girls in the pool was actually already the key master

already the key master

already the key master so I started looking around and going

so I started looking around and going

so I started looking around and going okay is anyone talking to the producers

okay is anyone talking to the producers

okay is anyone talking to the producers more than anyone else told you a little

more than anyone else told you a little

more than anyone else told you a little bit earlier

bit earlier

bit earlier she's here right now

she's here right now

she's here right now she's very excited to meet you

she's very excited to meet you

she's very excited to meet you I would like you to meet the very first

I would like you to meet the very first

I would like you to meet the very first lead of coming out for love Amber

lead of coming out for love Amber

lead of coming out for love Amber Whittington

Whittington

Whittington [Applause]

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[Applause] Amber is a former ball player social

Amber is a former ball player social

Amber is a former ball player social media influencer actor and activist her

media influencer actor and activist her

media influencer actor and activist her videos have been viewed over 144 million

videos have been viewed over 144 million

videos have been viewed over 144 million times

no I'm very nervous too that's why we're

no I'm very nervous too that's why we're

no I'm very nervous too that's why we're a giant hat yeah

a giant hat yeah

a giant hat yeah I was surprised when Amber came out I

I was surprised when Amber came out I

I was surprised when Amber came out I actually thought that it was going to be

actually thought that it was going to be

actually thought that it was going to be a very Femme girl so these and these and

a very Femme girl so these and these and

a very Femme girl so these and these and to your left so these will be the

to your left so these will be the

to your left so these will be the wickedly wonderful women that will be

wickedly wonderful women that will be

wickedly wonderful women that will be competing for a time to spend with Amber

competing for a time to spend with Amber

competing for a time to spend with Amber so that she can get to know

so that she can get to know

so that she can get to know for each individual unique qualities you

for each individual unique qualities you

for each individual unique qualities you would bring to a relationship because

would bring to a relationship because

would bring to a relationship because she is looking for love and one of you

she is looking for love and one of you

she is looking for love and one of you all right

so Amber how are you feeling about this

so Amber how are you feeling about this

so Amber how are you feeling about this delectable pool literal pool we have

delectable pool literal pool we have

delectable pool literal pool we have here for you right now yeah literally

here for you right now yeah literally

here for you right now yeah literally I'm excited to get to know everybody uh

I'm excited to get to know everybody uh

I'm excited to get to know everybody uh it's kind of random my best friend's in

it's kind of random my best friend's in

it's kind of random my best friend's in the pool

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take care of my best friend y'all

take care of my best friend y'all

take care of my best friend y'all this is how the lesbian world works

this is how the lesbian world works

this is how the lesbian world works right so is it's like it's like you're

right so is it's like it's like you're

right so is it's like it's like you're looking today looking to find love and

looking today looking to find love and

looking today looking to find love and it's x's and there it is best friends

it's x's and there it is best friends

it's x's and there it is best friends and are there any exes now I know right

and are there any exes now I know right

and are there any exes now I know right here right here you better be sure

here right here you better be sure

here right here you better be sure before we move forward yeah I think

before we move forward yeah I think

before we move forward yeah I think we're good there yeah but did they mess

we're good there yeah but did they mess

we're good there yeah but did they mess with my friends

so I wanted to see if she like was like

so I wanted to see if she like was like

so I wanted to see if she like was like oh yeah wow Amber's doing this you know

okay I love you I love you too and now

okay I love you I love you too and now

okay I love you I love you too and now you had a comment I believe regarding

you had a comment I believe regarding

you had a comment I believe regarding Amber

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[Applause] that's what I'm talking about

that's what I'm talking about

that's what I'm talking about thank you okay yeah

thank you okay yeah

thank you okay yeah it's a party all week I've been a little

it's a party all week I've been a little

it's a party all week I've been a little nervous

something from Los Angeles

it doesn't look that great

it doesn't look that great

it doesn't look that great it's nice to meet you thank you nice to

it's nice to meet you thank you nice to

it's nice to meet you thank you nice to meet you too thank you

meet you too thank you

meet you too thank you thank you Donna brought me a rose that

thank you Donna brought me a rose that

thank you Donna brought me a rose that made me blush a little bit uh God has

made me blush a little bit uh God has

made me blush a little bit uh God has fire yeah Michelle okay that's a huge

fire yeah Michelle okay that's a huge

fire yeah Michelle okay that's a huge fish there's two more shells

I was worried about it what's up

thank God you're here with me I got you

thank God you're here with me I got you

thank God you're here with me I got you dog I got you yes

dog I got you yes

dog I got you yes oh man this is good this is gonna be

oh man this is good this is gonna be

oh man this is good this is gonna be some good

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can we do it again

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thank you

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