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[piano music]

♪

- I thought I knew isolation.

Turns out there's another kind of isolation--

the kind where there's no family to cheer you up,

no girl knocking on the other side of the wall,

the kind you do to yourself.

Now that I'm single, I've had plenty of time

to research all the ways I may have ruined

my life last week.

A traumatic event,

like head-planting in a surfing accident,

can trigger a relapse.

And when I open the door to relapse,

I close the door on Mia.

[sighs]

- Why are you recording?

- Remember how we were talking about your bucket list?

- What, like, the tattoo or-- - Yeah, the tattoo--

- I'm not gonna hike Machu Picchu right now.

[laughs] - Not Machu Picchu.

But I was thinking more of, like, me and you bucket list.

- Okay. - Zac, come in here!

Evan just sent me a video message.

This is amazing.

- Evan, you're kidding.

- This isn't a prank. This is serious.

- I think Evan and Ashley are getting engaged.

- No way.

- That's what it seems like. - There's no way.

- Will you be my wife for the rest of my life?

- [laughs] - Will you marry me?

- Yes. - Yes?

- Yes, I will. - Oh, my God.

- She said yes.

- You're sure? - I'm positive.

Bec, you got to get here right now.

Bring Mia. - They're so cute.

- We're getting married tonight.

- Tonight? - Yeah.

#BucketList, we're getting married.

- We're getting married.

- How come he only texted you?

- I don't know.

- I'll drive.

- Is everything okay?

- [coughs] Health-wise? No.

But everything-else-wise,

it's my wedding day.

- And since this will be the happiest day of our lives,

we want to make sure we capture each blissful moment.

- Each one.

- Anybody know a decently cheap photographer?

- Hmm, I can't really think of anyone.

- Guys, I'm-- I'm still learning.

I don't--are you sure you want me to do that?

- 100%. - Yeah.

Bec, you think you can make this place look romantic?

- Um, yeah.Sure.

- Sweet. [both chuckle]

- Do you guys--you guys have rings already? Or--

- Uh, well, Evan already ate his, so...

- It was delicious. [both laugh]

- I just need this guy right here.

- Well, do you guys have

someone to perform the ceremony?

- Believe it or not, Vinny's actually ordained.

- Aw, come on, you need a best man, though, right?

- Nope. Keeping it simple.

- I would love to get married

in anything besides a busted hospital gown.

- That's definitely not gonna be my department, Mia.

- Oh, um...

I might have something.

- Yeah. - It's all happening!

- In five hours. Ah! - So awesome.

Guys, we got to get Evan looking presentable.

We're gonna need all five. - Ready, break.

[both laughing]

[somber piano music]

- Hey, hey.

I love you. - Yeah.

♪

[cell phone chimes]

[guitar strumming]

- Hey, um...

have you seen my phone?

- You're moving out?

Were you gonna tell me?

- [sighs]

Yeah, I've been--

I've been thinking about it. - Kayla?

When's the last time you even spoke to her?

- I've...

talked to her since the last time you've talked to me.

- Look, you can stay here, okay?

I'll go to my grandparents' house.

I'll go to a friend's house. It doesn't matter.

Just stay here.

- Are you still sore from your accident?

[cell phone chimes]

- [sighs]

[melancholy music]

- [sighs]

♪

[plays notes]

Just breathe.

- [exhales deeply] - I had this jacket 20 years.

Could you give me a little more notice?

Could have put you in a nice suit,

got it fitted.

You should cut him some slack.

- Not today, Dad. I don't want to talk about it.

- Okay. All I'm saying is everybody makes mistakes.

- Yeah, some bigger than others.

- Regardless,

don't you think today would be a better day

if you just got past all that?

Your call.

- You scared the shit out of me.

I'm lucky to even have you at my wedding,

you know that?

- I know.

- God, this is supposed to be my wedding day.

I'm supposed to be sharing this with you.

It's supposed to be happy. - I'm sorry.

- I know you are.

I gotta go get married.

- Hold on. Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait.

♪

I made these.

They're made out of guitar strings.

These are the ones that I played with

at Ashley's open-mic night.

- These are great, man.

But... [sighs] I have one condition

for my total forgiveness.

- What?

- Be my best man?

- Yes. Are you kidding?

- Ha! I love you, man. - Love you, too.

[hopeful music]

♪

- We are gathered here today to celebrate Evan and Ashley.

Marriage is a symbol of how far you have come.

It is the symbol of the promise you make to one another.

No matter what challenges you face

you now face them together.

- Evan, you probably don't know this,

'cause I've never told you,

but I look up to you a lot.

I'm so glad that while you were by my side,

you were also by Ashley's.

No matter where Evan's heart has taken him,

it's never led him down a wrong path,

'cause every path has led to Ashley.

- You make me so grateful...

to be alive.

And, um...

I know I'm not gonna get to experience a lot of things,

but because of you, I'm gonna know what it's like

to fall in love before I go.

And that's enough.

- Ashley, you're everything I could want

and more.

Being with you makes me the happiest guy in the world.

I love you...

from today until forever.

- I now pronounce you husband and wife.

You may kiss the bride.

[cheering]

♪

[indistinct chatter]

- Hey.

- Hey.

- Um...

Do you need a hand or anything?

- [sighs]

Would you mind holding this?

["Biggest Fan" by Meaghan Smith]

- ♪ You should know your mine forever ♪

♪

- Don't make this a scene.

Today's not about me.

♪

- ♪ And if you're wondering if you should have gone ♪

- All right, everybody. Gather around.

♪

Ready? One, two, three.

♪

Beautiful.

♪

- ♪ You're my everything

♪ And I'm your biggest fan

- To me...

every day's about her.

[hopeful music]

♪

- Hey, Zac?

- Hey.

- Just wanted to check on you. - I'm fine.

You don't have to check on me.

♪

Hey, I just want to say I'm sorry

for everything, okay?

I'm really sorry.

- Don't be sorry. - No, I am.

I'm sorry for everything, okay?

- Zac, you just need to relax.

Chemo takes a lot out of you.

- What?

- Zac.

Zac, it's okay.

Just calm down. It's okay.

You need to relax.

- [inhales sharply]

[breathes heavily]

[exhales deeply]

[dramatic music]

♪

[cell phone chimes]

- Hey.

I, uh--I thought you left for support group.

- I have some loose ends to tie up...

before I move out, so I'm skipping today.

♪

- Is there anything I can do...

anything I can say to make you change your mind?

- Just be honest about what you're dealing with.

I mean, you have so many people that love you

and care about you.

Your family...

and me.

You know, if you can't talk to me, that's fine.

Just talk to somebody.

♪

- Welcome, Mister...

- Oh, uh, Meier.

Zac Meier.

- Welcome, Zac.

So would you like to share a little--

[door opens] - Hey, sorry I'm running late.

- Bec, what are you-- what are you doing here?

- Twist, yeah, park it.

- What do--How long have you been coming here?

- A while. - For what?

- I don't know. Why are you here?

- Desperation.

- Hey, twin time, we can hear you.

Who wants to share first?

- Trust it, okay?

Good. - Hey.

- Wow. You do exist.

- I'd like to explain.

- I have back-to-back patients.

- Okay, I can wait.

- Remember, posture, posture. Remember, posture.

♪

- So, Zac, it is customary in a support group

to allow yourself to be supported.

- Zac... it's okay.

- [sighs] When I got out of the hospital,

I felt like my life was gonna go back to normal.

And I was completely wrong.

And then I felt like I didn't want to talk to anyone,

because every time I opened my mouth,

it would just hurt them or...

hurt--

I don't know.

♪

- Try me, Zac.

♪

- My dear, we'll be starting in five, cool?

- I thought you had patients.

- [sighs] I do.

She can wait.

- Trevor, I'm...

I'm really sorry for disappearing on you.

♪

- You know, I might be able to fit you back on my schedule,

if you're lucky.

- Trevor, I don't think that's a good idea.

♪

I don't feel the same way about you.

♪

- [sighs]

- You know, when I first met you, I did not like you.

- Same. [both laugh]

- I also thought my life was completely over.

But you show me...

something like this...

doesn't have to be the end.

[dramatic music]

♪

- I guess I was just so desperate to get

my old life back,

and when that didn't happen, I freaked out...

obviously.

♪

I made a bunch of stupid choices...

I was just scared I was going to get sick all over again.

- I hope that doesn't happen,

but if it does, I'll be right here.

I'm not going anywhere.

- None of this was to hurt you, Bec.

- But it did.

- Am I the reason you're here?

- Bec, Zac shared.

Now's your chance.

- Do you have any idea what it was like for me

to watch you go through treatment?

It was my fight, too.

When Cam died,

I had no one to talk to.

♪

And I miss him every day.

♪

- I'm sorry.

♪

[knock at door]

Hey.

- I saw your text.

Got to be honest, do not like the sight of you

with a surfboard.

- [sighs] Look...

I know this doesn't fix things, um...

but hopefully it's a start.

- You're gonna stop surfing?

- This is Cam's board.

Yeah.

He left it to me before he, uh...

stopped surfing.

You know, I never told you this, but, uh...

He never stopped talking about you.

And he kept telling me how lucky I am

to, uh--to have you.

[uplifting music]

♪

[sighs deeply]

I guess I should have listened better.

♪

I want you to have it.

♪

[exhales deeply]

- Zac?

Thank you.

- Good night, Mia. - Good night.

[cell phone chimes]

[indie rock music]

♪

- [laughs]

- [laughs]

♪

- [chuckles]

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