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[gentle rock music]

♪

- It's a new day, and I'm a new man.

Well, not exactly new.

I got winded walking to the bathroom,

so there's obviously progress to be made.

And speaking of progress,

Mia and I are on speaking terms again.

- It really doesn't look that bad.

- Yeah.

[sighs]

What are you doing here?

Go to your party.

- I really wish you'd come join us before your surgery.

- I promise I'll stop by as soon as I get done,

but I'm not trying to have more than one

Meier kid worried about me on their birthday.

And by the way, my present's definitely

kicking your present's ass.

- Not a chance.

Okay, I better get this stuff over there

before the natives get restless.

- Well, you give my amigo a big hug for me, all right?

And mum's the word. You promised.

[gentle rock music]

♪

- I'll see you when you get out.

♪

Okay.

♪

- Hey, you two have a happy birthday, kid, all right?

- Thanks, Cam.

♪

And, uh...

♪

Your head, I know you shaved it for surgery,

but some girls could be into it, and I am.

♪

It looks good.

[gentle rock music]

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[gentle guitar music]

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♪ Walk on the water

♪ Eyes up before you drown

[beeping]

♪ Walk on the waves

♪ And we lay in the graves we make ♪

♪

[deep breathing]

♪

all: ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

♪ Happy birthday, dear--both of you ♪

♪ Happy birthday to you

- Whoo. - Presents, presents, presents.

Open it.

- Go for it.

- I'm nervous. - Oh, don't be.

- Is it from you or from the whole gang?

♪

Dad, this is a key to your old car.

- Yeah, man, we fixed it up for you.

- Wait, y'all really did this for me, together?

♪

- Yeah. - We'll park it downstairs

until you get out of here.

- Dude, no way. Thank you.

- So where is mine?

- I paid for your college for your birthday.

- [high pitched voice] Helga, why didn't you tell me

it was your birthday today?

Promise me we'll celebrate later and save me some cake.

- You're welcome.

[beeping]

♪

- Are you ready?

- Yeah.

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[deep breathing]

♪

[laughter]

[door closes]

- What are you doing here?

- Well, your doctor called me, and I wanted to see you.

- Yeah, what, did your credit card get declined?

- Hi, I'm Rachel Adams,

the in-house psychiatrist here at St. Theresa's.

- Psychiatrist. Does my insurance cover that?

Because if it doesn't, I'm not sure--

- Mom, relax. Rachel's my friend, okay.

- With all due respect, we're here to talk about

Mia's progress with chemotherapy.

- Yes.

♪

- The tumor isn't responding to treatment.

In fact, it's grown surprisingly larger.

♪

I propose our best option now is to undergo surgery.

If we operate soon, you will gain full mobility

within a matter of weeks.

- Prom is in three weeks.

♪

- I'm sorry?

- The surgery will have to wait.

- We run the risk of the tumor spreading beyond control.

- It doesn't matter. - Mia.

- I'm not doing it before prom.

♪

- [sighs]

- Krista, if you ever need my help or any--

♪

- How soon can I schedule the surgery?

- I have an O.R. on hold for tomorrow.

- We'll be there.

[gentle rock music]

♪

- Yo, check this out, man.

I got you some scratchers now that you're 18.

By the way... [mumbles]

- Oh, my gosh!

♪

- [mumbles]

♪

- Dude, that's awesome.

I've literally never won any of these.

- I guess I'm the lucky charm, you know, my bald head.

I'm like a Buddha. - Your bald head

You're like a Buddha.

We just won $2.

Oh, don't be that upset.

I can get you some lottery tickets if you want.

♪

- Bec, what's up?

- It's Cam.

♪

- His surgery was this morning.

♪

- What do you mean? No one told me.

- He didn't want it to ruin your birthday.

- Okay. Is he all right?

♪

Vinny.

- He didn't make it.

♪

- No, no, no, no, no.

Not Cam, no. This is all my fault.

- He made me promise not to tell you about the surgery.

All he was thinking about

if it went wrong is how you'd blame yourself.

♪

- No.

- ♪ I can hear a jagged heartbeat ♪

♪ A nightly silhouette that's taunting me ♪

- I'm so sorry.

- ♪ A whisper from a darker side ♪

- [sobbing]

- ♪ I know he haunts me

♪ By night

♪

[engine revs]

♪ His eyes burn

♪ Into mine, ooh

♪ I'm waiting

♪ For the morning skies

♪ He haunts me, he haunts me

♪

There's literally a million different ways to deal.

- Dun, da, da, da!

I smuggled in your favorite.

♪

You know, please don't rat me out to Vinny.

He scares me.

- You have to eat something. Make sure he eats something.

- My way to deal?

Let depression wash over me like a wave,

shut family out, really marinate in it.

I know it's not the healthiest way to deal, but screw it.

♪

- You look really nice, Bec. - Thanks.

Look, I know you really want to go to Cam's memorial today,

and I want you there too.

- I've been in protective isolation for 97 days, Bec.

I'm fine, and I want to go.

- You are not leaving this room

until your 100 days of isolation

are up, end of discussion.

You cannot get sick again, Zac.

- Mom much?

- When are you getting dressed, mister?

- I'm just gonna chill here for a while,

and then I'll meet you there.

- Okay.

- Drive safe, Mom.

[soft music]

♪

[knocking]

[door opens]

- Your mom called, again.

- What did you tell her?

- That I hadn't seen you, again.

♪

- I know I keep saying this,

but thank you for letting me crash

in your guest room, Kayla.

- She said you need some sort of medical attention.

- Yeah, only loads of therapy,

thanks to having her as my mom.

I'm really sorry to involve you in all of our drama.

- So tell me again, why do you need a place to hide out?

- Because my mom caught me hooking up with Rhys

and went insane.

- You know, there's rumors that you weren't even in New York.

Some people say you have cancer.

- Do I look like someone that has cancer?

♪

- Look, I say this as a friend,

but Rhys and Chloe have been together for a while now,

and everybody knows.

Just thought, you know,

you might want to stop embarrassing yourself

with that lie about getting caught with Rhys.

Just trying to be a good friend.

♪

[door closes]

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- Evan, do girls always take forever to text back?

- We don't text girls. They text us.

- [chuckles]

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- Yeah.

[beep]

[beep]

- Evan, you know what sounds really good right now,

and it might even make me hungry?

- Hmm? - An edible.

- Ooh, check this out, dude. I think I have some, like,

special gummy worms in my--

- Dang it. You don't have any brownies?

A brownie sounds really good.

- That's a perfect idea,

and I need to replenish my stash anyways.

Here, take it--don't die. I'll be right back.

[door opens]

- Helga. - Mia, what are you doing here?

- We've got a funeral to catch.

As long as you promise me this time you won't get sick.

♪

- I promise I won't.

- Okay, let's go.

♪

- Slap my ass and call me Nancy,

the mother lode. Zac?

[upbeat music]

♪

[waves crashing]

♪

- I forgot how amazing fresh air smells.

♪

- Come on.

♪

Smile. Or don't.

You look kind of cute when you pout.

♪

[click]

♪

- How are things at home for you?

- I wouldn't know.

I left.

- What do you mean? You, like, ran away?

- No, a bratty child runs away.

I just left.

♪

My mom was gonna force me to get surgery on my leg.

- What? Why?

- Because apparently my chemo

was a monumental waste of time,

and Dr. Lydell thinks it's the next thing I should try.

- Okay, Mia, this is serious.

If Dr. Lydell thinks you should get surgery, you should get...

♪

You probably shouldn't listen to the person

who's about to attend the funeral of the last person

he talked into surgery.

♪

- Ow. - You okay?

- Yeah. No, I'm fine.

No, I'm fine.

- Okay.

Where you been staying since, you know, you went all AWOL?

- With Kayla.

I don't know, she's kind of my friend but not really.

She was legit excited to tell me

what I pretty much knew already,

and that's my ex and my ex-best friend have been hooking up.

- Well, you know, you deserve way,

way better than-- how did you say it?

That piece of shit.

- The other night, Kayla had some friends over,

and I don't know, I guess they're "my friends too."

And I was listening to the stuff

that they were gossiping about,

like who's got bacne and who's maybe a hermaphrodite,

and I was like,

"Is this seriously the stuff that I used to care about?"

And I don't know, and what's weird is,

I remember when I used to say that stuff all the time,

and it would just come out naturally.

♪

I don't know.

It feels like it wasn't even me.

It feels like it was me but in a dream or a movie

or an alternate universe or something.

♪

I'm totally not making any sense, am I?

- No, you are, you are.

You know, we grow when we're in pain,

or we continue to stay small.

- Okay, so you're saying I'm big, cool.

- No, I'm--I guess

I'm saying your friends are still small.

♪

Don't you think your mom's terrified, you know,

not knowing where you are?

You think she looks at you as a thing

that ruined her life, right?

- No, I don't think that. I know it.

- No, no, no. Okay, well, what if--

and please just hear me out, okay?

- Okay. - What if, instead your mom

thinks by having you so young,

and before she was ready to be a good mom,

instead of you ruining her life,

maybe she feels she ruined yours.

♪

- We should probably get going. - Yeah.

♪

- Here.

♪

It turned out nicely.

♪

Come on.

♪

- ♪ They say you've got to be dark ♪

♪ Just to get through the night ♪

♪ They could block out the sun ♪

♪ But I still have your light ♪

♪ I wanna scream from mountaintops ♪

♪ Until the world will be all right ♪

♪ 'Cause I'd fight through hell and back ♪

♪ To make you mine

♪ I'm not giving up

♪ Whoa

♪ Never giving up

♪ Ooh

♪ I'm not giving up

♪ Whoa

♪ Never giving up

♪ Ooh, ooh

♪

♪ And people come and they go ♪

♪ But I'd be right by your side ♪

♪ Holding on, letting go

♪ Won't change this heart of mine ♪

♪ Oh, the road's been so long ♪

♪ Seems like there's no end in sight ♪

♪ But even with all the wrong ♪

♪ You make it right

♪