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Previously on
"Criminal Minds: Evolution"...

Hello. I'm David Rossi
with the FBI.

May I ask you
a few questions?

Who's at our house?

What did you do?

We're in trouble.

So we need to go, okay?

Okay.

Elias Voit, V-O-I-T.

I need everything
we can get on him.

He works in high-end
cryptography.

That's how he's been able
to stay ahead of us

this entire time.

He knows we're getting close,

and he'll try
to slip away again.

Drop it!

Tyler?!

This is where
you and I end.

Good luck.

- He's live streaming.
- We see it.

Dave.

Help!

Krystall.

Thank you

for your love,
for your patience.

And I promise this is
the last time we will ever

celebrate our wedding
anniversary in my office.

♪ Look at me

♪ I'm as helpless
as a kitten up a tree ♪I don't know.

It sounds like
your mouth is writing a check

that your ass can't cash.

Unit Chief Rossi.

Who told you?

Does it matter?

No.

Okay, look.

Prentiss is accepting
a promotion to be Section Chief.

And she was going to tap on
JJ to be her replacement,

but JJ decided she wants
to head up

the New Orleans Field Office,
so it's like this job

just fell into my lap.

Now, what does
that mean? Money?

No.

It's the world's
tiniest violin,

and it's playing
just for you.

Okay, alright, look, alright,
but look, honestly, I--

David, I have lost track
of the times that you have

threatened to retire.

But then I witnessed firsthand
exactly what you do.

And I realized
how few people in this world

know how to do it.

How to stop
real monsters.

I'm sorry.
I should've told you.

But it doesn't matter now
because I'm going to tell you

the same thing.

Your first, best destiny
is to lead the BAU.

I know who I married.

And I would never want
you to feel like

you need to pretend to be
anybody else for me.

So if you want
to promise me something,

promise me that.

I promise.

I love you.

I love you too.

♪ On my own

♪ Would I wander through
this wonderland alone? ♪

Our fugitive is
Elias Jasper Voit.

He's armed and extremely dangerous.

He's on the run right now with
his immediate family.

His wife, Sydney,

and their two daughters,
Harlow and Holly.

Now, based on our profile,
they do not pose a threat.

However, Voit's ability
to manipulate them

could very well
put you in danger.

That being said,
we need to take Voit alive

because right now,
he's holding

BAU Unit Chief David Rossi
hostage in an unknown location.

Alright, good luck,
stay safe.

Penelope's still working
on trying to locate

that IP address for the link
that Voit sent.

Oh!
Damn it, damn it, damn it!

These elite cryptography guys
are the worst.

Now, I'm not even sure if
I'm tracking

the original link or he's
totally hijacked my trace.

Look, Voit would've
expected us to try that.

Well, what wouldn't
he expect us to do?

Hey, look, I know
it was dark,

and we only caught
a glimpse in there,

but does anything stand out to
anybody about this container?

Not really.
I was focused on Rossi.

Yeah, me too.

Look, there's no doubt
Voit's going to

keep teasing glimpses
of Rossi in there.

Penelope, is it possible
to record the feed next time?

Yes, absolutely.

Section Chief Prentiss,
I'm not going to negotiate

with a serial killer.

And as much as I want to see
him at the top of

the FBI's "Most Wanted List,"
I want to see photos of

his wife and children

in the national media immediately.

Madam Attorney General,
with all due respect,

that course of action
will lead to

the highest degree
of collateral damage.

If Voit knows he has
nothing to lose,

he will kill his family
along with David Rossi.

We need to make him believe that
we are willing to negotiate.

But negotiate what exactly?

The one and only thing
that still matters to Voit

is his family,
so there is a chance

that he would be
willing to entertain

the possibility of
releasing them.

His freedom
for their freedom?

That's a non-starter.

I understand.

The thing is, we're not going to
follow through with that.

The act of negotiating
will buy the BAU team

the time it needs to locate
and rescue David Rossi.

I have a suggestion.

For the time being,
why don't we limit the scope

of our
"All Points Bulletin" to

local law enforcement
and border patrol?

That way, when Voit does
reach out again, it will,

at the very least, provide
the BAU with some wiggle room.

Hmm. Alright.

Alright.

Thank you, ma'am.

Ms. Wilson,
please stay behind.

I'm going
to go get my backpack.

Go ahead.

Come on, come on.

Holly!

Seriously?

What did I tell you about
using your phone?

Dad, it's
really important.

Holly, you have
to listen to me.

I know, but this paper is due
today, and if I'm late--

Just-- none of
that matters, okay?

I'll explain to your teacher
when the time is right.

Dad!
It's just a phone.

I'll get you another one,
but right now,

I need you to help me
keep this family safe.

Do you understand?

What's going on?

It's complicated.

But if we're smart,
we'll get through it.

Just go inside and help your mom
and sister get settled.

Hey, the link's live.

I know what
you're doing, Lee.

You're using me as a bargaining
chip, but it's not--

Hello.

I need to speak to
the Deputy Director,

Douglas Bailey.

I'm Emily Prentiss,
Section Chief.

No.

I talk to the Deputy Director
in the next five minutes,

or you can tell him
that he can just throw

another press conference
to explain why he let

one of his agents die when
he could've saved his life.

"Man cannot possess
anything as long

as he fears death.

But to him who does not fear it,
everything belongs."

Leo Tolstoy.

It doesn't
make sense. Why me?

Why not
the Director himself?

Voit picked you because
you made yourself the face

of the Sicarius investigation
and you screwed up.

I didn't screw up.

You didn't set the record
straight that Benjamin Reeves

was not Sicarius,
and now Voit wants to exploit

that to
his own advantage.

Clarifying that Reeves
was not Sicarius--

Look, I am just telling you
the cold, hard truth.

Voit is a profiler,
and he has been studying you.

Well, if it makes
you feel any better,

there's not much he can get out
of trying to manipulate me.

I'm not authorized to
give him a damn thing.

Voit knows that.

So there must be some other
angle he wants to play.

With Rossi's life hanging
in the balance.

Are you ready?

He's opened up
a communications link.

All you have
to do is unmute.

If you can't do this,
just tell us.

This is Deputy Director Bailey.

Hey, Doug, you ready
to make a deal?

Let me cut to the chase.

As you and I speak,

there's a nationwide
BOLO issued to local police

and border control.

That's correct.

Rescind it.

But how about this?

Only for 24 hours.

After that, you'll never hear
from me or my family again.

And what about Agent Rossi?

Then he'll
be all yours again.

Ask for his family.

- What?
- Sydney and the girls.

He has to release
them, too.

He agrees to that,
then you rescind the BOLO.

I can't rescind
the BOLO.

You tell him that.

What about your family?

What about my family?

He will kill his family

before he lets them
learn the truth about him.

Okay, and?

And so you need to
make him see that there's

a way to keep them safe--
by letting them go.

Elias, it's my
responsibility to make sure

no one else gets hurt here.

Then do what I say,
and no one will.

Listen to me.
You can survive on your own.

Leave your family.

You and I both know
it is only going to be

a matter of time before
Sydney and the girls

learn the truth about you,
and when that happens,

you will have no choice
but to kill them.

Shut up!

Listen to me now.

I know you're not
the man in charge,

but you're definitely the one
who likes the gold star.

You hear me?

So if I don't see that BOLO
lifted in the next 24 hours,

David Rossi's a dead man.

Did I just get Rossi killed?

No, no,
I don't think so.

But you got
under Voit's skin.

That's a good thing.

And hopefully not too much
of a bad thing.

I know what you're doing, Lee.

Hello. I need to speak to
the Deputy Director,

Douglas Bailey. It's not gonna work.

Okay, we got to
shut this bozo up.

So, I have two audio channels.

Can we hear
what Rossi's saying?

Yeah, we should be able to.

You're using me
as a bargaining chip,

but it's not going to work.

There is no negotiation.

Can you pause it?

If Rossi is anticipating

Voit showing him
off down there...

Then he's going to try
to talk to you guys, too.

Exactly.
In coded language.

Wait, he hears something.

Is this what's
supposed to happen?

I die in a flash flood
down here?

Flash flood.

I realize that Voit
could have these containers

buried all over the place,
but let's just say,

for the moment,
that this one is

conveniently located
for both the abduction

Ramona Havener in
Indio, California,

as well as for Rossi, who's in
Yakima County, Washington.

Okay, and if we assume
that it's a full tank of gas

away from both locations,
then that would put

the search area roughly
beginning where those two

travel radiuses come together.

And we can get a bit more
specific than that because

it is raining there right now
at this very moment.

It's raining from
Arcata to Redding.

It's a big search area,
but it's a start.

Alright, look, why don't
Penelope and I coordinate from

here and you guys
go ahead--

Wheels up.

Everything
that you know?

Yes.

Well?

He knows about Gold Star.

How is that possible?

I don't know.

God damn it!

So, Ms. Wilson,
what are my legal

and extralegal
options here?

Legally speaking,
you let him go.

It'll be the safest way to keep
this matter contained.

Extralegally speaking?

There is
an implied order of

"terminate with
extreme prejudice."

And Agent Rossi
and Voit's family?

Their deaths would be
chalked up to acceptable,

if not necessary, losses.

Yes, unavoidable
collateral damage.

They would
see through it.

The BAU.

And if they were to end up
losing David Rossi,

they would never stop
searching for the reason why.

And that's the part
they're pretty damn good at,

the why part.

But, Madam Attorney General,
if I'm being reassigned

to Sacramento,
why would you bring me in here

as an adviser unless
you think--

I think implied orders need
to come from somewhere.

So, of course, your current
status positions you

to be the one who may find
herself falling on my sword

if we choose to go
the extralegal route.

But fortunately, I do believe
we need to stay within

the four corners
of the law here.

So this is what we're
going to tell the BAU.

Hello.

Yes, this is she.

Y-Yes.

Um...

I appreciate that.

Uh-huh. Thank you.

Okay, goodbye.

What was that about?

Tyler's going into surgery.

Now.

Luke, I don't--
I don't think that I can--

I can't keep going.

Hey.

It's going
to be all right.

No, no.

I have never--
W-What's happening with David

and then Tyler,
they just called and said

that he might not--

And I can't shake
this feeling.

Oh, my God,
what if they both die?

Penelope.

I don't know. Just...

Maybe if we lean
on each other,

we'll have the strength
to get through this together.

Yeah.

We can do that.

I want to do that.

I want to do that
because they need us.

They do. Okay?

Mm-hmm.

Me and you. Okay.

- Okay. We can do this.
- Have some-- Have some tea.

I will.

It's hot.

What is all this?

This is our
witness protection program.

Claire Lennox?
This looks real.

For all intents
and purposes, it is.

How did you get these?

I made them.
How?

It's not as hard
as you think.

I got involved with
some bad people

that have connections
to the government.

I'm talking to a lawyer
to get us out of it,

but it's going to
take some time.

Are you sure
we're safe here?

Yeah.

Wasn't it your old boss
who suggested that

we vacation in this place?

No. No.

I was going
to suggest it to him.

Remember? Th-That's what I told
you, 'cause I know the owner.

He knew my mother
really well.

We're going to be okay.

You just have
to trust me.

I know this is
very confusing.

- I'm scared, Mommy.
- I know.

Why won't you tell us
everything?

There's only
so much I know.

But your dad knows
how to keep us safe.

Does he?
Holly.

I mean, he has been
acting really weird.

He is.
And I don't get it.

You totally kicked him
out of the house

to get his
shit together.

But now you're cool.

Even if he's involved with like
a cartel or something?

Okay, your father
and I have been through

a lot recently,
mostly because he hasn't been

totally honest with
me or you.

But his heart
is in the right place.

And right now,
he needs our support.

We're going
to get through this.

I promise.

Now, go unpack
the kitchen for me.

Lee, you just
can't help it now?

You're getting sloppy.

I know you think
I'm an old dog,

but I've learned
a lot of new tricks.

What was that?
What a hero.

I think Dave figured out how to
mess with Voit's system.

- Were you recording it?
- You bet I was.

Let's patch in
Tara and Emily.

I know you think time
is running out for me,

but it's running out
for you.

Because, Lee, you thought
you could bury me

in the same place you
killed your old self.

But bodies often find
a way to the surface.

So when my team hunts you down,
I want you to know why you will

never outrun Lee Duval, even
though that's why you killed

your Uncle Cyrus and why you're
going to kill your family.

You are what you are,
always will be.

So, whether I live or die...

...you remember what I said.

Well, Marine Sergeant
Major Rossi, this better work.

Penelope Garcia
has been monitoring

the video link that
Voit sent us.

She now believes that Rossi
has disabled

Voit's communications with
the shipping container.

Why would he do that?

Knowing Dave, I suspect he's
figured out his own escape plan.

But even if he were to
get out of the container,

he'll probably find himself in
the middle of nowhere.

No question we still
need to find him,

but the best way to do that is
by tracking down Voit.

Based on your profile,
the Attorney General

doesn't want any blood on

the administration's
hands, so--

So now we are prepared to let
him and his family go.

Let him go?

It's the safest
course of action.

And we're confident
both Canada and Mexico

can and will extradite him
when the time comes.

Wait, wait, wait.

There's something
going on here.

What am I missing?

- Politics.
- Ms. Wilson.

That's what's going on.

Let's be real.

We're at a 50-50 split
in this country.

Any mistake by
the Department of Justice can

and will be weaponized
by one side or the other.

We cannot afford
another Ruby Ridge.

Certainly
not on our watch.

So we do nothing?

No.

When Voit makes contact
again, we will tell him--

I will tell him that
the BOLO has been rescinded.

Once he and his family are safe,
he'll tell us where Rossi is.

What makes you think Voit
will keep his word?

Well, it's like you said.
He's profiled me.

Which means giving me
Rossi's location

is going to be
the easy part.

Because it's seeing me
struggle with getting

Rossi out of that container
alive that's going to be

the fuck-you part for him.

So I do hope you're right

about Rossi getting
himself out of there.

Listen, I've been replaying
this recording of Rossi

over and over again,
and I keep thinking that

I'm missing something
he's trying to tell us.

Yes, my spidey sense says
the same thing.

I know that Rossi is trying
to get under Voit's skin,

but I'm starting to think
that calling him

Lee is for us as much as
it is for him.

How's that?

You think he's trying to say
that maybe Voit

isn't Voit anymore,
that he's reverting back

to the patterns
and behaviors of his past?

His past as Lee Duval.

Which might mean that
Rossi suspects

he'd unconsciously seek out
a hiding place,

a safe house where Lee Duval
would've been as comfortable

then as Voit and his family
would be now.

Okay, I--
Here's the thing.

I have done background
searches on Elias Voit

and Lee Duval all over
the Pacific Northwest,

and I've come up with
a huge amount of zilch.

Have you-- Have you tried
any surviving relatives

on his mother
or his father's side?

I'll give that a shot.

God damn it!

So you really gonna
give this jag-off

the satisfaction, huh?

Krystall.

David.

I've missed you
so much.

I missed you, too.

I'm sorry.
I-I-I wasn't able

to be there when they
lowered you into the ground.

I know, I know.

It wasn't fair.

We were just
getting started.

Yes, we were.

I've tried to
carry on without you,

but it's not the same.

It'll never be the same.

Ever.

But the truth is,
I'm not afraid anymore.

I'm ready to join you.

Part of why I love you, Dave,
is because you can be

a stubborn
jackass sometimes.

But I have never,
ever seen you quit.

It's just never been
in your nature.

Until now.

What are you
talking about?

Join me?

You're giving up.

Giving up?
I'm buried alive.

I-I-I'm running out of air,
I don't have

the physical strength
to dig myself out of here,

so it's not about
how I feel about myself.

It's a fact.

I'm going
to die down here.

Alone.

And all I can hope is that
I didn't die in vain.

I think I found something.

So, Lee Duval's mother's name
was Teresa.

It turns out she's Cyrus'
half-sister,

so her maiden name is Lennox.

Now, stay with me.

The Lennox family owned
property in Burney, California,

which has been in trust
for many years,

but what woke me up is
that the original trustee

is a lawyer named Jasper Voit,
who, according to

local records, was killed
in a car accident

along with his son Elias
in June of 2002.

That's the last year
we have any records

for Lee Duval anywhere.

And the first year
of any record of an Elias Voit

in the Seattle area.

Who's the trustee now?

Someone named David Lennox,

but I'm having a hard time
finding him.

Sounds to me like
another alias for Voit.

But, you know,
JJ and Will are only an hour

from that
property in Burney.

They can check out.

Hold on.

If you're correct
about that location,

I'll need to be there.

To negotiate
Voit's surrender.

His surrender?

I thought you were
considering letting him go.

W-We're not letting him go.
If he's there, we take him.

Look, there's not enough time
for you to get out there.

Just authorize JJ to negotiate
on the Bureau's behalf.

No.
I've already conferred

with the Attorney General
and the Director.

Nothing happens until
I get there.

Is that clear?

Crystal.

Hey, morning.
How'd you sleep?

Not great.

Girls, breakfast!

Uh, I have to ask
you about something.

Yeah. First, you got
to try these eggs.

I'm not hungry.

Harlow, Holly,
breakfast!

Um, girls, can you give me
and your dad a minute?

Okay.

I was unpacking
and I saw some dog collar

from a dog named Moose.

Moose. Yes, yes,
that was my boss' dog.

He died a few weeks ago.

Why do you have his collar?

Why does it matter?

It matters because
I don't trust you.

What?

That agent said you're
a "psychopath."

That doesn't make
any sense to me,

but I need to know
exactly why we are on the run

like we're criminals.

Sydney, calm down.

I'm-- Just tell
me the truth!

No, I will tell you what
I tell you when I want to

fucking tell you and then you
will do what I tell you!

Do you
understand that?!

Fuck!

Daddy, no!

Oh, damn it, Sydney.
What did you do?

Alright,
get in the bedroom.

What?
The bedroom. Go.

Go.

Just stay in here.

Bingo.

Family vehicle out front.

I'll head up there.

Deputy Director,
you can't just walk up there

and knock on the door.

We need to set a perimeter
and surveil the house.

We've had firsthand
experience with Voit's skill

at making
improvised explosives.

There's no telling
what he might've rigged

around this property.

I appreciate
your tactical concerns,

but what you don't realize
is I'm his way out.

This is no time for
being a hero.

Establish your
tactical positions.

I'll take care of Voit.

Who did you call?

I didn't call anybody.

Then who's outside?

Is it the police?

I don't know.

Yeah, I hope so, baby.

Well played, Deputy Director.

I see you called
in the cavalry.

Do I need to remind
you that Agent Rossi's fate

is still in my hands?

We know you've lost contact
with the container,

and I imagine by now
Agent Rossi has escaped.

Oh, but the Deputy Director
would like to

talk to you in person.

Voit!

Gold star indeed.

Aren't you going
to invite me in?

Luke, what's your status?

Voit just lowered his gun
and let Bailey walk right in.

And Bailey's radio is off.

Are we sure Bailey
and this cat Voit

don't have some
history together?

I mean, certainly none
that I can find.

I don't think this is about
them knowing each other so much

as it may be about
a secret they both share.

Wait, a secret between
the second highest official

in the FBI
and a serial killer?

I know, it's inconceivable,
but I did see

Bailey discussing
some kind of strategy

with the Attorney General
and Rebecca.

Rebecca?
Yes.

That is when I learned
they were prepared to let

Voit flee the country
with his family.

But what about Dave?

Bailey was confident
he could convince Voit

to tell us where he is.

I don't think so.

If Bailey thinks that
this is bigger than Voit,

do we really think he's going
to sacrifice Rossi

for national security?

I say we at least try
to get the wife and kids

out of there.

Copy that.

I'm not wearing a wire.

I know.

You know why I'm here, personally.

I do.

How do we fix this?

That depends.

Okay.

We're going to go
out the window.

Harlow, you're going to go
first, okay?

I have eyes on
Sydney Voit.

Back room,
double window.

I'll cover you.

She's got the girls
with her.

We can get them out
through the window.

Okay, come on.

The Attorney General
has granted me full authority

in this matter.

Of course,
because by my math,

there's only two people
who know about it.

Only you and me.

No!

Go!

Will!

Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm good.
Are you hit?

Yeah, I'm all right, though.

Cease fire!
Cease fire!

Drop the gun!

Drop the gun.

I have the right
to remain silent.

Anything I say can
and will be used against me

in a court of law.

I have the right to an attorney.

Rebecca.

I'm sorry, I can't
talk right now.

Douglas Bailey is dead.

What?

Voit shot him.

Oh, Jesus Christ.

Uh, listen.

Emily told me
what happened with the A.G.

And now we got
Voit in custody.

He's refusing to speak to
anyone but the A.G. herself.

And we're starting to think
that Rossi may not have

made it out of that container,
so you need to tell me

what the hell is
going on here.

Because if you don't,
I'm pretty sure we have

no chance of saving him.

I feel for you.

I honestly do,
but they're going--

What the hell
is Gold Star?

When Voit first spoke to Bailey,
he threw away some line

about Bailey being
the kind of guy who liked

to get the gold star.

Bailey reacted to it like
it was coded language.

What does it mean?

All I can say is
there are issues within

the D.O.J. that I cannot
and will not talk to you about.

Even to save
Rossi's life?

Don't you dare
put that on me.

I didn't ask
for any of this.

This guy kills
the Deputy Director

in cold blood, and he thinks
he can just speak

to the Attorney General?

Whether he thinks
he can talk to her or not,

he's invoked, so he's not
talking to us.

What about
his burner phone?

I-I ran that
burner's O.S.

through decryption software.

It detected
my intrusion and...

It took everything I had
to keep that encrypted data

from not self-deleting.

It-- It's gonna take me
weeks to retrieve it.

Does anyone have any idea
how long Dave

can survive down there?

Hopefully long enough
for us to find him.

There may be one person
who can talk to Voit right now.

The same person

who could persuade him
to tell us where Rossi is.

When they were
bringing me in here,

I passed one
of those boards.

July 9, 2013.

That was two days
before Harlow was born.

Two days before our daughter
was born, and he was...

Sydney.

I feel so stupid.

And I can see from
your face you can't

believe I didn't
see the signs.

None of this
is your fault.

Isn't it?

All the late nights and--
and the traveling and the...

The distance
and him shutting down.

I thought it was just
Elias being Elias.

I had no idea
he was capable of...

We are prepared to put
you and your daughters

in witness protection.

We also intend on
prosecuting all the crimes

under his birth name,
Lee Duval, not Elias Voit.

Which should give you
and your girls

a chance
at a real life.

But, Sydney,
we need your help.

David Rossi is still
being held hostage somewhere,

and we don't have
much time left.

You are the only person
Elias might talk to.

Just the thought
of seeing him makes me sick.

I-- I know.

I'm sorry I hurt you.

This?

This is what
you want to talk about?

No. It's not.

I know you want a "why."

And I wish I had one.

I need you to know
that I did everything possible

to protect you and the girls.

I never wanted the three people
I loved to see this part of me.

So you would rather
kill us than have us

learn that you were
a serial killer.

The FBI tell you
about witness protection,

about how they're going
to prosecute me as

Lee Duval instead
of Elias Voit?

About how that will
give you and the girls

a chance
at a normal life?

That's bullshit, Sydney.

No matter what,
everyone's going to know

that you were
married to me.

Everyone's going to know
that you bore my children.

And somehow you had
no idea what I was doing.

So this next part...

This next part's going
to be a living hell.

I'm sorry.

I came here to ask you,
where is Agent Rossi?

He tried
to save our family.

He doesn't matter.

Does 15 years matter?

Two children matter?

All those days
and nights together?

How do you expect me
to believe one moment

of that was real,
that you had genuine love

for me, for Holly,
for Harlow?

Show me that you're
capable of real feeling.

Show me that you're not
just some sociopath

who can mimic human emotions,
that our marriage was more

than just some
elaborate alibi.

Tell me,
where is David Rossi?

Take my hand.

Dance with me.

They're playing
our song.

From when we first met.

Do you believe there's
a plan for each of us?

I do.

So what happened to me

is part of that plan,
don't you think?

I hope so.

Hope?

I-I still feel like
I missed something.

Like I could've or should've
done something sooner.

That might've saved you.

Saved me from
my destiny?

Saved you from myself.

Given me a little more
time with you.

I feel like when we try
to impose our own will,

our own selfish will on things
that are out of our control,

we can get into trouble.

Don't you think
your giving up at this time

is you just trying to impose
your own selfish will?

Selfish?

You never dealt honestly with
your grief over my death,

and now you're
surrendering to it.

What are you
talking about?

You've lost faith
in your team.

That's not true.

Prove it.

You're their leader.

Never stop fighting.

♪ Only one for me

♪ And if you think you could

♪ Well, chances are your chances
are awfully good ♪

But it's my time.

Yes, David.

It's your time to live.

Dave!

I'm here!

I'm alive!

Is this heaven?

No.

Heaven doesn't
have plastic

or hospital gowns

or hospitals.

No offense to the healers in
this wonderful place.

That's a bummer.

I was hoping if I died,
then maybe there'd be

some kind of loophole
where I could somehow

be with you and...

...without the never-ending
guilt for the dumb thing I did.

Dumb.

Let's try dangerous
and boundary-breaking and...

You... tore my
trust asunder, sir.

I'm sorry.

I really am.

I know.
I know you are.

And I know
why you did it.

And I know that there
is a parallel reality

somewhere where this is
just a bump and--

and we live deliciously
ever after.

But, um...

Then there's this world.

♪ Growing distant

Where we keep
hurting each other.

♪ Could you listen?

Or... where I keep
hurting you.

Yeah.

And I can't
let that happen.

I-- I like
you too much.

I like me
too much to participate in that.

I've done a lot
of work on myself to make sure

I'm not that
person anymore.

♪ But please
don't get it twisted ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm over and out

♪ You stay on my mind
for too long ♪

♪ And I'm over and out

I hope you have just...

the most wonderful
rest of your life.

♪ I won't let it
hurt me anyway ♪

♪ But please don't
get it twisted ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm over and out

♪ You stay on my mind
for too long ♪

♪ And I'm over and out

Come here, you.

Thank God.

It was
a gorgeous service.

Emily, your eulogy
was beautiful.

Thank you.

I honestly don't know how
you found the words.

Yeah, I saw Bailey's
dad go up to you afterwards.

How'd that go?

Alright.

Despite whatever he thinks
about the government,

he just needed to know his
oldest child gave his life

for something good.

I know I was
tough on the guy.

But at the end of the day,
he was a comrade-in-arms

and died
in the line of duty.

To Doug Bailey.

Godspeed.

How you doing?
Mm.

I'm... mad,
and I'm sad and I-- Oh.

I fell into patterns
that I promised myself

I wouldn't fall back into,
but I did.

I guess, if people didn't,

we might all be
out of a job, right?

Yeah.

But I-- I did catch myself,
and I did course-correct.

What's that thing-- Oh.

What's that thing that
Emily Dickinson says?

"The heart wants what it wants,
or else it doesn't care."

You know Emily Dickinson?

I know that quote.

I have
a confession to make.

Yeah? What's that?

I liked it a lot better
when I didn't have to see you

in the line of fire.

Really?

I thought we were
a pretty good team out there.

Yeah.

Well, next time,
don't get shot.

Next time?

What did
the A.G. have to say?

You mean besides insinuating
that my criticisms of the way

Bailey handled
the Sicarius investigation

were what really pressured
him into taking matters

into his own hands?

You're kidding me.

Oh, I wish I was.

Wow, talk about deflection.

Yeah, that's
what I said to her.

Then she kicked me
out of her office.

Ladies, I don't mean
to intrude,

but you guys look like you're
still on the clock.

No. Sorry, it's--
We're just trying to understand

what happened
out there with Bailey.

Well, from what I read in
the After-Action Report,

I'd say, unfortunately,
his ego got the best of him.

Yeah, I mean, that's
definitely part of it.

Okay, what was not
in the report?

Gold Star.

It's clear.

Secure.

Floor is clear.