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[Music] did you know that eating an orange will

did you know that eating an orange will

did you know that eating an orange will improve your memory

improve your memory

improve your memory I remember when I was young I always got

I remember when I was young I always got

I remember when I was young I always got the words moment and memory mixed up

the words moment and memory mixed up

the words moment and memory mixed up that is a memory of fine see I know the

that is a memory of fine see I know the

that is a memory of fine see I know the difference now a moment is a situation

difference now a moment is a situation

difference now a moment is a situation that likely involves you but it doesn't

that likely involves you but it doesn't

that likely involves you but it doesn't revolve around you well a memory still

revolve around you well a memory still

revolve around you well a memory still moment that you share them with other

moment that you share them with other

moment that you share them with other people

people

people the Faculty of the brain by which

the Faculty of the brain by which

the Faculty of the brain by which information is stored and retrieved when

information is stored and retrieved when

information is stored and retrieved when needed but sometimes they creep up on

needed but sometimes they creep up on

needed but sometimes they creep up on you and you're doing everything you can

you and you're doing everything you can

you and you're doing everything you can not to recall them they're funny that

not to recall them they're funny that

not to recall them they're funny that way

way

way I remember the letter I'm sure you

I remember the letter I'm sure you

I remember the letter I'm sure you remember it even better since you told

remember it even better since you told

remember it even better since you told me it took you 12 drafts to perfect I

me it took you 12 drafts to perfect I

me it took you 12 drafts to perfect I [Music]

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[Music] remember the first time you called me

remember the first time you called me

remember the first time you called me here I was so nervous hello yeah yeah

here I was so nervous hello yeah yeah

here I was so nervous hello yeah yeah this is sir um sorry I just I'm I guess

this is sir um sorry I just I'm I guess

this is sir um sorry I just I'm I guess I'm not used to people like calling me

I'm not used to people like calling me

I'm not used to people like calling me nowadays so yeah I get it

nowadays so yeah I get it

nowadays so yeah I get it the first date

the first date

the first date I think watched is a very strong word

I think watched is a very strong word

I think watched is a very strong word it's not um journalism the thing and

it's not um journalism the thing and

it's not um journalism the thing and when you say weird

when you say weird

when you say weird I preferred interesting and adorable

I preferred interesting and adorable

I preferred interesting and adorable [Music]

how's the teeth ah how did you get them

how's the teeth ah how did you get them

how's the teeth ah how did you get them no in my binder magician never reveals

no in my binder magician never reveals

no in my binder magician never reveals her secrets meaning you have to work for

her secrets meaning you have to work for

her secrets meaning you have to work for them okay the first time you were

them okay the first time you were

them okay the first time you were vulnerable in front of me I just

vulnerable in front of me I just

vulnerable in front of me I just remember thinking it scared me

remember thinking it scared me

remember thinking it scared me I'll selfish because I thought that it

I'll selfish because I thought that it

I'll selfish because I thought that it meant my turn was next but all I

meant my turn was next but all I

meant my turn was next but all I remember thinking was feeling too

remember thinking was feeling too

remember thinking was feeling too protective how are you too soon he's

protective how are you too soon he's

protective how are you too soon he's constantly first speaking Spanish so

constantly first speaking Spanish so

constantly first speaking Spanish so they didn't teach it to me because they

they didn't teach it to me because they

they didn't teach it to me because they didn't want me to go through that but I

didn't want me to go through that but I

didn't want me to go through that but I think it's important to know who you are

think it's important to know who you are

think it's important to know who you are and at this point I'm just trying to

and at this point I'm just trying to

and at this point I'm just trying to trying to reclaim that you know you

trying to reclaim that you know you

trying to reclaim that you know you didn't find my note creepy

didn't find my note creepy

didn't find my note creepy [Music]

oh my god no I just okay I didn't say

oh my god no I just okay I didn't say

oh my god no I just okay I didn't say anything

anything

anything what we're not no it wasn't creepy at

what we're not no it wasn't creepy at

what we're not no it wasn't creepy at all me a dancer I just observed you know

all me a dancer I just observed you know

all me a dancer I just observed you know about really come back I'm not gonna

about really come back I'm not gonna

about really come back I'm not gonna observe you anymore so do you do this

observe you anymore so do you do this

observe you anymore so do you do this with everybody

with everybody

with everybody do you take everybody down dark alleys

do you take everybody down dark alleys

do you take everybody down dark alleys you took me down in dark alley

you took me down in dark alley

you took me down in dark alley no I didn't it was very well yeah so

no I didn't it was very well yeah so

no I didn't it was very well yeah so what's next I have to work in the

what's next I have to work in the

what's next I have to work in the morning hiding that's the wrong answer

morning hiding that's the wrong answer

morning hiding that's the wrong answer the first kiss that almost didn't happen

get on say you do

she asks you wanna date you kiss her hey

she asks you wanna date you kiss her hey

she asks you wanna date you kiss her hey where's your Park

and when it did I held my breath for 2

and when it did I held my breath for 2

and when it did I held my breath for 2 minutes and 30 seconds

minutes and 30 seconds

minutes and 30 seconds longer than we both expected I'm sure

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the moments after and when I finally

the moments after and when I finally

the moments after and when I finally remembered to breathe again

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[Music] however glasses this week ah they're

however glasses this week ah they're

however glasses this week ah they're fine not great is good yeah yeah one of

fine not great is good yeah yeah one of

fine not great is good yeah yeah one of my one of my professor is gonna put my

my one of my professor is gonna put my

my one of my professor is gonna put my name in for this journalism opportunity

name in for this journalism opportunity

name in for this journalism opportunity in Mexico and they got me to the second

in Mexico and they got me to the second

in Mexico and they got me to the second round

round

round what that's amazing yeah that's cool

what that's amazing yeah that's cool

what that's amazing yeah that's cool the subsequent dates were everything was

the subsequent dates were everything was

the subsequent dates were everything was new and we were learning things together

25 light years away and that basically

25 light years away and that basically

25 light years away and that basically means they're about it yeah I just the

means they're about it yeah I just the

means they're about it yeah I just the next closest

next closest

next closest 8,000 years to get to the Sun which is

8,000 years to get to the Sun which is

8,000 years to get to the Sun which is the closest star so if you think about

the closest star so if you think about

the closest star so if you think about that I mean if we could get there did

that I mean if we could get there did

that I mean if we could get there did you take a shot of me Nicole no I just

you take a shot of me Nicole no I just

you take a shot of me Nicole no I just like started okay I'm in pretty cool

like started okay I'm in pretty cool

like started okay I'm in pretty cool done I don't know it's kind of sad when

done I don't know it's kind of sad when

done I don't know it's kind of sad when I say it out loud like they're so lonely

I say it out loud like they're so lonely

I say it out loud like they're so lonely billions of miles apart from each other

billions of miles apart from each other

billions of miles apart from each other isn't that crazy like I always think

isn't that crazy like I always think

isn't that crazy like I always think about that in a span of the nerver

about that in a span of the nerver

about that in a span of the nerver you see that constellation right there

you see that constellation right there

you see that constellation right there yeah

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I didn't feel the room okay or even

I didn't feel the room okay or even

I didn't feel the room okay or even soothing about what are you doing about

soothing about what are you doing about

soothing about what are you doing about the view he's beautiful

the view he's beautiful

the view he's beautiful [Music]

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[Music] thanks for coming

thanks for coming

thanks for coming thank you for dropping some knowledge on

thank you for dropping some knowledge on

thank you for dropping some knowledge on me yeah

me yeah

me yeah I literally just stuck to profitable

I literally just stuck to profitable

I literally just stuck to profitable things yeah my my dad used to take us

things yeah my my dad used to take us

things yeah my my dad used to take us out me and the siblings you know often

out me and the siblings you know often

out me and the siblings you know often or what did you what did y'all do have

or what did you what did y'all do have

or what did you what did y'all do have to drive maybe like 40 minutes to get

to drive maybe like 40 minutes to get

to drive maybe like 40 minutes to get like a really awesome view of the stars

like a really awesome view of the stars

like a really awesome view of the stars it was so cool but yeah my mom never

it was so cool but yeah my mom never

it was so cool but yeah my mom never liked doing it and I never knew knew why

liked doing it and I never knew knew why

liked doing it and I never knew knew why and I don't know I was always so

and I don't know I was always so

and I don't know I was always so confused by it like you're great to the

confused by it like you're great to the

confused by it like you're great to the coyness how I didn't ever fully

coyness how I didn't ever fully

coyness how I didn't ever fully appreciate the way I would speak around

appreciate the way I would speak around

appreciate the way I would speak around the truth because you were still a

the truth because you were still a

the truth because you were still a stranger to me and I to you thank you

in the slow progression of telling you

in the slow progression of telling you

in the slow progression of telling you everything on my mind three out of five

everything on my mind three out of five

everything on my mind three out of five okay I guess I'm on like a couple so

okay I guess I'm on like a couple so

okay I guess I'm on like a couple so yeah okay I feel it's weird because we

yeah okay I feel it's weird because we

yeah okay I feel it's weird because we can start over like any time with

can start over like any time with

can start over like any time with someone new meeting you was that I saw

someone new meeting you was that I saw

someone new meeting you was that I saw you in person yeah and I saw your little

you in person yeah and I saw your little

you in person yeah and I saw your little things that you do and people are

things that you do and people are

things that you do and people are complicated like you have to let them

complicated like you have to let them

complicated like you have to let them breathe and I I just feel like it's kind

breathe and I I just feel like it's kind

breathe and I I just feel like it's kind of retreat people disposable I guess I

of retreat people disposable I guess I

of retreat people disposable I guess I don't want to feel supposable I guess so

don't want to feel supposable I guess so

don't want to feel supposable I guess so I don't want anything yeah what are

I don't want anything yeah what are

I don't want anything yeah what are you're playing a 10-year goal so is this

you're playing a 10-year goal so is this

you're playing a 10-year goal so is this something that you would ask me on that

something that you would ask me on that

something that you would ask me on that traveling like I'd love to travel but

traveling like I'd love to travel but

traveling like I'd love to travel but with work I don't know yeah how that

with work I don't know yeah how that

with work I don't know yeah how that would happen

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[Music] be careful just like

be careful just like

be careful just like [Music]

no we used to come here like I don't

no we used to come here like I don't

no we used to come here like I don't know like at least once a month and my

know like at least once a month and my

know like at least once a month and my dad would give me like this [ __ ] ton of

dad would give me like this [ __ ] ton of

dad would give me like this [ __ ] ton of cotton candy and get me like all riled

cotton candy and get me like all riled

cotton candy and get me like all riled up and then afterward no no he had a

up and then afterward no no he had a

up and then afterward no no he had a method though cuz I would just be like a

method though cuz I would just be like a

method though cuz I would just be like a super hyper kid so he would give me more

super hyper kid so he would give me more

super hyper kid so he would give me more cotton candy and then after I got on

cotton candy and then after I got on

cotton candy and then after I got on this I'd be out like my peak hyperness

this I'd be out like my peak hyperness

this I'd be out like my peak hyperness and then I would just crash after we can

and then I would just crash after we can

and then I would just crash after we can just go home this isn't bad okay it's

just go home this isn't bad okay it's

just go home this isn't bad okay it's gonna be okay

gonna be okay

gonna be okay the intensity of wanting someone so much

the intensity of wanting someone so much

the intensity of wanting someone so much that it barely seems to make any sense

that it barely seems to make any sense

that it barely seems to make any sense but you don't want to piece it together

but you don't want to piece it together

but you don't want to piece it together for the mere sacredness of finally

for the mere sacredness of finally

for the mere sacredness of finally understanding intuition over rational

understanding intuition over rational

understanding intuition over rational thinking

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[Music] and the awkwardness that just like that

and the awkwardness that just like that

and the awkwardness that just like that dissipates

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[Music] we haven't seen each other drug No

we haven't seen each other drug No

we haven't seen each other drug No I'm a cheap drunk so like this is no no

I'm a cheap drunk so like this is no no

I'm a cheap drunk so like this is no no obliterated after one beer

obliterated after one beer

obliterated after one beer [Music]

the first time

the first time

the first time [Music]

the many times thereafter

the many times thereafter

the many times thereafter [Music]

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[Music] letting go of the hand and smiling from

letting go of the hand and smiling from

letting go of the hand and smiling from across the room

that later led to the first drunken

that later led to the first drunken

that later led to the first drunken fight

fight

fight [Music]

then something I had never experienced

then something I had never experienced

then something I had never experienced before your willingness to come back

before your willingness to come back

before your willingness to come back [Music]

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[Music] the first trip

yeah we're trying to ease that snow

yeah we're trying to ease that snow

yeah we're trying to ease that snow that's no yeah how do I just spread that

that's no yeah how do I just spread that

that's no yeah how do I just spread that thing thank you is it gonna be safe here

thing thank you is it gonna be safe here

thing thank you is it gonna be safe here I think we're all born very pure right

I think we're all born very pure right

I think we're all born very pure right yeah that like all this negative [ __ ]

yeah that like all this negative [ __ ]

yeah that like all this negative [ __ ] just gets hammered into us by like

just gets hammered into us by like

just gets hammered into us by like society or parents or whatever obviously

society or parents or whatever obviously

society or parents or whatever obviously everyone is different everyone reacts

everyone is different everyone reacts

everyone is different everyone reacts different but there's like the singular

different but there's like the singular

different but there's like the singular similarity

similarity

similarity it's rihanna's am I going this way sorry

sorry yeah I just wait to hear yeah okay

sorry yeah I just wait to hear yeah okay

sorry yeah I just wait to hear yeah okay I think we're going the wrong way

I think we're going the wrong way

I think we're going the wrong way really yeah okay yeah we are going the

really yeah okay yeah we are going the

really yeah okay yeah we are going the right way oh good yeah let's keep

right way oh good yeah let's keep

right way oh good yeah let's keep rerouting Oh God

rerouting Oh God

rerouting Oh God that led to the first cuz I love you you

that led to the first cuz I love you you

that led to the first cuz I love you you know

know

know oh wait what is that okay

I love you too emotional see I don't

I love you too emotional see I don't

I love you too emotional see I don't know what just hate it again I love you

know what just hate it again I love you

know what just hate it again I love you I just want you to know you know we've

I just want you to know you know we've

I just want you to know you know we've been talking about just growing up and

been talking about just growing up and

been talking about just growing up and my mom in the rush know

I think we have to like oh my god we are

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yeah we definitely need it did you hear

yeah we definitely need it did you hear

yeah we definitely need it did you hear that hungry no it's a plane yeah

marshmallows you could but I think we

marshmallows you could but I think we

marshmallows you could but I think we should give them a different start date

should give them a different start date

should give them a different start date and say this is so amateurish of you oh

and say this is so amateurish of you oh

and say this is so amateurish of you oh you know I don't drink alcohol look at

you know I don't drink alcohol look at

you know I don't drink alcohol look at your tux oh my god you're fired you're

your tux oh my god you're fired you're

your tux oh my god you're fired you're fired before you even start god oh yeah

fired before you even start god oh yeah

fired before you even start god oh yeah look at me I can kick the the log

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next time yeah I respected yeah you do

next time yeah I respected yeah you do

next time yeah I respected yeah you do yeah

yeah

yeah do you like I guess if I have to so no

do you like I guess if I have to so no

do you like I guess if I have to so no [Music]

the monumental moments in the smaller

the monumental moments in the smaller

the monumental moments in the smaller ones that meant even more

that way I can make the best out of it

that way I can make the best out of it

that way I can make the best out of it you know yeah and I

oh my god go then come into Malaya you

oh my god go then come into Malaya you

oh my god go then come into Malaya you made this room and then when it got hard

made this room and then when it got hard

made this room and then when it got hard hmm

hmm

hmm come with me I can't

plus if you look at it this way we're

plus if you look at it this way we're

plus if you look at it this way we're making more money than most people our

making more money than most people our

making more money than most people our age yeah but what does that have to do

age yeah but what does that have to do

age yeah but what does that have to do with anything I didn't catch you

with anything I didn't catch you

with anything I didn't catch you obviously but I was just thinking about

obviously but I was just thinking about

obviously but I was just thinking about you and I really really miss you but I

you and I really really miss you but I

you and I really really miss you but I know that you're doing amazing things I

know that you're doing amazing things I

know that you're doing amazing things I really miss you

please send me a photo of yourself so I

please send me a photo of yourself so I

please send me a photo of yourself so I know you look the same

I'm sorry I [ __ ] you replay your message

I'm sorry I [ __ ] you replay your message

I'm sorry I [ __ ] you replay your message that's one to continue recording press

that's one to continue recording press

that's one to continue recording press two to delete and rerecord your message

two to delete and rerecord your message

two to delete and rerecord your message press three for delivery options at the

press three for delivery options at the

press three for delivery options at the tone please continue recording your

tone please continue recording your

tone please continue recording your message I love you

message I love you

message I love you [Music]

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[Music] but it was always worth it

but it was always worth it

but it was always worth it [Music]