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did you know that eating an orange will

did you know that eating an orange will
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improve your memory

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I remember when I was young I always got

I remember when I was young I always got
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the words moment and memory mixed up

the words moment and memory mixed up
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that is a memory of fine see I know the

that is a memory of fine see I know the
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difference now a moment is a situation

difference now a moment is a situation
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that likely involves you but it doesn't

that likely involves you but it doesn't
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revolve around you well a memory still

revolve around you well a memory still
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moment that you share them with other

moment that you share them with other
people

people

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the Faculty of the brain by which

the Faculty of the brain by which
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information is stored and retrieved when

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needed but sometimes they creep up on

needed but sometimes they creep up on
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you and you're doing everything you can

you and you're doing everything you can
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not to recall them they're funny that

not to recall them they're funny that
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I remember the letter I'm sure you

I remember the letter I'm sure you
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remember it even better since you told

remember it even better since you told
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me it took you 12 drafts to perfect I

me it took you 12 drafts to perfect I
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remember the first time you called me

remember the first time you called me
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here I was so nervous hello yeah yeah

here I was so nervous hello yeah yeah
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this is sir um sorry I just I'm I guess

this is sir um sorry I just I'm I guess
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I'm not used to people like calling me

I'm not used to people like calling me
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nowadays so yeah I get it

nowadays so yeah I get it
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the first date

the first date
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I think watched is a very strong word

I think watched is a very strong word
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it's not um journalism the thing and

it's not um journalism the thing and
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when you say weird

when you say weird
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I preferred interesting and adorable

I preferred interesting and adorable
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how's the teeth ah how did you get them

how's the teeth ah how did you get them
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no in my binder magician never reveals

no in my binder magician never reveals
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her secrets meaning you have to work for

her secrets meaning you have to work for
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them okay the first time you were

them okay the first time you were
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vulnerable in front of me I just

vulnerable in front of me I just
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remember thinking it scared me

remember thinking it scared me
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I'll selfish because I thought that it

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meant my turn was next but all I

meant my turn was next but all I
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remember thinking was feeling too

remember thinking was feeling too
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protective how are you too soon he's

protective how are you too soon he's
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constantly first speaking Spanish so

constantly first speaking Spanish so
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they didn't teach it to me because they

they didn't teach it to me because they
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didn't want me to go through that but I

didn't want me to go through that but I
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think it's important to know who you are

think it's important to know who you are
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and at this point I'm just trying to

and at this point I'm just trying to
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trying to reclaim that you know you

trying to reclaim that you know you
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didn't find my note creepy

didn't find my note creepy
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oh my god no I just okay I didn't say

oh my god no I just okay I didn't say
anything

anything

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what we're not no it wasn't creepy at

what we're not no it wasn't creepy at
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all me a dancer I just observed you know

all me a dancer I just observed you know
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about really come back I'm not gonna

about really come back I'm not gonna
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observe you anymore so do you do this

observe you anymore so do you do this
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with everybody

with everybody
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do you take everybody down dark alleys

do you take everybody down dark alleys
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you took me down in dark alley

you took me down in dark alley
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no I didn't it was very well yeah so

no I didn't it was very well yeah so
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what's next I have to work in the

what's next I have to work in the
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morning hiding that's the wrong answer

morning hiding that's the wrong answer
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she asks you wanna date you kiss her hey

she asks you wanna date you kiss her hey
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and when it did I held my breath for 2

and when it did I held my breath for 2
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minutes and 30 seconds

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the moments after and when I finally

the moments after and when I finally
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however glasses this week ah they're

however glasses this week ah they're
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fine not great is good yeah yeah one of

fine not great is good yeah yeah one of
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my one of my professor is gonna put my

my one of my professor is gonna put my
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name in for this journalism opportunity

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in Mexico and they got me to the second

in Mexico and they got me to the second
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what that's amazing yeah that's cool

what that's amazing yeah that's cool
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the subsequent dates were everything was

the subsequent dates were everything was
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25 light years away and that basically

25 light years away and that basically
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means they're about it yeah I just the

means they're about it yeah I just the
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next closest

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8,000 years to get to the Sun which is

8,000 years to get to the Sun which is
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the closest star so if you think about

the closest star so if you think about
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that I mean if we could get there did

that I mean if we could get there did
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you take a shot of me Nicole no I just

you take a shot of me Nicole no I just
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like started okay I'm in pretty cool

like started okay I'm in pretty cool
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done I don't know it's kind of sad when

done I don't know it's kind of sad when
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I say it out loud like they're so lonely

I say it out loud like they're so lonely
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billions of miles apart from each other

billions of miles apart from each other
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isn't that crazy like I always think

isn't that crazy like I always think
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about that in a span of the nerver

about that in a span of the nerver
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you see that constellation right there

you see that constellation right there
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I didn't feel the room okay or even

I didn't feel the room okay or even
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soothing about what are you doing about

soothing about what are you doing about
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the view he's beautiful

the view he's beautiful
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thanks for coming

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thank you for dropping some knowledge on

thank you for dropping some knowledge on
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me yeah

me yeah
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I literally just stuck to profitable

I literally just stuck to profitable
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things yeah my my dad used to take us

things yeah my my dad used to take us
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out me and the siblings you know often

out me and the siblings you know often
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or what did you what did y'all do have

or what did you what did y'all do have
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to drive maybe like 40 minutes to get

to drive maybe like 40 minutes to get
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like a really awesome view of the stars

like a really awesome view of the stars
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it was so cool but yeah my mom never

it was so cool but yeah my mom never
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liked doing it and I never knew knew why

liked doing it and I never knew knew why
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and I don't know I was always so

and I don't know I was always so
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confused by it like you're great to the

confused by it like you're great to the
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coyness how I didn't ever fully

coyness how I didn't ever fully
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appreciate the way I would speak around

appreciate the way I would speak around
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the truth because you were still a

the truth because you were still a
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in the slow progression of telling you

in the slow progression of telling you
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everything on my mind three out of five

everything on my mind three out of five
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okay I guess I'm on like a couple so

okay I guess I'm on like a couple so
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yeah okay I feel it's weird because we

yeah okay I feel it's weird because we
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can start over like any time with

can start over like any time with
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someone new meeting you was that I saw

someone new meeting you was that I saw
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you in person yeah and I saw your little

you in person yeah and I saw your little
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things that you do and people are

things that you do and people are
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complicated like you have to let them

complicated like you have to let them
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breathe and I I just feel like it's kind

breathe and I I just feel like it's kind
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of retreat people disposable I guess I

of retreat people disposable I guess I
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don't want to feel supposable I guess so

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I don't want anything yeah what are

I don't want anything yeah what are
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you're playing a 10-year goal so is this

you're playing a 10-year goal so is this
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something that you would ask me on that

something that you would ask me on that
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traveling like I'd love to travel but

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with work I don't know yeah how that

with work I don't know yeah how that
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no we used to come here like I don't

no we used to come here like I don't
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know like at least once a month and my

know like at least once a month and my
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dad would give me like this [ __ ] ton of

dad would give me like this [ __ ] ton of
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cotton candy and get me like all riled

cotton candy and get me like all riled
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up and then afterward no no he had a

up and then afterward no no he had a
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method though cuz I would just be like a

method though cuz I would just be like a
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super hyper kid so he would give me more

super hyper kid so he would give me more
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cotton candy and then after I got on

cotton candy and then after I got on
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this I'd be out like my peak hyperness

this I'd be out like my peak hyperness
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and then I would just crash after we can

and then I would just crash after we can
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just go home this isn't bad okay it's

just go home this isn't bad okay it's
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gonna be okay

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the intensity of wanting someone so much

the intensity of wanting someone so much
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that it barely seems to make any sense

that it barely seems to make any sense
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but you don't want to piece it together

but you don't want to piece it together
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for the mere sacredness of finally

for the mere sacredness of finally
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understanding intuition over rational

understanding intuition over rational
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and the awkwardness that just like that

and the awkwardness that just like that
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we haven't seen each other drug No

we haven't seen each other drug No
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I'm a cheap drunk so like this is no no

I'm a cheap drunk so like this is no no
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obliterated after one beer

obliterated after one beer
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the first time

the first time
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the many times thereafter

the many times thereafter
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letting go of the hand and smiling from

letting go of the hand and smiling from
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that later led to the first drunken

that later led to the first drunken
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fight

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then something I had never experienced

then something I had never experienced
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before your willingness to come back

before your willingness to come back
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yeah we're trying to ease that snow

yeah we're trying to ease that snow
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that's no yeah how do I just spread that

that's no yeah how do I just spread that
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thing thank you is it gonna be safe here

thing thank you is it gonna be safe here
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I think we're all born very pure right

I think we're all born very pure right
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yeah that like all this negative [ __ ]

yeah that like all this negative [ __ ]
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just gets hammered into us by like

just gets hammered into us by like
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society or parents or whatever obviously

society or parents or whatever obviously
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everyone is different everyone reacts

everyone is different everyone reacts
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different but there's like the singular

different but there's like the singular
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similarity

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sorry yeah I just wait to hear yeah okay

sorry yeah I just wait to hear yeah okay
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I think we're going the wrong way

I think we're going the wrong way
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really yeah okay yeah we are going the

really yeah okay yeah we are going the
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right way oh good yeah let's keep

right way oh good yeah let's keep
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rerouting Oh God

rerouting Oh God
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that led to the first cuz I love you you

that led to the first cuz I love you you
know

know

know
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I love you too emotional see I don't

I love you too emotional see I don't
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know what just hate it again I love you

know what just hate it again I love you
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I just want you to know you know we've

I just want you to know you know we've
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been talking about just growing up and

been talking about just growing up and
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yeah we definitely need it did you hear

yeah we definitely need it did you hear
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marshmallows you could but I think we

marshmallows you could but I think we
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should give them a different start date

should give them a different start date
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and say this is so amateurish of you oh

and say this is so amateurish of you oh
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you know I don't drink alcohol look at

you know I don't drink alcohol look at
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your tux oh my god you're fired you're

your tux oh my god you're fired you're
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fired before you even start god oh yeah

fired before you even start god oh yeah
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next time yeah I respected yeah you do

next time yeah I respected yeah you do
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yeah

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do you like I guess if I have to so no

do you like I guess if I have to so no
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the monumental moments in the smaller

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that way I can make the best out of it

that way I can make the best out of it
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oh my god go then come into Malaya you

oh my god go then come into Malaya you
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made this room and then when it got hard

made this room and then when it got hard
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plus if you look at it this way we're

plus if you look at it this way we're
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making more money than most people our

making more money than most people our
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age yeah but what does that have to do

age yeah but what does that have to do
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with anything I didn't catch you

with anything I didn't catch you
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obviously but I was just thinking about

obviously but I was just thinking about
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you and I really really miss you but I

you and I really really miss you but I
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know that you're doing amazing things I

know that you're doing amazing things I
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please send me a photo of yourself so I

please send me a photo of yourself so I
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I'm sorry I [ __ ] you replay your message

I'm sorry I [ __ ] you replay your message
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that's one to continue recording press

that's one to continue recording press
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two to delete and rerecord your message

two to delete and rerecord your message
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press three for delivery options at the

press three for delivery options at the
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tone please continue recording your

tone please continue recording your
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message I love you

message I love you
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but it was always worth it

but it was always worth it
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