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Jj'

Uh,
transpon', what'syoursz'az'us?

You really wanna help the
governor pardon a murderer?

The guy killed a cop. He started
the most vicious latino gang in DC.

Manny trl'i/o /'5
the or/g/ha/ gangster.

He's responsible for
half the crack trade in DC.

Guys like that don't change.

Well, not generally, no.

Which is why this case
is so interesting.

You have a visitor.
Lieutenant 60 vernor g old/h.

I hear he's bringing friends.

You gonna kiss the
governor's ass again, or what?

Huh .7 pucker up, ese.

Dr. Lightman.
I'm lieutenant governor goldin.

Mr. Trillo's on his way.

The go vernor rea/lv wan ts to make
him the poster ho y for early release?

Manny trillo was up for a nobel prize
for the antigang work he's done in here.

We believe he can do
even more on the outs/o'e.

Well, one in eve/y
700 Americans is /n prison.

I can't understand why the governor
wants him for a poster boy, right?

Of course, before we issue any pardon,
the governor wants to make sure...

Mr. Trillo is
truly rehabilitated.

That's why you're here.

I think you should get him
out of there. — excuse me?

Get him out of there right now.

Get down to the ground! Get down
to the ground right now! Stay down!

J dream, send me a sign j

j turn back the clock j

j give me some time j

j I need to break out j

j make a new name j

j let's open our eyes j

j to the brand-new dayjj

You know, / treateo'
a few firefighters in grad school

it's amazing what these
guys have to deal with.

You got a bit of
a fireman thing, huh?

I'm just saying these
guys are heroes. Uh-huh.

Is it the helmets? I mean,
even I like the helmets.

Dr. Foster.

I'm Mike Adams with
the national fire safety board.

Hi.

Is that for the firefighter who
was killed last week? Yep.

Eric Mitchell hao' less
than a year on the job.

His grandfather served for 30 years
on the 23rd engine company.

He stops by almost every day.
Mr. Mitchell.

These are the people from that firm
I was telling you about.

Well, I'm glad someone is trying to
find out what really happened to my boy.

I'm sorry about your grandson.

Thisjust couldn't have been an accident.

We're gonna do everything we can to
figure out what happened, Mr. Mitchell.

So that's what it takes
to get the feds involved...

A grieving relative.

We investigate anytime
a firefighter's killed on the job.

The building fire was a bad one.

Two-alarm Blaze.

Eric Mitchell and his company
went in, did a prel/mina/y sweep.

Now, Eric came out with a kid.

Then he headed back /n.

The company got separated.

They didn't find Eric's body
until they'd put out the fire.

So the fire didn't kill him?

The coroner couldn't find
a cause ofdeath.

Eric's burns had
no inflamed edges.

He was dead before the fire
even got to him.

It's unusual, and
it raises the poss/b/lizy...

That another firefighter killed him
and left him there to burn.

/hired you because
ifsomeone is lying...

About what happened in that fire, I
need to know. That won't be easy.

A firehouse is
a behavioral in—group.

They become more cohesive
in the face ofadversity.

Isthatso? [Flhkejc7uefhhwv0m4
lieutenant Clayton.

You know, that shrink mumbo jumbo
won't get you or with our boys.

That's why I won't be
interviewing the men.

Dr. Lightman will be conducting
the interviews? No, no.

We'll get the most deception leakage
from these firemen...

If they're interviewed by someone
that they respect.

So we won't be asking
the questions. You will.

Name? David caddick.

And how long have you
been a firefighter? Eight years.

Anything notable?

Well, caddick's okay.

But Clayton is biting
his lip, tugging at his ear.

Showing an increase in
manipulators. It's a sign ofanxiety.

- The lieutenant's nervous?
- Yeah, it's normal

he's already lost one man. The last
thing he wants to do is indict another.

Tell us about the fire. — our
truck, truck five, responded right away.

We started searching.
We followed procedure.

One man on the wall.
A human chain.

Wall comes down.
Screaming across the hall.

Suddenly, we're all in
different directions. — we split up.

I was low on oxygen.

So I cleared a couple of
rooms, and then I hit the door.

And I didn't see Eric again.

I got down the hall, found
an exit. I didn't see Eric again.

I checked the stairwell. I left the
building. I didn't see Eric again.

Their stories were
consistent. They were.

Can you pull up the response
latency analysis? — response latency?

That's the time between when a
question is asked and the answer is given.

Tell us about the fire.

The alarm went off at 3:00 am.

Tell us about the fire. We
got the call around 3:00 am.

Tell us about the fire. Must've
been about 3:00 in the morning.

Response time is undera second

now, if they were lying,
they'd be longer, right?

Uh, people think you take
longer to respond ifyou're lying,

but that's just if
the lie is spontaneous.

Ifa lie is prepared ahead of time,
you're eager to get it over with.

So which one of 'em is lying?

They all are. Something
happened in that fire.

And from the looks of it,
every one of them was involved.

T ockdo wn commences...

This was the second
attempt on Manny trillo '5 life this month.

Tensions between la salva and
trillo's old gang have escalated.

Trillo's been speaking out.
A lot ofguys want him dead.

The only thing worse than
the street violence we'll see,

iftrillo is killed in prison,
is the violence we see...

If he takes over El puno again.

The governor believes
trillo's changed.

He thinks he could do some
real good on the outside.

But we need to know
he's telling the truth...

That he is not
gomg back to gang life.

All right. More than happy to
put my reputation on the line.

First couple ofyears here,
I was angry.

So / took on
the other prisoners.

I took on the guards.
I did a lot of solitary.

It got so bad,

I started stealing books from the
prison library and carrying them around.

I wouldn't have picked you
for a bookworm.

That much time in the hole,

I read anything I could
get my hands on.

Gardening manuals,
economic textbooks,

Spanish poetry.

“There is no cry of pain
without, at its end, an echo of joy.”

Ramon de campoamor.

I read that, and...

I don't know.

I caused so much pain.
Whatjoy could come from that?

And then I'd realized,
I had to be thejoy.

That's a charming story.

Do you mind? I missed lunch.

So you're saying
that you regret what you did?

All I cared about
was the power, the money.

And I took a life.

Just one?

I ruined the lives
of many young latinos.

Kids who could've had a chance.

Do you have any...

Plans, you know,
for after prison?

I have a plan for street peace.

We need a social agenda
for the barrio.

I've been stabbed twice
in the last month.

Fifteen stitches this morning.

My life is in your hands.

I couldn't agree more.

Do you think it might be helpful to
clue me in to your little experiments?

No.

Gang leaders like trillo learn
early that respect is key to survival.

They need to respond
to perceived disrespect.

And it becomes what we
call an emotional trigger.

He needs me to believe
that he's reformed.

But when I talked to him with
my mouth full, this is what we get.

Nostrils flared, lips tightened.

Anger /mean,
he can't control himself

disrespect is still a trigger.

You're saying trillo hasn't
changed? Not necessan'ly

when he talks about his past,
he shows us something else.

And I took a life.

Shame.

He's truly ashamed
for what he's done.

Yeah, but the anger trigger— No.

That's a survival trigger.

And they're really hard to turn off.
Doesn't mean he hasn't changed though.

You need to compare this to an
emotional baseline. Old videos.

Call the governor's office and see if
they have anything that they can send over.

Preferably before someone
sticks another fork in Mr. Trillo.

Yeah. No problem.

You see that?

You think you made the right
call putting her on this case?

Who wouldn't wanna be on this case?
Evolution generally takes millennia,

but change in a lifetime,
now... that's something to see.

All the naturals that we have
seen, they share two traits.

They are uneducated, and...

And the other trait should have nothing
to do with the scientific question...

Of whether a man
can evolve. Yes.

But psychologically, if she has
dealt with a history ofviolence...

Hey, if she has strong feelings about trillo,
then she has to learn to put them aside.

So I guess if someone's
gotta teach her...

How to avoid her feelings,
then you're the most qualified?

Anything else I can do for you?

I do need some help
with my, uh, my firefighters.

Well, all three firemen
showed increased manipulators.

But only two of them showed
microexpressions of fear.

Well, take me through the
one that didn't show fear.

Uh, I thought we were looking for the
guy most likely to tell us what happened.

We are. — okay. Doug Donovan.

No increased anxiety.
No notable s/gns of...

Stop it there.
Take it back three seconds.

All right, freeze it
there. Cheeks raised.

Lip corners depressed.
— remorse.

Maybe he knows something.

Maybe the group
is forcing him to lie.

Well, he's the one that
you want to focus on.

Monkey with
the interview conditions.

Keep him with someone
he respects. Use the chief.

The more guilty he feels, the more
likely he is to tell you what he knows.

Training drill.
1500 beecham drive.

Truck five! Go, go, go!

All right,
probies. Stay together.

Keep your eyes on the man
in front of you. Hold your line,

and do not lose contact
with the wall.

Probie, get back in the line!

Wallace, take over. Probie!

Probie! Probie!

Chief morrow?

What the...

It didn't work out like this
for Mitchell, did it?

You saved the chief.
Why didn't you save him?

You're not the type of guy
to leave a man behind.

Hey, we know
how guilty you feel.

There must be a good reason
you've lied.

Come on. Why won't you
tell us what happened?

I left him.

I found him in the fire.
I'm supposed to pull him out.

The flames had already
got to him.

But I'm supposed
to pull him out.

I'm just as guilty
as those other guys.

What other guys?

The ones who were hazing him.

According to Mr. Donovan, your men have been
involved in some pretty extensive hazing.

He wouldn't say
who was involved,

but it went beyond
the silent treatment.

Baking soda showers, bottle
rockets in the bathroom stalls.

- Did you know Eric Mitchell had a
severe peanut allergy? — no, I didn't.

Donovan heard that slipping Mitchell
a little pb&j was the next big gag.

Well, he'sjunior. He
wasn't one of the hazers.

But that's why he didn't pull Eric's
body out. He was protecting the men.

He thought that
they had killed Eric.

Were you aware of
what was going on?

Hazing is as much a part
of this life as alarm bells.

And ifone of your men goes into
anaphylactic shock and dies, c'est la vie?

You don't understand

but when you're trapped
/ns/de a burning bu/ld/ng,

you gotta know that the other guys
are gonna put code before cowardice,

walk through a wall of fire and
come get you. He '5 right

I need men who are willing
to risk their lives on a daily basis.

And mitchelljust didn't have it in him.

So you looked the other way?

He needed to learn.

But make no mistake about it.

I demand a certain level of respect
out of my men.

There's a line,
and they wouldn't have crossed it.

Then you won't mind if we talk
to the other men in the company?

No.

Kerry, the chief's niece,
she'll help you out.

I got real work to do.

It's like they never
left the frat house.

No, it's not just frat houses.

Initiation rites can be
found in all major cultures.

You're defending these guys? Hazing can
serve an important psychological function.

That's funny. I don't remember reading any
articles in the a.P.A.Journal on swirlies.

/nitiation for you m/tmath/etes
was pretty hard core, huh?

You know, you make fun. But
you try waking up in a shower stall...

With a killer hangover and a quart
of macaroni salad shoved up your...

What? Shh.

Check out her
self-hushing emblem.

She knows something.
Yeah, she does.

And she's hushing herself
because part of her wants to tell

I knew he was hiding a badge.

Shield don't make no difference
to me. Choto got what he deserved.

You making any headway with
the old trillo video? — not really.

No evidence of
emotional change at all?

Trillo doesn't seem
all that different to me.

Let's run the tape.

I've been watching video
surveillance from before trillo's arrest.

That's good. Natural habitat.
It's the best baseline. All right.

Let's drop the sound
and run it side by side...

With the video we
shot at the penitentiary.

Anger. Contempt. Contempt.

Trillo's emotional palette was
substantially different back then.

I'm surprised you missed it.
Shocking.

Anger. Disgust.

Oh, and that expression was
practically default back then.

The brow lowered
upper e yel/d raised

now, that glare is the Mark
of a hostile personality.

How many of these d/d
trillo flash in the old v/deo?

I don't know.
Three or four a minute?

Well, he didn't show any in our
interview, not until the burger incident.

Seems like a pretty
big change to me.

- — Whatever.
- Oh.

Now, that is the kind of emotionally detached
scientific analysis we value around here.

I'll be sure to pass that on
to the governor.

Do you have any idea how much
worse the puno-salva war will be...

Iftrillo gets out
and takes over?

Much, much worse. And I'm sure
there'd be a boom in the crack trade too.

What iftrillo's just conning us?

Well, emotional evidence would
suggest he's not the same man.

Do you know how many kids in the barrio want the
kind of power trillo had before he went away?

The guy is pretty good
at working the system.

Sure he is. Read your
Darwin. Survival of the fittest.

It's not about being fit. It's
about being adaptable to change.

Violent people are violent.
They don't change.

Did you see the message from
t t. G o vernor g o/din's office?

Nope. — Holly sando, the
widow of the officer trillo killed,

has decided to speak
to the parole board.

So she's testifying
against trillo's release?

No. She's speaking
on his behalf.

Tell goldin we'll be there.

Rough interview?

I just— you know,

they'rejust all so tough, you
know, acting like nothing's wrong.

I mean, the last thing they're
gonna do is talk to a woman.

I'm sorry. I...

I shouldn't be telling you this.

It's—I understand.

No, it's— it's completely
inappropriate.

No.

I know how they can be.

I don't think anybody
meant to hurt Eric.

The hazing got pretty bad, huh?

God, they— they're gonna kill me if they
know that I'm talking to you right now.

Someone has to.

There's something
you should see.

Oh! No, but what happens on an emergency
call when you don't wear your helmet?

What
happens on an emergency call...

When you don't wear your helmet?

It's
milder than I thought it would be.

One of those
guys killed Eric Mitchell

okay, but thisjust
looks like a badjoke.

Whoa. Wait. Look—
Look at Wallace.

Why? What? He '5 smiling.
Yeah, sure, he's enjoying the joke.

But, uh, every time he
looks directly at Mitchell...

/ntense disgust.

That's more than a badjoke.

When Manny trillo
killed my husband,

I— I was angry.

For years, I couldn't
even say his name.

Then one day, someone
told me about his book.

I had a morbid curiosity.

So I went out and bought a copy.

I read the whole thing
in two days.

I was shocked.

How could that man
have written such...

I was just...

Eve/ything I had belie ved...

It changed the way
I look at things.

Ms. Sando, do you believe
Mr. Tr/I/o has changed?

Yes.

Yes, I do.

I believe he's repented

he's changed his heart.

And he's changed mine.

That's quite a statement.

Yeah.

Of course, she doesn't
believe a word shejust said.

Ms. Sando, do you
believe Mr. Trillo has changed?

Yes.

Yes, I do. There it is.

Slightest head shake no.

Now, we do this by accident
when we don't mean what we say.

Holly sando d/d it eve/y time she
said she thought trillo had changed

and then there's this.
— you can't let him die in this prison.

There.

Classic glare, which is a bit surprising
from a true believer in Mr. Trillo.

Why then lobby for the release of
a man who killed your husband...

If you don't believe
he's changed?

Perhaps she's trying to con
vmce herself maybe she believes...

He's changed intellectually, but
she can't quite get there emotionally.

Or maybe trillo got one of
his old buddies to threaten her.

People always think that anger
is the most dangerous emotion.

But disgust is
the language of hatred.

Hitler talking about thejews.

Bin laden
talking about Americans.

And you during the hazing
of Eric Mitchell.

What did you have
against Eric Mitchell?

The kid made my life hell.

You've been with the department
for almost a decade.

How does a probie like Mitchell
make your life hell?

Nine years. Nine years,
and I never had a problem.

I mean, the occasional bad joke.

Watermelon in the locker.
But I kept my mouth shut.

We're not black. We're
not white. We're firemen.

So we get hazed

Mitchell get hazed, he runs to the
vulcans— the black firefighter society.

Requested a transfer.

Mitchell made this racial.

So you had to choose sides.
I tried to protect him.

But he was young and proud.

He wouldn't learn.

And the more he'd push,
the worse it got.

So you hopped on the fire wagon?

You found out he had
a peanut allergy,

and you thought,
“well, that'll teach him”?

Yeah. We did that months ago.

The kid got hives all over, and it
was funny as hell. But it didn't kill him.

No. Things got much worse.

My guess: Someone
screwed with his equipment.

Wasn't you? — I wouldn't touch
another firefighter's equipment.

Now, I may have hated the kid, but I
didn't want him dead. Someone did.

Who had the racial problem
with Mitchell?

A lot ofguys.
It could've been any one of 'em.

I can't believe Wallace
didn't come fon/vard earlier.

Yeah, well, the black
firefighter won't rat on the racists.

Hisalhflesurpndng, 5ntit?
Vveh, notreahy.

The firehouse is a more important
association for Wallace than race.

And in his mind, race wasn't an
issue until Mitchell came along.

You're saying this was
Eric's fault? No, no.

This is the new face of racism.

Instead of overt prejudice, you
see unconscious discrimination.

Nobody's joining the klan,
but a lot of people...

Still hire the white guy over the
black guy with the same résumé.

And when unconscious
racism surfaces, it can be lethal.

What starts out as
reasonable hazing turns deadly.

So how do we find
the men responsible?

We'd like to run the company
through a little experiment.

As I said earlier, I—
I have read his books.

And I've seen him interviewed.

And / really believe that Manny
trillo is a— is a changed man.

I asked Holly santo to
come in. She wasn't up for it.

Sol pulled her statement to the
press after the parole hearing.

I think it's— it's amazing the
way he's turned himselfaround.

She keeps flashing contempt,
anger. She still hates the guy.

You may be right.

Trillo may be threatening
her. No, /to/d you.

Everything we've seen
from trillo up till now...

The old videotape,
the interview...

Everything suggests he's evolved.
He's not the same man at all.

Did any of the reporters ask her
why she dec/ded to testify for trillo?

Yeah, they did.

Ms. Sando, tell me what made
you come forward after all these years.

I had heard that the governor
was cons/dering a pardon.

And / thought, well it...

It's time.
Eyebrows up, pulled together.

Fean

there's your answer.

Stopping by for lunch?

No, just a question.

Did you get someone
to threaten Holly sando?

I'm not threatening Holly sando.
Really?

Because, I mean, that would be
your typical gangbanger move, right?

Getting in touch
with your old familiars.

Send her a message.
That's not me, not anymore.

You sure you haven't called
any of your old friends?

I don't talk to those...

Oh, now that is not the truth.

You see how you're hunched over?

Well we do that when we're lying

we try to take up
as little space as possible.

And you really gotta work on
that anger trigger, mate.

Raises the blood pressure
and the heart rate.

It's not good for you. — okay.

The truth is, I'm in
contact with some of them.

I'm working with the gang task force
on a truce between puno and la salva.

They told me to keep it quiet.
It's dangerous.

But I haven't been sending
anyone out after Holly sando.

I don't belie ve you.
He hasn't changed

his truce— it's just so that the cops won't
notice that he's taking over El puno again.

Nothing is real or a lie.

/t all depends on the color of
the glass you're look/ng through.

Look. There's so much good I
can do ifyoujust get me out of here.

Get me out of here,
and I'll prove it to you.

Over the next 70 m/nutes,
you'll be shown a series of /mages.

Each image will be followed
by a series of adjectives.

If the adjective describes
the image, click “yes.”

/f not, click no.

Hey, Sylvia.
What are you guys up to?

We're testing for racial bias.

People with unconsc/ous bias find it
easier to assoc/ate positive aoj'ectives...

With Caucasian faces.

When we shift to an african—american
face, the biased firefighters...

Still associate the
adjective with the image.

/t just takes them longer.
— clock the racists.

Oh, they're—
They're all racists.

Yeah, 80% of people
who take this test are biased.

We're just looking for the
guy who takes the longest.

Well the y're just about done.
All right. Can we pull up...

The average association time
for each of them?

It's taking da vid c add/ck three times as long
to say nice th/ngs about a frican -a mericans.

Looks like we have a winner.

I'm not a racist.
No. You don't think you are.

But it would explain why you took
such an active role in the hazing.

I didn't do anything
different than the other guys.

You didn't mess with
Eric Mitchell's equipment?

I didn't have a problem with
Mitchell. We know that you hated him.

And you don't even realize how much you
hated him. How much you hate all of them.

I'm telling you that I didn't have any
kind of a racial problem with Mitchell.

But you had
another problem with him.

Guy couldn't keep it
in his pants.

This was about a girl?

You see the disgust?
— yeah. Oh, that's hate.

I'm guessing it's
racially motivated

was that your problem? Was it
that he was black and she was white?

I d/dn't kno w er/c
was dating a white girl

is that why this happened?
Well, we're not sure.

Racial hatred is about disgust.

But when we pressed
caddick about the girl...

The predominant emotion
was anger,

which suggests that Eric may
ha ve crossed some other line.

That maybe caddick was angry
because he disrespected his code.

By dating a white girl? That's not
part ofany code that I remember.

We don't think this
was just any white girl.

It might have been another
firefighter's girl.

He knew better.
He was smarter than that.

Did he ever bring anyone
home from the firehouse?

Oh, god.

She came by after Eric died.

She was upset.
She brought me a meal.

Do you remember her name?

Kerry. The chief's niece.

Should I call
D.C. gang task force,

ask ifthey've heard of
a threat against Holly sando?

Nope

trillo didn't show
any deception leakage.

Not when he denied
threatening sando,

not when he was
talking about the truce.

He's a criminal.
He's a fantastic liar.

He's an appalling liar.
He's atrocious.

The one time he did lie, it was completely
transparent. You should've seen that.

So you think
he's telling the truth?

I don't think he's going
back to the gang.

Why is Holly sando lying?

Iftrillo isn't threatening
her, why is she lying for him?

Well, I don't know.

It could be any number of reasons.
— yeah, but there aren't any!

Man, you need to listen to me.

You saw his anger.
You know this guy is violent.

You need—
You need to listen to me.

You need to stop
making this personal.

I am not making this personal.
— yeah, you are!

Yo ur pro cerus do esn't mo ve, which
means you had your nose fixed right?

You don't strike me as
part/cu/ar/y vain, so...

So what is it then?

Who was it?

Was it your dad? Yourdad
smack you around?

Mmm.

I know violent people.

They don't change.

You said so yourself.

Once people learn
this kind oftrigger...

who are you calling?

Ithinkyou might
be right in a way.

Put me through to it. Governor
goldin, please. Goldin here.

I think you should go ahead
and announce trillo's release.

I et him go.
I'll talk to the governor.

Yeah, just onetmngthough
vvhafsthat?

Have-have the cops follow him.

What up?

Homeboy.

I met Eric on his first day.

He was so excited.

He moved here from DC,
and he didn't know anyone.

So I— I offered to take him out.

I was being friendly.

And six months later,
he asked me to marry him.

Your
relationship— it was a secret?

It had to be.
Working in the house,

it's like having a dozen
overprotective brothers.

And my uncle, he...

He didn't know? He
wouldn't let me date a fireman.

Not— not one in his house.

That's why Eric put in
for a transfer. I...

I thought that if
we made a clean break...

We were gonna move to a
little town outside of Philly.

He wanted a family.

Jack?

I had no idea.

I had no idea that
they were in a relationship.

- That's true.
- Apologies.

I took the Liberty of taping
your reactionjust now.

When your niece started
descr/bing her re/a tionsh/p...

And six months later,
he asked me to marry him.

Surprise. — so this has nothing
to do with Mitchell's murder?

It did. Eric Mitchell was killed
because he stepped out of line.

He slept with the chief's niece.
He disrespected the code.

Now, the chief sets the rules,
but he doesn't enforce them.

That's somebody else's job.

I taped you too.

And six months
latel; He asked me to many h/m.

Anger and disgust.

The language of hate.

You? You killed him?

No. I didn't.

I just wanted to humiliate him.
He needed to learn humility.

He was one of our men.
No, he wasn't one of my men!

My men respect the code.

My men don't complain when
they're forced to broom the latrine.

And my men know damn well
not to crap where they eat!

For god's sakes, Tommy,
you killed a man.

Arrest him.

I was just following the code.

Holly sando? Hi.

Ho w you doing?

What do you got there?
A .38? A .38 special?

Police sa/d you registered
that a couple of months ago.

Long enough to figure out
how to use it, eh?

- He's right. I have been practicing.
- — Drop the weapon!

Drop the weapon! — easy, now.
Easy. Okay, everybody calm down.

Move out of the way!
—just give me a minute to talk to her.

I just want to talk
to Ms. Sando. Holly.

Holly, listen to me.

Can you listen to me?

If you have to do this,
I understand.

I want you to know
that / understand

I don't care ifyou've changed.

/don't care, Manny you're still
the man who killed my husband

I know.

You took him away from me.

I know.

You took him away.

- /know.
- And you— you can change all you want.

You can never changethafl

I know.

And I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

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j restless j

j from the cradle j

j no w / realize j

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j through g/assesj

j dark as these j

j maybe j

J I'll be able j

j from now on j

j on my knees j

jo/u

j/ am weakj

jo/u

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j t et my spirit be j

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Trillo wanted you to have this.

I'm sorry about before.

Sometimes I see so much,
I don't know how not to tell people.

Yeah.|getthat youtenght

most people don't change.

I have been there waiting for it,

hoping for it,
and then they just don't.

But there are a few,
I think, who can.

Any other life lessons?

When someone...
Bashes you around...

Who's twice your size just
whenever he feels like it,

you learn to read emotions
pretty fast.

We adapt to survive.

Your abuse made you a natural.

He made you what you are.

Well, I'll be sure to thank him.

So what about you?

Ah, I'm no natural.

I had to learn this.
Wh y'd you wanna learn?

What? You all of a sudden...

Became obsessed with
facial expressions?

I didn't think so.

So who was it...
Who made you who you are?