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i need to lose weight

i need to lose weight
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i'm joey mate king

i'm joey mate king
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international host

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model mentor

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king i was born ian

king i was born ian
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because sometimes the king

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is our love story

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so i had two instagram accounts

so i had two instagram accounts
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one was my secret account where i was

one was my secret account where i was
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angie mead king

angie mead king
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out of nowhere

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instagram sent notifications to everyone

instagram sent notifications to everyone
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on my friends list

on my friends list
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your friend ian king is now an

your friend ian king is now an
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instagramers auntie mean

instagramers auntie mean
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obviously the people who receive this

obviously the people who receive this
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open account and they're looking at my

open account and they're looking at my
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little thumbnail photo to figure out

little thumbnail photo to figure out
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like is this really ian king or is this

like is this really ian king or is this
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someone else hacking my account a few

someone else hacking my account a few
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friends messaged me that you know

friends messaged me that you know
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certain chat groups are already talking

certain chat groups are already talking
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about me so at one point i cleaned

about me so at one point i cleaned
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everything out and like deleted the

everything out and like deleted the
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photo because i was so scared like i'd

photo because i was so scared like i'd
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be out it but i spoke to my stepmom and

be out it but i spoke to my stepmom and
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i spoke to joey and everyone's like what

i spoke to joey and everyone's like what
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are you waiting for like what's stopping

are you waiting for like what's stopping
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you i was already on hormones for six

you i was already on hormones for six
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months and i was just thinking like how

months and i was just thinking like how
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am i gonna come out and then bam

am i gonna come out and then bam
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instagram outs me

instagram outs me
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lunchtime that day i decided to just

lunchtime that day i decided to just
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open my account and it's been crazy ever

open my account and it's been crazy ever
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since

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do you know that when i do cook for you

do you know that when i do cook for you
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i give you the best part if i mucked up

i give you the best part if i mucked up
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something i'll take it you look lovely

something i'll take it you look lovely
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this morning thank you so do you thanks

this morning thank you so do you thanks
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you're so nice and glowy it's the oil

you're so nice and glowy it's the oil
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from the walk is that your beauty secret

from the walk is that your beauty secret
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because that's what happens every time

because that's what happens every time
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i'm asked for like what's your beauty

i'm asked for like what's your beauty
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secret and i'm always having to think of

secret and i'm always having to think of
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gee it's pretty simple

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maybe steaming when you're cooking

maybe steaming when you're cooking
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moisture yours is like

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stir fry

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i'm very jelly of your skin i wish i

i'm very jelly of your skin i wish i
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could have some hormones too i think

could have some hormones too i think
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they have some they have it when a cis

they have some they have it when a cis
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woman goes into menopause women in their

woman goes into menopause women in their
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older age

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their voice drops they grow hair in

their voice drops they grow hair in
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weird places what

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i can't believe how you have lasered

i can't believe how you have lasered
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everything and then me and more like oh

everything and then me and more like oh
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my package ran out i seen that

my package ran out i seen that
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i still need to laser more of my legs or

i still need to laser more of my legs or
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my upper lip and then you're done but

my upper lip and then you're done but
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you're still lasering though yes

you're still lasering though yes
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especially my beard that's the longest

especially my beard that's the longest
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one it hurts when you're sitting there

one it hurts when you're sitting there
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and you know it's going to be painful

and you know it's going to be painful
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and you just try to remember why am i

and you just try to remember why am i
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doing this for and i personally hate

doing this for and i personally hate
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hair you know i hate hair i know that

hair you know i hate hair i know that
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was one of my favorite features of you

was one of my favorite features of you
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sweetheart

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was your beautiful beard it was so man's

was your beautiful beard it was so man's
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skate it was a full asian beard

skate it was a full asian beard
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a lot of my friends were super jealous

a lot of my friends were super jealous
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but i will not reminisce

but i will not reminisce
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you must say goodbye to the beard

you must say goodbye to the beard
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in the beginning i would always be

in the beginning i would always be
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categorized as metrosexual

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i had impeccable style i like good

i had impeccable style i like good
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fitting clothes i like fashion i like to

fitting clothes i like fashion i like to
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look good

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he was very much a type that i love yeah

he was very much a type that i love yeah
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fashionable asian good looking yeah

fashionable asian good looking yeah
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one evening

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ian had told me that there's something

ian had told me that there's something
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that he wanted to share and he was

that he wanted to share and he was
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really shy about it and he said he likes

really shy about it and he said he likes
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women's underwear this is not a big deal

women's underwear this is not a big deal
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at all and really it's not a big deal

at all and really it's not a big deal
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wearing women's underwear really is just

wearing women's underwear really is just
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underwear

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joey allowed me to dress at home as soon

joey allowed me to dress at home as soon
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as i got home from work i could wear

as i got home from work i could wear
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anything i want

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it was tricky because you know you're

it was tricky because you know you're
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trying to find a balance where i want to

trying to find a balance where i want to
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experiment but i don't want to be

experiment but i don't want to be
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labeled anything

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people keep thinking oh so are you a

people keep thinking oh so are you a
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lesbian now joey and it made me think

lesbian now joey and it made me think
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there's still titles like so what's your

there's still titles like so what's your
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preference sexually and i'm thinking

preference sexually and i'm thinking
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well i've always appreciated women

well i've always appreciated women
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but i've i've never been drawn to them

but i've i've never been drawn to them
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like on a sexual level like i've never

like on a sexual level like i've never
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like i'm not the expert on this but then

like i'm not the expert on this but then
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again are you a lesbian

again are you a lesbian
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you know you're married to a woman so

you know you're married to a woman so
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you're the lesbian

you're the lesbian
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there should be different terms you're a

there should be different terms you're a
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trans lesbian woman

trans lesbian woman
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like say yes i think i am because you

like say yes i think i am because you
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like women yes not attracted or turned

like women yes not attracted or turned
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on by men

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that's just it's confusing

that's just it's confusing
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it's a broad rainbow as they say right

it's a broad rainbow as they say right
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my understanding of the word transgender

my understanding of the word transgender
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is basically somebody who chooses to

is basically somebody who chooses to
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change themselves physically so that

change themselves physically so that
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their physical appearance matches more

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secretly the more

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i tried things the more it's like you

i tried things the more it's like you
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know i don't wanna i don't wanna stop

know i don't wanna i don't wanna stop
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this is the stage where it's just

this is the stage where it's just
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cross-dressing so it feels like it's

cross-dressing so it feels like it's
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you know something private we share and

you know something private we share and
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i think that's what it became just

i think that's what it became just
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something for ian and i

something for ian and i
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every time i got into the persona of

every time i got into the persona of
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angie when i removed the makeup when i

angie when i removed the makeup when i
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remove the pretty things

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even like the happiness goes away and

even like the happiness goes away and
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then i see

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ian again in the mirror that's when it's

ian again in the mirror that's when it's
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the reality sinks in of like you can't

the reality sinks in of like you can't
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have this this is fantasy

have this this is fantasy
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i'm

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i don't believe i'm a conservative woman

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then when ian told me how would you feel

then when ian told me how would you feel
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if i lived my life like this daily

if i lived my life like this daily
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i think that's when

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like if you're driving a car and you

like if you're driving a car and you
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slam on the brakes in the middle of the

slam on the brakes in the middle of the
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you just yeah it's just like this big

you just yeah it's just like this big
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and silence

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it was a difficult process because i'm

it was a difficult process because i'm
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thinking

thinking
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hang on

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this is just

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this is just a fun thing

this is just a fun thing
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that we do together right

that we do together right
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it was just really wild and i was like

it was just really wild and i was like
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okay i can't do this i don't think i can

okay i can't do this i don't think i can
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continue i don't think that's where i

continue i don't think that's where i
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can be

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so that caused a lot of also mental

so that caused a lot of also mental
dilemma

dilemma

dilemma
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she had the man that she always wanted

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and then now the whole image of her i

and then now the whole image of her i
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guess her happy ending was being

guess her happy ending was being
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what's what's wrong with me

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i felt like i was in a dark pit a real

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dark pit of negative emotions

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and i just kept beating myself up why am

and i just kept beating myself up why am
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i reacting this way when

i reacting this way when
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i was part of the beautification

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and that's okay with me

and that's okay with me
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what's what's happening to me why am i

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not able to accept the full package of

not able to accept the full package of
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so i was hitting a wall

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that was when

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i realized

i realized
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changing into angie represented a form

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of abandonment hence why i was going

of abandonment hence why i was going
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through self-destruction

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the moment i understood this and what i

the moment i understood this and what i
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was doing and was able to forgive

was doing and was able to forgive
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why i was doing this to myself

why i was doing this to myself
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to my spouse

to my spouse
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things started clicking

things started clicking
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um if if given the chance i would come

um if if given the chance i would come
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out to joey again and again and again

out to joey again and again and again
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the regret would have been

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not trying the regret would have been

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not coming out not

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seeing if this person can accept my

seeing if this person can accept my
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coming up you know the feeling of

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having love and support from

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one of the most important people in my

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it's huge it it gives you confidence it

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makes you feel secure it makes you feel

makes you feel secure it makes you feel
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you know it makes you feel loved

you know it makes you feel loved
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it is it's because of the love that ian

it is it's because of the love that ian
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i thought to myself my goodness

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this is someone i don't want to lose

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this is someone that i

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really selfishly want to have

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in my life

in my life
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when we go to bed i'll be in a 90

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and joey's in like tattered boxers

and joey's in like tattered boxers
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bacon bacon shirts

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there's no hesitation yes to go shopping

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for anything you can go out and shop it

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doesn't matter and we can avoid all the

doesn't matter and we can avoid all the
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mail stuff

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you don't want to look at the men's side

you don't want to look at the men's side
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there could be some things that fit

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better no

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why are you so hesitant you know just

why are you so hesitant you know just
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because just embrace comfort now that i

because just embrace comfort now that i
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could shop on this side i'd shop on this

could shop on this side i'd shop on this
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it's taken so long for me to get to this

it's taken so long for me to get to this
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point why would i want to go back to

point why would i want to go back to
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getting menswear

getting menswear
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what i'm trying to encourage is that

what i'm trying to encourage is that
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clothes can help enhance you

clothes can help enhance you
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but they don't really make you so to be

but they don't really make you so to be
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open to be gender fluid but she's going

open to be gender fluid but she's going
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to be defiant she's going to get

to be defiant she's going to get
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whatever she wants the women's section

whatever she wants the women's section
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so i'm like okay

so i'm like okay
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zip mouth you see so many clothes and

zip mouth you see so many clothes and
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you think they're just just right but

you think they're just just right but
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then the reality is the fit

then the reality is the fit
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isn't always

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complimenting one day i'm gonna get a

complimenting one day i'm gonna get a
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shirt that's from the men's department

shirt that's from the men's department
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no
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strict everything is anchored on joey's

strict everything is anchored on joey's
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approval because she does know what

approval because she does know what
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looks good in people

looks good in people
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yeah it looks so nice in the mannequin

yeah it looks so nice in the mannequin
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yeah yeah i

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how many bows

how many bows
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can one person have purple

can one person have purple
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earlier on in my cross-dressing years i

earlier on in my cross-dressing years i
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had no fashion sense you had way too

had no fashion sense you had way too
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many corsets

many corsets
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and sometimes if we had a friend in our

and sometimes if we had a friend in our
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room and if that door was open they

room and if that door was open they
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would think joey would be the kinkiest

would think joey would be the kinkiest
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i always explain it to friends it's like

i always explain it to friends it's like
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having a teenage daughter do you just

having a teenage daughter do you just
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know what works but the teenage daughter

know what works but the teenage daughter
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doesn't yet

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so baby you know why i always like

so baby you know why i always like
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choosing be next because it helps break

choosing be next because it helps break
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up the proportions

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not exactly break up the proportion but

not exactly break up the proportion but
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it's more complimenting for a broad

it's more complimenting for a broad
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shoulder yeah no it helps diffuse the

shoulder yeah no it helps diffuse the
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the width by creating a draw point just

the width by creating a draw point just
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i really like this dress from you can

i really like this dress from you can
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you just give it a try while we're here

you just give it a try while we're here
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experience it i remember the first

experience it i remember the first
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shopping trip joe took me to i was so

shopping trip joe took me to i was so
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nervous like my heart rate was just like

nervous like my heart rate was just like
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a million miles a minute it was like the

a million miles a minute it was like the
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scene in the danish girl where you see

scene in the danish girl where you see
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eddie redmayne grabbing the dress in the

eddie redmayne grabbing the dress in the
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stockings and you can see the emotion in

stockings and you can see the emotion in
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his face like the satisfaction like

his face like the satisfaction like
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it's just such a wonderful feeling both

it's just such a wonderful feeling both
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nerve-wracking and rewarding all at the

nerve-wracking and rewarding all at the
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that was the first time we've do you

that was the first time we've do you
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know together earlier that was our first

know together earlier that was our first
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time fitting together in a store in a

time fitting together in a store in a
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mall it felt like it was a private

mall it felt like it was a private
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shopping day yeah

shopping day yeah
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thank you

thank you
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i think other trans women would be super

i think other trans women would be super
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jealous with our relationship because

jealous with our relationship because
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she's my stylist she's my um

she's my stylist she's my um
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photographer she's my makeup artist

photographer she's my makeup artist
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she'll help me post

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and then like she's my model mentor

and then like she's my model mentor
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because she'll help me walk

because she'll help me walk
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it's been amazing that i found partner

it's been amazing that i found partner
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like joe because it just complements

like joe because it just complements
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exactly the things i want where i'm not

exactly the things i want where i'm not
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good at

good at
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thanks honey you're welcome i enjoy it

thanks honey you're welcome i enjoy it
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you're a shopping demon

you're a shopping demon
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other physically emotionally

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it's a companionship with someone else

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it's a bond between two people where

it's a bond between two people where
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they can trust each other and they could

they can trust each other and they could
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share anything and they enjoy each

share anything and they enjoy each
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other's company a romantic relationship

other's company a romantic relationship
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for me is the connection of similarities

for me is the connection of similarities
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it's not just labeling yourself as

it's not just labeling yourself as
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boyfriend and girlfriend it's actually

boyfriend and girlfriend it's actually
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having the same mentality and the same

having the same mentality and the same
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goals for your future lives

goals for your future lives
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so today we are going to my car shop

so today we are going to my car shop
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carport racing we actually have a new

carport racing we actually have a new
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location that we just moved into hey dad

location that we just moved into hey dad
hey

hey

hey
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how are you good i need you to update me

how are you good i need you to update me
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what's happening today all right so

what's happening today all right so
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for today actually we're about to test

for today actually we're about to test
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the p1 coding the the product we're

the p1 coding the the product we're
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about to launch i'm telling joey she's

about to launch i'm telling joey she's
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the guinea pig i

the guinea pig i
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hopefully it comes out well or else

hopefully it comes out well or else
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she's gonna end up throwing things at me

she's gonna end up throwing things at me
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i know she's like the guinea pig again

i know she's like the guinea pig again
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and i basically am the assistant general

and i basically am the assistant general
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manager i help

manager i help
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bring the team together and make sure

bring the team together and make sure
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that it's carried out properly

that it's carried out properly
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i've known about angie in the car world

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in the philippines which is really small

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came to drifting cars and pushing the

came to drifting cars and pushing the
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limits just building wacky projects

limits just building wacky projects
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which is sort of what got me

which is sort of what got me
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to apply in carport where do you get a

to apply in carport where do you get a
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boss to tell you to chop up a porsche or

boss to tell you to chop up a porsche or
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a ferrari and and be creative

a ferrari and and be creative
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we've also gone through your the porsche

we've also gone through your the porsche
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of um abba the 911 and um um

of um abba the 911 and um um
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unfortunately we've seen some issues

unfortunately we've seen some issues
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with the oil leaking the leaks are

with the oil leaking the leaks are
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coming from

coming from
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from the exhaust manifold don't worry

from the exhaust manifold don't worry
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we'll get it right more cardboard all

we'll get it right more cardboard all
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carport racing started when i got to the

carport racing started when i got to the
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point where

point where
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most of the car shops i would visit

most of the car shops i would visit
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wouldn't do the work that i wanted or

wouldn't do the work that i wanted or
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was charging me like exorbitant amounts

was charging me like exorbitant amounts
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to get the stuff done

to get the stuff done
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you know that saying where find

you know that saying where find
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something you love and it will never

something you love and it will never
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feel like work

feel like work
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that's how it feels for me when i'm

that's how it feels for me when i'm
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playing with cars or fixing someone

playing with cars or fixing someone
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else's car

else's car
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on a normal basis you know i go in to

on a normal basis you know i go in to
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check on work and look at the cars that

check on work and look at the cars that
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are being done

are being done
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basically when i'm here i'm very

basically when i'm here i'm very
hands-on

hands-on

hands-on
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this one two and then right under look

this one two and then right under look
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i like tackling projects that most shops

i like tackling projects that most shops
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say no to and for me that's a great

say no to and for me that's a great
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challenge like it gets my brain moving

challenge like it gets my brain moving
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like okay let's figure this out the

like okay let's figure this out the
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seals and stuff could be binded and you

seals and stuff could be binded and you
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i need a ponytail

i need a ponytail
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but i guess the difference is my hair

but i guess the difference is my hair
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gets in the way

gets in the way
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and i don't want to chip my nails

and i don't want to chip my nails
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besides that i i do everything wasn't

besides that i i do everything wasn't
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doing that feel like killer

doing that feel like killer
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that's why we should roll it out so we

that's why we should roll it out so we
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can idle it i want to warm her up

can idle it i want to warm her up
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we should bring her out

we should bring her out
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because we're going to suffocate

because we're going to suffocate
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a greater satisfaction is seeing the

a greater satisfaction is seeing the
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clients when they pick up the car and

clients when they pick up the car and
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they're super happy with what we've done

they're super happy with what we've done
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and watching them drive off and posting

and watching them drive off and posting
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their cars and saying like you know we

their cars and saying like you know we
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did an awesome job

did an awesome job
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it's always good to catch up with our

it's always good to catch up with our
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friends and family

friends and family
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as the years have gone by they've been

as the years have gone by they've been
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really supportive so they really are

really supportive so they really are
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vital to our own relationship

vital to our own relationship
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i always cook for them we're gonna stack

i always cook for them we're gonna stack
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this i enjoy seeing them enjoy the food

this i enjoy seeing them enjoy the food
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super quick steak it's very thin so

super quick steak it's very thin so
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i'm just gonna time it just to be sure

i'm just gonna time it just to be sure
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because it seems super hot

because it seems super hot
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after a stressful day at work i want to

after a stressful day at work i want to
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think about something totally different

think about something totally different
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that's where cooking comes in where i

that's where cooking comes in where i
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feel relaxed when i'm preparing dishes

feel relaxed when i'm preparing dishes
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he's one of my best friends and also one

he's one of my best friends and also one
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of my oldest friends

of my oldest friends
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i've been friends with ian for

i've been friends with ian for
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20 years more or less

20 years more or less
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kim handles the business for walk ago

kim handles the business for walk ago
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but i have where he watches and

but i have where he watches and
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people call us the inseparable duo

people call us the inseparable duo
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because we work together we hang out

because we work together we hang out
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together we do everything together build

together we do everything together build
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cars together we build businesses

cars together we build businesses
together

together

together
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growing up with ian back then he was the

growing up with ian back then he was the
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epitome of

epitome of
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an alpha male

an alpha male
a

a

a
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car guy

car guy
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a guy who likes extreme sports

a guy who likes extreme sports
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that's why when 2009 he came forward we

that's why when 2009 he came forward we
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were all surprised

were all surprised
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to say the least actually

to say the least actually
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we had decided to

we had decided to
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organize one of my birthday parties and

organize one of my birthday parties and
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i got to dress up for that but it was

i got to dress up for that but it was
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like a cross-dressing stage still i

like a cross-dressing stage still i
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think when the boys came in they had to

think when the boys came in they had to
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drink right away and i think they just

drink right away and i think they just
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saw it still like it's a costume

saw it still like it's a costume
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he invited us over for dinner and said i

he invited us over for dinner and said i
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have something to tell you guys

have something to tell you guys
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and so we were all waiting in the living

and so we were all waiting in the living
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room wondering what's going on

room wondering what's going on
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and he comes down in a dress

and he comes down in a dress
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it was a bit

it was a bit
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confusing you know to

confusing you know to
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process that okay my best friend's a

process that okay my best friend's a
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cross dresser there was this one

cross dresser there was this one
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halloween that came back to mind where

halloween that came back to mind where
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he dressed up as a geisha he was in

he dressed up as a geisha he was in
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character covering his face and the

character covering his face and the
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movement and you know he had a fan and

movement and you know he had a fan and
he

he

he
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we even went out clubbing and he was

we even went out clubbing and he was
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still in character as a geisha and i

still in character as a geisha and i
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thought you really enjoyed yourself

thought you really enjoyed yourself
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he's still the same person i've known

he's still the same person i've known
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all my life

all my life
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just in heels now and

just in heels now and
makeup

i was actually devastated really i was

i was actually devastated really i was
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really sad

really sad
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in fact the whole party i couldn't look

in fact the whole party i couldn't look
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at him in his eyes and couldn't really

at him in his eyes and couldn't really
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talk to him straight because i was so

talk to him straight because i was so
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it was so awkward for me

it was so awkward for me
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ian or angie is like my older brother

ian or angie is like my older brother
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she was more of an older brother to me

she was more of an older brother to me
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than my actual brother and then this

than my actual brother and then this
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person just comes to you all of a sudden

person just comes to you all of a sudden
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and say

and say
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hey i'm going to be a girl it's like

hey i'm going to be a girl it's like
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really like this is

really like this is
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weird

weird
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i'm making

i'm making
mixed

mixed

mixed
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veg veggies for your mom kim in general

veg veggies for your mom kim in general
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had such a big struggle accepting

had such a big struggle accepting
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everything because

everything because
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he saw me as his older brother and it

he saw me as his older brother and it
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was very difficult for him to

was very difficult for him to
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grasp the idea that the older brother

grasp the idea that the older brother
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wants to become the older sister

wants to become the older sister
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it took me a few years for me to really

it took me a few years for me to really
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accept it and get used to it

accept it and get used to it
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majority of my staff that i asked said

majority of my staff that i asked said
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so then i realized that hey because this

so then i realized that hey because this
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person is very kind respects other

person is very kind respects other
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people is charitable loves helping other

people is charitable loves helping other
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people so i think a lot of people sort

people so i think a lot of people sort
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of like accept it now it's okay

of like accept it now it's okay
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i think i was close-minded at the time

i think i was close-minded at the time
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he's your brother at the end of the day

he's your brother at the end of the day
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doesn't matter what he's into what he

doesn't matter what he's into what he
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wants to be he's your brother nothing

wants to be he's your brother nothing
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changes your relationship doesn't change

changes your relationship doesn't change
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when i did come out i thought

when i did come out i thought
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i would lose a few more friends but

i would lose a few more friends but
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we're still all friends still today

we're still all friends still today
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honestly i'm really happy that they

honestly i'm really happy that they
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still considered me as one of the bros

still considered me as one of the bros
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even though i'm transitioning now that

even though i'm transitioning now that
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everything's out and i get to be me

everything's out and i get to be me
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they're super supportive so it's it's

they're super supportive so it's it's
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been awesome

been awesome
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so what was highlight of the trip

so what was highlight of the trip
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comedienne casey

comedienne casey
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the best right yeah right weirdly enough

the best right yeah right weirdly enough
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like being trans i get to meet other

like being trans i get to meet other
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trans people way easier and especially

trans people way easier and especially
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like caitlyn jenner where like who am i

like caitlyn jenner where like who am i
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to be having lunch with this person

to be having lunch with this person
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who's like ultra famous question caitlyn

who's like ultra famous question caitlyn
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good person

good person
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super nice down there real weirdly

super nice down there real weirdly
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enough really yeah okay she's a car

enough really yeah okay she's a car
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person yeah she owns a purple pore so

person yeah she owns a purple pore so
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naturally she gravitated to yeah

naturally she gravitated to yeah
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who owns this car

who owns this car
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and this one made you like

and this one made you like
starstruck

starstruck

starstruck
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i think she was asking more about the

i think she was asking more about the
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car and then andrew was like i recently

car and then andrew was like i recently
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came out so caitlin was like oh you know

came out so caitlin was like oh you know
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good for you and i'm just watching this

good for you and i'm just watching this
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process it's like

process it's like
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can i have your number amazingly she's

can i have your number amazingly she's
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so down-to-earth and super friendly

so down-to-earth and super friendly
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which caught me off guard because

which caught me off guard because
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obviously hollywood portrays people in

obviously hollywood portrays people in
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many different ways and you're thinking

many different ways and you're thinking
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like

like
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you're sitting with an

you're sitting with an
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award-winning olympian and you know

award-winning olympian and you know
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she's gorgeous and you're just like

she's gorgeous and you're just like
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amazing i'm like

amazing i'm like
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ah is this real like pinch myself like

ah is this real like pinch myself like
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okay i feel that it's real

okay i feel that it's real
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when she joined us that morning i said

when she joined us that morning i said
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i go caitlyn can i ask you a personal

i go caitlyn can i ask you a personal
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style question and she was like i asked

style question and she was like i asked
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so where do you shop for your shoes and

so where do you shop for your shoes and
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she and she asked me what size is she i

she and she asked me what size is she i
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go she's 12 and she was oh i wish i was

go she's 12 and she was oh i wish i was
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a 12. i'm a 13.

a 12. i'm a 13.
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you should have said can i

you should have said can i
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say i get tired of telling my story and

say i get tired of telling my story and
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it's nice that my friends all know the

it's nice that my friends all know the
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story so they get to be an advocate and

story so they get to be an advocate and
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inform other people about what

inform other people about what
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transgender is

transgender is
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so i was born a boy obviously

so i was born a boy obviously
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when my mom was pregnant with me she

when my mom was pregnant with me she
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thought i was a girl so they had a

thought i was a girl so they had a
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female name already there wasn't any

female name already there wasn't any
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ultrasound back then so when the doctor

ultrasound back then so when the doctor
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pulled me out and said like it's a boy

pulled me out and said like it's a boy
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and he's like no

and he's like no
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he's like why it's okay so

he's like why it's okay so
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that was the start of everything

that was the start of everything
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my mom left when i was two so it was

my mom left when i was two so it was
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just basically me my brother and my dad

just basically me my brother and my dad
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growing up in a alpha male environment

growing up in a alpha male environment
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it was very hard for me because here i

it was very hard for me because here i
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am i want to be soft and feminine but i

am i want to be soft and feminine but i
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can

can
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i couldn't express certain things like i

i couldn't express certain things like i
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couldn't say to a girl like she had nice

couldn't say to a girl like she had nice
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shoes or like her makeup was amazing

shoes or like her makeup was amazing
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without coming off like a weirdo

without coming off like a weirdo
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my biggest fear

my biggest fear
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when i came out was hurting the people i

when i came out was hurting the people i
love

love

love
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it was very difficult for my dad to wrap

it was very difficult for my dad to wrap
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around it and i was very worried about

around it and i was very worried about
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his reputation he would have girlfriends

his reputation he would have girlfriends
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all the time

all the time
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and i even had an impression that he was

and i even had an impression that he was
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a playboy

a playboy
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i told them literally over dinner like i

i told them literally over dinner like i
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like women's clothing

like women's clothing
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there was some resistance but my stepmom

there was some resistance but my stepmom
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started defending me

started defending me
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you know you cannot impose what you want

you know you cannot impose what you want
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on other people regardless if your sonos

on other people regardless if your sonos
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is your daughter you just have to accept

is your daughter you just have to accept
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them and love them for what they are and

them and love them for what they are and
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who they are

who they are
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when the father was sick in german he

when the father was sick in german he
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was in a coma for two months and he was

was in a coma for two months and he was
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in a rehab hospital for another two

in a rehab hospital for another two
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months and angie was with me the whole

months and angie was with me the whole
time

time

time
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and i was telling the father that you

and i was telling the father that you
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know if that was a boy he will not be

know if that was a boy he will not be
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here with you for four months

here with you for four months
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that's that's the woman's side of you

that's that's the woman's side of you
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know ian

know ian
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i kept showing to the father that this

i kept showing to the father that this
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is angie the earlier that you accept

is angie the earlier that you accept
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this the better for you because at the

this the better for you because at the
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end of the day i said he will be angie

end of the day i said he will be angie
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he told me that i saw him growing up as

he told me that i saw him growing up as
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a boy and so it's harder for me

a boy and so it's harder for me
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but then he said but i will accept it

but then he said but i will accept it
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only bits in scattered pieces remain

only bits in scattered pieces remain
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from the augusta westland chopper that

from the augusta westland chopper that
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crashed in mount makulot

crashed in mount makulot
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yesterday killing the pilot captain

yesterday killing the pilot captain
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felicia mota lupa jr and one of his

felicia mota lupa jr and one of his
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passengers archie king

passengers archie king
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king a prominent businessman who owns a

king a prominent businessman who owns a
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yeah and i was

yeah and i was
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super heartbroken

super heartbroken
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when i signed his death certificate

when i signed his death certificate
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my dad's dead

my dad's dead
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it was so

it was so
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devastating because he died also on my

devastating because he died also on my
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brother's birthday

brother's birthday
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how are you ever going to celebrate that

how are you ever going to celebrate that
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birthday knowing

birthday knowing
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that one of your most loved people

that one of your most loved people
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passed away

passed away
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his last few messages to me was i know

his last few messages to me was i know
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you're going through a hard time but i

you're going through a hard time but i
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just don't want you to hurt yourself

just don't want you to hurt yourself
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when he had passed away that's when i

when he had passed away that's when i
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realized like life is definitely too

realized like life is definitely too
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short and that's when i took it

short and that's when i took it
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seriously and i started transitioning

seriously and i started transitioning
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you're wearing your hair long today yeah

you're wearing your hair long today yeah
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and i'm putting it back yeah now you

and i'm putting it back yeah now you
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love that is there anything that you

love that is there anything that you
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you now realize that makeup can be a bit

you now realize that makeup can be a bit
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of a pain in the blood it's great but

of a pain in the blood it's great but
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it's a pain

it's a pain
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it's added about an hour before

it's added about an hour before
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i start my day

i start my day
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what i don't like about you in makeup

what i don't like about you in makeup
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is the lip gloss

is the lip gloss
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because it's yucky but i think men have

because it's yucky but i think men have
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said that before that like when they

said that before that like when they
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kiss a girl they get all like yeah

kiss a girl they get all like yeah
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they're sticky yeah it looks so good

they're sticky yeah it looks so good
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like your lips look luscious and sexy

like your lips look luscious and sexy
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but in reality it's like

but in reality it's like
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so that's how i feel when i kiss you

so that's how i feel when i kiss you
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sweetheart more like

sweetheart more like
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but then sometimes like if you have a

but then sometimes like if you have a
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nice lip color i can also like add on by

nice lip color i can also like add on by
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kissing you and then i can just add it

kissing you and then i can just add it
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on and rub it so you know that's also

on and rub it so you know that's also
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good too or extra lip balm

good too or extra lip balm
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okay well before i put this on

okay well before i put this on
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okay let me put it on

okay let me put it on
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weirdly enough when i came out my

weirdly enough when i came out my
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followers are 85 women and they follow

followers are 85 women and they follow
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because they want to see like love

because they want to see like love
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photos they want to see beauty photos

photos they want to see beauty photos
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they want to see fashion photos

they want to see fashion photos
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it's crazy like when did being trans

it's crazy like when did being trans
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become cool but it sort of gave me hope

become cool but it sort of gave me hope
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you know the people could change people

you know the people could change people
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can accept

can accept
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you know we're still trying to figure

you know we're still trying to figure
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out like what we did right so we can

out like what we did right so we can
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share it with other people

share it with other people
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i put a little bit of nude and then just

i put a little bit of nude and then just
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a little bit of color and this should

a little bit of color and this should
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last to you

last to you
okay

okay

okay
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do people get so weird out when when i

do people get so weird out when when i
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say that when you say wifey yeah when i

say that when you say wifey yeah when i
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say wife i get the odd like oh i get the

say wife i get the odd like oh i get the
odd

odd

odd
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some people aren't cool with that but i

some people aren't cool with that but i
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do not like saying partner i like saying

do not like saying partner i like saying
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spouse thank god for the word spouse all

spouse thank god for the word spouse all
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right i saw the other day you reacted to

right i saw the other day you reacted to
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one of the comments on my instagram

one of the comments on my instagram
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which one

which one
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it was the vicious one oh

it was the vicious one oh
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i get the rude comments like gross or

i get the rude comments like gross or
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um you shouldn't be doing this sometimes

um you shouldn't be doing this sometimes
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when i'm tagged sweetheart or i see your

when i'm tagged sweetheart or i see your
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instagram and i'll see something that

instagram and i'll see something that
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annoys the out of me i don't even

annoys the out of me i don't even
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reply anymore do you just let it be like

reply anymore do you just let it be like
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or maybe you don't see them no no i i

or maybe you don't see them no no i i
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can't go through them but i just ignore

can't go through them but i just ignore
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it and like try to act cool

it and like try to act cool
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well it bugs me

well it bugs me
obviously

obviously

obviously
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and i always have to have like the last

and i always have to have like the last
day

day

day
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once in a while i will reply but i don't

once in a while i will reply but i don't
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get as riled up as you you like the

get as riled up as you you like the
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you like the attack i don't know if i

you like the attack i don't know if i
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like that i what the first thing is like

like that i what the first thing is like
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i'm gonna get you exactly

i'm gonna get you exactly
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i will get back at you but i will do it

i will get back at you but i will do it
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in a way where i try not to be as

in a way where i try not to be as
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hateful and i'll make it

hateful and i'll make it
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uh based back base equal ground the ones

uh based back base equal ground the ones
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that i really hate are the the

that i really hate are the the
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judgmental ones full on ignorant ones

judgmental ones full on ignorant ones
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you know like the judgmental one sir you

you know like the judgmental one sir you
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shouldn't get riled up about it yeah

shouldn't get riled up about it yeah
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that's true i'll work that out with my

that's true i'll work that out with my
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therapist for my next session

therapist for my next session
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i'm not surprised that i get upset over

i'm not surprised that i get upset over
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these things

these things
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it i do think it's in my personality

it i do think it's in my personality
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even when i was younger like if i saw

even when i was younger like if i saw
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someone being bullied i can go in and

someone being bullied i can go in and
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argue or fight or defend someone i'll do

argue or fight or defend someone i'll do
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it i just do need to be reined back

it i just do need to be reined back
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though like a wild cat just put water on

though like a wild cat just put water on
me

so this year i got myself a car

so this year i got myself a car
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you know my most favorite car ever

you know my most favorite car ever
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i trust her when it comes to cars but

i trust her when it comes to cars but
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my car may disappear

my car may disappear
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today i get to see what they've done

today i get to see what they've done
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with her and also see the brand new car

with her and also see the brand new car
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so what do you think

so what do you think
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impressive it's massive the shop's very

impressive it's massive the shop's very
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busy today we're renovating the back

busy today we're renovating the back
area

area

area
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yes your car is right here so we're

yes your car is right here so we're
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gonna do the body work first after that

gonna do the body work first after that
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we're gonna get to the suspension the

we're gonna get to the suspension the
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wheels the grill and then the

wheels the grill and then the
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supercharger okay and then remember i

supercharger okay and then remember i
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wanted the lights to be blue yes uh i

wanted the lights to be blue yes uh i
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need to order those they haven't arrived

need to order those they haven't arrived
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i'll be your pesky client

i'll be your pesky client
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all right

all right
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hello baby so you're actually gonna be

hello baby so you're actually gonna be
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the first to use our paint booth oh

the first to use our paint booth oh
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really yes this is our yes this is our

really yes this is our yes this is our
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first demo car

first demo car
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and over here is my baby

and over here is my baby
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the black man though

the black man though
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this is my personal batmobile the first

this is my personal batmobile the first
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prototype was done and we now copied it

prototype was done and we now copied it
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in carbon fiber wow the carbon fiber

in carbon fiber wow the carbon fiber
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looks sick

looks sick
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i can't wait to get her back running and

i can't wait to get her back running and
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build another one the black man that was

build another one the black man that was
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based off a

based off a
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c6 corvette which was actually my dad's

c6 corvette which was actually my dad's
car

car

car
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is that the workshop that's the whole

is that the workshop that's the whole
trap

trap

trap
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castle

castle

castle
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oh my god i love this song the bishop

oh my god i love this song the bishop
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i love this this is the king yes

i love this this is the king yes
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obviously with this one it's just a lot

obviously with this one it's just a lot
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of recycling old parts and being

of recycling old parts and being
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creative and how you interpret right

creative and how you interpret right
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this one's queen this one's king

this one's queen this one's king
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i guess you can make it either way

i guess you can make it either way
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so babe i got an invite to speak in the

so babe i got an invite to speak in the
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women's business forum wait women like

women's business forum wait women like
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who are in business it wasn't a business

who are in business it wasn't a business
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forum for women yeah i feel like i'm not

forum for women yeah i feel like i'm not
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ready what if i get questioned about

ready what if i get questioned about
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lower pay or inequality and you know

lower pay or inequality and you know
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stuff i have no experience over i feel

stuff i have no experience over i feel
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obviously that women will discriminate

obviously that women will discriminate
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me because i'm not a woman i'm not a

me because i'm not a woman i'm not a
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real woman for them so already not being

real woman for them so already not being
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a businesswoman myself but to see you up

a businesswoman myself but to see you up
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there i would feel a little insulted

there i would feel a little insulted
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sometimes with invites like this there

sometimes with invites like this there
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are situations where they're just going

are situations where they're just going
to

to

to
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take advantage of your recent fame and i

take advantage of your recent fame and i
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think i understand that

think i understand that
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wow i don't know owe anyone anything and

wow i don't know owe anyone anything and
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yet you're treated like public property

yet you're treated like public property
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yeah like a lot of people don't see that

yeah like a lot of people don't see that
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side of being famous where people are

side of being famous where people are
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trying to get handouts and freebies some

trying to get handouts and freebies some
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of them i just have no reply to anymore

of them i just have no reply to anymore
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well there's a lot of people that you

well there's a lot of people that you
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replied to because i think you were

replied to because i think you were
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pretty overwhelmed with the support and

pretty overwhelmed with the support and
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you wanted to let everyone know you

you wanted to let everyone know you
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still had the you want to be liked issue

still had the you want to be liked issue
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here i am i feel like i have this

here i am i feel like i have this
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platform where i can use my status of

platform where i can use my status of
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who i am to empower other women and now

who i am to empower other women and now
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having a trans woman as my spouse

having a trans woman as my spouse
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it also goes there too i need to also

it also goes there too i need to also
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help empower my own spouse that you are

help empower my own spouse that you are
more

more

more
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than just a pretty face being a beacon

than just a pretty face being a beacon
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of inspiration especially for lgbt

of inspiration especially for lgbt
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community you know that you may be asked

community you know that you may be asked
to

to

to
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represent well i don't want to be

represent well i don't want to be
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politically involved yet especially if

politically involved yet especially if
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i'm figuring myself out

i'm figuring myself out
yes

yes

yes
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i don't know if i need all that

i don't know if i need all that
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responsibility i've only been out for

responsibility i've only been out for
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six months i've gotten offers

six months i've gotten offers
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magazine covers newspaper articles but

magazine covers newspaper articles but
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it made sense when you told me don't let

it made sense when you told me don't let
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them capture you just because of this

them capture you just because of this
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like trance is in right now and it's

like trance is in right now and it's
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it's a topic that people want to feature

it's a topic that people want to feature
and

and

and
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why are you laughing at me because you

why are you laughing at me because you
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like that now because i've pretty much

like that now because i've pretty much
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drilled it in your head

drilled it in your head
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first of all you were bright-eyed of

first of all you were bright-eyed of
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course everything it's it i wanted this

course everything it's it i wanted this
around

for being so naive

for being so naive
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and i just think that sometimes people

and i just think that sometimes people
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could take advantage of that and change

could take advantage of that and change
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it around to something that you wish you

it around to something that you wish you
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didn't want to say i'm basically like a

didn't want to say i'm basically like a
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mom slapping your wrist you're my mother

mom slapping your wrist you're my mother
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yeah but you didn't like it well

yeah but you didn't like it well
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i was flattered definitely flattered

i was flattered definitely flattered
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that they offered me they're using pegs

that they offered me they're using pegs
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of caitlyn jenner

of caitlyn jenner
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yeah are you caitlyn jenner no i'm not

yeah are you caitlyn jenner no i'm not
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you're not caitlyn jenner i know i just

you're not caitlyn jenner i know i just
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felt that everyone's riding on the roar

felt that everyone's riding on the roar
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of you

of you
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and then i hate having to do this to you

and then i hate having to do this to you
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like some freaking know-it-all what

like some freaking know-it-all what
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you're going through is personal

you're going through is personal
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so you need to think like where are you

so you need to think like where are you
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going to share this

going to share this
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the most monumental like magazine would

the most monumental like magazine would
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be like time

be like time
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time magazine some random magazine time

time magazine some random magazine time
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magazine magazine which one's louder you

magazine magazine which one's louder you
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whatever you want to call it

whatever you want to call it
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but i get upset at the audacity of some

but i get upset at the audacity of some
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people thinking that they can use it as

people thinking that they can use it as
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an exploitive stage for now it's just

an exploitive stage for now it's just
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like i just got here i want to figure it

like i just got here i want to figure it
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out before i become more public

out before i become more public
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yeah so that's what that's where we're

yeah so that's what that's where we're
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going at right now

going at right now
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we're going to the philippine autocross

we're going to the philippine autocross
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today and it's my first time to compete

today and it's my first time to compete
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in a long time

in a long time
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when i started drifting and getting into

when i started drifting and getting into
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cars this is the first sport we got into

cars this is the first sport we got into
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when i came out one of my biggest

when i came out one of my biggest
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worries was i couldn't do the things

worries was i couldn't do the things
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that i love doing

that i love doing
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i haven't shown myself to this this

i haven't shown myself to this this
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general public

general public
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it's interesting because you could see

it's interesting because you could see
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[Applause]

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that was me i'd drive i would i would

that was me i'd drive i would i would
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demolish demolish every coat yes you

demolish demolish every coat yes you
would

would

would
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you know as as with any motorsports

you know as as with any motorsports
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event because it's predominantly male

event because it's predominantly male
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there's a first wave of jitters i say hi

there's a first wave of jitters i say hi
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to everybody i wave because i know

to everybody i wave because i know
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they're looking and if they smile back

they're looking and if they smile back
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then everything's fine

then everything's fine
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you know they hear about it but seeing i

you know they hear about it but seeing i
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guess seeing me in live is different for

guess seeing me in live is different for
everybody

everybody

everybody
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the people who know me do come up and

the people who know me do come up and
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say hi and the people who don't know me

say hi and the people who don't know me
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come up to get a photo so

come up to get a photo so
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what do you want me to do today

what do you want me to do today
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i don't know what do you want

i don't know what do you want
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oh i to do

oh i to do
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to pick you up and hug you

to pick you up and hug you
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and you bite me

and you bite me
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i've always wanted to have goats but

i've always wanted to have goats but
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anything that will entertain me besides

anything that will entertain me besides
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the screeching sounds of cars

the screeching sounds of cars
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um is always a nice you know breeze of

um is always a nice you know breeze of
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fresh air

fresh air
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that was cute that was the best part of

that was cute that was the best part of
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i have a question yes there's no

i have a question yes there's no
bathroom

bathroom

bathroom
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so when you need a pee break because you

so when you need a pee break because you
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can't go into the bushes and pee anymore

can't go into the bushes and pee anymore
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watch me

watch me
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well technically you could stand but

well technically you could stand but
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like would you still do that no i'd

like would you still do that no i'd
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rather have a bathroom right okay we can

rather have a bathroom right okay we can
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get driven out things that i'm scared of

get driven out things that i'm scared of
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the most basic thing the women's

the most basic thing the women's
bathroom

bathroom

bathroom
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i'm scared to get into a confrontation

i'm scared to get into a confrontation
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with a woman

with a woman
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and you know weirdly enough i'm also

and you know weirdly enough i'm also
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scared to go into the male bathroom

scared to go into the male bathroom
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because i look different already it's

because i look different already it's
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just like dear god where can i go just

just like dear god where can i go just
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yeah look i look for a handicapped

yeah look i look for a handicapped
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bathroom most of the time when it's

bathroom most of the time when it's
possible

did you squat or did you stand in there

did you squat or did you stand in there
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did you squat potentially

did you squat potentially
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so that's what's going to happen like

so that's what's going to happen like
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every time there's an event that's like

every time there's an event that's like
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this where the bathroom is not available

this where the bathroom is not available
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we will take the extra we will bring a

we will take the extra we will bring a
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mobile home next time so that we have a

mobile home next time so that we have a
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bathroom following us

bathroom following us
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if you want to learn how to control your

if you want to learn how to control your
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car join an autocross track you can

car join an autocross track you can
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bring a staff car all the way up to a

bring a staff car all the way up to a
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really modified park it's a timed event

really modified park it's a timed event
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so you go through gates if you hit a

so you go through gates if you hit a
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cone it's a five second penalty and if

cone it's a five second penalty and if
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you don't do an obstacle it's like a ten

you don't do an obstacle it's like a ten
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second penalty

second penalty
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so you actually just race against

so you actually just race against
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yourself just try to beat your time the

yourself just try to beat your time the
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next round you try to beat your time

next round you try to beat your time
again

those cones are 180 turn there so you

those cones are 180 turn there so you
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get a whip

get a whip
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maybe you gotta switch direction

maybe you gotta switch direction
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i'll give you and gabe

i'll give you and gabe
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thank you

thank you
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you know what for me now on it's just

you know what for me now on it's just
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more of having fun yeah

more of having fun yeah
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i have atlanta low expectations i just

i have atlanta low expectations i just
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win it so we can go home

win it so we can go home
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so

so
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combined

combined
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thank you dave before giving us

thank you dave before giving us
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a fantastic show i knew you were going

a fantastic show i knew you were going
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to kill it babe like done

to kill it babe like done
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over and out everyone can go home now

over and out everyone can go home now
thank<00:42:11.119> you

thank you

thank you
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angie king's here bye-bye bye-bye

angie king's here bye-bye bye-bye
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thank you very much thank you very much

thank you very much thank you very much
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what if my partner became transgender

what if my partner became transgender
uh

uh

uh
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i'd have to cross that bridge when i get

i'd have to cross that bridge when i get
there

there

there
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no i will not stay in a relationship i

no i will not stay in a relationship i
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don't think it's possible for

don't think it's possible for
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transgender people to fall in love with

transgender people to fall in love with
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the opposite sex anymore first

the opposite sex anymore first
um

accept him and

accept him and
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when they did come out as and and

when they did come out as and and
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together as a couple

together as a couple
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the reception that they received was

the reception that they received was
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amazing you know and even as friends

amazing you know and even as friends
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everybody felt it and it was very

everybody felt it and it was very
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positive and i guess you kind of have a

positive and i guess you kind of have a
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fear if there's going to be a lot of

fear if there's going to be a lot of
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negativity yeah a lot of backlash for

negativity yeah a lot of backlash for
example

example

example
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for them that didn't really happen and

for them that didn't really happen and
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for sure one factor is that joey and

for sure one factor is that joey and
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angie did it together

angie did it together
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working through it as a married couple

working through it as a married couple
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doing it with their partner

doing it with their partner
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we were engaged for three years do you

we were engaged for three years do you
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remember you also proposed to me yes

remember you also proposed to me yes
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because because we had this whole

because because we had this whole
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conversation like would you propose to

conversation like would you propose to
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you exactly it's like you did the women

you exactly it's like you did the women
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thing of like well you're proposing like

thing of like well you're proposing like
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i would if you gave me time but you

i would if you gave me time but you
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dropped the gun and

dropped the gun and
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you proposed to me

you proposed to me
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i'm like

i'm like
okay

okay

okay
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and how did you know that i that i was

and how did you know that i that i was
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asking you to marry me just um it was me

asking you to marry me just um it was me
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two weeks after we were dating i already

two weeks after we were dating i already
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knew like this is someone i want to

knew like this is someone i want to
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haven't seen the relationship

haven't seen the relationship
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better in fact

better in fact
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the support of joey

the support of joey
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for angie through this process and i'm

for angie through this process and i'm
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firsthand witness to it

firsthand witness to it
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it's been ridiculous it's like i am a

it's been ridiculous it's like i am a
woman

woman

woman
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and i i do not know if i will be able to

and i i do not know if i will be able to
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do that if my partner would turn into a

do that if my partner would turn into a
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woman maybe my first reaction would be

woman maybe my first reaction would be
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like i'm out the door

like i'm out the door
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so and i'm i i admire joey for what

so and i'm i i admire joey for what
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she's doing i salute her for that i've

she's doing i salute her for that i've
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never seen angie happier

never seen angie happier
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at any point in his life i think as long

at any point in his life i think as long
as

as

as
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they've got love for each other

they've got love for each other
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you know regardless of what the

you know regardless of what the
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definitions are

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those don't matter you know all that

those don't matter you know all that
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matters is that they love each other i

matters is that they love each other i
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don't know anybody any couple that has

don't know anybody any couple that has
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their kind of love story you know to be

their kind of love story you know to be
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able to

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go through the transformation

go through the transformation
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and

and
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to get stronger because of it

to get stronger because of it
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their love story is is beautiful it's

their love story is is beautiful it's
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everything that you would want your love

everything that you would want your love
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to be it's everything that you would

to be it's everything that you would
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want your marriage to be to find this

want your marriage to be to find this
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partner who's going to work through life

partner who's going to work through life
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with you at every step of the way with

with you at every step of the way with
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the utmost

the utmost
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you know respect and compassion

you know respect and compassion
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and

and
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yeah they they found each other and i

yeah they they found each other and i
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you know i just i can't wait for what

you know i just i can't wait for what
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the future holds for them

the future holds for them
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normally when you come out your family

normally when you come out your family
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disowns you your wife divorces you you

disowns you your wife divorces you you
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get fired from work i'm in the

get fired from work i'm in the
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luckier part of any trans person's

luckier part of any trans person's
lifestyle

lifestyle

lifestyle
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you know make it work

you know make it work
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thank you

thank you
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you know early on i had the support of

you know early on i had the support of
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my spouse i had the support of my main

my spouse i had the support of my main
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family i had the support of my immediate

family i had the support of my immediate
friends

friends

friends
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and now with the whole social media the

and now with the whole social media the
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support of like my social media i'm not

support of like my social media i'm not
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doing this to please anyone but myself

doing this to please anyone but myself
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this makes me happy and

this makes me happy and
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as i've come out now and everything's

as i've come out now and everything's
normalizing

normalizing

normalizing
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and it just feels like a dream

and it just feels like a dream
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i don't see my life without this human

i don't see my life without this human
being

being

being
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i really love i i really love her

i really love i i really love her
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and um

and um
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i knew that that's all i need

i knew that that's all i need
and

and

and
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like i can't wait to see what happens

like i can't wait to see what happens
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through the few years that are coming

through the few years that are coming
ahead

ahead

ahead
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so

so
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