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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:35,235 --> 00:00:37,003 Same place, ten times in the eye. 2 00:00:38,538 --> 00:00:40,306 You better watch it with that damn knife. 3 00:00:40,974 --> 00:00:42,242 Eee. 4 00:00:42,976 --> 00:00:44,077 3D. 5 00:00:47,781 --> 00:00:51,551 I'm gonna rob everything I can get my hands on. 6 00:00:57,857 --> 00:01:01,327 Put the camera away, okay? 7 00:01:05,632 --> 00:01:07,767 Deliris Vasquez: That's before I started using drugs. 8 00:01:07,834 --> 00:01:09,469 I went to two years in college, 9 00:01:09,536 --> 00:01:11,337 and that's when I met my ex-husband 10 00:01:11,404 --> 00:01:12,906 and that's when I started using drugs. 11 00:01:21,181 --> 00:01:22,691 Jon Alpert: Tell me what you're gonna do. 12 00:01:22,715 --> 00:01:23,650 What are you guys gonna do? 13 00:01:23,716 --> 00:01:25,294 We're goin' to the store, we're gonna try to... 14 00:01:25,318 --> 00:01:26,662 - Jon: That store over there? - Yeah. 15 00:01:26,686 --> 00:01:27,754 Yeah, store over there. 16 00:01:27,821 --> 00:01:30,790 We're gonna try to, um, load up. 17 00:01:30,857 --> 00:01:32,091 Jon: What are you lookin' for? 18 00:01:32,792 --> 00:01:34,227 Anything... 19 00:01:34,294 --> 00:01:35,671 - Mike McGrath: Make some money. - Yeah. 20 00:01:35,695 --> 00:01:36,996 Jon: And if you get caught? 21 00:01:37,664 --> 00:01:38,664 Go to jail. 22 00:01:43,169 --> 00:01:44,604 Rob: I have to go to work. 23 00:01:46,806 --> 00:01:48,741 That one. This one. 24 00:01:49,509 --> 00:01:50,677 Eight sets of sheets. 25 00:02:01,588 --> 00:02:04,858 That lady is from Harrison. 26 00:02:04,924 --> 00:02:06,860 Mike: She knows me. Forget it. 27 00:02:06,926 --> 00:02:08,428 Rob: Get the fuck outta here. 28 00:02:16,102 --> 00:02:18,972 Jon: You're really good. 29 00:02:19,038 --> 00:02:20,573 What's he doin'? He's distractin' them? 30 00:02:20,640 --> 00:02:21,984 Mike: Yeah, he's comin' out now. There he is. 31 00:02:22,008 --> 00:02:23,309 - Jon: Yeah? - Yeah. 32 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:26,846 Job well done. 33 00:02:28,047 --> 00:02:30,717 Uh, we got, um, sets of sheets. 34 00:02:30,783 --> 00:02:32,385 I can make about $80 here. 35 00:02:34,020 --> 00:02:35,321 Beats the minimum wage. 36 00:02:36,823 --> 00:02:38,983 Jon: Were you afraid you were gonna get caught in there? 37 00:02:39,125 --> 00:02:40,426 I'm always afraid. 38 00:02:41,995 --> 00:02:44,206 - But... the baby gotta eat. - Mike: It's a chance you gotta take. 39 00:02:44,230 --> 00:02:46,199 I gotta eat. The rent gotta be paid. 40 00:02:54,741 --> 00:02:56,042 Man: Hey. 41 00:02:58,511 --> 00:02:59,889 Freddie Rodriguez: One, two, three, four, five. 42 00:03:08,888 --> 00:03:10,490 Protection. Never know. 43 00:03:14,327 --> 00:03:15,461 Watch, watch. 44 00:03:18,598 --> 00:03:20,333 I wanna speak. I wanna speak. 45 00:03:39,886 --> 00:03:41,087 Man: Dance... 46 00:03:42,522 --> 00:03:43,522 Aah! 47 00:03:50,063 --> 00:03:51,798 Jon: Is it gonna be hard to sell this stuff? 48 00:03:51,864 --> 00:03:52,966 No. No, no. Not at all. 49 00:03:53,032 --> 00:03:54,367 - Jon: Uh-huh. - Rob: Easy. 50 00:03:54,434 --> 00:03:55,635 Jon: Where you gonna take it? 51 00:03:55,702 --> 00:03:57,413 - Gonna take it to a store down here. - Mike: To a fence. 52 00:03:57,437 --> 00:04:00,940 - Jon: Uh-huh. - That's queen size. 53 00:04:01,007 --> 00:04:03,276 - Let's go. Put it in the bag. - We'll see you later. 54 00:04:07,580 --> 00:04:10,483 Man: Yeah, yeah. 55 00:04:10,550 --> 00:04:11,818 Rob: Ten dollars is cheap. 56 00:04:11,884 --> 00:04:13,395 - That's queen size. - Man: It's the big ones. 57 00:04:13,419 --> 00:04:15,221 Rob: Let me see the money? 58 00:04:15,288 --> 00:04:16,923 - Real money. - Woman: What is that? 59 00:04:16,990 --> 00:04:18,391 Rob: Let's go, Mike. 60 00:04:18,458 --> 00:04:19,959 We didn't really make that much. 61 00:04:20,026 --> 00:04:22,662 - Here, here's your half. - Rob: The only... 62 00:04:22,729 --> 00:04:24,106 - Jon: How much did it sell for? - Mike: Take that right there. 63 00:04:24,130 --> 00:04:25,398 Well, the thing that happened, 64 00:04:25,465 --> 00:04:28,701 I-I didn't wanna waste time, like, goin' around, 65 00:04:28,768 --> 00:04:29,969 'cause I coulda made $80. 66 00:04:30,036 --> 00:04:31,104 But sometime it happen 67 00:04:31,170 --> 00:04:33,272 that you just gotta give it away, 50 bucks. 68 00:04:33,339 --> 00:04:34,650 - We lost $30... - We sold 'em for 50 bucks. 69 00:04:34,674 --> 00:04:37,076 But we didn't wanna waste time 'cause that time is money. 70 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:42,480 - Angela: You got your keys? - Yeah. 71 00:04:44,751 --> 00:04:46,152 About time you cleaned. 72 00:04:46,219 --> 00:04:47,620 Real funny. 73 00:04:47,687 --> 00:04:49,398 Jon: Robbie, who's everybody here? Who is who? 74 00:04:49,422 --> 00:04:52,291 Turn around. This is Angela, my girl. 75 00:04:52,358 --> 00:04:54,994 - Jon: Uh-huh. - It's my father Ed. 76 00:04:55,061 --> 00:04:56,062 Glad to meet ya. 77 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:57,806 - Jon: Hi, Dad, how you doin'? - All right. 78 00:04:57,830 --> 00:04:59,298 My father works. 79 00:04:59,365 --> 00:05:00,800 How much you make? 80 00:05:00,867 --> 00:05:02,368 How much you make an hour, Ed? 81 00:05:02,435 --> 00:05:03,936 Four dollars and ten cents an hour. 82 00:05:04,003 --> 00:05:06,003 Rob: How much you bring home at the end of the week? 83 00:05:06,973 --> 00:05:09,175 - Eighty dollars a week. - Ed Steffey: A week. 84 00:05:09,242 --> 00:05:10,977 - Jon: Yeah? Yeah? - Peanuts. 85 00:05:12,578 --> 00:05:15,882 You have to make extra money some way, survive. 86 00:05:15,948 --> 00:05:17,660 Jon: You know what your son does to make money? 87 00:05:17,684 --> 00:05:19,052 Yep, I know. 88 00:05:19,118 --> 00:05:20,429 Jon: And what do you think about it? 89 00:05:20,453 --> 00:05:21,688 I don't like the idea. 90 00:05:21,754 --> 00:05:22,822 - Jon: No? - Nope. 91 00:05:28,094 --> 00:05:29,429 Rob: This is my man. 92 00:05:30,863 --> 00:05:32,131 Just got outta jail. 93 00:05:32,198 --> 00:05:33,766 Did 60 days in jail. 94 00:05:33,833 --> 00:05:34,833 Jon: Yeah? 95 00:05:35,368 --> 00:05:36,369 For what? 96 00:05:37,336 --> 00:05:39,472 Uh, for possession, cocaine. 97 00:05:40,773 --> 00:05:42,508 He's my original teacher. 98 00:05:42,575 --> 00:05:43,810 He's the best. 99 00:05:44,777 --> 00:05:46,079 Number one. 100 00:05:46,145 --> 00:05:47,814 I don't like to brag, you know, but... 101 00:05:47,880 --> 00:05:50,183 We're goin' into the store, get the stuff and come out. 102 00:05:50,249 --> 00:05:52,118 Nobody see us go in, nobody see us come out. 103 00:06:17,977 --> 00:06:20,213 - Jon: What-what's in the box? - Rob: Shirts. 104 00:06:22,949 --> 00:06:24,460 Jon: How much you gonna sell that for, you think? 105 00:06:24,484 --> 00:06:25,952 I don't know what it's worth. 106 00:06:29,989 --> 00:06:31,657 I don't want nobody get my plate, man. 107 00:06:32,391 --> 00:06:33,760 Jon: Just like that? 108 00:06:33,826 --> 00:06:35,394 - Just like that. - Just like that. 109 00:06:35,461 --> 00:06:36,662 I don't know what's in there. 110 00:06:36,729 --> 00:06:38,874 Jon: But wait, there was about five people watchin' you. 111 00:06:38,898 --> 00:06:40,199 - Ain't nothin'. - Jon: Huh? 112 00:06:40,266 --> 00:06:42,101 Anybody got the plate? Anybody got the plate? 113 00:06:42,168 --> 00:06:43,836 You know who's been watchin'. 114 00:06:44,837 --> 00:06:47,039 Nah, don't worry about that. 115 00:06:47,106 --> 00:06:48,841 Rob: These are bad shirts. 116 00:06:48,908 --> 00:06:50,076 Tiger. 117 00:06:53,713 --> 00:06:56,115 Well, you can't be perfect when you steal everything. 118 00:06:56,182 --> 00:06:58,463 - Hey, you could use them for pajamas. - Rob: Look at that. 119 00:06:59,485 --> 00:07:00,820 Got a zipper. 120 00:07:00,887 --> 00:07:02,555 I'm givin' away free shirts. 121 00:07:04,457 --> 00:07:05,497 Man: Still got some shirts. 122 00:07:05,558 --> 00:07:06,926 Hey, over here! Over here! 123 00:07:06,993 --> 00:07:10,096 These are so nice. Can I have it? 124 00:07:10,163 --> 00:07:12,265 Rob: The stuff that we threw away before, 125 00:07:12,331 --> 00:07:14,000 everybody's pickin' it out the garbage. 126 00:07:14,066 --> 00:07:15,644 - Jon: Now, listen. Would you give this stuff... - We always give stuff out. 127 00:07:15,668 --> 00:07:17,346 Jon: Would you give this stuff away if I wasn't filmin'? 128 00:07:17,370 --> 00:07:19,238 Yeah, we always do. 129 00:07:19,305 --> 00:07:21,874 Don't believe him. This is his first time. 130 00:07:21,941 --> 00:07:24,443 - Jon: First time, huh? - In history. 131 00:07:24,510 --> 00:07:26,445 Jon: The first time. The first. 132 00:07:26,512 --> 00:07:27,313 I'm always givin'... 133 00:07:27,380 --> 00:07:29,015 I always been givin' stuff around. 134 00:07:29,081 --> 00:07:30,183 When I can't sell it... 135 00:07:30,249 --> 00:07:31,818 You know, but I always give shit away. 136 00:07:41,828 --> 00:07:43,830 This is my family. 137 00:07:43,896 --> 00:07:47,300 This is my little baby, little girl, Elizabeth. 138 00:07:48,434 --> 00:07:50,036 This is my lady, Mari. 139 00:07:50,102 --> 00:07:51,342 Jon: How long you been together? 140 00:07:51,404 --> 00:07:53,339 Freddie: About a year and a half, two years. 141 00:07:53,406 --> 00:07:54,807 Jon: Yeah? 142 00:07:54,874 --> 00:07:57,009 Well, Mari, did you know what, uh, 143 00:07:57,076 --> 00:08:00,046 Freddie's occupation was when you met him the first time? 144 00:08:01,414 --> 00:08:02,315 Yeah. 145 00:08:02,381 --> 00:08:04,150 I'm not gonna work for $150 a week 146 00:08:04,217 --> 00:08:05,952 when I could make $150 a day. 147 00:08:06,786 --> 00:08:07,787 You know what I mean? 148 00:08:07,854 --> 00:08:09,655 Jon: Are you worried that they might grow up 149 00:08:09,722 --> 00:08:11,390 and get into the same type of life? 150 00:08:12,024 --> 00:08:13,059 Yeah. 151 00:08:13,125 --> 00:08:14,269 Freddie: I don't want 'em to do what I do 152 00:08:14,293 --> 00:08:16,329 because I know what I've been through, you know. 153 00:08:16,395 --> 00:08:18,006 I wouldn't want them to be like this, you know. 154 00:08:18,030 --> 00:08:19,065 Jon: Yeah. 155 00:08:19,131 --> 00:08:20,131 So I don't wanna teach 'em 156 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:21,677 how to steal and shit like that, you know. 157 00:08:21,701 --> 00:08:23,069 I want 'em to get, go to school 158 00:08:23,135 --> 00:08:24,637 and get good jobs and shit, you know. 159 00:08:24,704 --> 00:08:27,139 I'm planning on stopping but, um... 160 00:08:28,441 --> 00:08:29,942 it's not that easy. 161 00:08:30,009 --> 00:08:31,677 I'm addicted to shopliftin'. 162 00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:43,723 Jon: How much did he miss me by? 163 00:08:43,789 --> 00:08:45,224 I'd say about an inch. 164 00:08:45,291 --> 00:08:49,262 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 165 00:08:49,328 --> 00:08:50,463 Angela: Oh, my God. 166 00:08:50,529 --> 00:08:52,498 ♪ Ha... ♪ 167 00:08:52,565 --> 00:08:54,834 Mike: You get a birthday cake. That's your present. 168 00:08:54,901 --> 00:08:56,402 Jon: Whose birthday? Your birthday? 169 00:08:56,469 --> 00:08:58,471 - Mike: Ange's birthday. - Jon: Aw. 170 00:08:58,537 --> 00:09:00,072 Mike: Old Aunt Ange. 171 00:09:00,139 --> 00:09:01,574 Cut it open, look. 172 00:09:01,641 --> 00:09:04,277 Motherfucker cost me $20 of stolen money. 173 00:09:05,011 --> 00:09:05,945 Shit. Shit. 174 00:09:06,012 --> 00:09:08,014 Rob: Look what I gave Ange for her birthday. 175 00:09:08,714 --> 00:09:10,283 Photo book. Cost $20... 176 00:09:10,349 --> 00:09:11,817 Mike: The cake I had paid for... 177 00:09:11,884 --> 00:09:13,486 - I bought it. - Jon: Yeah? 178 00:09:13,552 --> 00:09:14,787 I bought it with money. 179 00:09:14,854 --> 00:09:16,298 - Jon: Congratulations. - Earned money. 180 00:09:16,322 --> 00:09:17,890 Mike: Right? Huh? 181 00:09:17,957 --> 00:09:19,425 Get the fuck in here. 182 00:09:19,492 --> 00:09:20,660 Get in here. 183 00:09:23,696 --> 00:09:25,298 Now, answer this man's questions. 184 00:09:25,364 --> 00:09:26,499 Woman: Happy birthday. 185 00:09:27,500 --> 00:09:29,001 This is my, my girl 186 00:09:29,068 --> 00:09:30,736 who got my baby down there. 187 00:09:30,803 --> 00:09:32,939 - Jon: What? - Mike: That's right. 188 00:09:33,639 --> 00:09:35,274 That is a paycheck. 189 00:09:35,341 --> 00:09:36,642 Rob: Not yours. 190 00:09:36,709 --> 00:09:39,779 Mike: That's a paycheck. My girl works hard. 191 00:09:39,845 --> 00:09:41,547 Jon: She works and gives you all the money? 192 00:09:41,614 --> 00:09:43,215 - Right. - She doesn't give it to me. 193 00:09:43,282 --> 00:09:44,550 - We share it. - Rob: Now... 194 00:09:44,617 --> 00:09:46,485 now, he ain't gotta shoplift no more. 195 00:09:46,552 --> 00:09:48,354 Mike: We share it, you know. 196 00:09:51,023 --> 00:09:52,992 Kid: Oh! 197 00:09:53,059 --> 00:09:55,628 You better shut the fuck up. 198 00:09:55,695 --> 00:09:57,239 Mike's girlfriend: 'Cause you know you're wrong. 199 00:09:57,263 --> 00:09:59,565 Oh, my God. Please. 200 00:10:01,100 --> 00:10:03,402 Mike: Now shut the fuck up. 201 00:10:07,273 --> 00:10:09,742 Told you. You keep our problems to us. 202 00:10:09,809 --> 00:10:11,553 You don't go screamin' 'em out in front of everybody. 203 00:10:11,577 --> 00:10:13,112 I'll kill you, bitch. 204 00:10:14,113 --> 00:10:15,393 Jon: What are you fightin' about? 205 00:10:16,849 --> 00:10:19,285 'Cause she's hardheaded and don't listen, 206 00:10:19,352 --> 00:10:20,720 and she's gotta learn to listen. 207 00:10:20,786 --> 00:10:22,146 Rob: Well, you ain't gotta hit her. 208 00:10:22,188 --> 00:10:23,389 Yes, I do. 209 00:10:23,456 --> 00:10:24,833 'Cause that's the only way you concentrate... 210 00:10:24,857 --> 00:10:26,768 - Mike's girlfriend: Rob, would you listen... - You better shut up. 211 00:10:26,792 --> 00:10:28,594 I told you. 212 00:10:28,661 --> 00:10:30,629 I... Get in that hole. 213 00:10:30,696 --> 00:10:32,131 Get back in that hole. 214 00:10:32,198 --> 00:10:33,132 Get in there. 215 00:10:33,199 --> 00:10:34,867 No. Please, Michael. 216 00:10:34,934 --> 00:10:36,068 Get in there. 217 00:10:37,336 --> 00:10:39,071 Now, you get back in there... 218 00:10:39,138 --> 00:10:40,749 Rob: Forget your troubles. Come on, be happy. 219 00:10:40,773 --> 00:10:42,975 And stay in there with the door closed. 220 00:10:43,042 --> 00:10:44,410 Get the cat off the bed 221 00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:46,288 -'cause it got fleas. - Mike's girlfriend: Wait, it's hurt. 222 00:10:46,312 --> 00:10:47,713 It's hurt, Michael. 223 00:10:47,780 --> 00:10:49,115 You're gonna be hurt in a minute. 224 00:10:49,181 --> 00:10:50,449 Fuck the cat. 225 00:10:52,618 --> 00:10:54,787 Jon: Well, do they fight all the time like this or not? 226 00:10:54,854 --> 00:10:56,122 Who? 227 00:10:56,188 --> 00:10:57,289 Jon: Mike and his girl? 228 00:10:57,356 --> 00:10:58,524 Kid: Every night. 229 00:10:58,591 --> 00:11:00,459 One time with a bat. Pssh. 230 00:11:00,526 --> 00:11:02,061 Jon: He hit her with a bat? 231 00:11:02,128 --> 00:11:03,229 Remember on the lake? 232 00:11:03,295 --> 00:11:05,031 I try to stay outta their business. 233 00:11:05,097 --> 00:11:06,665 I just... 234 00:11:06,732 --> 00:11:10,803 He told me that she wanted $50 to give to her mother. 235 00:11:10,870 --> 00:11:13,072 But she wanted $50 to give to her mother to hold for her 236 00:11:13,139 --> 00:11:14,840 so she has enough for an abortion. 237 00:11:14,907 --> 00:11:15,951 Mike don't want to have an abortion. 238 00:11:15,975 --> 00:11:16,842 That's why he hit her. 239 00:11:16,909 --> 00:11:18,310 She's tryin' to be sneaky. 240 00:11:20,813 --> 00:11:22,314 All right, lock the door. 241 00:11:23,015 --> 00:11:24,383 Lock the door! 242 00:11:28,721 --> 00:11:30,565 Jon: The first time he hit you, what did you say to him? 243 00:11:30,589 --> 00:11:32,434 Mike's girlfriend: That he better never hit me again. 244 00:11:32,458 --> 00:11:34,498 He cried and he promised me he'd never hit me again. 245 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:37,763 He did it again and again and again and again. 246 00:11:37,830 --> 00:11:40,066 And that's it. I'm not taking no more. 247 00:11:40,132 --> 00:11:42,435 He can't beat love out of me 248 00:11:42,501 --> 00:11:44,303 'cause he don't know how to handle love. 249 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:46,205 Jon: And what are you gonna do with yourself 250 00:11:46,272 --> 00:11:47,339 when you get outta here? 251 00:11:47,406 --> 00:11:48,817 Mike's girlfriend: Get rid of this baby. 252 00:11:48,841 --> 00:11:50,142 I ain't crazy. 253 00:11:50,209 --> 00:11:51,787 Whoever's watchin' this, don't think I'm crazy 254 00:11:51,811 --> 00:11:53,088 'cause I ain't this fuckin' stupid. 255 00:11:53,112 --> 00:11:54,747 We've only been going out two months, 256 00:11:54,814 --> 00:11:56,454 and I ain't gotta take this shit from him. 257 00:11:57,883 --> 00:12:00,619 Freddie and Rob: ♪ I want to wake up in the morning ♪ 258 00:12:00,686 --> 00:12:03,489 ♪ At the good old Caldwell Jail ♪ 259 00:12:03,556 --> 00:12:06,092 ♪ Where the sun comes peepin' into where I'm sleepin' ♪ 260 00:12:06,158 --> 00:12:08,828 ♪ And the songbirds singin' away ♪ 261 00:12:08,894 --> 00:12:10,963 ♪ I wanna wonder... ♪ 262 00:12:14,333 --> 00:12:15,501 Rob: Over here. 263 00:12:17,269 --> 00:12:18,704 Freddie: There's nobody here. 264 00:12:18,771 --> 00:12:20,306 I'll get the suitcase. 265 00:12:22,308 --> 00:12:23,375 Suitcase. 266 00:12:49,869 --> 00:12:52,471 Rob: Excuse me. Can you take this thing over here? 267 00:12:56,475 --> 00:12:58,944 Guess you want to take a picture of what's inside, don't you? 268 00:13:07,153 --> 00:13:09,455 - Pass out some money. - So $170's, uh... 269 00:13:09,522 --> 00:13:10,723 - $170, $170... - $80... $80... 270 00:13:10,789 --> 00:13:12,992 $80, $85, $82.50 apiece. 271 00:13:14,160 --> 00:13:15,160 $80. 272 00:13:15,194 --> 00:13:17,029 $20, $40, $60, $80. 273 00:13:19,064 --> 00:13:20,966 Rob: Puttin' away $100 for today. 274 00:13:21,033 --> 00:13:24,069 I had $200, now I got $300 saved. 275 00:13:24,136 --> 00:13:26,205 Probably be for my bail anyway. 276 00:13:26,272 --> 00:13:28,307 Don't pay doin'. I'm serious. 277 00:13:28,374 --> 00:13:29,975 I go out and make money, I put it away. 278 00:13:30,042 --> 00:13:31,143 It happens all the time. 279 00:13:31,210 --> 00:13:33,812 I get busted, gotta use all the money for bail. 280 00:13:33,879 --> 00:13:35,090 Jon: Ange, if you could wish for one thing, 281 00:13:35,114 --> 00:13:36,224 what would you like to have? 282 00:13:36,248 --> 00:13:37,993 Angela: If there's one thing I could wish for? 283 00:13:38,017 --> 00:13:39,017 Jon: Yeah. 284 00:13:39,051 --> 00:13:40,419 Not no money. 285 00:13:40,486 --> 00:13:41,887 To get married, 286 00:13:41,954 --> 00:13:43,722 which somebody can't use their brains for. 287 00:13:43,789 --> 00:13:45,709 Jon: Wait. Oh, you're not really married, married? 288 00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:47,793 Angela: No. 289 00:13:49,895 --> 00:13:50,963 Jon: I didn't know. 290 00:13:55,100 --> 00:13:58,204 What took you back to the streets, Rob? 291 00:13:58,270 --> 00:14:00,506 'Cause you were doin' good here. 292 00:14:00,573 --> 00:14:01,974 Uh, because... 293 00:14:02,041 --> 00:14:04,510 It wasn't payin' enough. They wasn't payin' enough. 294 00:14:04,577 --> 00:14:06,946 Sid: Yeah, but you were doin' good. 295 00:14:07,012 --> 00:14:09,748 You had over a grand in the bank. 296 00:14:09,815 --> 00:14:11,116 Over a grand in the bank. 297 00:14:11,183 --> 00:14:12,518 You were doin' good, Robbie. 298 00:14:12,585 --> 00:14:14,353 Rob: Now, I ain't got nothin' in the bank. 299 00:14:14,420 --> 00:14:15,554 That's what I'm sayin'. 300 00:14:15,621 --> 00:14:16,631 - Now, what you're doin'... - Don't pay. 301 00:14:16,655 --> 00:14:17,523 You don't have anything. 302 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:19,858 Now what I do, I just make enough money 303 00:14:19,925 --> 00:14:22,094 to put gas in my car every day, 304 00:14:22,161 --> 00:14:24,196 buy a little food, pay a little bills. 305 00:14:24,263 --> 00:14:25,707 - I ain't got no next... - Another thing. 306 00:14:25,731 --> 00:14:28,701 You were happier, too, when you worked. 307 00:14:28,767 --> 00:14:30,502 You came down here every day 308 00:14:30,569 --> 00:14:31,680 and you showed me your bank book 309 00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:32,714 and you were happy about it. 310 00:14:32,738 --> 00:14:33,772 Of course I was happy. 311 00:14:33,839 --> 00:14:35,383 - Yeah, 'cause it was legit. - Because I said, 312 00:14:35,407 --> 00:14:37,643 "Sid, I got money, I earned it." 313 00:14:37,710 --> 00:14:39,245 That's right. Well, you worked... 314 00:14:39,311 --> 00:14:41,213 You know what I was thinkin' about, Sid? 315 00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:44,016 If I, like, get some money together just to buy, like, 316 00:14:44,083 --> 00:14:47,119 a big hot dog truck just to start me off. 317 00:14:47,186 --> 00:14:49,188 How you gonna get the money for that? 318 00:14:49,255 --> 00:14:50,589 Got any rich uncles? 319 00:14:52,057 --> 00:14:53,626 - Any rich friends? - Nobody. 320 00:14:53,692 --> 00:14:55,094 Are you askin' me for the money? 321 00:14:55,160 --> 00:14:57,496 You probably don't got it. 322 00:14:57,563 --> 00:14:59,531 If you're gonna do right, 323 00:14:59,598 --> 00:15:01,000 I'd give you the money. 324 00:15:02,801 --> 00:15:04,036 I'd find a way. 325 00:15:11,910 --> 00:15:13,755 Jon: Boy, this is a nice little town here, Freddie. 326 00:15:13,779 --> 00:15:15,281 I know. 327 00:15:15,347 --> 00:15:17,216 Jon: How come you always go to the suburbs 328 00:15:17,283 --> 00:15:18,917 to-to do your robbing? 329 00:15:18,984 --> 00:15:21,220 Because they don't have that much security, you know. 330 00:15:22,955 --> 00:15:25,291 If, um, anybody chases you, you know, 331 00:15:25,357 --> 00:15:26,501 it's easier to get away, you know. 332 00:15:26,525 --> 00:15:27,569 There ain't too many people. 333 00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:29,595 You know, it's more simple. It's more easier. 334 00:15:34,767 --> 00:15:37,036 - Jon: What's this? - R&S Strauss. 335 00:15:37,102 --> 00:15:38,937 - Jon: Yeah. - They sell auto parts. 336 00:15:39,672 --> 00:15:40,773 It's come off. 337 00:15:40,839 --> 00:15:42,408 Jon: How many times you been in there? 338 00:15:42,474 --> 00:15:44,810 Oh, couldn't even count, so many. 339 00:15:44,877 --> 00:15:48,080 I usually park my car right here on the side, 340 00:15:48,147 --> 00:15:50,582 leave it like this, leave the keys in there, 341 00:15:50,649 --> 00:15:51,984 and go in there and come out. 342 00:16:29,688 --> 00:16:30,956 Jon: Tell me what you got. 343 00:16:31,023 --> 00:16:32,958 Freddie: I got a burglar alarm to stop thieves. 344 00:16:33,025 --> 00:16:34,436 - Jon: That's what you stole? - Yeah. 345 00:16:34,460 --> 00:16:35,327 Yeah, I stole a couple of 'em. 346 00:16:35,394 --> 00:16:36,754 I got a couple of 'em in the trunk. 347 00:16:39,264 --> 00:16:42,568 See, I'm... I've been arrested for stolen cars before. 348 00:16:42,634 --> 00:16:44,737 And I, and they givin' out too much time, 349 00:16:44,803 --> 00:16:46,472 so I'm tryin' to stop thieves. 350 00:16:50,809 --> 00:16:52,620 Jon: What is this here, Freddie, on your back? It says what? 351 00:16:52,644 --> 00:16:54,913 Freddie: Perdon madre mia. 352 00:16:54,980 --> 00:16:56,115 Jon: What's that mean? 353 00:16:56,181 --> 00:16:57,625 Freddie: "Forgive me, mother of mine." 354 00:16:57,649 --> 00:16:59,449 Did that when I was a juvenile 'cause I was... 355 00:16:59,485 --> 00:17:01,987 I felt sorry, you know, for my mother for... 356 00:17:02,054 --> 00:17:04,456 I was always havin' her suffer and whatnot, you know. 357 00:17:04,523 --> 00:17:05,624 Jon: Yeah? 358 00:17:07,459 --> 00:17:09,661 My mother and father got divorced when we were young. 359 00:17:09,728 --> 00:17:11,497 They put me in foster home. 360 00:17:11,563 --> 00:17:15,000 Some white lady and white man, 361 00:17:15,067 --> 00:17:16,101 they were pretty old, 362 00:17:16,168 --> 00:17:18,504 they adopted me and my oldest brother Frankie. 363 00:17:18,570 --> 00:17:20,606 We lived with those people for about a year. 364 00:17:20,672 --> 00:17:24,076 My mother was goin' to court, tryin' to get us back. 365 00:17:24,143 --> 00:17:25,887 If I would've stayed there with those rich folks, 366 00:17:25,911 --> 00:17:28,414 I wouldn't be here right now, I wouldn't be doin' this. 367 00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:29,615 I always think about that. 368 00:17:29,681 --> 00:17:30,681 I wish I would've stayed. 369 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:32,317 They would've sent me to college. 370 00:17:32,384 --> 00:17:33,428 I would've been a good boy. 371 00:17:33,452 --> 00:17:34,787 I would've been, you know... 372 00:17:34,853 --> 00:17:36,355 would've made somethin' out my life. 373 00:17:46,598 --> 00:17:48,033 Jackie. 374 00:17:48,100 --> 00:17:49,968 Jackie, go like this. 375 00:17:55,908 --> 00:17:57,852 Jon: What are you gonna do if you ever catch your daughter 376 00:17:57,876 --> 00:17:59,211 doin' anything bad? 377 00:18:00,212 --> 00:18:02,181 - Whip her ass. - Jon: Yeah? 378 00:18:03,182 --> 00:18:04,650 She looked at me. 379 00:18:07,619 --> 00:18:10,055 - She ain't gonna do nothin' bad. - Did you ever spank him? 380 00:18:10,122 --> 00:18:11,356 Yep. 381 00:18:11,423 --> 00:18:13,334 Jon: You ever beat him up when he did anything bad? 382 00:18:13,358 --> 00:18:15,327 Yeah, he got a fork in my arm. 383 00:18:15,394 --> 00:18:16,895 - Jon: Huh? - A fork. 384 00:18:16,962 --> 00:18:18,173 Jon: He stabbed you with a fork? 385 00:18:18,197 --> 00:18:20,032 Rob: Yeah, I was about five years old. 386 00:18:20,098 --> 00:18:21,200 I had a box of toys. 387 00:18:21,266 --> 00:18:23,202 This motherfucker takes boxes of toys, 388 00:18:23,268 --> 00:18:24,970 throwin' it down the furnace. 389 00:18:25,037 --> 00:18:26,481 Jon: Why? Why would he throw your toys out? 390 00:18:26,505 --> 00:18:28,006 'Cause he was drunk. 391 00:18:32,144 --> 00:18:34,246 - What do you gotta say about that? - I wasn't drunk. 392 00:18:34,313 --> 00:18:35,981 You was always drunk. 393 00:18:47,659 --> 00:18:49,595 - Jon: Hey, Freddie. - Freddie: Yeah? 394 00:18:49,661 --> 00:18:51,630 Jon: Where'd everybody go? Where is everybody? 395 00:18:53,065 --> 00:18:54,299 My lady left. 396 00:18:54,366 --> 00:18:55,734 She left me. 397 00:18:55,801 --> 00:18:57,135 She went over her mother's house. 398 00:18:57,202 --> 00:18:58,303 Jon: Why? 399 00:18:58,370 --> 00:19:00,305 I don't know. I guess she got tired of me. 400 00:19:01,740 --> 00:19:03,208 Jon: Is that a note that she left you? 401 00:19:03,275 --> 00:19:04,743 What's it say? 402 00:19:04,810 --> 00:19:07,012 I don't know. I think it says, uh... 403 00:19:07,079 --> 00:19:09,181 "I'm sorry. I love you." Somethin' like that. 404 00:19:10,282 --> 00:19:12,417 I don't know. 405 00:19:12,484 --> 00:19:14,653 I just feel down and out. I don't know what to do. 406 00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:17,055 I feel like goin' back to drugs. 407 00:19:17,122 --> 00:19:19,191 And, um, I feel like killin' myself. 408 00:19:19,258 --> 00:19:20,268 I don't know what to do, man. 409 00:19:20,292 --> 00:19:22,494 I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life. 410 00:19:22,561 --> 00:19:23,896 I keep doin' this shit, man. 411 00:19:23,962 --> 00:19:25,531 I don't wanna get high 412 00:19:25,597 --> 00:19:27,633 because I wanna do good. 413 00:19:27,699 --> 00:19:30,469 And I can't do good with problems on my mind. 414 00:19:30,536 --> 00:19:31,770 This shit, man. 415 00:19:31,837 --> 00:19:33,705 I do wanna straighten out, man. 416 00:19:33,772 --> 00:19:34,816 Jon: You got anybody you can talk to? 417 00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:36,600 Anybody who's not a drug addict, not a thief? 418 00:19:38,210 --> 00:19:41,380 All my friends are drug addicts and thieves. 419 00:19:41,446 --> 00:19:43,849 Ain't got no straight friends. You know that. 420 00:19:43,916 --> 00:19:45,450 Rob: I got a girl to take out tonight. 421 00:19:45,517 --> 00:19:47,185 It's all right if I take her, Ange? 422 00:19:47,252 --> 00:19:49,372 Jon: You don't get jealous when he's got other girls... 423 00:19:49,421 --> 00:19:51,056 Yeah, I can't say nothin'. 424 00:19:51,123 --> 00:19:54,393 - Jon: Why not? - He'd be cursin' me up and down. 425 00:19:54,459 --> 00:19:57,162 He was like, "You don't pay rent." 426 00:19:57,229 --> 00:19:58,363 Now, you can't say that... 427 00:19:58,430 --> 00:20:00,432 I love to have loads of women. 428 00:20:00,499 --> 00:20:01,709 Jon: What are you gonna do, Ange, 429 00:20:01,733 --> 00:20:03,368 if he brings another girl back in here? 430 00:20:03,435 --> 00:20:05,404 Yeah, my nerves are gonna go then. 431 00:20:14,746 --> 00:20:16,558 - Jon: Do you want to introduce me, Rob? - Yeah. 432 00:20:16,582 --> 00:20:17,716 - Hi. - This is my girl. 433 00:20:17,783 --> 00:20:19,718 - Jon: Hey. How you doin'? - Deliris. 434 00:20:19,785 --> 00:20:21,787 - Jon: Uh-huh. - That's her baby. 435 00:20:21,853 --> 00:20:24,222 - Jon: Let me see. - The baby. 436 00:20:26,925 --> 00:20:28,260 Hey, hey, hey. 437 00:20:28,327 --> 00:20:29,628 - What's up? - Look at the birdy. 438 00:20:31,029 --> 00:20:32,029 Mike: Let's move. 439 00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:37,369 What do you, what do you expect for $300? 440 00:20:37,436 --> 00:20:39,113 It's not supposed to start perfect all the time. 441 00:20:39,137 --> 00:20:40,181 - Jon: All right. - Later, Jon. 442 00:20:40,205 --> 00:20:41,749 Jon: I'll see you, guys. Have a nice night. 443 00:20:41,773 --> 00:20:43,785 - Same to you. - Jon: You're not takin' me along, huh? Robert. 444 00:20:43,809 --> 00:20:45,369 - Huh? - Jon: You're not takin' me along? 445 00:20:46,011 --> 00:20:47,412 - You along? - Jon: Yeah. 446 00:20:47,479 --> 00:20:49,381 - I wanna be alone. - Jon: Oh, I'm-I'm sorry. 447 00:20:49,448 --> 00:20:50,892 - Yeah, I wanna be alone. - All right. 448 00:20:50,916 --> 00:20:52,884 - All right, take care. - Jon: We'll see ya. 449 00:20:52,951 --> 00:20:54,286 All right. 450 00:20:54,353 --> 00:20:55,954 Jon: Don't get in too much trouble. 451 00:20:56,021 --> 00:20:57,656 No, I stay out of trouble. You know me. 452 00:20:57,723 --> 00:20:58,790 Jon: All right. 453 00:21:05,931 --> 00:21:08,166 As your name is called, please answer, "Here." 454 00:21:08,233 --> 00:21:09,301 Thank you. 455 00:21:10,502 --> 00:21:12,137 Michael W. McGrath. 456 00:21:12,204 --> 00:21:13,271 Lawyer: No answer. 457 00:21:13,338 --> 00:21:15,674 I have no idea where Michael McGrath is. 458 00:21:15,741 --> 00:21:17,376 I haven't talked to him yet. 459 00:21:18,243 --> 00:21:19,745 They gotta find me. 460 00:21:19,811 --> 00:21:21,346 They... I'm not... 461 00:21:21,413 --> 00:21:23,448 Listen. I put it like this. 462 00:21:23,515 --> 00:21:25,684 I don't care if I go to jail, all right? 463 00:21:25,751 --> 00:21:28,153 But I'm not gonna go and turn myself in 464 00:21:28,220 --> 00:21:30,555 so they can just lock me the fuck up right there. 465 00:21:30,622 --> 00:21:33,592 Let 'em find me first. You know what I mean? 466 00:21:33,659 --> 00:21:36,094 No appearance. Mr. Prosecutor, do you have a motion? 467 00:21:36,161 --> 00:21:37,472 Prosecutor: Yes, Your Honor. The State would move 468 00:21:37,496 --> 00:21:39,564 for a bench warrant and forfeiture of bail. 469 00:21:39,631 --> 00:21:41,800 Very well. Bench warrant will issue 470 00:21:41,867 --> 00:21:44,302 for the arrest of Michael W. McGrath, 471 00:21:44,369 --> 00:21:47,539 and whatever bail posted will be forfeited. 472 00:21:47,606 --> 00:21:50,442 What can I do? It's up to him, not me. 473 00:21:50,509 --> 00:21:51,986 Jon: But you're gonna lose the money that you put up. 474 00:21:52,010 --> 00:21:53,645 How much did you put up? $600? 475 00:21:53,712 --> 00:21:56,081 - $750. - Jon: Yeah. 476 00:21:57,816 --> 00:21:59,117 $750 I put up. 477 00:22:00,085 --> 00:22:02,020 - I don't know. - Jon: Well, did you know 478 00:22:02,087 --> 00:22:03,231 that he wasn't gonna show up today? 479 00:22:03,255 --> 00:22:04,356 No, I didn't. 480 00:22:05,357 --> 00:22:07,426 Had no idea. 481 00:22:07,492 --> 00:22:09,528 - Jon: Do you know where he is? - Nope. 482 00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:12,097 I don't. 483 00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:13,775 That's all the questions you're gettin' outta me. 484 00:22:13,799 --> 00:22:15,967 Jon: Okay, but he just cost you $750. 485 00:22:16,034 --> 00:22:17,369 Yep. 486 00:22:19,271 --> 00:22:22,107 Kid wants to go on the run, that's his business, not mine. 487 00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:23,241 Jon: Yeah. 488 00:22:25,010 --> 00:22:26,478 So what are you gonna do? 489 00:22:26,545 --> 00:22:27,979 - What am I gonna do? - Jon: Yeah. 490 00:22:28,046 --> 00:22:29,281 I don't know. 491 00:22:29,347 --> 00:22:30,725 Jon: You got half of Newark lookin' for you. 492 00:22:30,749 --> 00:22:32,984 - I'll move outta Newark. - Jon: Yeah? 493 00:22:33,051 --> 00:22:35,454 I'll move to the half that ain't lookin' for me. 494 00:22:37,355 --> 00:22:38,690 Fuck it. Right, Ange? 495 00:22:38,757 --> 00:22:40,317 - Jon: You think he's gonna be able to... 496 00:22:40,358 --> 00:22:43,595 You think he's gonna be able to keep himself outta jail? 497 00:22:43,662 --> 00:22:46,398 Hey, if he does it slick, he will. 498 00:22:46,465 --> 00:22:48,867 Plus, I got a car, I got some money, you know. 499 00:22:48,934 --> 00:22:51,737 So, I'll be all right. Believe me. 500 00:22:51,803 --> 00:22:55,507 I'm gonna make it. They ain't gettin' me. 501 00:22:55,574 --> 00:23:00,045 Officer: Well, we got all the information that we possibly need 502 00:23:00,112 --> 00:23:02,114 to affect an apprehension on our subject. 503 00:23:02,180 --> 00:23:04,249 Now, we're just gonna have to go out on the street 504 00:23:04,316 --> 00:23:06,118 and get lucky. 505 00:23:06,184 --> 00:23:08,720 He's 5'9", 150 pounds. 506 00:23:15,594 --> 00:23:16,595 Come on. 507 00:23:23,268 --> 00:23:25,237 Mom's gonna help me out? 508 00:23:26,938 --> 00:23:29,508 I need it. I gotta get outta here. 509 00:23:30,842 --> 00:23:32,344 I gotta get out. 510 00:23:37,716 --> 00:23:39,117 I miss it out there. 511 00:23:41,787 --> 00:23:43,547 Jon: You said they were never gonna catch you. 512 00:23:44,890 --> 00:23:45,991 They got lucky. 513 00:23:48,827 --> 00:23:50,371 - Freddie: You wanna see? - Jon: What's that? 514 00:23:50,395 --> 00:23:51,763 Freddie: Valium. 515 00:23:59,571 --> 00:24:01,373 These pills take all the problems 516 00:24:01,439 --> 00:24:03,141 off the mind and shit, you know. 517 00:24:04,743 --> 00:24:07,312 Jon: So how many pills have you had altogether today? 518 00:24:07,379 --> 00:24:09,915 Altoge... uh, 16, 519 00:24:09,981 --> 00:24:11,883 plus the two-on-two. 520 00:24:11,950 --> 00:24:14,853 So that's 16, 17, 18, 19, 20 pills. 521 00:24:16,288 --> 00:24:18,657 And this is only the-the beginning. 522 00:24:21,059 --> 00:24:24,696 Judge: This defendant has an extensive record. 523 00:24:24,763 --> 00:24:27,732 Accordingly, you are hereby sentenced to imprisonment 524 00:24:27,799 --> 00:24:30,068 for a term of seven years 525 00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:32,571 and hereby committed to the custody of the commissioner 526 00:24:32,637 --> 00:24:34,239 of the Department of Corrections 527 00:24:34,306 --> 00:24:36,741 and until release in accordance with law. 528 00:24:52,290 --> 00:24:54,826 Jon: Freddie, they got you. 529 00:24:54,893 --> 00:24:56,862 That's what you get for using drugs. 530 00:24:56,928 --> 00:24:58,296 Believe me. 531 00:24:58,363 --> 00:25:00,131 Everybody out there, 532 00:25:00,198 --> 00:25:02,701 everybody, listen to what I'm sayin'. 533 00:25:02,767 --> 00:25:04,269 It ain't worth it. 534 00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:07,372 This is what I got, and I'm gonna die here. 535 00:25:07,873 --> 00:25:08,874 Bye. 536 00:25:14,613 --> 00:25:15,847 Getting the anger out. 537 00:25:24,823 --> 00:25:27,192 He's messing himself up. 538 00:25:27,259 --> 00:25:28,960 He's messin' himself up all the way. 539 00:25:30,996 --> 00:25:33,865 Don't shoplift, get a damn job, stay the hell off drugs, 540 00:25:33,932 --> 00:25:36,434 and you'll live a better life. Period. 541 00:25:36,501 --> 00:25:39,838 You don't wanna listen to that, go ahead and steal, 542 00:25:39,905 --> 00:25:42,307 go ahead and do drugs and watch where you be at. 543 00:25:42,374 --> 00:25:45,010 And then you'll be like, "I should've listened to Rob." 544 00:25:48,747 --> 00:25:49,948 Don't do it. 545 00:25:58,323 --> 00:26:00,525 Woman: You are here in East Jersey State Prison. 546 00:26:00,592 --> 00:26:02,694 It is now the home of Michael McGrath. 547 00:26:02,761 --> 00:26:04,095 Jon: Can we go in and talk to Mike? 548 00:26:04,162 --> 00:26:05,430 No. Since your last filming, 549 00:26:05,497 --> 00:26:09,200 Michael no longer wants to participate in this documentary. 550 00:26:09,267 --> 00:26:11,069 Jon: Is this an easy place to do time? 551 00:26:11,136 --> 00:26:14,639 No. Rahway is a very difficult place to serve your time. 552 00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:17,742 Jon: Hey Mike. 553 00:26:17,809 --> 00:26:19,120 The guards say you're gonna be here 554 00:26:19,144 --> 00:26:20,845 for a real long time. 555 00:26:20,912 --> 00:26:22,013 Yeah. 556 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:24,582 Jon: Okay, this is goodbye. 557 00:26:24,649 --> 00:26:26,193 - Good luck. - Take care, Jon. All right. You too. 558 00:26:26,217 --> 00:26:27,118 Jon: Are you gonna make it all right? 559 00:26:27,185 --> 00:26:28,186 Yeah, I'll be all right. 560 00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:29,654 All right. 561 00:26:40,899 --> 00:26:42,767 Freddie: Welcome to Southern State. 562 00:26:42,834 --> 00:26:47,072 This is my home away from my other home. 563 00:26:47,138 --> 00:26:49,774 This is my second home right now. 564 00:26:49,841 --> 00:26:51,810 Jon: What are you in for? 565 00:26:51,876 --> 00:26:53,678 Freddie: Uh, robbery, aggravated assault. 566 00:26:53,745 --> 00:26:55,180 I got ten years. 567 00:27:05,623 --> 00:27:07,392 This here is my partner in the domino game. 568 00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:09,928 - Yeah. - Yeah, we the, we the champs. 569 00:27:11,096 --> 00:27:13,098 Fourteen, twenty-six, thirty... 570 00:27:13,164 --> 00:27:14,399 Thirty-five. 571 00:27:14,466 --> 00:27:17,535 We won the championship two years in a row in Rahway. 572 00:27:17,602 --> 00:27:19,938 Anything he can need, he has it here. 573 00:27:20,005 --> 00:27:24,175 He has friends he can relate to, recreational, free cable, 574 00:27:24,242 --> 00:27:27,278 air conditioning in the summer, heat in the winter time. 575 00:27:27,345 --> 00:27:28,780 I don't like it in here because... 576 00:27:30,281 --> 00:27:32,017 can't get no, uh, sex. 577 00:27:36,654 --> 00:27:38,123 Jon: Deliris, I haven't seen you 578 00:27:38,189 --> 00:27:41,693 since you were a teenager in Rob's car. 579 00:27:41,760 --> 00:27:43,995 How long you been workin' the streets? 580 00:27:44,062 --> 00:27:45,363 Around six months. 581 00:27:47,565 --> 00:27:49,701 Jon: Were you scared the first time you stood out here? 582 00:27:49,768 --> 00:27:52,637 Yeah. It's-it's takin' a chance out here. 583 00:27:52,704 --> 00:27:55,440 You don't know if there's a cop or not. 584 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:57,609 Thank God up to today I haven't got caught yet. 585 00:28:02,647 --> 00:28:04,682 Jon: You're scared of the, uh, the customers? 586 00:28:04,749 --> 00:28:06,718 Yeah, 'cause you don't know, 587 00:28:06,785 --> 00:28:08,420 you really don't know who they are. 588 00:28:08,486 --> 00:28:09,654 It could be a maniac. 589 00:28:11,289 --> 00:28:12,557 So many stories out here 590 00:28:12,624 --> 00:28:14,759 about people killin' people and shit. 591 00:28:16,261 --> 00:28:19,330 And then takin' a chance today, too, with the AIDS. 592 00:28:20,765 --> 00:28:22,534 Gotta be careful what you do, too. 593 00:28:42,187 --> 00:28:43,254 Thank you. 594 00:28:49,727 --> 00:28:51,162 This is a bottle of coke. 595 00:28:52,497 --> 00:28:54,165 Five-dollar bottle, nickel bottle. 596 00:29:04,742 --> 00:29:06,010 That's all to that. 597 00:29:06,077 --> 00:29:07,588 Jon: How long you been doin' that, Deliris, now? 598 00:29:07,612 --> 00:29:09,781 - How long you been shootin'? - For a year and a half. 599 00:29:09,848 --> 00:29:11,182 Jon: Yeah? 600 00:29:12,417 --> 00:29:14,052 And I'm not proud of it neither. 601 00:29:26,331 --> 00:29:28,867 I-I hate when I, when I start doin' this shit. 602 00:29:32,070 --> 00:29:33,571 Here, hold my cigarette. 603 00:29:36,307 --> 00:29:37,709 I'm pickin' out my hair. 604 00:29:37,775 --> 00:29:39,811 That's what the drugs make me do. 605 00:29:39,878 --> 00:29:41,279 Make me pick my hair. 606 00:29:42,514 --> 00:29:44,082 If it ain't my hair, it's my face. 607 00:29:44,149 --> 00:29:45,550 Jon: Oh, yeah? 608 00:29:46,784 --> 00:29:49,454 Deliris: He knows what I do but not how I do it. 609 00:29:51,789 --> 00:29:53,358 Because I never do it in front of them. 610 00:29:54,159 --> 00:29:55,760 It's like if I see... 611 00:29:57,362 --> 00:30:00,598 fleas or bugs in my fuckin' hair. 612 00:30:00,665 --> 00:30:03,001 It's just a habit I got when I get high. 613 00:30:04,502 --> 00:30:06,247 Jon: Is your mother doing drugs every day now? 614 00:30:06,271 --> 00:30:08,039 Hmm. Sometimes. 615 00:30:10,742 --> 00:30:12,677 Interpreter: Every day, it gets worse and worse. 616 00:30:19,450 --> 00:30:21,186 Interpreter: The kids are really suffering. 617 00:30:21,252 --> 00:30:22,353 Jon: Mm-hmm. 618 00:30:33,531 --> 00:30:35,833 Woman: Mr. Steffey, whenever anyone gets paroled, 619 00:30:35,900 --> 00:30:37,368 we focus the group on them. 620 00:30:37,435 --> 00:30:39,103 So we're gonna focus on you. 621 00:30:39,170 --> 00:30:40,638 What are your plans? 622 00:30:40,705 --> 00:30:42,807 - Rob: My plans? - For parole. 623 00:30:42,874 --> 00:30:44,809 Rob: I'm not comin' back. 624 00:30:44,876 --> 00:30:47,178 I'm not comin' back for a fact. Okay? 625 00:30:47,245 --> 00:30:48,479 Woman: To jail or here? 626 00:30:48,546 --> 00:30:50,782 To any jail. I'm not comin' back. 627 00:30:51,950 --> 00:30:53,251 How many more years you got left? 628 00:30:53,318 --> 00:30:55,887 - Inmate 1: Nine. - Nine? How many you got in? 629 00:30:55,954 --> 00:30:57,322 One. 630 00:30:58,056 --> 00:30:59,490 Fuck outta here. One? 631 00:30:59,557 --> 00:31:01,993 Nah, you got more than that. 632 00:31:02,060 --> 00:31:03,737 Inmate 2: Man, what you gonna do when you out there? 633 00:31:03,761 --> 00:31:05,697 Rob: I'm gonna do the right thing. 634 00:31:05,763 --> 00:31:06,998 I'm gonna do the right thing. 635 00:31:07,065 --> 00:31:09,185 You gonna do the right... What's the right thing then? 636 00:31:09,234 --> 00:31:11,402 - Get a job. - What kinda job? 637 00:31:11,469 --> 00:31:12,904 Whatever kind I can get. 638 00:31:12,971 --> 00:31:14,973 Steff, McDonald's don't pay enough. 639 00:31:15,039 --> 00:31:16,774 How you gonna live off McDonald's? 640 00:31:16,841 --> 00:31:18,610 I can sell burgers on the side. 641 00:31:32,323 --> 00:31:33,925 Driver: I'm a waitin'. 642 00:31:48,239 --> 00:31:49,774 What you gonna do? Relax? 643 00:31:49,841 --> 00:31:51,342 Get high. 644 00:31:51,409 --> 00:31:52,409 Go do it. 645 00:31:53,278 --> 00:31:54,345 You got any? 646 00:31:56,914 --> 00:32:00,752 I'm just afraid she's gonna get some real strong stuff one time and it's... 647 00:32:00,818 --> 00:32:03,454 You know what it's gonna do. That bothers me. 648 00:32:20,371 --> 00:32:22,373 Jon: Rob, you're done with jail. 649 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:24,509 What's up? Jon. 650 00:32:24,575 --> 00:32:26,077 Free at last, huh? 651 00:32:26,144 --> 00:32:27,779 I gotta go to the bank, man. 652 00:32:28,546 --> 00:32:29,647 Get my money. 653 00:32:30,281 --> 00:32:33,117 Right here. $878. 654 00:32:35,553 --> 00:32:39,757 Can I have, um, some 50s, 10s, and 20s? 655 00:32:41,092 --> 00:32:42,727 Thank you. 656 00:32:42,794 --> 00:32:45,730 Oh, no. I forgot my motherfuckin' teeth. 657 00:32:47,265 --> 00:32:48,876 Fuck that, man. Wait up, wait up, wait up. 658 00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:50,077 Jon: What, you left your teeth in jail? 659 00:32:50,101 --> 00:32:51,102 Yeah. I left it in there. 660 00:32:51,169 --> 00:32:53,037 Damn, I gots to get it, man. Nah, nah, nah. 661 00:32:53,104 --> 00:32:54,748 - I gots to get my teeth. - Jon: Come on. Don't be embarrassed. 662 00:32:54,772 --> 00:32:56,174 Nah, I gotta get my teeth, man. 663 00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:57,442 I forgot that shit. 664 00:32:57,508 --> 00:32:58,886 Jon: You're so anxious to get out you forgot your teeth? 665 00:32:58,910 --> 00:32:59,711 Hell, yeah. 666 00:32:59,777 --> 00:33:01,379 I would've forget my nuts if I... 667 00:33:02,613 --> 00:33:04,982 Hold up, Jon. I got to go back there, man. 668 00:33:05,049 --> 00:33:06,551 I forgot my teeth. 669 00:33:06,617 --> 00:33:08,119 It's on the table wrapped up. 670 00:33:08,186 --> 00:33:09,897 Is there a way you can get it for me, please? 671 00:33:09,921 --> 00:33:10,921 Guard: Forgot your teeth? 672 00:33:10,955 --> 00:33:12,090 Rob: Yeah. I forgot my teeth. 673 00:33:12,156 --> 00:33:13,758 I got everything except my teeth. 674 00:33:17,995 --> 00:33:19,163 Thank you. 675 00:33:26,637 --> 00:33:28,840 Shit, I ain't, I ain't took a bus in so long 676 00:33:28,906 --> 00:33:31,409 I ain't know where to put the money, you know. 677 00:33:32,176 --> 00:33:33,378 3:10. 678 00:33:36,781 --> 00:33:37,882 Here I am... 679 00:33:39,150 --> 00:33:40,551 free again. 680 00:33:40,618 --> 00:33:42,186 What-what did you do? 681 00:33:42,253 --> 00:33:43,921 Rob: What did I do to get locked up? 682 00:33:43,988 --> 00:33:44,989 Uh... 683 00:33:46,624 --> 00:33:51,829 stealin', doin' drugs, um, stolen property. 684 00:33:51,896 --> 00:33:53,865 You know, all-all kinds of bullshit. 685 00:34:02,106 --> 00:34:03,441 Man: What's up, man? 686 00:34:05,676 --> 00:34:07,044 How many more days you got, Fred? 687 00:34:07,111 --> 00:34:08,846 Got three more days and, uh, wake up. 688 00:34:08,913 --> 00:34:10,014 I leave Monday morning. 689 00:34:10,081 --> 00:34:10,948 Guard: You gonna make it out there this time? 690 00:34:11,015 --> 00:34:12,817 Yeah, I'm gonna try. 691 00:34:12,884 --> 00:34:14,118 - Guard: Good. - You know. 692 00:34:14,185 --> 00:34:15,863 Whatcha gonna do when you get out there, Freddie? 693 00:34:15,887 --> 00:34:17,288 Freddie: I don't know. 694 00:34:17,355 --> 00:34:18,923 Get me, I'm gonna try to get a job, 695 00:34:18,990 --> 00:34:20,958 do the right thing, you know. 696 00:34:21,025 --> 00:34:24,262 But sometimes that doesn't work, you know, so... 697 00:34:24,328 --> 00:34:26,597 Me and Freddie talk a lot about him leavin' 698 00:34:26,664 --> 00:34:28,533 and things he's gonna do when he get home. 699 00:34:28,599 --> 00:34:30,368 You know, I told him to stay away from drugs. 700 00:34:30,435 --> 00:34:32,746 If you stay away from drugs, you'll be all right, you know. 701 00:34:32,770 --> 00:34:34,439 That's his main concern. 702 00:34:34,505 --> 00:34:35,873 Jon: Freddie, you love drugs. 703 00:34:36,474 --> 00:34:37,909 I used to. 704 00:34:40,211 --> 00:34:41,846 Why is everybody laughin'? 705 00:34:41,913 --> 00:34:43,614 I think Freddie's scared to go home though. 706 00:34:43,681 --> 00:34:44,958 - Jon: Yeah? - He told me a couple times 707 00:34:44,982 --> 00:34:46,184 he was afraid to go home. 708 00:34:47,485 --> 00:34:49,587 Yeah, a little bit. I am. Yeah. 709 00:34:52,957 --> 00:34:54,325 Jon: Listen. 710 00:34:54,392 --> 00:34:55,769 Listen. For people who don't know who you are, 711 00:34:55,793 --> 00:34:56,794 who are you? 712 00:34:58,329 --> 00:35:00,364 - My name's Nelly. - Jon: Yeah? 713 00:35:00,431 --> 00:35:01,532 Freddie's mother. 714 00:35:01,599 --> 00:35:02,900 - Jon: Freddie's mom? - Yeah. 715 00:35:04,135 --> 00:35:05,736 Jon: When's Freddie comin' back from jail? 716 00:35:05,803 --> 00:35:06,971 Monday. 717 00:35:08,706 --> 00:35:09,974 Jon: Who in the world... 718 00:35:10,041 --> 00:35:11,375 Nelly: Freddie's stepfather. 719 00:35:11,442 --> 00:35:12,653 - Jon: Freddie's stepfather? - Nelly: Yeah. 720 00:35:12,677 --> 00:35:13,945 Jon: And this guy over here 721 00:35:14,011 --> 00:35:15,880 with-with a striped shirt, who is that guy? 722 00:35:15,947 --> 00:35:18,483 That's my younger son, Raymond. 723 00:35:18,549 --> 00:35:20,284 Jon: That's Raymond? Yeah? - Yeah. 724 00:35:20,351 --> 00:35:22,119 - We call Jungo. - Jon: Yeah? 725 00:35:22,186 --> 00:35:23,387 Good boy? 726 00:35:28,626 --> 00:35:30,828 He's-he's drunk. He's been drinkin' too much. 727 00:35:32,330 --> 00:35:34,031 Jon: Muncho. Muncho! 728 00:35:44,208 --> 00:35:45,776 So what's been happenin'? 729 00:35:45,843 --> 00:35:47,163 - How you doin', Rob? - All right. 730 00:35:47,211 --> 00:35:49,514 - You got any jobs? - We're kinda slow now. 731 00:35:49,580 --> 00:35:51,249 Yeah, I need a job. 732 00:35:51,315 --> 00:35:53,718 Yeah. I just outta jail. 733 00:35:54,418 --> 00:35:56,153 Why's everything so dead? 734 00:35:56,220 --> 00:35:57,688 Look at this. 735 00:35:57,755 --> 00:35:59,524 This used to be full with shop orders, right? 736 00:35:59,590 --> 00:36:01,058 - Yeah. - What have we got here now? 737 00:36:01,125 --> 00:36:04,061 We have one here, another job over here, 738 00:36:04,128 --> 00:36:05,563 one, and that's it. 739 00:36:05,630 --> 00:36:07,965 Years ago it used to be like, these machines, 740 00:36:08,032 --> 00:36:11,302 three machines running at the same time all the time. 741 00:36:11,369 --> 00:36:12,537 Look what you have now. 742 00:36:12,603 --> 00:36:14,338 Literally one running over there now. 743 00:36:20,912 --> 00:36:23,673 - Officer William Lindsay: So how you been? - Rob: I've been all right. 744 00:36:24,382 --> 00:36:25,616 Look for work? 745 00:36:25,683 --> 00:36:26,851 - Rob: Huh? - Look for work? 746 00:36:26,918 --> 00:36:28,052 - Yeah. - Where? 747 00:36:28,653 --> 00:36:30,021 I went all over. 748 00:36:30,087 --> 00:36:31,455 I'm not gonna look no more. 749 00:36:31,522 --> 00:36:32,924 Ain't no jobs out there. 750 00:36:32,990 --> 00:36:34,659 And where I'm stayin', 751 00:36:34,725 --> 00:36:36,127 they want some rent money 752 00:36:36,193 --> 00:36:37,828 or I might have to leave. 753 00:36:39,697 --> 00:36:42,333 So if I don't find a job soon, 754 00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:44,969 I got no choice but go hustle again. 755 00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,405 I tried it, no jobs. 756 00:36:47,471 --> 00:36:49,440 So if I wind back in... up in jail, 757 00:36:49,507 --> 00:36:51,175 I wind up back there. 758 00:36:51,242 --> 00:36:52,686 Officer Lindsay: Did I tell you it was easy? 759 00:36:52,710 --> 00:36:54,011 No, you didn't say it was easy. 760 00:36:54,078 --> 00:36:55,713 Okay. Good. 761 00:37:07,491 --> 00:37:08,826 Rob: I brought chicken. 762 00:37:08,893 --> 00:37:10,061 You got rice? 763 00:37:10,127 --> 00:37:11,729 - Woman: What is it? - Rob: Chicken. 764 00:37:11,796 --> 00:37:13,130 - Chicken? - Rob: Chicken. 765 00:37:13,197 --> 00:37:15,366 I hope you know how to cook. 766 00:37:15,433 --> 00:37:17,568 I just made dinner. 767 00:37:17,635 --> 00:37:19,103 Well, cook tomorrow. 768 00:37:20,338 --> 00:37:21,572 Thank you. 769 00:37:21,639 --> 00:37:23,874 Real chicken. 770 00:37:23,941 --> 00:37:25,276 What? 771 00:37:26,644 --> 00:37:28,746 Kid 1: What? 772 00:37:28,813 --> 00:37:30,648 What? Chicken. 773 00:37:30,715 --> 00:37:32,650 Kid 1: No, don't make it. 774 00:37:32,717 --> 00:37:34,652 Woman: Oh, God. 775 00:37:35,853 --> 00:37:37,922 Kid 2: What is that? 776 00:37:37,989 --> 00:37:40,057 Where'd you get a chicken from? 777 00:37:40,124 --> 00:37:41,425 Rob: It's all right. 778 00:37:41,492 --> 00:37:42,893 Hey, guys, we got chicken tonight. 779 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:44,495 That sucker is big! 780 00:37:44,562 --> 00:37:46,430 - Rob: How about if I cut the head off? - No! 781 00:37:46,497 --> 00:37:48,633 - I'm only cuttin' the head off. - Kid: No! 782 00:37:48,699 --> 00:37:50,368 - No! - Woman: Rob! 783 00:38:04,882 --> 00:38:05,950 Thank you. 784 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:09,754 Muncho... 785 00:38:11,088 --> 00:38:12,556 Jungo, what's up? 786 00:38:31,809 --> 00:38:33,310 That's enough for me. 787 00:38:33,377 --> 00:38:34,478 Jon: Well, I gotta tell you. 788 00:38:34,545 --> 00:38:36,614 This is a big difference from the reception Rob got. 789 00:38:36,681 --> 00:38:37,924 I mean, your family really loves you. 790 00:38:37,948 --> 00:38:39,059 I mean, he had nothin' when he got out. 791 00:38:39,083 --> 00:38:40,618 Yeah. Well, as you see. 792 00:38:40,685 --> 00:38:41,685 Where's Freddie? 793 00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:43,254 What's up, man? 794 00:38:43,320 --> 00:38:44,655 What's happening, homes? 795 00:38:46,590 --> 00:38:48,626 - About motherfuckin' time. - Yeah. 796 00:38:48,693 --> 00:38:50,161 Couple years, huh? 797 00:38:50,227 --> 00:38:51,707 - You look good though, homes. - Yeah. 798 00:38:52,530 --> 00:38:54,432 Jon, I'm movin' today. 799 00:38:54,498 --> 00:38:57,001 - Jon: What do you mean? - Found another place to stay. 800 00:38:57,068 --> 00:39:00,438 Jon: ♪ It's a beautiful day in Rob's neighborhood ♪ 801 00:39:00,504 --> 00:39:03,340 Yeah, I'm openin' up, man. 802 00:39:03,407 --> 00:39:05,509 You know, I open up every morning, you know. 803 00:39:07,545 --> 00:39:09,613 Sell some cars, make some green. 804 00:39:12,616 --> 00:39:13,894 Jon: What are you supposed to do here? 805 00:39:13,918 --> 00:39:15,553 - Huh? - Jon: What are you supposed to do? 806 00:39:15,619 --> 00:39:16,620 I open up. 807 00:39:16,687 --> 00:39:18,355 You know, hang around, sell cars, 808 00:39:18,422 --> 00:39:20,124 fix 'em, whatever. 809 00:39:22,026 --> 00:39:24,695 There's always work to be done here, you know. 810 00:39:24,762 --> 00:39:26,263 Jon: Where you livin'? 811 00:39:26,330 --> 00:39:28,399 I'm stayin' in the back here. 812 00:39:28,466 --> 00:39:30,701 Yeah. Free of cost, you know. 813 00:39:32,136 --> 00:39:33,938 Bought me a little jacket here, you know. 814 00:39:35,272 --> 00:39:36,674 Look presentable, you know. 815 00:39:36,741 --> 00:39:38,209 Like a salesman, you know. 816 00:39:40,311 --> 00:39:42,179 You gotta work to make money. 817 00:39:42,246 --> 00:39:44,915 What else would I be doin', shopliftin'? 818 00:39:44,982 --> 00:39:46,222 How's this car? Good car, right? 819 00:39:46,283 --> 00:39:47,284 - Yeah. - You get... 820 00:39:47,351 --> 00:39:49,086 How much you get for this? $1,500, right? 821 00:39:49,153 --> 00:39:50,654 - $1,800. - Man: $1,800. 822 00:39:50,721 --> 00:39:51,865 Rob: Eighteen. Let me see if I got it. 823 00:39:51,889 --> 00:39:55,693 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. 824 00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:57,561 Jon: Where you off to, Rob? 825 00:39:58,596 --> 00:40:00,197 Goin' out a little bit. 826 00:40:00,264 --> 00:40:02,209 You know, after you work, you gotta go out a little bit. 827 00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:03,968 You can't stay here all night, you know. 828 00:40:04,034 --> 00:40:05,603 - Man: Oh, a little bit... - Yeah. 829 00:40:07,505 --> 00:40:09,073 Yeah. I gotta get my love back, man. 830 00:40:09,140 --> 00:40:10,875 My life ain't complete without it. 831 00:40:12,710 --> 00:40:13,844 Oh... 832 00:40:15,346 --> 00:40:17,648 - This is Deliris. - Kiky: Hey, Robert. 833 00:40:18,783 --> 00:40:20,751 She was my ex-girl. 834 00:40:20,818 --> 00:40:22,453 But that was, like, how many years ago? 835 00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:25,222 - Thirteen years ago. - Thirteen years ago? 836 00:40:25,289 --> 00:40:26,769 You know, and now we got, like, kinda, 837 00:40:26,824 --> 00:40:28,068 we got back together and we seein' 838 00:40:28,092 --> 00:40:29,560 if we can work it out, you know. 839 00:40:30,594 --> 00:40:32,196 These are her kids. 840 00:40:32,263 --> 00:40:34,298 Does she look happy with me or what? 841 00:40:34,365 --> 00:40:36,367 Maybe it's true love after all. 842 00:40:36,934 --> 00:40:38,102 Kiky: Hello. 843 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,906 Rob: What you want? What you want? 844 00:40:41,972 --> 00:40:43,517 Deliris: Say thank you for the ice cream. 845 00:40:43,541 --> 00:40:45,242 Thank you. 846 00:40:45,309 --> 00:40:46,710 - Thank you. - Rob: You're welcome. 847 00:40:48,045 --> 00:40:49,685 Jon: So what do you think? You like Robert? 848 00:40:49,713 --> 00:40:51,749 - Yeah. - Jon: Nice guy? 849 00:40:51,816 --> 00:40:53,551 - Yeah. - Jon: Yeah? 850 00:40:53,617 --> 00:40:54,694 How about you? Do you like Rob? 851 00:40:54,718 --> 00:40:55,953 Yeah. 852 00:41:02,793 --> 00:41:04,195 Hey! 853 00:41:04,261 --> 00:41:06,463 Hey. Come on now. 854 00:41:06,530 --> 00:41:09,400 This is not for the public to see, you know. 855 00:41:10,701 --> 00:41:12,937 I don't want to teach nobody my moves, you know. 856 00:41:13,003 --> 00:41:15,239 - I do my shit. - You better not. 857 00:41:16,607 --> 00:41:17,975 Play with Kiky. 858 00:41:34,124 --> 00:41:35,392 Oh, shit. 859 00:41:50,507 --> 00:41:52,243 - Jon: Hey Fred. - What's up? 860 00:41:52,309 --> 00:41:54,111 Jon: Your mother always hang out of the window 861 00:41:54,178 --> 00:41:55,379 like this all night long? 862 00:41:55,446 --> 00:41:56,923 Freddie: Yeah. She wants us to go to bed. 863 00:41:56,947 --> 00:41:58,983 Once-once we go to bed, she'll go to bed. 864 00:41:59,049 --> 00:42:00,517 Jon: Really? 865 00:42:20,638 --> 00:42:22,706 Freddie: Yeah, Roseann! 866 00:42:22,773 --> 00:42:24,208 Oh, Freddie! 867 00:42:26,510 --> 00:42:28,054 - You look good, girl. - So you've been in prison? 868 00:42:28,078 --> 00:42:29,890 - Yeah, six years. - I've never been in prison. 869 00:42:29,914 --> 00:42:31,124 I know you haven't been to prison. 870 00:42:31,148 --> 00:42:32,383 Never. I'm just a dancer. 871 00:42:33,250 --> 00:42:34,952 I understand. You look good. 872 00:42:35,019 --> 00:42:36,420 I like your voice. 873 00:42:36,487 --> 00:42:38,422 I was lookin' at you at the bar, you know. 874 00:42:38,489 --> 00:42:40,000 And, you know, I wanted to step to you, 875 00:42:40,024 --> 00:42:41,659 but, uh, I didn't wanna, you know... 876 00:42:42,693 --> 00:42:43,794 I think you're really cool. 877 00:42:43,861 --> 00:42:45,029 I have to go get my tips. 878 00:42:45,095 --> 00:42:47,197 Okay. Go take care of business. 879 00:42:52,770 --> 00:42:54,872 I ain't seen nothin' like that in prison. 880 00:42:58,409 --> 00:43:00,177 Man, there were some fine asses in there. 881 00:43:00,244 --> 00:43:01,612 Word. 882 00:43:02,980 --> 00:43:04,815 I'm-I'm gonna move him outta here. 883 00:43:04,882 --> 00:43:06,259 - Rob: Yeah, I'm comin' with... - Jon: What are you doin'? 884 00:43:06,283 --> 00:43:08,285 I'm moving him out of here to my home. 885 00:43:08,352 --> 00:43:09,620 - Jon: Are you? - Deliris: Yes. 886 00:43:09,687 --> 00:43:10,864 Jon: You're gonna move in with Deliris? 887 00:43:10,888 --> 00:43:12,756 Yeah. Goin' back up. 888 00:43:12,823 --> 00:43:15,059 - Jon: Movin' in, huh? - Rob: Yeah, yeah. 889 00:43:15,125 --> 00:43:16,627 Jon: You gonna domesticate Rob? 890 00:43:16,694 --> 00:43:18,395 Rob: I'ma domesticate her. 891 00:43:18,462 --> 00:43:19,730 Jon: What's been goin' on? 892 00:43:19,797 --> 00:43:21,765 What's "domesticate" anyway? 893 00:43:21,832 --> 00:43:23,300 Jon: What's all these hickeys? 894 00:43:23,367 --> 00:43:24,935 Rob: Those are love marks and shit. 895 00:43:25,002 --> 00:43:26,203 - Jon: Yeah? - Rob: Yeah. 896 00:43:26,737 --> 00:43:28,038 Love marks. 897 00:43:29,573 --> 00:43:32,042 Come on, son. That's my boy. 898 00:43:33,444 --> 00:43:34,712 That's my boy. 899 00:43:40,851 --> 00:43:42,553 As his parole officer, 900 00:43:42,619 --> 00:43:45,823 I'm going to be looking for anything 901 00:43:45,889 --> 00:43:47,324 in the home environment 902 00:43:48,559 --> 00:43:52,629 that... might cause a problem for him 903 00:43:52,696 --> 00:43:56,533 to be in that particular home. 904 00:43:56,600 --> 00:43:58,445 - Freddie: This is my mother. - Officer Neyda Carrillo: Yeah. 905 00:43:58,469 --> 00:43:59,469 I seen you comin', I said, 906 00:43:59,503 --> 00:44:00,903 "Uh-oh, she's comin' to lock me up." 907 00:44:02,706 --> 00:44:04,942 No. So what did you do this weekend? 908 00:44:05,009 --> 00:44:07,678 Nothin'. Just hung out around here. 909 00:44:07,745 --> 00:44:08,888 I don't wanna get high no more. 910 00:44:08,912 --> 00:44:10,114 That-that's out, you know. 911 00:44:10,180 --> 00:44:11,949 It's just the problems, you know. 912 00:44:12,016 --> 00:44:13,517 You're starting a whole new life. 913 00:44:13,584 --> 00:44:15,986 So now you have to learn how to work within the system. 914 00:44:16,787 --> 00:44:19,223 Okay. 915 00:44:25,829 --> 00:44:27,998 Officer Lindsay: Uh, Mr. Steffey, this is Mr. Turback. 916 00:44:28,065 --> 00:44:30,367 He's assistant district parole supervisor. 917 00:44:30,434 --> 00:44:33,203 What's different from the last time you were here 918 00:44:33,270 --> 00:44:34,304 or the time before? 919 00:44:34,371 --> 00:44:35,706 Rob: Oh, because the time before, 920 00:44:35,773 --> 00:44:36,840 I wasn't using. 921 00:44:36,907 --> 00:44:38,318 I was doing good and then I messed up, 922 00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:39,676 and then I told you about it. 923 00:44:39,743 --> 00:44:41,688 Officer Turback: I think you've made admission to Mr. Lindsay 924 00:44:41,712 --> 00:44:42,813 that you were using drugs. 925 00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:44,248 Was that cocaine or heroin? 926 00:44:44,314 --> 00:44:45,416 Yes, that was the heroin. 927 00:44:45,482 --> 00:44:46,683 - Heroin? - Dope. 928 00:44:46,750 --> 00:44:47,785 Yeah, yeah. Right. 929 00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:48,895 Officer Turback: And when was that? 930 00:44:48,919 --> 00:44:49,953 When was the first time? 931 00:44:50,020 --> 00:44:51,855 That was a month ago, right, when I came? 932 00:44:51,922 --> 00:44:52,990 You tryin' to make sure 933 00:44:53,057 --> 00:44:54,467 you're tellin' him the same thing you're tellin' me 934 00:44:54,491 --> 00:44:56,493 or are you tryin' to answer his question honestly? 935 00:44:56,560 --> 00:44:59,196 Rob: Honestly, what? 936 00:44:59,263 --> 00:45:01,298 When's the last time you used drugs, Mr. Steffey? 937 00:45:01,365 --> 00:45:02,976 Rob: Over three weeks ago. About three weeks ago. 938 00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:05,045 - Over three weeks ago. - When's the first time you used any drugs? 939 00:45:05,069 --> 00:45:08,405 First time? About four weeks or somethin' ago. 940 00:45:08,472 --> 00:45:10,984 Officer Lindsay: Why is it that I have a hard time believing you, Rob? 941 00:45:11,008 --> 00:45:12,443 Rob: Well... 942 00:45:12,509 --> 00:45:14,078 You seem to be workin' in your mind, 943 00:45:14,144 --> 00:45:16,146 "Well, what did I tell, what did I tell Lindsay? 944 00:45:16,213 --> 00:45:17,748 I better tell this guy the same thing." 945 00:45:17,815 --> 00:45:19,535 How come, how come I have such a hard time... 946 00:45:19,583 --> 00:45:21,285 Rob: Remember when I came to see you? 947 00:45:21,351 --> 00:45:23,463 Officer Lindsay: I think it's about time we just-just laid it out, Rob. 948 00:45:23,487 --> 00:45:25,465 You might as well be asking this ball, Mr. Lindsay, 949 00:45:25,489 --> 00:45:27,091 for all the intelligent answers. 950 00:45:27,157 --> 00:45:28,459 Rob: Well, can you get me help? 951 00:45:28,525 --> 00:45:29,526 That's the main problem. 952 00:45:29,593 --> 00:45:31,295 Officer Turback: Help is there. 953 00:45:31,361 --> 00:45:32,696 Rob: Well, I'll accept the help. 954 00:45:32,763 --> 00:45:34,474 - You'll accept the help? Huh. - Rob: Right. 955 00:45:34,498 --> 00:45:36,033 We're not gonna play with this, Rob. 956 00:45:36,100 --> 00:45:37,343 We're gonna try and get you help. 957 00:45:37,367 --> 00:45:40,070 If that doesn't work, you will be locked up. 958 00:45:41,171 --> 00:45:42,891 - You understand that? - Yeah, I understand. 959 00:45:45,075 --> 00:45:46,410 Thank you, Mr. Turback. 960 00:45:49,213 --> 00:45:50,614 We're gonna go to the car 961 00:45:50,681 --> 00:45:53,484 while you go to the store and buy somethin' to eat. Okay? 962 00:45:53,550 --> 00:45:56,253 No, I wanna go with you. 963 00:45:56,320 --> 00:45:57,888 To the c... to mommy's car. 964 00:45:57,955 --> 00:45:59,056 I wanna go with you. 965 00:45:59,123 --> 00:46:01,225 Yeah, but you gotta go get something to eat first. 966 00:46:01,291 --> 00:46:03,460 I'll wait for you in the car. Okay? 967 00:46:04,261 --> 00:46:05,562 I wanna go with... 968 00:46:05,629 --> 00:46:07,064 Go where? I'm not goin'. 969 00:46:07,131 --> 00:46:08,198 We're goin' right here. 970 00:46:10,134 --> 00:46:12,503 Freddie: Yvette, I'll be right back. 971 00:46:12,569 --> 00:46:14,569 - Deliris: Where we going? - Freddie: Take a right. 972 00:46:14,605 --> 00:46:17,641 Now, stop right here like you actin' like you're gonna park. 973 00:46:17,708 --> 00:46:19,268 Stop right there. Stop. Where you goin'? 974 00:46:19,309 --> 00:46:20,320 - Deliris: Oh, okay. - Freddie: It's too late now. 975 00:46:20,344 --> 00:46:22,579 Go ahead. Park, park. Park. 976 00:46:28,852 --> 00:46:30,029 In case the police would've came by, 977 00:46:30,053 --> 00:46:31,197 they would have seen that you was tryin' 978 00:46:31,221 --> 00:46:32,756 to learn how to drive, you know. 979 00:46:36,727 --> 00:46:38,162 Poison. Poison used to kill 980 00:46:38,228 --> 00:46:39,863 a lot of motherfuckers years ago. 981 00:46:58,682 --> 00:47:00,050 I'll be rolling in a minute. 982 00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:05,765 Deliris: I don't give a fuck about money, drugs, or nothin'. 983 00:47:05,789 --> 00:47:08,425 The main thing is that I love you and I'm with you. 984 00:47:08,492 --> 00:47:09,693 That's the main thing. 985 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:11,704 You don't supposed to be hangin' with people that get high. 986 00:47:11,728 --> 00:47:12,739 You don't supposed to be givin' people rides. 987 00:47:12,763 --> 00:47:13,806 You said you were gonna stop all that. 988 00:47:13,830 --> 00:47:14,731 You're doin' the same shit. 989 00:47:14,798 --> 00:47:16,242 - Are you or are you not? - Deliris: No. No. 990 00:47:16,266 --> 00:47:18,278 - No? What the fuck you been doin'? - No, not-not like before. 991 00:47:18,302 --> 00:47:19,612 - Not like before, Robert. - It's the same shit. 992 00:47:19,636 --> 00:47:20,737 No, it's not. 993 00:47:20,804 --> 00:47:22,749 You believe when they told you that I slept with him. 994 00:47:22,773 --> 00:47:25,075 That's bullshit 'cause he could tell you himself. 995 00:47:25,142 --> 00:47:26,476 Take your ass on away from me. 996 00:47:26,543 --> 00:47:28,946 I will. If that's what you want, I will. 997 00:47:30,347 --> 00:47:32,482 Rob: She thinks that she's not doin' anything wrong. 998 00:47:32,549 --> 00:47:35,152 My girl's stayin' out till three o'clock with another man? 999 00:47:35,219 --> 00:47:37,321 Fuck I look like, a stupid ass or somethin'? 1000 00:47:38,155 --> 00:47:39,556 Is Mommy lyin' or what? 1001 00:47:39,623 --> 00:47:41,525 Everything she say is a lie, right? 1002 00:47:42,192 --> 00:47:44,161 Okay. I believe her. 1003 00:47:53,704 --> 00:47:55,072 Freddie: Just got paid. 1004 00:47:55,138 --> 00:47:56,907 It's Wednesday night. 1005 00:48:01,044 --> 00:48:03,180 This is from sellin' dope. 1006 00:48:03,247 --> 00:48:05,249 - Jon: Yeah? - One night's work. 1007 00:48:05,315 --> 00:48:07,517 Jon: Who sold dope? Who-who sold it? 1008 00:48:08,552 --> 00:48:10,020 My bitch. 1009 00:48:10,087 --> 00:48:11,888 Jon: Deliris sold the dope? Yeah. 1010 00:48:11,955 --> 00:48:13,757 Where'd you get that money from, Deliris? 1011 00:48:13,824 --> 00:48:14,925 Where I got that money from? 1012 00:48:14,992 --> 00:48:16,135 She sold some dope. I told you. 1013 00:48:16,159 --> 00:48:18,462 No, I don't sell dope. 1014 00:48:18,528 --> 00:48:20,448 Jon: It's about one o'clock in the mornin', right? 1015 00:48:21,265 --> 00:48:22,266 Yeah. 1016 00:48:22,332 --> 00:48:23,876 Jon: You stay up this late every night, Kiky? 1017 00:48:23,900 --> 00:48:24,900 Yeah. 1018 00:48:26,003 --> 00:48:27,638 Jon: Every night you're up this late? 1019 00:48:29,906 --> 00:48:32,509 That's terrible. 1020 00:48:32,576 --> 00:48:34,754 Who takes care of you and Chimo when your mother goes off? 1021 00:48:34,778 --> 00:48:36,122 Do you have to take care of yourself? 1022 00:48:36,146 --> 00:48:37,247 - Chimo: Mom! - Kiky: Huh? 1023 00:48:37,314 --> 00:48:38,591 Jon: You have to take care of yourself? 1024 00:48:38,615 --> 00:48:39,716 Yeah. 1025 00:48:41,351 --> 00:48:42,986 Chimo: Mom. 1026 00:48:43,053 --> 00:48:44,688 Jon: Where's your mother goin'? 1027 00:48:44,755 --> 00:48:45,956 Freddie: Hey! 1028 00:48:46,023 --> 00:48:47,424 Deliris: He's coming. 1029 00:48:47,491 --> 00:48:49,493 Jon: Where is she goin'? She goin' to buy somethin'? 1030 00:48:49,559 --> 00:48:51,962 Kiky: Yeah. She went to the, um... 1031 00:48:52,029 --> 00:48:54,798 she went to go to Pam. 1032 00:48:54,865 --> 00:48:56,199 Jon: To Pam? 1033 00:48:56,266 --> 00:48:58,035 You know who's Pam? 1034 00:48:58,101 --> 00:48:59,536 Jon: Uh, to tell you the truth, 1035 00:48:59,603 --> 00:49:01,171 I think I know who lives up there. 1036 00:49:01,238 --> 00:49:03,440 It's the people that sell D-R-U-G-S. 1037 00:49:03,507 --> 00:49:04,975 What? 1038 00:49:05,042 --> 00:49:06,343 Jon: They sell things up there, 1039 00:49:06,410 --> 00:49:07,878 and that's where she's gone. 1040 00:49:07,944 --> 00:49:09,179 No. 1041 00:49:10,747 --> 00:49:12,516 Freddie: Come on. 1042 00:49:14,251 --> 00:49:15,752 I got 'em, they're all right. 1043 00:49:19,923 --> 00:49:22,326 Jon: So, Deliris, did you just buy some D-R-U-G-S? 1044 00:49:22,392 --> 00:49:24,661 Yeah. We got today and tomorrow. 1045 00:49:27,998 --> 00:49:29,142 Freddie: Get the camera down, Jon. 1046 00:49:29,166 --> 00:49:30,367 Keep it down. 1047 00:49:30,434 --> 00:49:33,170 I don't want 'em to stop me or nothin' with my fuckin' car. 1048 00:49:46,416 --> 00:49:47,860 Jon: So now it's almost 2:00 in the morning. 1049 00:49:47,884 --> 00:49:49,753 Chimo: Mommy. 1050 00:49:49,820 --> 00:49:52,756 Let's see. It's 3:00 in the morning. 1051 00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:54,191 Chimo, you want me to stay here? 1052 00:49:54,257 --> 00:49:55,892 Answer me. I can't hear you. 1053 00:49:55,959 --> 00:49:57,094 What's that? 1054 00:49:57,160 --> 00:49:58,829 Freddie: Do you want me to stay here? 1055 00:49:58,895 --> 00:49:59,895 No. 1056 00:50:02,566 --> 00:50:04,634 - Bye, Jon. - Jon: Bye. 1057 00:50:04,701 --> 00:50:06,703 Do you want me to go... 1058 00:50:06,770 --> 00:50:09,272 - Jon: See ya. - See ya. 1059 00:50:18,882 --> 00:50:20,317 What's up, Rob? 1060 00:50:20,384 --> 00:50:21,718 Rob. What's up, bud? 1061 00:50:21,785 --> 00:50:22,953 Rob: I don't wanna talk. 1062 00:50:23,019 --> 00:50:24,388 I don't care if she goes fuckin', 1063 00:50:24,454 --> 00:50:25,956 I don't care, man. 1064 00:50:26,022 --> 00:50:28,134 I don't know, Rob. You pick some of the strangest women. 1065 00:50:28,158 --> 00:50:30,293 Like, take me, for instance. 1066 00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:32,262 Why don't y'all cheer Rob up? 1067 00:50:32,329 --> 00:50:35,165 'Cause Rob, me and Rob did prison time together. 1068 00:50:36,099 --> 00:50:37,367 What's up? 1069 00:50:37,434 --> 00:50:40,103 We got Rob out the car now. He's feelin' comfortable. 1070 00:50:40,170 --> 00:50:41,738 All right, Rob. 1071 00:50:41,805 --> 00:50:44,040 - Rob! - Man: We got Rob... 1072 00:50:45,509 --> 00:50:47,644 - Rob: Nah. - Sure? 1073 00:50:47,711 --> 00:50:49,379 - I don't... - Man: It's on you, man. 1074 00:50:49,446 --> 00:50:51,081 You want a taste, Rob? 1075 00:50:51,148 --> 00:50:52,859 - How much money you got? - Rob: You tryin' to tempt me? 1076 00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:54,660 - You got some money, Rob? - Rob: Yeah, I got money. 1077 00:50:54,684 --> 00:50:55,886 You want a taste? 1078 00:50:55,952 --> 00:50:57,954 I wouldn't even do that to you, Rob. 1079 00:50:58,922 --> 00:51:00,657 You're strong, man. Stay strong. 1080 00:51:00,724 --> 00:51:04,060 - I am. I don't want that shit, period. - Man: Stay strong. 1081 00:51:04,127 --> 00:51:05,996 Devil is callin' you, Rob. 1082 00:51:06,062 --> 00:51:08,532 "Rob... get me, Rob. Come on, Rob." 1083 00:51:08,598 --> 00:51:09,598 It's the devil. 1084 00:51:09,633 --> 00:51:12,035 "Rob, you got a pocketful of money, Rob. 1085 00:51:12,102 --> 00:51:13,503 Rob, Rob." 1086 00:51:13,570 --> 00:51:15,172 You hear him? Get him off your shoulder. 1087 00:51:15,238 --> 00:51:16,673 Knock him off, Rob. 1088 00:51:16,740 --> 00:51:18,074 You could tempt me all day. 1089 00:51:18,141 --> 00:51:19,209 I don't want the shit. 1090 00:51:19,276 --> 00:51:20,620 - If he feel like drinkin'... - But it could be a time 1091 00:51:20,644 --> 00:51:21,745 that I want somethin'... 1092 00:51:21,812 --> 00:51:23,222 - You know what I mean? - He gonna do it. 1093 00:51:23,246 --> 00:51:24,881 Then I'll be "Fuck, I'ma get me a bag." 1094 00:51:24,948 --> 00:51:26,292 - And ain't nobody can stop him... - Know what I mean? 1095 00:51:26,316 --> 00:51:27,693 'Cause if that's what the man wanna do, 1096 00:51:27,717 --> 00:51:29,085 he gonna do it. 1097 00:51:35,492 --> 00:51:37,093 Freddie: "Rob, my blood!" 1098 00:51:39,429 --> 00:51:40,997 Do you know Deliris? 1099 00:51:41,064 --> 00:51:42,699 Rob: Yeah, I know her. Remember her. 1100 00:51:42,766 --> 00:51:44,206 Everybody's saying she's my wife now. 1101 00:51:44,234 --> 00:51:45,778 I don't know why everybody sayin' that shit. 1102 00:51:45,802 --> 00:51:47,938 - Rob: Must be true then. - Freddie: Hey... 1103 00:51:54,911 --> 00:51:56,112 Deliris: Yeah, I know. 1104 00:51:57,347 --> 00:51:59,282 Freddie: So I took Deliris, and I asked her. 1105 00:51:59,349 --> 00:52:01,751 I said, "Who got it better, me or Robert?" You know. 1106 00:52:01,818 --> 00:52:04,154 And she said me. 1107 00:52:04,221 --> 00:52:06,389 She said, "You got it bigger and better." 1108 00:52:06,456 --> 00:52:08,592 But you gotta understand, I'm Puerto Rican. 1109 00:52:16,700 --> 00:52:18,001 Today is my parole day. 1110 00:52:18,068 --> 00:52:21,037 I gotta go see my parole, and my urine is dirty, dirty. 1111 00:52:22,105 --> 00:52:23,473 I'm gonna take a bottle of Clorox 1112 00:52:23,540 --> 00:52:25,075 and stick my fingers in it, you know. 1113 00:52:25,141 --> 00:52:26,341 And when I go and take a urine, 1114 00:52:26,376 --> 00:52:28,812 I urinate on my hand. 1115 00:52:28,879 --> 00:52:31,114 - Jon: You're dirty? - Yes. You know that. 1116 00:52:31,181 --> 00:52:33,617 - Jon: Real dirty? - Real, real dirty. 1117 00:52:36,620 --> 00:52:38,121 I can observe the stream. 1118 00:52:38,188 --> 00:52:40,624 I can observe what he is putting into the bottle. 1119 00:52:40,690 --> 00:52:43,426 If anyone had not flushed before him, 1120 00:52:43,493 --> 00:52:44,794 he could not simply, 1121 00:52:44,861 --> 00:52:46,463 uh, do what we call a bowl scoop. 1122 00:52:46,530 --> 00:52:47,898 - Jon: A what? - A bowl scoop. 1123 00:52:47,964 --> 00:52:49,175 Freddie: Yeah. Scoop it out the bowl from under here. 1124 00:52:49,199 --> 00:52:50,267 Jon: Are you serious? 1125 00:52:50,333 --> 00:52:52,536 Man: The bowl scoop is not the right temperature. 1126 00:52:52,602 --> 00:52:56,006 After so many years of taking urine samples 1127 00:52:56,072 --> 00:52:57,774 and handling them, you get to know 1128 00:52:57,841 --> 00:52:59,809 what temperature they're supposed to feel like 1129 00:52:59,876 --> 00:53:01,278 in the palm of your hand. 1130 00:53:01,344 --> 00:53:02,879 You know, and... 1131 00:53:02,946 --> 00:53:04,357 Jon: You know what's kosher and what's not. 1132 00:53:04,381 --> 00:53:05,782 Basically, yeah. 1133 00:53:06,416 --> 00:53:07,517 Oh, wow. 1134 00:53:07,584 --> 00:53:09,152 But it's better than nothing, Freddie. 1135 00:53:09,219 --> 00:53:10,687 I'm so proud of you 1136 00:53:10,754 --> 00:53:13,557 and how hard you tried to do this. 1137 00:53:13,623 --> 00:53:18,194 It shows... it shows that you are really tryin' hard here 1138 00:53:18,261 --> 00:53:19,829 to prove to us that you're not doin' 1139 00:53:19,896 --> 00:53:21,565 anything out there in those streets. 1140 00:53:21,631 --> 00:53:23,099 And if this comes back positive, 1141 00:53:23,166 --> 00:53:24,401 you're in trouble! 1142 00:53:26,636 --> 00:53:28,071 Your goose is cooked, hon. 1143 00:53:28,138 --> 00:53:29,406 Don't worry, it won't. 1144 00:53:29,472 --> 00:53:30,507 I know it won't. 1145 00:53:30,574 --> 00:53:33,209 I know it won't. I'm betting on it. 1146 00:53:33,276 --> 00:53:36,880 It was like 80% Clorox and 20% urine. 1147 00:53:36,947 --> 00:53:39,783 Now jump the fuck in before I knock you the fuck down. 1148 00:53:39,849 --> 00:53:40,927 - Come on. Get in. - Jon: All right. 1149 00:53:40,951 --> 00:53:42,061 What, you got business to take care of? 1150 00:53:42,085 --> 00:53:43,296 - Yes, I want... - Jon: You're gonna get high probably. 1151 00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:44,997 Yeah. I'm gonna go get me a bag of dope, man, 1152 00:53:45,021 --> 00:53:46,056 after all that. 1153 00:53:46,122 --> 00:53:47,424 Get me a couple bags of dope. 1154 00:53:47,490 --> 00:53:48,625 Get in the fuckin' car. 1155 00:53:50,994 --> 00:53:52,829 Oh... 1156 00:53:52,896 --> 00:53:54,564 Get the fuck in the... Get in the car. 1157 00:53:58,034 --> 00:53:59,803 Where they goin'? They still okay or what? 1158 00:54:04,975 --> 00:54:06,176 - Shut up! - Freddie: Shut up! 1159 00:54:08,111 --> 00:54:09,679 - Jesus Christ. - Deliris: Chimo. 1160 00:54:13,483 --> 00:54:15,118 Freddie: Come on, Kik, I mean... 1161 00:54:17,187 --> 00:54:18,907 We're just gonna come right back, all right? 1162 00:54:20,290 --> 00:54:22,092 Mom, I wanna buy... 1163 00:54:22,826 --> 00:54:25,095 Freddie: Go ahead. 1164 00:54:25,161 --> 00:54:27,464 - Real quick before the kids get back. - Deliris: Yeah. 1165 00:54:47,484 --> 00:54:49,019 Man: Yo. What's up, bro? 1166 00:54:49,085 --> 00:54:50,553 Rob: Yeah, I'm motherfuckin' gettin' 1167 00:54:50,620 --> 00:54:52,355 drunker than a motherfucker. 1168 00:54:53,323 --> 00:54:55,425 I ain't did no drugs yet. 1169 00:54:56,493 --> 00:54:57,894 And I hope I stay like that. 1170 00:54:57,961 --> 00:55:00,272 - You know, I'm havin' a good time... - I hope you stay like that, too. 1171 00:55:00,296 --> 00:55:01,331 Oh, of course. 1172 00:55:01,398 --> 00:55:04,000 You know, I'm havin' a good time fuckin' drinking. 1173 00:55:04,067 --> 00:55:07,737 But once you've been, like, addicted to drugs, 1174 00:55:07,804 --> 00:55:09,372 after you drink, 1175 00:55:09,439 --> 00:55:11,174 that shit makes you wanna do the drugs 1176 00:55:11,241 --> 00:55:12,842 that you want. You know what I'm sayin'? 1177 00:55:12,909 --> 00:55:14,420 Well, are you, are you learning from your mistakes? 1178 00:55:14,444 --> 00:55:15,645 Oh, I learned. 1179 00:55:15,712 --> 00:55:18,848 But still, the force of drugs is so powerful. 1180 00:55:18,915 --> 00:55:21,151 It make you wanna go back. 1181 00:55:21,217 --> 00:55:22,252 You know what I'm sayin'? 1182 00:55:22,318 --> 00:55:24,688 Man, just learn from your mistakes, bro. 1183 00:55:24,754 --> 00:55:25,655 Yeah. 1184 00:55:25,722 --> 00:55:26,899 Man 1: You'll get there. You'll get there. 1185 00:55:26,923 --> 00:55:27,933 Man 2: Butch, what's up, man? 1186 00:55:27,957 --> 00:55:29,392 Man 1: What's up, man? 1187 00:55:36,566 --> 00:55:39,135 Gonna go get a AIDS test. 1188 00:55:39,202 --> 00:55:40,880 Jon: How long's it take before you get the result? 1189 00:55:40,904 --> 00:55:42,338 Freddie: Three weeks. 1190 00:55:43,840 --> 00:55:46,242 Probably be dead by then, right? 1191 00:55:46,309 --> 00:55:48,611 Nurse: Have you done this before other places? 1192 00:55:48,678 --> 00:55:49,713 Freddie: No. 1193 00:55:49,779 --> 00:55:52,015 I'm gonna tie you up and see what's going on. 1194 00:55:52,082 --> 00:55:53,616 When the results come in, 1195 00:55:53,683 --> 00:55:54,517 who's gonna tell me, you? 1196 00:55:54,584 --> 00:55:55,752 - I am. - Good. 1197 00:55:59,622 --> 00:56:00,824 Hurts still? 1198 00:56:04,527 --> 00:56:06,863 Jon: Freddie, your life in a bottle here. 1199 00:56:07,630 --> 00:56:08,698 Yeah, right? 1200 00:56:32,255 --> 00:56:33,523 - Jon: Kiky. - Kiky: What? 1201 00:56:33,590 --> 00:56:35,067 That's dangerous, your brother sittin' there 1202 00:56:35,091 --> 00:56:36,693 right at the window. 1203 00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:38,128 Chimo, get off the window. 1204 00:56:44,067 --> 00:56:45,747 Man: They're abusive. They are very abusive. 1205 00:56:48,204 --> 00:56:50,607 The fact of the matter is that... 1206 00:56:55,678 --> 00:56:56,846 Oh, that's that asshole. 1207 00:56:57,781 --> 00:56:59,282 Man: Yeah. 1208 00:57:05,822 --> 00:57:08,358 Came to find out the results of my tests. 1209 00:57:08,424 --> 00:57:09,626 Nurse 1: Okay. 1210 00:57:09,692 --> 00:57:11,394 Nurse 2: Okay. You have your card? 1211 00:57:11,461 --> 00:57:12,595 Yes. 1212 00:57:14,164 --> 00:57:15,331 I'm scared. 1213 00:57:16,366 --> 00:57:18,334 Everybody's dyin'. 1214 00:57:18,401 --> 00:57:20,537 One or two people left that I used to run with. 1215 00:57:22,205 --> 00:57:23,973 And they're on their way out. 1216 00:57:24,040 --> 00:57:25,417 - Nurse: You all right? - Freddie: Yeah. 1217 00:57:25,441 --> 00:57:27,143 Nurse: Okay. 1218 00:57:27,210 --> 00:57:28,978 Your results came back reactive. 1219 00:57:29,045 --> 00:57:30,647 Basically, what that means 1220 00:57:30,713 --> 00:57:33,449 is that you have been exposed to HIV. 1221 00:57:40,490 --> 00:57:41,658 How you doin'? 1222 00:57:44,127 --> 00:57:47,063 It's okay. It's all right. 1223 00:57:48,798 --> 00:57:49,798 Turn around. 1224 00:57:52,135 --> 00:57:54,003 - You don't remember my face, do you? - No. 1225 00:57:54,070 --> 00:57:56,072 And you got a little run out your nose, too, okay? 1226 00:57:56,139 --> 00:57:57,716 - That's 'cause you... - I... Of course. I got a cold. 1227 00:57:57,740 --> 00:57:59,819 - I'm freezin', man. - Officer: It's not that cold out here, okay? 1228 00:57:59,843 --> 00:58:00,986 It's not that cold. Your no... 1229 00:58:01,010 --> 00:58:02,388 your nose is runny, your mouth is dry. 1230 00:58:02,412 --> 00:58:03,856 Listen, you're talkin' to me, all right? 1231 00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:06,049 You ain't talkin' to somebody else on the streets, okay? 1232 00:58:06,115 --> 00:58:07,617 I know what you do, whatever. 1233 00:58:07,684 --> 00:58:08,618 What I'm gonna advise you now 1234 00:58:08,685 --> 00:58:10,053 is to stay away from these areas. 1235 00:58:10,119 --> 00:58:11,497 -'Cause if I catch you again tonight... - I am gonna stay away, man. 1236 00:58:11,521 --> 00:58:12,989 Listen to me. I'm talking to you. 1237 00:58:13,056 --> 00:58:14,290 If I catch you again tonight, 1238 00:58:14,357 --> 00:58:15,997 you know what I'm gonna have to do, right? 1239 00:58:16,059 --> 00:58:17,360 Okay, I gotta do what I gotta do 1240 00:58:17,427 --> 00:58:19,071 and lock you up for obstructing a public passage. 1241 00:58:19,095 --> 00:58:20,095 I can't leave you out here 1242 00:58:20,129 --> 00:58:21,373 'cause you're gonna get yourself hurt. 1243 00:58:21,397 --> 00:58:23,175 You're gonna get shot by these jokers over here, okay? 1244 00:58:23,199 --> 00:58:24,601 - All right. - Okay? 1245 00:58:24,667 --> 00:58:26,478 'Cause you know they'll shoot you in a heartbeat 'cause you're white. 1246 00:58:26,502 --> 00:58:28,504 You don't belong around here, all right? 1247 00:58:28,571 --> 00:58:29,639 Plain and simple. 1248 00:58:30,707 --> 00:58:32,041 He's the kinda guy that one day 1249 00:58:32,108 --> 00:58:33,977 we're gonna catch him somewhere dead. 1250 00:58:34,043 --> 00:58:35,912 Which is a shame 'cause he's actually, 1251 00:58:35,979 --> 00:58:37,223 you know, I'm not gonna judge him, 1252 00:58:37,247 --> 00:58:38,882 but he doesn't seem like a bad guy. 1253 00:58:38,948 --> 00:58:40,617 But he's hooked on that stuff. 1254 00:58:40,683 --> 00:58:42,061 And he'll go anywhere and he'll do anything 1255 00:58:42,085 --> 00:58:43,620 to catch his drug, to get his drugs. 1256 00:58:45,655 --> 00:58:47,423 - Deliris: Eight plus one? - Chimo: Nine. 1257 00:58:47,490 --> 00:58:49,025 Four minus two? 1258 00:58:49,092 --> 00:58:50,159 Two. 1259 00:58:52,729 --> 00:58:54,264 Deliris: Do me a favor. 1260 00:58:54,330 --> 00:58:56,132 Look through that window and check if... 1261 00:58:56,199 --> 00:58:57,133 Remember Jose? 1262 00:58:57,200 --> 00:58:59,269 Girl: Jose! 1263 00:58:59,335 --> 00:59:01,838 My aunt said hold on and she'll be down in a few minutes. 1264 00:59:01,905 --> 00:59:03,673 Every time she's clean, 1265 00:59:03,740 --> 00:59:05,808 he's right, he's right there, 1266 00:59:05,875 --> 00:59:07,010 she goes right back in. 1267 00:59:10,179 --> 00:59:11,614 See you in a few days. 1268 00:59:16,319 --> 00:59:18,721 I don't know what to say, but, um, 1269 00:59:18,788 --> 00:59:20,857 my heart is full of love with her. 1270 00:59:20,924 --> 00:59:22,525 And I wanna know. 1271 00:59:22,592 --> 00:59:23,927 I know that we love you, 1272 00:59:23,993 --> 00:59:25,862 but we don't know how much you love us. 1273 00:59:25,929 --> 00:59:28,031 Oh, I love you. I love you all. 1274 00:59:29,666 --> 00:59:33,536 Kiky: If you love us all, why you not doing so good for us? 1275 00:59:33,603 --> 00:59:36,572 We want you to come back, but you never try. 1276 00:59:38,841 --> 00:59:39,976 I will. 1277 00:59:44,747 --> 00:59:46,015 If you love us so much, 1278 00:59:46,082 --> 00:59:47,917 why your hand is halfway on the door? 1279 00:59:50,119 --> 00:59:53,122 'Cause, uh, I'm ready to go outside. 1280 01:00:00,530 --> 01:00:02,799 I'm getting hot. I'll see y'all tomorrow. 1281 01:00:03,566 --> 01:00:04,834 Good night, Charlie. 1282 01:00:06,836 --> 01:00:07,870 Good night. 1283 01:00:27,256 --> 01:00:28,992 If you wanna kill yourself, 1284 01:00:30,660 --> 01:00:31,661 easy way out. 1285 01:00:38,901 --> 01:00:40,903 I really wish my life was different. 1286 01:00:55,785 --> 01:00:57,320 Judge: We're here on sentence day, 1287 01:00:57,387 --> 01:01:00,023 State of New Jersey versus Wilfredo Rodriguez. 1288 01:01:00,089 --> 01:01:02,425 Count one of first-degree armed robbery. 1289 01:01:02,492 --> 01:01:05,428 Count two of fourth-degree possession of an imitation firearm. 1290 01:01:05,495 --> 01:01:07,263 Prosecutor: Judge, this is, um, a person 1291 01:01:07,330 --> 01:01:09,499 who's been afforded every opportunity 1292 01:01:09,565 --> 01:01:11,734 within the criminal justice system. 1293 01:01:11,801 --> 01:01:14,003 And at a certain point, it's just time to, uh, 1294 01:01:14,070 --> 01:01:16,506 warehouse this type of individual. 1295 01:01:18,307 --> 01:01:19,942 Judge: Gonna commit Mr. Rodriguez 1296 01:01:20,009 --> 01:01:21,053 to the custody of the commissioner 1297 01:01:21,077 --> 01:01:22,879 for 15 years in prison, 1298 01:01:22,945 --> 01:01:25,581 that sentence to run concurrent to any violation of parole 1299 01:01:25,648 --> 01:01:27,850 that may be imposed as a result of this sentence. 1300 01:01:30,386 --> 01:01:31,988 Okay, good luck to you, Mr. Rodriguez. 1301 01:01:52,809 --> 01:01:54,043 Oh! 1302 01:01:54,110 --> 01:01:55,411 Oh, shit. 1303 01:01:55,478 --> 01:01:56,479 Get me up. 1304 01:01:59,582 --> 01:02:00,783 Oh, you's a heavy fuck. 1305 01:02:00,850 --> 01:02:02,618 Should've took me off faster, you know. 1306 01:02:02,685 --> 01:02:04,620 Now, it gets hard, right, Burt? 1307 01:02:04,687 --> 01:02:06,489 - Thanks, my brother. - Burt: No problem. 1308 01:02:06,556 --> 01:02:09,225 My Nu... Nubian brother. 1309 01:02:09,292 --> 01:02:11,594 Robbie, you had a little too much. 1310 01:02:13,329 --> 01:02:14,729 Come on, get yourself together, man, 1311 01:02:14,764 --> 01:02:15,898 before you fall again. 1312 01:02:17,967 --> 01:02:19,535 Get up, man. Come on, yo. 1313 01:02:25,741 --> 01:02:27,009 That's what drugs do, see? 1314 01:02:27,076 --> 01:02:29,112 Have you nodding and falling, man. 1315 01:02:30,113 --> 01:02:31,247 Rob? 1316 01:02:32,348 --> 01:02:33,916 How many bags you did today? 1317 01:02:36,819 --> 01:02:37,987 Huh, Rob? 1318 01:02:38,955 --> 01:02:40,089 Rob? 1319 01:02:41,157 --> 01:02:42,091 Yo? 1320 01:02:42,158 --> 01:02:43,392 Rob? 1321 01:02:46,662 --> 01:02:49,932 Well, I suggest for people that doin' drugs, man, 1322 01:02:49,999 --> 01:02:51,667 look at the place where Rob is at 1323 01:02:51,734 --> 01:02:53,236 and look at Rob right here 1324 01:02:53,302 --> 01:02:55,972 and his condition of being on drugs, man. 1325 01:02:59,509 --> 01:03:00,843 He don't straighten up himself, 1326 01:03:00,910 --> 01:03:02,245 this is where he's gonna die at. 1327 01:03:02,311 --> 01:03:03,956 Man: That's where you gonna find him dead at, 1328 01:03:03,980 --> 01:03:05,348 right at this house right here. 1329 01:03:05,414 --> 01:03:06,582 This abandoned building. 1330 01:03:38,915 --> 01:03:40,516 - Hey, Jon. - Jon: Freddie! 1331 01:03:40,583 --> 01:03:42,585 - What's up, buddy? - Jon: Freddie, how are you... 1332 01:03:42,652 --> 01:03:44,520 It's been seven long years. 1333 01:03:44,587 --> 01:03:45,922 Jon: What is this place? 1334 01:03:45,988 --> 01:03:47,356 This is Riverfront State Prison. 1335 01:03:47,423 --> 01:03:48,457 Jon: Yeah? 1336 01:03:48,524 --> 01:03:50,364 This has been my view for the past seven years. 1337 01:03:50,426 --> 01:03:51,894 You know what I'm sayin'? 1338 01:03:51,961 --> 01:03:53,930 And, um, I got one more to go. 1339 01:03:53,996 --> 01:03:55,631 But hopefully, I'll be in a halfway house 1340 01:03:55,698 --> 01:03:56,909 and I won't have to see these wires 1341 01:03:56,933 --> 01:03:58,768 and these barbed wires anymore. 1342 01:03:58,834 --> 01:04:00,536 Jon: You ever think about escaping? 1343 01:04:00,603 --> 01:04:01,914 I mean, you could swim right across the river. 1344 01:04:01,938 --> 01:04:03,172 Freddie: Nah, nah. 1345 01:04:03,239 --> 01:04:04,674 I'm not thinking about escaping. 1346 01:04:04,740 --> 01:04:06,442 - Jon: Yeah. - It's not for me. 1347 01:04:06,509 --> 01:04:08,277 Too old to be runnin', you know. 1348 01:04:10,213 --> 01:04:11,781 Now, I'm gonna, I want to show you, 1349 01:04:11,847 --> 01:04:13,416 I want, I wanna show you, um... 1350 01:04:17,320 --> 01:04:18,454 what, um... 1351 01:04:19,722 --> 01:04:21,257 helps me stay clean. 1352 01:04:22,258 --> 01:04:23,258 Right there. 1353 01:04:23,993 --> 01:04:25,561 My daughter, my son. 1354 01:04:25,628 --> 01:04:27,396 I haven't seen 'em in about seven, 1355 01:04:27,463 --> 01:04:28,731 six to seven years now. 1356 01:04:40,009 --> 01:04:42,445 Hey, Jon, what's up? 1357 01:04:42,511 --> 01:04:44,547 - What's happenin'? - Jon: How long's it been? 1358 01:04:44,614 --> 01:04:48,251 Um, this'll be 28 months... this month. 1359 01:04:48,317 --> 01:04:49,819 Two years, four months. 1360 01:04:51,187 --> 01:04:52,731 Jon: Tell me what you were locked up for? 1361 01:04:52,755 --> 01:04:54,523 I was locked up for robbery, 1362 01:04:54,590 --> 01:04:55,891 second-degree robbery. 1363 01:04:55,958 --> 01:04:57,293 Jon: You look good. 1364 01:04:57,360 --> 01:04:58,561 Look like you've been eatin'. 1365 01:04:58,628 --> 01:04:59,962 Rob: Yeah, I've been eatin'. 1366 01:05:00,029 --> 01:05:01,197 Jon: Exercising. 1367 01:05:01,264 --> 01:05:04,300 Exercising every day. Joggin'. 1368 01:05:05,268 --> 01:05:07,603 See, this, like, people... 1369 01:05:08,771 --> 01:05:10,973 some people need to get locked up 1370 01:05:11,040 --> 01:05:13,109 but not for a short period of time. 1371 01:05:13,175 --> 01:05:14,920 Jon: Well, I think you were a good candidate for that 1372 01:05:14,944 --> 01:05:16,545 because you were basically gonna die 1373 01:05:16,612 --> 01:05:18,514 - unless you went to jail. - Yeah. Yeah. 1374 01:05:26,055 --> 01:05:30,259 Deliris: These were the track marks from where I was shooting up at. 1375 01:05:32,361 --> 01:05:33,162 Yep. 1376 01:05:33,229 --> 01:05:35,531 So now look where we all wind up 1377 01:05:35,598 --> 01:05:37,600 and it's all because of the drugs. 1378 01:05:38,567 --> 01:05:39,702 All because of the drugs. 1379 01:05:39,769 --> 01:05:41,203 Rob was locked up. 1380 01:05:42,138 --> 01:05:43,606 I'm locked up. 1381 01:05:43,673 --> 01:05:45,241 Freddie's locked up. 1382 01:05:45,308 --> 01:05:47,076 And it all got to do with drugs. 1383 01:05:47,143 --> 01:05:49,945 Drugs don't bring nothin'. They just gonna kill you. 1384 01:05:50,746 --> 01:05:52,281 They almost killed me. 1385 01:05:52,348 --> 01:05:53,482 Thank God I'm here. 1386 01:05:55,184 --> 01:05:56,786 I thank God I'm here today. 1387 01:05:58,754 --> 01:05:59,955 Step through here. 1388 01:06:02,391 --> 01:06:04,569 Guard: All right, kids, is you ready to visit your mother? 1389 01:06:04,593 --> 01:06:07,063 What's your name, Kiky, Kimo... Chimo? 1390 01:06:12,034 --> 01:06:13,903 Kiky: Every day I pray at night 1391 01:06:13,969 --> 01:06:16,772 to see if I could see you to come out. 1392 01:06:16,839 --> 01:06:19,809 Deliris: Keep prayin', because I'm praying, too. 1393 01:06:19,875 --> 01:06:21,811 That's the only thing that will help us, 1394 01:06:21,877 --> 01:06:24,046 is the Lord to hear our prayer, that's it. 1395 01:06:25,181 --> 01:06:26,449 You doin' good in school? 1396 01:06:27,917 --> 01:06:29,328 - You're not doin'... - Kiky: Straight C's. 1397 01:06:29,352 --> 01:06:30,920 - Deliris: Huh? - Straight C's. 1398 01:06:30,986 --> 01:06:32,321 Deliris: C's? 1399 01:06:32,388 --> 01:06:34,023 What happened to the A's and B's? 1400 01:06:36,359 --> 01:06:37,927 I don't know. 1401 01:06:39,462 --> 01:06:40,730 Wait till I come out. 1402 01:06:42,164 --> 01:06:43,766 Things will start getting better. 1403 01:06:43,833 --> 01:06:45,301 Remember that paper I gave you 1404 01:06:45,368 --> 01:06:47,048 that said you were in my heart and my soul? 1405 01:06:47,103 --> 01:06:48,971 I still love you that way. 1406 01:06:49,038 --> 01:06:51,006 - Deliris: I love you, too. - All right. 1407 01:06:58,514 --> 01:07:02,318 I want her to stay so she could get more clean and stuff, 1408 01:07:02,385 --> 01:07:05,221 but I still want her to be there for me. 1409 01:07:05,287 --> 01:07:07,556 - Jon: But she never has been. - No. 1410 01:07:07,623 --> 01:07:09,759 Only when I was small. 1411 01:07:09,825 --> 01:07:11,905 Jon: And now, what do you think's gonna happen to you? 1412 01:07:12,728 --> 01:07:15,564 To me? I don't really know. 1413 01:07:15,631 --> 01:07:18,134 I know I'll stay in school and stuff. 1414 01:07:18,734 --> 01:07:20,302 Never use drugs. 1415 01:07:22,037 --> 01:07:24,340 When someone ask me somebody, 1416 01:07:24,407 --> 01:07:26,542 uh, smokin' and stuff, I'll say no. 1417 01:07:26,609 --> 01:07:28,144 I'll walk away. 1418 01:07:29,044 --> 01:07:30,980 And I know what's gonna happen. 1419 01:07:31,046 --> 01:07:32,591 Jon: You think you're gonna have a good future? 1420 01:07:32,615 --> 01:07:34,483 Hmm. Yeah. 1421 01:07:34,550 --> 01:07:36,585 And I know I try to keep it bright, too. 1422 01:07:39,889 --> 01:07:45,060 This is a therapeutic community drug... drug program. 1423 01:07:45,127 --> 01:07:47,163 - Bunch of people havin' meetings... - Jon: Yeah. 1424 01:07:47,229 --> 01:07:50,366 Freddie: and, um, tryin' to stay away from drugs. 1425 01:07:50,433 --> 01:07:53,502 I've been drug free for a while now, and I... 1426 01:07:53,569 --> 01:07:54,837 Jon: How long? 1427 01:07:54,904 --> 01:07:59,708 Uh... about a year, I'll say. 1428 01:07:59,775 --> 01:08:00,876 Ten months to a year. 1429 01:08:00,943 --> 01:08:03,279 Jon: So for the first four years in jail... 1430 01:08:03,345 --> 01:08:04,980 I was getting high just about every day. 1431 01:08:05,047 --> 01:08:06,682 Jon: Yeah? 1432 01:08:06,749 --> 01:08:09,785 I, um, take computer class in mornings here. 1433 01:08:10,953 --> 01:08:12,755 This is my teacher, Miss Dartash. 1434 01:08:12,822 --> 01:08:13,865 - Hi. - Jon: Hi, how are you? 1435 01:08:13,889 --> 01:08:15,157 Good morning. Good morning. 1436 01:08:15,224 --> 01:08:16,935 Freddie: As you can see, I've been gettin' 100s. 1437 01:08:16,959 --> 01:08:19,295 Got 100 for this one, 100 for this one. 1438 01:08:19,361 --> 01:08:23,265 Sometimes I, um, get 90s. 96, 98. 1439 01:08:24,333 --> 01:08:25,768 But I try to keep my 100s. 1440 01:08:33,542 --> 01:08:35,444 Jon: Hey, Rob. You're out? 1441 01:08:35,511 --> 01:08:37,213 What's up? 1442 01:08:37,279 --> 01:08:38,214 Jon: What are you supposed to do... 1443 01:08:38,280 --> 01:08:40,950 I gotta go to the parole board now 1444 01:08:41,016 --> 01:08:43,018 and see what they want me to do. 1445 01:08:45,554 --> 01:08:47,756 Officer Kevin Mahoney: Hi, I'm Mr. Mahoney. 1446 01:08:47,823 --> 01:08:49,034 I'm gonna be your parole officer 1447 01:08:49,058 --> 01:08:50,302 while you're out here on the street. 1448 01:08:50,326 --> 01:08:51,260 Rob: Right. 1449 01:08:51,327 --> 01:08:52,962 And I see you're new to Trenton. 1450 01:08:53,028 --> 01:08:54,188 - Rob: Right. I'm new. - Okay. 1451 01:08:55,564 --> 01:08:58,033 - You've been through this before. - Yeah. 1452 01:08:58,100 --> 01:09:00,612 Officer Mahoney: How do you think you're gonna make out this time? 1453 01:09:00,636 --> 01:09:02,738 - Good. Yeah. - Officer Mahoney: You think so? 1454 01:09:02,805 --> 01:09:04,540 I'm determined to do good this time. 1455 01:09:04,607 --> 01:09:06,651 - Officer Mahoney: Your drug was heroin, right? - Yeah. 1456 01:09:06,675 --> 01:09:08,077 That's a real tough thing to kick. 1457 01:09:08,143 --> 01:09:09,445 Yeah. 1458 01:09:09,512 --> 01:09:12,481 They wanna saturate you with supervision 1459 01:09:12,548 --> 01:09:14,717 -for the first couple months, okay? - That's all right. 1460 01:09:14,783 --> 01:09:17,353 To kinda get you steerin' towards the right direction. 1461 01:09:17,419 --> 01:09:18,897 - That's good. - So if there's any kinda slip-ups, 1462 01:09:18,921 --> 01:09:21,724 everything could be picked up right away. 1463 01:09:21,790 --> 01:09:23,826 So we go through the '80s with some shoplifting, 1464 01:09:23,893 --> 01:09:25,361 receiving stolen property. 1465 01:09:25,427 --> 01:09:26,905 All this is related to your addiction. 1466 01:09:26,929 --> 01:09:29,532 See, this is the criminal mind, too. 1467 01:09:29,598 --> 01:09:31,076 You got about seven, eight date of births 1468 01:09:31,100 --> 01:09:33,044 and seven, eight, maybe more Social Security numbers. 1469 01:09:33,068 --> 01:09:37,306 Antoine Boustany, Robert Hansen, Robert Medina. 1470 01:09:37,373 --> 01:09:39,775 Do you ever get parolees 1471 01:09:39,842 --> 01:09:41,310 that really wanna straighten up 1472 01:09:41,377 --> 01:09:43,445 and that, you know, and, you know, 1473 01:09:43,512 --> 01:09:45,514 - and they do good? - A lot of guys. 1474 01:09:45,581 --> 01:09:46,582 With big records like me? 1475 01:09:46,649 --> 01:09:48,417 We have a lot of guys... It's possible. 1476 01:09:48,484 --> 01:09:50,719 Rob: You know where I could cash this at? 1477 01:09:50,786 --> 01:09:52,497 - I ain't got no ID. - Officer Mahoney: Okay. 1478 01:09:52,521 --> 01:09:53,756 Rob: Robert Medina. 1479 01:09:53,822 --> 01:09:55,925 I got you as Robert Steffey. 1480 01:09:55,991 --> 01:09:57,502 And I'm saying if this was for Robert Steffey, 1481 01:09:57,526 --> 01:09:58,670 I could take you to the bank and... 1482 01:09:58,694 --> 01:10:00,329 See what happens when you use fake names? 1483 01:10:00,396 --> 01:10:01,997 Officer Mahoney: Yeah, jeez. 1484 01:10:02,064 --> 01:10:03,732 I'll get it cashed. Don't matter. 1485 01:10:03,799 --> 01:10:05,467 There you go. 1486 01:10:06,702 --> 01:10:07,913 - All right. See you Monday. - Rob: Thank you. 1487 01:10:07,937 --> 01:10:09,214 - Rob: All right. - Officer Mahoney: Probably be out 1488 01:10:09,238 --> 01:10:10,348 sometime this week to see you, too. 1489 01:10:10,372 --> 01:10:11,173 - All right. - Rob: Okay. 1490 01:10:11,240 --> 01:10:12,400 - Good luck. - Rob: All right. 1491 01:10:15,578 --> 01:10:16,688 - Freddie: Thanks. - All right. 1492 01:10:16,712 --> 01:10:18,213 Take it easy. 1493 01:10:18,280 --> 01:10:19,858 - Freddie: Thank you. - Woman: All right. 1494 01:10:19,882 --> 01:10:21,216 Don't forget your cart. 1495 01:10:22,918 --> 01:10:24,653 Freddie: This is my property. 1496 01:10:24,720 --> 01:10:27,590 My clothes, my cigarettes and stuff like that. 1497 01:10:29,825 --> 01:10:31,260 Woman: Sorry. 1498 01:10:31,327 --> 01:10:32,967 Jon: Freddie, what are all these pills for? 1499 01:10:33,996 --> 01:10:36,765 It's my medication for my HIV. 1500 01:10:36,832 --> 01:10:38,267 Give me all this medication. 1501 01:10:38,334 --> 01:10:40,035 I've been had this medication. 1502 01:10:40,102 --> 01:10:41,413 I was supposed to have been takin' it. 1503 01:10:41,437 --> 01:10:43,606 - I haven't been takin' it. - Jon: Why not? 1504 01:10:43,672 --> 01:10:47,910 Because the doctor told me it was gonna give me 1505 01:10:47,977 --> 01:10:51,347 a false positive for marijuana. 1506 01:10:51,413 --> 01:10:53,983 And since they take my urine so much, 1507 01:10:54,049 --> 01:10:56,719 I was afraid that it was gonna come back positive 1508 01:10:56,785 --> 01:10:58,821 and they was gonna send me back to prison. 1509 01:10:58,887 --> 01:11:02,091 So I stopped takin' my medication for that reason. 1510 01:11:02,157 --> 01:11:04,402 Jon: You mean you had to between your health and your freedom? 1511 01:11:04,426 --> 01:11:06,595 Correct. And I did what I had to do 1512 01:11:06,662 --> 01:11:09,531 because what was I gonna do, get sent back to prison? 1513 01:11:09,598 --> 01:11:11,367 Come on. I've had enough of prison. 1514 01:11:15,337 --> 01:11:16,438 Mr. Morrison. 1515 01:11:16,505 --> 01:11:17,616 - Take care of yourself. - Thank you for everything. 1516 01:11:17,640 --> 01:11:18,717 - All right. - Thank you so much, sir. 1517 01:11:18,741 --> 01:11:20,576 - Peace. - Yep. 1518 01:11:20,643 --> 01:11:22,603 - Thank you again. - Mr. Morrison: You're welcome. 1519 01:11:28,917 --> 01:11:30,619 Freddie: Ten years. 1520 01:11:31,887 --> 01:11:34,156 Freedom! 1521 01:11:38,394 --> 01:11:39,871 Officer Mahoney: Comin' over to Eckerd's here. 1522 01:11:39,895 --> 01:11:42,431 This is where Bob's been working for the last couple months. 1523 01:11:42,498 --> 01:11:44,333 He's a stock person. 1524 01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:46,835 He's working his way up to general manager. 1525 01:11:46,902 --> 01:11:47,970 - Jon: You serious? - Yeah. 1526 01:11:48,037 --> 01:11:50,406 He's actually working, legitimate work, 1527 01:11:50,472 --> 01:11:52,107 making legitimate money. 1528 01:11:52,174 --> 01:11:53,475 And he's, uh, 1529 01:11:53,542 --> 01:11:55,544 you can see for yourself when we come in. 1530 01:11:57,513 --> 01:11:58,547 Hey, Bob. 1531 01:12:00,482 --> 01:12:02,785 - Mr. Mahoney, what's up? - How you doin'? 1532 01:12:02,851 --> 01:12:04,051 Are you going to your meetings? 1533 01:12:04,086 --> 01:12:05,897 - You haven't been using any drugs? - Rob: Nope. 1534 01:12:05,921 --> 01:12:07,761 Officer Mahoney: What kinda work you doin' here? 1535 01:12:08,257 --> 01:12:09,825 I stock the shelves. 1536 01:12:09,892 --> 01:12:11,927 - I help customers. - Mm-hmm. 1537 01:12:11,994 --> 01:12:16,098 You know, when we have, like, items that's on sale, 1538 01:12:16,165 --> 01:12:17,566 I mark 'em down. 1539 01:12:17,633 --> 01:12:19,134 When you were the different Rob, 1540 01:12:19,201 --> 01:12:20,736 you were out kinda rippin' stores off. 1541 01:12:20,803 --> 01:12:22,547 Yeah, I used to come to the stores and shoplift. 1542 01:12:22,571 --> 01:12:24,683 - And shoplift. - I used to take the stuff off the shelves. 1543 01:12:24,707 --> 01:12:26,008 Now, I'm loadin' it back up. 1544 01:12:26,075 --> 01:12:27,419 All right. How long you been sober? 1545 01:12:27,443 --> 01:12:29,545 And, uh, how long you been straight the last... 1546 01:12:29,611 --> 01:12:32,147 Uh, sober? Like 29 months. 1547 01:12:32,214 --> 01:12:34,526 - Officer Mahoney: That's it. - Twenty-nine months altogether, 1548 01:12:34,550 --> 01:12:36,852 in jail and I got out, you know. 1549 01:12:36,919 --> 01:12:38,821 Twenty-seven months, like, 1550 01:12:38,887 --> 01:12:39,964 three months on the street. 1551 01:12:39,988 --> 01:12:41,390 - Officer Mahoney: Yeah. - Yeah. 1552 01:12:41,457 --> 01:12:43,401 Officer Mahoney: It's happened. I've seen transformations before, 1553 01:12:43,425 --> 01:12:45,105 - but, again... - I don't believe in myself. 1554 01:12:45,160 --> 01:12:46,095 It's a couple months. 1555 01:12:46,161 --> 01:12:47,229 I don't believe in myself. 1556 01:12:47,296 --> 01:12:48,506 Officer Mahoney: It's a couple months. It's a start. 1557 01:12:48,530 --> 01:12:49,598 Once, you know, you take, 1558 01:12:49,665 --> 01:12:51,400 as your program says, one day at a time. 1559 01:12:51,467 --> 01:12:53,178 - And that's what you do... - There's things in here 1560 01:12:53,202 --> 01:12:55,037 that I could steal, 1561 01:12:55,104 --> 01:12:56,514 and they wouldn't even know about it. 1562 01:12:56,538 --> 01:12:58,416 But I don't want to do that 'cause these people, 1563 01:12:58,440 --> 01:13:01,110 because these people trusted me and gave me a job. 1564 01:13:01,176 --> 01:13:02,344 A lot of people went through 1565 01:13:02,411 --> 01:13:04,146 a lot of trouble to get me a job. 1566 01:13:04,213 --> 01:13:05,533 You know what I mean? And help me. 1567 01:13:05,581 --> 01:13:07,182 And why am I gonna mess that up? 1568 01:13:09,318 --> 01:13:10,998 Officer John Larkin: They're ready for you. 1569 01:13:14,556 --> 01:13:16,367 Miss Shafran is gonna be your permanent parole officer, 1570 01:13:16,391 --> 01:13:17,860 but she's gonna be out 1571 01:13:17,926 --> 01:13:19,294 for the next week and a half or so. 1572 01:13:19,361 --> 01:13:20,996 In the meantime, I'm gonna... 1573 01:13:21,063 --> 01:13:22,264 I'm gonna supervise you. 1574 01:13:22,331 --> 01:13:24,099 My name, Larkin. 1575 01:13:24,166 --> 01:13:26,034 On the back, that's my direct line. 1576 01:13:26,101 --> 01:13:27,136 - Freddie: Okay. - Okay? 1577 01:13:27,202 --> 01:13:28,570 We both have voice mail. 1578 01:13:28,637 --> 01:13:30,139 So if you need to contact us, 1579 01:13:30,205 --> 01:13:32,574 there's no excuse why you can't leave a message, all right? 1580 01:13:32,641 --> 01:13:35,210 - How long you been away? - Ten years. 1581 01:13:35,277 --> 01:13:37,079 - Officer Larkin: Ten straight? - Yeah. 1582 01:13:37,146 --> 01:13:38,347 All right. 1583 01:13:39,314 --> 01:13:42,050 Tats, tattoos, scars, marks. 1584 01:13:42,117 --> 01:13:43,852 Freddie: Chest, back, arms. 1585 01:13:44,486 --> 01:13:45,921 Take off the shirt. 1586 01:13:54,363 --> 01:13:56,298 Man, parole was kinda strict today. 1587 01:14:01,904 --> 01:14:04,406 Jon: Deliris, you're back. Where you been? 1588 01:14:04,473 --> 01:14:05,841 Alone. 1589 01:14:05,908 --> 01:14:07,442 Just came out the rehab 1590 01:14:07,509 --> 01:14:09,278 after being there for three months. 1591 01:14:09,344 --> 01:14:10,913 Thank God. 1592 01:14:13,782 --> 01:14:15,751 - Jon: You're clean? - I'm clean for three months. 1593 01:14:15,818 --> 01:14:18,086 Thank God. I don't have to wake up sick no more. 1594 01:14:18,153 --> 01:14:20,789 I don't have to go crazy looking for my drug no more. 1595 01:14:20,856 --> 01:14:22,324 Jon: When she walked back in 1596 01:14:22,391 --> 01:14:24,626 and you saw her lookin' like this, 1597 01:14:24,693 --> 01:14:26,628 were you surprised? 1598 01:14:26,695 --> 01:14:28,006 - Chimo and Kiky: Yeah. - Jon: Huh? 1599 01:14:28,030 --> 01:14:29,298 - Yeah. - Jon: Why? 1600 01:14:30,098 --> 01:14:31,400 Because she got fatter. 1601 01:14:35,838 --> 01:14:37,873 Coach: Just like that. See what I'm saying? 1602 01:14:37,940 --> 01:14:40,275 Today is your day. It's your game. 1603 01:14:40,342 --> 01:14:42,077 If you choose to do good, 1604 01:14:42,144 --> 01:14:43,145 then you're gonna do good. 1605 01:14:43,212 --> 01:14:44,479 If you choose to get up there 1606 01:14:44,546 --> 01:14:46,181 and get nervous and get scared, 1607 01:14:46,248 --> 01:14:47,608 then you're gonna make a bad choice 1608 01:14:47,649 --> 01:14:49,251 because you're not gonna do your best. 1609 01:14:50,519 --> 01:14:51,854 Always do your best. 1610 01:14:51,920 --> 01:14:54,623 No matter what you do in life, do your best. 1611 01:14:54,690 --> 01:14:56,458 Catcher: Come on, Kiky! 1612 01:14:59,228 --> 01:15:01,196 Coach: Stay relaxed. Stay relaxed. 1613 01:15:01,263 --> 01:15:02,397 Batter: Ow. 1614 01:15:02,464 --> 01:15:04,666 Coach: Don't let other people get you upset. 1615 01:15:04,733 --> 01:15:05,801 Don't get nervous, 1616 01:15:05,868 --> 01:15:07,612 and don't be worryin' about you're gonna hit, 1617 01:15:07,636 --> 01:15:08,637 hit the batter. 1618 01:15:08,704 --> 01:15:10,239 Because your concentration is just 1619 01:15:10,305 --> 01:15:11,707 throwing to the catcher's glove. 1620 01:15:12,908 --> 01:15:14,042 Woman: Swing at it. 1621 01:15:14,109 --> 01:15:15,377 Kid: Come on, come on. 1622 01:15:27,623 --> 01:15:29,024 Coach: One, two, three! 1623 01:15:29,091 --> 01:15:31,059 Kids: Cardinals! 1624 01:15:31,126 --> 01:15:32,928 Coach: Today, Kiky gets the game ball. 1625 01:15:32,995 --> 01:15:34,930 We're gonna get the whole team to sign it. 1626 01:15:34,997 --> 01:15:36,498 - Jon: Yeah. - Coach: Okay? 1627 01:15:38,000 --> 01:15:39,000 Mom. 1628 01:15:46,141 --> 01:15:47,809 Jon: What are we doing? 1629 01:15:47,876 --> 01:15:49,778 Protection. You never know. 1630 01:15:51,046 --> 01:15:52,247 I don't work in Neverland. 1631 01:15:54,316 --> 01:15:58,787 Officer Morano: 7-1-6 and 7-5-4. 10-6 to 2-74. 1632 01:15:58,854 --> 01:16:00,889 Johnson Avenue, Newark. 1633 01:16:04,226 --> 01:16:05,594 Officer Larkin: How you doin'? 1634 01:16:05,661 --> 01:16:06,962 Hi, little guy. 1635 01:16:07,029 --> 01:16:09,097 Freddie: John. 1636 01:16:09,164 --> 01:16:10,675 Officer Larkin: How you doin'? How you doin', Freddie? 1637 01:16:10,699 --> 01:16:11,776 - Freddie: Hey, Mr. Larkin. - Officer Larkin: What's up? 1638 01:16:11,800 --> 01:16:12,634 Officer: Hi, how are you? 1639 01:16:12,701 --> 01:16:13,821 How's everything? Hello, sir. 1640 01:16:13,869 --> 01:16:16,939 How you doin'? How you doin'? How you doin'? 1641 01:16:17,005 --> 01:16:18,407 Well, how many people are here? 1642 01:16:18,473 --> 01:16:19,817 I mean, is this all pe... like, in the kitchen... 1643 01:16:19,841 --> 01:16:21,977 No, no, no. My father just came over. 1644 01:16:22,044 --> 01:16:24,046 Okay. But besides the people in the kitchen here 1645 01:16:24,112 --> 01:16:25,790 and all the kids, is that, is that everybody in the house? 1646 01:16:25,814 --> 01:16:27,015 Or are there people upstairs? 1647 01:16:27,082 --> 01:16:28,126 I'm just asking outta curiosity. 1648 01:16:28,150 --> 01:16:29,260 Freddie: Just my brother's upstairs. 1649 01:16:29,284 --> 01:16:30,852 First thing, I need a urine from you. 1650 01:16:31,753 --> 01:16:33,755 Okay? Bathroom around here? 1651 01:16:33,822 --> 01:16:35,590 Uh, let's go upstairs. 1652 01:16:35,657 --> 01:16:36,959 Officer Larkin: You got it. 1653 01:16:47,602 --> 01:16:49,104 How you doin'? Hi. 1654 01:16:49,171 --> 01:16:51,106 I'm Officer Larkin. I'm his new PO. 1655 01:16:51,173 --> 01:16:52,951 Freddie: That's my sister and my brother-in-law. 1656 01:16:52,975 --> 01:16:54,375 Officer Larkin: How you doin', guys? 1657 01:16:54,409 --> 01:16:56,244 - After you. Huh? - Man: Good luck. 1658 01:16:56,311 --> 01:16:58,656 Officer Larkin: Let me ask you, Freddie. How bad is it at the house? 1659 01:16:58,680 --> 01:16:59,982 What do they use? Heroin? 1660 01:17:00,048 --> 01:17:01,283 I honestly don't know. 1661 01:17:01,350 --> 01:17:03,618 I think they're smokin', but I'm not sure. 1662 01:17:03,685 --> 01:17:06,021 - Because... - Officer Larkin: Smokin' what? Crack? Weed? 1663 01:17:06,088 --> 01:17:08,132 I would think. You know, I've been away for a lot of years. 1664 01:17:08,156 --> 01:17:10,592 I don't really know too much about that stuff 1665 01:17:10,659 --> 01:17:12,227 and how you act. 1666 01:17:12,294 --> 01:17:14,629 I think the best step for you is to get out of that house. 1667 01:17:14,696 --> 01:17:16,198 You wanna stay away from chaos? 1668 01:17:17,833 --> 01:17:19,468 I think you should get outta Johnson Ave. 1669 01:17:19,534 --> 01:17:20,769 Okay. 1670 01:17:20,836 --> 01:17:22,971 I would recommend this place on Hunterdon Street. 1671 01:17:24,039 --> 01:17:25,559 Four hundred and sixty dollars a month. 1672 01:17:30,345 --> 01:17:32,247 Right here. That's the house. 1673 01:17:32,314 --> 01:17:33,715 - You John? - John: Yeah. 1674 01:17:33,782 --> 01:17:35,193 Officer Larkin: How you doin', John? I'm Officer Larkin. 1675 01:17:35,217 --> 01:17:36,661 - This is Officer Morano. - Officer Morano: How you doin'? 1676 01:17:36,685 --> 01:17:37,829 - All right. - Officer Larkin: This is Freddie. 1677 01:17:37,853 --> 01:17:40,288 Freddie's a possible renter. 1678 01:17:46,995 --> 01:17:48,263 - Check it out. - Bedroom. 1679 01:17:55,270 --> 01:17:56,538 This is the bathroom. 1680 01:17:59,541 --> 01:18:01,181 Officer Larkin: You ever been on your own? 1681 01:18:02,644 --> 01:18:03,845 Without family around? 1682 01:18:03,912 --> 01:18:05,847 - Just your own place? - No. 1683 01:18:05,914 --> 01:18:08,884 If you decide you can't take this place, 1684 01:18:08,950 --> 01:18:10,986 you're either going to a hotel 1685 01:18:11,053 --> 01:18:13,555 for however long it takes you to find a place. 1686 01:18:13,622 --> 01:18:15,557 You're not goin' back to Johnson Ave. 1687 01:18:17,059 --> 01:18:19,661 I don't feel, I don't feel comfortable here honestly. 1688 01:18:19,728 --> 01:18:21,263 John: You don't feel comfortable? 1689 01:18:21,329 --> 01:18:22,597 No. 1690 01:18:22,664 --> 01:18:24,142 Officer Larkin: Well, then you-you-you're mandated, 1691 01:18:24,166 --> 01:18:25,834 I'm mandatin' you to stay at that hotel. 1692 01:18:25,901 --> 01:18:29,237 I don't care if you go through all your savings. 1693 01:18:34,709 --> 01:18:37,245 Hotel concierge: So the total will be for two nights is... 1694 01:18:37,879 --> 01:18:39,614 $246.38. 1695 01:18:39,681 --> 01:18:42,017 - And that's the cheapest you have? - Yes. 1696 01:18:42,084 --> 01:18:43,961 - Freddie: I don't know how you do this. - Officer Larkin: Arrow down. 1697 01:18:43,985 --> 01:18:46,364 - Officer Morano: See which way the arrow is? - Freddie: Yeah. 1698 01:18:46,388 --> 01:18:47,956 Officer Morano: Like that. 1699 01:18:48,023 --> 01:18:50,423 - Officer Larkin: Go ahead. - Officer Morano: That's your key. 1700 01:18:51,893 --> 01:18:53,738 Freddie: Okay, that's better, this is better than the dump. 1701 01:18:53,762 --> 01:18:55,082 Officer Larkin: Little bit better? 1702 01:18:55,130 --> 01:18:56,698 Yeah, right? Not too shabby. 1703 01:18:59,101 --> 01:19:01,002 I wish I could, um, stay here. 1704 01:19:03,038 --> 01:19:06,141 Well, if you wanna pay $3,000 a month. 1705 01:19:06,208 --> 01:19:08,076 I don't even make that much. 1706 01:19:08,143 --> 01:19:09,987 If I find you laying your head at Johnson Avenue, 1707 01:19:10,011 --> 01:19:11,091 you could go back to prison. 1708 01:19:12,380 --> 01:19:13,415 Keep that in mind. 1709 01:19:16,318 --> 01:19:17,638 Freddie: It's a nice place, but... 1710 01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:20,021 and I wish I could stay here, but... 1711 01:19:20,989 --> 01:19:22,124 it's not possible. 1712 01:19:24,459 --> 01:19:26,728 I don't make the money to stay here. 1713 01:19:26,795 --> 01:19:28,730 Jon: Deliris, introduce me to your friends. 1714 01:19:28,797 --> 01:19:30,932 - Hi. - This is Tanya and Celeste. 1715 01:19:30,999 --> 01:19:32,300 - Jon: Uh-huh. - How are you? 1716 01:19:32,367 --> 01:19:33,835 Jon: How are you? Nice to see you. 1717 01:19:33,902 --> 01:19:35,262 What type of drugs you been takin'? 1718 01:19:35,303 --> 01:19:36,438 Heroin and cocaine. 1719 01:19:36,505 --> 01:19:38,640 - Jon: Yeah? How about you? - Yeah, same thing. 1720 01:19:38,707 --> 01:19:40,118 Jon: Where you gonna take 'em, Deliris? 1721 01:19:40,142 --> 01:19:41,285 Where can they go to get cleaned up? 1722 01:19:41,309 --> 01:19:43,945 I was gonna take 'em to Secaucus, where I went to, 1723 01:19:44,012 --> 01:19:47,149 'cause they have eight programs out there. 1724 01:19:47,215 --> 01:19:49,994 Jon: But I heard that they're closing that program down 'cause of tax cuts. 1725 01:19:50,018 --> 01:19:51,796 - Yeah, I heard that, too. - Jon: And it's hard to get people in, right? 1726 01:19:51,820 --> 01:19:53,355 It's hard to get a bed. 1727 01:19:54,189 --> 01:19:55,590 - Come on. - Let's go. 1728 01:19:55,657 --> 01:19:57,735 Deliris: I figure if I can do it, y'all could do it, too. 1729 01:19:57,759 --> 01:19:59,861 Tanya: Yeah, I could do it. 1730 01:19:59,928 --> 01:20:03,732 I have two girls that would like to go into the program. 1731 01:20:10,438 --> 01:20:12,507 Okay, I spoke to... Excuse me, Chimo. 1732 01:20:12,574 --> 01:20:15,944 I spoke to the guy where I went to. 1733 01:20:16,011 --> 01:20:19,881 And he said that there ain't no beds right now. 1734 01:20:19,948 --> 01:20:22,484 But he's gonna try to get in contact with... 1735 01:20:22,551 --> 01:20:25,253 'cause he's on lunch, off the campus. 1736 01:20:25,320 --> 01:20:28,256 What he's gonna try to do is talk to the guy 1737 01:20:28,323 --> 01:20:32,127 so they could take ya preadmission through the phone. 1738 01:20:32,194 --> 01:20:34,563 And once they do that, he'll let ya know 1739 01:20:34,629 --> 01:20:36,498 before he finish talkin' to ya 1740 01:20:36,565 --> 01:20:39,401 if he could squeeze ya in a bed for this weekend. 1741 01:20:42,103 --> 01:20:43,238 Why are you cryin'? 1742 01:20:43,305 --> 01:20:45,307 I wanna go. 1743 01:20:47,442 --> 01:20:49,277 Deliris: We're gonna try through all corners. 1744 01:20:52,113 --> 01:20:54,358 - Woman: I ain't gonna give up. -'Cause I know, I know the feeling. 1745 01:20:54,382 --> 01:20:56,151 And I know what y'all goin' through. 1746 01:20:56,218 --> 01:20:58,620 And I know how it is when you get sick and tired 1747 01:20:58,687 --> 01:20:59,988 of being sick and tired. 1748 01:21:02,824 --> 01:21:04,292 So we just gotta keep trying. 1749 01:21:12,133 --> 01:21:13,969 This is my friend Evelyn. 1750 01:21:15,103 --> 01:21:18,139 She needs someone to help her get into a detox. 1751 01:21:18,206 --> 01:21:21,142 I told her that I'm gonna see what I can do. 1752 01:21:21,209 --> 01:21:23,521 You know, and she, and she's willing to accept the help, right? 1753 01:21:23,545 --> 01:21:24,646 Evelyn: Yes, I am. 1754 01:21:24,713 --> 01:21:25,890 Jon: What type of drugs are you using? 1755 01:21:25,914 --> 01:21:26,914 - Heroin. - Jon: Huh? 1756 01:21:26,948 --> 01:21:28,016 - Heroin. - Jon: Oh, yeah? 1757 01:21:28,083 --> 01:21:29,751 - Rob: What else? - Crack. 1758 01:21:31,186 --> 01:21:32,387 Yeah. 1759 01:21:32,454 --> 01:21:33,855 Jon: How do you get the money? 1760 01:21:34,456 --> 01:21:35,790 Prostitution. 1761 01:21:35,857 --> 01:21:37,425 Just like Deliris. 1762 01:21:37,492 --> 01:21:39,928 But maybe she's smart enough to stop the shit. 1763 01:21:39,995 --> 01:21:42,530 Jon: So how long you been addicted? 1764 01:21:42,597 --> 01:21:44,799 Almost six years now, on and off. 1765 01:21:44,866 --> 01:21:45,934 Jon: Yeah? 1766 01:21:46,001 --> 01:21:49,037 It's about helping people now. 1767 01:21:49,104 --> 01:21:52,674 I done went to the jail in Trenton, spoke. 1768 01:21:52,741 --> 01:21:54,018 I went to the youth house and spoke. 1769 01:21:54,042 --> 01:21:55,277 Yeah, I went to Bo Robinson's. 1770 01:21:55,343 --> 01:21:57,078 There were like 200 inmates I spoke. 1771 01:21:59,414 --> 01:22:00,974 Freddie: We're gonna go see my children. 1772 01:22:02,550 --> 01:22:05,153 Fifteen years, I've seen 'em a couple times in between. 1773 01:22:05,220 --> 01:22:07,355 I really don't know them. 1774 01:22:07,422 --> 01:22:10,792 And, uh, I'm goin' upstairs to see 'em now. 1775 01:22:14,529 --> 01:22:16,798 I feel nervous. I feel scared. I don't know. 1776 01:22:23,204 --> 01:22:25,006 Look, it's a snowman. 1777 01:22:27,676 --> 01:22:30,378 - Kids: Who is it? - It's Freddie. 1778 01:22:32,714 --> 01:22:34,649 Daughter: Oh, my God. What's up? 1779 01:22:34,716 --> 01:22:36,351 Oh, my God. 1780 01:22:39,854 --> 01:22:41,856 Oh, my God. How you been? 1781 01:22:43,525 --> 01:22:45,527 Freddie: I wanna... 1782 01:22:45,593 --> 01:22:47,562 hang out with y'all as much as I can. 1783 01:22:50,365 --> 01:22:52,367 Well, you know we live in New York, so... 1784 01:22:52,434 --> 01:22:53,635 I know, and that's the problem 1785 01:22:53,702 --> 01:22:55,170 because I can't travel to New York. 1786 01:22:55,236 --> 01:22:57,639 - Yeah. - Well, right now, you know. 1787 01:22:58,440 --> 01:23:00,642 Maybe in the near future 1788 01:23:00,709 --> 01:23:02,877 when they take these restrictions off me. 1789 01:23:06,948 --> 01:23:09,851 We're goin' to DrJays? 1790 01:23:09,918 --> 01:23:10,919 What you need, Freddie? 1791 01:23:10,985 --> 01:23:12,687 Freddie: I don't need nothin', my brother. 1792 01:23:15,223 --> 01:23:17,826 - They construction, right? - Yeah. 1793 01:23:17,892 --> 01:23:19,236 Yeah. I like these pants. These are hot. 1794 01:23:19,260 --> 01:23:21,429 I like these right here a lot. 1795 01:23:21,496 --> 01:23:22,864 I'm gonna look at the hats again. 1796 01:23:22,931 --> 01:23:24,041 Daughter: I feel comfortable. 1797 01:23:24,065 --> 01:23:25,934 I thought I would feel uncomfortable, but... 1798 01:23:27,736 --> 01:23:29,938 I do. I feel very comfortable around you. 1799 01:23:30,004 --> 01:23:31,639 Do you? 1800 01:23:31,706 --> 01:23:33,074 You feel comfortable around me? 1801 01:23:33,975 --> 01:23:35,343 No. Nah, I do. 1802 01:23:35,410 --> 01:23:38,179 But not-not-not completely. 1803 01:23:38,246 --> 01:23:40,415 I feel it still, you know. 1804 01:23:40,482 --> 01:23:41,783 That's messed up. 1805 01:23:44,619 --> 01:23:48,490 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1806 01:23:48,556 --> 01:23:52,360 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1807 01:23:52,427 --> 01:23:56,331 ♪ Happy birthday dear Elizabeth ♪ 1808 01:23:56,398 --> 01:23:59,467 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1809 01:23:59,534 --> 01:24:00,902 Blow out the candles. 1810 01:24:00,969 --> 01:24:02,103 Thank you. 1811 01:24:02,170 --> 01:24:03,204 Blow out the candles. 1812 01:24:03,271 --> 01:24:04,472 - Make a wish. - Woman: Enjoy. 1813 01:24:06,508 --> 01:24:08,810 This has been one of the best days of my life. 1814 01:24:08,877 --> 01:24:13,214 Uh, 'cause I haven't seen you in a long time, and... 1815 01:24:14,716 --> 01:24:16,818 and you come back, and I'm happy, 1816 01:24:16,885 --> 01:24:18,953 and it seems like you never even left. 1817 01:24:19,020 --> 01:24:21,689 And I wanna thank you so much. 1818 01:24:21,756 --> 01:24:23,358 I love you so much! 1819 01:24:24,626 --> 01:24:25,986 Freddie: You're makin' me all mushy. 1820 01:24:31,533 --> 01:24:34,035 Jon: How many drug pushers do we have in the courtyard? 1821 01:24:34,102 --> 01:24:35,470 Like ten. 1822 01:24:35,537 --> 01:24:38,273 Jon: How in the world is Deliris gonna be able to stay clean 1823 01:24:38,339 --> 01:24:40,041 when there is a lot of people out here 1824 01:24:40,108 --> 01:24:41,242 who are gonna help her out 1825 01:24:41,309 --> 01:24:43,044 if she wants to do the wrong thing? 1826 01:24:43,111 --> 01:24:44,846 Man: All it is out here, man. 1827 01:24:44,913 --> 01:24:46,247 Niggas just be sellin' it, man. 1828 01:24:46,314 --> 01:24:48,249 They don't give a fuck about a damn thing. 1829 01:24:48,316 --> 01:24:51,519 They're makin' at least $2,000-$3,000 a day. 1830 01:24:51,586 --> 01:24:52,987 Absolutely. 1831 01:24:53,054 --> 01:24:55,924 Outta six dealers, each one of 'em can make that much a day. 1832 01:24:55,990 --> 01:24:57,668 - Man: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. - Jon: Whoa. 1833 01:24:57,692 --> 01:24:59,003 How long does it take you to make that much money? 1834 01:24:59,027 --> 01:24:59,928 Man: About-about a half hour. 1835 01:24:59,994 --> 01:25:01,229 - Jon: For real? - Man: Yeah. 1836 01:25:01,296 --> 01:25:03,174 Deliris: You know how much money they made with me? 1837 01:25:03,198 --> 01:25:05,700 Jon: I don't know, Deliris. I mean, if we look around here, 1838 01:25:05,767 --> 01:25:08,937 you're almost surrounded. 1839 01:25:09,003 --> 01:25:11,473 Right? How do you feel sometimes? 1840 01:25:11,539 --> 01:25:13,641 - Tempted. - Jon: Yeah. 1841 01:25:13,708 --> 01:25:15,610 Man: It's all about survivin', man. 1842 01:25:15,677 --> 01:25:17,612 And she gotta be strong for herself. 1843 01:25:17,679 --> 01:25:19,814 You gotta be within your own self. 1844 01:25:19,881 --> 01:25:20,748 Man: That's it. 1845 01:25:20,815 --> 01:25:22,226 Right now, if you ain't strong enough, man, 1846 01:25:22,250 --> 01:25:24,219 you ain't gonna survive our here, man. 1847 01:25:24,285 --> 01:25:25,954 I gotta get away from here. 1848 01:25:27,555 --> 01:25:28,656 'Cause I know them all. 1849 01:25:28,723 --> 01:25:30,768 I know who to get it from and who not to get it from. 1850 01:25:30,792 --> 01:25:32,260 Jon: Yeah. 1851 01:25:32,327 --> 01:25:33,995 And I know if I go ask 'em, 1852 01:25:34,062 --> 01:25:35,697 if I, if I was to have the money, 1853 01:25:35,763 --> 01:25:36,631 they'll give it to me right there. 1854 01:25:36,698 --> 01:25:37,698 They don't care. 1855 01:25:38,867 --> 01:25:40,544 Jon: All right. Let's get outta here, Deliris. 1856 01:25:40,568 --> 01:25:41,836 Yes. 1857 01:25:51,346 --> 01:25:52,914 Rob: I broke up with my girl. 1858 01:25:52,981 --> 01:25:54,949 Well, yeah, she left. 1859 01:25:55,016 --> 01:25:57,218 You know, 'cause we argue every day. 1860 01:25:59,654 --> 01:26:00,889 Anyway. 1861 01:26:05,960 --> 01:26:07,328 Hello, Mr. Mahoney? 1862 01:26:07,395 --> 01:26:09,764 Yeah, this is Rob. I gotta speak to you. 1863 01:26:09,831 --> 01:26:11,332 Can you come over the house? 1864 01:26:11,399 --> 01:26:13,401 Okay, bye. 1865 01:26:13,468 --> 01:26:14,802 He said he'll see me in a bit. 1866 01:26:14,869 --> 01:26:16,638 - Jon: Who? - Rob: My parole officer. 1867 01:26:16,704 --> 01:26:18,239 Jon: Why? 1868 01:26:18,306 --> 01:26:20,226 Because I wanna tell him what happened, you know. 1869 01:26:22,677 --> 01:26:24,345 You know, 'cause it's shit like that, 1870 01:26:24,412 --> 01:26:26,014 that, you know, 1871 01:26:26,080 --> 01:26:27,582 makes people do drugs. 1872 01:26:29,417 --> 01:26:32,487 You broke up with your woman. It happens all the time. 1873 01:26:32,554 --> 01:26:34,031 Now, you gotta learn how to deal with it 1874 01:26:34,055 --> 01:26:36,357 without goin' back to your drugs, your alcohol, 1875 01:26:36,424 --> 01:26:37,944 or doing your crap that you did before. 1876 01:26:39,827 --> 01:26:42,697 And I'm glad you contacted me 'cause that's important. 1877 01:26:44,098 --> 01:26:45,900 You know, you let me know what's goin' on, 1878 01:26:45,967 --> 01:26:47,535 I'll come over, make sure everything's... 1879 01:26:47,602 --> 01:26:48,846 At first, I thought it was nothin'. 1880 01:26:48,870 --> 01:26:50,738 Why should I tell you, it's nothin', but... 1881 01:26:50,805 --> 01:26:52,783 - Yeah, but... - That is somethin' 'cause that could make me use. 1882 01:26:52,807 --> 01:26:54,242 Yeah. Somethin' on your mind. 1883 01:26:54,309 --> 01:26:55,386 You're hooked up with somebody, 1884 01:26:55,410 --> 01:26:57,245 and all of a sudden it ends. 1885 01:26:57,312 --> 01:26:58,513 You know, you get thinkin'. 1886 01:26:58,580 --> 01:27:00,114 But, you know, give it a couple days, 1887 01:27:00,181 --> 01:27:01,215 see how you feel. 1888 01:27:01,282 --> 01:27:02,784 That said, maybe you guys go back, 1889 01:27:02,850 --> 01:27:03,685 maybe you won't. 1890 01:27:03,751 --> 01:27:05,195 But if you don't, then you just move on 1891 01:27:05,219 --> 01:27:07,188 and just continue the way you've been livin', 1892 01:27:07,255 --> 01:27:09,457 which has been, uh, clean and sober. 1893 01:27:09,524 --> 01:27:11,259 And, uh, you've been on the right track. 1894 01:27:13,127 --> 01:27:15,129 - Are you Freddie? - Freddie: Yes. 1895 01:27:15,196 --> 01:27:16,607 Officer Raquel Shafran: Freddie? Wilfredo? What? 1896 01:27:16,631 --> 01:27:18,509 - Freddie: Freddie. - Officer Shafran: Okay. Come in. 1897 01:27:18,533 --> 01:27:19,934 How's your health? 1898 01:27:20,001 --> 01:27:22,837 I mean, here he had that you didn't feel well. 1899 01:27:22,904 --> 01:27:24,105 Freddie: I don't feel well. 1900 01:27:25,373 --> 01:27:27,093 I'm goin' through a lot of pain every night. 1901 01:27:27,942 --> 01:27:29,711 Starts like... 1902 01:27:29,777 --> 01:27:31,312 4:00 or 5:00, 5 o'clock in the evening. 1903 01:27:31,379 --> 01:27:33,581 Cramps, stomach. 1904 01:27:34,882 --> 01:27:37,251 - My son... - Mm-hmm. 1905 01:27:37,318 --> 01:27:39,887 He's going to this thing called the Twilight, 1906 01:27:39,954 --> 01:27:41,689 - school at night... - Okay. 1907 01:27:41,756 --> 01:27:43,691 Because he got caught with a gun or robbery, 1908 01:27:43,758 --> 01:27:45,360 - some store. Okay? - Okay. 1909 01:27:45,426 --> 01:27:48,162 And they don't teach him nothin'. 1910 01:27:48,229 --> 01:27:50,999 And I wanted to know if you can give me permission 1911 01:27:51,065 --> 01:27:52,634 to go to Newburgh, New York, 1912 01:27:52,700 --> 01:27:53,935 so I can go to the school 1913 01:27:54,002 --> 01:27:55,169 and see if I can arrange it 1914 01:27:55,236 --> 01:27:56,796 so I can get him back in regular school. 1915 01:28:07,715 --> 01:28:09,384 Principal: So I'll be right there. 1916 01:28:09,450 --> 01:28:11,686 You heard him. There you go. He'll be in a second. 1917 01:28:13,821 --> 01:28:15,523 Mr. Rodriguez, how you doin'? 1918 01:28:15,590 --> 01:28:16,924 Martin LaMaza, principal. 1919 01:28:16,991 --> 01:28:18,292 Wilfredo. 1920 01:28:18,359 --> 01:28:20,228 We're gonna go over to the office on this side 1921 01:28:20,294 --> 01:28:22,864 and we'll cover the material that we're gonna discuss. 1922 01:28:22,930 --> 01:28:24,332 Excuse me, sir. 1923 01:28:26,000 --> 01:28:27,502 Just go through, uh... 1924 01:28:29,437 --> 01:28:31,472 Give me just a little bit of, uh, 1925 01:28:31,539 --> 01:28:34,342 of background on the fact that you, 1926 01:28:34,409 --> 01:28:39,614 you haven't been with-with Wilfredo for a while. 1927 01:28:39,681 --> 01:28:42,450 And now, you're here to help us out. 1928 01:28:42,517 --> 01:28:45,953 Well, ten years ago, I committed a crime, 1929 01:28:46,020 --> 01:28:48,089 armed robbery, to be exact. 1930 01:28:48,156 --> 01:28:50,291 And, um, I went to prison for ten years. 1931 01:28:51,426 --> 01:28:54,328 So when I, like, left my son, he was, like, 1932 01:28:55,329 --> 01:28:57,065 real small at the time. 1933 01:28:58,299 --> 01:28:59,734 And, um... 1934 01:29:00,702 --> 01:29:02,437 I actually didn't see him 1935 01:29:03,604 --> 01:29:05,073 till, like, now, you know. 1936 01:29:05,139 --> 01:29:07,909 So I really didn't, didn't raise him. 1937 01:29:07,975 --> 01:29:10,845 But, um, I spent ten years in prison, 1938 01:29:10,912 --> 01:29:13,081 so I kinda, like, know what prison's like. 1939 01:29:13,147 --> 01:29:15,917 And I got out, and I don't want him 1940 01:29:15,983 --> 01:29:17,752 to take the same route I took 1941 01:29:17,819 --> 01:29:19,987 and end up in the same place where I ended up at. 1942 01:29:21,923 --> 01:29:24,492 Jon: So, Deliris, clean or not clean? 1943 01:29:24,559 --> 01:29:25,793 Clean. 1944 01:29:25,860 --> 01:29:27,895 Jon: Guarantee? Look me, look me in the eye. Look. 1945 01:29:27,962 --> 01:29:29,697 - Clean? - Clean. 1946 01:29:29,764 --> 01:29:32,133 I swear to God I seen her shoot up. 1947 01:29:32,200 --> 01:29:33,735 You and the Black guy. 1948 01:29:33,801 --> 01:29:36,170 You went first and he went second. 1949 01:29:37,138 --> 01:29:39,040 She did it in her right arm. 1950 01:29:39,107 --> 01:29:41,309 Jon: You got that? Let's see the sleeve, Deliris. 1951 01:29:41,375 --> 01:29:42,977 - Let's see. - Deliris: Hmm? 1952 01:29:43,044 --> 01:29:44,924 Jon: Right arm. Let's see the right arm, Deliris. 1953 01:29:45,947 --> 01:29:48,049 Wait till we get around the corner. 1954 01:29:48,116 --> 01:29:49,717 Yeah, she's high right now. 1955 01:29:49,784 --> 01:29:51,452 Man, can't you look at a person eyes 1956 01:29:51,519 --> 01:29:53,921 and tell when their pupils are dilated and stuff like that? 1957 01:29:53,988 --> 01:29:55,323 She's high for real. 1958 01:29:57,024 --> 01:29:59,527 I wanna see your right arm. 1959 01:29:59,594 --> 01:30:00,995 It was from a blood test. 1960 01:30:01,062 --> 01:30:02,396 Jon: Oh, let me see. 1961 01:30:04,065 --> 01:30:05,867 Kiky: Let me see your left arm. 1962 01:30:05,933 --> 01:30:07,101 Let's see your left arm. 1963 01:30:10,404 --> 01:30:12,406 What's that over there? Move it this way. 1964 01:30:12,473 --> 01:30:14,976 - Deliris: Tape. - No, this right here. 1965 01:30:15,710 --> 01:30:16,844 What's this right here? 1966 01:30:16,911 --> 01:30:18,112 Deliris: Oh, that's been there. 1967 01:30:21,015 --> 01:30:22,735 Jon: Deliris, they know what track marks are? 1968 01:30:22,784 --> 01:30:24,619 Yeah. I used to have 'em. 1969 01:30:25,586 --> 01:30:27,588 If you do drugs one more time, 1970 01:30:29,023 --> 01:30:30,158 I can't live with you. 1971 01:30:30,224 --> 01:30:31,726 So you have to do this, 1972 01:30:31,793 --> 01:30:33,961 go back on drugs or don't be with me. 1973 01:30:43,738 --> 01:30:45,106 Deliris: Bingo. 1974 01:30:51,646 --> 01:30:54,315 This is what kills you, fuckin' drugs. 1975 01:31:10,965 --> 01:31:12,967 Jon: Rob? 1976 01:31:13,034 --> 01:31:14,311 - Yeah? - Jon: What's happenin'? What... 1977 01:31:14,335 --> 01:31:15,236 The store is closin'. 1978 01:31:15,303 --> 01:31:16,571 It should be closed on the 15th, 1979 01:31:16,637 --> 01:31:18,115 but they'll probably close a lot sooner 1980 01:31:18,139 --> 01:31:19,817 because they're running out of merchandise. 1981 01:31:19,841 --> 01:31:21,375 Jon: What about your job? 1982 01:31:21,442 --> 01:31:23,520 I don't know. I don't know if they're gonna keep me or not. 1983 01:31:23,544 --> 01:31:25,680 I gotta talk to the manager when she comes. 1984 01:31:25,746 --> 01:31:27,748 She'll be here in about an hour or somethin'. 1985 01:31:27,815 --> 01:31:29,517 Jon: Jesus Christ. Wow, look at this. 1986 01:31:41,362 --> 01:31:43,307 Then I'm gonna have to go look for another job, right? 1987 01:31:43,331 --> 01:31:44,532 - No. - No? 1988 01:31:44,599 --> 01:31:46,033 We'll keep you here. 1989 01:31:46,100 --> 01:31:48,035 And then when this store closes, 1990 01:31:48,102 --> 01:31:49,804 you'll end up going to another Eckerd 1991 01:31:49,871 --> 01:31:51,873 because we don't wanna put you on the street. 1992 01:31:51,939 --> 01:31:54,041 Oh. Yeah, I told you, Jon. 1993 01:31:54,108 --> 01:31:56,978 Eckerd ain't just gonna put people on the street. 1994 01:31:57,044 --> 01:31:58,284 Jon: Why-why you gonna keep him? 1995 01:31:58,346 --> 01:31:59,947 'Cause he's a good worker. He's... 1996 01:32:00,014 --> 01:32:02,850 There's no reason for him to leave. 1997 01:32:02,917 --> 01:32:04,952 He's never done anything wrong. 1998 01:32:05,019 --> 01:32:06,587 They're gonna keep Rob. 1999 01:32:08,022 --> 01:32:11,058 Rob will not be unemployed. 2000 01:32:20,034 --> 01:32:21,435 - Jon: Rob. - What's up? 2001 01:32:22,470 --> 01:32:23,671 Jon: You're smokin'. 2002 01:32:23,738 --> 01:32:24,781 Yeah, I started smokin' again. 2003 01:32:24,805 --> 01:32:27,408 I was doin' good. 146 days. 2004 01:32:27,475 --> 01:32:29,844 - I quit like that. - Jon: Yeah. 2005 01:32:31,045 --> 01:32:33,714 Now, for the past week, I've been smokin'. 2006 01:32:34,782 --> 01:32:36,450 But I'm gonna stop again. 2007 01:32:36,517 --> 01:32:37,919 Jon: Where are we goin' now? 2008 01:32:37,985 --> 01:32:39,887 There's this place that helps you get jobs. 2009 01:32:39,954 --> 01:32:41,522 - Jon: A job? What... - Yeah. 2010 01:32:41,589 --> 01:32:43,691 Yeah, I got fired from Eckerd. I told you. 2011 01:32:43,758 --> 01:32:45,960 - Jon: You got fired? - I got fired. 2012 01:32:46,027 --> 01:32:48,362 They called me in the day before yesterday, right? 2013 01:32:48,429 --> 01:32:51,132 - Jon: Yeah. - Because, um... 2014 01:32:51,198 --> 01:32:54,302 the assistant manager knew my background. 2015 01:32:54,368 --> 01:32:56,237 And she didn't say nothin' for the whole year. 2016 01:32:56,304 --> 01:32:59,840 Then all of a sudden, she tells the district manager. 2017 01:32:59,907 --> 01:33:02,176 Then they said, "All right, we have to let you go." 2018 01:33:04,078 --> 01:33:05,880 Jon: And this place? 2019 01:33:05,947 --> 01:33:08,249 This place helps you find a job, 2020 01:33:08,316 --> 01:33:09,917 - and they're good. - Jon: Yeah? 2021 01:33:09,984 --> 01:33:12,119 My parole officer called the guy. 2022 01:33:14,188 --> 01:33:15,468 I got an appointment with Lanney. 2023 01:33:19,126 --> 01:33:21,562 Okay? Only smoked half. 2024 01:33:21,629 --> 01:33:23,431 You can take a seat, fill this out. 2025 01:33:23,497 --> 01:33:25,066 When you're done, I'll get Mike. 2026 01:33:25,132 --> 01:33:27,601 He'll interview you. Okay? 2027 01:33:30,004 --> 01:33:31,872 "Have you ever been convicted of a felony 2028 01:33:31,939 --> 01:33:34,375 in the last seven years?" 2029 01:33:35,643 --> 01:33:37,345 What should I do? Lie? 2030 01:33:42,083 --> 01:33:43,484 Now, I got child support. 2031 01:33:43,551 --> 01:33:45,386 Matter of fact, I bring the letters 2032 01:33:45,453 --> 01:33:47,455 in case you need to see it. 2033 01:33:47,521 --> 01:33:50,758 And I'm saying, you know, 2034 01:33:51,859 --> 01:33:54,395 I honestly been thinking about telling you, 2035 01:33:54,462 --> 01:33:55,663 send me back, man, 'cause... 2036 01:33:55,730 --> 01:33:57,064 Officer Shafran: $50 a month? 2037 01:33:57,131 --> 01:33:58,332 Freddie: Yes. 2038 01:33:58,399 --> 01:33:59,676 Officer Shafran: That's what you're crying about? 2039 01:33:59,700 --> 01:34:00,901 $50 a month? 2040 01:34:00,968 --> 01:34:01,979 Freddie: Well, it's, you know, it's not just that... 2041 01:34:02,003 --> 01:34:03,013 Officer Shafran: That's not a lot of money. 2042 01:34:03,037 --> 01:34:04,881 You know, every... you know, it's not just that. 2043 01:34:04,905 --> 01:34:05,773 You know, if it was that... 2044 01:34:05,840 --> 01:34:07,408 if that was all I had to pay, 2045 01:34:07,475 --> 01:34:08,342 I'd be fine with that. 2046 01:34:08,409 --> 01:34:09,210 Officer Shafran: This is life. 2047 01:34:09,276 --> 01:34:11,912 If you can't live with this, 2048 01:34:11,979 --> 01:34:13,190 you're gonna have a lot of problems. 2049 01:34:13,214 --> 01:34:14,825 When everybody's hittin' me left and right, 2050 01:34:14,849 --> 01:34:15,883 you know what I'm sayin'? 2051 01:34:15,950 --> 01:34:17,351 I'll be like, I'm confused. 2052 01:34:17,418 --> 01:34:18,686 I'm saying... I'm not... 2053 01:34:18,753 --> 01:34:20,621 I'm not even used to bein' out. 2054 01:34:27,395 --> 01:34:29,063 You're not staying down here, are you? 2055 01:34:29,130 --> 01:34:30,231 - Rob: No. - I hope not. 2056 01:34:30,297 --> 01:34:32,199 I'm... I don't wanna stay in Newark. 2057 01:34:32,266 --> 01:34:33,134 Officer: No, I don't blame you. 2058 01:34:33,200 --> 01:34:34,344 That's where you get all your trouble from. 2059 01:34:34,368 --> 01:34:35,202 Yeah. 2060 01:34:35,269 --> 01:34:36,429 Let me show you Rob's picture, 2061 01:34:36,470 --> 01:34:38,139 if I still have it. 2062 01:34:38,205 --> 01:34:40,307 - Jon: That you, Rob? - Rob: Yeah, it's me. 2063 01:34:40,374 --> 01:34:42,676 Officer: She was just in here, too, not too long ago. 2064 01:34:42,743 --> 01:34:44,321 - Rob: Deliris. - Officer: She was just in here. 2065 01:34:44,345 --> 01:34:46,347 Officer 2: How about a Polaroid, a goodbye Polaroid? 2066 01:34:46,414 --> 01:34:47,824 - Yeah, a group picture. - Officer 2: A goodbye Polaroid? 2067 01:34:47,848 --> 01:34:49,016 Oh, a group picture. 2068 01:34:49,083 --> 01:34:50,217 Rob: A good picture. 2069 01:34:50,284 --> 01:34:52,820 I'm not standing there. I'm not a criminal. 2070 01:34:52,887 --> 01:34:54,955 I'm not a criminal. I'm not standing there. 2071 01:34:55,022 --> 01:34:56,123 I'll stand in the middle. 2072 01:34:57,091 --> 01:34:58,691 - Man 1: Come on, Robert. - Man 2: Ready? 2073 01:34:59,260 --> 01:35:00,995 "Life of Crime," part six. 2074 01:35:01,729 --> 01:35:04,031 No flash. 2075 01:35:04,098 --> 01:35:06,634 - All that shit for nothin'. - I got film. I got film. 2076 01:35:06,700 --> 01:35:08,311 - Officer: Take care of yourself. - Rob: All right. 2077 01:35:08,335 --> 01:35:10,438 Bye-bye. 2078 01:35:10,504 --> 01:35:12,049 Jon: So what do you think, John? Does he have a shot? 2079 01:35:12,073 --> 01:35:13,007 Yeah, he has a shot. 2080 01:35:13,074 --> 01:35:14,642 As long as he doesn't go back to Newark, 2081 01:35:14,708 --> 01:35:16,243 go out, hang with the same guys 2082 01:35:16,310 --> 01:35:17,754 that got him in trouble to begin with, 2083 01:35:17,778 --> 01:35:18,612 he's got a shot. 2084 01:35:18,679 --> 01:35:20,481 Jon: How big a shot? This big? 2085 01:35:20,548 --> 01:35:22,883 Little bigger. About 50/50 here. 2086 01:35:22,950 --> 01:35:25,119 That's what it is. As long as he doesn't come back here. 2087 01:35:25,186 --> 01:35:26,053 That's the whole thing. 2088 01:35:26,120 --> 01:35:27,297 You can't come back to this town 2089 01:35:27,321 --> 01:35:29,199 to hang out with the same guys that got you in trouble. 2090 01:35:29,223 --> 01:35:31,559 And you're gonna wind up in trouble. 2091 01:35:31,625 --> 01:35:33,060 - Rob: Hey, Deliris. - Oh, man. 2092 01:35:33,127 --> 01:35:35,162 So you still gettin' high? 2093 01:35:35,229 --> 01:35:36,464 A little bit. 2094 01:35:36,530 --> 01:35:38,132 But you're not addicted, right? 2095 01:35:38,199 --> 01:35:39,667 Shit. 2096 01:35:39,733 --> 01:35:40,935 Why don't you stop? 2097 01:35:41,001 --> 01:35:42,803 I'm clean so far. 2098 01:35:42,870 --> 01:35:45,739 - So far. - So far. 2099 01:35:45,806 --> 01:35:47,374 I ain't fuckin' around no more. 2100 01:35:47,441 --> 01:35:49,310 Shit, I don't even steal, man. 2101 01:35:49,376 --> 01:35:50,478 I ain't doin' nothin'. 2102 01:35:56,083 --> 01:35:58,219 - Deliris: This is my home. - Jon: Yeah? 2103 01:35:58,285 --> 01:35:59,653 Deliris: Temporarily. 2104 01:36:00,988 --> 01:36:04,592 Robert, this is Ruben. Ruben, Robert. 2105 01:36:04,658 --> 01:36:05,893 Rob: Hey, I remember that. 2106 01:36:06,727 --> 01:36:08,262 When you was younger, huh? 2107 01:36:08,329 --> 01:36:09,497 Deliris: Yep, high school. 2108 01:36:09,563 --> 01:36:11,074 Rob: You could still look like that again. 2109 01:36:11,098 --> 01:36:12,366 Stop doin' drugs. 2110 01:36:12,433 --> 01:36:13,934 I know. I want to. 2111 01:36:14,001 --> 01:36:16,837 That's it. You can go to a detox, right? 2112 01:36:16,904 --> 01:36:18,405 - Deliris: Uh-huh. - And, um... 2113 01:36:19,340 --> 01:36:20,808 and get clean. 2114 01:36:20,875 --> 01:36:22,586 And as soon as you come back out on the street, 2115 01:36:22,610 --> 01:36:24,912 you're gonna start using again. 2116 01:36:24,979 --> 01:36:27,248 Remember when you went to the drug program 2117 01:36:27,314 --> 01:36:29,016 and you got, you know, 2118 01:36:29,083 --> 01:36:31,185 like nice and plump and fat? 2119 01:36:31,252 --> 01:36:33,063 - Deliris: Mm-hmm. - Rob: You was lookin' good. 2120 01:36:33,087 --> 01:36:34,555 You had quit smokin', right? 2121 01:36:34,622 --> 01:36:35,890 - Mm-hmm. - Rob: But... 2122 01:36:35,956 --> 01:36:38,792 you see how positive you was then? 2123 01:36:38,859 --> 01:36:40,637 But I bet you wasn't going to meetings or nothin'. 2124 01:36:40,661 --> 01:36:42,963 And eventually you started usin' drugs, right? 2125 01:36:43,030 --> 01:36:44,265 Deliris: Yep. 2126 01:36:46,167 --> 01:36:47,234 I'll see ya. 2127 01:36:49,837 --> 01:36:51,397 - Nice seein' you. - Okay. Ruben, right? 2128 01:36:51,438 --> 01:36:52,973 Okay, Ruben. 2129 01:36:54,975 --> 01:36:56,653 - Nice seeing you again. - You better stop. 2130 01:36:56,677 --> 01:36:58,579 - I need to. - Rob: Okay. 2131 01:37:16,530 --> 01:37:19,500 Jon: Freddie. What is goin' on? 2132 01:37:20,601 --> 01:37:22,102 Life is goin' on. 2133 01:37:22,770 --> 01:37:24,838 The same old life. 2134 01:37:24,905 --> 01:37:26,516 Officer Shafran: I'm havin' problems with Freddie. 2135 01:37:26,540 --> 01:37:29,176 He hasn't been reporting like he's supposed to. 2136 01:37:29,243 --> 01:37:30,687 Right now, I have no idea where he is. 2137 01:37:30,711 --> 01:37:32,146 He's probably not staying at home 2138 01:37:32,213 --> 01:37:34,315 'cause he knows that I'm going out there. 2139 01:37:34,381 --> 01:37:35,825 I'm gonna go pick him up if he's there. 2140 01:37:35,849 --> 01:37:38,319 I have no choice but to issue a warrant for Freddie. 2141 01:37:38,385 --> 01:37:40,785 Who knows what he's capable of doing out there in the streets. 2142 01:37:42,489 --> 01:37:44,892 Freddie: ♪ New York, New York, it's a wonderful... ♪ 2143 01:37:44,959 --> 01:37:47,328 Jon: Freddie, if-if you don't turn yourself in, 2144 01:37:47,394 --> 01:37:49,797 I think you'd die on the street. 2145 01:37:49,863 --> 01:37:52,499 Well, either way, if I don't die on the street, 2146 01:37:52,566 --> 01:37:53,901 where am I gonna die, in prison? 2147 01:37:55,736 --> 01:37:58,639 I've been on the run now for, what, two days, three days? 2148 01:37:58,706 --> 01:38:00,207 And, uh it's been rough. 2149 01:38:00,274 --> 01:38:03,010 It's not, it's not easy, you know. 2150 01:38:03,077 --> 01:38:04,311 'Cause... 2151 01:38:04,378 --> 01:38:05,913 I can't go to my family's house. 2152 01:38:07,381 --> 01:38:08,983 Where else am I supposed to go? 2153 01:38:10,818 --> 01:38:13,287 Backin' up into this alley 2154 01:38:13,354 --> 01:38:15,389 because I'm gonna shoot me some dope in the car. 2155 01:38:16,357 --> 01:38:18,459 Get the sickness off me. 2156 01:38:56,830 --> 01:38:58,832 I let everybody down. 2157 01:38:58,899 --> 01:39:00,634 I let myself down mainly. 2158 01:39:02,069 --> 01:39:03,137 Shit. 2159 01:39:07,141 --> 01:39:08,575 Jon: What are you doin'? 2160 01:39:08,642 --> 01:39:10,277 Puttin' my bags in the fuckin' car. 2161 01:39:10,344 --> 01:39:12,980 - Jon: Where are you goin'? - Back to Jersey, I guess. 2162 01:39:15,015 --> 01:39:16,617 Jon: And? To do what? 2163 01:39:18,052 --> 01:39:20,120 I don't know. Find another place to go to. 2164 01:39:20,187 --> 01:39:21,889 Jon: You better turn yourself in. 2165 01:39:21,955 --> 01:39:24,758 No, not now. Not today. 2166 01:39:24,825 --> 01:39:26,569 Jon: That means you're gonna get high again, right? 2167 01:39:26,593 --> 01:39:27,861 Obviously. 2168 01:39:29,763 --> 01:39:30,998 What can I do, Jon? 2169 01:39:31,565 --> 01:39:32,833 I'm sick. 2170 01:39:32,900 --> 01:39:34,577 Jon: You gotta have the courage to turn yourself in, Freddie. 2171 01:39:34,601 --> 01:39:36,870 It's a question of courage. Right? 2172 01:39:44,812 --> 01:39:47,414 If you go out on the street and get high again, 2173 01:39:49,483 --> 01:39:51,251 you're gonna die. 2174 01:39:51,318 --> 01:39:52,453 You're not gonna make it. 2175 01:39:59,660 --> 01:40:01,128 I don't know, Jon. 2176 01:40:02,396 --> 01:40:03,556 I don't know what to do, man. 2177 01:40:15,609 --> 01:40:17,478 - Rob: This is Gator. - I'm Gator. 2178 01:40:17,544 --> 01:40:18,412 Rob: This is my roommate. 2179 01:40:18,479 --> 01:40:20,481 I let him move in like about four months ago. 2180 01:40:20,547 --> 01:40:22,683 He helps me pay the rent. You know what I mean? 2181 01:40:22,750 --> 01:40:24,151 Gator was drug-free. 2182 01:40:24,218 --> 01:40:25,228 When he moved in, I told him he couldn't 2183 01:40:25,252 --> 01:40:26,563 mess with drugs and this and that. 2184 01:40:26,587 --> 01:40:28,455 - You know, "You gotta go to AA." - Jon: Uh-huh. 2185 01:40:28,522 --> 01:40:29,690 And then what happened, Gator? 2186 01:40:29,757 --> 01:40:31,225 Came back, 2187 01:40:31,291 --> 01:40:33,093 started playing with the drugs again 2188 01:40:33,160 --> 01:40:35,229 and, uh, well, I got my habit back, 2189 01:40:35,295 --> 01:40:36,897 but I'm tryin' to get clean again. 2190 01:40:36,964 --> 01:40:38,375 Rob's helping me out with that, so... 2191 01:40:38,399 --> 01:40:39,967 - Jon: What's the habit? - Heroin. 2192 01:40:40,033 --> 01:40:41,935 - Jon: How much? - I'm doing right now 2193 01:40:42,002 --> 01:40:43,937 about two bags a day, but... 2194 01:40:45,072 --> 01:40:46,707 Picked up a couple of my buddies. 2195 01:40:46,774 --> 01:40:48,575 You know, scorpion. 2196 01:40:48,642 --> 01:40:50,644 It's not bad. It's... 2197 01:40:50,711 --> 01:40:53,113 That's the same empty bag you left the other day, 2198 01:40:53,180 --> 01:40:54,181 scorpio or scorp... 2199 01:40:55,416 --> 01:40:57,351 Gator: This here ain't gonna bother you, is it? 2200 01:40:57,418 --> 01:40:58,728 - Rob: Don't bother me. - Gator: Okay. 2201 01:40:58,752 --> 01:41:00,130 'Cause, you know, I don't wanna see you 2202 01:41:00,154 --> 01:41:01,164 go back out there 'cause... 2203 01:41:01,188 --> 01:41:02,489 Rob: I quit. 2204 01:41:02,556 --> 01:41:04,525 I stopped. I didn't quit. I stopped. 2205 01:41:04,591 --> 01:41:06,660 Let me see if I get tempted, Jon. 2206 01:41:07,995 --> 01:41:09,963 Gator: You hear that sound? 2207 01:41:10,030 --> 01:41:13,133 That's like, mm. It's coming in. 2208 01:41:13,200 --> 01:41:16,136 Rob: Don't bother me, Jon. Don't bother me at all. 2209 01:41:22,976 --> 01:41:24,945 Freddie: I'm on my fucking way to jail. 2210 01:41:25,012 --> 01:41:27,347 I'm supposed to be there at 3:30. 2211 01:41:27,414 --> 01:41:29,650 What time is it? It's 3:51. 2212 01:41:29,716 --> 01:41:32,553 I still haven't even got my fuckin' dick sucked. 2213 01:41:32,619 --> 01:41:34,955 That's gonna take another half hour. 2214 01:41:35,022 --> 01:41:36,022 Psst. 2215 01:41:37,357 --> 01:41:38,692 How much money you got? 2216 01:41:38,759 --> 01:41:40,961 I don't know. You gonna shoot me up if I get the coke? 2217 01:41:41,028 --> 01:41:42,629 - Freddie: Yeah, hell, yeah. - All right. 2218 01:41:42,696 --> 01:41:44,665 And you know I don't have any veins. 2219 01:41:44,731 --> 01:41:46,099 You're gonna have to go in my neck. 2220 01:41:46,166 --> 01:41:47,334 No problem. 2221 01:41:52,806 --> 01:41:55,809 Woman: You fuckin' spic. 2222 01:41:55,876 --> 01:41:57,978 I'll be outside, 'cause my boyfriend don't want me... 2223 01:41:58,045 --> 01:41:59,725 I don't want him to think that, you know... 2224 01:42:05,486 --> 01:42:07,554 See, I wanna... to suck my fuckin' dick. 2225 01:42:07,621 --> 01:42:08,856 I can't do it, man, 'cause... 2226 01:42:11,725 --> 01:42:12,626 Freddie: Fuckin' girl, man. 2227 01:42:12,693 --> 01:42:14,495 She's gonna get all fuckin' coked up. 2228 01:42:16,063 --> 01:42:18,141 - Woman: Fuckin'... - Freddie: Let me check on that side, huh? 2229 01:42:18,165 --> 01:42:19,700 I don't see shit. 2230 01:42:21,602 --> 01:42:22,769 Damn, I can't... 2231 01:42:22,836 --> 01:42:24,505 see shit out there. 2232 01:42:24,571 --> 01:42:26,573 It's too small. I'm gonna blow up. 2233 01:42:26,640 --> 01:42:29,009 Wanna get that? It's small, mami. 2234 01:42:30,878 --> 01:42:32,279 Ow, ow, ow. 2235 01:42:32,346 --> 01:42:33,857 Okay, don't move. Don't move right there. 2236 01:42:33,881 --> 01:42:34,881 Just hold it right there. 2237 01:42:38,352 --> 01:42:39,853 - All the way, right? - Check back. 2238 01:42:39,920 --> 01:42:41,855 - Go back? All the way? - Woman: Yeah. 2239 01:42:41,922 --> 01:42:43,824 Okay. Don't fuckin' go out on me, mami. 2240 01:42:43,891 --> 01:42:46,059 I won't. 2241 01:42:46,126 --> 01:42:48,304 Freddie: Your heart starts beatin' fuckin' thousand miles an hour. 2242 01:42:48,328 --> 01:42:49,763 Now put this shit in. 2243 01:42:51,632 --> 01:42:53,400 - Okay. - Take it out. 2244 01:42:54,668 --> 01:42:56,837 - Take it out, Freddie. - It's done. 2245 01:42:56,904 --> 01:42:58,805 See, I ain't even get my fuckin' dick sucked 2246 01:42:58,872 --> 01:43:00,173 'cause 2247 01:43:00,240 --> 01:43:01,975 Wait. Let me put my shit on. 2248 01:43:02,042 --> 01:43:02,910 Let me put my shit on, Fred. 2249 01:43:02,976 --> 01:43:04,244 My boyfriend's there. 2250 01:43:04,311 --> 01:43:05,646 Freddie: Sleepin' pills. 2251 01:43:05,712 --> 01:43:06,914 I'm packin' 'em so that way 2252 01:43:06,980 --> 01:43:09,340 I take 'em to the county jail 'cause I can't sleep at night. 2253 01:43:09,383 --> 01:43:12,019 That's exactly what I'm doin'. Bah-bah. 2254 01:43:12,085 --> 01:43:15,188 The only way I'm gonna be able to sleep at night, kid. 2255 01:43:15,255 --> 01:43:16,733 Jon: Who taught you how to do that stuff, Freddie? 2256 01:43:16,757 --> 01:43:18,225 You learn this shit in prison. 2257 01:43:27,801 --> 01:43:28,869 Man. 2258 01:43:39,012 --> 01:43:40,881 It's hurtin'. 2259 01:43:43,650 --> 01:43:45,085 That's just too bad now. 2260 01:43:45,152 --> 01:43:47,196 - Hold on a second. Hold on a second. - Freddie: Come on. 2261 01:43:47,220 --> 01:43:49,065 Man: Freddie, have a seat in this chair right here, okay? 2262 01:43:49,089 --> 01:43:50,691 Officer Shafran: Just relax. 2263 01:44:04,938 --> 01:44:06,673 - I got it. - Yeah. 2264 01:44:15,882 --> 01:44:18,819 Freddie: Don't ever think you got it in the bag 2265 01:44:18,885 --> 01:44:21,121 like I thought I had it. 2266 01:44:21,188 --> 01:44:24,391 There's nobody in the world could tell me 2267 01:44:24,458 --> 01:44:29,029 that they get clean and stop usin'. 2268 01:44:29,096 --> 01:44:32,165 And I don't care if it's 10, 15 years from now, 2269 01:44:32,232 --> 01:44:35,102 they do it one time, they gonna do it every day. 2270 01:44:35,168 --> 01:44:38,972 That shit is unstoppable, man. 2271 01:44:39,039 --> 01:44:42,142 Officer Shafran: So in the end, I guess it is a successful story 2272 01:44:42,209 --> 01:44:44,845 just 'cause you turned yourself in today. 2273 01:44:44,911 --> 01:44:49,416 It'll be successful if when I max out, I'm still livin'. 2274 01:44:49,483 --> 01:44:51,084 That's when it'll be successful. 2275 01:45:08,835 --> 01:45:10,737 He'll be comfortable here. 2276 01:45:10,804 --> 01:45:12,773 Tomorrow morning, they'll close the coffin up 2277 01:45:12,839 --> 01:45:14,374 and take him to church. 2278 01:45:17,077 --> 01:45:18,211 That's about it. 2279 01:45:28,622 --> 01:45:30,066 Detective Al DiNatale: I'm Detective Al DiNatale, 2280 01:45:30,090 --> 01:45:31,024 Trenton Police Department. 2281 01:45:31,091 --> 01:45:32,268 - How you doin', Al? - How you doin'? 2282 01:45:32,292 --> 01:45:33,469 - Officer Mahoney: Good. - I'm gonna walk you through 2283 01:45:33,493 --> 01:45:34,795 the scene here and, uh, 2284 01:45:34,861 --> 01:45:37,464 let you know exactly what we found. 2285 01:45:39,366 --> 01:45:42,536 Rob was found laying on the floor over here 2286 01:45:42,602 --> 01:45:44,738 with his head up against the refrigerator. 2287 01:45:44,805 --> 01:45:46,606 If you look down here, 2288 01:45:46,673 --> 01:45:51,411 you'll see the syringe needle next to his left leg. 2289 01:45:51,478 --> 01:45:53,056 Officer Mahoney: This was gonna be a success story. 2290 01:45:53,080 --> 01:45:54,748 We felt he straightened himself out. 2291 01:45:54,815 --> 01:45:56,783 Obviously, it didn't work out that way. 2292 01:45:56,850 --> 01:45:58,450 - Waste of life. - Officer Mahoney: Yeah. 2293 01:46:10,764 --> 01:46:17,404 Coroner: We have here a body of 41-years-old Robert Steffey, 2294 01:46:17,471 --> 01:46:24,444 found at home in a state of full bloat decomposition, 2295 01:46:24,511 --> 01:46:27,180 found with a syringe present 2296 01:46:27,247 --> 01:46:30,684 in his left inner elbow. 2297 01:46:30,751 --> 01:46:33,820 One hundred positive that his cause of death 2298 01:46:33,887 --> 01:46:37,457 is as a result of his one-time shot of heroin. 2299 01:46:37,524 --> 01:46:40,627 The heroin that was found in his system was very pure? 2300 01:46:40,694 --> 01:46:41,828 Coroner: Yes. 2301 01:46:41,895 --> 01:46:44,297 A hot shot, which would be a shot that you will die from, 2302 01:46:44,364 --> 01:46:45,866 is the ultimate high. 2303 01:46:45,932 --> 01:46:50,504 And the gentleman or person who sold him this shot 2304 01:46:50,570 --> 01:46:52,472 will be the hot person on the street, 2305 01:46:52,539 --> 01:46:54,307 the dealer that everyone is looking for. 2306 01:46:54,374 --> 01:46:56,843 They wanna buy from him because this gentleman 2307 01:46:56,910 --> 01:46:58,578 supposedly got the ultimate high. 2308 01:47:00,614 --> 01:47:02,225 Officer Mahoney: He knew what he was doin'. 2309 01:47:02,249 --> 01:47:04,050 He knew heroin got him in prison before, 2310 01:47:04,117 --> 01:47:05,385 got him in trouble, 2311 01:47:05,452 --> 01:47:06,787 now got him dead. 2312 01:47:09,156 --> 01:47:11,658 That's a sad ending to the life of Robert Steffey. 2313 01:47:13,393 --> 01:47:15,362 Don't shoot dope... 2314 01:47:15,428 --> 01:47:17,028 'cause you're gonna end up in the morgue. 2315 01:47:19,199 --> 01:47:23,370 Host: I wanna introduce you the Mistress of Honor, 2316 01:47:23,436 --> 01:47:27,440 who's an absolute unadulterated miracle... 2317 01:47:27,507 --> 01:47:28,618 Man: Right here. Right here. 2318 01:47:28,642 --> 01:47:31,044 Host: Let's hear it for Deliris. 2319 01:47:31,111 --> 01:47:32,245 Our sister. 2320 01:47:37,117 --> 01:47:38,585 Deliris: My name is Deliris, 2321 01:47:38,652 --> 01:47:41,488 and I'm a grateful, blessed recovering addict. 2322 01:47:41,555 --> 01:47:43,356 All: Hey, Deliris. 2323 01:47:45,258 --> 01:47:47,794 I love my recovery today. 2324 01:47:47,861 --> 01:47:49,930 Let me tell ya I was born and raised in Newark. 2325 01:47:49,996 --> 01:47:51,932 I have three beautiful kids. 2326 01:47:51,998 --> 01:47:53,934 I graduated from high school. 2327 01:47:54,000 --> 01:47:55,335 I went to college. 2328 01:47:55,402 --> 01:47:58,071 I had a job with the City of Newark. 2329 01:47:58,138 --> 01:47:59,706 The drugs stole all that from me. 2330 01:47:59,773 --> 01:48:03,577 For 17 years, I shot drugs. 2331 01:48:03,643 --> 01:48:05,245 When I OD'ed in my room, 2332 01:48:05,312 --> 01:48:06,980 nobody knew where I was at. 2333 01:48:07,047 --> 01:48:09,482 All I wanted to do was die. 2334 01:48:09,549 --> 01:48:12,052 And you know what? A voice told me, 2335 01:48:12,118 --> 01:48:14,654 "Help yourself, that I will help you." 2336 01:48:14,721 --> 01:48:16,489 And ever since, I've been clean. 2337 01:48:16,556 --> 01:48:19,059 If I could do it, anybody could do it. 2338 01:48:19,125 --> 01:48:20,227 That's all I can say. 2339 01:48:20,293 --> 01:48:22,262 Host: If Deliris can do it? 2340 01:48:22,329 --> 01:48:23,530 All: I can do it! 2341 01:48:23,597 --> 01:48:24,731 Host: If Deliris can do it? 2342 01:48:24,798 --> 01:48:25,966 All: I can do it! 2343 01:48:26,032 --> 01:48:27,100 Host: If Deliris can do it? 2344 01:48:27,167 --> 01:48:28,735 All: I can do it! 2345 01:48:42,015 --> 01:48:43,850 Deliris: Today is Mother's Day. 2346 01:48:45,118 --> 01:48:46,820 I've had a long day today, 2347 01:48:46,887 --> 01:48:48,655 but at least she keeps me company. 2348 01:48:50,090 --> 01:48:53,360 It's my first Mother's Day without my mother. 2349 01:48:53,426 --> 01:48:55,662 She passed away in July of last year. 2350 01:48:56,830 --> 01:48:58,474 In the old days when I used to feel like this, 2351 01:48:58,498 --> 01:49:01,468 I used to just go get high and don't feel nothin'. 2352 01:49:02,636 --> 01:49:04,938 'Cause that's what people do with drugs. 2353 01:49:05,005 --> 01:49:08,074 They use drugs so they won't feel pain. 2354 01:49:08,141 --> 01:49:10,443 And I did that for a lot of years. 2355 01:49:12,078 --> 01:49:14,981 My mother was more a mother to my kids than I was. 2356 01:49:17,017 --> 01:49:18,919 I'm not with my kids today 2357 01:49:18,985 --> 01:49:21,955 because there's still pain with them. 2358 01:49:24,024 --> 01:49:25,425 Jon, you remember me? 2359 01:49:26,493 --> 01:49:30,931 I'm Kiky. I'm, uh, now 32. 2360 01:49:30,997 --> 01:49:34,935 Last time you saw me, I believe was about eight or nine. 2361 01:49:35,001 --> 01:49:37,470 And I'm definitely not the same person. 2362 01:49:37,537 --> 01:49:38,939 Not at all. 2363 01:49:39,005 --> 01:49:40,674 I'm happy with my life now, 2364 01:49:40,740 --> 01:49:43,076 I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces now. 2365 01:49:43,143 --> 01:49:45,745 I wanna focus on me, focus on my passions, 2366 01:49:45,812 --> 01:49:46,880 my dreams, my goals, 2367 01:49:46,947 --> 01:49:49,049 like those other things I have in front of me. 2368 01:49:49,115 --> 01:49:51,551 And those are the things I'm gonna succeed in one day. 2369 01:49:52,852 --> 01:49:55,588 Deliris: This is my oldest son, Charlie. 2370 01:49:55,655 --> 01:49:56,966 Jon: Those are the guys that used to 2371 01:49:56,990 --> 01:49:58,467 lock your mother up all the time, Charlie. 2372 01:49:58,491 --> 01:50:00,026 I know, we playin' against 'em. 2373 01:50:00,093 --> 01:50:02,095 - Jon: Really? - Newark PD. 2374 01:50:02,162 --> 01:50:04,798 Hey, guys. My name is Deliris. 2375 01:50:05,398 --> 01:50:06,800 Um... 2376 01:50:06,866 --> 01:50:09,436 I used to be a heavy drug addict, 2377 01:50:09,502 --> 01:50:12,539 and I was in and outta jail, in and outta jail 2378 01:50:12,605 --> 01:50:14,374 'cause of my addiction. 2379 01:50:14,441 --> 01:50:17,344 But I thank God that he rescued me 2380 01:50:17,410 --> 01:50:20,080 and today I have 12 years clean. 2381 01:50:20,146 --> 01:50:21,657 - Congratulations. - Deliris: Thank you. 2382 01:50:21,681 --> 01:50:22,615 Officer: Glad you're out here. 2383 01:50:22,682 --> 01:50:24,184 We're glad to have you. 2384 01:50:24,250 --> 01:50:25,570 - Deliris: Thank you. - All right. 2385 01:50:30,824 --> 01:50:31,824 Players: Oh! 2386 01:50:33,426 --> 01:50:35,562 They know police gonna whip their ass. 2387 01:50:36,830 --> 01:50:39,132 Hey, Deliris. 2388 01:50:39,199 --> 01:50:41,468 Deliris, this game is won on and off the field, 2389 01:50:41,534 --> 01:50:43,014 but you're the real winner. All right? 2390 01:50:43,069 --> 01:50:44,170 - Thank you. - All right. 2391 01:50:44,237 --> 01:50:47,640 I get to take a picture with Newark Police Department 2392 01:50:47,707 --> 01:50:49,476 instead of being in a lineup. 2393 01:50:52,545 --> 01:50:54,314 - Jon: Ta-da! - All right, guys. Thank you. 2394 01:50:54,381 --> 01:50:55,448 Thank you. 2395 01:51:06,092 --> 01:51:08,094 Deliris: That's the projects that they closed down. 2396 01:51:08,161 --> 01:51:10,130 They found too many bodies in there. 2397 01:51:15,802 --> 01:51:17,404 This is Pennington Court. 2398 01:51:20,807 --> 01:51:23,977 I ran around here looking for drugs. 2399 01:51:24,044 --> 01:51:26,146 Now I try to help people get clean. 2400 01:51:29,582 --> 01:51:31,051 What's goin' on, Jodi? 2401 01:51:31,117 --> 01:51:32,619 - Hey, how you doin'? - Hi. 2402 01:51:32,685 --> 01:51:35,655 Deliris: I remember you was just a little kid. 2403 01:51:35,722 --> 01:51:38,391 You was here with Rob when he was still alive, 2404 01:51:38,458 --> 01:51:40,360 during the film. 2405 01:51:40,427 --> 01:51:42,429 I'm hope in a good way. 2406 01:51:42,495 --> 01:51:45,565 We came here today to see you, to see what we could do for you. 2407 01:51:45,632 --> 01:51:47,534 But it's up to you. I can't force you. 2408 01:51:47,600 --> 01:51:49,002 Okay? 2409 01:51:50,970 --> 01:51:52,539 All right, let me get a hug. 2410 01:51:56,109 --> 01:51:58,211 - Stay strong, okay? - I sure will. 2411 01:51:58,278 --> 01:51:59,655 Jodi, I'm gonna go see if I see somebody 2412 01:51:59,679 --> 01:52:00,713 that needs help, okay? 2413 01:52:00,780 --> 01:52:02,749 - You take care now. Okay. - You, too. 2414 01:52:03,583 --> 01:52:04,717 I remember you. 2415 01:52:04,784 --> 01:52:07,654 I've been homeless over, over 30 years. 2416 01:52:07,720 --> 01:52:08,822 I need help. 2417 01:52:08,888 --> 01:52:10,156 Deliris: What happened? 2418 01:52:10,223 --> 01:52:12,492 What happened? I made a mistake with my life. 2419 01:52:13,960 --> 01:52:16,062 And I can't get no help. 2420 01:52:16,129 --> 01:52:17,931 Deliris: I'll try to get you into a program. 2421 01:52:18,698 --> 01:52:20,633 Just don't give up. 2422 01:52:20,700 --> 01:52:21,801 Don't give up. 2423 01:52:23,236 --> 01:52:25,004 I know this guy right here. 2424 01:52:25,071 --> 01:52:26,439 I used to sell him drugs. 2425 01:52:27,073 --> 01:52:28,108 Yeah. 2426 01:52:29,609 --> 01:52:31,411 When are you gonna get clean? 2427 01:52:31,478 --> 01:52:32,745 I was tryin' to get clean. 2428 01:52:32,812 --> 01:52:35,248 I was clean for a good while except then I got hurt again. 2429 01:52:35,315 --> 01:52:37,517 I'm not on the needles and stuff like that. 2430 01:52:37,584 --> 01:52:38,904 Once in a while, I had a little... 2431 01:52:38,952 --> 01:52:40,620 I'm glad I'm not on that. 2432 01:52:40,687 --> 01:52:42,689 I'm gonna pray for you, okay? 2433 01:52:43,523 --> 01:52:44,958 Prayer do, do work. 2434 01:52:45,024 --> 01:52:46,135 - Okay. - Deliris: All right. 2435 01:52:46,159 --> 01:52:47,760 - You take care now. - Okay. 2436 01:52:49,496 --> 01:52:50,530 Thank you. 2437 01:52:52,966 --> 01:52:55,135 Deliris: It never stops. 2438 01:53:10,350 --> 01:53:13,219 Woman: Deliris, it is my distinct pleasure 2439 01:53:13,286 --> 01:53:15,555 to recognize you today. 2440 01:53:15,622 --> 01:53:20,860 Deliris is such a strong role model to many. 2441 01:53:20,927 --> 01:53:25,398 So, Deliris, from sick and suffering 2442 01:53:25,465 --> 01:53:27,734 to a strong survivor, 2443 01:53:27,800 --> 01:53:30,270 you are a miracle. 2444 01:53:30,904 --> 01:53:32,038 God bless you. 2445 01:53:39,512 --> 01:53:41,848 Deliris: My main purpose is to help another addict 2446 01:53:41,915 --> 01:53:43,316 get clean like I did, 2447 01:53:43,383 --> 01:53:47,086 because we can only keep what we have by giving it away. 2448 01:53:47,153 --> 01:53:49,822 And I'm so grateful that I'm alive today 2449 01:53:49,889 --> 01:53:52,025 because it was me and two other guys. 2450 01:53:52,091 --> 01:53:55,895 And both of them overdosed on drugs. 2451 01:53:55,962 --> 01:53:58,598 I'm the only one that's left today alive. 2452 01:53:58,665 --> 01:54:02,135 And if Deliris can do it, I can do it too! 2453 01:54:02,202 --> 01:54:04,304 If Deliris can do it? 2454 01:54:04,370 --> 01:54:05,471 All: I can do it! 2455 01:54:05,538 --> 01:54:07,173 If Deliris can do it? 2456 01:54:07,240 --> 01:54:09,142 All: I can do it! 2457 01:54:11,010 --> 01:54:12,712 This is my daughter Kiky. 2458 01:54:15,248 --> 01:54:19,252 This is Cayden, my six-year-old grandson. 2459 01:54:19,319 --> 01:54:21,788 Charlie, my oldest son... 2460 01:54:21,854 --> 01:54:22,922 Thank you. 2461 01:54:22,989 --> 01:54:24,924 Deliris: and my oldest grandson. 2462 01:54:29,729 --> 01:54:32,265 - I love you. I'm proud of you. - Deliris: I love you. 2463 01:54:32,332 --> 01:54:33,967 I knew you could do it, Ma. 2464 01:54:34,033 --> 01:54:35,201 Good job. 2465 01:54:36,102 --> 01:54:37,237 - Love you. - Love you, too. 2466 01:54:37,303 --> 01:54:39,138 All right, let's do this. 2467 01:55:27,253 --> 01:55:28,988 Woman: This was her baby. 2468 01:55:51,544 --> 01:55:55,114 Chimo: I want people to remember my mother for her energy, 2469 01:55:55,181 --> 01:55:58,951 and all the positivity she had, and wanting to help others. 2470 01:55:59,018 --> 01:56:01,921 I'm proud of my mother. She changed her life around, a lot. 2471 01:56:03,690 --> 01:56:05,591 Gotta be with family. Gotta keep it up. 2472 01:56:07,560 --> 01:56:09,028 Kiky: When people think of my mother, 2473 01:56:09,095 --> 01:56:12,231 I want them to remember that recovery's possible. 2474 01:56:12,298 --> 01:56:15,301 She did it for the past 13 years. 2475 01:56:15,368 --> 01:56:18,571 And she helped as many people as she can. 2476 01:56:48,801 --> 01:56:51,537 Kiky: I'll never stop loving you. 2477 01:57:19,799 --> 01:57:21,167 Yep. 2478 01:57:21,234 --> 01:57:24,404 Celebrant: Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. 2479 01:57:24,470 --> 01:57:25,972 Blessed are thou amongst women 2480 01:57:26,038 --> 01:57:28,841 and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. 2481 01:57:28,908 --> 01:57:31,010 Holy Mary, Mother of God, 2482 01:57:31,077 --> 01:57:32,378 pray for us sinners 2483 01:57:32,445 --> 01:57:35,148 now and at the hour of our death. Amen. 2484 01:57:41,087 --> 01:57:43,556 Chimo: She was able to tell her story. Not many could do that. 2485 01:57:45,124 --> 01:57:47,059 She fought really hard. 2486 01:57:47,126 --> 01:57:49,195 And I just wish I would have known 2487 01:57:49,262 --> 01:57:50,463 that it was so long 2488 01:57:50,530 --> 01:57:52,107 that she was fighting for someone to talk to 2489 01:57:52,131 --> 01:57:54,667 with everything going on with this COVID virus. 2490 01:57:54,734 --> 01:57:57,236 I had no idea it's been three months 2491 01:57:57,303 --> 01:57:59,248 that she didn't have a meeting or someone to talk to 2492 01:57:59,272 --> 01:58:00,673 that understood her on that level. 2493 01:58:02,442 --> 01:58:05,278 As a child, I was always embarrassed. 2494 01:58:05,344 --> 01:58:08,414 But now as an adult, everyone has their story, 2495 01:58:09,515 --> 01:58:11,984 and I loved her very much. 2496 01:58:12,051 --> 01:58:14,387 I really did, and I always will love my mother. 2497 01:58:22,328 --> 01:58:24,430 Kiky: She was an amazing woman. 2498 01:58:24,497 --> 01:58:26,299 She's helped so many people. 2499 01:58:27,667 --> 01:58:29,302 I will always carry you in my heart. 2500 01:58:32,371 --> 01:58:33,906 I love you always, Mom. 184014

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