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So we wanted to say thank you for your help in getting the settlement.

And the funding for Bulk Beauty.

What's our next step?

If it's up to us, you're not involved in our next steps.

You only came back because you found out that I was dating someone.

So if you're really back, you will have to prove it.

Margaret Cho has the program denounced.

Scott is out, and we want you back.

I am leaving the country for six months.

I just think that's the best for now.

The best way to get our to get the client released

will be to convince the jury that this was an accident, not a murder.

FBI Agents Nunn and Haverman. We have to make an arrest.

Kathleen Gale.

I've asked Callie to represent me for reasons that are none of your business.

You know, when parents say they love every child equally?

They clearly have a favourite. - We'll do a paternity test.

Whether the baby is mine or not, she needs some help.

No, I understand. And I think it's very great of you.

You're a good guy.

H�. - H�.

Go ahead, boy.

Sorry, it's my first time, Vader.

It's all right. Then let's start together.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

Amen. - Amen.

Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.

Thanks for coming together on such short notice.

I have something to share.

Isabella is back.

I knew this was a bad idea. You have to take me back to the motel.

Hey, it's okay. I spoke to Callie. She understands.

I don't want to ruin your relationship. And the people here... they hate me.

You didn't do anything wrong, okay?

And I think if we tell people why you're here, they'll understand.

I mean...

if that's ok with you.

Do you think it's ok? - Yes of course.

If we said so, I think that I don't have to explain

why i keep throwing up when I brush my teeth.

Serious?

Yes. It's bad.

So she's back... and she's staying in my loft.

Because...

Pregnant? What were you thinking? - How could you be so irresponsible?

What will your family think? - You can hardly take care of yourself.

How are you going to support a baby?

Because she is looking for a job and a need a place to stay

until she can stand on her own two feet again.

So... I'll spend the night with Dennis

and... i will charge for the extra pay utilities.

Also I would really appreciate it if you guys are just nice to her

and you refrain from the usual gossip.

Understood. - Right.

Okay�? - Yes, sure.

Thank you.

This is quite a challenge for you, klutz.

You know, tea spillers.

Well, good luck guys.

Wait, did you know about this? - Yes.

And you didn't tell me? - I have no problem with it.

Well, not me.

Did he already tell you? - Yes.

Isabella is clearly taking advantage of him. - You do not know.

Well, FYI, since you've been gone Gael and I have become good friends.

I would know if someone tries to take advantage of him.

Well, I think you should have his picks whether you approve of them or not.

That would be your view

as one who does what he wants, whenever he wants.

I think if he has your opinion, that he asks for it.

Well, in my opinion...

I know what it's like to be someone else to carry emotional baggage,

and it doesn't end well.

Why are mom and dad arguing?

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I can't believe I'm starting over, Looking for a new job.

I think it's exciting.

Says the woman who can't get enough of starting over.

Of course I wouldn't have to apply to a new job

if the girls hadn't kicked me out,

when I was the one that evan got to settle

so that they could get the starting capital to launch Bulk Beauty...

without me. - Well, I can pay your rent this month.

And next month?

No, it's ok�. I can do it.

Who are you texting? Gael. He wants to have lunch with me.

Do you meet for lunch or... 'lunch'?

I can make sure I'm gone this afternoon.

Yes, that would be nice since we can't go to his loft now.

How can you live with this?

Do you know...

you know gael. He's a nice boy

helping a friend.

Yeah, well, I don't trust Isabella, and that's not going to change.

Enjoy your lunch.

They don't even care.

are you ok?

You literally walk in circles.

Not sure I want to come back.

It was a really poisoned environment. - I know.

But Scott is out and... we change all that.

we need you

and...

I...

do you need.

And my job is on the line if I can't fix this PR stunt.

And I know... that I had long ago have to push for Scott's departure,

but he's always been on that program and...

and it took someone with courage

and someone like you shake things up.

To be fair, the other comedians are my biggest reason for not going back.

They should be my friends but no one supported me

and nobody even inquired how I'm doing.

I understand that, but... this is not about them. This is about you.

Because of you there are big changes and you should should also benefit from these changes.

You have every right to stay there again walk in with your head held high.

I think you are right. - I'm just saying.

Guard. How are you doing?

I'm doing well.

It'll be fine.

Are we still having a drink tonight?

Do you think Isaac wants you share with another man?

Don't know.

Well, is it worth losing him to find that out?

Listen, don't you want to tell anyone about Isaac and me?

I'm not ready for people to know. - Sure, of course.

Thank you.

H�. - Good morning.

Dennis, where did you hide that smell? - I was on a retreat.

You know what's funny to the word 'retreat'.

As a noun, it means resting place.

And as a verb, it means retreat.

Webster's dictionary. Spicy.

So whatever 'retreat' you were on, why are you back?

I missed people.

I wish I could say I'm happy was, but I have a crush on your apartment.

Are you thinking of giving up? - No. I'm back for good.

Well, don't lose hope.

He can be very unpredictable. Today here. Gone again tomorrow.

Welcome back.

You know, someone could have told me

that we would call the accident specialist meet at the crime scene.

Sorry.

We thought Kathleen would tell you since you are best friends.

Ok�. Dr. Mickelson, this way.

Awesome. So Dr. Michaelson, we intend to argue

that this was a tragic accident.

Tony, take your place from the victim, here.

Ok�. Here we go. And pretend you, with your face to the abyss, standing to pee.

Ok�. Then he turns around

and he, so to speak, zips up his trousers,

but he is drunk and he loses suddenly his balance

and he tumbles backwards off the edge. Good. You don't have to do that part.

So he falls backwards.

He hits his head hard against a rock sticking out of the hill,

it might have come loose, which would explain it

then why it rolled down the hill and landed next to the body.

What is the prosecution's theory?

Well, they claim this was a murder

and that our client... turn around.

That he approached him from behind while he was peeing,

he hit him on the head with a stone,

and then turned around... turn around... turn around...

to his attacker see who then pushes him...

Do not worry. I have got you.

And then rolls the stone behind him down the hill.

Good.

To fit your theory, he would hit the stone exactly.

And then to let it roll so far after seems unlikely.

But possible? - Everything is possible.

Awesome. That's all we need.

Are you ready LL?

Favorite of Teacher. Look, I changed your nickname of Impulse Purchase.

Yes. No, I get it. Are you ready?

See that rock over there?

The idea is that the manikin is there head butts and loosens the rock.

Ok�.

Three.

Sorry about that. - Yes, sorry about that.

Yes sorry.

We pride ourselves on being diverse and inclusive work environment...

at Speckulate to get a variety and inclusive workplace.

We want this to be a comfortable place for everyone to grow.

where everyone has equal opportunities to participate and grow

in a safe and supportive environment.

No malice, no double standards, no glass ceilings.

So seriously, you're a technician? - Yes.

We would like you to be in the picture for our new career page,

that puts our technicians in the spotlight.

Most of our coaching staff are white guys.

But who do they choose to put on the jobs page?

A handful of women and people of color.

You are taken more seriously if you don't dress like that.

That's exactly what I'm looking for

a supportive environment where quality of my work speaks for itself.

You seem perfectly suited to me. I am glad to offer you the position.

And I'm happy to take it. Thank you.

You are a whopper. - Sorry I didn't support you.

I was too scared to admit it.

And I've been trying to break through for so long, and I didn't want to do anything to jeopardize that,

and I know that is absolutely no excuse.

I should have texted you afterwards to see how you were,

but I didn't know what to say.

I really wanted to go with you but I blocked, and then it was too late.

I... was never really on board, but... you've got guts, Kwan.

Welcome back, Alice and Sean. We are so happy then you decided to come back.

We are committed to program one creating a safe and culturally sensitive space,

and we want the comedy to come from you.

You will later collaborate with the writers, but for today...

it's all up to you.

So let's get started.

Yes. - Yes? Good.

I wish I never had Isaac told about Dyonte.

I should have gone to my girls listen and just...

I do not know...

Need to suppress your feelings?

You were honest and you asked for what you needed.

I asked too much.

I hurt him and I have destroyed our relationship.

This is what I always do, I ruin everything.

What have you screwed up in the past?

Don't know.

I want you to hear something, Malika.

Isaac could have chosen to stay

and figure things out,

but he chose to leave.

It's still my fault.

Can you describe what you feel right now?

Embarrassed.

Yes.

Shame is a judgment against ourselves

for things we often do have no control over.

It usually originates in childhood when we felt humiliated

by a parent or a teacher or a friend,

and we bear these painful wounds in us,

these feelings that we're bad...

if we ruin everything.

For our next session, I would like to

that you think about moments when you grew up,

which negatively affects your feeling of self-worth.

Ok�.

Thank you.

Are we going to have lunch?

I didn't sleep with Rai.

I know.

That doesn't mean I trust you.

I know. I got closer to him than I should have

and I came between you. Mariana, I was wrong.

I'm so sorry.

And...

if i'm the reason you broke up, then I understand if you can't forgive me.

You weren't.

Unfortunately, you are not the first friend whom I betrayed.

But I do my best to make it make sure you're last.

I'm really trying to be a better person.

I appreciate the apology.

I recently... lost some friends that also felt that I had betrayed them.

And I think I did.

I'm sorry I assumed that you did something wrong.

How about a peace offering?

I didn't know you were like that was friends with Gael.

He said you are here because of money problems.

Yes, that's part of it. - What's the other part?

Cheers.

Is it bad or something? - No me...

I'm just not drinking at the moment.

Is that part of the other part?

My God.

Are you pregnant?

I think he might should slide down.

When he slides, he lies on his front.

Well, then maybe if you like him holds more up on your side?

Can you take my suede pumps to the office? - I did, every time.

And the 'lunch'? - I know what I'm doing.

Work got in the way. - Come on.

It worked. - Did you see that? Finally.

Do you have it? - No, I don't have it.

You didn't say "done." The camera was not on.

How is it going at work?

How's your campaign?

Awesome. We raised over $20,000 to helping women in the system with childcare.

Ok�. That's what I meant. I am so proud of you.

Well... so work is going well.

Everything okay with Isaac?

What?

What happened?

We're taking a break.

It's okay.

I do not wanna talk about it.

Ok�. - Thank you.

Do you ever feel… ashamed?

Naturally.

You don't spend 10 years in prison and don't feel any sort of shame.

Correct.

Even if you didn't do anything wrong.

Do you feel ashamed?

Yes.

I'm the reason Dom and I were in foster care.

Well, hold on. No, that wasn't because of you. - I called Child Protective Services about Mother.

Because you had no choice. Your mother was not well.

And we were the parents.

If someone failed here then it was me.

I should have been there for all of you. - But you couldn't.

Well, when I got out.

I should have gone to you. And I didn't do it because I was ashamed.

I have this picture of you and Dom always with me.

As a daily reminder to to be everything I aspire to be.

A better father. A better man.

Look at that beautiful, innocent, little girl there.

What in the world would she ever have to be ashamed of?

Then or now?

Thank you. - Poor sweet darling. Beautiful.

I don't even tell the barista that anymore my name is Sanjana. I'm just... Jill...

or Chloe. - It doesn't even matter. I'm Derek.

Literally, the whitest name there is and yet it happens.

Da-reek. Nice.

No. Just... Derek. - Where do you come from?

Originally. - Absolutely.

Sir, you don't need your culture to weaken for me.

And then, Lindsay, you need the name write on the cup.

I keep writing it. - Yes.

Time and again. - With a felt-tip pen.

D-A... - It is the.

R-R... - Just one R.

D-A-R-R... two R-ren. Roll on... I like that.

E-E-E-Q, right? "Q" as in "porque," I understand.

comma, semicolon, ampersand, dot, dot, exclamation mark.

I'm back.

H�.

Hi.

How's Andre and the petition?

I'm still trying get signatures.

Cool.

I... got some cloths donated for the arts program.

Awesome.

All right, what's up? Is this about Isabella?

No.

Come on, I know you're onto something have to say about.

You don't care what I have to say now that your best friend is back.

What, Dennis? Serious? Come on, you know that's not true.

You are my girl. And no man comes between us.

It just feels like you're avoiding me.

I tell you everything, and you leave a wife live in your loft and say nothing about it.

I wanted to tell you, but...

Can we go to your apartment? - Yes.

Yes, she says it's mine. Yes, we did a paternity test.

And, yes, I know I can't raise a baby in the Coterie.

And I have no idea how the hell did I do it to tell my parents

or how I could be so stupid and irresponsible. - Hey, you're not stupid.

I don't even have a real job.

Diapers cost money. I don't know how I'm going to pay for that.

And I remember that I just got a second one got a chance with Callie,

and I'm definitely going to screw that up now. - But...

And, Davia, if you judge me, I swear to God...

I wanted to ask "Are you okay?" - No, it's not going well.

Maybe if you stop to criticize yourself.

Yes, that's the advice of the woman who judging everyone, especially Dennis?

Do you know... - Listen, you know what, I can't do this right now.

First of all, I have to give you mine to apologize.

It turns out I have a bias. Actually, we all have.

It's a bit like HPV.

Just kidding, but, seriously...so I did sensitivity training yesterday

and... my eyes are open.

Racism is everywhere. Not just in the south.

Did you know that, until recently, only made plasters for white people?

When I heard that, I was like...

No one wants to admit they are a part of the problem.

No one wants to admit that they are racist or sexist or phobic.

But...

i am so thankful for you given a second chance.

So tomorrow we do the skits

and... yes, we'll look into it and from there we adjust them.

Yes, we actually have already working on it, so...

Awesome. Well, I look forward to your point of view as a BIPOC person. And Lindsay, of course.

Shall we?

Who is going to tell Kathleen? - How about the person who didn't pick it up?

What do you say about the people who didn't shout 'ready'?

Okay�, I'll let her know you called.

What are you doing?

I brought you shoes. - No, I mean, why are you taking groceries?

Hello.

Office of Kathleen Gale.

No, she is not available at the moment.

D.A.'s office at 3:30 p.m., yes.

Can you spell your last name?

Monday the 5th? I'll let her know you called.

Are you Kathleen Gale? - Yes.

Dr. Mickelsen called. He needs a day to process crime scene data.

And Pat Horton from the D.A.'s office wants one reschedule hearing on the Jackson case.

Your dry cleaning is ready. And if you do wondering, I'm Callie's sister.

I only came by to drop off shoes, but your phones rang.

You don't happen to need a job, do you?

I work here now.

What happened to the application today? - Okay, I got the job. But I don't want it.

But you want to answer phones at a law firm?

I can't be the old Mariana anymore.

The thought of putting on a hoodie

and pretend you care about Doctor Who while you laugh at the sexism? I can not do it.

And, look, I know it's my fault that the girls kicked me out.

I know I have to change.

And I want to be the new Mariana.

I need a new job and I have need a break from the IT world.

Plus, how fun can it be to work together?

So, Rowan, Tony, this is my sister, Mariana. She's our new receptionist.

Nice to meet you.

So you're in charge of human resources now, too? - Well, LL is head of HR.

Okay, you know what?

I'm tired of the passive aggressive comments.

Ok�, I didn't ask for Kathleen's to be a lawyer. She asked me.

Maybe that's why they not one of you asked

because you do more to please her with lattes and scones than you work.

Well, okay, first of all, I would want to say that I thought

that our comments are aggressive aggressive are, and second, not unreasonable.

But don't act like you don't enjoy it to be the teacher's favourite.

Admit it, you like to be the center of attention of interest.

That's true.

She was always the center of the interest as she grew up and...

So the plot thickens.

As you may remember, in Tommy's statement,

he claimed he never set foot placed near the crash site.

However, we have a new discovery of the OM.

Beer bottle near the crash site with Tommy's fingerprints on it.

And they just found this?

They claimed it was by accident was omitted from the evidence list.

This is not good.

One more thing we need to take care of.

Callie, can I talk to you for a minute?

This is so cool. It's like a series.

I knew nothing about this. - How is that possible?

Because they knew I was one would have a tantrum.

Apparently, they should give him a chance to be behavior before they fire him.

He has a contract and... blah, blah, blah.

We thought Scott was gone. It went great.

I know.

But I need to smooth things over and make it work.

I need your help with this. Please.

So? What did she say?

Apparently Scott has a contract and they should give him a second chance.

My God. - What must we do? To leave?

Scott has apologized and did the workout.

People don't just change after a three-hour course.

Just say it and we're... out of here.

This time for real.

Look, Scott's being looked at now, and he will be on his best behavior.

And why should we sacrifice our chance to get agents and maybe jobs,

to maybe our big break to get by him?

I say we give him another chance.

Ok�.

Good. - Okay�.

Good Lord. - Okay�.

I thought you had to work late. - We ended up stopping early.

Ok�. Something is different.

You are vibrant and radiant.

Did you hide one of those jade eggs in there?

I keep warm stones on the altar.

Thank you. - Okay�.

But... yes, I do have news to share.

My God. Is that real?

Of course it's real.

Do you think they're so excited to be here about a fake?

I once had a henna die made me feel good.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that it is beautiful. Did it hurt?

In a good way,

It is a yantra created by artist Svietley.

I wanted it to represent the intentions that I'm showing in my life,

like self love and acceptance and…

letting go of judgment.

I wanted something I could look at every day that reminds me to be my best self.

It is so beautiful.

What was the occasion?

A breakup.

I came out to Isaac as poly and told him I had feelings for Dyonte.

I hoped it would open to explore my love style,

but... he couldn't handle it.

And I get it. That's a big change for him.

So, I told him we could be monogamous stay, forget the whole thing, but...

he couldn't.

He told me he needed space,

and now he is taking a job abroad

for, like, six months, so, yeah.

I think he needed a lot of space.

I am so proud of you.

Real? - Yes.

Standing up for your needs like the queen that you are.

Seriously. Isaac is okay�,

but you're a good catch, okay�? - Thank you.

And, sorry, but going out of the country is so dramatic. Like he's Julia Roberts on a trip or something.

Thank you. - But... wait, this calls for shots.

Yes absolutely. - Yes.

I'm sorry for being so bitchy and judgmental towards you.

Can I just finish this?

I really want to feel sorry for you without losing myself

but I don't know how to do that.

I know you're in pain but i'm also in pain.

It hurt so bad when you just got up and left,

and I couldn't talk to anyone who knew nothing about Jacob.

And people kept asking me, 'Where's Dennis? Why did he leave?'

And I just didn't know what to say.

Guard. I am not finished yet.

Anyway...

we both live here

and I don't want to be mad at you anymore.

So...

I forgive you... for leaving.

And only because I don't trust it that you know yourself enough at the moment,

not enough to be with me, then anyway,

that doesn't mean I don't care about you anymore.

Because I do.

And that's it.

Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

You may speak now.

Thank you. For all that.

I haven't been so nice either. So I'm sorry too.

And I know you need some time to trust me again.

But I'm going to prove I'm ready to be with you.

I don't want you to feel like you have to prove something to me

When you're ready to be with someone there will be nothing left to prove.

Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.

You are eight years old. How could you have sinned?

I hit my friend Joah. - He deserved it.

He tried to take your lunch.

Listen, all those things they teach you,

is just to make you feel bad to care about yourself.

We all make mistakes.

It doesn't mean we are sinners.

Especially if you admit it, takes responsibility, and makes it right.

You are a good boy.

Try to love yourself.

For God has made you perfect just the way you are.

Okay�. You too.

Okay�.

So I don't give you the whole story told about why Isabella is here.

She is pregnant.

The baby is mine, and she will stay here until...

well, as long as it takes.

H�. We're here for you. - Absolutely.

Yes. 100%.

Isabella, you are most welcome here. - We're here for both of you.

Absolute. We're having a Coterie baby.

Thanks guys.

Thank you very much, guys. That means so much to me.

If you ever need a babysitter...

you may remember me recently took care of two raccoons.

Neither died. - They escaped and ran loose in the Coterie.

But one. - No, both.

No, I don't think that's true. - I do. In the swimming pool.

Incidentally. I knew it.

And I knew you knew, but I said nothing because I'm the new Mariana now.

Hey, sorry about earlier. - It's ok�.

While we're sharing... i have something i want to add.

I had a son.

His name was Jacob and he died when he was six years old.

Some of you already know this.

I've mostly kept it to myself. Because I couldn't talk about it or...

that you would feel sorry for me.

But I know now that I'm through all this must go. Yes.

And you are all like my family. I can't hide anymore.

We support you, mate. - We support you.

I'm sorry about what I said about your apartment. - It's okay.

It's okay.

She never does.

My God.

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