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So we wanted to say thank you
for your help in getting the settlement.

And the funding for Bulk Beauty.

What's our next step?

If it's up to us, you're not
involved in our next steps.

You only came back because you found out
that I was dating someone.

So if you're really back,
you will have to prove it.

Margaret Cho has the program
denounced.

Scott is out, and we want you back.

I am leaving the country for six months.

I just think that's the best for now.

The best way to get our
to get the client released

will be to convince the jury that
this was an accident, not a murder.

FBI Agents Nunn and Haverman.
We have to make an arrest.

Kathleen Gale.

I've asked Callie to represent me
for reasons that are none of your business.

You know, when parents say they
love every child equally?

They clearly have a favourite.
- We'll do a paternity test.

Whether the baby is mine or not,
she needs some help.

No, I understand.
And I think it's very great of you.

You're a good guy.

H�.
- H�.

Go ahead, boy.

Sorry, it's my first time, Vader.

It's all right.
Then let's start together.

In the name of the Father,
the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

Amen.
- Amen.

Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.

Thanks for coming together
on such short notice.

I have something to share.

Isabella is back.

I knew this was a bad idea.
You have to take me back to the motel.

Hey, it's okay.
I spoke to Callie. She understands.

I don't want to ruin your relationship.
And the people here... they hate me.

You didn't do anything wrong, okay?

And I think if we tell people
why you're here, they'll understand.

I mean...

if that's ok with you.

Do you think it's ok?
- Yes of course.

If we said so, I think
that I don't have to explain

why i keep throwing up
when I brush my teeth.

Serious?

Yes. It's bad.

So she's back...
and she's staying in my loft.

Because...

Pregnant? What were you thinking?
- How could you be so irresponsible?

What will your family think?
- You can hardly take care of yourself.

How are you going to support a baby?

Because she is looking for a job and a
need a place to stay

until she can stand on her own two feet again.

So... I'll spend the night with Dennis

and... i will charge for the extra
pay utilities.

Also I would really appreciate it
if you guys are just nice to her

and you refrain from the usual gossip.

Understood.
- Right.

Okay�?
- Yes, sure.

Thank you.

This is quite a challenge
for you, klutz.

You know, tea spillers.

Well, good luck guys.

Wait, did you know about this?
- Yes.

And you didn't tell me?
- I have no problem with it.

Well, not me.

Did he already tell you?
- Yes.

Isabella is clearly taking advantage of him.
- You do not know.

Well, FYI, since you've been gone
Gael and I have become good friends.

I would know if someone tries
to take advantage of him.

Well, I think you should have his picks
whether you approve of them or not.

That would be your view

as one who does what he wants,
whenever he wants.

I think if he has your opinion,
that he asks for it.

Well, in my opinion...

I know what it's like to be someone else
to carry emotional baggage,

and it doesn't end well.

Why are mom and dad arguing?

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I can't believe I'm starting over,
Looking for a new job.

I think it's exciting.

Says the woman who can't get enough
of starting over.

Of course I wouldn't have to apply
to a new job

if the girls hadn't kicked me out,

when I was the one that evan
got to settle

so that they could get the starting capital
to launch Bulk Beauty...

without me.
- Well, I can pay your rent this month.

And next month?

No, it's ok�. I can do it.

Who are you texting?
Gael. He wants to have lunch with me.

Do you meet for lunch or...
'lunch'?

I can make sure I'm gone this afternoon.

Yes, that would be nice since we
can't go to his loft now.

How can you live with this?

Do you know...

you know gael. He's a nice boy

helping a friend.

Yeah, well, I don't trust Isabella,
and that's not going to change.

Enjoy your lunch.

They don't even care.

are you ok?

You literally walk in circles.

Not sure I want to come back.

It was a really poisoned environment.
- I know.

But Scott is out and...
we change all that.

we need you

and...

I...

do you need.

And my job is on the line
if I can't fix this PR stunt.

And I know... that I had long ago
have to push for Scott's departure,

but he's always been on that program and...

and it took someone with courage

and someone like you
shake things up.

To be fair, the other comedians are
my biggest reason for not going back.

They should be my friends
but no one supported me

and nobody even inquired
how I'm doing.

I understand that, but...
this is not about them. This is about you.

Because of you there are big changes and you should
should also benefit from these changes.

You have every right to stay there again
walk in with your head held high.

I think you are right.
- I'm just saying.

Guard. How are you doing?

I'm doing well.

It'll be fine.

Are we still having a drink tonight?

Do you think Isaac wants you
share with another man?

Don't know.

Well, is it worth losing him
to find that out?

Listen, don't you want to tell anyone
about Isaac and me?

I'm not ready for people to know.
- Sure, of course.

Thank you.

H�.
- Good morning.

Dennis, where did you hide that smell?
- I was on a retreat.

You know what's funny
to the word 'retreat'.

As a noun,
it means resting place.

And as a verb,
it means retreat.

Webster's dictionary.
Spicy.

So whatever 'retreat' you were on,
why are you back?

I missed people.

I wish I could say I'm happy
was, but I have a crush on your apartment.

Are you thinking of giving up?
- No. I'm back for good.

Well, don't lose hope.

He can be very unpredictable.
Today here. Gone again tomorrow.

Welcome back.

You know, someone could have told me

that we would call the accident specialist
meet at the crime scene.

Sorry.

We thought Kathleen would tell you
since you are best friends.

Ok�. Dr. Mickelson, this way.

Awesome. So Dr. Michaelson,
we intend to argue

that this was a tragic accident.

Tony, take your place
from the victim, here.

Ok�. Here we go. And pretend you, with
your face to the abyss, standing to pee.

Ok�. Then he turns around

and he, so to speak, zips up his trousers,

but he is drunk and he loses
suddenly his balance

and he tumbles backwards off the edge.
Good. You don't have to do that part.

So he falls backwards.

He hits his head hard against a rock
sticking out of the hill,

it might have come loose, which would explain it

then why it rolled down the hill
and landed next to the body.

What is the prosecution's theory?

Well, they claim this was a murder

and that our client... turn around.

That he approached him from behind
while he was peeing,

he hit him on the head with a stone,

and then turned around...
turn around... turn around...

to his attacker
see who then pushes him...

Do not worry. I have got you.

And then rolls the stone behind
him down the hill.

Good.

To fit your theory, he would
hit the stone exactly.

And then to let it roll
so far after seems unlikely.

But possible?
- Everything is possible.

Awesome. That's all we need.

Are you ready LL?

Favorite of Teacher. Look, I changed
your nickname of Impulse Purchase.

Yes. No, I get it. Are you ready?

See that rock over there?

The idea is that the manikin is there
head butts and loosens the rock.

Ok�.

Three.

Sorry about that.
- Yes, sorry about that.

Yes sorry.

We pride ourselves on being diverse
and inclusive work environment...

at Speckulate to get a variety
and inclusive workplace.

We want this to be a comfortable place
for everyone to grow.

where everyone has equal opportunities
to participate and grow

in a safe and supportive environment.

No malice, no double
standards, no glass ceilings.

So seriously, you're a technician?
- Yes.

We would like you to be in the picture
for our new career page,

that puts our technicians in the spotlight.

Most of our coaching staff
are white guys.

But who do they choose
to put on the jobs page?

A handful of women and people of color.

You are taken more seriously
if you don't dress like that.

That's exactly what I'm looking for

a supportive environment where quality
of my work speaks for itself.

You seem perfectly suited to me. I am
glad to offer you the position.

And I'm happy to take it. Thank you.

You are a whopper.
- Sorry I didn't support you.

I was too scared to admit it.

And I've been trying to break through for so long, and I
didn't want to do anything to jeopardize that,

and I know that is absolutely no excuse.

I should have texted you afterwards
to see how you were,

but I didn't know what to say.

I really wanted to go with you
but I blocked, and then it was too late.

I... was never really on board,
but... you've got guts, Kwan.

Welcome back, Alice and Sean. We are so happy
then you decided to come back.

We are committed to program one
creating a safe and culturally sensitive space,

and we want the comedy to come from you.

You will later collaborate with the writers,
but for today...

it's all up to you.

So let's get started.

Yes.
- Yes? Good.

I wish I never had Isaac
told about Dyonte.

I should have gone to my girls
listen and just...

I do not know...

Need to suppress your feelings?

You were honest
and you asked for what you needed.

I asked too much.

I hurt him and I have
destroyed our relationship.

This is what I always do, I ruin everything.

What have you screwed up in the past?

Don't know.

I want you to hear something, Malika.

Isaac could have chosen to stay

and figure things out,

but he chose to leave.

It's still my fault.

Can you describe what you feel right now?

Embarrassed.

Yes.

Shame is a judgment against ourselves

for things we often do
have no control over.

It usually originates in childhood
when we felt humiliated

by a parent or a teacher or a friend,

and we bear these painful wounds
in us,

these feelings that we're bad...

if we ruin everything.

For our next session,
I would like to

that you think about
moments when you grew up,

which negatively affects your feeling
of self-worth.

Ok�.

Thank you.

Are we going to have lunch?

I didn't sleep with Rai.

I know.

That doesn't mean I trust you.

I know. I got closer to him
than I should have

and I came between you.
Mariana, I was wrong.

I'm so sorry.

And...

if i'm the reason you broke up,
then I understand if you can't forgive me.

You weren't.

Unfortunately, you are not the first friend
whom I betrayed.

But I do my best to make it
make sure you're last.

I'm really trying to be a better person.

I appreciate the apology.

I recently... lost some friends that
also felt that I had betrayed them.

And I think I did.

I'm sorry I assumed
that you did something wrong.

How about a peace offering?

I didn't know you were like that
was friends with Gael.

He said you are here
because of money problems.

Yes, that's part of it.
- What's the other part?

Cheers.

Is it bad or something?
- No me...

I'm just not drinking at the moment.

Is that part of the other part?

My God.

Are you pregnant?

I think he might
should slide down.

When he slides, he lies on his front.

Well, then maybe if you like him
holds more up on your side?

Can you take my suede pumps to the office?
- I did, every time.

And the 'lunch'?
- I know what I'm doing.

Work got in the way.
- Come on.

It worked.
- Did you see that? Finally.

Do you have it?
- No, I don't have it.

You didn't say "done."
The camera was not on.

How is it going at work?

How's your campaign?

Awesome. We raised over $20,000 to
helping women in the system with childcare.

Ok�. That's what I meant.
I am so proud of you.

Well... so work is going well.

Everything okay with Isaac?

What?

What happened?

We're taking a break.

It's okay.

I do not wanna talk about it.

Ok�.
- Thank you.

Do you ever feel… ashamed?

Naturally.

You don't spend 10 years in prison
and don't feel any sort of shame.

Correct.

Even if you didn't do anything wrong.

Do you feel ashamed?

Yes.

I'm the reason Dom
and I were in foster care.

Well, hold on. No, that wasn't because of you.
- I called Child Protective Services about Mother.

Because you had no choice.
Your mother was not well.

And we were the parents.

If someone failed here
then it was me.

I should have been there for all of you.
- But you couldn't.

Well, when I got out.

I should have gone to you.
And I didn't do it because I was ashamed.

I have this picture of you
and Dom always with me.

As a daily reminder to
to be everything I aspire to be.

A better father. A better man.

Look at that beautiful, innocent,
little girl there.

What in the world would she ever have
to be ashamed of?

Then or now?

Thank you.
- Poor sweet darling. Beautiful.

I don't even tell the barista that anymore
my name is Sanjana. I'm just... Jill...

or Chloe.
- It doesn't even matter. I'm Derek.

Literally, the whitest
name there is and yet it happens.

Da-reek. Nice.

No. Just... Derek.
- Where do you come from?

Originally.
- Absolutely.

Sir, you don't need your culture
to weaken for me.

And then, Lindsay, you need the name
write on the cup.

I keep writing it.
- Yes.

Time and again.
- With a felt-tip pen.

D-A...
- It is the.

R-R...
- Just one R.

D-A-R-R... two R-ren.
Roll on... I like that.

E-E-E-Q, right?
"Q" as in "porque," I understand.

comma, semicolon, ampersand,
dot, dot, exclamation mark.

I'm back.

H�.

Hi.

How's Andre and the petition?

I'm still trying
get signatures.

Cool.

I... got some cloths donated
for the arts program.

Awesome.

All right, what's up? Is this about Isabella?

No.

Come on, I know you're onto something
have to say about.

You don't care what I have to say
now that your best friend is back.

What, Dennis? Serious?
Come on, you know that's not true.

You are my girl.
And no man comes between us.

It just feels like you're avoiding me.

I tell you everything, and you leave a wife
live in your loft and say nothing about it.

I wanted to tell you, but...

Can we go to your apartment?
- Yes.

Yes, she says it's mine.
Yes, we did a paternity test.

And, yes, I know I can't raise a baby
in the Coterie.

And I have no idea how the hell did I do it
to tell my parents

or how I could be so stupid and irresponsible.
- Hey, you're not stupid.

I don't even have a real job.

Diapers cost money.
I don't know how I'm going to pay for that.

And I remember that I just got a second one
got a chance with Callie,

and I'm definitely going to screw that up now.
- But...

And, Davia, if you judge me,
I swear to God...

I wanted to ask "Are you okay?"
- No, it's not going well.

Maybe if you stop
to criticize yourself.

Yes, that's the advice of the woman who
judging everyone, especially Dennis?

Do you know...
- Listen, you know what, I can't do this right now.

First of all, I have to give you mine
to apologize.

It turns out I have a bias.
Actually, we all have.

It's a bit like HPV.

Just kidding, but, seriously...so I did
sensitivity training yesterday

and... my eyes are open.

Racism is everywhere. Not just in the south.

Did you know that, until recently,
only made plasters for white people?

When I heard that, I was like...

No one wants to admit they are a part
of the problem.

No one wants to admit that they are racist
or sexist or phobic.

But...

i am so thankful for you
given a second chance.

So tomorrow we do the skits

and... yes, we'll look into it
and from there we adjust them.

Yes, we actually have
already working on it, so...

Awesome. Well, I look forward to your point of view
as a BIPOC person. And Lindsay, of course.

Shall we?

Who is going to tell Kathleen?
- How about the person who didn't pick it up?

What do you say about the people
who didn't shout 'ready'?

Okay�, I'll let her
know you called.

What are you doing?

I brought you shoes.
- No, I mean, why are you taking groceries?

Hello.

Office of Kathleen Gale.

No, she is not available at the moment.

D.A.'s office at 3:30 p.m., yes.

Can you spell your last name?

Monday the 5th?
I'll let her know you called.

Are you Kathleen Gale?
- Yes.

Dr. Mickelsen called. He needs a day to
process crime scene data.

And Pat Horton from the D.A.'s office wants one
reschedule hearing on the Jackson case.

Your dry cleaning is ready. And if you do
wondering, I'm Callie's sister.

I only came by to drop off shoes,
but your phones rang.

You don't happen to need a job, do you?

I work here now.

What happened to the application today?
- Okay, I got the job. But I don't want it.

But you want to answer phones
at a law firm?

I can't be the old Mariana anymore.

The thought of putting on a hoodie

and pretend you care about Doctor Who while
you laugh at the sexism? I can not do it.

And, look, I know it's my fault
that the girls kicked me out.

I know I have to change.

And I want to be the new Mariana.

I need a new job and I have
need a break from the IT world.

Plus, how fun can it be
to work together?

So, Rowan, Tony, this is my sister, Mariana.
She's our new receptionist.

Nice to meet you.

So you're in charge of human resources now, too?
- Well, LL is head of HR.

Okay, you know what?

I'm tired of the passive aggressive comments.

Ok�, I didn't ask for Kathleen's
to be a lawyer. She asked me.

Maybe that's why they
not one of you asked

because you do more to please her
with lattes and scones than you work.

Well, okay, first of all, I would
want to say that I thought

that our comments are aggressive aggressive
are, and second, not unreasonable.

But don't act like you don't enjoy it
to be the teacher's favourite.

Admit it, you like to be the center of attention
of interest.

That's true.

She was always the center of the
interest as she grew up and...

So the plot thickens.

As you may remember,
in Tommy's statement,

he claimed he never set foot
placed near the crash site.

However, we have a new discovery
of the OM.

Beer bottle near the crash site with
Tommy's fingerprints on it.

And they just found this?

They claimed it was by accident
was omitted from the evidence list.

This is not good.

One more thing we need to take care of.

Callie, can I talk to you for a minute?

This is so cool. It's like a series.

I knew nothing about this.
- How is that possible?

Because they knew I was one
would have a tantrum.

Apparently, they should give him a chance to be
behavior before they fire him.

He has a contract and... blah, blah, blah.

We thought Scott was gone.
It went great.

I know.

But I need to smooth things over
and make it work.

I need your help with this. Please.

So? What did she say?

Apparently Scott has a contract
and they should give him a second chance.

My God.
- What must we do? To leave?

Scott has apologized
and did the workout.

People don't just change
after a three-hour course.

Just say it and we're... out of here.

This time for real.

Look, Scott's being looked at now,
and he will be on his best behavior.

And why should we sacrifice our chance
to get agents and maybe jobs,

to maybe our big break
to get by him?

I say we give him another chance.

Ok�.

Good.
- Okay�.

Good Lord.
- Okay�.

I thought you had to work late.
- We ended up stopping early.

Ok�. Something is different.

You are vibrant and radiant.

Did you hide one of those jade eggs in there?

I keep warm stones on the altar.

Thank you.
- Okay�.

But... yes, I do have news to share.

My God. Is that real?

Of course it's real.

Do you think they're so excited to be here
about a fake?

I once had a henna die
made me feel good.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say
is that it is beautiful. Did it hurt?

In a good way,

It is a yantra created by
artist Svietley.

I wanted it to represent the intentions
that I'm showing in my life,

like self love and acceptance and…

letting go of judgment.

I wanted something I could look at every day
that reminds me to be my best self.

It is so beautiful.

What was the occasion?

A breakup.

I came out to Isaac as poly and
told him I had feelings for Dyonte.

I hoped it would open
to explore my love style,

but... he couldn't handle it.

And I get it.
That's a big change for him.

So, I told him we could be monogamous
stay, forget the whole thing, but...

he couldn't.

He told me he needed space,

and now he is taking a job abroad

for, like, six months, so, yeah.

I think he needed a lot of space.

I am so proud of you.

Real?
- Yes.

Standing up for your needs
like the queen that you are.

Seriously. Isaac is okay�,

but you're a good catch, okay�?
- Thank you.

And, sorry, but going out of the country is so dramatic.
Like he's Julia Roberts on a trip or something.

Thank you.
- But... wait, this calls for shots.

Yes absolutely.
- Yes.

I'm sorry for being so bitchy
and judgmental towards you.

Can I just finish this?

I really want to feel sorry for you
without losing myself

but I don't know how to do that.

I know you're in pain
but i'm also in pain.

It hurt so bad when you just
got up and left,

and I couldn't talk to anyone
who knew nothing about Jacob.

And people kept asking me, 'Where's Dennis?
Why did he leave?'

And I just didn't know what to say.

Guard. I am not finished yet.

Anyway...

we both live here

and I don't want to be mad at you anymore.

So...

I forgive you... for leaving.

And only because I don't trust it
that you know yourself enough at the moment,

not enough to be with me, then anyway,

that doesn't mean I don't care about you anymore.

Because I do.

And that's it.

Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

You may speak now.

Thank you. For all that.

I haven't been so nice either.
So I'm sorry too.

And I know you need some time
to trust me again.

But I'm going to prove I'm ready
to be with you.

I don't want you to feel like you
have to prove something to me

When you're ready to be with someone
there will be nothing left to prove.

Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.

You are eight years old.
How could you have sinned?

I hit my friend Joah.
- He deserved it.

He tried to take your lunch.

Listen, all those things they teach you,

is just to make you feel bad
to care about yourself.

We all make mistakes.

It doesn't mean we are sinners.

Especially if you admit it,
takes responsibility, and makes it right.

You are a good boy.

Try to love yourself.

For God has made you perfect
just the way you are.

Okay�. You too.

Okay�.

So I don't give you the whole story
told about why Isabella is here.

She is pregnant.

The baby is mine,
and she will stay here until...

well, as long as it takes.

H�. We're here for you.
- Absolutely.

Yes. 100%.

Isabella, you are most welcome here.
- We're here for both of you.

Absolute. We're having a Coterie baby.

Thanks guys.

Thank you very much, guys.
That means so much to me.

If you ever need a babysitter...

you may remember me recently
took care of two raccoons.

Neither died.
- They escaped and ran loose in the Coterie.

But one.
- No, both.

No, I don't think that's true.
- I do. In the swimming pool.

Incidentally. I knew it.

And I knew you knew, but I said
nothing because I'm the new Mariana now.

Hey, sorry about earlier.
- It's ok�.

While we're sharing...
i have something i want to add.

I had a son.

His name was Jacob and he died
when he was six years old.

Some of you already know this.

I've mostly kept it to myself.
Because I couldn't talk about it or...

that you would feel sorry for me.

But I know now that I'm through
all this must go. Yes.

And you are all like my family.
I can't hide anymore.

We support you, mate.
- We support you.

I'm sorry about what I said about your apartment.
- It's okay.

It's okay.

She never does.

My God.

Translation: Janeliz
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