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Dawson.
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Hey, a-are you sure
This is a good idea?
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Jo, let's not
Analyze this. Ok?
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Right. Don't analyze.
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We don't need
To discuss this.
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Ok? Let's go upstairs.
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Ok.
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Jen.
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What's wrong?
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Abby and I
Were on the d...
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On the docks, and...
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And we were up there,
And sh...
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We were drinking,
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And then she f...
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She fell back,
And she hit...
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Hit her head and...
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And she...
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She drowned.
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Abby's dead.
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♪ I don't wanna wait ♪
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♪ for our lives to be over ♪
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♪ I want to know right now ♪
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♪ what will it be? ♪
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♪ I don't wanna wait ♪
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♪ for our lives to be over ♪
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♪ will it be yes,
Or will it be... ♪
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♪ sorry? ♪
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♪ so open up
Your morning light ♪
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♪ and say a little prayer
For right ♪
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♪ you know that if we are
To stay alive ♪
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♪ and see the love
In every eye... ♪
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That seems
Like a lifetime ago.
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Your mother
Loved that dress.
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I told her to take it back--
Too expensive.
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So she went out
And bought 2 of 'em
Just to spite me.
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That was
Your mother.
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Why are you
Looking at this?
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This girl at my school
Died on saturday night.
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She drowned.
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Joey, that's terrible.
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Were you two close?
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No, not particularly.
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I mean, she was
Kind of a nightmare.
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But it's, um...
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Sort of got me thinking,
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Remembering.
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Joey, we, uh,
Never really talked
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About your mother
Or her death.
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Well, it's getting late,
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And I have to go
To school, so...
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I'll see you later.
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My name is elizabeth,
And I am a grief counselor.
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I'm here today to facilitate
A discussion about abigail.
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Now, I know you've all
Been dealt a heavy blow,
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But by sharing your feelings
With each other,
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It should aid in the long
And difficult process
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That we call grieving.
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I'd like to make
An announcement.
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The girls service league
Is distributing
Yellow armbands
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That we're
Wearing in honor
Of abby's memory.
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If anybody would
Like an armband,
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Please meet me
In the cafeteria
At lunchtime.
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Jennifer,
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I was told that you were
A close friend of abigail's.
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Would you like to talk
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About some of the feelings
That you're experiencing?
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No.
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Well, that's perfectly ok.
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I understand.
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Andie.
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Did you know abigail?
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Yeah. I did.
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Can you talk
About your feelings?
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Well, um...
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I guess
I'm feeling shocked.
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I mean, she...
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Was so
Incredibly alive,
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And she had
Such a great spirit.
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It's...
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It's really
A tragedy.
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Jennifer?
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Thank you so much for
Honoring abby's memory.
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Hey.
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Uh, hey.
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Dawson, I know we have
A lot to talk about
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Concerning the other night.
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Yeah, joey, let's...
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Can we just not
Go there right now?
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I mean, there's a lot of
Stuff going on, and...
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We can analyze this
To death later.
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Right.
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Ok.
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Dawson...
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The truth is
I never really liked abby.
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Ditto.
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I actively despised her.
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It's weird.
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I mean, this--
Abby was weird.
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That she died
Is weird.
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The way she died
Is weird.
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I mean, I...
I can't even imagine
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What the funeral's
Gonna be like.
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I'm not going.
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You're not?
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Dawson, the last funeral
I went to was my mom's.
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I mean, I haven't even
Been to her gravesite.
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I think going
To abby's funeral
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Will just open
This pandora's box of emotions
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That frankly I'd rather
Keep sealed tight.
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Joey, y-your mother
Died 3 years ago.
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You've had these
Feelings you
Haven't dealt with.
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How long are you
Planning on waiting?
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I don't know.
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I guess I'm just...
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There's a part of me
That's still holding on--
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You know, that little girl
Inside that's just...
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Waiting for her return,
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Like her death
Was just this...
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Cosmic error,
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And eventually god will realize
That he made a terrible mistake,
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And he'll send her back to me
Like he did my dad,
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And--and I'll have
My mom again.
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I know it sounds ridiculous.
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No, it doesn't.
It's...
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No. It...
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But I mean, it's...
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That's a child's
False hope.
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Eventually you're
Gonna have to let it go.
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Yeah, well, I don't
Wanna let it go.
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You don't know
What it's like, dawson.
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Uh, jen...
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I've been looking
All over for you.
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You just stormed out of class.
Are you ok?
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Like dealing
With abby's death
Isn't hard enough,
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But to watch everybody
Parade around
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Acting like--like abby
Was their best friend,
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It's sickening.
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Aside from me,
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Abby didn't
Have a single friend
In capeside.
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Well, that's because
She was a--
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A bitch.
Come on, andie.
Say it.
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"Abby was a bitch."
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Well, I wouldn't
Go that far.
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Yeah, well,
You would have 3 days ago.
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But now that she's dead,
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You wax poetic
About "Her great spirit."
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It's so insincere.
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Well, I don't think
It's appropriate
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To malign her character
After she's gone.
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It isn't maligning
If it's true.
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Believe me, it would have
Been easier for everybody
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If abby had just been
This wonderful person
With these virtuous qualities,
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But she wasn't.
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She was mean,
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And the least that
We can do is acknowledge
Who she really was.
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Jen, I know this
Must be hard for you.
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And I am sick and tired
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Of everybody treating me
Like I'm some kind
Of celebrity
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Just because I happened to be
At the scene of the crime.
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It's funny.
Abby spent her entire life
Shattering our fragile egos,
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And that's why people
Disliked her so intensely.
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Leave it to abby.
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Even in her death,
She's still exposing hypocrisy.
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Well, I feel bad,
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But I tried
To reach out to her,
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And every time,
She rejected me.
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she rejected you?
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If you hadn't
Rejected her at the wedding,
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None of this
Ever would have happened.
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What?
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You kicked us out
At the wedding, andie.
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That's why
We were at the docks
In the first place.
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Don't say that.
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I'm sorry, ok?
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I can't--
I gotta go home.
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Hey.
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Oh, hi, honey.
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So, how was school?
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Weird.
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Everybody's playing
The dutiful mourners,
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But underneath,
There's this...
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Odd sense
They're all munchkins
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Finally freed from
The spell of the wicked
Witch of the east.
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Um, honey, I know you're
Dealing with a lot right now,
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But I have some news
I have to share with you.
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Sounds serious.
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No, no, no.
It's--it's not bad news.
It's good news.
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Dawson, do you remember
That piece I did
On the teenage girls?
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Yeah.
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Well, I won
The peale vision award
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For excellence
In news broadcasting.
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That's great, mom.
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Congratulations.
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Oh, but that's
Not the news.
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No, the news is,
Because of the award,
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I've been offered a job
As a network correspondent.
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Ah, it's a lot of money.
It's high profile. It's...
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It's in philadelphia.
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Oh.
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Are you
Gonna take it?
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Well, professionally
It's a huge leap for me.
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It's--it's what
I've always worked for.
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I don't wanna move
To philadelphia.
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Oh, I completely
Understand that.
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You're halfway
Through high school.
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No, I do not want
To uproot you.
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if I took this job,
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I assume your father
Would move back in, and...
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I would come home
As often as I could.
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So w-what about
You and dad?
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Are you guys just
Throwing in the towel?
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It's the last thing I want,
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But I'm hitting my head
Up against the wall
Here, honey.
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Your father doesn't
Seem to have any interest
In making things work.
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So if I do walk away
From this career opportunity,
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And I still lose my marriage,
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What do I have?
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You still have me.
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Jennifer,
I'm worried about you.
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Don't be.
I'm just tired.
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You know, I can't say
I was particularly fond
Of your friend abby.
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I always had
The distinct impression
That she was mocking me.
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She was, wasn't she?
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Don't take it
Personally, grams.
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Abby was mocking
Everyone.
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But she was your friend.
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It's so hard to understand
Why god would take
Someone so young
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With so much left to learn,
So much to give.
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It really tests
One's faith.
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Lucky me. I didn't have
Any faith to begin with.
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Just rest assured
God may work
In mysterious ways,
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But he has a plan.
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Well, if god
Had a plan for abby,
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She certainly
Wasn't following it.
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God has a plan
For all of us,
Including abby,
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Including you.
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Grams, I don't wanna have
A religious discussion
Right now.
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Now, it's times
Like this when--
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Grams, please, ok?
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All right.
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But I'm here
For you
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Whenever you need me.
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I can't believe
That jen would accuse you
Of being responsible.
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She was drunk.
She fell. She drowned.
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End of story.
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It's nobody's fault,
Least of all yours.
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Yeah, but...
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I was so mean
To her.
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Oh, come on,
You've gotta be kidding.
Thanks.
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Abby morgan was one
Of the most hideous creatures
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To ever haunt
The streets of capeside,
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And you
Bent over backwards
To befriend her.
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You really shouldn't
Be taking this
That hard, andie.
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Don't tell me
How I should be feeling.
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00:13:15,462 --> 00:13:17,297
I mean, if I'm upset,
Then I'm upset.
256
00:13:17,338 --> 00:13:19,549
If I feel guilty,
Then I feel guilty.
257
00:13:19,591 --> 00:13:21,509
I think those are
Perfectly valid feelings.
258
00:13:21,551 --> 00:13:22,927
You're right.
I'm sorry.
259
00:13:22,969 --> 00:13:25,888
I just don't
Like seeing you
Like this, ok?
260
00:13:28,933 --> 00:13:31,144
Oh, god, pacey.
261
00:13:31,185 --> 00:13:32,811
Don't look now,
262
00:13:32,853 --> 00:13:34,773
But abby's mother
Just walked in.
263
00:13:38,526 --> 00:13:39,694
Don't I know you?
264
00:13:39,736 --> 00:13:42,905
Uh, yes,
Mrs. Morgan.
265
00:13:42,947 --> 00:13:43,906
I'm andie mcphee.
266
00:13:43,948 --> 00:13:45,700
You drove me home
Once.
267
00:13:45,742 --> 00:13:47,826
Oh, that's right.
You're a friend of abby's.
268
00:13:47,868 --> 00:13:50,497
She talked a lot
About you.
269
00:13:51,581 --> 00:13:52,831
She did?
270
00:13:52,873 --> 00:13:55,042
Oh.
271
00:13:55,084 --> 00:13:58,254
Mrs. Morgan,
I'm so sorry
About what happened.
272
00:13:58,296 --> 00:14:00,006
Thank you.
273
00:14:00,047 --> 00:14:01,633
Will you be coming
To the funeral?
274
00:14:01,675 --> 00:14:03,050
Yeah.
275
00:14:03,092 --> 00:14:05,637
Of course.
Of course I will.
276
00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:09,683
Uh, you know,
No one's offered to, uh,
To give a eulogy,
277
00:14:09,724 --> 00:14:13,436
And I'm not really familiar
With any of her other
School friends.
278
00:14:13,478 --> 00:14:16,147
You will be saying a few words
About her, won't you?
279
00:14:16,189 --> 00:14:17,148
What?
280
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,942
Since she was
So fond of you.
281
00:14:21,068 --> 00:14:21,944
Sure.
282
00:14:24,905 --> 00:14:26,574
Sure.
283
00:14:28,201 --> 00:14:29,410
Thank you.
284
00:14:33,498 --> 00:14:34,624
Eulogy?
285
00:14:43,132 --> 00:14:45,092
You don't have
To deliver this eulogy.
286
00:14:45,134 --> 00:14:48,513
You just lay low
Or tell abby's mother
That you're too upset.
287
00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:52,099
No! I have to find
A way to honor
Abby's memory,
288
00:14:52,141 --> 00:14:53,476
Both truthfully
And respectfully.
289
00:14:53,518 --> 00:14:55,478
Her family
Deserves that much.
290
00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:57,480
I'll always remember
The nice things
291
00:14:57,522 --> 00:15:00,024
The people said
At my brother's
Funeral.
292
00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:03,486
Uhh.
293
00:15:05,488 --> 00:15:06,781
You ok?
294
00:15:08,783 --> 00:15:12,495
Just occurred to me
That I've never
Even seen her house.
295
00:15:12,537 --> 00:15:13,872
It's so pretty.
296
00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:15,498
Yeah, I know.
297
00:15:15,540 --> 00:15:18,918
I was halfway expecting
This gothic castle, you know?
298
00:15:18,959 --> 00:15:21,838
The gargoyles
Leering down on you
From the spires.
299
00:15:27,552 --> 00:15:28,678
Ok...
300
00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:31,138
This is morbid.
301
00:15:31,180 --> 00:15:33,516
Explain to me again
Exactly what this
Is gonna accomplish
302
00:15:33,558 --> 00:15:36,519
Besides just making you
Even more freaked-out.
303
00:15:36,561 --> 00:15:38,772
I just want
To see her room...
304
00:15:38,813 --> 00:15:42,901
You know,
Where she brushed her hair
And planned her future.
305
00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:44,736
Why?
306
00:15:44,778 --> 00:15:48,656
Look, we'll just give
Our condolences and
Slip into her room.
307
00:15:50,575 --> 00:15:53,578
♪ whatever makes you happy ♪
308
00:15:53,620 --> 00:15:58,625
♪ is exactly
What you will hear ♪
309
00:15:58,666 --> 00:16:01,502
♪ wouldn't dream
Of change any ♪
310
00:16:01,544 --> 00:16:06,340
♪ for a minute
Or in a year ♪
311
00:16:06,382 --> 00:16:09,302
♪ whatever makes you happy ♪
312
00:16:09,343 --> 00:16:13,055
♪ is exactly
How you will stay ♪
313
00:16:14,474 --> 00:16:17,602
♪ whatever
Makes you happy... ♪
314
00:16:17,644 --> 00:16:21,397
Hey, what if
Abby's mother saw us
Come in here together?
315
00:16:21,439 --> 00:16:23,399
She probably thinks
I'm tryin' to get lucky
316
00:16:23,441 --> 00:16:25,151
In the middle
Of her daughter's
Memorial.
317
00:16:25,192 --> 00:16:26,152
Shh!
318
00:16:27,194 --> 00:16:29,405
Ohhh...This
Is really strange.
319
00:16:29,447 --> 00:16:32,575
It's almost like
The room's waiting
For her to come back.
320
00:16:32,617 --> 00:16:35,912
This is really creepy,
Andie. Can we go, please?
321
00:16:36,913 --> 00:16:38,957
Wait a minute.
322
00:16:38,997 --> 00:16:40,583
This is her diary.
323
00:16:40,625 --> 00:16:42,585
You know,
The real thoughts
Of any girl
324
00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,587
Lie within the confines
Of her personal diary.
325
00:16:44,629 --> 00:16:46,213
You know what?
People's privacy
326
00:16:46,255 --> 00:16:48,007
Deserves to be respected,
Even in death.
327
00:16:48,048 --> 00:16:50,008
I'm not doing this
To satisfy my curiosity,
Pacey.
328
00:16:50,050 --> 00:16:52,011
I'm doing this for abby.
329
00:16:52,052 --> 00:16:54,180
I want to be able
To give her a eulogy
330
00:16:54,221 --> 00:16:56,307
That does justice
To her character.
331
00:16:57,433 --> 00:16:59,185
Hmm. Let's see...
332
00:17:01,437 --> 00:17:03,648
"Dear diary...
333
00:17:03,690 --> 00:17:07,234
"Another unbelievably
Annoying day here
On walton's mountain.
334
00:17:07,276 --> 00:17:10,613
"That slut jen lindley
Literally stole
My new boyfriend
335
00:17:10,655 --> 00:17:13,825
"And right out
From under my nose.
336
00:17:13,867 --> 00:17:15,869
She's a bleach-blond
Hosebag."
337
00:17:18,287 --> 00:17:19,914
She was probably
Just having a bad day.
338
00:17:19,956 --> 00:17:20,915
Sure.
339
00:17:20,957 --> 00:17:22,166
Ok. Um...
340
00:17:22,208 --> 00:17:24,251
"Dear diary...
341
00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:26,253
"My mother
Is driving me insane.
342
00:17:26,295 --> 00:17:28,673
"I hate her so much.
I must be adopted.
343
00:17:28,715 --> 00:17:32,426
"There's no way that I can
Share the same genes with
That dried-up old wench."
344
00:17:32,468 --> 00:17:34,595
J-just another
Bad day, right?
345
00:17:34,637 --> 00:17:36,430
Yeah.
346
00:17:36,472 --> 00:17:37,765
Ok.
347
00:17:37,807 --> 00:17:39,058
"Dear diary...
348
00:17:39,099 --> 00:17:42,020
"That new girl andie
Is such a...Psycho"?!
349
00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:45,398
How many ways can you
Tell a person you don't
Like them?" what?!
350
00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:48,985
"She just won't
Take a hint. God, and that
Boyfriend of hers is a--"
351
00:17:49,027 --> 00:17:51,696
Ok. You know what?
I don't want to know.
I don't want to hear it.
352
00:17:52,906 --> 00:17:54,156
Let's go. Now. Please.
353
00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:02,081
Dawson.
354
00:18:02,122 --> 00:18:04,375
I was just thinking
About you.
355
00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:08,379
Huh.
356
00:18:11,131 --> 00:18:12,258
You know,
When I was young,
357
00:18:12,299 --> 00:18:15,219
My first few experiences
With death
358
00:18:15,261 --> 00:18:17,722
Were shocking,
359
00:18:17,764 --> 00:18:19,640
And, uh,
360
00:18:19,682 --> 00:18:21,225
Well, as I get older,
It doesn't get any easier,
361
00:18:21,267 --> 00:18:23,895
But it does
Kind of help you
362
00:18:23,937 --> 00:18:25,855
Put your life
Into perspective.
363
00:18:25,897 --> 00:18:28,107
Makes you realize
You have to grab on
364
00:18:28,148 --> 00:18:30,985
To the people you love
And never let go.
365
00:18:31,027 --> 00:18:33,821
And on that note,
Um, ha,
366
00:18:33,863 --> 00:18:35,155
Mom was offered
A job
367
00:18:35,197 --> 00:18:37,450
As a networkcorrespondent in philadelphia.
368
00:18:43,330 --> 00:18:44,665
Do you have anything
To say?
369
00:18:44,707 --> 00:18:46,292
Well, I-I'll call her,
370
00:18:46,333 --> 00:18:48,586
And, uh, and
Congratulate her.
371
00:18:48,628 --> 00:18:49,629
That's it?
372
00:18:51,171 --> 00:18:52,799
You're going to call up,
Say congratulations,
373
00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:54,634
And then just let her
Walk out of your life.
374
00:18:57,344 --> 00:18:59,597
Grab on to those
You love, huh?
375
00:19:09,523 --> 00:19:12,359
So, uh, joey?
376
00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:13,987
Yeah?
377
00:19:14,028 --> 00:19:15,780
You know, I-I've tried
Biting my tongue,
378
00:19:15,822 --> 00:19:18,157
But, um,
379
00:19:18,198 --> 00:19:21,201
The $64,000 question
Has to be asked.
380
00:19:21,243 --> 00:19:24,038
What's up with you
And dawson?
381
00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,372
Nothing.
382
00:19:25,414 --> 00:19:27,500
Yeah. Nothing.
383
00:19:27,541 --> 00:19:29,502
You two shared
A pretty conspicuous
Non-nothing kiss
384
00:19:29,543 --> 00:19:31,462
The other night.
Come on.
385
00:19:31,504 --> 00:19:33,840
Yeah. Well, we're
Putting it on hold.
386
00:19:33,881 --> 00:19:35,800
We have enough
To deal with
Without adding
387
00:19:35,842 --> 00:19:38,218
Our complicatedrelationship to the mix, so...
388
00:19:38,260 --> 00:19:39,219
All right.
389
00:19:39,261 --> 00:19:40,930
All right,
390
00:19:40,972 --> 00:19:43,016
I'll buy that.
391
00:19:43,057 --> 00:19:45,059
So how you feeling
Otherwise?
392
00:19:45,935 --> 00:19:48,312
Um...
393
00:19:48,354 --> 00:19:49,647
Ok.
394
00:19:49,689 --> 00:19:53,651
I've obviously
Had a lot on my mind
Lately.
395
00:19:55,903 --> 00:19:58,322
How are
You feeling about
This whole thing?
396
00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:03,327
I--I know this sounds
A little morbid,
397
00:20:03,369 --> 00:20:05,872
But I can't stop thinking
About the fact
398
00:20:05,913 --> 00:20:08,248
That abby and I
Kissed
399
00:20:08,290 --> 00:20:10,208
At dawson's
Birthday party,
400
00:20:10,250 --> 00:20:11,502
Which means
I am probably
401
00:20:11,544 --> 00:20:13,504
The last person
That she ever
Kissed.
402
00:20:14,505 --> 00:20:16,298
At least she went out
With a bang.
403
00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:21,428
No--I can't believe
I just said that.
404
00:20:21,470 --> 00:20:22,889
I can't either.
405
00:20:28,144 --> 00:20:30,021
You know what?
I am sorry
If I threaten you
406
00:20:30,063 --> 00:20:31,856
And your safety net.
407
00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:34,274
I mean,
And--and contrary
To popular belief,
408
00:20:34,316 --> 00:20:36,069
I am not trying
To ruin your life,
409
00:20:36,110 --> 00:20:38,905
And I am trying
So hard not to do
That.
410
00:20:38,946 --> 00:20:40,156
Hey.
411
00:20:40,198 --> 00:20:41,741
Hey, man. You
Working late, huh?
412
00:20:41,782 --> 00:20:42,825
Yeah.
413
00:20:42,867 --> 00:20:44,535
Your mom told me
I could find you
Here.
414
00:20:44,577 --> 00:20:46,328
What's up?
415
00:20:46,370 --> 00:20:47,705
I don't know,
Really.
416
00:20:47,747 --> 00:20:49,623
Uh...
417
00:20:49,665 --> 00:20:51,584
Mrs. Morgan
Asked andie
To give a eulogy
418
00:20:51,625 --> 00:20:54,336
Extolling abby's virtues.
419
00:20:54,378 --> 00:20:56,254
God. How do you
Speak glowingly
420
00:20:56,296 --> 00:20:58,925
About a girl
Who rode to school
On a broomstick?
421
00:21:00,342 --> 00:21:02,511
It's just
So frustrating,
Dawson.
422
00:21:02,553 --> 00:21:03,637
I'm trying so hard
423
00:21:03,679 --> 00:21:04,889
To set it
To straights
For andie,
424
00:21:04,931 --> 00:21:07,683
But I got no control
Over things
Like this.
425
00:21:07,725 --> 00:21:09,018
Ha.
426
00:21:09,060 --> 00:21:10,978
I know what you mean.
427
00:21:12,105 --> 00:21:13,313
That's why I'm here.
428
00:21:13,355 --> 00:21:16,234
It must be kind of
A surreal experience
429
00:21:16,274 --> 00:21:17,902
Editing a movie
In which one of your
Leading ladies
430
00:21:17,944 --> 00:21:18,903
Is no longer.
431
00:21:21,948 --> 00:21:23,407
Action.
432
00:21:23,449 --> 00:21:24,784
Contrary to popular
Belief,
433
00:21:24,825 --> 00:21:26,452
I did not come here
To ruin your life,
434
00:21:26,493 --> 00:21:29,371
And I am trying
So hard not
To do that.
435
00:21:32,833 --> 00:21:34,001
I'm sorry.
436
00:21:34,043 --> 00:21:36,503
She has food
In her teeth.
437
00:21:39,090 --> 00:21:40,340
Cut.
438
00:21:45,012 --> 00:21:46,597
Perfect timing.
439
00:21:46,639 --> 00:21:49,183
Dinner's almost ready.
440
00:21:52,519 --> 00:21:55,231
Jennifer, have you
Been drinking again?
441
00:21:55,273 --> 00:21:57,691
Not only have I
Been drinking,
442
00:21:57,733 --> 00:22:00,278
But I am drunk
Out of my mind.
443
00:22:00,319 --> 00:22:02,280
Oh, jennifer,
Don't do this
To yourself.
444
00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:05,074
Don't mask your
Grief with alcohol.
445
00:22:05,116 --> 00:22:06,784
Try to feel
Your pain.
446
00:22:06,826 --> 00:22:09,120
This drinking
Will only make
Things worse.
447
00:22:09,162 --> 00:22:11,747
Worse? Oh, come on.
Worse than what?
448
00:22:11,789 --> 00:22:13,958
Think of the good times
You shared with abby.
449
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:15,918
She'd want you
To remember her
That way.
450
00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:18,004
Well, then you obviously
Didn't know abby too well,
451
00:22:18,045 --> 00:22:20,173
Because abby is probably
Down there
452
00:22:20,214 --> 00:22:22,341
With beelzebub
453
00:22:22,382 --> 00:22:23,759
Doing tequila shooters
454
00:22:23,801 --> 00:22:25,845
And laughing
At all of us.
455
00:22:25,886 --> 00:22:27,596
You have to believe
That abby
456
00:22:27,638 --> 00:22:29,682
Is in god's hands.
457
00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,684
He has a special place
In his kingdom
458
00:22:31,725 --> 00:22:33,811
For the children.
459
00:22:33,853 --> 00:22:35,813
Really?
460
00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:37,564
God's got
A 5-bedroom
Beach condo in maui
461
00:22:37,606 --> 00:22:39,817
For dead kids?
462
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:40,943
Jennifer--
463
00:22:40,985 --> 00:22:43,863
For the last time, grams,
There is no god,
464
00:22:43,904 --> 00:22:45,823
And there is no heaven
And there is no peace
465
00:22:45,865 --> 00:22:46,991
And there is no hope.
466
00:22:47,033 --> 00:22:50,244
The only truth
That I know is pain.
467
00:22:50,286 --> 00:22:53,080
So you can just keep
Your sunday school fables
To yourself,
468
00:22:53,122 --> 00:22:54,832
'cause they make me puke.
469
00:22:56,042 --> 00:22:57,335
Does it give you
So much pleasure
470
00:22:57,375 --> 00:22:58,627
To shock
And offend me?
471
00:22:58,669 --> 00:23:00,546
I am trying to be
Understanding,
472
00:23:00,587 --> 00:23:02,673
But you insist
On disobeying
My rules
473
00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:04,424
And polluting
My house
474
00:23:04,466 --> 00:23:06,302
With yourdisrespectful blasphemy.
475
00:23:06,344 --> 00:23:08,679
I guess you're finally
Sick of me, huh?
476
00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:11,431
I guess your infinite
Patience and compassion
477
00:23:11,473 --> 00:23:13,475
Aren't as infinite
As we thought.
478
00:23:13,517 --> 00:23:16,354
You know, if I can't
Just--just be myself
479
00:23:16,394 --> 00:23:17,521
And just speak my mind,
480
00:23:17,563 --> 00:23:18,939
Maybe I should just
Move out.
481
00:23:20,816 --> 00:23:22,526
Jennifer!
482
00:23:48,426 --> 00:23:50,388
What are you
Thinking about?
483
00:23:52,598 --> 00:23:56,769
I've been trying
To remember mom, and...
484
00:23:56,810 --> 00:24:00,106
I can't get a clear
Picture of her in my head.
485
00:24:01,899 --> 00:24:04,151
It's the scariest
Thing. It--
486
00:24:04,193 --> 00:24:07,196
It's like she's...
487
00:24:07,238 --> 00:24:09,990
Slowly fading away,
And...
488
00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:14,912
Do you know
What I mean?
489
00:24:21,585 --> 00:24:24,671
Joey, when I
Was in prison,
490
00:24:24,713 --> 00:24:26,924
I missed
Your mother.
491
00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:28,884
The loss combined
With the guilt
492
00:24:28,926 --> 00:24:31,762
Was almost too much
For me,
493
00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:34,598
But I look at you,
494
00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:37,059
And I know
She's still here.
495
00:24:37,101 --> 00:24:41,188
You are so like
Your mother, joey.
496
00:24:41,230 --> 00:24:44,150
She was tough,
And, um,
497
00:24:44,191 --> 00:24:46,235
Independent,
498
00:24:46,277 --> 00:24:48,486
Funny...
499
00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:53,326
In the exact same
Way as you're funny.
500
00:24:53,367 --> 00:24:55,202
Stubborn. Oh...
501
00:24:55,244 --> 00:24:57,455
She was stubborn.
502
00:24:57,495 --> 00:24:59,373
Tell her the sky
Was blue,
503
00:24:59,415 --> 00:25:01,459
She would say
It was green.
504
00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:05,503
So she's not gone.
505
00:25:05,545 --> 00:25:08,632
She lives on
In you...
506
00:25:08,674 --> 00:25:11,385
And that comforts me
To no end.
507
00:25:16,807 --> 00:25:18,809
Ohh. It's only a few hours
Till the funeral,
508
00:25:18,851 --> 00:25:21,270
And I have no idea
What I'm going to say.
509
00:25:21,312 --> 00:25:22,646
Make something up.
510
00:25:22,688 --> 00:25:24,148
Tell them
That abby was
A wonderful person
511
00:25:24,190 --> 00:25:25,232
And she'll be
Deeply missed
512
00:25:25,274 --> 00:25:27,151
And blah, blah,
Blah, blah, blah.
513
00:25:27,193 --> 00:25:28,819
Lie? You want me to lie?
514
00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:31,113
Well, you could
Tell them the truth,
515
00:25:31,155 --> 00:25:32,490
That she was
A hideous
Abomination,
516
00:25:32,530 --> 00:25:34,283
And the world
Is better off
Without her.
517
00:25:34,325 --> 00:25:36,534
Right, and watch her mother
Have a heart attack
518
00:25:36,576 --> 00:25:38,829
And collapse
Into the aisle.
519
00:25:38,871 --> 00:25:41,539
Oh, god, pacey,
What am I going to do?
520
00:25:41,581 --> 00:25:43,459
I'll give
The speech.
521
00:25:43,501 --> 00:25:45,002
You'd do that
For me?
522
00:25:45,044 --> 00:25:46,295
Andie,
I would do anything
523
00:25:46,337 --> 00:25:48,546
To keep you from having
A nervous breakdown.
524
00:25:48,588 --> 00:25:51,050
I'm not about to have
A nervous breakdown.
525
00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:52,176
Well, I'm about to have
A nervous breakdown
526
00:25:52,218 --> 00:25:54,594
Just living vicariously
Through you, so...
527
00:25:54,636 --> 00:25:55,888
Seriously?
528
00:25:55,929 --> 00:25:57,764
Well...
529
00:25:59,266 --> 00:26:00,600
Look, pacey,
530
00:26:00,642 --> 00:26:02,395
I know what it's like
To care deeply
531
00:26:02,436 --> 00:26:04,897
About someone who has
532
00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:07,149
The propensity to become
Mentally unhinged,
533
00:26:07,191 --> 00:26:08,734
And I don't want
To be that to you--
534
00:26:08,775 --> 00:26:09,985
Andie, what am I
Supposed to do,
535
00:26:10,027 --> 00:26:11,695
Just sit back
And watch you
Agonize?
536
00:26:11,737 --> 00:26:13,030
If you're
In distress,
How can I help
537
00:26:13,072 --> 00:26:14,656
But to come
To your rescue?
538
00:26:14,698 --> 00:26:16,283
Well, if I'm drowning
In the ocean,
539
00:26:16,325 --> 00:26:19,078
Yes, throw me a lifeline,
540
00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:20,496
But don't let our roles
541
00:26:20,538 --> 00:26:22,373
Become permanently
Etched in stone.
542
00:26:22,415 --> 00:26:24,417
I mean, me,
The helpless lunatic,
543
00:26:24,458 --> 00:26:26,419
And you, the hero
On horseback.
544
00:26:26,460 --> 00:26:29,171
I need to take care
Of myself.
545
00:26:31,507 --> 00:26:33,384
I'm going to deliver
This speech.
546
00:26:33,426 --> 00:26:36,178
I'll think of something.
547
00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:38,889
Ok.
548
00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:53,237
You know, it's not too late
To duck out of here.
549
00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:55,072
No. Pacey,
550
00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:57,615
I'm going to do
This, even if it
Kills me.
551
00:26:57,657 --> 00:26:58,951
Well, I guess
We could just
552
00:26:58,992 --> 00:27:01,078
Slip you in the coffin
With abby.
553
00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:04,457
It's a joke.
I'm kidding.
554
00:27:11,338 --> 00:27:14,133
Hey.
555
00:27:15,301 --> 00:27:17,553
You made it.
556
00:27:17,595 --> 00:27:19,721
Can you just
Hold my hand?
557
00:27:28,314 --> 00:27:31,150
Good samaritan
Of capeside.
558
00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:33,860
Jennifer, I'm--
559
00:27:33,902 --> 00:27:36,155
I lost a lot of sleep
Last night, and I--
560
00:27:36,196 --> 00:27:39,325
I do hope we can
Avoid ugly scenes
Like last night
561
00:27:39,366 --> 00:27:40,742
In the future.
562
00:27:40,784 --> 00:27:44,079
I--I want you to know
I forgive you.
563
00:27:46,540 --> 00:27:48,501
I'm not looking for
Your forgiveness, grams.
564
00:27:48,542 --> 00:27:52,004
I'm looking for
Your understanding...
565
00:27:52,045 --> 00:27:55,132
And that's something
That you've never
Been able to provide.
566
00:28:02,181 --> 00:28:03,932
We are here today
567
00:28:03,974 --> 00:28:07,227
To remember the life
Of abigail morgan,
568
00:28:07,269 --> 00:28:09,188
But before we begin,
569
00:28:09,229 --> 00:28:10,772
I would like to invite
Those of you
570
00:28:10,814 --> 00:28:12,858
Who wish to share
Your memories of abby
571
00:28:12,899 --> 00:28:15,194
To come forward
At this time.
572
00:28:56,652 --> 00:28:59,071
My name's jen lindley,
573
00:28:59,112 --> 00:29:01,699
And I was friends
With abby,
574
00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:03,576
As much as anybody
Could be,
575
00:29:03,617 --> 00:29:05,952
Because abby
Had a toxic
Personality
576
00:29:05,994 --> 00:29:08,247
That bordered
On radioactive.
577
00:29:09,498 --> 00:29:11,542
Abby could be cruel,
578
00:29:11,584 --> 00:29:13,043
And abby could be
Spiteful,
579
00:29:13,085 --> 00:29:15,671
And abby could
Certainly be petty.
580
00:29:17,881 --> 00:29:21,260
She spent her daysmischievously stirring up trouble
581
00:29:21,301 --> 00:29:23,762
And creating calamity
582
00:29:23,803 --> 00:29:25,556
And generally
Taking pleasure
583
00:29:25,598 --> 00:29:27,224
In other people's pain.
584
00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:31,645
You know,
In sunday school,
585
00:29:31,687 --> 00:29:35,524
They teach us that god
Made man in his image.
586
00:29:35,566 --> 00:29:37,984
Well, if god made abby
In his own image,
587
00:29:38,026 --> 00:29:41,113
Then what does
That say about god?
588
00:29:42,573 --> 00:29:44,366
God has always been
Such a mystery to me.
589
00:29:44,408 --> 00:29:47,327
I mean, what sort of deity
Creates a world
590
00:29:47,369 --> 00:29:49,037
That is so full
Of suffering
591
00:29:49,079 --> 00:29:51,206
And is so full
Of tragedy?
592
00:29:54,376 --> 00:29:57,087
Tell you what,
Abby taught me a lot.
593
00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:59,506
That girl taught me
How to do a tequila shooter
594
00:29:59,548 --> 00:30:02,175
With one hand
Behind my back,
595
00:30:02,217 --> 00:30:04,720
And she taught me
How to live my life
596
00:30:04,762 --> 00:30:07,847
According to my own set
Of values,
597
00:30:07,889 --> 00:30:09,642
And not to just
Follow the crowd
598
00:30:09,683 --> 00:30:13,270
In hopes of winning some
Phantom popularity contest,
599
00:30:13,312 --> 00:30:14,730
But most of all,
600
00:30:14,772 --> 00:30:17,983
What's most important
Is that abby taught me
601
00:30:18,024 --> 00:30:20,360
The sadistic nature
Of our god,
602
00:30:20,402 --> 00:30:22,529
And while that knowledge
Is disturbing,
603
00:30:22,571 --> 00:30:25,157
It's true,
And it's real,
604
00:30:25,198 --> 00:30:26,824
And in a world
That is so saturated
605
00:30:26,866 --> 00:30:28,868
With phoniness
And with lies,
606
00:30:28,910 --> 00:30:30,329
For that small amount,
607
00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:32,080
For that little bit
Of honesty,
608
00:30:32,122 --> 00:30:34,249
I will always
Be grateful to her.
609
00:31:46,196 --> 00:31:47,531
Um...
610
00:31:47,573 --> 00:31:51,159
There are people
Who give me comfort
611
00:31:51,201 --> 00:31:53,036
In my life.
612
00:31:53,078 --> 00:31:55,247
Um, when the going
Gets rough,
613
00:31:55,288 --> 00:31:58,417
As it invariably does,
614
00:31:58,458 --> 00:32:02,128
I can count on them
As a shoulder to cry on,
615
00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:04,172
And they will
Pick me up when I fall,
616
00:32:04,214 --> 00:32:06,341
And hold me
In their arms as I cry
617
00:32:06,383 --> 00:32:07,801
And tell me
That everything
618
00:32:07,843 --> 00:32:10,011
Is going to be
All right.
619
00:32:10,053 --> 00:32:12,305
I am so thankful
For these people.
620
00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:14,850
They are priceless...
621
00:32:16,184 --> 00:32:18,978
But there's
Another group of people
622
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:22,065
Just as important
And just as priceless.
623
00:32:24,150 --> 00:32:27,237
They are people
Who challenge me,
624
00:32:27,279 --> 00:32:30,699
Who push me
To my breaking points,
625
00:32:30,741 --> 00:32:32,492
And who force me
To muster courage
626
00:32:32,534 --> 00:32:34,828
I never thought I had.
627
00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:37,956
Abby morgan
Was one of those people.
628
00:32:37,997 --> 00:32:41,460
In her own
Truth-telling way,
629
00:32:41,501 --> 00:32:44,421
She gave me strength.
630
00:32:46,005 --> 00:32:48,508
I'm a stronger woman
Because of her,
631
00:32:48,550 --> 00:32:52,053
Stronger than I ever thought
That I could be.
632
00:32:52,095 --> 00:32:54,264
She gave me that gift.
633
00:32:54,306 --> 00:32:56,558
She was one-of-a-kind.
634
00:32:58,059 --> 00:33:01,062
There's no one
Like her,
635
00:33:01,104 --> 00:33:03,899
And she will
Always hold
636
00:33:03,941 --> 00:33:06,318
A special spot
In my heart.
637
00:33:13,074 --> 00:33:15,368
♪ be a hero, be a star ♪
638
00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:17,871
♪ anything
But what you are ♪
639
00:33:17,913 --> 00:33:20,499
♪ find the girl to possess ♪
640
00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:23,335
♪ always pay,
Pursue, protect ♪
641
00:33:23,376 --> 00:33:25,671
♪ be the master,
Be a slave ♪
642
00:33:25,712 --> 00:33:30,843
♪ work your ass
Into an early grave ♪
643
00:33:30,884 --> 00:33:36,556
♪ but you deserve
To be loved ♪
644
00:33:36,598 --> 00:33:40,435
♪ you deserve
Somethin' real ♪
645
00:33:42,228 --> 00:33:46,107
♪ time to heal ♪
646
00:33:47,693 --> 00:33:52,280
♪ time to feel ♪
647
00:33:52,322 --> 00:33:57,953
♪ you deserve to be loved ♪
648
00:34:04,376 --> 00:34:06,461
I was editing
My movie yesterday,
649
00:34:06,503 --> 00:34:08,672
And, um,
650
00:34:08,714 --> 00:34:11,884
I just kept on watching
Abby's footage
Over and over,
651
00:34:11,925 --> 00:34:14,135
And it hit me
652
00:34:14,177 --> 00:34:17,054
Just how fleeting
Life is,
653
00:34:17,096 --> 00:34:20,141
You know, and...
654
00:34:20,183 --> 00:34:22,602
I realized...
655
00:34:22,644 --> 00:34:25,689
I don't want to die
With unlived life in my veins.
656
00:34:25,731 --> 00:34:26,982
I don't want
To go to my grave
657
00:34:27,024 --> 00:34:28,233
Regretting what could've been
658
00:34:28,274 --> 00:34:30,402
If I'd only taken action,
And maybe...
659
00:34:30,443 --> 00:34:32,278
This is the wrong time
To say this to you,
660
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:34,865
But joey...
661
00:34:34,907 --> 00:34:37,034
I am so happy
662
00:34:37,074 --> 00:34:39,745
About what happened
Between us the other night.
663
00:34:43,749 --> 00:34:46,125
And I could just
Keep on talking
664
00:34:46,167 --> 00:34:47,210
Until you
Say something,
665
00:34:47,252 --> 00:34:48,670
But usually
The more I talk,
666
00:34:48,712 --> 00:34:51,089
The more chances
There are I'm going
To screw up, so--
667
00:35:00,724 --> 00:35:02,392
Of course I'm happy.
668
00:35:05,395 --> 00:35:07,022
Right now, I...
669
00:35:07,064 --> 00:35:09,649
I have to go
To someplace.
670
00:35:10,609 --> 00:35:12,444
Ok.
671
00:35:13,695 --> 00:35:15,781
Do you think you
Could walk me there?
672
00:35:15,822 --> 00:35:18,408
Absolutely.
673
00:35:20,786 --> 00:35:22,328
Thanks.
674
00:35:23,455 --> 00:35:24,957
You know,
I have to admit,
675
00:35:24,998 --> 00:35:28,293
You have had me worried
These last few days, mcphee,
676
00:35:28,334 --> 00:35:29,502
But as per usual,
677
00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:32,005
You managed to pull it off
With flying colors.
678
00:35:33,506 --> 00:35:35,884
I think I needed
This whole
Experience, pacey.
679
00:35:35,926 --> 00:35:39,054
It just brought me
Closer to tim.
680
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:45,310
Uh...
681
00:35:45,351 --> 00:35:47,395
I'm going to go
Talk to her.
682
00:35:57,823 --> 00:36:00,241
Andie...
683
00:36:00,283 --> 00:36:01,576
Whew.
684
00:36:01,618 --> 00:36:04,037
I cannot apologize
Enough.
685
00:36:05,831 --> 00:36:08,667
Abby's death
Wasn't your fault.
686
00:36:08,708 --> 00:36:10,085
It was mine.
687
00:36:10,127 --> 00:36:12,170
What?
688
00:36:12,211 --> 00:36:13,546
I invited her out.
689
00:36:13,588 --> 00:36:16,758
I got her drunk.
690
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:18,259
I could've
Saved her.
691
00:36:18,301 --> 00:36:20,762
No, jen, you did
Everything you could.
692
00:36:20,804 --> 00:36:22,889
The water was rough,
The current was too strong--
693
00:36:22,931 --> 00:36:24,057
I saw her
In the water,
694
00:36:24,099 --> 00:36:25,642
And...
695
00:36:27,644 --> 00:36:29,146
She was so scared.
696
00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:33,775
Don't think
About that, ok?
697
00:36:35,819 --> 00:36:37,112
And because
I'm weak,
698
00:36:37,154 --> 00:36:38,613
Because I can't just
Accept the blame,
699
00:36:38,655 --> 00:36:40,824
I had to deflect it
Onto everybody else,
700
00:36:40,866 --> 00:36:42,492
Onto capeside,
701
00:36:42,534 --> 00:36:46,329
Onto you,
Onto my grams.
I mean--
702
00:36:46,371 --> 00:36:48,665
Oh, god,
703
00:36:48,707 --> 00:36:51,835
And that speech,
That...Speech.
704
00:36:51,877 --> 00:36:54,253
What was I thinking,
Huh?
705
00:36:58,008 --> 00:37:01,511
Well,
I'm a people-pleaser...
706
00:37:02,888 --> 00:37:05,182
And sometimes in order
To succeed in that,
707
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,976
You have to be phony.
708
00:37:08,018 --> 00:37:10,687
Abby was
The exact opposite,
709
00:37:10,729 --> 00:37:13,272
And she put her truth
Above everything.
710
00:37:13,314 --> 00:37:14,941
And that's what you did.
711
00:37:14,983 --> 00:37:17,110
It was a memorial
For abby,
712
00:37:17,152 --> 00:37:19,571
And you were just
713
00:37:19,612 --> 00:37:22,115
Being truthful
To her spirit.
714
00:37:22,157 --> 00:37:23,742
Sometimes I just don't think
It's appropriate
715
00:37:23,783 --> 00:37:26,078
To speak your truth.
716
00:37:26,119 --> 00:37:29,497
Sometimes it's a better idea
To just shut up.
717
00:37:31,083 --> 00:37:34,460
Oh, god, jen.
718
00:37:34,502 --> 00:37:36,671
Abby kept a diary.
719
00:37:36,713 --> 00:37:39,257
It was pretty nasty,
720
00:37:39,298 --> 00:37:40,842
And if her mom
Finds it,
721
00:37:40,884 --> 00:37:43,136
She's going to be
Devastated.
722
00:37:45,722 --> 00:37:47,432
♪ I know what comfort is ♪
723
00:37:47,473 --> 00:37:51,603
♪ and I can't see
Why I should ♪
724
00:37:51,644 --> 00:37:55,857
♪ but I could do
Most anything for you ♪
725
00:37:55,899 --> 00:37:59,194
♪ and you know I would ♪
726
00:37:59,236 --> 00:38:00,737
♪ I try too hard ♪
727
00:38:00,779 --> 00:38:05,700
♪ and then I give up
Way too easily ♪
728
00:38:05,742 --> 00:38:09,370
♪ I'm the runner-up
Inside of you ♪
729
00:38:09,412 --> 00:38:12,457
♪ and you're the winner
Inside of me ♪
730
00:38:14,292 --> 00:38:16,169
♪ lose your way ♪
731
00:38:18,296 --> 00:38:21,216
♪ and I will follow ♪
732
00:38:21,258 --> 00:38:23,384
♪ here today ♪
733
00:38:25,262 --> 00:38:28,431
♪ and here tomorrow ♪
734
00:38:28,473 --> 00:38:32,769
♪ but my freedom, I know ♪
735
00:38:32,811 --> 00:38:39,484
♪ I'll never let you go ♪
736
00:38:42,319 --> 00:38:45,323
♪ I still wish
On the evenin' star ♪
737
00:38:45,364 --> 00:38:49,327
♪ and I suppose
I always will ♪
738
00:38:49,368 --> 00:38:52,413
♪ every child
Loses somethin' ♪
739
00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,292
♪ a whole life
Can't fulfill ♪
740
00:38:56,835 --> 00:38:59,337
♪ and when you cry,
I feel the sky ♪
741
00:38:59,378 --> 00:39:03,800
♪ burst open in my veins ♪
742
00:39:03,842 --> 00:39:06,928
♪ if lovin' you
Makes a slave of me ♪
743
00:39:06,970 --> 00:39:08,805
♪ then I'll spend
My whole life in chains ♪
744
00:39:08,847 --> 00:39:11,516
I just, um...
745
00:39:11,557 --> 00:39:14,477
I hope wherever she is,
746
00:39:18,064 --> 00:39:19,941
She's happy.
747
00:39:21,567 --> 00:39:24,362
She's looking down
On you...
748
00:39:25,322 --> 00:39:27,615
And she's
Very happy.
749
00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:33,163
♪ I'll never let you go ♪
750
00:39:33,205 --> 00:39:35,373
♪ walk the line ♪
751
00:39:37,042 --> 00:39:40,212
♪ I'll walk inside you ♪
752
00:39:40,253 --> 00:39:41,880
♪ change your mind ♪
753
00:39:44,341 --> 00:39:47,635
♪ let your love decide you ♪
754
00:39:47,677 --> 00:39:52,390
♪ it's the reason I know ♪
755
00:39:52,431 --> 00:39:53,308
♪ you'll never let me go ♪
756
00:39:53,350 --> 00:39:54,934
Grams?
757
00:39:54,976 --> 00:39:57,395
How could you,
Jennifer?
758
00:40:01,566 --> 00:40:04,861
You packed up
All my stuff.
759
00:40:04,903 --> 00:40:06,738
I went to that
Funeral today
760
00:40:06,779 --> 00:40:08,865
To try to give you
Some support
761
00:40:08,907 --> 00:40:11,201
And to try
To rectify
Some of the damage
762
00:40:11,243 --> 00:40:12,994
In our fragile
Relationship,
763
00:40:13,036 --> 00:40:14,453
Only to find you
Heartlessly
764
00:40:14,495 --> 00:40:16,039
Thumbing your nose
At me,
765
00:40:16,081 --> 00:40:18,041
In a house of god,
No less.
766
00:40:18,083 --> 00:40:20,168
Grams, that speech
Wasn't for you.
767
00:40:20,210 --> 00:40:21,627
That was for abby.
768
00:40:23,171 --> 00:40:25,423
And I regret it.
769
00:40:25,464 --> 00:40:27,592
I do.
770
00:40:27,633 --> 00:40:29,844
And--and I know
That it was wrong,
771
00:40:29,886 --> 00:40:33,223
And--and I'm sorry
That I offended
Your beliefs--
772
00:40:33,265 --> 00:40:34,724
This is not about
My beliefs
773
00:40:34,766 --> 00:40:36,142
Or free speech
Or any other
774
00:40:36,184 --> 00:40:37,476
Philosophical nonsense.
775
00:40:37,518 --> 00:40:39,520
This is about
The truth,
776
00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:42,148
And the truth
Is you deliberately
Tried to wound me
777
00:40:42,190 --> 00:40:43,275
In that chapel.
778
00:40:43,316 --> 00:40:44,609
You decided
To take out
779
00:40:44,650 --> 00:40:47,320
All your
Pain and rage
At the world on me.
780
00:40:47,362 --> 00:40:48,321
Wait, grams--
781
00:40:48,363 --> 00:40:49,864
You want understanding?
782
00:40:49,906 --> 00:40:51,741
How about a little
Understanding in return?
783
00:40:51,783 --> 00:40:53,785
How about a little
Compassion for me?
784
00:40:53,826 --> 00:40:55,912
Not just for my beliefs,
But for me,
785
00:40:55,954 --> 00:40:57,289
Your grandmother,
Who loves you,
786
00:40:57,330 --> 00:40:58,206
Who would do anything
For you,
787
00:40:58,248 --> 00:40:59,916
Who would die for you.
788
00:40:59,958 --> 00:41:02,501
Wait, gram--grandma,
Wait a minute.
Just listen.
789
00:41:02,543 --> 00:41:04,045
You should be living
With someone else,
790
00:41:04,087 --> 00:41:07,924
Someone you respect,
And clearly, I am not
That person.
791
00:41:07,966 --> 00:41:10,593
All the time you waste
Rebelling against me
792
00:41:10,635 --> 00:41:12,511
Is getting you nowhere,
793
00:41:12,553 --> 00:41:14,597
So while it pains me
794
00:41:14,639 --> 00:41:16,724
More than you will
Ever know, jennifer,
795
00:41:16,766 --> 00:41:18,643
I want you to move out.
796
00:41:19,769 --> 00:41:21,646
Find somewhere else
To live.
797
00:41:47,922 --> 00:41:49,841
Mrs. Morgan?
798
00:41:51,050 --> 00:41:53,136
Hello?
799
00:41:57,556 --> 00:41:59,100
Hello?
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