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- I wish I had more room in here.

It's just, I got a lot of stuff over here.

And I started this one last week.

I don't know. (laughs)

Sometimes I be goin'
through different things.

(Sylvester grunts)

Oh. (laughs)

Geez Louise.

Six, seven, eight, nine.

Six, seven...

I don't know, sometimes
people do commissions

for things that they have around.

Like I did a commission for a store

that sold, like, hotdogs and fries

and I got like fries and
hotdogs for a whole year.

(Sylvester chuckles)

So it's like, I got a, I was
on a fry and hotdog diet.

(soft bright orchestral music)

(soft bright orchestral music continues)

A SRO is a room and you gotta build

your whole life in a room.

You gotta eat in this room,
you gotta bathe in this room,

you gotta work in this room.

You have to live your
whole life in this room.

- [Tenent 1] No kitchen,
bathroom in the hallway.

It's called a single
room occupancy SRO Hotel.

(soft orchestral music)

- [Tenent 2] We had no other place to go.

Other hotels wouldn't rent

to the drag queens or transsexuals.

- [Tenent 3] My parents and I were lucky

to even get this room.

It's $900, but it's a
place we can call home.

(door buzzes)

- Usually it looks way better in here,

it's just I'm in paint mode so I can't,

like, really be tidy.

I just don't like this
psychology orange in here

and this pleasantry yellow.

It's kind of like,

as a person who done
color theory in college,

it's like, dude, you're just,

you got too much positivity going on.

So you got sickly and confusing

and they thought they
were doing something good,

but it has an adverse effect

and you can see it in the
mentality of the people around.

(Sylvester sighs)

I grew up in a neighborhood
where we respected drug dealers,

basketball players and pimps.

You know, where a lot of people

just feel they're misunderstood.

I got a lot of bloody noses
'cause I knew how to draw.

(people chattering in the distance)

(phone ringing)

- Advocate office. This is Jacque.

There's an SRO right
on, I think it's Turk?

Not Turk, um, Taylor.

It's like, yeah, it's
one on Taylor Street.

It's like five-something.

Shared bathroom.

I mean, depending on
what you're looking for

or what your budget is,

I could try to help you in
my spare time on Fridays.

I'm a shelter client advocate.

After my shelter experience,

I've been through way too
many different instances

where people overlook
stuff and bad shit happens

for me to not go ahead and speak up.

Oh my God.

Z like zebra, like Zallah.

- [Zallah] Zallah?

- [Jacque] Zallah.

Zallah the zebra.

- [Zallah] Z, Zallah?

- One at a time.

(Zallah babbling)

(cars honking)

- [Elderly Passerby] God bless you two.

- Thank you.

(vehicles beeping)

- [Zallah] Mommy!

Mommy!

- No one wants to live this way,

being trapped in a mini studio

where your table doubles as your bed.

But, you know, I'll take my blessings

wherever I can get 'em
because I definitely

didn't have anywhere else to go, so.

I'm literally signed up on
every section eight wait list

that there is from here to Napa, so,

on that wait list since I was 18.

- [Samson] Hi.

- [Jacque] I'm tired.

- [Samson] Sorry.

- I don't know, I'm still
trying to figure out, like,

how this works with her and me
having to be at work at nine

and him having to be to daycare at nine

because she made me late last week,

which means I was two hours short.

So that means that when they
take all those deductions,

those $600 worth of deductions,

that means that I'm gonna be behind again.

I can't do it anymore.

Something has to give.

You think I can win "Top Chef"
or you can win "Top Chef?"

- We can win.

Think positive.
(Jacque laughs)

(Zallah babbling)

Say, "Think positive."

(Zallah babbling)

Uh huh, it's possible. Right, my boy.

- Oh, you heard that?

He said, "It's possible." (laughs)

Honey, did you want
something from the store?

- [Samson] No, please.

- No Heineken?

- [Samson] No.

- Okay.

Come on, baby.

(Zallah exclaims)

We're coming right back, baby.

- [Zallah] Huh?

- We're coming back.

We're just going to the store.

- High.

- Look, there it go.

(Zallah humming)

You like those fruit snacks, huh?

(Zallah humming)

Go.

Say hey.

Here look, give him one of those.

Give him one. Maybe he might want one.

- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

- Watch out.

- How you doin'?
- Hey, Sunbear.

- Come on, girl.

What'd you get?

You want me to open 'em for you?

- Yes, please.

- I had about three days
clean the day he was born

'cause I kept trying and failing.

You know, relapsing.

So they took him and
put him in foster care

and gave us ultimatums.

And then I went down to the
HOT Team and I just begged 'em.

I said, look, you know
I got got this new son,

you know, I've been struggling.

I said, I need a place
to be, to get clean.

You know, to stay clean.

I can't do it homeless.

Saved my life.

Really.

(Sunbear mumbles)

Come on, buddy.

Microwave.

If you can see, there's so many roaches

in this motherfucker that
they block the time sometimes.

They're just in there.

Right.

We used to be able to
keep our food in there

to keep it away from the roaches,

but they figured out how to get in there.

And a fridge.

Not much room for nothin',
so it's kind of a drag.

Needs to be cleaned.

So Amy and I were together for 12 years.

After we got clean, we drifted apart.

I was all, wait a minute,

you don't even like the Grateful Dead.

Who are you?

Basically Amy and I got rid
of all the bullshit and drama

that comes with the relationship

that you don't have with a friendship.

We still have a little bit here and there,

but I think we're getting better

because we both are 100%
committed into raising this child.

- [Amy] You know you make a
better door than a window?

- [Sunbear] I'm sittin' next to my boy.

- [Amy] Yeah, well we're
sittin' right in front of me.

- [Sunbear] That's how
it is in this place.

- [Character On TV] We
cannot let you leave.

We made an island.

(radio host speaking in foreign language)

- That song, my friend Lupita
want to sing it next Palomazo.

(singer singing in foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(Esther singing in foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(knocking on door)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(child giggling)

(Christina and Shirley
speak in foreign language)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(Christina and Shirley
speak in foreign language)

(Shirley cries)

(Christina and Shirley
speak in foreign language)

- [Shirley] Thank you, mommy.

(Grandmother and Shirley
speak in foreign language)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(residents speak in foreign language)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(Christina and Shirley
speaking in foreign language)

(Shirley crying)

(seagulls squawking)

(water lapping)

- My first time being here,

I remember I just got put out

of this place called MSC South.

I got put out of there
because I was under age, one.

I was 16 in there, but not only that,

you know, there was a lot of
predators in there. (chuckles)

I got into a fight with one
in the middle of the night

and since I wasn't supposed
to be there anyway,

I got put out. (scoffs)

I wandered around until I could find

a nice little dark place to sleep

and the first night I
didn't get messed with here.

I found some, a food
source around the corner.

It's kind of quiet here.

You know, it wasn't many people down here

and my back was up against the wall.

So, yeah, it was a prime spot for me.

I don't think anybody that
would've tried to help me then

would've changed my life.

You know, I probably wouldn't
have took it anyway, you know?

'Cause somebody offering
you help on the streets,

hey, that could mean
plenty of things, you know?

How much integrity can you lose?

How much are you willing to give?

I made a couple of promises to myself

and one of the main promises I made was

I'm not gonna allow no one to
hurt me regardless, you know?

And that even comes to me. I'm
not even gonna hurt myself.

And another promise I made was

I'm not gonna expect of nobody

what I'm not willing
to do for my damn self.

♪ Magic we share ♪

♪ Just us two ♪

♪ Whoa, I'm not tryin'
to make you stay, baby ♪

♪ But somehow, someday, someway ♪

♪ You're gonna miss my lovin' ♪

♪ You're gonna miss my lovin' ♪

- [Singer] Thank you.

♪ When it's cold outside ♪

- [Sunbear] Are you cold?

- [Marley] No.

- [Sunbear] You want your jacket?

- No.
- No?

- [Marley] It isn't cold out here at all.

- [Sunbear] I think it's kinda chilly.

Whoa, don't get peed on.

- [Marley] Whoa, Fire's gettin' peed on.

Oh, shoot, I almost got peed on.

- [Sunbear] Yeah.

Marley.

Marley.

I'd like it better when you hold my hand

on Sixth Street, okay?

- [Houseless Citizen] Oh hey, little kid.

Hey.

- [Sunbear] What's up, bro?

- And daddy, do you
know why I scream a lot?

'Cause it's actually practice.

So if someone tries stand by and take me

and runs away really fast.

And that's why I've also
been running really fast.

I've been running all over the place.

Daddy, when we get a new house,

right outside in our backyard,

we are making a metal pole and painting it

so I can climb up it.
- Like a fireman pole?

- No, dad, I need one of those
poles so I can get muscles.

- Okay.
- That'll help me grow.

- That'll help you grow.

Eating vegetables will help you grow, too.

I feel kind of blessed in a weird way

because I was homeless
in this neighborhood,

living in Golden Gate Park.

And it, especially out here
in this part at nighttime

when it's foggy, it's so mystical.

- [Passenger] I love, I
love the city so much.

- Yep.

- And the fact that, I don't know.

Industry and technology is great, but,

but it's hurting so much of the community

and gentrifying places that don't need to.

- Yeah, it's killing me.
- Yeah.

- It's killing me, really.

Like we live in a little,
if I can show you,

I mean our room is like to the first seat.

Like it's so...

- Yeah.
- It's so small.

- Yeah.
- And it's 800 a month.

- Yeah.
- Right.

And we got bedbugs and roaches

and we're trying to move up.

But his mom wants to be here

because she's waiting on her dream job

of working in the parks.

But even then, like,
I'm trying to tell her

I wouldn't be able to live here anyways.

I'm on SSI.

She's...

- Even then, even with a good income here,

the housing is still incredible.

- [Marley] Look it, I
see a play structure.

- [Sunbear] I see a big tarp.

Wonder what they're doin'.

(basketball players laughing)

(children chattering)

- Let's do this one first, okay?

Because it's more your size.

Go.

- Hey.
- Oh, hey.

- [Zallah] Hi.

- [Samson] How you doing?

- [Jacque] Come over here. Harmony.

That's the infamous Harmony there.

That's my daughter Harmony.

Hey, baby.

Harmony is currently
supposed to be in foster care

and she ran away from that.

(Zallah laughing)

- [Harmony] He hella laughs.

(Zallah laughing)

Why is he so amusing?

- [Jacque] Everything is when you're two.

- I was 16 when I got pregnant with her.

Kind of just lived in the car.

After a year of that. I
just couldn't do it anymore,

so I asked a relative
to take care of Harmony

and that was pretty much it.

I can't force anything on her.

If I was able to provide her with a home,

once she sees her own space,

then maybe she would want to come

and be a part of this side of it.

(birds chirping)

(vehicles beeping)
(people chattering)

- [Interviewer] The belly of the beast.

- [Sylvester] Yeah.

- All those nights spent, you
know, painting in SRO, dude,

it's time to show 'em what you got.

Here comes Chris.
(Sylvester chuckles)

I'm just saying, that's real, though.

- [Sylvester] Yeah.

I feel like, like, I feel
like a art mercenary.

You're piloting the Death Star.

- [Painter] I'm not
lookin' for rebellion, yo,

I'm gonna paint the Death Star. (laughs)

- Like I said, I'm a Sith.

I am not a Jedi.

I have never been a Jedi.

I believe in using my powers for gain.

This is two dragons to
represent Chinatown.

- [Onlooker] Dragons?

- [Sylvester] Yeah,
that's this right here.

Hannah did all the, Hannah did all the....

They're not Chinese dragons.
They're just dragons.

(people chattering)

(Christina and Shirley
speaking in foreign language)

(upbeat percussive music)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(upbeat percussive music)

(Christina and Shirley
speak in foreign language)

- [Shirley] Are you ready? Go.

(Christina and Shirley
sing in foreign language)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(co-worker speaks in foreign language)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(interviewee and Christina
speak in foreign language)

(knocking on door)

(Sandra and Esther speak
in foreign language)

(manager and Esther speak
in foreign language)

(Sandra and Esther speak
in foreign language)

(shower water pattering)

(Zallah babbling)

- That the one you like?

This one?

- [Zallah] Yeah.

- That's fine?
- No, on that one.

- Which one you want?
- No.

- That?
- No, I don't want that!

- Well then this is the one
you gonna have to have then.

You don't like the other
one. This is the other one.

(Zallah crying)

Do you wanna help mommy comb your hair?

Huh?

You wanna do it?

- Yeah, I do it.

(television blaring)

- See?

Does that hurt?

It doesn't hurt, right?

(Zallah yells)

- [Zallah] Mommy!

- [Jacque] You got it?

- Yeah.

I got it.

(Marley spits)

- The spit is out.

- [Sunbear] I wish Amy was here.

She knows where all this kinda stuff is.

Okay, Paw Patrol bed.

(bottle thuds)

So many nights I'll be sitting in bed

in that little room and
I'm like, oh my God,

I just want to go take my
blanket up to the park and sleep.

(Marley spits)

Oh, dammit.

Yes, we're going to bed.

- [Marley] We aren't going
to bed right now, dad.

- [Sunbear] Yes, it's bed time.

♪ Who's a good iron making machine ♪

- Come on, I'll tuck you in.

Up in there.

(kiss smacks)

- Stop it, daddy.
- Sweet dreams, buddy.

(soft orchestral music)

- [Tenent 4] Now when I moved in,

if it was the way it is now,

as far as renting and all of that,

I wouldn't have been able to move in

because I don't make enough money.

(soft orchestral music continues)

- [Tenent 5] The rich people,

they come down here and
treat this place like trash.

And it's not trash.

The people who live down
here, this is a home to them.

(soft orchestral music continues)

- [Tenent 6] And that
other place that I lived,

I shared a bathroom with 12 people

and nobody would clean the bathroom.

I was the only one cleaning it.

And I just thought, ugh.

It was, um, yeah, that was
kind of rough. (chuckles)

- [Tenent 7] I have a
gentleman across from me,

he likes to have fun in
his room with himself,

which I'm all for, but you know,

he doesn't like to put his blinds down.

(soft orchestral music continues)

- [Tenent 8] We have a
lot of elderly people.

We have a lot of disabled people.

If the elevators were down,

we would have to help all the people

who couldn't walk the stairs.

That's why I loved that building

because we had caring people in there.

(soft orchestral music continues)

(people chattering)

- These are some of my skateboards.

Hopefully one of 'em sell.

I don't think so. (chuckles)

Hopefully.

Who knows? (chuckles)

Oh.

(people laughing)

Okay, um, I was Block
Fest like two years ago.

We often, a lot of times
when we're in the Tenderloin,

we see the people and we see them

as like squalid or, you know,

we see them as people
that just ask for change

or doing drugs or whatever.

But this is a very
culturally rich neighborhood.

You know, we are a solid community

regardless of where we're
from or how different we are,

we stand united that we are
all in this neighborhood.

And the best thing about
being a neighbor is, like,

this just isn't like my neighborhood,

this is my home, you know?

Like, this is the only
place I can be myself.

(people applauding)

I'm looking around like I
want to get me some food.

- Yeah, well there's some upstairs.

- Yeah, what kind-

- Co-worker Nicholas,
he's an artist as well.

We were on the bus together,
too and we saw you.

- Hey Nicholas, how's it
going? Nice to meet you.

- Did you do the skateboards?

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Those decks are sick.

- Oh, right on. Yeah, yeah.

- Do you just, like,
paint straight onto it or,

'cause it looked like a gloss.

- Yeah, what I do is I like
sand all the stuff off,

then I paint on top of it,
then I cover it with resin.

We're gonna have a show next
month, actually, on the fourth.

October 4th at the SF Skate Club.

- Where's that?

- Oh on Divis.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah. I got
a show going up there.

There you go, right there.
Speaking of the devils.

Hey, how's it goin'?
- It's goin' all right.

- Oh, here. Wait.

I made you a button.

- [Painter Friend] Oh, a button.

- [Sylvester] Yeah.

- [Painter] Well, give it
to me, 'cause I gotta...

- Ah, there you go.

- Oh, that's tight.

Oh, that's sick.

Where'd you make that?

- Right there with Eric.

- Oh yeah?

(Sylvester chuckles)

Did you draw it?

- Yeah.
- Oh, that's sick.

(cars passing)
(people chattering)

(people chattering)

(upbeat funky music)

(ambulance siren blaring)

- [News Reporter] A San
Francisco man's behind bars

accused of killing a man with his fists.

38 year old Sylvester Guard

is charged with voluntary manslaughter.

Police say he beat a 66
year old man to death

in the Tenderloin
neighborhood Sunday afternoon.

- I am Sylvester Guard's public defender.

He got into an argument,

a physical altercation with
his neighbor, Mr. Montgomery,

who attacked him at his home.

Mr. Montgomery was intoxicated.

He was very drunk and he
started the fight with Sylvester

and Sylvester was defending himself.

Good afternoon, your Honor.

Abigail Rivamonte for the
Public Defender's office.

We waive instruction and arraignment,

enter pleas of not guilty
and request that my client

be released on his own recognizance.

May the record reflect that
I'd say 80% of the courtroom

is filled with Mr. Guard's supporters.

- [Prosecutor] I do know that this is

an unfortunate case, your Honor,

but I also do know that the defendant

is charged with voluntary manslaughter.

Admittedly, it appears
the victim was drunk.

However, given the felonious conduct here,

I'm asking that Mr. Guard
be detained without bail.

- [Judge] Given the level of
community support in court,

I do not deem him to be a flight risk.

Mr. Guard, I am going to order you

to be detained in your home.

You are not to leave without
the express permission

of the Sheriff's Department.

So don't leave your apartment,

don't leave your place
for any reason whatsoever

without the express permission
of the Sheriff's Department.

(gavel pounding)

- That's where we're at right now.

In a situation like this,

typically where someone is out of custody

and then facing, you know,
voluntary manslaughter charges,

I wouldn't rush it, right?
- Yeah.

- But the only reason
I feel like we have to

is because I don't want you feeling like

you're trapped at home
all the time, right?

- When I get out my room,

I see the area everything
happened every day.

Like, even though I feel that
what he did to me was wrong,

I still feel like I wanted an alternative.

I, you know, it's like anything
but that, man, you know?

That's, you know, like,
that's my neighbor.

That was, he's a guy
that's from my neighborhood

that survived everything, you know?

If you live in the Tenderloin
and you're over 30,

you came a long way.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Oh, man.

(children shouting)

- It kind of bothers me that the jail

is right next to my kid's school.

I don't know.

I don't like it. (chuckles)

Field trip reminder.

- And Daddy, I think I
need to get snacks today.

- Okay. We'll take care of
this when we get home, okay?

Can I have a hug?

Can I have a hug?

(Sunbear grunts)

Careful.

(kiss smacks)

You know daddy's leaving
tonight for a month, right?

- Mm-hm.
- Yep, I'm sorry, buddy.

When I come back, I'll have-

- A brand new car?

- No, not brand new.
- A kayak?

- I wish.

Bedbug, bedbug.

- And also, bedbug.

- Okay, you gonna put your jacket on

or put it in the backpack?

- [Marley] Put it in the backpack.

- Okay, here.

What, Scooby-Doo?

What do you see?

A broken pencil?

- No.

- Oh, money.

Well we can't get that outta there.

We got plenty of change.

No, come on.

Because I gotta go, I gotta get-

- The keys.
- Mommy has the keys.

Bro, I gotta get ready for my trip.

I'll give you twice of
that when we get home.

It's 11 cents, I'll give you a quarter.

Look at that little cutie pie.

(hip hop music)

Come on, Fire!

(Sunbear whistling)

(hip hop music)

Come on.

(Fire barks)

Shut up, Fire.

(Fire panting)

(birds chirping)

- The big packet.

The one that says section eight on it.

He doesn't, he has his
expired driver's license.

- [Caseworker] Okay, is
he gonna renew it or-

- Yeah, we're gonna-
- Okay, can I make

a copy of his expired...

- Not sure.

- Did you bring it out of the car?

- [Caseworker] Because it still remains

with the same number, it's just-

- Okay, yeah.

You're gonna have to go
to the car and get it.

- No. I only have it on the phone.

- Do you have your wallet in the car?

- No.

- Why do you not have your wallet?

- It's not in the car.

I have the wallet, but
the ID is not in the car.

It's in my other, in my pocket.

- No worries, you can produce it later.

- Well, I have the picture.

- I can't-

- She needs to make a
copy of it for the file.

- Oh.

You read this list?

- I don't know if
there's several vacancies

or one apartment that these
families are just trying

to see who qualifies for it.

- Okay.
- I don't know that.

- All right.

- But it is a program
that we just started.

- Yeah, there's like a big group of us

and it went through,
it's different sections.

I know it's like a bunch
of different sections.

Tenderloin, Chinatown and one
other section, I'm not sure.

But I guess it's only three
of us from the Tenderloin.

We're the smaller group, I guess.

So, I don't know, I hope
our small people get there.

Thank you.
- For waiting for me.

- No problem.

- I apologize for the confusion.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

(people chattering)

(Christina speaking in foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(people chattering)

- [Citizen] Are you hungry?

- [Esther] No.

(door unlocks)

(door bells chiming)

(TV host speaks foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(TV host speaks in foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

- I got arrested, you know that,

it, that was super traumatic. (chuckles)

And then, you know, the detectives,

they put me in this room and
then they broke the news to me.

It was like, "Yeah, you
know, like the guy died,"

and I pretty much had a nervous breakdown

right there on the spot.

Pretty much I've been painting a lot,

but I haven't been completing anything.

Like, every time I walk through the door,

that memory pops up.

It's not a great memory.

Yeah, this shit hurts.

(tool scraping)

(Zallah babbling)

- Mommy's putting up pictures
of your sister, baby.

(Zallah babbling)

Yes, pictures for your sister.

Thank you for being such
a good boy, baby, okay?

Mommy'll buy you a ice
cream after this, all right?

You want a ice cream baby?

Yes?

Hey.

- [Worker] Hi.

- [Jacque] Can I put
this up right here? Yeah?

Because I know she be
coming in y'alls store,

but she a minor so.

(worker speaks in foreign language)

She looks a lot different with makeup on.

- [Worker] Oh, okay.

- [Jacque] Lots different.

- [Worker] Who was she with?

- [Jacque] This dude right
here. His name is Mike.

- [Customer] How you doin'?

- But I don't have a
real good picture of him,

but I know he be up here

'cause that's just a couple
of paces down from you.

- [Worker] Yeah, I know, it's right here.

- [Jacque] Mm-hm.

He be out here drunk, grindin',

but I gotta float him around.

He got her out here at
night on a crate, so.

Thank you.

(worker mumbles)
Yes I do.

- [Jacque] You're
welcome, baby. Thank you.

(phone buzzing)

Who is this? I can't hear you.

Hey, Jacques.

I'm up here putting these
flyers up of your niece.

The guy got her out here selling drugs

and the police don't think that
that's enough to arrest him,

so I'm gonna just keep
bothering him until he stops.

Not very much longer because
the baby is gettin' antsy

and I just wanted to hit the spot

where this dude might be at.

He already promised that he wouldn't

be dealing with Harmony no more

after he pushed her out
the car the last time

but I said I'm not, you know,

I'm not taking no chances on you.

So I went and filed a
statutory rape charge.

You know, I did a reverse
search on his phone number

and I got his real name, his date of birth

and his last known address,

so I gave it to the police

and didn't seem like
they really gave a shit

so I said fuck it, I'll
just do it myself, like,

like I've been doing
it myself thus far, so.

All right, Jacques.

You know your nephew's
birthday party tomorrow.

You gonna come?

Bring him a Thomas the Train toy?

Fairyland.

(Zallah grunts)

Well it's bumps, baby.

Mommy can't control the bumps in the road.

You gotta walk over them, okay?

- [Commentator] So you have
the tech industry getting huge

but employing far fewer people.

There are definitely people
who work on the app store,

but it's a small number
of people generating

a huge amount of wealth.

- [News Anchor] Thanks so much
for your perspective tonight.

The reward for information leading

to a missing University of Iowa student

has climbed to $172,000.

(people chattering)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(co-worker speaks in foreign language)

(people chattering)

(people chattering)

(singer singing in foreign language)

(audience applauding)
(audience cheering)

(Lupita speaks in foreign language)

(interviewer speaks in foreign language)

(host speaks in foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(Lupita sings in foreign language)

(audience applauding)

- [Lupita] Muchas gracias.

(tram bell rings)

(people shouting in the hallway)

(Sylvester chuckles)

- That's an all day thing.

Like I can hear it now
'cause I don't have my TV on.

Ah, shit.

You know, I don't have
nothin' but time now,

so it's like I think about things.

sometimes I get angry,
sometimes I feel really mad,

sometimes I get a lot of anxiety.

So yeah, this piece right here

is already became kind of personal.

Drawing this thing, I had me
an emotional moment, you know,

because when I was six years old,

my mom, she was doing really bad.

She was doing very bad.

She didn't have any money at all.

And Christmas was coming around

and I don't know how she did it,

but she managed to get me a whole set

of "Cat in the Hat" books. (chuckles)

It was really kind of, uh...

It was kind of...

Hmm.

I don't know, I don't know how she got

the money for it, you know?

It really, I knew she didn't
have the money for it.

I knew she didn't, we didn't have it

because we was in a shelter at this time.

You know, it dawned on me that, wow,

this is why I equate this
with Christmas, you know?

"The Cat and the Hat" and Dr. Seuss

and books for Christmas, you know,

I to this day still equate
this with my mother.

And I started crying, you know,

'cause I just lost her not too long ago

and it's just like, it's kind of like,

feel like it summoned my mom in a way.

- There's never literally
any children in this park.

Like, when I was a kid, this
is the park we used to play in.

They used to have this big
giant metal, like, airplane

and they removed it 'cause they said

it was full of lead, so,

maybe I have lead poisoning, I don't know.

(Zallah laughing)

Be careful, Zallah.

Oh my God, that freaks me out

how a kid that's small can
just climb up all that stuff

without the fear of falling down.

(Zallah laughing)

So my dad went to prison when
my mom was pregnant with me.

And then my mom passed
away when I was five.

(soft emotional music)

Stayed in foster care for a while,

but I don't think people really had

my best interest at heart.

Harmony's life is becoming
a replica of mine.

(soft emotional music continues)

I felt like I was living
in hell walking around

with demons or something,
and I don't want her

to have to go through
any of that, but she is.

It's just, it's stupid.

It's like nothing changes.

Like the system failed me,
they're failing her even more,

and there's nothing that I
can do about it except wait.

(children laughing)

(Marley grunts)

- God.

How hard it this?

I'm doing it.

Perfect. That's perfect.

(Marley grunts)

- What are you doing?

I need that.
- Here, eat this orange.

It tastes like Tang, Marley.

- [Marley] Tang? What is Tang?

- [Amy] It's really sweet orange juice.

- [Marley] God.

- No, put that down.

Put it down right there.

You're gonna do your homework on it.

- [Marley] Mom!

(Marley grunts)

Let me put this away.

- No, put it down right there.

(Marley laughs)

Okay, put it down.

Sit down and do your homework. Right now.

- [Marley] I don't have my backpack.

- It's right there at the door.

- I forgot that I got this.

And it's time to take these
markers out of my backpack.

- [Amy] Stop.

- [Marley] Now what
color am I gonna make it?

- This is, "Follow the letter X.

Help the girl find her way
to the treasure chest."

Big X.

Perfect, look at that X.

Little X.

- Big X.

Little X.

- [Sylvester] Felicia, Gale.

Hey, how's it goin'?

- How are you?
- Hey.

- How are you doing?
- Hey.

- You nervous, huh?
- Yeah.

Hey, good morning.

Hey.
- Good to see you.

- Good to see you, too.

So how's it going?

- I'm okay.
- Most definitely.

I'm about to go check out who my judge is.

- [Friend 3] Okay.

- Thanks.

- Wishing you well.

I was sending you a
message wishing you well

and telling you what
room it is, but you know.

- Okay, yeah, I got it
from Gale downstairs.

I think we should probably get some seats

before, like, it's all full up.

You need some help?

I know you got it, but, I know
you a strong woman and all.

- Thank you, thank you.
- No worries.

- [Friend 4] Take your time.

(people chattering)

- [Sylvester] Beauty
before age. (chuckles)

(people chattering)

- [Prosecutor] Your Honor, at the outset,

my office selected to file at
least voluntary manslaughter.

But I also want to point out

that there is a strong argument here,

if not more than sufficient evidence

on an implied malice theory
of murder, 15 years to life.

- [Abigail] Your Honor,
the witness was very clear

about several different things
that show that Mr. Guard

was acting in self-defense.

My client's actions after
the fight are indicative

that he did not know that the act

was dangerous to human life.

He doesn't continue to hit
Mr. Montgomery when he's down.

He rendered aid.

- [Judge] I'm not sure I agree

with your interpretation of the evidence.

I don't need to find that the
defendant had any ill will

or hatred towards Mr. Montgomery

to make a finding of implied malice.

I find that the people
have shown that Mr. Guard

knew his actions were
dangerous to human life,

therefore I find that the
people have met their burden

of producing sufficient evidence

for the charge of second degree murder.

(gavel pounds)

- You did a great job kind
of keeping it together

because at the end of the day,
you know your truth, right?

- Yeah.
- Your truth is that

you were trying to defend yourself

and that this wouldn't have happened

if he didn't come at you and
if he didn't swing at you,

hit you, provoke you, all
of those things, right?

You just have to hang onto your truth

because that's essentially what is going

to get you through this trial,

what's gonna get you through
the preliminary hearing

and what's gonna get you through mentally

and knowing that you're still
on electronic monitoring,

all these restrictions exist,

but you have to stick to your truth.

- Yeah.

That's, yeah, like, this hurts my soul.

It hurts my soul, like...

(police sirens blare in the distance)

Like some guy gets drunk and sloppy drunk

and then sock my ass and he dies

and it's like I'm stuck
holding his fucked up world.

And now my world is fucked up

and everything good I was
working for is just gone.

You know, like I can't, after this,

I can't get a job, like a good job.

All they gotta do is Google my
name and my mugshot pops up.

This isn't my addiction, this
was his addiction, you know?

And then, you know, everybody's
indifferent about him,

you know, and it's just like,
that hurts my fuckin' heart

'cause he's still a person, you know?

Maybe that's why he acted out

because everybody was
indifferent towards him,

you know what I mean?

Maybe he was, you know, alone.

What am I gonna do after this?

What am I gonna do, you know?

It's like...

Like me going back to
work that's, (scoffs)

I'd be lucky if I could work
in a warehouse after this.

I'd be lucky if I could
shovel shit after this.

(birds squawking)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(typewriter clicking)

(Esther speaks in foreign language)

(soft ethereal music)

- [Tenent 9] There's a
lot of shame connected

to like living in a SRO.

SROs are seen as kind of like a,

it's just a temporary
state for you to get your,

you know, get your foot on
the ground and then you leave.

And then what happens
when people don't leave?

- [Tenent 10] I would've
liked to move out yesterday,

but considering money is the issue,

it's gonna be a little
while before that happens.

(tenent speaks in foreign language)

(soft music)

- [Tenent 11] No matter where
I go, housing is cheaper,

but minimum wage is lower,
so it's still the same ratio.

- [Tenent 12] This is
not an ordinary building

and seeing that it's just a
building that houses people,

but for us it's more than that.

It houses all our dreams and
all our ancestor's dreams

and their ancestor's dreams.

(soft music continues)

- I feel extra pressure with
everything at this point.

If I cut my hair a certain way,

I feel it could like
sway the tide of my case.

If I wear a certain pair of shoes,

it sway the tide of my case.

If I sleep too late, it
sways the tide of everything.

And you know, it's a shitty place to be.

It's all I probably can focus on

because it's kind of like everything I do

at this point is a swan song.

This could be the last
thing I do as a free man.

It really messes with
your perspective because-

(tenent yelling)
Hey, be quiet!

(tenent yelling in the hallway)

I'm trying to concentrate, man.

Like, that shit with
her is all fuckin' day.

- [Interviewer] Yeah, I know.

- Like, I mean all day of the hours

and she like, oh my god. (grunts)

- [Interviewer] I think if we respond,

it just makes it worse, right?

Because she-
- No, no, no.

Like she gets quiet once you
get pissed off, you know,

and that's a Tenderloin thing right there.

But yeah, you know what I mean?

Like, this is one of those
things that I have to deal with

'cause I'm on fucking
house arrest, you know?

It's like I'm sitting, or
surrounded by all these demons

and it's like, you're gonna take me first

out of the meat market
and then you're gonna

put me in the frying pan, in the skillet,

now you're throwing me in the fire.

And it's like, wait, but how the hell

does this supposed to help anything?

If you would've dealt
with your fucking problem

from the gate, we wouldn't even be here.

If you would've dealt with the guy

that just socked people walking by,

we wouldn't be here.

- [Interviewer] Yeah.

- You know?

And it makes me feel that these people,

they get precedents with everything,

because nobody want to deal with them.

We have fuckin' Mickey Mouse next door.

- [Interviewer] Yeah.

I'm sorry, man.

- Hello Tina, this is Jacqueline Evans.

I'm downstairs in front of your property

on 36 Leland Street.

This is like some sort of
restaurant down there, or...

I don't know what's down there.

I literally looked at about 50 places

and have like made a big giant
list of the ones that I like.

People have like a stigma
about section eight vouchers

that oh that person is
not good or this and that

so they don't rent to you
because you have section eight

and it's like you're
guaranteed rent all the time.

Like you're not gonna ever be late

because the city pays you.

Not too happy with that first place,

so I have some work ahead of me.

(people chattering)
(Shirley humming)

(Shirley speak in foreign language)

(Christina and citizen
speak in foreign language)

(passengers chattering)

(child crying)

(Shirley speaks in foreign language)

(passengers chattering)

(phone ringing)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(cars passing)
(wheels scraping)

(dog barks in the distance)

(Christina speaks in foreign language)

(Shirley speaks in foreign language)

(cars passing)

- [Sunbear] All the way, to the right.

(Marley laughs)

(Sunbear laughs)

- Bathtub. Yeah!

(Marley laughing)

Oh, yes.

- [Sunbear] What do you think, Fire?

Come here.

Let's go see our room.

- I already saw our room.

- [Sunbear] Let's go look at it together.

I yell, "Go to your room!"

Fire wants the toilet.

- [Marley] This is the dog's room.

- Whoa.

There's no light in here, though.

They told me that.

We gotta get lamps.

- Whoa.

Now we can kinda spy on people.

(Sunbear laughs)

- This will be Amy's room.

Awesome.

We're into it for a year.

They said after a year we could talk about

upgrading to a three bedroom,

which our voucher covers.

So, 'cause you know, Amy
and I are co-parenting.

I'd rather Marley have his own room.

- There's this lightsaber.

There's this lightsaber.

So whenever I need a lightsaber...

(lightsaber clicking)

It's a little hard to get these out.

Fudged them in hard, so they won't fall.

(Zallah laughs)

- Your feet will be that big one day.

Our whole apartment at
first was this size,

so maybe that may be why I
sleep everywhere in this house

because I'm still not used to, you know,

not being confined to
one tiny little space.

He doesn't understand that,

but I know that that's what it is.

I don't like being in one
tiny little space for too long

so I sleep in random
different rooms in the house.

- [Zallah] Mommy?

- [Jacque] Huh?

- [Zallah] We just build a house.

- You built a house?

- [Zallah] Yeah!

(Jacque laughs)

I build a house.

- More...

Don't knock that lamp down, Zallah.

(Zallah yells)

So my daughter is supposed
to be here during the week

to go to school, but every now and then,

maybe she loses focus, I don't know,

and she'll just take off, so, you know.

She stole a car a couple of weeks ago

and didn't show up to her court date

so that's the biggest thing
that I'm worried about right now

is because she's not been
complying with the rules

of this house and you know,

I had to give them a report
of what she's been doing

and that only made it worse.

All those years that
passed by, those six years,

all it did was get worse
and worse and worse.

She fell deeper into, you know,

the trap of being out in the street,

so that fast lifestyle and all of that.

I don't think they take
that stuff into account.

- [Sylvester] Like,
have you ever seen that?

- [Employee] What's that?

- Like people that get on home detention,

if they get super overweight,

like do they start leaking
over the monitor or somethin'?

- I haven't seen it, but
I mean at the same time,

I've never really been lookin'.

(Sylvester laughs)

- Maybe I should draw that or something.

Because I gained a lot of weight

since I've been on the ankle monitor.

Like, I gained like a smooth 60 pounds

just being in the house all
the time, not going anywhere.

Oh, well Anita, she worked
some magic in a courtroom

and she got my ankle monitor off.

I've been on this thing
for almost two years.

You know, I still got my trial,

I still got this thing loomin' over me

and nothing's changed.

(Sylvester coughs)

But it's a good thing that I could go

to the doctors now on command, you know,

like that's gonna be my second trip today

is going to the doctors.

It's off.

That is so weird.

It feels weird not having
it on my leg anymore.

(Sylvester chuckles)

It feels weird.

Like I got used to having it on there.

Yeah.

All right, cool.

All right.

One, two, three. All right, back to work.

(soft orchestral music)

(soft orchestral music continues)

(ventilator hissing)

(Pedro speaks in foreign language)

(Lupita speaks in foreign language)

(Lupita sings in foreign language)

(Lupita speaks in foreign language)

(people chattering)
(birds chirping)

(lighter clicking)

- Eh, it's been all right.

It's been all right.

It's just that this time I'm really,

really, really stuck in the house.

You know, the way the world is right now,

it's like everybody just only walked

two months in my shoes, you know?

So it's like I know where everybody's

at kind of right now mentally.

Due to the coronavirus,
everything is legally backed up.

Anita called me and
she made a deal for me.

She got a deal, like I'm
agreeing to take the deal,

which is, you know, like to
take a felony assault deal.

I'm willing to take a chance
on a year of probation

and just having it put under the table

than fighting it two years

just to, like, have my name clear.

You know, having his
family go through all this.

Having the people that's close
to me go through all this.

It's like, I'd just rather
take like the easy way out

and just be done with it.

It's like, we believe that
there's these ideal outcomes,

but that's all they are is ideals.

(church bell tolling)

(priest speaks in foreign language)

- [Priest] Amen.

(parishioners chattering)

(birds chirping)

(Pedro speaks in foreign language)

(birds chirping)

(people chattering)

- The job I have now is
a community health worker

apprenticeship program through
a homeless prenatal program.

How far along are you?
- Nine months.

I'm due on the fifth,
basically in three weeks.

- [Jacque] Oh, that baby gonna
be here before you know it.

- [Co-Worker] Hello.

- Morning.
- How are you, Monique?

- [Jacque] Okay, I
think we're gonna start.

- [Co-Worker] I'm just here.

I'm gonna get my flyers out

and let them do their thing.

(people chattering)

- So thank you all for coming.

Well I do have a little poem for you guys.

What if you replace spirit with curiosity,

excitement and optimism?

For example, you could change

"I'm afraid to try this because
I've never done it before"

to "I'm so curious about this.

I'm excited to give it a whirl."

See the difference in
this simple mindset shift?

Try it for yourself.

(residents applauding)

- [Co-Worker] All right,
on your marks, get set, go.

(residents laughing)

- [Jacque] All right, Sabrina.

- [Resident 1] Sabrina.

(residents laughing)

- [Sabrina] Done.

(people laughing)
(people clapping)

- My therapist said she's surprised

I didn't try to kill myself years ago.

You know, she was like,

"You have the mind state of
a gladiator or something."

I'm like, "Ugh, okay, cool," you know?

It's all said and done,

we just all dirt and
that's all that matters.

You know, it doesn't
matter how rich we are now.

When we leave here, we leave here equally.

You know, it's just what you leave behind.

Like I said, I left behind
a lot of art and I don't,

I don't have many regrets.

Faith, and this one's gonna be Charity.

And I want that one to
be hope, which is Anita.

You know, my lawyer. (chuckles)

I told her that.

(soft acoustic music)

(singer sings in foreign language)

(singer continues singing
in foreign language)

- [Host] Thank you for
coming to the third workshop

for Chinatown and District Three's...

(singer continues singing
in foreign language)

(soft inspirational music)

(cars honking)

(soft piano music)