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Previously on "Nashville"...

Jonah! Oh, we love you!

- I'm Jonah. - Maddie.

Can I take you home?

You're gonna like fly me home, to Nashville?

Well, actually, my pilot will, but yeah.

- It's just dinner, you know? - Totally.

It could just be dinner.

This thing's the size of my head,

and this really isn't my kind of task.

I actually think this is the exact kind of task you need.

I'll come check in on you later.

_

_

- Hey. You got a minute? - Oh. Hey.

Absolutely. What's up?

Well, you know how much I care about this company.

And, uh, you know how much respect I have for you.

It hasn't always been smooth sailing,

but at the end of the day, I wouldn't trade

this experience for anything.

I feel the same way, but what are we...

I'm not pulling out my investment.

You can breathe. Okay.

But I am making a change.

An opportunity has come up for me

and I've decided to pursue a senate bid.

In California.

- Wow. - I know. Yeah.

I'm still getting used to saying it out loud.

But I have been thinking about it for a few years,

and I've had a quiet exploratory committee putting feelers out,

and you know, the polls look promising,

so, it feels like the right time.

My goodness.

I mean, if anybody can do this, it's you.

Thank you. That means a lot.

♪ Whoa oh ♪

♪ She's the kind you'll give your life for ♪

♪ The kind you'll thank your God for ♪

♪ The kind you'll drive 24 minutes ♪

♪ Out of your way just to make a date ♪

♪ She's the kind that meets your family ♪

♪ The one that changes everything ♪

♪ The kind that's got a lot more to her ♪

♪ Than just Just a pretty face ♪

♪ She's a different kind of hot ♪

♪ Hot-hot-hot oh so beautiful ♪

♪ She's a different kind of hot ♪

Morning, sunshine. Time to wake up.

Mama's way ahead of you.

- Well, look at you. - Yeah.

I thought the three of us could go get some pancakes.

Pancakes?

With the two most beautiful girls in the world?

Sign me up.

Well, I want us to connect more as a family,

not just see each other.

That's why there's so many problems in this world

is we interact

but we never truly communicate on a deeper level.

I'm just telling you what I believe.

Yeah. For the last week and a half.

You know, you have an awful lot of opinions

for somebody who's never even met Darius.

I saw his TV special, okay? I think that's enough.

That is not the same. I want you to talk to him.

See the community that he created.

Come with me.

All right. All right.

Some time when I have a day free we can.

Emily said she can watch Cadence tomorrow.

Tomorrow?

Give it a chance. Please?

For me.

Anything for you.

You ready to go get pancakes?

_

Uh, you know you could have just yelled.

Too much effort.

What happened to this $6 million man, huh?

- He get hit by a truck? - I'm just tired.

I didn't sleep well last night.

Is it because of what Zach posted?

I can't see Zach's posts.

I blocked him after I accidently liked

that picture of him and Mark.

Why?

Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa. Why?

- Hey. - Hey.

- Hello. - Hello.

I got you black.

- I couldn't remember if... Okay. - Mm.

- That's perfect. - Great.

How was your day?

It was good. It was good.

I went to Vanderbilt, and I wanted to see

what it would be like to be a grownup studying there.

- And? - And it was pretty daunting, actually.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

But I also worked on a song a little bit. So...

- Busy day. - Yeah.

When do I get to hear the song?

Soon. Right now it's a bit of a mess, so...

I'm sure it's a beautiful mess.

- Sorry. - For what?

I don't know. I'm just, uh, I don't know.

Yeah, well, I'm right there with you.

You know, Jake asked me where I was the other day.

And now I just don't know what to say.

Maybe we don't need to say anything

quite yet to the kids.

You know, until we figure out what we're doing here.

Yeah. That sounds good.

Okay.

And it would have been a good idea, too.

- Daphne. Hey. - Dad.

Hello, Louisa. Hi, guys.

- Hey. - How you all doing?

- Hi. - Give me a hug.

Oh, you got your cinnamon mocha there?

- I did. - She loves the cinnamon mocha.

I've got to try that. I keep meaning to try that.

Okay, um, we're going to sit outside.

Oh, yeah, it's pretty out.

Okay. Good to see you, Louisa.

Or we could do it that way.

Yeah. Looks like we're doing it that way.

Yeah.

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- Wait, where are you going so fast? - School.

You know, that thing that's legally required.

No, no, no. Let me make you some breakfast.

- Most important meal of the day. - Granola bar.

That... that is not breakfast.

It says breakfast right there on the package.

- Okay. Daph... Daphne, wait. - What?

You know you can talk to me about anything, right?

You know that?

Yeah, I know.

Yesterday at the coffee shop, I thought that maybe we could...

Carpool's here. I'm sorry, I really have to go.

Hold on. Wait, wait, wait.

Do you want me to be late? Tardiness counts against my grade.

Do you want me to get into college?

- Go. - Thank you.

Avery, welcome. I'm so glad to meet you.

Same here. I've heard great things.

Juliette, Laura was hoping to go over

this week's volunteer schedule with you.

Perhaps I'll show Avery around a bit,

then we can meet back up later.

- Sounds good. - Okay.

We're heading to one of my favorite parts of the campus:

- The meditation garden. - That sounds peaceful.

I can see why Juliette likes it here.

It's amazing how far she's come in a short amount of time.

- Isn't it? - What do you mean?

The way she's allowing herself to be more honest, more present.

She's been stuck in a self-destructive pattern

for so long, it's remarkable how open

she's become to the possibility of something better.

Well, she's a remarkable person.

Look, I understand you being protective of her.

Just know I'm not trying to be some kind of guru.

I hate that word.

I... I don't have all the answers.

I can only speak from what I know to be true.

Even after decades of practicing coherent philosophy.

So what is coherent philosophy exactly?

I mean, you... you came up with it, right?

I refined the technique.

And I've certainly brought the message to a wide audience.

But the ideas behind the movement are far older

than you or I, perhaps older than civilization itself.

- You got it? - Yeah.

Okay. Just lift with your legs or something.

I been lifting with my legs since before you were born.

Ah, shut up.

Why'd you get a new table?

You know when you just kind of need a change?

Yeah, in theory, I guess.

Me, I could use a little less change.

Between Zach leaving, and...

Is everything okay with Jessie?

Yeah, yeah. I mean, they have been.

Just Daphne.

Oh, you told her?

No, no, she just saw us out.

I didn't know what to say so I played it off.

You know, now, she says she's fine. She doesn't want to go into it.

Ugh.

Well, maybe she just needs some time to process it on her own.

She's been through so much.

How can I add to that? Just... feels selfish.

Oh, okay.

That is the last word I would ever use with you,

especially in regards to those girls.

You do everything that's best for them, and you keep them happy.

You're a person, too.

You deserve to be loved.

That might not be what this is, but what if it could be?

I like her, like, a lot, you know,

but sometimes when we're together,

it just feels...

I don't know, strange.

You know? Wrong.

- She's not Rayna. - Yeah.

Maybe I'm not ready.

That makes sense.

The thing is, you might not ever feel ready.

Completely.

Oh, thanks, that makes me feel a lot better.

You know what I mean.

Hey. I think I should be on the list. Maddie Jaymes.

I'll show you to the VIP room.

♪ Drop it down low and take it back high ♪

♪ I don't need introduction ♪

- ♪ Follow my simple instruction ♪ - No, no, no. This way, please.

♪ Sway to the right ♪

♪ Drop it down low and take it back high ♪

♪ I don't need introduction ♪

♪ Follow my simple instruction ♪

- Thank you. - Enjoy your night.

♪ Wine to the left Sway to the right ♪

♪ Drop it down low and take it back high ♪

♪ I don't need introduction ♪

♪ Follow my simple instruction ♪

♪ Wine to the left Sway to the right ♪

- ♪ Drop it down low and take it back high ♪ - Maddie! Hey!

- Um, come meet my friends, yeah? - Okay.

That's Roy, that's Mac, and that's Twig.

- Hi. - Uh, one more time?

That's Roy, Mac... you know what? It's fine.

Never mind. You'll meet them later, yeah?

- Okay. - Listen, listen.

I've got to tell you, it is such a pleasure to meet you

because I have heard like a lot about you

- from this dude right here. - Oh, really?

You know, just don't even listen to him.

He's got a condition known as douchebag syndrome.

You know what? I'm going to give you a little secret.

You should probably take these for when Jonah starts

talking to kind of drown him out. Okay?

- I'm okay. - Are you sure?

- Yes. - Can I get you something?

- Do you want like a coke? - Yeah.

- Okay. Yo, can you get her a Coke? - Coke. Yeah, coming up.

- Want to dance? - Sure.

- I love your voice. - Thank you.

And I want it on my next album.

- What do you mean? - We are doing a track tomorrow,

- and I want you to sing on it. - Are you serious?

100%.

♪ I don't need introduction ♪

♪ Follow my simple instruction ♪

Air okay back there? Not too cold?

We're good. Thanks.

Can you say something?

It was interesting.

You still think it's crap.

No. I don't know what it is.

That's the problem.

He's one guy who created a philosophy

and now it's like he's controlling

- everything you think. - He is not controlling.

He's...

Never mind.

Look, you have a right to your own opinion.

I guess I'd just hoped once you'd talked to him

and Laura and everybody that you would feel it.

- Feel what? - That it's not about control.

It's about how real they are.

And open.

They accept me exactly where I am.

And when I'm with them,

I feel like maybe I can accept myself, too.

I'm glad.

I mean, I want you to have that.

Really?

Of course.

♪ Will you feel the same? ♪

♪ I'll be there for you ♪

♪ As long as you're right there, too ♪

♪ I'll be there for you ♪

♪ Take my word and you know I'll follow through ♪

Yo, yo. Yo, stop. Bro, this...

What's wrong, man?

I'm not feeling this hype at all.

It's modern, it's hip, I mean, that's you.

Yeah, man, that's me two years ago.

This whole album has to feel different.

It can't be like a rehash, you know what I'm saying?

Like can we just break it down to piano and drums,

see what that sounds like?

Yeah, no doubt. I got you.

- Cool. - Was I okay?

What? Yeah, you were perfect.

- Jonah? - Yeah.

How's this?

Yes. Yes.

♪ When you're out in the cold ♪

♪ Then get thrown to the flames ♪

- ♪ When a moment feels good ♪ - ♪ But it ends in pain ♪

♪ When you wanna get out ♪

♪ And you're done with the game ♪

♪ Whoa no ♪

♪ When you're losing it all over some bad advice ♪

♪ Yeah I've seen it before Maybe once or twice ♪

♪ At the end of your rope I look up to the sky and I pray ♪

♪ You stay alive ♪

♪ After the smoke has gone ♪

♪ I open my eyes and I see you ♪

♪ I'm tired of this fight to get us through ♪

♪ When our world starts to change ♪

♪ Will you feel the same? ♪

♪ Will you feel the same? ♪

Maybe I could mentor a kid or something.

- Is that stupid? - No. There are no stupid ideas.

This is time for you to just explore all of your options.

Well, that's the thing, there's so many paths I could take.

How do I help people the most?

Well, you've just got to find something that you connect with.

Something that lights you up.

- Is that what psychology is for you? - In a way.

Although every time I look at that course catalog,

I immediately start questioning myself.

You know, whether I could actually

walk away from music or not.

I mean, I know what my heart wants,

but we know that that's never practical.

Should I ask about him or not?

- No. - Okay.

I swore to myself I wouldn't bring him up

because I don't want you to be in the middle.

I already am, so you might as well.

Unless you don't want to talk about it, which is fine.

- Daphne saw us out together. - Oh, my God.

I'm sure you already knew that.

- Yeah. - But the look on her face.

Ugh, Scarlett, it was not good.

And now things are different. He's, like, pulled back, and I...

I don't know what I expected. Of course he's got walls up.

Of course the girls are going to hate me.

- I would hate me. - Okay, would you stop?

All right, the girls are going to feel whatever they feel.

And I know you're always so careful never to hurt anybody.

It's not like y'all meant to fall for one another.

And now you're both handling it the best you can.

Right. Yeah.

Woo.

- Hey, you didn't suck, bro. Congrats. - Thanks, bro.

I'm starving. You guys wanna go to Soulshine?

Yeah.

Okay. Guys, we've gotta use the back.

- All right, let's go. Go, go, go! - Let's go. Let's go! Let's go!

Go, go, go, go, go! Go, go! Come on, come on. Come on!

There they are! Hey, Jonah!

- Oh... - Mike!

Open it, open it, open it!

Get in, get in, get in. Lock the door, lock the door!

- Jonah, I just want one, Jonah! - Could you be any slower, bro?

Hey! Excuse me for checking my blind spot, all right?

Your head's a blind spot. Drive.

It's okay, it's okay, I've got you.

- Eat our dust, stalkarazzi. - Yeah!

Woo!

Hoohoo!

- Hey, Jonah! - Jonah!

Hey, Zach.

It's nice to see you. What brings you by?

An artist can't visit his label?

No, you can do whatever you want.

It's just, you know, it's...

- Hey. - Hi.

I was just, uh...

- Yeah. - ...finishing packing stuff up.

- You want me to put that in the car? - Yeah, thank you, Mark.

Yeah.

- I'll just be... - Yeah.

So you're really going to run.

I want to make a difference.

I want to make my home state a better place.

- Is that your campaign speech? - Will...

Were you not even going to say goodbye to me?

I kind of thought we already had said goodbye.

What about let's stay friends?

Because you're the one who talked about staying friends,

- or were you just blowing smoke... - No. I meant it. I just...

I'm always going to care about you, okay?

I just needed space.

And it looks like you did, too.

You look great.

God, I shouldn't have come here.

I know, I know. I just...

I just wanted to see you one last time

for some closure, or something.

I get it.

I'm glad you came by.

Why couldn't we make it work?

- Will. - I tried so hard.

I know. I just couldn't get over you

walking out on me that day. I needed you to have my back.

I mess up one time and you can't forgive me?

I guess I'm not really good at that.

Yeah.

I'm sorry.

Well, I hope it all works out well

for you and Mark out in California.

Thank you. I wish you the best.

Hey, how's it going?

- Hey. Hi, how are you? - Um, I'm good.

I'm just tying up some loose ends here, um,

before Zach and Alyssa leave town, so...

No, I meant about Daphne.

How did things go?

You know what, I'm so sorry.

I'm right in the middle of something right now.

Oh, yeah, no, you're busy. Sorry.

I just... I was just calling to say that,

um, I'm here if you...

That's very sweet. Thank you.

Oh, yes, sorry. Yeah, you're busy.

So, I'll let you go then and I guess we can

just talk later or whenever.

Okay. All right, thank you.

I'll talk to you soon. Bye.

Hey.

Look, all right, this is the part.

This shot right there is an homage

to the classic Italian horror film "Profondo Rosso"...

Bro, nobody cares. Shut up.

Dude, you should shut up, because do you even know

- what the twist in this is? - Shut up.

- You're going to ruin it for her. - She's in a room with them the whole time.

Be quiet. Be quiet.

- Hey Maddie. - Yeah.

You realize the only reason Jonah picked this movie

was so you'd cling onto him when you get scared, right?

- Oh, really? - No.

What are you guys looking at on there, huh?

Porn? You little perverts.

- Yeah. - It's actually clown porn.

Uh, and it's starring your mom.

It's really great work from her.

Yeah, funny. Funny. Let me see.

- No. No. - Yeah.

Dude, that's kind of weird you want to look at your mom.

- No, it's not. - I don't condone that.

_

Is that us?

Stupid.

Jonah?

Hey. Do you want anything?

I'm good, thanks.

I'm sorry if that was like weird out there, you know.

It's okay.

Just, um, yeah, you know how it is.

People like love to blow everything up

into such a huge deal.

Yeah, I mean, just so you know,

I didn't think it was a huge deal.

It's not like I'm your girlfriend or anything.

And people probably won't even believe that, anyway.

Everyone knows you date like supermodels and actresses.

Yeah. Yeah.

Just so you know, I don't really care

what people think about me.

- You seem like you got upset. - No, I'm not.

I just... I hate all these stupid distractions.

Especially when they like...

get in the way of me trying to know a really cool girl.

Would you still think I'm cool

if I watched the rest of the movie like this?

- Yeah, I would. - Really?

Yes, I would. Look, I'll do it, too.

All right. Help me smooth this out.

Oh, those ribs smell like heaven.

Try to push away the darkness from my past.

- But once I embraced it. - It's really good to see you.

- I've taken responsibility. - Welcome.

Hey, can you save me a biscuit?

Yeah, it was like...

Hey.

♪ When morning comes up over the hill ♪

Sing out.

♪ And leaves you a new day on your windowsill ♪

♪ Know I love you still ♪

♪ Oh and I always will ♪

That was beautiful, Juliette. Thank you.

Thank you.

What would happen if nobody

ever praised you for your voice?

Would you still sing?

You've used this gift you have to win approval from others.

Millions of people think you're wonderful.

So why don't you?

Why isn't all of this fame and success enough?

'Cause I'm greedy.

Or because true fulfillment doesn't come from out there.

It's within you.

You can access it, if you're willing to put in the work.

I've never been afraid of a little hard work.

- That's good. - Yeah.

Because together I think

we can get to the root of what's been holding you back.

It'll make taking an honest look at how you got to this point,

examining yourself, and the people

you've chosen to surround yourself with.

I don't know if I would.

If I would sing if nobody told me I was good.

If you take this journey, you won't have to wonder.

You won't have to look outside for validation.

You'll make music purely for the joy of it.

♪ Burning bridges, a sacred cow ♪

♪ I know the feelings right for sure ♪

♪ Do you love me Do you love me ♪

♪ Do you love me tonight ♪

Damn, man, I would kill to lift 300.

Oh, it just takes practice, that's all.

285's my max.

Every time I think I'm making progress

I just hit that wall, you know?

Yeah, I know what you mean.

Maybe you can give me some pointers?

♪ Do you love me ♪

♪ Do you love me tonight ♪

Hey.

Oh, hey.

Uh... This is my roommate. This is Dave.

- Dan. - Dan, sorry.

That's okay.

- I was just going out. - Yeah, we were... Yeah, we were just...

Can I grab my keys?

Oh.

- Sorry. - Thank you.

Come on.

Am I doing something wrong?

- No. - What could I do?

Just give me a second here.

Hey, hey.

It's okay. It's okay.

This is so weird.

Yeah. It happens.

I mean, we barely even went on one date

and the entire internet is saying we're in love.

- The entire internet. Wow. - Yes, I'm serious.

There's already a subreddit page about

how I'm not good enough for him.

I mean, how many times do I have to deal with

- this whole mean internet thing? - I'm sorry, baby.

It's just part of the price of fame, I guess.

You know, being with someone who is famous.

Did you ever deal with this with mom?

A little, but, you know, not to the same degree

that you younger stars got to now.

- What am I getting myself into? - I don't know, baby.

I just don't want you to get hurt, that's all.

But I mean, I guess it's like this anytime

you fall for anyone, you know, knowing you might get hurt.

Can I go to Louisa's for dinner?

No, sweetie.

Look, we've got to talk a second, okay?

This is nothing, you know, bad or anything,

I just need to clear the air a second.

It's about me and Jessie.

All right, we're... we have feelings for each other.

Um, and I don't even know what they are,

honestly, but it's new, and it's confusing,

and that's why I didn't say anything about it,

but then you know,

we ran into you the other day when we were out and about.

And I didn't want to make it look

like we're hiding something, so...

Okay.

Doesn't seem like it's okay, sweetie.

I just can't believe you didn't tell us.

Like, that we had to find out by accident.

Like, just a big secret.

No, it's not like it's a big secret.

I just didn't know what it was,

so I didn't want to throw it at you before then, you know?

Okay. I get it. I just want you to be happy.

Yeah, just be happy.

Thank you.

I love you guys.

- Love you. - So much. No more secrets.

Just dinner.

Oh, thank you for seeing me on such short notice.

I'm glad I could fit you in. So what's going on?

Well, this thing happened the other day.

Or didn't happen.

I'm... I'm having trouble...

I mean, I couldn't, uh...

Stand at attention?

And I've never had a problem in that area, ever.

You're having trouble achieving erection?

By yourself, with a partner?

I don't have a real partner anymore because we broke up.

- Sorry to hear that. - Oh, it's fine. I'm fine.

I actually met someone new recently.

But I can't even...

- Are you on any medications? - No.

Other drugs? Recreational?

Uh...

Is there anything you could give me,

like, Viagra or something?

We can certainly talk about that.

This kind of thing can also be psychological.

Depression from a breakup can affect sexual response.

Something else I can blame on my ex.

I'll have my nurse take some samples.

- Hey. - Yo.

- Where's Jonah? - Uh, he is running late.

But I am here to keep you entertained.

So don't worry.

Um... Uh, do you want a drink?

- I'm okay. - Okay.

How about this one?

- I'm okay. - Okay.

Um, hi, hello.

Hi, is this thing on? I'm not sure.

Hi, Nashville. How y'all doing?

My name is Twig Wysecki.

Most of you probably know me as the guy

who's holding Jonah Ford's beer, though.

And no, I will not sell you photos

of his prepubescent awkward phase on eBay.

Wait, you've really known him that long?

Yeah. Since eighth grade when he and his friends

threw my backpack in the toilet.

- Unh-unh. - Yeah.

- Seriously? - Yeah.

- That's horrible. - No it was whatever. It's was like...

I mean, I was a dork. I would have ripped on me, too.

But I straight up dressed

like my grandmother picked out my clothes

because she did.

- That's true. Um... - Oh, my gosh.

Yeah, so one day I just like completely had it with them,

right, so I just started coming back at them

with whatever I could think of.

I told Jonah that his face

looked like his butt threw up.

- Wow. - Yeah.

So I'm thinking, I'm such an idiot

because I'm going to get my ass kicked by these guys.

But Jonah just starts laughing.

And he calls me over to his lunch table,

- which was a big deal. - Wow.

And yeah, we were friends after that.

So was it weird then?

Like, when he started becoming famous.

Oh, my God, that was so weird.

It was like completely bizarro alternate reality.

It's like I can't believe it's my life sometimes.

- It's crazy. - I know what you mean.

I mean, obviously, not the same thing.

- It's ridiculous. - I know.

- It is ridiculous. - I know.

Yeah. I mean, people treat Jonah

like he's some kind of god or something.

He gets his nose hair trimmed, and it's a national headline.

Sorry. Sorry.

I probably wasn't supposed to tell you he has nose hair.

That's my bad.

- Just keep that between us, okay? - Just never speak of it again.

Here, you want that now?

- I'm good, thank you. - Not thirsty? Okay.

- I'm totally good. - Let me know, though.

- I'm good, thank you. - Okay, I'm just doing my job.

Thank you.

Hm.

Hey.

Hey, did I catch you at a bad time?

No, no, I'm glad you called. I...

I was wondering if you might like to go out to dinner again.

Oh, wow.

Sorry, I'm... I definitely wasn't expecting that.

Um, I've been thinking...

I promise it'll be a much better dinner,

and if it's about the...

Yeah, Deacon, I don't want to come between

you and your girls, you know.

Especially not Daphne. I know she's in a fragile place,

and if this were to send her into another depression,

I just... I don't think I could live with that. So...

I'm sorry this is all so complicated.

No, no, it's not your fault.

- Really, it's mine. It's just... - No, it's not your fault.

No, I think that maybe it's better that we,

um, just stop before...

Well, maybe we could...

You know, I have to get off the phone actually.

- Jessie, wait. - No, I'm... Jake just walked in so,

- I'll call you later or... okay. - Okay.

Bye.

- I'm going to beat you. - Oh, no, you're not.

No, mm, mm, mm.

- Hey. - Hey. Sorry.

- I had a thing I couldn't get out of. - No worries.

So, uh, let's play this back.

- Where's the guy? - Yeah. Yeah, I'll get him.

Hey.

- Um, Jonah? - Yeah.

I'm sorry. I don't think...

I don't think I can do this right now.

I really like you, but I don't think I can deal

with everybody being so involved in our business.

You know, like I've had people talk about me before,

and it's never been good.

Look, look. I get it. All right?

Believe me, it's not fun for me, either.

You know, I just... I don't want to be the guy who complains

about how hard it is to be famous, you know.

I just... I don't know.

I just try to look at it as like that's the price

for all the amazing things in my life.

Then I meet someone like you.

And I just... I want to get to know you

without anyone watching.

I wish we could.

So then just give me a chance.

I'll find a way to make it happen.

How?

I have ideas.

Hey. Did Cadence go down already?

Yeah. About an hour ago.

We had the most incredible communal dinner.

People just told their stories.

I had a long conversation with Darius,

and I think I can do this.

I really think I can make a change.

What kind of change are we talking about?

Confronting my problems.

On a deep level.

So I can be a better partner, I can be a better mom.

- I've really been trying. - I know.

And I see how hard you're working on yourself,

and I'm really proud of you for that. I am.

Then what is it?

You need me to do it your way?

Go back to rehab because let me... let me tell ya,

- it did not work. - I'm not...

I'm not saying you have to do it my way.

But it's just you're...

you're putting all of your trust into this guy.

You're spending all of your time there,

you're living your whole life by his words.

Did you even give him a chance?

Or did you just decide this was wrong

because you don't understand it?

I've done nothing but give this a chance.

I've bitten my tongue every time I got a weird vibe off of him.

I mean, that's how bad I want to support you.

Oh, honey, you can say you support me

until the cows come home, but I feel it when you don't.

I don't know if this is because

you feel threatened by him

or maybe you're just so used to me leaning on you.

You seriously think that's why?

I don't know. Is it?

Just think what you want.

You will anyway.

- Where are you going? - To bed.

Where are you going?

Laura and the other folks are volunteering

at the building site again.

And if you have a problem with me going, that is fine.

Okay? Honor your feelings.

But I'm going.

I'll be back tonight.

Maybe then you'll be less mad at me.

I'm not mad at you. Okay?

I'm just worried about you.

Don't be.

Will, I asked you to come back in

because your tests showed some unusual hormone levels.

Oh, yeah.

I've been taking a little human growth hormone.

Just to supplement my workouts.

A ton of guys at the gym take it.

I'm sure they are, but that's not all you're taking.

Uh...

I was taking some steroids, but I stopped.

Well, they're still in your system.

You've got to stop now.

I can help you with a plan to get your body regulated again.

Okay. I get it. I do.

- Hey. - Hey.

Is it okay that I just came over?

I mean, is Jake still...

No, he's at his dad's.

I just... I felt awful about what happened on the phone.

You don't have to say anything.

Well, it's what I didn't say, Jessie.

Truth is, Daphne's fine.

Or she's going to be.

It's me. I'm the one who's freaking out.

I'm walking around with a piece of me gone,

and I don't want to wreck this thing,

but I don't know how I can't.

How about I wreck it, then?

Would that take some of the pressure off?

Yeah, it might. Could we do it that way?

Yeah.

Look, Deacon, I understand if you're not ready

and that's totally fine.

I just need you to tell me that,

because it's the back and forth really that's...

- Look all I know... - ...that's killing me, you know.

...is that when you hung up on my today,

it was like the floor fell out from under me.

So, no I don't think I want it to end,

but if you need something...

- Shut up. - Shut up?

Yeah. Just shut up.

Daphne?

Daphne, what's wrong?

Nothing, nothing.

What do you mean, nothing?

You wouldn't understand.

Okay, maybe not, but I'll always listen.

How are you so okay with him dating her?

It's not that I'm okay with it.

I just... I don't want him to be lonely.

You think I do?

No, of course I don't.

You can't tell him I said anything.

Maddie.

What? Okay, I won't. I promise.

I meant what I said

about me wanting him to be happy.

But I hate this.

And I hate her.

Now I just...

really feel like mom's gone.

It's okay.

♪ I give up ♪

♪ Come and find me ♪

♪ Am I lost ♪

♪ Or am I hiding ♪

♪ I disappear ♪

♪ And wind up here ♪

♪ Come and find me ♪

♪ I see you ♪

♪ And I'm trying ♪

♪ To come back ♪

♪ From where I've been ♪

♪ But I don't know ♪

♪ The way back home ♪

♪ Come and find me ♪

♪ I'm no runaway ♪

♪ This is just a game I play ♪

♪ I want you to find me ♪

♪ I think I've gone too far ♪

♪ Please don't leave me in the dark ♪

Oh, sorry.

- Dammit, Gunnar. - I didn't realize you were here.

What's that?

Just a little human growth hormone.

Takes a little help to look this good.

Wow, I didn't realize it worked like that.

I hate needles.

Do you mind? I kinda gotta concentrate here.

♪ I'm no runaway ♪

♪ This is just a game I play ♪

♪ And I want you to find me ♪

- ♪ I think I've gone too far ♪ - I give up. Where are we?

The last place that anyone would ever look.

♪ Please don't leave me in the dark ♪

What?

Come on, come on, come on.

I've been invited here to this center

for equine therapy that helps troubled teens deal with trauma.

We'll have more on this incredible program

coming up after the break.

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ I'm no runaway ♪

♪ This is just a game I play ♪

♪ I want you to find me ♪

♪ I think I've gone too far ♪

♪ Please don't leave me in the dark ♪

♪ Come and find me ♪

♪ Come and find me ♪

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