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(tense music)

(voices whispering)

Hi honey, it's me.

I'm just wondering if you could refill

my prescription on your way home.

Or if you could come by at lunch,

that would be even better.

Anyway, give me a call when you get this.

Okay, I love you.

Bye. (phone beeps)

(suspenseful music)

(eerie music)

(voices murmuring)

(phone ringing)

Stuart?

(dramatic music)

(Gemma crying)

Hiya, Kathy.

I can't get ahold of Stuart.

No, I can't be alone right now.

Okay.

Okay, thank you.

I really appreciate that.

Okay.

(water trickling)

(floorboards creaking)

It's not real, it's not real, it's not real. (sighs)

You know what's real.

(dramatic music)

(Gemma yells)

(dramatic music)

(electronic bleeping)

[Dr. Bargorian] Just keep massaging the incision area,

it will help break down the scar tissue.

And what about the bruising?

It should be fading and not spreading, right?

I've seen bruising extend

all the way down to the inner thigh.

It's quite common at this stage.

Remember it's only been two weeks.

These things take time to heal.

Take this twice a day for the pain.

And go heavy on the liquids.

These seem a little bigger than I was expecting.

It's the swelling.

Your muscles are stretching to make room for the implants.

Just give it another week,

things will settle into place, gradually.

Thank you for seeing me.

Of course.

Make sure you call me if you feel any abnormal pain,

fevers, chills, anything on next week.

Okay, I'm going away this weekend,

but I'll make sure to come by next week.

Taking a mini-vacation?

Very nice.

Yes, actually I want a round trip to New York City.

it's my first time out of Canada.

Am I okay to travel?

Oh, shouldn't be a problem.

Enjoy yourself.

(Kim groaning)

(lamp clicking)

(tense music)

(dramatic music)

(Kim Screaming)

Gemma?

She just coming to.

Thank God.

[Stuart] Hey, Gemma?

Hey, baby.

Can you hear me?

[Dr. Cooper] Gemma, it's Dr. Cooper.

You undergone some major surgeries week.

Just want you to take an easy, okay?

Gemma?

She's doesn't look responsive.

[Stuart] She wake now, that's a good sign right?

Right now it's hard to say.

If her cerebral cortex damage

it's gonna be difficult to assess

her level of consciousness

based only upon her reflexes and her eye movement.

We'll have to do some further tests

to see how she really is.

In the meantime, I'll keep her under close observation.

Try and get some rest.

All right.

(tense music)

Gemma?

Gemma, can you hear me?

Hey.

Do you know where I am?

I'm in the intensive care unit.

Yeah she's.

Here sister found her, they skipped out on her meds.

Had some episode in the tub.

I didn't pay you so that things

could resolve themselves naturally.

Okay, we'll settle this later.

Yeah, okay, bye.

(car horns honking)

No, they didn't feed us,

the flight was only an hour and a half.

Yeah, customs was fine.

Well, no four-star, that's for sure.

But I'm not gonna be spending that much time inside,

so it's fine.

Ellis Island, Time Square.

And then maybe I could see something on Broadway.

So (sighs) it'll be good.

Doesn't feel right, it still feels super gender.

Yeah, I'll call my doctor.

It's not normal.

Okay, well, talk to you later.

Love you too, bye.

(Kim groans) (tense music)

(phone rings)

[Woman] We're sorry,

the number you have reached is not in service.

This is a recording.

Are you kidding me?

(dramatic music) (Kim Screams)

(suspenseful music)

(Kim moaning)

I was hoping you'd be out a little longer.

My advice to you is to go home, get hydrated

and not say a word of this to anyone, hmm?

And I mean no one.

Here we go.

Hey, how's that?

(Gemma grunts)

Good morning, Dr. Cooper.

Hello, Gemma.

I'm Alison, I was present during your surgery.

I'm doing residency here hospital.

Are we short staffed on nurses today, Doctor?

I was just getting my rounds

and I thought I'd help out on lunch.

I'm noticing motor skills are slightly improving,

so we're practicing tapping our fingers on command.

I think it's only matter of time for before upper mobility.

Isn't right, Gemma?

That's great news.

1000 milligrams amobarbital.

Is that standard dosage?

(tense music)

In this case, is the only thing keeping her

from grand mal seizure?

All right, well, I'll get out of your way.

Nice to see you, Gemma.

There's my girl.

Hey.

Gemma? (Gemma panting)

What is it Gemma?

Gemma?

Try to stay calm.

[Stuart] Hey, you.

Gemma?

Try and stay calm.

Nice and calm, Gemma.

Gemma, Gemma!

Nurse! (dramatic music)

(phone ringing)

[Harvey] Hello, you've reached the

Memorial Hospital Distress Center.

This is Harvey speaking.

[Beth] Hi, Harvey.

Hiya ma'am, how can I help you this evening?

[Beth] (sighs) I've done something awful.

I can't take this anymore.

Well, that's okay.

You did the right thing by calling.

How you feeling right now?

[Beth] I'm feeling, things just get so bad.

And the only think you can do this make them worse.

[Harvey] I understand.

Maybe you can tell me about some of the good things

going on in your life right now?

How about that?

[Beth] The one thing I had to live for is gone,

has been for a while.

Do you know how it feels to lose someone you love, Harvey?

I do.

Goodbyes are hard.

But I think there's a part of you

that knows you can get through this little bit of support.

Am I right?

[Beth] This is where things end for me

that's the only thing I'm sure of.

You may be feeling that way today,

but there's a reason why you called.

Things can change, feelings can change.

We don't know what tomorrow's gonna bring in

and we don't wanna make a decision

that's gonna get us to tomorrow.

[Beth] I was in love with this guy.

Meeting him changed my life,

it was like that moment after you step off a plane

and your ears pop.

Can hear everything clearly for the first time

in a long while.

Somewhere along the away he fell in with the wrong crowd

and their bad habits became his.

And there was nothing I could do to bring him back.

I tried to save him and I failed.

Believe me these things are no one's fault.

The grieving process is a tricky thing.

You can't blame yourself.

[Beth] I don't blame myself, Harvey.

I blame you.

(suspenseful music)

This is just as much your story as as mine.

I'm sorry, what?

[Beth] I'm impressed though,

I wasn't sure if I had the right person.

You hide it really well, the guilt, I mean.

Excuse me?

[Beth] The guilt that made you leave town, Harvey.

The guilt that led you to do the night shift at a hotline

tryna save people from themselves.

Hoping that it might be the one thing

to set things right for you.

'Cause you've killed your best friend.

[Harvey] Beth?

[Beth] Last time I saw Jeremy,

he was so high, he didn't even recognize me.

That was seven years ago.

I didn't even recognize your voice.

Look we've been through this.

It was an accident.

By the time the paramedics called.

This was difficult for all of us.

But I turned my life around.

I did it for Jeremy, I'm clean now.

[Beth] Your clean now?

Well then, I'm glad his death could help you grow.

That's not what I meant.

[Beth] We really are so different, makes things easier.

What are you talking about?

[Beth] You have to understand something, Harvey.

I've been searching for you for a very long time.

You might say that the only thing keeping me going

these past seven years is knowing that one day

I'd be having this conversation with you.

The reason I called, Harvey.

Is because I won't be able to live with myself anymore,

not after what I've done to you.

What?

What did you do?

[Beth] You sound scared.

I like that.

Maybe now you'll feel a fraction of what Jeremy felt

after you gave him his first hit.

Or what he felt when he was lying there

OD'ing in the basement.

Okay, wait just, hold on a second.

[Beth] You showed Jeremy his dark side

and it destroyed him.

You can't outrun this anymore

you have to accept responsibility for what you did.

Okay, Beth, whatever you've done,

it doesn't have to be like--

[Beth] What I've done is something that cannot be stopped.

We're in this together now, Harvey.

From moment you picked up the phone

you've been doing your part.

There's no turning back for either of us.

What have you done?

Beth, please.

What did you do?

(dramatic music)

(Harvey groans) (door slams)

Hey.

(tense music)

I'm sorry about you.

Can you feel me?

You've been off your meds for a few days now so

you're probably wondering if all this is real.

I'm sorry.

Gemma, I'm so sorry.

(pillow thudding) (dramatic music)

(fire extinguisher clanging)

Gemma, stay with me now.

Stay with me.

Stay with me, look at me.

Breathe, okay, just breathe.

(suspenseful music)

Dr. Cooper?

What's going on?

Her husband was tryna smother her.

I knocked him out.

Well did you call the police?

No, not yet, I was just about to.

And what about Gemma?

She's breathing, she's gonna be fine for now.

(laughs) You can cut the bullshit, Dr. Cooper.

You got so much sedative infused

in that IV cocktail over there.

It's no wonder she's not recovering.

That sedative helps prevent strokes and epileptic fits.

Hey, it's okay.

Whatever you've got going on here,

I don't wanna meddle with.

All I want is him.

What?

Give me him and this can stay between us.

That was...

I'm sorry you had to go through that.

I just wanted to reassure you

that everything's gonna be fine,

and you're safe now, okay?

You've been through such a lot lately here,

it's just...

You're remarkable woman.

(tense music)

Better not to tell, Gemma.

It is a dark world out there.

But as long as I'm here,

I'm not gonna let anything hurt you.

You need to know that.

Now, perfect.

Gemma, why are you looking at me like that?

Safest place for you to be, is right here,

where you are now.

We'll see how long we can stay together.

(dramatic music)

(suspenseful music)

You ever have one of those days you think

you never should have gotten out of bed?

(camera beeps)

(Stuart grunts)

I know you're sorry.

I'm here to judge you, believe me.

All this, it's not about right or wrong.

It's okay, I'm a doctor, you won't feel this.

You see a lot of death working this place,

just comes with the territory.

And you know going in that

you won't be able to save everyone.

But you never really think

that death is something we could grow on you.

Guess one can acquire a taste for just about anything.

(Stuart breathing heavily)

(dramatic music)

(eerie music)