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♫ For you, I spent half a year's savings ♫

♫ to sail across the ocean to see you ♫

♫ For this meeting, ♫

♫ I even have to ♫

♫ repeatedly practice my breathing ♫

♫ I've never been able to express ♫

♫ a fraction of my innumerable affection in words ♫

♫ For this regret, I ponder endlessly in the night, ♫

♫ unwilling to fall asleep ♫

♫ Memories are always ♫

♫ accumulating slowly ♫ \N♫ I'm unable to erase them from my heart ♫

♫ For your promise, in the most desperate and hopeless moment ♫

♫ I endured all and refused to cry ♫

♫ Unfamiliar city... ♫

♫ In a familiar corner... ♫

♫ We've comforted each other before, ♫

♫ and have embraced and sighed together before ♫

♫ Without regard for what the outcome will be for us ♫

♫ In a sandstorm-filled sky, I looked at you as you depart to a place far away ♫

♫ I was actually too sad to maintain my self-decorum ♫

♫ How I wish I could see my love off for thousands of miles, till the end of the world ♫

♫ To forever be mutually dependent on each other ♫

[Across the Ocean to See You]

- Episode 43 -

Do you remember my good friend Tang Ming?

I remember. He's your buddy.

Last time, we went for a drink together. What about him?

The downpour at Lijiang a few days ago

caused mudslide.

His girlfriend passed away in the disaster.

She was such a great girl.

If she were still alive, she would have become

a renowned jewelry designer.

So are you feeling upset because of that?

Or is it because this

- affects yourself? \N- I don't know.

If Tang Ming appeared in front of me right now,

I would give him a severe beating.

It was his indecisiveness

that led to this situation.

Do you know?

I also want to give you a severe beating.

I remember I already told you

that between disaster and tomorrow, you will

never know which one will come first.

You have to appreciate the people next to you.

I am one. Tang Ming is another one. There are two vivid examples right in front of you.

What are you hesitating about?

Are you reluctant because of Aimei?

Or the CEO position?

I don't think you are this type of person.

What are you waiting for?

You are right. I still love Su Mang.

If there are 100 steps between us,

I just need her to take the first step.

I will take care of the remaining 99 steps.

What I'm most worried about is

that she won't even give me the chance of the first step.

She's already been gone for so long.

Maybe she has already thought about it clearly

and has changed her mind.

I'll just explain it to you next time.

What is Su Mang doing with you?

I still have to do something. I'll be going now.

Remember what I said!

- Where's Su Mang? \N- Wow, you're really...

You're not worried about how many more days I can live.

You're only worried about her.

She's very healthy. No need for you to worry.

Auntie, what was she doing with you?

She came to the hospital to do a prenatal check-up.

We coincidentally met and she stayed to keep me company for several days.

Then where is she now?

She already left.

Did you say something to aggravate her?

She's pregnant. Please have some consideration.

Am I that mean?

You even have the nerve to say that?

She just came to England

and you're already back with your ex-girlfriend.

If it were me, I wouldn't forgive you either.

Auntie, I can explain about that.

You don't have to explain.

I don't have any way to find her either.

- Auntie, I want... \N- It doesn't matter what you want.

Just explain things to her by yourself. I can't mind that much anymore.

You think about what you're going to do.

Don't regret it. Bye-bye.

[Lost Wonderful Times]

[A book for ever lover Melinda]

Melinda?

[Missing Qiu]

♫ Should I wait for you? ♫

♫ I don't even dare to ask myself ♫

♫ Afraid that when I can't find an answer, ♫

♫ it'll also happen to rain ♫

♫ You who's always too slow ♫

♫ Or am I too anxious? ♫

♫ Too afraid ♫\N♫ I won't be able to hold you ♫

♫ In a world that keeps on spinning ♫

♫ How many times do I have to stumble, ♫

♫ in order to wait till you arrive? ♫

♫ I said I won't give up ♫

♫ Yet I'm becoming more and more ♫

♫ Timid ♫\N♫ To continue to love you ♫

♫ The closest distance ♫

♫ is breathing within a crowd ♫

♫ Despite the pain, was still unable to control ♫

♫ my heart ♫

Wait.

I know the person you don't want to see the most right now is me.

I also know that everyone wishes that the person who died was me,

not Xiaoqiu.

No one wishes for your death.

Shanshan, no one deserves to die.

Do you know?

The night Xiaoqiu got into the accident,

I also cut my wrist.

If Zheng Chu didn't come in time,

I would've left this world with her.

Tang Ming, you clearly don't love me.

Why did you keep giving me hope over and over again?

Why can't you just thoroughly and quickly hurt me once?

And you had Zheng Chu come see me.

The one who caused Xiaoqiu's death wasn't the mudslide.

It wasn't anyone.

It was you.

I hate you.

You can't love me and you also caused my sister to die.

She's my biological older sister.

What you said is right.

I've hurt both of you at the same time.

I'm willing to use my entire life to make it up.

I believe that she is still here.

Always by my side.

I can see her and she can see me.

What I feel,

she can also feel.

Where are you going?

Going to where she wants to go.

Tang Ming,

I love you.

I've never regretted it.

But had I known that it would end up like this,

if I had to choose again,

I would choose my sister,

not you.

Sister,

I was wrong.

Come back.

I'm begging you.

I was really wrong.

Shanshan.

Dad.

Dad, I know I was wrong.

Can you guys stop lying to me now?

Ask Sister to come back.

As long as she comes back,

I won't fight with her over anything. I'll give it all up to her.

I will be good and stay by your side.

I'll be a good daughter,

a good sister.

I will not cause any trouble anymore.

Shanshan,

Xiao Qiu wouldn't blame you.

As long as you come back, it's good.

Child.

Dad!

I'm sorry to you!

But you're old now...

Even if I'm old, I'll stay with you.

Don't cry anymore.

All right, child. Don't cry anymore.

Dad!

I'm sorry.

- Don't say that. \N- I'm sorry!

Don't cry.

Guoguo, I'm Tony!

Hey, Guoguo.

Hey, what's wrong with you?

Did you guys fight? Your eyes are red as a rabbit.

Say what you need to say.

Remember the jewelry company you were endorsing?

- They are about to bring out a new product. They want you to go over there–\N- I'm not going.

No... I already made an agreement with them. The time and place have already been set.

That jewelry company has even transferred the deposit to my account already. You cannot just stand them up.

Is this the company where Yan Xiaoqiu used to work?

Who's Yan Xiaoqiu?

My friend. You've seen her before.

Oh, I remember now. She used to be a part of their company.

Their company also has a main designer called Lu Yao.

Pick me up in two hours.

I didn't finish telling you yet.

Hey! Guoguo! Guogou, I wasn't done talking!

About the time, place, what clothes and jewelry you're going to wear, I haven't told you about them yet.

I need to discuss with you again. And also tell you about the appearance notice..

Why were you shouting so early in the morning?

What are you doing here?

Don't just randomly show up at our house. She is now a woman with a husband.

A woman with a husband? I am even her manager.

I am her man! Didn't you hear what she said?

Go and drive your car around. Come back in two hours.

Hey! Guoguo!

- Hey! Guoguo!\N- What Guoguo?

Are you guys working together to bully me?

Life is just like the class struggle against the landlord. He was just a peasant before.

Now he has become the landlord? Really.

Erhai! We are here?

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I am offering my apology to Lashi Sea.

Apology?

It was humans like us who destroyed her beauty and tranquility.

I hope that all of us can love this nature;

can love Lashi Sea like how we love the people by our side.

I'm very thankful

that there are so many media friends that came here to Ideal Jewelries Press Conference.

Before I give my speech, I want everyone here to know

that the reason that I'm standing here today

is to talk in behalf of a deceased friend.

This company's most skilled designer isn't Lu Yao

but was a person named Yan Xiaoqiu.

Maybe you have never heard of this name.

Because when she was alive,

she was just a small assistant to Lu Yao.

And the majority of Lu Yao's works

were actually designed by Yan Xiaoqiu.

This necklace that everyone sees right now

is the top prize in the national jewelry competition.

Not long from now, it will officially be introduced to the market.

This is the necklace that I brought with me today.

It's name is "Overturning the Heart with one Look." (Love at First Sight).

Such a good work,

but it's main designer wouldn't be able to come here today,

because not long ago,

she was killed in a disaster in Lijiang while trying to save someone else.

I hope that all the reporters here today can help me,

through your platform of media,

whether it is the web, television, magazines, or newspapers,

anything will do, let more people know that

there was once a very, very good jewelry designer whose name is Yan Xiaoqiu.

This item is the only official work

created by her that will be released into the market.

I hope everyone can remember her, remember her work.

Thank you.

Thank you. Let me say a few words.

Before this, regarding the system for the chief designer

to own the full authorship,

we have conducted an in-depth review.

The company will now give more opportunities to our talented new staff.

The chief designer Lu Yao has already taken responsibility for it and resigned.

To commemorate Designer Yan Xiaoqiu, the company will provide funding

to train young people who are passionate about jewelry designs.

When I die, I'll have the person I love

spread my ashes on top of the snow mountain.

Xiaoqiu! Let go!

I won't let go. If you're going to let go,

I'll then keep staying with you here.

Xiaoqiu,

now you're completely free.

I'll fulfill everything that you wanted to do.

I'll visit the scenic places that you didn't get to see before for you.

CEO Zheng, I've booked your flight to Paris for tomorrow morning.

This is the list of the people who will accompany you to the fashion show. Please check if there is any problem.

- Leave it there. I'll look at it later.\N- Okay.

I'm leaving.

Maybe you will never see these words.

I just want to look for a place to say them.

I received your love letter.

I also received your love.

I will remember that there was a person who sincerely loved me.

I need to keep this love while you

don't need my reply anymore.

Cancel my flight to Paris. I have other plans.

Chu Chu.

Today is very special. Picking up one and sending one off.

What are you doing?! Brother,

- are you okay? \N- That was for Xiaoqiu.

It's okay.

I deserve the punch.

He is already like this. How could you hit him?

I'm going to England.

Pull yourself together. Take good care of yourself.

Go.

Don't be like me.

Forever leaving behind an irreparable regret.

When you come back, you might not be able to find me.

You are going to commit suicide for love?

What are you saying?

I'm planning on leaving the country.

Leaving this sad place again.

I promised Xiaoqiu.

I am going to look at different sights around the world for her.

Walk more paths and climb more mountains.

Take good care of him.

I'm going.

Let's go, Brother.

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My mom left this for me. Why did it suddenly break?

Hello, do you need help? Can you let me see it?

Oh, I'm sorry. Don't misunderstand. I'm Yan Xiaoqiu.

This is my card. I'm a jewelry designer.

But believe what I say. I'll return it to you after I fix it.

Why does this bracelet look so similar to my necklace?

You also felt that way? Before, when I was repairing your necklace,

I already felt then that if the two of them were worn together, it will really look good. So I brought that here for you.

This is for me?

This is also fate. Do you like it?

Of course, I like it. Thank you.

Su Mang, I'm back.

What's wrong?

Did Chen Jiaming come for you again?

Then what is it?

Did you miss Zheng Chu? Did he give this bracelet to you?

It was given by a very good friend.

Her name was Xiaoqiu.

She's a very good designer.

She designed this bracelet.

She was like my trash can.

If ever I had some trouble,

I would tell it all to her.

Don't be so sad. What happened?

She passed away.

She passed away!

She died. Why did she die?

I never thought she would die, you know.

I even promised to go to Lijiang to be with her. I–

Don't grieve like this. It won't be good for the baby.

If you want to cry, cry out loud. It'll be fine after you cry.

Tell me. How can a person just disappear like that?

She was still doing fine before.

Don't know when you won't be able to see her...never to see her again.

I kept remembering her these past days.

She kept telling me...

that I should be with Zheng Chu,

said that the child can't be without a father.

That's why all the more you should pull yourself together.

What Xiaoqiu said is right. The child can't be without a father.

But she is not here anymore.

I think you really shouldn't give up Zheng Chu.

Really. Think about it carefully.

Don't be sad.

I'm scared of heights.

You still came up even though you're scared of heights?

I just want to overcome my fear, just like remembering Zheng Chu.

The number you dialed does not exist. Please check it and dial later.

Bug!

Are you cold?

I'm cold.

Louder.

Cold.

Okay.

Auntie!

You scared me to death.

I missed you.

You missed me but you didn't listen to me.

When I told you to come, you wouldn't come. When I don't want you to come, you come.

Are you sure I'm the person you miss?

Why would I be that kind of person? Do you know where Su Mang is?

I just knew it! You are heartless. I don't know.

Good Auntie. If you don't know, who else would know?

I beg you. Please help me. I came here to England this time firmly resolute to find Su Mang.

I really don't know.

I only bumped to her in the hospital. Do you think I'm an immortal? That I can find anyone?

Okay, forget it if you won't help me. I'll go to find her on the streets.

Hey!

It's nighttime. Where are you going to look for her?

Do you only care about that woman right now?

You don't even care about your aunt anymore.

You're also a woman.

I am an exception.

When you were younger, you had also fallen in love.

That time you missed my uncle, did you also wish that I'd be like you?

Don't talk to me about that. In short, I am different from you.

In front of love, everyone is equal. If he appeared now

and wanted to take you away, would you be willing to give up everything and go with him?

I don't know.

I didn't purposely irritate you.

I will have my surgery tomorrow.

Let's talk about it after my surgery. You can leave first.

Okay, I'm at the hospital. If anything happens, call me.

Where did you go?

Why couldn't I find you all this time?

Do you still not want to forgive me?

Allen, I booked you a flight back to China today.

The plane will be taking off soon. Why then must you come here?

You go first. I'll be there soon.

Allen!

Believe me, okay?

Allen.

Xiao Chu, I'm so scared.

Don't be scared. I'll be waiting outside.

Xiao Chu, I'm so scared. I'm really so scared.

Xiao Chu, it seems like I feel as if I am suffocating. I'm so scared.

Melinda, calm down.

Your heart is beating too fast. It's not good for the surgery.

If I go in, what happens if I can't come back out?

Then I'll rush inside to save you.

Xiao Chu, I don't want to do it anymore! I don't want to go in for the surgery anymore. I'm so scared!

Can I not do it?

You cannot miss the best opportunity for the surgery.

You must think clearly.

Meiling! Meiling.

Long time no see.

Sorry, you are...?

I'm the man who almost became your uncle.

Doctor, can you allow us to exchange a few words before the surgery?

Of course, no problem.

Long time no see.

Yes, 20 years already. You haven't changed at all.

You have changed. You've gotten older

but are still very handsome.

Don't make fun of me.

Oh, right. How did you know I was here?

I thought you'd already forgotten me.

A few days ago, there was a lady who came to the press conference for the release of my new book.

She said you're hospitalized and need to have surgery. She asked me to come and see you.

A woman?

What kind of woman?

She is Su Mang. She's a pretty woman.

Su Mang? It was her?

She also said that you've been looking for me.

You wanted to see me. Now that I'm here,

do you have anything to say to me?

Actually, I have been missing you.

I know there couldn't be any future between us.

If I hadn't only cared about my career before

and had gone with you,

I wouldn't have missed out on the only love in my life.

I only want to hear you say one thing. That you don't blame me.

Meiling, why would I blame you?

Even at this moment, my love for you never lessened a bit.

We went our separate ways before. It's not because there wasn't love between us.

It was because you had your career and I had my dream.

Now aren't we all doing well?

This book was written for you.

[Lost Wonderful Times by Allen]

"Lost Wonderful Times."

Oh, right. How are you doing?

I'm still by myself. I've left Aimei to my nephew to look after.

I am now just an idle person.

My health is also not doing well so I had myself admitted.

Don't say that. The surgery will definitely be a success. You will get better.

Oh, right. What about you? Are you married?

Yes.

The person I like must be very outstanding.

Who is that lucky to be married to you?

Here.

So pretty. So blissful.

That's why you must get better

and find your own happiness. Get it?

My life is complete. Only you are the regret in my life.

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Where is he?

He left.

No way.

It wasn't easy to finally find your first love and you just let him leave so easily?

He's already married. He has his own family.

And he's very happy.

Xiao Chu,

you and Su Mang are still young. You still have chances to try things out.

And I think that Su Mang is a good woman.

How about this? Take this chance to hurry and get her back, okay?

London is so big. Finding her won't be easy.

London might be big, but as long as you try with sincerity,

you will definitely find her.

Now I only have one wish and that is you guys

can be together again.

When I'm better, I think

I must attend the wedding for you two, okay?

I agree to you on her behalf.

Okay.

♫ Should I wait for you? ♫

♫ I don't even dare to ask myself ♫

♫ Afraid that when I can't find an answer, ♫

♫ it'll also happen to rain ♫

♫ You who's always too slow ♫

♫ Or am I too anxious? ♫

♫ Too afraid ♫\N♫ I won't be able to hold you ♫

♫ In a world that keeps on spinning ♫

♫ How many times do I have to stumble, ♫

♫ in order to wait till you arrive? ♫

♫ I said I won't give up ♫

♫ Yet I'm becoming more and more ♫\N♫ Timid ♫

♫ To continue to love you ♫