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♫ For you, I spent half a year's savings to sail across the ocean to see you ♫

♫ For this meeting, I even have to repeatedly practice my breathing ♫

♫ I've never been able to express a fraction of my innumerable affection in words ♫

♫ For this regret, I ponder endlessly in the night, unwilling to fall asleep ♫

♫ Memories are always accumulating slowly ♫

♫ I'm unable to erase them from my heart ♫

♫ For your promise, in the most desperate and hopeless moment ♫

♫ I endured all and refused to cry ♫

♫ Unfamiliar city... ♫

♫ In a familiar corner... ♫

♫ We've comforted each other before, and have embraced and sighed together before ♫

♫ Without regard for what the outcome will be for us ♫

♫ In a sandstorm-filled sky, I looked at you as you depart to a place far away ♫

♫ I was actually too sad to maintain my self-decorum ♫

♫ How I wish I could see my love off for thousands of miles, till the end of the world ♫

♫ To forever be mutually dependent on each other ♫

[Across the Ocean to See You]

- Episode 42 -

A few days ago, it rained heavily here.

Wouldn't walking through such ravines be a bit dangerous?

It's been so many days. We should be fine.

Only by walking through ravines can we enjoy good scenery. Isn't that right, Xiaolu?

But the weather is so unpredictable.

You never know what will happen in the mountains.

Let's rest for awhile, then start climbing.

Melinda, you need someone to care for you.

Where is your family? Your friends?

They're very busy.

No, no, no, Melinda.

If you had someone here with you, it will help you relax.

It would help with your treatment.

[Consulting Room: Dr. Krief - Reproductive]

Cliff, I know this is difficult for you,

but I want to know more about this sperm donor.

Can you help me?

Su Mang,

I already told you that

everything I can tell you; I already did.

IQ 120-140, very high.

Blood type is okay. No hemolytic situation will happen.

You even chose the zodiac sign.

It was right here. Do you still remember?

I remember. Can you show me his photo?

Or tell me his profession, or

any experience in his life?

I want to confirm that the child won't have any problems with his personality. You also know

if he asks me about his dad, I won't know anything.

This is your problem, not mine.

As a hospital, we have the duty to protect the privacy of

of the sperm donor and the recipient. You already know this.

If all sperm recipients come here pregnant looking for the father,

won't our hospital system be in some serious chaos?

- But... \N- Okay.

How much?

No way.

It's okay. I know you care about me.

But the hospital has its regulations, too.

Su Mang...

As my personal suggestion, you should start a new love life.

Maybe someone wants to become this child's father.

Think about it.

His suggestion sounds good. Maybe I should go out

and meet some new friends.

No, you can't.

Why?

My nephew took care of you for so long. Don't think I don't know.

When I was in China,

he always snuck into your house every night to cook a midnight snack for you.

He is so nice to you.

If this is how you want to pay him back, you should just stay here and take care of me.

I'm pregnant. If I stay here,

am I going to take care of you or are you going to take care of me?

Of course, you're taking care of me. It doesn't matter that you're pregnant.

I'm not asking you to do manual labor.

Just stay her to keep me company.

You really are so unreasonable. When you get overbearing,

you and Zheng Chu are so alike.

Then it's settled then.

Also, in the future, don't call me CEO Zheng.

Just call me "Aunt."

CEO Zheng this, CEO Zheng that. It makes me feel that I am still in the office.

Okay. Since I'm so kind,

I'll keep an old person like you company.

Who says I'm old? I look younger than you.

Fine. I'm old. I'm older than you are.

- Come here.\N- Why did you bring me

to a selfie studio? I'm so tired.

Why do I have to dress up like this?

Let's take some pictures and send them to my sister to make her happy.

Why did you mention her? She left without a word.

She is enjoying her good life in the U.K., probably already forgot Chu Chu.

Smile.

She still accepts me as her little brother after all. Let me tell you.

She just has a tough mouth but soft heart.

At work, she fights against the trend. She wants to be top in everything.

However in her personal life, she divorced Chen Jiaming

- and she came back here, didn't she?\N- 1, 2, 3.

Came back here and got angry at Brother Chu. She then left again.

She's just a coward.

Who's a coward? You are.

I don't even know how my brother is doing. Has he found Xiaoqiu yet?

A Tang Seng (a literary monk) like him finally had a day of resuming a secular life.

At this romantic moment, can you stop talking about others?

Do something useful.

Is this useful?

1, 2, 3! 1, 2, 3!

- Done.\N♫ The most beautiful sky is seen in the rain when you’re holding an umbrella in your hand ♫

♫ Only you and I are left in this whole world ♫

♫ Your dampened left shoulder, and your hairline that didn't dry even after a long time ♫

♫ As it turns out, you are occupying all of my sight ♫

[Ward Room 2]

While undergoing chemotherapy,

patients can have some certain adverse reactions.

Make sure she takes her medications after a short time.

You try to get some rest, okay?

Thank you.

Is this my own fault?

I didn't listen to the doctor sooner.

I would've been fine had I come to the hospital earlier.

Is it painful?

Are you going to mock me?

It's not painful. Not at all.

If it is, just say it.

No one is going to laugh at you. Here, take this medicine.

Actually, it's really painful.

So you have to take care of your health in the future.

Don't always focus on work.

If Xiao Chu were here, he would probably say that I'm nagging again.

To be honest, I really miss him now.

You miss him?

Then, recover quickly and go back to see him.

You were the one who told me to leave him.

Now, you're the one who talks about him everyday in front of me.

Are you okay? What if I go back and marry him now?

Fine. No problem.

To be honest, I'm not that stubborn like his parents.

All this talk about how your baby is not his...

This is just an excuse.

I didn't like you back then,

because I thought that you were too aggressive, just like me.

This is not good. Do you know?

If Zheng Chu

- still can't let you go— \N- I don't want to.

What did you say?

Do you really think that I left him because of pressure?

I'm not that type of person.

I just want him to live his own life.

He loves travelling and seeing the world.

He also told me before

that his dream

was to become the CEO of the Aimei Corporation.

Didn't you also say this?

I have nothing to give him besides this child.

So I don't want to hold him back.

Don't think too much.

I didn't think too much.

It's just how it is.

I know Xiao Chu the best.

He only cares about his girl, not his career. Do you believe that?

He will definitely come here to find you.

If he comes, I'll leave.

Are you determined to go against me?

I'm not letting you leave this time.

CEO Zheng, Ctrip sent over some analysis data.

All patients who the Aimei Trip sponsored have been admitted and been undergoing treatment.

And also, the Paris Fashion Show will take place soon.

- Do you want to personally lead a team over there or— \N- I'll go personally.

- Okay.\N- Book me a ticket online to Paris for the day after tomorrow.

No problem.

Are you in Lijiang?

- I'm here. \N- Did you find Xiaoqiu?

Not yet. But I have to ask you something.

Say it.

What Shanshan said at the wedding still worries me.

If you have time, pay her a visit. Don't let anything happen.

Okay. I'll take care of it.

Okay.

- Prepare it immediately for me.\N- Okay.

Wow! It's so pretty!

We finally reached the Tiger Leaping Gorge.

We're finally here.

Wow!

Wow! Look, so beautiful! Come, let's take a picture.

I'm going to leave Shanghai soon. Don't worry, I've given up.

I've thoroughly given up.

I wish you guys happiness, Xiaoqiu.

This bracelet is so pretty, Xiaoqiu. Did you design it?

This is a couple bracelet I designed. I was planning to give the other one to the person I like.

Oh...

- Then can you let me see it? \N - Okay.

Thank you.

Wow, it's really pretty.

Being skillful with nimble fingers, and considerate like you, the person being loved by you must be very blissful.

Xiaolu! Xiaolu! Oh, no, the sky has changed. It will rain soon.

Yes. From the looks of it, it's going to rain.

It surely will be too late to go down the mountain. How about this? Let's go up instead.

- Okay, let's go. Just go back the path where we came from. Let's go up. Everyone keep up.\N- Right. Okay, go up. Let's hurry and go.

- Hurry. Let's go. \N- Go, go.

Come, let's go. Go up. Keep up.

Keep up. Keep up.

Careful.

Be careful of your steps. Be careful.

Xiaoqiu.

Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu!

Tang Ming, what are you doing here? Come sit. Sit. Sit here.

Sit.

Tang Ming, aren't you getting married to Shanshan today? What are you doing here?

Uncle,

I'm sorry.

I cannot marry Shanshan anymore.

What is it? Did Shanshan do something wrong?

Hey, Tang Ming. If Shanshan did something wrong to you in some way, I'll apologize for her.

Shanshan, this child isn't sensible. Don't blame her.

She lied to me.

Nothing really happened between us. Everything was a set up for me to marry her.

Uncle, I know Shanshan is your daughter so you want happiness for her.

But when I learned the truth about Shanshan's scheme to trick me to marry her,

I became even more sure.

The person I really like is Xiaoqiu.

- But you and Shanshan are already— \N- I cannot give Shanshan happiness.

She'll only suffer more being with me.

I'm sorry. In the end, I still hurt her.

I don't blame you.

Shanshan... her becoming like this today

is all my fault.

Shanshan is a good girl. She will definitely find her own happiness.

Uncle, can you tell me where Xiaoqiu is? She changed her phone number. I haven't been able to find her.

She went up the mountain. Wait, let me call her.

She went up the mountain?

- Sorry. The subscriber you dialed temporarily cannot be reached. \N - I can't get through.

Sorry. The subscriber you are calling temporarily can't be reached.

Nothing bad could have happened, right?

Sorry. The subscriber you are calling temporarily can't be reached.

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Tang Ming. Yan Xiaoqiu.

I said I would make you guys regret it.

Even without me, you two cannot be together.

Forever impossible.

Slowly.

Everyone, hurry! You all go under that precipice.

Be careful of your safety!

Be careful not to go out.

- Xiaoqiu, I think I dropped my phone. \N - It's okay as long as everyone is safe.

- Is everyone here?\N- Xiaotao didn't seem to have kept up with us.

Don't be anxious. I'll go look. You guys must not come out.

- I'll go with you!\N- Don't worry. Just hide inside here and don't come out.

I am more familiar with the topography here.

- Take his helmet. \N- You must not come out.

Hey, you must be careful!

Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu!

- Xiaolu, don't go over there. It's dangerous! \N- Xiaoqiu! Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu! Xiaoqiu!

- Xiaoqiu! \N - Don't go over.

Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu...

Shanshan! Shanshan!

Hello, is this 120? Someone slashed her wrist.

Old Yan! Old Yan! Old Yan!

- Old Yan!\N- What is it?\N- Old Yan, that...

- Did Xiaoqiu go up the mountain? \N - Yes. What is it?

- Hey, something big happened. Did you guys not see the news?\N- We didn't.

A mudslide happened at the Tiger Leaping Gorge. A lot of people on the mountain died.

- Make way! Please make way! \N- Hurry, hurry!

- Where's Xiaoqiu? \N- Please make way. \N - Have you seen someone named Yan Xiaoqiu?

- Those on this side, come with me. \N- Xiaoqiu! \N - This way, this way!

- Did you see someone named Yan Xiaoqiu? \N - No, no I didn't.

Did you see Yan Xiaoqiu?

- Did you see Yan Xiaoqiu? \N - You are...?

Are you the person that Xiaoqiu likes?

Xiaoqiu, she...

What?

What are you saying?

Where is Xiaoqiu?

I personally saw her being washed away by the mudslide.

This bracelet.. she was always wearing this bracelet.

She said she was going to give it to the person she likes. She even gave me her helmet.

- That's not possible. \N - I'm sorry.

- It's not possible. Not possible. \N- I'm sorry.

- It's not possible. \N - I'm so sorry!

- You're lying. \N- I'm sorry.

Tell me the person you went up the mountain with wasn't Xiaoqiu!

Tell me it wasn't her!

- Please make way. Please make way! \N- Wait!

Xiaoqiu? Xiaoqiu!

Xiaoqiu!

♫ Should I wait for you? ♫\N♫ I don't even dare to ask myself ♫

♫ Afraid that when I can't find an answer, it'll also happen to rain ♫

♫ You who's always too slow ♫\N♫ Or am I too anxious? ♫

♫ Too afraid ♫\N♫ I won't be able to hold you ♫

Mister, sorry. Please don't hinder us from our work. Sorry.

♫ How many times do I have to stumble, in order to wait till you arrive? ♫

♫ I said I won't give up ♫\N♫ Yet I'm becoming more and more ♫

♫ Timid ♫\N♫ To continue to love you ♫

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

♫ Saying that it's all in the past, can face you smiling now, ♫

♫ Is it really true? ♫

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Why is it you?

Otherwise, who did you think it would be? Tang Ming? He's in Lijiang.

I'll call him. If I call him, he will definitely come back.

What will you say to him when you call him? Tell him that your second suicide attempt failed?

- Wake up already. Stop obstinately persisting with your obsession. The person that Tang Ming loves is your older sister.\N- No.

Tang Ming is mine.

Why did you save me?

Why didn't you let me die?

Don't you hate me, too?

You're like this and so is Tang Ming.

Yan Xiaoqiu is like that, too.

I want Tang Ming to regret.

Regret choosing Yan Xiaoqiu.

I want him to take responsibility for my death. I want him to regret. I don't want them to ever be together. Why did you save me?

You're wrong. Whether it's Tang Ming or Xiaoqiu, they both love and care about you.

It's you using your wrong method to hurt them.

What right do you have to lecture or correct me?

Didn't you also give up Su Mang for money, career, or some position?

I'm different from you.

I clearly know what I want. But you still don't know what you've done wrong.

I don't care. You can't go.

I've heard long ago that patients behave a lot like kids. I finally witnessed it today.

Aunt, can you not be so willful?

It was you who said you dislike me, and now you insist on making me stay. Don't you have any stand?

It's not that I'm reluctant to let you leave. You owe me too much. You cannot go.

It's true that I owe a lot to Zheng Chu, but what do I owe you?

Do you know who bought your house?

It was me who bought it. In this case, are you still saying you don't owe me?

You bought the house?

Xiao Chu came to beg me. I told him, how about if I were to buy the house?

The reason he took over Aimei was also for this reason. Moreover, I don't have any reason just to watch you die and not save you.

Why are you telling me this?

If I didn't know,

I wouldn't have any thoughts about Zheng Chu anymore.

Su Mang, sit down.

Let me slowly tell you a story.

Then you'll understand why I won't let you be with Zheng Chu.

It's not because of the child in your womb.

It's because of distance.

You two finally came back. Should you be giving this guard a red envelope, too?

Tony, did you especially miss me?

I missed you to death. Give me a hug.

Let me tell you. The few days you weren't here, I was so busy. Do you know that? Busy. Very busy.

Directors, producers, media, and newspapers have all been calling me everyday. My phone almost exploded with their calls!

Tell them then. Guoguo and I are not really doing some underground romance. We're out in the open.

Yo, doesn't your waist ache when you talk while standing (talking is easy)?

Hey, how should I say it? Our multimedia superstar Tang Guoguo

has eloped with a lowly Harry Potter? Are you kidding?

Let me tell you. I am currently a famous magician. My Weibo even got verified (recommended).

Oh, really? You're so amazing.

Hey, Guoguo, let me tell you. I got you a meeting with LD company's Producer Li today. Do you know that?

- He already agreed to make a special album for you. Hey, where are you going? I'm talking to you.\N- Sshh. Don't talk.

Hello, brother. How's your 'pursuit of love' journey progressing?

A long time ago,

I once liked a man.

He is called Anhe.

He looks a lot like Xiao Chu.

He smiles very sweetly.

Very talented.

He prefers to be free.

He likes to globetrot.

Later, a group of friends and I established a new company

called Aimei.

Later, because I was too busy,

I didn't have any time to be with him.

I would always leave him alone at home to write.

It must've been because of that, that he was unhappy.

He even lost inspiration in his creations.

So he threw temper tantrums.

He threw those drafts all over the floor.

Finally, one day when I got home,

I found out that he had left.

He only left behind a letter.

He said he was leaving me.

Do you know?

He once asked me.

He said to leave this place together with him.

To globetrot together with him.

But at that time, because of my strong career drive,

I wouldn't. Because of that,

I missed out on my most loved

relationship in this lifetime.

Actually, do you know

why I don't wish for you and Zheng Chu to be together?

Because I'm really scared

that you'll be like me.

Because I was afraid that you would have a strong career drive like me,

that one day you'f give him up for your career.

Auntie,

to me,

the most important thing is not how good my career is,

but a love that one can encounter but not sought.

If it weren't for this child,

I would definitely be together with Zheng Chu.

If he wants to inherit Aimei,

I will stay with him in Shanghai.

If he wants to be a travel connoisseur,

I will globetrot with him.

It's a shame I understood this too late.

I just hope to see Anhe one more time

and hear him personally say that he forgives me.

Why are you telling me this?

Seeing Zheng Chu like this

actually makes me very sad.

I don't wish for him to be like me

and miss the person he loves.

It's already impossible between us.

I told him

I don't love him.

I think that he must be hating me now.

Take a look.

- Hey, Auntie. \N- Xiao Chu, where are you now?

- I'm at the hospital. \N - You're at the hospital?

Wait. Turn the camera over to the side a little bit.

Turn it. Who is that woman?

Chen Shanshan, you saw her before.

What Chen Shanshan? What's going on?

Why are you together with her?

I'll slowly explain to you later.

Why is Su Mang with you?

Don't worry about that. Tell me clearly what's going on.

Auntie, tell her to talk to me.

All right, there's something going on here. Let's talk later.

Su Mang!

Didn't I tell you not to come?

You're here to laugh at me, isn't that so?

Laugh at you? Are you even worthy?

You're all right.

Laying here pretending to be dead and someone will come to see you.

How comfortable.

- Get up.\N- Tang Guoguo!

- Get out. Come with me--\N- Tang Guoguo!

- What are you doing, Tang Guoguo?\N- Let's go.

- Leave with me! \N - Are you crazy?\N- I am crazy.

If it weren't for you,

Xiaoqiu wouldn't have gone to Lijiang

- and if she didn't go to Lijiang, she wouldn't have died!\N- What are you saying?

Do you know that Xiaoqiu died because of her?

Are you happy now?

You caused Xiaoqiu to die. You caused my brother to lose his love.

When you were forcing my brother to marry you,

when you were forcing Xiaoqiu to leave Shanghai,

had you forgotten that she's your biological sister?

What do you want to do?

- Go back to Lijiang. \N- Lijiang?

You still want to fight with a dead person?

What are you saying?

With whom am I going to fight?

She is my sister.

My biological sister.

Can I just go to collect her corpse?

Su Mang, what are you doing now?

If you knew that your best friend had died from an accident,

you would definitely be very sad.

And I won't be able to lend my shoulder to you.

Guoguo.

Guoguo, I'll turn on the light. It's too dark.

Don't turn it on.

Let me cry for a while more.

Say, why is life so weak?

She was still talking and laughing not long ago.

How come in a blink of an eye, she's already gone?

It's all Chen Shanshan's fault.

If it weren't for her,

Xiaoqiu wouldn't have gone to Lijiang.

And she wouldn't have gone up the mountain.

She then wouldn't die from that calamity.

So... you have to appreciate the people you have.

Su Chang, you won't leave me.

- Right? \N- That's right.

A nine-headed ox won't be able to drive me away.

Even if you push me away for thousands of years, I will still return.

Don't cry.

If you keep crying,

if your brother were to see you like this,

he'd only feel worse.

Don't cry, okay?

No, I have to go to Lijiang to see my brother.

It's fine. You don't have to go.

If you go, would she be able to come back to life?

You must control your mouth.

Your brother will feel even worse seeing you.

Su Chang, you can understand my feelings. Right?

I went shopping with Xiaoqiu.

Ate with her.

And even brought her to meet my parents.

And we even went to your magic museum.

Never thought that a living person like that

has now forever disappeared from this world.

I really feel very, very sad.

All right, stop talking.

The more you say it, the more you will get sad.

If you continue talking, I also can't take it anymore.

Stop fighting. Stop fighting.

Are you all right? As a training partner, you are so incompetent.

Hey, you are a veteran.

I was just suddenly dragged here to be a training partner.

You not only didn't thank me

but even find fault.

If you feel aggrieved,

then I'll stand here without moving to let you hit me with one punch.

You're the one who said it. Okay.

Stand firmly.

Are you all right?

What trauma did you encounter?

You really let me punch you?

Su Mang has already left for how long?

Either you go and get her back

or you pull yourself together.

Don't be like a zombie,

tormenting yourself. Okay?

Do you remember my good friend Tang Ming?

I remember. He's your buddy.

We even drank together last time.

What is it?

Two days ago, because of torrential rains,

a mudslide occurred in Lijiang.

His girlfriend died in that disaster.

That was a very good lady.

If she were still alive, she would become

a very famous jewelry designer.

So you're feeling upset because of this matter?

Or is it because this matter

let you associate it with yourself?

I don't know.

If Tang Ming appears in front of me right now

I would surely beat him up so bad.

It was because of

his indecisiveness that led to this situation.

♫ Should I wait for you? ♫

♫ I don't even dare to ask myself ♫

♫ Afraid that when I can't find an answer, ♫

♫ it'll also happen to rain ♫

♫ You who's always too slow ♫

♫ Or am I too anxious? ♫

♫ Too afraid ♫\N♫ I won't be able to hold you ♫

♫ In a world that keeps on spinning ♫

♫ How many times do I have to stumble, ♫

♫ in order to wait till you arrive? ♫

♫ I said I won't give up ♫

♫ Yet I'm becoming more and more ♫

♫ Timid ♫

♫ To continue to love you ♫

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