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♫ For you, I spent half a year's savings to sail across the ocean to see you ♫

♫ For this meeting, I even have to repeatedly practice my breathing ♫

♫ I've never been able to express a fraction of my innumerable affection in words ♫

♫ For this regret, I ponder endlessly in the night, unwilling to fall asleep ♫

♫ Memories are always accumulating slowly ♫\N♫ I'm unable to erase them from my heart ♫

♫ For your promise, in the most desperate and hopeless moment ♫

♫ I endured all and refused to cry ♫

♫ Unfamiliar city... ♫

♫ In a familiar corner... ♫

♫ We've comforted each other before, and have embraced and sighed together before ♫\N♫ Without regard for what the outcome will be for us ♫

♫ In a sandstorm-filled sky, I looked at you as you depart to a place far away ♫\N♫ I was actually too sad to maintain my self-decorum ♫

♫ How I wish I could see my love off for thousands of miles, till the end of the world ♫

♫ To forever be mutually dependent on each other ♫\N[ Across the Ocean to See You]

- Episode 36 -

You even changed your number. You disappeared. I could only use the most basic method to find you.

Xiaoqiu, did I do something wrong?

Ever since you returned to Shanghai, you've been avoiding me.

I'm just a little busy.

So busy that you have to change your phone number? Xiaoqiu, you are not a furtive person like this. Right?

If we have a misunderstanding between us, we can sit down and clear it up. The way you are acting...

will make me really upset.

Sit down and clear it up?

How do we clear it up? Do you want me and my younger sister

together with you, the brother-in-law?

Brother-in-law?

Don't you already know? That I lied to you. I'm Shanshan's biological older sister.

And you... you're Shanshan's boyfriend. So Tang Ming,

you've become my brother-in-law.

Xiaoqiu, who told you I'm Shanshan's boyfriend? Did Shanshan say that?

Is it important who told me? Actually that day

I heard what you guys said at Lijiang.

Extend. Very good.

What are you crying about?

It hurts. It hurts so much.

It hurts.

Mr. Fei, you're not pregnant. You don't have to follow along and learn it.

It's okay. I want to experience the feeling of a pregnant woman. Don't bother about me.

Okay. Okay, now let's change to another direction. Stick out the other leg.

I can't. I can't, Teacher. Is this possible? How could you pull your leg out up to here?

Not scientific at all. What if you get injured from it? Isn't that so?

Can you really bend that far? This movement is so unscientific.

What nonsense are you saying?

I'm not saying nonsense. It hurts so much.

This is an established pregnant yoga movement.

- I'm sorry. \N - It's okay.

Let's continue. Breath in.

- Mr. Fei, can you be more quiet? Don't affect the other people.\N- Okay.

Let's continue. Maintain.

I-I was only pretending with her.

What did you say?

You're saying that you two are pretending to be a couple?

Shanshan said doing this can prevent her annoying male colleague

from pursuing her. So in order to protect Shanshan, I agreed to do so for her.

Why didn't you say that earlier?

I wanted to make it clear to her that pretending to be a couple is too absurd. That's why we shouldn't be doing it.

Who knew that she would bring you when I wanted to meet with her? She said that you were her older sister. I didn't even get a chance to explain

and you ran away.

But... why should I believe what you say?

But I believe you. You didn't hide the fact that you two were sisters.

Perhaps you won't believe it, but I already knew you two were sisters a long time ago.

Zheng Chu told me.

So I was the dummy. Am I really laughable?

No, I think you're really cute. Thank you, Xiaoqiu,

for letting me get to know you better.

Okay, everyone, our class will end here. Thank you, everyone. Namaste.

Are you all right?

I'll go down to start up the car first. I'll wait for you down there.

Unscientific...

Hey, Su Mang. Who is he?

He was so terrible and even dared to question our teacher.

That's right. But Su Mang, didn't you bring Mr. Zheng last time?

Mr. Zheng did it much better than this man. Where did he go?

I still have things to do. I'll be going first.

- Oh, bye. What's going on? \N - I don't know, but looking at her face, she seemed to be angry.

Why is a pregnant woman like you moving things around?

It'd be best if you keep some distance between us. We're just regular friends.

Hello?

Are you the buyer of the used air sterilizer?

That's right. The things are all ready. You can come and pick them up.

I also have a refrigerator that I don't use much. Do you need it?

Director Su, last week, we mainly prepared some activities to complement "The Aimei Trip."

Then for the next part, we—

So sorry. You all exchange ideas first. I'll just answer this call.

I was able to gather ¥500,000 already. I'll think of something for the rest.

That much money? You can't expect me to get that much all at once.

Xiao Gu, continue.

Anyway, for the next part, other than to continue our support for The Aimei Trip project,

we will also start some designing tasks for new routes.

In the mean time, we are focusing on a short tour during the May 1 holiday. We have a rough plan...

That... Xiao Gu, continue with what you were saying. Ella,

take notes on everything Xiao Gu said. I'll be going out for a while.

Hey, did you notice that Black Spider looks particularly stressed today? The way she looks...

Her mental status isn't that great, either. Could it be that man is causing her trouble again?

You are so talkative! Director Su is very busy at work so what's wrong with answering calls?!

I also feel that Director Su is acting strangely these past days.

To say it more accurately, she has been acting strange ever since her ex-husband came here.

Brother Chu, have you noticed that she seems to be very distracted lately—

Talkative! So talkative!

Don't worry, I'll definitely pay back the money.

That's right. I've been working hard to gather money.

No, I didn't take a cent of Chen Jiaming's money!

Manager Sun, we know that you have a deadline for loan payment. I guarantee that I'll pay you back the money before the deadline, okay?

No, you can check it. My records have always been very good. Stop bullying me already!

Is the meeting over?

Your ex-husband is forcing you to repay the debt?

It's none of your business.

I said it's none of your business.

I want to help you.

- It's not necessary. \N- Su Mang!

You want to help me, is that right? How are you going to help?

Have you asked your family? Did they agree?

Zheng Chu, they already harbor a misunderstanding against me. I don't want the misunderstanding to get worse.

It's my own business. I'll think of a solution myself. I don't want to involve anyone.

Director Su, Manager Zhu of Jian Hang (Jian Bank) is in the office waiting for you.

Oh, okay. I'll go there in a while.

- I'll get going then.\N- Hey!

What did you say earlier?

Manager Zhu? From Jian Hang?

Tell him I'm not here.

From now on, when it is someone from the bank, tell them all that I'm not here.

And also, for today, unless there are some important matters, don't let anyone come into my office.

This...

- Go now.\N- Okay.

Hello, real estate brokerage?

It's like this. I have a house that I'd like to sell quickly.

Okay. Let's set a time to look at the house then.

I'll send the time and address to you later.

Okay. Thank you.

Manager Zhu of Jian She Bank is here to talk to you about collaboration. Why won't you meet him?

I heard you talk on the phone earlier by accident. Are you going to put your house up for sale?

I don't want to live there anymore.

You are lying.

You don't even want to see anyone from the bank. You keep answering calls from debt collectors.

And now, you are lying to me that you don't want to live there anymore?

Director Fei, whether I want to live there or not, what does it have to do with you?

You must have something else to do. Go to take care of it then.

Su Mang!

Su Mang! Su Mang! Su Mang, what's wrong with you?

Su Mang!

Su Mang, come.

A pregnant woman's body is unique to begin with. You didn't even eat breakfast.

It's very easy for you to get hypoglycemia.

This time, you were quite lucky. You fainted but the child is all right.

We aren't sure if you will have such a good fortune next time.

Thank you, Doctor.

Can I be discharged now?

Discharged? You need to be admitted for a few days to recuperate.

It was only our preliminary diagnosis that the cause of her fainting was hypoglycemia.

But for the final diagnosis, we still have to wait for the tests to come out.

- Okay.\N- Just rest well.

I really am all right. I figure that it's only because I didn't eat breakfast. Let's go.

- I'm going out now.\N- Hey, the doctor has already said so. You must listen to her.

I still have to do something.

Su Mang!

What's going on?

Why are you here?

Our co-workers said that you fainted. What really happened?

Nothing. Thank you for you concerns.

Director Fei, may I trouble you to take me home?

Okay.

Just let me.

This doesn't seem to be the way back to the office.

Going home.

Going home?

It's still working hours.

I've already requested some leave for you. For this week, just stay at home and rest.

Fei Yi.

Look at how awful you look. Do you think you can still work?

Su Mang, look at the mirror. Look at how you look. Do you still want to live or not?

What right do you have to interfere with my life?

Do you think that just because we had a few meals together and that you brought me home a few times, we are already very close?

We only have a co-worker relationship. You don't have the right to decide for me.

If you continue to be like this, it will be bad for the child.

Yes! I know that I am pressured by debt collection lately,

but I don't need people to pity me! I can handle this myself.

Stop at the intersection in front.

Su Mang, I am not pitying you.

I just like you.

I know that you still can't accept me now;

but at the very least, don't push me away.

Director Fei,

you like Su Mang. Right?

I can only say that you make her feel burdened.

This kind of situation will never happen with me.

But she doesn't like you.

A mature woman will not choose the person she loves.

She will choose the person that is suitable for her.

Then what if I am that person that she loves and is also suitable for her?

I think that we both have to think about this question very well.

No need to think. Don't even think about it anymore.

Hello. Did anyone buy the house already?

I need to wait for three months before the papers can be processed?

No. I can't wait that long. I need the money fast.

Okay. Thank you.

Zheng Chu, you surely know what a thigh length is.

I already asked the doctor. It means leg length. The baby will surely be long-legged in the future.

You kept calling me Zheng Chu earlier.

You think that just because we had a few meals together and that you brought me home a few times, we are already very close?

We only have co-worker relationship. You don't have the right to decide for me.

If you continue to be like this, it will be bad for the child.

Yes! I know that I am pressured by debt collection lately, but I don't people to pity me! I can handle this by myself!

What do you want to help me with? How will you help me?

Have you asked your family? Have they agreed?

Zheng Chu, they already harbor a misunderstanding against me. I don't want the misunderstanding to get worse.

Even if I sold the house...

I still have to sell the car.

Su Mang, are you feeling ill?

I ordered your favorite beef fried rice.

They already removed the carrot shreds and bean sprouts.

Eat it already.

You eat first.

Don't know what's wrong with me recently. I have no appetite at all.

You also don't look that good.

Nothing bad happened, right?

My ex-husband came back to look for me.

Your ex-husband?

It's a long story. But it's fine, I can handle this.

But you, your whole face is full of joy. Did you and that Tang Ming reconcile?

What nonsense are you saying?

He told me that he and Shanshan are not boyfriend and girlfriend.

Look at you. Your whole face only has three words, "Happily in Love."

- I wish you happiness.\N- Thanks.

Compared to you,

my love life is so messed up.

What's wrong?

Divorce is a failure to begin with.

Look at me. I happily got married

but found a rotten guy.

Not only was he a rotten guy, we got divorced after just two days.

Not only did we get divorced,

I foolishly got a child in me.

It's enough that I got pregnant, I don't even know who the father is.

Say, aren't I such a failure?

Probably a little bit.

Not just these. There are still others.

I finally fell in love with a guy.

But right now, I actually became this guy's burden.

I really am quite unlucky.

You are indeed, just a little bit.

Jeez, how could you have such thoughts?

Why can't I think that way?

I just feel that I was wrong.

Don't you think that I did wrong?

Listen to me. This child of mine, I didn't ask for his permission and just brought him to this world.

After his birth, if he asks me for a father, where will I find one for him?

I don't even know where his father is.

If he doesn't have a father, will that be quite unfair to him?

It surely is unfair.

Yes, it is indeed a bit unfair.

What nonsense are you saying?! It's not like that.

What do you mean that it's not like that?

Su Mang, don't tell me that you plan to abort this child.

I didn't really consider that.

How could you have such thoughts?

This is a life after all.

I just feel that I owe him too much.

Then that's good. You scared me.

Su Mang, let me tell you. No matter how huge the difficulty is, it is still just temporary.

Just grit your teeth and it will be over in no time.

For the baby, to be able to see this world is the best blessing given by Heaven.

What are you worried about?

The baby has you, me, Zheng Chu, Su Chang.

There are so many people here to love him. So what if he doesn't have a father?

As long as there is love, the baby will surely grow up healthily.

- Really?\N- Yes.

But I still feel that I can't give him a healthy environment to grow up.

You said it right. We should give him a healthy environment to grow up in.

Let's feed him full first. Come.

Eat a lot of meat.

Eat a lot of vegetables. Come.

- Smells really delicious! Hurry and have a taste. \N- Yes.

I'll first feed you enough.

[maltfun]

Anyway, Sister Liang, I'll have to trouble you with this matter.

Actually, it doesn't have to be so complicated.

Although she is a girl, she is not that delicate like other girls.

As for music, especially this music—

Dr. Tang, I got it.

You said it three times already.

I must play "All of Me," right? It's your friend's favorite song.

So, I've already told you about it before.

Hey, I've not seen you this diligent with other women. Girlfriend?

Not yet. But after this, it may not be so.

Fine. Just leave it to me.

I guarantee you'll be able to take your beauty home (get your girl). Here.

Here.

Xiaoqiu, what did you say? Su Mang doesn't want to keep her baby?

That's right. Zheng Chu,

I know that you and Su Mang just broke up.

But when I was chatting with her this afternoon, I feel that she's not in a good state.

That's why, I am quite worried. You're the only one I can call.

Thank you, Xiaoqiu.

Su Mang and I didn't break up and will never separate.

I'll contact you if there is any news.

Okay.

Right... The car is still very new. I rarely drive it.

In total, it only reached...

Right, around 5,000 kilometers.

Sure. Call me any time you want to see the car.

Okay.

You are selling your car?

Is it your business? Or you want to buy it?

No problem. As a co-worker, I'll give you 10-20% discount.

You give me the money and I'll give you the car.

Su Mang...

Su Mang, I just want to have a good chat with you.

Su Mang, I want to help you.

Just go. I want to be alone.

Su Mang! I know that you are awake!

Open the door!

Even if you don't open the door, I will still have a way to get in there!

I told you. I have a way of getting in.

- Who told you to come through here? Get out! Get out!\N- Hey, Su... don't...

- Are you alright? Careful... Slowly...\N- Slowly. Slowly.

- My leg!\N- Are you all right?

Slowly.

Why did you come in through here? It's very dangerous! Are you all right?

Smile? What are you smiling about? Let me tell you! This is trespassing! I can call the cops!

What I am doing is caring for my neighbor.

Look at what you are eating. I'll prepare some delicious food for you, okay?

Let me tell you. Even if you don't take care of yourself, you have to take care of your baby. Okay?

You keep eating those non-nutritious food.

I said to stop eating.

I made you fried rice with fish sauce and bacon.

Hurry and eat. Stop staring. If not, the dish will become cold.

Eat.

Are you done? I won't eat. I already told you that I won't eat it.

You also don't need to make it for me in the future. I don't need it!

Get out.

Get out. Do you hear me? I'm telling you to get out!

Get out! Get out! Get out, you hear me?! Get out.

Get out! Don't bother me! Let me go!

Why didn't you eat breakfast again? That is bad for the child.

Didn't we make an agreement yesterday? That even if the sky were to fall, we will bear it together.

Quickly go in and eat your breakfast... Hey, Su Mang!

Su Mang, you...

If you don't eat this, I'll chase you like this all the way to the office. Su...

Good morning, Director Su.

Good morning.

This...

Good morning, Director Su.

This one...

Good morning, Director Su.

Director Su, I don't want to let him in.

But I was afraid that he will talk nonsense about you outside, which will be worse for you.

I know. Go back to work.

Don't let other people in.

Say it. What do you need?

¥5 million. When will you hand it over?

Chen Jiaming, you think I am an ATM machine?

How could I immediately have that much money?

Also, according to the division of our assets,

I only need to bear ¥1 million of the debts.

How could it suddenly become ¥5 million?

When we were in England, did I give you a condo unit?

But I didn't ask for it.

Whether you asked for it or not is your business, but I did give it to you.

Su Mang, during the years we were together, I gave you quite a number of designer bags. Right?

Then do you also want to include my meal money?

For example, when I was hungry, you bought me some french fries. When I was thirsty, you bought me a bottle of water.

Su Mang,

divorcing you was my moment of impulse.

Actually, I really wanted to wait for you to return.

Do you still remember the period of time when we were in England?

It was your hardest days. We shared joy and sorrow.

Now, it's my hardest times. You must help me.

Su Mang.

Su Mang, Monday. Monday is the last day to pay them the money.

If I am unable to pay it, I will go to jail.

Take it as I'm begging you, okay?

This is the last time.

I got it.

Thank you.

Do you have time?

It's you again.

There is a coffee shop downstairs. We can talk there.

The two of us? Talk about what?

Don't you just want money? Maybe after chatting with me, you'll get your money.

Take it.

What do you mean by this?

I don't know how much debt you have outside.

Just use these first.

If it's too much, give the surplus back to me. If it's not enough, I can add more.

Is this considered as a handout from you?

Su Mang,

can you just pocket your arrogance? You are a woman.

Not a jack lifter. You won't be able to bear such huge pressure.

Also, this is an office. For this money,

you are letting these people come here to look for you...

I am not giving you any handout. I am doing this because of our work environment.

You are so nice to me.

What is your motive? If I take your money,

do I become your girlfriend?

Don't think too cheaply of yourself.

I wouldn't do such a thing as taking advantage of others when they are down.

Moreover, love is not something that can be bought with money.

But if you want to think of me that way, I also can't do anything about it.

Thank you.

But... please leave me a bit of last dignity.

I know...

that you will surely say that I insist on keeping up appearances to cover up my suffering.

But other than this little bit of dignity,

I don't have anything left.

Su Mang, you indeed are very cruel to me.

Who told me to just love your stubbornness?

If you need anything, I'll be awaiting your orders at all times.

Thank you.

All right. We've chatted till here. When will the money be transferred to my account?

¥5 million is not a small amount of money. I need time to gather it.

But don't worry. I will give you the money for sure.

That's good. I'm going.

I still have a question to ask you.

What is your relationship with my ex-wife?

There are a lot of possibilities about my relationship with her.

But for you, she is just an ex-wife.

From your eyes, I can already see what kind of relationship you two have.

Don't you mind that she has a child?

That is a matter between the two of us.

Oh, right. After getting the money, you will immediately go back to the UK.

Yes. Of course.

But it may not be.

After all, my wife... oh, my ex-wife.

We still haven't verified whose child she is carrying, am I right?

Su Chang, I have something to talk to you about.

¥5 million. My sister told me that it was only ¥1 million. How did it suddenly become that much?

Chen Jiaming personally told me that. It is indeed ¥5 million.

Brother Chu, then if this money isn't paid back,

what will happen to my sister?

Chen Jiaming not only owed the banks, he also owed loan sharks.

These people have already chased him up to here.

Of course, I'm not really worried about these. I'm more worried about your sister's health.

She might have acquired pregnancy depression due to these matters.

That bastard Chen Jiaming...

Good thing you told me this. I have been busy with Guoguo's matter recently.

I must think of a way.

Then let's think of a way together. But you must keep this a secret.

You must not tell your sister that I'm helping her prepare the money.

Then I'll thank you now on behalf of my sister.

Enough. Just call me if anything changes.

Oh, right. I remember that you have a duplicate key of the main door of your sister's house, right?

- What?\N- Yes?

I will give you the money! Don't touch my child!

I will give you the money... don't touch my child!

Su Mang... Su Mang, are you all right?

You had a nightmare. It's fine.

- It's fine.\N- I had a dream?

Just a dream.

That scared me.

You just had a dream. It's fine.

- Zheng Chu?\N- Yes?

Why are you here?

- Why are you here? \N - I... don't... Su... Su Mang...

Why did you come here in the middle of the night?!

- Do you want me to call the police?\N- I came in through the window.

Nonsense! I locked the windows. How did you get in?

Were they locked?

- I was...\N- How did you get in?

- How did I get in?\N- Get out! Get out!

- Get out! Who told you to come in?\N- Su Mang, I really came in through the windows.

Get out!

- No, Su Mang— \N - Zheng Chu, you bastard! Get out!

It's in the middle of the night, do you want to scare me to death?!

Bastard... none of you are good.

Get out! You stinky rascal!

I'm calling the police!

- Why are you knocking?\N- I didn't have any bad intentions last night.

I was afraid that something bad would happen to you.

Are you sick?

Do you know that I now feel you are some rascal?

You even duplicated Su Chang's key.

Do you feel that I am not yet miserable enough? You still want to drop a stone on me who's in the well, and cause me another harm (hit a person who's down)?

Let me tell you again. I was afraid of something happening to you; afraid that you will hurt yourself.

- Your recent condition— \N- What's about my recent condition?

What bad can happen to me during the night?

How could you be worried of something bad happening to me during the night? Will I be taking some sedatives or jumping off the building?

I am already like this. I beg you. Can you at least look forward to something good happening to me?

I...

Don't stand by the car. It's dangerous. Move aside.

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Hello, Teacher Chen, it's me.

That's right. Recently, she's very irritable, she spends time thinking, and emotionally unstable.

She eats very little, too.

Right. Right. Right. She frequently has nightmares at night.

What?

Pregnancy depression?

Oh... I know...

Okay.

I just knew it. She's gone insane.

♫ Should I wait for you? ♫

♫ I don't even dare to ask myself ♫

♫ Afraid that when I can't find an answer, ♫

♫ it'll also happen to rain ♫

♫ You who's always too slow ♫

♫ Or am I too anxious? ♫

♫ Too afraid ♫\N♫ I won't be able to hold you ♫

♫ In a world that keeps on spinning ♫

♫ How many times do I have to stumble,♫

♫ in order to wait till you arrive? ♫

♫ I said I won't give up ♫

♫ Yet I'm becoming more and more ♫\N♫ Timid ♫

♫ To continue to love you ♫