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Careful with cupid
There, buddy, he's breakable.

Bailey, when did we suddenly
Switch locations?

I thought we were doing this
At those presidio gardens.

Yesterday a friend of mine
From the preservation society

Called, said
This place was available.

Jule, wait till
You see this theater.

Gold leaf ceilings,
Wall mosaics--

The keysmans. Didn't I read they
Were gutting this place and selling it?

That's the beauty part.
Yes, but not for 2 weeks.

Which is why I got
Such a great price.

This thing weighs a ton. What is this for?

It's a burmese flower tower.
It's for the altar.

It represents the stages
Of romantic love.

Esteem, affection,
Commitment--

Ok, yeah, I'm sure,
But does this

Minister know how
To find this place?

No minister, claud. This
Isn't the actual rehearsal.

It's just a tech.

Speaking of which,
The eternity motifs,

Can we load
Those in last?

Thanks.

Bailey...

Why are we waiting?
Don't you have a key?

Yes.
It doesn't work.

I've called security, and
They're on their way. Ok.

Excuse me.

No one said
This was a theater.

I cannot release my doves in a theater.

They'll shoot right up
Into the flies and be gone forever.

But I need them to soar
When my couple are husband and wife.

Can't you... Tie weights
To them or something?

Security guard: which
One's bailey salinger?

Yeah, right here.

Can you open this door
For me, please? My key wouldn't work.

You're the guy who rented the place

- for this weekend?
- yes.

And no one
Called you?

Called me.
Why?

Purchase inspection yesterday

Turned up some
Foundation cracks,

So the city,
They sealed it off.

No one's allowed inside
Until it's been shored up.

It's gonna be a coupla months at least.

But I just talked
To helen last night,

And she didn't say
A word about this.

You know what?
It's not my area, sir. I'm sorry.

I-I'm really sorry.

Oh, wait. This is a
Nightmare. The wedding is 4 days away,

What are we gonna do, x
Just, like, have it here in this alley?

4 days is plenty of time, claud.
We'll just have to...

If we put our
Heads together--

We'll just--
We can, um...

- we'll have it--we'll do it--
- at home.

- yeah. At home. At the house.
- yeah.

Right. In the backyard. It's perfect.

You've done it before.

Excuse me.
No, we will not.

They will not get married in
That backyard because

First of all, that backyard is rotten luck

For weddings
Charlie, julia,

Am I right--
And second of all,

Hopefully, this is the last wedding you

Are ever going to need,
And if that's what it is,

Isn't that
How it should feel?

Yes.

How?

You leave that
To me.

Ok. Let's go, people.
We're on the move.

♪ everybody wants to live ♪

♪ like they wanna live ♪

♪ and everybody wants to love ♪

♪ like they wanna love ♪

♪ everybody wants to be ♪

♪ closer to free ♪

Did they
Say something?

No. I mean,
Nothing new.

I mean, you know
How he's felt since I got sick.

yeah, but
That was 3 years ago.

Right. He knows that. And he
Promised he wouldn't bring it up.

He had to promise? What did
He have to promise not to say?

Daddy! Mommy!

Oh, sweetheart!

oh, will you
Look at you.

you are glowing. Will you
Look at her, gene?

is she not
Lit from within?

she's lit.

hello, charlie.

- good to see you.
- you, too.

Gene?

Charlie.

well, this is a happy occasion, isn't it?

Gene. Gene?

Oh, why don't we
Go get the baggage?

um, because we're
Parked in a read zone,

so you know what?
We, um... Better move it.

Uh-oh.

Ok.

He's a little bit off. You see,
That airline beef bourguignon

Just kind of
Bogs him down.

But he just finished
Saying how happy he is.

He did.

Joe...

hey, gorgeous.
Look at you.

where's julia?

She's parking.
She's coming.

Ok.
Here's your list.

Number one with a bullet is music.

Oh, wait, wait, wait.
I thought we had a band.

yeah, we did. But they had
2 other gigs on saturday,

and when I couldn't
Guarantee them a time, they cancelled.

Ok. I'm done.
Check off music.

Cody's band. It is, like, so perfect.

no, I've seen him do,
Like, motown and sinatra,

nirvana, you know,
Whatever you want.

The doom patrol?
Playing a wedding?

Joe!
Hey, stranger.

Hey, meanwhile,
Someone should be on rentals.

We might end up taking
An empty space, in which case---

- joe.
- hey.

- hi.
- yes, joe's here.

we've established that.

meanwhile, all we have
For this wedding

is a bride, a groom,
And a date.

So if you could spare
The hugging and the kissing.

Sorry.

Um...Where were we?
Put the wedding plans.

well, I was
About to take over the rentals,

if that'll help.

joe, you're a life saver. Thank you.

I'm gonna head downtown
And check out this banquet space.

uh, jule, can you get
Numbers for all the guests

So that we can
Keep them updated?

Sure thing.

What about me,
Can I...

Help?

What's going on
With you guys?

nothing.

I think he's just stressed
Out about the wedding,

and he wants everything to
Be perfect for charlie.

claudia, how long has
This letter been here?

this letter from
The stillman press

that I've been asking about
For weeks is postmarked...

- 9 days ago?
- oh,

I'm sorry, I don't know.
What pile was it on?

evan stillman wants to meet
Me, or at least he did until I didn't

get back to him. Claudia, oh!

ah...

weddings. They're stressful
For everybody.

um...

hi, um--

you know, usually when I
Call an unpublished

writer they make an effort to see me.

yeah, see, I I sent in the story
In the summer

when my return address
Was home, but now I'm back at school,

- and my siblings, they didn't
- ah, it's not gonna work.

I'm sorry?

For the magazine. Your story. Where is it?

Ah, there.
That's not gonna work.

Ok.

You asked
To see me, uh...

You know, one out of 4
American women get hit.

I'm pretty sure
That that's the number.

And people, they write
What they know.

So an awful lot of
Submissions that I get from women,

They're basically yours,

And I'm gonna be honest
Here. It makes me a little bit nuts.

- I don't understand--
- because...

Somewhere,
Something happened.

Something made you
This person.

This capable,
Talented person.

Who, when a man
Raised his hand to you,

You didn't run.

Now, there's got to be
Some good reason,

And none
Of these stories,

Yours included, none of them
Tell me what that is.

So, you're saying what,
That, um...

I should rewrite it?

No.
Forget your story.

Oh, I'm being opaque.

Ah...

I have an imprint,
Miss salinger.

Non-fiction
Trade paperback.

Bios,
Essay collections,

Small first-runs with
Rights that I can swing.

Now, you're
Not a bad writer.

And if I got a proposal that clicked--

Non-fiction...

Paperback...Book?

Right, right. To show how
A person like you,

How their whole life,

Right from birth, how
That leads them to this.

One of my winter titles
Just croaked,

So I have
An open slot.

But I'd have to have it pretty soon.

Proposal from me
For a book.

Well, we're not talking
Angela's ashes here,

Maybe just
A few thousand copies.

So...

Can you do
A proposal for me?

Asap.

Miss salinger.

Could you?

I am begging you, my
Boyfriend, my most handsomest,

Most-liked man in my
Life, besides my brother, who--

Did I mention
He's getting married?

Ok? An event that occurs once
In a person's life.

Sometimes twice,
But is always a huge and

Previous-engagement-
Overriding obligation.

All right.

All right, I'll blow
Off the other gig.

Yes.

Wait, that's it?

Would you like to see
My wedding to-do list?

Like,
1100 priority items.

All right, fine.
You know, whatever.

I just--I feel like
I don't see you anymore.

I mean, we're together
2, 3 hours, and then...

Clang,
The curfew bell.

'cause I'm not ready to do
The sleepover thing.

Well, that's
Part of it, yeah.

Look, as soon as
This wedding's over...

I promise. We'll make more time. Really.

You're really, really
Bummed I'm leaving.

Yeah. I am.

Well...

Just for that,
I'm staying.

For another 5 minutes.

Guys, guys,
We gotta get moving.

We're already late
For our table,

And we gotta meet bailey
After we eat.

Ok?

Hi, I'm sorry to stop by
Without calling,

But I couldn't find
Her thermometer in the bag, so I thought--

Hello.

I'm ellie.
You must be daphne.

And who is this here?
Is this diana?

Oh, look, gene,
It's diana.

I'm sorry, I can't let you do that.

What, is she--
Is she sick?

No, she's fine,
She's great,

But if I let
Someone hold her,

Then my whole training
Regimen is toast.

Training regimen?

Yeah, well, see, I've never
Had diana all to myself

For more than
A day at a time,

And, you know,
Charlie and kirsten

Are going off on their
Little honeymoon thing for, um...

Uh...How long
Is that for?

- 11 days.
- 11 days.

Charlie's right.
We're gonna miss--

We're gonna be late for

- our table, so...
- 11 days.

I mean, I have to work up
To that, you know, 'cause, god, you think,

Like manilius read
Caesar's horoscope

Without a few
Practice charts first?

No. You think a-- do you
Think a mandarin healer

Just starts sticking needles
In people, like, right away?

Um, her thermometer
Is in the bathroom.

Oh, ok. Thanks.
Excuse me, I'm just--

Sure thing.

Come on,
Sweetie pie.

- well, that was pretty rich.
- don't, gene.

I don't have to.
She speaks for herself.

- meaning what, exactly?
- charlie. Please.

This is the home you've made
For my daughter.

An out-of-wedlock child?

With a woman I wouldn't
Trust with my houseplants.

That's enough, daddy.
I mean it.

What?
You want me to lie?

That's what
Your mother wants.

Stand up at
My own daughter's wedding

And smile and pretend,
Is that what you want?

Yeah.

Let's try that.

You mind?

Plenty of seating.

And I love these... Stained
Glass, what do you call them?

- rosettes?
- yeah.

What?

What's wrong?

Sarah, we've looked at
1000 places already--

- I know.
- and the closest available

Church after this is in reno.

I know. But do you
Really think

They're gonna want to get
Married at 8 a.M.?

So, have you made
Up your minds?

Ah...

I guess we're not going to be
Able to wait for charlie.

We can wait
Till tomorrow.

When all they'll
Have left is midnight?

No, we gotta
Move on this.

Ok, yes.
We'll take it.

Fine, then. 8:00 saturday morning.

Ok.

Oh, uh,
The lucky couple.

Is that you?

What? Oh...

No, it's...

My brother
And his fiancée.

But someday...

Someday, maybe...
I hope.

Thank you.

Surely.

Bailey...

What?

What did I say? Is it--
Is it wrong to hope for someday?

- I do.
- you hope...

But you don't know,
Do you?

No, of course not.

Well, that's
The whole point, sarah.

That's why it hurts. Because
I'm the one who knows.

Ok, so please,
Just don't...

Do you like
Sugar almonds?

No, not really.

Me neither.

Know anyone
Who does?

One or 2 people,
I guess.

Then why are
We making these?

You guys
Are still doing those?

You actually working
Or just talking,

Cause there's a lot of stuff
That needs to get done.

Why is bailey so mad at you, sarah?

What do you mean?

It's 'cause...

He gave
That ring back?

I don't know, owen.

Maybe.

Should I be mad, too?

Nuh-uh.

No.

Why not?

Because I didn't
Give your ring back.

But what if you did?

Should I be mad?

You could be.

Yeah.

Why?

Because, if...

You loved me enough
To ask, then...

I should love you
Enough to say yes.

You should?

Who says?

Well...

I don't know.

That better not be
My parents

Saying that they hate
Their hotel room.

- hey.
- hi.

Hi.
Oh, uh...

I forgot to tell you that
Bailey was coming over.

- oh, I-
- I can come later.

- no. No, stay.
- no.

- you sure?
- yeah.

Ok.

So, listen...

I booked us a banquet room
At the fairmont.

A beautiful space.

Uh, wait,
The fairmont?

Isn't that
Kind of formal?

Yeah, but it's huge, and I
Got a great price, because...

There's not much competition at 9 a.M.

9 a.M.?

I...

Forgot to
Tell you that, too.

Bailey got us
A church at 8:00.

You won't do better
At this point.

Ah...

Can we just talk about this for a second?

Yeah, of course
We can, but...

I'm just telling you that
I've seen everything now,

And if you want a wedding
That is special at all--

Unless maybe, um...

If we--if we tried really
Hard, maybe we could make the...

The backyard special.

The backyard?

We know how you feel about that.

But bailey...

I don't know.
It's starting to feel like...

I don't know, like...

It's not
Our wedding.

It's not that we don't love lots
Of what you're doing. We do.

But me and kirsten,
We'd really--

A casual wedding
Might actually be... I don't know, like...

Just...
More us.

Right.

Well...

There's an obvious
Answer here, which is...

Instead of me trying to
Guess what you guys want,

You should
Do it yourselves.

- no, wait.
- bailey, wait a minute.

No, no, no.
I get it.

No harm, no foul.

So...

It's all yours.

Oh! Hello.

Hi.

I'm sorry. I just-- I
Need to talk to you.

Listen, it's a little late.

I'm not going
To get to it tonight,

So why don't you just
Leave it in the slot.

Wh-leave what?

The proposal.

Ha ha! Um, well,
The proposal,

I'm pretty happy
With the first page,

But other
Than that...

I don't understand.

Well, to be honest
With you, neither do I.

I just...I don't know how I'm
Supposed to be able to do this.

It's too much work
Without all the school stuff,

But when you add
All that in...

Well, isn't there a writing
Program at stanford?

So you could count a
Project like this as course work?

Well, yeah, but then I still
Have other classes and extracurrics.

Well, then I don't know.

Maybe you should transfer.

Go to a college that's
All about writing.

You think?

How would I--
How would I do that?

It's october already.

Well, I'm on the board
At cfa,

And I bet they would
Find a spot

If I told them
About you.

College of...Fine arts?
That program is--

Rachel lippman went there.
Jim cincotta, brooke swenson.

Yeah. You know, listen, can
We take care of this tomorrow?

I'm extremely
Late for dinner.

Right, right. I'm sorry.

Wait a minute. Wait a minute.
If I were to do that,

I'd be throwing my entire
Life into writing,

So the whole liberal
Arts, multi-discipline thing--

You know, adios--

Listen, I don't
Mean to rude--

That is huge. You really
Think that makes sense for me?

You know what?
I just met you yesterday.

And frankly, we don't even
Know if you're writing this book.

So...Does any of this
Make any sense for you?

Um...I really don't know.

You mind?

Sorry.

I'm not even sure why they
Asked me in the first place.

It's not like we ever agreed
On what it should be.

The more time went by,
The more they were, like...

Like I was forcing stuff
On them, you know?

Like--like I thought
I was mine.

- like--like I thought--
- it is.

It is your wedding, bailey.

I'm sorry. What?

That's just what you've
Tried to make it.

What are you--

Every time you push for it to
Be a bigger production,

Every time you talk
About what it means.

2 people promising
Love to each other.

- ok. Hold on--
- all I did was say wait.

Ok? All I did was say
I'm not sure yet.

And that is my right.

And you know what else?
I could say no.

I could say I won't
Marry you now or ever,

And that is still
My right.

I mean, I have-- I have
Been soaking up your anger now

For, what, like,
4 months,

And the only reason
I didn't say stop...

You know,
Stop punishing me

Is because
For some strange reason,

I love you, bailey.

Still...

Even though you've been treating
Me like I'm some kind of beast.

There was only
One scary moment really.

She tried to eat
A string of beads.

But then she just
Looked at me like,

Oh, mommy,
Don't sweat it and uhh!

But I think
They all came out, so...

Good. It sounds like you did really good.

Thanks.

Kirsten, do you want
To throw a garter?

Because it says in this magazine
That they don't--

They don't really
Do that anymore.

Ah, it's a stupid,
Sexist tradition,

But yes, I want to.

Ok. Good.

Daph, uh, do you
Have a garter at home?

A garter?

Cloth or paper?

Do you need one with pockets?
I have this one--

Um, we'll--
We'll call you.

Ok.
Good seeing you guys.

Heh heh.

- see ya, daph.
Bye.

Gene, I don't
Want to hear it.

Not a word.

I'm fine.

Yeah, but I'm not.

What's with
The chortle, dad?

Do ya--do ya have
Something to say?

No! No, he doesn't.

Let him answer, mom.

Daddy?

I was just taking note
Of the obvious, that's all.

What "Obvious"?

What, that daphne
Used to strip?

Kirsten, you don't
Have to do this.

You think that makes you
Better than her?

I'd like to see you handle a
Tenth of what she has.

- what is that supposed to mean?
- stop it, gene.

Well, she's talking to me.
What am I supposed to do?

Just shut up before you upset her.

- she's upsetting me!
- you can handle it. She can't!

I'm sorry. What?

I--I--I just know how
Your father upsets you.

Yeah, I'm upset.

I'm not on the verge
Of a breakdown.

Well, I never said
Anything like--

No, I know.
You keep saying,

"Don't worry, don't worry,
It'll be ok,"

Like I'm on the ledge
Or something.

Which really means, you
Think I'm making a big mistake.

- kirsten--
- how can you not?

If you don't think
I'm up to an argument,

How can I handle
A move like this?

Look, sweetheart, um...

A wedding is a very
Stressful time, even for--for someone--

I don't even want you
To finish that thought.

Well,
Then just forget it.

Ok? Just
Forget what I said.

It's your wedding. I mean,
Who cares what I think?

I care.

It matters to me
What you and daddy think.

You're
My mother and father.

And if you--
If you can't support this,

Then I don't want
To see you.

You can come
To the wedding,

But I don't
Want to see you.

Hey, claudia!

Look, I've been calling.

I've got a million questions
About this wedding thing.

You know, like,
Where, when, what?

I could really use
A playlist.

Could you please
Just shut up.

What?

It's too late
To fire you, cody,

Cause we really need
Your band,

But hearing you make
Excuses is just gonna make me mad.

So I think
The best thing, really,

For all of us from here on out,
Is you just, you know,

Call charlie, he'll get you
What you need and...

I'll just go
Get on my bus.

Wait a minute.

Claud,
What happened?

You know, I really don't
Want to hear that this whole thing,

This--this new girl, this
Dancing guitar with lips,

Was just because
We don't have sex, cody.

Oh, my god.
You know about paige.

Wait, claud,
She's out of the band, ok?

I mean, it's over.

I don't care, cody.

And I am so,
So sorry.

I am so
Incredibly sorry.

Yeah, I said
I don't care.

Wait! You can't do that.

You can't just act like
It's automatically over.

Really? Why not?

Because that's not fair.

Because, ok, so, it had to do
With the sex thing.

So I'm used to having sex
With the people I date--

Ok, I really don't
Want to hear this.

Well, I heard you.

Ok?

I listened to why
You wanted to wait,

And I tried really hard
To understand.

Can you please try
And do the same for me?

The thing is, griffin,
It's bigger than just

One school versus
The other.

Cause--thank you.

Because one way I'm living
A normal college existence

With all kinds
Of stuff in my life,

And the other way it's
Wall-to-wall writing.

My whole life
Is writing.

And what if
It doesn't work out?

I mean, when I put all my eggs
In that one basket,

It's...Mmm...

It's a lifetime deal,
You know? Kind of like--

Well, like
Charlie and kirsten.

What, you can't get
Out of that later?

I mean, you got out of
Being married to me.

Oh, come on, griffin.
That was practically

One of the worst things
I've ever been through,

Breaking up with you.

So, that's
What I'm saying.

I never want to go through
Something like that again.

Well, juls, I...

I don't know.

I mean,
Let's face it.

You and I have never been
On one wavelength.

But for what it's worth,

What I'm doing is, uh...

I'm just taking it slow.

You know? I mean, I'm trying
To get my business started again.

So I'm keeping
A low overhead,

And I'm not taking
Any jobs I can't handle.

Working out of the shit.

I mean, I'm only 21,

But look what
I've been through.

Which just
Tells me that, uh,

You know,
There's time.

There's always
Plenty of time.

Hmm.

- hey.
- oh, hey.

So, uh, listen...

You're still my best man,

So I thought
You'd want your props.

The rings.

Yup.

Just, um, just
Wait for your cue

And...No dropping coins on
The floor trying to freak me out.

- heh.
- heh heh heh.

You got it.

So, uh...

We're gonna have it
At the house.

It's gonna be...

Pretty mellow really. No flying
Doves or anything like that.

But, uh...

I hope that you're ok
With how it is,

Because, I mean--

Yeah, it is
Our wedding, but...

It matters to me
What you think.

Sarah says...

She thinks that I've been
So insane over your wedding

Because... Well, basically,
I wished it was mine.

I mean, this wedding--

Bailey, bailey,
You don't have to apologize.

I know. It's just...

It's more than the sarah thing, charlie.

It's...

Ever since they died,

For almost...
6 years now, our family,

We've been...
This...Thing--

This--this thing that we
Weren't ever sure what it should be.

But when all of us
Pulled together...

I don't know.

It was good.

Definitely.

But now...
It's basically over.

Bailey, come on,
That is not--

Charlie, you're leaving
Us here. You are.

Bailey, I am not
Going anywhere.

You--
You don't understand.

I want this for you.
I do.

For you...
To have your own family.

But...When you
Say stuff like--

Like, it's no big deal

And--and that this wedding
Will just be some casual thing,

Well, that bugs me, man.

Because
This is my thing, too.

And julia's and
Claudia's and owen's.

It's our thing...
To say good-bye to you.

It's our thing
For letting you go.

Ok, does anyone actually know
What this wedding is now?

Vaguely. Sort of.
Not really.

Hold still. I'm trying to pin this.

Bailey said something,
And now, ever since then,

Charlie's been racing
Around like a crazy man.

Everything's been moved
From the backyard to...

I'm not really sure
Where it is now.

- great.
- uh, so, we're, like,

Actually, like,
Wasting our time

With these lovely costumes here?

Charlie swears
It's gonna happen.

Somehow. Somewhere.

- ok?
- mm-hmm.

Ok, listen, I'm gonna go
Downstairs and steal some film.

All right.

- kirsten, you look beautiful.
- yeah.

Thank you.

What are you doing here?

Wow.

You look...Wow.

You're not supposed to
See me before the wedding.

I know, I know, but
I needed some corkscrews

And--and bar stuff, and
I didn't have time to buy 'em

Between the candles
And the flowers and ice--

Well, you got what
You wanted. Now go.

Well, can I just-- can I just
Say one thing first?

Quickly, with your eyes
Closed. This is such bad luck.

Kirsten, listen, listen.

There--there is no bad luck
For us anymore.

Ok? There's no accidents
And no mistakes.

Because...

What we're doing right now,
It--it wipes that all away.

I mean, everything
That's ever happened:

Breaking up,

The cancer,

Paul, your parents,

Whatever, I mean,
It all brought us right here,

And this is where
I belonged my whole life.

Right here.

Um, could you maybe...

Never mind,
I can get it.

What?

The...Zipper,
I can't...

Sarah, stop, stop.
I got it.

Hmm.

What? What's wrong?

It's stuck on your bra.

I'm trying
To get it undone.

Been a while, huh?

I didn't mean--

No, I know.

It's the truth, though.

Been a long while.

Yeah, but--

No,
It's totally my fault.

I have been such
A jerk to you.

No, I'm the one who totally
And completely lost her backbone.

- if I'd only spoken up--
- I guess I knew

You weren't happy,

So I figured that you
Wouldn't be in the mood.

I thought that was you.

Ok. Do we know
Where we were going?

Oh, man, where are we?
Is this the right place?

Ok, now I'm
Starting to worry.

I liked the backyard
So much better.

Where are
The wooden steps?

There's supposed
To be wooden steps.

I don't know.

Oh, wait.
Is that?

Yeah, there they are. Over there.

Hey, claud, can I get
Those flowers from you?

Yeah. Oh,

You guys, look
At all these cars.

Ok, everybody's here.

What if--what if we, like,
Missed the whole thing?

What if we're too late?

Right.

Oh, this is beautiful.

Oh, my god.

Hey!

Charlie.
What is this place?

Dad used to know the lifeguards
That worked this station.

Hundreds of hours I
Spent staring at the surf from here.

- wow.
- wow.

So, where's bailey?

Oh, they should be
Right behind us.

They were in their room getting
Dressed when we left.

Ok.

So,
Let's get married.

Ok.

Charlie, this--
How did you--

Your tie is crooked.

I'm not even gonna ask you
If you got the ring.

Yeah.

We are gathered here
Today to celebrate

One of life's greatest moments.

To add our best
Hopes to the words

That unite these
Two in marriage,

And to joyously serve
As witnesses...

I, charlie, take you, kirsten,
To be my wife.

To have and to hold, in
Sickness and in health...

For richer or for poorer,

In joy and in sorrow.

I promise to love,
Honor, and cherish you

For as long as
We both shall live.

By these vows,

The joining of your hands

And the giving
Of these rings...

I now declare you
To be husband and wife.

Congratulations.

Down the aisle.
Down the aisle.

Here you go, sweetie.

Whoa, I got to bring you
More scampi.

You need more scampi.

I'm stuffed.

No, with the crying
And the dancing,

It's like working off
3 meals. Come on. Let me.

Ok, ok. More scampi.

And you need more linguini.
I'll get you--

- oh, joe!
- scampi, ok.

- pass the bread, please.
- yeah.

I tried to stay out
Of your eye line.

Mom--

And I tried to think the
Thoughts that you wanted me to.

But kirsten, you have
To be fair to me.

You have to remember
The last few years.

I have spent more time
With you being sick...

Than being well.

I know.

I pray for
Your happiness, kirsten.

And you know what,
Mom?

Look at me.

I'm happy.

You see? I'm happy.

Evan stillman called and
Said that cfa found an opening and...

So I'm transferring.

I'm gonna do
The book thing.

Ah, so you're moving
Back to the house?

While I look
For my own place, uh-huh.

What made you
Change your mind?

I don't know.
The thing is...

Everyone...

Everyone kept
Giving me advice.

I was asking
The world for advice.

And evan said one thing,
And you said another,

And then I realized

The thing aboutwriting
Is you're on your own.

So I sat
In a quiet place,

And I tuned out
The world

And tried really hard
To listen to the inner--

You know, julia,
And she was like,

Get real.

Fool. It's a book. How often
Is that gonna come along?

She sounds pretty sure of herself.

Yeah, she is.

I wish she was here
More often.

Uh, don't worry.
She's here.

I mean, she was all over it
For like a year.

Hey.

Do you wanna dance?

Listen, I heard
What you had to say.

It's not like
You made no sense,

But your timing...
Basically sucked.

Claudia, wait--

No.

Cody,
It's my timing, too.

It's where I am in
My life right now.

I'm--I'm younger
Than you, and, um,

I'm in
A different place.

I'm sorry, cody, but...

You're gonna have to dance
With someone else.

What's that
New move there?

What?

With your knee. Right...There.

No move.

I guess I'm just
Sensitive, huh?

You know, someone said
There's a really great view of the cove

Right behind that tent.

Yeah?

You, um...
Wanna show me?

God, I love weddings.

Uh, bailey has something
To say, I'm sure.

But until he's ready,

I just--just had a couple
Of words of my own.

I don't know if
They're listening,

Because we've--we've changed the
Location many, many, many times,

But I hope mom and dad
Are out there.

I want them to know
A few things.

A lot of you must have
Worried when they left

That--that things might not
Turn out so well for us.

That...That maybe we'd learn
The wrong lessons from losing them.

And we'd be so scared
Of losing again

That we'd... We'd never
Attach ourselves to anything...

Including each other.

Well, I--I can't speak
For all of us here,

But I know what I learned.

And I learned that
When something is important to you,

You grab on with
Both hands, and you

Don't even think
About letting go.

Letting go
Is not an option.

And I can't
Forget that now

Because...Kirsten,
My wife--

There's a concept.
Heh heh.

Wouldn't be my wife
For any other reason.

So...

I don't know what's next
For us after this,

But I know that I don't
Have to worry

Because my...My parents
Left me the...

The secret to life.

Mom and dad...

We never let go.

And I don't believe
We ever will.

Hear, hear!
Bravo!

- hear, hear!
- nice.

Ok, back to dancing
And festivity!

We'll see you all
So soon.

We love you.

- love you, too.
- see ya, man.

Have a good one.

We will.