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Previously onFatal Attraction...
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There it is, the face. No wonder
they're gonna make you judge.
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Ooh, heard your 40th
birthday's coming up.
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That's young for a judge.
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So, the appointment?
It's not happening.
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What? What are
you talking about?
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I'm Alex Forrest.
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Alex. Dan Gallagher.
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BOARD MEMBER: Daniel
Michael Gallagher,
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convicted of murder
in the second degree,
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given a sentence of
15 years to life.
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DAN: Every day that
I have been in here,
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I have thought about
Alexandra Forrest.
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I chose to take her life.
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ELLEN: My father might be
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- up for parole.
- DAN: I need to say this
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even if you don't believe me.
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I did not kill that
woman Alex Forrest,
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and I'm going to prove it.
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And Mike walks in,
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said, "Which one of you
is Gallagher? Come here."
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- Shit.
- Oh, yeah.
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Says, "Look, your
dad is a legend,
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"but he's also a prick,
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"and there's a lot of
people that would love
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"to watch you fuck up
'cause they hate him,
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"and he is the reason
you got this job.
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But I, Mike, will always
be here to protect you."
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And his reward, of course, is...
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being send to Pacoima
on Friday night
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to see if there's a
body in the trunk.
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Is your dad still with us?
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- Not even a little.
- Hmm.
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Wow, you really were not
kidding about you and meatballs.
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In fairness,
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there's only, what, like,
seven total ingredients
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in a meatball that you can
combine in only so many ways,
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and so really, how bad...
Or how much better...
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Could it really get? Really?
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So, what you're saying is,
the problem with meatballs
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is their extreme reliability?
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- Yes. Yes.
- Okay. [laughs]
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So, we both like meatballs,
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- we both like cookies.
- Mm-hmm.
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-Conchita. We both like Conchita.
-Yes.
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Man, did you luck out with her.
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I mean, we all did, really,
to have a woman like that
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in that position
who has seen it all
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and still believes in people?
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Or really, believes in
believing in people?
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That's probably a
better way to put it.
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Yeah, saves us all
from becoming cynics.
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Right, if that's the goal.
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- Go on.
- I think cynicism
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is probably the
danger in your lane,
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but in ours, it's more...
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compassion fatigue?
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You know, you see so many
helpless people, wh...
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you start to blame them
for their own helplessness.
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Hmm.
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Okay, well, maybe...
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I didn't mean cynicism,
exactly, more...
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- a failure of empathy.
- Right.
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Right, because if you're
guarding against that,
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and you're looking
for the good, then...
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- it can make you easier to fool.
- [laughs softly]
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Right? But You have to
keep reminding yourself,
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it's better to be a fool
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than be angry at people
for not having power.
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Uh, I don't know. Then
again, my dad used to say
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that a-a cynic is what an
idealist calls a realist,
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so, really, I guess
I have no idea
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what I'm telling you right now.
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Here's to it all.
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[sighs]
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I do something to you, Danny?
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No. What did I do to you?
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'Cause I just got your
foot all the way up my ass,
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- so it's got to be something.
- Is this is about the drive-by case?
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17-year-old kid they executed.
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Witness ID'd the car and all
four guys, first and last names.
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Just charge. It's
your fucking job.
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- Two Buds and a 7 and 7.
- You put something down
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on your tab right now
or it's closed, Suarez.
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Jerry's not saying that.
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Because he hasn't seen your
tab. You want me to show him?
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SUAREZ: I want you to get
ass cancer, chicken dick.
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SCANLON: Nice.
You're a real prince.
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♪
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-DAN: Oh, my God. No, it's okay.
-ALEX: No, don't. You don't like it.
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-DAN: No, no, no, it's okay. I will drink it.
-No, no, no.
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- [laughs] I'm gonna drink it.
- You're crying. You're crying.
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Okay, we're gonna cross
this off the list, okay?
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Don't worry, there are plenty
of other margaritas here,
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that are probably
more your speed.
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Strawberry? A classic.
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Banana?
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- Coconut? You say coconut?
- Oh, Jesus.
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Okay. Watermelon.
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These are my speeds to
you? Excuse me, sir?
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Sir, could I have
one of those beers
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- that I was drinking earlier?
- Of course.
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- Thank you.
- Whoops.
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[laughs softly] And, you know,
I do like spicy, actually.
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Sure you do.
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No, like my-my
dad liked camping.
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Meaning that I don't?
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Meaning that you
do, but you know,
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you just like it until
the sun goes down.
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And then you pretend
like you're worried
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about your daughter
catching a cold
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- and you blame it on her mother for...
- [laughs]
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not dressing her warmly
enough so you can just go home
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- and sleep in your own bed.
- This is gonna feel like it's not related,
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but the other day, I was
driving past a drive-through,
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and it reminded
me that my father
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would never, ever
use drive-throughs.
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He didn't have enough
control over the situation.
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So we'd have to
park, we'd go inside,
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and then he would just
rule over the proceedings.
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[laughs] My dad, he
would always call me
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from another room, but he would
never tell me what he wanted.
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Right? So I'd have to just
drop everything I was doing,
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go to wherever he was,
so he could be like,
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"Water is wet."
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Anytime anybody would bring
up something that my father
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didn't know, he would
just start loudly blaring,
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"How is this a topic
of conversation?
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Why is this
interesting to anyone?"
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One time I made the mistake
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of saying that a movie
that he liked was dated...
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Yeah... and two hours
later, he's screaming at me
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about how he hopes he
never needs a kidney,
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because clearly, I would
rather watch him fucking die.
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That's a proportionate response.
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- Yeah.
- My dad was still complaining
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till the day he died about
the guitar he bought me
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in fifth grade that didn't
turn me into Eric Clapton.
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When did that
happen, by the way?
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Were you already head of
Major Crimes when he died?
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Uh, no, no. Just about.
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- And had he been head of Major Crimes?
- Oh, no, no, no, no.
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No, he was Chief Deputy D.A.,
which allowed him to pretend
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- that Major Crimes was not a big deal.
- Right.
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And, of the 35-ish cases that
I worked up to that point,
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he did not come to see
me try a single one.
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He used say things that implied
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that he'd been in court
watching me on this or that day,
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and eventually, people just
believed him, so I let them.
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Hmm. And what did Mike
have to say about that?
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Nothing. I never told him.
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I mean...
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I actually never told anybody.
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[whispers]: Well.
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It's probably for the best.
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Yeah, no, at this
point, I'm pretty glad
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- that he was never there.
- No. No.
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I mean because
you're not as good
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at your job as
you think you are.
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At least 40% of those
wins, the jurors
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were probably listening
to a word you said.
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They were too busy
watching your mouth.
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♪
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[phone ringing]
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I'm going to the ladies' room.
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- Yeah.
- MIKE [over phone]: She wasn't there.
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-What?
-The trunk. Sylvie Rubidoh's not in it.
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-Oh, fuck this fucking shit. I'm going home.
-[sighs]
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♪
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[inhales sharply]
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I wanted to ask you, uh...
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what are your thoughts
on Steve Park?
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- Fraud Bureau Steve Park?
- Yes.
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I've been assigned
to a case of his,
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- but I've never met him, so...
- Well,
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um... smart guy.
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Slightly an enormous
asshole, but...
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- [laughs]: Okay.
- But a smart guy. Oh!
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- [people gasping]
- [alarm ringing]
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[Dan laughs]
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[excited chatter]
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[Dan laughs]
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♪
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- Oh, my God.
- Come on, come on.
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♪
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[dryer whirring]
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ALEX: Sitzfleisch.
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That's somebody who has patience
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for a lot of mind-numbingly
boring stuff.
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They have sitzfleisch.
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So, like, when I'm in case
review, that's sitzfleisch?
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Exactly. Yeah, "seat meat."
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- [chuckles]
- Oh, my favorite one
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is when you eat too much
because you're sad or lonely
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and you-you put on a couple
pounds of kummerspeck:
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"Grief bacon."
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Verschlimmbesserung,
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that's when you make
a bad situation worse.
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Like you're trying to
apologize to somebody
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for calling them stupid and
you accidentally call them old.
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That is a weirdly
specific example.
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Pardon my arm.
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Or when you
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think about something
that hasn't happened yet,
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and all the ways that
it could go: Kopfkino.
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"Head cinema." The
movie in your mind.
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[dryer clicks, buzzes]
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Thanks for the German lesson.
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Feel like I could go over
there and just fit right in.
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Oh, yeah. Like a
native. Seamless.
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Go Huskies.
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"Their fighting blood excels."
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[sighs]
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Thank you for tonight.
[laughs softly]
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It was, uh...
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Yeah. Well.
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You need one of those every
once in a while, right?
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Just to remember...
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whatever it is you need
to remember, I don't know.
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I was really going
somewhere with that,
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but now it's-it's gone.
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♪
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[clears throat]
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♪
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[sighs]
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[sighs]
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[door opens]
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♪
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♪
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[exhales]
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[moaning]
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[laughs]
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[exhales]
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[exhales]
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♪
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[moans]
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[sighs]
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- [button clicks]
- [elevator whirring]
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[doors open]
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[key clicking]
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♪
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Oh, my fucking God.
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Oh, my fucking God!
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Quincy?
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Quincy! Get in here right now.
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[whimpers]
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What did you do? What is this?
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Since when can you not
make it through the night?
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- [whimpers]
- [line ringing]
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00:15:19,613 --> 00:15:20,764
- MAN [over phone]: Hello.
- DAN: Hey, um, my wife
251
00:15:20,788 --> 00:15:22,181
has a full-house deep clean
252
00:15:22,225 --> 00:15:24,357
- scheduled for Tuesday.
- Gallagher.
253
00:15:24,401 --> 00:15:26,055
- You're moving, right?
- Yeah. That's us.
254
00:15:26,098 --> 00:15:28,448
Um, look, I'm sure
this is not possible,
255
00:15:28,492 --> 00:15:30,122
given that it's the
weekend and everything,
256
00:15:30,146 --> 00:15:32,104
but I kind of have a
911 situation here.
257
00:15:32,148 --> 00:15:33,845
My dog was left
alone for too long
258
00:15:33,888 --> 00:15:36,282
and he kind of
tore up the house.
259
00:15:36,326 --> 00:15:38,067
I already took care
of the hazmat portion,
260
00:15:38,110 --> 00:15:40,286
- but I can still...
- So you need someone today?
261
00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:41,940
Could you do 11:00?
262
00:15:41,984 --> 00:15:43,942
[laughs]: Yes.
Yeah. Absolutely.
263
00:15:43,986 --> 00:15:45,944
That is...
264
00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:48,425
Thank you, man. You
are a lifesaver.
265
00:15:48,468 --> 00:15:50,253
Great. We'll see you then.
266
00:15:50,296 --> 00:15:51,819
[phone ringing]
267
00:15:53,691 --> 00:15:56,041
- Hello?
- ARTHUR [over phone]: Hey, Danny. It's me.
268
00:15:56,085 --> 00:15:58,565
- Hey.
- [sighs]
269
00:15:58,609 --> 00:16:00,959
- Everything okay?
- What? Oh, no, sorry.
270
00:16:01,003 --> 00:16:03,222
Well, Julia's actually
handling the chemo
271
00:16:03,266 --> 00:16:05,659
really well this
round for a change.
272
00:16:05,703 --> 00:16:08,271
Nothing wrong there.
273
00:16:08,314 --> 00:16:10,229
Good. That's good to hear.
274
00:16:10,273 --> 00:16:12,405
Beth asked Julia to
check in with you
275
00:16:12,449 --> 00:16:13,774
while she's off
camping with Ellen,
276
00:16:13,798 --> 00:16:15,495
and Julia asked me to do it.
277
00:16:15,539 --> 00:16:16,931
Anyway, you get it.
278
00:16:16,975 --> 00:16:18,295
Consider yourself
checked in with.
279
00:16:18,324 --> 00:16:21,501
- Yeah, I do. I am.
- Cool.
280
00:16:21,545 --> 00:16:24,896
Oh, and also, while I have
you, about that judge shit?
281
00:16:24,939 --> 00:16:26,593
Hey, just, hey, fuck those guy.
282
00:16:26,637 --> 00:16:28,856
They're making a big mistake.
283
00:16:28,900 --> 00:16:30,380
They don't seem to think so.
284
00:16:30,423 --> 00:16:33,078
Well, they're assholes,
so they wouldn't.
285
00:16:33,122 --> 00:16:35,298
Here if you need us, okay? Bye.
286
00:16:35,341 --> 00:16:37,430
♪
287
00:16:45,351 --> 00:16:47,571
[exhales]
288
00:16:47,614 --> 00:16:49,094
[inhales sharply]
289
00:16:49,138 --> 00:16:50,965
[exhales]
290
00:16:52,880 --> 00:16:54,969
[phone ringing]
291
00:17:00,149 --> 00:17:01,498
ALEX: It's weird, every time
292
00:17:01,541 --> 00:17:03,630
I say what a perfect
day would be for me,
293
00:17:03,674 --> 00:17:06,416
it always has the
beach in it, but...
294
00:17:06,458 --> 00:17:09,071
I never come.
295
00:17:09,113 --> 00:17:13,423
I think this is the third time
I've been here since September.
296
00:17:13,466 --> 00:17:14,859
Or the first.
297
00:17:14,901 --> 00:17:16,687
[chuckles]
298
00:17:16,729 --> 00:17:19,733
I just like knowing I could,
but I never do, either.
299
00:17:19,776 --> 00:17:21,343
Also, I always
forget that there's
300
00:17:21,387 --> 00:17:23,128
- a lot of wind at the beach.
- Mm.
301
00:17:23,171 --> 00:17:24,737
Yeah. I'm not really
a fan of that.
302
00:17:24,782 --> 00:17:28,132
- Of wind? Really?
- Really.
303
00:17:28,177 --> 00:17:29,700
- Yeah, fuck wind.
- Mm-hmm.
304
00:17:29,743 --> 00:17:32,659
What are some other things
you pretend to like?
305
00:17:32,703 --> 00:17:35,140
Um...
306
00:17:35,184 --> 00:17:36,663
Live music.
307
00:17:38,187 --> 00:17:40,145
- My neighbors. Ugh.
- [chuckles]
308
00:17:42,147 --> 00:17:43,235
Museums.
309
00:17:43,279 --> 00:17:44,845
In fact, I might have to go
310
00:17:44,889 --> 00:17:47,239
a few steps further
and just say art.
311
00:17:47,283 --> 00:17:49,981
Hmm.
312
00:17:50,024 --> 00:17:51,983
Hats. On anyone.
313
00:17:52,026 --> 00:17:55,291
- Just so stupid. Why?
- [laughs]
314
00:17:55,334 --> 00:17:57,945
- Traveling.
- Ugh. The worst.
315
00:17:57,989 --> 00:17:59,904
Anything that I need to
"develop a taste for."
316
00:17:59,947 --> 00:18:01,688
And the holidays.
317
00:18:01,732 --> 00:18:02,994
- Feedback.
- Mm.
318
00:18:03,037 --> 00:18:04,126
Any kind of feedback.
319
00:18:04,169 --> 00:18:05,692
Mm-hmm. Honesty.
320
00:18:05,736 --> 00:18:07,607
- Listening.
- Other people's success.
321
00:18:07,651 --> 00:18:11,002
- Myself.
- Well, obviously.
322
00:18:11,045 --> 00:18:12,830
- [barks]
- Ooh, shit.
323
00:18:12,873 --> 00:18:14,353
What about running on the beach?
324
00:18:14,397 --> 00:18:16,747
- You into that?
- I mean, I'll do it for him.
325
00:18:16,790 --> 00:18:18,662
- Come on, puppy.
- [whistling]
326
00:18:18,705 --> 00:18:20,490
- Come on, puppy.
- Come here, pup.
327
00:18:20,533 --> 00:18:21,813
Come here, come here, come here.
328
00:18:37,594 --> 00:18:39,639
♪
329
00:19:03,010 --> 00:19:05,099
♪
330
00:19:20,811 --> 00:19:22,378
You look so innocent.
331
00:19:22,421 --> 00:19:24,249
You want a cup to go?
332
00:19:24,293 --> 00:19:26,643
Uh, no, I'm good.
I'm good, thanks.
333
00:19:26,686 --> 00:19:28,775
I'm still wired
after the first one.
334
00:19:34,172 --> 00:19:35,869
Thank you for today.
335
00:19:38,785 --> 00:19:40,570
It was great.
336
00:19:40,613 --> 00:19:43,137
[laughs]: It kind
of really was.
337
00:19:59,415 --> 00:20:01,286
Which is just my luck.
338
00:20:04,550 --> 00:20:05,899
Bye, Quincy.
339
00:20:05,943 --> 00:20:08,250
You stay classy, buddy.
340
00:20:08,293 --> 00:20:10,010
- [Quincy whimpers]
- He's not making any promises.
341
00:20:10,034 --> 00:20:11,601
[laughs softly]
342
00:20:11,644 --> 00:20:13,255
[distant car horn honks]
343
00:20:13,298 --> 00:20:14,319
BETH [over phone]: No,
babe, it's a two-hour drive
344
00:20:14,343 --> 00:20:15,692
from El Capitan with no traffi,
345
00:20:15,735 --> 00:20:17,563
but the kids want
to stop for lunch.
346
00:20:17,607 --> 00:20:19,324
What's this lunch shit?
Just come home already.
347
00:20:19,348 --> 00:20:21,393
You're gonna be at work anyway.
348
00:20:21,437 --> 00:20:22,829
Mm-mm. Maureen promises
349
00:20:22,873 --> 00:20:24,483
she's getting me home
at a decent hour.
350
00:20:24,527 --> 00:20:26,461
So if you're not there when
I get home, big trouble.
351
00:20:26,485 --> 00:20:28,487
- [mouths]
- [laughs] Sir, yes, sir.
352
00:20:28,531 --> 00:20:30,402
- Mike says hi. Hello?
- [line crackling]
353
00:20:30,446 --> 00:20:33,275
If you can hear me, I
love you. Drive safe.
354
00:20:35,277 --> 00:20:37,366
They do anything at that
school besides camping?
355
00:20:37,409 --> 00:20:39,585
That's unfair, Mikey.
They also fundraise.
356
00:20:39,629 --> 00:20:40,978
[laughs] Yes. Yeah.
357
00:20:42,196 --> 00:20:43,391
I'm gonna charge Evan
Rubidoh with murder.
358
00:20:43,415 --> 00:20:45,809
Really? You know
something I don't know?
359
00:20:45,852 --> 00:20:48,072
- Like what?
- Like where Sylvie's body is?
360
00:20:48,115 --> 00:20:49,421
Doesn't matter. We have enough.
361
00:20:49,465 --> 00:20:52,337
Yeah, if you're
sure, you know I am.
362
00:20:52,381 --> 00:20:54,905
Oh, by the way, he is
slightly in the wind.
363
00:20:54,948 --> 00:20:58,343
We're gonna find him,
but... we got to find him.
364
00:20:58,387 --> 00:20:59,712
You just let me know
when you pick him up.
365
00:20:59,736 --> 00:21:02,521
Dang. I hope heaven
is like this.
366
00:21:02,565 --> 00:21:04,001
Hey.
367
00:21:04,044 --> 00:21:05,829
- Hey.
- In case anyone asks,
368
00:21:05,872 --> 00:21:08,353
you and I are reviewing
a case tonight after EOB.
369
00:21:08,397 --> 00:21:10,747
Who's anyone, and what case?
370
00:21:10,790 --> 00:21:12,507
Well, my matricide. There
are a lot of angles.
371
00:21:12,531 --> 00:21:14,596
We will be going late, and
definitely ordering dinner.
372
00:21:14,620 --> 00:21:16,580
And then you'll say we
have to turn off our phones
373
00:21:16,622 --> 00:21:18,121
- because we have to concentrate.
- [hisses]
374
00:21:18,145 --> 00:21:20,191
Ugh. I hate to
break this to you,
375
00:21:20,234 --> 00:21:22,585
but I'm going home early today.
376
00:21:22,628 --> 00:21:24,606
- What? What... Why?
- Beth and Ellen are getting home
377
00:21:24,630 --> 00:21:26,632
from camping at El
Capitan this afternoon.
378
00:21:26,676 --> 00:21:29,026
Shit. Um...
379
00:21:29,069 --> 00:21:31,071
Well, um, Phil. Is Phil in here?
380
00:21:31,115 --> 00:21:34,205
You know, he was. But
he got his food to-go.
381
00:21:34,248 --> 00:21:36,990
- Mm. Ballsack.
- Ballsack Phil.
382
00:21:37,034 --> 00:21:39,055
You know, I'd take that face
on you a lot more seriously
383
00:21:39,079 --> 00:21:40,385
if you managed to stay married
384
00:21:40,429 --> 00:21:42,431
for more than a year
at a time, Mikey.
385
00:21:42,474 --> 00:21:44,824
- D'oh. [chuckles]
- I got to go.
386
00:21:44,868 --> 00:21:48,350
Hey, excuse me for preferring
loneliness to shame, Frank.
387
00:21:48,393 --> 00:21:50,439
♪
388
00:21:57,881 --> 00:22:00,100
Shit, I thought
you were the pizza.
389
00:22:00,144 --> 00:22:01,406
Nope.
390
00:22:02,886 --> 00:22:04,627
How was it?
391
00:22:04,670 --> 00:22:07,194
How was four days
of forced intimacy
392
00:22:07,238 --> 00:22:09,327
with the entire second
grade and their parents?
393
00:22:09,371 --> 00:22:11,285
Um...
394
00:22:11,329 --> 00:22:13,723
- How was it?
- You were in the shit.
395
00:22:13,766 --> 00:22:15,289
I saw things I can't unsee.
396
00:22:15,333 --> 00:22:16,682
Well, you're safe now.
397
00:22:16,726 --> 00:22:18,205
Hey, why is there an invoice
398
00:22:18,249 --> 00:22:20,033
from the cleaning
service on the counter?
399
00:22:20,077 --> 00:22:21,663
- Uh...
- I thought they weren't coming till tomorrow.
400
00:22:21,687 --> 00:22:23,907
And also, what happened
to the couch pillows?
401
00:22:23,950 --> 00:22:26,388
The orange one, the plaid one?
402
00:22:26,431 --> 00:22:28,999
Basically all of them?
403
00:22:29,042 --> 00:22:30,348
Yeah.
404
00:22:32,306 --> 00:22:34,047
Quincy ate them.
405
00:22:34,091 --> 00:22:37,050
What? He never...
He's never done that.
406
00:22:38,182 --> 00:22:39,575
I know, that's what
I thought, too,
407
00:22:39,618 --> 00:22:42,229
but I came home from work
really late on Friday
408
00:22:42,273 --> 00:22:45,363
and he had just gone apeshit
and torn the place up.
409
00:22:45,407 --> 00:22:46,451
How late?
410
00:22:46,495 --> 00:22:49,585
He ate the-the pillows,
411
00:22:49,628 --> 00:22:51,848
his dog bed, the
Patriots blanket,
412
00:22:51,891 --> 00:22:54,024
also, uh, his little
crinkly elephant.
413
00:22:54,067 --> 00:22:56,200
- He ate a basket of magazines?
- What?
414
00:22:56,243 --> 00:22:57,873
Is he okay? Does he
need to go to the vet?
415
00:22:57,897 --> 00:22:59,595
Oh, no. He's fine.
416
00:22:59,638 --> 00:23:02,467
He puked it and shit it
all up all over the house.
417
00:23:02,511 --> 00:23:04,164
Jesus.
418
00:23:04,208 --> 00:23:06,210
Thank God we're moving.
419
00:23:06,253 --> 00:23:08,536
- [laughs softly] - Maybe this will
teach you to hang out all night
420
00:23:08,560 --> 00:23:10,562
like a scoundrel without
a care in the world.
421
00:23:10,606 --> 00:23:12,216
Well, you don't have
to worry about that,
422
00:23:12,259 --> 00:23:13,541
because you're never
going anywhere ever again.
423
00:23:13,565 --> 00:23:15,828
- [laughs] Hi.
- Hi. How are you?
424
00:23:17,090 --> 00:23:18,788
DAN: Mmm.
425
00:23:21,878 --> 00:23:23,183
Mmm.
426
00:23:25,882 --> 00:23:27,971
Your hair smells like campfire.
427
00:23:28,014 --> 00:23:29,581
[laughs]: What? No it doesn't.
428
00:23:29,625 --> 00:23:31,429
I hate to be the one to
break it to you, but it does.
429
00:23:31,453 --> 00:23:33,455
- I washed it. Ugh.
- I know. It's okay.
430
00:23:33,498 --> 00:23:35,108
I like it. I'm into it.
431
00:23:35,152 --> 00:23:37,546
BETH: Yeah, you are.
432
00:23:38,547 --> 00:23:40,157
[whispering]: Hey.
433
00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:42,246
I think your boobs grew.
434
00:23:42,289 --> 00:23:43,856
Seriously, I think
all the s'mores
435
00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:46,119
- went right to your boobs.
- [laughs]
436
00:23:48,557 --> 00:23:50,907
[exhales]
437
00:23:50,950 --> 00:23:52,604
[moans]
438
00:23:52,648 --> 00:23:55,302
- [gasps] Ellen. Ellen.
- What? Oh, my God.
439
00:23:57,348 --> 00:24:01,439
So, you can't fall asleep?
440
00:24:01,483 --> 00:24:03,659
Or you fall asleep
and then you wake up?
441
00:24:03,702 --> 00:24:07,010
- I wake up.
- Hmm.
442
00:24:08,011 --> 00:24:09,621
Any aches or pains?
443
00:24:09,665 --> 00:24:12,058
Maybe down in your legs,
like what we talked about?
444
00:24:12,102 --> 00:24:14,408
- Mm, from me getting taller.
- That's right.
445
00:24:14,452 --> 00:24:15,671
No.
446
00:24:17,281 --> 00:24:19,196
When you wake up,
is it like waking up
447
00:24:19,239 --> 00:24:22,634
from a dream, maybe a bad dream?
448
00:24:22,678 --> 00:24:24,070
No.
449
00:24:24,114 --> 00:24:26,072
But when you wake up,
you're not scared?
450
00:24:26,116 --> 00:24:27,683
No.
451
00:24:27,726 --> 00:24:30,033
Maybe worried, though.
452
00:24:30,076 --> 00:24:32,209
[exhales] Well, you don't
have to be worried, Sluggo.
453
00:24:32,252 --> 00:24:33,515
That's my job.
454
00:24:35,517 --> 00:24:37,257
[laughs softly]
455
00:24:37,301 --> 00:24:39,695
You know, I think it's time
maybe we get you a big-girl bed.
456
00:24:39,738 --> 00:24:41,261
Something with feet, maybe?
457
00:24:41,305 --> 00:24:44,395
Not completely on the ground.
458
00:24:44,438 --> 00:24:47,137
If it's on the ground, then
nothing can be under it.
459
00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:50,923
That's a very good point.
460
00:24:50,967 --> 00:24:52,969
- Mm-hmm.
- [laughs softly]
461
00:24:53,012 --> 00:24:54,840
ANGELA: His guilt or innocence
462
00:24:54,884 --> 00:24:57,147
isn't on you to determine.
463
00:24:57,190 --> 00:24:59,497
Whether he's guilty or
what he's guilty of...
464
00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:01,325
He says he's not.
465
00:25:01,368 --> 00:25:03,283
None of it is your
responsibility.
466
00:25:03,327 --> 00:25:07,157
Your only responsibility
here is to your own safety.
467
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:09,396
And setting boundaries with
him that are gonna allow you
468
00:25:09,420 --> 00:25:11,030
to maintain that safety.
469
00:25:12,945 --> 00:25:14,599
Well, I mean, like...
470
00:25:16,558 --> 00:25:18,211
he has my cell
number and my email,
471
00:25:18,255 --> 00:25:21,388
but he doesn't know
where I live or anything.
472
00:25:21,432 --> 00:25:25,044
And I'm only gonna meet him
in public places for now.
473
00:25:25,088 --> 00:25:28,831
Which you don't ever
have to stop doing.
474
00:25:28,874 --> 00:25:33,226
Just so you know, you
don't ever have to let him
475
00:25:33,270 --> 00:25:36,578
any closer than
you already have.
476
00:25:36,621 --> 00:25:39,929
You don't have to do
any of this, at all.
477
00:25:39,972 --> 00:25:43,019
And you don't have to know
how you feel about it.
478
00:25:43,062 --> 00:25:44,629
About him.
479
00:25:44,673 --> 00:25:46,762
At least, not right now.
480
00:25:46,805 --> 00:25:48,633
I don't know how I feel.
481
00:25:48,677 --> 00:25:51,027
Well, but let me
ask you something.
482
00:25:53,290 --> 00:25:55,335
If you could script this
483
00:25:55,379 --> 00:25:59,513
to be the way that
you wanted it to go,
484
00:25:59,557 --> 00:26:01,994
if you could have the
ideal relationship
485
00:26:02,038 --> 00:26:03,953
with him going forward,
486
00:26:03,996 --> 00:26:06,259
have you thought about
what that would be?
487
00:26:06,303 --> 00:26:08,392
♪
488
00:26:11,177 --> 00:26:13,179
DAMIEN: Morning, boss.
489
00:26:13,223 --> 00:26:14,746
Sorry.
490
00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:16,748
So, Judge Watson's law
secretary just called me.
491
00:26:16,792 --> 00:26:19,272
- Okay.
- Watson's publishing on Maddox tomorrow,
492
00:26:19,316 --> 00:26:20,989
a-and he's denying
defendant's motion to suppress
493
00:26:21,013 --> 00:26:22,885
- the gun in full.
- Well, well, well.
494
00:26:22,928 --> 00:26:24,732
Look at you, developing
your own whisper network.
495
00:26:24,756 --> 00:26:27,672
[chuckles] See you later.
496
00:26:27,716 --> 00:26:29,979
- Good work.
- Thank you.
497
00:26:58,007 --> 00:27:00,009
[door bells jingle]
498
00:27:05,579 --> 00:27:07,669
♪
499
00:27:16,547 --> 00:27:17,722
Hi.
500
00:27:17,766 --> 00:27:19,681
- Hi.
- How's it going?
501
00:27:19,724 --> 00:27:23,032
What if I told you this was
coffee mixed with Red Bull?
502
00:27:23,075 --> 00:27:25,730
Oh, my God. Is that even good?
503
00:27:25,774 --> 00:27:28,602
- Jesus.
- I mean, I can hear colors,
504
00:27:28,646 --> 00:27:30,300
so I don't know if
you think that's good,
505
00:27:30,343 --> 00:27:32,345
but good is subjective, right?
506
00:27:32,389 --> 00:27:34,347
[indistinct chatter]
507
00:27:34,391 --> 00:27:36,175
I got to get out of here.
508
00:27:36,219 --> 00:27:38,830
Light them up. Show
them how it's done.
509
00:27:40,789 --> 00:27:41,920
CONCHITA: No, I love it.
510
00:27:41,964 --> 00:27:43,966
The voice, the hair.
511
00:27:44,009 --> 00:27:46,055
- The hatred of due process.
- [laughs]
512
00:27:46,098 --> 00:27:49,145
I-I do have to lock my dog
up when she's on, though,
513
00:27:49,188 --> 00:27:50,973
because her voice
drives him nuts.
514
00:27:51,016 --> 00:27:52,931
Yips his ass off.
515
00:27:52,975 --> 00:27:54,387
[Southern accent]:
Tot Mom Casey Anthony
516
00:27:54,411 --> 00:27:56,108
with her hair in a ponytail,
517
00:27:56,152 --> 00:27:57,980
like some demonic
cheerleader from hell,
518
00:27:58,023 --> 00:27:59,566
- expects us to believe...
- [laughs]: My God.
519
00:27:59,590 --> 00:28:02,201
- Wow.
- She makes it all seem so simple.
520
00:28:02,245 --> 00:28:03,812
Good, evil.
521
00:28:03,855 --> 00:28:06,118
Guilty as sin, lying
through their teeth.
522
00:28:06,162 --> 00:28:07,772
Big hair, small hair...
523
00:28:07,816 --> 00:28:09,687
- Because she's a nihilist.
- Yeah.
524
00:28:09,731 --> 00:28:11,123
And her eyes must
be dry as shit,
525
00:28:11,167 --> 00:28:12,405
'cause she blinks,
like, twice a show.
526
00:28:12,429 --> 00:28:14,518
So, did you want to
ask me something?
527
00:28:14,561 --> 00:28:16,191
I mean, I'm fine just
talking about Nancy.
528
00:28:16,215 --> 00:28:18,174
Yes, no, I...
529
00:28:18,217 --> 00:28:20,742
I got distracted. I was just
so excited about my lunch.
530
00:28:20,785 --> 00:28:22,178
- Mm-hmm.
- Um...
531
00:28:22,221 --> 00:28:23,459
My coma vic, the one
at Saint Matthew's.
532
00:28:23,483 --> 00:28:25,747
Um, yeah, uh, Melissa?
533
00:28:25,790 --> 00:28:27,270
So close. Tracy.
534
00:28:27,313 --> 00:28:29,576
- How's she doing?
- Doctors think she's likely.
535
00:28:29,620 --> 00:28:32,101
And she's all I got
against the ex-boyfriend.
536
00:28:32,144 --> 00:28:35,495
So, if she does go, of
course it becomes a homicide,
537
00:28:35,539 --> 00:28:37,541
but I've got nothing
to charge him with.
538
00:28:37,584 --> 00:28:39,935
I was hoping one of your
people could sit on her.
539
00:28:39,978 --> 00:28:42,459
In case she wakes up,
even for a brief moment,
540
00:28:42,502 --> 00:28:44,504
they can try to get a statement.
541
00:28:44,548 --> 00:28:46,463
Oh, broad-spectrum
thinking. I like it.
542
00:28:46,506 --> 00:28:49,422
Who's the-the woman who
pinch-hit for you on Siddiquis?
543
00:28:49,466 --> 00:28:52,338
- Alice?
- Uh, Alex.
544
00:28:52,382 --> 00:28:54,906
Alex. That's right.
545
00:28:54,950 --> 00:28:56,560
CONCHITA: Yeah, I
mean, that could work.
546
00:28:56,603 --> 00:28:57,929
Do you want to brief her
or do you want me to...
547
00:28:57,953 --> 00:28:59,452
No, no, no. You got
that. She seemed smart.
548
00:28:59,476 --> 00:29:01,086
I'll have Maureen
send over the details.
549
00:29:01,130 --> 00:29:04,089
Excuse me, excuse me. All
of my people are smart.
550
00:29:04,133 --> 00:29:06,483
Well, excuse me, excuse me,
all of my people are not,
551
00:29:06,526 --> 00:29:08,311
- and neither are yours.
- [laughs]
552
00:29:08,354 --> 00:29:09,921
Okay, yeah.
553
00:29:09,965 --> 00:29:11,967
Keith's dock doesn't
exactly make it all the way
554
00:29:12,010 --> 00:29:14,056
to the water, I
guess. Oh, hey.
555
00:29:14,099 --> 00:29:16,406
You should be about
to be a judge.
556
00:29:16,449 --> 00:29:19,191
♪
557
00:29:30,463 --> 00:29:32,552
♪
558
00:29:41,735 --> 00:29:43,670
PROFESSOR [over ear buds]: In
the dream Jung was describing,
559
00:29:43,694 --> 00:29:46,349
he was on the first floor of a
house decorated like his own.
560
00:29:46,392 --> 00:29:49,874
But in one corner, there
was a beautiful staircas,
561
00:29:49,918 --> 00:29:53,095
and when he went down it,
he found a brick cellar,
562
00:29:53,138 --> 00:29:55,445
and in the corner of the
floor there was a stone
563
00:29:55,488 --> 00:29:57,360
- with a metal ring.
- [phone vibrating]
564
00:29:57,403 --> 00:30:01,581
And he lifted it and below it
were bones and two human skull.
565
00:30:01,625 --> 00:30:03,583
Jung was on a trip
to America with Freud
566
00:30:03,627 --> 00:30:06,238
when he had this dream, and
when he told Freud about i,
567
00:30:06,282 --> 00:30:07,936
Freud said, "Well, obviously,
568
00:30:07,979 --> 00:30:09,894
it means you want to
get rid of your wife."
569
00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:12,288
DAN: Hey, Mike. It's Dan.
570
00:30:12,331 --> 00:30:17,336
I am sipping a cup of coffee,
571
00:30:17,380 --> 00:30:19,382
waiting for my daughter.
572
00:30:21,427 --> 00:30:24,126
Have not used a bunch of
those words in a while.
573
00:30:26,084 --> 00:30:27,216
Um...
574
00:30:27,259 --> 00:30:30,436
Look, it'd be good to...
575
00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:32,874
good to catch up, so...
576
00:30:32,917 --> 00:30:35,093
this is my phone number.
577
00:30:35,137 --> 00:30:38,792
I saw your website.
Or webpage, maybe.
578
00:30:38,836 --> 00:30:42,144
I don't know, not
the most modern...
579
00:30:42,187 --> 00:30:45,364
Whatever. Um...
580
00:30:45,408 --> 00:30:48,063
Yeah, I just, I hope
to hear from you soon.
581
00:30:49,064 --> 00:30:50,804
Thanks, bye.
582
00:30:55,157 --> 00:30:57,028
PROFESSOR: Jung
called that process
583
00:30:57,072 --> 00:30:58,682
of uncovering the
aspects of self
584
00:30:58,725 --> 00:31:01,511
hidden in our unconscious
"individuation."
585
00:31:01,554 --> 00:31:04,557
[phone vibrating]
586
00:31:04,601 --> 00:31:08,474
The first stage was to confront
what he called the persona,
587
00:31:08,518 --> 00:31:11,303
a structure made up of the
societal masks we wear.
588
00:31:11,347 --> 00:31:16,134
Child, parent,
boss, friend, lover.
589
00:31:16,178 --> 00:31:18,745
[siren wailing]
590
00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:21,052
And to confront those
masks and separate them
591
00:31:21,096 --> 00:31:23,272
from our true self.
592
00:31:23,315 --> 00:31:25,970
The next stage of individuation
593
00:31:26,014 --> 00:31:28,930
is confrontation
with our shadow.
594
00:31:30,714 --> 00:31:32,194
[sighs]
595
00:31:39,549 --> 00:31:42,030
- Sorry.
- Oh.
596
00:31:42,073 --> 00:31:44,510
- I should have coughed or something.
- [chuckles]
597
00:31:44,554 --> 00:31:48,819
I-I just wanted to
update you on Tracy.
598
00:31:48,862 --> 00:31:50,821
- Sims.
- There's an update?
599
00:31:50,864 --> 00:31:53,563
Yes. Uh, well, I mean, not...
600
00:31:53,606 --> 00:31:55,695
Not for long. She's
unconscious again,
601
00:31:55,739 --> 00:31:57,697
but I was able to talk to her.
602
00:31:57,741 --> 00:32:00,613
- Okay.
- And she ID'd him.
603
00:32:00,657 --> 00:32:05,183
Jonathan Coleman. She said
he was the one who beat her.
604
00:32:05,227 --> 00:32:07,577
Would you, please, come in?
605
00:32:09,492 --> 00:32:13,061
The nurses, they seem to
be a bit more optimistic?
606
00:32:14,105 --> 00:32:15,933
Uh, what do I know? But...
607
00:32:15,977 --> 00:32:17,717
worse comes to worst,
I'll at least be able
608
00:32:17,761 --> 00:32:20,982
to officially testify to
her dying declaration, so...
609
00:32:21,025 --> 00:32:22,461
Thank Jesus.
610
00:32:27,553 --> 00:32:29,294
Go home with a victory.
611
00:32:29,338 --> 00:32:31,079
- You earned it.
- Thanks.
612
00:32:33,037 --> 00:32:34,952
But I have so much
catch-up to do.
613
00:32:34,996 --> 00:32:38,390
Some idiot has been making
me hang out at the hospital
614
00:32:38,434 --> 00:32:41,480
until all hours on
this case of his.
615
00:32:41,524 --> 00:32:42,699
- What?
- Yeah.
616
00:32:42,742 --> 00:32:44,527
- Fuck that guy.
- So, anyway,
617
00:32:44,570 --> 00:32:48,226
think I'm gonna go outside
and get some fresh air,
618
00:32:48,270 --> 00:32:50,489
- wake myself up a bit.
- Such as it is.
619
00:32:50,533 --> 00:32:53,840
The sidewalks this time of
year have a complicated aroma.
620
00:32:53,884 --> 00:32:55,799
Sidewalks? No, no, no. No.
621
00:32:55,842 --> 00:32:58,497
Sidewalks are for suckers.
I'm going to the roof.
622
00:32:58,541 --> 00:33:00,934
- Have you never been to the roof?
- I have never even heard
623
00:33:00,978 --> 00:33:03,087
- of anyone going up there.
- Or nobody told you about it,
624
00:33:03,111 --> 00:33:05,156
because they wanted
it to stay cool.
625
00:33:06,288 --> 00:33:07,898
- Mm.
- To be fair,
626
00:33:07,941 --> 00:33:09,595
it's not the
commonest knowledge.
627
00:33:09,639 --> 00:33:10,964
And, you know, there's
always a chance
628
00:33:10,988 --> 00:33:13,643
that somebody
realizes that the jamb
629
00:33:13,686 --> 00:33:15,906
to the fire door
needs to be replaced.
630
00:33:15,949 --> 00:33:17,038
Wait, wait, wait.
631
00:33:17,081 --> 00:33:18,648
Are you actually concerned
632
00:33:18,691 --> 00:33:21,129
that something broken in this
building might get fixed?
633
00:33:22,304 --> 00:33:23,827
Well, now you know.
634
00:33:25,742 --> 00:33:29,354
And when you speak
of me, speak well.
635
00:33:33,402 --> 00:33:35,491
♪
636
00:33:51,637 --> 00:33:53,726
♪
637
00:34:15,139 --> 00:34:17,141
[siren wailing in distance]
638
00:34:42,210 --> 00:34:44,646
[wind gusting]
639
00:34:44,690 --> 00:34:46,387
Windy up here.
640
00:34:47,432 --> 00:34:49,521
Fuck wind.
641
00:35:11,761 --> 00:35:13,850
♪
642
00:35:21,945 --> 00:35:22,989
[grunts]
643
00:35:24,948 --> 00:35:26,993
[exhales]
644
00:35:31,998 --> 00:35:35,350
Your CSRA and COMPAS
assessments already qualify you.
645
00:35:35,393 --> 00:35:37,047
- Okay.
- And you already have
646
00:35:37,090 --> 00:35:39,832
- your parole agent referral.
- I do?
647
00:35:39,876 --> 00:35:42,792
No, I-I do. Yeah, I do.
648
00:35:44,750 --> 00:35:46,685
Well, look, even if you
don't, you can self-refer,
649
00:35:46,709 --> 00:35:49,407
and they'll just reach out to
her and verify it directly.
650
00:35:51,061 --> 00:35:53,324
Can you hold on for one sec?
651
00:35:58,547 --> 00:36:02,246
- What the hell happened to you?
- [scoffs]
652
00:36:02,290 --> 00:36:03,769
Lot of things.
653
00:36:06,032 --> 00:36:08,470
You know, I'm pretty sure I
just gave you my phone number,
654
00:36:08,513 --> 00:36:10,298
- not my address.
- I'm pretty sure I knew
655
00:36:10,341 --> 00:36:13,997
where you were getting
paroled to before you did.
656
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:16,478
Hope you brought a hat.
Sun's bright as shit.
657
00:36:18,306 --> 00:36:19,785
DAN: You know, curfew,
658
00:36:19,829 --> 00:36:21,526
dining hall's always packed,
659
00:36:21,570 --> 00:36:23,461
they got an itinerary of
where I can be and when.
660
00:36:23,485 --> 00:36:25,530
Eh, some things are
pretty much the same.
661
00:36:25,574 --> 00:36:27,445
Yeah. [inhales sharply]
662
00:36:27,489 --> 00:36:30,274
Except now I can smell jasmine.
663
00:36:30,318 --> 00:36:31,754
You smell the jasmine, huh?
664
00:36:31,797 --> 00:36:33,234
I spent 90 minutes in traffic
665
00:36:33,277 --> 00:36:34,820
with gout in my foot
and a shattered wrist
666
00:36:34,844 --> 00:36:36,343
to see you for the
first time in ten years,
667
00:36:36,367 --> 00:36:38,195
you want to talk
about fucking jasmine?
668
00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:40,153
That it? You look
like shit by the way.
669
00:36:40,197 --> 00:36:41,720
Your skin's the
color of old baloney.
670
00:36:42,721 --> 00:36:43,809
That's why no hat.
671
00:36:43,853 --> 00:36:45,289
I need the vitamin D.
672
00:36:45,333 --> 00:36:47,291
You know, I don't give
a shit what you need.
673
00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:50,903
I don't give a shit
what you can smell.
674
00:36:50,947 --> 00:36:53,166
You think you're, you think
you're still cute, Dan?
675
00:36:53,210 --> 00:36:55,343
You think this is
still fucking cute?
676
00:36:57,170 --> 00:36:58,955
I know, Mike.
677
00:37:06,005 --> 00:37:08,225
What do you want?
678
00:37:14,449 --> 00:37:17,539
I want you to help me find
a copy of my old case file.
679
00:37:17,582 --> 00:37:19,671
I want to go in and open
it up, look at everything
680
00:37:19,715 --> 00:37:21,115
right from the
start, but I need you
681
00:37:21,151 --> 00:37:23,066
to help me find a copy.
682
00:37:23,109 --> 00:37:26,983
Or at least just tell me
where I should start looking.
683
00:37:30,508 --> 00:37:31,988
In the garage.
684
00:37:32,031 --> 00:37:33,598
What garage?
685
00:37:33,642 --> 00:37:34,599
At my house.
686
00:37:34,643 --> 00:37:36,514
Really?
687
00:37:39,561 --> 00:37:41,563
The same old place,
over in Culver?
688
00:37:41,606 --> 00:37:43,216
In Glendale.
689
00:37:46,394 --> 00:37:48,439
Glendale is... out by your mom.
690
00:37:48,483 --> 00:37:50,485
That's nice. It is
nice. It's her house.
691
00:37:50,528 --> 00:37:52,617
She's my landlord.
692
00:37:57,796 --> 00:37:59,929
I feel the first thing we
do is rerun all the prints
693
00:37:59,972 --> 00:38:02,192
that were found on the
scene that weren't yours.
694
00:38:02,235 --> 00:38:05,282
15 years is a long time.
Especially in print tech.
695
00:38:05,326 --> 00:38:07,129
You know, everywhere
else, too, for God's sake.
696
00:38:07,153 --> 00:38:10,113
And maybe some people who
weren't printed or arrested
697
00:38:10,156 --> 00:38:12,420
15 years ago have
been arrested by now.
698
00:38:12,463 --> 00:38:14,465
- How about that?
- That's fantastic.
699
00:38:16,032 --> 00:38:19,252
Yeah. It is.
700
00:38:21,167 --> 00:38:22,952
Oh, and Mom didn't
coil the garden hose,
701
00:38:22,995 --> 00:38:24,755
so I fucking tripped on
it, is what happened.
702
00:38:26,521 --> 00:38:28,784
And gout. You're like a...
703
00:38:28,827 --> 00:38:31,787
character from a fucking
Charles Dickens novel.
704
00:38:31,830 --> 00:38:34,442
I'm not sure what that means,
705
00:38:34,485 --> 00:38:36,226
but I will flush
you down the toilet.
706
00:38:38,359 --> 00:38:40,578
[laughs softly]
707
00:38:40,622 --> 00:38:42,556
ELLEN: Well, it's the part of
your personality that scares you.
708
00:38:42,580 --> 00:38:44,843
Right? That you
repress, or reject.
709
00:38:44,887 --> 00:38:46,865
And most of us... we don't
even know that we're doing it.
710
00:38:46,889 --> 00:38:50,196
But, like, if you've ever
asked yourself, like,
711
00:38:50,240 --> 00:38:52,285
"Am I a bad person?"
712
00:38:52,329 --> 00:38:53,852
You know, like the
thought that you had
713
00:38:53,896 --> 00:38:55,941
or the thing that you did
that made you think that,
714
00:38:55,985 --> 00:38:58,117
that's your shadow.
715
00:39:00,032 --> 00:39:02,121
Gee, thanks.
716
00:39:02,165 --> 00:39:04,080
So, what's Jung saying, then?
717
00:39:04,123 --> 00:39:06,058
That we all need to start
thinking about our shadows?
718
00:39:06,082 --> 00:39:08,277
Mm-hmm, yeah, because you
can't ever really know yourself
719
00:39:08,301 --> 00:39:09,781
unless you do.
720
00:39:09,825 --> 00:39:12,001
And then if... if
you don't, just means
721
00:39:12,044 --> 00:39:13,742
that you're not
controlling your shadow.
722
00:39:13,785 --> 00:39:15,178
Your shadow's controlling you.
723
00:39:15,221 --> 00:39:17,310
[car horn honking]
724
00:39:20,052 --> 00:39:21,706
- Hey.
- Hey.
725
00:39:21,750 --> 00:39:24,448
Well, I was gonna call
first, but then...
726
00:39:24,492 --> 00:39:26,450
- You remembered you don't do that.
- Yeah.
727
00:39:26,494 --> 00:39:28,583
I just show up. Hi. [laughs]
728
00:39:28,626 --> 00:39:30,193
- Good to see you. - Hi.
- Hi.
729
00:39:30,236 --> 00:39:32,413
-Hi, kid.
-Hey, how's it going? Nice to see you.
730
00:39:32,456 --> 00:39:34,023
You had to figure
we'd be expecting you.
731
00:39:34,066 --> 00:39:35,764
Yeah. I'm sorry.
I'll move this thing.
732
00:39:35,807 --> 00:39:38,810
- Ah, he won't mind.
- Okay, well, I won't stay long.
733
00:39:38,854 --> 00:39:40,571
- Ah, yeah, you will.
- Okay, good. [laughs]
734
00:39:40,595 --> 00:39:43,336
- Okay. - Hey, hon.
- Hi.
735
00:39:43,380 --> 00:39:46,383
How is school? What
have you learned?
736
00:39:46,427 --> 00:39:48,341
So, I went to see
where they put him,
737
00:39:48,385 --> 00:39:51,693
and it's decent, it's not shady.
738
00:39:51,736 --> 00:39:53,259
He lucked out.
739
00:39:53,303 --> 00:39:55,566
- Hmm.
- He said something about seeing you?
740
00:39:55,610 --> 00:39:58,264
- Yeah.
- BETH: He told her
741
00:39:58,308 --> 00:40:00,441
that he's going to try to
prove he didn't kill Alex.
742
00:40:00,484 --> 00:40:03,313
- Oh.
- ELLEN: Does that violate his parole?
743
00:40:03,356 --> 00:40:05,315
Does what violate it?
744
00:40:05,358 --> 00:40:07,796
- To lie to the board at his hearing?
- Oh.
745
00:40:07,839 --> 00:40:09,885
If he was under oath,
yeah, but he wasn't, so,
746
00:40:09,928 --> 00:40:11,732
the only thing that can violate
it now is him committing
747
00:40:11,756 --> 00:40:13,845
another crime,
748
00:40:13,889 --> 00:40:16,761
and I'm going to help him prove
749
00:40:16,805 --> 00:40:18,807
that he didn't
commit the first one.
750
00:40:18,850 --> 00:40:21,070
You are?
751
00:40:21,113 --> 00:40:24,290
- Why?
- Why am I gonna do it?
752
00:40:24,334 --> 00:40:26,075
Why does it have to be done?
753
00:40:26,118 --> 00:40:28,207
Unless you've changed
your mind about something
754
00:40:28,251 --> 00:40:29,924
and didn't tell me, I
feel like you know why.
755
00:40:29,948 --> 00:40:33,082
I feel like if I lost 15 years
of my life to that woman,
756
00:40:33,125 --> 00:40:35,519
I wouldn't want to risk
losing the rest of it.
757
00:40:35,563 --> 00:40:37,782
Especially if I didn't kill her.
758
00:40:37,826 --> 00:40:41,612
I feel like I would have learned
by now, the house never loses.
759
00:40:41,656 --> 00:40:44,223
Two of you didn't get your asses
kicked enough the first time?
760
00:40:44,267 --> 00:40:47,879
Right, yup, you're gonna do
it, no matter what I say, so...
761
00:40:47,923 --> 00:40:51,230
That's the spirit. You?
762
00:40:51,274 --> 00:40:53,406
Hmm?
763
00:40:53,450 --> 00:40:56,192
Yeah, I feel like if he
feels like he needs to do it,
764
00:40:56,235 --> 00:40:58,499
then he does.
765
00:40:59,500 --> 00:41:01,414
[door opens]
766
00:41:01,458 --> 00:41:03,068
[barking]
767
00:41:03,112 --> 00:41:04,635
ARTHUR: Hey, good boy.
768
00:41:04,679 --> 00:41:06,221
- Yeah, I gotcha. Hello.
- [door closes]
769
00:41:06,245 --> 00:41:08,639
- Hey, Dad.
- Sorry I'm late, but some
770
00:41:08,683 --> 00:41:10,859
asshole's in my spot
in the driveway.
771
00:41:10,902 --> 00:41:12,338
I mean, who does that?
772
00:41:12,382 --> 00:41:13,751
- [laughs]
- ELLEN: Good to see you. Aw.
773
00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:15,820
- ARTHUR: Doing good?
- How you doing?
774
00:41:15,864 --> 00:41:17,605
Good to see you, too.
775
00:41:17,648 --> 00:41:19,104
- It's like it's been forever.
- I know, yeah.
776
00:41:19,128 --> 00:41:21,130
Mike, what's going on?
777
00:41:21,173 --> 00:41:22,697
- Good to see you.
- Always.
778
00:41:22,740 --> 00:41:24,133
DAN: Mikey.
779
00:41:24,176 --> 00:41:26,004
- Hey.
- Oh, is that for me?
780
00:41:26,048 --> 00:41:27,571
You shouldn't have.
781
00:41:27,615 --> 00:41:30,269
- All yours.
- How's it going?
782
00:41:30,313 --> 00:41:33,185
Well, I got bad news. Or, news.
783
00:41:34,230 --> 00:41:35,971
So, Evan Rubidoh
wasn't going home.
784
00:41:36,014 --> 00:41:37,688
He wasn't picking up his
last paycheck, either.
785
00:41:37,712 --> 00:41:39,627
So I put out an alert,
786
00:41:39,670 --> 00:41:41,846
and San Diego, too, since
his family's down there.
787
00:41:41,890 --> 00:41:43,456
Newhall PD found him
788
00:41:43,500 --> 00:41:44,782
parked behind the
church, one to the head.
789
00:41:44,806 --> 00:41:46,155
Been there a couple days.
790
00:41:46,198 --> 00:41:48,157
Note to his sister
in his pocket.
791
00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:49,898
Damn.
792
00:41:49,941 --> 00:41:51,421
Yeah, fuck.
793
00:41:51,464 --> 00:41:54,032
It mention Sylvie in the note?
794
00:41:54,076 --> 00:41:55,730
Hmm.
795
00:42:00,299 --> 00:42:03,085
Sorry. I thought you saw
me standing over there,
796
00:42:03,128 --> 00:42:04,913
and I didn't want to be rude.
797
00:42:04,956 --> 00:42:07,393
But now I can tell
that you did not see me
798
00:42:07,437 --> 00:42:09,482
standing over there. Sorry.
799
00:42:09,526 --> 00:42:12,442
No. Uh, Alex Forrest,
Victims Services.
800
00:42:12,485 --> 00:42:13,922
- Works with Conchita.
- Ah.
801
00:42:13,965 --> 00:42:15,619
This is Mike Gerard,
Investigative Bureau.
802
00:42:15,663 --> 00:42:17,882
The guy who took
you under his wing.
803
00:42:17,926 --> 00:42:20,145
- The very one.
- So what happened?
804
00:42:20,189 --> 00:42:23,235
Was she in the trunk?
Sylvie Rubidoh?
805
00:42:24,323 --> 00:42:26,195
We were just talking
about that. No.
806
00:42:26,238 --> 00:42:28,173
- Yeah, everybody's talking about that, I guess.
- ALEX: Shit.
807
00:42:28,197 --> 00:42:31,722
Sorry. So, what happens next?
808
00:42:31,766 --> 00:42:34,159
We look somewhere else.
809
00:42:35,117 --> 00:42:36,640
Well, that makes sense.
810
00:42:36,684 --> 00:42:40,470
Okay, I am going
to get this home
811
00:42:40,513 --> 00:42:42,167
while it's still hot.
812
00:42:42,211 --> 00:42:44,300
Nice to meet you. Good night.
813
00:42:44,343 --> 00:42:46,519
Good night.
814
00:42:46,563 --> 00:42:48,521
[clears throat]
815
00:42:48,565 --> 00:42:51,133
[sighs]
816
00:42:52,177 --> 00:42:55,354
You want to get
something to eat?
817
00:42:55,398 --> 00:42:58,619
How about... oreganata, or
maybe some hot antipasto?
818
00:42:58,662 --> 00:43:00,098
Yeah, I could do that.
819
00:43:02,144 --> 00:43:03,798
You know, if you
were a different guy,
820
00:43:03,841 --> 00:43:05,558
I would tell you to be careful
right now, but you're not
821
00:43:05,582 --> 00:43:08,324
a different guy, are you?
822
00:43:08,367 --> 00:43:09,847
What are you talking about?
823
00:43:09,891 --> 00:43:11,501
Please.
824
00:43:11,544 --> 00:43:13,459
What? 'Cause this?
825
00:43:13,503 --> 00:43:15,481
Somebody I work with comes up
to talk to me, and we're what?
826
00:43:15,505 --> 00:43:17,831
Oh, come on, let's not act like
I'm somebody who doesn't know.
827
00:43:17,855 --> 00:43:19,248
Really? You could
tell all of that
828
00:43:19,291 --> 00:43:20,641
just from that
little interaction?
829
00:43:20,684 --> 00:43:22,033
Danny, don't make
me into somebody
830
00:43:22,077 --> 00:43:23,513
you got to lie to, too, please.
831
00:43:23,556 --> 00:43:25,036
Do me that fucking favor.
832
00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:26,864
Do me the favor
and just spare me
833
00:43:26,908 --> 00:43:28,605
the patronizing
paternal disappointment.
834
00:43:28,649 --> 00:43:30,449
It's not paternal, it's
just the regular kind.
835
00:43:30,476 --> 00:43:32,280
What is this? You're just
gonna go straight to 11?
836
00:43:32,304 --> 00:43:33,717
No benefit of the doubt,
no questions asked,
837
00:43:33,741 --> 00:43:35,481
just right to the worst thing?
838
00:43:35,525 --> 00:43:37,745
Oh, right, excuse me. Nothing
to see here. You're right.
839
00:43:37,788 --> 00:43:38,939
- My apologies.
- Fuck you, Mike.
840
00:43:38,963 --> 00:43:41,531
Ah, come on.
841
00:43:41,574 --> 00:43:42,967
[line ringing]
842
00:43:43,011 --> 00:43:44,360
BETH: Hello?
843
00:43:44,403 --> 00:43:46,449
- Hey, baby.
- Uh-oh.
844
00:43:46,492 --> 00:43:48,514
Yeah, they got a situation
up at Men's Central Jail.
845
00:43:48,538 --> 00:43:50,627
- No.
- And Frank's supposed to be on call,
846
00:43:50,671 --> 00:43:52,387
but he's not answering, and
they can't track him down,
847
00:43:52,411 --> 00:43:54,109
- so, I got to go.
- Fucking Frank!
848
00:43:54,152 --> 00:43:55,545
I know, right?
849
00:43:55,588 --> 00:43:56,894
So what does that mean for you?
850
00:43:56,938 --> 00:43:58,940
I'm not sure.
There was a fight,
851
00:43:58,983 --> 00:44:00,657
and apparently, one of
the inmates got killed,
852
00:44:00,681 --> 00:44:02,683
so now they all need to
be interviewed right away.
853
00:44:02,726 --> 00:44:04,032
Oh, well, this sucks.
854
00:44:04,075 --> 00:44:05,598
I know, I know. I'm sorry.
855
00:44:05,642 --> 00:44:07,513
No, because I'm at
the office, remember?
856
00:44:07,557 --> 00:44:09,317
You were supposed to be home
to take over from my parents?
857
00:44:09,341 --> 00:44:11,343
- Shit.
- Yeah.
858
00:44:11,387 --> 00:44:13,302
That's right. I'm so sorry.
859
00:44:13,345 --> 00:44:15,696
It's fine. Just, um, by
the time I get there,
860
00:44:15,739 --> 00:44:18,263
they'll be two drinks in,
so they got to sleep over.
861
00:44:18,307 --> 00:44:19,874
Okay, shit. I got to go.
862
00:44:19,917 --> 00:44:21,527
I love you. Be careful.
863
00:44:27,925 --> 00:44:29,971
[both panting]
864
00:44:40,633 --> 00:44:43,332
[Alex moaning]
865
00:44:50,818 --> 00:44:53,211
[both panting]
866
00:45:17,758 --> 00:45:19,803
♪
867
00:45:31,728 --> 00:45:33,295
[sighs]
868
00:45:40,563 --> 00:45:43,261
- [cork pops]
- [drinks pouring]
869
00:45:45,263 --> 00:45:47,396
[sighs]
870
00:45:57,406 --> 00:46:00,452
Huh. Can't get out
of here fast enough.
871
00:46:00,496 --> 00:46:02,977
Three minutes after you
come, you're already dressed.
872
00:46:03,020 --> 00:46:06,197
[laughing]: What? No.
873
00:46:06,241 --> 00:46:07,720
Oh, no, you're not
already dressed?
874
00:46:10,636 --> 00:46:12,290
Well, it's late.
875
00:46:12,334 --> 00:46:14,771
It's early.
876
00:46:19,036 --> 00:46:20,559
Did I do something?
877
00:46:20,603 --> 00:46:22,605
Not yet, not if you
take all of that off,
878
00:46:22,648 --> 00:46:24,694
fuck me again.
879
00:46:27,523 --> 00:46:29,090
I can't.
880
00:46:34,269 --> 00:46:35,923
You better hurry.
881
00:46:35,966 --> 00:46:37,683
It's not the walk of
shame if nobody sees you.
882
00:46:37,707 --> 00:46:39,883
This is not a walk of shame.
883
00:46:39,927 --> 00:46:41,885
Okay, well, then,
you should stay.
884
00:46:41,929 --> 00:46:43,887
I can't.
885
00:46:43,931 --> 00:46:46,542
Why can't you?
886
00:46:46,585 --> 00:46:48,500
[sighs]
887
00:46:48,544 --> 00:46:52,069
I didn't think that this
is what we were doing.
888
00:46:53,810 --> 00:46:55,986
What werewe doing?
889
00:46:58,510 --> 00:47:00,904
Really, what were we doing?
890
00:47:00,948 --> 00:47:04,821
Alex, I'm sorry, but I
really do have to go.
891
00:47:04,865 --> 00:47:07,998
Well, then, you
really should go.
892
00:47:14,048 --> 00:47:16,224
[door slams]
893
00:47:37,593 --> 00:47:39,682
[door opens]
894
00:47:54,915 --> 00:47:56,917
[keys jingling]
895
00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:07,971
Since I won't be able
to ask you later,
896
00:48:08,015 --> 00:48:10,365
what do you think it would take?
897
00:48:11,844 --> 00:48:13,846
No, wait. That's...
898
00:48:13,890 --> 00:48:15,805
That's not what I meant to say.
899
00:48:15,848 --> 00:48:21,115
Um... I meant to say how many
do you think it would take?
900
00:48:22,507 --> 00:48:24,118
How many what?
901
00:48:26,076 --> 00:48:27,686
Pills.
902
00:48:27,730 --> 00:48:29,775
Why?
903
00:48:31,516 --> 00:48:33,344
Did you take something, Alex?
904
00:48:35,303 --> 00:48:37,392
Hmm. What did you take?
905
00:48:37,435 --> 00:48:40,003
I don't know.
906
00:48:40,047 --> 00:48:41,787
But I took all of them.
907
00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:55,497
What did you take, Alex?!
908
00:48:55,540 --> 00:48:58,979
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
909
00:48:59,022 --> 00:49:02,373
[sighs] Okay.
910
00:49:02,417 --> 00:49:04,462
Okay, we need to
call 911 right now.
911
00:49:04,506 --> 00:49:07,030
Or-or there's the-the
medical care center,
912
00:49:07,074 --> 00:49:08,597
and my car's right
across the street.
913
00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:10,816
I can take you there.
Is that what you want?
914
00:49:10,860 --> 00:49:12,905
Is that what you want?!
915
00:49:12,949 --> 00:49:15,299
Yes? Yes?
916
00:49:15,343 --> 00:49:17,867
Okay, um, grab your keys
917
00:49:17,910 --> 00:49:20,522
and your wallet and a coat.
918
00:49:20,565 --> 00:49:22,567
Come on, we got to go right now.
919
00:49:28,791 --> 00:49:31,098
Hey, hey.
920
00:49:31,141 --> 00:49:32,925
You with me?
921
00:49:53,120 --> 00:49:54,991
[sighs]
922
00:49:55,992 --> 00:49:58,081
[tires squealing]
923
00:50:01,389 --> 00:50:03,478
See? We made it.
924
00:50:09,875 --> 00:50:12,443
I just want to say this
before it's too late.
925
00:50:13,836 --> 00:50:15,533
We're gonna go in there,
926
00:50:15,577 --> 00:50:17,274
and we're gonna tell
them what's happening,
927
00:50:17,318 --> 00:50:19,146
and they will help you.
928
00:50:21,844 --> 00:50:23,498
And after that, we're
not gonna be able
929
00:50:23,541 --> 00:50:25,935
to control anything that happens
930
00:50:25,978 --> 00:50:28,764
because no one ever can.
931
00:50:30,113 --> 00:50:33,377
A doctor or a nurse,
932
00:50:33,421 --> 00:50:38,208
or someone thinks that there's
illegal drugs involved,
933
00:50:38,252 --> 00:50:40,776
or even if it turns out
934
00:50:40,819 --> 00:50:43,387
you don't have any drugs
in your system at all,
935
00:50:43,431 --> 00:50:46,912
someone calls the cops,
they file a report
936
00:50:46,956 --> 00:50:50,177
saying they think
you're suicidal...
937
00:50:51,178 --> 00:50:53,136
you will be fired.
938
00:50:58,272 --> 00:51:01,579
None of which matters at all
if you still need to go in.
939
00:51:01,623 --> 00:51:03,103
No.
940
00:51:04,147 --> 00:51:06,106
No.
941
00:51:09,109 --> 00:51:10,980
- Are you sure? Because...
- Just...
942
00:51:12,199 --> 00:51:13,611
[voice breaking]: I
just want to go home.
943
00:51:13,635 --> 00:51:15,115
[sniffles]
944
00:51:20,250 --> 00:51:21,860
[sighs]
945
00:51:25,168 --> 00:51:27,170
PROFESSOR: Part of
our shadow self is
946
00:51:27,214 --> 00:51:29,781
the part of us that's been
hur, and when we reject it,
947
00:51:29,825 --> 00:51:32,480
we're trying to protect
ourselves from being hurt agai.
948
00:51:32,523 --> 00:51:34,351
Acknowledging our shadow means
949
00:51:34,395 --> 00:51:36,092
admitting our
capacity for darkness.
950
00:51:36,136 --> 00:51:38,094
And that makes us afraid.
951
00:51:38,138 --> 00:51:40,140
But Jung believed it was
the only way to heal.
952
00:51:40,183 --> 00:51:43,839
He said, "Make the
unconscious consciou,
953
00:51:43,882 --> 00:51:47,190
or it will direct your life,
and you will make it fate."
954
00:51:47,234 --> 00:51:50,193
- Hey!
- [groans]
955
00:51:50,237 --> 00:51:51,586
[high-pitched ringing]
956
00:51:51,629 --> 00:51:54,154
[muffled groaning]
957
00:51:56,504 --> 00:51:59,202
DAN [muffled]: Ellen!
Ellen! Oh, my God. Ellen.
958
00:51:59,246 --> 00:52:02,423
- Hey!
- Ellen, what are you doing here?
959
00:52:02,466 --> 00:52:04,140
Oh, my God, are you okay?
Are you okay? Are you hurt?
960
00:52:04,164 --> 00:52:06,098
- Uh... Yeah, no, I'm not...
- Did you hit your head?
961
00:52:06,122 --> 00:52:07,665
- N-No, I didn't...
- Okay, let's get you up.
962
00:52:07,689 --> 00:52:09,014
- Slow, slow, slow, slow, slow.
- I don't even know
963
00:52:09,038 --> 00:52:11,649
- how that happened.
- Fucking asshole.
964
00:52:11,693 --> 00:52:13,434
- Oh, man.
- [Ellen stammers]
965
00:52:13,477 --> 00:52:15,479
Wow. Okay.
966
00:52:15,523 --> 00:52:18,003
- Does that hurt?
- No.
967
00:52:18,047 --> 00:52:20,658
Oh, my God. Okay, um,
968
00:52:20,702 --> 00:52:22,269
here's what we're gonna do.
969
00:52:22,312 --> 00:52:24,334
We're gonna go across the
street and get you a seat,
970
00:52:24,358 --> 00:52:26,336
get you something to drink,
you can take a deep breath.
971
00:52:26,360 --> 00:52:28,579
And, uh, just...
972
00:52:28,623 --> 00:52:32,453
Wow. But first, we're
just gonna sit here
973
00:52:32,496 --> 00:52:34,672
for as long as you need, okay?
974
00:52:34,716 --> 00:52:36,239
You sure you're all right?
975
00:52:36,283 --> 00:52:37,719
- Mm-hmm.
- Okay.
976
00:52:37,762 --> 00:52:39,895
ANGELA: If you
could script this
977
00:52:39,938 --> 00:52:42,463
to be the way that
you wanted it to go,
978
00:52:42,506 --> 00:52:46,510
if you could have the ideal
relationship with him,
979
00:52:46,554 --> 00:52:50,601
going forward, have you thought
about what that would be?
980
00:53:05,964 --> 00:53:08,402
Hold his hand.
981
00:53:14,277 --> 00:53:16,366
Just want to hold his hand.
982
00:53:25,114 --> 00:53:27,290
♪
983
00:53:29,336 --> 00:53:31,512
[elevator doors close]
984
00:53:34,036 --> 00:53:35,211
[keys jingling]
985
00:53:52,794 --> 00:53:54,404
Do you want me to stay?
986
00:53:59,670 --> 00:54:01,716
But you can go.
987
00:54:31,093 --> 00:54:33,225
♪
988
00:54:38,361 --> 00:54:40,711
[sighs]
989
00:54:56,248 --> 00:54:59,948
[elevator whirring, creaking]
990
00:55:09,436 --> 00:55:11,525
♪
991
00:55:40,162 --> 00:55:43,165
Captioned by Media Access
Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org
992
00:55:43,208 --> 00:55:45,297
♪
993
00:56:11,802 --> 00:56:16,937
♪
994
00:56:16,938 --> 00:56:24,938
♪
995
00:56:52,582 --> 00:56:55,367
ALEX: You think about something
that hasn't happened yet
996
00:56:55,411 --> 00:56:57,718
and all the ways
that it could go.
997
00:56:57,761 --> 00:56:58,980
[SPEAKS GERMAN]
998
00:56:59,023 --> 00:57:01,722
Head cinema. A
movie in your mind.
999
00:57:07,423 --> 00:57:10,034
JOSHUA: There is this tension,
at the center of the story, of,
1000
00:57:10,078 --> 00:57:11,688
"Man, they shouldn't
be doing this,"
1001
00:57:11,732 --> 00:57:14,082
but you kinda maybe
want them to do this,
1002
00:57:14,125 --> 00:57:15,885
and like, "Oh my God,
they did it," and then,
1003
00:57:16,867 --> 00:57:19,043
"Oh my God, they
shouldn't have done that."
1004
00:57:19,087 --> 00:57:20,567
[LAUGHS]
1005
00:57:20,610 --> 00:57:21,611
Here's to it all.
1006
00:57:22,133 --> 00:57:25,789
I think the series really
explores one bad decision
1007
00:57:25,833 --> 00:57:28,792
followed by many,
many bad decisions.
1008
00:57:28,836 --> 00:57:32,143
TOBY: The story is about these
decisions that people mae
1009
00:57:32,187 --> 00:57:35,146
that can have enormous
consequences on their lives.
1010
00:57:35,538 --> 00:57:36,738
I actually never told anybody.
1011
00:57:37,584 --> 00:57:39,107
Well, what's at the
root of the passion
1012
00:57:39,150 --> 00:57:41,936
for the characters is
their broken pieces fit
1013
00:57:41,979 --> 00:57:44,808
like a jigsaw puzzle.
Each one is a moth
1014
00:57:44,852 --> 00:57:46,636
and each one is a
flame for the other.
1015
00:57:47,594 --> 00:57:49,073
Which is just my luck.
1016
00:57:49,857 --> 00:57:51,728
She's attracted to how
self-possessed he is,
1017
00:57:51,772 --> 00:57:53,730
how confident he is,
1018
00:57:53,774 --> 00:57:56,298
but also, he embodies
all of the stuff
1019
00:57:56,341 --> 00:57:58,648
that she really
wishes that she had.
1020
00:57:58,692 --> 00:58:00,607
Normalcy and acceptance
1021
00:58:00,650 --> 00:58:03,740
and unconditional
love from a partner.
1022
00:58:04,262 --> 00:58:05,394
Thank you for today.
1023
00:58:06,743 --> 00:58:08,484
JOSHUA: There's this,
like, toxic attraction
1024
00:58:08,528 --> 00:58:10,965
between these two people
who are meeting each other
1025
00:58:11,008 --> 00:58:14,142
exactly in the most broken
pieces of each other.
1026
00:58:15,230 --> 00:58:17,101
The hell happened
to you?[SCOFFS]
1027
00:58:18,668 --> 00:58:19,930
A lot of things.
1028
00:58:19,974 --> 00:58:21,889
All of the characters,
not just Alex Forrest,
1029
00:58:21,932 --> 00:58:23,673
everybody's got their damage.
1030
00:58:23,717 --> 00:58:26,110
Everybody's bringing
everything about themselves
1031
00:58:26,154 --> 00:58:28,286
to every encounter
with other people.
1032
00:58:29,200 --> 00:58:31,855
If you could have the
ideal relationship
1033
00:58:31,899 --> 00:58:33,596
with him going forward,
1034
00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:35,226
have you thought about
what that would be?
1035
00:58:35,250 --> 00:58:37,382
I think she has no idea
1036
00:58:37,426 --> 00:58:39,341
what she wants from
this human being,
1037
00:58:39,384 --> 00:58:41,561
but she just has this
feeling, this memory,
1038
00:58:41,604 --> 00:58:43,171
of holding his hand.
1039
00:58:43,954 --> 00:58:45,042
I just wanna hold his hand.
1040
00:58:45,086 --> 00:58:47,436
It's an example of how, I think,
1041
00:58:47,479 --> 00:58:51,048
it's coming from a really,
really deep, young place.
1042
00:58:51,092 --> 00:58:52,572
You know, if you
were a different guy,
1043
00:58:52,615 --> 00:58:54,245
I would telling you to
be careful right now,
1044
00:58:54,269 --> 00:58:57,054
but you're not a
different guy, are you?
1045
00:58:57,098 --> 00:58:58,360
TOBY: It was just a matter
1046
00:58:58,403 --> 00:59:00,033
of kind of establishing
who these guys were,
1047
00:59:00,057 --> 00:59:03,757
and we both trusted each
other from the get-go.
1048
00:59:07,804 --> 00:59:09,893
I didn't think that this
is what we were doing.
1049
00:59:11,329 --> 00:59:12,635
What were we doing?
1050
00:59:12,679 --> 00:59:14,004
JOSHUA: We've seen
these two characters
1051
00:59:14,028 --> 00:59:16,204
have this very fast love affai.
1052
00:59:16,247 --> 00:59:18,075
Everything sort of kicks
off and goes quickly.
1053
00:59:18,119 --> 00:59:20,382
And now, reality is
starting to set in,
1054
00:59:20,425 --> 00:59:23,080
and there's a little bit
of poison in the well.
1055
00:59:23,603 --> 00:59:25,189
DAN: And after that,
we're not gonna be able
1056
00:59:25,213 --> 00:59:26,606
to control anything
that happens.
1057
00:59:27,824 --> 00:59:29,585
SILVER: That's one of my
favorite moments, actually.
1058
00:59:29,609 --> 00:59:31,654
Just as his point of view
is about to become black,
1059
00:59:31,698 --> 00:59:33,525
he looks down, and
he sees a rabbit
1060
00:59:33,569 --> 00:59:34,831
hopping down the hall.
1061
00:59:34,875 --> 00:59:37,617
It's really just a
gift for the audience
1062
00:59:37,660 --> 00:59:39,575
that is really
familiar with the film.
1063
00:59:39,619 --> 00:59:41,708
We tried to sort of leave
a trail of breadcrumbs
1064
00:59:41,751 --> 00:59:44,275
for the people who know
the movie inside and out.
1065
00:59:44,319 --> 00:59:45,712
I think it's gonna
be a really fun,
1066
00:59:45,755 --> 00:59:47,931
wild ride for everyone for sure.
77727
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