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Good morning.

- Good morning. - Good morning.

Good morning. Good morning.

For the record, Daniel Michael Gallagher,

convicted of murder in the second degree,

given a sentence of 15 years to life.

This is your first appearance

before the board? Yes, ma'am.

You managed to keep a clean disciplinary record.

You were involved in the exoneration of David Rangel?

You seem to have made it a point

to provide that kind of assistance.

I agree with whoever it was that said that the greatest threat

to our system of justice is an innocent man.

And we understand you do have a statement you've prepared.

Yes, ma'am.

I only wanted to say that...

that I...

That every day that I have been in here,

I have thought about Alexandra Forrest.

Because I need to make myself understand what I did,

how she died...

that I killed her...

and why.

My position,

my accomplishments,

everything that I had...

and everything that I wanted...

next to that, she meant nothing.

That she tried to jeopardize it,

in my mind...

meant that I was justified in whatever I chose to do.

And I chose rage.

I chose to lose control.

I chose to take her life.

And the man that I had always believed myself to be

could not have done that.

But I did.

So I have tried to take every single day

that I have been in here...

to come...

to a better understanding

of who I really am...

and to atone.

Um, that's all I have to say.

If you were to be paroled, what plans do you have for yourself?

The first...

The first thing that I would like to do

is to be reconnected with my family.

Do you have any more questions?

No.

Thank you, Mr. Gallagher.

We'll take all of this under advisement

and notify you of our decision.

Thank you all very much.

Come on. Let's go.

Uh, that's not mine.

That's not my phone.

Name?

Ellen Gallagher.

On vacation in Switzerland, and, one morning,

his wife came back from a hike and described climbing a hill

to find an old wooden house at the top,

with a beautiful handcarved door.

Did I not tell this story in junior honors seminar?

No? Okay.

Well, so, after lunch,

she wanted him to see the house with the door,

so they climbed the hill

and then all the surrounding hills,

but they never found it.

Carl Jung described his wife as calm and rational,

logical, impossible to fool.

But so here was something she swore had happened,

that he absolutely could not explain.

I mean, four other classes, yeah,

and then the reading, as well.

So it's... it's a lot, but, uh, I think I just find

that, with, like, listening and even taking notes,

everything is just sort of gone as soon as it's over.

So doing that transcription just really helps,

like, set it in stone for me, I guess.

So it's worth all the extra time.

Plus, you'll have a hard copy of every lecture to refer back to.

Yeah.

Still, though, why are other people

just, like, so good at it? At what?

Remembering what they hear?

Yeah.

Trust me, they're not.

So, do you...

My father might be, um...

up for parole.

He's up for parole.

That must have been so hard for you to be holding on to.

All this time, you've had to carry his being in prison,

when you had told me he was dead.

Well, he's never e-mailed me before.

Ever.

And then he asked me to come to his hearing,

and I didn't e-mail back,

but I went.

I'm sorry that I lied.

People tell me what they're ready to tell me.

Let me run something by you, okay?

Work-related?

Speaking of birthdays, it was Marlena's birthday.

And she's been sending me these screenshots

of some shit called a tennis bracelet.

Like I got that kind of scratch laying around.

So I had to get creative.

Oh, boy.

What? It's nothing.

I just don't want to have anything in my mouth

when you tell me what you did.

So I thought to myself,

"How much jewelry have I got Winnie over the years?"

And then I've never seen most of it, like, ever again.

So I looked, and I found this one thing

that pretty much solved my problem exactly.

So I repurposed it.

Oh. Marlena loves it. She went fucking crazy.

I'm sure she did. You both clearly have great taste.

Fuck you, dude. I need some advice here.

Why? You already did the thing I would have told you not to do.

Because I could have sworn that Winnie would not remember

this fuckin' thing that she's never worn once,

but now she says that she can't find it

and that she thinks someone stole it.

And she wants me to claim it on insurance.

Which I have not done yet. Because that's fraud.

So I explained to her, I was like, "Babe, look.

It doesn't make sense that a thief would just sneak in here

and steal this one thing. It probably just slipped

through the cracks in the drawer or whatever."

Which, yeah, I think I might just double down on that.

Yeah, that's a good idea.

Or you could blame it on one of the kids.

Frank, honestly, stop talking to me, your direct supervisor,

about your criminal fucking enterprise.

And if you come to my party with anybody other than your wife,

I will crap thunder on you.

Like Marlena would want to come to a geezer's party. She's 23.

Oh, there it is, the face.

You know, no wonder they're gonna make you judge.

- Well, happy birthday, Danny. - Thank you, Terry.

Also, tell me again on Thursday.

Morning.

Good morning.

You see the hearing's been pushed?

I did, yes, thank you. How are you today?

Okay.

I had a dream last night

this giant snake bit me on the face.

Well, that's disturbing.

Beatrice.

Oh. Here for Koestner?

Yep, it's been a while

since I've been up against one of Norman's juries.

You should be fine, so long as you haven't missed anything.

You haven't missed anything, have you?

Shut up.

Ooh! Heard your 40th birthday's coming up.

That's young for a judge.

Just not young for a person.

Damn! Beatrice, that hurts.

Hey, hey, boss. Hey.

Hey. Can I get a sign-off?

Vehicular manslaughter. I was thinking probation.

Defendant blew a 1.8. That's pretty drunk, Phil.

Right, but it's a first offense.

Plus, the vic died of a heart attack.

No. No deal. Save your empathy for somebody

who doesn't get behind the wheel shit-faced.

Bad decisions lead to bad outcomes.

You play stupid games, you win stupid prizes.

How you doing, Your Honor?

Don't jinx me, Gabriel.

I'm home!

Those are pretty pictures.

Nana got it for me. Oh, really?

At the Taschen store.

It was sealed in plastic, so it might have been

the illustrated Scandinavian Kama Sutra, for all she knew.

But she liked the cover, so here we are.

But it's not, right? Right?

It's fairy tales.

Fairy tales. Okay. Fairy tales are good.

We like fairy tales.Mm-hmm.

I'm sorry.

Go on.

I was a complete shithead.

And I'm sorry.

The best was how you literally had just said

you didn't care what we watched.

- It was extremely... - bag-of-dicks.

You're right, I'm wrong, I'm sorry...

and I think maybe just all the moving stuff

was getting in my pocket.

Wait. That was about moving? Do you not want to move?

Honey, I'm really just trying to say I'm sorry.

'Cause, you know, we can just still flip that house instead.

Just sayin'. And while we're saying stuff,

you don't have to be a judge either if you don't want.

"The hours are easier, the schedule's more reliable,

it's such an honor"... That you can still refuse.

It'd be a baller move, right?

They offer it to me, and I'm just like, "Tsk, eh, I'm good."

I bet you didn't know that judges get to go to conferences.

In fancy places, no less.

What kind and where?

Mostly the law kind.

And how about Aruba?

Aruba means Milwaukee.

Milwaukee means San Bernardino.

Hey, kiddo.

Where do the sun and the moon come into it?

Well, the stepmother's castle

is east of the sun and west of the moon.

Ohh...

Doesn't have to have a stepmother,

but when it does, man, you know it's good, right?

Hey, what's the problem with Suarez's case?

He says you're not gonna charge it.

I asked him to get one of the four guys

to flip on the other ones. It's not a problem for me.

Yeah, well, he's already got a witness,

who's a working man, a father, community pillar.

Why does he need to negotiate with a murderer?

Can you tell me where this perfect witness is gonna be in six months?

Eating M&M's outside of Courtroom 12 while waiting to be called to the stand.

And can you absolutely promise me you can find him and bring him in?

Can I? Yes. You gonna charge the case or not?

I'm gonna prosecutorial-discretion it.

Aw! Suarez has four guys.

I'm just asking for one.

Maybe youguys should have gone to law school.

No, I wanted to work for a living.

And here we are.

Thank you. Thank you.

You still coming to my party?

I don't know. You gonna be there?

A full bar is gonna be there.

Plus, specialty cocktails with themes.

Ooh! At least that's fuckin' stupid.

Excuse me, sir. Hmm.

There's no eating in the courtroom.

No, there's no youeating in the courtroom. Just me.

You're not me.

Sad but true. Where's Conchita?

Double-booked, but she sent her.

Alice. Okay.

Or Alex.

Well, which is it?

Hmm.

Someone should ask.

Conchita got stuck upstairs, said she's really sorry.

I'm Alex Forrest.

Alex. That's alright. Dan Gallagher.

Yeah, she loves you. Conchita.

Yeah, she lowers my blood pressure.

So... you up to speed on everything yet?

Yeah, Conchita's definitely their point person,

but they know me, so we're good.

They're nervous.

Well, let's go talk to them.

How you guys holding up?

Okay.

Big day.

All the times I had to remind you

to control your facial expressions,

hide your anger, hide your pain,

don't do anything to make the jury feel bad,

feel sorry for the man who killed Yalina.

But today this is...

This is the sentencing phase.

This is for the judge.

He needs to know what you lost.

So show him.

If you feel angry, be angry.

If you feel like you want to cry, you cry.

Today is the day for all the emotions.

And this is the place.

Okay? Yeah.

Okay? Yes.

Thank you. You're welcome.

Thank you. Thanks.

So, are you doing anything for the big birthday?

Wife's throwing me a party.

Nice. My mom wanted to do that for my dad's 40th,

but he didn't want her to spend the money.

If I was a wiser man, I'd probably be saying the same thing.

Yeah, but then he had a stroke the next year,

so shouldn't have asked him; should've just done it.

Hi-de-ho, degenerates.

Nice pocket square, E.B.

Oh, you like that?

Oh, what could possibly go wrong with that?

Victim services. She works with Conchita.

Conchita, man. Conchita's the best.

What's her name?

Alice, I think?

Hmm. Is Alice my big toe?

'Cause I want to bang her on every piece of furniture I own.

- She wants full overlay now. - Wait. What?

Yeah, her friend Sharon just had wood inserts put on

all herappliances so they'll blend with her cabinetry.

Well, speaking of new appliances,

she wants a cheese refrigerator now, too. No, no.

People are feeling a way about cheese these days, Danny.

Is that way constipated?

It will be.

Oh, hold.

Hi. No, not yet.

Uh, I'm... I'm coming right now.

Nope. I forgot. Sorry.

Here. You ask her. For you.

Let me clean this shit up. Hey, pal.

Well, I have these boots

I'm trying to build an outfit around,

but now I'm thinking I should just get over myself.

So you excited about going to that

white-truffle asshole place?

Why can I never remember the name of it?

I don't know. Is that even happening anymore?

Send me a picture. Text it. Okay. I will.

She knows. I will.

Hey. Either you want me to come home or you don't.

What? How do we have no bananas?

I'll see you tomorrow night, Dan.

Bye, Beth. Well, if I'm going to the store,

do we need anything else?

Well, think, woman.

Isn't this thing starting at 6:00?

Are you getting ready or...?

Uh, sorry. Dad pushed it to 7:30.

So you didn't need me to come home early from work then?

No. I still wanted you home.

Oh, really? Why?

Make you do stuff for me.

Pick it up.

You goddamn...

sexy lunatic.

Aah!

I didn't ask for anything to be substituted.

I simply asked, could they not put it on the plate.

Kind of an expensive restaurant to make such a mistake, Bethie.

So just don't eat it then.

It's not like they gave you a grenade with the pin pulled.

I just think it's funny. That's all.

They've got a hundred people running around in here...

Shh.

Creating an unparalleled dining experience.

I will go ask them to replate it.

No one has to doanything. I just said it was funny.

I didn't want to substitute. I didn't want it at all.

And not only do I get it anyway, but it's cold.

Ironic polenta.

Hm!

Oh, boy.

How we doing over here, Eleanor?

- Ellen. - Lennon?

Ellen.

Ah. Lemon.

Ellen. Sluggo?

Ellen. Gordon Shumway.

Hey, you want a slice of my pork, Gordon Shumway?

I think I'm good.

You sure? It's really good.

I love you. I love you, too.

Yeah? Clerk #1: Sorry to bother you, boss.

Got a homicide in Lancaster. No I.D. yet.

Okay. Call Frank, tell him to go to the scene,

have him give me a call when he figures out what's going on.

Gotcha.Alright.

No rest for the wicked.

So it'll be official soon, huh?

Do they get you the, uh... the thing?

Or do you get your own?

The robe. Huh.

You get your own. Out of pocket, actually.

You don't even have to, funnily enough.

There's no rule that says a judge has to wear one.

It's more of a tradition at this point,

a symbolic practice.

How much more are you going to be pulling down a year?

20 K?

It won't pay for private school.

Symbolism. Tradition.

The fabric of society.

Seven years at Stanford to empty your pockets

for a metal detector in the morning?

You're not doing that for your family, Dan.

Or for your credit rating.

The end of the day, it's all just

a cool guy's cops-and-robbers game.

But, still, people will have to call you Judge.

I'm sure you'll hate that.

Look who it is!

Hello. Thank you all for coming. Thank you.

Thank you, thank you.

- Hey! - There she is!

Thanks, guys. Thank you.

Mikey!

How are you, guys? Thank you so much for coming.

I'm very good.

Enjoy.

Is the boss here? She said she was gonna come.

If there were $400 bottles of wine,

Leyva would be here, but there's not.

But there are these.

Look. You're supposed to be impressed.

Like no one's ever put egg whites in a damn drink before.

Oh, and this one. Wait for it.

It's a piña colada.

What do you want from me, Mike?

Attention!

Happy birthday.

♪ Illusion never changed

♪ Into something real

♪ Wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn ♪

♪ You're a little late

♪ But I'm already torn

Sorry. Sorry. I'm sorry.

What time's the thing for Dennis? 3:30.

Oh, shit. Well, there goes the day then.

12th floor called.

She's looking for you.

Okay. Not fair to keep you in any more suspense.

So, the appointment... It's not happening.

What? What are you talking about?

The governor's going with Gus Howlett.

Gus Howlett? Since when?

He's not even a fucking prosecutor.

Yeah, I know. And the whole thing is pretty embarrassing.

Oh, I'm sure it is.

I thought this was yourslot to fill.

"It's a lock." I'm pretty sure that's what you said.

Okay. Howlett's father-in-law's big money in the tech sector.

He's got a whole lot of king-shit weight

to throw around, and when that whole thing happened...

I get it. Your corrupt buddy is gonna let this asshole

buy a fucking judgeship for his son-in-law, Gus,

that he doesn't even want, right?!

Okay. Watch it.

Okay.

We'll go back in next round.

Four years will be gone before you know it.

You're just gonna have to have a little faith.

You know, your father wasn't appointed...

Oh, fuck him. his first go-around, either.

Okay. Okay.

This shit is just how this shit is.

It's like getting mad at the wind for blowing.

Look, they just rejected whoever doesn't serve

whatever agenda it is they're pushing this cycle.

It's not you. I know, Mike.

You know what else no one gives a shit about?

What age your dad got on the bench

and how you're not gonna be younger than him.

He would have. He would've what?

Given a shit.

Well, yeah, that's just 'cause that's the kind of grinding,

petty needledick he was.

But he's dead.

So no one's even thinking about that shit but you.

Yeah, 'cause you're doing a greatjob shutting up about it.

You know, you should maybe concentrate more

on how you're gonna handle all the sympathy you're gonna get,

not to mention all the people that want to see your balloon

get popped a little.

Look. What do you say we pack it in

and take this day to Andolini's?

I'm going at 3:30 for Dennis Ortega's retirement thing.

How'd you get out of that, by the way?

I probably said it went to spam.

Hey, maybe you should think

about skipping it, too, Dan, seriously.

Well, like you said,

got to start sometime.

So might as well be today.

Hey. Hey, guys. How's it goin'?

Good to see you. How you guys doin'?

It's a compliment and an honor, but honestly,

at the end of the day, it's kind of a demotion.

And, anyway, everybody knows the court officers

actually run the court, not the judge. Who wants that?

I want to give three-hour summations, not listen to them, right?

You sit there long enough, your brain goes straight to your ass.

Why would I want you guys telling me what to do?

When to show up, when to eat lunch, when to take a shit.

I'm a D.A. I shit when Iwant.

So what's the play here? What are you thinking?

Not sure yet. You?

I don't know what a lot of these are.

Well... just take a bite out of the mystery one,

and if you don't like it, throw it on the floor.

Oh... And they're cool with that? The owners?

Oh. Yeah, yeah. They wantyou to do it.

Yeah? Okay.

Pecan fingers, rainbow cookies

which are actually cake for some reason,

amaretti and anise.

These are ciminos. That's sesame and orange. Fig.

And last but not least, Italian wedding butter cookies

with chocolate and pecan.

Holy shit.

Yeah, a lot of the manytimes that I have been here,

there have been cookies.

Sure, but, I mean, that's kind of a lot.

Is Conchita here with you?

She brought me with her, actually, but she's...

She's already gone back.

How has she never brought you here before?

How can a person work in the Criminal Courts building

and never come to Andolini's?

I just moved here last September, so...

Why? Because you had to explain the cookies?

Maybe I just... I like having desserts described to me.

September. That's eight months.

Let's say 240-ish days.

I'm here minimum three times a week.

Which means that since you moved,

I have been here 90 times.

Must be the place to be, I guess.

Or just the place I always am.

Are you okay?

I-I'm not asking for any specifics. Obviously.

I mean, I'm aware that I don't actually know you.

But... I don't know.

You seem...

something right now.

Yeah, I probably do.

Yeah, I probably do, too.

Things are just... a lot sometimes.

Right? Hm.

And they just keep happening.

But don't worry. It'll be okay.

Or it won't.

I'm gonna take these on the road.

I'm particularly excited about the sesame.

Very nice talking to you.

Congratulations.

Did you justget back?

What? Me? No.

Are you lying?

I can smell it, you know.

You can smell lying?

No, I can smell the alcohol.

Oh. That. Well, anybodycan do that.

Have you ever pushed that red button?

I think you pull it.

It says "pull." But no. You?

It's just one of those things.

You know, like every time I see a ladder up against something,

I feel the need to climb it.

So what do you think would happen?

Well... it says "stop,"

so I think we'd stop.

And then I think a very loud bell would ring.

And then eventually

some court officer in the basement would hear it,

and eventually they would call the fire department, maybe.

But what if all the court officers were at Andolini's?

Like tonight, for instance.Hm.

Yes, that's a very good point.

And so what would happen, then?

Just... nothing?

Or something?

Would anybody come?

The numbskull.

Oh-ho! Danny! Fellas.

You old bag of glue. What's up?

Not much. What are you still doing here?

Working overnights.

Want to grab a quick pop or three at Andolini's?

No, I'm done. Just got back.

It's all elbows and knees over there right now.

Ah, shit. Right. The racket for Dennis.

The racket.

That guy never worked a day in his life.

Excuse me.

Good night.

♪ Good night, ladies

♪ Mmm-mmm

♪ Good night, ladies

♪ Yeah, Brandy used to watch his eyes ♪

♪ When he told his sailor stories ♪

♪ She could feel the ocean fall and rise ♪

♪ She saw its ragin' glory ♪

♪ But he had always told the truth, Lord ♪

♪ He was an honest man

♪ And Brandy tried her best to underst-a-a-and ♪

♪ Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo, doo, doo, doo ♪

♪ At night, when the bars close down ♪

♪ Brandy walks through a silent town ♪

Oh, shit.

♪ You're a fine girl, you're a fine girl ♪

♪ What a good wife you would be, such a fine girl ♪

♪ But my life, my lover, my lady ♪

Oh, shit.

♪ Is the sea ♪

♪ Doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo, doo, doo, doo ♪

♪ Brandy, you're a fine girl ♪

♪ You're a fine girl ♪

♪ What a good wife you would be ♪

♪ Such a fine girl ♪

♪ But my life, my lover, my lady is the sea ♪

Fuck.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Yeah? I crashed the fucking car, Mike.

What the fuck? Car, Mikey. I crashed the fucking car.

Where are you?

Uh, I'm under the 5 at Hollenbeck Park.

Are you hurt? Is anybody hurt?

No, no, it's just the car. The car is fucked.

Can you walk? Yeah. Yeah.

Okay. Okay. Just start walking north.

I will pick you up.

Do it now.

Mike... I'll see you in 15, 20 max.

And unless you want to get breathalyzed,

don't let anyone else see you.

Where were you? Your last text was like 2 hours ago.

Sorry. I'm sorry.

I got into an accident. What?

N-Nobody's hurt, but Mike had to come and pick me up.

My God. What happened?

I had a few too many pops with Dennis and the boys.

So you were drunk?

Yeah, yeah, I probably technically still am,

but I feel pretty fucking sober right now.

You like Dennis and the guys that much that you'd be willing

to, like, risk killing someone or yourself?

Because why?

I didn't get it.

The appointment.

It's not me.

The... Wait. How do you know?

Marcella told me this morning.

Why didn't you just come home?

Sorry to bother you, boss.

Baker's asking or another adjournment on the Carew case.

Says his mother-in-law's in the hospital.

Really? He must have forgot

that he told us she died two years ago.

Fuck me. I'll let the judge know.

Oh, Christ.

So what happens now with your job?

Nothing.

You crashed a company car drunk.

We know that. And Mike knows that.

But they don't know that.

And they won't if they don't have a Breathalyzer.

So I'll just get lectured for crashing a company car

that they searched and seized and didn't pay for anyway.

Are you hurt anywhere?

No. No, I'm okay.

Fuck them.

For not knowing your value. Fuck their whole asses.

Maybe when they come crawling back in four years, you won't be around.

You could have an equity partnership right now

if you wanted one, and Marcella knows it.

I bet you some of those firms would even get you a driver

if you asked.

Want to watch something?

Just space out and laugh at people trying to ice-fish?

Yeah, you do. Come on.

Yeah.

Good morning, sunshine!

Got my guy at traffic control out of bed last night.

We towed your car back here. What did he say?

Uh, fuck me for waking him up. What's he supposed to say?

It's not his job to give a shit about what you all get up to.

So that's it?

You don't wantthat to be it?

Here's your new ride.

Well, new to you, at least.

I'm not totally sure it's not a minivan, but fingers crossed!

Hey.

God damn it, Conchita.

You know Phillipe's is my favorite.

Why are you like this?

Would you like the other half?

What do youthink?

I think you can't have it because I'm having it later

is what I'm telling myself.

Hey, um, on the Badillo case, the hearing's next week.

Can you have someone call and just make sure

that the uncle stays in town?

I got a feeling I'm gonna need him after all.

Uh, yeah. I'll talk to Drea when she's back.

Great. And next time, buy me a French dip, too, would ya?

For the love of God. I will definitely

probably think about reminding myself to remember to do that.

A halfway house in Altadena.

Wow. That...

It seems fast. Yeah.

He said, um, like, once they grant it,

it can go fast because of overcrowding.

Like, the state being motivated to reduce overcrowding.

So what happens now?

He wants to see me.

And he left it up to me when.

Or if.

Do you want me to see him?

But that shouldn't be why you don't.

Hey, yeah, I see you. I see you. Yes, yes.

You know what? Don't say anything yet. I'll tell him later.

I just don't want him to hear it and to have to figure out

how to be about it in front of you.

Hi!

Hi, Dad!

At one point, Jung had a young woman

as a patient who believed she lived on the moon.

To Jung, this story she kept telling

about where and how she lived was the crux of her condition.

So he made it clear he accepted it completely.

And after months of analysis,

one day, she handed him a heavy little bag,

and inside, there was a loaded gun.

"What is this?" Jung asked the young woman.

She told him she'd had it with her every time they met,

and if he ever let her down or said he didn't believe her,

she would have killed him with it.

Hi.

Did the defendant understand the nature

and the quality of his act?

And at the time that he committed it,

could he distinguish between right and wrong?

Mr. Symanchuk has claimed

that he couldn't, that he didn't.

He was delusional.

He was under the influence of an irresistible impulse.

The legal definition of which would mean that he was unable

to conform to the requirements of the law.

Hey. I thought you were already here.

I was, but I just left.

They found Sylvie Rubidoh's Audi in Pacoima.

Holy shit. Okay. Fingers crossed.

Still have a drink, though.

I already told them to put it on my tab.

Remember, you're pretty fucking good just the way you are.

Later, tater.

I'm a course assistant. It's like a T.A.

I bet you're really great at that.

Why?

You always had amazing focus.

Um, what's it, uh... What's it like? The house.

Crowded.

But I got priority placement, so I'm lucky.

I guess just given that I didn't have a plan.

That's not true.

I didhave a plan.

I just couldn't act like it was going to happen until it did.

So many years I've missed.

Which is what I asked for.

How I wanted it.

Now that I'm sitting here, I'm...

I just wish I could have all that time back.

Which I know is not reasonable.

And you should know it's okay to say no.

To what?

I don't know yet.

But first I have to tell you something.

Hey, Dan.

I thought you said you came here a minimum three times a week.

I think I said "on average," didn't I?

I was supposed to be meeting someone here,

but he had to take off before I arrived.

He's working on a case. He's in Investigation Bureau.

So, this woman disappears about a month ago,

hasn't used her phone, credit cards,

left her passport.

Her car was missing until today, but we finally found it.

And I'm not saying I want her to be,

but I hope she's in the trunk. Right, Scanlon?

I'm innocent.

Meatballs are good here.

Even if they were bad, they'd still be pretty good.

That's how I feel about meatballs.

So, what if she's not? In the trunk?

Well, I've been waiting to find the wife so I can charge the husband,

and I've been trying to find the car so I could find the wife.

So you needher to be in there.

Right, because your worst fear in a case without a body is that

there you are standing up in court, middle of the trial,

and then the doors fly open and your victim walks in.

Areyou worried about that?

Are you not sure about the husband?

Does some part of you think that the wife is gonna walk in?

No. I know she isn't.

I need to say this to your face,

even if you don't believe me.

I did not kill that woman.

Alex Forrest. I...

Yes, you did.

No, Ellen. No.No, no, no. You...

Yousaid that you did. What?

You lost control, in a rage,

and she didn't matter, so then you took her life.

You were there? You asked me to come.

Ellen, I didn't... You should have tol...

I didn't know that you were going to be there.

So then what would you have said if you knew that I was?

Because what I heard was that you killed her. That's what I heard.

Ellen, I had to say that. It's what they want to hear.

If you don't say that, then nothing else matters.

Okay, so then you don't think about her.

I am never not thinking about her

unless I'm thinking about you.

And I know how all this must sound.

I did not kill her.

To be free,

I had to say that I did.

To be here.

But I am now.

And I'm going to prove it.

Irresistible impulses do not lend themselves

to planning, over time, without urgency.

They are not defined by having the opportunity to act

and then not doing so.

Irresistible impulses are irresistible.

Irresistible impulses do not lend themselves

to planning over time without urgency.

The thing that's most exciting about this show is...

It's in the title. You know what happens.

They are not defined by having the opportunity to act

and then not doing so.

So then there is the mystery of the how it happens.

Irresistible impulses are irresistible.

In Episode 1,

where we meet Dan Gallagher at the beginning,

is a man who is ascending through his life's plans.

He's got the wife, the baby, the career.

Everything's kind of going smoothly at home and at work.

Go on.

We have very little real estate to convey

that we are in what appears to be a happy marriage.

Ooh, heard your 40th birthday's coming up.

That's young for a judge.

I think what we'd see if we traveled inside

of Dan's mind is the dragon that he's trying to slay

is the shadow of his father's success.

Okay, not fair to keep you in any more suspense.

So the appointment, it's not happening. What?

He thinks that's what the show is about to be about,

but it is not.

You know, your father wasn't appointed

his first time running. Oh, fuck him.

Even though he's putting on this shiny front,

he has a good veneer, a good public face,

there's a massive driving insecurity at the center of hi.

There's almost two characters.

There's the man that we meet in the beginning

before he has the affair, and then there's the man

we meet in what is our present, who has now come out of prison

and is reshaped by that experience.

If you were to be paroled,

what plans do you have for yourself?

The first thing that I would like to do

is to be reconnected with my family.

Ellen Gallagher is a psychology student.

When we pick up with her in the beginning of Season 1,

this bomb has sort of just gone off in her life,

and she has just found out

that her father, who she has nt spoken to in 15 years,

is getting out of prison

and wants to reestablish a relationship with her.

You want me to see him?

But that shouldn't be why you don't.

It's kind of just her journey of having to confront

all of this trauma from her childhood

that her father brings up.

Hi.

I wanted to bring a more current perspective

and the best way to do that was to set part of it

in the present, and part of it in the past.

And to add a murder mystery element to it

gave us that sort of 15-year gap.

I did not kill her, and I'm going to prove it.

There was a lot of attention being paid to,

in prep, distinguishing the two time periods.

In 2008, it's all very fluid camera movement.

This was based on the philosopy that Dan is entitled,

getting to glide without a lot of checks and balances.

And then the color palette is earth tones.

And then the present day, 2023,

are all very, very cool tones.

The camera work is extremely static.

It's sort of a boxed-in feelin,

and it's sort of a reflection of the consequences

of the affair.

We have this amazing makeup team

who accelerates the timeline on my face,

and then, physically,

he just carries himself sort of diminished,

putting him out of the center of the frame.

He is not the center of his own story anymore.

So I think that really creates a strong

visual and emotional separation between the two timelines.

I'm Alex Forrest.

Alex.

We meet Alex Forrest in the first episode

through Dan's eyes,

so the glimpses that we get of her

are fairly limited.

Audiences were sort of primed to view Dan as the hero

and Alex as the villain.

I think if anything, it's an examination

of how we, as audiences, have completely changed

over these past few decades.

It's interesting,

now that social mores have changed

over the course of the last 30-something years,

it's really interesting to do a deeper dive

into all of these specific characters

and a deeper dive

into what motivates this kind of obsessive love.

We're all huge fans of the original film,

but I think the biggest thing is there's a lot more time

to explore these characters.

Every character has endless amounts

of justification for their actions.

Every character has a backstory.

But also being able to see the shadow side

of why people do what they do

and hopefully come away with more understanding.

What we're trying to do here is take all that

tension and friction that's inside the original movie,

expand it a little bit

since we're telling it in a serialized format,

but also modernize it and bring it into 2023.