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All of these are memories.

-Oh shit, can we fix this? -Okay, I know how to do this.

No.

You're doing really well.

Small, stupid and good memories.

Wait, I'm in the middle of a very interesting thought.

Okay.

We're going to Montreal!

Oui! Très exciting.

Our relationship is full of them.

The special occasions.

Or in everyday stuff.

Doing fun things together.

This has been restored, but it's really still legit, the same.

This one is really cool too.

Trying to make each other enthusiastic about what you find cool.

-No way. -Yes, he cut in it and everything.

Give me more.

Long nights with friends, in bars, with too much beer.

-Oh, sweetie. -Anne.

Sorry.

Sundays with hangovers.

That was very fun.

Making big announcements.

That you're starting something new together.

Will you say it?

-Dad, Mom. -Yes?

I've got news. It's something good.

I'm going to Montreal.

-Did you get the job? -Yes.

-Sure? -And Anne is coming.

Yes, I'm flying there a couple of months later.

-Really? -You've found love and a career.

I'm also proud of you.

And then persevere.

We'll be together in a couple of months.

But I'm going to miss you until then.

No matter how stressful that can be.

I love you!

I love you too!

Leave familiar places behind,

and make new memories.

Change is just good.

Anyway, back to the present.

-Hi. -Hi, come on in.

Yes, thank you for letting me have a look.

It's nice to get a sense of the space, you know?

Yes, definitely.

-Can I… -Yes. Go ahead.

Okay.

Yep. There goes my lovely home.

Wonderful, a new house like this.

Hi, can I have three beers, three gin and tonics and a mojito, please?

Yes.

Hi, sweetie.

Hi.

-Do you want a beer too? -I could use one after today.

What? What did you say? I can't hear you.

Where are you?

I can't understand you. Sorry, there's a lot of people here.

-Never mind. -What?

I'll call you later.

I… Okay. Yes. Right, love you.

SORRY, I REALLY COULDN'T HEAR YOU! LOVE YOU!

-Hi, can we have two more Salmaris? -Oh no, Max.

Yes, you're drinking way too slowly.

While you're still in Amsterdam, we're drinking at the Amsterdam pace.

-I have to get up really early tomorrow. -Cut it out, will you? Thanks.

There, cheers and thanks.

-Yes. -Cheers.

Guys, come watch this, this is fucking awesome.

Huh? Jip, hello. Take some.

Oh my God!

Who is that?

-That's Lou. -Who?

Lou!

Close your mouth. You're drooling.

Hot, right?

-Hot! -Yeah.

Yes. I really want to wear that.

Come here for a second.

Hey, are you coming with me?

-Where to? -To Jip's.

Guys. Come on. Come. Are you coming?

-Where to? -To Jip's.

No, I have a very important meeting with my publisher tomorrow.

Then you have plenty of time.

No.

-Baby! -Are you all going?

-What in God's name are you doing? -French, or I'll lose my day streak.

Darling, Canadian French is something completely different from French French.

Yes, French is French. I don't have money for expensive language courses.

Yeah, says the girl who just spent 70 bucks on beer.

Okay, guys, off to Jip's at full trot.

And if I want to hear bleating, I'll buy a goat.

Yes, got it!

THE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY TITS

THAT'S NOT HOW IT SHOULD GO

Soon you'll be hanging here too, An.

Yeah, there are some truly very beautiful pieces in here.

And sharp too.

But I have the feeling that you lost your way a little bit.

What do you mean?

Well, what I mean is that when you sent us those first chapters back then,

we were truly very enthusiastic…

Yes.

…and impressed with the personal and authentic nature of it,

but you seem to have lost that a bit on the way.

It has--sorry--become a bit uninteresting.

It also reads as if you lost yourself a bit, is that correct?

Well…

Well, no, I don't actually think so.

But the character is also searching, right?

Yes, I get that and that is fine,

but in its current state, we cannot publish it.

And also, I don't think it's a bad idea to make some major improvements, right?

I mean, the book is already in our catalog.

Sorry, but the searching theme of the book is fine, isn't it?

That is also part of… It's one of the characteristics of the main character.

Yes, but your main character has no goal.

I mean, she doesn't want to find out, it seems, what she is searching for.

What does she want and how does she get there?

And is she really the hero of the story?

Such bullshit.

Okay.

But I…

Okay.

I know a very nice writing coach. I'll put you in touch with her.

And I think it'd be good, Anne, for you to ask yourself,

"What do I really want to say?"

You need to start making some clear choices.

So what do you, Anne Verbeek, have to tell the world?

Hey, sweetie.

Hey, sweetie.

Oh shit, our timing hasn't been very good lately, has it?

No, man, shit.

What time is it there? Don't you have work in the morning?

It is fucking early, but we landed a mega big contract,

so we have the morning off.

Cool, congrats.

Thanks. By the way, I've finally fully decorated our home.

Do you want to see it? See, the little kitchen.

-Hi. -And so…

This lamp!

Do you remember it in that magazine, you know, of that Italian designer?

I said to you back then, "This lamp is super expensive."

-Hello. -Hello.

Who was that?

I'm just going to go to a quiet spot.

Okay. Yeah, I originally wanted to tell you this tomorrow afternoon,

my time,

but, yeah, then this happens and now we're talking anyway,

so I want to get it off my chest.

I've started flirting with someone.

And that was her just now. Zoey.

That's very fast.

An?

Sorry, you froze.

Where do you know her from?

She's a friend of a colleague.

Nice.

Yes.

Yes, no, yes, nice, she looks cute.

-Quite a different type. -Yes.

Hey, are you okay? 'Cause…

If you don't feel comfortable, you know…

I mean, you know what we agreed upon, right?

Yes, no…

…talk about it later. But in good time.

Yes, that's fine. Yes. No, I'm completely fine.

Just go… Sweetie, just go celebrate. Really, just go.

Okay.

An, I love you, right?

You are my everything.

I love you too.

Okay. This is fine.

This is our agreement.

What?!

Is that the big radio celesbian Jip?

Yes!

How are you?

Yeah, well, stuff.

We'll talk later.

Sure? You know you can always talk to me about stuff, right?

No, it's really okay.

Hello! We're going to celebrate your success.

-Yas. -Yas. How are you?

Yeah, good. I'm peaking at the moment.

I know another cishet woman.

-Maybe you know her. -It's possible.

It's fine as long as it's not in my face.

Okay. Yes. I love you.

Gay rights and stuff. Love is love.

"Gay rights and stuff."

-Yes, Daan, the true ally. -Well.

Dear sweethearts, I want to toast to this amazing woman,

my woman, because she is getting her own fucking radio show!

Cheers!

-Look each other in the eye. -Bad sex otherwise, yes.

Yes, we don't want that.

Hey, but seriously, I hope you'll listen to all the fucking episodes,

because I plan to become a fucking big platform for young artists,

queer artists, artists of color and just fucking awesome music.

I have already let everybody know, I stopped just shy of calling the king.

No, but seriously, the first show will be really hard

and Nana Adjoa is doing a live session…

-Yes, darling. Very cool. -And Lionstorm wanted…

I am really fucking proud of you, Jippie.

-Yes? -Yes, really.

And you? How was the meeting with that publisher? Do tell.

Oh, right.

Yeah, fine.

I still have to do some rewriting and make some adjustments.

-Can we read it soon? -Almost.

We're doing something like a goodbye slash the-book-is-done party, right?

Oh my God, you're almost leaving.

Well, there's still a few weeks.

Doesn't sound very enthusiastic, An.

Yes, I am, but I just have to arrange some things.

Okay, like what?

Okay. Just stuff.

-You're still going, right? -Yes, of course, hello. Yes.

-I'm calling it. She's not going. -No?

Okay, Jesus, guys. I'm just not super excited for a moment.

I don't have to be like that all the time.

I'm just tired, so chill out.

Okay, sorry.

It's just annoying that you act like there's something wrong

or that I don't finish stuff. Have a little faith in me.

-It's going well. Just fine. Really. -Okay.

Hey, who wants something to eat? Shall I get a snack?

Are you gonna get that for us, sweetie? Really?

-Can I have beet balls? -Beet balls?

-Cheese platter? -Yes, cheese platter.

Yes. A cheese platter, I heard.

I'LL REALLY MISS MY FAM #FRIENDS #THELASTWEEKS #LOVE

LET'S CONTEMPLATE #LEAVEEVERYTHINGFORAMOMENT

THIS WOMAN #LOVE

LE_LOUP IS FOLLOWING YOU

LE_LOUP LIKES YOUR POST

LOU - ACTIVIST - DRAG KING (THEY/THEM)

Yeah, what does the main character want?

Right? What is she working towards? Is there an antagonist?

It isn't very eventful. It… Yes, it meanders.

And there is a whole lot of talking, really quite a lot of talking.

And it's interesting, but because of that

it stays somewhere between plot driven and character driven.

I do think that you need to…

Does she like women?

Would Saar be jealous if I did stuff with her?

We can also quickly… You and me…

Fuck it.

Anne?

-What? -Are you listening?

Yes, meanders. It meanders.

Should I send Lou a message?

Yes, of course. If Sara's got a girl in Montreal,

then you should also be allowed to DM someone.

-Yes, right? Yes. -Yes.

Oh, here we go again.

Hey, well, what should I send her?

Or, wait… "them." It says "they them" in their bio.

Yeah, just send something like,

"Hey, would you like to go out for a drink some time?"

"My girlfriend is seeing someone and I want that too

because otherwise the balance is off."

Please…

"And I would rather date someone else too

than talk about it with my girlfriend. Bye, Anne."

Stop it.

I will just send something like,

"Hey, how was your weekend?"

Very nice. That makes me very horny.

-Lil, seriously. -Yeah, that's fine. Just send that.

Okay.

Yes, I still have to arrange a few things. I'm getting my passport this week.

An, how you do everything last minute, really, I couldn't do that.

I know, just let me be.

How's it going with…

-With Zoe? -Yes.

Yes, good. Fun. We see each other once a week or something like that.

She wants to meet you.

Is that okay with you or would you rather not do that at all?

Yes, no, yes, that's… Yes, fun. We can…

we can FaceTime sometime.

An, really?

Really? Yeah, fun. I will tell her.

And how are you doing? And your book? Did you hand everything in?

Shit.

Yes, it's fine.

Still some minor rewrites to do, some fine-tuning and stuff.

I'm so proud of you. You just wrote your first novel. So cool.

Yes.

Hey, if there's something wrong, you need to tell me, okay?

Or if you don't feel comfortable?

No, everything's fine.

I love you, right?

I love you too.

So…

We can only date another person if we both feel good about it.

Yes.

And do we want to know everything?

I mean, maybe not if it's only sex, but what if it turns into dating?

Well…

Yes, I don't know. Just continue to communicate, right?

Yes, can I have that in writing? That you will continue to communicate?

No, I'm joking. No, but seriously, that sounds good.

Yes.

And also, keep voicing doubts and boundaries.

Yes.

And also give each other freedom

because that is the idea behind a polyamorous relationship, right?

Yes.

Yeah, I think it is so good and healthy that we're doing this.

-Right? Look at us. -Yes.

Yeah, great. Looks good.

No, this was still in there.

Yeah. No problem.

-It's 40, right? -Yes, 40.

Oh God, how do you do this again?

Okay.

Hey.

-Nice. -Yes.

What are your pronouns?

She/her.

Okay, cool. Mine are they, them and their.

I knew that from your Instagram.

Great.

Just like how pretty much all my exes like your photos.

It is such a nice feeling, right, when you walk onto the stage

and you hear everyone going like…

I don't think I could ever do that, be a drag king.

Why not?

Yeah, being on that stage with everybody watching.

And then acting all sexy.

-Do you find it difficult to feel sexy? -Me?

I don't know. Well, I'm not really actively thinking about it, I guess.

Okay. When do you feel the most sexy?

When I'm confident, I think.

Yes, I'm not really into sexy clothing or lingerie and stuff, that…

No, I actually never really feel sexy sexy.

Whatever that means, but--

No, I can think, "I'm looking good," but sexy?

That's…

No.

Sexy is quite a broad concept, right?

It's just not all about sexy clothing or lingerie.

-It's something different for everyone. -Yes, exactly, I think so too.

My girlfriend, Sara, for instance,

she likes to wear pretty lingerie and stuff, but…

but that actually does very little for me.

No, I find her very sexy, really, but just when she's feeling good,

when she's making coffee in her underwear,

when she's in total work mode on a Zoom call

with colleagues from all over the world. That is sexy.

But anyway, yeah.

You have a girlfriend?

Yes.

Yes, but we are open, poly.

Hey, but wait a minute, right?

You're writing a book and then you're off to the other side of the world? Why?

Well, that's just the plan.

Weird plan.

Yes.

-Yes. -Yes.

I just want to write a kick-ass book.

But then…

My publisher asked me what I actually have to say.

Yes.

So now I'm thinking the whole time, "What actually is my life experience?"

"Why do I have to write a book? Is that what the world is waiting for?"

What do you want to write about?

About friendship and relationships and love and identity.

Gender, expression, about being queer.

Okay. What does being queer mean to you?

I don't know.

Or, well, I actually do know.

Being lesbian, or being queer, and coming out

has completely shaped me into who I am now.

So yeah, I would never want it differently

because it's such a big part of my identity. It's really my whole life.

But as a queer person, I live in a heteronormative society,

so then you approach everything automatically from you being queer.

And I think, "Yes, I just want to tell that story."

Show how fun it is to be queer.

And bring people into that world because being queer is just fun

and exciting, and complicated.

And real and loving.

And everything.

Being queer is just everything. Yeah…

Yeah, it's so much more than I imagined when I was in the closet.

Yes.

Well, I'm also just happy that now I…

That I can now be proud of something that I used to be ashamed of for so long.

So I want to just show that and…

Yeah, that I feel so much more comfortable now.

And why is that?

That I feel more comfortable?

Because of time.

Yeah, things just take time, right?

Yeah, and I've also become very mature, of course.

Yes.

YOU'VE SKIPPED YOUR FRENCH LESSON FOR 3 DAYS

But you have to keep doing it, you have to keep trying,

and not avoid it just because it's easier.

Talking works, patience works, must talk…

Okay, I sometimes take them… Stop it.

I take them to queer lectures or films or something.

Bring them into my world for a bit.

Yeah, okay, but I really don't see that happening with my parents.

Why not? Just do it.

Yes, Lou, I'm happy for you and your parents,

but my process is just different.

Oh, sorry.

But anyway, tell me your political story.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

-Are you sure? -Throw it at me.

Okay, here it is, right?

Well, we divide the world into two categories.

That determines how we treat each other.

Men are not allowed to cry, women can't do DIY,

and women are actually totally subordinate anyway, right?

That's a bizarre system when you think about it.

That was invented by all of us together.

Yeah, there is so fucking little freedom in what being a woman can look like.

Exactly, and we invented everything anyway.

Money, we invented that, we just print it like that. Bam, bam!

The internet was invented by us.

Language, photography, art, politics, gender constructs.

We invented that.

So why can we not keep inventing? Or re-inventing?

Why is being nonbinary and wanting to break free from invented constructs

not done for so many people?

Yes.

And just like language,

it keeps renewing and that is actually the beauty of it.

So what's the matter, tell me, with they, them and their pronouns?

Yes, completely.

Yeah, well, exactly that.

Well, you got me.

-Hey, Jippie. -Yo, An.

Hey, are you still talking to Saar?

-Why? -Well, I got a text.

A text from her, that she hasn't spoken to you in a few days

and also can't get hold of you.

Fuck.

I don't ev