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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:27,402 --> 00:00:29,237 - Mazel tov! - Yeah! 3 00:00:35,452 --> 00:00:37,162 Congratulations, Mrs. Simon. 4 00:00:37,245 --> 00:00:40,790 ♪ Maybe by now you should know ♪ 5 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:44,169 ♪ You got your somebody calling ♪ 6 00:00:44,252 --> 00:00:46,129 ♪ You think you're somebody, don't you? ♪ 7 00:00:46,212 --> 00:00:49,591 ♪ I think you're scared Of keeping somebody close ♪ 8 00:00:50,175 --> 00:00:52,385 ♪ You'll never stop this flame... ♪ 9 00:00:53,094 --> 00:00:54,679 God, I love my life. 10 00:00:58,224 --> 00:01:01,686 ♪ Wasn't it enough? Or did I move too far? ♪ 11 00:01:02,979 --> 00:01:04,939 This is crazy. 12 00:01:05,732 --> 00:01:07,025 This is our life. 13 00:01:07,108 --> 00:01:09,027 ♪ Everything I had ♪ 14 00:01:09,110 --> 00:01:10,695 ♪ Everything I had ♪ 15 00:01:10,779 --> 00:01:14,199 ♪ Tell me to stop but I keep on going Keep on, keep on, keep on ♪ 16 00:01:14,282 --> 00:01:16,868 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 17 00:01:16,951 --> 00:01:20,288 - ♪ I will never let you go... ♪ - Wow. 18 00:01:20,371 --> 00:01:21,623 Look at you. 19 00:01:21,706 --> 00:01:24,876 It's the Grammys. We're not taking the car? 20 00:01:26,294 --> 00:01:29,089 That would make way too much sense. 21 00:01:30,423 --> 00:01:32,592 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 22 00:01:32,675 --> 00:01:36,638 ♪ I will never let you go ♪ 23 00:01:38,932 --> 00:01:42,727 ♪ Keep away from me ♪ 24 00:01:42,811 --> 00:01:46,523 ♪ If you can't withstand my love ♪ 25 00:01:46,606 --> 00:01:50,485 ♪ Keep away from me ♪ 26 00:01:50,568 --> 00:01:54,489 ♪ Away from me if you think you must ♪ 27 00:02:02,372 --> 00:02:04,791 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 28 00:02:04,874 --> 00:02:08,795 ♪ I will never let you go ♪ 29 00:02:10,255 --> 00:02:12,924 ♪ Well, who am I to say? ♪ 30 00:02:13,007 --> 00:02:16,761 ♪ Maybe by now you should know ♪ 31 00:02:18,388 --> 00:02:20,473 ♪ You got your somebody calling ♪ 32 00:02:20,557 --> 00:02:22,517 ♪ You think you're somebody, don't you? ♪ 33 00:02:22,600 --> 00:02:26,020 ♪ I think you're scared Of keeping somebody close ♪ 34 00:02:26,104 --> 00:02:28,773 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 35 00:02:28,857 --> 00:02:31,985 ♪ I will never let you go ♪ 36 00:02:41,703 --> 00:02:42,704 I can't. 37 00:02:46,749 --> 00:02:51,045 I do know what a life with you would feel like. We would... 38 00:02:52,797 --> 00:02:54,215 It would be incredible. 39 00:02:58,595 --> 00:03:01,222 But it would also mean giving up all of this. 40 00:03:03,266 --> 00:03:06,269 And this isn't perfect. 41 00:03:07,312 --> 00:03:08,312 And it's... 42 00:03:09,689 --> 00:03:11,900 It's really fucking hard, you know? 43 00:03:15,945 --> 00:03:17,155 But I love Cooper. 44 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:21,659 And I don't want a future without him. 45 00:03:25,747 --> 00:03:28,958 Life is... choices. 46 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:35,089 And this one's mine. 47 00:03:40,136 --> 00:03:41,137 So it's him? 48 00:03:43,514 --> 00:03:44,515 He's the one? 49 00:03:49,729 --> 00:03:50,729 Yes. 50 00:03:53,399 --> 00:03:55,735 ♪ Back to this room... ♪ 51 00:03:58,529 --> 00:04:00,782 Well, you're my one, Billie Mann. 52 00:04:00,865 --> 00:04:03,576 ♪ Back to our roots... ♪ 53 00:04:07,205 --> 00:04:08,414 You always will be. 54 00:04:14,003 --> 00:04:17,215 ♪ What did we lose? ♪ 55 00:04:20,176 --> 00:04:25,056 ♪ If I could, I'd pull your strings For one more dance ♪ 56 00:04:25,139 --> 00:04:28,851 ♪ But I can't ♪ 57 00:04:30,186 --> 00:04:34,274 ♪ Say, isn't it strange? ♪ 58 00:04:38,027 --> 00:04:40,863 ♪ Isn't it strange? ♪ 59 00:04:44,867 --> 00:04:50,248 ♪ Isn't it strange? ♪ 60 00:04:51,291 --> 00:04:57,255 ♪ How people can change ♪ 61 00:04:58,339 --> 00:05:01,884 ♪ From strangers to friends ♪ 62 00:05:01,968 --> 00:05:05,305 ♪ Friends into lovers ♪ 63 00:05:05,388 --> 00:05:10,768 ♪ And strangers again ♪ 64 00:05:17,066 --> 00:05:19,277 Now, who says elephants have to be gray? 65 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:20,445 - Hmm? - Mm! 66 00:05:20,528 --> 00:05:23,406 Mine is pink and purple, and that's just the way I like it. 67 00:05:23,489 --> 00:05:26,367 - I'm making quesadillas. Is that good? - Where is Daddy? 68 00:05:28,619 --> 00:05:31,122 He's, um... He's still in bed. 69 00:05:31,706 --> 00:05:32,915 It's almost dinner. 70 00:05:32,999 --> 00:05:34,292 I know, honey. He's... 71 00:05:35,668 --> 00:05:39,047 He's not feeling well, you know. And, um... 72 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:41,049 He needs to rest. 73 00:05:41,132 --> 00:05:45,511 - I'm gonna make him a feel-better card. - That is so nice. 74 00:05:46,095 --> 00:05:48,056 He's gonna love it, I'm sure. 75 00:05:56,689 --> 00:05:58,316 I've brought you some food. 76 00:05:58,983 --> 00:06:03,863 - And a card from Hudson. - I don't wanna eat. 77 00:06:05,239 --> 00:06:06,239 Look. 78 00:06:07,325 --> 00:06:09,660 - What happened last night... - Don't. 79 00:06:12,455 --> 00:06:14,290 I don't even recognize myself. 80 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:17,794 - It's like I became a monster. - You're not a monster. 81 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:22,340 - I broke our marriage vows. - Well, that's not exactly how I see it. 82 00:06:22,924 --> 00:06:26,010 It's not cheating if it happens in front of your wife 83 00:06:26,094 --> 00:06:29,222 at a sex party you both agreed to be at, is it? 84 00:06:30,556 --> 00:06:32,975 - What I did to Devon... - Honey. 85 00:06:36,396 --> 00:06:37,647 None of that matters. 86 00:06:39,107 --> 00:06:43,361 All I see when I look at you is my beautiful husband. 87 00:06:44,487 --> 00:06:46,155 That's not who I am anymore. 88 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:52,703 There's a stain on me and on our marriage. 89 00:06:53,621 --> 00:06:58,501 We all do bad things. You know, we all have a darkness inside of us. 90 00:06:58,584 --> 00:07:00,253 No. I didn't. 91 00:07:01,671 --> 00:07:03,297 Not until you put it there. 92 00:07:04,590 --> 00:07:06,676 This is not all my fault. 93 00:07:09,762 --> 00:07:13,015 I tried to become someone else for you 94 00:07:14,600 --> 00:07:15,601 because of him. 95 00:07:19,689 --> 00:07:23,234 Today... is a fresh start. 96 00:07:24,110 --> 00:07:27,405 - We need to look forward. - I don't think I can do that. 97 00:07:31,033 --> 00:07:33,870 There's some damage that's too hard to come back from. 98 00:07:37,039 --> 00:07:38,039 Cooper. 99 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:40,418 It's on everything. 100 00:07:41,794 --> 00:07:44,130 That stain, it's on our family. 101 00:07:45,214 --> 00:07:46,674 It's on our friends. 102 00:07:47,884 --> 00:07:52,388 It's on this life that I love so much, the only life I ever saw for myself. 103 00:07:52,472 --> 00:07:54,223 - We can get it back. - How? 104 00:07:55,725 --> 00:07:59,061 How am I supposed to look at those people, at this house, 105 00:07:59,729 --> 00:08:02,857 at you, and not see that stain? 106 00:08:05,985 --> 00:08:07,195 This is so not fair. 107 00:08:08,112 --> 00:08:12,408 If I can somehow get past what you did with Trina, 108 00:08:12,992 --> 00:08:16,037 why can't you get past what happened with Brad? 109 00:08:16,120 --> 00:08:20,333 - Which was so much less! We never kissed! - You were in love with him! 110 00:08:20,833 --> 00:08:22,627 - You still are! - Brad is gone. 111 00:08:23,211 --> 00:08:24,211 Forever. 112 00:08:24,253 --> 00:08:27,340 Trust me. He is never coming back. 113 00:08:27,423 --> 00:08:32,178 Brad is ten exits away! I don't believe he's ever gonna be out of our lives. 114 00:08:32,261 --> 00:08:35,056 Daddy. Daddy, you're awake. 115 00:08:36,724 --> 00:08:37,725 Hey, buddy. 116 00:08:37,808 --> 00:08:38,808 Come here. 117 00:08:39,143 --> 00:08:40,143 Hudson. 118 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:45,233 Don't yell at Mommy, okay? 119 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:48,569 Oh, honey, I'm fine, baby. I'm fine. We were... 120 00:08:49,612 --> 00:08:51,030 We were just talking. 121 00:08:57,703 --> 00:08:58,955 Thanks for staying. 122 00:08:59,664 --> 00:09:04,544 I was gonna clean up. Then, I figured, maybe I should just open a bottle of wine. 123 00:09:07,880 --> 00:09:13,010 Listen, I hate to say it, but... so much has happened. 124 00:09:14,845 --> 00:09:18,015 - Maybe you and Coop should take a break. - No. 125 00:09:18,891 --> 00:09:20,601 - Just to get perspective. - I... 126 00:09:21,852 --> 00:09:23,062 I have perspective. 127 00:09:23,145 --> 00:09:24,730 I know what I want. 128 00:09:24,814 --> 00:09:28,109 I turned Brad down for a reason, and that is Cooper. 129 00:09:28,609 --> 00:09:31,529 - Okay. But Coop is... - Is halfway out the door. 130 00:09:31,612 --> 00:09:32,613 I know. 131 00:09:32,697 --> 00:09:34,115 This thing with Trina... 132 00:09:34,949 --> 00:09:37,076 - Not to mention his boss. - I know. 133 00:09:38,869 --> 00:09:40,496 I'm hanging on by a thread. 134 00:09:41,956 --> 00:09:43,332 But I'm not letting go. 135 00:09:44,292 --> 00:09:45,376 I love my husband. 136 00:09:48,129 --> 00:09:50,214 And I'm going to get our life back. 137 00:10:09,317 --> 00:10:12,236 This journal is what almost destroyed my marriage. 138 00:10:13,821 --> 00:10:17,450 Maybe this time around, it can save it. 139 00:10:19,827 --> 00:10:22,913 October 6th. Said goodbye to Brad. 140 00:10:23,998 --> 00:10:24,998 Forever. 141 00:10:29,545 --> 00:10:31,922 I think it was Betty Friedan who told us 142 00:10:32,006 --> 00:10:35,509 we can have it all, just not all at the same time. 143 00:10:35,593 --> 00:10:38,095 And there's a freedom in accepting that. 144 00:10:38,679 --> 00:10:41,474 We live so many different lives in one lifetime. 145 00:10:42,600 --> 00:10:45,269 And when I look at my life as a whole, 146 00:10:45,353 --> 00:10:49,231 all the things I've done, all the people I've been, 147 00:10:50,232 --> 00:10:52,109 all the pleasure I've received, 148 00:10:53,444 --> 00:10:57,615 I am so damn lucky. 149 00:11:03,037 --> 00:11:06,624 So Cooper can talk about stains all he wants, but I know 150 00:11:06,707 --> 00:11:09,752 adversity can make us stronger. 151 00:11:10,795 --> 00:11:14,590 And I did not come this far to lose everything now. 152 00:11:18,678 --> 00:11:21,639 Right after school, we're going to take you to L.A. 153 00:11:24,141 --> 00:11:25,226 Morning, Caroline. 154 00:11:26,977 --> 00:11:27,977 Billie. 155 00:11:29,689 --> 00:11:32,441 - Bonjour. - What is he doing? 156 00:11:32,525 --> 00:11:34,902 He's practicing for the international fair. 157 00:11:34,985 --> 00:11:36,404 We got France, so... 158 00:11:37,530 --> 00:11:41,158 Hannah, why don't you go play with Avery and Isabella instead? 159 00:11:41,242 --> 00:11:42,076 Caroline. 160 00:11:42,159 --> 00:11:46,706 Hudson can go play with some blocks or whatever. Have a great day. 161 00:11:49,250 --> 00:11:52,086 Hudson, it's okay, honey. Your French is so good. 162 00:11:52,169 --> 00:11:54,588 I love you. I'll see you after lunch. Go play. 163 00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:56,549 Caroline. 164 00:11:56,632 --> 00:11:57,967 Caroline, wait. 165 00:12:00,845 --> 00:12:02,054 What are you doing? 166 00:12:02,138 --> 00:12:05,725 Trina told me what happened. You took her and Devon to a sex party? 167 00:12:06,308 --> 00:12:08,310 What? No. Trina took me. 168 00:12:08,394 --> 00:12:09,854 Oh, please. 169 00:12:10,354 --> 00:12:14,567 Trina would never. You're the one who was cheating on your husband. 170 00:12:14,650 --> 00:12:16,277 - I didn't cheat. - Really? 171 00:12:16,360 --> 00:12:21,157 You admitted in the middle of SoHo that you've been fantasizing about your ex. 172 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:24,160 And Trina told me that he called you when you were at my house, 173 00:12:24,243 --> 00:12:26,620 and you snuck out into my backyard to answer it. 174 00:12:26,704 --> 00:12:29,707 You know what, Caroline? I never judged you for hating sex. 175 00:12:29,790 --> 00:12:31,792 Maybe don't judge me for liking it. 176 00:12:34,545 --> 00:12:37,256 I saw Devon's face. What Cooper did... 177 00:12:37,339 --> 00:12:40,050 - Cooper feels terrible. - I don't blame him. 178 00:12:40,134 --> 00:12:43,596 I blame you. You have dragged your husband through the mud. 179 00:12:45,222 --> 00:12:48,142 If you two are still together at Christmas, I'll eat my shirt. 180 00:12:56,400 --> 00:12:57,560 - Morning. - Morning. 181 00:13:16,212 --> 00:13:17,922 Cooper, thanks for joining. 182 00:13:18,839 --> 00:13:19,839 Have a seat. 183 00:13:28,557 --> 00:13:29,975 Brutal, right? 184 00:13:30,059 --> 00:13:32,728 Told me he was jumped in Greenwich. Who knew? 185 00:13:34,522 --> 00:13:35,606 What's going on? 186 00:13:35,689 --> 00:13:41,070 Devon here is trying to sell me on his residential hydropower idea. 187 00:13:41,654 --> 00:13:42,488 Again. 188 00:13:42,571 --> 00:13:43,948 I think it's risky. 189 00:13:44,031 --> 00:13:46,867 It's a crowded field, and I don't think the numbers are there, 190 00:13:46,951 --> 00:13:50,287 but according to Devon, you think it's a winner. 191 00:13:50,871 --> 00:13:54,458 And since you're the golden boy around here after Nanogenics, 192 00:13:54,542 --> 00:13:58,295 if you think there's something in it, then I need to reconsider. 193 00:13:58,379 --> 00:14:00,506 You know we have limited resources. 194 00:14:00,589 --> 00:14:03,467 Is this how you think we should we spending them? 195 00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:12,267 Yes. 196 00:14:13,727 --> 00:14:14,727 Yes, it is. 197 00:14:16,355 --> 00:14:18,774 Well, all right, then. 198 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:20,568 Now, it is a crowded field, 199 00:14:20,651 --> 00:14:23,571 so maybe not the full investment that Devon's talking about. 200 00:14:23,654 --> 00:14:26,323 No. If this is gonna work, we need to go all in. 201 00:14:26,407 --> 00:14:28,242 Double what you put into Nanogenics. 202 00:14:32,621 --> 00:14:34,415 I'll set up the pitch. 203 00:14:40,129 --> 00:14:45,384 So that's your plan, huh? Gonna blackmail me into supporting your shitty ideas? 204 00:14:45,467 --> 00:14:48,262 I haven't decided what I'm gonna do, but it's a good start. 205 00:14:48,345 --> 00:14:50,556 And you should be grateful. 206 00:14:51,098 --> 00:14:53,392 If I went to the cops, you go to jail. 207 00:14:53,475 --> 00:14:56,562 Or I can go to HR and hashtag-something your ass. 208 00:14:57,438 --> 00:15:01,066 Instead, we're going deep into residential hydropower, Cooper. 209 00:15:02,902 --> 00:15:06,614 You smell that? Smells like a partnership with my name on it. 210 00:15:20,794 --> 00:15:23,756 Well, well, you got a lot of nerve 211 00:15:23,839 --> 00:15:26,216 showing up without even a muffin basket. 212 00:15:26,300 --> 00:15:30,721 Cut the shit. I talked to Caroline. You turned this whole thing around. 213 00:15:30,804 --> 00:15:33,599 Did I? The details are a little fuzzy. 214 00:15:34,183 --> 00:15:36,435 You knew Cooper and I were in a fragile place, 215 00:15:36,518 --> 00:15:39,688 and you made a move on my husband without even checking with me. 216 00:15:39,772 --> 00:15:43,275 You asked for my help. You came to that party of your own accord. 217 00:15:43,359 --> 00:15:47,488 Your husband told me to do what I did. It tasted like he enjoyed it. 218 00:15:49,907 --> 00:15:51,575 That was a onetime mistake. 219 00:15:52,826 --> 00:15:55,788 Don't you ever touch my husband again. 220 00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:01,669 I thought you wanted something more, Billie. 221 00:16:01,752 --> 00:16:04,588 All your talk of sex and freedom. 222 00:16:04,672 --> 00:16:08,509 Instead, you made a very public problem at a very private party. 223 00:16:08,592 --> 00:16:12,721 I know, and I'm sorry, but that's what it took for me to realize 224 00:16:12,805 --> 00:16:15,683 I don't want what you and Devon have. 225 00:16:15,766 --> 00:16:19,019 I don't want my husband fantasizing about somebody else, 226 00:16:19,103 --> 00:16:21,146 let alone acting on those fantasies. 227 00:16:21,230 --> 00:16:24,066 So you're gonna go back to being Little Miss Happy Homemaker? 228 00:16:24,149 --> 00:16:27,152 No. In fact, I probably should get back to work. 229 00:16:27,236 --> 00:16:28,696 Right, to keep you distracted 230 00:16:28,779 --> 00:16:32,116 from the fact that your deepest feminine desires are utterly unfulfilled. 231 00:16:32,199 --> 00:16:33,325 That's not true. 232 00:16:34,493 --> 00:16:38,914 There are a lot of ways to be feminine, a lot of different desires. 233 00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:42,001 Fine. You can tell yourself that'll be enough. 234 00:16:43,043 --> 00:16:44,586 But I know it won't be. 235 00:16:45,379 --> 00:16:48,215 Guess what. Your husband knows too. 236 00:16:48,298 --> 00:16:51,260 Cooper and I are working things out. 237 00:16:51,343 --> 00:16:54,304 You might be trying to, but I'm not sure Cooper is. 238 00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:56,974 He seemed pretty done with you to me. 239 00:17:04,857 --> 00:17:07,526 - Can I talk to you for a sec? - Yeah, sure. 240 00:17:15,909 --> 00:17:20,039 I lied before. I'm not into residential hydropower. 241 00:17:20,622 --> 00:17:24,710 And let me guess. Devon didn't get jumped in Greenwich. 242 00:17:25,794 --> 00:17:26,794 No. 243 00:17:28,464 --> 00:17:29,464 That was me. 244 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:33,886 What are you talking about? 245 00:17:33,969 --> 00:17:36,638 Billie and I were trying to spice things up. 246 00:17:36,722 --> 00:17:38,932 And so we... 247 00:17:40,100 --> 00:17:43,187 We let Devon and Trina take us to, um... 248 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:48,901 to a party, and things got out of control. 249 00:17:48,984 --> 00:17:50,360 I... 250 00:17:51,236 --> 00:17:54,364 I did things with Trina... 251 00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:57,910 and Devon tried to get with Billie... 252 00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:03,040 and I lost it. 253 00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:08,253 I cannot imagine you doing any of this. 254 00:18:09,338 --> 00:18:11,256 That's not the Cooper Connelly I know. 255 00:18:11,340 --> 00:18:13,801 It's not the Cooper Connelly that I know either. 256 00:18:18,180 --> 00:18:19,181 Um... 257 00:18:22,893 --> 00:18:25,020 I have to take this to HR. 258 00:18:25,687 --> 00:18:29,483 Despite the fact that the incident occurred outside of work, 259 00:18:29,566 --> 00:18:32,277 it was still a physical altercation between two employees. 260 00:18:32,361 --> 00:18:33,361 I know. 261 00:18:33,695 --> 00:18:35,489 I can't let my feelings get in the way. 262 00:18:35,572 --> 00:18:37,407 I understand that, and I'm... 263 00:18:38,408 --> 00:18:39,284 I'm so sorry. 264 00:18:39,368 --> 00:18:41,286 No, I'm sorry for you. 265 00:18:43,539 --> 00:18:45,290 When are you gonna leave her? 266 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,337 - Francesca... - She's destroying you. 267 00:18:54,007 --> 00:18:57,928 I told you how you rescued me. Now it's my turn. 268 00:19:02,349 --> 00:19:04,143 This is a key to my apartment. 269 00:19:05,018 --> 00:19:08,021 It's a safe haven. Maybe a fresh start. 270 00:19:12,609 --> 00:19:14,486 You don't ever have to go home again. 271 00:19:50,898 --> 00:19:51,982 Mommy? 272 00:19:55,027 --> 00:19:56,361 Hi, honey. 273 00:19:56,445 --> 00:19:59,239 Oh, look at you! 274 00:19:59,740 --> 00:20:01,116 What's a divorce? 275 00:20:03,577 --> 00:20:05,204 Where'd you hear that word? 276 00:20:05,287 --> 00:20:08,790 Hannah said her mom said you and Daddy are getting a divorce. 277 00:20:10,459 --> 00:20:14,129 That's not happening. Okay? It's... 278 00:20:16,256 --> 00:20:18,967 It's not true. I promise. 279 00:20:21,428 --> 00:20:23,597 Hey, hey. Aunty Sasha's back. 280 00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:28,018 - Almost time for you guys to go, right? - Daddy's not home. 281 00:20:28,101 --> 00:20:31,647 Oh, he's coming. I'm sure he's on his way. 282 00:20:31,730 --> 00:20:33,649 We can't make France without Daddy. 283 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:37,819 We're gonna be fine, honey. We've got... 284 00:20:38,987 --> 00:20:42,866 We have passports, we have brie. Everything's gonna be great. 285 00:20:46,328 --> 00:20:47,579 Hey, Huddy. 286 00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:53,335 Why don't we go check on Ellary? What do you say? Yeah? Okay. 287 00:20:53,835 --> 00:20:56,463 Go, go, go. I'll race you. 288 00:21:10,602 --> 00:21:12,312 You've reached Cooper Connelly. 289 00:21:12,396 --> 00:21:17,442 Sorry I'm not available to take your call. Leave a message. I'll speak with you soon. 290 00:21:17,985 --> 00:21:19,705 Cooper, where are you? 291 00:21:20,153 --> 00:21:24,116 I know you're angry, but it's Hudson's International Fair. 292 00:21:24,199 --> 00:21:25,701 Don't do this to him. 293 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:29,997 Don't do this to us. 294 00:21:30,914 --> 00:21:34,543 Just... Just call me. Please. 295 00:21:50,183 --> 00:21:51,518 Thanks for seeing me. 296 00:21:58,108 --> 00:21:59,151 You want a drink? 297 00:22:03,155 --> 00:22:04,906 Yeah. Sure. 298 00:22:49,076 --> 00:22:50,452 So this is, uh... 299 00:22:53,246 --> 00:22:54,456 your place, huh? 300 00:22:57,334 --> 00:22:58,543 This is where you lived... 301 00:23:00,379 --> 00:23:01,463 together. 302 00:23:05,008 --> 00:23:06,635 - Yeah. - Look... 303 00:23:09,221 --> 00:23:11,390 I know there's something going on between you. 304 00:23:15,143 --> 00:23:18,438 She's in love with you. Always has been, always will be. 305 00:23:18,522 --> 00:23:19,815 - Cooper... - Just stop. 306 00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:32,786 I just need to know... 307 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:39,209 Is this real for you too? 308 00:23:42,671 --> 00:23:44,089 Okay, if I walk away, 309 00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:47,551 will you take care of her? 310 00:23:49,928 --> 00:23:52,973 It's not just her. Okay? It's my kids too. 311 00:23:55,058 --> 00:23:57,394 They'll be a part of your life, they'll have to be. 312 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:07,028 And I will not walk away unless I know that they're all gonna be okay. 313 00:24:14,202 --> 00:24:15,202 It is real. 314 00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:21,668 I am undeniably in love with your wife. 315 00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:25,422 And I would do anything... 316 00:24:27,132 --> 00:24:28,550 lay down my life... 317 00:24:30,343 --> 00:24:32,679 to be the father of her children and yours. 318 00:24:38,727 --> 00:24:40,103 But she won't have me. 319 00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:44,232 Oh, bullshit. 320 00:24:46,193 --> 00:24:47,235 She said no. 321 00:24:50,447 --> 00:24:52,073 And trust me, I tried. 322 00:24:54,576 --> 00:24:57,954 I even brought her a ring, asked her to marry me. 323 00:25:01,416 --> 00:25:03,418 She said no this whole time. 324 00:25:04,586 --> 00:25:06,129 'Cause that's who she is. 325 00:25:08,173 --> 00:25:09,716 That's who you're married to. 326 00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:13,427 Is it? 327 00:25:15,931 --> 00:25:19,851 'Cause I'm not sure that I even know who I'm married to. 328 00:25:28,235 --> 00:25:29,611 You know, you were right. 329 00:25:31,655 --> 00:25:32,655 At dinner. 330 00:25:37,077 --> 00:25:39,371 There is a reason why she never mentioned you. 331 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:45,627 'Cause she was hiding herself because... 332 00:25:48,296 --> 00:25:53,426 I think, deep down, she does want a life that is... 333 00:25:55,637 --> 00:26:00,308 That is... That is wilder and bigger... 334 00:26:01,768 --> 00:26:03,019 than just me. 335 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:05,730 Wrong, mate. 336 00:26:07,732 --> 00:26:10,652 - She's all about you. - Yeah, yeah, for now. 337 00:26:12,195 --> 00:26:13,195 Maybe. 338 00:26:16,533 --> 00:26:17,742 But we both know... 339 00:26:19,661 --> 00:26:20,996 whatever I can offer... 340 00:26:21,079 --> 00:26:24,165 It's everything she's ever wanted. 341 00:26:32,716 --> 00:26:35,969 Kids, a husband who would never run away. 342 00:26:39,472 --> 00:26:42,225 Everything I was too chickenshit to give her. 343 00:26:44,561 --> 00:26:48,106 You can only run around having crazy adventures for so long. 344 00:26:50,942 --> 00:26:53,820 At the end of the day, Billie really wanted me to be... 345 00:26:57,490 --> 00:26:58,490 you. 346 00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:07,000 So the real question isn't, "Am I gonna take care of her?" 347 00:27:13,131 --> 00:27:14,716 The question is, "Are you?" 348 00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:06,726 Oh, nope. Nope. 349 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:14,234 No one wants it. 350 00:28:17,862 --> 00:28:19,698 That's okay, honey. You know, um... 351 00:28:21,491 --> 00:28:23,076 Maybe they're just full. 352 00:28:24,577 --> 00:28:27,372 Why don't you go check out Japan? They have salmon sushi. 353 00:28:27,455 --> 00:28:30,291 Your favorite, right? Yeah? Go on. 354 00:28:36,881 --> 00:28:38,842 Hannah, why don't you go find your father? 355 00:28:38,925 --> 00:28:41,720 All the daddies are bringing in the drinks. 356 00:28:42,387 --> 00:28:44,139 At least, all the daddies who came. 357 00:28:44,222 --> 00:28:45,473 Okay, that's enough. 358 00:28:46,307 --> 00:28:48,768 Whatever your inner nun is telling you, 359 00:28:48,852 --> 00:28:51,938 dissing a 4-year-old is not the appropriate response. 360 00:28:52,021 --> 00:28:53,898 Billie, you need to back off. 361 00:28:53,982 --> 00:28:55,692 Caroline is not your problem. 362 00:28:55,775 --> 00:28:58,194 Yeah. It's not her fault your husband isn't here. 363 00:28:58,278 --> 00:29:01,489 - Cooper got tied up at work. - Devon said he left two hours ago. 364 00:29:03,533 --> 00:29:06,661 Look, Billie, I'm sorry about what's happening. 365 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:08,705 You have no idea what's happening. 366 00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:11,458 I know that you're questioning a lot of things 367 00:29:11,541 --> 00:29:14,210 that most women here simply accept as canon, 368 00:29:14,294 --> 00:29:17,422 and honestly, a part of me admires you for that. 369 00:29:17,505 --> 00:29:19,674 Not sure what there is to admire. 370 00:29:20,383 --> 00:29:22,218 But it's also scaring people 371 00:29:22,302 --> 00:29:26,014 because it's making them wonder what they might be settling for too. 372 00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:28,850 I'm not settling, Judy. 373 00:29:28,933 --> 00:29:30,143 I love my life! 374 00:29:30,226 --> 00:29:33,271 Do you? Then why are you so afraid to question it? 375 00:29:33,354 --> 00:29:35,732 Maybe it's okay to admit that the happily-ever-after 376 00:29:35,815 --> 00:29:38,860 never turned out to be so deliriously happy after all. 377 00:29:38,943 --> 00:29:43,740 I am! Deliriously happy. Seriously. 378 00:29:43,823 --> 00:29:45,867 It's not like Trina's the first married woman 379 00:29:45,950 --> 00:29:47,660 who ever wanted to go to a sex party. 380 00:29:47,744 --> 00:29:48,870 Excuse me? 381 00:29:48,953 --> 00:29:51,974 What do you think would have happened if your old boyfriend hadn't turned out 382 00:29:51,998 --> 00:29:55,168 to be bald, fat and in the concrete business? 383 00:29:55,710 --> 00:29:58,546 You're right. I don't know where Cooper is. 384 00:29:58,630 --> 00:29:59,923 I don't know where we are, 385 00:30:00,006 --> 00:30:02,717 but I do know that I am trying to live my life 386 00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:06,137 with open eyes and an open heart, and it is messy, 387 00:30:06,221 --> 00:30:11,267 and it's joyful, and it is soul-crushing and necessary. 388 00:30:11,351 --> 00:30:14,813 Oh, please. Spare us the lecture and just admit 389 00:30:14,896 --> 00:30:18,274 that you're dying to go back to spreading your legs on the Lower East Side. 390 00:30:18,358 --> 00:30:22,529 Hey. You leave her alone, okay? You are in no position to judge. 391 00:30:22,612 --> 00:30:24,072 Back off, Boy Scout. 392 00:30:24,155 --> 00:30:27,575 I am so sick of Good Guy Connelly. You're no saint, buddy. 393 00:30:27,659 --> 00:30:31,162 At least I'm willing to take responsibility for what I did. 394 00:30:33,373 --> 00:30:34,499 To everyone. 395 00:30:36,793 --> 00:30:38,753 If you're gonna hand out apologies, start with me. 396 00:30:38,795 --> 00:30:42,382 No. She deserves it. And a whole hell of a lot more. 397 00:30:43,091 --> 00:30:45,844 Spoken like the pussy-whipped pussy you are. 398 00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:49,180 You're really gonna do this here? 399 00:30:49,264 --> 00:30:51,558 - You let her run all over you... - Real classy, Dev. 400 00:30:51,641 --> 00:30:53,810 ...and you're too weak to shut that crazy down. 401 00:30:53,893 --> 00:30:55,562 Don't talk about Billie like that. 402 00:30:55,645 --> 00:30:58,773 Yes, we've had our problems. We're working it out. 403 00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:00,567 That's called marriage. 404 00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:04,946 This right here, this is the real world. 405 00:31:05,780 --> 00:31:08,783 Okay? I don't know what world you all are living in. 406 00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:18,293 You say what you want, but Billie's a good woman. 407 00:31:19,252 --> 00:31:21,045 And she is a great mother. 408 00:31:23,798 --> 00:31:26,968 And I love her with everything that I got. 409 00:31:30,471 --> 00:31:34,684 Daddy. Italy has gelato. That's ice cream, right? 410 00:31:35,518 --> 00:31:39,856 Hey, buddy, guess what. I know where they got the best ice cream in town. 411 00:31:40,773 --> 00:31:41,773 Come here. 412 00:31:43,860 --> 00:31:45,194 Let's get out of here. 413 00:32:11,638 --> 00:32:13,056 I lost the partnership. 414 00:32:17,435 --> 00:32:18,728 I may lose my job. 415 00:32:20,855 --> 00:32:22,941 HR still needs to speak with Devon. 416 00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:27,320 After what just went down, I'm sure he'll do his worst. 417 00:32:27,403 --> 00:32:28,529 Oh, honey. 418 00:32:29,906 --> 00:32:31,366 I am so sorry. 419 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:34,077 I know you worked so hard. 420 00:32:42,293 --> 00:32:43,670 I went to see him. 421 00:32:45,630 --> 00:32:46,673 Brad. 422 00:32:47,548 --> 00:32:49,258 I know he was at the house. 423 00:32:51,344 --> 00:32:52,929 He showed up. 424 00:32:53,805 --> 00:32:54,806 I sent him away. 425 00:32:55,390 --> 00:32:58,351 I didn't mention it because there was no reason to. 426 00:32:58,434 --> 00:33:00,103 I was never going back to him. 427 00:33:01,229 --> 00:33:03,898 If I'd have told you that he came, that he... 428 00:33:04,941 --> 00:33:06,234 proposed to me... 429 00:33:07,819 --> 00:33:10,738 - you'd have left, and you know it. - I don't know anything. 430 00:33:10,822 --> 00:33:13,700 All I do know is that if we have any chance of making it, 431 00:33:13,783 --> 00:33:17,161 we have gotta be honest with each other. Starting now. 432 00:33:17,245 --> 00:33:18,245 You're right. 433 00:33:20,665 --> 00:33:22,458 I'm so sorry. 434 00:33:23,167 --> 00:33:24,669 For all of it. 435 00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:27,839 Stains come out. 436 00:33:29,340 --> 00:33:30,425 They wash away. 437 00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:35,638 This one will. I know it. 438 00:33:36,514 --> 00:33:38,141 This is delicious. 439 00:33:38,224 --> 00:33:41,519 Come here. You're delicious. 440 00:33:41,602 --> 00:33:44,105 - Yes! - Ooh, babe, hold on. Just... 441 00:33:45,398 --> 00:33:47,150 Yeah. Right there. 442 00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:52,946 Hey. 443 00:33:54,824 --> 00:33:56,075 We're gonna be okay. 444 00:34:00,663 --> 00:34:03,750 You got a chocolate beard, mister. You know that? 445 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,671 There are a lot of things that can give you butterflies. 446 00:34:10,381 --> 00:34:13,092 And what that is changes over a lifetime. 447 00:34:35,406 --> 00:34:36,824 Good morning. 448 00:34:37,575 --> 00:34:39,744 Okay. There you go, honey. 449 00:34:40,787 --> 00:34:42,872 - I love you. - All right. I love you. 450 00:34:42,955 --> 00:34:45,333 - Thank you, Olga. - Have a great day. 451 00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:47,168 ♪ And you want it ♪ 452 00:34:48,878 --> 00:34:51,005 ♪ Then you take it ♪ 453 00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:56,844 ♪ Forget what you see When you close your eyes... ♪ 454 00:34:58,930 --> 00:35:01,724 - You're really doing it. - Yeah. 455 00:35:02,850 --> 00:35:06,312 - We are totally getting lunch. - Yes. Yes. 456 00:35:07,814 --> 00:35:09,649 ♪ I'm a woman ♪ 457 00:35:09,732 --> 00:35:11,526 ♪ What you see ♪ 458 00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:13,027 ♪ What you see ♪ 459 00:35:13,402 --> 00:35:15,613 ♪ Ain't run through me ♪ 460 00:35:31,087 --> 00:35:32,672 ♪ You don't want it ♪ 461 00:35:34,841 --> 00:35:36,592 ♪ Then don't take it ♪ 462 00:35:38,594 --> 00:35:40,304 ♪ No rest for the weak ♪ 463 00:35:40,388 --> 00:35:42,348 ♪ No sleep at night ♪ 464 00:35:42,431 --> 00:35:43,850 ♪ You can make it ♪ 465 00:35:46,102 --> 00:35:47,728 ♪ You're gonna want it ♪ 466 00:35:50,022 --> 00:35:51,774 ♪ You're gonna make it ♪ 467 00:35:53,985 --> 00:35:57,363 ♪ You forget what you see When you close your eyes... ♪ 468 00:35:57,446 --> 00:35:58,573 You coming in? 469 00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:05,121 ♪ I'm a woman, what you see ♪ 470 00:36:05,204 --> 00:36:08,416 ♪ I'm a woman, what you see ♪ 471 00:36:08,499 --> 00:36:11,294 ♪ Ain't run through me Ain't run through me... ♪ 472 00:36:11,377 --> 00:36:14,797 Okay, Olga's gonna pick you up. But I should be home by dinner. Okay? 473 00:36:14,881 --> 00:36:16,007 Hi, Hudson. 474 00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:25,640 Thank you. 475 00:36:30,730 --> 00:36:33,357 ♪ Won't you come be my friend... ♪ 476 00:36:34,942 --> 00:36:36,402 I talked to HR. 477 00:36:37,028 --> 00:36:41,157 Told them the whole thing was a misunderstanding, which it was. 478 00:36:43,284 --> 00:36:47,413 - And they bought that? - Fuck, no. But no plaintiff, no complaint. 479 00:36:49,707 --> 00:36:52,460 ♪ Won't you come be my friend? ♪ 480 00:36:52,543 --> 00:36:53,544 Thanks, buddy. 481 00:36:56,672 --> 00:36:57,840 You and Billie... 482 00:36:58,883 --> 00:37:00,551 you've really got something. 483 00:37:00,635 --> 00:37:02,053 ♪ What you see ♪ 484 00:37:02,136 --> 00:37:05,681 ♪ I'm a woman, what you see ♪ 485 00:37:05,765 --> 00:37:07,099 ♪ I'm a woman... ♪ 486 00:37:07,183 --> 00:37:08,184 I know. 487 00:37:08,768 --> 00:37:10,061 I'm a lucky man. 488 00:37:10,144 --> 00:37:13,397 ♪ What you see, what you see ♪ 489 00:37:13,481 --> 00:37:16,859 ♪ I'm a woman, what you see ♪ 490 00:37:17,318 --> 00:37:18,903 ♪ I'm a woman... ♪ 491 00:37:19,528 --> 00:37:20,528 Wow. 492 00:37:22,698 --> 00:37:24,909 - Sasha has quite the following. - Yeah. 493 00:37:25,993 --> 00:37:27,453 She's a rock star. 494 00:37:28,079 --> 00:37:29,747 It's called code-switching. 495 00:37:30,331 --> 00:37:33,376 Something we, in the Black community, know all too well. 496 00:37:34,043 --> 00:37:38,256 When you change the way you talk based on who you're talking to. 497 00:37:38,339 --> 00:37:40,967 Usually because the way you have traditionally spoken 498 00:37:41,050 --> 00:37:43,135 is considered unacceptable 499 00:37:43,219 --> 00:37:44,428 by some other group. 500 00:37:44,512 --> 00:37:47,765 In this case, mainstream white America. 501 00:37:47,848 --> 00:37:51,852 You abandon your authentic self in an attempt to fit in. 502 00:37:52,770 --> 00:37:54,605 But you know who else code-switches? 503 00:37:56,774 --> 00:37:59,860 Women. We fall into line. 504 00:37:59,944 --> 00:38:05,032 Fall into language and behavior which fits expectations men have dictated. 505 00:38:05,116 --> 00:38:07,326 We make ourselves smaller. 506 00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:10,997 Less intimidating. Less dangerous. 507 00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:13,833 For some women, this is what happens during marriage. 508 00:38:13,916 --> 00:38:17,795 Many others feel this is the only way to make themselves marriage-worthy. 509 00:38:17,878 --> 00:38:23,175 Repressing who we are is classic unhealthy behavior. 510 00:38:23,259 --> 00:38:26,053 The rage that comes as a result of it is real. 511 00:38:26,637 --> 00:38:30,391 As is the desperate need for a release. 512 00:38:31,183 --> 00:38:32,685 Assimilation. 513 00:38:32,768 --> 00:38:37,440 Fitting in has always been a key strategy for survival in America. 514 00:38:37,523 --> 00:38:39,525 But is it really behavior... 515 00:38:48,117 --> 00:38:50,619 Women need to honor those feelings. 516 00:38:50,703 --> 00:38:52,830 And respect their validity. 517 00:38:52,913 --> 00:38:55,333 The goal, of course, 518 00:38:56,375 --> 00:38:59,545 is to return to that one true self. 519 00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:03,215 Regardless of how uncomfortable it makes others feel. 520 00:39:05,468 --> 00:39:08,179 That is the third way. 521 00:39:08,929 --> 00:39:12,308 That is what we all need to find. 522 00:39:22,401 --> 00:39:25,071 - She's incredible. - I know. 523 00:39:33,245 --> 00:39:35,790 Connelly fam. You made it. 524 00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:38,751 Are you kidding? We wouldn't miss this for the world. 525 00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:41,045 You okay? 526 00:39:41,754 --> 00:39:46,008 Yeah. I'm just... I'm just so happy for you. 527 00:39:47,093 --> 00:39:49,804 Incredible stuff, Sash. It's a lot to think about. 528 00:39:49,887 --> 00:39:51,597 - Hey. - Hey. 529 00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:52,848 You remember Alex? 530 00:39:54,308 --> 00:39:55,142 Alex, hey. 531 00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:56,936 - Cooper. Great to meet you. - Likewise. 532 00:39:57,019 --> 00:39:58,019 Choking guy. 533 00:39:59,730 --> 00:40:02,149 - Yes. Hi. - Hi. 534 00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:03,692 - How are you? - Good. How are you? 535 00:40:03,776 --> 00:40:04,944 Good. Good. 536 00:40:05,611 --> 00:40:06,904 I'll call you later. 537 00:40:06,987 --> 00:40:08,364 I have news. 538 00:40:11,909 --> 00:40:14,036 - Ready to go? - Yeah, sure, sure. 539 00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:17,081 Buddy, grab your book for me. Here we go. 540 00:40:29,009 --> 00:40:31,679 Your one true self. 541 00:40:32,888 --> 00:40:36,100 It's hard to know which one of the voices in your head that is. 542 00:40:43,524 --> 00:40:44,524 Hey. 543 00:40:45,151 --> 00:40:48,654 How's my New York Times- best-selling best friend? 544 00:40:48,737 --> 00:40:49,864 Pretty good actually. 545 00:40:53,159 --> 00:40:54,618 What the hell is that? 546 00:40:55,703 --> 00:40:57,830 You're the one who said erotic asphyxiation 547 00:40:57,913 --> 00:41:00,833 is what it takes to get Sasha Snow to settle down. 548 00:41:01,459 --> 00:41:03,544 I'd say I'm seriously considering. 549 00:41:03,627 --> 00:41:05,629 That's from choking guy? 550 00:41:06,213 --> 00:41:07,339 Alex. 551 00:41:07,965 --> 00:41:09,800 I told him I needed 48 hours. 552 00:41:09,884 --> 00:41:13,304 Which wasn't exactly the response he wanted to hear, but... 553 00:41:13,387 --> 00:41:15,264 You're wearing the ring. 554 00:41:15,347 --> 00:41:17,433 'Cause it's gorgeous. 555 00:41:18,601 --> 00:41:20,936 But I still gotta figure out what I'm gonna do. 556 00:41:21,020 --> 00:41:23,147 So, what do you say? 557 00:41:23,814 --> 00:41:27,193 Me, marriage, you think I could hack it? 558 00:41:27,276 --> 00:41:30,863 Oh, my God. Now I'm the one giving you marriage advice? 559 00:41:30,946 --> 00:41:35,034 Girl, come on. You and Coop are doing so well. 560 00:41:35,117 --> 00:41:36,952 You're finding your third way. 561 00:41:37,703 --> 00:41:38,579 Right? 562 00:41:38,662 --> 00:41:40,331 Yeah, yeah. We are. 563 00:41:40,414 --> 00:41:43,042 And you fought so hard for your marriage, B. 564 00:41:43,125 --> 00:41:44,793 There's gotta be something in it. 565 00:41:44,877 --> 00:41:46,712 Oh, there is. So much. 566 00:41:47,379 --> 00:41:50,466 You know it's the one time 567 00:41:50,549 --> 00:41:53,802 in life where reality is even better than you imagined. 568 00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:55,262 Mmm, I don't know. 569 00:41:55,346 --> 00:41:58,516 My Denzel in a T-string fantasy has stood the test of time. 570 00:41:58,599 --> 00:42:00,559 That's true. 571 00:42:01,977 --> 00:42:04,647 But how do I know Alex is the one? 572 00:42:04,730 --> 00:42:06,482 Or that there even is such a thing? 573 00:42:06,941 --> 00:42:10,945 That there is one man who can make the day-to-day sameness of marriage 574 00:42:11,028 --> 00:42:14,114 not feel like some boring patriarchal sacrifice? 575 00:42:17,868 --> 00:42:18,868 You don't. 576 00:42:20,913 --> 00:42:21,913 B? 577 00:42:26,460 --> 00:42:28,546 You know there's, um... 578 00:42:29,421 --> 00:42:34,593 There's always gonna be some other guy who's hotter, sexier... 579 00:42:36,595 --> 00:42:38,097 who has that spark. 580 00:42:40,683 --> 00:42:43,519 But that's nothing compared to having a real partner. 581 00:42:44,728 --> 00:42:45,813 A teammate. 582 00:42:47,982 --> 00:42:49,733 For anything that life throws at you. 583 00:42:50,901 --> 00:42:52,361 You sure? 584 00:42:55,114 --> 00:42:56,490 All that matters is... 585 00:42:58,576 --> 00:43:02,580 if you think you can wake up every day for the rest of your life next to him 586 00:43:02,663 --> 00:43:03,831 and be happy... 587 00:43:06,625 --> 00:43:07,835 then you should do it. 588 00:43:10,045 --> 00:43:11,714 Shit. 589 00:43:12,756 --> 00:43:14,425 I didn't wanna have to give it back. 590 00:43:18,929 --> 00:43:20,931 You're a lucky lady, Billie Connelly. 591 00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:27,813 I really am. 592 00:43:36,405 --> 00:43:38,782 - Hey, guys. - Hey, Judy. 593 00:43:39,366 --> 00:43:41,785 Billie, you promised you'd be on the clean-up crew. 594 00:43:41,869 --> 00:43:43,579 Oh, I remember. 595 00:43:44,288 --> 00:43:46,040 Hey, I'm gonna go grab us some seats. 596 00:43:46,123 --> 00:43:48,709 Oh, yeah, and get some extra programs for Dev and Sash. 597 00:43:48,792 --> 00:43:50,044 - Got it. - Yeah. 598 00:43:50,544 --> 00:43:55,174 Oh, my God, Caroline. Those look amazing. Now I have brownie shame. 599 00:43:55,257 --> 00:43:59,553 Believe it or not, they are 100% vegan. 600 00:43:59,637 --> 00:44:01,805 Try eating one. You'll believe it. 601 00:44:01,889 --> 00:44:05,225 - Where'd you put the cups? - Oh, I'll show you. 602 00:44:06,393 --> 00:44:07,436 You happy? 603 00:44:09,104 --> 00:44:10,939 This is your life now. 604 00:44:11,023 --> 00:44:12,816 Apparently it's mine too. 605 00:44:13,651 --> 00:44:18,322 - What are you talking about? - Devon says he was inspired by Cooper. 606 00:44:19,031 --> 00:44:20,908 No more parties. So... 607 00:44:21,784 --> 00:44:22,784 Thanks? 608 00:44:23,702 --> 00:44:26,747 My world just got a little bit smaller and a lot less fun. 609 00:44:27,956 --> 00:44:28,956 Trina. 610 00:44:29,583 --> 00:44:32,753 It's just not possible to live outside the lines here. 611 00:44:34,338 --> 00:44:36,840 So let's hope you're right. 612 00:44:38,842 --> 00:44:40,344 Let's hope it's enough. 613 00:44:44,473 --> 00:44:46,600 Okay, everyone, break a leg. 614 00:44:52,481 --> 00:44:56,735 ♪ I am looking for something But it isn't you ♪ 615 00:45:01,198 --> 00:45:02,032 Hey. 616 00:45:02,116 --> 00:45:04,493 ♪ Something different Something strange... ♪ 617 00:45:05,077 --> 00:45:07,413 Friends and family, please take your seats, 618 00:45:07,496 --> 00:45:09,164 our show is about to begin. 619 00:45:11,375 --> 00:45:15,504 "Hope springs eternal." It's adorable, right? 620 00:45:15,587 --> 00:45:18,590 Ms. Brenda wouldn't tell us what part anyone got, so... 621 00:45:18,674 --> 00:45:21,969 Ten bucks says, no matter what, Hudson's the cutest one. 622 00:45:28,058 --> 00:45:29,768 The joys of spring. 623 00:45:30,644 --> 00:45:32,813 April is a rainbow month. 624 00:45:32,896 --> 00:45:35,607 Of sudden springtime showers. 625 00:45:35,691 --> 00:45:37,443 I'm a tree. 626 00:45:37,526 --> 00:45:39,486 I'm a flower. 627 00:45:40,571 --> 00:45:42,197 I'm a grasshopper. 628 00:45:42,281 --> 00:45:44,700 - Oh! - I told you, he is the cutest one. 629 00:45:50,956 --> 00:45:52,374 Spring is here. 630 00:46:01,258 --> 00:46:04,720 ♪ I can look in the mirror to find... ♪ 631 00:46:04,803 --> 00:46:07,347 There are a lot of different desires. 632 00:46:09,141 --> 00:46:11,310 A lot of ways to be feminine. 633 00:46:12,561 --> 00:46:16,231 ♪ Patiently for disaster ♪ 634 00:46:17,900 --> 00:46:20,444 ♪ I'm tired of being... ♪ 635 00:46:20,527 --> 00:46:26,116 I do wake up next to him every day and I am happy. 636 00:46:27,451 --> 00:46:28,451 But... 637 00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:33,248 Oh, God. 638 00:46:34,666 --> 00:46:36,001 It's not enough. 639 00:46:43,801 --> 00:46:47,679 ♪ Tell me to stop but I keep on going Tell me to stop but I keep on going ♪ 640 00:46:47,763 --> 00:46:50,641 ♪ Keep on, keep on, keep on You'll never stop this flame... ♪ 641 00:46:50,724 --> 00:46:51,892 Keep going, bud. 642 00:46:52,684 --> 00:46:53,684 Two minutes. 643 00:46:56,855 --> 00:46:59,316 ♪ Well, who am I to say? ♪ 644 00:46:59,399 --> 00:47:03,403 ♪ Maybe by now you should know ♪ 645 00:47:04,947 --> 00:47:06,990 ♪ You got your somebody calling ♪ 646 00:47:07,074 --> 00:47:08,951 ♪ You think you're somebody, don't you? ♪ 647 00:47:09,034 --> 00:47:12,788 ♪ I think you're scared Of keeping somebody close ♪ 648 00:47:12,871 --> 00:47:15,040 ♪ You'll never stop this flame... ♪ 649 00:47:15,123 --> 00:47:17,543 It's not what a woman is supposed to want... 650 00:47:18,585 --> 00:47:21,839 it's the self we're supposed to enjoy while we're young... 651 00:47:22,422 --> 00:47:26,009 and then leave behind to become a responsible grown-up. 652 00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:28,971 We're supposed to simply accept 653 00:47:29,054 --> 00:47:32,516 that we must give up parts of ourselves along the way. 654 00:47:33,809 --> 00:47:38,021 ♪ Everything, everything But it still went bad... ♪ 655 00:47:39,606 --> 00:47:43,026 ♪ Tell me to stop but I keep on going Keep on, keep on ♪ 656 00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:53,160 Hey. 657 00:47:53,745 --> 00:47:54,745 You okay? 658 00:47:57,457 --> 00:47:58,458 I don't know. 659 00:48:02,254 --> 00:48:06,884 But the true freedom and power is in saying it out loud, 660 00:48:07,634 --> 00:48:09,511 and announcing ourselves, 661 00:48:09,595 --> 00:48:12,014 letting our desire be known. 662 00:48:12,097 --> 00:48:16,810 ♪ Maybe by now you should know ♪ 663 00:48:18,437 --> 00:48:20,939 ♪ You got your somebody calling... ♪ 664 00:48:21,023 --> 00:48:22,733 I do want it all. 665 00:48:22,816 --> 00:48:25,527 And I want it right now. 666 00:48:26,361 --> 00:48:28,739 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 667 00:48:28,822 --> 00:48:32,618 ♪ I will never let you go... ♪ 668 00:48:36,538 --> 00:48:38,373 I'm not leaving my husband. 669 00:48:38,874 --> 00:48:42,044 ♪ If you can't withstand my love... ♪ 670 00:48:42,127 --> 00:48:44,046 This changes nothing. 671 00:48:44,963 --> 00:48:47,049 ♪ Away from me ♪ 672 00:48:47,132 --> 00:48:50,928 ♪ Away from me if you think you must... ♪ 673 00:48:52,054 --> 00:48:53,221 Now fuck me. 674 00:48:53,764 --> 00:48:56,224 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 675 00:48:56,308 --> 00:49:00,604 ♪ I will never let you go ♪ 676 00:49:01,688 --> 00:49:04,191 ♪ Well, who am I to say? ♪ 677 00:49:04,274 --> 00:49:08,362 ♪ Maybe by now you should know ♪ 678 00:49:09,738 --> 00:49:13,784 ♪ You got your somebody calling You think you're somebody, don't you? ♪ 679 00:49:13,867 --> 00:49:17,579 ♪ I think you're scared Of keeping somebody close ♪ 680 00:49:17,663 --> 00:49:20,082 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 681 00:49:20,165 --> 00:49:24,294 ♪ I will never let you go ♪ 682 00:49:26,421 --> 00:49:30,133 ♪ Keep away from me ♪ 683 00:49:30,217 --> 00:49:34,388 ♪ Away from me if you think you must ♪ 684 00:49:34,471 --> 00:49:38,433 ♪ Keep away from me ♪ 685 00:49:38,517 --> 00:49:42,354 ♪ If you can't withstand my love ♪ 686 00:49:42,437 --> 00:49:46,191 ♪ Keep away from me ♪ 687 00:49:46,274 --> 00:49:50,529 ♪ Away from me if you think you must ♪ 688 00:49:53,782 --> 00:49:56,243 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 689 00:49:56,326 --> 00:50:00,539 ♪ I will never let you go ♪ 690 00:50:01,790 --> 00:50:04,251 ♪ Well, who am I to say? ♪ 691 00:50:04,334 --> 00:50:08,338 ♪ Maybe by now you should know ♪ 692 00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:13,802 ♪ You got your somebody calling You think you're somebody, don't you? ♪ 693 00:50:13,885 --> 00:50:17,764 ♪ I think you're scared Of keeping somebody close ♪ 694 00:50:17,848 --> 00:50:20,183 ♪ You'll never stop this flame ♪ 695 00:50:20,267 --> 00:50:24,312 ♪ I will never let you go ♪ 695 00:50:25,305 --> 00:51:25,287 -== [ www.OpenSubtitles.org ] ==- 53093

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