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[Kyle]
Previously on Kyle XY...

When I knew that I would not
always be here to guide you,

I knew I'd need a way
to communicate,

and more importantly...

assure you that
you would never be alone.

I wanna understand
why you think the way you do.

You don't wanna get
inside my head.

It's a scary place.

I want you
to read Andy's mind.

I think I like her.

You make fun of me,
you put me down,

and you always have
to have the last word.

I thought that was...
our thing.

We have a thing?

I got a letter from this
conservatory in New York.

And I kinda got in.

Admit it, now you're
having doubts.

I do have doubts.

There's something
I really need

- to tell you about your--
- No!

I have doubts about
everything in my life...

except how I feel
about you.

So Madacorp sent
some wicked-hot

mentally scrambled
science experiment
to invade your life.

Why?

I don't know.

It's like they've
been watching.

Get her into
their family's life.

- Emily?
- Destabilizing the boy's
support structure

will make him
more vulnerable.

Her nutcase sister
is the one who attacked me.

There must be a logical
explanation for this.

Whatever she did to Lori,

I don't think Jessi's
gonna flip out on Kyle.

I think I just read
your mind.

My sister...

she shot me.

There's something
I think you should know.

- What do you want?
- I wanna know who
I really am.

Kyle, they said you cou--

Please, just believe in me.

That's what Charlie
always said.

I can't stress it
strongly enough, Captain.

Jessi should be treated
as a psychiatric case...

not a criminal one.

Thank you.

I'm worried about Lori.

She's angry at--

Are you okay?

[sighs]

Times like this,
when the professional line

blurs with the personal,
it's...

Difficult.

The hardest part
is the guilt.

Guilt?

I'm the one who brought Jessi
into this house.

No.

You tried to help her.

Tried.

[panting]

What's the matter?

[panting]

My head is...

I'm fine.

You need to get some rest.

You're exhausted.

We all are.

Why?

I'm too riled up to sleep.

Therefore I don't get
to sleep either?

I spent all night scheming
revenge against Jessi.

And what did
you come up with?

Nothing good.

I need a diabolical mind
in my corner.

And I'm said diabolical mind?

Exactly.

Good morning, guys.

Dad, do me a solid.

Go downstairs and throw
some black into that pot.

Not quite sure what that meant,
but we'll go with no.

How you doing, Lori?

What do you think?

I'm gonna go.

Now, I know you've been
through a lot lately,

but your tone needs adjusting.

Oh, so we're going with
stern, responsible dad now?
That's rich.

I have dealt with your attitude
because I know you're angry.

I know you're confused
and you need to lash out
against someone.

But don't you dare treat me
like I'm some peer

you can cut down with some
snide little comments.

I am your father.
This stops now.

What are you doing?

Same thing as you.

Which is?

Pacing.

Continuous back-and-forth
walking in an effort

to clear one's mind
for mental breakthrough.

I got that part.

Why are you pacing?

Why are you?

There's some seriously
toxic mojo going down
in this house,

and I'm looking
for a solution.

Me, too.

Well, good.

'Cause I could use
some super brain enhancement

to help Lori figure out
how to get revenge on Jessi.

Jessi?

Yeah.
You know?

Brown hair, green eyes,

5 foot-- 11 personalities.

I don't think you should
get involved in that.

Not get involved?

Are you crazy?

She deserves whatever
we dish out.

Josh, there's a lot about her
that you don't know.

Dude, are you defending her?

- No, I--
- Whatever, man.

I thought Lori could rely
on her brothers to have
her back.

[scoffs]

Josh.

[gasps]

[groans]

[Kyle narrating]
My life was spinning
out of control.

The fallout of my secrets
had brought trouble

into the lives
of the people I loved.

And I was powerless
to stop it.

Hils, I'm talking hostile
takeover of Jessi's reputation.

Declan, things
are falling apart

and I need help figuring out
what to do.

I'm coming over.

Fire up that G-Force.
I need your mind working
at it's best.

Hold on.
Where's everyone going?

- I gotta go see Hillary.
- I gotta go see Andy.

And I'm meeting Declan.

I don't think anyone
should leave.

Jessi's still unaccounted for,

and we don't know
what her state of mind is.

Sure we do.
Six ticks past psychotic.

- Lori.
- Too much?

So...what,

you're putting us
on lockdown?

Until further notice...

yes.

- He survived.
- Barely.

His brain function
is still intact.

No residual damage.

I'd say the chair's retrieval
system performed better
than expected,

and I expected a lot.

You can't put Kyle
in that chair.

Actually, I can.

At best you'll get 10 percent
of his data

before you fry his brain.

- [door opens]
- I'd settle for one percent.

- [door closes]
- You called?

Where's the girl, Hollander?

In the field.

In other words,
your mission remains
incomplete.

I'll give the girl
one more day.

But if I don't get
what I want,

I'm strapping the boy
into the chair.

[door opens]

[door closes]

Okay...

I've called in
the Andy reinforcements.

Two diabolical minds
at your disposal.

- Forget it.
- Forget it?

Has your thirst for revenge
been quenched already?

Never.

But I don't need to drag
you down with me.

I'm supposed to be
your bad-ass brother,

ready to serve a beat down
on command.

Go have fun with Andy.

You guys have better things
to do than get...

caught up in all my drama.

Okay, but we'll just be
a room away from turning

our G-Force skills
into real-life mortal pain.

Yeah, that's sort of
exactly why

I'm keeping you out of it.

Probably for the best.

[doorbell dings]

Hillary.

Operation Vengeance in effect.

- I brought cookies.
- Thank God.

- Amanda.
- Is Kyle home?

I'm sorry I compared you
to Charlie.

You don't need to be sorry
for anything.

I'm the one
who should apologize.

- It's just what I saw--
- Was confusing.

I know.

But I promise nothing
physical was going on.

I wouldn't lie to you.

I know you wouldn't.

And I do believe in you,
even if it doesn't seem
like I should.

Thank you.

Maybe if you told me
why you were so drawn to her.

She's lost.

Troubled.

And you wanna help her?

This is what I get
for dating a do-gooder.

You're still mad.

This isn't what I came
over here to talk about.

What did you come over here
to talk about?

I'm leaving.

- You just got here.
- No, I mean I'm leaving town.

Leaving town?

For how long?

For the rest of the semester.

I got accepted to
a music program in New York.

I leave in two days.

Two days?

Kyle, usually the whole
multiple-question thing
is cute,

but I'm really
struggling here.

Why are you strug--

You're struggling
because you're not sure
if you wanna go.

It's a dream come true,
but--

You're afraid
you're using it

as an excuse
to run away...

because you have doubts
about us.

What do you think
I should do?

I think it's
your decision to make.

I'm just so confused.

I need to clear my head.

Don't bother with pacing.
It hasn't been working for me.

I'm gonna go play
for awhile.

See if I can figure it out.

Amanda...

Whatever you decide...

I'll be here for you.

Promise?

Promise.

Then I know it'll happen.

[cell phone ringing]

- Hello?
- Kyle...

Emily.

Yes.

What do you want?

Jessi needs your help.

She knows the truth
about who she really is,

and she's run away.

She's in danger,
isn't she?

Yes.

You're the only one who can
bring her home safely.

I can tell when people
are lying.

I'm not lying.

Or telling the whole truth.

You want the truth?

If you don't find Jessi,
they'll hurt my family.

Who are they?

You're in danger too, Kyle.

You and everyone
who matters to you.

I'm gonna ruin her reputation.

You do it right,

she'll be wearing
a Sacred Heart skirt
by Friday.

How you doing, Lori?

I vow to kill the next person
that asks me that.

What are you doing here?

I came to talk to Kyle.

Oh, good.
Maybe you can talk
some sense into him.

His whole "believe the best
in people" philosophy

has gotten way
too close to Jessi

"spawn of the devil"
Hollander.

Clearly you're not willing
to give her the benefit
of the doubt.

Oh, my God.

Oh, no, you didn't.

I just meant
that it's complicated.

Oh, my God.

This thing's messy
enough already

without you two
going haywire.

- She beat me up!
- I know that!

Then you understand that she
deserves whatever she gets.

[muffled arguing]

What is happening up there?

Lori's outta control.

She's just upset.

She's more than upset.

She's acting like
a 12-year-old.

What's going on
between you two?

She thinks I'm having
an affair with Emily.

Oh.

I think I was hoping
for a little more outrage.

It's not an
outrageous assumption.

- It damn well is.
- Stephen--

I can't believe you would
even think for one minute--

No, I don't think that.
I just meant that Lori--

You're the psychologist.

Isn't the first reaction
usually the most telling?

- Let me finish, Stephen?
- Please.

I just meant that Lori
has picked up

on the dynamic you have
with Emily.

She's my co-worker.
I enjoy working with her.

It's a little more
than that, Stephen.

Even I noticed it.

[Declan]
Real mature, Trager.

- Stephen, I'm trying
to make a point.
- Which is?

[Josh]
Turn that down!

[all arguing]

[Kyle narrating]
There was no way I could help.

Nothing I could do.

More than anything,
I wanted it to end.

...a total disconnect
between you and me.

And then suddenly it did.

Adam?

Is that really you?

No.

It's really you.

I don't understand.

You don't need
to understand what I am.

Only that I can help you.

[doorbell dings]

Thank God you're here.

You do realize that I went
out of my way to pimp out

my mom's media room
for our G-Force marathon.

I'm hoping this will
make up for it.

Check it out.

What do you think?

It's perfect.

Cover fire
on the left flank!

Especially for
our last day together.

Hey, Kyle, I made it.

Okay.

Guess I'll talk
to you later.

[door closes]

Kyle...

you're upset because you think
all the anger

that's dividing this house
is because of you.

Madacorp obviously sent
Jessi and Emily into
our lives to mess with me.

I just can't figure out why.

Well...
what do they want?

It has to be the information
I took from Zzyzx that's
inside my head.

How far will they
go to get it?

- I don't know.
- Yes, you do.

- Just tell me.
- I can't.

You need to slow down, Kyle...

and think.

I was able to get inside
Jessi's head,

read her thoughts.

Madacorp must believe that
she can get into mine.

But she hasn't.

Not yet.

Why?

I had to get her to trust me,

let her guard down before
I was able to dig deep enough.

So then she's trying
to get you to trust her.

But all she and Emily have done
is cause chaos.

And how does that chaos
make you feel?

Upset.

Uncertain.

Vulnerable?

It makes me feel like
everything that's important
to me is gonna disappear.

When you're vulnerable,
you let your guard down.

Jessi.

No...

but it could have been.

I'm losing my mind.

Actually, you're just
beginning to find it.

Madacorp manipulated
everything.

And my whole family
has suffered for it.

So what does that say
about Jessi?

She can't be trusted.

She's bad like everyone said.

When Kyle wakes up,
will you tell him I was here?

Right, because I'm so
in the mood to be
your messenger service.

Trager...

McDonough...

For the love of Peter Petrelli,
will you two cut it out?

I have been a guest
at your pity party
of two for months.

Wah wah, bicker bicker,
boring boring.

Now, for the sake
of my sanity,

and your future children,

we're putting an end
to this right now.

You two need a mediation.

I'm gonna go fetch our own
resident Dr. Phil.

Ah! I don't wanna hear it
from Kyle right now.

And he's asleep.

All righty, then.

You'll have to temporarily
settle for second best.

Dr. Hils at your service.

Hils, I really
don't think--

Sit!

[laughs]

Okay, I've had enough.

Hey, I was about
to beat you.

I'd say you already did.

Uh, no. See, your player's
still alive.

I'm talking about that
little bomb you dropped earlier.

I think that was your bomb.

And if you want
some advice,

I'd lay off the junk food,
let your stomach settle.

Andy, quit messing around!

I'm in trouble, huh?

How could you say this is
gonna be our last day together?

What, are you, like,
dying tomorrow?

How many cancer patients
do you know that die overnight?

You're doing it again.

All right, fine.

It's our last day together
because I start chemo tomorrow.

What does chemo
have to do with--

It has to do with me puking,

you sympathizing,
me withdrawing,

you resenting me,
me resenting your resentment,

blah blah blah.

Trust me, it's messy.

That's why I think it should
be our last day together.

So why don't we
make it special, okay?

And to kick things off,

I think we should
go upstairs and make out.

Pacing's not working for you.

How do you know that?

You said it.

But not to you.

That's right.
You said you were me,

which means I'm talking
to myself.

Your self-doubt
was paralyzing you.

You needed someone
to talk to.

Someone I trusted more
than my own instincts.

Someone like you.

Kinda cool, isn't it?

Okay, then.

I need help deciding if
I should go after Jessi.

You just realized she's
Madacorp's secret weapon.

Wouldn't you be playing
right into their plan?

But I can't believe that
she's a willing weapon.

Which means she's out there
lost and alone.

Why are you worried about her
after everything she's done?

Because if I don't
believe in her,

no one will.

Maybe no one should.

[Man]
What are you doing?

Now, you gotta be nice.

You wanna play?
Let's play.

No. No. Please.

No, let him go!

Why aren't you
letting him go?

[gagging]

Don't! Don't kill him!

Aah!

[crying]

Oh, God!

- I have to go to work.
- What?

I rushed out last night
when I got the call about Kyle.

I didn't get a chance to
shut down all my systems.

Well, I don't think it sends
a very good message to the kids

about the lockdown
if you leave right now.

I am not in the mood
to be lectured about
what's appropriate.

- I'm not.
- No, let me finish.

I never betrayed the vows
I made to you when
we got married.

I never cheated,
I never lied,

and I never
kept any secrets.

But I guess you'll either
believe that or you won't.

[door opens and closes]

So why do I get
the happy family
and the great life?

You mean why does she get
the short end of the stick?

It's just a...

Expression.

I know.
You're me, remember?

Maybe she was born bad.

The same way that
you were born good.

But was I?

Or would being taken in
by a loving family make me good?

She didn't have that.

There's no one that cares
enough about her to help her.

You're a do-gooder
like Amanda said.

Help her.

I can't leave this house.

So don't help her.

Stop confusing me.

You just need
to trust yourself.

That's what this
is all about.

Even if I wanted
to help her,

I have no idea
where she is.

You should ask her.

Help me.

Help me.

You're not really here.

That's true.

Hmm.

You look so happy.

If I had what you have,

I wouldn't
come after me either.

You made a promise
to be here for her.

I know.

Would you break it
just to help me?

I'd help you so that
we could take down Madacorp
and save my family.

Do you think
that's possible?

It has to be.

I can't live like this
anymore.

Then you should
come find me.

But where are you?

That's for you
to figure out.

You already said that
you and I were the same.

In a way, yes.

So...

have you ever run away?

Once.

Where did you go?

Back to the beginning.

Then you know
where to look.

The question is...

will you?

Are you okay?

Stay away from me.

I'm bad.

Are you lost?
Do you need some help?

I don't deserve help.

Sweetie,
what happened to you?

I said stay away from me!

[dog barks]

[door unlocks]

Stephen.

What are you doing here?

Hey.

I'm sorry about earlier.

You know the situation's
obviously sensitive.

It's okay. We're all
under a lot of pressure.

Well, you being here
is a good sign.

I take it
Jessi made it home.

Yes.

We had a long talk.

She's got a lot
to work out,

and I'm gonna get her
some more help.

Oh, good.

The police are still
gonna want to talk to her.

Of course.

So what brings you
up to the fifth floor?

Well, I was shutting down
my system from the trial run
yesterday,

and I noticed that
the diagnostic results
have all been erased.

That doesn't sound right.

The entire server's
on lockdown.

I don't have any access to it.

I'm worried that it's viral,

so I'm gonna check out
the mainframe.

Oh, uh, you can't
go in there right now.

Ballantine's giving a tour
to a potential investor.

On Sunday?

Yeah, the human trial
was so successful

that he wanted
to show it off.

But that's just the thing.

We don't know if
the trial was successful

because we don't have
any access to the system.

Stephen, go home.

Worry about it tomorrow.

What's going on in there?

Nothing, just a business
show-and-tell.

I'll see you tomorrow?

Sure.

You're acting weird.

I'm on top of you making out.
What's weird about it?

You're being hesitant.

Guys aren't supposed
to do hesitant.

I'm not being hesitant.

Totally hesitant.

Stop using that word.

I'm sorry, but it's true.

Any other guy would
have his hand halfway to
the promised land by now.

I'm trying
to be respectful.

No, respect is the slow,
steady inching,

waiting for me to swat
your hand away.

Respect is at least
trying to go there.

Unless...

Unless what?

Unless you've never
gone there before.

[scoffs]

You've never touched a boob.

I've touched a boob.

A real one or one of
those inflatable--

I've touched a boob, okay?

Just never--

Never what?

Never one that mattered.

My boobs matter?

Well, of course
they matter.

Why else would I put up
with this humiliation?

Then let me help you out.

There you go.

They're all ready for ya.

Go where only a few men
have gone before.

You're not helping.

I'm serious.
I want you to.

Besides, this is your
only chance, remember?

See?

That's the problem.

You're ruining it.

You said this would be
our last day together.

Which means that'll be
the last time I can
touch them...boobs.

And that's not cool!

Because I wanna touch them
tomorrow

and the next day and
all the days after that.

So quit acting like today's
is it for us,

'cause I don't
want it to be.

It has to be.

Well, you're gonna have
to find someone else
to feel you up...

'cause I'm not having it.

[door opens and closes]

What we have here
is a failure to communicate.

Hils, I've spent a year

trying to get Declan
to communicate.

I seriously doubt--

You say that like this
is all my fault.

I don't know,
Mr. Secretive and Moody.

What do you think?

You haven't exactly
made it easy lately.

Oh, good. So it's my fault
that you dumped me
for no reason

and then took up with
La Femme Nikita.

This is good.
We're speaking from the heart.

Declan, I need to talk
to you for a minute.

- Gladly!
- Oh, no! No way!

We were just
making progress.

We're not making progress
here, Hillary.

We're wasting
each other's time.

So you think trying
to get to the bottom
of our problems

is a waste of time?

Oh, come on, Lori!

You think this is just as
stupid as I do!

I just need a minute.

Kyle, what you need is
to accept your part

of the responsibility
for the tragic demise
of Beachwood's best couple.

Oh, for cryin' out loud!

Seriously! I'm all in favor
for a good romance.

But the intensity of
the Kyle-Declan friendship--

we'll call it Kyclan--

clearly interfered
between the relationship
of Lori and Declan.

Kyle, what do you have
to say for yourself?

I'm sorry.

I'm not doing this.

Lori, if you wanna
talk to me,

really talk,
minus the circus,

then I'm here.

Until then,
leave me out of it.

She's right.
You, Lori,

everything that's happened
to this family

is all because of me.

I need to put a stop to it.

How can I help?

You can loan me your car.

I thought you couldn't
leave the house.

You're going after her.

Kyle, the thing I admire
most about you is your
faith in people.

But I worry this time...

it's gonna be
the end of you.

Does this mean
you won't give me the keys?

Thank you.

Good luck.

You're gonna need it.

[sighs]

Hello.

I don't know how you do it.

Do what?

Help people.

I gave it my all...
with Angst and Angstier.

I learned from Phil
and Oprah,

yet everything
comes up Springer.

I'm a fraud.
A Faux-prah.

Well, helping people
get in touch

with what they're
really feeling

is a complicated
process.

I just hate all the drama.

Lori's my best friend.
I just wanna help her.

All we can ever really do
is encourage people

to talk openly
about their problems.

They may not like it, but...

it's imperative to put issues
out on the table.

That's what
I've been saying.

I mean, really, is honesty
that freaking difficult?

It shouldn't be,
should it?

And people think
I'm the dumb blonde.

I have to say, Hillary,

I don't think there's
anything dumb about you.

[door closes]

[footsteps]

[beep]

What happened to you?

The old Tom,

he would have fought it out
till the bitter end.

Big, strong, stoic Tom Foss.

Survived a war,
brought down Zzyzx,

then a little trip down
memory lane did him in.

All I want,

all Baylin wanted,

was to see Kyle
reach his potential.

But now Ballantine's
gonna put him in the chair
and go for broke.

It's gonna make
what happened to you

look like a day
at the spa.

You let them beat you, Tom.

You let them break you.

And now they're
gonna break Kyle.

Uhh!

You are the traitor!
I'll never help you!

You'll never break me.

Aah!

Kyle.

- What are you doing?
- Nicole, I--

I came in here
to ask your permission

to tell Stephen about
the secret

we've been keeping
from the family

only to find you
sneaking out of the house?

I'm going to find Jessi.

I wanted to tell you, but--

But you knew I wouldn't
let you go.

This is important.

More important
than our trust in you?

I'm doing this for all of you.

I can fix this.
I can fix everything
that's broken.

Why Jessi?

Why you?
How are you two connected?

You already know the answer
to that question.

She and I are the same.

What is that
supposed to mean?

I don't even know
who you are.

You told me once
that I never brought anything
by love into this house.

But all I ever brought
was pain.

I need to make this right.

Please.

I have to go.

[playing Pachelbel's Canon]

[Kyle narrating]
I had promised her
I'd always be here,

just like I promised
myself I'd never put
my family at risk.

I had broken
both those promises.

[door closes]
[stops playing]

I'm not hungry.

Consider it a peace offering.

Considering I made them
for you in the first place,

your gesturing's
a little hollow.

Don't be so cranky.

Right.

[beep]

What are you pausing it for?

Go ahead. Put the final
nail in the coffin of this
miserable day.

There's no rush.
I can beat you tomorrow
and the next day

and all the days
after that.

♪ Touched by fate ♪

- Really?
- Really.

♪ It plays the only way ♪

♪ That it can ♪

♪ And it will ♪

♪ Alone ♪

♪ In a dastardly display ♪

Yeah! No.

♪ You follow ♪

♪ In the same place ♪

No more wild revenge
scenarios?

Not today.
It's too exhausting.

Where's your
partner in crime?

She said something about
a Lost marathon and bailed.

Which just leaves us.

Lucky us.

Listen, Lori,
I don't wanna be that guy,

the guy who's
all locked up.

You were the one I could
always open up to.

But you never did.

I did.

Sort of.

As much as I could.

Says the guy with more baggage
than an airport carousel.

I suppose I could limit
myself to carry-on

if it meant that we could
be friends again.

One of those big ones
rolly ones

you have to scrunch and shove
in the overhead?

You really want to run
this metaphor into
the ground, don't you.

It's what I do.

I miss this.

I miss you.

I miss you, too.

I won't be able
to change overnight.

But if you can
bear with me,

I can try to be
a little more...

Communicative?

I suppose.

Open and honest?

About...certain things.

Warm and sunshiny?

You may wanna quit
while you're ahead.

Whoa. Downgraded from darts.
Things are looking up.

I guess they are.

♪ At the hands
of a mind game ♪

♪ And I don't mind,
and I don't mind ♪

♪ To look
inside your thoughts ♪

♪ And I don't mind,
and I don't mind ♪

♪ But I can't find
my way in ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Frozen in time ♪

♪ And only you and I
can see the ♪

♪ Warning signs ♪

♪ Though thousands upon ♪

♪ Thousands of ♪

♪ Honest lies ♪

Jessi.

Why did you come after me?

You needed me to.

I'll betray you.

That's what they
want me to do.

You don't have to do
what they want you to.

You can make
your own choices.

That's what Nicole said.

Nicole's smart.

She helped me.

Now let me help you.

They'll take me back.

We're not going back.

Not until this
is all over.

I want it to be over.

So do I.

♪ And I will ♪

♪ And I will ♪

♪ And I will set you free ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ And I will ♪

♪ And I will ♪

♪ And I will set you ♪

♪ Free ♪

Nicole, there's something
I want to tell you.

I want to talk to you, too.

[sighs]

I don't know
where to begin.

Well, why don't we
begin with me

because there's something
I need to tell you.

I accused you
of keeping secrets.

What I have to say
goes far beyond that.

But I've been keeping
secrets, too.

- But I discovered
something huge about...
- Secrets about...

- Kyle.
- Kyle.