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This programme contains
some strong language
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and some scenes of a sexual nature
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♪ Now that the light is fading ♪
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♪ Silver and purple at twilight ♪
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♪ Scenes of the day remain with us ♪
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♪ Bright as the fire is burning bright
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♪ Blue as the sky above the lake ♪
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♪ And blue the water flowing ♪
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♪ White birch drooping on the shore ♪
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♪ Rubies of emerald glowing ♪
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♪ The night is robed in spangled black ♪
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♪ And soon we shall be sleeping ♪
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♪ Down through the leaves, the sunlight
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♪ Came in shafts of gold ♪
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♪ Now by the dying embers ♪
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♪ We watched the day grow old. ♪
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- Made pancakes.
- Good for you.
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Well, for you, I made them for...
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Well, I didn't ask you to, so, like...
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All right.
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There's no need to be so...
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...egregious.
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Love, listen, I know that this...
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Oh! Shit...
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Thank you.
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How's the jam?
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Mmm.
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_
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Can I...? Can I ask you something?
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You don't appear to own an iron.
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Can I come in?
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Have I seen this one before?
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I lose track.
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Thinking about maybe a new one.
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That's cool. Whereabouts?
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Thinking nipple, maybe.
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Ouch.
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I know, hence the "maybe."
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I wonder sometimes if I might regret
never getting a tattoo.
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Your life isn't over just yet.
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What do you think I should get?
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Leg sleeve, maybe.
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Do you want one?
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Maybe...
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Maybe a watercolour.
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I'm really out of my depth.
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It's just a particular kind of style.
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Maybe we could get one together.
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If you're buying, sure.
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I'd like that.
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You haven't seen a cufflink kicking
around anywhere, have you?
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- A what?
- Looks like a little pencil.
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Sorry!
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I'm... I'm going to run.
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- See you in a bit.
- Bye!
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Kiss!
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What's that?
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Hey, so, what, uh...
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What are you doing tonight? Cos
Spirited Away is on at the Odyssey.
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As in, like, the original Japanese
version.
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Or...
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We could, like, well...
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My dad's actually going to be out.
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Like, out-out.
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- So...
- Oh!
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Oh...
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...OK. But...
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I mean, whatever, I mean...
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We can maybe do both, or like...
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No, like, yeah, no!
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Like, that...
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Hi.
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Joy.
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How are you?
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Looking for a new hinge.
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Yeah, sometimes...
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...like coming to places like these.
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You think, like, all I need is a new
drillbit, but...
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...who wouldn't want a Monterey chiminea?
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Or a...
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...silent shredder.
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Uh...
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I don't... I don't actually know
what a Monterey chiminea is.
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I mean, I don't even have a fucking
garden,
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so I don't know why I'm even...
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Joy, I would...
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...hate for you to...
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I mean, this isn't...
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This isn't the way I wanted
necessarily things to go.
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Claire, please don't ask me to feel
sorry for you.
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I'm doing my best not to conform to type.
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No.
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That...
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I'm not.
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I wasn't.
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But I do... I am...
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I have thought about wanting to say
something to you.
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Because I am. I am...
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...sorry, Joy.
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I'm not looking for vindication.
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Good, cos I'm not looking to give it.
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Do you ladies need any help with
anything over here at all?
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No, I think we're done.
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♪ There's a season in your eyes ♪
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♪ And a fever on your breath ♪
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♪ And you're anchored to the tide ♪
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♪ And the rhythm in your chest... ♪
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Hello?
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_
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♪ I read the rings
and count the city lights
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♪ You sing a static sonnet on the dial
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♪ But you could take a walk ♪
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♪ Through the mines ♪
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♪ Or you could spend all your days ♪
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♪ Just waiting for the night ♪
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♪ The stones that skip,
the dust that turns to fire
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♪ I see it all reflected in your eyes ♪
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♪ It's in your eyes. ♪
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Hey.
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What's that smell?
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It's, um...
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...Nigella's chicken katsu curry.
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Holy shit.
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It's not.
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I don't know what it is. It's probably...
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- ..next-door's dog or something.
- Well, I'm down with that.
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But you know the whole thing with
the kitchen that she cooks in?
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It's like, Nigella... It's not
actually her kitchen.
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No way.
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Yeah, it's, like, some
stranger's kitchen.
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Like, some building, or some...
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Like, yeah, but they just...
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They just make it look like
she lives there.
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For the avid watcher, this is like...
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This feels like a huge betrayal.
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Um... SHE LAUGHS
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And, like, the really weird thing is...
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My period's started.
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It's... It's OK.
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Oh, do you think...?
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I know this has nothing to do with...
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...you.
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I just... Really, I was overheating,
so I figured that...
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Kind of want to make you crawl
around on the floor.
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Kidding.
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Should I put my clothes back on?
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Or I could...
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- I could take some of mine off.
- Yeah.
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Yeah, I mean, whichever you like.
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Hi.
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Alan, what the fuck?
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We were out of scourers.
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Alan, what is this?
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What are we even doing right now?
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I mean, ultimately, what's the
ultimate aim?
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Well, I suppose I was...
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I was under the impression that we
were trying to make a...
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...a go of things.
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Then what?
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Am I missing something?
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Maybe, I don't know.
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Claire, wh...?
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I saw her. I saw her, Alan.
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I saw Joy.
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And she looked at me. She looked at
me like...
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Sorry, you mean, this was...?
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I was looking at fucking irons.
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Fucking ironing boards!
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Oh, OK.
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She was there, and I went up.
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And my entire arsehole practically
leapt out of my mouth.
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What did she say to you?
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She said exactly what ought to be
said to someone like me.
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I...
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I don't understand.
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This isn't starting to feel
a little, at all,
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fucked up to you?
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I mean, it's hard.
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Yeah.
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- It's certainly complicated.
- Mm.
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And I'm sorry, because...
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Judging by where you're at,
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this might not be something that you
want to hear.
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But Claire, I love you.
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I'm in love with you.
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And I'm not saying that that makes
any of this easier, or fair, or...
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For anyone. But I certainly don't think
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we should be giving ourselves
a hard time.
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You definitely shouldn't.
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Obviously, I'm in love with you, too.
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But...
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I'm not sure I know how to do this
at the expense of someone else.
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To me, that doesn't really feel like
love.
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It feels shit.
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And that's not really someone that I
want to be.
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So, that's it?
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All because of one awkward conversation?
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I said to you, Alan, I said to
you right from the start...
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I know,
but I mean, Claire, Jesus, I mean...
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I left my house!
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Yeah, I am pretty up-to-date with
the circumstances, thank you!
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And then you really think you're the
only person thinking these things?
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I mean, last night...
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And this... This is really saying
something.
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Last night, I dreamt that I was
buying toothbrushes.
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As in, the heads...
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You know, those little heads for
electric...
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Electric toothbrushes.
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But when I opened them up, when I
got them home and I opened them up,
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I realised that they were...
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...hands.
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Tiny little hands.
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And we were brushing our teeth...
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...me and Joy,
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and the little hands on top of the
toothbrushes...
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...they were waving.
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Waving at us.
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In the mirror above the sink.
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Waving right back at us.
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Maybe you should see a therapist.
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Yeah. Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Do you want... Do you want me to
take my arm back?
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No.
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It's just cramps.
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Can I do anything?
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It's a strong look for you.
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Yeah.
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Thank you.
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I love you.
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I...
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I love you, too.
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♪ Let's get a house, you and me
and your 12 cats
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♪ We'll put mirrors on the ceiling ♪
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♪ We'll have a bunk bed by the bath ♪
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♪ You'll line my mattress with nails ♪
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♪ One for every time something
psycho came out of your mouth
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♪ Your cavern eyes are preying ♪
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♪ Your scarlet lips half saying ♪
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♪ A sales pitch for the circus
in your mind
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♪ Young lady, you're scaring me ♪
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♪ Young lady, you're... ♪
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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OK, I got you a present.
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- You ready?
- Yeah.
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Hey, guess what?
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Uh, you...
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I'm bad at this game.
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I quit my job.
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- OK.
- I want to go away.
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With you, you reprobate!
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I only just got here.
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Don't make me tell you how serious I am.
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I'm really sorry to hear about
the situation with
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your mother and father, Naomi.
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I'm sorry about you and Neil.
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- I've been meaning to say that.
- Cool.
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Thanks.
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I hope me saying that isn't weird.
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Not at all.
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It's actively... Really nice of you.
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I literally don't think I have a
memory of them not being together.
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♪ These arms of mine ♪
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♪ They are lonely ♪
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♪ Lonely and feeling blue ♪
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♪ These arms of mine ♪
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♪ They are yearning ♪
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♪ Yearning from wanting you ♪
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♪ And if you ♪
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♪ Would let them hold you ♪
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00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:39,120
♪ Oh, how grateful I will be ♪
272
00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:44,319
♪ These arms of mine ♪
273
00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:48,400
♪ They are burning ♪
274
00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:55,000
♪ Burning from wanting you ♪
275
00:28:56,480 --> 00:29:00,479
♪ These arms of mine ♪
276
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:05,120
♪ They are wanting ♪
277
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:11,600
♪ Wanting to hold you ♪
278
00:29:12,966 --> 00:29:16,166
♪ And if you ♪
279
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:21,960
♪ Would let them hold you ♪
280
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:28,799
♪ Oh, how grateful I will be ♪
281
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:34,239
♪ I need your arms,
lovin' arms to hold... ♪
282
00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:42,639
Back in Roman times, they used to
smash it over the bride's head.
283
00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:45,839
Oh, I don't believe in Roman times
the Romans knew how to make cake!
284
00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:47,839
What's-his-chops? I, Claudius...
285
00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:50,559
He was mad for a bit of sponge.
286
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:52,559
Hey, I wasn't born yesterday, you know?
287
00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:55,400
Are you going to eat that or what?
288
00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:06,280
SHE SNORTS Sorry!
289
00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:26,400
Sit.
290
00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:28,640
Sit down.
291
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:16,320
Lawrence, why did you come here?
292
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:18,440
To work.
293
00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:23,759
To see you.
294
00:31:23,760 --> 00:31:24,840
And...
295
00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:27,720
...beyond tonight?
296
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:32,620
What if I told you that I wasn't
interested in doing this, if...
297
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:35,800
...if doing THIS is...
298
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:38,000
...it?
299
00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:41,679
You're noodling.
300
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:45,520
Stop noodling...
301
00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:49,840
...and say the thing that you're
edging towards saying.
302
00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:54,199
Well, what if we decided to wait instead?
303
00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:57,960
Decided instead to wait and just
take our time?
304
00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:01,040
Why would we be doing that?
305
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:04,440
Be...
306
00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:07,839
...cause maybe, if...
307
00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:10,040
...if we're serious about doing this...
308
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:14,679
...about trying, then maybe we ought
to be taking doing this
309
00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:16,040
a lot more...
310
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:18,160
...seriously.
311
00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:21,159
How serious are we talking?
312
00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:22,640
I'm inclined to say...
313
00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:28,520
...certainly, quite a top-tier level
of seriousness at this point.
314
00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:32,720
You mean, leaving?
315
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:37,160
Leaving Stevie.
316
00:32:40,113 --> 00:32:41,513
Leaving my wife.
317
00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:44,940
Well, I'm not suggesting you need to
choose, but...
318
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:49,600
I mean, let's not pretend there
isn't a choice.
319
00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,400
Where's hubby in all this?
320
00:32:57,760 --> 00:32:59,479
Where would we go?
321
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:00,519
I mean...
322
00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:03,480
...where would we live?
323
00:33:05,639 --> 00:33:07,239
Where would you like us to live?
324
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:09,720
What are we telling the kids?
325
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:12,240
How about we tell them the truth?
326
00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:14,520
The truth being...?
327
00:33:16,480 --> 00:33:17,520
There's a man...
328
00:33:20,760 --> 00:33:24,399
...someone I used to love, someone I
used to love a great deal.
329
00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:28,180
And, actually, we've...
330
00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:33,799
...we thought about it and we've
decided, the two of us together,
331
00:33:33,800 --> 00:33:34,840
we've...
332
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:39,960
...decided that we're not going to
make the same mistake twice.
333
00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:43,400
Jesus, look at you.
334
00:33:44,440 --> 00:33:45,480
You're like...
335
00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:49,400
Fuck.
336
00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:52,080
Joy.
337
00:33:58,666 --> 00:33:59,826
I can't just leave her.
338
00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:04,400
I can't just...
339
00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:08,520
I can't just up and leave.
340
00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:11,600
Mm.
341
00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:21,180
Sorry. Oh, God, I'm not the one you
should be apologising to.
342
00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:23,799
I just can't, I can't...
343
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:24,999
Just...
344
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:26,380
Well...
345
00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:30,079
I mean, we shouldn't even be here.
346
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:35,200
I definitely shouldn't be here, and
you almost certainly shouldn't.
347
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:37,920
No, you're right.
348
00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:44,440
I guess I...
349
00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:49,560
I just didn't want to spend another
30-odd years...
350
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:52,800
...wondering.
351
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:54,840
Well, now you know.
352
00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:06,540
And now we both know.
353
00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:25,799
♪ On the floating, shipless oceans ♪
354
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:32,840
♪ I did all my best to smile ♪
355
00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:40,439
♪ Till your singing eyes and fingers
356
00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:48,040
♪ Drew me loving to your isle ♪
357
00:35:49,667 --> 00:35:59,319
♪ And you sang, "Sail to me, sail to me ♪
358
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:03,160
♪ "Let me enfold you ♪
359
00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:08,320
♪ "Here I am..." ♪
360
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:21,720
♪ .. "Waiting to hold you." ♪
361
00:36:44,720 --> 00:36:47,039
Well, I don't know to what extent
this will,
362
00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:48,920
or more likely won't appeal...
363
00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:55,060
...but you're more than welcome to
the air bed at my brother's place.
364
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:57,959
You don't... You don't think he'd mind?
365
00:36:57,960 --> 00:36:59,080
It'd be our pleasure.
366
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:09,359
Come, let us have one other gaudy night.
367
00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:12,679
Call to me, all my sad captains.
368
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:15,439
Fill our bowls once more.
369
00:37:15,440 --> 00:37:17,560
Let's mock the midnight bell!
370
00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:29,480
Oh, no, thank you.
371
00:37:36,799 --> 00:37:38,559
Anything?
372
00:37:38,680 --> 00:37:43,359
You tell me what it is that you want
to know and I will do my best
373
00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:44,960
to respond as honestly as I can.
374
00:37:46,720 --> 00:37:48,279
Well, I suppose for me personally...
375
00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:49,320
Why did you do it?
376
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:53,040
I...
377
00:37:54,013 --> 00:37:55,893
...wanted to try and save my marriage.
378
00:37:57,520 --> 00:37:58,560
And did it?
379
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:03,600
I think in the end, we probably both
wanted different things.
380
00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:10,640
Whose idea was it?
381
00:38:12,240 --> 00:38:13,999
Mine, initially.
382
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,040
But, um...
383
00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:18,000
Everything we did, we did...
384
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:20,439
...together.
385
00:38:20,440 --> 00:38:22,240
Every decision, every...
386
00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:33,879
We haven't slept together in the
same bed for months.
387
00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:34,920
It's true.
388
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:39,520
When you say months...?
389
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:42,080
I think it was...
390
00:38:44,680 --> 00:38:46,519
Probably after your dad...
391
00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:47,560
To my mind, anyway.
392
00:38:55,240 --> 00:38:58,479
The windows in the... In the bedroom,
393
00:38:58,480 --> 00:39:01,020
they're the original sash.
394
00:39:02,440 --> 00:39:04,220
And we'd been meaning to...
395
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:05,880
You know how it is.
396
00:39:07,280 --> 00:39:12,440
Um... And then when Elaine, when you
came back from the hospital...
397
00:39:13,427 --> 00:39:14,547
...you said...
398
00:39:14,572 --> 00:39:18,540
She said to me, quite rightly, to my
mind...
399
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:21,040
She said, um...
400
00:39:22,720 --> 00:39:24,799
"James, it's too cold in here."
401
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:27,720
She said, "I'm not going to be able
to get to sleep in here."
402
00:39:29,320 --> 00:39:32,799
We've had them changed, replaced
since, by the way.
403
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:36,000
It took a while to track down a decent...
404
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:40,360
Elaine, were you with your father
when he died?
405
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:45,319
She was, yeah.
406
00:39:45,320 --> 00:39:46,800
I'm sorry, but you were.
407
00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:50,520
She spent the night with him.
408
00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:00,400
He didn't really know what was happening.
409
00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:03,600
They told me, but they hadn't told him.
410
00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:14,320
I was on the chair beside the bed.
411
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,160
He held out his hand...
412
00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:23,080
...and I took it and I held on to it...
413
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:26,480
...and then he pulled on it.
414
00:40:29,280 --> 00:40:31,120
So, I got onto the bed...
415
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:34,560
...and we stayed like that.
416
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:41,480
It was uncomfortable because I only
had around 10% or so of the bed...
417
00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:45,540
...but any time I tried moving...
418
00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:47,560
...tried to move away...
419
00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:55,000
...he would take my hand again.
420
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,560
There was a beeping, a beeping sound...
421
00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:03,680
...and then a rush.
422
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:06,360
A rush of people.
423
00:41:09,080 --> 00:41:11,760
They had to unfurl his fingers to
free mine.
424
00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:16,680
And then they asked me to wait
outside, out of the way.
425
00:41:19,680 --> 00:41:23,200
And I watched them pull the curtain
all the way around his bed.
426
00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:28,800
What was it like coming home again?
427
00:41:29,726 --> 00:41:31,006
Having to come back home?
428
00:41:39,360 --> 00:41:40,400
It was the skin.
429
00:41:44,040 --> 00:41:45,280
Getting back into bed.
430
00:41:47,240 --> 00:41:49,520
Once we were back into bed...
431
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:55,040
It's the way it felt.
432
00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:01,240
I realise it's probably completely
and utterly...
433
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:05,079
But you were...
434
00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:06,360
...in the middle of the...
435
00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:13,599
You were there and you were cold and
for the briefest moment
436
00:42:13,600 --> 00:42:14,760
I thought to myself...
437
00:42:17,800 --> 00:42:19,040
"Now he's gone, too."
438
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:27,440
Love...
439
00:42:29,240 --> 00:42:30,280
Love, listen to me.
440
00:42:32,720 --> 00:42:33,960
I'm not going anywhere.
441
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:42,320
Good luck getting rid of me...
442
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:45,000
...because I'm telling you...
443
00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:20,079
Hello, Emily. How are you?
444
00:43:20,080 --> 00:43:21,959
Can't complain.
445
00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:24,879
Well, actually that's not strictly
speaking true.
446
00:43:24,880 --> 00:43:26,220
I probably could.
447
00:43:31,920 --> 00:43:33,799
So, how have you been...?
448
00:43:33,800 --> 00:43:36,599
Doing since the accident, I mean...?
449
00:43:36,600 --> 00:43:37,799
Yes.
450
00:43:37,800 --> 00:43:39,479
It looked like a real humdinger.
451
00:43:39,480 --> 00:43:45,199
Yes, my hip was quite badly and my,
my collarbone, coccyx...
452
00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:46,420
Ay caramba!
453
00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:51,920
Do you remember much about it?
454
00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:54,919
Bits and pieces.
455
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:57,340
Because I was pretty hysterical at
one point.
456
00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,839
- Oh, really?
- I thought you were dead,
457
00:44:00,840 --> 00:44:03,980
thought I'd killed you with my bare
eyes and then...
458
00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:06,679
...one of the other people there,
459
00:44:06,680 --> 00:44:09,959
she took your pulse and you were
definitely alive.
460
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:12,999
Well, I can confirm I am indeed alive.
461
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:14,320
You kept asking for Alan.
462
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:17,960
Wanted us to call him, you kept saying.
463
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:21,999
How's work going, Emily?
464
00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:23,720
It's good. Touch wood.
465
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:26,966
I'm at the Cathedral next week if
you're around.
466
00:44:26,967 --> 00:44:27,920
Yes!
467
00:44:27,945 --> 00:44:29,319
Well, I haven't said when it is yet!
468
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:30,559
No, but I'd love to.
469
00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:32,680
Well, it might be shit, for all you know.
470
00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:43,079
Emily...
471
00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:48,839
If it's all right with you, I'd like
to ask how you are.
472
00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:50,560
You already did that, didn't you?
473
00:44:55,240 --> 00:44:57,440
People keep trying to send me on dates.
474
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:00,280
"Get back out there."
475
00:45:03,173 --> 00:45:04,853
The hardest thing, I think...
476
00:45:06,160 --> 00:45:09,800
...for sure is working out the...
477
00:45:12,880 --> 00:45:14,440
...most effective way to miss him.
478
00:45:16,720 --> 00:45:18,800
Forgetting him altogether seems cruel.
479
00:45:21,720 --> 00:45:24,220
Fuck me, just remembering hurt.
480
00:45:33,720 --> 00:45:36,360
No-one knows, but I talk to him
sometimes.
481
00:45:37,720 --> 00:45:39,920
When it's really bad, at night.
482
00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:43,920
I sometimes talk to my mum.
483
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:47,440
What sort of things?
484
00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:50,440
Oh, it varies.
485
00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:53,760
Does it get any easier?
486
00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:56,759
Because they say, don't they...?
487
00:45:56,760 --> 00:45:58,600
People love telling you that it does.
488
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:02,320
They do.
489
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:06,240
But not you.
490
00:46:10,560 --> 00:46:11,800
So, how do you cope?
491
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:15,919
Probably not, not really effectively.
492
00:46:16,960 --> 00:46:18,399
God!
493
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:20,719
I had it in my head that all therapists
494
00:46:20,720 --> 00:46:22,759
must lead really sorted lives.
495
00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:24,880
Therapists are all fruitcakes!
496
00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:35,400
I am so, so sorry, Emily.
497
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:38,200
I really am.
498
00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:44,880
Thank you.
499
00:48:19,960 --> 00:48:21,000
Hello.
500
00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:23,160
Hi, it's me.
501
00:48:24,640 --> 00:48:25,680
It's Joy.
502
00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:27,960
Hi.
503
00:48:29,000 --> 00:48:30,040
How are you?
504
00:48:31,480 --> 00:48:32,600
Yeah, ticking along.
505
00:48:34,240 --> 00:48:37,559
How about the...? How are things
with you?
506
00:48:37,560 --> 00:48:43,879
Uh, a certain degree of ticking
along also.
507
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:47,279
Well, actually, that might not be
strictly true.
508
00:48:49,280 --> 00:48:51,040
I'm staying with Neil, Joy.
509
00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:55,000
Well, Neil and his brother.
510
00:48:57,200 --> 00:48:58,719
Are you? I didn't realise.
511
00:48:58,720 --> 00:49:00,340
No reason why you should.
512
00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:06,800
Where are you right now?
513
00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:09,680
I'm at the house.
514
00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:12,440
That's nice.
515
00:49:16,160 --> 00:49:17,440
How's the boiler holding up?
516
00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:21,480
All quiet on the Western front.
517
00:49:22,440 --> 00:49:23,480
Well, that's good.
518
00:49:25,360 --> 00:49:28,399
And the radiator in the hallway?
519
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:32,340
Oh, yeah, someone's coming to take a
look at it a week tomorrow.
520
00:49:33,593 --> 00:49:35,900
What about that pesky cupboard door?
521
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:39,240
How are you doing clothes-wise?
522
00:49:40,406 --> 00:49:42,286
A little on the low side.
523
00:49:46,640 --> 00:49:47,680
Alan...
524
00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:51,160
I have a confession to make.
525
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:54,440
I'm wearing one of your jumpers.
526
00:49:56,480 --> 00:49:57,520
Which one?
527
00:49:58,880 --> 00:50:02,840
The woolly one with the hole in the
armpit.
528
00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:06,800
Quality bit of kit.
529
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:11,400
I, um...
530
00:50:13,720 --> 00:50:16,520
I keep rereading all your...
531
00:50:18,240 --> 00:50:20,840
All our old text messages.
532
00:50:24,640 --> 00:50:27,719
Last night I put my nose
and then my cheek
533
00:50:27,720 --> 00:50:30,720
right up against
the books on your bedside table.
534
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:35,639
I called the house when I knew you'd
be out
535
00:50:35,640 --> 00:50:38,320
just so I could hear
your voice on the answer machine.
536
00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:40,400
Twice.
537
00:50:48,600 --> 00:50:49,880
Joy, I miss you.
538
00:50:55,080 --> 00:50:56,120
I'm so, so...
539
00:50:57,480 --> 00:50:59,240
...unbelievably sorry, Joy.
540
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:07,159
So, um...
541
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:08,880
How, uh...
542
00:51:10,720 --> 00:51:14,799
...dire, and don't hold back, is the
situation, really?
543
00:51:14,800 --> 00:51:17,480
- Clothes-wise.
- Oh, it is bad.
544
00:51:18,832 --> 00:51:19,912
Mm.
545
00:51:20,120 --> 00:51:23,959
Yeah, I'm turning things inside out,
if you catch my drift.
546
00:51:25,240 --> 00:51:26,559
Sorry to hear that.
547
00:51:31,920 --> 00:51:33,280
I miss you, too, by the way.
548
00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:42,600
Joy, I'd love the chance to see you.
549
00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:11,000
You must be Alan.
550
00:52:12,320 --> 00:52:14,780
Joy. Pleased to meet you.
551
00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:22,520
Hello, Joy.
552
00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:25,280
Nice to meet you, too.
553
00:52:28,160 --> 00:52:29,640
I was told to give you this.
554
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:34,320
Well, thank you.
555
00:52:45,680 --> 00:52:46,720
Shall we?
556
00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:49,040
Yeah.
557
00:52:50,480 --> 00:52:52,959
♪ Everybody's talking at me ♪
558
00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:58,879
♪ I don't hear a word they're saying ♪
559
00:52:58,880 --> 00:53:08,800
♪ Only the echoes of my mind ♪
560
00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:19,840
♪ People stop and stare ♪
561
00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:25,959
♪ I don't see their faces ♪
562
00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:36,800
♪ Only the shadows of their eyes ♪
563
00:53:39,480 --> 00:53:46,559
♪ I'm going where the sun keeps shining ♪
564
00:53:46,560 --> 00:53:51,719
♪ Through the pouring rain ♪
565
00:53:51,720 --> 00:54:05,639
♪ Going where the weather
suits my clothes
566
00:54:05,640 --> 00:54:13,679
♪ Banking off of the northeast winds ♪
567
00:54:13,680 --> 00:54:20,080
♪ Sailing on a summer breeze ♪
568
00:54:21,600 --> 00:54:32,200
♪ And skipping over the ocean
like a stone
569
00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:38,640
♪ Whoa, whoa, whoa ♪
570
00:54:45,480 --> 00:54:50,920
♪ Whoa ♪
571
00:54:54,880 --> 00:55:00,519
♪ I'm going where the sun keeps shining ♪
572
00:55:00,520 --> 00:55:04,960
♪ Through the pouring rain... ♪
573
00:55:09,800 --> 00:55:17,839
♪ Going where the weather
suits my clothes
574
00:55:17,840 --> 00:55:24,439
♪ Banking off of the northeast winds ♪
575
00:55:24,440 --> 00:55:30,279
♪ Sailing on a summer breeze ♪
576
00:55:30,280 --> 00:55:39,640
♪ Skipping over the ocean like a stone ♪
577
00:55:43,920 --> 00:55:47,119
♪ Everybody's talking at me ♪
578
00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:55,679
♪ I don't hear a word they're saying ♪
579
00:55:55,680 --> 00:56:05,439
♪ Only the echoes of my mind ♪
580
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:16,079
♪ I won't let you leave our love behind ♪
581
00:56:16,080 --> 00:56:27,479
♪ No, I won't let you leave ♪
582
00:56:27,480 --> 00:56:36,080
♪ Our love behind. ♪
583
00:57:59,720 --> 00:58:05,440
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