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♪♪ >> Taylor: How --

What are you even saying?

>> Brooke: Taylor, Im gonna say this again.

Just calm down.

We have to remember, theres a baby in the house.

>> Taylor: I have to take care of my granddaughter.

What are you doing?!

That is mine!

Give me that! That is mine!

>> Brooke: What anybody else would do when theres a shooter

in the house.

>> Steffy: Why Hope? Why?

>> Hope: I had to say something.

I mean, who -- who does your mother hate more than mine?

>> Steffy: Thats been going on for decades.

My mom would never do that.

>> Hope: But she did, Steffy.

She picked up a gun and she shot Bill in the back.

And Im sorry, but...

I had to tell my mother what yours is capable of.

>> Pam: What did we say about reaching?

>> Donna: I need the stapler.

>> Pam: No.

You always want the stapler, but you never think ahead.

>> Donna: [ Sighs ] What, do I need a reservation?

>> Pam: [ Sighs ] Ill get you one of your own.

>> Donna: Okay!

May I have the hole punch, then?

Youre not using that.

>> Pam: [ Sighs ] >> Donna: Ha! [ Laughs ]

>> Pam: Oh!

I dont believe you!

Give that to me! No!

>> Quinn: Why dont you two just staple yourselves together?

Since youre so inseparable.

>> Pam: That wouldnt be sanitary.

>> Quinn: A reason only you would come up with.

>> Pam: But you should be joined to someone.

Just not me.

>> Quinn: You know...

Its the "Lucy and Ethel Show" out there, in case youre

wondering.

>> Eric: Yeah, you know, I like it, actually.

I think Donna softens that edge that Pam has from time to time,

and Pam needed the help, so its good.

>> Quinn: I dont know if Donna does or doesnt have clerical

skill, but it was her "Honey Bear" talents that Pam

drafted her for.

Honey Bear.

♪♪ >> Pam: That was an excellent

strategy, by the way.

>> Donna: What was?

>> Pam: You know, not speaking to Quinn, keeping your air of

mystery.

>> Donna: [ Giggles ] I speak to Quinn.

>> Pam: Yeah, but you didnt just now.

[ Scoffs ] I dont know where Lesley is.

She must be on her way.

Im gonna hang up.

>> Donna: Oh.

So thats who Erics waiting for.

>> Pam: He always uses Lesley as his model when hes working on a

really super-special gown.

>> Donna: Did you really mean what you said, that I have, um,

you know, an air of mystery?

>> Pam: You have the air of the good princess being trapped in

the tower by the mean witch so she can steal your true love.

But, never fear, because Im coming to the rescue.

[ Giggles ] >> Donna: Some tower.

>> Eric: Pam always like to think she has a scheme going on

all the time, right?

Dont take it personally.

>> Quinn: Nah, I have a lot of practice being despised.

Its like my superpower.

>> Eric: Well, dont hold it against Donna, all right?

I think shes doing her best, in her own way, to soften Pam

around the edges.

Donna knows Im a happily married man.

>> Quinn: Are you?

>> Eric: If you have to ask, Im doing something wrong.

>> Quinn: I know Im a handful, but...

Well, I adore you.

>> Hope: I get why youre concerned.

>> Steffy: Thats not as comforting as you might think.

>> Hope: Nobodys going to the police.

And I promise, I wont tell another soul.

>> Steffy: Its not you Im worried about.

>> Hope: I had to tell my mom.

For her own safety.

>> Steffy: [ Scoffs ] >> Hope: And she knows not to

tell anyone.

>> Steffy: Has there ever been a secret Brookes kept?

>> Taylor: You actually think I carry a gun?!

>> Brooke: Id be a fool not to check, now, wouldnt I?

You used to be so respectable.

Sure, youve had your shady moments.

We all have.

But this, Taylor?

You go and you shoot Bill in the back, and then let Ridge, who

you fought me for for so many years end up in jail for it?

you fought me for for so many years end up in jail for it?

>> Taylor: You go through life thinking you know who you are

and the worlds a better place with you in it, until one day...

you do something that makes you realize...

everything about you is a lie youve been telling yourself.

[ Sobbing ]

>> Quinn: ♪ Ba, dum, boo, bah ♪ Bah, bah, bah

>> Eric: Youre distracting me.

>> Quinn: [ Whines ] Oh! Poor baby!

>> Eric: Lesley will be here any minute.

>> Quinn: Oh, Lesley is already late.

>> Eric: Well, thats the way she rolls.

>> Quinn: I know Im not Lesleys size, but...

would you like me to model for you?

Hmm? Hmm? Mm. Whoa! Oh.

>> Eric: Very bad form to work with a model you want.

>> Quinn: Mmm.

>> Eric: Now, go on.

Get out of here before I take these clothes off of you.

>> Quinn: Talk about mixed messages.

>> Donna: Do you really think its wise to be changing a tire

on the freeway at this hour?

>> Pam: What?!

Wait, give me that.

Lesley!

You cannot do a fitting if youre all greasy and dirty.

Look, where are you?

Well send a tow truck.

>> Donna: A tow truck?

>> Pam: Wait, what?

Its your ride-share drivers car and hes having you change

the tire?

That is ridiculous!

Wait, no, Lesley, dont hang up!

Dont!

[ Sighs deeply ] >> Donna: Poor Eric.

Hes been getting this new design ready for this fitting

all day.

>> Pam: I know.

>> Donna: [ Sighs ] >> Pam: And as my dear, departed

mother always said, "There is nothing more tragic than wasted

time."

>> Donna: [ Scoffs ] What about oil spills and

earthquakes, tsunamis...?

>> Pam: Donna, dont be so literal.

And, um, let me just fix your hair for a minute.

>> Donna: What?

>> Pam: Just let me fix your hair.

>> Donna: Whats wrong with my hair?

>> Pam: Ill tell you in a minute.

>> Steffy: Where is this image of my mother has a hardened

criminal coming from?

That shooting, as horrible as it was, was a one-time mistake in a

lifetime of service to her community, to her family, to her

patients.

>> Hope: I understand why you would see it that way, but...

Steffy, remember, I walked in on Taylor yelling at my mom,

telling her she hates her more than anything in the world,

and you should have heard the way she talked to me about Liam,

how I destroyed your life and stole everything.

>> Steffy: Hope, shes trying to protect me.

>> Hope: Something inside of your mother snapped when she

found out you slept with Bill, Steffy, and I think you know

that.

And she doesnt want to hear that her perfect daughter did

something like this.

And its not your fault.

You took responsibility, and she wont hear it.

But now there is this rage inside of Taylor that just keeps

building and building with nowhere to go, and my mom and I

are easy targets.

>> Taylor: I am more shocked about what Ive done than you

could ever be.

>> Brooke: I never thought that you were an angel, Taylor,

like so many people did.

But I never thought that you were a shooter, a killer,

either.

>> Taylor: [ Sighs ] >> Brooke: Okay, no.

No, you havent actually killed anybody yet.

But that excuses nothing.

>> Taylor: I remember patients telling me horrendous things

they had done -- horrendous -- and I try to control the

expression on my face as they sat there and said, "I didnt

mean to do it, that isnt like me."

And, privately, I would think, "You dont know yourself very

well, then."

But I understand now what I didnt then.

Anyone is capable of anything.

>> Brooke: So its easier to make other people out to look

bad or make it look like anybody could have done this instead of

own up to what you did and who you are.

>> Taylor: You want to declare me a monster, ruthless,

unstable?

That story would help you in so many ways.

It might even get me locked up.

But I am horrified.

I am so ashamed of what I did.

That is not me.

And, Brooke, if you were honest with yourself for once in your

life, you would know that isnt true.

You know!

>> Eric: Wait, Lesleys not gonna be here at all?

This was important.

>> Pam: I know. Im sorry.

>> Eric: All right, I guess it cant be helped.

>> Pam: Or, wait!

Wait a second, Eric!

Maybe it can be helped!

Wait, look right up there.

What do you see?

Isnt Donna basically the exact same body type and size as

Lesley?

>> Donna: Oh, Pammy, I mean, if he wanted another model, he

would have called one.

>> Pam: Eric, look, you could fit the gown on Donna, see if

you want it for the collection, and then production know because

theyre waiting for your decision, right?

>> Eric: Thats not a bad idea, actually.

Would you do that, Donna?

Would you -- Would you do it?

>> Donna: Uh, well, um...

>> Pam: Oh, come on, Donna.

It couldnt be the first job youve ever had where you take

your clothes off.

Im just kidding!

Its just a joke.

Charlie always says that my joke sometimes spring leaks.

>> Eric: Yeah.

>> Pam: Ill go man the phones.

>> Eric: All right, come on.

>> Donna: Okay.

>> Eric: Lets do this quickly.

>> Donna: Okay, well, Im a fast dresser.

>> Eric: Yeah.

Yes, I remember.

Uh, here.

Watch out for pins, now.

>> Donna: They say suffering makes great art.

>> Eric: Yeah, someone elses suffering, not ours.

>> Donna: [ Laughs ] >> Steffy: My mother would never

hurt you or Brooke.

>> Hope: I might have believed that a month ago.

But you dont see your mother way everyone else does, and if I

could have kept my mom from confronting her, I would have.

>> Steffy: Wait, what?

Wheres Brooke?

>> Hope: Probably wherever Taylor is.

>> Brooke: Look, I know weve had some very bitter fights, and

I know you despise me more than anybody else in this world, but

I never would believe that youd pick up a gun and shoot me.

Did you and Bill have an argument?

>> Taylor: Argument? No!

He assaulted my daughter!

>> Brooke: [ Sighs ] I know thats what you and Ridge

want to believe, but Steffy denies it.

>> Taylor: Bill had to be confronted.

Im one of the few people who know how weak he is.

>> Brooke: Weak? Bill?

>> Taylor: What do you think hes hiding behind that mask of

charm and power?

He actually came to me for therapy once, with your sister

Katie, but he threw the brakes on it because he knew that I

knew exactly how to take him down.

Verbally. Verbally.

Thats all I wanted to do.

Thats all I meant to do.

With words.

But not a word ever passed between us.

I went to his house.

My former house.

And I caught...

his profile in the reflection of the glass, and there he was.

His back was to me.

It was as vulnerable as my daughter had been.

And suddenly at my side was a gun.

I dont even know why my hand reached for it.

Or loaded.

I never even heard the shot.

I just saw him drop.

And as soon as I realized what I had done, I knew that the life

that had ended that night was mine!

[ Sobbing ]

>> Donna: It might be too small.

>> Eric: That can be fixed.

>> Donna: Or too big?

Or both, weirdly enough.

>> Eric: Well, the purpose of a fitting is to determine these

things, but I cant tell if I cant see you.

Now, come on out.

Beautiful.

>> Donna: [ Chuckles ] Feels like a dream.

>> Eric: I dont mean just the dress.

>> Steffy: Shes not answering.

>> Hope: Well, maybe she turned it off.

>> Steffy: Or maybe shes been arrested.

>> Hope: That we would hear about.

>> Steffy: Why didnt you think this through, Hope?

On the best of days, its a bad idea to get our moms in the same

room together.

You know this!

>> Hope: Well, how could I know she would go straight to Taylor?

>> Steffy: Shes your mom!

Now, if tempers flare, theyre not gonna be just throwing cake

at each other.

Because of you, Brooke has all the ammunition she needs to get

my mom out of the way for good.

>> Brooke: Here.

>> Taylor: Thank you.

>> Brooke: We dont have to talk about this anymore.

>> Taylor: But we do.

Now that you know what you know, what are you going to do about

it?

>> Brooke: What would you do if you were one of your patients?

>> Taylor: I would be required to report it.

>> Brooke: I see.

>> Taylor: Only if I believed someone else was in danger of

a future violent attack.

>> Brooke: And am I?

>> Taylor: Brooke...

>> Brooke: Is my daughter?

>> Taylor: No!

>> Brooke: And you can say that with that amount of certainty?

>> Taylor: Yes!

I am tortured by what I did.

But I swear that isnt me!

You can talk to my therapist.

I will sign a waiver and she can talk to you, and only you.

>> Brooke: And what would she tell me, Taylor?

>> Taylor: About the work Ive been doing on myself, about the

progress Ive made.

She doesnt believe Im a danger to anyone.

Okay, what if this was your daughter?

What if an older man hounded Hope relentlessly for sex, and

then left her a single mother with a broken heart and a broken

marriage?

>> Brooke: That could never happen.

>> Taylor: What could never happen happens every day.

>> Brooke: Look -- >> Taylor: No.

What would you do?

Would you go to the police?

You would want to.

What law would you say was broken?

>> Brooke: Taylor, I know that youre outraged with Bill.

I get it.

But this is attempted murder!

>> Taylor: I know. I know.

Believe me!

It makes everything that Ive ever tried to stand for a lie.

Healthy relationships, trying to resolve conflict without anger!

>> Brooke: Youd really be a hypocrite if you picked up where

you left off.

>> Taylor: Well, there might be people that I can still help,

even with more empathy than Ive ever had before.

I just want to be there for my daughter and my granddaughter.

Thats where the healing will really begin, if you let it.

Brooke...

You have me right where youve wanted me for decades.

One word from you, and I -- I will disappear into the

California Department of Corrections.

Is that what you want?

Your ultimate daydream?

>> Brooke: Some days, it was.

>> Taylor: Begging you has never done me any good before, but,

Brooke, Im begging you.

You asked for the truth.

Now, please, let it stay between us.

Nobody else has to know.

Let me rebuild my life where I can be someone whos useful in

society.

Even if its only to that little girl in the other room.

Please. Please!

Please, Brooke!

Please!

Please.

My future, my freedom is in your hands.

My future, my freedom is in your hands.

♪♪

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