All language subtitles for The Bold And The Beautiful - S32 E54 [7980] - 2018-12-04

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>> Taylor: How --

What are you even saying?

>> Brooke: Taylor, Im gonna say
this again.

Just calm down.

We have to remember, theres a
baby in the house.

>> Taylor: I have to take care
of my granddaughter.

What are you doing?!

That is mine!

Give me that! That is mine!

>> Brooke: What anybody else
would do when theres a shooter

in the house.

>> Steffy: Why Hope? Why?

>> Hope: I had to say something.

I mean, who -- who does your
mother hate more than mine?

>> Steffy: Thats been going on
for decades.

My mom would never do that.

>> Hope: But she did, Steffy.

She picked up a gun and she shot
Bill in the back.

And Im sorry, but...

I had to tell my mother what
yours is capable of.

>> Pam: What did we say about
reaching?

>> Donna: I need the stapler.

>> Pam: No.

You always want the stapler, but
you never think ahead.

>> Donna: [ Sighs ]
What, do I need a reservation?

>> Pam: [ Sighs ]
Ill get you one of your own.

>> Donna: Okay!

May I have the hole punch, then?

Youre not using that.

>> Pam: [ Sighs ]
>> Donna: Ha! [ Laughs ]

>> Pam: Oh!

I dont believe you!

Give that to me! No!

>> Quinn: Why dont you two just
staple yourselves together?

Since youre so inseparable.

>> Pam: That wouldnt be
sanitary.

>> Quinn: A reason only you
would come up with.

>> Pam: But you should be joined
to someone.

Just not me.

>> Quinn: You know...

Its the "Lucy and Ethel Show"
out there, in case youre

wondering.

>> Eric: Yeah, you know, I like
it, actually.

I think Donna softens that edge
that Pam has from time to time,

and Pam needed the help, so its
good.

>> Quinn: I dont know if Donna
does or doesnt have clerical

skill, but it was her
"Honey Bear" talents that Pam

drafted her for.

Honey Bear.

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>> Pam: That was an excellent

strategy, by the way.

>> Donna: What was?

>> Pam: You know, not speaking
to Quinn, keeping your air of

mystery.

>> Donna: [ Giggles ]
I speak to Quinn.

>> Pam: Yeah, but you didnt
just now.

[ Scoffs ] I dont know where
Lesley is.

She must be on her way.

Im gonna hang up.

>> Donna: Oh.

So thats who Erics waiting
for.

>> Pam: He always uses Lesley as
his model when hes working on a

really super-special gown.

>> Donna: Did you really mean
what you said, that I have, um,

you know, an air of mystery?

>> Pam: You have the air of the
good princess being trapped in

the tower by the mean witch
so she can steal your true love.

But, never fear, because Im
coming to the rescue.

[ Giggles ]
>> Donna: Some tower.

>> Eric: Pam always like to
think she has a scheme going on

all the time, right?

Dont take it personally.

>> Quinn: Nah, I have a lot of
practice being despised.

Its like my superpower.

>> Eric: Well, dont hold it
against Donna, all right?

I think shes doing her best, in
her own way, to soften Pam

around the edges.

Donna knows Im a happily
married man.

>> Quinn: Are you?

>> Eric: If you have to ask, Im
doing something wrong.

>> Quinn: I know Im a handful,
but...

Well, I adore you.

>> Hope: I get why youre
concerned.

>> Steffy: Thats not as
comforting as you might think.

>> Hope: Nobodys going to the
police.

And I promise, I wont tell
another soul.

>> Steffy: Its not you Im
worried about.

>> Hope: I had to tell my mom.

For her own safety.

>> Steffy: [ Scoffs ]
>> Hope: And she knows not to

tell anyone.

>> Steffy: Has there ever been a
secret Brookes kept?

>> Taylor: You actually think I
carry a gun?!

>> Brooke: Id be a fool not to
check, now, wouldnt I?

You used to be so respectable.

Sure, youve had your shady
moments.

We all have.

But this, Taylor?

You go and you shoot Bill in the
back, and then let Ridge, who

you fought me for for so many
years end up in jail for it?

you fought me for for so many
years end up in jail for it?

>> Taylor: You go through life
thinking you know who you are

and the worlds a better place
with you in it, until one day...

you do something that makes you
realize...

everything about you is a lie
youve been telling yourself.

[ Sobbing ]

>> Quinn: ♪ Ba, dum, boo, bah
♪ Bah, bah, bah

>> Eric: Youre distracting me.

>> Quinn: [ Whines ]
Oh! Poor baby!

>> Eric: Lesley will be here any
minute.

>> Quinn: Oh, Lesley is already
late.

>> Eric: Well, thats the way
she rolls.

>> Quinn: I know Im not
Lesleys size, but...

would you like me to model for
you?

Hmm? Hmm? Mm. Whoa! Oh.

>> Eric: Very bad form to work
with a model you want.

>> Quinn: Mmm.

>> Eric: Now, go on.

Get out of here before I take
these clothes off of you.

>> Quinn: Talk about mixed
messages.

>> Donna: Do you really think
its wise to be changing a tire

on the freeway at this hour?

>> Pam: What?!

Wait, give me that.

Lesley!

You cannot do a fitting if
youre all greasy and dirty.

Look, where are you?

Well send a tow truck.

>> Donna: A tow truck?

>> Pam: Wait, what?

Its your ride-share drivers
car and hes having you change

the tire?

That is ridiculous!

Wait, no, Lesley, dont hang up!

Dont!

[ Sighs deeply ]
>> Donna: Poor Eric.

Hes been getting this new
design ready for this fitting

all day.

>> Pam: I know.

>> Donna: [ Sighs ]
>> Pam: And as my dear, departed

mother always said, "There is
nothing more tragic than wasted

time."

>> Donna: [ Scoffs ]
What about oil spills and

earthquakes, tsunamis...?

>> Pam: Donna, dont be so
literal.

And, um, let me just fix your
hair for a minute.

>> Donna: What?

>> Pam: Just let me fix your
hair.

>> Donna: Whats wrong with my
hair?

>> Pam: Ill tell you in a
minute.

>> Steffy: Where is this image
of my mother has a hardened

criminal coming from?

That shooting, as horrible as it
was, was a one-time mistake in a

lifetime of service to her
community, to her family, to her

patients.

>> Hope: I understand why you
would see it that way, but...

Steffy, remember, I walked in on
Taylor yelling at my mom,

telling her she hates her more
than anything in the world,

and you should have heard the
way she talked to me about Liam,

how I destroyed your life and
stole everything.

>> Steffy: Hope, shes trying to
protect me.

>> Hope: Something inside of
your mother snapped when she

found out you slept with Bill,
Steffy, and I think you know

that.

And she doesnt want to hear
that her perfect daughter did

something like this.

And its not your fault.

You took responsibility, and she
wont hear it.

But now there is this rage
inside of Taylor that just keeps

building and building with
nowhere to go, and my mom and I

are easy targets.

>> Taylor: I am more shocked
about what Ive done than you

could ever be.

>> Brooke: I never thought that
you were an angel, Taylor,

like so many people did.

But I never thought that you
were a shooter, a killer,

either.

>> Taylor: [ Sighs ]
>> Brooke: Okay, no.

No, you havent actually killed
anybody yet.

But that excuses nothing.

>> Taylor: I remember patients
telling me horrendous things

they had done -- horrendous --
and I try to control the

expression on my face as they
sat there and said, "I didnt

mean to do it, that isnt like
me."

And, privately, I would think,
"You dont know yourself very

well, then."

But I understand now what I
didnt then.

Anyone is capable of anything.

>> Brooke: So its easier to
make other people out to look

bad or make it look like anybody
could have done this instead of

own up to what you did and who
you are.

>> Taylor: You want to declare
me a monster, ruthless,

unstable?

That story would help you in so
many ways.

It might even get me locked up.

But I am horrified.

I am so ashamed of what I did.

That is not me.

And, Brooke, if you were honest
with yourself for once in your

life, you would know that isnt
true.

You know!

>> Eric: Wait, Lesleys not
gonna be here at all?

This was important.

>> Pam: I know. Im sorry.

>> Eric: All right, I guess it
cant be helped.

>> Pam: Or, wait!

Wait a second, Eric!

Maybe it can be helped!

Wait, look right up there.

What do you see?

Isnt Donna basically the exact
same body type and size as

Lesley?

>> Donna: Oh, Pammy, I mean, if
he wanted another model, he

would have called one.

>> Pam: Eric, look, you could
fit the gown on Donna, see if

you want it for the collection,
and then production know because

theyre waiting for your
decision, right?

>> Eric: Thats not a bad idea,
actually.

Would you do that, Donna?

Would you -- Would you do it?

>> Donna: Uh, well, um...

>> Pam: Oh, come on, Donna.

It couldnt be the first job
youve ever had where you take

your clothes off.

Im just kidding!

Its just a joke.

Charlie always says that
my joke sometimes spring leaks.

>> Eric: Yeah.

>> Pam: Ill go man the phones.

>> Eric: All right, come on.

>> Donna: Okay.

>> Eric: Lets do this quickly.

>> Donna: Okay, well, Im a fast
dresser.

>> Eric: Yeah.

Yes, I remember.

Uh, here.

Watch out for pins, now.

>> Donna: They say suffering
makes great art.

>> Eric: Yeah, someone elses
suffering, not ours.

>> Donna: [ Laughs ]
>> Steffy: My mother would never

hurt you or Brooke.

>> Hope: I might have believed
that a month ago.

But you dont see your mother
way everyone else does, and if I

could have kept my mom from
confronting her, I would have.

>> Steffy: Wait, what?

Wheres Brooke?

>> Hope: Probably wherever
Taylor is.

>> Brooke: Look, I know weve
had some very bitter fights, and

I know you despise me more than
anybody else in this world, but

I never would believe that youd
pick up a gun and shoot me.

Did you and Bill have an
argument?

>> Taylor: Argument? No!

He assaulted my daughter!

>> Brooke: [ Sighs ]
I know thats what you and Ridge

want to believe, but Steffy
denies it.

>> Taylor: Bill had to be
confronted.

Im one of the few people who
know how weak he is.

>> Brooke: Weak? Bill?

>> Taylor: What do you think
hes hiding behind that mask of

charm and power?

He actually came to me for
therapy once, with your sister

Katie, but he threw the brakes
on it because he knew that I

knew exactly how to take him
down.

Verbally.
Verbally.

Thats all I wanted to do.

Thats all I meant to do.

With words.

But not a word ever passed
between us.

I went to his house.

My former house.

And I caught...

his profile in the reflection of
the glass, and there he was.

His back was to me.

It was as vulnerable as my
daughter had been.

And suddenly at my side was a
gun.

I dont even know why my hand
reached for it.

Or loaded.

I never even heard the shot.

I just saw him drop.

And as soon as I realized what I
had done, I knew that the life

that had ended that night was
mine!

[ Sobbing ]

>> Donna: It might be too small.

>> Eric: That can be fixed.

>> Donna: Or too big?

Or both, weirdly enough.

>> Eric: Well, the purpose of a
fitting is to determine these

things, but I cant tell if I
cant see you.

Now, come on out.

Beautiful.

>> Donna: [ Chuckles ]
Feels like a dream.

>> Eric: I dont mean just the
dress.

>> Steffy: Shes not answering.

>> Hope: Well, maybe she turned
it off.

>> Steffy: Or maybe shes been
arrested.

>> Hope: That we would hear
about.

>> Steffy: Why didnt you think
this through, Hope?

On the best of days, its a bad
idea to get our moms in the same

room together.

You know this!

>> Hope: Well, how could I know
she would go straight to Taylor?

>> Steffy: Shes your mom!

Now, if tempers flare, theyre
not gonna be just throwing cake

at each other.

Because of you, Brooke has all
the ammunition she needs to get

my mom out of the way for good.

>> Brooke: Here.

>> Taylor: Thank you.

>> Brooke: We dont have to talk
about this anymore.

>> Taylor: But we do.

Now that you know what you know,
what are you going to do about

it?

>> Brooke: What would you do if
you were one of your patients?

>> Taylor: I would be required
to report it.

>> Brooke: I see.

>> Taylor: Only if I believed
someone else was in danger of

a future violent attack.

>> Brooke: And am I?

>> Taylor: Brooke...

>> Brooke: Is my daughter?

>> Taylor: No!

>> Brooke: And you can say that
with that amount of certainty?

>> Taylor: Yes!

I am tortured by what I did.

But I swear that isnt me!

You can talk to my therapist.

I will sign a waiver and she can
talk to you, and only you.

>> Brooke: And what would she
tell me, Taylor?

>> Taylor: About the work Ive
been doing on myself, about the

progress Ive made.

She doesnt believe Im a
danger to anyone.

Okay, what if this was your
daughter?

What if an older man hounded
Hope relentlessly for sex, and

then left her a single mother
with a broken heart and a broken

marriage?

>> Brooke: That could never
happen.

>> Taylor: What could never
happen happens every day.

>> Brooke: Look --
>> Taylor: No.

What would you do?

Would you go to the police?

You would want to.

What law would you say was
broken?

>> Brooke: Taylor, I know that
youre outraged with Bill.

I get it.

But this is attempted murder!

>> Taylor: I know. I know.

Believe me!

It makes everything that Ive
ever tried to stand for a lie.

Healthy relationships, trying to
resolve conflict without anger!

>> Brooke: Youd really be a
hypocrite if you picked up where

you left off.

>> Taylor: Well, there might be
people that I can still help,

even with more empathy than Ive
ever had before.

I just want to be there for my
daughter and my granddaughter.

Thats where the healing will
really begin, if you let it.

Brooke...

You have me right where youve
wanted me for decades.

One word from you, and I --
I will disappear into the

California Department of
Corrections.

Is that what you want?

Your ultimate daydream?

>> Brooke: Some days, it was.

>> Taylor: Begging you has never
done me any good before, but,

Brooke, Im begging you.

You asked for the truth.

Now, please, let it stay between
us.

Nobody else has to know.

Let me rebuild my life where I
can be someone whos useful in

society.

Even if its only to that little
girl in the other room.

Please. Please!

Please, Brooke!

Please!

Please.

My future, my freedom is in your
hands.

My future, my freedom is in your
hands.

♪♪

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