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Scalpel.

You all right?

What?

Another nightmare?

Yeah.

What about?

Nothing.

I'm fine. Go on
back to sleep, probie.

You've got a big day
tomorrow.

Hey, you know,

if I was doing
what you're doing

for my stepfather,
I'd...

I'm fine with it.

I know you are.

I'm just saying that
I'd be having nightmares, too.

Listen, t...

You've made me feel
like one of the team.

If there's anything
I can do, just...

Probie, forget about it,
all right?

Now go on
back to sleep, man.

You sure you're okay?

Yeah.

Yeah, man. Look,
go on. Get out of here.

Major Carter.

Teal'c.

I thought you were going to
get in a few hours of kelnoreem?

I was unable
to do so.

Does that happen often?

It is rare,
but it does happen,

most often when recovering
from an injury.

You look okay to me.

Why don't you try
a glass of warm milk?

I would prefer not
to consume bovine lactose

at any temperature.

A cup of herbal tea, then.

It can't hurt.

Very well.

You know, you might
just be preoccupied

with the upcoming mission.

I mean, there is
a lot at stake.

This could be the
rebel jaffas' last chance.

Don't deny you're worried
about it. It's all over your face.

What's on my face?

You know, t,
maybe Carter's right.

You should think
about this a little more.

What?

The whole kidney thing?

Oh, you're talking
about the transplant.

Yeah, t-man,

we're talking
about the transplant.

Hey, what do I
need with two?

Yeah. One'll do you, right?

Well, isn't it true

that you can lead
a perfectly healthy life

with just one kidney?

I'll go check on breakfast.

T...

This is major surgery.

I know that.

Look, we've gotten
second and third opinions

and second and third
opinions on those ones,

and they all
come back the same.

They're not going to find
a better match than I am.

Either I do this
or brae dies...

And frankly, after all brae's
done for me, I owe him.

All we're saying is if
there was another option...

It's already arranged and
booked. I go in day after tomorrow.

Gentlemen and lady,

breakfast is served.

That's captain to you, probie,
and it had better be good.

Rescue two, engine seven,

we have a two-car
head-on collision

with possible
multiple injuries.

Please be advised one of
the vehicles is leaking gas.

Roger that, dispatch.

Confirm location
at Taylor way overpass.

Roger that.

E.t.a. Five minutes.

10-4.
10-4, over and out.

Okay, probie, get ready
to get your feet wet.

Ready.
Yes, you are.

Probie, air up.

Ray, stretch out
a preconnect.

Terry, I want foam
on that line.

Can you hear me?

Chief, we've got one
adult male and a kid

trapped inside
the northbound vehicle,

the other driver's
outside,

and the red vehicle's
leaking gas pretty bad.

I've got the gas leak.

Great.

Hi there.
Can you hear me?

Good boy. I need
you to stay still.

We're going to get you
out of here soon, okay?

He's alert and responsive.
What've you got?

Okay, give me a hand here.

Let's pop the door!

Okay, stay still. We're going
to get you out. Come on, probie.

Hurry up with that clamp!

It's all right. You're
going to be all right.

Easy, now.

On my count.

3,2, 1.

I need a charged line.
Let's get this fire out.

Something's wrong.

I can't charge the line

there's no pressure.

Everybody out of there!

T, get your ass
out of there.

That's an order!

Save yourself.

I'm getting you out, old man!

Save yourself!

No!

Teal'c!

Get a medical team
down here now!

Yes, ma'am.

Well, whatever happened,
you seem fine now.

Still, I've never heard of any
Jaffa fainting before, let alone you.

I did not faint, Dr. Fraiser.

Sorry, Teal'c, but you did.

One minute I was talking
about the upcoming mission,

the next minute, you
were lying flat on your back.

Could this have anything to do
with his inability to kelnoreem earlier?

Well, kelnoreem meditation
is like sleep

in the sense
that it's necessary

in order for a Jaffa
to rejuvenate his body,

but not being able to
reach a state of kelnoreem

on just one occasion

wouldn't cause you
to faint like that, would it?

No, it would not.

And you're not in any pain?

None.

Maybe you were just bored
with what I was saying.

Oh, fine.

On that note,
I'll say good night.

'Night, Sam.

Prescribe him some warm milk.

I have no intention of
remaining here, Dr. Fraiser.

Teal'c, this has never
happened to you before,

so want to run
a few tests.

That would be completely... ah!

Doctor's orders.

Now, close your eyes
and try to relax, okay?

Very well.

You are one
lucky son of a bitch.

O'Neill?

Brae...

Brae, he was
in that car.

What?
He was in the car.

Who was?
Brae.

Did you get him out?

T, he's two floors up
waiting for his new kidney.

We're trying to arrange for
him to come down for a little visit.

The guy in the car,
what happened to him?

There's no way. He was
dead before we got there.

I could have sworn...

Yeah, listen, um...

They're thinking of postponing
the surgery for a day or so.

I'm fine.

Sure you are.
How's your head?

Pretty bad.

Well, I'm going to go see what
western medicine has for you, huh?

Chief.

Thanks for being here
for me, man.

Anytime.

Brae, you old fart,
are you still alive?

Chief, you sorry excuse
for a human being,

when are you going to get the
message and stop visiting me?

Like a moth to a flame.
I can't help myself.

Hi, honey. Hi,
Jack. Is he awake?

Yeah. He's got
a little headache.

I'm not surprised
he's in pain.

He was sent flying,
the way I hear it.

Yep.

Why don't you go on in?

Uh, Jack.

You go ahead
without me.

Did t say anything
about brae?

About thinking he was
the guy in the car?

Yeah.

I mean, he's been
mumbling in his sleep.

Do you think he's okay?

I mean, do you think
this transplant thing

is making him...

This is a big deal.

I think it'd mess
with anyone's head.

Look, I know
a resident psychologist here.

I'll have a talk with him.

He's good. You'll like him.

Thanks, Jack.

Yeah.

I don't know what I
would dq, my love.

You'll never
have to know.

You want to tell me what
the hell you were thinking?

I guess I wasn't.

We're firemen.

There's putting
your life on the line

and there's being stupid.

Guess which one
you picked?

I know, I know.

His only fault
is he wants to help people.

By sacrificing himself?

It doesn't matter now.

It's over.

He's all right.

No, he's not.

Brae, what're you
talking about, man?

You're starting
to scare me.

You should be scared.

Brae.

Why aren't you
burned anywhere?

The car exploded
right in your face,

and you come away from it
with a headache.

Something's wrong...

And he knows it.

What is happening?

I'm sorry, Teal'c.

I didn't mean
to wake you.

Wake me?

According to these readings, you've
been fast asleep for most of the night.

My mind was
filled with images,

thoughts of me, yet I
was not entirely myself.

It happens to humans
all the time.

It's called
dreaming, Teal'c.

You don't dream while
in kelnoreem meditation?

Not in this manner.

While in a state
of kelnoreem,

I am in complete control
of my thoughts.

So how do you feel?

It was so real.

Ooh, I love
when that happens.

It's not uncommon,
especially in the first moments

after one wakes up,
to feel disoriented.

Not uncommon for humans.

Very strange for Jaffa.

So, doc, this is teal'c

we're dealing with
here, right?

I mean, aside
from the bad dreams

and the odd fainting spell,
he's still, what...

Then he's still better off
than 99% of my patients.

The tests show you're in
otherwise perfect health.

Good. So he can
go back to work?

Yeah, as long
as the dreams

don't become debilitating
or you faint again,

I don't see
why not.

Excellent.
Let's go.

Just two more
minutes, colonel.

I'd like to perform
a routine examination

of his symbiote,
and then you can go.

Hi.

Hi.

I'm Dr. Daniel Jackson. I'm one
of the resident psychologists here.

I heard you might
like to talk.

So...

Daniel Jackson.

You can just call
me Daniel if you like.

You think I'm crazy?

No, not yet.
We just met.

We haven't met before?

No. No, I don't think so.

I'm sure we have.

Well, maybe in another life
or something,

you know, if you believe in that
sort of thing. Some people do.

I just came by to talk.

About what?

Whatever's on your mind,

possibly about this
operation that's scheduled

for, for, what is it,
tomorrow?

Of course, it had to be
postponed, because apparently,

you were blown
20 feet across a street.

I'm going through with it.

I never said you shouldn't
go through with it...

But a couple of your friends

just thought you might want
to talk about it, so...

Just so you know.

Can we get out of here? Maybe
go for a walk or something?

Sure.

You're the doctor.

Right. Let's go.

So how did brae
become your stepfather?

I don't know. Technically,
I guess he isn't.

I kind of just
think of him that way.

He raised me
after my father died.

He did good.

You've got a good job,
you help people out,

and from what your friends
tell me, you're quite the hero.

Yeah, well, that was
just plain stupid.

What was?

What brought me here
in the first place.

We came on a crash site,

and one of the drivers
was hurt pretty bad.

You thought he was brae,
your stepfather.

Who told you that?

Your friends care about you. That's
why they've asked me to see you.

It's a good thing.

You're giving up
a part of yourself,

a vital part,

and you're doing it
out of love.

So?

So? So maybe
you're afraid.

Maybe subconsciously
you're afraid

that you won't
be yourself anymore.

The doctor told me I would
lead a perfectly normal life

after the transplant.
Self-preservation is a powerful instinct.

I'm not afraid, doc,
not one bit.

That's quite a burden
to carry, all that denial,

and until you're willing
to let it go,

I can't let you go
through with the operation.

No. You can't stop me.

Yes, I can, actually,
and I will.

Why?
In medicine,

we don't destroy one
man's life to save another.

Look at me, doc.

I'm the healthiest human being
you've ever seen,

and you know it.
I'm a hundred percent.

We're not just talking
about your body.

Then what?

You've been having
nightmares almost every night,

from what
I've been told.

Big deal.

And, and it's a big and,

yesterday, you had
a full-blown hallucination.

I'm sorry,
but that is a big deal.

Look, all I'm saying
is that your life

is every bit
as important as brae's,

so if you're going to
go through with this,

you have to accept what
it's going to do to you.

I want to save brae.

I know you do, and I
want to help you do that.

That is a promise.

Now, if you know your way
back to your room, I have to go.

I'm extremely late
for another appointment,

so, uh...

What is it, doc?
Is my hour up already?

No, actually,
your 20 minutes are up.

We'll work our way up
to an hour.

Hey, let's go.

Do you know how much it
costs to keep that thing on?

I'm ready.

Good. Let's move out.

What's wrong with you?

Nothing is wrong,
O'Neill.

I need you to focus.

I am ready.

All right, then.

You are afraid to die.

No.

Because you know I will be
waiting for you in the afterlife.

Who are you?

You know who I am, Teal'c.

I am your god.

No!

Excuse me, sir?

Are you lost?

No, I'm...

Are you sure
you're all right?

I'm fine.

It's the wrong room.

Sorry.

Sir? Sir?

You cannot escape
your fate, sholva.

Hey, come on.
Let's go.

Do you know how much it
costs to keep that thing open?

Bratac's
waiting for you.

Something is wrong.

What is it?

He must have taken it.

Who must have
taken what?

Shut it down.

Teal'c.

My symbiote is gone.

Fraiser just gave you
a clean bill of health.

My symbiote is gone!

My symbiote is gone!

Get a medical team
down here right now.

Help me.

Help me.

Hold on, old man.

Help me. Help me.

- It's just a nightmare.
- You're safe.

I was in the hospital.

That's right.

They performed the
transplant, and you recovered.

They sent you home.

What?

I don't remember.

You've saved his life.

I don't remember
coming home.

But you are home
with me,

and everything's
all right.

O'Neill...

O'Neill picked me up...

And took me home.

That's right.

Brae's going to be fine,
and so are you.

It's just a nightmare,
my love.

I feel like...

Shauna, I feel like
I'm going insane.

A few bad dreams...

You can't tell anybody
about this, okay?

Because I don't want people
to start thinking I'm going crazy.

I promise.

When I'm there,
this is the dream.

When you're there?

I'm part of something...

A military... Underground,
a secret place.

Sweetheart, listen
to what you're saying.

I'm serious.

It's a dream. They
say this is the dream,

and when I'm there,
I believe it.

When I'm there, it makes
sense that this can't be real...

But when I'm here...

Hey...

Honey...

Look at me.

Look at me.

Kiss me.

How can that
not be real?

Hey.

How're you feeling?

Better,

and you?

They haven't told you?

They say my body is
rejecting the new kidney.

What?

They're pumping me full
of antirejection drugs

and this and that
and everything,

but I've got to say...

If it doesn't take,
I'm ready to go.

I really am.

How do you know
this operation

isn't keeping me from
going to abetter place?

Come on, brae, don't
even start talking like that.

Why are we
so afraid of dying?

I'm not afraid.

I am, okay?

I'd rather die myself
than let you go...

So you hang
in there, old man,

because I did not
go through this

so you could give up on me.

Am I late?

I thought it was
supposed to be at 11:00.

It is.

Oh, good.

Been up to see brae?

I just came from there.

How's he doing?

His body is rejecting
the new kidney.

Well, you knew
that might happen.

There's got to be
something we can do.

You've done everything
humanly possible.

I didn't go through this
so brae could die.

Why are you
going through this?

I mean, why do you think
this is happening?

I mean, all of it...

Brae, the nightmares
you've been having, all of it.

Well, the nightmares are gone.

You're not dreaming you're part of some
secret military operation underground?

Shauna told you.

No.

Then how the hell
do you know?

I just... know.
It doesn't matter.

Fine.

I'll ask her myself.

Because we've talked
about this before.

You just don't remember.

Just like you don't
remember the operation

or getting discharged
from the hospital, right?

Right?

Well, tell me
about it again.

I'm part of something,
a team.

Who's on this team?

Same as the firehall,

chief O'Neill,
captain Carter,

hell, even probie
is there.

Probie is who?
Probationary fireman.

It's the same as calling
someone a rookie. Right.

His name's Jonas.

And what does
this team do,

the one in your dream?

Go places, you know,
try to make a difference,

help people.

You're a fireman.

No.

We, um...

You're just going to
have to trust me.

All right.

We go to other planets

through a big ring
of shimmering blue water.

I'm not even human.

You're a...
A Jaffa.

I carry this thing
around in my gut.

It's called a symbiote.

It helps keep me alive.

Something like a kidney? Something
you might be hesitant to give up?

Let me ask you this.

Does brae fit anywhere
into your dream?

Which one?

Hell, I don't even know
what's real anymore.

Well, you're not
alone in that.

Philosophers
have been trying

to figure out that
question for a long time.

So let me just
get this straight.

When you're there,
this is the dream,

and when you're here,
that's the dream.

They're both so real.

In both you're
having nightmares?

Hell, I'm not even supposed
to dream in the other one.

Because you're Jaffa?

Don't ask me.

Well, it's really
neither here nor there.

The point is
both can't be real.

No.

So you're trying
to figure out

which of the two lives you
seem to be leading is the real one,

so that you can
stay there or here

orwhereverit is
you're supposed to be

once and for all,

but maybe the answer
to that question

is something you
haven't even considered.

Maybe neither one is real.

What?

Think about it.

If you can't distinguish
between them...

If the one seems equally
as real as the other...

Maybe you don't belong
in either one.

Then what do I do?

Hang in there
just a little while longer.

You can't leave me
here like this.

I haven't left
your side, Teal'c...

And I'm not going to.

That's a promise.

O'Neill?

It's okay.
Yeah.

You're going to be all
right. Just hang in there.

Teal'c, listen to me, okay?

This is very important.

How long have you gone
without your symbiote?

Bra'tac!

He's alive, thanks to you,
but I need to know how long?

You must save bratac.

We'll do our best, okay?

Let's take them both
directly to O.R. one.

Let's move.

Easy.

What happened, colonel?

It was a setup
from the get-go, sir.

The meeting of
the rebel leaders?

There was no meeting.

It was an ambush.

We found over a
hundred rebel Jaffa dead.

Every single one of them had had
their symbiotes removed, except one.

Bratac. He and Teal'c were
the only warriors left alive.

Teal'c left for this meeting
over three days ago.

How did he manage to survive
that long without his symbiote?

Sir, it's possible that
Teal'c survived the ambush

and then used
his own symbiote

to keep both he and bratac
alive until we got there.

He knew we'd show up
as soon as he was late.

Well, how long
can two Jaffa survive

with only one symbiote
between them?

We have no idea, sir. Up
until a couple of hours ago,

we didn't even think
it was possible.

Report to the briefing room
in one hour.

Yes, sir.

We've managed
to stabilize them

by using the same method
Teal'c must have used

to keep them both alive,

otherwise he would have
been dead when they found him.

We're essentially
transferring the symbiote

from one to the other.

How long can you keep
them both alive that way?

I really don't know, sir.

It's a miracle they've
survived this long.

Don't ask me how
Teal'c had the strength

or the wherewithal
to keep it up.

Dr. Fraiser,
forgive the obvious,

but why can't we just
get him another symbiote?

We've looked into it.

It's all but impossible
right now

to find a symbiote
that isn't already being used.

Right.

We contacted the tok'ra

as soon as we received your
emergency radio transmission

and apprised them of
Teal'c and bratac's condition.

Jacob is on the way.

Sir, if it comes
down to a choice...

Jack, we have to consider

that Teal'c has
already made a choice,

and according
to Dr. Fraiser,

he's gone through hell
in order to see it through.

Well, let's hope it
doesn't come down to that.

Dad, thank god
you're here.

Hopefully
I'm not too late.

How are they?

Shauna...

Shauna?

Shaun'auc.

She was very important
in Teal'c's life.

You see, when a Jaffa
goes without his symbiote

for any protracted
length of time,

at least according
to Jaffa legend,

his life flashes
before his eyes.

You know, it might help
if you talk to him.

Yeah.

Teal'c...

You've got to
hang in there.

I need you.

You made me feel
like one of the team.

If there's
anything I can do...

Don't worry about it, probie.

Go back to sleep.

Probie?

Dr. Fraiser.

What's their condition?

They're critical,
all three of them.

Three?

Due to his advanced age

and the fact that his body
is showing signs

of rejecting the symbiote,

bratac has had to have it
longer than Teal'c.

Now it seems that the strain of keeping them
both alive is too much for the symbiote.

I don't think it could restore
either one of them at this point.

Well, what about
a hand device?

I brought something better,

something that should work
as effectively as a symbiote,

at least
for the short term.

What's that?
Tretonin, sir.

The drug
the pangarans offered us?

That ground Goa'uld,
isn't it?

It's a little more refined
than that, Jack,

but yes, it is derived
from Goa'uld symbiotes.

It supplanted the immune
system in the pangarans.

Why couldn't it do
the same for the Jaffa?

I've already considered it.
It won't work.

The sample I studied was designed to
take the place of a human immune system.

We've since refined it
specifically for Jaffa physiology.

The tok'ra have been
looking forward to an end

to the Jaffa dependence
on symbiotes for centuries.

Now, we've been working
on this tretonin variant

since you introduced us
to the pangarans,

but it hasn't
been tested.

Even if it does work,

I mean, Teal'c and bra'tac

will become just as dependent
on the tretonin as the pangarans.

Given time, we can
solve that problem...

But at least
they'll be alive.

If I knew for a fact

that this is what
Teal'c wanted...

Janet,

this could ultimately
lead to freedom

from Goa'uld oppression
for all Jaffa.

That's something Teal'c and
bratac want more than anything.

Do it.

Yes, sir.

Teal'c without junior...

That's a concept.

Hey, Teal'c.

Am I dreaming?

No, not this time.

It's late. Everyone's
gone home for the night.

I just wanted to make
sure you were okay.

What of bra'tac?

Bra'tac's fine...

Thanks to you.

And to you as well,
I believe.

No. No, that was you.

I don't know anyone that
could have done what you did.

You kept him alive
for three days

without ever thinking
about yourself,

and every time
you gave up your symbiote,

you knew it might be
for the last time.

This experience has
been very different for me.

It seemed so real.

Your mind took you where you
needed to go to get you through this,

but I promise you
this is real.

You're just going to
have to trust me on that.

You can go to sleep.

When you wake up,
everything is going to be fine.

Is that a promise,
Daniel Jackson?

That's a promise.