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So the Internet is currently burning with theories

about who went Hannibal Lecter on Ni'Jah.

Becky with the big teeth finna get stung.

You mess with Ni'Jah, you mess with the whole swarm.

- Ni'Jah. - Ni'Jah.

...bitch would even think about touching Ni'Jah?

Whoever did Ni'Jah, your mom's a ho.

Get that motherfucker Robert Mueller on the phone.

Do something useful with your special counsel.

License.

One second.

Whose car is this?

It's my mother's car.

Tint's a little high on these windows.

She's gonna need to get that fixed.

You're a long way from Texas.

Gotta be a long drive.

Yeah.

I'm guessing you're in town for the music festival.

Oh, yes. I-I gotta get to Ni'Jah.

Yeah, a lot of folks in town for Bonnaroo.

You know where you're going?

Yep, just to motel.

So where you staying? Fairbanks Hotel?

Mm-hmm.

See, I meant the Fairview Hotel.

I always mess that up.

Oh, yeah, that's the one.

Mm-hmm.

- That's a pretty nice place. - Mm-hmm.

Well, I'm gonna follow behind you,

make sure you get there in one piece.

♪ As fast as I can ♪

- That's it? - Yeah.

♪ And get this over ♪

♪ But I'm only a man ♪

♪ On the high road ♪

♪ It sure is a hard road...

Nice choice.

Those are my favorite, too.

Hmm?

Okay. Sorry.

♪ By another's words ♪

♪ It's hard to see ♪

♪ Beyond the hurt...

♪ Well, you can stay there ♪

- ♪ In the thick of pain... - Do you have a ticket?

♪ Or set it free ♪

♪ And show them grace ♪

♪ I want to get there ♪

♪ Just as fast as I can ♪

♪ And get this over ♪

♪ But I'm only a man ♪

♪ On the high road ♪♪

I got rid of him for you.

What'd you say?

I told him he was harassing a young Black woman.

I have a lot of Instagram followers,

so I just said I'd post him on social media.

Is this your first time at Bonnaroo?

How do you know that?

You're young.

You're not dressed like a veteran.

- Are you staying at a hotel? - Nope.

Think I'm just gonna... I don't know,

guess I'm gon' sleep in my car this week.

What? No, don't say...

Our place is nearby and it's huge.

As a former couch surfer myself, I gotta pay it forward.

- I'm good. - Come on.

It's your first time at Bonnaroo.

I know you didn't imagine sleeping in your car was gonna

be your first experience here, right?

Look, I'm not a creep.

It's just me and some friends.

And you look like you could use some.

I'm Cricket, by the way.

Okay.

I loved talking to you.

Hey.

H-How far is your place from the festival?

- Hi. - You guys are back.

We made a new friend in town.

Fantastic.

Salem, do you mind putting the chairs away for me?

- Sure. - Let me grab those for you.

Got it.

Hi. I'm Eva.

Welcome.

You live here?

No. Um, not full-time, anyway.

A friend is letting us stay here.

My sister actually designed the place.

Being here is the best reset.

Our minds and our bodies,

they get so out of whack living in dense cities.

- What's your name? - Kayla.

That's a beautiful name. How do you spell it?

With a "K."

And a "A," and a "Y,"

and a "L," and another "A," too. Kayla.

No wonder I feel so drawn to you.

What that mean?

Kayla, Eva end in "A."

Familiar names create this bias that

essentially binds people together.

All my life I've had this intense connection

to people with names like

Ella, Kayla, Clarissa...

Marissa?

Exactly.

Ooh, it smells great in here.

- Oh, you want some tea? - No.

Janine, would you... Would you make a pot of water?

Thank you so much.

Hey, everyone, this is Kayla.

Oh, my God, you are gorgeous.

- Hi, Kayla. - Yeah, I love your dress.

She's uh, coming to the festival, too.

And I can already tell she has a great aura,

so let's make sure she feels welcome.

Kayla, this is Grace, Audrey, and obviously

you know Cricket.

Um, this is Janine. Hey, where's Isis?

She's in the sauna.

You hungry? I made some flatbread.

Oh, and we have pie for dessert.

- Yes. - So, Kayla,

did you get your concert wristbands in the mail,

or did you need to go pick them up?

Oh, I was gonna go early and, um,

sneak in through the west gate.

People online said they do it every year.

Oh, I'm sorry, that's the plan?

- I guess. - No.

No, no, no, that's...

The security is crazy at this festival.

Yeah, but all the tickets are sold out.

Cricket will handle it.

Uh, a few of our friends are performing, so...

Yeah, I'm sure we could get you an artist pass, right?

Mm-hmm.

Really?

Do I have to pay you?

No.

You're part of the tribe now. We got you.

Total backstage access.

Well, that's great.

But I cannot miss Ni'Jah, okay?

- Okay. - I can, I cannot miss her.

She's closing Saturday night, and it's...

and it's gonna be big.

I know it.

It's gonna be the biggest moment of our lives.

I'm actually friends with her.

Yeah, but we got into a little bit of a, um,

a misunderstanding the last time I saw her.

Oh, no. I'm sorry. That's terrible.

- Is everything gonna be okay? - Oh, it's-it's fine.

She still loves me.

It's just, I have to apologize.

And then, after the show, we'll probably hang out

with, like, her kids and everything.

Oh, my God, I love Ni'Jah.

- She's such a goddess. - Oh, she is.

I don't know, I kind of like her sister better.

She seems more, like, you know, spiritual.

She's all right.

Ni'Jah is a goddess, but...

so are you.

Remember that.

Remember to speak with intention,

and I know you will work it all out.

Look who finally joined us.

Hey, guys, sorry I'm late.

Something smells delicious.

Thank you. Want anything?

No, thank you. I'm still fasting.

My E.U. with Lela was fucking incredible.

I mean, I was weeping. Like, weeping.

- Oh... - It's a good weep.

- Mmm. - Uh, what is a E.U.?

Evolution to Understanding. You should try it sometime.

Yeah, it's like meditation on crack.

You do crack?

You're funny.

Amazing.

And sorry for all the stairs, but you'll get used to it.

Here is the room.

Pick a bed, any bed.

Am I the only one in this room?

Yeah.

I feel like this is your bed, though.

- Why? - It looks like you.

You can leave your clothes in the bathroom

for me to wash.

I've already got some loads going.

Yeah, well, I can wash my own clothes.

All right, well, shout if you need anything.

I'm just down the hall,

and if the music gets too loud,

feel free to close the doors.

Cricket actually designed this place

pretty well, acoustically.

- Cricket designed this? - Yeah.

Badass, right?

I thought Eva said it was her sister.

Sort of. Like a... sorority sister.

♪ Say my name, say my name ♪

♪ Yeah, say my name, say my name ♪

♪ Ho, say my name ♪♪

Dre, if there's anyone crazy enough

to meet Ni'Jah Hutton, it's you.

Hey.

Didn't mean to spook you.

We're all going on a hike. I thought you should come.

- At night? - It's the morning.

But it's still black outside.

Come on.

You think Ni'Jah lays in bed all day?

You think she stays in bed and learns all those dance moves?

No. But that's because Ni'Jah is special.

Exactly.

And so are you.

I'll see you downstairs.

- It's okay. - You gonna make it?

Hey, take your time.

And if you need to throw up, that's fine.

Don't worry, Kayla,

I was just like you

when I joined DecaWin.

What's... what's DecaWin?

This is DecaWin.

It's a women's empowerment group.

So what y'all do, like, hike?

Or camp?

Ah, no, we prefer "retreat."

We specialize in unlocking female potential.

Teaching, learning, training.

And most of all, healing, through E.U.

Eva's our executive director.

She's really changed every single one of our lives.

I'm three years sober now.

Yeah. And I just joined more recently,

but I'm already on the last week of treatment

for my fluency disorder.

What's that?

I used to stutter.

You were doing so good ignoring your phone.

I want you to stay present.

Your body is releasing endorphins right now.

All right, ladies, let's meditate.

Oof...

Shit.

Y'all are really out here obstructing justice.

Spill the damn tea and drop the name.

Whoever bit Ni'Jah...

needs to go play in traffic...

Hey.

So I'm gonna head out to the bank soon.

But then I'll swing by my friend Mark's place

and pick up your wristband.

Okay. Thanks.

Also, Eva wanted to offer you some free counseling.

I think you'll like it.

It's always nice to release after a hike.

Trust me, it's a better use of your time

than staring at your phone, okay?

Right here.

You came.

I'm impressed.

Mm.

Mm.

Get comfortable.

You look relaxed.

Was that the first time you've meditated?

I guess so.

First meditation, first hike.

How does it make you feel?

Fine.

- So... - Mm-hmm.

...this is a E.U.?

Sort of. We just talk.

Truthfully.

I want you to relax your mind. Okay?

Like you're meditating.

I'm gonna snap my fingers, and when I do,

I want you to say your name.

It's what we call a grounding point.

And we're gonna keep adding to your grounding point

so it's strong, like you.

It's just a home for your thoughts.

Okay?

What's your name?

Kayla.

What's your favorite Ni'Jah song?

Probably...

Probably "Love on a Cloud"

- or "I Don't Want to Leave." - Hmm.

But they're all great, all of them, every single one.

She never makes a bad song. They're all great.

- Yeah. - Yes.

They are.

Yeah.

"Don't Want to Leave."

That's kind of a sad one.

Do you remember the first time you heard it?

Mm...

Name.

Kayla.

You must have had a rough childhood.

Did people ever call you things as a child?

Dyke. Liar. Stupid. Pig.

- What are you afraid of? - Nothing.

- Are you afraid of death? - No.

Why?

Because I think it's beautiful.

Why?

Because it's equal.

Happens to everybody.

- Name. - Kayla.

- Name. - Kayla.

- Do you pray? - I used to.

Why'd you stop?

Because I realized it was just an echo.

- What was? - God.

When did you first hear Ni'Jah?

- At my grandma's house. - Describe it.

Just relax into the memory.

It's okay.

I see...

milk spilled on the carpet.

And I can hear her in the kitchen; she's cooking.

Very good.

What did Grandma say when you spilled the milk?

She said, "Dre, what did you do?"

And she was crying.

What color was the milk?

It was red.

Did you hurt someone?

Yes.

Very good.

Very good.

- Name - Kayla.

- Name. - Dre.

Very good.

Tell me something you regret.

I missed a call.

I missed a call from back home.

Your relationship with your phone...

it's tied to trauma, isn't it?

- Who'd you miss a call from? - My sister.

Do you think your life would be different

if you'd answered that call?

Yes.

What happened to your sister?

- Name. - Ni'Jah.

What are you manifesting?

Dre, what did you do?

I'm so sorry.

Name.

Uh, breakfast is gonna get cold.

Spa day today. No hiking.

Hey, babe. How's your face?

My face? It hurts.

What happened?

- You fell. Remember? - I fell?

Let go of the physical world.

Just relax into yourself.

- It helps with balance. - Oh.

Is that a scar?

It's a symbol

of the elements.

It's also a symbol of commitment.

Our methodology isn't pass or fail.

It's based on faith.

And determination.

All we ask for is bond.

Well, what does that mean?

It's just something that holds you accountable.

Like a secret

or a sacrifice.

It doesn't have to be expensive.

It doesn't have to be extravagant.

Don't worry,

your bond holds me accountable, too.

All right, ladies, let's get started.

I want you to let go of all your fears

and insecurities.

Your breath is a wave.

Every inhale touches the ocean.

You seem distracted.

I misplaced my phone.

It's inside. Nobody here would ever steal anything.

You don't understand. I need that phone.

It's important to me, I got a lot of important stuff on it,

and I need that...

- What's your name? - Kayla.

- What's your name? - Dre.

Yeah.

Dre, I've noticed

you've been eating less.

I guess I'm not hungry.

Has your mind felt clearer?

Maybe.

What are you manifesting right now?

Talking to Ni'Jah. I don't...

I need to be with her.

Is that why you didn't like Khalid?

What?

Marissa's boyfriend.

What are you... What are you talking about?

Two nights ago...

We were talking about your sister,

and living in Houston, and how you were angry.

No, I never said that.

But you do hurt people.

Remember, you have to be honest.

You're not a liar.

- Sometimes. - I need you to tell me

about the owners of the car you have.

Why was there blood on the seat?

Okay, all right. Listen.

Listen to me.

I just went to talk to her.

That's it.

But she wasn't a very nice person.

Mm.

- And she just kept talking so much shit... - Mm.

...about my friend.

You mean Ni'Jah?

And then what?

And... and then I hit her.

Again, and again, and again,

and again and guess what?

Ooh, I really liked it.

It made me happy.

You're a warrior.

Just like Ni'Jah.

You know that, right?

I want us all to congratulate Kayla on her progress.

I think she's really strong.

And today she took a real step forward

in her spiritual journey.

We're so proud of you.

- Congratulations. - Really.

So brave.

So glad you're here.

So excited.

A lot better than I did.

It's time to tap into the power around us

and manifest our intentions.

Audrey, are you ready?

Let's close our eyes.

Thank you.

What-what sound is that?

I don't hear anything.

The mu... the music.

You don't hear that?

Janine, do you hear something?

- No. - Dre, we don't hear anything.

Oh, you-you told her.

You told her.

You told her my real name.

What-what day is it?

- Please... - What day is it?!

- I don't... - Uh, Friday maybe?

You all are fucking liars!

- Who cares what day it is? - The festival!

Dre!

All right, I want us all

to resume breathing.

Dre, where you going?

I can't miss Ni'Jah.

What about the ceremony?

Why are you leaving?

Give me my phone.

It's a 40-minute drive to the festival.

By the time you even get there...

You took my phone while I was sleep,

and I want it.

Give me my fucking phone.

Why are you running away?

You know you're free to go.

We are all free

to do whatever we want.

But I need you to know...

...if you leave,

we know everything about you.

We know everything.

We had an agreement when you gave us your bond.

Your phone is accountability.

I'm late.

Give me my phone.

That's what you want?

Ni'Jah isn't your real friend.

Those people on the Internet aren't your real friends.

I am.

Day one.

Since day one I knew that.

You're with your family now.

You are.

Come on, Dre, come inside.

- Let's go. - Yeah, you belong here.

I know you're stronger than this.

Your energy...

Eva!

What the fuck did you do?!

What the fuck did you do?!

Give me the fucking keys! Give me the fucking keys!

I'm gonna need you to turn around, ma'am.

The show's over.

These gates are gonna close. You can't go in there.

Ma'am, go ahead and come up here,

make a U-turn and go back out for me, okay?

Have a good night.

Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!

Ni'Jah!

Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!

Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!

Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!

I'm sorry, Ni'Jah.

♪ It really waters me down ♪

♪ Never meant to be you, never meant to be me ♪

♪ Never meant to be us ♪

♪ Never meant for all of this, never meant for you to love ♪

♪ Never meant for you to trust ♪

♪ So I'll take my time next time ♪

♪ And I'll do it right ♪

♪ And I'll take my time next time ♪

♪ You know me better than that, you know I hate it like that ♪

♪ It really waters me down ♪

♪ You know me better than that ♪

♪ You know I loved you like that ♪

♪ It really waters me down ♪

♪ You know me better than that ♪♪