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A very wise man once said,
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"life is a series of losses,
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"but losses breed lessons,
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and lessons create blessings,"
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except I don't think he'd
ever felt a loss like this...
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Or maybe he had, and he
was just stronger than me
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'cause that's what
I'm trying to find...
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My strength, for me,
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for them, for everyone.
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Expectations.
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It's a dangerous word
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because expectations of grief,
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expectations of strength
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can often force
us to push down
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how we're truly feeling.
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Thank god for
our real friends,
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the ones who see
us through the veil
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and hold us accountable;
No expectations,
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just there to
constantly remind us
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that this isn't our fault,
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even if our pain is
telling us otherwise.
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But in those
extra-quiet moments,
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when the pain from the loss
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becomes too unbearable,
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and every ounce of your
shattered heart is screaming,
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"what are we going to do?"
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We finally find strength
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in the place you least expect.
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Female singer: ? I don't
want to be in a world ?
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? without you ?
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So, I know
you said you needed some time.
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Um, I'm here whenever
you're ready,
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uh, because, you
know, you and me,
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we got all the
time in the world.
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Hey, man.
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How'd you know I was here?
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- This room's always been
your quiet place. - Mm-hmm.
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You ok?
Yeah. Yeah, I'm straight.
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Was that coach baker's voice
I heard on the voicemail?
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Look, man, it's ok
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if you're not ok, Spence.
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Coach baker meant a lot to all
of us, but what you guys had
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was special...
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And I know you. You're
probably sitting here right now
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thinking about all the ways you can
help everyone else through this,
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which is why I'm here to ask you,
how can I help you through this?
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I appreciate you, d.
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Moms is probably wondering where you
are. I'll let her know you're with me.
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How do you think
he got here? - Ah.
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There's
no way we're letting you
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- grieve alone, man.
- I'm good.
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I'm good, for real.
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Now, Jordan,
Olivia, Mrs. Baker,
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them's the ones we
need to be loving on.
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Agreed,
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and we'll be there for them.
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But right now,
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your mama need a big
old hug from her boys.
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Yeah. Ah.
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Thank you for, um...
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I know making beds
isn't your thing.
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Yeah, but... being
by your side is,
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so... I'm happy to do this.
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Thanks.
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It's ok if you
need to get that.
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No.
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Everything else can wait.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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You were right about the whole
"bed not being my thing" thing,
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so... i'MMA let
Spence take over.
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Yeah.
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- Subtle.
- Shut up.
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How you holding up?
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Same.
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You?
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Same, but this ain't
about me right now.
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Of course it is.
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My dad was...
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Such a bright light.
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You were a huge part
of that light, Spencer.
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We all were...
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Even Jabari.
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Yeah, I seen him this morning.
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He's worried about you all.
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How's he doing?
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He's pretty broken up,
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but I want the truth about
how you really doing, Liv.
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I don't know how
to help my mom.
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She's so lost without dad,
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and I can't find the
words to help her.
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I have to write a
eulogy for a funeral...
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That none
of us are ready for.
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I have no clue what
to say about him.
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Look, just...
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Start with something
simple, you know?
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"My dad was..."
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I don't
know if I'm ready
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to say my dad's name
in the past tense.
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Ok.
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"My dad is."
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Start there.
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Hey. I'm so sorry.
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I... I tried to get
here as fast as I could,
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and the traffic was insane.
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Um, were you able to find
your dad's blue suit?
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I can't go in there.
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- In where?
- His closet,
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- or any... any room, for
that matter. - Jordan.
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We... we were just playing
catch at the combine,
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and... how is he gone?
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I... I should have
been on the bus.
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- I should have been on the bus. I could
have saved him. - No. Hey, hey.
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I could have stopped him. You... Layla:
No, no, no. Listen to me. Listen to me.
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Ok, look, what you're...
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What you're feeling
is totally normal, ok?
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Your heart's just
not ready to accept
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what the universe decided.
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But...
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You still have
your dad's memory
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and his legacy,
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his favourite blue suit.
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Well, you will
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once you and I go
to his closet and...
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And get it together,
if that's ok.
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Yeah.
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Ok.
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Laura?
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Laura?
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Just
checking on you, mama.
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We got some food
coming shortly, ok?
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What about you, Mr. Baker?
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How you holding up?
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I've been steady,
for the most part.
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It's Laura I'm worried about,
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and you, too, grace.
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Losing a child,
losing a spouse,
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losing a best friend...
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None of it is easy.
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I can't lie.
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This is a different
type of hurt.
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But I know it is
for all of us.
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You know, the best way
to help that is to plan
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the perfect
home-going for Billy.
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Amen, speaking of which,
do we have a date?
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That's not the
right suit, Jordan.
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Uh... but you said to
get dad's blue suit.
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This was the only blue
suit in the closet.
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Yes! That's Navy blue! And
the one I need is light blue!
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It's the one he wore the
day we renewed our vows!
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Well, w-we can look
again, mom. It's ok.
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Yeah, I'm down to
help, too.
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I... I was with
Jordan, and I promise
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looking again won't help.
The suit wasn't there.
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Maybe it's
at the cleaners?
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I'll check the cleaners.
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Ok.
I... I'm sorry, mom.
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I'm sorry. I shouldn't
have snapped.
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It's just this is all,
uh... it's all too much...
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The flowers, gift
baskets, the food.
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It's...
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I just want to Bury
my husband in peace.
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And you will. We'll
make sure it's perfect.
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I don't want perfect. I
just want it to be over!
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Tomorrow, ok?
I picked the date.
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- The funeral's tomorrow.
- Tomorrow? Mom,
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- that won't give dad's out-of-state
friends enough... - Just stop!
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I shared your
father with his football teams
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and the whole damn world
for most of his life,
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and now he's gone and I don't
want to share him anymore.
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So the funeral is tomorrow.
Family and close friends only.
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Ok? That's my decision.
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- My girlfriend's pregnant,
coach. - You got a big heart.
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You're a great coach, and
you'll be an even better father.
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Yo, ash.
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Did you, uh, check
your texts from Spence?
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Uh, no.
Everything cool?
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Yeah, uh, they're moving coach
baker's funeral to tomorrow.
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Wow. Heh.
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A lot sooner than I
thought, but... ok.
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You were on the bus
with coach baker, bro.
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I know that's weighing on you.
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This is just a
mental-health check.
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Appreciate that.
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Um...
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Thankful to be alive.
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Just wish the outcome
could have been different.
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I know.
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Life really is a gift that
can be returned at any time.
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Know that coach baker, he'd...
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Want me to spin this close
call into a positive.
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Anything I can do to help?
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Maybe we both need to
make every day count...
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Especially by the time
my kid's here next year.
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Yeah. Done.
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Anything for baby ash.
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Wait. N-Next year?
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Dude. Dude, yeah?
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Yeah. Jaymee's pregnant.
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What?
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Oh, that's amazing, bro!
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Oh, my gosh, you're gonna
be an amazing father,
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and... and I'll be the
world's greatest uncle.
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I mean, funcle jj is
officially loading, huh?
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Let's go, man.
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Oh, my gosh. Asher,
chuckling: I know.
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Oh, and is it cool if we keep
his poster in the pulpit?
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- - Absolutely. - Ok.
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And we're good to start at
11 A.M.? - We are.
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Thank you, pastor weeks. Pastor
weeks: It's the least I can do.
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Billy was the people's champ.
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My sincerest
condolences, Mrs. Baker.
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So how many guests were
you thinking for tomorrow?
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Oh, uh, no more than 15.
Just family and close friends.
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Is there a problem, pastor?
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None whatsoever.
Uh, it's just, um,
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respectfully, Billy
was beloved by so many.
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I mean, if you're worried about the
space, we could always add more chairs.
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That way, we can give
him a bigger celebration.
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Space has nothing to
do with my decision.
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It's simply what I want,
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respectfully. Now,
if you don't mind,
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- I'd love to see the rest of your
church. - Absolutely.
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Where you going?
To see what else she needs.
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Well, that's dope, you being there for
Ms. Baker, but I got it from here, man,
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so go ahead and do whatever
you need to do for you.
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I am doing what I need to do.
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Like taking the time
to properly grieve.
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- Come on, Coop.
- Bro, you've been
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moving nonstop since
we lost coach baker,
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ok, from organising
the funeral to doing
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the programs to checking on
everyone's mental health.
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When you gonna stop in
and check on yourself?
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Listen, in the last two
years, I lost Shawn,
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my pops, and now coach
baker.
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I guess you could say i'm
built for moments like this.
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Is that Spencer
about the repast?
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Uh, no, but there's
one at the house after.
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Wait. What's a repast?
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It's like a
funeral afterparty.
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Mrs. Baker's cool with that?
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Apparently so, as
long as it's just us.
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Hey... where is
Spencer, anyway?
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Feel like he hasn't
stopped since we got here.
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He hasn't stopped since
everything happened.
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You ok, baby?
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Yeah.
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Spencer Alonzo James,
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don't make me ask you again.
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I'm good. I'm good, you know.
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I just needed a second
before things get started.
253
00:14:56,562 --> 00:14:59,084
- We should probably go take
our seats. - Yeah.
254
00:15:05,929 --> 00:15:08,351
How are you both doing?
255
00:15:08,451 --> 00:15:10,192
We're ok, mom.
256
00:15:10,292 --> 00:15:12,654
We're just worried about you.
257
00:15:14,015 --> 00:15:16,837
I love you both so very much.
258
00:15:16,937 --> 00:15:18,999
You're the best thing
259
00:15:19,099 --> 00:15:21,841
that your dad and I ever did.
260
00:15:21,941 --> 00:15:23,962
I am so sorry
261
00:15:24,062 --> 00:15:26,724
that you didn't have
more time with him.
262
00:15:35,591 --> 00:15:37,592
It's time.
263
00:15:40,955 --> 00:15:47,860
? when Jesus is ?
264
00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:52,264
? my portion ?
265
00:15:52,364 --> 00:16:00,364
? a constant friend ?
266
00:16:00,490 --> 00:16:05,033
? is he ?
267
00:16:05,133 --> 00:16:09,396
? his eye is on... ?
268
00:16:09,496 --> 00:16:12,439
Billy was
not only a beloved father,
269
00:16:12,539 --> 00:16:16,081
a wonderful husband,
coach, and principal.
270
00:16:16,181 --> 00:16:18,883
I want everybody
to bow their heads.
271
00:16:18,983 --> 00:16:21,766
Principal baker
was a good friend of mine
272
00:16:21,866 --> 00:16:24,928
and he provided an opportunity for
me to take care of my daughter,
273
00:16:25,028 --> 00:16:28,771
but what I'm gonna
miss the most is, uh,
274
00:16:28,871 --> 00:16:30,612
the dance battles.
275
00:16:38,878 --> 00:16:41,821
Here to do
a reading of the eulogy
276
00:16:41,921 --> 00:16:44,382
will be Olivia baker.
277
00:16:44,482 --> 00:16:46,984
After that, we'll open
it up for everybody
278
00:16:47,084 --> 00:16:49,806
to share a word about Billy.
279
00:17:04,858 --> 00:17:07,820
Um...
280
00:17:09,181 --> 00:17:11,963
M-My dad is...
281
00:17:15,706 --> 00:17:18,608
My dad is...
282
00:17:18,708 --> 00:17:20,850
Uh...
283
00:17:20,950 --> 00:17:23,492
A... a lot of things.
284
00:17:23,592 --> 00:17:25,593
Um...
285
00:17:27,354 --> 00:17:29,936
He wore a lot of hats
286
00:17:30,036 --> 00:17:32,939
and, um...
287
00:17:33,039 --> 00:17:35,421
I'm... sorry.
288
00:17:35,521 --> 00:17:38,623
Take
your time, baby,
289
00:17:38,723 --> 00:17:39,824
take your time.
290
00:17:39,924 --> 00:17:43,086
Um...
291
00:17:44,607 --> 00:17:46,269
Hey, hey.
292
00:17:46,369 --> 00:17:50,512
You all right? I
got you, all right?
293
00:17:50,612 --> 00:17:53,254
Um...
294
00:17:57,537 --> 00:18:01,440
So, did you guys know...
Ahem... the colour blue...
295
00:18:01,540 --> 00:18:04,042
Is supposed to bring peace,
296
00:18:04,142 --> 00:18:06,844
tranquility, and good vibes?
297
00:18:06,944 --> 00:18:11,968
I think that's why it's
dad's favorite color.
298
00:18:12,068 --> 00:18:17,372
But, guessing, uh, that you guys
all love my dad as much as we do,
299
00:18:17,472 --> 00:18:21,015
you already knew that.
300
00:18:21,115 --> 00:18:24,497
I'd love to know more.
301
00:18:24,597 --> 00:18:27,539
We... we'd love to,
302
00:18:27,639 --> 00:18:29,661
so, um,
303
00:18:29,761 --> 00:18:32,984
if anyone has anything they'd
like to share about my dad,
304
00:18:33,084 --> 00:18:35,966
please... come on up.
305
00:18:42,931 --> 00:18:46,053
You ain't gonna get up
there and say nothing?
306
00:19:04,947 --> 00:19:08,010
Finally getting something
in your stomach.
307
00:19:08,110 --> 00:19:10,331
That's good.
308
00:19:10,431 --> 00:19:13,734
You sure this repast
won't be too much for you?
309
00:19:13,834 --> 00:19:16,816
So far, so good.
310
00:19:16,916 --> 00:19:20,819
Spencer's been amazing, by the
way. He took care of everything.
311
00:19:20,919 --> 00:19:23,701
Speaking of my first-born,
have you guys seen him?
312
00:19:23,801 --> 00:19:27,024
Oh, he... he went to Lou's
to pick up food for me.
313
00:19:27,124 --> 00:19:30,747
It was Billy's... favorite.
314
00:19:30,847 --> 00:19:35,030
Wow. That's the first time I've
said his name without crying,
315
00:19:35,130 --> 00:19:37,672
which I wonder what
that says about me.
316
00:19:37,772 --> 00:19:40,234
It just means you're a tiny
step closer to healing.
317
00:19:40,334 --> 00:19:43,356
Least that's how it was for
me after jasmyn's mom passed.
318
00:19:43,456 --> 00:19:46,078
Exactly. It's just
your head telling your heart
319
00:19:46,178 --> 00:19:48,440
you got this, and, hey,
320
00:19:48,540 --> 00:19:50,782
we got you.
321
00:19:57,106 --> 00:19:59,728
Nice job
on the eulogy save.
322
00:19:59,828 --> 00:20:01,690
Thanks, g.W.
323
00:20:01,790 --> 00:20:04,692
Blue was indeed your
dad's favorite color.
324
00:20:04,792 --> 00:20:08,415
Fireworks, the colour
blue, and boyz ii men
325
00:20:08,515 --> 00:20:11,577
were probably his 3 greatest
loves...
326
00:20:11,677 --> 00:20:14,299
Until he met
your mom.
327
00:20:14,399 --> 00:20:16,039
- Ok, food's
here. - Great.
328
00:20:16,121 --> 00:20:19,383
- Yay! Come
on, come on. - Ha ha!
329
00:20:23,286 --> 00:20:28,276
Seeing people laughing and
eating at a repast is never easy.
330
00:20:28,301 --> 00:20:33,225
It seems they've all
just... moved on.
331
00:20:34,334 --> 00:20:36,876
You seem to be doing ok.
332
00:20:36,976 --> 00:20:40,719
We all find our peace
in different ways.
333
00:20:40,819 --> 00:20:43,081
How did you find yours?
334
00:20:43,181 --> 00:20:46,083
The moment that I
realised that your dad
335
00:20:46,183 --> 00:20:50,086
and my beloved
Mary were reunited.
336
00:20:51,279 --> 00:20:52,985
Hmm.
337
00:20:55,140 --> 00:20:57,802
I believe she comes
bearing gifts for you.
338
00:20:57,827 --> 00:21:00,008
Yeah. See ya.
339
00:21:00,033 --> 00:21:01,414
See ya.
340
00:21:03,396 --> 00:21:05,898
Hi. Hi.
341
00:21:05,998 --> 00:21:08,580
- What was that about?
- Heh!
342
00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:11,722
G.w.'s secret to,
uh, moving on...
343
00:21:13,078 --> 00:21:17,332
Which, admittedly, I
am... I am nowhere near.
344
00:21:17,357 --> 00:21:20,411
Hey, um, you know, if you
just want to duck out,
345
00:21:20,436 --> 00:21:23,004
and, like, take some
time for yourself,
346
00:21:23,029 --> 00:21:25,507
clear your head,
I'll cover for you.
347
00:21:25,532 --> 00:21:27,434
No, I'm not...
348
00:21:27,534 --> 00:21:29,622
I can't bail on
Liv and my mom.
349
00:21:29,647 --> 00:21:32,608
Hey, I'm gonna make sure
they're fine, ok? Just go.
350
00:21:34,659 --> 00:21:38,042
- Thank you,
Layla. - Yeah.
351
00:21:41,024 --> 00:21:43,486
You know, Darius has
been killing it at work,
352
00:21:43,586 --> 00:21:45,563
so we're definitely gonna
hold you down until you decide
353
00:21:45,587 --> 00:21:48,750
you're ready to come back,
Ms. Baker.
354
00:21:51,272 --> 00:21:53,793
What is Jabari doing here?
355
00:21:56,115 --> 00:21:57,777
I don't know, but
I'll handle it.
356
00:21:57,877 --> 00:21:59,938
Yeah, why don't
we get you some food
357
00:22:00,038 --> 00:22:02,400
or something? Get
something, get something.
358
00:22:06,403 --> 00:22:08,264
Hey, look, um,
359
00:22:08,364 --> 00:22:11,147
bro, you can't be
here. You gotta bounce.
360
00:22:11,247 --> 00:22:14,149
He will. He will. He just
paying his respects. Come on.
361
00:22:14,249 --> 00:22:16,150
Um,
362
00:22:16,250 --> 00:22:18,632
I didn't order damn
mashed potatoes.
363
00:22:18,732 --> 00:22:21,114
I ordered sweet potatoes!
364
00:22:21,214 --> 00:22:23,115
Um, I... I checked
the container.
365
00:22:23,215 --> 00:22:25,958
How hard is it for
Lou's to get the order right?!
366
00:22:26,058 --> 00:22:28,720
- Yo, we have other food, Mrs. Ba...
- I don't want other food!
367
00:22:28,820 --> 00:22:32,122
Ok.
I'll just go back.
368
00:22:32,222 --> 00:22:34,444
- That won't be necessary.
- Are you sure?
369
00:22:34,544 --> 00:22:36,441
'Cause it's right around the
corner. He can just go back.
370
00:22:36,465 --> 00:22:38,683
- I'll just go
back. - He can just go back.
371
00:22:38,707 --> 00:22:40,524
I have to.
It's all good, Mrs. Baker.
372
00:22:40,548 --> 00:22:43,170
No one is going back, ok?!
373
00:22:43,270 --> 00:22:46,513
No one is going back!
374
00:23:09,610 --> 00:23:12,152
Hey, think
fast, old man!
375
00:23:12,252 --> 00:23:13,513
- Ooh. Awoo!
- Ha ha!
376
00:23:13,613 --> 00:23:15,515
- "Old man"? Ha ha!
- Yup.
377
00:23:15,615 --> 00:23:18,157
- Ooh, that's a little wobbly!
- Ha ha!
378
00:23:18,257 --> 00:23:20,474
And you're the one who
taught me how to throw a spiral.
379
00:23:20,498 --> 00:23:22,980
Oh. Never had
your arm, though.
380
00:23:30,986 --> 00:23:33,208
You know...
381
00:23:33,308 --> 00:23:36,130
The only pain that
matches losing a child
382
00:23:36,230 --> 00:23:38,892
is losing... a soulmate.
383
00:23:38,992 --> 00:23:41,534
And, sadly, I'm the
only person in this room
384
00:23:41,634 --> 00:23:44,176
that's experienced both.
385
00:23:44,276 --> 00:23:47,639
I can't even imagine what
you are going through.
386
00:23:48,959 --> 00:23:51,541
Least you got to say
good-bye to Mary.
387
00:23:51,641 --> 00:23:54,183
I'm not trying to
compare the two.
388
00:23:54,283 --> 00:23:58,126
I'm just trying to be there
for my daughter-in-law.
389
00:24:04,771 --> 00:24:08,074
I was doing so good, too, you
know? I...
390
00:24:08,174 --> 00:24:11,757
I... I said Billy's
name without getting choked up,
391
00:24:11,857 --> 00:24:14,639
but then there's Jabari,
just in my house.
392
00:24:14,739 --> 00:24:17,161
This isn't his fault, Laura.
393
00:24:17,261 --> 00:24:19,562
Billy chose
394
00:24:19,662 --> 00:24:22,084
to go back on that bus.
395
00:24:22,184 --> 00:24:24,606
That 17-year-old boy watched
396
00:24:24,706 --> 00:24:27,048
his mentor sacrifice
his life for him.
397
00:24:27,148 --> 00:24:29,450
No child should
have to carry that.
398
00:24:29,550 --> 00:24:32,772
The anger you're feeling has
nothing to do with this kid.
399
00:24:32,872 --> 00:24:36,615
I know, but then, when I saw him,
all I could think about was Billy.
400
00:24:36,715 --> 00:24:40,338
Talk to him. He's just
a kid, and he's hurting.
401
00:24:40,438 --> 00:24:43,260
I know he is.
402
00:24:43,360 --> 00:24:45,862
We all are.
403
00:24:45,962 --> 00:24:47,964
Exactly.
404
00:24:54,008 --> 00:24:55,629
How's my mom doing?
405
00:24:55,729 --> 00:24:58,632
She's
figuring things out.
406
00:24:58,732 --> 00:25:01,954
We just have to
move at her speed.
407
00:25:02,054 --> 00:25:04,056
Yeah.
408
00:25:13,383 --> 00:25:16,165
Hey. Hey.
409
00:25:16,265 --> 00:25:18,526
Uh...
410
00:25:18,626 --> 00:25:21,609
Are you just now getting here?
411
00:25:21,709 --> 00:25:23,770
Uh, yeah, yeah. My bad.
412
00:25:23,870 --> 00:25:26,773
I... I had to drop Asher
at his doc appointment
413
00:25:26,873 --> 00:25:30,215
for his arm and then stop
by the house for a sec.
414
00:25:30,315 --> 00:25:32,177
No worries.
415
00:25:32,277 --> 00:25:35,139
There's plenty of food in
the fridge. Help yourself.
416
00:25:35,239 --> 00:25:37,240
Awesome.
417
00:25:38,882 --> 00:25:40,923
Are you drunk?
418
00:25:42,644 --> 00:25:45,146
I can smell the bourbon.
419
00:25:45,246 --> 00:25:47,348
Ok, yes, I had a few sips,
420
00:25:47,448 --> 00:25:49,590
- but I promise I'm not...
- Are you serious?
421
00:25:49,690 --> 00:25:52,632
Of all the days to do this,
you're gonna do this today?
422
00:25:52,732 --> 00:25:54,794
Hey, what's going
on? - Jj's drunk.
423
00:25:54,894 --> 00:25:56,995
No, I'm not.
It doesn't matter.
424
00:25:57,095 --> 00:26:00,198
I cannot with the lies right
now, so please just go, jj,
425
00:26:00,298 --> 00:26:02,039
now.
426
00:26:02,139 --> 00:26:04,821
You're literally trash.
427
00:26:23,235 --> 00:26:26,097
- Thanks for
calling. - Yeah.
428
00:26:26,197 --> 00:26:30,500
I heard what happened with my mom
and... figured I should reach out.
429
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:32,822
I shouldn't have come inside.
430
00:26:32,922 --> 00:26:34,823
You were just paying
your respects,
431
00:26:34,923 --> 00:26:36,905
and I know how hard
that must have been.
432
00:26:37,005 --> 00:26:38,987
Speaks to who you
are as a person,
433
00:26:39,087 --> 00:26:41,769
and it explains what
my dad saw in you.
434
00:26:43,250 --> 00:26:46,152
Jabari, I need you to hear me.
435
00:26:46,252 --> 00:26:49,034
What happened to my dad
436
00:26:49,134 --> 00:26:51,156
was not your fault.
437
00:26:51,256 --> 00:26:54,398
Truthfully, he would have done
that for any of his players.
438
00:26:56,500 --> 00:26:59,282
That means a lot, j.
439
00:26:59,382 --> 00:27:00,923
Salute.
440
00:27:01,023 --> 00:27:03,024
Yeah.
441
00:27:04,946 --> 00:27:08,529
Man, your dad taught
me everything I know...
442
00:27:08,629 --> 00:27:12,251
From the classroom to
the football field.
443
00:27:12,351 --> 00:27:13,853
Yeah.
444
00:27:13,953 --> 00:27:16,374
Yeah, that field
was his sanctuary.
445
00:27:16,474 --> 00:27:18,336
Big facts.
446
00:27:18,436 --> 00:27:21,018
He had planned to
come back and make
447
00:27:21,118 --> 00:27:23,380
the official announcement
on Billy baker field
448
00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,302
that he was staying
at south crenshaw.
449
00:27:26,402 --> 00:27:28,704
Wait. For real?
450
00:27:28,804 --> 00:27:31,346
It was one of the
last things he said
451
00:27:31,446 --> 00:27:34,708
to me and my teammates
on that bus...
452
00:27:34,808 --> 00:27:37,550
And he was gonna
invite everybody, man:
453
00:27:37,650 --> 00:27:39,712
Ex-players, current players,
454
00:27:39,812 --> 00:27:42,234
hell, everyone
in the community.
455
00:27:42,334 --> 00:27:44,876
He wanted us to know
that he wasn't just
456
00:27:44,976 --> 00:27:49,359
committed to the school,
but... to the community, too.
457
00:27:49,459 --> 00:27:51,761
He was doubling down
on south crenshaw,
458
00:27:51,861 --> 00:27:54,503
man, for good.
459
00:27:55,944 --> 00:27:57,945
Hmm.
460
00:28:01,908 --> 00:28:03,810
Hey. Hey.
461
00:28:03,910 --> 00:28:06,372
I want to throw my
dad a celebration.
462
00:28:06,472 --> 00:28:08,934
Ok, yeah. What kind of
celebration and when?
463
00:28:09,034 --> 00:28:10,775
Tonight, Billy baker field.
464
00:28:10,875 --> 00:28:12,937
- Tonight?
- Yes, my dad was planning
465
00:28:13,037 --> 00:28:14,757
on telling the community
that he was staying
466
00:28:14,838 --> 00:28:17,220
at south crenshaw, but he never
had the chance, and I know
467
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:20,222
that my mom wanted some private
funeral, but I just feel
468
00:28:20,322 --> 00:28:23,705
like the community needs their
chance to celebrate my dad, too,
469
00:28:23,805 --> 00:28:27,107
celebrate the man that he
was, ok? I mean, we all do.
470
00:28:27,207 --> 00:28:30,790
Right. Um, I mean, I guess we can
get the vortex to pitch in and help.
471
00:28:30,890 --> 00:28:33,232
I just... I have one question:
472
00:28:33,332 --> 00:28:35,514
Are you sure your mom's
gonna be down with this?
473
00:28:35,614 --> 00:28:38,476
I'm not, um, which...
474
00:28:38,576 --> 00:28:41,118
Which is why we're
not gonna tell her.
475
00:28:41,218 --> 00:28:44,440
Mmm. Um, and you're sure
you're ok with that?
476
00:28:44,540 --> 00:28:46,402
Yes, I am.
477
00:28:46,502 --> 00:28:49,604
Look, Layla, this is me trying
to respect my mom's wishes,
478
00:28:49,704 --> 00:28:52,506
but honour what my
dad wanted, too.
479
00:28:53,707 --> 00:28:55,909
Ok. Great.
480
00:28:58,190 --> 00:29:02,814
So, you think you're ready to
have this conversation with Jabari?
481
00:29:04,715 --> 00:29:08,618
I don't know if I can do it...
482
00:29:08,718 --> 00:29:11,701
But I feel like I have to try.
483
00:29:11,801 --> 00:29:14,523
- I'm proud of
you. - Thanks.
484
00:29:17,445 --> 00:29:19,787
The house is awfully quiet.
485
00:29:19,887 --> 00:29:22,349
Heh!
486
00:29:22,449 --> 00:29:25,311
Isn't it funny how we say that,
no matter how old our kids are?
487
00:29:27,532 --> 00:29:31,275
Ok, what are you
two not telling me?
488
00:29:31,375 --> 00:29:34,558
The kids are planning a
celebration for Billy,
489
00:29:34,658 --> 00:29:37,280
tonight at the
Billy baker field,
490
00:29:37,380 --> 00:29:40,602
- something for the whole community.
- And no one told me?
491
00:29:40,702 --> 00:29:43,204
They didn't know if you'd
be ready for it, and
492
00:29:43,304 --> 00:29:45,606
they still wanted to honour
their father's wishes.
493
00:29:45,706 --> 00:29:48,368
And if you
are ready, obviously,
494
00:29:48,468 --> 00:29:51,470
they would love for you
to be there.
495
00:29:52,751 --> 00:29:56,594
Well, they're right.
I'm not ready.
496
00:30:01,598 --> 00:30:03,459
Mmm.
497
00:30:03,559 --> 00:30:06,462
Got your text. What's going
on? We couldn't talk at home?
498
00:30:06,562 --> 00:30:09,784
Jordan's cooking up a dope idea
outside on the football field,
499
00:30:09,884 --> 00:30:14,928
but I figured I'd steal a couple
minutes with you before chaos descends.
500
00:30:16,369 --> 00:30:18,230
What's up?
501
00:30:18,330 --> 00:30:20,432
Thank you.
502
00:30:20,532 --> 00:30:22,433
For what?
503
00:30:22,533 --> 00:30:24,435
For showing up for me.
504
00:30:24,535 --> 00:30:26,436
Spence, you're my brother.
505
00:30:26,536 --> 00:30:29,819
I'm always gonna be here.
506
00:30:32,501 --> 00:30:35,723
That voicemail
that Billy left...
507
00:30:35,823 --> 00:30:39,006
The one I keep listening to?
508
00:30:39,106 --> 00:30:41,608
I didn't miss the
call that day.
509
00:30:41,708 --> 00:30:44,050
I declined it
510
00:30:44,150 --> 00:30:46,531
'cause I was still
angry at him for taking
511
00:30:46,631 --> 00:30:49,374
the head-coach gig at gau.
512
00:30:49,474 --> 00:30:51,535
I'd give anything
513
00:30:51,635 --> 00:30:54,177
to get that moment back,
514
00:30:54,277 --> 00:30:56,539
but, uh, time doesn't
run backwards, so now
515
00:30:56,639 --> 00:30:59,181
I stay running for
everybody that needs coach
516
00:30:59,281 --> 00:31:01,703
right now and can't have him.
517
00:31:01,803 --> 00:31:03,704
I gotta be there for them.
518
00:31:03,804 --> 00:31:06,827
And you stay running
because if you stop,
519
00:31:06,927 --> 00:31:10,449
your mind's gonna take you right
back to declining that call.
520
00:31:11,650 --> 00:31:15,553
When'd you get so smart, man?
521
00:31:15,653 --> 00:31:19,556
See the
James brothers got the invite, too?
522
00:31:19,656 --> 00:31:23,559
Uh, all I know is that apparently
Jordan is planning something dope,
523
00:31:23,659 --> 00:31:28,062
and now seems like a good idea to
see if he needs help with that.
524
00:31:29,303 --> 00:31:32,806
I just, um, I wanted
to say thank you.
525
00:31:32,906 --> 00:31:35,648
I mean, you are
the glue that kept
526
00:31:35,748 --> 00:31:38,450
my family together
this week, and...
527
00:31:38,550 --> 00:31:41,493
I mean, especially with my
mom and the funeral stuff,
528
00:31:41,593 --> 00:31:43,814
it just means a lot.
529
00:31:43,914 --> 00:31:46,416
I'm just trying to do my part,
530
00:31:46,516 --> 00:31:49,819
helping y'all find y'all
footing in this new normal.
531
00:31:49,919 --> 00:31:53,221
I don't know that it
will ever feel normal.
532
00:31:53,321 --> 00:31:57,585
- No.
- I think that's why I couldn't finish my eulogy,
533
00:31:57,685 --> 00:31:59,746
'cause my dad is...
534
00:31:59,846 --> 00:32:02,748
A lot of things, but...
535
00:32:02,848 --> 00:32:08,072
Most importantly, he
was my everything.
536
00:32:08,172 --> 00:32:11,155
How am I supposed to put
that into words?
537
00:32:11,255 --> 00:32:15,438
Hmm... kinda sounds
like you just did.
538
00:32:17,019 --> 00:32:18,440
Yeah.
539
00:32:18,540 --> 00:32:21,122
Yo! Hey.
540
00:32:21,222 --> 00:32:24,244
Brought a few friends with me.
541
00:32:24,344 --> 00:32:26,446
Frausto.
542
00:32:26,546 --> 00:32:29,448
What's good, my boy?
Thank you for coming, man.
543
00:32:29,548 --> 00:32:31,890
Come on, Spence. You know
we had to pull up for coach.
544
00:32:31,990 --> 00:32:34,092
Oh, yeah.
Goat of all coaches.
545
00:32:34,192 --> 00:32:38,095
Facts. Definitely a dope
way to celebrate his greatness.
546
00:32:38,195 --> 00:32:40,336
Wait. What happened to Layla?
547
00:32:40,436 --> 00:32:43,379
She is... picking up a
last-minute necessity.
548
00:32:43,479 --> 00:32:46,279
Hmm. Ok. So, uh, real quick,
uh, we still have a few more people
549
00:32:46,361 --> 00:32:48,623
arriving and some setting-up
to do on the football field,
550
00:32:48,723 --> 00:32:51,265
but I just wanted
to say thank you all
551
00:32:51,365 --> 00:32:53,466
for making this possible. Heh!
552
00:32:53,566 --> 00:32:55,628
This school is, um,
553
00:32:55,728 --> 00:32:58,270
it's where my dad broke
records as a player
554
00:32:58,370 --> 00:33:00,912
and... and won
games as a coach...
555
00:33:01,012 --> 00:33:03,994
Including a
championship game last year
556
00:33:04,094 --> 00:33:06,596
- that I can finally admit...
- Oh, so now
557
00:33:06,696 --> 00:33:09,198
you want to give us our
flowers? Ok.
558
00:33:09,298 --> 00:33:12,520
But... but in all
seriousness, ok, um,
559
00:33:12,620 --> 00:33:15,162
we always hear about how much,
560
00:33:15,262 --> 00:33:18,165
you know, my dad meant
to you guys, um...
561
00:33:18,415 --> 00:33:20,757
But you guys have no idea
562
00:33:20,782 --> 00:33:23,364
how much you meant
to my dad, um,
563
00:33:23,755 --> 00:33:26,495
so let's get to
the field and get
564
00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:28,572
this small celebration
underway, huh?
565
00:33:28,672 --> 00:33:30,494
Small?
566
00:33:31,753 --> 00:33:34,827
Wait till you see the
crowd forming outside.
567
00:34:24,923 --> 00:34:26,908
Willie, what
are you doing here?
568
00:34:26,933 --> 00:34:29,835
I was in the neighborhood
and figured why the hell not?
569
00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:32,862
I love what you've
done with the place.
570
00:34:32,887 --> 00:34:35,989
The pictures Billy used to
send me don't do it justice.
571
00:34:36,760 --> 00:34:39,391
- He sent you pictures?
- All the time.
572
00:34:39,416 --> 00:34:42,198
We used to talk on the
phone every Wednesday.
573
00:34:43,198 --> 00:34:45,031
When did this happen?
574
00:34:45,056 --> 00:34:46,678
Months ago.
575
00:34:47,152 --> 00:34:50,694
The best thing that ever
happened for my son and I.
576
00:34:50,719 --> 00:34:55,754
We'd end each call
with..."I love you."
577
00:34:59,446 --> 00:35:02,466
I guess that's...
578
00:35:03,799 --> 00:35:07,121
Why you're dealing
with his death so well.
579
00:35:07,762 --> 00:35:12,320
Yeah. You know, Mary and I thought
we'd be in this house forever,
580
00:35:12,345 --> 00:35:14,567
chasing the sun together.
581
00:35:14,592 --> 00:35:17,294
Once I lost her, I
lost hope in love
582
00:35:17,446 --> 00:35:20,068
until you and Billy moved in.
583
00:35:20,330 --> 00:35:22,832
You brought love
back into this home;
584
00:35:22,857 --> 00:35:26,483
not just the two of you,
but Jordan and Olivia, too.
585
00:35:28,553 --> 00:35:31,749
I am guessing that you
knew about tonight, too?
586
00:35:31,774 --> 00:35:34,347
I was the first one
Jordan reached out to.
587
00:35:34,917 --> 00:35:37,339
You should be my plus-one.
588
00:35:37,364 --> 00:35:39,190
Oh, I...
589
00:35:39,763 --> 00:35:43,346
- I don't think I'm ready for
that. - Of course you are.
590
00:35:43,371 --> 00:35:46,801
You are the main reason
Billy is so embraced.
591
00:35:46,826 --> 00:35:50,664
When you moved back here, you
gave him back to his community.
592
00:35:50,689 --> 00:35:54,496
All they want to do
is give back to you
593
00:35:54,521 --> 00:35:56,603
and say thank you.
594
00:36:03,348 --> 00:36:05,345
Thank you
again for doing this.
595
00:36:05,370 --> 00:36:07,912
Coach baker really
was your biggest fan.
596
00:36:07,937 --> 00:36:11,860
I'm just glad to be here for you
all. It's a very special celebration.
597
00:36:14,522 --> 00:36:17,704
Good evening, everybody. Uh,
my name is Shawn stockman.
598
00:36:19,765 --> 00:36:21,866
Coach, this is for you.
599
00:36:31,412 --> 00:36:33,781
? There's a reason ?
600
00:36:34,267 --> 00:36:36,268
? for everything ?
601
00:36:36,926 --> 00:36:41,110
? and a purpose for everyone ?
602
00:36:41,635 --> 00:36:44,350
? like the seasons ?
603
00:36:44,375 --> 00:36:46,809
? were made to change ?
604
00:36:46,834 --> 00:36:51,601
? that's why we
appreciate each one ?
605
00:36:52,241 --> 00:36:56,742
? there's roads we
all must travel ?
606
00:36:57,226 --> 00:37:01,143
? though the destination
is the same ?
607
00:37:01,168 --> 00:37:03,841
? but the footprints ?
608
00:37:03,866 --> 00:37:07,905
? we leave behind's
what make ?
609
00:37:07,930 --> 00:37:11,879
? the journey worth
all the pain ?
610
00:37:11,904 --> 00:37:17,463
? now listen, don't you cry ?
611
00:37:18,257 --> 00:37:22,098
? wipe the tears
away from your eyes ?
612
00:37:22,123 --> 00:37:25,024
? I'm all right ?
613
00:37:25,049 --> 00:37:28,341
? it's ok ?
614
00:37:28,366 --> 00:37:30,588
? my work is all done... ?
615
00:37:30,613 --> 00:37:32,615
Jabari.
616
00:37:33,896 --> 00:37:36,157
- I'll be on
the field. - Ok.
617
00:37:37,642 --> 00:37:40,330
Ms. Baker, look, I...
I am so sorry. I ne...
618
00:37:41,199 --> 00:37:43,241
Me first.
619
00:37:45,965 --> 00:37:48,598
Billy gave up
his life for you,
620
00:37:49,578 --> 00:37:51,919
and now I need you to take
621
00:37:51,944 --> 00:37:53,846
everything he taught you
622
00:37:53,971 --> 00:37:57,394
and make the most of the
life that you still have.
623
00:37:57,503 --> 00:37:59,804
Can you promise me that?
624
00:37:59,829 --> 00:38:02,291
Yes, ma'am. You...
You got my word.
625
00:38:02,316 --> 00:38:04,251
I need more than your word.
626
00:38:04,344 --> 00:38:07,543
I need your commitment,
627
00:38:07,568 --> 00:38:09,617
your dedication,
628
00:38:09,642 --> 00:38:13,425
and proof that you're making
629
00:38:13,450 --> 00:38:15,712
an impact...
630
00:38:15,803 --> 00:38:18,070
Because that's how
Billy would do it.
631
00:38:19,834 --> 00:38:22,376
Don't let us down.
632
00:38:23,210 --> 00:38:24,745
I won't.
633
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:42,247
Oh.
634
00:38:43,137 --> 00:38:46,079
What's... what's...
What's this? Willie: Fireworks.
635
00:38:46,104 --> 00:38:48,646
It ain't a celebration
for Billy without these.
636
00:38:48,671 --> 00:38:51,894
Wow, g.W., this...
This is r...
637
00:38:53,094 --> 00:38:55,865
Um, ahem. Mom. Mom, look, I...
I can explain. Everything...
638
00:38:55,890 --> 00:38:57,891
It's ok.
639
00:39:00,699 --> 00:39:02,701
Ok.
640
00:39:10,563 --> 00:39:12,865
A wise man...
641
00:39:12,890 --> 00:39:15,552
Once said that life...
642
00:39:15,652 --> 00:39:18,554
Is a series of losses,
643
00:39:18,804 --> 00:39:21,706
but losses breed
lessons and...
644
00:39:21,731 --> 00:39:24,633
Lessons create blessings.
645
00:39:25,396 --> 00:39:28,022
That wise man was my husband.
646
00:39:31,582 --> 00:39:33,484
I honestly didn't believe him
647
00:39:33,509 --> 00:39:35,410
till just now because for
648
00:39:35,435 --> 00:39:37,883
the past few days, I've been
649
00:39:37,908 --> 00:39:41,933
pushing back on the
idea of community
650
00:39:41,958 --> 00:39:45,896
and sharing my grief
for Billy with you.
651
00:39:46,583 --> 00:39:50,263
But truthfully, I wouldn't
be here without you,
652
00:39:50,288 --> 00:39:54,356
and I realise that I can't
move forward without you.
653
00:39:55,662 --> 00:39:57,578
Billy is...
654
00:39:57,603 --> 00:39:59,604
My loss...
655
00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,942
The greatest loss,
656
00:40:03,326 --> 00:40:05,944
my pain, my lesson.
657
00:40:07,415 --> 00:40:09,432
But you...
658
00:40:10,482 --> 00:40:14,859
I'm so grateful that all of you
have turned into my blessing.
659
00:40:16,163 --> 00:40:17,813
Thank you.
660
00:40:37,773 --> 00:40:39,635
? I am unfolding ?
661
00:40:39,660 --> 00:40:43,303
? I am not holding on ?
662
00:40:44,592 --> 00:40:46,719
? shattered in pieces ?
663
00:40:46,744 --> 00:40:50,323
? I am the broken one ?
664
00:40:50,918 --> 00:40:54,438
? if you only knew the chaos ?
665
00:40:54,463 --> 00:40:57,416
? inside my head ?
666
00:40:57,441 --> 00:40:59,303
? wish that I could run ?
667
00:40:59,328 --> 00:41:01,469
Spencer James?
? but I'm just not ?
668
00:41:01,494 --> 00:41:05,093
? ready yet ? My bad.
Didn't mean to, uh, startle you.
669
00:41:05,118 --> 00:41:07,390
? just let me hurt
? Billy baker,
670
00:41:07,415 --> 00:41:09,782
varsity coach, Beverly high.
? a little longer ?
671
00:41:09,807 --> 00:41:11,913
Beverly Hills,
huh? - Yes, sir.
672
00:41:11,938 --> 00:41:16,822
? I'm in a
war with no armour ?
673
00:41:18,824 --> 00:41:21,366
? need to cry an ocean ?
674
00:41:21,391 --> 00:41:24,794
? before I'm stronger ?
675
00:41:26,257 --> 00:41:28,158
? just let me hurt ?
676
00:41:28,183 --> 00:41:31,225
? a little longer ?
677
00:41:32,980 --> 00:41:37,623
? just let me hurt
a little longer ?
678
00:41:39,674 --> 00:41:43,977
? just let me hurt
a little longer ?
679
00:41:44,077 --> 00:41:46,579
? longer ?
680
00:41:46,604 --> 00:41:51,398
? I'm in a war
with no armour ?
681
00:41:51,423 --> 00:41:53,785
? armor ?
682
00:41:53,810 --> 00:41:58,934
? just let me hurt
a little longer ?
683
00:42:20,830 --> 00:42:22,831
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684
00:42:23,928 --> 00:43:23,803
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