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One of the most important
decisions you'll ever make
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is who to spend your life with.
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Who they are.
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Who you are when you're with them.
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And if that's the person
you really wanna be.
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♪ Pain in my chest, pain in my breast
Yeah, you were the key ♪
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♪ And you know ♪
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♪ You know I hate to fight ♪
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♪ You know, you know I can't believe... ♪
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Now fuck me.
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Fairy tales absolutely do come true.
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But sometimes you have to
go through hell first to get there.
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Hold on. Wait.
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- Oh, come on.
- Don't! Just...
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Just don't.
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I came to you six months ago with a ring,
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with a dream of a life,
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and you said no.
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- I know.
- No, you don't.
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It took everything I have to get over you.
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I had to...
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I had to bury all those feelings...
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just to stay alive.
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And now...
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it's too late.
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I met someone.
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Gigi.
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She's...
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She's a model.
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Of course she is.
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And she's pregnant.
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We're gonna start a family together.
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I can...
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finally make things right.
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Be the man you always wanted me to be.
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Just with someone else.
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Hey.
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Oh, my God.
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This is so embarrassing. Wow.
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I never should've come. Um...
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I just... I've been trying
to forget about you and this...
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part of me for months now, you know?
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And then I saw you
at Sasha's book event and I...
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What event?
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This afternoon, at the pavilion.
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No, I wasn't there, Billie.
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Yes, you were.
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I saw you.
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Oh, my God.
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What about Cooper?
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Huh?
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What was your plan?
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Were you just gonna hide this from him?
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I don't know.
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I guess so.
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That's not who you are.
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Or who you wanna be.
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Forget me, all right?
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Forget us.
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You have a choice you need to make.
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No, I should just go home
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and, like, pretend
like none of this ever happened.
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Or not.
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You are fearless, Billie Mann.
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You need to remember that.
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And decide what you really want
out of your life.
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Billie?
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Billie?
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Billie?
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Come on, girl.
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- Hey, hey, hey.
- You're back!
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Of course!
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- And I'm exhausted.
- Oh.
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But I brought reinforcements.
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Yeah.
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And you got a couch.
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I finally unpacked all those boxes,
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which means this is really happening.
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This is my life now.
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For the three days a week
you're not in Connecticut with your kids.
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- Thanks.
- Hey.
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Some time to yourself
is one of the perks of divorce.
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Or so says the DILF
I shacked up with in San Fran.
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You gotta do a book tour.
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A paramour in every city doesn't suck.
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I need to write a book first.
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Well, now you have time.
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Look, we need to get you
out of this apartment
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and back in the game.
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Mm? Mm?
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Okay.
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Oh, my God.
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Get your ass in here.
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These clothes are crusty, girl.
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Haven't really been going out.
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No shit.
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It's been months.
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You need to stop punishing yourself.
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Put on some real clothes.
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Maybe a little lip gloss.
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Come find our new neighborhood joint.
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I don't know, Sash.
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Well, I do.
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Plus, I got news.
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Guess whose bestselling best friend
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is going to be interviewed
live on national TV tomorrow
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by mother-loving Soledad O'Brien?
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- No.
- Yes!
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What?
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Cheers, honey.
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Yes.
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No. What is that? Your phantom diamond?
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You miss the noose-like golden handcuff
that thing had become?
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It's just weird.
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It's not weird.
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It's just like old times.
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We are the hottest women in this place
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and plenty of dudes
are rightfully checking us out.
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- Like him.
- Oh.
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- And him.
- Stop it.
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- And him, and him, and him.
- Enough. Put your... Stop!
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I will not.
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Because you have nothing
to feel guilty about.
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Oh. Well, in that case,
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let me just go get my fuck on right now.
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- Whoa!
- Oh!
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- Oh, my...
- Easy, killer.
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I'm so sorry.
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Oh, my God. Here. No, I got it.
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Ow!
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Oh, my God.
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Are you okay?
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Perfect, yeah.
I was ready for a new nose anyway.
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Do you think it's broken?
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I don't know.
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Maybe you could check it out?
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What do you think?
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I think you're gonna be fine.
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Maybe I could get
your insurance information just in case?
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I got a pretty high deductible.
Might be better to just self-pay.
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Anyway, have a great night.
I'm really sorry about that.
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Whoa, whoa. What's your name?
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I never come this far uptown,
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but my buddy's playing around the corner
at The Beacon so we stopped in.
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Now I think I know why.
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Oh, my God. Why?
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Because it's kismet?
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Let me buy you a drink. Find out.
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Okay. Well...
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I already have a drink so...
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Actually...
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Hmm. Problem solved.
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Her name's Billie, by the way.
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Nice to meet you, Billie.
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Nice to meet you...
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Majid.
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- Majid.
- It's Persian.
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And you?
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Uh, yeah. Yeah.
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Half.
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My dad.
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Listen, I'm flattered.
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Though clearly not a big believer in fate.
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I'm just out
having a drink with my friend.
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I'm not really...
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Available?
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I figured you were too hot to be single.
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So who's the lucky guy?
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You're back.
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You're still awake.
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Good.
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We need to talk.
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I know I said that everything was fine...
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and I was hoping it would be fine,
but the truth is...
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it's not.
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Is this your way of explaining
where you've been all night?
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I went to see Brad.
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Yeah, no shit.
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Put a tracker on your phone, Billie.
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You did what?
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I knew you'd go back to him.
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This isn't about Brad.
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This is about me.
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It's about us. It's about our marriage.
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Which is pretty much over,
don't you think?
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I think we need to find out.
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Oh, please.
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I should have left you six months ago
and I was about to,
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but your fucking boyfriend
convinced me to stay,
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telling me that I was the one you wanted,
which is clearly not true.
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I wanted it to be true.
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But the only reason it's been working
at all the last six months
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is because I took the blame for everything
right up until what happened with Trina.
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Cooper, I wanna be honest...
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with myself and you
about who I am and what I want.
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And I want us to be able
to talk through it.
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We should go to counseling.
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Fuck counseling.
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And fuck you.
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Okay. Cooper.
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Cooper, you don't mean that, okay?
I know you're upset...
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I'm not.
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I...
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I'm just done.
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There's no guy.
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Lucky or otherwise.
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Then lucky me.
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No.
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Okay, you know what?
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Screw it.
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You don't wanna go out with me, okay?
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I am a messy mess right now
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who just blew up her life.
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I mean, kind of unintentionally,
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but if I'm really being honest,
completely intentionally.
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I have two young kids.
I'm in the middle of a bitter divorce.
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But even worse,
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I'm pining away for the love of my life,
who is with somebody else now,
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a fucking model,
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and they're having a baby,
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so I'm supposed to figure out
how to move on without him,
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but the only problem is
I'm pretty sure I never, ever will.
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You're something else.
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- So I've been told.
- No.
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I like it.
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Usually, you have to put in three dates
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before you get to
what's really going on with someone.
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Is that the new three date rule?
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At this point in my life...
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it feels so much better
to just skip the dance.
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Cut to the chase.
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Not that I don't like to dance.
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I'm very much looking forward
to doing the dance with you, Billie.
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Okay.
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You're insane. You realize that?
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Well, not everything
has to make sense to make sense.
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Besides, the time
right after you blow up your life...
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it's usually the most exciting.
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Trust me.
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What does that mean?
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Just that...
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what seems like it was
the worst day of your life...
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might actually have been the best.
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Okay.
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Thank you,
but I am a PhD candidate in psychology
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which means I am drowning in aphorisms
about how crises build resilience.
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Uh, "The future lies in you."
"Make your own tomorrow."
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I mean, it's all I think about.
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Maybe that's your problem.
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Too much thinking.
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Give me your phone.
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Excuse me?
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It's how the kids do it these days.
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Tomorrow night.
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Eight o'clock.
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I know a great place in the Village.
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Let me take you out.
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Get your mind on something else.
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Okay?
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Dude.
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We're good to go.
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Kismet.
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Yeah.
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Now that's what I'm talking about! Ow!
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I'm going out!
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Let's go, baby!
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Daddy?
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What's up, bud?
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Olga needs you downstairs.
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All right. I'm coming.
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00:13:06,160 --> 00:13:06,994
You all right?
272
00:13:07,077 --> 00:13:09,622
How long is Olga gonna be staying with us?
273
00:13:11,707 --> 00:13:12,875
For a while.
274
00:13:14,543 --> 00:13:18,589
- She's really helping, don't you think?
- I want Mommy to come home.
275
00:13:19,882 --> 00:13:21,300
She'll be here tomorrow.
276
00:13:22,885 --> 00:13:24,887
We're taking turns now, remember?
277
00:13:24,970 --> 00:13:28,307
I want us to be home together
like a family.
278
00:13:33,521 --> 00:13:34,813
I know you do, bud.
279
00:13:38,984 --> 00:13:40,653
Hey, Olga. What's going on?
280
00:13:40,736 --> 00:13:41,737
This.
281
00:13:43,322 --> 00:13:44,323
Ellary!
282
00:13:44,406 --> 00:13:46,242
Oh, my God. Come here, baby.
283
00:13:46,325 --> 00:13:48,744
Come to Daddy, Els. Come to Daddy.
284
00:13:48,827 --> 00:13:51,372
Come here. Look at you go! Aw!
285
00:13:51,455 --> 00:13:52,623
Come here.
286
00:13:53,249 --> 00:13:55,751
Come here! Aw!
287
00:13:57,419 --> 00:13:59,588
Oh! You did so good!
288
00:13:59,672 --> 00:14:00,839
Look at you.
289
00:14:00,923 --> 00:14:02,716
I'll send Billie the video.
290
00:14:07,263 --> 00:14:08,263
Great.
291
00:14:10,099 --> 00:14:12,434
Look, marriage isn't for everyone.
292
00:14:12,518 --> 00:14:15,145
What's important
is that we question everything.
293
00:14:15,229 --> 00:14:19,358
Test our assumptions and the institutions
which have grown from them.
294
00:14:19,441 --> 00:14:22,611
Hmm. Would you ever
consider marriage yourself?
295
00:14:22,695 --> 00:14:23,862
Hmm...
296
00:14:23,946 --> 00:14:26,866
I recently received a proposal actually,
297
00:14:26,949 --> 00:14:28,325
but turned it down.
298
00:14:28,409 --> 00:14:30,744
Marriage just isn't
the right paradigm for me.
299
00:14:31,328 --> 00:14:34,540
So your book
is not exactly a how-to guide.
300
00:14:34,623 --> 00:14:36,208
Far from it.
301
00:14:36,292 --> 00:14:39,169
My idea of having it all
means doing what I want, when I want,
302
00:14:39,253 --> 00:14:41,046
with whomever I want.
303
00:14:41,130 --> 00:14:43,841
Hmm. An independent woman.
304
00:14:43,924 --> 00:14:44,924
For life.
305
00:14:44,967 --> 00:14:45,967
Sasha Snow.
306
00:14:46,010 --> 00:14:47,303
The Third Way.
307
00:14:47,386 --> 00:14:50,139
Get it, read it, live it.
308
00:14:50,222 --> 00:14:53,726
This is the new world order, ladies,
and I like it.
309
00:14:54,476 --> 00:14:55,686
We'll be right back.
310
00:14:55,769 --> 00:14:58,439
And we're out.
Back in three with the weather.
311
00:14:58,522 --> 00:15:00,566
- What a pleasure.
- I'm such a huge fan.
312
00:15:00,649 --> 00:15:01,734
Thank you.
313
00:15:06,196 --> 00:15:08,532
It was better
than I ever could've imagined.
314
00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:09,616
Right?
315
00:15:10,075 --> 00:15:12,745
I am completely out of my body right now.
316
00:15:13,621 --> 00:15:15,331
My God, Sash.
317
00:15:38,479 --> 00:15:40,856
♪ The very thought ♪
318
00:15:41,899 --> 00:15:43,776
♪ To make me come... ♪
319
00:15:45,736 --> 00:15:48,530
♪ Over to yours ♪
320
00:15:48,614 --> 00:15:50,783
♪ It weighs upon my head ♪
321
00:15:50,866 --> 00:15:54,453
♪ And I feel the charge ♪
322
00:15:55,287 --> 00:15:56,789
♪ Pull me south... ♪
323
00:15:56,872 --> 00:15:58,040
I love you.
324
00:15:58,749 --> 00:16:00,459
I love you so, so much.
325
00:16:04,421 --> 00:16:07,383
You did it.
Everything we talked about in college,
326
00:16:07,466 --> 00:16:09,426
everything we dreamt about.
327
00:16:09,510 --> 00:16:10,761
Times about a thousand.
328
00:16:10,844 --> 00:16:13,806
And you look stunning.
329
00:16:15,015 --> 00:16:17,851
- Oh. Oh, shit.
- No, I got it.
330
00:16:18,936 --> 00:16:19,979
Hey, Billie.
331
00:16:20,062 --> 00:16:21,689
Hi, Kam.
332
00:16:26,235 --> 00:16:28,737
Oh. Hey. Here.
333
00:16:29,905 --> 00:16:32,241
You carry a handkerchief.
334
00:16:32,324 --> 00:16:33,450
Seriously?
335
00:16:33,534 --> 00:16:35,744
Something I picked up in the outback.
336
00:16:35,828 --> 00:16:38,247
Never know when
you're gonna need a tourniquet.
337
00:16:38,747 --> 00:16:40,624
What are you doing here?
338
00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:43,544
I am getting interviewed too.
339
00:16:43,627 --> 00:16:46,380
Raising awareness for
our disaster relief efforts in the Congo.
340
00:16:46,463 --> 00:16:47,881
You're kidding.
341
00:16:47,965 --> 00:16:50,300
No, I left the Cleveland Clinic.
342
00:16:50,384 --> 00:16:53,721
Now I run
an international medical non-profit.
343
00:16:54,805 --> 00:16:56,890
I guess my bleeding heart
got the better of me.
344
00:16:58,142 --> 00:16:59,935
I didn't know you were in Cleveland.
345
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:03,230
Well, what's it been? 17 years?
346
00:17:04,314 --> 00:17:07,109
Hey, let me take you to dinner.
I'll tell you all about it.
347
00:17:07,192 --> 00:17:08,318
Are you serious?
348
00:17:08,402 --> 00:17:09,403
Come on.
349
00:17:09,486 --> 00:17:13,907
I know you're not married. You just told
all of America you turned down a proposal?
350
00:17:13,991 --> 00:17:17,494
Did some guy come and snatch you up
between then and now?
351
00:17:17,578 --> 00:17:18,704
Not exactly.
352
00:17:18,787 --> 00:17:19,830
Excellent.
353
00:17:21,165 --> 00:17:23,083
Dr. Evans, we're ready for you.
354
00:17:23,167 --> 00:17:24,167
Thank you.
355
00:17:25,544 --> 00:17:26,795
I'll send you a car.
356
00:17:27,629 --> 00:17:28,714
Mm-hm.
357
00:17:30,340 --> 00:17:32,760
Breathe, breathe, breathe.
358
00:17:32,843 --> 00:17:33,886
I'm breathing.
359
00:17:33,969 --> 00:17:36,138
Now this is kismet.
360
00:17:36,221 --> 00:17:38,432
He's back and clearly still into you
361
00:17:38,515 --> 00:17:42,686
and you are at a completely different
place in your life, so this is perfect.
362
00:17:42,770 --> 00:17:45,564
Maybe this is how it was meant to be.
363
00:17:53,739 --> 00:17:55,115
Cooper.
364
00:18:03,499 --> 00:18:04,541
Francesca.
365
00:18:06,668 --> 00:18:07,668
Good morning.
366
00:18:08,128 --> 00:18:09,129
Good morning.
367
00:18:34,613 --> 00:18:38,826
♪ Bite my tongue, turn my head
Don't wanna run to you ♪
368
00:18:40,035 --> 00:18:44,289
♪ Lost in emotion, out in the open
Tryin' to keep my cool ♪
369
00:18:45,374 --> 00:18:49,253
♪ That's what I'm used to
That's what I'm used to ♪
370
00:18:50,045 --> 00:18:54,424
♪ And if you want me
I say just have me ♪
371
00:18:54,508 --> 00:18:57,219
♪ I know it's crazy ♪
372
00:18:57,302 --> 00:18:59,221
♪ I gotta tell myself ♪
373
00:18:59,972 --> 00:19:02,766
♪ I gotta, I gotta slow down ♪
374
00:19:05,144 --> 00:19:07,563
♪ I want you, I want you so bad now ♪
375
00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:13,068
♪ I don't wanna stop
Need you to control it ♪
376
00:19:13,694 --> 00:19:16,238
♪ 'Cause I'm losing grip
In the heat of the moment ♪
377
00:19:16,321 --> 00:19:18,907
♪ I gotta slow down... ♪
378
00:19:21,535 --> 00:19:24,163
♪ I gotta slow down ♪
379
00:19:26,540 --> 00:19:29,501
♪ I want you, I want you so bad now ♪
380
00:19:32,129 --> 00:19:33,129
Oh, shit.
381
00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:38,886
Hey, guys.
382
00:19:39,553 --> 00:19:41,138
New coffee bar on 22.
383
00:19:41,805 --> 00:19:43,140
Worth the trip.
384
00:19:43,223 --> 00:19:44,683
Can't wait to try it.
385
00:19:48,228 --> 00:19:50,230
Holy fuck sticks!
386
00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:53,233
It has been a long time
since I saw a 9 a.m. ass grab.
387
00:19:53,317 --> 00:19:54,985
- You did it, didn't you?
- Dev.
388
00:19:55,068 --> 00:19:56,278
Yes, you did.
389
00:19:56,361 --> 00:19:57,237
I fucking knew it.
390
00:19:57,321 --> 00:20:00,199
I knew something was going on.
There were no weepy phone calls,
391
00:20:00,282 --> 00:20:02,409
no desperate nights crying into your beer.
392
00:20:02,492 --> 00:20:05,454
I figured you had to be fucking somebody.
I was hoping it was her.
393
00:20:05,537 --> 00:20:07,331
Aw, that's so romantic.
394
00:20:07,414 --> 00:20:11,001
Just tell me,
is it as hot and horny as I imagined?
395
00:20:14,463 --> 00:20:15,297
It's better.
396
00:20:15,380 --> 00:20:16,548
Oh, my God.
397
00:20:17,758 --> 00:20:19,843
You and that naughty little
Wharton centerfold?
398
00:20:19,927 --> 00:20:20,927
Okay. All right.
399
00:20:20,969 --> 00:20:23,805
No, dude, I am so damn jealous.
400
00:20:23,889 --> 00:20:26,600
Are you guys just fucking like bunnies
all over this place?
401
00:20:26,683 --> 00:20:28,727
- No, absolutely not.
- Why not?
402
00:20:28,810 --> 00:20:30,729
What is the point of nailing your coworker
403
00:20:30,812 --> 00:20:33,941
if you're not going to indulge
in illicit office sex?
404
00:20:34,024 --> 00:20:37,319
Yeah, except Francesca is not my coworker.
405
00:20:37,402 --> 00:20:38,402
She's my boss.
406
00:20:38,445 --> 00:20:40,113
That's what makes it so hot.
407
00:20:40,197 --> 00:20:43,825
Dev, seriously,
you need to keep your mouth shut.
408
00:20:43,909 --> 00:20:46,119
You know the year
I've had in this place with HR.
409
00:20:46,203 --> 00:20:47,329
You cannot say anything.
410
00:20:50,165 --> 00:20:52,501
Don't worry. I'm on your side.
411
00:20:52,584 --> 00:20:56,046
By the way, I fucking love Cooper 2.0.
412
00:20:58,465 --> 00:21:01,009
Is there such a thing as one true love?
413
00:21:02,177 --> 00:21:03,470
Are soulmates real?
414
00:21:05,597 --> 00:21:09,017
The ancient Greeks believed that we were,
once upon a time,
415
00:21:09,101 --> 00:21:11,270
physically ripped from one another,
416
00:21:11,353 --> 00:21:14,439
doomed eternally
to search for our other half.
417
00:21:16,191 --> 00:21:17,985
So the search for love
418
00:21:18,068 --> 00:21:22,698
is thus an attempt
to heal the wound of human nature.
419
00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:25,200
And yet...
420
00:21:25,993 --> 00:21:29,162
eternal doom isn't exactly
a great way to go through life.
421
00:21:30,247 --> 00:21:36,420
So, what if there are instead many mates
for the many different versions of you?
422
00:21:36,503 --> 00:21:38,088
And if one, or...
423
00:21:40,215 --> 00:21:41,466
even two...
424
00:21:42,801 --> 00:21:44,219
are lost to the wind...
425
00:21:47,389 --> 00:21:49,308
it only makes room for the next.
426
00:21:59,234 --> 00:22:00,402
Hey.
427
00:22:00,485 --> 00:22:01,320
Hey.
428
00:22:01,403 --> 00:22:03,572
Sorry about earlier. Um...
429
00:22:05,282 --> 00:22:07,826
Devon swears he's gonna
keep his mouth shut.
430
00:22:07,909 --> 00:22:09,119
So...
431
00:22:10,287 --> 00:22:11,830
we're trusting Devon now.
432
00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:14,040
I know.
433
00:22:16,543 --> 00:22:19,296
Ugh. I gotta get ahold of myself.
434
00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:22,466
Don't you dare.
435
00:22:24,593 --> 00:22:27,095
I am just so turned on by you.
436
00:22:27,721 --> 00:22:30,557
The last six months,
437
00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:33,894
have been the best time of my life.
438
00:22:33,977 --> 00:22:36,688
Don't, don't, don't.
439
00:22:37,939 --> 00:22:40,817
If I so much as catch a whiff of you,
I'm done.
440
00:22:42,402 --> 00:22:43,695
Call Olga.
441
00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:47,074
Tell her you'll be late
and then come to my place.
442
00:22:47,157 --> 00:22:49,618
I can't. I gotta go home and see my kids,
443
00:22:49,701 --> 00:22:52,829
and then I will be back
in your bed in 24 hours.
444
00:22:52,913 --> 00:22:55,916
- I don't know if I can wait that long.
- You have to.
445
00:22:58,126 --> 00:22:59,711
We have to be good.
446
00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:04,091
♪ Forget about us ♪
447
00:23:06,676 --> 00:23:09,805
♪ Alone on the mountain ♪
448
00:23:10,931 --> 00:23:12,057
Oh, God.
449
00:23:12,140 --> 00:23:14,059
- What happened to you?
- I don't know.
450
00:23:14,142 --> 00:23:15,852
Marriage. The burbs.
451
00:23:15,936 --> 00:23:17,479
Okay, you tell me.
452
00:23:17,562 --> 00:23:19,356
What is the appropriate outfit
453
00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:22,984
for a divorced mother of two
going on a date in New York City
454
00:23:23,068 --> 00:23:24,986
for the first time in ten years?
455
00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:27,531
Do I wear this?
456
00:23:27,614 --> 00:23:29,032
Absolutely not.
457
00:23:29,116 --> 00:23:31,576
We'd have to at least do
a whole sage ceremony first.
458
00:23:31,660 --> 00:23:32,660
Oh.
459
00:23:32,702 --> 00:23:33,702
Come with me.
460
00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:40,919
Um, what's all this?
461
00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:43,755
I thought you were wearing
the Balmain you got at Bergdorf's?
462
00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:46,049
I wanted options.
463
00:23:46,133 --> 00:23:47,926
Because it's fun?
464
00:23:48,009 --> 00:23:50,846
Because I'm freaking out
about going to dinner
465
00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:52,973
with the ex love of my life, okay?
466
00:23:55,267 --> 00:23:56,518
Honey.
467
00:23:58,145 --> 00:23:59,896
You don't have to go.
468
00:24:00,939 --> 00:24:02,482
Please.
469
00:24:02,566 --> 00:24:06,486
If Brad magically appeared after 17 years
and said he wanted to take you to dinner
470
00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:08,905
sans baby mama, would you go?
471
00:24:13,076 --> 00:24:14,076
Look at us.
472
00:24:16,663 --> 00:24:19,833
You told me to step out
of my comfort zone and I am,
473
00:24:19,916 --> 00:24:20,917
but so are you.
474
00:24:22,169 --> 00:24:25,964
Going out with a guy
who actually means something to you, huh?
475
00:24:26,965 --> 00:24:28,550
Huh? Come on.
476
00:24:33,763 --> 00:24:34,848
Oh, shit.
477
00:24:34,931 --> 00:24:37,851
Um... You know what? Here.
478
00:24:40,478 --> 00:24:41,938
Where are the pants?
479
00:24:43,148 --> 00:24:44,274
Alex.
480
00:24:44,357 --> 00:24:45,357
Hi.
481
00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:47,152
Congrats on Soledad.
482
00:24:47,235 --> 00:24:49,196
Thanks for not mentioning me by name.
483
00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:51,907
Sorry about that.
484
00:24:51,990 --> 00:24:53,533
I should've given you a heads-up.
485
00:24:53,617 --> 00:24:54,618
It's okay.
486
00:24:54,701 --> 00:24:56,661
That's what I get
for proposing to a writer.
487
00:24:56,745 --> 00:24:59,372
- Everything is copy, right?
- That's not all it was.
488
00:24:59,456 --> 00:25:00,707
Damn straight.
489
00:25:00,790 --> 00:25:03,043
It was also the best sex of your life.
490
00:25:04,961 --> 00:25:08,423
Okay, fine.
It was the best sex of my life.
491
00:25:17,390 --> 00:25:20,894
Just because you don't wanna get married
doesn't mean we can't still hang out.
492
00:25:24,731 --> 00:25:26,066
Sash?
493
00:25:26,149 --> 00:25:28,610
Um, I'm sorry. I have to go.
494
00:25:28,693 --> 00:25:29,736
Of course you do.
495
00:25:29,819 --> 00:25:31,696
Just remember, my offer still stands.
496
00:25:34,074 --> 00:25:35,242
How's this?
497
00:25:37,452 --> 00:25:38,787
Oh!
498
00:25:39,496 --> 00:25:41,081
Perfect.
499
00:25:42,457 --> 00:25:45,335
You are gonna have a great night.
500
00:25:45,418 --> 00:25:46,711
So are you.
501
00:25:48,171 --> 00:25:49,756
Where's my babies?
502
00:25:49,839 --> 00:25:51,049
Welcome home, Daddy.
503
00:25:51,132 --> 00:25:52,300
Thank you, buddy.
504
00:25:53,468 --> 00:25:54,469
How was your day?
505
00:25:54,552 --> 00:25:56,388
I took Ellary on a hike.
506
00:25:56,471 --> 00:25:57,305
Really?
507
00:25:57,389 --> 00:26:01,184
He set up chairs in the backyard
so she could make a loop.
508
00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:06,648
Oh, hey. Who's that?
509
00:26:06,731 --> 00:26:08,191
Uncle Spence.
510
00:26:09,693 --> 00:26:11,486
Uncle Spence. What's going on?
511
00:26:11,569 --> 00:26:13,655
You tell me.
I just got off the phone with Mom.
512
00:26:13,738 --> 00:26:16,366
Her and Dad had no idea
that you and Billie separated,
513
00:26:16,449 --> 00:26:18,576
let alone I'm acting
as your divorce attorney.
514
00:26:18,660 --> 00:26:19,660
Just one sec.
515
00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:22,664
Why are you hiding this
like some naughty child?
516
00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:26,167
Please, the last thing I need is
Mom and Dad telling me what a shame it is,
517
00:26:26,251 --> 00:26:29,296
how they never thought that I'd be
the one with the failed marriage.
518
00:26:29,379 --> 00:26:31,923
- They're worried about you.
- Whatever.
519
00:26:32,007 --> 00:26:34,509
- I've got a lot going on right now.
- Clearly.
520
00:26:34,592 --> 00:26:38,179
Considering we gave the court my address
as your part-time, temporary residence,
521
00:26:38,263 --> 00:26:41,308
but you haven't spent the night there
in weeks. Where have you been?
522
00:26:41,391 --> 00:26:44,978
Honestly, having the hottest sex
of my life with Francesca.
523
00:26:45,061 --> 00:26:46,438
Oh, wow.
524
00:26:46,521 --> 00:26:48,940
Well, that sounds healthy.
525
00:26:49,024 --> 00:26:50,317
Isn't she your boss?
526
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:51,735
So the fuck what?
527
00:26:51,818 --> 00:26:54,738
She's also the woman
that's appreciated me since day one
528
00:26:54,821 --> 00:26:57,115
and who'd been warning me
about Billie for months.
529
00:26:57,198 --> 00:26:58,742
Okay, okay. Hold on.
530
00:26:58,825 --> 00:27:01,036
I know we're all supposed
to be hating on Billie,
531
00:27:01,119 --> 00:27:04,039
but she is the mother of your children,
and she will be for life,
532
00:27:04,122 --> 00:27:06,583
and you need to deal with that
one way or the other.
533
00:27:06,666 --> 00:27:08,793
Hopefully, that doesn't
turn you into an asshole
534
00:27:08,877 --> 00:27:11,147
with a giant chip on your shoulder
and hate in your heart,
535
00:27:11,171 --> 00:27:14,591
because trust me, I was that guy.
That is not you.
536
00:27:14,674 --> 00:27:17,177
Hey, you okay?
537
00:27:20,096 --> 00:27:23,016
Maybe I am that guy now. Maybe I changed.
538
00:27:23,099 --> 00:27:24,434
Maybe I smartened up.
539
00:27:24,517 --> 00:27:27,979
You've always been the knight
in shining armor ever since we were kids.
540
00:27:29,189 --> 00:27:32,817
Do you remember senior year
when I snuck into the city
541
00:27:32,901 --> 00:27:34,361
to go to my first gay club?
542
00:27:34,444 --> 00:27:35,904
Yeah, I remember.
543
00:27:35,987 --> 00:27:39,824
I got so drunk flirting with that kid
who said he was in the Blue Man Group
544
00:27:39,908 --> 00:27:43,828
that I ended up
in the East Village at 3 a.m.,
545
00:27:43,912 --> 00:27:48,333
with no shirt, shoes, wallet,
just a bunch of blue handprints on my ass.
546
00:27:48,416 --> 00:27:49,667
That's a classic.
547
00:27:50,293 --> 00:27:53,088
And who showed up?
Dependable, sober, gave me a ride home.
548
00:27:53,171 --> 00:27:55,924
Even proofread my capstone paper for me.
549
00:27:56,549 --> 00:27:57,467
I did.
550
00:27:57,550 --> 00:28:00,220
So go on, shack up with your hottie boss
all you want.
551
00:28:00,303 --> 00:28:02,722
I've seen worse post-divorce
freak-outs before, but...
552
00:28:04,349 --> 00:28:07,143
someday, I hope you remember
who you really are.
553
00:28:08,728 --> 00:28:10,772
A nice guy.
554
00:28:11,272 --> 00:28:12,524
It's not a bad thing.
555
00:28:13,274 --> 00:28:14,901
It's what I love most about you.
556
00:28:18,488 --> 00:28:19,906
- I'll talk to you later.
- Coop...
557
00:28:36,423 --> 00:28:37,423
Hi.
558
00:28:40,468 --> 00:28:41,468
You made it.
559
00:28:42,887 --> 00:28:45,265
I wasn't 100% sure you would show.
560
00:28:45,348 --> 00:28:48,518
Well, you put a reminder alarm
on my phone, so...
561
00:28:48,601 --> 00:28:51,271
- Did I? That was smart.
- Mm.
562
00:28:52,814 --> 00:28:54,858
I thought we could sit
at the chef's counter,
563
00:28:54,941 --> 00:28:57,861
- get a sense how this place tastes.
- Yeah, sure. Great.
564
00:28:57,944 --> 00:28:58,944
Come with me.
565
00:28:59,779 --> 00:29:02,240
Um, shouldn't we check in
with the hostess first?
566
00:29:02,323 --> 00:29:04,367
You're acting like you own the place.
567
00:29:04,451 --> 00:29:07,912
Uh, well, I don't own all of it.
568
00:29:07,996 --> 00:29:09,330
At least not yet.
569
00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:10,999
I have investors, but...
570
00:29:12,667 --> 00:29:17,547
yeah, this is mine.
571
00:29:19,549 --> 00:29:22,218
This is what I blew up my life to come do.
572
00:29:24,137 --> 00:29:25,137
Come on.
573
00:29:43,239 --> 00:29:44,407
Bellissima.
574
00:29:46,159 --> 00:29:48,536
What is going on?
575
00:29:49,412 --> 00:29:50,747
I thought you said dinner.
576
00:29:50,830 --> 00:29:52,707
Oh, there will be food.
577
00:29:53,416 --> 00:29:57,128
Seriously, what are we doing here?
578
00:30:00,256 --> 00:30:01,633
This is our place.
579
00:30:02,258 --> 00:30:03,258
I know.
580
00:30:04,719 --> 00:30:06,888
Okay, fine.
581
00:30:08,723 --> 00:30:11,726
I wanted to do
something special to celebrate,
582
00:30:12,519 --> 00:30:17,524
because I didn't just run into you
this morning by chance.
583
00:30:19,150 --> 00:30:20,735
I was given a choice of dates,
584
00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,863
and when I saw your name on the list,
I knew I had to go today,
585
00:30:23,947 --> 00:30:27,158
just to see your face,
even if you were married,
586
00:30:27,242 --> 00:30:32,205
even if it was nothing more
than a catch up between old friends.
587
00:30:34,290 --> 00:30:36,251
We were never just friends.
588
00:30:39,462 --> 00:30:41,214
You wanna come inside and have a look?
589
00:30:57,939 --> 00:31:00,275
Oh, my God. I can't.
590
00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:01,818
But, yes, bring it on.
591
00:31:02,694 --> 00:31:03,862
Bring me everything.
592
00:31:03,945 --> 00:31:06,948
I think this is actually
one of everything on our menu.
593
00:31:07,031 --> 00:31:10,076
Mm. You did the ordering, not me.
594
00:31:12,537 --> 00:31:13,705
Oh.
595
00:31:14,622 --> 00:31:15,915
I like that you like to eat.
596
00:31:15,999 --> 00:31:19,043
Well, I like that your food
is so damn good.
597
00:31:20,128 --> 00:31:23,089
- Are all of these recipes yours?
- Oh, yeah. Well...
598
00:31:24,215 --> 00:31:26,384
some of them were borrowed from my mom.
599
00:31:26,467 --> 00:31:27,927
She must be so proud.
600
00:31:28,011 --> 00:31:29,679
I think she's getting there.
601
00:31:31,347 --> 00:31:35,685
But no one was happy
when I moved to New York.
602
00:31:38,521 --> 00:31:40,273
I used to be in finance.
603
00:31:41,316 --> 00:31:42,358
In Doha.
604
00:31:42,442 --> 00:31:43,735
You're kidding me.
605
00:31:43,818 --> 00:31:46,529
I did everything
the way I was supposed to.
606
00:31:47,447 --> 00:31:50,825
I had everything I was supposed to want.
607
00:31:51,367 --> 00:31:52,367
Except?
608
00:31:55,079 --> 00:31:58,166
Nothing felt... right.
609
00:31:59,500 --> 00:32:01,336
'Cause way down deep,
610
00:32:01,419 --> 00:32:06,174
there was this itch for something more
611
00:32:06,257 --> 00:32:10,511
and a sinking feeling that if I didn't
put aside all the supposed-to's
612
00:32:10,595 --> 00:32:13,890
and at least try to go for it, for this...
613
00:32:15,475 --> 00:32:18,353
dream I've had since I was a little boy,
614
00:32:20,063 --> 00:32:22,023
I'd regret it for the rest of my life.
615
00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:24,984
That's really brave.
616
00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:28,154
I need you to talk to my mom.
617
00:32:28,237 --> 00:32:30,198
I'm not sure she saw it that way.
618
00:32:31,616 --> 00:32:34,953
I had just enough money for a food truck
when I got here.
619
00:32:35,495 --> 00:32:38,498
- I started at the Brooklyn Flea.
- I love that place.
620
00:32:38,581 --> 00:32:41,834
I slept in that truck for months.
621
00:32:43,044 --> 00:32:46,172
But now, six years later...
622
00:32:49,384 --> 00:32:52,470
turns out, that itch was right.
623
00:32:55,682 --> 00:32:56,808
That itch...
624
00:32:58,309 --> 00:33:00,770
has gotten me into trouble my whole life.
625
00:33:00,853 --> 00:33:02,188
That's good trouble.
626
00:33:02,772 --> 00:33:05,483
Appetite, desire,
627
00:33:06,275 --> 00:33:08,778
those are the things
that tell you you're still alive.
628
00:33:09,612 --> 00:33:11,322
Otherwise, what's the point?
629
00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:33,428
So you wanna tell me
how you pulled this off?
630
00:33:33,511 --> 00:33:35,304
Well, I have my ways.
631
00:33:35,388 --> 00:33:37,849
Running an NGO
with a board full of New York's richest
632
00:33:37,932 --> 00:33:40,226
and most powerful has its perks.
633
00:33:40,309 --> 00:33:41,309
Ah.
634
00:33:42,478 --> 00:33:43,855
You still a Goya fan?
635
00:33:43,938 --> 00:33:47,734
Well, the Nude Maja always have
a very special place in my heart.
636
00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:52,030
- No, I'm actually into abstract art now.
- Oh.
637
00:33:52,113 --> 00:33:54,657
I've learned that life
isn't always so straight ahead.
638
00:33:55,616 --> 00:33:57,869
You think things are going one way,
and then...
639
00:33:59,454 --> 00:34:03,416
Something happens,
which turns everything upside down.
640
00:34:10,339 --> 00:34:11,339
Come here.
641
00:34:18,639 --> 00:34:21,517
Oh, my God. Kam...
642
00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:24,437
what did you do?
643
00:34:26,522 --> 00:34:28,566
I'm just saying,
there's a hidden narrative
644
00:34:28,649 --> 00:34:32,320
about existential freedom
that was absolutely intentional.
645
00:34:34,947 --> 00:34:36,199
What, you don't buy it?
646
00:34:38,284 --> 00:34:40,870
- I have something to tell you.
- Okay.
647
00:34:44,415 --> 00:34:46,250
I got into Stanford Med School.
648
00:34:47,794 --> 00:34:49,087
What are you talking about?
649
00:34:49,170 --> 00:34:52,298
We made a list of where we were applying
so we could stay together,
650
00:34:52,381 --> 00:34:56,177
- and Stanford was not on it.
- I know, I know. It was a wild shot.
651
00:34:56,260 --> 00:34:58,971
I didn't tell you
because I didn't think I'd get in.
652
00:34:59,055 --> 00:35:00,056
But now...
653
00:35:01,182 --> 00:35:02,183
You wanna go.
654
00:35:03,017 --> 00:35:04,560
It's Stanford.
655
00:35:09,023 --> 00:35:12,276
I am gonna miss you so much.
656
00:35:13,277 --> 00:35:14,362
You don't have to.
657
00:35:15,905 --> 00:35:16,948
Come with me.
658
00:35:17,031 --> 00:35:21,661
Kam, I didn't even apply to any
grad programs anywhere in California.
659
00:35:21,744 --> 00:35:24,122
- What am I gonna do out there?
- You surf.
660
00:35:24,205 --> 00:35:26,999
Lay on the beach, drink great wine.
661
00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:30,211
But that's not what I want.
That's not who I am.
662
00:35:31,003 --> 00:35:33,506
You really think I'd be happy
just watching you go off
663
00:35:33,589 --> 00:35:35,842
and start your career
while mine dies on the vine.
664
00:35:35,925 --> 00:35:37,844
We'll check out schools
when you get there.
665
00:35:37,927 --> 00:35:41,264
You can enroll in spring semester
or take the year.
666
00:35:41,347 --> 00:35:42,849
But I'm already behind,
667
00:35:42,932 --> 00:35:46,352
because I took a semester off
to follow you to Rome.
668
00:35:47,603 --> 00:35:50,064
It was Rome,
669
00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:52,567
and this is California.
670
00:35:52,650 --> 00:35:55,903
This is what our life is, baby,
grand adventures.
671
00:35:55,987 --> 00:35:57,780
I just want us to take them together.
672
00:35:58,531 --> 00:36:00,616
I do too, but...
673
00:36:01,659 --> 00:36:02,952
You know what?
674
00:36:04,370 --> 00:36:05,370
Come on.
675
00:36:06,414 --> 00:36:08,499
Let's take the biggest adventure of all.
676
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:15,548
Kam, what are you doing?
677
00:36:15,631 --> 00:36:18,134
What I should have done
that night in Rome.
678
00:36:27,393 --> 00:36:28,978
Marry me, Sasha Snow.
679
00:36:30,438 --> 00:36:34,358
I will give you a life bigger
and better than you ever dreamed.
680
00:36:34,442 --> 00:36:37,862
When I'm through this program,
we can go anywhere you want.
681
00:36:37,945 --> 00:36:41,532
I just... I don't wanna
wake up a single morning
682
00:36:41,616 --> 00:36:44,660
without you in my arms.
683
00:36:52,376 --> 00:36:53,920
Okay, fine.
684
00:36:54,003 --> 00:36:55,379
Is that a yes?
685
00:36:55,463 --> 00:36:58,049
- Are you gonna be my wife, Sasha Snow?
- Yes!
686
00:36:58,132 --> 00:37:00,218
- Yes?
- Yes, yes.
687
00:37:00,301 --> 00:37:02,386
- Yes? Oh, my God.
- Yes.
688
00:37:12,605 --> 00:37:13,981
It's been 17 years,
689
00:37:14,065 --> 00:37:17,401
and I have never stopped
thinking about that moment.
690
00:37:18,444 --> 00:37:21,113
I know things went sideways,
but none of that matters now.
691
00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:22,197
Stop, stop.
692
00:37:23,199 --> 00:37:24,200
This is...
693
00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:26,618
I...
694
00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:29,789
I need a second.
695
00:37:31,499 --> 00:37:34,877
- Sasha, wait.
- No, you wait.
696
00:37:36,545 --> 00:37:37,630
For once.
697
00:37:56,607 --> 00:37:57,607
Sash?
698
00:37:59,193 --> 00:38:00,193
Gran?
699
00:38:00,945 --> 00:38:01,945
Hey.
700
00:38:02,822 --> 00:38:04,115
What are you doing?
701
00:38:05,574 --> 00:38:07,368
More like what are you doing?
702
00:38:07,994 --> 00:38:10,746
Packing to move to Cali
with my hot fiancé.
703
00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:13,874
Just giving it all up for some man?
704
00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:16,502
Gran, it is one semester.
705
00:38:16,585 --> 00:38:19,338
It already was one semester.
706
00:38:19,422 --> 00:38:21,590
Now it's a year, at least.
707
00:38:22,425 --> 00:38:24,552
You are slipping away from yourself.
708
00:38:24,635 --> 00:38:26,387
That's not what this is.
709
00:38:26,470 --> 00:38:28,681
I know guys like Kam.
710
00:38:29,473 --> 00:38:30,725
All too well.
711
00:38:30,808 --> 00:38:34,979
How easy it is
to get swept up into his dreams.
712
00:38:35,062 --> 00:38:38,065
Sooner or later,
you got to stand up for what you want.
713
00:38:38,149 --> 00:38:41,110
- This is what I want.
- It's not all you want.
714
00:38:41,193 --> 00:38:44,196
I will come back to that later. My work...
715
00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:47,533
That's what everybody says
when they make this choice,
716
00:38:47,616 --> 00:38:52,288
but trust me, a lot of women,
just as smart as you, never do.
717
00:38:52,371 --> 00:38:53,581
Well, I'm not you.
718
00:38:55,082 --> 00:38:56,417
I know what I'm doing.
719
00:38:58,044 --> 00:39:00,212
Then why didn't you open the letter?
720
00:39:01,547 --> 00:39:02,673
From Columbia?
721
00:39:02,757 --> 00:39:06,927
The grad program
that actually is your dream?
722
00:39:07,011 --> 00:39:10,097
Maybe because you were too scared.
723
00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:11,724
Thought you might be tempted,
724
00:39:11,807 --> 00:39:15,394
didn't wanna have a Plan B
you might actually want to take.
725
00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,104
That is not the reason.
726
00:39:17,188 --> 00:39:18,188
Then open it.
727
00:39:18,689 --> 00:39:19,689
Fine.
728
00:39:37,124 --> 00:39:39,585
I got in. Okay?
729
00:39:40,878 --> 00:39:42,380
But this changes nothing.
730
00:39:44,757 --> 00:39:50,262
And that alone
should be enough to scare you.
731
00:40:01,857 --> 00:40:03,025
Kam?
732
00:40:04,026 --> 00:40:06,237
- Listen.
- I'm sorry.
733
00:40:06,946 --> 00:40:08,322
I know this is a lot.
734
00:40:08,406 --> 00:40:11,367
I don't know what went wrong before.
735
00:40:11,450 --> 00:40:15,579
Clearly, you didn't feel
as much as I did, but...
736
00:40:15,663 --> 00:40:16,831
Bullshit!
737
00:40:17,748 --> 00:40:19,583
That was never the problem.
738
00:40:19,667 --> 00:40:23,629
It wasn't that I didn't feel enough.
It's that I felt too much.
739
00:40:24,463 --> 00:40:25,756
What are you talking about?
740
00:40:27,007 --> 00:40:29,593
You can't just bring me here,
to this place,
741
00:40:29,677 --> 00:40:32,972
and expect me to drop everything again.
742
00:40:33,973 --> 00:40:35,850
- Wait, Sasha, please.
- No.
743
00:40:36,392 --> 00:40:38,144
This is what you do, Kam.
744
00:40:38,227 --> 00:40:40,521
You go from zero to 60 in a second,
745
00:40:40,604 --> 00:40:43,274
and sweep everything along in your path.
746
00:40:45,651 --> 00:40:48,821
But I will not lose myself again.
747
00:40:55,536 --> 00:40:58,038
You didn't have to bring me
all the way back uptown.
748
00:40:58,122 --> 00:41:01,792
I know the cool kids
never cross 14th Street.
749
00:41:01,876 --> 00:41:03,961
Well, I'm not that cool.
750
00:41:04,587 --> 00:41:06,505
Besides, I've had
good luck in these parts.
751
00:41:06,589 --> 00:41:07,423
Oh, yeah?
752
00:41:07,506 --> 00:41:11,010
Well, thank you for an amazing evening,
753
00:41:11,677 --> 00:41:13,137
one I honestly...
754
00:41:15,514 --> 00:41:17,391
I didn't know if I'd ever have again.
755
00:41:18,017 --> 00:41:19,685
This is just the beginning.
756
00:41:21,312 --> 00:41:22,313
Promise.
757
00:41:34,283 --> 00:41:35,326
I'm sorry.
758
00:41:38,412 --> 00:41:40,748
I have to take it slow.
759
00:41:40,831 --> 00:41:43,125
- This is all...
- Don't worry.
760
00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:46,170
We got time.
761
00:41:47,379 --> 00:41:50,674
Plus, I just pictured
the whole thing in my mind,
762
00:41:50,758 --> 00:41:54,386
and it was... incredible.
763
00:42:02,019 --> 00:42:04,396
- I'm gonna go back to work.
- Okay.
764
00:42:06,357 --> 00:42:08,359
- Have a good night.
- Yeah, you too.
765
00:42:53,195 --> 00:42:54,530
Oh, my God.
766
00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:56,991
What happened?
767
00:42:59,577 --> 00:43:00,911
Gran's right.
768
00:43:02,621 --> 00:43:06,542
I can't do this. I can't just throw
everything away for some guy.
769
00:43:07,293 --> 00:43:10,045
- Well, what did Kam say?
- Nothing.
770
00:43:11,714 --> 00:43:12,840
I didn't tell him.
771
00:43:13,424 --> 00:43:14,925
I couldn't. I just...
772
00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:19,305
turned around at the airport
and walked out.
773
00:43:20,180 --> 00:43:21,599
So he doesn't even know?
774
00:43:33,527 --> 00:43:35,070
Sash, answer it.
775
00:43:35,696 --> 00:43:37,823
Tell him what's going on.
776
00:43:37,906 --> 00:43:38,991
I can't.
777
00:43:40,951 --> 00:43:42,911
If I do, I won't stay strong.
778
00:43:44,204 --> 00:43:46,248
I'll be on the next flight out. I know it.
779
00:43:50,794 --> 00:43:51,794
Bills.
780
00:44:12,232 --> 00:44:13,484
Hey, how's it going?
781
00:44:14,485 --> 00:44:17,029
I screwed up big time.
782
00:44:17,112 --> 00:44:18,238
Already?
783
00:44:18,322 --> 00:44:20,324
Mm. Ha.
784
00:44:20,407 --> 00:44:25,954
Um, well, it turns out
that Majid's awesome.
785
00:44:26,830 --> 00:44:29,667
And he's just like me in so many ways.
786
00:44:30,876 --> 00:44:33,212
And what are the odds,
you know, of finding somebody
787
00:44:33,295 --> 00:44:36,256
who's okay with all my baggage,
788
00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:37,591
plus, smoking hot?
789
00:44:37,675 --> 00:44:39,677
So, what did you do?
790
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:41,053
I chickened out.
791
00:44:41,136 --> 00:44:43,013
At the last second, he was...
792
00:44:44,139 --> 00:44:46,475
trying to kiss me, and...
793
00:44:46,558 --> 00:44:47,768
Oh, girl...
794
00:44:49,728 --> 00:44:52,356
go back and kiss that man.
795
00:44:52,439 --> 00:44:53,982
It is not too late.
796
00:44:54,066 --> 00:44:59,571
Do you know what I was thinking
in that moment when I could smell him
797
00:44:59,655 --> 00:45:03,575
and I could feel his breath on mine?
798
00:45:06,328 --> 00:45:07,579
"How dare you?
799
00:45:09,373 --> 00:45:13,043
What right do you have to be happy?"
800
00:45:13,544 --> 00:45:15,796
Stop. Do not do that.
801
00:45:16,338 --> 00:45:19,466
You're the one who said
we were stepping out of our comfort zones.
802
00:45:20,884 --> 00:45:21,884
You're right.
803
00:45:25,639 --> 00:45:28,767
Okay. All right.
804
00:45:29,309 --> 00:45:31,520
How is it going with Kam?
805
00:45:34,481 --> 00:45:36,233
It's a dream come true.
806
00:45:41,822 --> 00:45:43,866
- Cooper.
- Dave.
807
00:45:43,949 --> 00:45:45,826
- How are you?
- Burning the midnight oil?
808
00:45:45,909 --> 00:45:48,537
- I'm impressed.
- Well, I'm just checking on Francesca.
809
00:45:48,620 --> 00:45:50,831
We've got the presentation tomorrow.
810
00:45:50,914 --> 00:45:54,042
I can't wait to hear it.
You two are on fire.
811
00:45:55,294 --> 00:45:57,254
- I'll see you tomorrow.
- Betcha.
812
00:46:06,180 --> 00:46:07,180
Hey.
813
00:46:10,350 --> 00:46:11,727
I'm so glad you called.
814
00:46:13,437 --> 00:46:14,521
Stop talking.
815
00:46:18,901 --> 00:46:19,943
Cooper.
816
00:46:21,069 --> 00:46:22,112
What's going on?
817
00:46:22,196 --> 00:46:24,740
♪ Up the whole night ♪
818
00:46:26,074 --> 00:46:29,495
♪ Undefined ♪
819
00:46:29,995 --> 00:46:31,914
I couldn't wait another second.
820
00:46:31,997 --> 00:46:34,708
♪ Can't stop thinking about
Peace and war... ♪
821
00:46:34,791 --> 00:46:36,710
I thought we were being good.
822
00:46:42,132 --> 00:46:43,634
I'm done being good.
823
00:46:44,384 --> 00:46:49,056
♪ The sun takes everything ♪
824
00:46:49,139 --> 00:46:53,101
♪ It could've been anything ♪
825
00:46:54,061 --> 00:46:56,647
♪ I didn't feel anything... ♪
826
00:46:56,730 --> 00:46:58,482
Jesus Christ!
827
00:46:58,565 --> 00:47:00,067
What the hell's going on?
828
00:47:02,361 --> 00:47:04,071
Love can be scary.
829
00:47:05,072 --> 00:47:06,823
But life can be scary,
830
00:47:07,908 --> 00:47:11,245
and ultimately, a series of risks,
831
00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:14,373
the ones you take,
832
00:47:15,749 --> 00:47:17,000
the ones you don't,
833
00:47:18,335 --> 00:47:20,712
the ones you wish you had.
834
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:24,841
But perhaps, the biggest risk of all
835
00:47:25,551 --> 00:47:28,387
is allowing yourself to let go.
836
00:47:31,348 --> 00:47:33,684
To break free of the past,
837
00:47:33,767 --> 00:47:35,394
live in the present,
838
00:47:36,687 --> 00:47:37,854
and believe...
839
00:47:38,814 --> 00:47:41,275
you really can make your own tomorrow.
840
00:47:41,358 --> 00:47:45,821
♪ It could've been anything ♪
841
00:47:45,904 --> 00:47:52,411
♪ I didn't feel anything ♪
842
00:47:58,125 --> 00:47:59,125
Majid.
843
00:48:00,794 --> 00:48:03,880
♪ Up the whole night ♪
844
00:48:05,716 --> 00:48:09,261
♪ Underline ♪
845
00:48:11,471 --> 00:48:17,102
♪ Chain smoking like
No, it ain't right... ♪
846
00:48:17,185 --> 00:48:18,353
You came back.
847
00:48:20,939 --> 00:48:22,149
It's that itch.
848
00:48:26,695 --> 00:48:27,863
Hey, man.
849
00:48:28,614 --> 00:48:33,118
♪ It could've been anything ♪
850
00:48:33,201 --> 00:48:35,996
♪ I didn't feel anything... ♪
851
00:48:36,079 --> 00:48:37,164
What are you doing?
852
00:48:37,789 --> 00:48:39,124
Do you guys know each other?
853
00:48:39,750 --> 00:48:41,543
Brad's one of my investors.
854
00:48:45,213 --> 00:48:46,673
Oh, my God.
855
00:48:48,300 --> 00:48:49,343
He's the guy.
856
00:48:52,179 --> 00:48:54,806
Hey, honey. Who's this?
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