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(rain)

(soft saxophone music)

can I make you breakfast?

it's midnight!

so, I want to make you breakfest.

well only because it's my favorite not because i plan on spending the night

i know it is

how do you know that

lucky guess

(soft music in the background)

you're more than welcome to stay

something about you is familiar

I can't quite pinpoint what it is

maybe we met in a past life, you believe in stuff like that

sh*t, you might just be looking at your future

(laughter)

is that right?

Sh*t, I don't know Skye, I just might be

I don't know I guess I believe in a lot of things past lives, different dimensions

but to be honest it's hard to see the future when I barely understand the past

what does that mean

nothing, don't worry about it

(#allblacklivesmatter wine)

so you usually go home with strangers

so do you want complete transparency?

or some bullsh*t answer because why not see each other again once the sun comes up

(Seven) so you are spending the night?

what if I want to see you again I'll take the transparency

well yours is no

I think!

(seven) you think?

I got into a really bad car accident two years ago I almost died and I lost all of my memory

so the me that I know now, has never gone home with a stranger the other me

I'm not too sure about her

my family says that i'm different now

but better my mom told me that the old I was damaged but that this "new" me

it's a blessing I'm not too sure I should take that

(Seven) wow Skye

(Seven) so do you like, remember anything?

no, nothing

and apparently, everything was ruined in the crash no phone, computer, nothing all of

my photos that I had that could have helped me remember, all of them, gone, just like that

apparently, I deleted all of my social media right before

i woke up and didn't even know who my mom was

wow Skye, I don't even know like I'm just, I'm sorry, how? What was that like for you?

scary

to look in the mirror and know nothing, to see someone for the first time

and it's me! T he discomfort

of feeling my own skin for the first time,

my hair,

listening to my voice, my laugh,

feelings that I never could quite understand

I found myself more frustrated and crying a lot

questioning if death was better

and learning what everything was oh it fu*cking sucked

but you want to know what I really enjoyed

having said to the first time

tasting,

feeling,

oh, gosh, receiving, I could do that sh*t every day

warm skin against mine,

hairs standing tall on my arm

as I clench the sheets right before I climax

(Skye) but I'm gonna stop there because now I want to take you to your room

and f*ck you

but I know that wouldn't be fair to you

let's eat first and then you could take me to my room

what the hell! T his is literally my favorite breakfast

there's only one thing missing

mimosas?

what the fu*k! Seven who are you?

what this is my favorite breakfast

can I kiss you?

yeah.

can i tell you something?

of course

this is the first time I've had sex

since my accident

so where does Seven come from?

it's my life path number

and my brother used to call me seven when we

were kids cause he couldn't pronounce my name for sh*t

he actually kind of cursed me

nothing in my life last past seven, seven years, seven months

sh*t my dad even left when I was seven

but oddly enough I guess tell life keeps me on the right path

and what's your real name?

Savonnika.

that's beautiful

thanks, my dad named me after my grandmother

it represents introspection, intuition, and grace

wow that's powerful

so, you've never had a relationship last past seven months

just one

seven years but outside of her nobody lasted longer than seven months

so what happened with her?

we never really fell out of love

things just got weird and it was hard for us to remember our love

tell me about her

she was beautiful, fun,

seven years of smiles

but she hurt me and I hurt her

what she do?

look Skye,

I don't want you to take this the wrong way but

this is it's not a place I really want to go to right now

yeah yeah my bad

Well I mean it sounds like you love her and you miss her

(dramatic music)

don't worry about that I'm sorry I asked

I'm here now, you don't have to worry about that.

come with me.

Skye look,

I have to tell you something I just don't know how

what do you have to tell me? What you got a girlfriend or something?

no, I just don't want to ruin what we have going on right now

but I know I have to tell you.

(dramatic music)

okay Seven I know I don't know you very well but

you're freaking me out

what do you have to tell me?

Skyla r

we've known each other before tonight.

what the fu*k does that mean?

wait, what?

why wouldn't you just say that?

oh my gosh, wait you just pretending not to know me just to get me home or something?

oh you're fu*king sick

yeah I'm just gonna go

Skye stop, no please just let me explain

what the fu*k is there to explain, that you seduced me here?

knowing you knew me prior to my accident!

Sklyar no! when I saw you I got scared

you walked up to me at the bar and it was like I had you back

so why not just say we knew each other

because your mom said it was best if you didn't know who I was

what the [ __ ] does that mean

how the [ __ ] you know my mom

S even either start making sense or i'm leaving

we dated for seven years

we broke up the night of the accident

when I got to the hospital your mom was just cursing me out, she called security

I tried for months your sister told me it was best if you didn't relive our breakup

but I swear I swear I tried Skye

I sent letters, your mom sent them all back

she told me if I really loved you

that I would just leave you alone

I lost the love of my life that night and I tried every day to see your face, to hear your voice

so when I say I panic Skylar

I'm sorry

so why not just say that Seven when you saw me in the bar?

I looked up and there you were

my entire [ __ ] insides froze

I went to pay my tab and leave and then you came up to me

and said hi

the same way you did all those years back

and it took me right back there

I couldn't hurt you again so I pretended like we were strangers I didn't think you'd

end up here, in my house, but I would have given anything to be back with you again

and I know that's wrong with me

but I needed you Skye and faith led you back to me

I don't even, I don't even know what to say I just, I just feel I feel sick

(rain and thunder)

Why did we even break up?

and why was it so bad that my mom didn't want you to come back

I agree with your mom on this one Skye

I think it's better to just not know everything you have a new life now

I don't want to go kicking up old trauma

I have a right to know my [ __ ] life Seven

everyone has obviously been keeping [ __ ] from me

so what happened, why did we break up

you cheated on me Skye

and then I went and did something [ __ ] stupid

you tried for months to get me back

but I was just so hurt

so I went to a bar that I knew you'd be at and I made out with your friend right in front of you

you pulled me into the bathroom and I told you I was done and I never wanted to see your face again

then what happened

you left, crying

you went home and packed up all your thing

I stayed at the bar and I realized that my ego was punishing you for a space I created

and I didn't want to spend my life without you, so I rushed home and by the time I got there to tell

you I was sorry you were gone you would already packed your things, I'll never forgive myself

i just remember calling your sister

and she was yelling at me screaming, saying how

she was on the phone with you when you got into your accident

I got to the hospital and your mom just started hitting me and told me how she was gonna lose

her daughter and it was all my fault so she called security and they they pulled me out

I tried, again and again, I swear Skye I didn't leave the hospital I stayed in my car for days

your sister saw me, she told me you were brain dead and that I should never come back

it wasn't until i seen your best friend some time later that

she told me you lost your memory the family thought it was best if you didn't know who I was

this is too much

I swear Skye

when I saw you I was leaving

I didn't mean to hurt you, again

why did I cheat

I worked a lot, trying to get my career off the ground

I gave up on me

on us

I just, I stopped loving on you and you spent years asking me to save us

but I wouldn't listen, I was comfortable

and I knew you wouldn't leave

then we stopped having sex and

you started expressing how you needed me to show up, so you cheated

and honestly, I don't even blame you it was a cry for help

you threw your tantrum and then I threw mine

it was like the night you cheated, I was waiting for it to happen like I already knew

you came home and you were crying telling me that it was a mistake

it was a mistake and you were sorry but I had already packed my things

I was just, I was hurt, you cheated on me and oddly enough

I knew I broke your heart that night but you tried for months to make us work

you tried so hard

but I was hurt and I wanted you to feel how i felt I was stupid and none of that was worth this

I'm sorry

Skylar, please.

I'm sorry I just, I can't do this

Skye!

(door opens, door shuts)

(phone dialing)

(phone ringing)

(on phone) Ma!

I saw Skylar

no, no I'm not okay

okay,

I'll see you when you get here I'm gonna run a bath

okay

(MUSIC BY ZHARMILA) lyrics: ♫ it's been seven years since we first met♫

♫seven years since I said I loved you back♫

♫seven years of trying, and threw it all away♫

♫ you came back and couldn't even say my name ♫

♫ damn ♫

♫ to say that I love you is an understatement ♫

♫ cuz even if you drift nobody can replace you ♫

♫ want you back up in my life ♫

♫ got me drowning in these tears tonight ♫

♫ tell me you're read baby cuz I'm all in for you♫

♫ tell me you're ready baby, I need you like soul food ♫

♫ is you ready baby? ♫

♫ I need you in my life ♫

♫ I want to settle down and make you my wife ♫

♫ I'm all about you....

♫ ohhh ohhh...♫

♫ im all about you♫

(door knock)

what was our love like?

(dramatic music)

it was beautiful

so pure, so majestic

it's the kind of love that I crave every day knowing I probably don't even deserve it

we have the kind of love that they tell you doesn't even exist

the kind of love that doesn't even leave you the same without it

we had the kind of love that was too good to be true, it never made anybody else good enough

man Skye, we had a powerful love not once for the weak

we had the kind of love that souls travel lifetimes

so what changed for you

I had trauma and anger that I took out on our relationship

a lack of confidence in myself, my career

you kept telling me to get a therapist, to find my passion

but back then everything just felt like an attack

i just, I felt so alone and you did everything to make me feel like I was the world

I couldn't love you Skye

cause I couldn't love myself

and that made you love me even harder and that scared the fu*k out of me the harder

you loved me the less I wanted us because I just, I didn't feel like I deserved you

it wasn't until the accident that I actually took your advice I went and got help my career took off

I loved you so much

I just didn't know who I was

you loved me so hard Skyler.

I don't know what I'm doing I'm so angry with you

it's like I want to say fu*k you, fu*k you for not telling me and then sleeping with me

and at the same time, I want to know more

I want to know why you felt so good

and why I'm so scared, yet feel so safe with you

I'm sorry baby

no, you can't call me that, you don't get too

(dramatic music) (rain)

I made your favorite tea

do you have any pictures of us?

yea

I want to see them

(dramatic music)

I...

I remember this day

Music by Zharmila "Honey"

♫ Oh baby ♫

♫ lay your head on my shoulders ♫

♫touch me one last time ♫

♫ tell me that you're mine ♫

♫ lay your head, on my pillow ♫

♫ tell me you love me, tell me so ♫

♫ don't want to be alone ♫

♫ I can't seem to let you go ♫

♫ I love you ♫

♫ my baby ♫

♫ sometimes I cry at night longing for your love ♫

♫ I have too many feelings for you feelings ♫

♫ so lay your head on my shoulder ♫

♫ touch me one last time ♫

♫ tell me that you're mine ♫

♫ tell me you love me ♫