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Rolling! Rolling rolling guys!
Rolling! Rolling, rolling.
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All I’ve ever wanted
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is to star in a film
with a happy ending.
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Frame!
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Cut!
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My god,
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that was breathtaking!
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You should be so proud of yourself,
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representing your community on screen!
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Can you believe how brave he is?
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Yeah, okay, let’s reset that art...
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Clean-up on aisle five!
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Where’s my coffee?
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Nevermind. Your double is on the way up.
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Alright, we’re going to roll on
that next jump in five, rolling in five.
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I’m trapped in the wrong body.
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I’d like to audition for the role
of “Sad Transgender Man”.
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I want to match
my insides to my outsides.
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I’d like to audition for the
role of “Transgender Best Friend”.
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-I’m a real boy.
-I’m a real boy.
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I’m a real boy.
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I want to be whole.
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I want to be whole.
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-I’m living my truth.
-My body is a prison.
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-I’m living my truth.
-My body is a prism?
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My body is a prison?
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I wish I was whole.
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-I’m just happier this way.
-I wish I was whole.
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I just want to be your father,
not your mother.
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I want to be whole.
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I want to be a hole.
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I didn’t want to surprise any of you,
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I’m just happier this way.
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State your name and the role
you’d like to audition for.
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Hi, my name is...
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Alright cupcakes,
give me five more!
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Four, three, two...
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People ask for my name all the time.
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Ten more you little pussy!
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-At some point I started telling the
“It’s X”. -(Don’t stop!)
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Which satisfies no one.
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Ten, nine!
Aw, you freakin’ pussy!
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But in a best case
scenario ends the conversation.
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Woo! Oh yea! Nice shot!
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Years ago when Susan said:
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“You are like a son to me”...
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...my heart sang.
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Strike! Way to go Susan!
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I am the son you never had.
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No one knows how Susan
and Arnie fell in love.
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Hello my love.
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And nobody knows when Susan
became the team captain, either.
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Let me tell you what I do know:
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One:
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a bowling ball has three holes.
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Two:
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So do I.
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Three:
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Oh honey, it’s not my birthday.
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There is rarely such a thing as...
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Oh Arnie, I know for good lord’s sake.
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...just the two of us.
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What’d you bring me this time?
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Chocolate chip cookies!
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I can’t eat those!
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Now, we’re going to
need three size elevens.
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Two size six and a halfs,
and one size eight.
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I want to travel.
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I mean, I really want
to have new experiences.
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Hey, can I tell you something?
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I think I might be
interested in women.
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-Bless you!
-Thank you.
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It’s about being in your body.
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That’s what it comes down to sweetie.
That’s what health is.
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Nobody knows if Gio
is really Arnie’s son,
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and frankly, nobody cares.
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I would tell Gio he’s the closest
thing I’ve ever had to a brother,
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but it just sort of goes without saying.
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Let me guess, you kill
yourself, credits roll.
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Damn. I didn’t mean to be literal.
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Do you get it?
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I want to be seen.
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Or is it that I want to be had?
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Break a leg!
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On my worst days I feel
like a set-piece of myself.
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Last week it took us seventeen takes
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to get the angle of
my body just right,
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my half-moon scars
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poking out of the sides
of my tank top.
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X?
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X. It’s Susan.
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We need to talk.
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I’d like you to speak
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at my funeral.
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I don’t need any water,
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don’t Daddy me, young man!
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Look, I know you don’t want
to have to rely on anyone.
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On us.
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On me.
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Especially me it seems like.
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And that bothers me
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because I need you.
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You know I can’t tell you
what to do with your body.
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I can’t tell anybody
what to do with their body.
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You can’t tell anyone
what to do with their body?
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Well I don’t want to surprise anybody.
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Why now though?
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Why anything?
Don’t overthink it.
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Maybe I’m selfish!
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Well I’m not afraid.
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I want to stop perceiving.
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And sweetie, you don’t need me.
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You need to figure out
what you do need though.
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The daughter drinks herself
into the hospital one night.
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The father enters a coma.
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Liver failure.
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The other father, heartbroken,
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knows not how to keep
his family together.
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But his heart is inside his son.
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And so..
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...he finds the strength in his stomach.
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Which is his.
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You still making
your beautiful films?
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I haven’t shot anything new in a while.
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Are you still writing?
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Yes.
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The story of a family
which is a body in itself.
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I made this decision a long time ago.
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And none of you...
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...could have changed my mind.
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This is my year.
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But I’m ready.
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I’m letting go.
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You know what Susan?
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I never said this to you
before but it’s about damn time.
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I look up to you
and I always have.
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It’s a good thing you made
this plan a decade ago, because...
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If I could have one
ounce of your confidence.
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...it’s hard enough already.
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-And your happiness.
-This team is your legacy.
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You gave us such a gift.
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And I guess that’s why
I just don’t get it.
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Yeah, he’s here.
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Mom.
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Blame the pastor,
blame your father
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blame the teachers,
blame the dollar
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blame the bottle,
blame your dealer
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blame the pastor,
blame your father
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blame the teachers,
blame the dollar
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blame the bottle,
blame your dealer
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ohhhh no
it’s never your fault
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and ohhhhh no
it’s never your fault
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I know it’s a funny place
to start, but...
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Susan’s the first woman
whose face I ever slapped.
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We used to have knock-down,
drag-out brawls.
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She and I both kind of like to
have a say in how things should go.
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I love that woman.
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God knows she wasn’t perfect,
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but I just wish
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that she was here to
drink my glass of wine.
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Excuse me.
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When you started the team everyone
was on board for a meet-up or two.
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No one knew this would stick.
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Angela bought uniforms.
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To Angela!
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Was it Matilda who decided
Susan should be our captain?
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To Matilda!
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Rest in pleasure!
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Susan said to me,
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she said “We all need this league”.
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Everyone needs a league.
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I need it to live.
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To the woman
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who reminded me I have a body.
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According to physicists,
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the purple of sunsets is the result
of a greater thickness of air
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crossed only by
short waves at midday.
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If nothing is happening in the sky,
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an apparition of this
kind would disturb us less.
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The wonder is is that
it occurs in the evening
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at the most poignant time of day.
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When the sun sets,
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when it pursues a
more mysterious destiny,
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when perhaps it dies.
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Hey. Lookin’ for someone?
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-Have we met?
-I’m just in town for the funeral.
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I noticed.
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-Where did you travel from?
-East Coast.
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Oh yeah? I used to live in
New York for a little while.
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-What do you do out there?
-Work with kids. I teach.
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-Are you an actor?
-Trying.
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Can you tell by the way
I fell apart up there?
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That was good.
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I’m terrible with kids.
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Are you Susan’s friend?
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-Did you know her well?
-Yeah.
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Yes.
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Were you surprised then?
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No.
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Did you know her well?
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No. Not at all.
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Are we ready to begin?
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I, Susan Faye Peterson, a resident of
LA County within the State of California,
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make, publish, and declare this
to be my last will and testament,
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thereby revoking any and all
previous wills and codicils made by me.
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Beneficiaries...um...
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I bestow and bequeath the following
property to the Lavender League,
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which may be divided and distributed
at the discretion of my dear friend...
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Angelica. Jessica.
Priscilla. Deirdre.
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And I bestow and
bequeath any and all interest
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which may belong to me
at the time of my death
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to my daughter...
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Jane. Danielle.
Bethany. Antonia. Sarah.
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And there’s an addendum.
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On the last page of your packet
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you will find my instructions
for the dispersal of my ashes
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In the desert.
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Any more questions?
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Susan has a son.
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Susan has a son?
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-Hey.
-Hey.
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-You need a ride?
-Yeah, to my Mom’s place.
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-I’ll tell you how to get there.
-I know how to get there.
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I’m Alex.
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Ooooookay.
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It’s like no one’s been living here.
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She used to cook all
the time when I was a kid.
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You could leave that in there.
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Mom.
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People are...
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complicated.
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Sometimes you get to
know a few versions.
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And sometimes
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you get stuck with just one.
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I’m sure you’re
familiar with this concept.
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No...
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Give me that.
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STRIKE ME! STRIKE ME! STRIKE ME!
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I once read somewhere
that a cardinal,
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when presented with a glass window,
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will mistake its own image
for its rival.
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The bird will pummel itself for hours.
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Weather’s pretty nice today.
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Not too hot.
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Are you enjoying your coffee?
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Oh, yes.
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It’s always so lovely to
see you and meet your friends.
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This is Alex.
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We know.
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I’d like you to come with us
to the desert tomorrow, Arnie.
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If you’re feeling up for it.
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You can wear whatever you want.
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I’m sorry.
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Maybe it’s what Arnie
needs right now, you know?
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-To try on some new realities.
-Realities?
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Realities? Really.
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I believe in other peoples’ realities
even if I don’t believe-believe in them.
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Where are you staying?
259
00:37:35,630 --> 00:37:38,840
-My apartment is small.
-I have a hotel.
260
00:37:40,425 --> 00:37:42,970
I just want you to know
what you’re getting into
261
00:37:45,472 --> 00:37:47,140
Small is fine.
262
00:38:16,587 --> 00:38:18,338
That can’t be comfortable.
263
00:38:20,090 --> 00:38:22,427
Do you want me?
In there?
264
00:38:24,178 --> 00:38:25,722
My bed is small.
265
00:38:55,125 --> 00:38:57,335
I used to take my Mom’s car
266
00:38:58,212 --> 00:39:00,422
and drive for hours out there.
267
00:39:04,885 --> 00:39:09,515
I liked watching the landscapes
change around me.
268
00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:16,980
Maybe you should bring your camera?
269
00:39:51,265 --> 00:39:53,892
I’ve never been able to
watch myself act on screen.
270
00:39:56,520 --> 00:40:00,273
I mean... but you want to be seen.
271
00:40:01,483 --> 00:40:02,527
Do I?
272
00:40:03,027 --> 00:40:05,153
You want to be seen...
you want to be seen...
273
00:40:05,278 --> 00:40:08,490
I want you to see me...
I want you to see me...
274
00:40:08,615 --> 00:40:10,658
I want to see myself.
275
00:40:11,035 --> 00:40:12,787
Then look in the mirror.
276
00:40:13,703 --> 00:40:15,247
But I’m looking at you.
277
00:40:47,153 --> 00:40:49,532
She loved being alive.
278
00:40:51,117 --> 00:40:52,785
She’s just...
279
00:40:55,412 --> 00:40:57,330
not alive anymore.
280
00:42:40,100 --> 00:42:41,768
Can I make you watch something?
281
00:42:43,770 --> 00:42:44,855
It’s short.
282
00:42:46,273 --> 00:42:47,733
That’s fine.
283
00:42:49,233 --> 00:42:51,445
-Is my Mom in it?
-Probably.
284
00:42:52,822 --> 00:42:54,197
Are you in it?
285
00:44:50,897 --> 00:44:53,900
I loved being a girl.
286
00:44:56,653 --> 00:44:59,407
I’m just not a woman.
287
00:45:16,382 --> 00:45:19,342
Mom couldn’t handle the contradiction.
288
00:45:21,512 --> 00:45:23,930
It’s different when you’re family.
289
00:46:56,315 --> 00:46:58,650
Gio, close up.
290
00:46:59,025 --> 00:47:01,320
We are going to
desert with Susan and the
291
00:47:02,028 --> 00:47:03,947
son no one knew about.
292
00:47:27,387 --> 00:47:29,222
It’s all the same out here.
293
00:47:32,017 --> 00:47:33,102
No,
294
00:47:35,187 --> 00:47:36,313
it isn’t.
295
00:47:39,775 --> 00:47:41,150
Can you imagine?
296
00:47:41,527 --> 00:47:44,697
My lover never mentioned
her son was alive.
297
00:47:46,448 --> 00:47:48,867
I can’t make any sense of her map.
298
00:47:51,118 --> 00:47:52,703
She drew a bunch of like
299
00:47:52,997 --> 00:47:55,790
sci-fi gender markers
in the middle of the page.
300
00:48:02,672 --> 00:48:08,095
Alright, Arnie! Telephone lines,
telephone poles!
301
00:48:11,055 --> 00:48:13,392
Not everything is trans, boys.
302
00:49:43,773 --> 00:49:47,860
You have been staying
with hot leather over there?
303
00:49:48,112 --> 00:49:50,155
Hot leather? X?
304
00:49:51,782 --> 00:49:53,075
Yeah.
305
00:49:56,662 --> 00:49:58,955
I hope you don’t envy him.
306
00:49:59,998 --> 00:50:03,377
He is as lost as all of us.
307
00:50:05,295 --> 00:50:07,713
-I did at first.
-And then?
308
00:50:09,382 --> 00:50:12,260
It’s sort of like,
I feel pain,
309
00:50:12,843 --> 00:50:14,805
I can see that you feel pain,
310
00:50:15,430 --> 00:50:18,517
and only you could
possibly understand my pain.
311
00:50:18,808 --> 00:50:21,478
Because you are both trans?
312
00:50:23,355 --> 00:50:24,815
I’m not sure.
313
00:50:27,983 --> 00:50:29,987
What do you know
about palm trees?
314
00:50:32,030 --> 00:50:34,365
Palms aren’t even
from Southern California.
315
00:50:34,950 --> 00:50:36,158
Just like you!
316
00:50:36,577 --> 00:50:37,827
Just like you.
317
00:50:38,912 --> 00:50:42,415
And they aren’t trees.
They’re more like a grass.
318
00:50:43,208 --> 00:50:45,252
They take up a
ton of water,
319
00:50:46,085 --> 00:50:48,045
and depending on
how you look at them,
320
00:50:48,213 --> 00:50:50,882
they either look
like weird creatures
321
00:50:51,132 --> 00:50:53,302
or they look like
paradise itself.
322
00:50:54,343 --> 00:50:57,305
And if it’s a cluster and you cut
their heads off,
323
00:50:59,348 --> 00:51:00,600
they will
live.
324
00:51:01,142 --> 00:51:05,147
But, if it’s alone and
you decapitate that sucker,
325
00:51:06,147 --> 00:51:07,648
oh it’s going to die.
326
00:51:08,775 --> 00:51:10,402
They’re unusual that way.
327
00:51:11,193 --> 00:51:12,445
I like them.
328
00:51:13,322 --> 00:51:14,530
Me too.
329
00:51:18,535 --> 00:51:20,703
You know which ones
are from this region?
330
00:51:24,165 --> 00:51:25,625
The furry ones.
331
00:51:28,420 --> 00:51:30,588
Have you showed him that film yet?
332
00:51:32,382 --> 00:51:33,592
Who?
333
00:51:35,385 --> 00:51:38,805
You’re in deep loverboy!
Stepped right in it this time.
334
00:51:39,932 --> 00:51:41,808
In deep!
335
00:51:44,227 --> 00:51:45,812
How’s your Mom?
336
00:51:46,522 --> 00:51:48,523
She’s having a hard time.
337
00:51:50,317 --> 00:51:52,110
You’re a good son, Gio.
338
00:51:53,945 --> 00:51:55,697
We found it!
339
00:51:59,492 --> 00:52:00,827
Okay.
340
00:52:03,872 --> 00:52:05,748
This makes sense to me.
341
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:08,460
There’s nothing here.
342
00:52:47,207 --> 00:52:49,708
Can someone tell me
who she became?
343
00:52:52,170 --> 00:52:53,880
I’m looking for my Mom.
344
00:52:56,257 --> 00:52:57,758
Look around, child.
345
00:52:59,635 --> 00:53:00,762
No.
346
00:53:56,358 --> 00:53:59,737
I’m usually not the type of
guy to pass up a happy ending.
347
00:54:07,953 --> 00:54:11,373
See, I thought it was what I wanted.
348
00:54:13,418 --> 00:54:16,128
Honestly, I really did.
349
00:54:24,053 --> 00:54:27,723
Perhaps you heard me,
or thought you heard me,
350
00:54:28,975 --> 00:54:31,645
or perhaps you
stuffed words in my mouth.
351
00:54:35,523 --> 00:54:38,150
Or perhaps I thought
the words were mine.
352
00:54:42,780 --> 00:54:44,323
How could they be?
353
00:54:49,997 --> 00:54:52,707
Susan must have left it in
the mailbox Thursday night.
354
00:55:20,152 --> 00:55:21,820
What did she write?
355
00:55:27,492 --> 00:55:29,410
Well, she basically said,
356
00:55:30,412 --> 00:55:32,997
Alex I’m sorry.
357
00:55:37,335 --> 00:55:41,047
I made a terrible mistake.
358
00:55:43,925 --> 00:55:45,343
I love you
359
00:55:46,260 --> 00:55:49,638
and
I’ve always loved you.
360
00:55:55,562 --> 00:56:00,275
I acted out of fear
back then and still now.
361
00:56:03,945 --> 00:56:06,907
I hope you’re happy or
362
00:56:07,615 --> 00:56:09,992
at the very least
glad to be here.
363
00:56:14,413 --> 00:56:18,543
I know you will love
him as much as I love him.
364
00:56:32,765 --> 00:56:36,143
You are my child.
365
00:56:40,607 --> 00:56:44,902
I love every version of you.
366
00:57:17,060 --> 00:57:18,393
Hold me.
367
00:57:22,523 --> 00:57:24,650
In all of my wet shapes.
368
00:57:26,527 --> 00:57:28,655
Let me play all the parts.
369
00:57:33,660 --> 00:57:36,162
And I’ll remember all of my lines.
370
00:58:06,108 --> 00:58:09,903
Bowling is the game that I love dearly
371
00:58:10,238 --> 00:58:13,908
Way-hey bowling in the alley
372
00:58:14,158 --> 00:58:17,745
Daily Weekly Monthly Yearly
373
00:58:17,995 --> 00:58:21,040
Bowling down in Shinbone Alley
374
00:58:23,585 --> 00:58:25,545
Where is your camera?
375
00:58:28,548 --> 00:58:32,302
And it’s spare me girls
I’m a-bowling in the alley
376
00:58:32,635 --> 00:58:35,972
Way-hey bowling in the alley
377
00:58:36,222 --> 00:58:39,600
Spare me girls cause
I’m bowling in the alley
378
00:58:39,850 --> 00:58:42,937
Bowling down in Shinbone Alley
379
00:58:56,658 --> 00:58:57,827
Way to go!
380
00:58:58,368 --> 00:59:00,037
Good shot Alex!
381
00:59:00,622 --> 00:59:02,040
Great shot.
382
00:59:31,277 --> 00:59:32,945
Goodbye, Susan.
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