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what

what

what i'm tired

okay

i'm sick

i'm sick

i'm sick of all the meaningless connections

well

well

well maybe

maybe

maybe if you didn't [ __ ] [ __ ] every night

if you didn't [ __ ] [ __ ] every night

if you didn't [ __ ] [ __ ] every night you'd actually take a moment to connect

you'd actually take a moment to connect

you'd actually take a moment to connect are you slut-shaming me right now

are you slut-shaming me right now

are you slut-shaming me right now absolutely not

absolutely not

absolutely not but i know you

but i know you

but i know you i'm having an existential crisis

i'm having an existential crisis

i'm having an existential crisis clearly

why do i always do that

why do i always do that

why do i always do that do what

do what

do what lose myself and others

lose myself and others

lose myself and others like i'm 22 and i still don't know what

like i'm 22 and i still don't know what

like i'm 22 and i still don't know what i'm doing

i'm doing

i'm doing i'm gonna take a guess and say it's

i'm gonna take a guess and say it's

i'm gonna take a guess and say it's because you're only 22. do you not see

because you're only 22. do you not see

because you're only 22. do you not see the difference between me and you

the difference between me and you

the difference between me and you you and rachel are in a healthy

you and rachel are in a healthy

you and rachel are in a healthy relationship you're committed you have a

relationship you're committed you have a

relationship you're committed you have a house me i dated a girl who i loved so

house me i dated a girl who i loved so

house me i dated a girl who i loved so much then i freaked the [ __ ] out screwed

much then i freaked the [ __ ] out screwed

much then i freaked the [ __ ] out screwed it all up then wanted her back just to

it all up then wanted her back just to

it all up then wanted her back just to be at the same spot two years again

be at the same spot two years again

be at the same spot two years again later

i work at a boutique

i work at a boutique

i work at a boutique that i [ __ ] hate waxing vaginas

that i [ __ ] hate waxing vaginas

that i [ __ ] hate waxing vaginas all day

all day

all day i think that sounds pretty sweet

what am i doing wrong

what am i doing wrong

what am i doing wrong parker

parker

parker you have got to stop comparing us we are

you have got to stop comparing us we are

you have got to stop comparing us we are on two separate timelines

on two separate timelines

on two separate timelines we're two different people i mean we're

we're two different people i mean we're

we're two different people i mean we're at a weird age anyway i mean

at a weird age anyway i mean

at a weird age anyway i mean you got some people just going into

you got some people just going into

you got some people just going into college you got some people getting

college you got some people getting

college you got some people getting married they have kids it's gross

married they have kids it's gross

married they have kids it's gross i mean that one guy we knew from ap bio

i mean that one guy we knew from ap bio

i mean that one guy we knew from ap bio he just got out of jail

he just got out of jail

he just got out of jail i'm thinking about her again

i'm thinking about her again

i'm thinking about her again no

no

no are you

you

you

you have got to stop this

have got to stop this

have got to stop this every time you get off track

every time you get off track

every time you get off track you go back to this parker you you

you go back to this parker you you

you go back to this parker you you you're you are comfortable with her okay

you're you are comfortable with her okay

you're you are comfortable with her okay but you cannot keep going back to that

but you cannot keep going back to that

but you cannot keep going back to that just because

just because

just because i think i just need to get out of here

i think i just need to get out of here

i think i just need to get out of here go where

go where

go where i don't know like nashville

i don't know like nashville

i don't know like nashville i just want something meaningful

i guess if it keeps you from doing

i guess if it keeps you from doing

i guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic

something idiotic

something idiotic i want to drive

i want to drive

i want to drive i mean we can go for a drive we already

i mean we can go for a drive we already

i mean we can go for a drive we already drink i mean i want to go somewhere

drink i mean i want to go somewhere

drink i mean i want to go somewhere like

like

like like a road trip

like a road trip

like a road trip why are you looking at me like that

why are you looking at me like that

why are you looking at me like that let's go

let's go

let's go like

like

like like right now like right now

all right

all right

all right okay

okay

okay yes

yes

yes can we go tomorrow

can we go tomorrow

can we go tomorrow yeah that's fine

hey jessica

hey jessica

hey jessica um

um

um i don't think that i'm gonna be able to

i don't think that i'm gonna be able to

i don't think that i'm gonna be able to make it into work next week

make it into work next week

make it into work next week my grandmother got hospitalized

my grandmother got hospitalized

my grandmother got hospitalized she

she

she has

has

has really bad diarrhea

it won't stop

and they don't know um

and they don't know um

and they don't know um why

why

why listen yeah jessica i gotta go i'm sorry

listen yeah jessica i gotta go i'm sorry

listen yeah jessica i gotta go i'm sorry my mom is waiting on me and i'll be in

my mom is waiting on me and i'll be in

my mom is waiting on me and i'll be in next week i promise

you're gonna go to hell

you're gonna go to hell

you're gonna go to hell my grandma's been dead for like three

my grandma's been dead for like three

my grandma's been dead for like three years

years

years shouldn't appreciate the spontaneity

shouldn't appreciate the spontaneity

shouldn't appreciate the spontaneity though

though

though okay

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can you pass me the gummy worms

you know um when i was a kid and we'd go

you know um when i was a kid and we'd go

you know um when i was a kid and we'd go to the theater with my mom

to the theater with my mom

to the theater with my mom she'd actually always bring cupcakes to

she'd actually always bring cupcakes to

she'd actually always bring cupcakes to put the popcorn so that's where you got

put the popcorn so that's where you got

put the popcorn so that's where you got it from you thought

she sounds like she'd be fun

she sounds like she'd be fun

she sounds like she'd be fun she wasn't

she wasn't

she wasn't she's not really

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parker

parker

parker i think i caught asthma i'm tired

i think i caught asthma i'm tired

i think i caught asthma i'm tired we haven't even started walking yet

oh [ __ ]

oh [ __ ]

oh [ __ ] can you believe places like this just

can you believe places like this just

can you believe places like this just exist

exist

exist and we get to look at it with like

and we get to look at it with like

and we get to look at it with like our eyes

our eyes

our eyes ah

ah

ah makes me feel kind of small

makes me feel kind of small

makes me feel kind of small but in a good way

but in a good way

but in a good way i guess that's better than you know like

i guess that's better than you know like

i guess that's better than you know like feeling the other way around look how

feeling the other way around look how

feeling the other way around look how you mean

it don't matter

all right we're gonna stick it in that

all right we're gonna stick it in that

all right we're gonna stick it in that come back to that later

come back to that later

come back to that later enjoy the view

enjoy the view

enjoy the view yeah

i'm glad we did this

i'm glad we did this

i'm glad we did this it's a good idea

i'm starting to think that i needed this

i'm starting to think that i needed this

i'm starting to think that i needed this too you know

i don't know i just feel like

i don't know i just feel like

i don't know i just feel like every day is starting to blend together

every day is starting to blend together

every day is starting to blend together and it's just become so monotonous

and it's just become so monotonous

and it's just become so monotonous and like am i doing

and like am i doing

and like am i doing something big in the grand scheme of

something big in the grand scheme of

something big in the grand scheme of everything how could you say that

everything how could you say that

everything how could you say that you and rachel are literally perfect

that's interesting that you think that

that's interesting that you think that

that's interesting that you think that just cause i'm in a relationship with

just cause i'm in a relationship with

just cause i'm in a relationship with rachel that my life is squeaky clean and

rachel that my life is squeaky clean and

rachel that my life is squeaky clean and spotless

spotless

spotless just never really thought about it

i mean don't get me wrong

i mean don't get me wrong

i mean don't get me wrong rachel's my [ __ ]

rachel's my [ __ ]

rachel's my [ __ ] i love her but she doesn't define my

i love her but she doesn't define my

i love her but she doesn't define my whole existence

whole existence

whole existence even on our best days

even on our best days

even on our best days i still feel like my existence

i still feel like my existence

i still feel like my existence is uh

is uh

is uh infinitesimal whoa

infinitesimal whoa

infinitesimal whoa big word

big word

big word i know

i know

i know it's a song it's a dope song

it's a song it's a dope song

it's a song it's a dope song [Music]

so like

so like

so like we're supposed to see like ufos

we're supposed to see like ufos

we're supposed to see like ufos yeah

yeah

yeah so

so

so apparently when it gets dark

apparently when it gets dark

apparently when it gets dark this becomes like the darkest place in

this becomes like the darkest place in

this becomes like the darkest place in the country and then

the country and then

the country and then the ufos come out

the ufos come out

the ufos come out so like at nighttime yeah at night

so like at nighttime yeah at night

so like at nighttime yeah at night interesting

interesting

interesting yeah

so

so

so you remember that one time me you rachel

you remember that one time me you rachel

you remember that one time me you rachel went to canada

went to canada

went to canada and then we all got lost in toronto

and then we all got lost in toronto

and then we all got lost in toronto yeah you would think that someone from

yeah you would think that someone from

yeah you would think that someone from toronto would know their way around

toronto would know their way around

toronto would know their way around toronto

toronto

toronto yeah

yeah

yeah well

well

well but do you remember how when we were on

but do you remember how when we were on

but do you remember how when we were on the plane and like all of our phones

the plane and like all of our phones

the plane and like all of our phones died and so we just gave up and then we

died and so we just gave up and then we

died and so we just gave up and then we went and got sushi dude best sashimi

went and got sushi dude best sashimi

went and got sushi dude best sashimi ever

ever

ever i know

i know

i know [Music]

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[Music] i guess i just missed doing stuff like

i guess i just missed doing stuff like

i guess i just missed doing stuff like that

that

that well i kind of feel like that's what

well i kind of feel like that's what

well i kind of feel like that's what we're doing you know

we're doing you know

we're doing you know sitting out in the woods

sitting out in the woods

sitting out in the woods looking for aliens

looking for aliens

looking for aliens yeah

yeah

yeah you do be having a point

you do be having a point

you do be having a point yeah that is what we're doing

so what's next

so what's next

so what's next know i really haven't thought that far

know i really haven't thought that far

know i really haven't thought that far well

well

well i'm just following your lead i'm

i'm just following your lead i'm

i'm just following your lead i'm probably gonna need to go back to work

probably gonna need to go back to work

probably gonna need to go back to work sometime though oh i definitely am

sometime though oh i definitely am

sometime though oh i definitely am getting fired yeah [ __ ] capitalism i

getting fired yeah [ __ ] capitalism i

getting fired yeah [ __ ] capitalism i don't want to work for modern societies

don't want to work for modern societies

don't want to work for modern societies anyways i want to live in the woods and

anyways i want to live in the woods and

anyways i want to live in the woods and scavenge for berries

all right

well

well

well why don't we go to nashville

why don't we go to nashville

why don't we go to nashville really

really

really yeah you brought it up i mean if we left

yeah you brought it up i mean if we left

yeah you brought it up i mean if we left right now

right now

right now we could probably get there by the night

we could probably get there by the night

we could probably get there by the night bed

but wait

but wait

but wait there is one more thing i'm going to say

there is one more thing i'm going to say

there is one more thing i'm going to say follow me

what you doing nerd

what you doing nerd

what you doing nerd just journaling a widow

how was work

how was work

how was work that was good

that was good

that was good you know focus work

you know focus work

you know focus work oh um my dad called me on my break

oh um my dad called me on my break

oh um my dad called me on my break yeah he wants to see if we want to go

yeah he wants to see if we want to go

yeah he wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime this week

get dinner with him sometime this week

get dinner with him sometime this week i have no plans no place

i have no plans no place

i have no plans no place good

i think it'll be good

i think it'll be good

i think it'll be good we literally haven't seen him since

we literally haven't seen him since

we literally haven't seen him since he helped us with the move

he helped us with the move

he helped us with the move i think he'd be glad to see us

i think he'd be glad to see us

i think he'd be glad to see us yeah

yeah

yeah no coffee yeah be great

will you get

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how much

so the aliens come to earth

so the aliens come to earth

so the aliens come to earth for this

uh-huh

and

you just put your stuff on the ground

you just put your stuff on the ground

you just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it

and the aliens will see it

and the aliens will see it yeah so i mean you just you just bring

yeah so i mean you just you just bring

yeah so i mean you just you just bring your weird cinnamon [ __ ]

your weird cinnamon [ __ ]

your weird cinnamon [ __ ] um

um

um and then uh

and then uh

and then uh like

like

like aliens

aliens

aliens beam down and like appreciate it a lot

beam down and like appreciate it a lot

beam down and like appreciate it a lot i don't know that's what the lady at the

i don't know that's what the lady at the

i don't know that's what the lady at the desk said so

desk said so

desk said so it's called an alien junkyard

okay well what are you gonna put down

way ahead of you

youtube

youtube

youtube that's what you're leaving

that's what you're leaving

that's what you're leaving yeah

yeah

yeah you don't think you should like leave

you don't think you should like leave

you don't think you should like leave some like a picture of you and rachel

some like a picture of you and rachel

some like a picture of you and rachel no

no

no the aliens don't want to see a couple of

the aliens don't want to see a couple of

the aliens don't want to see a couple of normies they want to see aubry plaza in

normies they want to see aubry plaza in

normies they want to see aubry plaza in a questionable christmas film

a questionable christmas film

a questionable christmas film okay

what are you gonna leave well i don't

what are you gonna leave well i don't

what are you gonna leave well i don't know

what about that oh hell no

what about that oh hell no

what about that oh hell no i've had this thing for like eight years

i've had this thing for like eight years

i've had this thing for like eight years okay and that's what makes it perfect

okay and that's what makes it perfect

okay and that's what makes it perfect it's got your humans use memories all

it's got your humans use memories all

it's got your humans use memories all over it

all right well the aliens better

all right well the aliens better

all right well the aliens better appreciate the [ __ ] out of that that

appreciate the [ __ ] out of that that

appreciate the [ __ ] out of that that thing's been the staple in my wardrobe

thing's been the staple in my wardrobe

thing's been the staple in my wardrobe since like

since like

since like high school hey

high school hey

high school hey we're here to leave our old selves

we're here to leave our old selves

we're here to leave our old selves behind

behind

behind we're here to find who the new us is the

we're here to find who the new us is the

we're here to find who the new us is the new parker okay well we let me know when

new parker okay well we let me know when

new parker okay well we let me know when you figure that out

you figure that out

you figure that out probably not

can you help yeah

i'm nervous

i'm nervous

i'm nervous why

why

why i feel like your dad hates me now

i feel like your dad hates me now

i feel like your dad hates me now what he's always liked you he's like

what he's always liked you he's like

what he's always liked you he's like the only family you have and i just want

the only family you have and i just want

the only family you have and i just want to know how much i love you

to know how much i love you

to know how much i love you he trusts i can make good decisions

but i broke your heart

all right

all right

all right today's the day so do we have anything

today's the day so do we have anything

today's the day so do we have anything else on the agenda other than nashville

else on the agenda other than nashville

else on the agenda other than nashville no just wherever we end up

no just wherever we end up

no just wherever we end up what is it without nashville anyway

what is it without nashville anyway

what is it without nashville anyway oh my parents always said that we would

oh my parents always said that we would

oh my parents always said that we would take a family trip there and we just

take a family trip there and we just

take a family trip there and we just never went

never went

never went so and it kind of stuck with me

so and it kind of stuck with me

so and it kind of stuck with me why

why

why we always went on a cruise or to disney

we always went on a cruise or to disney

we always went on a cruise or to disney world

world

world i don't know i guess it was just never

i don't know i guess it was just never

i don't know i guess it was just never really important to them to go to

really important to them to go to

really important to them to go to nashville

nashville

nashville but it was to you

but it was to you

but it was to you yeah i always thought of it kind of like

yeah i always thought of it kind of like

yeah i always thought of it kind of like a magical place you know but in a cool

a magical place you know but in a cool

a magical place you know but in a cool rustic cowboy way plus i always wanted

rustic cowboy way plus i always wanted

rustic cowboy way plus i always wanted to get one of those cute little guitar

to get one of those cute little guitar

to get one of those cute little guitar keychains

my parents just always shipped me up to

my parents just always shipped me up to

my parents just always shipped me up to my grandparents

my grandparents

my grandparents and they lived in a really tiny town so

and they lived in a really tiny town so

and they lived in a really tiny town so i mean it was an adventure in its own

i mean it was an adventure in its own

i mean it was an adventure in its own you know just with a lot of corn fields

you know just with a lot of corn fields

you know just with a lot of corn fields and

and

and no fast food restaurants

no fast food restaurants

no fast food restaurants see but i wish i had that

see but i wish i had that

see but i wish i had that you wish you never went on a cruise

you wish you never went on a cruise

you wish you never went on a cruise no not like that i mean like

no not like that i mean like

no not like that i mean like i wish my parents cared more about what

i wish my parents cared more about what

i wish my parents cared more about what i wanted

how can i put this nicely on

how can i put this nicely on

how can i put this nicely on you my friend

you my friend

you my friend need a reality check

need a reality check

need a reality check what do you mean

what do you mean

what do you mean so

so

so why did you break up with ellie again

why did you break up with ellie again

why did you break up with ellie again like in high school yeah

like in high school yeah

like in high school yeah i didn't know what i wanted

i didn't know what i wanted

i didn't know what i wanted but now all of a sudden you know what

but now all of a sudden you know what

but now all of a sudden you know what you want

i mean

i mean

i mean so let me get this straight

so let me get this straight

so let me get this straight you broke up with her because you didn't

you broke up with her because you didn't

you broke up with her because you didn't want to be with her but then you did

want to be with her but then you did

want to be with her but then you did want to be with her then two years later

want to be with her then two years later

want to be with her then two years later when she got upset because you didn't

when she got upset because you didn't

when she got upset because you didn't treat her the way you said you were

treat her the way you said you were

treat her the way you said you were gonna treat her

gonna treat her

gonna treat her no all of a sudden you want it back

you know it's not so cut and dry

you know it's not so cut and dry

you know it's not so cut and dry i'm just playing devil's advocate i was

i'm just playing devil's advocate i was

i'm just playing devil's advocate i was 17. i thought i needed to drink all the

17. i thought i needed to drink all the

17. i thought i needed to drink all the time and smoke weed and just create this

time and smoke weed and just create this

time and smoke weed and just create this like tornado of emotion just to feel

like tornado of emotion just to feel

like tornado of emotion just to feel something you know

something you know

something you know there it is

there it is

there it is the contradiction what contradiction

the contradiction what contradiction

the contradiction what contradiction you love to sabotage yourself you have

you love to sabotage yourself you have

you love to sabotage yourself you have to have the main character energy and

to have the main character energy and

to have the main character energy and you have to have all the problems

you have to have all the problems

you have to have all the problems that's not true

that's not true

that's not true no it's kind of true

no it's kind of true

no it's kind of true she's important to me fern i know she is

she's important to me fern i know she is

she's important to me fern i know she is if there's ever a chance in hell that

if there's ever a chance in hell that

if there's ever a chance in hell that you're going to get her back

you're going to get her back

you're going to get her back you've gotta have better coping

you've gotta have better coping

you've gotta have better coping mechanisms you gotta learn you gotta

mechanisms you gotta learn you gotta

mechanisms you gotta learn you gotta grow

grow

grow you're not gonna be good for her unless

you're not gonna be good for her unless

you're not gonna be good for her unless you're good for you

you're good for you

you're good for you yeah

you want another drink

you want another drink

you want another drink i think i'm okay

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you think you liked me

you think you liked me

you think you liked me park he's never not liked you

i wouldn't like me

why do you do that

why do you do that

why do you do that do what

do what

do what why do you need other people's

why do you need other people's

why do you need other people's validation

validation

validation he's your dad

he's your dad

he's your dad ellie

ellie

ellie but i love you

but i love you

but i love you can that not be enough

why can't you forgive yourself

because i

because i

because i always

[ __ ] the good [ __ ]

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so

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what i'm gonna puke

are you ready for it

why do i feel like i'm about to have a

why do i feel like i'm about to have a

why do i feel like i'm about to have a pulmonary embolism

pulmonary embolism

pulmonary embolism you know

you know

you know that is how i felt the first time i ever

that is how i felt the first time i ever

that is how i felt the first time i ever saw red velvet's music video for psycho

saw red velvet's music video for psycho

saw red velvet's music video for psycho i'd make bonnie my wife

i'd make bonnie my wife

i'd make bonnie my wife and we'd rob this whole town

and we'd rob this whole town

and we'd rob this whole town maybe take all that money

maybe take all that money

maybe take all that money get a boat and sail down

get a boat and sail down

get a boat and sail down down

down

down where the blue blue waters flow

yes this

yes this

yes this is a place i would go

we might get ourselves lost we may never

we might get ourselves lost we may never

we might get ourselves lost we may never be found

be found

be found if ever that day comes around

if ever that day comes around

if ever that day comes around [Music]

dude that sucked

dude that sucked

dude that sucked i wasn't gonna say anything unless you

i wasn't gonna say anything unless you

i wasn't gonna say anything unless you did

did

did i don't know why i thought

i don't know why i thought

i don't know why i thought a city full of drunken tourists

a city full of drunken tourists

a city full of drunken tourists vomit-filled streets and cheapo guitar

vomit-filled streets and cheapo guitar

vomit-filled streets and cheapo guitar souvenirs would be so life-altering

it's almost like you build things up in

it's almost like you build things up in

it's almost like you build things up in your head

your head

your head to be bigger than they actually are

to be bigger than they actually are

to be bigger than they actually are you have all these unrealistic i don't

you have all these unrealistic i don't

you have all these unrealistic i don't need a lecture

i just think

i just think

i just think life is about the little things the

life is about the little things the

life is about the little things the stuff you didn't plan

stuff you didn't plan

stuff you didn't plan you know you no you're right

like these fries

like these fries

like these fries i'm gonna remember this fries

i'm gonna remember this fries

i'm gonna remember this fries for the rest of my life

i have an idea

okay

okay

okay follow me

follow me

follow me [Music]

breaking into the pool

breaking into the pool

breaking into the pool what

what

what for the bucket list i want to break into

for the bucket list i want to break into

for the bucket list i want to break into the pool

the pool

the pool at night

okay

cool

cool

cool you should get started

you should get started

you should get started now

now

now you know it still hurts a little bit but

you know it still hurts a little bit but

you know it still hurts a little bit but not that much

not that much

not that much [Music]

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[Music] cause if you want somebody else who am i

cause if you want somebody else who am i

cause if you want somebody else who am i to judge

to judge

to judge i've been thinking about you all the

i've been thinking about you all the

i've been thinking about you all the time but that's all right

time but that's all right

time but that's all right [Music]

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[Music] i'm starting to get used to it i think

i'm starting to get used to it i think

i'm starting to get used to it i think i'll survive

i'll survive

i'll survive i'm at you in the summer when you left

i'm at you in the summer when you left

i'm at you in the summer when you left it was closed i said we loved one

it was closed i said we loved one

it was closed i said we loved one another

another

another guess that we were wrong

guess that we were wrong

guess that we were wrong i met you in the summer

i met you in the summer

i met you in the summer my love was out of control

my love was out of control

my love was out of control i've been going crazy without you i'm so

i've been going crazy without you i'm so

i've been going crazy without you i'm so alone

[Music]

it's kind of quiet in my room right now

it's kind of quiet in my room right now

it's kind of quiet in my room right now without you

without you

without you and i couldn't really make you stay so

and i couldn't really make you stay so

and i couldn't really make you stay so what to do

what to do

what to do i'm just staring at my walls and talking

i'm just staring at my walls and talking

i'm just staring at my walls and talking to myself now and then i'll try to laugh

to myself now and then i'll try to laugh

to myself now and then i'll try to laugh but i'll cry of it as well i was never

but i'll cry of it as well i was never

but i'll cry of it as well i was never any good at being away from you

any good at being away from you

any good at being away from you i met you in the summer

i met you in the summer

i met you in the summer when you left it was cold said we loved

when you left it was cold said we loved

when you left it was cold said we loved one another

one another

one another guess that we were wrong

guess that we were wrong

guess that we were wrong i met you in the summer my love was out

i met you in the summer my love was out

i met you in the summer my love was out of control

of control

of control i've been going crazy without you i'm so

i've been going crazy without you i'm so

i've been going crazy without you i'm so alone

alone

alone [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] um

[Music]

you know it still hurts a little bit but

you know it still hurts a little bit but

you know it still hurts a little bit but not that much

not that much

not that much cause if you want somebody else

cause if you want somebody else

cause if you want somebody else [Music]

shut it down shut it down

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] so

so

so [Music]

[Music]

i love it when you play

i love it when you play

i love it when you play i know

so where'd you learn how to play anyways

so where'd you learn how to play anyways

so where'd you learn how to play anyways uh my dad actually yeah he taught me

uh my dad actually yeah he taught me

uh my dad actually yeah he taught me but he only learned to impress my mom

but he only learned to impress my mom

but he only learned to impress my mom really mm-hmm

really mm-hmm

really mm-hmm funny i never read that

funny i never read that

funny i never read that there's a lot you don't know about me oh

there's a lot you don't know about me oh

there's a lot you don't know about me oh yeah

yeah

yeah yeah tell me one thing i don't know

yeah tell me one thing i don't know

yeah tell me one thing i don't know about you

about you

about you oh god

oh god

oh god um

okay when i was a kid

okay when i was a kid

okay when i was a kid and i would catch fireflies

and i would catch fireflies

and i would catch fireflies i would make wishes on them

that's probably the cutest thing i've

that's probably the cutest thing i've

that's probably the cutest thing i've ever heard

ever heard

ever heard um i mean that was

um i mean that was

um i mean that was one good thing about my mom i feel like

one good thing about my mom i feel like

one good thing about my mom i feel like she always had her head in the clouds

she always had her head in the clouds

she always had her head in the clouds and believed that life was like made of

and believed that life was like made of

and believed that life was like made of magic i feel like she really instilled

magic i feel like she really instilled

magic i feel like she really instilled that in me

that in me

that in me yeah that does kind of sound like you

yeah that does kind of sound like you

yeah that does kind of sound like you ugh i mean yeah i kind of hate it though

ugh i mean yeah i kind of hate it though

ugh i mean yeah i kind of hate it though because

because

because she was always wanting to live this like

she was always wanting to live this like

she was always wanting to live this like bigger than life reality and

bigger than life reality and

bigger than life reality and one day she just decided that

one day she just decided that

one day she just decided that me and my dad were not part of that

me and my dad were not part of that

me and my dad were not part of that dream anymore

dream anymore

dream anymore it wasn't enough so she left

it wasn't enough so she left

it wasn't enough so she left ellie

ellie

ellie you were just a kid

you were just a kid

you were just a kid i don't think it's

i don't think it's

i don't think it's that it had anything to do with you not

that it had anything to do with you not

that it had anything to do with you not being enough

being enough

being enough plus your heart is nothing like hers

plus your heart is nothing like hers

plus your heart is nothing like hers anyways

i just don't want to hurt someone

i just don't want to hurt someone

i just don't want to hurt someone the way she hurt my dad

plus i feel like a five-year-old wanting

plus i feel like a five-year-old wanting

plus i feel like a five-year-old wanting to play pretend all the time is probably

to play pretend all the time is probably

to play pretend all the time is probably a lot to handle

a lot to handle

a lot to handle [Music]

plus you know what i don't think she

plus you know what i don't think she

plus you know what i don't think she even wanted kids anyway

[Music]

where are we going

where are we going

where are we going you'll see

are you going to kill me

are you going to kill me

are you going to kill me ellie you're not supposed to know be

ellie you're not supposed to know be

ellie you're not supposed to know be quiet

quiet

quiet are you choosing away by knife or

are you choosing away by knife or

are you choosing away by knife or another weapon

another weapon

another weapon what would be more villanelle of me

what would be more villanelle of me

what would be more villanelle of me she'd probably have some really

she'd probably have some really

she'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me an

elaborate scheme and then corner me an

elaborate scheme and then corner me an alleyway in paris or something

alleyway in paris or something

alleyway in paris or something mine would be better

this is sweet

you're sweet

oh

oh

oh so my friend michaela is coming in from

so my friend michaela is coming in from

so my friend michaela is coming in from out of town next weekend and there's

out of town next weekend and there's

out of town next weekend and there's this party that i think we're gonna go

this party that i think we're gonna go

this party that i think we're gonna go to

but we went out last weekend i know but

but we went out last weekend i know but

but we went out last weekend i know but i want to go like out out

just going out with me just like knock

just going out with me just like knock

just going out with me just like knock out

out

out you know i don't mean it like that

you know i don't mean it like that

you know i don't mean it like that i guess i'll just

i guess i'll just

i guess i'll just i'll stay home alone again

parker

i have found the best use of our word

i have found the best use of our word

i have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation

what happened

what happened

what happened well i'm glad you asked

well i'm glad you asked

well i'm glad you asked there i am in the woods trying to take a

there i am in the woods trying to take a

there i am in the woods trying to take a fat piss and fly

fat piss and fly

fat piss and fly goes right in my face

goes right in my face

goes right in my face that's not the best part

that's not the best part

that's not the best part because i didn't see it i fell right

because i didn't see it i fell right

because i didn't see it i fell right back

back

back into my piss

into my piss

into my piss it's not funny it's kind of funny

it's not funny it's kind of funny

it's not funny it's kind of funny it's kind of very funny

it's kind of very funny

it's kind of very funny get in the car

get in the car

get in the car get in the car we're going

my back

park what

i got you something

i got you something

i got you something what is that for

just because

ellie i'm sorry

ellie i'm sorry

ellie i'm sorry you're doing it again

you're doing it again

you're doing it again doing what

doing what

doing what you're pulling away

you're pulling away

you're pulling away ally

ally

ally no it's

no it's

no it's it's not like that no you promised me on

it's not like that no you promised me on

it's not like that no you promised me on new year's that you wouldn't do this

new year's that you wouldn't do this

new year's that you wouldn't do this because of some confusion you have about

because of some confusion you have about

because of some confusion you have about yourself and what you want

i mean we just

i mean we just

i mean we just we just went

we just went

we just went on a picnic

on a picnic

on a picnic and and

and and

and and to dinner with your dad

to dinner with your dad

to dinner with your dad what am i not allowed to have a few

what am i not allowed to have a few

what am i not allowed to have a few drinks

drinks

drinks after work leave the house am i not

after work leave the house am i not

after work leave the house am i not allowed to

allowed to

allowed to no you can leave the house

no you can leave the house

no you can leave the house but when you came back to me

but when you came back to me

but when you came back to me we promised that our relationship would

we promised that our relationship would

we promised that our relationship would not be like this anymore

not be like this anymore

not be like this anymore that's not what's happening

that's not what's happening

that's not what's happening then what is happening

then what is happening

then what is happening i don't know

you never do

but i don't

but i don't

but i don't i don't know i don't want to know what

i don't know i don't want to know what

i don't know i don't want to know what living in a world without you is like

living in a world without you is like

living in a world without you is like and and i feel like i'm hurting you

and and i feel like i'm hurting you

and and i feel like i'm hurting you and stop pulling away

and stop pulling away

and stop pulling away it hurts me when you do that

it hurts me when you do that

it hurts me when you do that we're happy we're

we're happy we're

we're happy we're we're good

we're good

we're good yeah we're good

yeah we're good

yeah we're good we're good

[Music]

so

[Music]

can we get a cat

for the sixth time

for the sixth time

for the sixth time no

no

no why because

you want to clean the litter box

hold on oh my god hold on i'm so late oh

hold on oh my god hold on i'm so late oh

hold on oh my god hold on i'm so late oh that's probably rachel

it's my mom

you sure this is a good idea don't be a

you sure this is a good idea don't be a

you sure this is a good idea don't be a [ __ ] [ __ ] i'm not a [ __ ] [ __ ]

hmm

[Music]

in our bathing suits

in our bathing suits

in our bathing suits we're gonna go to the beach

we're gonna go to the beach

we're gonna go to the beach [Music]

[Music]

[Music] what beach

pensacola

pensacola

pensacola yeah

yeah

yeah i got it yeah okay

i got it yeah okay

i got it yeah okay okay

okay

okay okay

okay

okay okay

[Music]

[Music]

without my love for the ocean

i will be long gone by now

in some kind a devotion

in some kind a devotion

in some kind a devotion that brings me down

back without my love

back without my love

back without my love for the ocean

hell

ellie what's wrong

i got there and he was gone

ellie i am so sorry

my mom was there and she was acting like

my mom was there and she was acting like

my mom was there and she was acting like it was the end of her world

it was the end of her world

it was the end of her world like she never left

like she never left

like she never left like she even cared ever

i know

i know

i know it's so complex

she didn't she didn't deserve to see him

she didn't she didn't deserve to see him

she didn't she didn't deserve to see him at all i deserve to see him

at all i deserve to see him

at all i deserve to see him oh

oh

oh don't tell me

don't tell me

don't tell me she's your mom

she's your mom

she's your mom i don't care

oh

what can i do

what can i do

what can i do nothing

nothing

nothing oh

he's my dad

he's my dad

he's my dad he was the only one that was ever there

he was the only one that was ever there

he was the only one that was ever there for me he was the only one who never

for me he was the only one who never

for me he was the only one who never left

left

left i don't know what the [ __ ] i'm supposed

i don't know what the [ __ ] i'm supposed

i don't know what the [ __ ] i'm supposed to even do now

to even do now

to even do now i'm so sorry

i'm so sorry

i'm so sorry don't be

don't be

don't be okay but like

okay but like

okay but like i'm here

i'm here

i'm here whatever you need

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] are you

what does that even mean

what does that even mean

what does that even mean i'm sorry parker i just

i'm sorry parker i just

i'm sorry parker i just i just don't know how to process any of

i just don't know how to process any of

i just don't know how to process any of this

i get it

nobody should be projecting that onto

nobody should be projecting that onto

nobody should be projecting that onto you i shouldn't be doing that i'm sorry

you i shouldn't be doing that i'm sorry

you i shouldn't be doing that i'm sorry [Music]

[Music]

[Music] i kind of deserve it no you don't

i kind of deserve it no you don't

i kind of deserve it no you don't ellie

ellie

ellie let's be honest

let's be honest

let's be honest i'm not the most

reliable

reliable

reliable person that's in your life

person that's in your life

person that's in your life i feel like

i feel like

i feel like i wreak havoc

i wreak havoc

i wreak havoc on you

on you

on you your life

your life

your life your stability

i feel like i leave you constantly

i feel like i leave you constantly

i feel like i leave you constantly wondering when the next time i'm gonna

wondering when the next time i'm gonna

wondering when the next time i'm gonna have a

have a

have a big breakdown is

i don't say that

this isn't about me this is about you

this isn't about me this is about you

this isn't about me this is about you [Music]

[Music]

[Music] you just lost your dad

i just can't believe he's gone

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] he was so good last time we saw

he was so good last time we saw

he was so good last time we saw [Music]

we'll be back soon

we'll be back soon

we'll be back soon i know but i still miss her

i know but i still miss her

i know but i still miss her yeah i feel that

who do you miss

who do you miss

who do you miss your mom

your mom

your mom yeah i bet you do miss my mom

yeah i bet you do miss my mom

yeah i bet you do miss my mom no really i do

you know reiterate let's just go back

you know reiterate let's just go back

you know reiterate let's just go back why are we here again

why are we here again

why are we here again like

like

like on the trip

on the trip

on the trip yeah

yeah

yeah yeah on this trip

yeah on this trip

yeah on this trip because

because

because we wanted to

we wanted to

we wanted to do something exciting

do something exciting

do something exciting get away

get away

get away something to distract ourselves from

something to distract ourselves from

something to distract ourselves from this mundane capitalist

this mundane capitalist

this mundane capitalist environment

and

and

and and

i'm trying to get over ellie

i'm trying to get over ellie

i'm trying to get over ellie dang ding ding ding we have a winner

you're

you're

you're blind as a bat

blind as a bat

blind as a bat all right

all right

all right so i'm gonna role play as your therapist

so i'm gonna role play as your therapist

so i'm gonna role play as your therapist gigi

gigi

gigi not to be confused with gigi from the l

not to be confused with gigi from the l

not to be confused with gigi from the l word that in gtg forever

word that in gtg forever

word that in gtg forever so first question

so first question

so first question why do you think

why do you think

why do you think it is so hard for you to let go

it is so hard for you to let go

it is so hard for you to let go what keeps you holding on

what keeps you holding on

what keeps you holding on she's the love of my life

and why do you think that

and why do you think that

and why do you think that because i always go back to her i mean

because i always go back to her i mean

because i always go back to her i mean time and time again

do you not think that maybe

do you not think that maybe

do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the

you're just comfortable in the

you're just comfortable in the environment you created with her like

environment you created with her like

environment you created with her like you really think that like out of seven

you really think that like out of seven

you really think that like out of seven billion people in this whole world

billion people in this whole world

billion people in this whole world there's not one other person that you

there's not one other person that you

there's not one other person that you might love

might love

might love not like ellie

a roller coaster of emotion

a roller coaster of emotion

a roller coaster of emotion is not love

is not love

is not love it was love

it was love

it was love it was the purest love i think i've ever

it was the purest love i think i've ever

it was the purest love i think i've ever experienced

well

well

well sometimes love isn't enough then not to

sometimes love isn't enough then not to

sometimes love isn't enough then not to be healthy at least

be healthy at least

be healthy at least why can't i just make it [ __ ] work

why can't i just make it [ __ ] work

why can't i just make it [ __ ] work like i feel like taylor swift

like i feel like taylor swift

like i feel like taylor swift i miss screaming fighting kissing in the

i miss screaming fighting kissing in the

i miss screaming fighting kissing in the rain

rain

rain i don't want to be boring and

i don't want to be boring and

i don't want to be boring and comfortable

comfortable

comfortable i

i

i understand

understand

understand that it must be really hard

that it must be really hard

that it must be really hard to

to

to even think and fathom that there might

even think and fathom that there might

even think and fathom that there might just

just

just be a life after ellie

be a life after ellie

be a life after ellie but

but

but life is bendable it's it's changeable

life is bendable it's it's changeable

life is bendable it's it's changeable like

like

like you

you

you we are meant to heal

we are meant to heal

we are meant to heal you could finally love someone

you could finally love someone

you could finally love someone the way that you deserve to

i just wanted it to be her

i just wanted it to be her

i just wanted it to be her i know it's her

i know it's her

i know it's her she's my person

i hope you're right

okay so um missy just called me and i

okay so um missy just called me and i

okay so um missy just called me and i need to get to the funeral home

need to get to the funeral home

need to get to the funeral home because she doesn't [ __ ] know how to

because she doesn't [ __ ] know how to

because she doesn't [ __ ] know how to do anything herself so

do anything herself so

do anything herself so i have to get ready when i get there so

i have to get ready when i get there so

i have to get ready when i get there so can you just like

can you just like

can you just like can you just meet me there now yeah of

can you just meet me there now yeah of

can you just meet me there now yeah of course

course

course okay

okay

okay i love you

wow

wow

wow i love it when ellie drinks all my oat

i love it when ellie drinks all my oat

i love it when ellie drinks all my oat milk

milk

milk [Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

[Music]

[ __ ]

hello

hello

hello ellie

ellie

ellie yeah what's wrong

yeah what's wrong

yeah what's wrong my [ __ ] tire popped i had to pull off

my [ __ ] tire popped i had to pull off

my [ __ ] tire popped i had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random

the side of the freeway into some random

the side of the freeway into some random parking

parking

parking lot what do you mean

lot what do you mean

lot what do you mean i mean it's completely deflated

you had to go get milk

you had to go get milk

you had to go get milk yeah i just needed the distraction

yeah i just needed the distraction

yeah i just needed the distraction have you caught a tow truck

have you caught a tow truck

have you caught a tow truck i can call one but odds are it'll

i can call one but odds are it'll

i can call one but odds are it'll probably take a few hours

probably take a few hours

probably take a few hours the funeral is in an hour parker i know

the funeral is in an hour parker i know

the funeral is in an hour parker i know i i could try calling ferns if i have to

i i could try calling ferns if i have to

i i could try calling ferns if i have to go just get here

son of a [ __ ]

ellie i am so sorry i went to the store

ellie i am so sorry i went to the store

ellie i am so sorry i went to the store to get milk for the coffee and then i

to get milk for the coffee and then i

to get milk for the coffee and then i was gonna go straight to the funeral

was gonna go straight to the funeral

was gonna go straight to the funeral home but then my tower popped and i

home but then my tower popped and i

home but then my tower popped and i called the tow truck company but they

called the tow truck company but they

called the tow truck company but they said that they couldn't be there until 1

said that they couldn't be there until 1

said that they couldn't be there until 1 30 and i don't know what else to do

30 and i don't know what else to do

30 and i don't know what else to do i didn't do it on purpose

you missed my dad's

you missed my dad's

you missed my dad's funeral

funeral

funeral i know

i know

i know and i'm so sorry

and i'm so sorry

and i'm so sorry but it's not my fault

why didn't you think to just stay home

do you ever think

do you ever think

do you ever think about what's going on around you

about what's going on around you

about what's going on around you ellie

ellie

ellie this isn't your [ __ ] world parker do

this isn't your [ __ ] world parker do

this isn't your [ __ ] world parker do you ever think hey maybe i should just

you ever think hey maybe i should just

you ever think hey maybe i should just stay home because ellie's dad just died

stay home because ellie's dad just died

stay home because ellie's dad just died my tire would have popped on the way to

my tire would have popped on the way to

my tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways

the funeral anyways

the funeral anyways that's very convenient oh do not pin

that's very convenient oh do not pin

that's very convenient oh do not pin this on me i wanted to be there for you

this on me i wanted to be there for you

this on me i wanted to be there for you and then you're a lot of talk what the

and then you're a lot of talk what the

and then you're a lot of talk what the [ __ ] is your problem

[ __ ] is your problem

[ __ ] is your problem my problem

my problem

my problem parker you need to figure out if i am

parker you need to figure out if i am

parker you need to figure out if i am good enough for you

good enough for you

good enough for you if you ever care to give me a scrap of

if you ever care to give me a scrap of

if you ever care to give me a scrap of attention all i do is give you my

attention all i do is give you my

attention all i do is give you my attention

attention

attention all you do is worry about parker

just like me

just like me

just like me oh [ __ ] that ellie would your mom do

oh [ __ ] that ellie would your mom do

oh [ __ ] that ellie would your mom do this

what is that

what is that

what is that it's a stupid scrapbook that i made for

it's a stupid scrapbook that i made for

it's a stupid scrapbook that i made for our one year anniversary after getting

our one year anniversary after getting

our one year anniversary after getting back together but it doesn't even

back together but it doesn't even

back together but it doesn't even [ __ ] matter anymore now it does it

[ __ ] matter anymore now it does it

[ __ ] matter anymore now it does it because i'm so unpredictable just like

because i'm so unpredictable just like

because i'm so unpredictable just like your mom

no

no

no no actually you're really predictable

no actually you're really predictable

no actually you're really predictable we always end because you always leave

we always end because you always leave

we always end because you always leave [Music]

ellie

ellie

ellie [Music]

[Music]

[Music] ellie

ellie don't go

ellie don't go

ellie don't go i have to

i have to

i have to i'm gonna

i'm gonna

i'm gonna go to my dad's beach house in

go to my dad's beach house in

go to my dad's beach house in pennsylvania you can't leave me like

pennsylvania you can't leave me like

pennsylvania you can't leave me like this you always left me like this parker

this you always left me like this parker

this you always left me like this parker you're the love of my life

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] this isn't about us anymore

this isn't about us anymore

this isn't about us anymore i need to find me

i need to find me

i need to find me i need to find who ellie is again it's

i need to find who ellie is again it's

i need to find who ellie is again it's not you it's me right

not you it's me right

not you it's me right it's you too

it's you too

it's you too you desperately need to grow and find

you desperately need to grow and find

you desperately need to grow and find who you want to be and who parker is

who you want to be and who parker is

who you want to be and who parker is i don't think there can be an us anymore

i don't think there can be an us anymore

i don't think there can be an us anymore i don't want to be here without you

i can't ruin myself for you anymore

i can't ruin myself for you anymore

i can't ruin myself for you anymore and you can't either

i don't want you to go

i don't want you to go

i don't want you to go i know

fern

turn

yeah you can be there by seven i mean

yeah you can be there by seven i mean

yeah you can be there by seven i mean you know it's gonna be late anyways i

you know it's gonna be late anyways i

you know it's gonna be late anyways i mean that's how it usually goes

yeah parker just woke up hey i'll i'll

yeah parker just woke up hey i'll i'll

yeah parker just woke up hey i'll i'll see you when i see you

see you when i see you

see you when i see you okay love you bye

okay love you bye

okay love you bye hey

hey

hey what are you doing

rachel's gonna pick me up from the

rachel's gonna pick me up from the

rachel's gonna pick me up from the airport

airport

airport what why something wrong

nothing

nothing

nothing i'm just not stupid

i'm just not stupid

i'm just not stupid i'm confused

why are we in pensacola because we

why are we in pensacola because we

why are we in pensacola because we wanted to go to the beach

why are we

why are we

why are we in pensacola parker

look fern i was gonna tell you yeah i

look fern i was gonna tell you yeah i

look fern i was gonna tell you yeah i know where ellie lives

know where ellie lives

know where ellie lives i

i

i really tried to give you the benefit of

really tried to give you the benefit of

really tried to give you the benefit of doubt but you are just the same old

doubt but you are just the same old

doubt but you are just the same old parker

those those weren't my intentions

those those weren't my intentions

those those weren't my intentions so you didn't

so you didn't

so you didn't mean to take me on a trip that i thought

mean to take me on a trip that i thought

mean to take me on a trip that i thought was us bonding and

was us bonding and

was us bonding and having all these crazy awesome life

having all these crazy awesome life

having all these crazy awesome life experiences together only

experiences together only

experiences together only so that you can just weasel your way and

so that you can just weasel your way and

so that you can just weasel your way and to go see ellie that's not what happened

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[Music] well

well

well i'm glad i could be a pawn in your game

i'm glad i could be a pawn in your game

i'm glad i could be a pawn in your game so cool i mean

so cool i mean

so cool i mean i wanted to see ellie

i wanted to see ellie

i wanted to see ellie but it became something more along the

but it became something more along the

but it became something more along the way

halfway through i even forgot why i

halfway through i even forgot why i

halfway through i even forgot why i started the trip

parker you are my best friend

parker you are my best friend

parker you are my best friend but for the love of god you are

but for the love of god you are

but for the love of god you are so manipulative

so manipulative

so manipulative anything you want

anything you want

anything you want you get

you get

you get come on don't ruin the trip

you already ruined it

you already ruined it

you already ruined it i'm sorry

i'm sorry

i'm sorry i needed to see her

i needed to see her

i needed to see her i needed to win her back

i needed to win her back

i needed to win her back you are so worried

you are so worried

you are so worried about making sure everybody loves you

about making sure everybody loves you

about making sure everybody loves you that you end up treating the people who

that you end up treating the people who

that you end up treating the people who actually do love you like [ __ ]

i'm just confused fern

i'm just confused fern

i'm just confused fern i can't do anything right no one said

i can't do anything right no one said

i can't do anything right no one said you had to have it all figured out

you had to have it all figured out

you had to have it all figured out but you just drag everyone into your

but you just drag everyone into your

but you just drag everyone into your [ __ ]

[ __ ]

[ __ ] you know what

you know what

you know what you can call me

you can call me

you can call me when you've decided to be the parker

when you've decided to be the parker

when you've decided to be the parker that i know you are

that i know you are

that i know you are i won't be waiting for the call though

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hi mark hi

so

so

so how are you

how are you

how are you what are you doing in pensacola

what are you doing in pensacola

what are you doing in pensacola oh um i'm good um i was just passing

oh um i'm good um i was just passing

oh um i'm good um i was just passing through the area i figured i'd shoot you

through the area i figured i'd shoot you

through the area i figured i'd shoot you a message i remember that you said that

a message i remember that you said that

a message i remember that you said that um you're going to your dad's beach

um you're going to your dad's beach

um you're going to your dad's beach house in pensacola so

house in pensacola so

house in pensacola so i thought it was worth a shot

i thought it was worth a shot

i thought it was worth a shot oh yeah i mean

oh yeah i mean

oh yeah i mean moving here is probably one of the best

moving here is probably one of the best

moving here is probably one of the best decisions i've made in a while i can

decisions i've made in a while i can

decisions i've made in a while i can imagine

imagine

imagine probably much better than home

probably much better than home

probably much better than home i was home

i was home

i was home uh humid kind of boring the usual

uh humid kind of boring the usual

uh humid kind of boring the usual i miss it a little

i miss it a little

i miss it a little yeah well you know if you're ever in

yeah well you know if you're ever in

yeah well you know if you're ever in town you can you can stay with me

thanks park yeah

thanks park yeah

thanks park yeah it's probably not a good idea but

it's probably not a good idea but

it's probably not a good idea but i appreciate the offer

i appreciate the offer

i appreciate the offer yeah i mean i just i figured i'd

yeah i mean i just i figured i'd

yeah i mean i just i figured i'd at least offer oh how's fern

at least offer oh how's fern

at least offer oh how's fern she's good

she's good

she's good um yeah she's good

um yeah she's good

um yeah she's good rachel she's good too

rachel she's good too

rachel she's good too they actually just got engaged and then

they actually just got engaged and then

they actually just got engaged and then bought a house but i'm sure you already

bought a house but i'm sure you already

bought a house but i'm sure you already knew about all that

knew about all that

knew about all that i do still talk to rachel sometimes

i do still talk to rachel sometimes

i do still talk to rachel sometimes that's good you guys have to talk about

that's good you guys have to talk about

that's good you guys have to talk about me

me

me no definitely not

well i mean that's good our ending

well i mean that's good our ending

well i mean that's good our ending shouldn't mean you know an ending for

shouldn't mean you know an ending for

shouldn't mean you know an ending for you guys too

you guys too

you guys too it doesn't

so there's this music shop i saw um over

so there's this music shop i saw um over

so there's this music shop i saw um over off of the pier i figured if you don't

off of the pier i figured if you don't

off of the pier i figured if you don't have any plans later maybe we could

have any plans later maybe we could

have any plans later maybe we could swing by

swing by

swing by um

um

um i i'm getting dinner with my friends

i i'm getting dinner with my friends

i i'm getting dinner with my friends tonight actually

tonight actually

tonight actually well i mean that's okay it was last

well i mean that's okay it was last

well i mean that's okay it was last minute anyways but where are you guys

minute anyways but where are you guys

minute anyways but where are you guys going

going

going just this little italian restaurant

just this little italian restaurant

just this little italian restaurant downtown we

downtown we

downtown we we go like every friday

why am i here

i just

i just

i just i needed to see you

it's been years what do you need to see

it's been years what do you need to see

it's been years what do you need to see me for

me for

me for just still don't understand why things

just still don't understand why things

just still don't understand why things ended you know like you're my person

ended you know like you're my person

ended you know like you're my person and i can't

and i can't

and i can't i just can't stop thinking about the

i just can't stop thinking about the

i just can't stop thinking about the night you left

i'm not your person park

i'm not your person park

i'm not your person park not anymore at least

not anymore at least

not anymore at least but

but

but you said it yourself we're soul mates

you said it yourself we're soul mates

you said it yourself we're soul mates you said soul mates have to be forever

you said soul mates have to be forever

you said soul mates have to be forever part

part

part because then what's the point the point

because then what's the point the point

because then what's the point the point is that we taught each other lessons and

is that we taught each other lessons and

is that we taught each other lessons and how to love and treat someone with

how to love and treat someone with

how to love and treat someone with dignity and

dignity and

dignity and live up to your words you know

live up to your words you know

live up to your words you know i just i know

i just i know

i just i know you're the person that i'm gonna end up

you're the person that i'm gonna end up

you're the person that i'm gonna end up with

maybe in another universe

maybe in another universe

maybe in another universe we were together forever but

we were together forever but

we were together forever but i just don't think we're living in that

i just don't think we're living in that

i just don't think we're living in that universe anymore

why is it so hard

why is it so hard

why is it so hard for me to get over you but for you it's

for me to get over you but for you it's

for me to get over you but for you it's so easy

so easy

so easy it wasn't easy

it wasn't easy

it wasn't easy i spent months

i spent months

i spent months morning you and i and the person i was

morning you and i and the person i was

morning you and i and the person i was when i was with you

when i was with you

when i was with you and trying to figure out how i was going

and trying to figure out how i was going

and trying to figure out how i was going to live life without you in it

to live life without you in it

to live life without you in it and i lost my best friend

and i lost my best friend

and i lost my best friend and you know part of me hoped that we

and you know part of me hoped that we

and you know part of me hoped that we would cross paths again and just

would cross paths again and just

would cross paths again and just fall into each other's arms and

fall into each other's arms and

fall into each other's arms and everything would be like it used to but

everything would be like it used to but

everything would be like it used to but that's just not like

that's just not like

that's just not like who said

who said

who said parker

parker

parker why can't we just have like a fairy tale

why can't we just have like a fairy tale

why can't we just have like a fairy tale ending where we always end up together

ending where we always end up together

ending where we always end up together because this isn't a movie you know

because this isn't a movie you know

because this isn't a movie you know we're real people this is real life and

we're real people this is real life and

we're real people this is real life and i just don't think we can exist together

i just don't think we can exist together

i just don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over

without hurting each other over and over

without hurting each other over and over and over again

god

god

god i must sound insane

i must sound insane

i must sound insane no

no

no i just

i just

i just don't think you take it well when things

don't think you take it well when things

don't think you take it well when things don't go your way

i love you

i think i should go

i think i should go

i think i should go i'm sorry

no it's fine i just you know i wish you

no it's fine i just you know i wish you

no it's fine i just you know i wish you the best

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i'm sorry

please don't wait

please don't wait

please don't wait parker it's time to move on

parker it's time to move on

parker it's time to move on you have a whole life ahead of you that

you have a whole life ahead of you that

you have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve me

does not involve me

does not involve me a life that's beautiful and flawless

a life that's beautiful and flawless

a life that's beautiful and flawless you and i

you and i

you and i are a mess of memories and i cherish all

are a mess of memories and i cherish all

are a mess of memories and i cherish all of them

of them

of them but

but

but you'll always be one of my favorites

you'll always be one of my favorites

you'll always be one of my favorites [Music]

i'm sorry it doesn't change anything

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[Music]

[Music] this is for you parker

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so

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