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It's cold.

It's cold.

It's cold.

It's cold, isn't it?

It's cold.

My shoulders are cold.

Next is the last one.

I want to die.

What if I say that the next one is the last one, or the last one in my life?

The last one in your life?

Yes.

I have no regrets.

I have no choice but to make sure I have no regrets.

How is it?

Do you agree?

I don't want to agree.

But I can agree with it.

I don't want to agree.

If I want to live a long life, I can be satisfied with that.

I think I can satisfy my partner.

I'm sweating.

So, what if you were told that you have half a year left?

Half a year?

Yes.

Half a year left?

Yes.

Do you live without regrets?

Without regrets...

I want to live a life where I never regret.

That's my goal in life.

I don't regret at all.

But...

I don't regret.

I'm just looking for a little bit of happiness.

I want to live a life where I'm satisfied with every day.

I don't regret. I just live as an experience.

I don't want to live half a year.

I don't want to live half a year.

I want to live a little longer.

I'm sweating.

I'm sweating.

I'm sweating.

Do you want to get married?

Yes.

You do?

I've been thinking about it for a long time.

Oh, really?

That's great.

When I was in junior high school, I thought I would definitely get married when I was 18.

Oh, really?

I was 19 years old when I was 18.

I was 20 years old when I was 19.

I've been working for a while now, so I've given up on getting married early.

Oh, really?

I thought it was impossible, so I gave up.

But I definitely want to get married in the end.

Oh, really?

Maybe next year?

I don't think I can do it next year.

Oh, really?

I don't have a boyfriend.

I'm getting sad.

What's the retirement strategy?

How do you retire?

Retirement?

Have you decided?

How long will you do it?

Not at all.

I don't think so.

I don't know what it's like to retire.

I don't know much about that.

I don't know what it's like to retire.

I'll do my best to do what I can do now.

Have you ever thought about quitting?

I've thought about quitting.

Oh, really?

When did you think about it?

I've thought about it a lot.

I don't think about it recently, but since my debut, I've been thinking about it.

Life is not easy, so I can't do well.

I'm going in a completely different direction from the path I've been drawing.

I finally became a girl who said,

I don't have a character, but I don't know what kind of girl I am.

I don't know how to be popular.

I've been thinking about what I'm missing.

I've been thinking too much.

I was really depressed at one point.

I was a pretty down-to-earth personality at that time.

I didn't like it anymore.

I was worried about what I was doing.

I was afraid of it.

I didn't know what I was doing.

I really wanted to quit.

But I've decided on my own.

I've always wanted to do a shining performance.

I've never given up on this.

I had a chance.

I don't know what to say.

I thought it was over if I quit here.

I wanted to quit, but I wasn't 100%.

I wanted to do my best.

I thought I had to believe in myself.

I was able to continue without quitting.

It's still a year and a half, isn't it?

It's been a year and a half, but...

Really, in the 21 years I've been here,

It's been a really long year and a half.

It's been a lot longer than the 18, 19 years.

Yeah.

I don't know, really...

It's been a year, and a year is a long time, isn't it?

In this time, there's been a lot of things.

I've changed my mind.

There are more and more people cheering for me.

More and more fans are coming in.

I think it's because of the people around me.

It's been a really long year and a half.

But I want to quit at the beginning.

I want to quit at the beginning.