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Grant that, through this mystery,
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your servant Theodore Marcus Graves,
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who has gone to his rest in Christ,
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may share in the joy
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of his resurrection.
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Forgive whatever sins
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he committed through human weakness,
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and in your goodness grant
him everlasting peace.
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How do we still not know what happened?
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I can't get anything when
it comes to the police.
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I'm a leper. I'm sorry.
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"His line is gone out
through all the earth.
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In them hath he set a
tabernacle for the sun."
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... who has gone to
his rest in Christ...
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Wait. Don't do that. Stop, stop.
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Hey, what are you doing?
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I'm trying to keep you
from pulling out the IV.
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Billy.
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Hey.
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You're... you're not a nurse.
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How do you know?
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You never asked me
what I did for a living.
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But then again, it was
hard to hear anything
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from under that leather hood.
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No.
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Hey, no. No. Ah!
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Fighting with my nurse won't
improve your condition, Sam.
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Theo?
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I prefer Doctor.
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I see you were admitted
with Pneumocystis pneumonia.
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It's a pretty serious infection
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caused by a fairly common fungus.
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What?
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It usually resolves on its own,
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but your immune system
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doesn't seem to be responding.
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- No.
- I need...
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I need to see a real doctor.
Just get me out of this dump!
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Hey.
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Unfortunately,
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this is the only hospital
that would see you.
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People are afraid of this thing.
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They're afraid of you.
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I'm glad you're on your feet.
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It's hard for me to see you like this.
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You were always so vital.
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So were you.
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Theo, I don't know what
happened to you that night.
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I didn't kill you, did I?
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Did you intend to kill me, Sam?
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I don't think so.
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That should've been an easy answer.
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What about the others?
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The others?
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The other lives you devoured.
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You spent a lifetime looking away
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from the consequences of your actions,
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but everything catches
up to you in the end.
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Where are you taking me?
I don't like this game.
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Do you remember when I told
you that something was coming?
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That I could feel it?
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- Yes.
- Well...
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that something's here.
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Oh, Christ, that smell.
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No, I don't want to come in here.
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No one else will, Sam.
That's why you have to.
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Come on.
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What happened to him?
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He was admitted about a month ago
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with the same infection you have.
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Who is that?
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That's Danny, Sam.
Don't you remember Danny?
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The first guy we opened
our relationship up to.
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Danny.
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He used to be so beautiful.
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And more than that,
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he was a very talented writer.
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I knew that.
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He wrote a one-man play. It was...
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really good.
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He had a kind of flair.
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Did you go see it? The play?
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No, no, he-he got me tickets...
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but, no, I didn't go.
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And you never brought
it up again, did you?
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Danny thought you had
seen the play, Sam.
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He thought you didn't know how
to tell him that you hated it.
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What? I never told him
that he didn't have talent.
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Well, you didn't tell him anything, Sam,
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and that's the impression that you left.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, God. Help him. Theo, help him.
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- There's no use, Sam.
- Somebody help him!
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There's no one there to hear you.
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Why did you bring me here?
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Isn't that what you do? You show things
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to your clients that
they've never seen before.
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- Things they'll never forget.
- This is not my fault.
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Come on. There's more to see.
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Stewart.
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He was sick before he met you,
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but he didn't know it yet.
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The doctors don't understand
why he's wasting away so fast.
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He was fine when we were together.
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- Better than fine.
- Was that before
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or after you wouldn't
let him out of the cage?
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I was coked up, Theo.
I got carried away.
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I have always pushed the limits.
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"I, I, I."
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Look beyond yourself, Sam.
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What about him?
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I shouldn't be here.
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He doesn't know it's you, Sam.
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- Give him a kiss.
- What?
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He needs compassion.
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I'm sorry. You've
asked the wrong person.
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It's not my place.
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It's everyone's place to show love, Sam.
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Please, Theo.
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I'm so tired. I need to get to my room.
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That's where we're headed.
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This is not my room.
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It is, Sam.
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Go inside.
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How long have I been here?
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Long enough to be forgotten.
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I would never be left to rot like this.
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There are people who love me.
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It's one thing to be celebrated, Sam.
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It's another thing entirely to be loved.
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You've surrounded yourself
with beautiful people
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who loved beautiful things.
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But those beautiful people...
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they don't have a taste
for this kind of beauty.
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What happened to me?
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Your immune system continued to decay,
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and your body lost all
ability to fight off
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even the smallest infection.
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The lesions on your skin,
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those are nothing compared
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to what's happening inside your body.
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What about medication?
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I'll pay. I don't
care how much it costs.
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There's no cure for this.
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Money can't buy your way out this time.
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Do something. Help him.
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Help me. Do something!
I can't die like this.
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I don't deserve to die like this.
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Theo, do something! Help me!
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Please.
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Help me.
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Somebody help me.
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Hello?
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Hello?
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Where am I?
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What's happening?
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Where am I?
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Hello?
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What's wrong?
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Being locked in a cage isn't as comfy
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- as you imagined it to be?
- Get me out of here.
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No, no.
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We're gonna have a little fun.
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Hmm...
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Ooh.
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What's this?
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Gone fishing?
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Judge all you want.
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Gives a lot of people pleasure.
You wouldn't understand.
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No, I wouldn't understand
such grotesque extremes.
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It's people like you who make
the world hate people like me.
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Says the gay hit man.
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You don't know anything about me.
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You and I are not that dissimilar.
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We're both deeply
misunderstood, but there is
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one big difference.
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I don't believe that my pain
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is greater than everyone else's.
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It's one thing to indulge in a fetish.
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It's another to enjoy torturing people.
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I give pain to people to take it away.
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Bullshit.
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You inflict pain
because you are in pain.
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Pain given is pain experienced.
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There's an art to the pain I give.
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Not like this.
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He's hurting him, really. Make him stop.
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So it's different with someone you love?
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Who is this man, Sam?
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- I don't want to see him like this.
- Look at him.
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Sam, look at the man who
caused you the most pain.
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- Acknowledge your father's presence.
- No!
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Stop!
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Is this where all the violence began?
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Please...
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Make it stop!
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Ah...
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Is this another link in
the chain of violence?
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Who is this?
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My first boss when I
worked on Wall Street.
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Oh, yes. You so
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badly wanted the
approval of those cavemen.
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They were never gonna accept a faggot
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like you into their league.
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I worked harder than
anyone at that firm.
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I was smarter and faster
than all of them combined,
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and they still made me feel so small,
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so worthless.
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You left finance and
you became a collector.
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Hoarding art and men and money
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just to show those Wall Street boys.
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No one was ever gonna take
away my power ever again.
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You can't blame me
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for having some self-respect.
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Is that what you call this?
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I'm not afraid of you.
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I am the one
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- who should be feared.
- Ooh.
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So defensive.
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Is that how you talk to your God?
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Get me out of here!
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Time to face him, Sam.
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Your fear. Your chaos.
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Your shame.
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Your shadow.
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Avoiding him now
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is only gonna make it more painful.
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Help! Let me go!
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Sam,
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you can't outrun him.
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You're too slow.
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The darkness always wins.
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All we can ever do is...
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transcend.
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Well done, Sam.
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Well done.
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Your IV drip is empty.
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When was the last time
the nurse checked on you?
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Okay, shh, shh.
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Goddamn it. Where is everyone?
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I'm bringing you water.
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- You got it?
- Mm-hmm.
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Okay.
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There you go.
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There you go.
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Okay?
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Okay.
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Okay.
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I... picked up your meds.
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Mr. Read.
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It's about time.
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Where the fuck is everybody?
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His drip is empty, and when
was the last time he was fed?
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Can you give us the room, please?
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Anything that you have to say
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to him, you can say
to me. I'm his lover.
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If you're not a relative,
then it's against
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- the hospital policy...
- Oh, come on.
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He can stay. Please, he
can stay. He can stay.
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Fine.
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Please sit.
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Come sit down.
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We've, uh,
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gotten back your retinal imagining, and
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unfortunately the
cytomegalovirus has completely
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detached both retinas from
the backs of your eyes.
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So, what-what does that mean?
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The blindness is permanent.
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But, I mean, can't you operate?
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00:22:32,336 --> 00:22:35,576
It's a, it's a, it's a detachment,
so you just, you reattach it.
271
00:22:35,642 --> 00:22:38,816
AIDS patients aren't eligible
for these kinds of operations.
272
00:22:38,883 --> 00:22:40,987
They're not eligible?
273
00:22:41,054 --> 00:22:42,523
Even if he was,
274
00:22:42,590 --> 00:22:43,960
it's a complicated procedure.
275
00:22:44,026 --> 00:22:45,329
You know, this is what
you people always say.
276
00:22:45,395 --> 00:22:48,101
It's always too
complicated. You're a doctor.
277
00:22:48,168 --> 00:22:49,704
If you don't have any other questions,
278
00:22:49,770 --> 00:22:51,207
I will leave you two alone.
279
00:22:51,274 --> 00:22:52,844
Oh, I have plenty of other questions.
280
00:22:52,911 --> 00:22:54,113
When is a cure coming?
Why isn't it here yet?
281
00:22:54,180 --> 00:22:55,249
You should be ashamed of yourself.
282
00:22:55,315 --> 00:22:56,317
This is a fucking horror.
283
00:22:56,384 --> 00:22:57,988
Gino...
284
00:22:58,054 --> 00:23:00,827
can't you just be here with me?
285
00:23:03,665 --> 00:23:05,269
I'm scared.
286
00:23:12,851 --> 00:23:14,253
You want some applesauce?
287
00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:16,357
I got the good kind, the
kind with the cinnamon.
288
00:23:16,424 --> 00:23:17,426
Okay.
289
00:23:17,493 --> 00:23:19,798
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
290
00:23:23,538 --> 00:23:25,142
Okay.
291
00:23:27,613 --> 00:23:29,584
Here we go.
292
00:23:29,650 --> 00:23:32,690
Okay. Okay, here we go. Right...
293
00:23:32,756 --> 00:23:35,262
there, right there.
294
00:23:40,305 --> 00:23:42,509
Fuck.
295
00:23:42,576 --> 00:23:44,547
Oh, fuck.
296
00:23:44,614 --> 00:23:47,052
Oh, shit.
297
00:23:47,119 --> 00:23:48,755
Ugh...
298
00:23:51,427 --> 00:23:54,300
I want you to sell my
life insurance policy.
299
00:23:54,367 --> 00:23:56,939
There's a cash reserve.
300
00:23:57,006 --> 00:23:58,375
It'll pay for my funeral.
301
00:23:58,441 --> 00:24:00,345
Come on, come on, don't
talk like that, Patrick.
302
00:24:00,412 --> 00:24:02,082
- This...
- No, no, no, no, no, no, come on.
303
00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:05,957
If you don't sell it,
it'll just go to my parents.
304
00:24:07,827 --> 00:24:10,532
I don't want that, okay?
305
00:24:10,599 --> 00:24:13,705
I don't want it to go to
them. I want it to go to you.
306
00:24:13,772 --> 00:24:15,877
Please.
307
00:24:18,081 --> 00:24:20,552
- Okay. I promise.
- Yeah?
308
00:24:20,619 --> 00:24:21,619
Mm-hmm.
309
00:24:21,654 --> 00:24:24,928
I love you so much.
310
00:24:35,682 --> 00:24:38,254
Okay, all right, here.
311
00:24:59,697 --> 00:25:02,403
Uh... help.
312
00:25:05,877 --> 00:25:08,181
Help me, please.
313
00:25:31,461 --> 00:25:33,164
Shit.
314
00:25:39,310 --> 00:25:41,381
Ow.
315
00:26:13,712 --> 00:26:15,048
Anybody?
316
00:26:49,650 --> 00:26:51,120
Hello?
317
00:26:57,867 --> 00:26:59,336
Nurse?
318
00:27:02,443 --> 00:27:03,511
Nurse?
319
00:27:06,084 --> 00:27:07,453
Somebody there?
320
00:27:10,793 --> 00:27:12,262
Hello?
321
00:27:13,899 --> 00:27:15,168
Who's that? Please.
322
00:27:15,235 --> 00:27:18,041
Speak up, please, please.
323
00:27:23,218 --> 00:27:26,023
Open your eyes.
324
00:27:27,092 --> 00:27:29,063
They are open.
325
00:27:29,898 --> 00:27:31,634
Look at me, Patrick.
326
00:27:32,536 --> 00:27:35,075
I can't, I can't...
327
00:27:48,434 --> 00:27:50,071
I can see.
328
00:27:52,576 --> 00:27:53,946
I can see.
329
00:27:54,013 --> 00:27:57,719
I can s-see... I can see you.
330
00:27:57,787 --> 00:27:59,223
I can see.
331
00:28:01,093 --> 00:28:04,233
You cried when you saw me in this.
332
00:28:11,147 --> 00:28:13,451
Are you here to punish me?
333
00:28:13,518 --> 00:28:14,955
No.
334
00:28:16,591 --> 00:28:18,829
Sweetheart...
335
00:28:19,630 --> 00:28:22,269
There's nothing left of you to punish.
336
00:28:23,004 --> 00:28:25,342
I'm here to help you see.
337
00:29:03,301 --> 00:29:05,672
Do you remember this?
338
00:29:07,576 --> 00:29:10,215
Hey. Downtown Native.
339
00:29:10,281 --> 00:29:11,650
You gonna tell me what happened here,
340
00:29:11,717 --> 00:29:13,187
or am I gonna have to
figure it out myself?
341
00:29:13,254 --> 00:29:14,790
Okay, do me a favor and mind the line.
342
00:29:14,857 --> 00:29:16,293
All right, all right,
all right, all right.
343
00:29:16,360 --> 00:29:17,596
- I'll mind it.
- Gino.
344
00:29:17,662 --> 00:29:21,203
The day after Halloween, 1980.
345
00:29:21,270 --> 00:29:23,674
It was the day you two first met.
346
00:29:23,741 --> 00:29:27,249
We were still married,
but you were unhappy.
347
00:29:27,315 --> 00:29:29,186
All right, now your
turn, what's the story?
348
00:29:29,253 --> 00:29:30,822
Okay, saucebox.
349
00:29:30,889 --> 00:29:34,229
The story is, the kid
fell from the fire escape.
350
00:29:35,031 --> 00:29:36,600
Oh, that explains the mess.
351
00:29:36,667 --> 00:29:39,206
He threw himself out
the window high on PCP.
352
00:29:39,273 --> 00:29:40,809
An angel on angel dust.
353
00:29:40,875 --> 00:29:43,714
- Right.
- There's got to be another way out.
354
00:29:43,871 --> 00:29:45,808
People like us.
355
00:29:45,875 --> 00:29:48,548
We just need someplace to go, right?
356
00:29:49,950 --> 00:29:53,257
- How do you mean?
- Somewhere to go. Do you want to... ?
357
00:29:53,324 --> 00:29:55,562
What? Do I, do I, do I want to what?
358
00:29:55,628 --> 00:29:57,833
There was something about his swagger.
359
00:30:05,448 --> 00:30:07,352
I'm Gino.
360
00:30:07,419 --> 00:30:09,990
Don't keep me flapping too long.
361
00:30:23,150 --> 00:30:25,488
August 1977...
362
00:30:25,555 --> 00:30:27,859
There was a holdup at a bodega
363
00:30:27,926 --> 00:30:29,796
and your partner shot the suspect.
364
00:30:31,500 --> 00:30:32,669
Here we go, here you go.
365
00:30:34,306 --> 00:30:36,143
He was gonna shoot first, right?
366
00:30:36,210 --> 00:30:38,514
- Right, Patrick?
- Right.
367
00:30:38,581 --> 00:30:40,685
You did the right thing, Steve.
368
00:30:40,752 --> 00:30:42,889
We'll take the report
later. Go get him cleaned up.
369
00:30:42,956 --> 00:30:45,128
- Yes, sir.
- Oh, God.
370
00:30:45,194 --> 00:30:46,196
Oh, God.
371
00:30:46,263 --> 00:30:48,501
Come on, it's okay, come on.
372
00:30:51,674 --> 00:30:53,578
Steve shouldn't have pulled his trigger.
373
00:30:53,644 --> 00:30:55,548
You had things under control.
374
00:30:55,615 --> 00:30:56,984
What have I done?
375
00:30:57,052 --> 00:30:59,623
Now there was blood on your hands.
376
00:30:59,690 --> 00:31:01,093
You know what? I'd...
377
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:04,199
I'd have done exactly
the same thing, buddy.
378
00:31:04,266 --> 00:31:05,435
Really.
379
00:31:05,501 --> 00:31:07,706
A lie.
380
00:31:07,772 --> 00:31:10,912
But you already knew how
shame could break a young man.
381
00:31:10,979 --> 00:31:12,449
You got a, uh...
382
00:31:12,515 --> 00:31:15,788
Behind your ear...
383
00:31:24,473 --> 00:31:26,176
Come here, come here.
384
00:31:28,447 --> 00:31:29,616
Okay?
385
00:31:29,683 --> 00:31:31,487
You could be so tender
386
00:31:31,553 --> 00:31:33,691
when you let yourself be, Patrick.
387
00:32:00,511 --> 00:32:01,880
What the hell?
388
00:32:01,947 --> 00:32:03,684
It was either you or him.
389
00:32:03,751 --> 00:32:05,855
More blood down the drain...
390
00:32:05,922 --> 00:32:07,392
Fuck away from me, faggot!
391
00:32:07,459 --> 00:32:09,296
What the fuck is going on in there?
392
00:32:09,363 --> 00:32:12,068
He just, uh, he came onto me.
He was kissing my fucking face!
393
00:32:12,135 --> 00:32:14,473
Get out of here, Read. Go!
394
00:32:15,842 --> 00:32:18,114
It was a violent lie.
395
00:32:18,180 --> 00:32:20,551
One that wounded you both.
396
00:32:23,057 --> 00:32:26,063
The shame. The lies. The violence.
397
00:32:27,365 --> 00:32:28,834
It's a cycle, Patrick.
398
00:32:28,901 --> 00:32:31,040
Get the fuck out.
399
00:32:31,907 --> 00:32:33,344
You didn't start it,
400
00:32:33,411 --> 00:32:37,152
but that didn't stop it from
breaking you into pieces.
401
00:32:51,447 --> 00:32:53,150
Oh, God.
402
00:32:56,657 --> 00:32:57,959
I can't do it.
403
00:32:58,027 --> 00:33:00,631
Almost. You're close.
404
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:03,604
Just make the parts fit.
405
00:33:03,671 --> 00:33:05,641
I don't want to.
406
00:33:06,577 --> 00:33:07,746
Neither did I.
407
00:33:07,812 --> 00:33:10,551
But I did it to help people.
408
00:33:10,618 --> 00:33:12,055
To help people like me.
409
00:33:12,122 --> 00:33:14,159
People who needed my help
because no one else would.
410
00:33:14,226 --> 00:33:17,599
But it's so... ugly.
411
00:33:17,665 --> 00:33:19,870
Oh, here we go.
412
00:33:19,936 --> 00:33:21,507
So what?
413
00:33:21,573 --> 00:33:23,811
The scars are not attractive?
414
00:33:23,878 --> 00:33:26,183
Maybe you could cover them up, then.
415
00:33:26,250 --> 00:33:27,585
You'll be all right.
416
00:33:27,652 --> 00:33:29,656
Hide them under a uniform.
417
00:33:32,162 --> 00:33:33,831
Put on the head.
418
00:33:37,305 --> 00:33:38,340
Ugh. Never mind.
419
00:33:38,407 --> 00:33:40,178
I'll do it myself.
420
00:33:55,391 --> 00:33:57,964
This is you, Patrick.
421
00:33:58,030 --> 00:33:59,032
You were botched up,
422
00:33:59,099 --> 00:34:00,903
just a mess of a person
423
00:34:00,970 --> 00:34:04,042
throwing yourself down
all those escape hatches.
424
00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:07,148
You gathered up all those pieces
425
00:34:07,215 --> 00:34:11,390
and put yourself back
together over and over again.
426
00:34:11,457 --> 00:34:13,929
Why did you keep doing that?
427
00:34:15,064 --> 00:34:16,935
Did it make it stop?
428
00:34:17,970 --> 00:34:19,439
What?
429
00:34:19,506 --> 00:34:21,978
That pain.
430
00:34:22,980 --> 00:34:26,086
The pain that made you tear
yourself up in the first place.
431
00:34:26,153 --> 00:34:28,724
Your body will keep reminding you of it
432
00:34:28,791 --> 00:34:30,228
until you face that.
433
00:34:30,295 --> 00:34:32,499
Face what?
434
00:34:33,367 --> 00:34:36,173
This, son, is a snub-nosed revolver.
435
00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:38,144
Easy to handle.
436
00:34:38,210 --> 00:34:39,546
Powerful for its size.
437
00:34:39,613 --> 00:34:40,916
Plenty of people met God...
438
00:34:40,983 --> 00:34:42,719
I really don't want to be here.
439
00:34:42,786 --> 00:34:45,458
You need to face this moment.
440
00:34:45,525 --> 00:34:47,228
I remember what happens.
441
00:34:49,666 --> 00:34:52,672
Now... your turn.
442
00:34:52,739 --> 00:34:54,509
Show me your stance, son.
443
00:34:55,278 --> 00:34:57,082
Good. Get the target in sight.
444
00:34:57,148 --> 00:35:00,488
Hold steady, then shoot.
445
00:35:11,276 --> 00:35:13,114
You're not hitting the target
446
00:35:13,180 --> 00:35:14,716
because your grip isn't firm enough.
447
00:35:14,783 --> 00:35:15,953
Huh, you what they call that?
448
00:35:16,020 --> 00:35:18,624
- Limp wristing.
- Yes, sir.
449
00:35:27,175 --> 00:35:29,947
So, how about it? Are you a limp wrist?
450
00:35:30,014 --> 00:35:32,218
- No, sir.
- Then prove it.
451
00:35:32,285 --> 00:35:33,521
Don't you want to wear a badge
452
00:35:33,587 --> 00:35:35,358
like your old man and your grandpa, huh?
453
00:35:35,425 --> 00:35:37,662
Make us proud.
454
00:35:43,207 --> 00:35:44,676
Steady your aim
455
00:35:44,743 --> 00:35:47,215
and hit the goddamn target this time.
456
00:35:50,121 --> 00:35:52,158
Come on.
457
00:35:55,164 --> 00:35:57,435
Goddamn it!
458
00:35:57,502 --> 00:36:00,208
Your sissy little limp
wrist is gonna get us killed!
459
00:36:02,011 --> 00:36:03,547
Goddamn it.
460
00:36:05,284 --> 00:36:09,793
I didn't know if he was reloading
for the target or for me.
461
00:36:11,163 --> 00:36:12,432
I can do it.
462
00:36:12,499 --> 00:36:14,736
Do what? Huh? This?
463
00:36:14,803 --> 00:36:17,910
And this? And this?
464
00:36:18,912 --> 00:36:19,947
And this?
465
00:36:20,014 --> 00:36:22,152
You can't even handle the sound.
466
00:36:22,218 --> 00:36:24,156
Think we had earmuffs on Okinawa?
467
00:36:24,222 --> 00:36:26,326
Huh, cover our ears like little girls?
468
00:36:26,393 --> 00:36:29,332
Had to fire and fight because
it was kill or be killed.
469
00:36:29,399 --> 00:36:31,136
We're done.
470
00:36:52,846 --> 00:36:55,618
It's worse than I remember.
471
00:37:17,662 --> 00:37:19,132
Gino.
472
00:37:19,199 --> 00:37:20,668
Hmm?
473
00:37:20,735 --> 00:37:23,574
I'm glad you're here.
474
00:37:23,641 --> 00:37:26,747
I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.
475
00:37:31,156 --> 00:37:32,826
I'm sorry.
476
00:37:32,893 --> 00:37:35,464
- No.
- I'm so sorry.
477
00:37:35,531 --> 00:37:37,335
No, no, no, no, no, no.
478
00:37:37,402 --> 00:37:40,775
You don't have anything
to be sorry about.
479
00:37:47,322 --> 00:37:49,793
I don't know...
480
00:37:49,860 --> 00:37:51,965
what's real.
481
00:37:52,031 --> 00:37:53,734
I know.
482
00:37:54,870 --> 00:37:56,640
It's the sickness, baby.
483
00:37:56,707 --> 00:37:58,577
It's okay, I got you.
484
00:38:01,517 --> 00:38:03,787
Okay, I got you.
485
00:38:03,854 --> 00:38:05,591
It's okay.
486
00:38:28,637 --> 00:38:30,775
I'm here. I'm here.
487
00:38:30,841 --> 00:38:33,614
I've got you. I've got you.
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