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Loveholic

Episode 14

Teacher. Teacher.

Teacher.

What are you doing here?

I said, what are you doing here?

What's wrong?

What happened?

What happened? Why are you here?

Kang Wook?

What is it? Tell me what's wrong.

Teacher, what is it?

Why are you here, huh?

Kang Wook...

Yes?

Kang Wook...

What happened? Something happened, right?

There's something, right?

What could I possibly say to you?

Should I tell you, that I'm sorry? Or should I tell you that I'm grateful?

Or should I tell you that I want to die?

Good afternoon, I'm trying to find a person in the accident reports that came in yesterday.

Name?

Lee Yool Joo.

Kang Wook...

What are you doing here?

Oh, I came to see Ja Kyung.

Who is it?

It's me, Kang Wook.

Ja Kyung, what did Teacher ask you when she came last time?

Huh?

Did she come to see you?

What did she ask you?

She knows, right?

What changes if she does know?

Nothing can change now even if she knows.

Did you tell her?

No. I didn't tell her until the end.

She already knew.

She came to confirm with me.

It's not your fault. You don't have to feel so anguished.

Everything has ended now.

She would have found out sooner or later.

Hello? Ah, yes, yes.

What?

Yool Joo!

Are you okay?

There could've been a big accident. She seemed lost so we brought her here.

Where were you last night? You had me worried.

Yool Joo?

Tae Hyun?

Can you take me to my house?

All right. Let's do that.

What's wrong with her?

I think she's a little tired. I don't think she gets enough rest at home.

Did something happen yesterday? You said she didn't come home until dawn.

I got in contact with her eventually. I'm sorry, Mother.

You were worried because of us, right?

So it's not something serious?

Yes.

Right around when things calm down, she stirs things up once in a while.

Hey, what's going on?

Teacher didn't show up at work yet?

Not yet. What is it? Why do you keep looking for her since earlier?

I think she found out.

About what?

What? How?

I have to meet her.

She didn't come out yet.

Do you know her home number?

Hey, Kang Wook -

I have to meet her.

This might be for the better.

Things might be hard for her now, but this is better in the long run.

Help me meet her!

Kang Wook! She's not your person anymore!

You sent her away.

The person by her side is Prosecutor Kim. If anyone should comfort her, it should be him.

Then what about me?

This happened because of me. I should be the one to say something to her in the least.

So what if she's married? This is an entirely different matter from that.

Master, help me meet her, please?

Pictures from the crime scene

What are you doing?

Just some organizing.

- Officer Kim? - Yes?

Sorry to ask, but can you send this to the Choon-cheon branch for me?

What is this?

They'll know what it is.

I'll be heading out earlier today.

Sure, go ahead.

Yes, Mother?

How is Yool Joo doing?

Yes, I'll be there soon.

Yes.

Oh, hello, sir.

Prosecutor Kim just headed out.

I know. I came to speak with you.

Me?

Hmm, let's talk for a moment.

You're drinking buddies with Prosecutor Kim, right?

Ah, yes.

It's easier to reveal inner thoughts to a drinking buddy.

I saw that you requested some files from Choon-cheon regarding a case from 5 years ago.

I know that case is related somehow to my daughter-in-law.

Yeah?

Where are you?

Why?

Let's meet.

I want to be alone.

No. I won't leave you by yourself.

Where are you? I'll be right there.

Where are you, what are you doing?

Kang Wook? Kang Wook!

Kyung Oh, I'm sorry.

I really wanted to be a great teacher.

I wanted to be a great teacher to all of you guys.

I'm sorry, Kyung Oh. I'm really sorry.

She just keeps sleeping without eating anything.

Yeah, hold on a second.

Hey, Yool Joo?

When did she go out?

I see. She probably stepped out for some fresh air, or something.

Don't worry, Mother. Yes, yes.

I'll be there a little later. Yes.

Kang Wook.

I... really hate myself.

And... I really resent you.

In the name of love, you threw away your life. And I knew nothing about it.

I never once thought of it as throwing my life away.

You say you did it out of love, but what does that make me?

What about me?

What becomes of my love when it stole your life away from you?

You would've done the same for me.

If the exact same thing were to happen right now, I'd do it all over again.

I don't have any other choices. That goes for this instant, as well.

You should have told me. You should have just told me everything.

Instead of sending me away, you should have told me everything.

My only thought then was that you must not find out.

I thought it was for the best.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

How can I forget you now?

How will I be able to forget you now?

I really resent you.

I resent you a lot.

And I really hate myself.

My illness... was not simply sleeping more than others.

It was an illness that steals other people's lives from them.

How am I going to repay this debt?

What debt?

Do you know what gives me the strength to continue living each day?

The fact that I could do something for the person I love.

That fact alone gives me happiness.

And I can continue living with that alone.

Things have finally come to an end.

I'm sorry. You're in so much pain...

...but I can no longer be with you.

You have Prosecutor Kim. Depend on him a little for comfort.

And just think, "I once was involved in a...

...strange love."

Yool Joo? Everyone lives with at least one big scar hidden in their hearts.

They harbor that scar for their entire lives until another great pain comes to them,

and they take out that old scar and think, "Wow, there was once a time as bad as this.

What's happening now is nothing compared to what happened then."

And you comfort yourself.

Tae Hyun, you knew, didn't you?

Yes.

Why didn't you tell me?

How could I tell you? How could I tell you that with my own lips?

I just hoped you'd never remember.

You knew everything and you still married me?

Yes.

A prosecutor mar-married a woman who killed another person?

You didn't kill him. It was an accident.

So that's why you're trying to quit being a prosecutor.

That's why you want to go abroad.

What's wrong with you? You and Kang Wook, both, why do you do things like this?

Why, for me -

Because we love you.

What is love?

What is love to ruin both your lives?

What is this love worth anyway?

You shouldn't have loved. You should have given up.

You should have stopped.

Even if you want to stop, not being able to... That is love.

Yool Joo?

Fine, I know that I can't be of any comfort to you right now, but...

even so, lean on me just a little.

The pain that you have right now, I want to suffer it.

If the price is my soul, then I would gladly sell my soul

to find out about your pain.

Grandma?

Grandma? Grandma, what's wrong?

Are you okay?

Grandma?

Grandma!!

Grandma!

Check for her vital signs.

Grandma!

This was the x-ray taken last time she came in.

Seems that pneumonia has accompanied the asthma.

And she has an unusually high count of white blood cells.

So, what are you saying?

We're giving her antibiotics right now, but they don't come into effect in just a few days.

She'll have to bear it, but due to her old age, I'm not sure she'll be able to until the medicine takes effect.

Hello?

Oh, Yoon Ja Kyung? What is it?

Huh? Kang Wook? I'm not sure.

The people at the gym say he hasn't been coming. I called just in case.

Not at all. I'm sorry to have bothered you.

Tae Hyun? Don't pick me up from now on.

What?

I don't deserve it.

What do you mean?

I don't deserve to be loved by you like this.

It's too much.

Too much? What is?

What are you talking about?

There's no measuring who gives too much and who doesn't.

Yool Joo, don't say things like that.

That's how I feel.

I keep thinking these thoughts.

I do not give too much to you. In fact, it is the other way around.

I'm the one who wanted to get married, right?

It's just that I feel so sorry. I feel so sorry.

I feel that I'm going to cause bad things to happen in your life.

What bad things?

Lee Yool Joo, what are you thinking of doing?

Huh?

Tae Hyun, if I serve the sentence for my crime...

Kang Wook's criminal record will disappear, right? It will, won't it?

I want to do that.

Are you crazy? No way.

You'll receive a prison sentence. You want me to watch you go to jail?

Then what should I do? Continue living like this?

Forget it. You should forget it all.

How can I forget?

Fine, I understand how you feel,

but I'm not asking you to forget things overnight.

Together. Huh? We can gradually forget things together.

I can't forget.

What do you mean?

Don't misunderstand. I'm not saying I can't forget about Kang Wook.

I meant that I can't forget about this incredible truth.

Isn't that the same thing?

This is why I don't deserve your love.

I keep causing you trouble and hurting you like this.

Grandmother?

Tae Hyun, let's go in.

Why are you out here when you must be tired?

Yool Joo, what should I do for you?

If you don't like being told to forget...

what should I say to you?

Yool Joo, do you know something?

When I first found out the entire truth, for the first time in my life...

I found out what utter defeat felt like.

"Ah, that guy did what I could not do."

I was dumbfounded.

Damn Suh Kang Wook.

What should I do for you?

I feel so frustrated.

I feel so frustrated because all I can say to you is to try and forget.

Let's go in, Tae Hyun.

Yool Joo, let's forget.

Let's please forget.

Grandma, what's wrong? Feel stifled?

No, you have to keep it on.

Seems to me she has something to say.

Kang - Kang Wook.

Grandma, you can't get tired. You must not get tired. Hold on, okay?

Just a little bit more.

Thank you.

Thank you for being a good person.

My baby.

What to do?

I feel so bad for you, what can I do?

Grandma, you're not going to die right now, right? You're just pulling my leg, right?

Don't do that. If you do, I won't be a good person anymore. Get up, Grandma, GET UP!!

Grandmother!

Grandma!

Grandma! Get up, Grandma!!

Grandmother!

Grandma.

Grandma, get up! GET UP! Grandma!

[This is the Korean wake, except it's not held at the home, but at a special part of the hospital, for 3 or 5 days prior to the burial or cremation ceremony.]

I'll match glasses for you someday.

A gold bracelet, too?

Of course.

Welcome.

Yool Joo, let's have some tea.

Yes, Ja Kyung?

Kang Wook's grandmother... passed away.

What?

I said, his grandmother passed away.

Deceased: Park In Ja Guardian: Suh Kang Wook

Thank you for coming.

Yes. Then...

Let's go.

Grandmother... I'm really sorry.

For living Kang Wook's life.

Grandmother... What will Kang Wook do now?

What will he do now that you're gone?

Even I'm gone.

I couldn't even tell him thank you yet. What shall I do, Grandmother?

It would have been better if you told me earlier.

I'm sorry for not telling you earlier.

Yool Joo knows, too, now?

Yes.

Oh, dear.

Yool Joo wants to clear that guy's record.

Father, in cases like these, it could just end with probation, right?

I'm not so sure.

If Mother finds out, she'll want me to divorce Yool Joo.

I'm sorry to ask this, but please help me.

How about you meet this fellow?

To find out what he wants done.

Yes, I understand.

This is my final act of courtesy.

I should have said it then. That I'm thankful to him.

Then he might have been less pained.

Wow, my grandmother's feet were really tiny.

Yool Joo!

Yes?

Why do you look so numbed?

Are you sick?

No.

You look sick these days. What's wrong?

No, I'm fine.

If you're sick, go home early.

I'm heading out first.

Goodbye.

All right, come home early.

Yes.

What are you thinking so hard about?

- Tae Hyun? - Yeah?

I think I...

I think I... will have to go turn myself in (to the police).

I can't be at peace if I don't.

Yool Joo?

Fine. If turning yourself in will lighten the burden on your heart...

you do that.

If that will help you resolve your feelings for Kang Wook...

I'll support your decision.

In return, promise me that you'll end everything with this.

Let's resolve everything that has to do with Kang Wook in this opportunity.

Why can't you answer me?

Lee Yool Joo?

Thank you.

Kang Wook.

Kang Wook!

Why are you doing this? Are you trying to die?

Suh Kang Wook!!

Why are you doing this? I can't bear to watch you like this.

Please don't do this.

Kang Wook!

Ja Kyung? Let me be alone.

I want to be alone.

Kang Wook.

Please leave. Leave.

Why are you doing that yourself?

Chef?

Yeah?

Did you meet Kang Wook?

Ah, I try calling him every day, but I couldn't reach him for a few days now.

He'll be fine soon.

Yeah, it's me. Where are you? Outside?

Yeah, I'm outside.

Where?

Just out. I'll call you back later.

Bye.

Have you been well?

Stop it.

It'll only take a moment.

My chest must have swallowed you

You are inside of me

No matter how much I try to reject you My love is

Tae Hyun?

Only you

If asked to do it again my choice

Will always be you

Even if I must be in pain for choosing you

It is okay

Just one year... Let's just wait one year.

Merry Christmas - 2003.12.24

Even so, I will wait for you...

Is there nowhere else where I can save them [ "Hoo Ae" (Late Love) by Jo Jang Hyuk ]

My feelings of loving you

To you

Always I could not give them to you

I kept swallowing my feelings And now they overflow within

Even if my love has been obstructed

And it feels as if I am sick

Like always, I cannot tell you

Like a fool, I hold it deep inside

I want to give it all now, all my love

I no longer have empty space in my heart to hide it all away

I can no longer handle it

This love of mine which has grown so much

If only I can breathe from by your side [file cuts off here...]