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Loveholic

Episode 12

Suh Kang Wook, you're really sorry about that, right?

Don't be. I'll think of it as being real.

Ja Kyung -

But that will be the last time.

Next time will be real.

I don't like fakes anymore.

Sorry.

I said you don't have to be.

It's okay, so don't worry about things too much.

But do you realize?

You did the cruelest thing you could possibly do to her.

Though I'm not sure if she bought it.

We're going to be late. Let's go.

This stop is the last stop of this line, Sa-dang Station.

Please transfer to another train if you are headed to Gwa-chun, Jam-shil, etc...

Please make sure you don't leave any belongings behind.

Goodbye. Thank you.

Have to go home and clean the house...

...do the laundry...

...eat...

What should I cook?

Jerk.

Jerk.

He was a real jerk.

I'm not going to see him ever again.

Jerk.

Jerk.

Hey, are you all right?

I'm fine.

Mom?

Mom?

Mom!

Mom, are you all right?

Mom!

The ovarian cystoma ruptured.

- Prepare for surgery. - Yes, sir.

What do you mean?

Some bumps in her ovary burst. She'll be fine after staying a few days in the hospital after surgery...

but her blood pressure is extremely low.

Hello, Grandma?

Of course I'm out making money.

A young man like me can't just lounge around.

What are you doing?

Did you eat?

Lost and found?

We looked inside to find a contact number. There are some strange photos inside.

Your number was written on a photo.

[if you don't remember what the photos said, refer back to episode 1 for all of them]

Because I miss you... because I miss you so much... Because I cannot stand it...

Merry Christmas~

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye... Is it really goodbye?

Kang Wook

Ah, yes, this is Kim Tae Hyun. Is the manager there?

Ah, I see.

All right.

Mister, hold up.

Yes?

Guest for apartment 304, right?

Yes, why?

Excuse me, why is it taking so long?

She needs a blood transfusion.

What?

Why?

She spilt a lot of blood because the bursts were so big.

Yool Joo?

Tae Hyun?

What happened?

Mom... Mom went in for surgery a long time ago...

but she hasn't come out yet.

They say it's a rupture in the ovarian cystoma... that it's not a big surgery, but...

Don't worry, it will be fine.

She'll be out soon.

Don't worry.

Don't worry. They said she only has to stay hospitalized for a week.

Shouldn't you eat something?

At least drink this.

You probably didn't eat anything.

Tae Hyun?

I think I'm being punished.

Rubbish.

No. I think I'm being punished.

I fought with her in the afternoon.

I think I made her sick.

That's not it.

I was dumped... by Suh Kang Wook.

You think it serves me right, huh?

It's true.

Yool Joo?

Can we just pretend it was all a bad nightmare?

Let's both think we dreamt a bad nightmare.

Can you do that?

I can't.

How could I?

I can't.

I'm not asking you to decide this instant.

Thank you about today.

Thank you.

Yool Joo?

Come to me whenever you feel that you need someone by your side.

You can go now.

I can be by myself now.

Welcome.

[Warm gruel shop]

- Can I get take-out? - Of course.

Hold still (??).

Stop already.

No, you're sick. Don't even lift a finger.

I'm living the good life at such an old age.

- Grandma? - Yeah?

Don't work at the restaurant anymore.

Then who will make the money?

I'll take care of everything. You just stay put at home.

I found a job.

Huh? Really?

Of course. I was hired at a restaurant way better than the last one.

Oh my, good job, good job.

I thought you were working at a construction site.

Hold on.

My grandmother is so vibrant. So pretty.

Don't tease your grandmother.

You're an ul-zzang! [note: ul(face) zzang(best) = good-looking]

Do the ul-zzang pose! [note: ul(face) zzang(best) = good-looking]

Stop it!

Tae Hyun, which hospital is it?

Oh, Dae-jin Hospital?

Yool Joo's there, right?

No, I'll stop by later.

All right, take care.

Manager's at the hospital?

She won't be coming in for a while.

Why not?

Her mother is not well.

Is it serious?

She has to be hospitalized for a week. I'm afraid you'll have to take on more duties.

Sure.

Can you pass that along to the manager?

What is this?

Her luggage.

Why are you giving this to me?

- Master? - Yeah?

I broke up with her.

What?

It hasn't been that long since you two met again. Why?

Why did you break up?

Just.

You can't say things like that.

Hold on - maybe it's not her mother who's sick but the manager herself.

She has to be hospitalized for a week.

Oh, so this is all your fault.

What's wrong with her?

How would I know that? [note: in sarcastic polite speech]

Hey, kid, how could you be so irresponsible? What does this make of her?

If you were going to do this, you shouldn't have started the whole thing in the first place.

What's wrong? Huh? Did you lose confidence?

How sick is she?

Oh my, oh my, so you are a bit worried. [note: again sarcastic polite speech]

And I'm not going to relay this luggage to her, so you can give it to her yourself.

I don't know how bad the break up was, but you can't even give it back to her yourself?

You can go to the hospital or whatever. I think it was Dae-jin Hospital.

I don't know. Do what you want. [note: sarcastic polite speech]

Are you uncomfortable in any other way?

I'm fine.

Why are you here?

It's lunchtime. I'm heading back soon.

Prosecutor Kim, I really don't know what to say.

I'll follow your decision.

Why are you saying this?

Mother, nothing has changed between Yool Joo and me.

You're not supposed to say such things to your child. So don't, please.

How could she? When she has someone like you?

Some fault lies with me for not being able to hold onto her...

and our marriage will take place as planned.

I'll bring her back.

Did you get some sleep yesterday?

Yeah.

Don't skip your meals. We can't have something happening to you.

I ate some of that gruel you left me.

Was it good?

I'll be back after work.

Tae Hyun, don't come.

I'm fine. Yesterday was enough.

I can be alone.

I'm coming to see your mother, not you.

She says I give her strength.

I'm going.

What a relief. I thought you were sick...

and came all the way here before I knew it.

Don't be sick.

Kid, what are you doing here alone?

To pick up my medicine.

Your medicine?

Yes.

What medicine?

I keep falling asleep.

You sleep a lot?

Yes.

What about you?

My mother is sick.

Sleeping a lot is called narcolepsy.

I know that.

You do?

Narcolepsy... is not an illness.

It's just sleeping a bit more than others.

So you have to always be optimistic, okay?

I am!

Yeah?

Want me to teach you a spell that will keep you awake when you're sleepy?

Yes!

Repeat after me.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon.

O-to-ki-re o-to-ki-re. Ji-sa-to-gwa ji-sa-to-gwa.

This is it. Repeat after me.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon.

O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa. O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

- Did you memorize it? - Yes.

- Shall we do it together? - Yes.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon.

O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon.

O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

Ultra Awesome Dae-bbang

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon.

O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

O-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon. O-to-ki-re ji-sa-to-gwa.

Kang Wook, I don't think I've heard yet from you what this means...

Did we really break up?

Without knowing the reason why, was I once again...

thrown away by you?

Hello?

Yes, hello.

All right.

Did I call you out when you're busy?

I won't take up too much of your time.

Ja Kyung, I hope you will answer me truthfully.

Go on.

What happened to Kang Wook?

What do you mean?

You ask me last time, if I knew exactly what I had done to him.

What did you mean?

Teacher, I think that you and Kang Wook should have never met.

What do you mean?

Because if Kang Wook had never met you, he... would have never fought Kyung Oh for you.

Then that accident would have never happened.

That accident changed his life.

Is that what you really meant?

I don't think so.

Teacher, can I ask a favor of you?

Wh-wh-what is it?

Can't you let him go now?

Ja Kyung -

I won't ask for you to send all of him to me. If you want, I'll let half his heart stay with you.

If half is too little, I'll let even more stay with you.

Please leave him.

It's for him. You know how things are.

How realistically things are hard for you and Kang Wook.

That's why he broke up with you.

Ja Kyung, something happened to him, right?

There's a reason I don't know, right? Right?

Ja Kyung?

Do you want to know?

Do you really want to know?

Yes. Please tell me.

Did you ever think about how that narcolepsy of yours tied him down?

Did you ever think about how much burden that illness of yours put on him?

I don't know if that's enough of an answer.

I'll go first since I have a show soon.

Did you ever think about how that narcolepsy of yours tied him down?

Let's break up.

Did you ever think about how much burden that illness of yours put on him?

I should have taken my medicine regularly.

So that I wouldn't fall asleep in front of him.

I should have pretended to be healthy, and not fall asleep in front of him.

I shouldn't have burdened him.

Jerk.

Jerk.

You're awake?

You were asleep when I got here.

When did you come?

Not long before you woke.

Why did you come again?

I said I would.

- Good job. - Goodbye.

Are things hard for you?

Nope. Not at all.

Kang Wook?

Yeah?

I'll be good to you.

I'll be very good to you. Ten times, a hundred times - no - a thousand times more than now.

Continuously from now.

What's with you suddenly?

Ja Kyung, you're already overflowing and more than I deserve. It's fine.

Want me to find a job for you?

No, I feel comfortable these days. Don't have the leisure for unnecessary thoughts.

All right, do what you want.

Kim Hyun Chul is staying off the radars.

Where to?

If I knew that, would I be here right now? I'd go catch him.

Is that reliable information?

For the time being. You know how recently his tail was too long for his own good.

He's such a conniving bastard, he's probably planning to keep low until things blow over.

We have to say our final goodbyes... - Ultra Awesome Dae-bbang

Didn't think you'd make it.

I had to give you this.

You left it on the subway.

Ah, I see.

Thanks.

I have something for you, too.

Here.

I thought about just throwing it away, but this way you'll be reassured.

You should've just thrown it away.

Teacher?

I'll tell you the meaning of o-to-ki-re ren-ma-wi-mon ji-sa-to-gwa.

No, I don't need it.

I'm not going to say that spell anymore.

Let's forget everything.

The roads of Choon-cheon -

Yes, and forget the cherry blossom road here as well.

Okay.

Forget the cotton candy, too.

Okay.

And that school as well. That roof, that gym... all of it.

Let's do that.

The incident from 5 years ago... especially forget that.

Yes. You forget, too, and start fresh.

Forget my name.

You, too, forget my name.

Yes.

Forget my face as well.

I'll try.

I'm already starting to forget.

Yeah.

And... about your marriage -

speed it up.

Thanks for everything.

I was truly happy during the times I spent with you.

I was happy 5 years ago... And though I didn't say anything, I was happy when you first came to the restaurant.

Those happy memories... Erase even those.

I will.

Maybe since it's the second time, it's easier than the first time.

It's not as painful as death like then.

Me, too.

Here.

Love has spread so that it can no longer be stopped ["Sa-rang-dok" (Love Poison) by Sun-mi]

It has reached deep into my heart before I was aware

No matter how I try to wash it all away with tears

No matter how I try to push it out with sighs

The heat only rises

And makes things harder for me

More and more it's beginning to hurt

It's getting deeper

Your love is, from within me

It is so hard, the words I want to say

Sa-rang-hae (I love you)

In the end, it cannot be fixed

It cannot be erased

I know I will continue to be in pain

I love you

Love you so much

I do

Kang Wook, I'll just say one last thing.

My illness... my narcolepsy...

... if it tied down your life...

I'm really sorry.

Goodbye.

My baby, beautiful baby...

...falls asleep

Even the baby stars in the sky

Fall asleep in their mothers' embrace

Yool Joo?

Why are you sitting here?

Tae Hyun, can you watch over my mom?

Sure, I came to change places with you. Go get some rest.

Oh, yeah. Thanks.

Going somewhere?

Huh? Yeah. I have to stop by the house.

A moment... it will only take a moment.

Are you okay?

That's enough.

After I'm done, let's take your car.

Where to?

The restaurant.

Father wants to see you.

Just go. He says he has something to say.

But if you really don't want to, then you call and tell him.

Wow, it's been a long time since I walked in a place like this at this time.

Yool Joo, Tae Hyun says he wants to quit his job and go abroad. Did you know?

Oh, I see you haven't heard.

Yes.

Then do you know why he's thinking of doing this?

I'm not sure.

You haven't thought of convincing him to stay?

Then again, you need to know the reason why to convince him.

I'm sorry.

Yool Joo, I've always imagined that we'd often take walks like this together.

Thinking how good it would be if the four of us could take walks together after you two got married.

I wish you would hurry up and become my daughter-in-law.

If you're having second thoughts about getting married, I hope you'll keep these opinions of mine in mind.

Oh, I haven't heard a thing from Tae Hyun. I'm just a bit quick in noticing these things.

I'm sorry.

Why are you sorry? Humans are bound to go in circles once in a while.

Ms. Lee Yool Joo, are you showing any special symptoms?

Nothing special, but I still have the same dreams.

The dreams you talked about last time?

Yes.

What does having repeating dreams mean?

Well, a hallucination from before could keep appearing as a dream. (??)

Then is that dream a hallucination?

It appears to be so.

You look like your nerves are on edge these days.

Don't forget to take your medicine regularly.

Yes, I understand.

Yeah, Tae Hyun?

Here? The hospital. I'm picking up my medicine.

Where are you?

Yool Joo, get in.

Hurry and get in.

I went by your house, and the security guard told me you weren't home.

We have somewhere to go.

Where?

You'll find out when we get there.

Oh, right.

Here, coffee.

Oh, thanks.

I made that myself.

You did?

Yup.

I sampled it earlier, and it's delicious. Sweet.

Why here?

Get out. I want to see the real Lee Yool Joo.

Wow, it feels great to be here again in such a long time.

Right?

Now where could Lee Yool Joo be?

There she is, the Lee Yool Joo who was always laughing.

She's over there, too. The Lee Yool Joo who always read.

Look over there, there. There's even the Lee Yool Joo who gets annoyed and pissy.

She seems really mad.

Anyway, there are a lot of Lee Yool Joos here.

Laughs easily, cries easily, and always sleeps - that Lee Yool Joo.

Right?

Tae Hyun, are you trying to remind me of how we used to be -

I'm not trying to talk about the past.

I wanted to see the Lee Yool Joo of the past.

The Lee Yool Joo who laughs easily and makes lots of noise.

Tae Hyun, why are you trying to quit being a prosecutor?

Why?

To marry you.

Why do you have to quit to marry me?

Because we have to leave this country after getting married.

In order to erase all the bad memories from your mind.

Tae Hyun?

I can't marry you.

Why?

A long time ago, I tried to go to you while holding onto my feelings...

But I can't do that anymore.

How could I? I can't do that.

I haven't forgotten everything yet.

Are you going to forget?

I'm trying.

Then that's enough. Forget while at my side.

Not while you're alone, but from my side.

I'll help you.

If you try alone, maybe it will take a year? Two years? I think longer than that.

I'll cut that time in half for you.

No, half of half? Half of half of half?

Anyway, I'll make it lot shorter.

I'll help you.

Yool Joo, do you even want to forget?

I want to forget.

Then that's enough.

Yool Joo, my wanting to marry you is not because I'm being particularly forgiving or kind-hearted.

It's for me.

Because it's too hard for me to just send you away.

So don't feel apologetic and just come to me. Don't think of anything and just come.

Come a little at a time. About 5 cm a day.

Then 5 cm will become 10 cm...

Then someday you'll be in front of me.

Come slowly.

Forget slowly from my side.

Kang Wook?

Let's eat ramen.

Come quickly, it's going to get cold.

Kang Wook, I've wanted to eat ramen with you for a long time.

Is that so?

Yeah.

Kang Wook, let's live together.

Let's get married.

Don't wanna?

Ultra Awesome Dae-bbang

Who is it?

Hello?

Have you been well?

Yes.

You look good.

You, too.

I thought you would refuse to come.

What is it?

I have something to say to you.

Kang Wook?

I'm getting married.

I wanted to tell you myself.

I'm getting married.