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Loveholic

Episode 9

My chest must have swallowed you

You are inside of me

No matter how much I try to reject you My love is

Only you

If given a second chance My choice

Will always be you

Even if I must be in pain For choosing you

It is all right

We - where do we go now?

Should I guess what you prayed about?

What did I pray about?

To forgive us.

No. You're wrong.

I asked to never be forgiven.

To never forgive me.

But...

to give me permission.

To give me permission to go back to you.

Let's willingly pay for the pain we caused others.

Yes. Let's do it willingly.

There will be much difficulty. Can you endure it?

I can endure anything if only I'm allowed to go back to you.

If all of this is my fault, then I will receive the punishment alone.

No.

From now on, I won't let you handle things alone.

I won't let you do foolish things again, saying that it's for my sake.

Don't ever, no matter what happens, send me away again.

All right.

I will never let you go again.

Promise me.

I promise.

Father, Mother.

Please protect this woman.

If there are hardships she must endure, then let me endure it instead.

Please protect this woman.

Ah.

The smell of cotton candy.

Father, Mother.

I will start over.

Dad.

I'm seeing Kang Wook again.

I can't turn back now.

Dad. I hope you will be the first to give us your blessing.

Apron?

Yes.

All right.

Tie it for me.

Hurry.

All right.

You didn't sleep last night, did you?

Your face is like a hippo's. Hippo.

What?

Nothing.

Be careful. Look when you chop.

This is what you asked for last time.

The contents of the 911 call made regarding the Suh Kang Wook case.

It was hard to find a 5-year-old case and ask them to record it for me.

Thank you.

Not at all.

But that was from so long ago, the sound is a bit erased and hard to hear.

Is that so?

Yeah.

Kang Wook isn't the killer.

Good afternoon. This is Kim Tae Hyun of the Drug Department.

I would like to request a voice recognition test.

Hey, when you were in that place, was all your hurting yourself

and crazy behavior because of the manager?

Wow, this is insane.

Hey, Kang Wook.

I don't want things to get difficult for you.

I'm really worried about you.

Master. I know things won't be easy -

You know, but what?

You're saying it can't be helped?

Will you be able to continue working here?

I'll have to quit.

And you have somewhere to go?

Oh dear, oh dear.

Hello.

- Have you been well? - Yes.

You're done, right?

Let's go. Your mother called me.

She wants to see us both.

Kang Wook, remember how I threw you a welcome back party here?

Those were good times.

Ja Kyung.

You should leave me now.

Thank you for lending me your shoulder when I needed it.

I'm grateful to you, but this can't go on.

Leave me.

Just think to yourself "Jerk," and throw me away.

If you can't just leave, then spit on me or something.

Why? So you can go to Teacher?

Ja Kyung, more than anyone else

you understand how it is.

So don't be hurt anymore, and just leave me.

Suh Kang Wook.

What am I to you?

You're my first love. But what am I to you?

Family.

That's how it was in the past, and that's now it is now.

Ja Kyung, let's not

see each other anymore.

I'll pretend I didn't hear anything.

But I'm not going to see you anymore.

This is better for you.

Listen to me.

I'll leave first.

Father, Mother.

Let me bear alone the punishment for

hurting others.

Let's go in.

Um, Tae Hyun.

What is it?

Do you have something to say?

Is it that hard to say?

Never mind. I'll tell you later.

No, tell me now.

I'll tell you later.

Later.

Here, eat some. You like strawberries.

Yes, have some too, Mother.

Are you still busy these days? You look like you lost weight.

You should eat better the busier you are.

If you want anything in particular to eat, give me a call.

I can use that as an excuse to see you more often.

Yes, Mother.

Then I can ask for anything at all?

Of course.

You were always my son.

From the days when you two were dating during college.

Then you picked me as your son-in-law back then?

Of course.

Here, eat.

Yes.

- Have some. - Okay.

Um, Father.

Can we speed up the wedding?

What do you mean?

I want to move the date up, if only a couple of days.

Why?

Just, I think that will be better.

What do you mean, "just."

You can "just" do things when dealing with big family events.

I think I will be more stable after marriage

and I just want to get it done quickly since it's going to happen anyway.

Are you and Yool Joo having some problems?

No. There's no problem at all.

Oh right, Mom. I was hoping Yool Joo could stop working to take time to prepare for the wedding.

Yool Joo is fine with that?

I don't know, I was just thinking.

Suh Kang Wook!

Wow, it's been a while, huh?

Yes.

I've been meaning to contact you, but didn't get the chance.

Have you been well?

Yes.

And there are no difficulties in living?

Not at all.

Kid, you still have that look in your eyes.

I like that look.

Is it fun being a spaghetti chef?

Yes, it's good.

Very good.

Hyun Chul hyung?

What do you do these days?

Me?

I'm doing the things I always do.

Why?

Nothing.

Interested in my work?

Not at all.

Kid, you're still as stubborn as ever.

I have to get going.

Ah, yes, yes. I've held onto you too long.

Then -

see you next time.

Tae Hyun was hoping to move up the wedding date.

He's not alone in that thought, right?

It doesn't matter to us.

Talk it over with your mother.

And if you're busy with wedding preparations, you can just work until the end of this week.

What do you mean?

Tae Hyun said that he was hoping you could stop working to prepare for the wedding.

I wasn't thinking clearly.

Even if it's a simple wedding, you probably have tons of things to do.

If you want to stop working immediately starting tomorrow, do that.

I'll think about it.

I will never give you up.

Hi, Tae Hyun? It's me.

I was hoping to see you later.

Oh, I see.

All right, then see you later.

Kang Wook's feelings. Kang Wook. I cannot just ignore him.

Prosecutor Kim.

Here you go.

Tae Hyun.

Do you remember what you said my job was when you were in the 6th grade?

Probably a prosecutor.

Nope. An "honest prosecutor."

I said that?

Yes. You had asked me what it was that a prosecutor did.

I told you a prosecutor was an honest person

so you went to school and wrote that.

Not "great prosecutor" or "talented prosecutor," but "honest prosecutor."

That phrase kept me in line for the last 20 years of my career.

When you hit an obstacle, the fastest way past it might be to go back to the starting point.

Don't try to hold onto a woman through marriage.

Even when it comes to women, try going back to the starting point.

Here.

Yes, Father.

Hello?

Friend, it's me, Hyun Suk.

Yeah, Hyun Suk.

I have to go out a moment.

I'll be right back, so wait for me.

Okay.

Hey, stop drinking.

Young Hwa. You're lucky.

Me? Why?

You married Hyun Suk, the guy you like.

Like? Says who?

Do you feel lucky?

Feel lucky?

Of course.

- As always you say the right things. - Of course.

Oh, Kang Wook.

Kang Wook, Ja Kyung's been drinking a while, and she's completely wasted.

Kang Wook.

I can't leave you.

Even if I die.

I...

Fate isn't that great.

I make my own fate.

I can't leave you.

I won't leave you.

Did you say we were family?

All right, that's fine.

I don't care if we're family. I don't care if you become my father.

I don't care if I become your mother.

Anything's fine if I can be by your side.

I love you.

Jerk.

Tae Hyun.

Tae Hyun.

Yool Joo.

I'm sorry.

I think I drank too much today.

Because I drank too much

my heart hurts.

Why did you drink so much?

Tae Hyun. The Tae Hyun I know doesn't get drunk and sit around on the street.

Don't do this.

Yool Joo.

I want to come to my senses

but I can't seem to do it.

I can't even sleep these days.

Yool Joo.

Are you really going to leave me?

Are you preparing to break up with me?

Is it that your heart has already left

but you can't tell me because you feel so apologetic?

When can I tell him? When is a good time?

Is that what you're worrying about?

Is that it?

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

Was it really

not love with me?

I see.

Tae Hyun.

All I can say to you is that I'm sorry.

Like you said, eating together, talking with one another,

laughing together, I thought that was love.

And so marriage would be fine as well.

But...

I can't do it.

I didn't forget any of it.

How we met, the times we spent together,

and what your presence meant to my mother and I when my father passed away.

But, I still can't do it.

I can't trick you anymore.

I'm sorry.

Stop saying that you're sorry.

I'm sick and tired of it.

I will... I will wait for you once again.

I will close my two eyes tight... and wait for you again.

No, don't wait for me.

I can't go back to you.

Don't wait for me

and don't forgive me either.

Let's break up.

What?

Break up?

Did you just say you wanted to break up?

Break up...

Fine, let's break up.

I can do that.

But I can't do it right now.

This time, don't you think you should wait for me?

Don't you think I'll need some time?

Why?

You can't do that for me?

That's too hard for you?

You're really cruel.

Hey, Lee Yool Joo. Listen to me carefully.

Until I can accept this, don't say a word to our parents.

After I've accepted all this, not you but I...

not you but I will send you away on my own!

I will send you away completely, wishing you well!

I will send you away so you don't have to say I'm sorry anymore.

Until then, act like nothing has changed.

Until I can accept this.

Understand?

No, I can't do that, Tae Hyun.

Do as I say.

No, I can't do that.

It's too late.

Lee Yool Joo. Lee Yool Joo. LEE YOOL JOO!

Teacher.

Hello?

Kang Wook.

I miss you.

Kang Wook, I'm really bad.

I have no conscience.

I've hurt another person so much, but even now, I want to see you so much.

I miss you so much.

Where are you?

Wait.

Wait, don't move a step.

Don't go anywhere. Wait for me. I'm going right now.

Are you okay?

Oh my love, for the first time in my life

My eyes are wide open

Oh my love, for the first time in my life

My eyes can see

I see the river, I see the creek (??)

Everything is clear in my heart

Oh my love, for the first time in my life

My eyes can see

My eyes can see

It's been a really long time.

Yeah.

What do you think everyone is doing now?

I miss them.

It would have been great if I had graduated.

Why was I hit so much at school?

And so many punishments as well.

Do you remember?

The rain was pouring that day. Do you know how many laps I did around the yard?

At the end, my mouth was so frozen.

Remember?

"I won't get tired."

Wow, this sofa is still here.

I told them not to throw it away.

Teacher.

When we go back to Seoul, I'm going to quit working at the restaurant.

That's the right thing to do.

Yeah, I'm going to quit, too.

Then what will I do from now on?

You have lots to do, you're still young.

Ah, transporting fish?

That was really hard.

Then find something else to do.

Can't you just take care of me?

Hey, I'm unemployed too now.

That's bad if we're both unemployed.

When we get back, things will be hard for you.

You can endure it, right?

Let's get their blessings, one by one.

Okay.

Feels great.

Feels so comfortable and great. And you're by my side.

If you're tired, lean on me and sleep.

I'm fine.

Want me to sing for you?

Well, all right.

I'll sing for you.

My baby, beautiful baby

Falls asleep

Even the baby stars in the sky

Fall asleep in their mothers' embrace

Sleep soundly, my baby

Sleep, beautiful child

Kang Wook?

Yes?

For what?

Everything!

Hold on tight.

Prosecutor, something came for you.

I put it on your desk.

Oh really?

No.

Kang Wook, that isn't it.

You tried to go this way, and Kyung Oh hit you with a stick.

Why are you doing this? What are you thinking?

[Neurology]

I know everything - Kang Wook isn't the killer!

[Voice on tape and phone call coincide - Same person]

Kang Wook, that isn't it. He's lying! He's lying!

I saw everything!

It is a form of hallucination.

Upon waking up, these hallucinations are remembered.

It's a symptom commonly seen with narcolepsy.

To state it simply, the patient remembers what happened differently than the truth.

Are you saying the original memory could come back at any time?

Well, they could live their entire lives believing that hallucination

but if that incident is similarly repeated or a person related to the incident is seen often

the memory could return.

It doesn't happen often, but it is a possibility.

Hello?

Hello, this is Prosecutor Kim Tae Hyun.

I know everything, bastard.

Kang Wook isn't the killer!

This is you, isn't it?

Jung Ho Tae,

what exactly happened?

Hiding the truth is a crime as well, you know.

Why are you digging up the past?

Because the truth must be told.

I already know everything, so tell me truthfully.

What happens if I tell you the truth?

Suh Kang Wook will be punished for hiding the truth

and Lee Yool Joo will be punished as well if the case is reopened.

Even if her narcolepsy is used as an excuse

she will probably receive a sentence of at least a year and a year of probation.

Who is the real killer?

Teacher Lee Yool Joo.

Why did you not reveal this 5 years ago?

At first I thought I was mistaken.

It was strange that she couldn't remember.

I found out at the crime site investigation

that she was showing signs of hallucinosis. [note: seeing hallucinations]

That she was remembering the truth differently due to hallucinations.

I had wanted Kang Wook to disappear.

You wanted him to disappear.

Why?

I like the woman that likes Kang Wook. More so than he likes her.

That is my only reason.

Prosecutor Kim, how does it feel to know the truth?

Knowing that Kang Wook rotted in prison for 5 years for Teacher's sake,

how do you feel?

A long time ago, when I ran out of school, you followed me all the way here.

I didn't know you would follow me so far.

Back then, I was drawn to you like a magnet.

I thought it was because I pitied you

but now that I think about it, I think there's an invisible string that connects me to you.

Didn't you know?

I already knew about that.

So slow, so slow.

You seem to like that painting.

Yes.

The woman flying with Chagall is his wife, Bella.

I think Chagall loved Bella very much.

They're alike.

Huh?

With my mother and father.

This was our house.

Where was your house?

Here.

We were neighbors.

So we were.

Do you think we met in passing?

Perhaps.

How does it feel to know the truth?

Knowing that Kang Wook rotted in prison for 5 years for Teacher's sake,

how do you feel?

Should I have confidence as well?

Choong-chun Station

Answer it. It must be your grandmother.

Hello?

Is Yool Joo beside you?

Yes.

Then move away from her.

You can talk now.

I have something to say to you.

What is it?

I have something to say about the case from 5 years ago.

That case put an innocent man in prison.

Kang Wook, what's wrong?

You speak as if you're doing this for my good.

Our wedding will take place as planned.

He fell.

I kicked Kyung Oh.

Forget it.

To Kyung Oh, I -

I tell you, it's a nightmare!