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[ Thunder crashing ]

Meredith: When we're hurt,
our body sends signals

to form blood clots
directly at the injury

to help stop any bleeding.

[ Thunder rumbling ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Car door closes ]
[ Sighs ]

[ Breathing heavily ]

Thanks.

Are you okay?

I lost control,
Meredith.

I was angry,

and this bar...

it was just awful.

They're predators.
They're destroying lives.

It's our body's system
of checks and balances.

[ Wind howls ]
Yeah, well,
this wind is picking up.

We better get going.

Catherine says you haven't
gotten a new sponsor

since Ollie died,

you're not
making meetings,

and now you're
destroying bars.

You need to get
your head right,

get your head in a place
where you can take care

of the people
who depend on you.

It's a system that's
supposed to save our lives.

[ Bang, branches crack ]

Aah!

[ Wind blowing ]

Or so we hope.

[ Wind howling ]

[ Knock on door ]

Okay -- Ben?

Sorry I woke you,

but I, uh,
I didn't know the rules

about using my key

during our separation.

[ Sighs ]
We are not separated.

We are taking time apart

so that I can focus
on bringing my stress down.

It's a sabbatical.

Yeah, I know
what you call it.

And even though
I'm not sleeping in this house,

I still want the people
who live here to stay safe.

Wind storm's on the way.

It's supposed to
get pretty ugly.

I, uh -- I was gonna board up

the windows before my shift...

Oh.

...if that's okay with you.

Yes, of course.

Just try not
to wake up Tuck.

I will hammer the nails
into the boards

as quietly as possible.

I'll do Tuck's windows
last.

[ Door opens ]

[ Wind roaring ]

Oh.

[ Door closes ]

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Rain pouring ]

♪♪

Hey.
Hi.

[ Wind howling ]

♪♪

[ Howling continues ]

There's a -- There's a tree down
over on Madison.

Yeah, I saw.

God,
it's crazy out there.

They said it's only
gonna get worse

throughout the day.

So, are we talking
about the weather, Maggie?

That's our new thing?

[ Footsteps approach ]

-Hey.
-Altman.

Am I gonna like
the reason you're here?

Well, I couldn't
sit in my hotel room today,

and you're gonna be inundated
with patients.

Owen: Hey.

Hey, any update on Betty?

-No.
-Nothing.

I'm gonna take Leo
upstairs.

Yeah. See you, buddy.

Ohh.

[ Murmuring indistinctly ]

[ Clears throat ]

Nobody got much sleep

last night.

Yeah.

How much longer you in town?

Um, I'm -- I'm not really sure,

but if you need help
with anything,

just let me know.

Okay, thanks.

Their kid's been missing
for three days.

I couldn't dump any more
on them.

That's very thoughtful.

[ Exhales sharply ]

[ Knock on door ]

[ Door opens ]

[ Sighs ]

Oh, is, uh, Karev around?

His mess is.

Oh, uh, this is a matter

for the chief.

Um, I'll come back later.

Uh, if you peel that tape,
you'll find my name,

and I'm here, which says
a lot more than Karev,

who seems to think "interim"

means "sloppy"
and "whenever he feels like it."

So just say
whatever it is.

[ Door closes ]

Um, well, I was close

to Frankie Shavelson.

Oh.

Oh, yeah. I was
so sorry to hear...

Are you all right?

Yesterday, I, um,

went into a bar and --

Richard, no.
I didn't drink,

and I didn't hurt anyone.

I lost my temper.

There was property damage,

and I was arrested.

[ Sighs ]

Well, I'll need
to inform the board,

and there will be
an inquiry.

I do need to bench you
for today.

You'll get some rest,
catch up on charts.

Just stay away
from patients.

Can you manage that?

I can.

Thank you, Bailey.

[ Telephone ringing ]

[ Door opens ]

Where the hell
is Alex Karev?
[ Door closes ]

[ Snoring ]

♪♪

[ Snores loudly ]

[ Moans ]
Mm.

You have pillow marks
on your face.

I haven't slept that hard
since I took that stupid job.

I'm gonna nap for like --
for like five more minutes.

I feel like
I got at least eight hours.

[ Mutters ]

Oh, crap!

Crap!

What?
[ Sighs ]

♪♪

Okay, breathe in for me, Cece.

[ Cece inhales ]
Good.

[ Clears throat ]

Oh, Dr. Grey,

I have something to show you.

I normally don't
take pictures,

but I couldn't help it.

I snapped this one
while he wasn't looking.

Cece, save your strength.

He has distinctly kind eyes

and a playful sense of humor,

and he's a surgeon
in this hospital.

Dr. Lincoln.

Yeah, I know who he is.

And?

And, DeLuca, I'm waiting.

Yes, uh, her respiration's
getting more labored,

she's complaining
of more shortness of breath.

It's probably
the pleural effusions.

Meredith,
I just showed you perfection.

And I don't have the time.

Have you looked at me?

I'm the one
who doesn't have time.

Okay, so then
I'll make it quick.

Let's prep her
for a pleurocentesis.

Uh, hey, is, uh...

is everything okay?

Just check back
in an hour.

♪♪

[ Wind howling, rain falling ]

♪♪

Jo: Hey, did you
check the weather?

Do I ever
check the weather?

Uh, it's windy.
That's helpful.

Okay.

[ Wind roars ]

[ Door slams ]
Oh, uh.

Well, t-they're telling everyone
to stay off the roads,

that there's three
accidents on the I-5.

The bridge is closed.
I mean, we're screwed.

Yeah, well, if it's that bad,
then the hospital's slammed.

We need to go.

[ Wind roaring ]

[ Bang, mailbox thuds ]

♪♪

[ Door slams ]
[ Breathing heavily ]

We can't help
if we're dead.

♪♪

No, no, no, Karev.
Stay there until it's safe.

We'll figure something out.
We always do.

Owen: Okay, we got burns,
car-wreck injuries,

and flying debris has given us
a ton of blunt injuries

and several
penetrating traumas.

[ Chuckles ] Wind storms
are my favorite.
[ Chuckles ]

Yeah, you're gonna
love this.

[ Indistinct talking ]

♪♪

[ Man shouting indistinctly ]

[ Indistinct talking continues ]

♪♪

We're supposed
to love this?

[ Chuckling ]
Oh, ho, ho.

Impalement-palooza.

Bailey, I don't think
we have room

to treat
all these patients,

and Seattle Pres is already
closed to trauma.

[ Indistinct talking continues ]

♪♪

Bailey: Hey!

Uh, hello!

Everyone --
Hey, be quiet!

[ Talking stops ]

Listen up.

We will move
all stable patients upstairs

to clear beds.

We will stock
disaster supplies

on all floors.

And we will notify
the blood bank

to have extra units
on standby.

We are staying open for trauma,
but sheltering in place.

This is a brick house,

and no amount of huffing
and puffing can blow us down.

Woman:
Whoo! Whoo!

[ Applause ]

[ Chuckles ]

-Yeah, I still got it.
-Okay, come on. Let's go.

-You need something.
-Come to the OR.

Did you eat
the rest of the chips?

Apparently only
a third of the staff
can make it into work.

Oh, the -- the barbecue ones,
the blue bag?

They're sending floor nurses
down to the E.R.

Apparently anesthesia's
working triple.

Ugh!
Where are the chips?

I ate them last night.
Oh.

[ Sighs ] I feel
like a crappy leader.

I mean, who the hell
abandons the ship

in the middle
of a disaster?

Maybe it's not
a disaster.

We've hardly seen each other
since we got married,

and we're stuck here,

so what if we make this
our second honeymoon?

[ Smooch ]

With no food?

We have jelly and bread
and beer and...

Expired mac-and-cheese.

[ Electricity crackles ]

[ Wind howling ]

[ Sighs ]

It's fine, because
we have a gas stove.

[ Dial clicks ]

Oh.

[ Stove clanks ]

When's the last time
we cooked?

[ Stove clanks ]

[ Wind howling ]

Right there.
Trauma one.

-Okay.
-Go, go.

No more trauma rooms.

Next incoming can go
to procedure room 4.

Avery needs me in 1.
Could you --

Go, go.

Schmitt,
I told you trauma 2.

Trauma 2's the -- the selfie
stick in the brain, and --

Helm, you got
a problem with brains?

Love brains.
Trauma 2.

Schmitt, go to the clinic
with Dr. Kim.

We need to clear the patients
per the protocol.

On it.

I'm not afraid anymore.
Of the s-selfie stick.

I can do it.
Too late.

Think about that
on your way to the clinic.

-Bailey.
-Altman.

Uh, cardio consult
in trauma 1.

Oh, I was just about
to ask you for privileges,

but now
I don't need to.

Go.

You live here now?

Woman: Dr. Ford, 3235.
Dr. Ford, 3235.

Why did I get
a glass door?

Hold tight, Georgia.
We got you.

Qadri, hand me a 4x4.

Dr. Grey.
How was sunny L.A.?

Not so sunny.

Do you think
it violated the fascia?

Uh, not sure.

I am worried about
a thoracoabdominal injury.

I thought you
weren't coming back

until tomorrow night.

Plans changed.

Well, if you're home,

maybe I won't drink
a whole bottle of wine

and eat a whole carton
of ice cream by myself.

There's fluid
in the upper-right quadrant.

Missed the liver.

[ Instrument clinks ]

Can you make
a fist for me?

Now open.
That's great.

There's no major damage.
Qadri, clean and stitch.

[ Glove snaps ]

Good to have you back,
Grey.

So, you said
your plans changed.

Did your
VIP patient die?

No, the -- just the plans,
they just changed.

Qadri, let's get her
up to CT, please.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

[ Breathes raggedly ]
I can see it

out of the corner
of my eye,

but I can't feel it.

You can't feel it
because your brain

doesn't have
any pain receptors.

I know you're scared,
but I need you

to stop moving around
so much, okay?

I have a selfie stick
in my head.

It's not even mine.
It's some idiot teenager's.

How is she talking
this much?

Adrenaline, maybe?
I don't know.

How we doing?

I told CT you'd be on your way
any minute.

Wh-When are you
taking it out?

You can take it out,
right?

Please take it out.

Phoebe, I am gonna do
everything I can to remove it,

but when I do,
there is a strong possibility

that your brain
will bleed or swell.

I just want
to prepare you

in case you want to call
anyone before surgery.

My mom.

Can I call my mom?

The paramedics said
they had my phone.

We'll find it.

♪♪

Bailey, I need to --
I just --

Oh, go, go.

Yeah.

♪♪

Do you see yourself?

I told you not
to go outside in that mess!

Do you see me?
How about some sympathy?

And stop shouting!

Nobody can hear themselves think
with you in here.

Can someone please
check my ears

for years of damage?

So, you two
are married, then.

Decreased breath sounds
on the right.

He's got
a small pneumo.
[ Coughs ]

We were having a fight.

Which he started.

So I went outside
to get away from her.

Which is all
he ever does.

And I slammed the front door
on her perfectly.

Rivaled the Great Door Slam
of 1987.

And then someone's
[coughs] mailbox slammed

into our sycamore.

But I couldn't undo
that door slam,

so [coughs]
I took a walk.

Like an idiot.

I can't tell if there's
a pericardial effusion.

I'm getting a pulse
in the neck,

but I'm worried about
an underlying injury.

So, I'm standing in front
of the Hoffmans' house

when their stupid Christmas
decorations caught the wind,

and, ta-da!

I should be
in Santa's workshop.

It isn't even
Thanksgiving.

Veronica:
It's enraging.

I wrote a letter to
the neighborhood association.

I write one every year.

[ Louie grunts ]

Hm?

Oh, thank God.

Owen.

[ Sighs ]
You two got this?

Yeah.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

What happened?

I'm okay.
It barely stings.

She walked here from Yesler
and got hit by a tree branch.

So she says.
Follow my finger.

She needs
a few stitches.

And a CT scan
and a tox screen.

I don't need that.

It's just
gonna say I'm high.

I'm sorry.

I know I messed up,
but I want to get clean.

I came back because of you
and Owen and Leo.

♪♪

[ Voice breaking ]
I have to go.

I have a surgery.
Um...

Just tell the nurses
she's an addict

and don't give her
anything.

♪♪

I'm so sorry.

Hey, it's gonna
be okay, okay?

♪♪

Jo: Come on, come on.
Where are you?

What's all that stuff?

Just wedding gifts.

I can't find Bubby!

Is Bubby a security blanket
or a pet rat?

[ Gasps ]
There you are!

This is Bubby.

She gave me hot meals
when I was living in my car.

I didn't have
grandparents.

I can't believe the real answer
is sadder than a pet rat.

Trust me when I say
your mac-and-cheese
will be made with love.

[ Envelope rustles ]

Oh, no.
What?

What is it?

Our marriage license.
So?

So if you don't mail it in,
it's not official!

Was that my job?

Kinda!

So we're not married?

[ Cellphone rings ]

Hello?
Yeah.

What's up, Schmitt?

Uh, Dr. Karev,
Josh Gordon's in the clinic

with abdominal pain
and vomiting and...

Got it.
Will do.

[ Sighs ]

Dr. Karev said
to put in an NG tube

and admit him to peds.

I'll take
Mrs. Aguilar over,

then I'll be back
to handle Josh.

I've got Josh.
No, no, no.

His electrolytes
are all over the place,

probably an SBO,

and I have experience
with adminis--

Yeah, I know.
You've got all the experience.

You've had a lot more
patients than I've had.

But I've
had patients, too,

many with small bowel
obstructions and NG tubes,

so I've got it.

But if you want
to help,

you can walk him to peds
when I'm done.

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

[ Sighs ]

Mommy, I don't want you
to be worried.

I'm okay.

It happened
on my way to work.

[ Sighs ]
No, work's good.

Amelia: Helm, we'll keep her
in a sitting position.

[ Breathes shakily ]

C-Could you go by my house
later after the storm

and take over
for the dog sitter?

♪♪

I might be a little longer
than I thought.

And don't forget, he only gets
one treat after dinner.

♪♪

Thanks, Mom.

[ Chuckles weakly ]
You're the best.

You're the very best mom.

[ Breathes shakily ]

I'll call you after?

Be safe.
Love you.

[ Sobs ]

Sorry, I just --
I don't like to scare her.

[ Sniffles ]

We understand.

Ready?

[ Breathing heavily ]

[ Inhales ]

♪♪

She's plenty scared.

♪♪

[ Faucet running ]

[ Scrubbing hands ]

[ Door opens ]

-Hey.
-Hey.

Welcome to
the North Pole.
Huh.

You should've seen
his wife screaming at him

all the way up
to the red line.

Marital bliss.
[ Chuckles ]

You take him to CT?

No, there were a dozen patients
up ahead of us in line.

I'm thinking
we cut the top off

and just pull the cane
out from the bottom.

Works for me.

How's Betty?

Oh, um, she seems
to be mostly okay.

-Thank you, by the way.
-Yeah.

Staying means a lot.

Owen, I --

I need to tell
you something.

-What?
-Not here -- later.

Can we grab a cup of coffee
after surgery?

Uh, sure.

We -- We -- We need
to get in there.

Okay.

[ Doors whir ]

[ Monitor beeping ]

[ Respirator hissing ]

Basin.
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.

Cottonoid.

And fibrin glue?

Yeah, just a little.
Good.

[ Alarm blares ]

Agh, damn it. Suction.
What happened?

Stick must have
been tamponading her
vertebral artery.

Helm, suction.

[ Alarm continues ]

♪♪

Maggie: He said I don't talk
about my feelings enough,

that I don't
share enough.

He should do more
surgeries with you.

What?

Okay, it doesn't look
like it damaged the fascia.

Qadri, do you want
to do the honors?

Pull it out?
Yes.

Maggie: Straight up.
Straight.

Good.

Good.

♪ Havin' trouble sleepin'
with you next to me ♪

[ Glass clatters ]
What, am I just supposed
to change overnight?

Okay, let's wash it out
and start the repair.

Irrigation.

Do you think
I'm overreacting?

This woman had
50 pieces of glass in her.

It could have killed her.

You and Jackson,
it -- it sucks,

but no one's gonna die.

♪ I sink like a stone ♪

♪ Stone in your water ♪

♪ Stone in your water ♪

♪ Tell the truth ♪

♪ You know you cannot
keep me safe ♪

♪ There's more pain in love
than we could find in hate ♪

[ Clears throat ]

Uh, I was calling
for Catherine Fox.

Who is this?

Koracick?

♪ So if you ever leave,
at least it's bittersweet ♪

♪ I dive in you like water ♪
[ Alarm blaring ]

♪ I sink like a stone ♪

Pulse is dropping,
and her pressure's
through the roof.

Because
she's herniating.

Should we give her mannitol
or start hypertonic saline?

It won't work.
What? Why?

Her brain stem
is going dark.

Let's check
her pupils.

[ Alarm continues ]

♪ Be gentle with me ♪

Fixed and dilated.

♪ Have patience... ♪

Taryn:
But she was talking.
[ Beep, alarm stops ]

She -- She talked to us.
She -- She talked to her mom.

She was lucid.

The stick was right up
against her artery.

Any attempt to remove it
was a risk

for hemorrhage
and uncontrollable swelling.

She never had a chance.

No.

Can you check to see
if she's a donor?

She is --
B negative.

All right,
let's, uh, close her up,

get her up to ICU
until we can call it.

Helm, let's go.

B negative?

Yes, why?

That matches
Cece Colvin.

♪ In your water ♪

[ Wind howling ]

What are you doing?
There's no more patients.

Just making sure
you get back okay.

Ready?

Don't worry about me.

I'm waiting it out
over here,

and not because
I'm scared or weak

but because it's
the sensible thing to do.

The winds
are picking up.

[ Sighs ]
Listen, I'm sorry

if I came off harsh
in the elevator.

You were an ass.

This -- This is exactly
what I didn't want.

I don't need the drama,
the -- the hurt feelings,
the freshly coming out.

I don't need
the shame spiral.

Look,
you're really sweet,

but I can't guide you
out of the closet

like some kind
of gay Sherpa, all right?

I'm not the drama.
You're the drama.

And you're also clueless
if you think it's safe

to cross the ambulance bay
right now.

Ever heard of
the Venturi effect,

Mr. "I'm So Experienced"?

It means wind speeds

can easily double
in between two buildings,

creating a tunnel.

There's a reason they call
Pacific Northwest windstorms

"Big Blows."

This is
an extra Big Blow!

See, I-I can't even
touch that.

[ Chuckles ]

At least stay
low to the ground.

[ Wind roaring ]

[ Nico grunts ]

Nico!

♪♪

Nico!

[ Wind roaring ]

♪♪

Nico!

[ Groaning ]

[ Panting ]

[ Groaning ]

♪♪

[ Bang ]

Hurry! In there!

♪♪

[ Door creaks ]

♪♪

[ Door slams ]

Are you okay?

Nico:
Yeah, I think so.

[ Both breathing heavily ]

Ohh! That was...

[ Grunts ]
Dude.

You're welcome.

[ Breathing heavily ]

[ Saw whirs ]

Owen: Okay, ready?
Here we go.

Jackson: All right,
keep going.

There's no injury
to the jugular so far.

Teddy: Are you even
pulling on it?

Listen,
slow and steady.

I don't want him
to bleed out.

We're buying him some time
away from his wife.

We might be
doing him a favor.

[ Chuckles ]

So, did something happen,
something bad?

[ Instrument clinks ]
Not now.

Carotid's intact.

[ Sighs ]

Listen, if you're
sick or something,
you should just --

Owen.

[ Sighs ]
Wait.

Is this,
whatever this is,

why you came back to Seattle
in the first place?

Why didn't you talk to me
before now?

Well, 'cause I didn't want
anyone to...bleed out.

Oh, so it's
definitely bad.

Can we just focus
on the surgery?

Great.
My field's clear.

[ Gurgle ]

[ "Carry You" by Ruelle
playing ]

♪♪

I'm officially
declaring her.

♪ I know... ♪

Her radionuclide scan shows
no cerebral perfusion.

♪ To breathe... ♪

She's brain dead.

I'll touch base with UNOS
and our transplant coordinator.

Helm, you'll --

Tell Dr. Grey?

Yes, right away.

♪ You've lost
the will to fight ♪
[ Cellphone ringing ]

♪ Is anybody out there? ♪

♪ Can you lead... ♪

Hello?

Woman:
Honey, is that you?

Are you out?

Mrs. Moss, um...

♪ Is anybody... ♪

This is Dr. Shepherd.

I was
your daughter's surgeon.

♪ All be all right ♪

[ Indistinct conversations ]

♪ You are not... ♪
Just go ahead
and yell, okay?

I know you're mad,
and I get it, so --

Thank you.

For coming back.

You can always come back,
okay?

♪ Singing you a song ♪

Please,
always come back.

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

Okay.

♪ I will carry
you-ooh-ooh... ♪

[ Sniffles ]

♪ I will carry you ♪

♪ I know you can't
remember... ♪

[ Water runs ]
What is so wrong
in your life

that you can't listen
to my problems?

Maggie.

No.
[ Scoffs ]

Did Jackson tell you
what happened?

Because even if he did,
that shouldn't matter.

You're my sister.
You should have my back.

Do you love him?
Do you still love him?

Yeah, of course,
but that's not the point.

No, it is the point!

[ Sighs ]

♪ Is anybody out there? ♪

Catherine has advanced
chondrosarcoma on her spine.

She's my VIP patient.
She's why I went to Los Angeles.

♪ Is anybody... ♪

It's big, and it's bad,
and he's gonna need you.

So, unless he's revealed himself
to be some sort of sociopath,

just make up with him,

or, at the very least,
be his friend.

Does Jackson know?
Does Richard?

Not yet.

Meredith.
I know.

And you broke HIPAA to me
with Teddy, so we're even.

[ Doors bang ]

I, uh -- I found them.
He didn't.

Found what?

We may have organs
for Cece.

♪♪

[ Gurgle ]
Owen: [ Sighing ] Okay.

Okay.

[ Candy cane clanks ]

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

Grazed the liver,
missed the colon.

I don't see any damage
to the spleen.

Jackson:
How's the heart?

Well, the cane passed anterior
to the pericardium.

There's only a small hole
in the diaphragm,

and it missed
the heart completely.

Yeah, and the bowel only has
a few serosal tears.

Irrigation?

Yeah,
I can't believe it.

He's completely
unscathed.

Honestly,
I'm kind of disappointed.

[ Chuckles ]

♪ You-ooh-ooh are not alone ♪

-Owen.
-Hmm?

♪ I've been here... ♪

I'm pregnant.

♪ Singing you a song ♪

With your baby.

I'm sorry
I waited so long.

Dr. Altman, they're asking
for you in the E.R.

Another cardiac case.

Yeah.

♪ I will... ♪

I'm on my way.

♪ ...carry you-ooh-ooh... ♪

Congratulations?

♪ I will carry you ♪

♪ Is anybody out there? ♪

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Wind howling ]

Teddy, are you and Owen
finished?

Oh, I'm sorry, what?

With your surgery.

Oh, um, they were
just about to close,

and -- and then I got
called out.

Okay, thanks.
I, uh, have to talk to him.

And, um, thank you so much
for your help.

I can't tell you
how much I appreciate it.

Oh, yeah, of course.

-Hey, Altman!
-Excuse me.

Yeah?
Help me out.

Wow.

Where are
all the orderlies?

They're stretched thin,
so maintenance is helping out.

This entire hospital
is stretched thin.

You should shut it down
before someone gets hurt.

What? You want her
to close trauma?
Yeah, I do.

Every hospital in the area
is shut down, and --

And this is
a brick house.

Get him to CT.
Got it.

Jackson: You know,
for what it's worth,

I was the last one
to find out about Harriet,

and she's the best thing
that ever happened to me.

Could you --
Uh, do you mind talking to...?

Go ahead. Go.
I'll talk to his wife.

[ Door creaks ]

[ Monitors beeping, whirring ]

So I can get
my transplants today?

Yeah, there's a few more tests
that Dr. Pierce has to run,

but if they check out,
yes.

Who's the donor?
Do they have family?

All I can say is that
it was someone

who was hurt
in the storm.

And the storm's
gotten so bad

that UNOS can't
physically send the organs

anywhere else.

So they're
giving them to me?

Why the face?

You weren't the next person
on the list, Cece.

You were nowhere near
the top

because your body's been
through so much damage,

and with procedures
like these,

you're at risk
for catastrophic bleeding.

You'll be under anesthesia
for hours,

which can only increase
the possibility

that you'll clot
or have a stroke.

There's a chance
it won't work.

There's a chance you might not
make it off Dr. Grey's table.

What's wrong with this one,
again?

He's right.

You don't have
to accept the organs.

We are taking
a huge risk.

If I die today,
I die fighting.

I'll die knowing
I did everything I could,

but, Dr. Grey,
if you don't fight,

if you don't try,
if you don't do your part

and squeeze all the light
and love and joy you can

out of this one life
you've been given,

I'm gonna haunt you
from my grave.

[ Chuckles ]
Okay.

Okay.

Now give me
those organs.

Because I'd much rather
haunt you from above ground.

I will see you upstairs,
Cece.

♪♪

Okay, so, let's recheck
her potassium

and correct her coagulopathy,
okay?

♪♪

Yes.
Uh, yes to...?

Drinks. I'm assuming
the offer's still standing?

-Really?
-Yeah.

Definitely.

Um, you want
to try tonight?
Sure.

I mean, if the bar's
still standing

after the storm.

Let's do it.

♪♪

Someone who knows us
thought we'd want this?

Kepner registered
for us.

Wait, what is the point
of the tiny bowls?

Oh, those are
ramekins.

They're, like, uh, good
for crème brûlée and stuff.

Mm, who are you?

Izzie -- Izzie,
she baked a lot.

You know
what I'm thinking?

[ Gasps ] We shouldn't
talk about our exes

on our honeymoon?

No. Mm, we return
all this crap,

make a fortune,

buy a bigger TV.

[ Exhales ]

I love you.

I love you.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Dishes clink ]

[ Wind roaring ]

[ Bag pops ]

For your face.

There's some swelling.

What?

What happened
to your glasses?

The band snapped when we were
climbing in the rig.

Can you see?

Yes, I can see.

Just not perfectly.

They're probably
broken on the ground

or blew away into a tree,

which is
all your fault.

You done?

Yes.

No.
No, I'm not done.

You know what's
also your fault?

The fact that you think
I have a shame spiral,

because I don't.

I'm not spiraling.
I'm a nerd.

I'm no more ashamed
of being attracted to guys

than I am of anything else
in my life.

♪♪

Do you know what I did
almost every night

before I went
to college?

I sat
in my mom's basement

with three other
debate-club kids

playing
"Dungeons & Dragons,"

a-and it's the same basement
I live in now.

Trust me when I say
no one was having sex.

With guys or girls.

Sex was...

[ Sighs ]

Sex was like
the Sunsword.

♪ Oh, I, oh, I, oh,
am I getting through? ♪

It's a magical weapon
in the game

that's really hard
to find.

It's basically like a talking
light saber, but --

Never mind,
doesn't matter.

The point is...

sex wasn't
on the table for us.

So I didn't know
I was gay.

I-I knew [chuckles] that
I had feelings for boys,

but I didn't
understand it.

♪ Could change your mind ♪

Not until
you kissed me.

You kissed me,

and I felt
the opposite of shame.

I felt like I existed,

and everything
fell in place.

For the first time,
it felt like

I was holding the Sunsword,
and I kno--

♪ Oh, maybe I can... ♪

Are -- Are -- Are --
Are you just kissing me

to get me
to stop talking?

No.

♪ But, oh, maybe I can
change your miiiiind ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
♪ Cha-a-a-a-a-nge ♪

♪ Can I change your mind? ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

Hey.

Look, I know...
[ Door closes ]

...I probably shouldn't have
said all that to Cece,

and I-I get it if you're mad,
but I-I had to say --

It was brave.

Not many doctors
are brave enough

to tell
that kind of truth.

You impress me, DeLuca.

Well, you amaze me,
Dr. Grey.

And while
I'm feeling brave,

I'm not sorry I kissed you
at the wedding.

'Cause it's all I've been able
to think about ever since,

and I know
you have options,

but...I want you to know
that I'm one of them.

I am your attending.

No, no, no.
Don't do that, okay?

This isn't some kind
of abuse of power.

I'm not an intern.
I'm a senior resident.

You dated my sister.

Maggie doesn't care.
Like, deeply doesn't care.

DeLuca.

Meredith.

Andrew.

Look...
[ Sighs ]

...I think
there's something here,

and we can keep going through
all the excuses of why not,

but I think
you feel it, too.

♪♪

I'm having such a week.

I don't trust my thinking.

So I'm gonna walk
out of here, okay?

But I'm gonna think
about what you said...

when I'm able
to think.

Okay?

Okay.

Okay.

♪♪

[ Glasses clink ]

Cheers.
To our second honeymoon.

Cheers.

Mmm.

Ahh.

Beer tastes better
in this.

If we keep
all the gifts,

does that mean we have
to write thank-you notes?

-Not it.
-Not it.

I don't care about the license.
I feel married.

Me, too.

But we should still
mail it in.

Yeah.

♪♪

Louie's fine?

He -- He was an appetizer
on a festive toothpick.

Yes, and, surprisingly,
nothing vital was pierced.

Ohh.
He needs to rest, okay?

Stay quiet
for several weeks or so.

[ Breathes deeply ]

I know it sounds like
we hate each other,
the way we go at it,

but I have loved him
every day

of the 45 years
we've been together.

But still,
that's 45 years of marriage.

I mean, we would have never
made it without fighting.

Louie -- he likes
a dramatic exit,

but he scared me
half to death today,

because...
[ Breathes shakily ]

[voice breaking]
...because, you see,

he always comes back.

No matter the fight,
he would -- he would come back.

Thank you.

Mm-hmm.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Knock on wall ]

I am gonna re-read
this entire thing,

and then I'm gonna
get a new sponsor.

Well, I think that
is an excellent idea.

'Cause I'm pretty sure

my wife is having an affair
with Tom Koracick,

and I'm afraid, if I don't
get a little more serenity

than I already have
right now,

that I'll kill someone

and go back to jail
for good.

Catherine and Koracick?

Well, not everyone
is Bailey and Warren.

Ben and I...

aren't sleeping
in the same house right now.

I asked
for a sabbatical.

You don't take a sabbatical
from a marriage.

You take it from a job.

I worry
every minute of the day

about whether he was suffocating
from too much carbon monoxide,

blowing up
in a burning building,

or falling off
a stupid ladder.

[ Sighs ]

I worried
about him dying.

A-And all that stopped just
because you asked him to leave?

And you're not
worried anymore?

You gave up your job
and your husband.

What's next -- Tuck?

Bailey, you're trying to fix
the inside from the outside,

and I know because
my insides are a damn mess.

You need to
get some help, Bailey.

♪♪

[ Door opens ]

Hi.

You got a minute?

[ Door closes ]

[ Sighs ]

Been thinking
about yesterday.

That was kind of
the first big fight
we've ever really had.

Jackson, I-I don't know
how to say this.

No, it's okay.
You don't have to say anything.

Maggie.

[ "Bones" by Garrison Starr
playing ]

♪♪

Jackson, I'm so sorry.

♪ Ooh ♪

It's your mom.

♪ Oh, child,
when you are weary ♪

♪ Weary deep down in your soul ♪

-Hey, Helm.
-Hey.

You're taking Phoebe up
for the procurement?

Yes. Uh, Dr. Grey's
meeting us in O.R. 2

while Qadri
preps Cece.

♪ I won't ever leave you... ♪

I'm joining.
Thanks.

[ Elevator bell dings ]
♪ Oh, no, no, no, no ♪

♪ Oh, child,
when you're in darkness ♪

Hey.
No!

What? I'm -- I'm going
to the O.R.

You're following me.

I'm going to your O.R.
I'm on the case.

Okay, uh, I will
stand over here,

and I will be silent,
and I won't look at you.

♪ Takes some getting lost
to be found ♪

Coming in, careful.

♪ Ohhhhh ♪
Go. Go, go, go.

-Hey.
-Watch it.

Hey.
Hey, hey, hey!

♪ Ain't no grave
gonna hold you now ♪

Teddy, we need to --

Owen, I'm -- I'm heading back
into the O.R.

I got this.

Hey, we got this.

♪ Ain't no chain
gonna hold you down ♪
♪ Oh ♪

♪ Ain't no grave
gonna hold you now ♪

How could you have
kept this from me?

Don't act like
this should've been easy.

[ Elevator bell dings ]
♪ Ain't it time
to bury them bones? ♪

Hey!

I have been looking
for you everywhere

because I had to see you
and tell you that, um --

whoa -- um,
that I want to apply

to be Betty's
official foster mom,

which might mean
that Betty and I have
to move out for a while

for bureaucratic whatever,
but, um...I love her.

You know?
Like, we love her, right?

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪
♪ Oh, take me down ♪

What?
Did something happen?

Sometimes our body's signals
get messed up...

♪ Ain't no grave
gonna hold you now ♪

♪ Yesterday done came... ♪

...and our failsafe
goes haywire.

[ Electricity crackling ]

[ Pole crashes ]

Instead of making clots,
our body destroys them.

What is it?
[ Sighs ]
Amelia, I need to --

We need to --

[ Clank, elevator creaks ]

♪ Wash me clean... ♪

And the thing
that's supposed to help us

only hurts us.

[ Clank, elevator creaks ]
Oh!

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪

What's happening?

[ Clank, elevator creaks ]

♪ Down to the river ♪

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪
[ Clank, powering down ]

♪ Take me down to the river ♪
♪ Ohhh ♪

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪
[ Buttons click ]

♪ Take me down... ♪

We're stuck.

It means we start to bleed...

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪

♪ Take me down to the river ♪
[ Hits panel ]

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪
♪ Oh, take me down ♪

♪ Take me down to the river ♪
[ Heart beating ]

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪

...and everything shuts down.

♪ Wash me clean in the water ♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪