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Meredith: The poet Octavio Paz
once wrote,

"The Mexican is familiar
with death.

Jokes about it. Caresses it.

Sleeps with it. Celebrates it."

It's called
Day of the Dead.

Tyler said it's like
a Mexican Halloween,

but he's wrong.

I can relate.
♪ In my heart ♪

♪ Lightning strikes ♪
[ Blender whirring ]

But in a hospital,
death isn't celebrated.

It's avoided at all costs.

♪ This is my, this is my,
this is my life ♪

It's like the one day
of the year

where the people
who you love that died

come back
to be with you.

Not like zombies.

More like spirits.

But not ghosts.

And when it comes...
Angels? I don't know.

...it's clinical,
almost routine.

Today in homeroom,
we're making these big altars,

like offerings
for the dead.

♪ It's a good day ♪

♪ It's a good, good life ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

But still,
with all that practice,

even surgeons
are surprised by death.

[ Whispering ]
Three, two, one.

[ Together ] Hola!
[ Chuckles ]

You guys look so beautiful --
and scary.

It's not supposed to be scary.
It's Dia de los Muertos.

We're doing
a parade at school.
[ Gasps ] So cool!

Especially when it happens
to the ones we love.

Another date for you?
Cece is too good at her job.

[ Chuckling ]
Who is it this time?

Uh, Daniel,
who's an English teacher.

Or a professor. I'm not
really sure which one.

There's a big difference.
You should find out.

Okay, girls,
we should get going.

♪ I'm dreaming out,
dreaming out ♪

♪ Dreaming out loud ♪

[ Chuckles ]
♪ Right now is a good time ♪

I'll see you in a bit.
-See you.

Oh, I almost forgot
to tell you.

I just got a text
from Teddy.

She's planning
to speak to Owen today.

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
[ Door opens and closes ]

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
I'll believe it when I see it.

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

[ Sighs heavily ]

♪ I'm alive, I'm alive ♪

[ Doorbell rings ]

♪ I'm alive, I'm alive ♪
Hi.

♪ It's a good day ♪
Hi.

Come in.

Thank you
for doing this.

It's fine.

What brings you...
back to town?

Is, uh --
Is Amelia home?

No, but she knows
that you're here.
Okay, good, good. Yeah.

What's going on, Teddy?

I, um...

♪♪

I'm -- I'm sorry,
uh, about last month

and just how rude I was
and that I --

I left without
any kind of explanation.

I just -- It's been a really
confusing last few months.

Listen, it's fine.

It's me, Teddy. You don't
have to apologize to me.

In fact, I should be the one
apologizing to you.
Owen, I just -- Oh.

[ Door opens ]
Betty?
Betty, are you here?!

Uh, no.
You drove her to school.

Yeah, and then I took
Leo to daycare, and
then the school called

and they said that
she never showed up.

Owen: Okay, then let's call her.
Hi.
Teddy: Hi.

I tried, Owen.
Her phone is off,

I can't track her,
I cannot see her texts.

She doesn't want us
to find her.
Okay.
Well, let's search the park.

That's where she goes
with her friends, right?
To do drugs, probably.

She's not doing drugs.
[ Sighs ] Not yet.

We're gonna find her.
It's gonna be okay.

I'm sorry.
Can we, uh, talk later?

-Yeah. Of course.
-Thanks.

Um, I-I can help you
look for her.

Thank you.
Yeah.

So, lunch later?

Well, I have a budget meeting
and then a, uh,

briefing from legal, and then,
um, I'm in surgery.

Oh, hey, can you post
a flier or something

reminding the residents
and the interns to vote?

I am not chief resident anymore.
I am a fellow.

[ Elevator bell dings ]
Crap. I knew that.

[ Chuckles ]
So, who is, then?

Shouldn't the chief
know that?

I -- I'm gonna post
a flier.

[ Chuckles ]
Mmmmmwah!

Thanks.
[ Chuckles ]
Best chief ever!

[ Woman on P.A.
speaking indistinctly ]

Such a good interim
First Lady.

[ Scoffs ] I'm trying.
He's grumpy all the time.

You sure that's
not just marriage?
[ Scoffs ]

Just 'cause
you're scared of it.

I'm not afraid of anything
but global warming.

Oh, you know who's single?
Meredith.
Grey?

Mm-hmm.
[ Chuckles ]
Yeah, no, she's not into me.

Well, not yet.

Listen, I know that
you look like that,

so you're not used to having to,
like, put in the work.

[ Cellphone chimes ]
Yeah, women usually
just feed me the grapes.

Pft.
[ Chuckling ] Shut up.
You started it.

Yes.
My liver patient's here.

I'm doing my first solo
transplant surgery today.

All right, knock 'em dead.
Yeah.

Er...
Mnh-mnh.

Not dead, but --
You know what I mean.
Thanks.

Oh, and, um --
and, Link, uh,

Meredith is a tough nut
to crack,

but she's worth it.

Dr. Lincoln, I believe
I'm on your service today.

Oh, cool.

Uh, we got a pip-squeak
with a broken arm.

Nice and easy.

♪♪

What's up?
I've just...

never done ortho before.

I'll show you.
[ Elevator bell dings ]

[ Chuckles ]

No organ music, okay?

I want the deli platter
from the good deli,

and everyone should wear black.
Don't listen to my brother,

who says you're all
gonna wear white.

In fact, kick him out
if he wears white.

I want Sicilian-widow-level
mourning.

Can you smack some sense
into her?

Hi. Denise. Best friend.

Hi.
Hi, Denise.

Uh, Roberta,

you know we brought you in here
because we have a liver for you.

It's on its way as we speak.
I know.

I've been burned before.
This time I'm prepared.

She wants me to cry,

but I'm not giving her
the satisfaction.

Go ahead.
Roberta Gibbs, 45 years old,

was born
with Wilson's disease,

has received multiple
chelation treatments,

and had a TIPS
procedure last year.

She is scheduled
for a liver transplant.

Which I probably won't get.
Would you stop?

Dr. Bailey.
UNOS is on the phone.

See?
Wh-- [ Scoffs ]

They're probably calling
to say the liver's ready.

No. I know that look.

That's the "the liver
got diverted" look.

I'm sorry.

Okay, uh, none of this comedy
roast, "sing a funny song" crap.

I want a proper funeral,
where everybody's crying.

[ Guitar playing
"En El último Trago" ]

Write that down.

♪ Tómate esta botella conmigo ♪

♪ Y en el último trago
nos vamos ♪

♪ Quiero ver a que sabe
tu olvido ♪

♪ Sin poner mis ojos
tus manos ♪

Hello, Medina family.
Oh.

Are we having a party?
[ Laughter ]

It's Dia de los Muertos.

It's a very important day
for us,

but they all wanted to be here
for my daughter.

So, we built our own ofrenda.

I hope it's okay.

Meredith: Hello, hello.
Of course.

Hey.

Laura: Who's this?
I'm Dr. Grey.

Alex: Dr. Grey is here
to help us today.

You're the chief.

You can't take out a gallbladder
by yourself?

I can, but, uh,

Flor needs more than a simple
gallbladder removal.

Meredith:
After studying her scans,
we've determined that Flor

has a choledochal cyst
in her biliary system.

A cyst?
But don't worry. It's benign.

A cyst? Where? In her belly?
Let me see.

[ Whispering ] Mami. Stop.
Meredith: The cyst is in
her common bile duct...

[ Whispering ] I'm sorry.
And it does need to come out
as soon as possible

because it can lead to
the growth of cancerous cells.

But we're gonna take
that out and reduce
that risk to zero.

We do a procedure called
a Roux-en-Y hepaticojejunostomy.

Did you just make that up?
[ Laughter ]

It's a procedure where
we attach

a piece of your intestine
to your biliary tract.

Can everyone please stop talking
about my biliary tract?

I'm sorry.
We're almost done.

Laura: Is my baby gonna be okay?
Alex: Yes. She is.

It's a longer surgery
than we originally planned,

but we're gonna take
good care of her.

Meredith: So, Dr. DeLuca
will take her upstairs

and prep her for surgery.
We're gonna repeat her LFTs.
Okay.

It's very nice
to meet all of you.

Thank you, Doctor.
Gracias.
Thank you.

Can we talk?

Is everything okay?

When's the last time
you spoke to your dad?

Thatcher?
Uh, when Lexie died, I guess.

Yeah.

Why?

Um...

He's sick, Meredith.

His liver?
Is he drinking again?

No, he's still sober.

I heard from an A.A. friend
this morning.

Thatcher has
acute myeloid leukemia.

He's in hospice, Meredith.

He has only a few weeks
to live.

Meredith?
Huh? Yes?

Did you hear what I said?

Yes.

Thatcher is dying.

I got it. Thank you.

[ Door opens and closes ]

You guys know someone
named Betty?

[ Nilu's "Hummingbird" plays ]

♪♪

♪♪

Excuse me. Excuse me.

♪♪

Betty! Betty!

Betty!

Oh. Um, I'm --
I'm sorry.

Hey.

You want to see
what I'm working on?

Mm-hmm.

[ Pen clicking ]

♪♪

Mer?

[ Sighs ] My father's dying.
♪ It happens unexpectedly ♪

♪ Sometimes ♪
Oh, my God.

Of what?

AML.

You want to talk about it?
No.

♪ A reminiscing ♪

[ Chair rolling ]

♪ About things in life ♪

He doesn't even know
you exist.

That's how much of a not-father
he's been to me.

He doesn't even know
I have a sister.

I mean, I was sort of
a love-child situation --

And now he's dying, and he
doesn't even tell me that.

Who told you?

Richard, of all people.

What are you gonna do?

I don't know.

I'm supposed to grieve.

[ Door opens ]

Hello.
Brought you a little recharge.

Get it? Coffee,
rechargeable hearts.

Yeah.
Pretty solid.
Hey.

You have a deadbeat dad,
don't you?

That's a weird segue,
but, essentially, yeah.

How would you feel
if you found out he was dying?

What's he dying of?

-No.
-No, no. No, no.

Oh, well, I mean, I'd be

conflicted about it, sure.

Would you want
to say goodbye?

That I don't know.

That's not helpful.

♪ When I'm alone ♪

♪ The places I go ♪

Hmm?
[ Door opens ]

Her deadbeat dad
actually is dying.

He and his little friend
were trying to climb the fence,

which he knows
he's not supposed to do.

I'm sorry.

I climbed my share of fences
when I was a kid, too.

Can I see this?

Now, uh,
can you feel this?

Yeah? Wiggle your
fingers for me, J.J.

[ Gasps ]

Hmm.

What do you think,
newbie?

My guess
is a humerus fracture.

Good guess.
You're a natural.

We're gonna get you
an X-ray, okay, bud?

Take him up to radiology and
grab me when his results are up.

[ Excitedly ] Am I gonna
get to wear a cast?

Hunter wore a cast
last year,

and everyone drew
funny pictures on it.

I'll even let you
pick the color.

Yes!

Poor Roberta.
Three livers in one year?

That's crappy luck.

Sometimes that's how
the dice land.

What the hell?

Parker? Ned Billings?!

We resected
his bowel yesterday.

He was fine!
What happened?

He coded.
Webber thinks he threw a clot.

I'm sorry.
[ Exhaling heavily ]

Oh, man!

I'll call his son.

Man, he was
an organ donor, too.

[ Sighs ] Well, that's
not an option now.

And he was a blood match
for Roberta.

Salt in the wound.

Wilson, that's it.
T-- Wait.

Hold on! Hold on!
Hold on! Hold on!

Parker, how long ago did
Dr. Webber call time of death?

Uh, seven minutes.
[ Exhales sharply ]

Perfect.
Five-minute rule.

Hey, Ned.

Dr. Bailey, what
are you doing? He's dead!

We need to reperfuse
the liver.

Let's get, uh, cannulas

and get an ECMO machine
set up in an O.R.
His heart stopped.

His organs are useless.
Yeah. Bag him, please.

Wow. Is she losing it?
Do we need to call someone?

My God, Dr. Bailey,
his liver is as dead as he is!

And we are gonna bring it
back to life!

Go get my husband.
No. Parker,

get a reperfusion machine.

I've been reading these case
studies out of Europe,

but I've never done one
myself.
Jo: Done what?

Zombie medicine?!

No, we get him on ECMO,

then use a normothermic
perfusion system for the liver.

We can save it,
and we can give it to Roberta.

Now, help me.
So, what -- you're saying

that warm perfusion will bring
the liver back to life?

Like a corroded penny
dipped in acid.

They've done it
multiple times.

♪♪

In humans!

-Take over.
-Thank God!

Parker,
get the reperfusion machine!

Casey:
Uh, yes, ma'am.

♪♪

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Conversations continue ]

[ Telephone ringing ]

When are you gonna let me
take you to dinner?

Jo seems to think
there's something here.

You know, I have a matchmaker,
and she has a list.

Well, how do I
get on that list?

You're not the kind of guy
on the list.

And what kind of guy
am I?

You know, you're like the
"in an emergency" kind of guy

or "I just got some really bad
news and I can't be alone"

kind of guy.
[ Laughs ]

[ Laughing ]

Okay.

Jo will be heartbroken.

Oh. What's the story
with you and Jo?

Does Alex have anything
to be worried about?

What's the story
with you and Alex?

Does Jo have anything
to worry about?

♪♪

Jo: How did Ned's
family take it?

Bailey: Sad, but happy some good
might come out of his death.

Okay, Parker,

I need you to prime
the inflow and outflow lines.

Karev,
you know what to do.

Good.

Are you ready?
Casey: All systems go.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Plastic crinkles ]

[ Lock engages,
machine whirring ]

This is so stressful.

[ Chuckles ]
But good stress, pure.

No "will my husband
come home tonight?" stress,

no red-tape stress,

just "can we save
a life or not?" stress.

♪♪

Oh, my God, it worked!
Aah!

[ Laughing ]
It's alive.

It's alive!

[ Laughs ]

Yeah!
[ Laughs ]

It's functioning.
It's a viable liver.

You fish it out
of the garbage or something?

What did UNOS say?

As long as the organ procurement
center approves it,

then we're good to
go. It's -- It's a
directed donation.

Don't forget --
the good deli.

Just --
Roberta, we have a liver.

It's yours.
"As long as the organ
procurement center approves it."

I don't like my odds.
I'm sorry about her.

She's obsessed with death.
Mm, because I'm dying.

Stop it!
Stop talking like that.

You know, some of us
actually want you to live.

Trust me,
I want me to live, too.

I'm just preparing for the
reality that I probably won't.

Well, you don't
have to prepare me.

I will handle it.
You're not the only one

who has to be prepared,
Denise.

I'm the one who's dying.
You're not dying!

I'm sorry, Dr. Karev.

I appreciate that you think
you have a liver for me,

and I hope
that you are right,

but I have lived with this
condition my entire life.

I have prepared to die
young...ish.

And now that I'm close to that
death and statistically unlikely

to experience some magical,
stardust liver miracle,

I just want to make sure
that the people I love

are given the chance
to grieve me.

That's not your job
to worry about.

It is, D.
When my father died,

I wanted to throw myself
on his casket and weep.

But instead,
I wrote jokes for his eulogy

to make his friends
feel better

and then spent 10 years crying
at dog-food commercials

because all of that grief
was still in me,

and it needed
a place to go.

[ Voice breaking ]
You deserve...

to throw yourself
on my casket and weep...

if you want to.

Good speech,

but this doctor's waiting to see
if you want her trash liver.

[ Both laugh ]

Yes, please.
Yes.

But if it doesn't work --
No organ music. String quartet.

Yes.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Okay. Hello, everyone.

Laura: Hola.

Okay, kiddo,
time to take you up.

You're gonna be in my surgery?
Mm-hmm.

Dr. Grey and Dr. Karev and I are
gonna be there the whole time.

So, you're gonna see
inside my belly?

Yes, but we're gonna
fix you right up.

Mom...
[ Speaking Spanish ]

I'm sorry.
Do you not want me there?

[ Speaking Spanish ]

Um...

[ Clicks tongue ]
You know what, Flor?

I got a whole bunch of work
I need to do today,

and Dr. Grey and Dr. Karev --
I'm their student.

And I don't want them
getting distracted

trying to teach me
while you're on the table.

I want them focused.

So, if it's okay
with you,

I'm gonna sit
this one out, okay?

[ Sighing ] Yeah.
It's okay with me.

You got this.

Okay. Gracias.

[ Speaking Spanish ]

Oh, hey, uh, just give them
a minute, okay?

Okay, mijita, you ready?

[ Quietly ] Okay.

[ All praying in Spanish ]

You gonna come out
for a drink tonight?

I don't think so.

Hot date?

[ Laughing ]
What? No. Wh--

What's your deal?

I have no deal.

You got a boyfriend
or something?

I don't -- I'm not...

Does it seem like I do?

You seem...nervous.

[ Clears throat ]

Do you have a boyfriend?

[ Chuckling ]
No.

Fellowship year.

Kind of a, uh, relationship
killer, you know?

[ Exhaling ]
Oh, yeah, totally.

But I'm open...

to meeting someone.

Cool. Very cool.

[ Computer beeping ]

Wait. Is that a mass?

[ Sighs ]

All right, I'm supposed
to be in surgery.

What's up?

[ Singsong voice ]
Ta-da!

Yeah. It's a liver.
[ Clears throat ]

Why is it a liver?
It is a liver

that was once in a dead man
who is very much alive.

Not -- The liver, not the man.
The man is still dead.

Y-- This liver
survived a cardiac death?

Yep. We brought it
back to life.

[ Laughing ]
Oh, crap.

I can't believe
UNOS approved this.

They did not.

Well, they said
that it's not up to them

since it's technically
a directed donation,

so we called the organ
procurement center.

They said they'd get
back to us, and the
donor's family consented.

Get back to you?

Uh, they will get back to us
with that approval

because this is
a fully functioning liver.

This is a liver that
doesn't even know it's
outside of a body.

[ Chuckles ]
Please tell me you didn't
promise this liver to a patient.

It's functioning.
No, no, no, no, no.

Shut it down.
What?

No. I don't care
how cool this is.

This liver is not going
into a patient.

Alex, we're gonna
save a life here

with a liver that would
otherwise be trash.

Which is where our
standing would be with
UNOS if this goes bad.

Well,
that's not gonna happen.

I know -- because
you're not doing it.

Shut it down.

[ Sighs ]

And she doesn't want me
to see inside her belly.

Well, you can't blame the girl.
That's sweet.

Still, I'm a little
bummed. It's a Roux-en-Y
hepaticojejunostomy.

There'll be lots of chances
for lots of cool surgeries

with little girls
who aren't in love with you.
[ Chuckles ]

Unless -- Do they all
fall in love with you?

[ Both chuckle ]

I was really looking forward
to working with you, Dr. Grey.

Well, there will be lots
of chances for that, too.

I got to go
check on our girl.

Okay.

Hey, sweet pea.
How you doing?

You see your guy
out there?

♪♪

Well, it's definitely
a humerus fracture.

Okay, so, how long does he
have to be in a cast?

Um, unfortunately...
we also found a mass.

We don't know for sure
what it is yet --
A mass?

We think it's what weakened
the bone, causing the break.

We just need to do
a quick biopsy.

A biopsy?

Does that mean cancer?
[ Voice breaking ] Oh, my God.

I cannot believe
this is happening.

Oh, no.
Mom, come on.

[ Crying ]
Hey, J.J., what's
your mom's name?

Michelle.
Michelle, look at me.

Take a breath. All right?
Okay.

There's good news here.

The good news is the break
brought you in early,

so we can figure out what it is
and make a plan.

I won't climb
fences again, Mom.

I promise.
It's okay, baby.

Hey.
What ya got there?

Well, I wanted to bring you
lunch, but I couldn't decide,

so I got you enchiladas,
no cilantro,

spaghetti, no meatballs,
and then, of course...

[ Chuckles ]
...that'll be our Cobb salad,
no bleu cheese.

[ Both laugh ]

You really didn't
have to do this.

Yeah. I think I did.

I know I haven't been
the best boyfriend lately,

so I just wanted to let you know
that I am here for you.

I appreciate that.

But I cannot eat
any of this right now.

What's up?
You not feeling okay?

I'm feeling a little sad,

with all the grief
in the air today, you know?

[ Quietly ] Oh. Your mom.

I'm sorry.

You want to, uh,
talk about it a little bit?

I really got to
get back to work.

Yeah.

Well, if you need anything,
I am here.

Thank you.
You're welcome.

And if I need some
spaghetti, do you mind?

Yes, please, it's all yours.
[ Chuckling ]

[ Door opens ]

[ Breathes deeply ]

We're almost 75% finished
with this anastomosis.

Looks good, even without
Loverboy's help.

He was just doing what
the patient asked him to do.
[ Chuckling ] Yeah.

If I backed out of every
case where some kid
fell in love with me...

Don't finish that sentence,
Evilspawn.

I heard about Thatcher.
Oh. From Maggie? Or Richard?

Jackson.

So, you don't want
to talk about it?
I'm not
not talking about it.

I'm just -- I don't know that
there's much to say.

Take some time if you need it,
go see him,

say goodbye,
as much time as you need.

You're friends
with the chief now.
[ Laughs ]

Well, I don't know
that I want to see him.

Okay, so, he wasn't father of
the year to you, but still --

Didn't your dad
disappear on you?

Yeah. But I got to say goodbye
to him before he died.

And did that make
the birthday no-shows

and the crying mom
on the holidays go away?

Did having five minutes with him
after a lifetime of nothing

make you feel better?
Suction.

I opened the door
for him.

I gave him
a piece of my liver.

I opened the door for him
to get to know me.

He did not walk
through it.

The only time
we ever spent together

was when Lexie forced us
to be together.

And then when she died,
he completely disappeared.

So, I don't really need
to grieve him

because he's been a ghost
for years.

You know,
our entire career exists

to prevent people
from dying.

They give out awards
for it.

And here's Flor's family
celebrating death.

They're not
celebrating death.

They're celebrating
the dead.

And inviting them to come back
for a visit.

Maybe they didn't see them
before they died.

[ Laughing ] Oh, you are not
as clever as you think you are.

I disagree.
[ Metal clinking ]

It's such crap.
Just 'cause he's chief,

he can tell me what I can
and can't do at work?

Sort of what
a chief does, yeah.

Whatever. He bends his
rules all the time to
save his own patients.

Yeah, but he's the chief.

Okay, are you my friend
or his?

Speaking of your friends,

I asked Grey out.

[ Gasps ]
Yes. When's the date?

[ Chuckles ]
Yeah, she rejected me,

pretty brutally...
again.

She did that to me, too,
for like the first two years.

She's gonna come around.
[ Bag rips ]

Dr. Lincoln.
Oh.

J.J.'s biopsy results.

[ Quietly ] Damn it.

[ Sighs ]

Osteosarcoma.

Isn't that what you --
Yeah. It is.

Betty?!

It's getting late.
She can't be out
there all night.

Damn it, Betty! I
never should have
let her go to school.

Should we call
the police?
No.
Yes.

Listen, she's a teenager.
Teenagers do these things.

Are you kidding me?!
Do you know how many times
my mom would freak out

when I was just down the street
at my girlfriend's house?

Yeah, and when I was 15,

my mom called the police,
looking for me,

and when she found me,
I was high on pills,

about to jump off
my friend's roof.

Fine. You're right.
I'm just --
Yeah, Betty is not "fine"

because Betty
is not a normal teenager!

She's not like you, Owen!
She is like me!

And if my mom had not called
the police that day

and if the police had
not found me, I would
be very dead right now!

[ Sighs ]

I'm sorry.

[ Voice breaking ]
I need a meeting.

Okay. I'll take you,
and then I'll pick up Leo.

What if Betty comes back?

Well, I-I can stay here.

I mean -- I mean, in case she
comes back, I-I-I could be here.

[ Door opens ]

She's scared.
No, I-I know. I know.
[ Sighs ]

[ Door closes ]

And I'm pregnant
with your baby, Owen.

[ Sighs heavily ]

[ Exhales sharply ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Siren wails in distance ]

[ Indistinct whispering ]
Doctor's here, guys.

[ Speaking Spanish ]
Doctor's here.

She's doing great.
She's in the PACU.

Oh, thank God.

Can we see her?
Yeah, of course.
I'll take you.

Mateo: Come on, guys.
Hey, we can finally eat.

Let's go.

Thank you.
Okay.

Gracias.

May I?
[ Chuckling ] Oh, of course.

Who are all these people?

That is my husband, Oscar,
Laura's father.

And this is Johnny,
my son,

and that is my mamá, Lupita,
and my sister, Luisa.

I'm sorry.

Oh, don't be.

They are here with us now.

And this is for you.

Oh, marigolds
are beautiful.

It is said
that they help guide

our ancestors' spirits
back to us.

The veil between our world
and the spirit world

is very thin.

The marigolds, the photos,
the mementos --

they help guide them
to us.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

[ Phone clicks ]

♪♪

Hey. You paged me?
Yeah. I did.

The organ procurement center
called.

Our directed organ donation
has been approved.

Are you serious?

I want you to book an O.R.
and prep Roberta.

But the liver -- Alex told us to
shut down the perfusion machine.

It's dead.

[ Gasps ]

The liver is alive.

And as a result, Roberta will be
for many years to come.

I don't know if Alex
will forgive me for this.

If Roberta dies
and you could have saved her,

you'll never
forgive yourself.

[ Sighs ]

My father was an English
professor.
Really? Where?

Do you have a relationship
with your father?
Well...

Why is it that the people who
created us get all the credit?

Well, I --
Just because they accomplished

the most basic of human
biological functions,

they get a holiday
named after them?

And then we're tortured
with guilt

if we don't want to have
a relationship with them.

If he wasn't a father to me,
why do I owe him?

And why is it the child
who always has to forgive?

"Because she's your mother.
Because he's your father."

You know what?
I am so done

feeling bad
about not feeling bad.

I mean, it's sad when
somebody dies, and
I wish him peace,

but I will not put myself
or my children

through another death

just to make him
feel better.
Mm-hmm.

So, you understand?

It looks like a telangiectatic
subtype of osteosarcoma.

What does that even mean?
It's a tumor that actually --

Wait. So, it is cancer?
Oh, my God, no.

Mom?
Michelle, it --

[ Crying ] Oh, God, no, no.
Mom? Mom?

Why don't we step outside
and talk about this?

[ Sobbing ]
Oh, my God.

[ Sobs ] No.

Shh.
I know. I'm sorry.

I'm a terrible mother.
I...
No, you're not, but...

Oh, my God.
...what you are is --
You're scared.

And I'm telling you,
you don't have to be.

Oh, G-- But you can't
promise me that, okay?

I can't promise.

But I did have this same tumor
when I was a kid --

same exact tumor.

Mine was on my femur,
and it was bigger.

We caught it later
than we caught J.J.'s.

We treated it,
and look at me.

I'm here, Michelle.
I'm alive.

So, you had it?

And you survived it?

Unless I'm a ghost.
[ Chuckles ]

[ Sighs ]

He's gonna be so scared.
[ Sighs ]

Yeah, there's gonna be
scary moments, for sure.

For me, the scariest part

was seeing how sad
my mom was all the time.

Mm-hmm.

And losing my hair,
but that's 'cause --

Look at this hair.
[ Laughs ]

[ Laughs ]

That's it. That's what
J.J. needs to see,

a little bit at least,
every day.

Okay. [ Sniffles ]
Okay?

So, let it out and come back in
when you're ready.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

So, after your surgery,
we're gonna get you that cast.

What are you thinking?
Blue? Green? Pink?

Am I gonna lose my hair
and be bald like my grandpa?

You might for a while,
but it'll grow back.

Won't I look weird?

I don't know.

Does this look weird?
[ Laughs ]

Levi: Oh, wow.
[ Chuckles ]

How about that?
[ Laughs ]

Weird?
[ Laughs ]

Here, you want to give it a try?
Come on.
[ Giggles ]

Go ahead. Right there, buddy.
Wait! Wait, wait, wait!

No, don't cut it.
It's too beautiful.

[ Laughing ]
Give me those.

[ Laughter ]

Okay. Just secure
that last stitch.

♪♪

[ Sighing ] Okay.

♪♪

[ Soft whooshing, heart beats ]

Blood flow sounds good.

And we have liftoff,
people!

[ Laughter, applause ]

This liver is fully functioning
in this recipient.

We did it! [ Laughs ]

We really did.

Look at that. Whoo!
[ Both laugh ]

Oh...wow.

Oh...nice.

[ Chuckles ]

Flowers, too?
This is getting
a little silly.

Well, they're not just flowers.
They're marigolds.

The Day of the Dead.

I know you're busy.

I just thought you'd like
some company.

Thank you.

I'll leave you to it.

♪♪

What's your favorite food?
Um...

barbecue.

What's your favorite color?
Blue. Definitely.

Who's your favorite band?

Hmm.
That's a hard one.

Radiohead?
No. The Beatles.

Oh, my dad
likes The Beatles.

Oh, yeah?

Do you have a girlfriend?

[ Chuckles ]
Uh, no, I do not.

[ Laughter ]
Ay. Flor.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Insects chirping ]

[ Door opens ]
Owen: [ Sighing ] Hey.

Hey. Nothing?

No.

You all right?

[ Groans ]

[ Whispering ]
Thank you for being here.

Oh, I just wish that there was
more that I could do.

No. You being here
is more than enough.

[ Leo coos ]

Shh.

Um, you know, I should've, uh --
I should've talked to you

when I saw you last month
at the hospital.

No, no, I should have --
I-I should -- I-I --

I should have done
so many things.

I should've called you.
I should've told you about Leo.

For you to find out like that,
it was just...
No. It's fine.

You don't -- You don't owe me
any-- No, I -- Owen...
Honestly -- Honestly,
I was embarrassed.

When I saw you,
I felt embarrassed

'cause I could see
how all this looked.

[ Leo whimpers ]
You know?
And maybe you were right.

You know, you said that I've
always been afraid to be alone.

I come back from Germany,
and I proved that to be right.

But Leo -- [ Chuckles ]

But Leo isn't just
because I was lonely.

I've wanted to be a dad
my entire life.

I mean, you know that.

I know.
[ Leo whimpers ]

Hmm.

Then Leo turned into
Leo and Betty and --

and then Amelia.

[ Whimpering continues ]

Owen?
Hmm?

Are you happy?

[ Leo crying ]

Ohh, shh, shh, shh, shh.

He's waking up.
I'm sorry. I got to --

Oh, no. Yeah. Go.
Do your thing, yeah.

Yeah, um...
Come on. Come on, little guy.

I'm sorry.
[ Crying continues ]

I'm gonna --
I'm gonna go.

Shh, shh, shh,
shh, shh, shh.

[ Leo's crying continues ]

[ Crying continues ]

[ Clearing throat ]

[ Crying continues ]

[ Telephone ringing ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Woman on P.A.
speaking indistinctly ]

[ Sighs ]

Evening.

What happened there?

Oh. Kid with cancer.

[ Telephone rings ]

[ Chuckles ]

♪♪

In case of emergency.

Hey.

Hey.

I like your flower.

Thanks.

How was your date?
She's way out of my league.

[ Both chuckle ]
How was yours?

I scared him off.
[ Chuckles ]

[ Breathes deeply ]

[ Elevator bell dings ]

♪♪

I'm gonna take the stairs.

♪♪

[ Clears throat ]

♪♪

Hey.
What's up?

Bailey:
The surgery was flawless.

R.I.'s on ultrasound
look promising.

Bilirubin levels
are decreasing.

You have a fully functioning,
healthy liver, Ms. Gibbs.

Jo:
So no funeral for you.

[ Light laughter ]

[ Sniffles ]
Denise, honey, I wanted you
to cry at my funeral.

[ Laughing ] I know.

I'm gonna live.

I told you!
[ Laughter ]

Thank you.

[ Sighing and laughter ]

[ Elevator bell dings ]

Hey. How'd you feel today?

What do you mean?
With ortho?

Oh. Uh, terrific.

You're a great teacher.

♪♪

[ Elevator bell dings ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Clears throat ]

[ Elevator doors close ]

[ Elevator bell dings ]
[ Clears throat ]

♪♪

Sorry. That was abrupt.

I-I just had to see if --
It was perfect.

The, uh, um -- When --
[ Chuckling ] The --

Are you okay?

That was my first time.

Today.
Doing ortho...stuff.

[ Chuckles ]

Up until now,
I've been focusing on general,

and it never really
felt right, but...

I liked that.

[ Chuckles ]

Ortho.

And you're
a really great teacher.

Wait.

That was your first kiss?

With a...

guy.
Oh. Wow.

[ Stammers ]
I'm sorry, dude.

If I would've known that,
I would've never --

Y-You said you would teach me,
and I want to learn.

Okay, look, you're cute
and nerdy and weird,

and that's
usually my type, but...

I've done my coming out already.
I can't go through it again.

I can't teach you
how to do this.

I'm sorry.

[ Elevator bell dings,
doors open ]

But I, uh...

[ Indistinct conversations ]

I thought this was
a teaching hospital!

Look, I'm sorry I went
against your chief-ness,

but you can't just go
around controlling
what I do in the O.R.

Well, I kinda can
'cause I'm your boss.

I saved a life, though.
I --

Wait. Wait.
I thought we were fighting.

We are, but I'm also
really turned on by
your medical genius.

And the good part about this job
is I've learned

I can do
two things at once.

Nurse Frankie: That is
not a private space!
We can all see you!

[ Chuckles ]
Sorry! [ Slaps ]

[ Clears throat ]

[ Moon & Sun's
"Chasing Cars" plays ]

♪ Haremos todo ♪

Meredith: Every religion,
every country...

♪ Cada cosa ♪

...every culture.

♪ Por nuestra cuenta ♪

♪♪

♪ No necesitamos ♪

Death means something different
to all of us.

[ Buttons clicking ]

♪ Oh, nada ♪

♪ O nadie ♪

♪ Si me acuesto aquí ♪

Hi, Mom.
♪ Si solo me acuesto aquí ♪

We all have different ideas
about how to honor the dead.

♪ ¿Te acostarías conmigo
y olvidarías el mundo? ♪

[ Mug thuds ]

Tell me she's not dead.

[ Sighs ]

She is not dead.

♪ No se bien ♪
Different ideas
of how to grieve.

♪ Como decir ♪
It's been hard.

♪ Como me siento ♪

I can't say
that it hasn't been.

I haven't been going
to my meetings.

Different ways of moving on.

♪ Esas tres palabras ♪

Because it just
reminds me that --

that you're gone.

♪ Dicen mucho ♪

♪ No son suficientes ♪

Mer.

Good night, Arlene.

Good night, Dr. Grey.

♪ Si me acuesto aquí ♪

Well, I may not be an expert.

♪ ¿Te acostarías conmigo ♪

[ Dog barks ]
♪ Y olvidarías el mundo? ♪

♪ Olvida lo que dijimos ♪

But I do have some experience
with losing people I love.

♪ Antes que seamos viejos ♪

Hey.
♪ Muéstrame el jardín ♪

♪ Que explota ♪

♪ Dentro de mi vida ♪

♪ Si me acuesto aquí ♪

Can I come over?

♪ ¿Te acostarías conmigo
Y olvidarías el mundo? ♪

Hi.
I wanted some company.

♪♪

Hey!

♪♪

Wh-- What's happening?

Mm.

Hand that over.
Okay.

No, no. The scissors.

[ Chuckling ]
Oh. Okay.

Let me just...
[ Whispering ] Thank you.

Well, don't thank me yet.

[ Laughs ]

And I say
the right way to grieve...

♪♪

Be careful.
Not too much off the top.

Aren't they cute together?
Mm.

You seem
weirdly good at that.

Well, the decade
of precision surgical training

definitely comes in handy.
[ Laughter ]

...is however the hell
you want.

Do we have a vacuum?
No, we don't have a vacuum!

-Do you --
-Why do I even ask?

[ Laughter ]

Do we have a...

[ Laughter ]

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪