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Meredith:
In the early days of medicine,

surgical students would
perfect their sawing technique

on tree branches

because when looking at an
exposed bone in an amputation,

human instinct
is to recoil, not cut.

Why did we ever stop?
[ Chuckles ]

I mean, I know why we stopped,
but still...

Yeah.
...why?

Well, the important thing is,
we have un-stopped.

They needed students
to get out of the habit

of listening to instinct.

♪ I been kept out,
yeah, they pushed me down ♪

[ Alarm blaring ]

Shut it up.

Don't wake
the baby up.
[ Blaring stops ]

[ Grunts ]

[ Sighs ]

That's something
I never thought I'd say.

[ Chuckles ]

Well, we have to go.
[ Sighs ]

Betty's got school.

And something I never
thought I'd hear.

[ Chuckles ]

♪ Light it up on fire ♪

I know,
it's crazy, right?

I mean, this -- it's...

I don't even know
what to call it.

It's working.
Mm.

Feels right.
Why name it?

♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ Come this far ♪

♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh ♪

Good morning,
Mr. Fireman.

Good morning,
Mrs. Fireman.

[ Chuckling ]
"Mrs. Fireman"?

Yeah, well...

you're not Chief of Surgery
anymore,

so what do I call you?
Mm.

Mm.

♪ Had my face painted
all black and blue ♪

♪ You gonna come at me,
I'm gonna come at you ♪
Mm.

I miss you.

But I didn't even
get to see you last night.

Why do you
have to leave so early?

Why do you
have work so late?

♪ But winning's not enough ♪

♪ I need to burn it ♪

♪ Light it up on fire ♪

Mm. [ Chuckles ]

Come on!
I'm sorry!

[ Sighs ]

A lot of our training
it breaking instinct...

♪ ...to only go this far ♪

♪ I didn't come this far
to only go this far ♪

...developing new habits.

[ Brakes squeal ]
♪ I didn't, I didn't ♪

♪ I didn't come this far, no ♪

♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
[ Car door closes ]

♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ Come this far, yeah ♪

Don't react to bad news
in front of patients.

Don't show fear
when faced with uncertainty.

♪ Come this far ♪

[ Horn honks ]

When you're looking
at that exposed bone --

cut.

♪ Ooh, yeah ♪

So, the trick is trying
to stay human

when we've shut down
all those gut feelings,

all those messy instincts.

Is that DeLuca
on that bike?

Does he always
look like that?

Yes.

No.
[ Bike bell rings ]

♪ I didn't come this far
to only go this far ♪

♪ I didn't come this far
to only go this far ♪

You should totally
go there with DeLuca.

Yeah, you should
totally hit that.

But that phrase
is kind of gross.

I agree,
and I apologize.

I'm just saying that,
you know,

if you wanted
to date him,

I-I wouldn't mind,
you know,

even though we, you know...

I'm j-- I'm fine with it.
I encourage it.

Well, thanks, I think,

but I'm kind of
off the market.

I mean, Owen and I haven't
exactly slapped a label on it,

but, uh, there's been
a fair amount

of other kinds
of slapping.

Ew.

Yeah, no.
Now I'm sorry.

♪ I didn't,
I didn't come this far, no ♪

[ Softly ]
Are people looking at us?

I feel like people
are looking at us.

-No one's looking at us.
-Okay.

Well, looky here.

Congratulations on
the fellowship, Wilson.

Or is it,
uh, Karev?

Karev. Like the chief.
[ Chuckles ]

Yes, the, uh,
new interim chief.

Oh, I, uh,
got you a present

for your first day.
[ Chuckles ]

[ Chuckles ]

Wow.

I mean, this is gonna
be weird,

but I heard you
wanted this job, so...

Yeah, well,
I offered experience,

wisdom,
countless hours in the OR,

and not to mention that
less tangible quality,

which is that I know
what the hell I'm doing.

But, clearly,
Bailey was looking for...

For what?
[ Sighs ]

Something else.

Uh, this is
who you need.

Uh, the new guy was looking
for the new chief --

understandably, he thought
it might be me.

Link. Ortho.

Alex Karev.
How can I help?

I want to make prosthetics
that look like this.

♪♪

Superheroes.

Kids will
freak out for them.

I can adjust
the, uh, skin color, costume.

-Sky's the limit.
-Wow, it's incredible.

Right?
Wave of the future.

Not to tell you
how to do your job,

but I think this
is where you, uh,

ask him how much money
he needs.

Yeah, thanks.

Uh, how much?

Just less than
500 bucks each.

Approved.

But, uh, we need
a better 3-D printer,

and that's
65 grand...

Ohh, steep.

Order it.
I'll sign.

[ Chuckles ]

♪♪

Sweet!
I like it, Karev.

My kind of chief.

Yeah.
Firm, decisive,

and here I thought
Bailey just picked you

to make herself
look better.

♪♪

Dr. Altman, Teddy.

Hey. It's me. Again.

Um, things for getting
really complicated over here.

So, if you could call me back,
please, before it's took late.

[ Elevator bell dings ]

Morning, Doctors.

Wow, okay.
Pants feelings.

"Pants feelings"?

Well, what would
you call it?

What's his story?

Ortho.
Not married.

And not
unattractive.

You should
totally hit that.

♪♪

Lost?

Oh, still new.
[ Chuckles ]

I'm looking for the fastest way
to the ER.

Oh, I know a shortcut.

Lead the way.

[ Siren wails in distance ]

What have we got?
Table-saw accident
in shop class

over at Barrow High --
sent blocks of wood

flying into
the students.

Is Mr. Buckley okay?

He just kind of fell over
in the middle of the demo.

Yeah, we're gonna find out
for you, okay?

No, I got this one.
Couple more rigs just landed,

and I hear there's
worse coming in.
Okay.

♪♪

Is this the teacher?

Paramedic:
Dave Buckley, 60s,

partial amputations to the right
third and fourth digits.

Kids said he was trying to guide
a student's hand

at the table saw when he
suddenly lost consciousness.

-Why?
-Page Ortho.

They're gonna want him
in the OR.

-Webber, you got him?
-Let's get him inside.

[ Siren wailing ]
All right. Easy. Easy.

What the hell
is taking them so long?

Can we move
a little faster, guys?

♪♪

Hey, we didn't
want to bump it.

Bump what?

Why?!

[ Wailing continues ]

Clear trauma one!

[ Wailing continues ]

Taryn: Cece Colvin,
day eight of dialysis --

Skip the introductions,
Taryn.

We're all
friends here.

Good morning, Cece.

-Dialysis again?
-[ Chuckles ]

Maybe you could
waterboard me

or hit me with a lead pipe
just to mix it up.

Well, you don't want to lose
your place on the UNOS list.

Okay, but you know
the drill.

You work on me,
I work on you.

Let's get the, uh,
dialysis solution.

So, where were we?

Childhood.

Your mother was
quite successful.

That must've
been intimidating.

-Is that a question, Cece?
-You tell me.

It was intimidating.

Feel free
to elaborate.

It was
very intimidating.

-Don't tug on that.
-Sorry.

Dr. Grey...

saying "yes" to me was not
the end of the process --

it was the beginning.

One-word answers
do nothing for me.

Well, I have to
pace myself.

I mean, there are
a lot of questions.

Now, we don't want to lose
that port, okay, so watch it.

[ Cellphone chiming ]

What was the best quality
you got from your mother?

I would say, uh --

ooh, a strong
work ethic.

Which is why
I have to go.

You did hire me, right?

Yes, Cece. I did.

But I did not realize there
would be so many questions,

and I do
have other patients.

Helm, let's make sure
she's not fluid overloaded,

and keep rechecking
her labs, okay?

Will do.

Meredith:
Take care, Cece.

[ Monitor beeping ]

All right.
[ Chuckles ]

Let's do you.

Uh...

my mother was very
intimidating, too.

Bailey: You have
the new insurance mandates?

Yep, right here.

Uh, and you know
the budget meeting

was moved to --
Wednesday.

Thursday.
Thursday.

[ Chuckling ]
I knew that, uh...

Got it.
Right here.

You should
start de-stressing.

Well, then,
the baton is passed.

I'll leave you to it.

Happy first day,
Interim Chief.

[ Sighing ]
Yeah...

Are you nervous?
No.

I mean, the only thing
that would make me nervous

is if you were nervous.

Are you nervous?
No.

It's just, um...

You hired me 'cause I'm good,
not 'cause you think

I make you look good,
right?

Correct.

I have trained you.

I have entrusted
to you

my patients, my doctors,
and my staff

because I believe
in your abilities,

and that belief fades a little
every time you open your mouth.

So, stop,
and step up.

[ Knock on door ]
Chief?

-Yeah?
-Yes?

Uh, just -- just,
you know, checking in.

I'm supposed to stay
with the chief.

So, do I stay with...

-Her.
-Him.

[ Chuckling ] Oh, no.
Uh, you have my office.

You have
my parking space.

And, therefore,
you have my Dr. Roy.

Heavy's the head, Karev.

[ Sighs ]
I'm relaxing already.

[ Bailey laughs ]

♪♪

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Madigan to...

Dr. Madigan to...

Nico: You got 22 bones
in your face and skull,

and you managed
not to break a single one.

You're lucky, dude.

Excuse me, sir?
Doctor?

Hey, hey,
careful there, buddy.

Lean back down.

Is Mr. Buckley
awake yet?

Do you know
why he collapsed?

Was it, like,
his heart or s--

Sorry,
we don't yet, son.

Um...

you know if anyone's
called his family?

Doesn't have
any family in town.

-His daughter lives in --
-Maryland.

She lives in Maryland.

And I know you have rules,

but we're all just
really worried about him.

He's a great teacher
and a friend to my son.

So, if you could
just keep us posted?

Oh, we'll update you
when we can.

Dr. Webber, you're gonna
want to see this.

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

The teacher's
blood alcohol level.

I honestly didn't know
it could get that high.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

[ Clipboard clatters lightly ]

Well, I guess we know
why he collapsed.

He was blind drunk.

He knocked over
a kid...

Into a table saw.

Owen:
This kid is bleeding!

Son of a bitch.

-Wow.
-Geez.

Pierce, take a look.
The teeth have penetrated

deep into the right chest,
next to the auxiliary artery.

We placed a chest tube
for a hemothorax.

We're gonna want to do
an angio first

to make sure nothing
got yanked around in there.

DeLuca, will you page
Dr. Avery and tell him

we're gonna have to reschedule
that scar revision?

Wait. He left already.
Right?

Left? No. To where?

He took a leave of absence.
He e-mailed all of us.

[ Monitor beeps ]
He handed off
all his patients.

I mean, Plastics is kind
of scrambling, to be honest.

[ Sighs ]
"Leave of absence,"
right.

So, where'd he go,
anyway?

♪♪

Nurse Frankie:
The schedule's a mess, I know,

but don't take it out
on me.

It's our new chief's
first day.

He needs time
to learn...

...how to read.
Uh, Frankie,
I certainly hope

you never spoke
about me this way.

I never needed to.
You don't need to now.

You see a problem, fix it.
No commentary necessary.

Good morning.

Hi, um, I-I have
cancer fusion cells,

I have innervated electronic
prosthetic skin.

Just, you know,
to kick us off.

This is all wrong.

Karev has scheduled
three-hour surgeries

in...1 and 4,

and 3 is sitting empty
when you could be...

[ Clicks tongue ]

You know what? Mnh.

I should just...

do my gastric stim now.

Yeah.

That'll smooth out
this whole board.

Um.

Oh, look at your
navy blue scrubs.

[ Chuckles ]
You want in?

Wait. No, no, no.
Karev.

Sure.

Or we could get started
on my fellowship

that you paid for.

Yeah, great. We'll talk about it
during surgery.

It's Karev.
Not Wilson.

Meredith: Let's prep
for a lap chole,

and I'll be down
in a moment.

Right away, Dr. Grey.

-Hey.
-Hey.

What's up with this e-mail
from Jackson?

-Where did he go?
-I didn't get an e-mail.

Oh, I would hope not.

Yeah.
I got a voicemail.

He didn't say exactly
where he was going.

Just said he needed to take
a step back from his whole life

and try to see
the bigger picture.

I feel really --
I'm really, um...

[chuckles]
"humiliated"

I think is the word
I'm looking for?

I'm an award-winning surgeon,
and I pay someone

whose job it is
to find me a sex life.

That's humiliating.

I think the word you're
looking for is "enraged."

Yeah, that's it.

That's the word
I'm looking for.

Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Chism to Pediatrics.

Dr. Chism to Pediatrics.

It was
a table saw, Mom.

He fell into it.
I don't know!

Uh, Doctor, is there any news
on our son, Kevin?

-I don't know, Mom.
-He's had the table saw --

We got a call.

We understand the teacher
may have been impaired.

-What? Impaired? Like, drunk?
-Oh, my God!

Or high? And he's
using power tools?!
[ Crying ] That's --
That's not okay.

-Mom, the teacher was drunk!
-Is he in surgery already?

-I need an update on my son!
-I'm sorry.

I was paged
on a peds consult.

I don't have a lot of
information right now.

Then can you just point me
to whoever's in charge?

-Uh, that's you, boss.
-Yeah, I know, all right?

Get these people
out of the ER.

Tell them we'll update them
as soon as we know anything.

I-I'll see what
I can find out.

Folks, we need
this area clear.

Please head to the waiting area.
Right this way.

I need an update on my son,
Kevin Gailis.

And I will get that for you
right away, sir.

Yo, dude,
a little help.

Nosebleed, huh?

I can't seem to stop it.
[ Laughs ]

That sounds
like a rough night.

Been there, trust me.

Have a seat.

Okay, you want to apply pressure
and keep your head forward.

I'll come back
to pack it.

And lay off the nose candy.
I'll check on you in a bit.

[ Woman speaking indistinctly
over P.A. system ]

This guy.
[ Clears throat ]

Alex: This the guy?
He's drunk?

Drunk?

No.

Well, your blood test
says otherwise.

Cops want
to talk to him.

Well, it looks like he's gonna
lose a few fingers.

I need to get him
straight up to the OR

to salvage what I can.

All right.
Keep me posted.

The police want to talk to him
as soon as you're done.

How?

[ Voice breaking ]
How did this happen?

You know
how it happened.

And you need to take
responsibility for your actions.

Link: All right,
let's get him up to the OR.

You need general anesthesia
for this?

Um, no, I can just
numb his arm with a block.

Um...I've been
where he's been.

I'd like to talk him
through that if I can.

'Cause the more sober
he gets...

the worse
it's gonna feel.

♪♪

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

DeLuca,
where did they go?

Kevin's BP
is still borderline.

I just updated his parents,
and I'm meeting Hunt in the OR.

You mean angio. I told him
to get an angio first.

I don't think so.
Hunt said straight to the OR.

When did it become okay

to just run off without
telling someone first?!

It's not okay!

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Grab and elevate the fundus.

[ Monitors beeping ]

Got it.

Dr. Grey,

Cece's dialysis
fluid output is cloudy.

White count?
16,000 with a left shift.

Gram stain
and culture the fluid

and start her
on antibiotics.
Right away.

Anything else, Helm?

Uh, Cece wondered
if I could,

uh, ask you about your father
while I'm here --

Get out!

[ Sighs ]

Okay, keep lateral
traction on the fundus.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

Make sure Mrs. Jarvis gets
neuro checks every two hours.

Nurse Frankie: No problem,
Dr. Shepherd. I'm on it.

Woman on P.A.: Dr. Patacky...

Dr. Patacky...

Can I help you?

Dr. Shepherd?

I'm -- I'm Link,
new head of Ortho.

Dr. Lincoln.

Right. Um, welcome.

Uh, yeah,
I've seen you around.

I would love
to pick your brain

about nerve graft
transfers sometime.

Uh, well, I have a few minutes
between surgeries...

I can't. I got to cut off this
drunk shop teacher's fingers.

Um, how about tonight?

Tonight?

As in after work?

Brains and bones --
hardly seems like work.

But, yeah. 8:00?

-Are you asking me out?
-I am.

I don't even
know you.
Well, we can fix that.

I heard you like Italian.
I know a great new spot.

I'm sorry, you heard?
Heard where?

Maybe I shouldn't
answer that.

Maybe you should.

Okay. Pierce, you ready
for proximal control

of the subclavian
if we need it?

You see any
vascular injuries?

It's difficult to say.
I needed an angio.

There was 750 of blood
in the chest tube.

I made a judgment call.

Are you seriously mad
about that?

Am I seriously mad?
You know...

I am.

I am seriously mad

because you can't just
disappear with my patient.

My patient,
and we didn't disappear.

We came to an OR.
How's it going in here?

Owen: Uh, well, there's
no obvious active bleeding.

Maggie: We're looking at
a pretty big hematoma.

Yeah, I won't keep you.
I'm just wondering

if I should expect any more
romantic advances today,

or if Dr. "Link"
was it?

Link?
I don't understand.

-Wasn't asking you.
-Um, just -- just Link.

Are you sure?
Because you also tried to cram

DeLuca down my throat
earlier today.

-What?
-DeLuca?

If someone's gonna be
serenading me after work,
I'd like to know.

Uh, like I said,
it's just Link.

Ah, thank you.

I would say,
"It's the thought that counts,"

but I'm not sure
what the thought was.

[ Clears throat ]
Cram me down her throat?

Look, we got
an active bleed here.

Can we focus, please?

Clamp.
[ Clears throat ]

Meredith:
It's called peritonitis.

It means we cannot
use your abdomen for dialysis

because it's infected.

We can't use any
of your other ports

because they're closed
from your other surgeries.

[ Weakly ] Well...

then I will welcome
the break.

This is potentially
a serious complication, Cece.

I know,
but that's your job.

I'll do mine.

May I speak to Dr. Grey
alone now?

I have
some private questions.

Of course.

This is
a teaching hospital, Cece.

Okay.

We'll talk
sexual proclivities

in front of your student,
if that's the way you want it.

That is not anything I want
to talk about with anyone.

My main priority
right now

is getting you
back on this dialysis.

My port's not the only thing
closed off in here.

[ Breathes deeply ]

♪♪

Link: Rongeurs.

This is gonna sound worse
than it feels.

[ Snapping ]

God, I-I hope all the boys
pull through.

Oh.

Richard: I know you do.
I know.

What you're feeling
right now --

the fear, the guilt,

hurting the people
that you love the most --

that's what rock bottom
looks like,

but only if you admit
that you have a problem.

Kevin, he gets scared
of the saws.

The sound.
I was trying to help him.

I-I slipped.
I-It -- It was an accident.

Look, how long do you want
to keep telling that lie?

Isn't it exhausting?

How many more people
do you need to hurt?

I-I slipped.
I-I-I swear.

Alcohol does tend
to affect one's balance.

Dr. Webber,
I think that's enough.

Alex: How's it going in here?
Cops need a timeline.

10 to 20 years,
I'd say.
Would you
give it a rest?

Half an hour, Chief.
Cut, shave, close.

What's going on?

Just trying to offer this man
some help is all.

I told you --
I don't drink.

I-I-I don't drink!

That boy has a sawblade
in his chest.

You have
to own what you did.
I didn't.

I-I-I wouldn't --

An innocent boy is
fighting for his life.

Webber, I really think I have
things under control here --

The least you can do
is tell the truth!

Enough, Dr. Webber!

[ Monitor beeps ]

You're gonna
lecture me, Karev?

I trained you when you didn't
know your ass from a scrub room.

And now I'm your chief,

and I want you
out of this OR.

♪♪

Your mentor?

Fun first day.

So, this electronic skin
not only helps amputees

regain the sense of touch,

it's an elastomer that
reforms covalent bonds --

Oh, yeah,
hold that thought.

Uh, hey, my gastric stim patient
needs to go to recovery.

May be
a little while.

This morning shift was down
a couple nurses,

and it never
got covered.

What? Why?
I would tell you,

but I don't want to speak badly
about the chief.

♪♪

-Karev!
-Yes, ma'am. Yeah.

No, not you,
your husband.

He knows to look

at the OR staff report
in the mornings, right?

I don't know
what my husband knows.

I don't either,
it turns out.

I need to go check
some things.

I'm just gonna
e-mail you stuff!

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

Try a 60-second
sonication.

I did that yesterday

while you were off in the OR
drilling burr holes,

and I was feeling
neglected.

Oh. Well, if you want
a change of pace,

I've got an epidural abscess
you can take off my plate.

Shepherd,
I don't work for you.

I'm your research partner

and your sometimes lover.

One time.

It was one time, Tom.

Yeah, but who knows
what the future holds?

Did my sister
put you up to this?

No, but I like
the way you think.

Can we invite her?
'Cause --

Okay, why is everyone
against me and Owen?

I mean, I know that
we hurt each other,

but now we are
un-hurting each other.

That's a good thing,
right?

I mean, life happens.
Life comes around.

Life surprises you.
Life is boring.

-What?
-I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I meant, uh,
this conversation's boring.

It's boring me, but it makes
the epidural abscess,

uh, sound thrilling,
so...

What?
Is it something I said?

I don't like
being alone.

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

Vik: The chest-blade kid
is still in the OR.

The other shop-class kids
have been discharged.

Uh, the cops want
a time-stamped copy

of the teacher's
tox screens.

A guy came in with a nosebleed,
but I took care of that.

And these are more
purchase-requisition forms.

Woman on P.A.:
Charge Nurse, dial 80.

Charge Nurse, dial 80.

Find me a pen.

Excuse me, Doctor.
I'm Ava Krug, Arthur's mom.

We spoke earlier?

Oh, yes, yes, uh,
is your son all right?

Yeah, he's fine.
He's fine.

We're just staying to see
how Kevin comes out, so...

Well, we promise to give him
the best possible care.

We've got two
of our finest surgeons.

And to check
on Mr. Buckley.

It's terrible
what that teacher did.

It's just
unconscionable.

That's what I wanted
to talk to you about.

It just
doesn't make sense.

Alcoholics are very good
at their job,

until they aren't,

and until they take
responsibility --

I know.
I know drunks.

Arthur's dad is one,
and my dad was one.

I know the signs.

I was at Mr. Buckley's
daughter's wedding last year,

and he got tipsy
off two sips of champagne.

He's not a drinker.

And he's the only decent guy
in Arthur's life.

It j-- [ Sighs ]

It just
doesn't make sense.

♪♪

I miss you.
[ Gasps ]

What?
I miss
working with you.

We had a rhythm.
You know, we had a shorthand.

[ Sighs lightly ]

What do you know about
alternative dialysis access?

Uh, I-I did read a study
in which certain enzymes

helped improve the longevity
of vascular access.

Send it to me.
No, in mice.

Human trials
are still years away.

But this is
what I'm talking about!

You and I, bouncing ideas
off each other.

Steal me back.
I can't.

You know, Bailey's not
your boss anymore.

In fact,
you are her boss.

So, you could tell her
that you're taking me back.

No.

But we work
so well together.

You know, Bailey's technically
not your boss, either.

I mean, a fellow
is not a resident.

It's more like
a partnership.

So, you should just
tell her what you need.

What if I piss her off?
I don't know.

You could tell on her
to the chief.

He likes you.

-[ Scoffs ]
-[ Laughs ]

[ Exhales sharply ]

Owen: Good work on controlling
that bleed, DeLuca.

DeLuca:
Thank you, Dr. Hunt.
Maggie: Can we not
pop the champagne

just yet, please?

Is everything
all right, Pierce?

[ Exhales sharply ]

Uh, you mean besides
the sawblade?

[ Sighs ]

I'm asking if you have
an issue with me.

Or maybe with me
and Amelia?

I'm asking if there's something
that we need to talk about.

My issue is that
this kid's arm

is turning white.

DeLuca.

[ Device beeping ]

[ Sighs ]

I lost the signal.
There's no blood flow.

He's gonna lose his arm
because you rushed.

Because you rush
into everything.

This -- This is what
I was afraid of.

This is why
I wanted the angio --

There wasn't time
for an angio!

I'm a trauma surgeon.
I did years of field medicine,

and I saw a lot of ammo
embedded into men's chests.

I read the situation,
I made a call,

and this kid is alive
because of that call.

So, whatever your issues
that you're having,

they're not because
of my medical decisions.

I think we both know that.

[ Liquid suctioning ]

[ Monitor beeping ]

Woman on P.A.: Dr. Kentalky
to Allergy and Immunology.

Dr. Kentalky
to Allergy and Immunology.

[ Beeping continues ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Hey there,
Mr. Buckley.

[ Beeping continues ]

How you feeling?

I've --
I've been better.

H-How are
Arthur and Kevin?

I'll check.

[ Beeping continues ]

♪♪

Um, meantime...

♪♪

♪♪

...I know what
withdrawal feels like.

Woman on P.A.:
Chief Karev, dial 5241.

Chief Karev, dial 5241.
[ Sighs ]

Vik:
Your 4:00 leg braces consult

couldn't wait any longer
or she'd miss choir.

Amanda Perez's dad
can't believe

you missed her esophageal
Atresia follow-up

and is composing
an angry e-mail.

Very disappointed.

I could do without
the tone, Roy.

[ Claire Guerreso's
"Body Is Moving" plays ]

♪♪

[ Sighs ] Did we mock
our attendings?

Never to their face.
That's what I'm saying.

♪ In no hurry to go nowhere ♪

Why doesn't anyone
tell you that,

if you take this job,
you piss everybody off,

and never get to
practice medicine?

Everyone who ever takes that job
tells you that.

I'm a bad listener.

Cece says I'm closed off.

Who?
Cece.

My matchmaker patient.
[ Chuckling ] Wait.

Jo told me
you hired a matchmaker,

but I thought
she was kidding.

I wish.

It's just there's
so many questions.

It's exhausting.

I mean, why can't it just
be a fancy restaurant --

I go in, give them money,

they ask me if I have
any allergies,

and they give you a steak?

That's
a different service.

She wants me to spew
emotional vomit

every time
I walk into a room,

and I'm not just not --
I'm not Amelia.

Where does this woman
get the idea

that you're closed off?

I mean, I know I am.

But so, that's it?
I just die alone?

♪ Like it's the last time ♪

Listen, you know what?

With everything and everyone
that you've lost in your life,

you have earned the right
to pick and choose

whoever you want
to let in.

Exactly.

I mean, I know it's not easy
to get to know me,

but it's not like
you can't get to know me.

Yeah, if the front
door's locked,

try the back.

Or a window.

♪ Head up in the clouds ♪

♪ Shuffle body is moving ♪

That's it.
What's it?

♪♪

The back door for Cece.

You are
an excellent chief!

Thank you.

♪ Head up in the clouds ♪

♪ Shuffle body is moving ♪

Buckley's wasted again.

What? How?

Think you need
to talk to Dr. Webber.

Maggie: The distal anastomosis
looks good.

So, let's do
a quick back-bleed,

and then we can
remove the clamps.

[ Liquid suctioning ]

DeLuca: All right,
BP is stable -- 110 over 75,

and I got a strong
radial and ulnar pulse.

He gets to keep his arm.

[ Sighs ]

I'm not in a rush.

With Amelia or Leo.
Or Betty.

They aren't a whim,
they aren't impulse,

and if they were, they were
the best impulse of my life.

I'm not going anywhere.

I know.

I know. I'm --

I'm sorry.

♪♪

Mm. Um, if you guys
are okay here,

I will, uh,
go and update the parents.

Mm-hmm. Yeah.

♪♪

♪♪

Hey, can you track down
Chief Karev?

I need him to sign a requisition
before he gets fired.

-Fired?
-Kidding.

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Uh, dude.

I think it's been
long enough.

I don't know.
I can still taste blood.

Oh, it's nothing.

All right,
let's see here.

Oh, it looks good,
buddy.

[ Coughs ]

Oh. Whoa.

Page -- Page ENT!
Or Neuro!

We need a Foley,
packing, suction.

I need an attending!
[ Groaning ]

All right, call a code.

What the hell's going on?

Uncontrolled
posterior bleed.
Yeah, I got that.

Why the hell isn't this guy
already in an OR?

Ask him.
All right, back off.

Back, back, back, back,
back, back, back, back.

Let's go.

We need to get him intubated,
open a central line kit,

get some O neg here
right away.

You -- what's his bleeding time?
Clotting factors?

I-I don't remember.

I-I was juggling,
like, five patients.

Did you even go to med school?
What are his labs?

Uh, I don't --
Did you even do
a physical exam?

Nurse Karen:
No labs were ever ordered.

How long has this patient been
here? Bleeding in the ER?

It's not my fault.
H-He was fine.

How long?!
Five hours.

Yeah, I can't visualize.
I can't visualize anything.

Get me a crike kit.

And you -- go put
the IR suite on standby.

You! Now! Go! Go!

♪♪

You gave alcohol
to a patient

under investigation
by the police

for reckless endangerment.

Look, I offered it.
He didn't take it.

You know how many alcoholics
I've met

who've passed on a drink?

Then why is his blood alcohol
through the roof?

Are you trying to
lose your license?

I was testing a theory.

After I left his room,
I ran some labs.

He's got auto-brewery
syndrome.

It's incredibly rare.

His GI tract
contains a yeast

that ferments any sugar he eats
and turns it into alcohol.

It was probably
the Jell-O.

-I've never heard of that.
-Yeah, that sounds made up.

Well, maybe that's because
I've been around the block

a few times more
than either of you.

Look, I replaced the vodka
with water, by the way.

I'm not an imbecile.
Oh, you got lucky.

No, I trusted my gut.
Now, that's not luck.

Well, next time your gut talks
about one of my patients,

have it talk to me first.

I'm still not apologizing.
You acted like an ass.

I was right.

That's satisfaction
enough.

[ Cellphone beeping, vibrating ]

You've got to be kidding me.
What now?

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
All right.

Koracick: Time
for another round of epi.

Woman: No pulse with CPR.

Man: I can't get a readout
on oximetry.

What happened?

Get in here. I could use
some help from a grown-up.

We need to embolize
the spheno palatine artery.

All right, tell me
what you need.
Trying to access
the femoral artery.

I got the right side.
You take the left.

Got it.

What the hell happened?

Torrential posterior
nose bleed.

I tried to stabilize him
in the ER.

Packing, Foley didn't work.
I got an IO line in,

but the blood
is barely transfusing.

Damn it,
I can't get in.
Me neither.

Vessels collapsed.
I'm gonna try a cutdown.

[ Monitor flatlines ]
All right,
stop compressions.

[ Flatlining continues ]

Without central access,
he's done.

[ Breathing shakily ]

Hold off. Hold off.
Stop compressions.

St--

[ Flatlining continues ]

Ugh. Call it.

It was
just a nosebleed.

A nosebleed that brings
a person to the ER

is never
just a nosebleed.

It was a mistake.

It -- It was just a mistake.

I've got this.
You can go, Roy.

Not until Roy calls it.
His patient.

[ Glove snaps ]
No.

Roy.
No! I'm just an intern!

This isn't on me.

Roy!

[ Flatlining continues ]

[ Glove snaps ]

♪♪

You're killin' it, Chief.

♪♪

Time of death -- 17:57.

[ Beeping ]

So, what's it
called again?

Translumbar catheter.

We just go in
through the back

and bypass all
of your fried central veins.

So, you saved
my life again.

Just finding
another way in.

Well, if you can keep finding
new ways to do your job,

so can I.

No more questions.

But you are going
shopping, Dr. Grey.

Shopping?

Most people love to pour
their hearts out to me,

but that's not you.

So I can't start
inside out.

I've got to go outside in.

I want you to buy
five great new outfits.

Break the mold.

Take chances.

Make yourself ready
for something new.

You do me -- I do you.

That's the deal.
Okay...

I can come.

Just, uh, in case you need
an extra set of eyes.

Or I can stay here
and monitor Cece.

Do that.

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

[ Woman speaking indistinctly
over P.A. system ]

Hey.
Hey.

Um...

Kevin's all set
in the PACU.

His, uh, neurovascular
checks look good.

Good. Um, let me know
if anything changes.

Yeah.

Hey, um, you trying to
hook me up with Shepherd?

Oh, God, um...
that was a mistake.

Um, um -- I apologize.

No, I'm not mad.

I'm just surprised
you'd be into it.

Me and your sister?

With our history...

Our history is ancient,
Andrew,

and it is the least
of my worries right now.

Can you just keep an eye
on his vascular checks?

Yeah.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

♪♪

Hey.
Hey.

♪♪

Got to go shopping.

Okay.

Huh. Great.
There's showers in here.

Fellows have
a lounge on three.

You kicking me out?

No.

Cool.

Roy.

No need
to come in tomorrow.

Oh, thank you.

I could really use --
I'm not giving you
the day off.

I'm giving you
every day off.

You're fired.
But Bailey --

Bailey's not your boss
anymore -- I am.

It was a mistake.
It wasn't a mistake.

It was a lie.

You said you'd taken care
of the patient,

and now a guy is dead.

And you can't even take
responsibility for it.

Which means, you're not cut out
for this line of work.

But --
Save it, all right?

This isn't where you
defend yourself.

This is where you pack up
your crap

and you get the hell
out of here.

You are never setting hands

on a patient
in this hospital again.

You got it?

♪♪

[ Door opens ]

♪♪

[ Door opens ]

Oh, my God.

Oh, good.
You got my stuff.
Huh?

I sent you that stuff
on electronic skin.

I thought that's what
you were looking at.

No, I'm looking at
the budget.

Where's Karev?

Right here.
You're looking at her.

I mean...
No, no, no, I-I am
the only Karev

that you should be
looking at.

I'm the Karev who sold you
on the future of medicine,

the crap that you funded
with your own...funds.

We should be making magic,
and, instead,

it's starting to feel
like a big mistake.

A fellowship is a partnership,
Dr. Bailey,

and you are
not holding up your end.

♪♪

It's not, is it?

It's not a partnership.

You're still my boss.
And I just lost my fellowship.

No, it is.
You're right.

I've been distracted.

It has been a little hard
for me to let --

Karev!
Okay. Oh.

What are you
doing approving

all of these requisition
requests?

Oh, making people happy.

Where do you think
the money is coming from?

You can't say "yes" to
everything that they ask for.

You know,
it turns out you can

and still be under budget.

Look, even
with these expenditures,

I am under for the month.

That's the quarter,
not the month.

Hmm?

What?
W-Where do you see that?

Here.
Where is says "quarter."

It says you spent
the entire quarter's budget

on your first day.
Uh...

[ Whispering ]
Hey, I'm gonna --

I'm gonna
let you guys talk.

I don't...

♪♪

Hey.

I'm sorry.

I just saw Meredith.

Jackson left
without talking to you?

He just left?

I wish I could blame
this on him,

but I told Link about you
before I even knew.

Jackson left?

And I was really
kind of awful to Owen.

I was really...

I was very awful
to Owen.

Jackson left.

[ Bishop Briggs'
"Hi-Lo (Hollow)" plays ]

Uh, yeah, he --

he said he needed to
go clear his head

or unplug or whatever.

[ Vocalizing ]

He has some big questions.

He needed
some big answers.

♪ Holding me close ♪

Is there something
wrong with me?

♪ Begging for mercy,
forgiving the ghost ♪

'Cause I almost died, too,
and all I feel is lucky.

There is nothing
wrong with you.

♪ Lay me to waste ♪

He said if he had
told me to my face,

he wouldn't have been
able to leave,

so I...

guess that's good?

[ Chuckling ]
I don't know.

I don't know.
I don't know anything.

♪ Hi-lo, hi-lo ♪

♪ You're so hi-lo, hi-lo ♪

Except Jackson left.

♪ Hollow, hollow ♪

♪ And I'm so hollow, hollow ♪

♪ Hollow, hollow ♪

♪ I'm so hollow, hollow ♪

♪ Hollow, hollow, oh ♪

[ Chuckling ] Hey!

How are you?

♪ Hollow, hollow, oh ♪

[ Laughter ]

♪ Hollow, hollow ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Hollow ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Hollow ♪

♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Hollow ♪

♪ Hollow ♪

[ Music ends ]

Evening, Dr. Webber.

Oh, evening.

Your, uh --
Your wife still out of town?

Well, she has a few more
Catherine Fox hospitals

to christen.

You know, first few days
as a bachelor are fun.

But after that,
it's boring.

[ Chuckles ]

I think I'll catch a movie
or something.

Hey, I don't have
anywhere to be.

That's nice, DeLuca,
but I don't need a babysitter.

[ Sighs ]

[ Siren wails in distance ]

Long day.
Hey.

Where do we drink
around here?

Uh, there's, uh, Joe's pub
across the street.

You know, underground.

Yeah, I can show you.

What about you,
Nancy Drew?

Wanna come?
I don't drink.

Pub have a dart board?

Pool table? Burger?
Soda pop?

You serious?

[ Chuckles ]

We went a couple rounds
over a patient.

Doesn't mean
we can't be friends.

So, what about those times
when there is no roadmap?

Burger sounds good.

Should we go with our gut then?

All right, let's do it.

♪ My knees are shaking ♪

It's right here.
♪ And I can't feel my hands ♪

If instinct is all we have,
it's not always a bad thing.

♪ Toes are tingling ♪

Hey.
You wrapping up?

Yep.

So, I talked to Maggie.

She's -- Well,
it had nothing to do with us.

Hm. That's fine.
I get it.

Okay, well, let's, uh,
get the kids and get home.

♪ Like the static swimming
wildly through a broken TV set ♪

Wow. Are we ever gonna get
used to saying this stuff?

Yeah, that was weird.

But nice.

Nice and weird.

♪ And you say
we're only getting started ♪

It can bring us
wonderful places...

Joyful places...

-Hi!
-Hello!

Hi, Mommy!
Hi.

Hello.

You went shopping?
I did!

That's quite a haul.
I know.

It goes against every fiber
of my being, but I made a deal.

Fashion show! Fashion show!

Okay, maybe just one,
okay?

But we should
get up to bed.

It's getting late.

Hi.

Oh. Yeah.

-Yeah.
-Yay.

Zola: Fashion show!
Fashion show! Fashion show!

Coming up?
One sec.

And it can also serve
an important purpose.

Zola: Fashion show!
Fashion show! Fashion show!

[ Vocalizing ]

♪♪

♪ You say
we're only getting started ♪

'Cause our gut is usually
what warns us...

♪ Just wait ♪

♪ I'll show you
where your heart is ♪

...when trouble lies ahead.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪