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Previously on This Is Us...
Beth, I want to adopt a baby.
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I realize I didn't come
to New York to be in a hit play.
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I came to New York
to win back my girl.
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(phone buzzes)
Hello.
Hey, Kevin, it's Ron Howard.
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I'm prepping a movie right now
that I'm gonna direct.
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It shoots in Los Angeles.
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You would be perfect.
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KATE:
I know what I want to do.
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I want to sing.
Hmm.
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Whoa! What the
hell was that?
Sorry.
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Don't punish her because
I crossed the line.
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Hey, Bec?
What'd you say?
(groans)
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Hey, hey, come on. Come on.
(groaning)
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Jack!
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I think you should go stay
with Miguel for a while.
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*
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WILLIAM:
Things not said,
advice not given,
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envelopes unstamped,
regrets enveloping me.
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(typing)
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Is it easier there? I wonder.
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I ponder, I guess. Yes.
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(Rebecca sighs)
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I guess, yes.
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(horn toots)
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*
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What's Mom doing back?
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WILLIAM:
Do you think of me
as I do of you, my son?
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My son.
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My... son.
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You're a cutie,
aren't you?
(giggling)
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Oh, you're the cutest baby
in the world.
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Yes, you are.
Yes, you are.
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Oh, my goodness.
(baby coos)
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WOMAN:
Randall?
Yes.
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We've really got to get
our day going, Randall.
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Oh, of course. Sorry.
(baby fussing)
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No. All this talk about adoption
is giving me baby fever, right?
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* I got baby fever
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* He got baby fever...
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Okay, that's gonna have
to do it for today, buddy.
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Yeah, you're right. Sorry.
(woman laughs)
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Happy birthday, Randall.
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Thanks, guys.
It's gonna be a great year.
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WILLIAM:
The things you'll do,
I'll never know.
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The pain.
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The secrets.
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*
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Mom, where's Dad?
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What's wrong?
Nothing's wrong.
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Everything's fine.
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We're gonna sit down
and explain everything
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to you guys.
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WILLIAM:
Oh, to be given a chance,
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a start, the restart,
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the fresh start.
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(imitates roaring crowd)
The crowd goes wild!
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You are gonna crush
this audition, babe.
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You're gonna crush it.
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Oh, you think?
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Oh, man. All right.
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(imitating trumpet fanfare)
(laughing)
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That is so sweet.
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Happy birthday to you.
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Oh...
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You ready?
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Make a wish.
Okay.
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Aah!
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Ow, ow, ow, no, no.
Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
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WILLIAM:
Will love come for you,
as it did for me?
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Find you, wreck you,
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save you, change you?
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Sophie got carried away.
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Baby, I love you,
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and I wanted to bring you
to the perfect place
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and I wanted
to say the perfect thing.
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But I can't say
the perfect thing
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because
you are the perfect thing.
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So, what do you say?
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Will you marry me?
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HOWARD:
And cut.
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Very nice, very nice, Kevin.
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I could feel
the tennis ball welling up.
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Really?
So, when we film Emma's side,
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we just... plop her
down in there like that?
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Well, it's a little more complex
than just plopping,
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but, uh, yeah.
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Huh, I mean, technology, huh?
It's crazy.
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Yeah, it is, and you know what
else is kind of crazy, Kevin?
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* Happy birthday to you.
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WILLIAM:
And if life breaks for you
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the way it
would not break for me,
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if love hunts you,
finds you, captures you,
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will you hold it tight...
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nurture it, protect it?
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Let's go. Come on.
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I hope you will.
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I hope you can.
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What the hell
is going on?
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This father's advice
is not required,
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it has no call,
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so instead I'll share some
from another.
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Hi, sweetheart.
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Hi, Dad.
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It's better
to have loved and lost
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than to never
have loved at all.
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Your mom and I want
to talk to you.
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*
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Uh, your father
and I thought
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that it was important to
be honest with you guys
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about what's going on.
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Ben... from the band,
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was pretty inappropriate,
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and your father
came to surprise me,
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and he got upset,
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and I left the tour.
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We had a pretty
difficult night.
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And now we're just
taking a moment to...
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catch our breath.
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Yeah.
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Catch your breath.
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Yes.
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What does that mean?
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Are you getting a divorce?
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No, no, no.
Of course not.
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We...
No, no,
we're just taking
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a couple of days
for ourselves.
Yeah.
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I'm gonna go stay
at Miguel's house.
Yes.
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Okay?
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Well, I'll go with Dad.
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Kate, stop.
But, Dad...
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Stop.
Well, this is...
No, this is insane!
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Bug...
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No. Are you...
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Go ahead.
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Would you give your mom and I
a sec, buddy?
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(sighs)
"Buddy."
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*
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(sighs)
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They're gonna be fine.
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We'll be fine.
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Bec...
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Mm-mm. No, not yet.
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I need to stop
feeling so...
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disappointed.
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I need to feel
something else first.
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But we'll talk soon.
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And some freshly squeezed
orange juice, and voilà.
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Eat up, monsters.
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Daddy?
Yeah, baby?
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Happy birthday!
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TESS:
Happy birthday!
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Hey-yo!
Thank you, girls.
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(sighs)
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ANNIE:
Daddy?
Yeah, baby?
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How come Mommy
goes to work now,
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and you stay home
and are the girl?
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Annie, who...
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It is incredibly old-fashioned
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and upsetting
that you just said that.
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It is perfectly normal
for a mommy to go to work
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and a daddy
to stay at home.
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Women can do anything.
Look at Hillary Clinton.
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Hmm?
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She lost.
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Yeah, but she almost won.
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Just eat your breakfast.
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BETH:
Mmm. Smells good.
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(gasps)
They're eating.
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Who, Stacey Dash
and Omarosa over there?
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Yeah, they're
chowing down.
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It good?
Mm-hmm.
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Thank you.
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You ready
for this afternoon?
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Yep.
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It's gonna be the best
birthday gift ever.
Mm-hmm.
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I'm gonna go
take a shower.
Okay.
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(phone rings)
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Hey.
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Babe, hey.
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You're not on a plane.
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Why are you not on a plane?
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It's-it's my mom.
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She had a really bad morning,
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and I just,
I couldn't leave her.
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Of course not. No.
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How about now, though?
She good? She good now?
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She has MS, Kevin.
She's never good.
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I'm... I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
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I'm just...
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I'm tired and I'm sad,
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and I'm gonna miss
your birthday.
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It's fine.
No, it's not.
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I wanted to be with you.
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I wanted to be in L.A.,
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and I wanted to see Kardashians.
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Well, I was gonna take you
to the place
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where they get their smoothies.
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Oh, stop. You're killing me.
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Did I ruin your birthday?
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No, of course not.
It's not ruined.
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The crew got me this cake.
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A cake with my face on it.
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Kind of cool.
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Well, I should get back to her.
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I'm so sorry, Kevin.
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Well, listen, the Kardashians
aren't going anywhere.
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Promise?
I promise.
They're like gremlins.
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By next week, there'll be,
like, a bazillion more of 'em.
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(laughs)
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Okay.
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I love you.
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I love you.
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Yeah, I...
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yeah, I c... I can't.
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Ready.
KATE:
Okay.
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If you don't think
this looks good,
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you ha to tell me.
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Now, the perfect situation
for any man to be in.
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Okay, you can look.
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Schwing.
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Yeah?
Yeah.
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They might not even
ask you to sing.
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I'm serious.
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If that outfit has
anything to say about it,
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you are absolutely going to be
the new lead female singer
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of Yelp's 17th best
reviewed wedding band
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in Southern California.
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Well, I am down two sizes.
I know.
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And it shows.
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You think you're so cute.
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Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
And you are.
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You actually look like
a young Bruce Willis.
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Don't do that.
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You cannot tell a man
who went bald at 25
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that he looks like a
young Bruce Willis.
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It's too much.
No.
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Do you know what the...
sexiest thing about you is?
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Yeah, my calves.
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Mm-mm.
Oh.
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The sexiest thing about you
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is how sexy you make me feel.
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Mm-hmm.
Oh, I see.
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Oh.
(chuckles)
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Kate? Oh, no!
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Hey.
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Hey. Birthday girl.
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Birthday boy. Where's Sophie?
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Canceled. Mom.
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M.S.?
Yeah.
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You? Want to talk?
Disappointed. No.
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BOTH:
Happy birthday.
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I love it when you guys
talk twin in front of me.
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Hey, Kevbo.
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Yep?
Since Sophie
is bailing,
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does that mean...
that we're gonna have
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to cancel
the double date tonight?
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(laughs)
No.
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You... It's still
our birthdays, Toby.
It's still our birthday.
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My God, give
me a break.
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By the way, you're
gonna love this place.
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It's, like, the number one joint
in town, okay?
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00:10:35,635 --> 00:10:36,636
I had to pull strings
like frickin' Geppetto
263
00:10:36,670 --> 00:10:38,171
just to get in there.
264
00:10:38,205 --> 00:10:39,873
That's a Pinocchio
reference.
Yeah. Yeah.
265
00:10:39,907 --> 00:10:41,141
Geppetto was
a woodworker.
266
00:10:42,009 --> 00:10:43,777
Wasn't a...
Never mind.
267
00:10:43,811 --> 00:10:45,946
Let's take a look
268
00:10:45,979 --> 00:10:47,647
at the outfit.
I want to see.
Yes. What do you think?
269
00:10:47,681 --> 00:10:49,582
It's great. I mean, you look...
Yeah, you're beautiful.
Yeah?
270
00:10:49,616 --> 00:10:52,552
The only thing is, are
you trying too hard?
271
00:10:52,585 --> 00:10:53,687
It's just
a question I had.
No.
272
00:10:53,721 --> 00:10:54,888
I don't know. You
don't want to be
273
00:10:54,922 --> 00:10:56,456
the girl in the room
that's trying too hard.
274
00:10:56,489 --> 00:10:58,959
Yeah.
Uh, we like the outfit, so...
275
00:10:58,992 --> 00:11:00,894
Okay,
I have a backup.
276
00:11:00,928 --> 00:11:03,263
What? I wanted... I wanted...
Come help me, please.
277
00:11:03,296 --> 00:11:04,832
KEVIN: I'll be right back. Gonna
help her with this real quick.
278
00:11:04,865 --> 00:11:06,433
So glad I gave you
that extra key
279
00:11:06,466 --> 00:11:08,435
in case of emergencies, Kev.
280
00:11:08,468 --> 00:11:10,603
The key was for emergencies!
281
00:11:17,210 --> 00:11:18,846
JACK: And then she says she's
too disappointed to talk.
282
00:11:18,879 --> 00:11:21,614
She says, "Soon.
We'll talk soon."
283
00:11:21,648 --> 00:11:24,517
And then she just...
284
00:11:24,551 --> 00:11:25,953
leaves.
285
00:11:25,986 --> 00:11:28,021
Oof.
286
00:11:28,055 --> 00:11:30,057
"Oof."
287
00:11:31,324 --> 00:11:32,625
That's what I get?
288
00:11:32,659 --> 00:11:33,827
You're supposed to be
a guy who says things,
289
00:11:33,861 --> 00:11:35,162
and-and I get "oof."
290
00:11:35,195 --> 00:11:36,730
(chuckles)
291
00:11:38,165 --> 00:11:40,000
You make each other better.
292
00:11:41,769 --> 00:11:43,436
You're gonna be fine.
293
00:11:43,470 --> 00:11:45,438
Yeah, she's gonna call.
294
00:11:45,472 --> 00:11:47,074
'Course.
Today.
295
00:11:47,107 --> 00:11:49,609
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, that phone is gonna ring,
296
00:11:49,642 --> 00:11:52,345
and I'm gonna be home
before tonight.
297
00:11:52,379 --> 00:11:55,415
We've got some things
to work on, yeah, sure,
298
00:11:55,448 --> 00:11:58,185
of course,
but... it's okay.
299
00:11:58,218 --> 00:11:59,619
Hey, no sheets.
300
00:11:59,652 --> 00:12:02,489
Look... sheets are for
long-term guests.
301
00:12:02,522 --> 00:12:03,891
I'm not a long-term guest.
302
00:12:03,924 --> 00:12:06,760
Okay.
303
00:12:06,794 --> 00:12:08,796
Hey, look, I'm gonna
pop into the office,
304
00:12:08,829 --> 00:12:09,997
get a jump on the week.
305
00:12:10,030 --> 00:12:11,198
Why don't you come?
306
00:12:11,231 --> 00:12:12,465
It'll take your mind off things.
307
00:12:12,499 --> 00:12:15,035
Nah, I just want to be alone.
308
00:12:16,069 --> 00:12:18,238
Okay.
309
00:12:18,271 --> 00:12:19,339
Yeah.
310
00:12:19,372 --> 00:12:20,974
It's all yours, man.
311
00:12:22,342 --> 00:12:24,311
Hey. Thanks.
312
00:12:24,344 --> 00:12:25,745
For saying the thing.
313
00:12:26,780 --> 00:12:28,581
Sorry about the "oof."
314
00:12:28,615 --> 00:12:29,883
(chuckles softly)
315
00:12:31,919 --> 00:12:33,753
She's gonna call.
316
00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,769
(sighs)
317
00:12:51,071 --> 00:12:53,807
(food crunching quietly)
318
00:12:53,841 --> 00:12:56,844
So... how was
the party?
319
00:12:56,877 --> 00:12:58,946
(food crunching)
320
00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:11,391
(dishes clack loudly)
What the hell?
321
00:13:11,424 --> 00:13:13,093
We're gonna go
to the movies.
KATE:
I don't want to...
322
00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:15,028
We're gonna go
to the movies.
323
00:13:15,062 --> 00:13:16,396
We're gonna go see
the one with Tom Hanks
324
00:13:16,429 --> 00:13:18,098
at the dollar theater,
and we're gonna...
325
00:13:18,131 --> 00:13:20,767
give ourselves over to Tom Hanks
and he's gonna make us feel
326
00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:23,070
so much better about the
mind-blowingly upsetting crap
327
00:13:23,103 --> 00:13:24,471
that's going on in our heads.
328
00:13:24,504 --> 00:13:26,373
Yeah? Great.
329
00:13:26,406 --> 00:13:28,408
It's gonna
be fun.
330
00:13:28,441 --> 00:13:30,810
WOMAN: Now, obviously, what
makes private adoption unique
331
00:13:30,844 --> 00:13:32,980
is that you are paired
with an expectant mother
332
00:13:33,013 --> 00:13:34,747
who has already committed
333
00:13:34,781 --> 00:13:36,583
to put her newborn
up for adoption.
That's perfect.
334
00:13:36,616 --> 00:13:38,818
I was a newborn myself
when my parents found me.
335
00:13:38,852 --> 00:13:39,819
It's perfect.
336
00:13:39,853 --> 00:13:41,554
Right?
337
00:13:41,588 --> 00:13:44,391
It's common in these situations
338
00:13:44,424 --> 00:13:47,494
for one spouse to be the dragger
and one to be the drag-ee.
339
00:13:47,527 --> 00:13:49,162
It's important
to communicate,
340
00:13:49,196 --> 00:13:50,898
because--
fair warning--
341
00:13:50,931 --> 00:13:52,866
this process will really
get up in your business.
342
00:13:52,900 --> 00:13:54,167
"Get up in there."
343
00:13:54,201 --> 00:13:55,835
That's what she said.
344
00:13:55,869 --> 00:13:58,638
Uh...
Fingerprints, background checks.
345
00:13:58,671 --> 00:14:00,974
We'll be interviewing both
your daughters to get a sense
346
00:14:01,008 --> 00:14:03,176
of their feelings.
We haven't told
the girls yet,
347
00:14:03,210 --> 00:14:04,577
but they're gonna love it.
348
00:14:04,611 --> 00:14:06,213
A little brother...
Or little sister.
349
00:14:06,246 --> 00:14:08,415
Or brother. Hey, is that
something we can request?
350
00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:10,517
I mean, I love me some
headstrong sisters,
351
00:14:10,550 --> 00:14:13,153
but they run pretty deep
in my house, if you
know what I'm saying.
352
00:14:13,186 --> 00:14:14,287
He wants a boy.
353
00:14:14,321 --> 00:14:15,989
He wants to adopt
a little boy,
354
00:14:16,023 --> 00:14:18,258
because he was a little boy
when he was adopted.
355
00:14:18,291 --> 00:14:20,327
Yeah. I mean, I guess
that's part of it.
356
00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:22,295
He wants to honor
his two fathers by replicating
357
00:14:22,329 --> 00:14:24,431
the exact same
situation he had.
358
00:14:24,464 --> 00:14:26,900
Well, I don't know if I
would put it that...
Hey, Mary, let me ask you.
359
00:14:26,934 --> 00:14:28,035
You have any kids
laying around
360
00:14:28,068 --> 00:14:30,003
that were left
at a fire station?
361
00:14:30,037 --> 00:14:32,172
'Cause that might really
scratch my husband's itch.
362
00:14:39,879 --> 00:14:42,649
(door opens, closes)
(clears throat)
363
00:14:42,682 --> 00:14:44,484
Well, as you can see,
364
00:14:44,517 --> 00:14:46,886
we're not afraid
of honest, open communication.
365
00:14:50,523 --> 00:14:52,759
RANDALL:
Are you fake smoking?
366
00:14:55,195 --> 00:14:56,863
Yes.
367
00:15:02,869 --> 00:15:04,904
(exhales)
368
00:15:09,042 --> 00:15:11,478
Do you not want
to adopt?
369
00:15:11,511 --> 00:15:13,780
Does it matter
what I want?
Hey.
370
00:15:13,813 --> 00:15:17,084
We only ever talk
about what you want, Randall.
371
00:15:17,117 --> 00:15:18,785
You want to adopt.
372
00:15:18,818 --> 00:15:20,753
You want to honor
your fathers.
373
00:15:20,787 --> 00:15:23,156
I know this has been
a weird year for you,
374
00:15:23,190 --> 00:15:24,958
and I am trying
to be supportive,
375
00:15:24,992 --> 00:15:27,327
but this is
becoming, like...
376
00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:28,728
a weird pattern.
377
00:15:28,761 --> 00:15:30,563
Okay, I hear you.
378
00:15:30,597 --> 00:15:33,266
We're partners,
in everything.
379
00:15:33,300 --> 00:15:35,668
But 37 years ago,
my parents chose me,
380
00:15:35,702 --> 00:15:39,139
and that's why I'm here
with you right now.
381
00:15:39,172 --> 00:15:41,708
This isn't going
away for me, Beth.
382
00:15:41,741 --> 00:15:44,077
You need to get
your head around it.
383
00:15:50,150 --> 00:15:52,285
Hey... Beth.
384
00:15:52,319 --> 00:15:55,788
No. I'm not throwing down with
you in an adoption parking lot.
385
00:15:55,822 --> 00:15:57,957
Can we just go...
Uh-huh.
386
00:15:57,991 --> 00:16:01,028
* I've been caught
387
00:16:01,061 --> 00:16:02,662
* In fire
388
00:16:02,695 --> 00:16:05,132
* I stayed down
the other night *
389
00:16:06,599 --> 00:16:09,702
* I've been caught
390
00:16:09,736 --> 00:16:10,937
* In fire
391
00:16:10,970 --> 00:16:12,639
* I stayed down
392
00:16:12,672 --> 00:16:15,308
* Without knowing
what the truth is *
393
00:16:15,342 --> 00:16:16,843
* I've been caught...
394
00:16:16,876 --> 00:16:18,411
WOMAN: All right, guys,
there's a lot of you.
395
00:16:18,445 --> 00:16:19,812
We're gonna be here
into the night.
396
00:16:19,846 --> 00:16:22,249
It may seem like overkill,
but this is
397
00:16:22,282 --> 00:16:23,783
a big opportunity.
398
00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,218
Make sure you sign the sheet,
and we'll call you.
399
00:16:25,252 --> 00:16:26,653
* Caught in fire
Make it quick
400
00:16:26,686 --> 00:16:27,820
and make it count.
401
00:16:27,854 --> 00:16:30,490
* I stayed down
402
00:16:30,523 --> 00:16:32,859
* Without knowing
what the truth is *
403
00:16:32,892 --> 00:16:34,294
* Ooh... *
404
00:16:34,327 --> 00:16:35,828
* Fire
405
00:16:35,862 --> 00:16:36,929
* Fire
406
00:16:36,963 --> 00:16:38,765
* Ooh... *
407
00:16:49,109 --> 00:16:50,743
*
408
00:16:53,546 --> 00:16:56,516
*
(movie playing indistinctly)
409
00:17:00,387 --> 00:17:02,322
(indistinct chatter, laughter)
410
00:17:14,534 --> 00:17:16,336
REBECCA (in distance):
I have no life.
411
00:17:16,369 --> 00:17:18,405
I am a freakin' ghost!
JACK: Oh, you know? That is...
412
00:17:18,438 --> 00:17:20,673
No, no, no, no.
Admit to me
413
00:17:20,707 --> 00:17:22,475
that you hated the fact that
414
00:17:22,509 --> 00:17:23,976
I had something
happening for myself.
415
00:17:24,010 --> 00:17:26,313
JACK: I hated that you
lied about working
416
00:17:26,346 --> 00:17:28,881
with your ex-boyfriend.
No, that's total BS, Jack.
You hated the fact
417
00:17:28,915 --> 00:17:30,717
that I was singing again.
I was fine with it!
418
00:17:30,750 --> 00:17:32,585
No, you didn't want me
to have a career.
Career?
419
00:17:32,619 --> 00:17:35,188
You are a 40-year-old woman
singing covers in pubs!
420
00:17:35,222 --> 00:17:37,157
That is not a
career, Rebecca!
421
00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:38,758
That is ridiculous!
422
00:17:42,629 --> 00:17:44,197
Want some?
423
00:17:44,231 --> 00:17:45,765
Sure.
424
00:17:46,799 --> 00:17:48,034
Thank you.
425
00:17:51,371 --> 00:17:54,341
I think Randall's finally
gonna make his move.
426
00:17:57,043 --> 00:17:58,044
What's wrong?
427
00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:01,013
Are you kidding me?
428
00:18:01,047 --> 00:18:02,482
Mmm.
429
00:18:02,515 --> 00:18:03,450
Could I have some, too?
430
00:18:03,483 --> 00:18:04,451
Mm-hmm.
Thank you.
431
00:18:04,484 --> 00:18:06,653
Hi, sweetheart.
Mommy.
432
00:18:06,686 --> 00:18:08,621
Ooh. Happy birthday.
433
00:18:08,655 --> 00:18:09,956
Right there.
Mmm.
434
00:18:09,989 --> 00:18:11,424
Mom.
435
00:18:12,892 --> 00:18:15,027
Beth's struggling
with the adoption.
436
00:18:15,061 --> 00:18:17,130
I thought that
she was on board.
437
00:18:17,164 --> 00:18:18,731
Yeah, I did, too.
438
00:18:18,765 --> 00:18:20,267
Oh.
439
00:18:20,300 --> 00:18:22,202
How did you guys decide?
440
00:18:22,235 --> 00:18:24,337
With me.
441
00:18:24,371 --> 00:18:27,274
There was nothing to decide--
the moment we saw you...
442
00:18:27,307 --> 00:18:28,541
You knew.
443
00:18:28,575 --> 00:18:29,876
That's a hell of a story, Ma.
444
00:18:29,909 --> 00:18:30,910
One of my favorites.
445
00:18:35,382 --> 00:18:38,951
I know you guys didn't have
a perfect marriage.
446
00:18:38,985 --> 00:18:42,789
You'd just lost a child,
and you both just wanted me?
447
00:18:42,822 --> 00:18:44,824
Right away? Just like that?
448
00:18:46,259 --> 00:18:47,594
(sighs)
449
00:18:48,628 --> 00:18:50,530
It's complicated.
450
00:18:50,563 --> 00:18:52,199
That's something people say
451
00:18:52,232 --> 00:18:54,434
when they don't want
to tell the truth.
452
00:18:58,405 --> 00:19:01,107
* Ah, ah
453
00:19:03,410 --> 00:19:06,346
* Ah, ah
454
00:19:08,348 --> 00:19:11,318
* Ah, ah
455
00:19:11,351 --> 00:19:14,387
* La, la-la-la
456
00:19:14,421 --> 00:19:16,088
* Ah, ah...
457
00:19:18,991 --> 00:19:21,661
That little guy,
right there.
458
00:19:24,664 --> 00:19:26,666
He wound up here.
459
00:19:28,134 --> 00:19:31,170
Exact same place,
exact same day.
460
00:19:31,204 --> 00:19:34,173
(muted crying of babies)
461
00:19:34,207 --> 00:19:36,643
Just... look
at him, Bec.
462
00:19:36,676 --> 00:19:40,380
Placed right there,
right next to ours.
463
00:19:42,649 --> 00:19:46,018
Can't you just feel it?
464
00:19:46,052 --> 00:19:49,489
You know, can't you
just... see it?
465
00:19:51,458 --> 00:19:53,693
REBECCA:
I said no.
466
00:19:53,726 --> 00:19:56,963
But your father was so sure.
467
00:19:56,996 --> 00:19:59,599
I was tired and I was grieving,
468
00:19:59,632 --> 00:20:03,202
and he just kept pushing me.
469
00:20:03,236 --> 00:20:06,506
(whispers): He was so determined
that you were meant to be.
470
00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:08,441
Meant to be ours.
471
00:20:10,343 --> 00:20:13,646
Sometimes, in marriage,
472
00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:17,350
someone has to be the one
to push to make the big moves.
473
00:20:17,384 --> 00:20:21,421
And oftentimes in our marriage,
yes, it was your father.
474
00:20:22,355 --> 00:20:23,890
(Rebecca sighs)
475
00:20:23,923 --> 00:20:26,359
Our marriage wasn't perfect,
it's true.
476
00:20:26,393 --> 00:20:27,894
But none are.
477
00:20:30,330 --> 00:20:32,599
And your father
wasn't perfect, either.
478
00:20:32,632 --> 00:20:36,035
But he was pretty damn close.
479
00:20:36,068 --> 00:20:38,438
As close as they come.
480
00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:45,878
He pushed... a stranger on me.
481
00:20:47,113 --> 00:20:50,917
And that stranger
became my child.
482
00:20:50,950 --> 00:20:54,787
And that child became my life.
483
00:20:54,821 --> 00:20:56,856
He became you.
484
00:20:56,889 --> 00:20:58,925
(sighs)
485
00:20:58,958 --> 00:21:00,960
*
486
00:21:17,910 --> 00:21:20,580
Road tripping to Memphis
like teenagers.
487
00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:24,817
You're gonna
be the death of me, old man.
488
00:21:24,851 --> 00:21:26,886
I can get a bit bullheaded
when I want something bad.
489
00:21:32,158 --> 00:21:34,561
Don't think that I ever
thanked you for taking me in.
490
00:21:34,594 --> 00:21:36,295
Oh, you definitely did not.
491
00:21:40,266 --> 00:21:42,969
You know he brought you home
without even asking me?
492
00:21:44,437 --> 00:21:46,272
First you.
493
00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:48,875
Then his brother.
494
00:21:48,908 --> 00:21:51,444
He wanted something
and then he just...
495
00:21:51,478 --> 00:21:54,046
went ahead and did it.
496
00:21:54,080 --> 00:21:55,147
Bullheaded.
497
00:21:55,181 --> 00:21:56,783
Like father,
like son.
498
00:21:56,816 --> 00:21:58,618
Well, I'll take
that compliment.
499
00:21:59,652 --> 00:22:02,088
Take that compliment any day.
500
00:22:06,092 --> 00:22:07,894
Didn't turn out
so bad, though, huh?
501
00:22:07,927 --> 00:22:11,564
Things that he
pushed on you?
502
00:22:11,598 --> 00:22:15,101
No, you're all right,
old man.
503
00:22:15,134 --> 00:22:16,936
Could have done without
the Manny in my basement
504
00:22:16,969 --> 00:22:18,371
for a year,
but you're all right.
(laughing)
505
00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:23,410
So you like
my spot, huh?
506
00:22:23,443 --> 00:22:26,278
Yeah, I do.
507
00:22:26,312 --> 00:22:28,047
I like to come here.
508
00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:30,082
Reminds me of home.
509
00:22:30,116 --> 00:22:33,285
Reminds me of me.
510
00:22:33,319 --> 00:22:34,921
A little less fancy
than your neighborhood.
511
00:22:34,954 --> 00:22:36,188
A little less white.
512
00:22:36,222 --> 00:22:39,358
(chuckling):
Yeah, there's that, too.
513
00:22:39,392 --> 00:22:41,394
(coughing)
514
00:22:47,700 --> 00:22:48,968
TOBY: Come on, you've got
to give me something.
515
00:22:49,001 --> 00:22:50,369
Did any of the other girls
sing Sinead?
516
00:22:50,403 --> 00:22:51,571
What did they say
when you were done?
517
00:22:51,604 --> 00:22:52,805
Come on, I have been
518
00:22:52,839 --> 00:22:56,008
on the edge of my seat
all day.
519
00:22:56,042 --> 00:22:58,044
I don't know,
it was just
520
00:22:58,077 --> 00:23:00,179
regular audition stuff.
521
00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,348
Okay.
522
00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:04,651
Wow.
523
00:23:04,684 --> 00:23:06,185
Oh, my God.
524
00:23:06,218 --> 00:23:07,420
(soothing instrumental music
playing)
525
00:23:07,454 --> 00:23:09,456
Um, excuse me.
526
00:23:09,489 --> 00:23:10,890
Is this the, uh...
527
00:23:10,923 --> 00:23:12,058
is this the hottest
restaurant in town?
528
00:23:12,091 --> 00:23:13,392
I bought the whole place out.
529
00:23:13,426 --> 00:23:15,294
It's a birthday dinner.
530
00:23:15,327 --> 00:23:16,362
Come on.
This is nice.
531
00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:17,730
It's cool, right?
Yeah.
532
00:23:17,764 --> 00:23:19,365
Yeah. Okay, wait,
do you want your sister
533
00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:21,067
to sit across from you,
next to you,
534
00:23:21,100 --> 00:23:22,134
or just straight
in your lap?
535
00:23:22,168 --> 00:23:23,703
Across from me is fine.
536
00:23:23,736 --> 00:23:25,337
Sorry.
Sit down.
537
00:23:25,371 --> 00:23:26,539
That gentleman right there,
that is Aito.
538
00:23:26,573 --> 00:23:28,641
He is a genius.
539
00:23:28,675 --> 00:23:30,543
He's from Top Chef,
or Iron Chef,
540
00:23:30,577 --> 00:23:32,244
or Amazing Race.
541
00:23:32,278 --> 00:23:34,346
You are a TV
star, Aito!
542
00:23:34,380 --> 00:23:35,748
The guy loves me.
543
00:23:35,782 --> 00:23:38,217
Oh, wow, look at that.
Thank you.
544
00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:40,286
Oh, there's a...
a wine for every fish.
545
00:23:40,319 --> 00:23:42,288
(Kevin laughs)
Okay, I'd like
to make a toast.
546
00:23:42,321 --> 00:23:43,790
Yep.
To the birthday girl.
547
00:23:43,823 --> 00:23:46,192
And the birthday boy.
Thank you.
548
00:23:46,225 --> 00:23:49,028
Yeah.
549
00:23:49,061 --> 00:23:51,097
I would just like to say
550
00:23:51,130 --> 00:23:52,499
that I am very
proud of you.
551
00:23:52,532 --> 00:23:54,634
So, cheers.
552
00:23:56,402 --> 00:23:58,304
You know what, Tobe?
I actually didn't go
553
00:23:58,337 --> 00:24:00,206
to the audition-- I bailed
before I even got in the room.
554
00:24:02,208 --> 00:24:04,711
What? Why, after all
that hard work?
555
00:24:04,744 --> 00:24:05,712
I know.
Believe me, I felt
556
00:24:05,745 --> 00:24:06,746
the same way
when she told me earlier.
557
00:24:06,779 --> 00:24:08,447
When she...
But-- yeah.
558
00:24:08,481 --> 00:24:10,182
But let me tell you, you
don't know what it's like
559
00:24:10,216 --> 00:24:11,851
being in those rooms,
man, it's horrible.
560
00:24:11,884 --> 00:24:13,052
You know how many times
I've walked into a room
561
00:24:13,085 --> 00:24:14,086
and I wanted to bail
when I saw
562
00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:15,121
James Marsden ready to read?
563
00:24:15,154 --> 00:24:16,889
Wow. Really?
564
00:24:16,923 --> 00:24:17,957
You told...
565
00:24:19,158 --> 00:24:21,594
Okay, wow.
Um...
566
00:24:21,628 --> 00:24:25,197
Toby... Toby.
567
00:24:41,447 --> 00:24:42,915
Hey.
568
00:24:42,949 --> 00:24:44,751
Hey.
569
00:24:44,784 --> 00:24:46,786
(sighs)
570
00:24:50,189 --> 00:24:52,291
Went to see my mom.
571
00:24:53,893 --> 00:24:56,295
Okay.
572
00:24:56,328 --> 00:24:58,965
You know she didn't want
to adopt me at first?
573
00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:01,433
My father pushed.
574
00:25:05,938 --> 00:25:08,440
I love my parents.
575
00:25:08,474 --> 00:25:11,443
I loved them together.
576
00:25:11,477 --> 00:25:13,880
But I don't want
to be them.
577
00:25:16,348 --> 00:25:18,150
My mother said
there's no such thing
578
00:25:18,184 --> 00:25:20,553
as a perfect marriage.
579
00:25:20,587 --> 00:25:22,655
But on that, I have to
disagree with my mother.
580
00:25:22,689 --> 00:25:24,857
I didn't think that
was allowed.
581
00:25:24,891 --> 00:25:26,859
Today I'm allowing it.
582
00:25:26,893 --> 00:25:30,129
Because we're perfect, Beth.
583
00:25:30,162 --> 00:25:33,465
And I know this, you see,
because I'm a perfectionist.
584
00:25:33,499 --> 00:25:35,635
So that's kind of
my bag, you know?
585
00:25:35,668 --> 00:25:39,806
Been chasing after it
my entire life.
586
00:25:39,839 --> 00:25:42,809
Perfection.
587
00:25:42,842 --> 00:25:48,014
And I fail...
and I fail, and I fail and...
588
00:25:48,047 --> 00:25:50,449
the failure leads
to self-doubt
589
00:25:50,482 --> 00:25:53,285
and self-loathing,
and it's all...
590
00:25:53,319 --> 00:25:55,287
And all this other crap I got
591
00:25:55,321 --> 00:25:58,324
muddled up inside here.
592
00:25:58,357 --> 00:26:01,160
But when it comes
to you and me...
593
00:26:01,193 --> 00:26:03,195
baby, there ain't nothing
muddled there.
594
00:26:05,031 --> 00:26:08,100
We are perfect together.
595
00:26:10,302 --> 00:26:13,740
We are perfectly imperfect.
596
00:26:13,773 --> 00:26:16,442
And I didn't even know
that was a thing.
597
00:26:16,475 --> 00:26:20,179
You see, we don't follow
one another, Beth.
598
00:26:20,212 --> 00:26:23,115
We don't push our own plans
on each other.
599
00:26:23,149 --> 00:26:25,551
We adjust our plans together.
600
00:26:27,954 --> 00:26:31,123
And if I can't adjust
to you, then...
601
00:26:32,792 --> 00:26:34,661
...then I have to figure out
another way to do this.
602
00:26:34,694 --> 00:26:36,763
I'll volunteer somewhere,
603
00:26:36,796 --> 00:26:38,464
I'll... Yes, ma'am?
604
00:26:40,299 --> 00:26:42,434
Can I take you somewhere?
605
00:26:42,468 --> 00:26:44,370
Where?
606
00:26:44,403 --> 00:26:47,674
I want to adjust
your perfect plan.
607
00:26:50,276 --> 00:26:52,745
Is it "perfectly imperfect"?
608
00:26:52,779 --> 00:26:54,146
Right?
Yeah.
609
00:26:54,180 --> 00:26:55,381
I like that.
610
00:26:55,414 --> 00:26:57,249
(Randall chuckles)
611
00:27:03,956 --> 00:27:05,958
*
612
00:27:18,304 --> 00:27:20,206
We open at 8:00.
I was just...
613
00:27:20,239 --> 00:27:22,709
You know, my wife, she sang here
a few months back.
614
00:27:22,742 --> 00:27:24,376
Rebecca Pearson?
615
00:27:24,410 --> 00:27:25,745
She sang with
a jazz band?
616
00:27:25,778 --> 00:27:28,580
Brunette.
She's a knockout.
617
00:27:28,614 --> 00:27:31,650
Good for her.
We open at 8:00.
618
00:27:34,687 --> 00:27:37,924
The thing is, she's not
with the band anymore.
619
00:27:37,957 --> 00:27:40,459
She's going solo,
and I thought maybe you'd...
620
00:27:40,492 --> 00:27:43,295
you'd like
to book her for a solo gig,
621
00:27:43,329 --> 00:27:45,664
considering how well she did
the first time around.
622
00:27:47,066 --> 00:27:48,600
Is this for real?
623
00:27:48,634 --> 00:27:49,836
Are you for real
right now?
624
00:27:49,869 --> 00:27:52,171
Look, come on, I could pay you.
625
00:27:52,204 --> 00:27:54,741
I'll pay you to give
her a monthly gig.
626
00:27:54,774 --> 00:27:56,275
You know, just...
once a month.
627
00:27:56,308 --> 00:27:58,845
You know, something that...
Hey, hey, hey, pal...
628
00:27:58,878 --> 00:28:01,513
you're embarrassing
yourself and your wife.
629
00:28:01,547 --> 00:28:03,649
We're booked months
in advance,
630
00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:06,252
we don't do solo acts,
I've got nothing for you.
631
00:28:06,285 --> 00:28:09,655
* You've been down
632
00:28:09,688 --> 00:28:12,491
Okay, thanks.
Thanks for the trouble.
633
00:28:12,524 --> 00:28:14,961
* You've been down
634
00:28:14,994 --> 00:28:17,463
* My dark stairs
635
00:28:17,496 --> 00:28:18,765
* I'll tell you now
636
00:28:18,798 --> 00:28:22,501
* That you matter
637
00:28:22,534 --> 00:28:25,137
* Tell you, darling
638
00:28:25,171 --> 00:28:27,706
* That I still care.
639
00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:35,214
(sighs)
640
00:28:35,247 --> 00:28:37,283
Dude, just...
Come on, hey,
listen, man.
641
00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:38,717
She didn't want to
disappoint you.
642
00:28:38,751 --> 00:28:40,719
Do you understand?
And, hey, listen,
643
00:28:40,753 --> 00:28:42,154
I know I overdid it
with the dinner.
644
00:28:42,188 --> 00:28:43,355
My fault, okay,
but I was trying
645
00:28:43,389 --> 00:28:44,556
to take her mind off
of the audition.
646
00:28:44,590 --> 00:28:46,425
That is not your job, Kevin.
647
00:28:46,458 --> 00:28:47,659
That's the point,
648
00:28:47,693 --> 00:28:49,528
it's not your job, okay?
649
00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:51,363
I-I...
She's going to be my wife.
650
00:28:51,397 --> 00:28:53,399
I'm supposed to be her person.
651
00:28:53,432 --> 00:28:55,401
Not you. All right?
I'm the one who's supposed
652
00:28:55,434 --> 00:28:57,336
to cheer her up,
I'm the one who's supposed
653
00:28:57,369 --> 00:28:58,938
to buy her birthday dinner.
654
00:28:58,971 --> 00:29:00,272
Then buy the dinner!
655
00:29:00,306 --> 00:29:01,473
Split the dinner with me.
I can't...
656
00:29:01,507 --> 00:29:02,474
I can't afford
this crap!
657
00:29:02,508 --> 00:29:04,210
Okay? And I hate
658
00:29:04,243 --> 00:29:07,146
that you pay for meals
while we're out, every time.
659
00:29:07,179 --> 00:29:09,381
What is that?
You're not her father, Kev.
660
00:29:09,415 --> 00:29:10,749
And you're not her husband.
661
00:29:10,783 --> 00:29:11,851
Okay, stop right there.
Do not tell me
662
00:29:11,884 --> 00:29:13,019
how to take care
of my sister.
663
00:29:13,052 --> 00:29:14,420
I've been taking
care of her
664
00:29:14,453 --> 00:29:15,654
for a really long time.
Yeah, and how well is that
665
00:29:15,687 --> 00:29:17,523
working out for her?
Just fine, thank you vey much.
666
00:29:17,556 --> 00:29:18,958
Yeah? She doesn't need to be
coddled. She needs to be pushed.
667
00:29:18,991 --> 00:29:21,660
Stop it! Both of you.
668
00:29:23,495 --> 00:29:25,631
I'm a 37-year-old woman.
669
00:29:27,466 --> 00:29:30,870
And I shouldn't need
to be pushed or coddled.
670
00:29:32,604 --> 00:29:34,273
Not by a man,
not by a husband,
671
00:29:34,306 --> 00:29:36,308
not by a brother,
not by anyone.
672
00:29:38,244 --> 00:29:40,880
I don't even know what
you're saying right now.
673
00:29:40,913 --> 00:29:42,748
Just...
Ugh...
674
00:29:42,781 --> 00:29:43,883
Where are you going?
675
00:29:43,916 --> 00:29:45,284
Back to the audition
676
00:29:45,317 --> 00:29:47,319
to wipe the floor
with those bitches.
677
00:29:47,353 --> 00:29:49,688
That's where I'm going.
And don't follow me.
678
00:29:52,724 --> 00:29:54,293
Well, you heard her, so...
679
00:29:54,326 --> 00:29:56,896
Don't do it.
680
00:29:56,929 --> 00:29:58,764
Don't...
I'm...
681
00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:00,699
Don't, do...
682
00:30:00,732 --> 00:30:01,700
Man, she's my ride.
683
00:30:01,733 --> 00:30:03,169
You have to give me a ride.
684
00:30:03,202 --> 00:30:05,771
Come on, get
in the car. Get...
685
00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,139
How do you...
I don't even...
686
00:30:07,173 --> 00:30:09,308
You reach under
the thing, and you...
687
00:30:11,143 --> 00:30:12,544
Happy birthday.
688
00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:15,982
Thank you.
689
00:30:17,917 --> 00:30:19,718
I had it bound for you.
690
00:30:25,191 --> 00:30:27,126
This was his
favorite spot.
691
00:30:31,197 --> 00:30:34,901
I've been coming here
almost every day,
692
00:30:34,934 --> 00:30:38,270
trying to figure out how I can
give you what you want.
693
00:30:40,106 --> 00:30:42,108
Trying to wrap
my head around it.
694
00:30:45,277 --> 00:30:47,980
And I know you have
this notion in your mind,
695
00:30:48,014 --> 00:30:51,884
this notion of a perfect
little newborn
696
00:30:51,918 --> 00:30:53,953
that we could shape
and mold from scratch,
697
00:30:53,986 --> 00:30:55,955
like Play-Doh, but...
698
00:30:55,988 --> 00:31:00,226
Randall, if we're
really gonna do this,
699
00:31:00,259 --> 00:31:02,861
I think this is the way.
700
00:31:05,164 --> 00:31:09,435
Your parents did
something wonderful for you.
701
00:31:09,468 --> 00:31:11,770
And because of that,
you had a wonderful life.
702
00:31:11,803 --> 00:31:15,407
But things could have been
very different for you.
703
00:31:15,441 --> 00:31:17,109
That could have been you.
704
00:31:21,513 --> 00:31:23,950
If you really want
to do this, if you really want
705
00:31:23,983 --> 00:31:29,355
to risk our perfectly imperfect
life for something,
706
00:31:29,388 --> 00:31:31,223
let's go all the way.
707
00:31:32,891 --> 00:31:34,626
Let's take in an older kid
708
00:31:34,660 --> 00:31:38,497
who no one else in the
whole damn world is gonna help.
709
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:57,049
Oh, sorry, we're all done.
710
00:31:57,083 --> 00:31:59,885
You have to let me audition.
711
00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:01,753
I can do any song on your list.
712
00:32:01,787 --> 00:32:05,357
I was here before, but I lost
my nerve, and I'm a singer.
713
00:32:05,391 --> 00:32:07,193
Well, I used to be more of one
when I was kid, but...
714
00:32:07,226 --> 00:32:08,760
Fine. Which song?
715
00:32:08,794 --> 00:32:10,496
"Nothing Compares 2 U."
716
00:32:10,529 --> 00:32:11,897
Let's go. All right, guys,
717
00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:13,299
one more:
"Nothing Compares 2 U."
718
00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:16,302
Uh, I was also thinking
719
00:32:16,335 --> 00:32:17,536
that I could just...
Two, three,
720
00:32:17,569 --> 00:32:19,105
four.
721
00:32:19,138 --> 00:32:20,339
(music begins playing)
722
00:32:21,740 --> 00:32:22,741
(microphone distortion)
723
00:32:24,176 --> 00:32:30,516
* It's been seven hours
and 15 days *
724
00:32:32,584 --> 00:32:36,588
* Since you took
your love away *
725
00:32:40,459 --> 00:32:41,893
* I go out...
726
00:32:41,927 --> 00:32:43,162
Thank you. Thank you.
727
00:32:45,031 --> 00:32:47,099
Okay.
728
00:32:47,133 --> 00:32:48,567
Talk to you tomorrow?
Mm-hmm.
729
00:32:53,972 --> 00:32:55,207
(quietly):
No.
730
00:32:55,241 --> 00:32:56,242
No.
731
00:32:57,143 --> 00:32:58,677
You will not
dismiss me like that.
732
00:32:58,710 --> 00:33:00,179
And you will not dismiss me
733
00:33:00,212 --> 00:33:02,248
because I don't look
like that girl up there.
734
00:33:02,281 --> 00:33:03,949
I know I'm not
what you imagined,
735
00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:06,152
but I will not walk out
of this room and allow you
736
00:33:06,185 --> 00:33:08,220
to just give this gig
to a lesser singer
737
00:33:08,254 --> 00:33:10,156
because she's a size two.
738
00:33:10,189 --> 00:33:12,391
Because I've been living
versions of that story
739
00:33:12,424 --> 00:33:15,327
my entire life,
and I can't do it anymore.
740
00:33:15,361 --> 00:33:17,596
And I won't do it anymore.
741
00:33:25,337 --> 00:33:26,805
Amber.
742
00:33:26,838 --> 00:33:28,840
"Nothing Compares 2 U."
743
00:33:31,710 --> 00:33:33,279
Two, three,
744
00:33:33,312 --> 00:33:34,713
four.
745
00:33:34,746 --> 00:33:39,351
* It's been seven hours
and 15 days *
746
00:33:39,385 --> 00:33:44,156
* Since you took
your love away *
747
00:33:44,190 --> 00:33:46,592
* Since you been gone
748
00:33:46,625 --> 00:33:50,362
* I can do whatever I want.
749
00:33:50,396 --> 00:33:52,198
That's enough, thanks.
750
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:55,634
That's Amber.
751
00:33:55,667 --> 00:33:57,269
She's our backup singer.
752
00:33:57,303 --> 00:33:58,870
She was our lead singer,
753
00:33:58,904 --> 00:34:00,506
but we demoted her
because she wasn't good enough.
754
00:34:00,539 --> 00:34:03,375
Your pitch is good, but
your range is limited
755
00:34:03,409 --> 00:34:05,944
and your falsetto blows;
you're out of practice, right?
756
00:34:05,977 --> 00:34:07,646
You can't waltz in here
and compete with girls
757
00:34:07,679 --> 00:34:09,115
who have been honing their
craft at open mic nights
758
00:34:09,148 --> 00:34:10,682
since they were
16 years old.
759
00:34:10,716 --> 00:34:13,219
I-I don't care
what dress size you wear.
760
00:34:13,252 --> 00:34:16,054
It's... you're not
good enough, honey.
761
00:34:20,692 --> 00:34:23,529
Toby, she was the one
that told me my father had died.
762
00:34:23,562 --> 00:34:27,199
Uh, 17 years old, she had to be
the one to tell me that.
763
00:34:28,634 --> 00:34:31,036
She's not just my sister, Toby.
764
00:34:31,069 --> 00:34:34,140
I'm not just her brother, we...
765
00:34:34,173 --> 00:34:36,875
We've walked side-by-side
through an entire life together,
766
00:34:36,908 --> 00:34:39,845
and these things
that we've experienced are...
767
00:34:39,878 --> 00:34:41,113
you know.
768
00:34:46,518 --> 00:34:50,189
I'm not that good an actor.
769
00:34:50,222 --> 00:34:52,324
Uh, I'm not, I'm not-I'm not
770
00:34:52,358 --> 00:34:53,925
really that good at anything,
to be honest with you.
771
00:34:53,959 --> 00:34:58,364
Uh, I'm always the guy in
the room trying the hardest.
772
00:34:58,397 --> 00:35:01,700
(clears throat)
773
00:35:01,733 --> 00:35:04,703
Being her brother, I...
774
00:35:04,736 --> 00:35:07,473
I never had to try
to be good at that,
775
00:35:07,506 --> 00:35:11,109
you know? So...
776
00:35:11,143 --> 00:35:13,111
I can't just cut
the cord that quickly
777
00:35:13,145 --> 00:35:15,781
'cause she met
this amazing guy.
778
00:35:18,517 --> 00:35:19,785
I know.
779
00:35:22,554 --> 00:35:25,524
I do need you to stretch
it a little bit.
780
00:35:27,526 --> 00:35:29,795
I know.
781
00:35:29,828 --> 00:35:31,663
(door opens)
782
00:35:32,764 --> 00:35:34,866
Yeah.
783
00:35:34,900 --> 00:35:36,302
That did not go well.
784
00:35:36,335 --> 00:35:38,136
Oh.
No, no, no, it's okay,
785
00:35:38,170 --> 00:35:41,873
because it wasn't about
my weight or my age,
786
00:35:41,907 --> 00:35:43,475
it was about my lack of ability.
787
00:35:43,509 --> 00:35:45,511
Which is fantastic.
'Cause I can do this.
788
00:35:45,544 --> 00:35:49,448
I know I can do this.
789
00:35:49,481 --> 00:35:51,783
Just gonna have
to work my way up.
790
00:35:51,817 --> 00:35:53,185
Hmm.
791
00:35:53,219 --> 00:35:54,453
Well.
792
00:35:54,486 --> 00:35:55,854
But, ooh, I need a drink.
793
00:35:55,887 --> 00:35:57,823
Does anyone want a nightcap?
794
00:35:57,856 --> 00:36:00,492
I... I'm-I got an early call.
795
00:36:00,526 --> 00:36:01,960
So I'm gonna bail on the drink.
796
00:36:01,993 --> 00:36:03,161
Okay.
797
00:36:03,195 --> 00:36:05,096
Happy birthday.
Happy birthday.
798
00:36:05,130 --> 00:36:07,666
And, uh, I'll let you
take it from here.
799
00:36:08,934 --> 00:36:11,337
Drink?
800
00:36:11,370 --> 00:36:13,372
*
801
00:36:15,974 --> 00:36:19,177
WILLIAM: And now, an addendum
to my earlier advice,
802
00:36:19,211 --> 00:36:22,781
if I'm so lucky
as to still have your ear.
803
00:36:22,814 --> 00:36:26,652
I loved you, I lost you.
804
00:36:26,685 --> 00:36:30,856
And I advise you, 'twas better
805
00:36:30,889 --> 00:36:33,825
than to never
having had loved at all.
806
00:36:33,859 --> 00:36:35,861
(both laugh)
807
00:36:38,530 --> 00:36:40,499
WILLIAM:
But now, with more years,
808
00:36:40,532 --> 00:36:42,868
with more time,
more perspective,
809
00:36:42,901 --> 00:36:46,104
I see things
in a slightly new way.
810
00:36:46,137 --> 00:36:49,675
So here, my good son,
is a father's advice,
811
00:36:49,708 --> 00:36:52,077
updated and recalled.
812
00:36:52,110 --> 00:36:55,247
It's better to have
loved and lost, surely...
813
00:36:55,281 --> 00:36:56,948
(speaking indistinctly)
814
00:36:56,982 --> 00:37:00,185
...but try not
to lose it at all.
815
00:37:00,218 --> 00:37:01,487
Jack?
816
00:37:04,656 --> 00:37:07,225
(knocking continues)
Hey, Jack?
817
00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:09,828
Hi.
818
00:37:09,861 --> 00:37:12,030
Hi.
819
00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:17,068
So, I was trying to remember
myself tonight, Jack.
820
00:37:19,271 --> 00:37:20,806
The person I used to be.
821
00:37:20,839 --> 00:37:23,809
And then I started
remembering you, too.
822
00:37:23,842 --> 00:37:28,647
And I'm not the only one
who gave up on my dreams, Jack.
823
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:31,750
We both did, right?
824
00:37:31,783 --> 00:37:34,986
And we, we realized
an even bigger dream,
825
00:37:35,020 --> 00:37:36,588
an even more massive dream.
826
00:37:36,622 --> 00:37:40,426
And I'm...
I'm still really upset,
827
00:37:40,459 --> 00:37:42,861
and I don't think I'm ready
to talk about any of that yet.
828
00:37:42,894 --> 00:37:44,863
But...
829
00:37:44,896 --> 00:37:47,032
I shouldn't have let you leave.
830
00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:53,705
And not just because of all of
the beautiful things you said,
831
00:37:53,739 --> 00:37:56,542
I shouldn't have let you leave
because that's not what we do.
832
00:37:56,575 --> 00:37:58,944
That's not who we are,
that's not us.
833
00:37:58,977 --> 00:38:00,612
I know that, that's not us.
834
00:38:00,646 --> 00:38:03,281
I know that I'm not
deeply unhappy,
835
00:38:03,315 --> 00:38:05,784
and I'm not unfulfilled,
and you're not an alcoholic,
836
00:38:05,817 --> 00:38:07,018
and you're not your father.
837
00:38:07,052 --> 00:38:08,820
And even when I watch Tom Hanks,
838
00:38:08,854 --> 00:38:10,389
I sit there
and I think to myself,
839
00:38:10,422 --> 00:38:11,790
"He's not so great."
840
00:38:11,823 --> 00:38:13,625
And who does that?
841
00:38:13,659 --> 00:38:15,527
Who watches Tom Hanks
and thinks,
842
00:38:15,561 --> 00:38:17,363
"You know what? I'm married to
a man that's better than that."
843
00:38:17,396 --> 00:38:21,767
Bec, you don't know
everything about me.
844
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:23,735
Yes, I do.
No.
845
00:38:23,769 --> 00:38:25,270
I know everything
about you.
Rebecca, you don't know--
846
00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:27,339
I'm drunk right now.
847
00:38:29,441 --> 00:38:32,310
I have been drunk all day.
848
00:38:32,344 --> 00:38:36,782
I have been drunk for weeks.
849
00:38:36,815 --> 00:38:40,919
And I thought I had it under
control, like the first time,
850
00:38:40,952 --> 00:38:45,857
but... I have
a problem, Rebecca.
851
00:38:48,059 --> 00:38:51,763
And I've hidden it from you
852
00:38:51,797 --> 00:38:55,401
for a very long time.
853
00:38:55,434 --> 00:39:00,305
And I've-I've hidden it
from our kids.
854
00:39:00,338 --> 00:39:02,808
And I need to get a handle on it
855
00:39:02,841 --> 00:39:06,545
before I can walk
back into that house.
856
00:39:10,516 --> 00:39:13,885
And I'm sorry,
857
00:39:13,919 --> 00:39:15,921
baby, I...
858
00:39:18,557 --> 00:39:22,293
...I am very embarrassed.
859
00:39:22,327 --> 00:39:24,663
And I am very sorry.
860
00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:32,638
But I need to fix this
on my own.
861
00:39:32,671 --> 00:39:35,474
(Jack inhales, exhales)
862
00:39:55,527 --> 00:39:57,529
(Jack breathing)
863
00:39:59,731 --> 00:40:01,733
(knocking on door)
864
00:40:07,673 --> 00:40:09,708
Get in the car.
865
00:40:11,677 --> 00:40:13,745
Get in the car, Jack.
866
00:40:15,547 --> 00:40:18,817
You are my husband,
and I am your wife,
867
00:40:18,850 --> 00:40:22,854
and if you have a problem,
we will fix it together.
868
00:40:24,623 --> 00:40:28,093
I just need you
to get in the car.
869
00:40:28,126 --> 00:40:30,395
So we can go home.
870
00:40:30,428 --> 00:40:32,564
(sniffles)
(quietly):
Come on.
871
00:40:35,133 --> 00:40:36,668
Come on, baby.
872
00:40:36,702 --> 00:40:38,169
Okay.
873
00:40:38,203 --> 00:40:40,171
(whispering):
I need you to get in the car.
874
00:40:40,205 --> 00:40:42,207
(crying)
I need you to get in the car.
875
00:40:52,584 --> 00:40:54,986
Everything's gonna be fine.
876
00:40:57,055 --> 00:41:00,325
Jack, look at me.
877
00:41:00,358 --> 00:41:02,060
* Is it getting better?
878
00:41:02,093 --> 00:41:03,595
A few months from now,
879
00:41:03,629 --> 00:41:05,864
everything will be back
to normal.
880
00:41:05,897 --> 00:41:08,133
* Or do I feel the same?
881
00:41:12,403 --> 00:41:18,109
* Will it make it
easier on me, now *
882
00:41:18,143 --> 00:41:21,246
* I've got someone to blame?
883
00:41:21,279 --> 00:41:22,814
(sobbing)
884
00:41:22,848 --> 00:41:25,884
* It's too late
885
00:41:25,917 --> 00:41:29,454
* Tonight
886
00:41:29,487 --> 00:41:31,790
* To drag the past out
887
00:41:31,823 --> 00:41:33,792
* Into the light
888
00:41:33,825 --> 00:41:37,128
* We're one
889
00:41:37,162 --> 00:41:38,764
* But we're not the same
890
00:41:38,797 --> 00:41:40,465
MIGUEL: I'm gonna
get some pillows.
891
00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:42,467
* We get to carry each other
892
00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:44,803
* Carry each other...
We... we...
893
00:41:44,836 --> 00:41:46,204
We have to find Kev.
894
00:41:46,237 --> 00:41:50,909
* One
895
00:41:50,942 --> 00:41:52,911
He needs to hear it from me.
896
00:41:52,944 --> 00:41:54,980
(sobbing)
897
00:41:55,013 --> 00:41:57,015
*
898
00:42:04,222 --> 00:42:08,794
* One...
899
00:42:08,827 --> 00:42:10,829
(crying)
900
00:42:11,863 --> 00:42:13,865
(singer vocalizing)
901
00:42:19,838 --> 00:42:21,239
(screams)
902
00:42:22,240 --> 00:42:23,441
No...
903
00:42:23,474 --> 00:42:25,443
(singer continues vocalizing)
904
00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:30,882
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