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hello

can you hear me

oh

why can't I see your chat

oh

now I can see it thank you thank you

thank you how are you all today

got some wine

just a little bit

my muscles

you can see my muscles

that would be a first

I ordered dinner but I waited too long

so it's not here quite yet

I had a really hard time deciding

I think yeah I did

I can still see people trickling in

I don't really have a plan today

just thought we'd hang out talk

see if you have any questions

pasta and meatballs

the theme of the night is big booties

I think we got we got that covered

this isn't a shirt but thanks this is a

dress

oh

holy in it but I wanted to look nice

I'm in a rolly chair

somebody sent this dress to me off my

Amazon list to see if that guy's here no

he's not

ah thanks thanks yep if there's one

thing I can do it is fill out a dress I

got that covered you can kind of see

through this dress though I just

realized that you can kind of see my bra

sorry

so

what you guys want to talk about

any questions

anything I can talk about

I know I it's so offensive that you can

see my bra

I'm so sorry

is my light too bright oh now it's off

you don't have any questions for me oh

this is going to be real boring

uh

uh did I put on weight in Mexico

I don't know I don't think so I could

lie do you

I don't think so I ate a ton in Mexico

my arm is very big yeah both of them are

this one has a little extra roll in it

which drives me insane because I'm

asymmetrical and I hate that I wish I

were totally symmetrical

I also have an extra roll here can you

see this little chunker

this guy lives here but not over here

kind of weird

um

I don't think I gained weight in Mexico

I ate a ton in Mexico

so many good tacos you know what orange

juice I I think I told a couple of you

the orange juice in Mexico was amazing

and I drank so much of it

um but I also had to walk a lot which

sucked

have I watched the ultimatum well the

old

Tim no I've never even heard of it

how many times

how many items do you think you're gonna

stack on your butt I don't know it's

kind of round is the problem like yeah

it sticks out far

but it's it's the slope

jiggly

so I don't really I don't know I've

never have I tried to say anything on it

I'm sure I have I think somebody set a

glass on it I was actually some lady

yelled at me you could set a glass on it

in the street the other day

and then she wanted me to go to her

doctor with her to do a fat transplant

she's like I need your booty well you

can't have my booty it's mine

will you put any comparison pics of you

and a skinny woman

uh maybe that's a hard thing to do for a

couple of reasons

one I need a skinny woman

I don't have a lot of those and then two

I need a skinny woman who's cool with

being on my website which makes it even

harder

so maybe if I find the right skinny

woman

yeah I'll show my arms again

are you looking at how they're not

symmetrical

laughs

does one look bigger than the other I

think this one might be bigger

um

you would become a skinny woman

to be on the website

okay let me know when your surgeries are

over

come on over

I know who it is I can see your screen

name

thank you

I'm glad you think I look pretty today I

wanted to look pretty for this

I mean

uh uh this light situation is no bueno

hold on

lifting carry like lifting carry a human

you want me to lift a human and carry

them

I prefer to be the one lifted

sounds like a lot of effort

oh wow we got a lot more people here now

than we did at the very beginning hello

welcome in I'm glad you made it all you

new people

um I said earlier I don't really have a

plan today I just wanted to kind of hop

on and say hi and hang out with you

answer questions

uh if you have anything that you want me

to talk about specifically let me know

in the chat if you if you type in the

chat nobody else will see what you write

only I will see it so you're welcome to

I think that's how it works right you

guys can't see other people's messages

can you

no okay yeah cool I know how this works

um yeah so if you type in the chat you

won't see other people's messages

where's my dog

I don't want to bring her on camera

right now because

she's very calmly

laying outside on the back porch

and I have my food delivery coming soon

and she loses her damn mind when

somebody knocks on the door or rings the

doorbell so I'm trying to keep her

sequestered so you guys don't have to

hear her barking

um

I've done so many of these this is only

my second time ever going live so help a

girl out what should I do what do other

people do in this these situations

I'm listening I have wine

I really hate my nail color guys I'm

sorry it looks if you're noticing it

I really dislike it so please ignore

that you want me to do a house tour I'm

gonna clean up here I'll give you a tour

of what you can see this is my

kitchen

that's my scale I I'll tell you I just

recorded a weigh-in video I'm gonna post

it tomorrow so that's coming

um I know a lot of you have been waiting

for that so I'm gonna post away in video

tomorrow I just recorded it right before

this

started

anyway this is my kitchen

my

stove my fridge this red box is my

Christmas tree which I need to take into

the storage unit because I haven't done

that yet this is my

interactive puzzle wall because I love

puzzles

my living room is over this way it's

kind of messy

why that's my house my bedroom's that

way guest room is that way bathroom is

that way laundry room

garage oh shoot this light is not having

it

I'm gonna post my weight what the fudge

maybe it's not plugged in all the way

no it's definitely plugged in

just not happy

oh now I turned the whole thing off

um

I'm gonna post the way in video tomorrow

would I ever go to the UK yes I've been

to the UK

I went there in

2000 and

three it was a long time ago but I

really want to go back where in the UK

are you from

what time is it where you are good Lord

oh

hello I don't know like if you guys say

hi to me do you want me to say your name

I don't know how that works you want to

remain anonymous

kind of a weird situation

it's nice to see you too

it's 2 p.m and you're in Nottingham

well hello yeah I'd love to go back I

want to visit I have some friends out

there who I'd really like to see

how well do I fit in my bathtub

I don't I don't fit in my bathtub I'll

tell you the story of my bathtub there

you go this is good

okay

this is a little more in depth than it

should be probably but I don't fit in my

bathtub at all it's way too narrow I and

it also has well it had I took them off

but it had glass sliding doors on it and

I couldn't fit in the space with the

glass sliding doors closed so I had to

take those glass doors off and then I

put a curtain on with a rod that like

bows outwards so that it gives me more

space in the shower but I still can't

sit in there but I like to sit in there

so what I did is I got a little

how honest should I be here

uh

uh can other people see me somebody's

saying that they can't see me because I

got a black screen can you guys still

see me

okay people can still see me you might

want to leave the live chat and then

rejoin if you're not seeing

okay so anyway bathtub

I ended up getting

this is gonna sound so fat I've never

told anybody this and now I'm telling

all you people this only people who've

been to my house know this about me

um I wanted a stool that would fit in my

bathtub so that I could sit on top of it

and then my hips would be above the rim

of the bathtub so that I could actually

sit in there even if my hip was like

hanging out I could have the shower

curtain

but if you've ever researched shower

stools they don't have very high white

weight limits they would not support my

weight

and I ended up getting one that didn't

quite have the right weight limit and it

ended up collapsing in my shower and I

almost got stuck in there it was a very

dangerous situation

so I decided to get a little mini cooler

like a camping cooler like a Coleman

cooler that's exactly the right size and

it fits right in my tub and I put a

little like they make shower pillows I

put a little pillow on that and I can

sit there and be comfortable and take

nice long luxurious showers when I want

to

super fat

have I broken for I broke my couch my

couch is broken somebody asked if I

broke Furniture in my house before I

have broken my couch

but it's a big couch so I just sit in a

different spot now

and give the broken spot to guests

uh sorry let me scroll up I miss some

stuff up here

foreign

some of these questions make me a little

uncomfortable so I'm not going to answer

them if I don't answer your question

you'll know

that I don't want to answer it

I'm just not comfortable talking about

some of that stuff

um oh I think my food was just delivered

I have broken a bed frame before

I have broken a bedroom before

um in airbnbs I've done it a couple of

times one time that people were super

cool

that was a really funny time because it

was an Airbnb I was staying out with me

and one two three four of my girlfriends

three of them are super duper fat and

not as fat as I was the fattest one

there but they're really fat people and

then the third one is she was skinny she

she's really good at unloading the car

for us

um anyway we were all staying at this

Airbnb and I had the master bedroom that

had a huge king size bed in it and

me and one of my girlfriends were on the

bed and then a third girl came in who's

fat and she jumped on the bed and with

all three of us on there the whole it

was like this huge giant wooden bed the

whole thing just snapped I think I have

a picture of it on my phone maybe

because I had to send a picture of it to

the Airbnb host and tell them what

happened and they were so nice they

um they got it they ended up repairing

it after we left but we had a place to

sleep I just put the mattress on the

ground and they emailed me after it was

repaired and they sent me pictures of

the repair and they said we got it all

fixed you're welcome to join anytime

it's gonna hold up for you I'm so sorry

that happened they were like apologetic

to me because their bed broke and they

even gave me a discount for if I wanted

to stay with them again which was really

nice the other time it happened at an

Airbnb

I didn't tell him about it because I

could hide it

just like propped it up and left and the

next person you got there probably

thought they had gained some weight when

they sat on the bed and broke it poor

suckers

um

also if you send me the same question

over and over and over and I'm not

answering it you're probably the one I'm

not answering just so you know

so my weight gain goal that's an

interesting question because I'm not I I

okay here's the deal I cannot be

anything other than myself I have to be

authentic and I know that's kind of a

weird thing because I like have this

online personality and I'm selling a

product and you know I totally get that

but also I gotta be me and so all I can

do is just be as honest as I can be I've

never been a Gainer that's never been

something I've ever intentionally done I

don't have like a goal weight that I

want to achieve I'm just a really fat

girl I've always been really fat I love

eating food I love indulging my weight

fluctuates and yeah I'm just a really

really fat person because I can't say no

to delicious things speaking of which I

think my dinner was delivered

so I'm gonna go grab it really fast

uh

and I'll I'll jiggle my booty for you

while I go

they knew how much weight okay let me

tell you the people who were super nice

and apologetic about the bed breaking

they knew how big we were because they

had security cameras all over that

property it was a big property like with

a pond on it and tennis courts and they

had video cameras set up and we

brought sprinkler a sprinkler head with

us and set it up on the lawn and we're

wearing our bikinis like running around

in the sprinkler system in front of

their security cameras like we even

talked about the fact that they could

totally see how fat we are so they knew

yeah that footage is probably out there

somewhere I wonder where that is that

was a really fun girls weekend

that was a really fun girl okay hold on

one second I'm just gonna grab my food

it was it's just right here I'll show

you my booty when I go

totally see my panties through this

it's not good

I guess gosh how do I handle that

can we even wear this dress out in

public anymore

I feel like

inappropriate

okay hold on one sec

foreign

can you hear me coming can you hear my

footsteps when I walk I have hardwood

floors

sitting down this little dangerous

on a rolly chair

just roll away from me

oh I'm glad you're having fun

I did not

have a plan so you're asking me good

questions

you want to see

the back

the back view of my chair I'll show you

am I scooter Joanna

now Cali wants to be part of the action

I don't know if you can see her or not

but my dog's walking around here

because there's pasta now

she wants in on it I need a fork

what

size underwear do I wear it really

depends on where I'm shopping but the

biggest

I've never purchased anything but the

absolute largest size underwear I can

find from any retailer ever I always get

the biggest nothing's ever quite been

big enough

um

the biggest ones I can find if you have

a friend who's looking the biggest ones

I can find are from yours clothing which

is a UK company which is very strange

because normally sizing in the UK is

smaller than the United States but this

one company yours clothing they make

huge panties I'm actually wearing some

from them right now

what is them I'm gonna grab a fork

what's the most

I've ever eaten in one day

um

I don't know

don't pay attention to that kind of

thing

I

oh but I'll tell you this and what I'm

very excited about I'm going on another

vacation really soon like

really soon

done

situated

um

I'm going on another vacation really

soon and for two it's 14 days is a long

vacation but for two of the nights

I'm staying at an all-inclusive resort

all-inclusive food

all-inclusive beverages

room service

multiple restaurants

unlimited I think that might be the most

I've ever eaten in a day is going to be

that day like it's gonna be

insanely indulgent

if you're sending me the same question

more than 10 times and I don't answer it

you can just stop asking that question

um

yeah I'm sitting on an office chair

right now

the bench is in my other my I call it

the guest room but it's now just like my

getting ready room benches over there

could you beat the Rock in an eating

challenge I don't think I could beat the

Rock in any challenge except for like

I'm I beat him in weight

um I beat him in bra size

butt size

that's about it

what's underneath the dress from panties

I told you guys I recorded that way in

video earlier today I'm gonna post it

tomorrow and I lift up my dress in that

video so you can see exactly what I'm

wearing underneath here

yay I'm glad he got it working

what are my favorite colors

I don't do favorites I'm not a person

that likes favorites I like everything

that's why we end up in a situation like

this because I like everything I love

everything including colors music movies

food drinks I want it all

um but gosh favorite cut can I maybe say

least favorite color

no I can't I like a lot of colors

um I'm getting kind of sick of this red

that's on my walls though too much red

in this house

how long is the weigh-in video I have to

edit it but it's gonna be like 10

somewhere between 10 and 15 minutes I

also talk about some things that I've

broken recently because of my weight in

that video

um I'll tell you I broke my friend's

rooftop deck recently so I talked way

more about that

so yeah it's like 10-15 minutes have I

been to the Pacific Northwest

yeah many times

hold on one second

oh

you guys are so sweet

yes I've been to the Pacific Northwest

quite a bit I live in Northern

California

so I can drive up to Southern Oregon

pretty easily and I do I like going to

Ashland a lot there's a there's a

specific

little motel in Ashland that I love I

always get the same room every time

right next door to a really good diner

for breakfast

I'm hungry

I love but and and I've also been to

Seattle and

have I been into Washington at all I

don't remember

well I'm going to Seattle

um and I've been to

Victoria British Columbia

that was on a cruise I went on a cruise

to Alaska and did that

oh gosh I have to catch up sorry you

guys put a lot in here

I'll answer this one how do I feel about

food and sex this is an interesting

question

uh and I know some people are not into

this some people are into this I'll just

tell you my personal experience with it

I'm into it I really enjoy it I think

you can tell I'm kind of uh

I mean I can't stress to you enough how

indulgent I am I love pleasure I love

feeling pleasure I love experiencing it

I love giving it to other people I love

I just love happy feelings I like Good

Vibes I like it all all the pleasure

whatever gives it to you do it

and I really enjoy eating food it's so

tasty it makes me feel good it makes me

happy and so combining food and other

kinds of pleasure all the pleasures

it's super fun for me I'm really into it

that is definitely saying that I enjoy

um

oh gosh so many other questions sorry

this person wants to know what other

kinds of things can I do here on my

website that I can't do on big cuties I

can do a lot of things

um like this for example I couldn't do

this on the cuties

also having that

um

chat feature where you can message me

directly is nice

that I didn't really have that

opportunity before and I really liked

interacting with some of you and meeting

you and getting to know you

um got some really funny wonderful

humans here

and

also things like sending out that survey

to get some feedback from you by the way

thank you so much if you filled that out

a lot of people had filled that have

filled that out it's still it's only

like five percent of all my members have

done it but

um it's been really helpful really

interesting and I've come up with some

great ideas just from that alone so

that's another type of thing

I can also do one-to-one live chats like

this where it's just you and me instead

of in a room with a bunch of people I

don't know if I'm gonna start doing that

how I'm gonna do that what I'm gonna do

with that it's just a lot

um

and

what else

those are the main ones

I'm scrolling up really quickly just to

read some messages so hold on just a sec

I'm gonna try to post this video like

the last one yes I had a lot of trouble

posting the last one

but I got it done so I'll try

what kind of car do I have

I drive a Honda Odyssey it's a van it's

a 20

18 Honda Odyssey I used to drive a Chevy

Traverse which was also wonderful but I

was in a car accident and that thing got

totaled then I got the van

um

I have outgrown a car before I

I Got a Car gosh I've had a lot of cars

um I had a Toyota what was it Avalon

Toyota Avalon it's a sedan

and

it got to the point where my hips got

too wide because the shifter was

um between the two seats and my hips got

too wide so if I like broke too hard if

I hit the brakes too hard and I would

slip a little bit it would pop the car

out of gear which was insanely dangerous

so bad because it would be it would

happen when I'm on the road like I'll

hit a bump and I move and then my hip

pops the car out of its gear that it's

in that was very stressful so I had to

get a bigger car dang this light is so

annoying why

I don't know how to fix that maybe if I

no there's no fixing it we're just gonna

have to deal with it

I'm gonna eat this I'm so hungry hold on

I don't know how many items I can hide

in my fat rolls all the items depends

how many how big are these items

I could probably I'll tell you a real

life experience of hiding things in my

back by fat rolls how's that okay

I went on a cruise to Mexico with one of

my girlfriends

her parents paid for it and they were

like you can bring any friend you want

and she decided to take me

I got super lucky I was like damn this

is great so my girlfriend and I went on

this cruise to Mexico we got off

somewhere in San Diego we got off in San

Diego because it was one of the stops

and

we'd already been on the cruise ship for

a night and alcohol and cruise ships is

really expensive and we were like super

young we're in our 20s early 20s and she

and I decided that we were gonna smuggle

alcohol back onto the cruise ship

which was dangerous because if they

caught us doing that we could get kicked

off and then we'd have to find our own

way back home which would have sucked

but what happened was I we bought a

bottle of vodka I wish I had a bottle I

could I have hand sanitizer I can use

this to kind of demonstrate got a bottle

of vodka and I put it here under my

boobs like this

under my clothes

here

this

and then I put a sweater on

and you couldn't even they didn't even

notice it it totally worked so I

smuggled alcohol in that way

I'm not sure what else I could fit in

there probably a lot

you would be happy if I broke your roof

well

too bad you don't own my friend's

apartment complex

because they've now had to

they've had to repair the roof twice I

talk about this more in the video I'm

going to post tomorrow

doing this light sucks

foreign

what's my favorite video that I've shot

on the new site

I think my favorite one is the

underwater one if you haven't seen it

the underwater Cenote one

turned out so cool it was one of the

prettiest places I've ever been in the

video it turned out so cool I really

love that video

show me your arms from the side not from

the front okay

but only if you promise not to keep

spammingly me with questions because

it's difficult to read all the other

ones

all right so this is the arms from the

front

side

from the back

so good

what else you got for me here so many

I do like I also damn this light is

seriously freaking annoying

how do I make this not happen anymore I

gotta fix it

I don't think I did anything to fix it

it's gonna happen again

uh

so this person asks how I feel about

squashing

I'm also into that I like that too I

think I've said that before I'm into

that I enjoy

size comparison it's a really hard thing

to capture and put on a website because

most of the time that's like my that's

my personal life you know it's my

personal business

um and yeah I don't normally record my

personal business

but I am into that I like squashing so

yeah

it's fun I like there are a couple

things that are fun about it one is

uh

like putting all my weight on somebody

and seeing if they can get out like what

would happen if I got if I passed out on

top of you like Could you actually get

out from underneath me that's very fun

um and then

yeah just like squishing air out of

people is really fun

yeah I mean

for sure four store

everything in Mexico was great I had

such a good time

um there was okay I'll tell you

there was one day in Mexico that was not

great it was not a good day it ended up

being fine like I still went to bed

feeling very grateful and very thankful

and like I actively was thinking as I

was going to bed wow I had such a shitty

day and I'm still going to bed feeling

grateful and happy and thankful for

where I am but it was a hard day let me

tell you so

this all happened in one day

I posted that video so it shows me

walking from my hotel room to the pool

if you haven't seen it on the site I

posted that thing you can see me walking

down that path with all the green

branches and stuff

so in the morning I was walking down

that path

and maybe it was even no it wasn't that

day it was a different day anyway I was

walking down that path and as I'm

walking

a giant lizard

jumped from one somewhere tree somewhere

and landed on a branch that was

immediately in front of my face so this

huge lizard jumped in front of my face

landed violently and its tail whipped

around and it hit me in the face and I

freaked out it was so scary so I got

past it I took a picture to the lizard

moved on with my life

later in the day I'm in the pool at the

hotel

and floating around and I got stung on

the butt by a wasp

stung

and I have a I don't I have like minor

allergy to wasping it's not like a

hospital situation but I got really sick

I had to take some um antihistamines my

stomach got upset my heart rate got

elevated it was not great and so then I

sat next to the pool chilling trying to

relax from this bee sting and I [ __ ] you

not a bat pooped on me I'm laying by the

pool recovering from a bee sting and a

bat was flying around and it pooped on

me

and some lady

was walking past the pool and she

um very obviously snapped a picture of

me I was like I was I was so exhausted

and tired and just not feeling great and

I was just like beached I was laying out

on a little lounger in my bikini just

like this and I see this lady walking

past and she sees me and she brings her

phone out and she's very obviously took

a picture of me

which irritated me so

I had to uh get vocal

with her

I made her feel very stupid

um

sorry I gotta go up you guys have

written a lot here give me just a second

I had never had that problem with my

driver's side Tire before I'm eating

tortellini

nothing

I've never had that problem with my tire

before

I'm not sure why it happened

see maybe we're just one second

um

it could have been the car overloaded

give me one second don't type anything

for just a sec because I gotta scroll uh

and when you type it jumps me back down

to the bottom so just hold on one second

ah

um

okay

well

person doesn't want to stop sending

messages which makes it very difficult

to read other people's messages if you

just

hold on

okay can you please stop

for just a second thank you

thank you

stop

okay

whoa

I read them all good Lord all right so

okay I remembered most of them I think

so if you won I could probably post a

video of me crushing balloons is anybody

else interested in that like if I blew

up balloons and sat on them and just

popped them are you interested in

balloon popping content

I've done that before it was

surprisingly fun not very scary it was

like really scary at first but it

doesn't hurt at all

I booked two seats on a plane when I fly

always it's impossible for me not to

I have to book two seats

I posted a video of me getting on a

plane so I don't think you can probably

see that it would be impossible for me

to just book one

yeah I'm gonna try to post this life so

if you came late don't sweat it I'm

gonna try to post it I had a problem

trying to post it last time but I'll try

you're interested women who look like

balloons

got you covered there

I've never ridden a mechanical bull but

I have a deep desire to try it someday

I don't think I'm gonna be very

successful at it have you guys ever seen

a fat person on a mechanical bull how

did it go

did they win

I don't think so

but I feel like if anybody can do it

I can do it I can do it I'd love to try

it

oh okay okay

probably not

um can I do stuckage content

I don't know how what do I get stuck in

what other people get stuck in what

would you want to see me get stuck in

how do I do that

just find a small space

yeah that's right you can do it put your

booty into it

okay

I'll keep my eyes peeled for places that

I don't fit so I can record it for you

that plain video kind of shows like I

can't fit down an aisle of an airplane

without going sidewaddle

even then I don't even fit

oh you guys have lots of ideas for where

to get stuck

where would you find a tube or a hole

like if you wanted to go out and record

a video of you getting stuck in

something where would you go a

playground

yeah

oh yeah let's go to find a playground

that doesn't have any kids on it

yeah I do have these chairs I have some

chairs here that somebody sent me that

I'm pretty sure I would just destroy if

I sat on them there's like a part of me

that's scared to do that because I'm

scared some

part of the chair is gonna Splinter off

and stab me and deform me that makes me

scared

hmm

multiple people are asking what's size

penis I enjoy I'm not gonna answer that

I enjoy

normal human-sized penis

that sounded really gross sorry

laughs

yeah

if you need me to write your dating

profiles for you let me know

okay

what else

try not to ask me questions like

what kind of penis do you like uh

what

what flavor what Billy

what flavor villanilla or chocolate what

uh

uh I get it

I told you I don't have favorites I like

everything

where are you going on your next big

trip

I'm going to

Jamaica

I'm going to Jamaica I'm very excited 14

days in Jamaica

I would go to Boston except it's not

Jamaica

I know you can already see my Mexico tan

here still here a little bit

I'm gonna get that Jamaica tan going

am I more dominant or submissive this is

an interesting question in

in most relationships

that I have like working relationships

friendships family relationships most

relationships

somebody just knocked on my door

I didn't order anything

oh I must have they're leaving oh

yeah I think it must have been a

delivery

um in most of my relationships I'm a

dominant person I have a strong dominant

personality I tend to

you know I take lead on situations

that's me in romantic relationships I

tend to prefer to be less dominant

because it's a nice change for me it's

nice to have somebody else take the

wheel and drive and especially if it's

somebody who I really respect and trust

and value and look up to and I can like

trust them to make good decisions it's

really nice to let them be the dominant

one in the bedroom

are definitely more submissive than

dominant there's a part of me that's

like every once in a while more dominant

but in general I tend to be more

submissive

oh I'm really looking forward to the rum

punch seriously it's one of the things

I'm looking forward to the most

and fried plantains I love fried

plantains

uh

yeah I can show you the size of my

clothes

this dress is just this is just like an

Amazon dress

it's sizing is like one two three four

five six seven eight nine ten women's

sizing is so weird so I don't really

know what that's gonna do for you

what's it like cuddling with me I'm

guessing it's squishy I've never

actually cuddled with me before but I

have cuddled with other fat girls before

it's pretty nice they're warm they're

heavy

they're soft

it's nice to like put your face in them

it's pretty good

I don't even know

if I've had good enough jerk chicken to

answer that question Benji I'm not

entirely sure I feel like I'm gonna love

it

I'm gonna eat a lot of it oh I'm so

excited I'm so excited I'm gonna eat so

much barbecue so much rum punch hang out

on the beach I can't believe I could do

that for so long too two whole weeks

um hmm

you're welcome

oh the oxtail is good hmm I'm gonna try

it all I'm gonna eat it all there's

nothing I won't eat

if I trapped somebody between my thighs

could they break free

if I can get my ankles locked then no I

also have really strong legs I've been

I've really strong legs because I walk

and I'm really heavy so I can like Crush

I can hurt somebody with my legs if I

wanted to

oh you had a girl a big fat girlfriend

and you like doing her laundry that's

great I have a girl that does my laundry

her name's Stephanie she does all my

things she does my laundry she does my

dishes she makes my bed she cleans

she comes once a week Stephanie I love

her

never want to live without her

because I live by myself so

I don't have a boyfriend here to do my

laundry for me I need a Stephanie to do

that

mm-hmm

I'm getting all the Jamaican food

recommendations yeah I love it let me

know if you've been to Jamaica send me a

private message and like give me all

your recommendations

crush on melon between my legs I've seen

other girls I think I'm too squishy is

the problem if I put a watermelon

between my legs my fat is just gonna

like mold around it it won't actually do

anything it'll just be a hot watermelon

a hot cozy watermelon

I don't think I'm not like hard enough

to actually crush it

maybe if it was huge like the world's

biggest watermelon I could crush it

laughs

you'll take over Stephanie's job for

half the pay WOW

she probably wouldn't be happy to hear

that

it's a long commute for you though

lots of lots of volunteers to do

Stephanie's job huh you've been spelled

her name right wow good job

so many different ways you can spell

Stephanie

laughs

all you need is that green card yeah

well you know

let me know if you get that worked out

sit on a watermelon

I could probably do that I wonder what

that would be like again I feel like my

butt would just envelop it like did you

watch the cake if you watched the cake

City video

I don't know if you watched that one but

that amazed at me watching that video

back I was like wow my butt really does

just

eat [ __ ] up it like totally covered that

whole cake and then when I stood up the

cake like disappeared it was insane

the cake was easy to crush a watermelon

would be harder I'd be interested maybe

I'll try it I'll try that this summer

and see how it goes but what if it fails

do I still post the video you still want

to see the failed watermelon Crush

attempt

I guess it would still be kind of funny

okay I'll try it this summer

let me put it let me put it in my notes

so I don't forget so I'm not a liar hold

on

foreign

VIP notes I have a note on my

my phone

watermelon sitting video

it's in there

I can't work somebody asked me to do

this in the last live stream

I do it I'm not a twerker some girls can

twerk some girls got it I don't I don't

have it

not something I'm great at I'm not a

good dancer I think that comes from

being so fat for so long I was a fat

eight-year-old I just never wanted to

get out there and dance I like dance

alone in my kitchen

but not in front of people

not a mistake

um

thank you that's nice of you Birch thank

you

I'm not gonna take my dress off in this

live stream

but I will stand up again

if you want me to do another spin for

you

uh and I'll jiggle my booty even if I

can't twerk I'm not a twerker don't make

me do it you're not gonna like it

it's not attractive

A girl's gotta know her limits

twerking's not in my wheelhouse

okay okay

Callie might come and join me

I'm going to the kitchen so she thinks

it's snack time

I cannot work the most I can do is like

Flex my butt muscles excuse me

it's not really it's working though not

really much of a twerker

I do like this just it makes my hips

look really

wide

so far away from my pasta though

um

that's twerking no it's not you're just

being nice

I appreciate it though

um okay hold on I'm catching up on your

questions there are a lot now

so doing collabs with other models

don't like collaborating with other

models it's a lot of work

I have to like actually meet up with

them

split the content up figure out how you

can just put the money up like the

logistics of it are just a pain and

I don't have a lot of model friends I

got a lot of not model friends

in fact do I have any Marvel friends

not really

I don't really have any model friends I

could probably make some

don't

you just don't

I'm not gonna go

okay bye

thanks for coming

okay

um I'm not gonna go to any bashes this

year I haven't been to a bash since like

20

I don't know I don't know 16 2016 2015

one of those two I think 2016 was my

last time

um yeah she's not my scene anymore it's

not very fun for me so

I'm not gonna go

the last bash you went to was filled

with drama same

I'd prefer just to not go I'll leave

that leave that to other people but it

was really fun for a long time until it

wasn't fun anymore more so if you've

never been you should totally go you'll

have a blast it's awesome

won't be there

oh yeah you're

right

I am friends with Sadie she's great and

she's in California maybe I'll talk to

her about shooting something together I

wonder

how that would work that's a good idea

I'll talk to her

she's so sweet that girl is really so

nice

she's such a sweet girl

almost too nice just kidding she's just

genuinely a good person

uh whose butt is bigger

we've I've met her a few times in person

and I always think damn that's a big

butt

um but I never seen my butt

I think hers is probably whiter

she's also really she's really short

she's a lot shorter than I am so she's

like this cute little

cute little fat ball walking around

she's really cute

she's like so cute

um

I think hers is probably wider but I

think mine probably sticks out further

does that make sense like this way she's

whiter

but this way

I think mine sticks out more

that way it's hard to tell

never measured before

well thank you

my jiggle is intoxicating

I hope you don't have to drive after

this

sorry that wasn't sexy at all

um but it was funny for me

foreign

got that in spades

I exude cute Flirty Girl at the bar

energy I am cute Flirty Girl at the bar

that's me

bartenders love me

put Sadie on the phone so you don't

forget okay

put her in my note

contact Sadie I need to plan a Southern

California I'm going down to selling

selling California

this weekend

because I have to go visit my mom but

I'm only gonna be down there for two

days

I have to drop my dog off so that she

can watch her while I'm in Jamaica

Battle of the Buns

I'd be down oh thank you so much let me

ask you a question if you send me a tip

do you want me

to say your name or something I don't

know how that works but thank you I

appreciate that

okay well I appreciate it thank you

okay hold on just a sec let me scroll up

I missed a few things up here

this is It's a light blue version of the

other teal dress it's literally the same

exact dress just a different color

thanks

you can't trust stairs

I hate stairs we should start a club

stairs are the bane of my existence

I

really dislike them and one of my best

friends lives up three flights of stairs

and another friend lives up three

flights of stairs

in buildings that don't have elevators

it felt like a personal attack honestly

when they moved there

mberger

escalators are great

big fan of escalators moving walkways

also great

do people approach me in public

you know what's funny so the question is

literally do men approach you in public

men almost well that's not true at all

men do approach me in public but more

often women approach me in public that's

what I get the most of

uh this has happened so many

times

so many times the most recent one was at

a gas station I was filling my car with

gas and some guy

came walking up and he lost his mind my

back was to him I was like I was turned

around and I was pumping gas and I heard

him walking up I heard him like see me

because he's like oh my God and then I

turned around

and he's on my face and then he

just went off he was very nice he was

really polite he was actually really

funny he was like uh he said he asked me

how I was doing and I told him I'm doing

well how are you and he said that he

would be doing better if he had looked

nicer because he didn't know he was

going to be running into me

um and then he offered to sell me a

bunch of weed and then he offered to

give me his number and that was really

funny

also women uh often approached me I had

a woman I think I just told you about

the woman who wanted to take me to the

doctor with her so she could get a fat

transplant because she wanted my booty

she

was really funny

um and then another woman I was walking

in I was in San Francisco walking

through the mission I was doing like a

bar crawl that day so I was walking from

one bar to another bar and this woman on

a bicycle comes up behind me and she

just starts screaming she's like I am

jealous

jealous

and she yeah she continued to yell at me

the entire time I was walking between

those two bars

laughs

yeah

exactly

how do I walk between bars in San

Francisco I talk about this and so if

you're new because there are more people

here than there were when this started

people keep coming in so if you're just

joining I recorded away in video I'm

going to be posting it tomorrow in that

video I talk about a few different

things including how I manage like how

far I can walk what's the max distance I

can walk and how I handle walking around

in the city so I talk about that in that

video tomorrow

some areas

can I post it tonight maybe

maybe I'll post it tonight I have to

edit it so I just recorded it right

before I hopped on live

um

and yeah the streets in San Francisco

are really steep

so sometimes it gets brutal but

most of the areas if I'm just walking

I'm walking around in the flatter areas

do men ever complain about what

not really

what what would they be complaining

about

like men who see me in public do they

complain yeah

no no it's complaining

no

body's ever told me I'm too much to

handle

worst fat experiences besides stairs

airports

airports are a fat girl's nightmare

actually I have this I'm just gonna see

if this one person is on here really

fast she said she might join

she's not on here

I have female members on my website

I didn't even know but I have some

female members

who are really fat girls and they like

to look at my content because they like

to see how I live my life anyway I was

just talking to this girl about this

airports are so brutal because

um there aren't enough seats it's so

difficult and terminals are really long

there's just so much walking it's so

irritating so airports are really hard

I really need like a portable chair

because if I could have a little seat

where I can just take a little breather

let's take a little break for a second I

can do a lot more

uh yeah Larry so oh I'm sorry Lawrence

um we

talked about this a little earlier

I am I'd be totally down to shoot with a

skinny girl again for sure I'm just I

need to find one I don't have any like

model friends I actually am still

friends with Nadia if you guys remember

Nadia from back in the day

uh uh I shot with her I did like a

playground set and I did a set with her

carrying her around on my butt and like

a couple of sides comparison things I am

still friends with her

she and I are like real world friends

um but we live in different towns now

and what's really funny about her is

after she shot with me she actually

started her own webcam company and she

has her own little web model company now

they're all skinny girls she's having

fat girls but uh

we don't live near each other which

sucks

she is still Stickman although

she has bigger boobs now

much bigger boobs now

she looks exactly the same except bigger

breasts

yep

exactly

that's exactly right Billy

um

you know when I go to the airports I

usually hang out in the airport lounges

um so they have food in there that I

like to eat and it's comfortable seating

but airport lounges are where it's at

have ever sat on somebody by accident

have you

how how do you sit on somebody by

accident

uh

um let me tell you a thing I guess

maybe the closest I've come to that is

like trying to fit into a space that I

couldn't actually fit into so like my

hip

maybe got on somebody maybe that's

happened

normally if I'm sitting on somebody it's

on purpose

I don't know there's something I don't

like about trying to find somebody on

Craigslist

um to me that's why

I have sat on a man's face yes I have

I can't cut airport trips close I can't

do it I can't I I am uh

I am like forced to be punctual because

I'm too fat to be late I can't run I

can't hustle I gotta go at my own pace

and so it forces me to be on time

because otherwise I'm gonna miss my

flight so I'm always on time or early

um because I just have to like take my

sweet time getting through the airport

are am I able to go to movie theaters

one of my members in here I don't know

if he's in this chat right now but

somebody on this website is looking to

own a movie theater in the future are

you in here

let me see if he's in here

no I don't see him

anyway

there are some movie theaters I can fit

in and some that I can't if the arms

don't go up and down I 100 cannot if the

arms do go up and down then I can but I

need two seats if it's a packed movie

I'll buy two seats also some movie

theaters have couches which is great so

I can do that

oh last question before you go back to

work

am I selling used clothes and Furniture

I think I might and update my wish list

I am so bad at updating my wish list but

I appreciate you guys buying me all that

stuff it's amazing this dress is from

that wish list

um I'm gonna think about selling some

clothing because it sounds like I in

that survey that I sent out people are

interested in buying some clothing so

I'm still thinking through how I might

do that

I'm thinking maybe what I'll do is like

release the video and then if I'm

wearing like a bra and panties in it

maybe do a silent auction a couple times

a month and then you have the option to

like bid on the outfit that I wore in

that video and whoever's the highest

bidder I'll ship it to you I think

that's my how I do it but I will let you

know

the theater Nevada was really big girl

friendly oh let me write that down

that goes into a different note

that goes into the fat friendly to do

note

travel notes

Novato

movie theater

I'll check it out

oh thank you so much for that tip

appreciate it so nice thank you guys

you've officially paid for my dinner

tonight with the tips that you sent me

so thank you

can I teach you how to play basketball

can you teach me how to play basketball

I know how to play it I could probably

teach you I just couldn't like show you

I could teach you though

I don't have any moves I'm getting moves

I'd be a hot coach I'd be a demanding

coach

I like making people work out

if you need somebody to force you to

work out you let me know

I'm into it

going around the block right now then

I'll do it let me know when you're done

I'm gonna give you three minutes if you

can't do it in three minutes don't come

back

you know the secret I have a friend that

does Peloton a lot and the secret to

sticking with the Peloton class go with

the chick with the big boobs there's a

girl there's an instructor that has

these huge boobies and she's in her in

your face the whole time she's very

positive though it's kind of disgusting

I've heard her

too positive

so you want a hot big titted drill

sergeant

okay

I could probably do that for you

foreign

that's a long ass time do you guys have

any last uh questions

this freaking light ma'am

It's gotta stop at some point

you guys are like actually preventing me

from eating my dinner which is the

opposite of what I'm sure you want to be

doing

this light is seriously driving me

insane what the hell

it's fine she's dying on me

I need a new one

I'm over it I thought like it's gone

what are my measurements I have a

measurements video out here uh gosh

where's my measuring tape

that

I put it someplace

I told myself you'll remember that it's

here

foreign

I'm not sure where my measuring tape is

right now

it could really be anywhere

gosh where is it

I don't know where it is I'm sorry maybe

the next live stream I'll have my

measuring tape so I can give you one but

I do have a video out there that has all

my measurements

oh I'm glad you think the light

situation is so funny it's actually very

freaking annoying

I'm so hungry I'm like dying of hunger

you have a light you can bring it over

oh you have a measuring tape you can

bring over I see I see I see

is it big enough I have to get like a

special measuring tape how many inches

does your measuring tape go up to

it needs to go up to at least like 84. I

have one that goes up to a hundred and

seven something like that

you guys are funny

damn I wish I had a light on me I look

so ugly oh

I'm glad you liked the hot dog video

that was fun to make too they weren't

actually hot dogs they were like

Polish sausages they had a really thick

skin on them so biting through them was

tougher than I thought I'm glad you

liked it

was fun to record

I don't they weren't brats

I don't think

um the really the hardest part for me

for for getting through traveling is

airports that's seriously if I can get

through the airport

I'm cool from then on and also the hotel

that I stayed at they put me in the

furthest freaking room from the pool and

when I said this is too far to walk they

said walking is good for you

uh okay not what I asked

do the Chubby Bunny Challenge I don't

think I have any marshmallows in the

house

yeah it's like oh really walking is good

for me thanks

I'll give it a shot

not move me into a closer room but

yeah I agree I agree with you Benji it's

dumb

Oh Thomas

I do not want to do that

I don't think you understand how much

you're asking of me doing that

there's no second half there's no second

half to this I'm about to end this it's

over but if you need to take the dogs

out go take the dogs out

I'm glad you came

um I don't want to get on the floor and

get up

oh

okay

I'll rub my belly for you

if my dress is too tight to like really

pull it uh you can kind of

it's a really tight dress

bellies out

ah

I can run it's not cute

uh my friends make fun of me when I run

I can for very short little stints run

but it's not

cute

and it's exhausting

I do like my belly cast

I can jump off the ground I think I

haven't tried it I'll try that I'll try

to jump off the ground

if I fall in diet call 9-1-1

can you see me okay here okay

I haven't tried to jump in so long my

dog's probably gonna come and try and

save me

I'm actually kind of nervous to do this

I'm too happy to be doing this [ __ ] okay

did you see I did it

say Kelly go on

that's it that's my maximum jump height

how far was that like five feet off the

ground

six at least yeah

this light is seriously driving me up a

wall I'm so annoyed by it

I'm winded now

I can

no light is Gonna Give You It's Gonna

Give You seizures

I like my arms played with yes I can

touch the ground while standing I'll

show you that too

you're very nice

but I feel so much prettier with the

light on

I have this light here

let me turn this

I probably didn't do anything at all

um but yeah I can touch the ground

I did this in the last live stream too

this is boring recap

but yeah

easy

to do that

oh

that's no problem

getting up and down off the ground

though

that's a whole other situation

I wish I could hear you chuckle do

I'm glad you're getting a laugh out of

it I'm literally winded oh my gosh

you're making me do so much activity

you're not letting me eat my food what

the hell is going on here who are you

people

oh [ __ ]

is that a crack at my heavy breathing

this light

I don't really have anything

to wedge myself against right this

moment

oh maybe I could use my Woody room

here come with me

let's go on an adventure

you're gonna see how it crashed my

laundry room is though

don't judge

steffy's just one woman okay just one

woman

actually it's not that bad

okay this is my laundry room door oops

this is

a standard sized door

first of all it's not like a mini door

it's a normal door

this is how they fit

bye

this is actually the entrance I used to

get into my house every day so there's

there are three little steps here

so

let's go up here

and that how do I get into my house

foreign

it's a perfect fit

do I need a personal trainer nope

I'm good thanks

Stephanie's not slacking she's doing

what God's work here

I'm like

the messiest

person

and she comes over every week

and resets my life for me

you guys seriously having to do so much

activity

yeah I want to do another car video

I have this little

clip

I I just recorded it last weekend

I have this like little tiny clip of me

getting in and out of my car or just

into my car

but here

see

I have this little clip of me getting

into the car

but it's not very good

and it's not very long so I was thinking

I need to re-record it

I'd love a personal chef

that is one thing Stephanie doesn't do

although she brings me tacos

when she comes to clean my house she

brings me tacos

foreign

helper not a personal trainer like to

push me through doors and stuff yeah

that would be helpful

what's Steph's number

foreign

she's pretty great yeah I finding a

house cleaner and she's not just a house

cleaner this woman makes my life work

like she she changes the sheets on my

bed she switches out the towels in my

bathroom she

does all my laundry all my dishes she

does everything for me and she brings me

tacos when she comes over I feel like I

hit the lottery with that woman she's

amazing I just love her

no she doesn't feed me although I could

lie to you and tell you that she does if

that helps

yeah you gotta change the sheets on your

bed

okay

Luna was for an hour and a half I oh

okay like okay light now

so annoying

um

I'm gonna end this I think you have any

last questions

do you have any last questions for me

before I get off

yeah I like you

I like you guys you're pretty great

thank you so much for hanging out with

me and for being so nice and fun

did I do finger guns

sometimes that just comes out of me

laughs

lots of content coming out I'm gonna

post that way in one next and then more

stuff coming soon also record some stuff

while I'm in Jamaica too

thank you guys so much I had a wonderful

time with you have a great night and

I'll talk to you soon

bye