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[phone rings]

[ring]

[ring]

[ring]

[answering machine] Ha, Hi. Uh, I...I hate myself.

Leave a message.

[beep]

[Man] Darren, you dumb son of a bitch,

stop wallowing in self-pity and wake up.

Christ. All right, look,

I'm on my way to Philly for the weekend.

Lindsay's being a bitch about something.

Somebody told her I banged her older sister,

which I did, but it was while we broke up for that week in September.

I don't know why she's so pissed about it.

I've got to head down there before she goes ballistic.

But, uh, back to my point. I--

[beep]

[ring]

[ring]

[answering machine] Ha. Hi.

I, uh...I hate myself.

Leave a message.

[beep]

Darren, you dip-shit,

I know you're still sleeping, so wake up.

I found a way for your ass to stay in school.

[sigh]

Okay, man, look, I felt kind of bad

about the whole thing

with the alcohol violation in your scholarship.

You're the one that threw the party, asshole.

I'm the one who threw the party, and I'm the asshole.

I know. So I guess you could say

this is my way of making it up to you.

Okay?

Now look on my desk.

There are 50 pills of Ecstasy

and one of my pagers.

Now, you have to remember,

there's no voice mail on that one,

so the numbers are gonna come straight through.

Okay?

Look, exams are over, my man,

and you know some--

What the fuck are you talking about, Coleman?

I can't do this! Sure you can.

I'm not like you. I'm not a fucking drug dealer.

What are you thinking? Are you crazy?

Darren, you'll do fine.

But, uh...no! There's--

No. No buts.

I am gonna fucking get arrested!

Look, man, it's only one day,

and no one's gonna notice you.

I have to turn in a paper on Dante's Infern today.

Look, man, I got to go.

You're breaking up here really bad.

Listen, hang in there, buddy. Bye.

Don't you fucking hang up. Coleman!

I can't do this. I'm not gonna do this.

Fuck!

[sigh]

Holy shit.

I hate you, Coleman!

* Love song, no end

* So the guilt is the bi-i-itch *

* Yes, it does end

* Getting hard to just make ends *

* Oh, I see it workin'

* You and me, we're hurtin' *

* All the time, we'll whisper *

* Just a sing song, sing song sung *

* General bleedin'

* It's this bust you're feelin' *

* So you're screamin'

* All the words you're feelin' *

* Can't you see it workin'? *

* You and me we're hurtin' *

* All the time we'll whisper *

* Just the sing song sing song sung *

* General bleedin'

* It's this bust you're feelin' *

* So you're screamin'

* What you've been feelin'

* Can't you see it workin'? *

* You and me, we've been hurtin' *

* All the time, we'll whisper *

* Just a sing song sing song sung *

* Just a sing song sing song sung *

* Just a sing song sing song sung *

* Just a sing song sing song sung *

* Just a sing song sing song sung *

My first year at college. It's about damn time.

That's what you're supposed to say, right?

Within 10 minutes, I met my roommate Coleman.

From the first time I saw him,

I knew I'd never met anybody like him.

Yo, yo. Green Day.

What the fuck? Does this look like my bathroom?

What are you gonna do next, shit on my bed?

Yo, man, sorry.

Yeah. Don't be sorry.

Just fix it. It's simple.

Hey, what's up, man? I'm Coleman.

I didn't know if I wanted to know anybody like him.

Made me wonder why his parents sent movers

instead of coming by themselves.

Now, mine--mine wanted to.

Just they really couldn't take the time off of work.

[wailing]

Waah!

Do well, son.

[Coleman] First time away from home?

Yeah. I went to camp, though, once.

You ever had international phone sex?

What?

Man, hold that thought.

Uh, do you smoke?

Hell, yeah. I'm from North Carolina. Come on.

I grew up on these things.

Hmm.

That's okay. Enjoy.

You can't imagine how rad it is

to get off while talking

to some chick on another continent

who's getting off,

and sometimes in a language

that you don't even speak.

Kicks ass.

I was impressed.

It was either that moment or somewhere near it

that Coleman became my new personal hero.

It's like this:

if you act like the fuckin' man,

and you think you're the fuckin' man,

then nothing is gonna make

that other schmuck looking up to you

think that you're not the fuckin' man.

Everything in life involves a little creativity.

It literally took Coleman about five minutes--

No, no, no, no. Four minutes, 15 seconds, please.

Four minutes, 15 seconds, to realize

that we had to have a moving-in party.

The best way to have a good party is--

To fucking advertise.

New York! I'm here, bitches!

[echo] Bitches!

Apparently, summer internships

at his father's multimillion-dollar PR firm

really paid off.

Yeah, you know that's what I'm packin'.

Dude.

What?

Dude, they pretend they don't like it.

They fuckin' love it.

You know, I--I--I doubt it.

Why do you think they come here?

Same reason you did.

To learn?

* The ridiculous one

* San Francisco guzzle and customer *

* Nicknamed trouble girl

* Tossed our bubbles are bust *

* Welcome back to the cave

* Where the cavemen bathe

* And the college girls go wild *

* Nipples look like erasers *

[knocking]

Yeah. Welcome.

Okay, everybody, let's go! Party's over. Come on.

Make sure you take cabs.

I know. It's stupid, really stupid.

This is what I realized

that Coleman should be no one's personal hero.

See, what we failed to realize

was that if we write about the party

on every wipe board in the dorm,

the R.A.s are gonna see it, too.

"Darren Giles." Welcome to college.

We're gonna have to write you guys up.

No, you don't have to, um...

Check, check, three checks.

It's a lot of checks.

You guys are like a couple of Germans.

I don't even know what that means.

You see, what happened is, uh...

we invited this guy that lives on our hall

to come over and just hang out,

and it just got outrageous. I don't know what happened.

Could this have had anything to do with it?

"You're not in Kansas anymore, Dorothy,

"so get your ass down to Room 315 tonight

and meet the real Tin Man?"

Well, he--he looks happy.

Ahem.

And how about this?

That, uh, that belongs to Coleman.

I made that thing with some friends in high school.

It's just for show.

I drink out of glasses.

I would never use that.

You and your roommate are going on probation.

On probation?

Probation.

W-What do you want to do next?

You want to put a collar around my nut sack?

[beep]

[Secretary] Yes, sir?

Felicia,

bring a collar for his nut sack.

And you're going on probation today.

You're going on probation

as of two minutes after you leave here,

and if you try it, if you have a little tiny drink,

you are going to lose that scholarship,

you are going to lose your financial aid,

and I will personally make sure

that you never go to another university

for the rest of your life.

From the second day of my college existence,

I already had one strike against me.

So...now all we had to do was be good.

And we were good...

good at not getting caught again.

* When will you

* Put a smile on my face

* And lift all this undecidedness? *

* And when will you

* Go turn it around?

* Can I shoot while you go to ground? *

* Can I shoot while you go to ground? *

* Cambodia

* What got you?

* Cambodia

* What got you?

* Didn't I knock before I came in? *

[Darren] Believe it or not,

I was actually looking forward

to Thanksgiving break with my parents.

Clean sheets, toilet paper,

a refrigerator with food in it.

Lorraine, you have outdone yourself with that stuffing.

Thank you very much. Fantastic.

Son, uh, your mother and I have something

we'd like to tell you.

Yeah. No need to be alarmed.

Um...um...

You know, honey.

Gee, what's the best way to put this?

I guess we're going through a few, uh, changes.

Yeah, we're, uh--

You're not pregnant, are you?

God! No!

No, no.

I should be so lucky.

What the hell does that mean?

Um. Well, Harold, it's been four months,

and if it weren't for Mr. Red upstairs,

I'd probably have lost my mind.

Damn, Mom! That's disgusting! We're eating.

Don't say damn to your mother.

You don't have to bring up our intimate times.

Well, honey, A little companionship in that department

would be very nice.

I'm gonna go upstairs.

I--I--I--I'm allergic to the Viagra.

What?

Yeah, it--it makes me sweat

and gives me wet shits.

Oh, I am sorry.

Honey, that was a little kielbasa.

You sit down. It's not the kielbasa.

We had to send that carpet to the cleaners.

It cost a fortune.

Sit. Talk.

Son, I have something very important

I want to tell you.

Fine.

Son, your father's been laid off.

They're replacing me with a damn laptop computer:

Windows 98 or some foul thing.

I'm sorry, Dad. That's--That's really screwed up.

It's fucked up is what it is.

Let's, you know, call a spade a spade.

[phone rings]

I--I have to get that.

[ring]

What is with you bringing up our sex life in front of him?

[ring]

Hello.

[Young woman] Mr. Darren.

How did I know that it would be you?

Gracie was at the party we threw that first night.

For some reason, she was talking to me.

Jesus Christ!

Oh, my God.

That wasn't longer than the wipe board.

Oh, I don't know. I didn't see.

I didn't mean to.

All right.

Here's to...

new beginnings and all that shit.

Uh...

I need a refill, though.

Well, maybe next time.

Definitely.

* She sends a letter every week *

* It reads she loves me

* But my poor brain

* Says trouble with a capital "T" *

That Gracie chick is hot, man.

You should tap it.

Dude, she just broke up with her boyfriend,

like, two days ago.

I don't really think she was ready

to jump into another relationship.

Who's talking about a relationship?

I'm saying she's got the hot ass is all.

All right. I'm going to bed.

Mr. Darren.

How did I know it would be you?

Having fun in the Bible Belt?

Does hearing about your parents' sex life

constitute as fun?

Mm, I would think no.

I agree.

Uh, do you, like, when I get back,

do you want to go have dinner or something?

Invitation accepted.

Yeah, 'cause we, you know,

we could bring, like, friends and stuff like that.

We could go in a group.

Okay. Sure.

Well, I'd better get going.

Michelle's interpretive dance show

is about to start. Uh, okay.

Good night, Darren.

Uh...bye. See you.

Gracie, Gracie, Gracie.

Gracie?

Uh, I was just curious.

Shit.

* Maybe I've been too lonely for too long *

* Careful, I have been craving someone like you *

Bumping uglies is not appropriate dinner conversation.

Honey, he's very upset.

Why don't you have a talk with him?

You have the rapport with him.

Why don't you establish a rapport with him

and have a relationship with somebody in this family? Go on.

* The way you do, you drive me insane *

Fine. I'll talk to him.

It's a woman's job to talk to her son.

* You can come with me

* Come with me, Oh, oh yeah *

* Come with me

[knocking]

Honey?

[water running]

Darren?

Sweetie?

You know, Dad and I didn't mean to scare you.

* Let me take you

Honey?

[water running]

Sweetie, we just, uh...

I'd really rather talk to you face-to-face.

Can I come in?

Yeah.

Okay.

Mom! God!

Aah!

Oh, my God!

You're gay!

Mom, the door!

Oh.

It has nothing to do with your sex life.

I just have to get home to protect my room.

Son, be honest with me.

Do you have a boyfriend

you're going back to New York to see?

It's okay.

I am not gay! What's wrong with you?

Shh! Keep it down.

Put the window down. Put it down.

Now, honey-- Come on, come on.

don't leave like this.

I looked it up on the internet.

It's okay to be gay. It's almost natural.

Why don't you stay a couple more days?

We can work this out, son.

I'll go to a gay bar with you.

If you have a special friend,

you can bring him home.

We'll hang a gay flag on the house.

Honey, we understand these things!

Yeah, we do.

We saw Philadelphia. We loved it!

All I wanted to do

was get home, have a few beers,

and party with my friends.

But they weren't there.

Coleman wasn't even there.

Then I saw why.

Apparently, Coleman had thrown a party

while I was away,

and guess what: it got busted.

Now, you would think that, because I wasn't there,

I wouldn't be in trouble, right?

No. A bottle of vodka in my refrigerator

made it my responsibility and my problem.

I was fucked!

My scholarship was gone,

and without that money,

I couldn't even register for classes next semester.

* Waiting

* Aching

* If I'm feeling alone

* in the dark of the night

* I know you're not really gone *

* It's just a trick of the light *

So here I am, a thousand dollars short,

24 hours to pay it,

50 pills of Ecstasy,

and I'm actually contemplating doing this.

* Can't bear to write

Hi. Hey.

Good morning to you, too.

It's D-Day.

I know.

Sorry.

God, you really cleaned this place out.

Yeah, I'm just scraping out the bottom of the barrel now.

There's nothing left.

But, um...you know...

I could ask my parents.

It's just that they don't have it,

and my grandparents,

I already tapped them out, so...

Hey, what's up, Dar?

Uh, you still want to do that deal, dude?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Deal? Cool.

10 bucks, right, dude?

Yeah, you got it, man.

Thanks.

I fuckin' love David Duchovny.

Mmm!

What?

Nothing. I just thought--

[door closes]

What?

Nothing. Don't worry about it.

I just thought Coleman might be rubbing off on you

a little bit too much for your own good.

Oh, no. That's funny.

God, I can't imagine this place without you.

Is that weird?

Well, let's not go getting all sentimental.

I have to run an errand with Michelle,

but I'll see you for the Christmas fundraiser.

Hell, yeah, definitely. I will be there.

Okay. I'll be there until 9,

but dress warm, 'cause it's gonna be cold out.

You're not gonna believe this,

but I just sold my jacket.

Um...okay.

Uh, I'll bring blankets.

Okay.

Okay.

Hey, don't worry about this stuff.

Okay?

We'll figure something out.

'Cause you're good at this sort of thing.

Yeah.

[knock on door]

Uh, hi. Hi, sir.

Good morning, Darren.

Something I can help you with?

I got a call from the finance department.

I think you know what they had to say.

I know.

I mean, uh, what am I supposed to do?

I mean, can't you help?

I wasn't here when they got written up. You know that.

My hands are tied. It's policy.

And if I could do something, I--

You're a good kid. I wish I could help.

I'm sorry.

Uh, so there's--there's nothing you can do.

Look, I'll hold off on filing the move order until Monday,

but if you don't get this straightened out with them by then,

security will enforce your removal from the building,

you understand me?

Yeah. Yeah, thank you.

Wish there was more I could do.

Yeah. Me, too.

* Just like a summer's day

* I've got nothing bad to say *

* I've held you on the line *

* Don't know if I can make you mine *

[pager beeps]

* Tried it all on you

* Cause you're like a waterfall *

* There's no stopping you at all *

* I've felt your charms, I taste your-- *

[beep beep beep]

* Oh, you've got to stand

Hey. Did somebody just page me?

[Man] I heard you, uh,

got some real kickin' shit.

How much is a double?

Uh, 20. 20. I mean, uh--

Oh, 20.

I think--

Sounds cool, sounds cool.

Let me talk to my boys real quick.

Okay, but you know what?

Maybe you should just call back later.

[synthesized voice] * I am the champion

* Champion

* I am the champion

It's a university number, yo.

Yeah, man. What did you say his name was?

Coleman, man, like the cooler.

Oh, why are you so pissed at this guy, Ed?

I can't tell you, man.

Man, but you expect us to go over there

and bust up this college prick?

You can't tell us why?

It's embarrassing, Pete.

Man, we can't justify

crippling some dude on a whim.

Little Steve's just not that kind of guy. Yeah.

All right. Okay. I was at Vinyl, right?

And I see some super-sharp Hugo-dressing-looking motherfucker, right?

But he sells cocaine, okay?

So, you know, I buy some, whatever.

I go--you know, I go to the bathroom.

I start some shit up.

Next thing I know, I shit in my pants

in the middle of my Hammer dance!

We heard about that! That was you?

Now you know why I got to get this motherfucker.

Whoa, whoa, whoa!

Put that thing down!

Come on, man!

Put the gun down! No.

What'choo gonna do with that?

I'm gonna bust the motherfuck's ass!

You ain't never shot a gun before!

Yeah, I have, dude. I fuckin' know how to use this shit!

I read the instruction, motherfucker!

* Well, I'm happy when it's happening *

* And you, you happen to be here *

* I'm never gonna get enough *

* But our lives are complicated *

* There's not much more to say *

I am technically a virgin.

Oh. Yeah.

Whatever.

Don't let her give you the wrong impression.

Unless you think it might be the right impression.

All right then.

So let's get right down to business.

Yeah. Great. Uh...

These are 20 apiece,

And, uh, how many do you need?

We need four.

80 bucks?

Would you excuse us for just one second?

Just one second.

[whispering]

Well, we do have an hour or so to kill.

How about a proposition?

Okay.

Maybe there could be some other way

of paying for these pills.

I don't know exactly-- Ha ha!

We could have a real good time,

if you know what I mean.

I'm gonna fuck you with my strap-on.

W--ha ha! Oh.

I am not really in the position to be--

Ooh, I like your choice of words.

Position.

So... what do you say?

Hmm?

No. No, I can't. I'm sorry.

20 apiece. I'm sorry.

Fine.

Thanks. Yeah.

Thank you.

Okay. See you later.

[Eduardo] Oh, here we go. Here we go.

Ooh, Coleman, you little fuckin' slut.

Graves Hall.

They don't give you the fuckin' room number, though.

I don't know why you waste your time

with this little bitch.

It's the principle of the matter, bro.

What are you talking about?

Tell him. Tell him!

Tell him.

Principle of the matter.

Don't be using my shit to prove your point.

Something I came up with a few years back.

You know, it's like a-- like a philosophy.

You know, it kind of, uh...

it's kind of like a force.

A force!

But the principle of the matter here is,

I don't feel like chasing some little college beeyatch around all day.

You know what? I'm with him.

No, no. You know what? You know what?

It's 'cause you don't understand.

You guys don't understand.

That's why.

I--I understand fine.

I think Little Steve understands fine, too.

Yeah.

You couldn't handle your junk.

You shit in your pants doing the Hammer dance.

I mean, good God,

who wouldn't blame somebody else?

I've done the Hammer dance so many times

and I never shit in my pants.

It was the coke, dude.

He was dealing some bunk shit.

Oh, my God. Okay?

You don't do that to other people.

People don't do that to other people!

"You don't do that to other people."

What's it, bad for business?

It's drug dealing, you asshole!

Not the most ethical business in the world.

God, what's he talking about?

Fuck youse!

Fuck, yeah, Jesus.

All we gotta do is get in the dorm.

I used to date this chick. She went to school there.

They got, like, this code of arms shit

where they don't lock the doors.

Man, it's honor code.

Yeah, the fucking honor code!

He says-- You ever go to college?

Yeah, I went to college. I went to junior college.

You used to pick me up every day, remember?

Junior college for Junior Sanchez!

Ha ha ha!

That's funny, yeah, yeah.

That's funny. That's funny. Fuck you, man.

Oh, I love you, Coleman.

Ohh...

I know.

You know what?

Hmm...

I know you love me,

and I really like you for that.

So say it, then.

I really like you...

a lot.

Oh, my God.

[phone rings]

You know what?

Oh, shit. Uh, should I get this?

No. I think you should get out

is more like it.

Don't be irrational. I drove all the way down here.

And you won't even say "I love you."

That's a word I like to save for very special situations.

I am your girlfriend!

Okay.

Since the ninth grade!

Yeah, I see where you're going here.

I don't even know why I put up with this anymore.

Honey, this might be important.

You know what? I think you should just get out.

I don't even want to look at you.

All right. Here we go again. Okay.

You slept with my sister.

Yeah, and I thought we were past that.

Out!

Wait.

Mm-hmm?

You know,

it's not like I slept with some random girl, okay?

At least you know her.

Out!

Ahh! Fine.

[ringing]

[door slams]

Fuck! [ring]

Press pound for more options.

I hate you, Coleman.

[pager beeps]

[beep beep beep]

[beep beep beep]

* Lies, lies, lies

[Woman] Come on in, it's open.

Hello.

I'm sorry. I think I just have the wrong house.

Are you sure?

You're the young man with the Ecstasy, aren't you?

I--I guess so.

Well, just, uh, go on downstairs.

My granddaughter is, uh, waiting for you.

Go on.

Okay.

[slap]

[Woman] Yes! [slap]

[slap] [Man gasps]

[slap, slap]

[slap]

[Woman] Yes!

You like that, you little babushka bitch!

What? What?

What are you looking at?

Fuck you! Fuck you!

You stay and fuck you!

Take it! Take it! You love it!

Ahh...

Yes! You like that!

What the fuck do you want?

Uh... didn't you call me?

I mean, this is--

Shut up!

Come here!

What, do you want to be one of my little bitches, too?

No, no. I, uh, I'm not really, uh...

I--I don't--I don't want to be a--

Bitch! Say it. It's healthy. It feels good.

A bitch.

Say it! Scream it!

Bitch! Bitch! Bitch!

Good. Now come here.

Uhh! Shit! Sorry, dude.

Ah, shut up! He probably liked it!

Do you have what I want?

[faint voice] They're in my pocket.

And I can't really talk if your hand is on my balls.

Fine by me. No fun for you. Hmph.

How many do you want?

Well, I need one for myself,

three for these pathetic creatures,

and three for the pathetic assholes I have coming next,

so...seven.

Yeah. It's $140, ma'am.

I bind them so they cannot move.

And then...

and only then I give them the Ecstasy.

[man moans]

No touch. No movement.

It is the modern future

of the sadomasochistic torture, if you ask me.

Yeah. Sounds cool.

Yeah, it's cool. it's really cool!

Stupid! Here's your money!

[Grandma] Petunia, honey,

Jessica's on the phone.

[whiny voice] Grandma! It's Madam Pia!

In this room, I am known as Madam Pia!

[Grandma] All right, honey.

[door closes]

Leave now.

Yes, Petunia--

Madam. Madam.

And you! And you!

You bitch! Shut up!

Shut up, Soul Man, shut up!

Soul Man?

Uhh! Yeah, you like that?

Soul Man was something of a New York legend,

the biggest, baddest, blackest drug dealer

you'd ever seen in your life.

I just stepped on his hand.

[ring] Hello.

[disguised voice] Is this Darren, the Ecstasy guy?

Yeah.

[normal voice] So it is true.

Gracie?

Wow. Where'd you hear that from?

Well, darling, it's all anyone is talking about these days.

That's just fantastic.

I'm just kidding.

I saw Daniel in Liquid Sky

a few minutes ago.

Oh.

Meet me in my room in 15 minutes.

We're just getting back.

Will do. See you then.

Shit.

* Everybody's getting down

God damn it, Michelle,

what the hell are you doing?

Trust me. It's better.

It used to smell like 1969 in here.

Relax. Paul is gone for the weekend.

I know, but Albert is roaming the halls,

and he's, like, tougher than a...

tiger.

Tiger? Yes.

And speaking of tigers,

I have planned the ultimate dorm party

for this evening.

What's that have to do with a tiger?

No idea.

So...

[Michelle] I have to pee.

Thank you. That's very helpful.

Hey.

Hey.

She's driving me up the wall.

I can tell.

So why are you doing this, seriously?

You know why.

I wish you would have told me about it this morning.

I didn't know I was gonna do it.

Can't you just get a loan or something?

I tried that.

I'm on probation. I can't get a loan.

You just--You got to find something else.

Okay.

I'll try.

I really will try.

[toilet flushes]

[Michelle] All systems are go.

My turn.

Oh, I feel left out of this.

Mm, we're doing a cleanse.

My idea.

Go figure.

So I was thinking...

I don't even know why I would help you,

but I do have my cousin Ralphie

that might be interested

that I could possibly call.

Oh, thanks. Yeah.

He's a little weird.

Really sweet, though.

He dropped out of B.C., like, three years ago

after he inherited his trust when he turned 21.

And then he won the lottery, like, a week later.

I would have dropped out, too.

No, see, that's the thing.

He didn't win, like, the big lottery.

He just won, like, 20 scratch-off tickets

that he cashed out for $7,000.

But he said it was a sign from God.

Anyway, now he's just a lonely internet trader,

like you'll be someday.

Thanks, pot head.

Mm-hmm.

So call him, probably, maybe.

Don't tell Gracie about this, okay?

Just--I kind of want to keep her out of it.

Sure.

[toilet flushes]

Oh, please, no more.

You are such a cunt.

She's not a cunt.

She's the coolest girl I know.

Can I be a cunt when I grow up?

Only if you work really, really hard at it.

Okay, hey, don't forget.

6:00, homeless kids, Christmas trees, got it.

[coughing]

[sigh]

Get off my bed.

Fuck you, bitch.

* What if I go blind?

* Who will be the eyes?

* Colorin' my life

* And what if I get sick?

* Well, who is gonna fix?

* And who will pay the price? *

* 'Cause I know how to break things *

* It doesn't seem right

Hey. Hey, how's it going?

Come on in. Yeah. Absolutely.

Hey, hey, you want a beer or something, man?

Uh...

I've got Karl Strauss,

Southern California's finest.

You know, and I'm gonna have one myself right here.

Yeah, thanks, yeah.

Here you go.

Thanks.

So, uh, word is, uh...

you got the E-bombs, right?

W-Word?

Yeah. Th-That's what Michelle said.

Yeah, yeah, Michelle, okay.

Yeah. That's different.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Here you go. Awesome, awesome.

Yeah. Yeah. Hmm.

Uh, let me get, uh...eight of 'em.

Eight? Yeah.

All right. Yeah.

You know what?

I think I want 10.

Ha ha! All right. 10's even better.

Yeah. I think 10 will be good.

10 is perfect, yeah.

No. No. That's crazy.

10 is-- 10 is absolutely crazy.

That--I'm sorry. My bad. My bad.

Eight. Eight. 10 is way too much.

You don't want to kill yourself.

No. Exactly.

Give me 10.

Sure?

Give me 10. Yeah.

Okay.

Yeah. Yeah.

Mm.

That's, uh, that's 200 bills, dude.

I just got off work, man.

God, what a friggin' day.

You know what? My laptop?

Completely just crashed, done.

So I spent the whole day

trading at the copy center over on Waverly.

And let me tell you something.

Those people over there, they got issues. Ooh.

Yeah? God, yeah, dude.

Yeah.

Look, man, we'll get to business in a bit.

Do you mind if I, uh...

Oh, no shit. No, yeah. You can take--take one.

You sure? Uh-huh. Yeah.

Awesome. Huh.

I have been waiting all day for this, man.

Oh, my God. Jesus.

I'm so glad you got here, man. Mm.

Oh, God.

Ah...ah...ah...

Ahh...

Sit down. Take it easy.

Yep.

Go ahead. There you go.

Uh...

Before we go any further,

I got to ask you a question.

Now, this is totally, 100% serious.

Okay.

Are you into the Strokes?

Oh, well, I saw 'em

down at CBGB's before they were anybody

with my cousin.

They were awesome.

I'm not talking about the fucking band.

Oh.

Oh. Dude, contrary to what many people think,

I am not gay.

Do I give off some kind of gay vibe or something?

Look, look, I am not talking

about swabbing the poop deck, either, man.

I'm talking about Diff'rent Strokes.

Oh.

Oh, yeah.

Only the greatest television show

ever made, yeah?

See, that's the problem, man.

People don't even know about it anymore,

'cause the networks, they don't even put it on.

And TV Land?

TV Land can go fuck themselves

putting it on all late at night,

not showing it the proper respect that it deserves.

My dream--my dream--

is to buy the rights of that show from NBC

and put it on in rotation at a decent hour.

The show deserves no less, man.

I mean, that show was so ahead of its time.

I mean, come on. Interracial families?

That is some heavy shit for network TV

back in the day!

Yeah, I remember--

like, uh, "What you talkin' 'bout, Willis?"

You are so goddamn right, brother.

And it's-- it's not just Willis.

It was what everyone was talkin' 'bout.

Hey, let me ask you something.

So you're down with the show, right?

Well, I...Yeah.

Oh, I get it, man!

Today is your lucky day.

Today--Today is the luckiest day

that you have ever had!

* Now, the world don't move *

* to the beat of just one drum *

* What might be right for you *

* May not be right for some *

* When a man is born

* He's a man with...

You know...

I really like you... a lot.

[door opens]

Really?

Yeah.

Really.

Mm...

[slam]

Ahh! You dick tease.

Child molestation?

I mean, come on, man.

No other show even touches on that shit.

[phone rings]

Oh, I got to go take care of some business right here.

[ring]

Do you think you should be doing business

in your condition?

Yeah?

Yeah. I know it's a fucking big deal.

You want an answer? Huh?

You want an answer?

I'll give you a fuckin' answer.

Why don't you take those fuckin' papers

and shove them up your ass, huh?

Yeah!

Yeah I know it's a big deal.

Well, I'll fucking take care of it tomorrow, okay?

Yeah. Yeah. I know it's all on the fuckin' line right now.

Yeah. All right.

All right! All right.

It's my mom.

Ah, shit, man. Ah, shit, I got to go.

Really? Yeah.

Ah, man. Hey, listen, hey, just so you know,

you could stay here as long as you want, man.

It's cool. Chill out.

Uh, just so you know, man,

all that stuff--that had nothing to do with you, man.

That was between me, her,

and some late fees on some videos, man.

It had nothing to do with you, I promise.

Yeah, I know. I just-- I have my business,

and I got to take it when I can get it.

Hey, I understand, man. I'm with you.

Let me, uh, let me give you some scratch, buddy, okay?

Thank you.

Yeah, dude.

Thank you. Thanks.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Um...

You take a check?

Yeah, I--I--

Is that cool or what? Is that fine?

That's cool.

All right, man.

Make it out to Darren Giles.

All right. All right.

Just Giles: G-I-

Darren?

Darren.

Darren.

Giles? Giles.

G-I...

L. L...

E--

E and S.

Darren Giles.

All right, man. All right, buddy.

I got this.

Here you go, man.

Yeah.

That's for you, man.

Thank you. Yeah.

Thank you very much.

Hey, what are you guys doing this weekend, huh?

You know, we're probably just going to have a party.

You know, Michelle--

You guys live close to each other?

Like two doors down. That's cool.

All right. Hey, man, not trying to hold you back.

You do what you got to do.

Hey, man, elevator's right over there.

Hey, it was great to meet you, man!

This was so awesome!

God!

That kid's great!

Smart. Oh, I like that.

Went to college. Mm. Yeah. Yeah.

Education. That's good, good stuff.

It shows. Kid's got a brain on him.

Yeah.

I'm gonna see that kid again.

Our paths will cross.

* Make a friend--

Ahh! Um, that's good, yeah.

* ...and take you far

* Try and get away

* The reasons to give up to you *

* A love I never understood

* But now, two years later *

* I'm readin' every wedding in my morning paper *

* The future's getting brighter... *

What'you talkin' 'bout, Darren?

Shut up.

Why?

Because, bitch.

Did you just call her a bitch?

No.

Uh, where are you guys going?

To get some pizza. You want to come?

I have to do my paper.

Please?

Okay. I can't say no to that.

Thank you.

How could you do that to me?

Are you sure there isn't any meat on this?

That's the whole point of ordering a vegetarian slice.

Do they use meat when they make their sauce?

Michelle, it's vegetarian.

To use meat would defeat the whole purpose of using that word.

You know, I heard that if you don't eat meat,

it, like, intensifies your high.

Bullshit.

No, it's, like, scientifically proven and stuff.

Scientifically, huh?

Mm. Do you have any documentation on that one?

No, but I bet I could find some, smart guy.

Mm-hmm. Well, see,

the Deadheads discovered it back in the '60s,

and then they passed it on to the--to the Phish people

after Jerry died,

and that's why they're all vegans.

That is the most asinine thing I've ever heard in my life.

I don't have time for this.

I have to go meet the tree guys.

Yeah. I have to, uh, do my paper anyway.

Okay. Well...

but I will see you at 6?

Oh, yeah. I'll-- I'll see you then.

Well, I have to go...

do something, too.

And in conclusion, I believe Dante was right

when he said life is hell.

You start at the bottom,

work your way up to the top,

and when you finally get there,

you realize it's still hell,

and then you die.

And done. Done.

[phone rings]

Hello.

Heh-heh-hey, Darren. It's Scott.

Hey, Scott. What's up?

Nothing much, man.

I was wondering if you were coming to Long Island this weekend.

Ah, man, I would love to, but I can't.

I might come on Tuesday right before I leave.

Cool, cool.

Dude, no offense, but I got to run.

Oh, yeah, yeah, sure, sure.

Listen, real quick, one thing.

What's up? Is everything all right?

Oh, no. Nothing like that. Everything's fine.

I was just wondering one quick thing.

You remember that stuff you bought out

a couple of weeks ago from your roommate?

Uh, the, uh, the Ecstasy?

I do.

Do you know where I can get any more of it?

I have, like,

a bunch of friends that want some, too.

Do you know anybody that can help us out?

I'll be there in an hour.

Great. Great. Thank you.

I'll pay for your ticket, too. No problem.

Awesome. See you soon.

[ring]

Party services.

Dear God, honey, he's selling his body to the queer.

Honey, it's okay.

You don't have to do this to get revenge on us.

We understand.

Please tell me you're using condoms.

I am not gay!

We'll see about that.

Look, I love you, but I have to go, okay?

I have to go to Long Island to see Scott.

Now, is Scott a friend, or is he more than a friend?

Scott, my cousin, your nephew Scott!

Oh, okay.

I'm gonna miss my train if I don't go.

I'll call you on the weekend. Bye.

Bye. Bye.

It sounds like our son is in denial.

Yes, indeedie.

Yes, indeedie.

Sounds like he's a chip off the old Uncle Greg.

I think I'm gonna take Number 1 this year.

You coming? No.

[pager beeping]

Hey, Scott?

You better make that two hours.

Yes, sir. Me and my friends

are going to this party later on,

and I promised them

that I could get enough for all of us.

That sounds just peachy.

[Man] Peddling your dirty drugs in school.

How dare you, young lady.

This fine institution

will not tolerate such behavior.

You must be severely punished.

I understand, sir.

Here's your money, mister.

Thank you.

Get over here right now, young lady!

Yes, Principal Myers.

I'll see you all later.

Who's your principal?

You are, sir!

Who's your principal?

You are, sir!

You are, sir!

You are, sir!

Do as I say!

Oh, God, I'll never play again!

Yeah!

* All I have's a journal that I write *

* Sketches of a 20-something life *

* Glory pieces shining on a page *

* Boxy nights of disappointed rage *

* Pleasures never leave an ounce of flesh *

* Color fades a memory like death *

* I must talk with all the strength I had *

* Words, they've done...

Thanks for coming out here all of a sudden.

I wouldn't have called,

but things have just gotten crazy.

How's that?

There's like only one guy in the whole school

who can hook up some X, and he knows it, too,

so he upped his price to $35 a pill.

That's ridiculous. Yeah.

Does, uh, 20 sound better to you?

Yeah. Yeah.

All right. How about a, um, bag of 10?

Thank you so much.

I'm--I'm sorry I can't really stay any longer.

I kind of got to go.

Ah, it's cool.

I'll see you Christmas.

All right, Christmas. Okay.

Yeah.

All right. Thanks, Scott.

Thank you, Darren. See you.

[Man] Got your eyes on him?

Yeah, I think this is the new kid on the block

everyone's talking about today.

Think he's a threat to the Soul?

Yeah, I think he's a fuckin' threat.

You fuckin' with me, bitch?

I'm not trying to step on anybody's toes here.

This must be one huge-ass operation

if he's covering Manhattan and Strong Island in one day.

All right, bitch. I'll take care of this shit.

Yeah. Looks like his train's

heading back to the city right now.

[running footsteps]

[clatter]

* [Deck the Halls]

What the hell is this?

You think you can fuck with the man

and get away with it.

You think that Soul Man doesn't care

about everything that goes down

in this motherfucking city.

What? Where the hell am I, man?

'Cause he does.

And he knows that you've been fucking

with his business today,

and he don't like that at all, little man.

The Soul may not be the biggest,

but he'll fuck you up with a 1-inch punch

just like Bruce.

Shit. You're the Soul Man?

Uh, I thought you were black.

What?

[gong]

It's Seoul with an "E,"

like the capital of Korea, you dumb cracker.

You know what we do with crackers around here?

I just needed the money for one day.

Just one day only, man.

My roommate gave me the pills

just so I can get a bill paid for tomorrow.

Just let me go for this one day.

I promise you'll never hear from me again.

I promise.

What kind of bitch-ass nancy boy

you think I am, huh?

Seoul Man don't play that way, never.

He's up at Score sipping cognac with Howard,

chillin' Atlantic City,

keeping that Jersey tit.

I ain't no bitch,

and I definitely don't let no bitch

talk to me that way, ever!

I put bitches and bitches like you in their place.

Dude, I would never-- I--I would never--

"I would never"-- Shut the fuck up!

I had enough of this shit.

You pasty-ass inbred motherfucker.

Cut this fool.

Shut the fuck up, Seoul Man!

Hold it!

What the fuck you say to Seoul?

It's the future of modern torture.

Fuck.

I know who puts who in whose place, bitch!

Ha ha!

Shit.

[laughs]

[laughs]

Damn.

Let's roll.

Wait.

You guys aren't gonna fuckin' untie me, are you?

I don't even know where I am.

* I left as soon as I was strong *

* Off to see the land beyond *

* I took a road way up on high *

* Bodies lie on either side *

* I stood and wondered how could I *

* Cross the river to the other side *

* Cross the river to the other side *

* A road like this can be a friend *

* Takin' journeys home again *

* Or else you give it one more try *

* Or risk it all to satisfy *

* Wait until the clock and I... *

[synthesized voice] * I am the champion

* Champion

* I am the champion

Well, I'm--I'm here to-- to, uh...

give my cousin some soup. She's sick.

She's, uh, in need of my, uh, medical attention

is what it is, okay?

Somebody has to sign you in

if you want to go upstairs.

Did you not hear me? Are you stupid or something?

I said look, man, this is soup, okay?

This is super soup.

She needs super soup to get better.

I told you she's sick.

I don't care if she has malaria.

No one gets upstairs unless they're signed in.

Don't be copping no attitude with me, all right?

What kind of higher education is this, huh?

Maybe I should tell the administration

about this shit!

I'm sure they would love if you took their shit up to them.

Yeah? Yeah.

Wait, I got something for you.

It's a big fat bowl of dicks.

You want to eat 'em, motherfucker? Okay.

One time, me and you, right now.

You take off that gun, I'm right here.

You think I'm scared of you, bro?

I'm almost laughing to you right now.

You know what? You're so beautiful,

I think you'd like my new dance.

You like my new dance?

Gaah!

How do you like that, dick?

That's what I'm talking about.

You're a Rent-a-Cop.

You ain't shit, motherfucker!

That's why you're mad.

I'll sign in, motherfucker. Look!

Let me in the motherfucking elevator! Right now!

I'm gonna show you-- right now!

I'll kill you!

Chill, chill, chill, chill, chill, chill, chill, chill.

Jane, you're gonna sign us in.

That's your roommate. Oh, yeah? Okay, good.

Your cousin. Right, right.

Your cousin, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah. You're beautiful.

Come on. Let's get out of here.

Whoo!

Let's go. Come on.

Hey, keep the soup.

* [elevator music]

Hey, when I find him,

I'm gonna rip him a new asshole.

What do you think about that, huh?

She don't care, man.

It's true.

Yeah? Yeah?

Well, fuck you, then, all right?

Chill out, Ed.

Listen, um...

I think me and Jane are gonna head up

to her room for a little bit.

What?

Little Steve, how about you, man?

Hey, you got a roommate, right?

Oh, that's fuckin' great.

Ooh, that's great, that's great.

Bros before ho's, remember that?

Bros before ho's? It even rhymes.

Fuckers.

[ding]

Excuse me. Uh...

It's your world, right?

I just live in it?

* Pills and booze

I'll just pee, and I'll be okay.

* Pills and booze

* At first you win

* Then you lose

* Well, I had money

* And I had fame

Hello?

Hey, man, I got to piss.

You here, man?

Ohh!

Come on, let's go, man, go!

Uhh! Little Steve, I told you!

I bruise like a peach!

Ooh!

You, you, you, you, you.

You know Coleman, like the cooler?

What? Coleman, like the cooler.

Coleman, like the cooler!

Coleman.

Yeah. he's a royal dick.

He lives on the third floor. Room 315.

315.

Those guys are crazy.

Eduardo, the third floor is downstairs.

Come on, we better go.

* I wish I was still dreamin' *

* I've been--

Hey, Chuck.

* Then I'd get away with how I feel *

* I wish you'd never come back *

Ahh...

* 'Cause everyone's the same *

* Joining all they've got so I don't see them *

* But eyes won't make me all there was... *

* Now, the world don't move to *

Sorry.

Oh.

Thanks.

Oh, uh...

um...

What, uh, what was your name again?

Marla.

Marla?

* G-go-go-go-go-go-go

Why don't you stop by my room later?

You know what? Don't worry about it.

* I walk in their face

* I'm a cold motherfucker from *

Boy!

Aah!

Oh...fuck!

Ohh...

That's not him.

W-W-What'd you say?

You shot me!

I said that's not him.

You shot me, man!

Should I shoot him again just so he won't tell anybody? What?

Fuck no, man!

Go, go, go, go, go, go, go.

Fuck!

* Now, the world don't move *

* To the beat of just one drum *

* What might be right for you *

* May not be right for some *

* When a man is born *

Hey! What the fuck are you guys doing at my door?

Oh, shit.

* Pills and booze

* Pills and booze

* Well, first you're high

* And then you're blue

* Well, I had friends

Hey, man.

Hey, man.

Yo, what the fuck happened to you, dude?

How you doing?

What you need? You need smoke?

No.

What you need, d-drugs?

I did the drugs.

You look like you did the drugs.

You need bitches?

Ha ha! And I got bitches. C-Lo got flavors.

I got blondes with black hair,

I got black-haired blondes,

I got blondes with blue eyes,

I got blondes I gave black eyes,

pistachio ho's, strawberry dickery, butter rican pig.

I'm the only motherfucker with slavery ho's,

mocha choke, good-- don't touch me.

I'll smack the shit out of you, white boy.

So what can I help you with?

I need your coat.

Bitch! This is not a coat!

This is the fur of the century

with more sexual experiences than Wilt Chamberlain.

This fur means more to me than most of my bitches.

I'll give you $300.

And my bitches don't mean too much to me.

Money talks, bitch. All right, thank you.

Put it on. Yeah.

I got to check you out.

Fix your pants, white boy.

What the fuck happened to you?

Oh, good. Crack your legs!

Yeah!

Get the fuck out of here.

Walk like a pimp, bitch.

* The world don't move *

* To the beat of just one drum *

Walk like a pimp, bitch.

Oh, sh-- It's so cold all of a--fuck.

Hey.

Let me get this for you.

I got it.

I'm so sorry.

It's fine.

It's not fine.

I know how much that meant to you,

and I wanted to be there.

I was on my way.

I know what you were doing.

It doesn't make it any better.

Gracie. Gracie, wait.

Please.

Why?

Look, I can't imagine

how let down you feel right now.

All I wanted to do was be there.

But you weren't.

Sometimes it takes more than just wanting something.

Darren...

You're just not... who I thought you were.

Look, Gracie, that's not--

that's not who I--

It was just one day that I did this, okay?

And you have to understand that.

I don't have to understand it.

[pager beeps]

Maybe you should get that.

Are you mad at me?

No.

Just disappointed.

Okay?

[beep beep beep]

[gun cocks]

I'm sure he'll be right here.

Uh-huh.

Do you think we can put the hardware down now?

Yeah, we can do that.

Bang!

Ahh...

So, uh...

I'll give you whatever Ecstasy he has left.

I'll give you my watch. It's a Tag.

[snicker]

It's a real one.

And, uh... we'll call it even.

All right.

I think that's equally beneficial to both parties.

Huh? What?

Yeah.

I mean, okay,

if that's the way it's got to be, man.

No, I'm gonna shoot him.

Like, just in the foot or something.

Give me the fucking gun.

Get out. Fuck!

Hey. Sorry about the blood and stuff, Coleman.

It's not mine.

No harm, no foul, right?

Right.

Hey, uh...just one more thing, okay?

Hmm.

He got to blow me.

What?

Aah!

You see? He was thinking about it!

Such a fag! Such a fucking fag!

Whoo!

Hey, so with that E,

can I get some glow sticks, you know, so I can dance?

I heard you shit yourself

the last time you went dancing.

Ha ha ha, motherfucker.

That's funny. I'll kill you.

Come on. Seriously. Easy. We're past that now.

[door opens]

Holy shit!

Hey, buddy.

Did you have a good day?

What the hell is this?

Uh...look, Darren,

I'm gonna need that E back.

I need it.

Darren, I think it would be a good idea

to give the drugs to the man

who has a gun pointed at your fucking head,

don't you?

That's right.

Gimme.

Fucker.

Pleasure doing business with you.

Oh, and one more thing.

All right, now,

you got to blow Little Steve.

You blow Little Steve.

Get the fuck out of my room.

[laughter]

Busted! Hoo!

What the hell are you doing?

Packing.

Considering I'm not gonna be here much longer,

I felt I might as well get a head start

so I can go to the party tonight.

There's a party? Where?

Don't you ever stop, man?

Please. Stop whining, okay?

Look, you just had a gun

pointed at your face, all right?

I don't know about you, but I could use a drink.

Look, I hope you take offense to this.

Go fuck yourself!

What do I have left?

I gave up everything today.

I could have got arrested, I could have got shot,

I could have got killed.

I could have been gang-raped by a group of Asian men.

Yeah. It's drug dealing.

There are consequences.

I should have just got a job or something.

I could have figured something out, but no!

I let you bring me into this world of shit today!

Here I am, still leaving school.

Well, I am sorry for that.

That's not good enough!

You and your money and your bullshit!

I'm done with it. All right.

All right. Stop. Stop!

Don't put your hand around my neck.

Then back off! Back off.

You're an asshole. You know that, right?

Yeah.

I'm an asshole.

And you're the nice guy who usually gets shit on.

That happens to be the basis of our friendship.

Let me ask you something, man.

I mean, why do you really want to stay in school?

Because.

'Cause I don't want to be a fuckup anymore.

I refuse to let other people control my life.

I can't.

Not anymore.

Well...

I'm sure there's at least one girl down the hall

who would really like to hear you say that.

No. I'm pretty sure there's not.

You'd be surprised, man.

You know, sometimes, people just need

a little shock to the system

to get 'em to see what's important.

Right?

You needed an electric chair.

Personally, I'm amazed

at what one day can do to somebody.

Wait. Are you trying to tell me

you did it all for that?

That-- [laughs]

that you cared about somebody else?

Everything is about you!

Everything is always about you, Coleman!

You did not do this for me!

How would I know, man?

I'm just an asshole, remember?

Yes. You are an asshole.

[phone rings]

After Hours Answering Service.

[Coleman] I'd like to schedule an appointment

to make a tuition payment tomorrow.

No. Not for me.

Okay.

Thank you very much.

* I've been walking down a concrete street *

* Stood on the step with the same two feet as before *

* If you think you can walk away from love *

* Got a dream about living in a place of your own *

* Very fast car on a very long road *

* A smile from you A hug that leaves no doubt *

* Now the sun is out warming up between us *

* We've got to keep the faith *

* So the love can never leave us *

* Sweet lover, well, you know what I like *

* Don't stop because it's gonna be all right *

* We're not friends if you don't have time *

* It's like Johnny Cash and the ties that bind *

* If you think you'll never walk the line *

* You're dreaming

* Yeah, I dream about living on a tree-lined street *

* Picking up leaves with the same two feet as before *

* You don't want to be lonely any more *

* Now the sun's out warming up between us *

* We've got to keep the faith *

* So the love can never leave us *

I know that you don't even want

to look at me right now,

but just... let me say this.

I just screwed everything up.

I don't know if I just couldn't see it all together...

all the times I could have said something.

Doesn't matter. I'm not talking my way around it anymore.

I don't know what I'm gonna do next semester.

I don't even know what I'm gonna do tomorrow.

I just know that I made a mistake,

and that you're hurt because of it.

I am so sorry for that.

* Been walking down the concrete street *

* Stood on the step with the same two feet as before *

* You think you can walk away from love *

Well, what are you gonna do to make it up to me?

* Now the sun's out warming up between us *

* We've got to keep the faith *

* So the love can never leave us *

* Sweet lover, well, you know what I like *

* Don't stop, 'cause it's gonna be all right *

So...

So...

* Now the sun's out warming up between us *

* We've got to keep the faith *

* So the love can never leave us *

* Sweet lover, well, you know what I like *

* Don't stop, 'cause it's gonna be all right *

There you go. Good.

[Gracie giggles]

Okay. Wait. Okay.

What is this for again?

Um, let's just say

it'll make my parents really proud.

Smile.

Thanks.

* Woooo wooooo

* Woooo wooooo

* Woooo wooooo

* Woooo wooooo

* All this time I've been saying *

* We're amateurs on this field we're playing in *

* You can count on me this seat's not taken *

* You can count on me when your secret's out *

* 'Cause the last time

* I was so in doubt

* Camouflaged over and out *

* Now I'm just trying to get home *

* I'm just trying to get home *

* Until she gets me alone

* Trying to get home

* I get scared

* I know that I'm feeling

* So I sing a song to help me sleep *

* Yeah, the E Street band, and Bruce, he's leading *

* Yeah, a guy out here, he made me a tape *

* 'Cause the last time

* I was so in doubt

* Camouflaged over and out *

* 'Cause I'm just trying to get home *

* I'm just trying to get home *

* Until she gets me alone

* Trying to get home

* Woooo wooooo

* Woooo wooooo

* Woooo wooooo

* Woooo wooooo

* 'Cause the last time

* I was so in doubt

* Camouflaged over and out *

* 'Cause I'm just trying to get home *

* I'm just trying to get home *

* Until she gets me alone

* Trying to get home

* I'm just trying, I'm just trying *

* I'm just trying I'm just trying *

* Don't leave me alone