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Previously on This Is Us...
Get your asses in the car.

Wow.
(both laughing)

Guys, this is Rebecca Malone.
Um, it's Pearson now.

Oh.
You forgot this girl you
used to play keys for got old.

Not from where I'm standing.
Being on stage again

and singing and... I missed it.

Randall is not free of vice.

It's his compulsive drive
to be perfect.

TYLER:
Randall, do you know
Sanjay Jahiri? Sanjay's gonna

come aboard, help us
land a new wind farm client.

Really?
TOBY: I'd marry

the hell out of you,
Kate Pearson.

Just like that?
Just like that?

It was "just like that"
from the moment I met you, kid.

Have you ever considered

an immersive
weight-loss experience?

A fat camp?

I have a boyfriend.
Well, actually, fiancé.

We'll see.

The medication
isn't working anymore.

Do you want to stop
the chemo, William?

There's something I've always
wanted to do before I die.

Hi.

My ex-husband,

who I haven't seen
in 12 years...

just shows up at my doorstep,
unannounced.

You know, I'm not exactly sure
what you want me to say.

(cheering, applause)

(whooping)

* Every time I see your face
(indistinct chatter)

MIGUEL:
Okay, excuse me,

everyone. May I have
everyone's attention, please.

I'd like to say a few words.

Most of you guys know me

as Jack's best friend and, uh,
former better half.

Today's a special day.

My favorite people
got married at City Hall

and I got to pay
off my parking tickets.

So it's a win-win for everyone.
(laughs)

Thank you.
One laugh, that's it?

It was...
You can, uh, all thank

my beautiful yet unfunny wife,
Shelly, for that last one.

Oh, thank you.
Rebecca, actually,
I have to apologize.

For the first two months
of your relationship...

Jack bailed on me so much

to go out with you that, uh,

I started referring to you
as Yoko Ono.

(scattered laughs)
I'm sorry.
But then Jack

started using words
like "soul mate"

and "forever."

And he never really
said stuff like that

until he met you.

Actually, he never really
said much at all.

That's what I liked best
about him, really.

You know, marriage is not
something that

you enter into lightly.

And I was listening
to your vows, and, um,

you promised to keep
the passion alive.

Soap dispenser down!
(laughter)

We'll fix it later.

And you promised to be
by each other's sides,

in sickness and health.

I'm never eating oysters again.

(retching)
Okay.

And to make each other laugh

every single day.

Mm...
(chuckling)

Uh-uh. Jack...
Mm-hmm.

Do not. Don't you dare.

(gasps)

You guys made some pretty big
promises to each other.

Are you kidding me?

But if I trust anyone
to keep them,

it's the two of you.

I love you guys.

To Jack and Rebecca.

(all cheer and toast)

We're meeting them
at the restaurant.

Mm-hmm.

At 8:00?
Yeah.

Mm.

Mom, can I have a tampon?

Yeah.

Thanks.
You're welcome.

So I'm on my way down
to the basement

with a load of whites,
and there's Kevin

trying to sneak a girl

out the basement door.

Ever since we moved him
down there,

it's like we gave the kid
a bachelor pad.

(laughs)
You know?

You guys, honestly,
it is so nice

to be out to dinner.

I mean, between the kids
and the band now

and your work schedule,

I feel like we never get
this kind of time for ourselves.

Yeah. I mean, I pretty much
have to go to a show

if I want to schedule time
with my wife nowadays.

That's not really fair.

Neither is Ben
keeping you out till,

you know, well beyond 11:00
most nights.

He doesn't keep me out
past 11:00.

I'm teasing you.

(sighs)

Um, Miguel and I have
something to tell you.

Yeah? What?

We're getting divorced.

What?

Yeah, um, it's, uh...

It's not an easy decision.

But obviously things haven't
been right with us

for some time,

but, um, it's for the best.

Yeah.

And we want to do it
before things get ugly,

and we're still friends,

and we can co-parent, and...

it's...
it's a good thing.

Miguel and Shelly?

They're...
Miguel and Shelly.

They can't get divorced.

She's been unhappy.

And you heard them--
there wasn't one thing,

it just happened.
No.

No, come on, that's BS.

You don't do that
to your family.

You find your soul mate,
you get married,

you stay together
until you die, period.

It's not always
that simple.

It is to me.

Well, not everyone is you.

And sometimes people just

drift apart.

I wasn't...

I wasn't talking about us.

I'm not Shelly,
you're not Miguel.

Okay?
Okay.

Good night.
Good night.

Good night.

Hello?

Beth?

Annie? Tess?

William?

There you are.

Where is everybody?

William?

ANNIE: Daddy?
(gasps)

You okay?

What's up, baby?

I peed in the bed.

Oh, that's okay, sweetheart.

Yeah, it's all right.

You okay?
Mm-hmm.

Let's get you
some dry clothes, okay?

Annie,
where's your sister?

No, no, no, no, no.

You have to always defend
your queen, Tess.

See? You left yourself
wide open.

Remember that.

It's past midnight.

Don't be mad at Grandpa.

Nobody's mad.
I'm a little mad.

Nobody's mad.
We're just confused.

Well, Tess asked me to teach her
how to play chess,

'cause she's got a tournament
at school tomorrow night.

Well, I guess, technically,
it's tonight.

When did you enter
a chess--
Last month.

I wrote it on the white board.

Oh, we've got to remember
to check the white board.

I didn't even know
that was still there.

Well, honey, you can't be
playing chess

at 3:00 in the morning.

But Grandpa's always napping

when I get home from school.

And I have soccer
on Saturdays.

You said he's not going
to be around forever,

so I have to play with
him as much as I can now.

You have plenty of time
to play chess with William.

Now, come on, let's go.
Upstairs.

You and Annie can sleep
with us tonight.

Good night, sweetheart.
TESS: Good night.

I'm sorry.

She's right, you know.

We're running out of time.

It's late.

We all need to get some sleep.

Good night.

*

(indistinct chatter)

Good morning.

Hi.

This is gonna sound
so weird.

Um, I need this booth.

George, our eggs haven't
come yet.

George, is it, yeah?
George, that is a great hat.

You know, if I were
ever to be able

to pull off a hat like that,
I would consider myself

a very lucky man.

So here's the thing, um...

this is a special booth,
all right? Um...

It was at this booth
where, uh,

my ex-wife and I had lunch

during our eighth grade
class trip

to the Statue of Liberty.

And I got seasick
on the ferry ride out there.

It was awful,
until she kissed me.

Right? And that
happened right here.

Right here at this booth.

And it was also
at this very booth

where we had
the conversation

where we decided that
I was gonna follow my dreams,

and I was gonna move
to Los Angeles,

and she was gonna stay here.

And we sat here
until the place closed,

trying to convince each other

that we could handle
the distance.

And we were wrong.

And, uh, now here we are.
It's been 12 years,

and she's agreed
to meet me here today.

So...

see, I really need
this booth.

Were you The Manny?

Oh, my God. Uh, yeah.

Yeah, I was.

Sign my napkin.

(chuckles)

Uh... sure.

There you go.

Okay, come on, George.

Let's give this
young man the booth.

Thank you very much.
(chuckles)

All right.

Tell you what,
let me help you out there,

'cause she's gonna be
coming in hot any minute now.

You know what I mean?
Excu... Lava fries.

Fast as you can,
please, thank you.

(bells jingle)

Oh. You look phenomenal.

What the hell is the matter
with you, Kevin?

Stunning.
Huh? Who the hell do
you think you are,

just showing up at
my doorstep like that?

Do you have any idea
how invasive that is?

You better be dying.

And soon. But
you're not, are you?

No. Look at you.
You're glowing.

God, that is so annoying.
Why don't you age?

Look, I only came here today to
tell you to go screw yourself.

Lava fries.

Damn it.

*

* Gonna write my story

* Yeah, I'm singing my song,
write all *

* My lyrics down
so everyone can sing along *

* La, la, la, la, la

* La, la, la, la

* La, la, la, la, la

* La, la, la, la

* And this is my time

* Oh, oh, oh, oh

* Oh, oh,
oh, oh *

* And this is my time...

Thank God for yoga.

I know. I'm this close to
pulling off the crow pose.

Yeah?
Never gonna happen.

You're such a prick.

I take that as a compliment.

Hi, Kate.

Lookin' fine.

(chuckles)

(phone chimes)

(phone rings)
Oh, I'll see you later.

Okay.
(giggling)

(indistinct chatter)

Toby.

Hey! I'm your package!

(chuckles)

What are you doing here?

I thought I'd bring you
a little pick-me-up, you know?

I packed up some
of your favorite things.

We got four months' worth
of E magazines,

we got that body wash that
makes you smell like Hawaii.

Aw, you are so sweet.

Yeah.
Yeah.

Mwah.
Ah, but, first,

you got to give me a tour
of this place.

This place
is incredible.

I've never seen
so much good wood in one place.

But after the tour,

we're going into town.

Because I got us a hotel room.

Because I have been cleared
for some low-impact

lovemaking. None of that crazy
stuff you're into, all right?

Tobe, I can't.

Why not?

Uh, because they keep us

on a really tight schedule.

Okay, okay.

You know what, screw it.

I will. I'll-I'll
miss a few classes...
No, no, no, no, no.

I have screwed
with your progress in the past,

and it won't happen again.

You go to your class,
all right?

You do not miss one,
all right?

You go to all of them.

Whatever's
on the schedule.
Okay.

Okay?

You are the sweetest man

in the whole world.

I'll take it.

Okay.

I will call you. I promise.

Okay.

Okay.
Oh, the...

MAN: So like
we discussed on the phone,

the oncologist estimates he's
only got a few more months.

Which is why you guys were
right to seek palliative care.

Our focus is making
him more comfortable,

whether that is pain
management or nutrition

or getting you access
to hospice nurses...

Should we start digging
his grave now

or should we wait
until there's an actual body?

Randall.

Sorry.

I didn't get much sleep.

Obviously,
we could use

some coping strategies.

Um, we have
two young girls

who are being
affected...
I have to get to work.

Randall, you said you would
take the morning off
so we could do this.

I did take the morning off. It's
getting to be the afternoon.

I can't miss the team meeting.

I'm sorry. I'm tired.
I, uh...

I'll catch up
with you tonight.

It's nice
to meet you, Simon.

Well, don't forget
we have her, um,

chess tournament
tonight now.

Yeah.

(door opens)
SANJAY:
It was either that

or fork over two grand.
TYLER:
No, you didn't.

(chuckles) Uh, oh, good.
Randall, you're here.

Sorry. Family thing.

So, Sanjay's derivative

opened up a whole new sector for
us, wind power.

Congrats again
on figuring that out.
(chuckling)

I'd like to use this momentum
to make a play for
the Oliver Energy Center.

I've got history there.
I'll take him out for martinis

and rib eyes, show him a
good time. I'll close this.

Great. Uh, I'd like
Sanjay to join you.

Uh, all due respect, sir,

but I've been doing this for 12
years. I don't need an assist.

I-I know. You're, uh,
terrific. You both are.

Which is why
I want you both in on this.

I know the hostess at Bouley.

I can get us a res
for dinner tonight.
Tonight?

You know what,
tonight works great.

(indistinct chatter)

I forgot how much I love
watching you eat.

You eat like a truck driver.

You just think that
'cause you eat like a rabbit.

Maybe.

So, why now, Kevin?
Why did you come find me?

(sighs)

Because I never stopped
thinking about you.

So, tell me, you
know, everything.

Start from the beginning.
I want to know everything

that happened to you since
the last time I saw you.

Um...

I'm a... I'm a nurse manager

at Manhattan General Hospital.

Wow. Nurse manager.
That sounds great.

Are you, like, the best nurse?

You're the top nurse?

Yeah, I'm pretty badass.

Yeah, you are.
(chuckles)

(chuckles softly)

It's so nice to talk to you,
you know?

It's... finally pick up
where we left off.

Where we left off.

Have you just forgotten
where we left off?

No, I didn't, I didn't, that's
not what I meant. I just...

You know what?
This was a mistake.
No, no.

Yeah.
Just-Just calm down.

Hold on a... Sophie, hold on.

Okay.

Sophie!

Excuse me, excuse me.
Sophie, hold on a second.

You know, I forgot how
fast you are in heels.

Will you please just
slow down a little bit?

I just want to talk to you.

What did I say?

Sophie, will you please
just slow down?

Leave me alone.

Why don't you stop so I can at
least talk to you for a second?

About what?
Where we left off?

Kevin, where we left off
was you cheating on me

and ruining our marriage.

Look, okay, hey, listen,
listen, that's fair.

You want to talk
about the cheating?

Fine, let's talk
about the cheating.

I don't want
to do this with you.

First day, huh?

Huh?
Bro.

Chin up.

As long as you don't need
a crane to get off the sofa,

you're gonna clean up
around here.

Oh, no, I'm not...
doing...

This camp...

is crawling with women
who dropped a few stones

and are feeling frisky,
especially on Thursdays.

That's when everybody gets
their five ounces of white wine.

Name's Duke.

Uh... Toby.

And I'm-I'm actually
I'm not going here.

I was just visiting somebody,
my, uh, fiancée, Kate.

Oh. Well, that...
(chuckles)

...just got awkward.

Excuse me?

Oh, I'm just kidding.
I'm kidding.

She's a cool girl.
Good for you.

Thanks.

So, you've never heard
of a Puerto Rican Irish?
(laughing): What is it?

She's Puerto Rican?
She's Puerto Rican.

Maybe I'll learn.
You know?

Heather.

Can you give us the room?

Of course.

I'll be at my desk
if you need me.

I'm sure that I will.

Hey.

Are you having an affair
with Heather?

Are you crazy?

Huh? I would never
have an affair.

I wouldn't do that to my kids.

So what then?
What?

What happened, huh?

And don't tell me that
you just, you drifted.

We did, Jack.
Yeah?

We drift...
yeah, we drifted, okay?

And not everyone's
like you and Rebecca.

What do y...

Do you want to know why

my marriage ended, Jack?

Hmm?
Yeah.

Okay. Um... for as long
as I can remember,

I've woken up at 6:30 every day
to make Shelly coffee,

splash of milk, two sugars.

I would make it
and bring it to her in bed.

(chuckles)
She says that her day

doesn't even start until she's
got caffeine in her veins.

And then one day,
woke up, 6:30...

like always,
and I made myself one.

I just didn't feel
like making Shelly one.

And the worst part is...

she didn't even notice.

We stopped noticing
each other, Jack.

We stopped trying
to make each other happy.

When we realized that,
we knew it was over.

Now, I think that
every single couple

has a handful of these moments
when you reach a crossroads.

Just sometimes it happens
early on, first fight...

sometimes it happens
ten years in,

when you've had the same fight
about taking out the trash

every night for a week.

They're make or break,
these moments.

And you either...
(chuckles)

...you either roll up
your sleeves

and you fight
for what you've got or...

...you decide that
you're tired...

...and you give up.

And I had one
of these moments...

when I didn't make
Shelly her coffee.

* My funny valentine

* Sweet, comic valentine

* You make me smile

* With my heart.

REBECCA:
Good night, guys. Thanks.

All right, so, uh, Wednesday.
Wednesday, my place.

Hey, uh, you okay?

You seem off.

Yeah, I'm... I'm okay.

I just have a lot on my mind.
All right.

Well, uh, maybe
this'll cheer you up.

Booking agent saw us
play last week.
Yeah?

Wants us to be part
of an East Coast tour.

It's just gonna be us,

couple of other
great jazz bands,

we're gonna be playing
on actual stages...
(laughs lightly)

...to actual crowds.
Wow.

Ben, that's amazing.

That's it? "That's amazing"?

It's really great.

I... I just have
to talk to Jack

because I have a family.

I can't really just
pick up and go.
Rebecca,

you deserve this.

If Jack really loves you,
he'll understand.

I'm sorry.
If Jack really loves me?

Oh. I didn't...
What is that?
You do realize

my husband works ten,
sometimes 12 hours a day,

and he comes home
absolutely exhausted.

And since I've joined this band,
he's picked up all the slack

at home just so
I could be here.

Both of my boys
play football,

and he leaves work
early every time

so he can be there for each
and every one of their games.

And they're on different
teams, by the way.

Just so they know that
someone's in the stand there

to support them and love them.

When we play that piano gig,

and he's already
gone to bed,

he always leaves me a glass
of water on my bedside table,

'cause he's worried I'm not
drinking enough water,

especially when I'm singing.

So, please, Ben,
please do not tell me

what Jack would do
if he really loved me.

My husband's a
freaking superhero,

and you have no idea
what you're talking about.

Okay, sorry.
It's okay.

I overstepped.

It's okay.

Have a good night.
Okay.

So I made this
for my father

after he passed away.

It's called a memory box,

and I put a lot
of his favorite little things

and things
that remind me of him,

like, um...

Oh, my gosh.
Like this... menu.

Oh, my dad used to take
me to this restaurant

every time we went to visit
my grandparents in Jamaica.

And he always got
the oxtail

special.
Beth.

Girls, help Daddy unload
the groceries in the kitchen.

Now, please.
Thank you.

What's going on?

Memory box.

I told Simon about doing one,

and he recommended
I try it with the girls,

help 'em cope
with their grief.

There's nothing to grieve, Beth.

The man's alive.
Randall,

neither of us was prepared
when our father died.

I-I want my babies to be ready.

They deserve that.

Will you please stop
saying things like "died"

or "passing" or "end-of-life"?

Okay.

Got your cool-guy shirt on?

It's a little much
for a chess tournament.

I got to take a client out.

Tonight? No.

No way.
No, Beth, you don't understand.

This guy Sanjay
is kicking my ass.

Yeah, and so is taking care
of your father

and our two
freaked-out daughters.

No. I call marriage tonight.

I'm sorry, baby.

I need my teammate.
Beth.

Marriage.

Please take off that shirt,
honey.

It wasn't cool on Sisqo in 2001.

It's just... it's not cool now.
You know what I mean?

Mm.
I love you. I just
don't like the shirt.

I understand.
Okay.

MAN:
We're just gonna start out
with some nice light stretching.

TOBY:
Sorry.
Toby.

What are you doing here?
I thought you'd left.

What's that? No, I changed my
mind. I went and got a day pass.

Went shopping,
got some new threads.

Check this out.
(imitates wind whipping)

They light up!
Mm.

Amazing?
MAN:
Let's get

started, guys.
I'm gonna go easy,

'cause I got, like,
a heart thing.

Oh, yeah, for sure,
take it easy.

You are definitely
full of surprises today.

Just.. I...

Oh.

All right.

* When I'm walking
starting flames *

* Hey, I'll make you

* Go insane...
Hey, Def Leppard.

(mutters)

Drumline?

* And watch me as I bring make
you sing it make the party go *

* Boom!

DRIVER (over microphone):
Sorry for the delay, folks.

We're having some
technical difficulties.

(indistinct chatter)

Switch seats with
me, if you like?

Thank you.

May I?

(sighs)

(sniffs)

I can tell you're anxious,
'cause you're biting your nails,

which is what you always do
when you're anxious.

I also know
you get claustrophobic

when you're stuck
in a place for too long,

so I just wanted to come
over here and ease your mind,

tell you that any second now,

the train's gonna start moving,
okay?

How's Kate?

Um, good.

Good. Great, actually.

She's great. She's engaged.

Yeah.

Oh, wow.

I know. Great guy, too.
I really like him.

That's amazing.
Yeah.

Yeah, it's good
for her. (chuckles)

What about Randall
and Rebecca?

Good, you know...

And Miguel?
Okay,
you know,

just-- (stammers)
you know, 'cause...

Oh, you've always
been so hard on him.

Well, 'cause he--
you know, obviously...

Come on, how's my sweet
little Miggie doing?

Don't do it. Oh...
(laughs)

Just-- I really hate it
when you call him that.

I've always hated that.

(laughing):
I know.
(groans) Oh, God.

Sorry to hear
about your mom's MS.

It's tough,
you know.

How did you know
about that?

Oh, yeah, uh, well, it just--

it turns out you and I
are Facebook friends.

No, we're not.

Except that we are.

No, we're not.

Uh...

well, I'm-I'm Suehee Xiong.

What?
That's me.

N...

Sorry. Yeah, no,
I created a fake profile

'cause I...
wanted to keep up with you.

You did not.

I did, indeed.

You're Suehee?
Yep.

In the flesh.

(sighs)

(electrical buzzing)

(applause)
There you go.

(cheering)

DRIVER:
Sorry about that, folks.

59th Street's next.

Listen, uh,
I just want you to know

that I've changed, okay? Truly.

(sighs)

You know, after we split up,

I moved back in
with my parents.

I dated a bunch of jerks.

I even married one of them.

And surprise, surprise,
that didn't work out.

I wasn't in a good place.

For a long time.

But I'm happy now.

I like my job

and I have an apartment
with exposed brick.

You love exposed brick.

I really do.
Yeah.

And I'm finally dating
a nice guy.

He's an X-ray
technician, and he's--

he's solid.

DRIVER:
59th Street.

Whoa, hold on a second. Wait.

No, Sophie.
Hold on, give me a chance.

Hold on, Sophie.
Hold on a second, listen.

If you're in love with this--
this X-ray technician guy,

I don't want to ruin that
for you, okay?

I want you to be happy.

But I--
(scoffs)

Do you remember what you wore
the first day of fourth grade?

No, of course not.

Overalls.

You had on overalls,
and you had one of those, uh,

those scrunchie things
in your hair

and you had
a Punky Brewster backpack.

(sighs)
You walking into
my fourth grade class, Sophie,

that's the best thing
that ever happened to me

in my entire life.

Actually, scratch that,
that's not true.

It's the second best thing
that ever happened to me.

The best thing
that ever happened to me...

was you telling me
that you'd marry me.

I'm still in love with you.

And I will be
at our restaurant

bright and early tomorrow,

I'll be sitting in our booth,
waiting for you.

(clock ticking)

(sighs)

(whispering):
Oh, my God,

this is endless.

I kind of wish
she didn't make the final round

so we could get out of here.

(both chuckle very quietly)

Everything okay?

Mm-hmm.

TEACHER: It looks like we
have a checkmate, everybody.

(William laughs)
Congratulations, Tess.

WILLIAM:
Yes, we do.

Yes, we do.

Right on.

(mouths):
Oh, wow.

(camera shutter clicks)

RANDALL: Beth, I
didn't make a mistake

by bringing a dying man
into their lives, did I?

It's not gonna break 'em, is it?

No, you didn't
make a mistake.

Look, you brought
them joy.

It was a good thing.

Hey, look at me.

Are you okay?

Yes.

Okay.

Come on, champion.

(chuckles)

(clapping softly)

(zipper closes)

(sighs)

(door opens)

(footfalls descending stairs)

Hi.

What's going on?

Well, I took the kids
to their friends'

for a sleepover
and I'm taking you somewhere.

Where?

Where?
Yeah.

Somewhere.

(chuckles)

But if you want
to find out,

you are gonna have to
get in the car, right now.

Okay.
Yeah.

Lead the way.

(both chuckle)

You really packed for me?
JACK: Uh-huh.

All right. Yeah, pound.
All right.

Hey. Have a good one.

I could get used to this.

No, you couldn't, because you
are not supposed to be here.

Whoa, whoa. What's up?

Wha... I take
this place seriously

and you were acting
like a total ass.

Wow, okay.

And here I was, thinking
I was just being myself.

I was just trying to do
something nice for you.

I didn't ask for you to do
anything nice for me, Toby.

And I thought
that you were leaving.

What happened?
Would you ever think that maybe

I needed you to do
something nice for me?

I was all alone in New York.

Dr. Singh says
that the, uh, incisions--

from the not one,
but two massive surgeries

that I just had--
aren't healing as quickly

as he expected them to.

All right?
Every morning I wake up,

alone, my chest is so tight,

that I think
it's gonna happen again.

You know?
I didn't know that.

Yeah, I know. And that's fine.

Look, you want to... you want
to be here, all right?

And I want you to be here.

And yeah, it hurt
that you didn't want

to spend the day with me,

and also I ran
into your friend Duke,

who's a real dick, by the way.

Oh. He's not my friend.

You know, and if I hadn't
had a heart attack

four weeks ago,
I'd have socked his nose.

(quietly):
I'm sorry.

Y-You just...
You forgot to take this.

(sighs)

Here.

Here.

It's my grandmother's ring.

It was my last surprise.

So, um... I'm gonna get
out of here, I won't cr...

I won't cramp
your style anymore.

(quietly):
Okay..

Hey.
Hey.

Um, never did hear
back from you last night.

Oh, well, went well.
Ken's signing it right now.

Well, great. Let me go say hi.

TYLER:
Hey, Randall.

Let's, uh, let's talk
in your office.

What's up?

I want to...
(sighs)

split your accounts
between you and Sanjay.

No.

I-I brought
all those accounts in.

R-Randall, this isn't
a punishment. For ten years,

you've been
the first one in the morning

and the last one out at night.

You're invaluable,
but you need the support.

You sure that's the reason?

Look, Tyler, please.
I'll bring my A game.

I know I've been
a little bit off lately...

Randall. Randall,
this is happening.

You're still my top guy,
but let's not...

Don't make this
something it's not.

JACK:
All right.

Give me your hand.
Give me your hand.

What are you up to?
(laughs)

There's a... step right...
there you go.

Okay.
Okay.

Take a step forward with me.
Okay.

Close this door.
All right.

Here, just grab on.

Jack.
Yeah?

Where are we?

Somewhere.

Can I take this thing off yet?

No, no, no.
Not yet, not yet.

Please?
Almost.

Almost, almost, almost.
Okay. Step up.

Okay.

Okay. Come on.

Okay.
I got you.

Okay. I don't want
to walk into walls.

I got you... I would never...

I would never put you
in a wall.

(laughs)

Can I please take
this thing off?

Oh, no, no. Not yet. Almost.

(laughs)
Almost.

Wait.

Okay.
(chuckles)

There you go.

(chuckles)

Wait.

Yeah.

Is this our first apartment?

Yeah.

Jack.

It was vacant, so I rented
it out for the night.

And I came in early,
and I... set up everything.

Oh, babe.

Bec, I...

I know we're not
Shelly and Miguel.

No.

You're right.

We need to take
the time to remember

the newlyweds that lived here.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.
'Cause I miss them sometimes.

I miss them, too.

(chuckles)

Jack...

(chuckles softly)

(laughs)

Somebody replaced
the soap dish.

Yeah.

(laughs)

Do you want to see if we can

break it off again?

Really?

Yeah.
Yeah.

Yeah?
Yeah. I do.

You do.
Yeah. Mm.

Yeah?
Yeah. I want to.

Hey, don't tell anybody the
help's in here burning calories.

Leave me alone.

Ooh.

Lover's quarrel?

Trouble in paradise?

No.

(exhales, inhales)

I'm not eating.

I can see that.

That's what the old me would do.

Eat and self-sabotage,
and I'm not gonna do it.

I'm just gonna sweat it out.

Oh.

I get it.

I used to be like you.

Thought I could will myself
to be a different kind of man.

I tried to lose the weight,

tried to get a job

my parents could brag
to their friends about.

I even tried to date
the nice girl.

Molly.

I met the fiancé.

He's a good guy.

I guess he's your Molly.

(elliptical stops)
(scoffs)

Toby is not my "Molly."

(sighs)

You want to know what
I finally figured out, Kate?

What?

It's a hell of a lot easier
to accept who you are,

in all your damaged glory,

than to try
and be someone you're not.

It sure is a hell
of a lot more fun, too.

And my offer still stands.

Take it or leave it.

I'm in Cabin 13.

I do have one more surprise.

(laughs)

I honestly don't know if I can
handle any more surprises.

Indulge me.

Okay.
(clears throat)

* Mm-hmm

Our vows?

Yeah.

(chuckles)

I wonder if they still hold up.

Hmm.

"Rebecca..."

saying I do means
saying I will.

I will love you today

and every day for
the rest of my life.

BETH: All right.
What do you got?
A queen.

Nice.

It's perfect.
I love that.

Okay. Put it in.

I've been trying to focus

on all of the little moments

that... that I don't
want to forget.

But the moment

that's burned
into my brain and heart...

* Mm-hmm

...is the first time I saw you.

"Rebecca,

you have changed
the way I think about love."

Hmm.

"I know things
may not always be easy..."

Ha. That should have
been my red flag.

(laughs)

Well, no take-backs now.

You're...
Ugh.

You're stuck with me.

(inhales, exhales)

"But our love

"has always been worth it.

I will encourage you,
trust and respect you."

I will create a home with you,

full of laughter
and compassion.

I will raise a family with you,

I will grow old with you,

I will share
my dreams with you.

So today, um...

in front of, uh, everyone here,

I pledge myself to you.

(exhales)

Jack,

I fall a little bit more
in love with you every day.

In you,
I have found my soul mate,

my best friend,

my lover,

my partner,

my safe place.

You are my great love story.

And Jack Pearson...

"...our story is just
getting started."

Yeah.

We're gonna be okay.

I know.

Mm.

The band booked
a five-state tour.

And I think I want to go.