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[The Silence of the Monster]

[Episode 30]

[The Lie of My Best Friend]

ATM?

More than that.

It's more complicated.

I added something else.

Does it look familiar?

I think I've seen it once.

This is the lock I used to take part in the secret game.

But I didn't take part in it.

He Chufeng.

I won't go easy on you.

I know.

Are you ready?

Three, two, one.

I'm 28 today.

Before that, I had a miserable life

and a terrible past.

But I still want

a life worth looking forward to.

I never think winning

is disgraceful.

I really want to beat him.

I can't hide

my desire for victory

and my desire for happiness anymore.

I have the job I love.

I want to take

my passionate career seriously.

I feel the happiness

joy, achievements

and glory from it.

I have friends who accompany me.

Although we have different personalities,

and we have different ideas about things.

I know

they are my

sincere friends.

I like this kind of life.

I should

deserve a life like this.

It's open.

Yes!

Yes! Yes! Yes!

Are you going easy on me?

Are you pitying me?

What do you mean by the expression in your eyes?

Are you mocking me?

Do you think I'm a joke?

You're the best, right?

Yes.

You're the best.

You're the greatest. You're excellent.

What do you think?

Are you showing off to me?

Don't forget

I taught you all your skills.

If I hadn't found you

at the garage,

you would still fix broken cars!

Do you want to beat me?

Impossible.

But...

But you...

You let me win.

Are you okay?

Do you think you're living a good life?

Do you think you have everything?

You're in a relationship.

You work in the police station,

and teach the security and theft prevention class in the community.

Do you really think you are

the incarnation of justice and kindness?

You're too naive.

Do you think everyone

are sincere to you?

Including that stupid appraiser,

doesn't he have a purpose?

Do you remember Zhao Chengqiu?

He's Robin's father.

His surname is Luo.

That's because his mother's surname is Luo.

They got divorced.

He took after his mother's surname.

Zhao Chengqiu.

is his biological father.

Lu Chengli is just his stepfather.

Even he is his father,

it has nothing to do with him.

You thought you were best friends.

But why don't you know these things?

You treat them with sincerity.

But are they sincere to you?

He knows everything.

But you know nothing.

Your sister could have lived.

She won't die.

This is what

you know better than I do.

Your sister committed suicide

because of Zhao Chengqiu and your father.

But you became the best friend

of Zhao Chengqiu's son.

Your sister committed suicide

because of Zhao Chengqiu and your father.

But you became the best friend

of Zhao Chengqiu's son.

Brother.

You trust others too easily.

He Chufeng.

Look carefully.

In this world,

only you and I are the same.

Only me!

We are the same!

♫Happy birthday to you♫

♫Happy birthday to you♫

♫Happy birthday to you♫

♫Happy birthday to you♫

♫Happy birthday to you♫

♫Happy birthday to you♫

♫Happy birthday to you♫

♫Happy birthday to you♫

Happy birthday.

Happy birthday.

Chufeng.

What's wrong?

Are you tired?

If you're tired,

you can take a rest first.

You can eat the cake later.

Yeah, no hurry.

We're adults.

We don't care about formalities.

No.

You must make a wish

and eat the cake now.

We have prepared

gifts so carefully.

Here.

Make a wish.

Blow it.

When did you know

Chunian died?

Who is Zhao Chengqiu?

He's my biological father.

So,

you knew

when Chunian died

and why she died a long time ago.

But you never told me.

You have been pretended you know nothing.

Robin.

Do you think

I'm like a clown being watched by you?

You knew everything,

but you didn't tell me.

You keep saying that

I'm your best friend.

Best friend?

Nonsense.

I wanted to tell you long ago.

But I didn't know how to say it.

She's my sister.

Do you know what your dad did to Chunian?

If your dad

didn't make the fake certificate,

she wouldn't have forced herself to go to school.

She didn't have to force herself to admit that she was healthy.

She was sick.

She had been suffering.

She needed your dad, as a doctor,

to tell her

that you don't have to pretend or force yourself.

Why?

Why?

She clearly has hope.

She could get better.

She could care about nothing.

Clearly...

It's been ten years.

Do you know how I've survived

for the past ten years?

I tried so hard to forget about my mom

and my sister.

I had to tell myself that

making my teacher who teaches me skills

and lets me start a new life be jailed

is the right thing over and over again.

I worked so hard to live.

Am I wrong?

I don't expect anything.

I just want a simple and ordinary life.

How could you interfere in my life

and watch my tragic experience?

By the way,

you are an appraiser.

You're an excellent appraiser.

Do you think

that appraising my life is interesting

and fun?

You see me slowly opening my heart to you

and letting you into my life.

And then you use

the knife you prepared early

to insert in my heart deeply.

What should come will come eventually.

Lies can never be true.

Not everyone can understand lies.

Are you okay?

I want to be alone.

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Is there any misunderstanding between you two?

Do you want to sit down and talk?

There's nothing to talk about.

Maybe he was wrong.

But maybe

we don't know the whole story.

Should we contact him again?

Forget it.

Let them calm down.

It must be Robin.

Hello.

I'm Robin's friend. He asked me to help you.

I'm Roger.

He asked someone to help in the morning

What is he doing?

He doesn't even care about the store.

By the way, Sui Yi,

I'll go back soon.

Robin is not here.

It's meaningless for me to stay here.

You can stay here forever.

Okay, I understand.

Call me if you need anything.

I'm going to work.

Go ahead.

I'm going to work.

Bye.

I'm going upstairs

♫Getting closer to feel your gentle breathing♫

♫Loving you secretly. Asking becomes careful♫

♫We get each other without words♫

♫But I'm clouded by complicated emotions♫

♫When night is gone, sunshine comes in♫

Excuse me.

Where should I put this?

♫Is my love for you too much?♫

Come with me.

♫It's unforgettable even if there's no twists or turns♫

Put it here.

♫Gradually, I'm getting used to you staying by my side♫

Are you Robin's friend?

♫Gradually, I'm getting into simple romance♫

Yes.

We've known each other for a long time

♫We've experienced those heart-flipping memories together, happy or sad♫

A long time?

How long?

♫Gradually, we're getting closer to each other♫

It's been five or six years.

♫Gradually, we're becoming more in sync♫

Did he tell you what happened?

♫Gradually, we can't resist the attraction between us♫

We never ask about each other's personal matters.

♫I just want to hug you regardless of instinct♫

Okay.

Call me if you need any help

♫Gradually, I'm getting used to you staying by my side♫

♫Gradually, I'm getting into simple romance♫

♫We've experienced those heart-flipping memories together, happy or sad♫

♫Gradually, we're getting closer to each other♫

♫Gradually, we're becoming more in sync♫

It's your turn.

♫Gradually, we can't resist the attraction between us♫

Chufeng.

Why have I not seen

♫I just want to hug you regardless of instinct♫

Robin for so long?

Where did he go?

He...

He is on holiday.

So early?

Did he go home for the Spring Festival?

Yes.

What about you?

Are you managing the shop?

Yes.

♫I miss you in memories when we are far apart♫

Goodbye, Aunt Liu.

Bye.

It's my turn, right?

Yes.

♫My heart got rid of gravity and derailed the orbit♫

♫When night is gone, sunshine comes in♫

Chufeng.

These are the flowers your store ordered

♫Is my love for you too much?♫

Robin ordered it.

But he didn't come to pick it up today.

Please take it back.

♫It's unforgettable even if there's no twists or turns♫

OK, thank you.

♫Gradually, I'm getting used to you staying by my side♫

♫Gradually, I'm getting into simple romance♫

♫We've experienced those heart-flipping memories together, happy or sad♫

♫Gradually, we're getting closer to each other♫

Time's up.

I'm off work.

♫Gradually, we're becoming more in sync♫

Bye.

♫Gradually, we can't resist the attraction between us♫

Do you want to stay for dinner?

No.

♫I just want to hug you regardless of instinct♫

Thank you for the invitation.

See you tomorrow.

See you tomorrow.

I cooked too much today.

How's your work today?

Not bad.

I'm free today,

so I cleaned the store.

According to the weather forecast,

it should be sunny tomorrow.

We can hang the bedding out in the sun.

Didn't you just hang them out in the sun several days ago?

What do you want to eat tomorrow?

When are you going home?

We have a holiday after Minor Spring Festival.

Did you buy tickets?

Not yet.

I will do it tonight.

Luckily, it's close.

I don't need to snap up the tickets.

Well,

what about you?

I'm fine.

I can stay here alone.

I'm used to it.

Sorry.

I need to go home.

I want to visit my grandpa.

I'm fine.

Don't worry about me.

I'm fine here alone.

Really?

I cooked a lot today.

[Ten years ago]

Dad.

Dad.

Stop drinking.

Drinking too much is bad for your health.

Let go of me.

I don't need your care.

None of your business.

Get lost!

Dad.

I'll leave when you fall asleep.

And I will leave very fast.

Let go of me!

What do you know?

I killed someone.

Dad.

What are you talking about?

Let go of me!

Stay away from me

as far as possible.

Your mother is right.

She wanted to cut ties with me.

Yes.

I'm a murderer.

Dad.

Tell me.

Why do you say you're a murderer

when you're drunk?

If you commit a crime,

you'll be arrested by the police.

Police?

Yes.

Why didn't the police catch me?

Why didn't they come to catch me?

Dad, who did you kill?

It's me who killed He Chufeng's sister,

He Chunian.

She is your classmate...

She is your classmate's sister, He Chunian.

Hello, doctor.

Hello, kid.

Sit tight.

Doctor,

we're here to consult you.

OK.

Mr. He,

please take a closer look.

This is the diagnosis certificate.

[Diagnosis Certificate]

Take a closer look.

I don't believe it.

That's impossible.

She must be dramatic.

What disease would she have?

This...

She made it herself.

Can't she act like a normal person?

I don't know what depression is.

Everyone has pressure.

I'm stressed out every day.

Her mother died

and her brother didn't learn to be good.

I'm also under a lot of pressure.

She's making a fuss about an imaginary illness.

She just thinks too much.

As long as she goes to school,

she will be fine.

Mr. He,

calm down.

I also hope

you can seriously consider it.

Your daughter's disease is in the early stage.

She'll be fine soon with treatment.

Let's go.

Let's go home.

Go. Let's go home.

No.

Go home.

No.

Stop it.

-I don't want to go home. -Be good.

-I don't want to go home. -Stop.

Go home.

No, I don't want to.

I said stop it!

Doctor Zhao.

I beg you.

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

Get up.

Get up.

Calm down.

I beg you.

Let her go to school.

It's right to go to school.

But you have to treat her illness now.

Otherwise, it will get worse.

Later, his father came to me.

He told me Chunian was unhappy when she was at home.

But she was quite happy at school.

I thought it's good for treating depression.

So I agreed.

So I made a fake certificate

to let Chunian go to school.

But then...

Mr. He.

-I've never seen Chunian again. -Mr. He.

I'm Dr. Zhao.

-I've been to her house -Are you home?

to look for her father.

Mr. He.

Mr. He.

I called you several times

but you didn't answer.

The child must be cured.

As a parent,

why aren't you worried at all?

Why aren't you nervous?

Look how drunk you are.

If this continues,

the child

will be destroyed by you sooner or later.

This is a mental illness.

It have to be treated well.

Mr. He,

are you done?

Yes.

I will take care of

my own child.

What can doctors do?

You just call the kid to the hospital

and prescribe lots of medicine

that I don't know.

Chatting? Talking?

Can't I talk to her?

Why?

Why can't my child go to school?

I'll give you a certificate.

But you have to promise

you must let her receive treatment.

Last month,

she committed suicide.

I, as her father...

I couldn't save her.

I failed to save her.

Son.

Brother.

Why are you sitting here alone?

I'm thinking about something.

Do you like to drink beer

alone by the river?

You're underage. Don't drink.

I'm not real anyway.

If I were still alive,

I would be 20 years old.

19 and a half years old.

You remember it better than me.

Brother.

You must have had a hard time.

I know it was also hard for you.

But I didn't

stand by your side

when you were in pain.

Why didn't you tell me?

Since when...

Third year?

Fourth grade?

We read texts when we were in school.

Every text has a protagonist.

My brother

is shining like the protagonist

in the article.

My brother is the best.

My brother loves me the most.

But in my heart,

it's like there's a giant black hole.

I am like the invisible supporting character

in an article，

who is rotating and falling in the whirlpool forever.

I tried my best to find

the meaning of life like you,

and find a dream like that of you,

a righteous brother.

But I couldn't find it.

I don't want you and mom to worry about me.

I can't let you worry about me.

Because you love me so much.

If

I can get a chance to start over,

I will listen to your heart carefully.

I really want to hear

your inner thoughts.

I didn't care about you enough.

If I could have

another chance,

I will live well.

I'll tell you how I feel.

I'll tell you my sadness.

If I want to cry,

I'll call you too.

I will tell you if I can't sleep.

If I'm sensitive and irritated,

I will tell you bravely.

I want to live.

Brother.

I want to live.

I just lost the key you gave me.

But I know

you will open the door for me.

It's not easy for you to live like this.

You have to live on for me.

You still have a lot of life

to go through,

right?