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["I'll Understand" by Roza]
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♪ Have to go, have to go,
have to go ♪
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♪ Have to go, have to go,
have to go ♪
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♪ The end of the world
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♪ At the palm of my hand
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♪ When it all goes to hell
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♪ Will you still
be my friend? ♪
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[eerie music]
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[Natalie] I have
to do it again.
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I see no other way.
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[loud buzzing]
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[Natalie] If you could see
what I see...
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the way
that I see it...
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you would understand.
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It's all
about perception.
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An entire school of thought
exists claiming...
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explaining that reality
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is just a series
of perceptions.
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[Jim]
Now, if that were true,
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don't you think
you could change it?
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[Natalie] I'm going to.
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You see, I believe--
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I know
it's all locked in space.
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It's all
still happening.
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[record starts
playing smooth jazz]
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It's like a record.
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When it's playing,
it's happening.
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It's a story
that's alive.
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Like it has life.
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♪ The end of the world
at the... ♪
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[Natalie] But it's not.
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It's locked.
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Frozen in the wind.
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From the very
same time...
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and it's always there,
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just sitting.
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Trapped.
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[melancholy music]
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[whooshing]
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[Natalie] Reality
is like a record.
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[machine clicks]
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[electrical humming]
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[Natalie] The trick is...
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getting it
to play again.
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[man] Miss Derkins.
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He'll see you now.
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[Jim] Hey, Natalie.
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Glad you could make it
this week.
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[Natalie] I want
to do it again.
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I know you do.
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But I know--
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You know
that's not real.
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Not something
you can do, anyway.
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Listen.
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Take a breath.
Close your eyes.
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It's only an exercise.
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[faint street din]
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[inhales]
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[exhales]
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[eerie piano music]
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[Jim] Good.
What do you see?
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You know
what I see.
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It's the same
every time.
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The hill--
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[Jim] You're holding,
you know you are.
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-Why?
-I just want to do it again.
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I know.
I know.
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Now, let's just
get back to--
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Have you ever heard
of George Berkeley?
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Um, yeah.
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Yes, Berkeley.
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-Well, he said--
-"To be is to be perceived."
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Right.
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Basically,
it's this whole thing about
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how nothing actually exists
unless there's somebody
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who's actively
perceiving it.
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But how would
that work?
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I mean,
the rocks in the woods.
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Well, Berkeley said
there's a great perceiver.
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-God?
-[chuckles] No.
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God's too passive.
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I think that we--
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I think that people
are actively perceiving
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their own reality
into existence.
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So there is no God.
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We're all gods.
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[faint street din]
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I just want
to do it again.
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[footsteps]
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[door slides]
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[street din]
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You shouldn't smoke.
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It's cheaper
than therapy.
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So tell me more
about this perception.
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Kind of over it.
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-You're afraid of what I write?
-No.
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Okay.
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[dog barking]
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What?
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It bothers you.
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Nothing bothers me.
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Natalie, unless I'm confused,
you want to be God.
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Something must be
bothering you.
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I want to be in control
of my own reality.
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I want to be
the perceiver.
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Not God.
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Right, well...
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you see in Berkeley's world,
in his ideology...
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God is the receiver...
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everything exists.
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The rocks in the woods,
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the plants
at the bottom of the ocean,
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the wind in the desert
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because it's being
perceived by God.
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So how does that
undo what happened?
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You got
a lot of planes here.
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Airport's just over there.
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[calm music]
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[Natalie] You say nothing
can undo what happened.
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[Jim]
Time flows forward.
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Nothing changes that.
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I was contacted
by the FBI.
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What are you doing?
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What did they want?
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You need
to be careful.
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Did you tell them
about me?
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No, no.
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Our conversations
are protected.
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For now.
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I have to make
this happen.
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-Natalie, what happens if you--
-I'll die.
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Are you threatening
to take your own life?
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No.
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But I'm going to die
one way or another, right?
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Natalie, I can't help you
if I don't know your plan.
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[electrical buzzing noise]
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[door clicks]
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[serene piano music]
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[knocking on door]
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[door clicks]
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Natalie Derkins?
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Are you Natalie Derkins?
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-Yeah.
-Special Agent Nuñez.
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I have some questions
to ask you.
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May I come in?
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♪
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-Do you want some water?
-No, thank you.
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Do you know why I'm here,
Miss Derkins?
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Well, much of your
recent buying activity
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is drawing
some attention.
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We'll just pretend
like this is enough.
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It's not, but, uh,
I'd really like
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to see somebody
pull this off.
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How is that
any of your concern, sir?
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You see, my department
is sort of a--
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We watch
what people buy.
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Then we determine
if we need to see
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what they're doing
with their purchases.
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You know, some a--
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some math major
with a minor in poly sci
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buys two tons
of fertilizer.
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Maybe I need to come see
if he's doing something--
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If he's building a bomb?
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Doing something
he shouldn't.
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But your idea
is interesting.
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[paper rustling]
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This is what
I'm trying to build.
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Trying to change the past
through perception.
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So, how are you connecting
perception to reality?
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Perception is reality.
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Imagining is not being.
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If that were true,
the Cubs would have won
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the World Series by now.
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How are you connecting
the then to the now?
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Sleeping pills.
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Sensory cues,
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the way that
his jacket felt,
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the music
that we listened to...
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cigarette smells.
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Sure, so some fake VR?
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I need it
to be more than that.
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I need it
to be real.
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I'm not
building a bomb.
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If you were clean,
you wouldn't protest so much.
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I protested once.
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While I'm here.
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So, I think
you get the point
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and I think you know
where I'm going with this.
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What is it
that you think I've bought?
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It wasn't
two tons of fertilizer.
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What could you possibly
think that I have?
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It's not
what I think you have.
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We're not the brightest
over at the FBI,
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but I'll tell you
what we don't do.
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You don't buy into any crazy
theories or throw hunches.
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I know what you have.
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You've recently managed
to obtain these materials,
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Miss Derkins.
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None of these
are illegal to own.
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Maybe not, but rarely do people
buy these combinations
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in these
kinds of quantities.
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Otherwise,
I wouldn't be here.
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On top of that with
your major in engineering
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and your minor
in philosophy.
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Do I need
to get my lawyer?
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Do you?
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Can I use
the bathroom?
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♪
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[rustling]
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You're talking about
quantum immortality...
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the idea that
a particle can exist
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in two places
simultaneously.
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Two different realities.
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You know,
like if you were to die
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in one of them,
well, then--
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You could live
in the other one.
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Yeah, um...
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your little doodle here
might do it,
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but it's kind of like
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trying to get to Mars
on a steam engine.
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You're going to need
some rocket fuel.
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And a lot of people
have gotten screwed up,
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and a couple of people
have died trying to pull
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-this sort of thing off.
-I don't care.
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You're really going to be
juicing your brain.
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And Natalie,
if certain people figure out
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you're trying
to pull this off
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they're going
to want to stop you.
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I won't let them.
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Do you have
any more questions for me?
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Should I?
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What if I'm not satisfied
with any of your answers?
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Well, then I would
get satisfied.
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Miss Derkins, you do realize
that my being here means
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you're being investigated
by the FBI.
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I'm tired.
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I guess I could just
go home then.
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Yeah.
I guess you could.
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Miss Derkins,
I'm not going anywhere
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until you tell me
what I need to know.
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What is it
that you need to know?
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Why did you
buy these items?
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I don't have to explain
anything to you.
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Now, unless
it has become illegal
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for me to legally
obtain items
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that are legal to use
in your household...
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then I don't know, yeah, maybe
you can contact my lawyer.
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Do you want me
to call him?
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Because if not, get out.
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I'm sorry to bother you.
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Good.
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You might want to talk
to that lawyer, though.
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Let me know,
I'll be back soon.
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Also, you should know
that it's a federal offense
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to threaten an agent
with a loaded weapon.
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Good day, Miss Derkins.
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[piano music]
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[plane engine roars]
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[Jim] So you think
you can change the past by--
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[Natalie]
Remembering it differently.
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If I can
convince myself,
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I mean,
really convince myself then...
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maybe it'll be real.
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-If you perceive it to be.
-Yeah.
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00:18:13,135 --> 00:18:15,355
Natalie, you know,
it'll never be real.
266
00:18:15,398 --> 00:18:17,922
The second you come back
from new memories,
267
00:18:17,966 --> 00:18:19,272
it'll be smoke.
268
00:18:20,229 --> 00:18:21,535
It's like dreams.
269
00:18:22,579 --> 00:18:24,929
They never
rewrite what's real.
270
00:18:24,973 --> 00:18:27,193
But if I can
just force it...
271
00:18:29,020 --> 00:18:30,805
I can
convince myself.
272
00:18:31,936 --> 00:18:34,243
You could really
hurt yourself.
273
00:18:34,287 --> 00:18:37,203
What if you had
a stroke or an aneurysm?
274
00:18:37,246 --> 00:18:39,118
You could OD.
275
00:18:39,161 --> 00:18:40,815
I would rather die
276
00:18:40,858 --> 00:18:42,643
in a memory
that I can choose...
277
00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:45,515
than live
in a future where I can't.
278
00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:50,868
♪
279
00:19:01,401 --> 00:19:05,709
[heavy breathing]
280
00:19:17,852 --> 00:19:20,115
-[Natalie] I need more.
-[Jim] Natalie.
281
00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:21,856
I'm really
worried about you.
282
00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,903
It's the only way
that I sleep.
283
00:19:27,644 --> 00:19:31,518
[whooshing fades]
284
00:19:51,625 --> 00:19:54,062
[water gushing]
285
00:20:07,075 --> 00:20:09,817
["I'll Understand" by Roza]
286
00:20:13,299 --> 00:20:16,519
♪ Have to go, have to go
287
00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:25,267
♪ Have to go, have to go
288
00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,226
♪ The end of the world
289
00:20:27,269 --> 00:20:30,620
♪ At the palm of my hand
290
00:20:33,362 --> 00:20:36,322
♪ When it all goes to hell
291
00:20:36,365 --> 00:20:39,673
♪ Will you still
be my friend? ♪
292
00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:45,635
♪ My face to the sea
293
00:20:45,679 --> 00:20:49,073
♪ My back to the land
294
00:20:52,076 --> 00:20:55,645
♪ If you can't come with me
295
00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:57,734
♪ I'll understand
296
00:21:01,042 --> 00:21:03,131
♪ I'll understand
297
00:21:07,570 --> 00:21:11,095
♪ Can we meet in the dark?
298
00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:16,666
♪ We don't have to say much
299
00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:19,321
♪ And if you have to go
300
00:21:19,365 --> 00:21:21,889
♪ Have to go...
301
00:21:21,932 --> 00:21:25,849
[eerie violin music]
302
00:21:43,780 --> 00:21:47,001
[music fades]
303
00:21:48,045 --> 00:21:51,658
[calm music]
304
00:22:11,373 --> 00:22:16,378
♪
305
00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:40,663
♪
306
00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:48,671
Cigarettes.
307
00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:53,372
You should really
stop smoking those.
308
00:22:55,330 --> 00:22:56,462
Okay.
309
00:22:57,463 --> 00:22:58,594
Yeah?
310
00:22:59,465 --> 00:23:00,727
Yeah...
311
00:23:01,945 --> 00:23:03,556
today's it.
312
00:23:03,599 --> 00:23:06,297
Today's my last day.
313
00:23:06,341 --> 00:23:07,386
[music cuts out]
314
00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,444
[Natalie] I wish that I hadn't
always pushed him on that.
315
00:23:25,012 --> 00:23:26,622
I wish I hadn't
made him feel like
316
00:23:26,666 --> 00:23:28,058
he was doing
something wrong.
317
00:23:30,147 --> 00:23:31,540
[Jim]
You cared about him.
318
00:23:31,584 --> 00:23:33,107
You were trying
to keep him from--
319
00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:34,369
Dying?
320
00:23:44,510 --> 00:23:47,121
I just wish that he didn't have
that last memory, you know?
321
00:23:49,079 --> 00:23:51,038
The last thing that ever
happened to him was--
322
00:23:53,606 --> 00:23:55,390
The last thing
that I ever did to him was--
323
00:23:56,652 --> 00:23:58,262
just do something
to make him feel bad
324
00:23:58,306 --> 00:23:59,568
about choices
that he made.
325
00:24:01,657 --> 00:24:03,746
So now you smoke.
326
00:24:03,790 --> 00:24:06,836
Yeah, well, I guess every
cigarette is an effigy to him.
327
00:24:07,533 --> 00:24:09,448
-You bought a gun.
-You would buy a gun, too,
328
00:24:09,491 --> 00:24:10,927
if it happened to you.
329
00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,715
[lighter clicks]
330
00:24:24,419 --> 00:24:26,769
[pills rattle]
331
00:24:28,423 --> 00:24:32,993
♪
332
00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:56,669
♪
333
00:25:17,994 --> 00:25:21,607
[birds chirping]
334
00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:29,310
♪
335
00:25:49,112 --> 00:25:53,116
♪
336
00:26:04,127 --> 00:26:06,086
[Jim] You know
the gun isn't the only reason
337
00:26:06,129 --> 00:26:07,304
I'm worried.
338
00:26:08,479 --> 00:26:10,003
[Natalie] I know.
339
00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:14,747
[ominous music playing]
340
00:26:35,811 --> 00:26:37,247
[Natalie] I need them.
341
00:26:39,423 --> 00:26:40,686
Natalie,
you have to start
342
00:26:40,729 --> 00:26:42,513
making steps
away from this.
343
00:26:43,863 --> 00:26:45,255
Meet new people.
344
00:26:45,299 --> 00:26:47,083
I'm not
talking about dating,
345
00:26:47,127 --> 00:26:49,433
I'm just
talking about moving forward.
346
00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:51,610
To what?
347
00:26:57,006 --> 00:26:58,834
[Natalie]
We connect with people.
348
00:26:59,879 --> 00:27:01,184
We have to.
349
00:27:03,230 --> 00:27:04,753
But people go.
350
00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:09,802
They always go.
351
00:27:11,717 --> 00:27:13,762
To me, it seems
352
00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:17,505
you can either experience
the same pain again
353
00:27:17,548 --> 00:27:19,812
and again
with different people...
354
00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,687
or you can let
one be enough.
355
00:27:25,731 --> 00:27:29,473
Right, but for you,
pain isn't an experience...
356
00:27:30,387 --> 00:27:31,475
it's an existence.
357
00:27:31,519 --> 00:27:34,435
[ominous music]
358
00:27:50,016 --> 00:27:51,278
[Natalie] Please
give me the pills.
359
00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:55,412
Please, it's the only way
that I can live.
360
00:27:55,456 --> 00:27:56,892
[Jim] Live?
361
00:27:56,936 --> 00:27:59,634
Oh, you're doing
a lot of things, a lot.
362
00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:02,593
Addiction,
denial, alienation.
363
00:28:02,637 --> 00:28:04,595
But living
isn't one of your talents.
364
00:28:05,814 --> 00:28:08,599
-You have to help me.
-I have to treat you.
365
00:28:08,643 --> 00:28:11,211
It is the only way
that we can be together.
366
00:28:12,473 --> 00:28:14,562
Just listen to yourself.
367
00:28:14,605 --> 00:28:17,739
I can change things,
I can change it.
368
00:28:17,783 --> 00:28:19,480
He is dead.
369
00:28:24,790 --> 00:28:26,226
Wesley is dead.
370
00:28:29,490 --> 00:28:30,578
I'm sorry.
371
00:28:32,449 --> 00:28:33,712
He's gone.
372
00:28:35,104 --> 00:28:36,627
Please give me the pills.
373
00:28:43,765 --> 00:28:45,941
If you're going
to keep chasing a ghost...
374
00:28:47,116 --> 00:28:49,510
I can't go with you
any further.
375
00:28:51,381 --> 00:28:52,731
[whimpering]
Please give me the pills.
376
00:29:03,263 --> 00:29:05,004
I will find a way.
377
00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:12,663
[Natalie] I have to.
378
00:29:20,497 --> 00:29:23,283
[steam whistling]
379
00:29:43,869 --> 00:29:46,741
[birds chirping]
380
00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:57,143
Why did you bring this?
381
00:29:58,274 --> 00:29:59,710
I'm sorry.
382
00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:01,408
I just wanted
to cheer you up.
383
00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:05,760
No, I'm sorry.
384
00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,283
I'm sorry, Rebecca.
385
00:30:08,067 --> 00:30:09,677
Nat,
it's okay.
386
00:30:13,637 --> 00:30:14,856
So, what's going on?
387
00:30:18,642 --> 00:30:21,994
I wish I could do something,
anything.
388
00:30:22,037 --> 00:30:23,778
I fucking hate this.
389
00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,127
I know.
390
00:30:26,172 --> 00:30:28,043
[Rebecca] And I hate
that fucking thing, too.
391
00:30:28,087 --> 00:30:30,176
-Why?
-It just doesn't seem safe.
392
00:30:41,230 --> 00:30:43,015
So, what am I supposed
to tell Mom?
393
00:30:44,494 --> 00:30:46,845
Oh, Natalie's fine,
she's just
394
00:30:46,888 --> 00:30:48,716
losing her brain hole
a little bit
395
00:30:48,759 --> 00:30:51,153
and playing with some
super dangerous electric hats?
396
00:30:51,197 --> 00:30:53,068
All right, you know what?
397
00:30:53,112 --> 00:30:55,766
Obviously, I am not handling
this up to your standards.
398
00:30:56,898 --> 00:30:58,552
What am I
supposed to say?
399
00:30:59,248 --> 00:31:01,337
-[Rebecca] You could talk.
-I am.
400
00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:13,088
So, that's
not going well.
401
00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:16,439
I mean,
how is that going?
402
00:31:17,658 --> 00:31:19,094
It's not going well.
403
00:31:38,070 --> 00:31:39,462
Why isn't it going well?
404
00:31:41,029 --> 00:31:43,249
He doesn't like
the way that I think.
405
00:31:44,032 --> 00:31:45,599
And what
are you thinking?
406
00:31:45,642 --> 00:31:47,122
Well,
I could explain it to you
407
00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:50,082
as an overly intellectual
thought process
408
00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:52,649
that concerns time
and how it relates to death.
409
00:31:55,522 --> 00:31:57,176
I can't say
I like it.
410
00:31:57,219 --> 00:31:59,352
Yeah, well,
fuck you.
411
00:32:08,013 --> 00:32:09,666
What are these
thoughts on time?
412
00:32:10,885 --> 00:32:12,278
-[Natalie] It's dumb.
-Well, I'm here
413
00:32:12,321 --> 00:32:13,888
-to listen to it.
-No.
414
00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,977
No, you're here
because you're worried.
415
00:32:16,021 --> 00:32:18,327
Yes, Natalie,
I'm worried.
416
00:32:24,072 --> 00:32:25,944
Time's not a fluid.
417
00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:28,947
I mean, not--
not the way that people
418
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,339
would normally think
that it is.
419
00:32:30,383 --> 00:32:31,514
I mean, time is--
420
00:32:33,908 --> 00:32:35,954
Fluids aren't even fluids.
421
00:32:37,303 --> 00:32:38,957
They can be fluids...
422
00:32:40,262 --> 00:32:42,438
they can be solids...
423
00:32:43,787 --> 00:32:45,006
they can be...
424
00:32:47,226 --> 00:32:48,575
gases.
425
00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:53,972
So, why is it that
time can't be the same?
426
00:32:56,061 --> 00:32:57,149
Moldable.
427
00:32:57,192 --> 00:32:58,585
Because it's fucking not.
428
00:33:01,631 --> 00:33:03,329
I'm going to go
buy you some milk.
429
00:33:05,287 --> 00:33:06,723
Okay?
430
00:33:08,682 --> 00:33:10,640
And some things
that go with milk.
431
00:33:12,773 --> 00:33:14,993
-All right?
-Yeah. Yeah. Okay.
432
00:33:21,695 --> 00:33:22,913
I love you.
433
00:33:23,784 --> 00:33:25,046
I love you, too.
434
00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:31,574
Rebecca, I'm sorry.
435
00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:35,491
You're a good sister.
436
00:33:35,535 --> 00:33:37,015
[Rebecca] Why are you sorry?
437
00:33:40,235 --> 00:33:41,628
I just am.
438
00:33:53,509 --> 00:33:57,774
[delicate piano music]
439
00:34:19,970 --> 00:34:21,624
[Natalie]
Some particles are incapable
440
00:34:21,668 --> 00:34:22,930
of existing
on their own.
441
00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:26,412
These are free radicals.
442
00:34:28,283 --> 00:34:30,198
Electrons
443
00:34:30,242 --> 00:34:32,548
separated
from their partner particles.
444
00:34:33,810 --> 00:34:36,248
Raging
with negative energy.
445
00:34:37,727 --> 00:34:39,642
They charge
through the ether.
446
00:34:39,686 --> 00:34:42,732
Destroying everything
in their path.
447
00:34:46,171 --> 00:34:47,955
They'll push through
anything...
448
00:34:49,043 --> 00:34:51,045
just looking
for safety.
449
00:34:54,483 --> 00:34:56,224
The free radical
will crash its way
450
00:34:56,268 --> 00:34:59,140
through the entire universe,
searching.
451
00:35:03,275 --> 00:35:05,190
Destined
to find its place.
452
00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:08,932
Or burn out trying.
453
00:35:15,330 --> 00:35:17,071
When you
get even closer,
454
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:18,855
you can see that
it's all quantum mechanics.
455
00:35:20,379 --> 00:35:22,946
It's the sort of thing
that can make this possible.
456
00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:27,125
I just have to
make it work.
457
00:35:32,869 --> 00:35:34,262
That's your explanation.
458
00:35:34,784 --> 00:35:36,308
-My explanation--
-For what
459
00:35:36,351 --> 00:35:39,093
-you've been buying up.
-[Natalie] Yes.
460
00:35:44,316 --> 00:35:46,274
You expect me
to believe
461
00:35:46,318 --> 00:35:48,711
that you've been building some
kind of time-altering device.
462
00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,939
It's more of
a mind-altering device, but--
463
00:35:58,982 --> 00:36:00,506
-Mind-altering?
-Yes.
464
00:36:03,770 --> 00:36:05,728
Look, I can build the machine,
I just--
465
00:36:07,077 --> 00:36:09,558
-I just need the code.
-And some rocket fuel.
466
00:36:11,038 --> 00:36:12,300
I'd love
to see you try.
467
00:36:18,524 --> 00:36:20,047
Have you ever heard
of George Berkeley?
468
00:36:20,961 --> 00:36:22,702
The philosopher.
469
00:36:22,745 --> 00:36:25,444
I don't know Geo-- I know
law enforcement, all right?
470
00:36:25,487 --> 00:36:27,315
I'm sure you don't think
I can read or write.
471
00:36:27,359 --> 00:36:29,230
So, spare me your education
and tell me what it is
472
00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:30,797
-that you're actually building.
-I am.
473
00:36:33,408 --> 00:36:36,672
Miss Derkins, I feel like
I've made it really clear
474
00:36:36,716 --> 00:36:38,761
that you need to stop
messing around with me.
475
00:36:42,809 --> 00:36:46,291
[piano music]
476
00:36:53,515 --> 00:36:55,343
[hissing]
477
00:36:55,387 --> 00:36:58,216
[electric buzzing]
478
00:36:59,739 --> 00:37:01,784
[electricity crackling]
479
00:37:04,439 --> 00:37:07,442
[beeping]
480
00:37:09,488 --> 00:37:10,837
Fuck!
481
00:37:11,751 --> 00:37:15,276
[beeping continues]
482
00:37:24,981 --> 00:37:26,461
[Agent Nuñez]
I will find something.
483
00:37:27,332 --> 00:37:29,290
I will get a warrant,
and whatever it is
484
00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:30,509
you're building,
I will take it.
485
00:37:32,380 --> 00:37:34,730
[eerie music]
486
00:37:42,608 --> 00:37:44,697
[bottles clattering]
487
00:37:50,050 --> 00:37:51,878
-Can I use your bathroom?
-Yeah, yeah, sure.
488
00:37:51,921 --> 00:37:53,488
It's--
It's right around the corner.
489
00:38:05,108 --> 00:38:07,981
[eerie pulsing
electronic music]
490
00:38:15,336 --> 00:38:20,341
♪
491
00:38:33,702 --> 00:38:34,790
[tap running]
492
00:38:36,401 --> 00:38:37,445
[tap shuts off]
493
00:38:43,799 --> 00:38:48,369
♪
494
00:39:08,694 --> 00:39:13,263
♪
495
00:39:31,499 --> 00:39:33,458
-Need help?
-Uh, no.
496
00:39:33,501 --> 00:39:35,938
Did you flush? I did--
I didn't hear you flush.
497
00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:38,027
I didn't flush,
I washed my hands.
498
00:39:41,248 --> 00:39:43,337
-Do you need help?
-No, um,
499
00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:45,557
I'm just
looking for this.
500
00:39:46,558 --> 00:39:47,646
Found it.
501
00:40:02,661 --> 00:40:03,749
[exhaling]
502
00:40:07,970 --> 00:40:14,803
♪
503
00:40:36,346 --> 00:40:37,435
Hey.
504
00:40:41,003 --> 00:40:42,091
Yeah, that guy
we talked about...
505
00:40:44,572 --> 00:40:45,660
I need his number.
506
00:41:00,588 --> 00:41:03,504
[somber piano music]
507
00:41:08,074 --> 00:41:10,555
[sobbing]
508
00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:29,225
♪
509
00:41:55,077 --> 00:42:01,997
♪
510
00:42:14,575 --> 00:42:16,577
[record player clicking]
511
00:42:16,621 --> 00:42:18,971
[solemn piano music plays on
record player]
512
00:42:23,062 --> 00:42:25,586
["I'll Understand" by Roza]
513
00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:32,071
♪ Have to go, have to go,
have to go ♪
514
00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:40,993
♪ Have to go, have to go,
have to go ♪
515
00:42:41,036 --> 00:42:43,169
♪ The end of the world
516
00:42:43,212 --> 00:42:46,825
♪ At the palm of my hand
517
00:42:49,436 --> 00:42:52,526
♪ When it all goes to hell
518
00:42:52,570 --> 00:42:56,008
♪ Will you
still be my friend? ♪
519
00:42:59,402 --> 00:43:01,579
♪ My face to the sea
520
00:43:01,622 --> 00:43:05,365
♪ And my back
to the land ♪
521
00:43:08,281 --> 00:43:11,414
♪ If you can't
come with me ♪
522
00:43:11,458 --> 00:43:14,156
♪ I'll understand
523
00:43:17,029 --> 00:43:19,422
♪ I'll understand
524
00:43:23,949 --> 00:43:27,474
♪ Can we meet
in the dark? ♪
525
00:43:29,215 --> 00:43:32,610
♪ We don't have to say much
526
00:43:32,653 --> 00:43:35,438
♪ And if you have to go
527
00:43:35,482 --> 00:43:37,049
♪ Have to go...
528
00:43:37,092 --> 00:43:40,792
[song fades into
serene piano music]
529
00:44:00,899 --> 00:44:07,775
♪
530
00:44:23,617 --> 00:44:26,533
[birds chirping]
531
00:44:29,928 --> 00:44:31,016
[gagging]
532
00:44:42,114 --> 00:44:43,202
[vomiting]
533
00:44:47,380 --> 00:44:48,990
[vomiting and coughing]
534
00:44:50,992 --> 00:44:52,907
[sobbing]
535
00:45:12,797 --> 00:45:19,673
♪
536
00:45:34,470 --> 00:45:40,912
♪
537
00:45:47,657 --> 00:45:50,051
[ominous whooshing builds]
538
00:45:57,493 --> 00:45:58,843
[Natalie]
You don't believe me.
539
00:46:02,411 --> 00:46:03,630
But that's fine.
540
00:46:05,545 --> 00:46:08,853
Necessity is the mother
of invention.
541
00:46:08,896 --> 00:46:10,768
I don't need you
to believe in me.
542
00:46:11,856 --> 00:46:13,422
I just need to do it.
543
00:46:17,209 --> 00:46:19,341
Miss Derkins, I'm coming
back with a warrant.
544
00:46:26,348 --> 00:46:30,788
♪
545
00:46:39,579 --> 00:46:45,759
♪
546
00:46:45,803 --> 00:46:47,674
I will find what I'm looking
for and when I do,
547
00:46:47,717 --> 00:46:48,849
I'm gonna take it.
548
00:46:48,893 --> 00:46:49,981
I promise.
549
00:46:56,117 --> 00:46:59,512
[pulsing electronic music]
550
00:47:09,914 --> 00:47:11,916
[thunderous booming,
music cuts out]
551
00:47:34,852 --> 00:47:37,202
[machine clicking, whirring]
552
00:47:47,081 --> 00:47:49,301
[loud buzzing]
553
00:47:54,610 --> 00:47:55,698
[buzzing stops]
554
00:48:13,716 --> 00:48:14,804
Hi.
555
00:48:16,197 --> 00:48:17,633
Hi. [chuckles]
556
00:48:28,035 --> 00:48:30,690
[serene piano music]
557
00:48:36,522 --> 00:48:37,958
[Natalie] It's not working.
558
00:48:38,002 --> 00:48:39,829
I-- I mean--
I mean, it is,
559
00:48:39,873 --> 00:48:41,179
but I can't
change anything.
560
00:48:44,008 --> 00:48:49,883
♪
561
00:49:00,938 --> 00:49:07,727
♪
562
00:49:11,035 --> 00:49:14,908
Oh, okay, so, yesterday
I heard this song.
563
00:49:15,735 --> 00:49:19,565
And it reminded me of you,
but you-- you be the judge.
564
00:49:19,608 --> 00:49:21,306
-Okay.
-All right. You ready?
565
00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:22,698
-Uh-huh.
-You're sitting down, right?
566
00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:24,048
-Okay, good.
-Yeah.
567
00:49:24,091 --> 00:49:25,397
All right.
568
00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:27,268
["I'll Understand" by Roza]
569
00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:36,103
♪ Have to go, have to go
570
00:49:36,147 --> 00:49:38,323
♪ The end of the world
571
00:49:38,366 --> 00:49:40,542
♪ At the palm of my hand...
572
00:49:40,586 --> 00:49:41,935
I like it.
573
00:49:44,503 --> 00:49:46,287
♪ When it all
goes to hell... ♪
574
00:49:46,331 --> 00:49:48,376
-Yeah.
-Kind of classy, right?
575
00:49:48,420 --> 00:49:49,682
I-- I like it.
576
00:49:49,725 --> 00:49:50,988
[both giggling]
577
00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:56,819
♪ My face to the sea
578
00:49:56,863 --> 00:50:00,475
♪ And my back to the land...
579
00:50:00,519 --> 00:50:03,261
[sweeping, ethereal music]
580
00:50:12,183 --> 00:50:13,358
What?
581
00:50:15,838 --> 00:50:17,144
You're pretty,
do you know that?
582
00:50:17,188 --> 00:50:18,667
[Natalie scoffs]
583
00:50:18,711 --> 00:50:20,147
Babe, come on.
584
00:50:20,191 --> 00:50:21,279
It's gonna get dark.
585
00:50:22,106 --> 00:50:23,194
And bring the bag.
586
00:50:25,065 --> 00:50:26,501
[Natalie]
I knew I could do it.
587
00:50:30,157 --> 00:50:31,724
It works.
588
00:50:39,340 --> 00:50:40,733
But it feels locked.
589
00:50:41,342 --> 00:50:42,517
Rigid.
590
00:50:45,303 --> 00:50:47,000
Almost insurmountable.
591
00:50:54,703 --> 00:51:00,274
♪
592
00:51:07,107 --> 00:51:08,152
Cigarettes.
593
00:51:08,717 --> 00:51:09,805
Yeah.
594
00:51:10,719 --> 00:51:13,113
You should really stop
smoking those.
595
00:51:18,423 --> 00:51:19,511
Okay.
596
00:51:20,599 --> 00:51:21,774
Yeah?
597
00:51:21,817 --> 00:51:22,905
Yeah.
598
00:51:23,689 --> 00:51:25,473
That's it, done.
599
00:51:25,517 --> 00:51:26,866
Today is my last day.
600
00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:42,751
[music fades out]
601
00:51:42,795 --> 00:51:44,492
[Natalie] I think
different things...
602
00:51:45,798 --> 00:51:47,669
but I can't say them.
603
00:51:54,459 --> 00:51:56,896
[gentle music]
604
00:52:13,782 --> 00:52:15,915
[Natalie]
I want to do different things,
605
00:52:15,958 --> 00:52:17,743
but I can't do them.
606
00:52:30,190 --> 00:52:35,891
♪
607
00:52:56,303 --> 00:52:57,783
Little things change.
608
00:52:58,784 --> 00:53:00,133
I know
what's happening.
609
00:53:06,139 --> 00:53:07,227
But I can't.
610
00:53:09,708 --> 00:53:12,058
I can't even
tell him to run.
611
00:53:26,072 --> 00:53:27,421
[Natalie] My goodness, ooh.
612
00:53:29,641 --> 00:53:31,643
Ugh.
Yeah, [indistinct], babe.
613
00:53:32,209 --> 00:53:34,211
You're gonna be 21 forever.
614
00:53:34,254 --> 00:53:37,605
[indistinct chatter]
615
00:53:37,649 --> 00:53:40,173
-So, I brought...
-Yeah.
616
00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,001
... some of this.
617
00:53:42,044 --> 00:53:43,872
-Some Merlot?
-For you.
618
00:53:43,916 --> 00:53:46,962
[making fanfare noise]
619
00:53:47,006 --> 00:53:50,792
-So, I brought... some wine.
-This is 2011.
620
00:53:50,836 --> 00:53:52,925
Mm-hmm, nothing
but the best for you.
621
00:53:52,968 --> 00:53:54,274
Mm-hmm, I like that.
622
00:53:54,318 --> 00:53:56,581
Yeah, yeah. Um...
623
00:53:56,624 --> 00:53:59,801
I think I got the right kind,
'cause I know you drink white.
624
00:53:59,845 --> 00:54:01,063
Thank you.
625
00:54:01,107 --> 00:54:02,543
-[indistinct].
-The red kind.
626
00:54:02,587 --> 00:54:04,197
-[laughing]
-I like red.
627
00:54:04,241 --> 00:54:05,720
I think that's
what it says on here, red--
628
00:54:05,764 --> 00:54:07,026
-The red kind.
-Red-- Red kind.
629
00:54:07,069 --> 00:54:08,332
-Oh, thank you, babe.
-Uh-huh.
630
00:54:08,375 --> 00:54:09,724
My goal up here is to get you,
631
00:54:09,768 --> 00:54:10,986
like, hammered drunk.
632
00:54:11,030 --> 00:54:12,858
-Okay, hammered.
-Yeah. Yeah.
633
00:54:12,901 --> 00:54:13,989
-All right.
-Uh-huh.
634
00:54:15,513 --> 00:54:17,341
'Til we can't feel feelings.
635
00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:19,865
Oh, I don't-- I don't--
I don't know.
636
00:54:19,908 --> 00:54:21,432
-[indistinct].
-Cheers.
637
00:54:21,475 --> 00:54:23,260
Yeah, cheers.
638
00:54:25,871 --> 00:54:27,307
-Hmm.
-Hmm.
639
00:54:29,353 --> 00:54:31,790
[both laughing]
640
00:54:31,833 --> 00:54:33,792
-All right. Okay, all right.
-Babe.
641
00:54:33,835 --> 00:54:36,447
So, I want to take...
642
00:54:38,144 --> 00:54:40,059
just a couple
photos of you.
643
00:54:40,494 --> 00:54:41,974
-Of me? Just me?
-Mm-hmm.
644
00:54:42,017 --> 00:54:43,758
Well, I'll take one
of you first.
645
00:54:43,802 --> 00:54:45,630
-Okay.
-And then we'll take one of us
646
00:54:45,673 --> 00:54:47,022
-together.
-Okay.
647
00:54:47,066 --> 00:54:48,197
-That sound good?
-Yeah.
648
00:54:48,241 --> 00:54:50,939
Okay.
All right. So...
649
00:54:52,550 --> 00:54:55,292
Oh, wait, are these
for the-- for the fridge?
650
00:54:55,335 --> 00:54:57,206
-Huh?
-Are these for the fridge
651
00:54:57,250 --> 00:54:58,338
-or what?
-These are for--
652
00:54:58,382 --> 00:54:59,513
It's for my apartment.
653
00:54:59,557 --> 00:55:01,036
I wanna have lots of pictures
654
00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:02,777
like your friends
who have all those photos.
655
00:55:02,821 --> 00:55:04,953
You want me-- You want me to be
a-- a tiger in this?
656
00:55:04,997 --> 00:55:06,346
What's my motivation?
657
00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,827
Oh. Oh!
Are you modeling for me?
658
00:55:08,870 --> 00:55:09,958
-Yeah.
-Okay.
659
00:55:10,002 --> 00:55:11,264
Give you a look here--
660
00:55:11,308 --> 00:55:12,439
or, I just smelled
something weird.
661
00:55:12,483 --> 00:55:13,614
[Natalie laughs]
662
00:55:13,658 --> 00:55:14,963
-Yeah.
-Okay. All right.
663
00:55:15,790 --> 00:55:17,966
-[shutter clicking]
-Oh. [laughs]
664
00:55:18,010 --> 00:55:19,577
Oh, okay.
665
00:55:19,620 --> 00:55:21,405
-Defending America.
-Uh-huh.
666
00:55:21,448 --> 00:55:23,015
Rawr. Um...
667
00:55:23,668 --> 00:55:25,060
Come-- here.
Do-- Do another one.
668
00:55:25,104 --> 00:55:26,497
-Do another one.
-Okay.
669
00:55:26,540 --> 00:55:28,281
-You're so good at this.
-Uh, high school.
670
00:55:28,325 --> 00:55:30,327
-Oh, my gosh.
-High school yearbook.
671
00:55:30,370 --> 00:55:31,763
You look very fancy.
672
00:55:31,806 --> 00:55:33,591
Oh, yes.
673
00:55:33,634 --> 00:55:35,767
-Yes. Keep going.
-Work it, tiger.
674
00:55:35,810 --> 00:55:37,421
Work it.
675
00:55:37,464 --> 00:55:39,510
Wesley, he's a stud.
676
00:55:39,553 --> 00:55:41,381
[both laughing]
677
00:55:41,425 --> 00:55:43,209
What did your-- What did
the caption under your
678
00:55:43,252 --> 00:55:44,819
senior yearbook picture say?
679
00:55:44,863 --> 00:55:46,865
The caption under
my senior yearbook-- uh...
680
00:55:46,908 --> 00:55:48,606
I think it said,
681
00:55:48,649 --> 00:55:50,390
"Are-- Are those
your pants or mine?"
682
00:55:51,217 --> 00:55:52,740
-They let you do that?
-Yeah.
683
00:55:52,784 --> 00:55:54,699
[laughing]
684
00:55:57,528 --> 00:55:59,051
-[Wesley] We've got company.
-[Natalie] Who is that guy?
685
00:55:59,878 --> 00:56:01,183
I thought
we were alone up there.
686
00:56:01,706 --> 00:56:03,838
-You think he'll take a photo?
-Yeah.
687
00:56:04,665 --> 00:56:06,232
There's no one
else up here,
688
00:56:06,275 --> 00:56:08,016
so how about we do a selfie
in the meantime?
689
00:56:08,060 --> 00:56:09,191
[Natalie] All right. Okay.
690
00:56:12,194 --> 00:56:13,282
[shutter clicking]
691
00:56:14,066 --> 00:56:15,110
[indistinct].
692
00:56:23,205 --> 00:56:24,685
Hey, you okay?
693
00:56:24,729 --> 00:56:28,994
[loud buzzing]
694
00:56:35,696 --> 00:56:37,132
[Natalie screams]
695
00:56:37,176 --> 00:56:38,264
[buzzing cuts out]
696
00:56:42,921 --> 00:56:44,096
Wesley, honey.
697
00:56:45,140 --> 00:56:46,838
Oh, my God, oh, my God.
698
00:56:46,881 --> 00:56:48,535
-[Wesley] What-- what...
-[Natalie] Oh, my God.
699
00:56:48,579 --> 00:56:50,494
Please, baby, baby, stay--
baby, look at me.
700
00:56:50,537 --> 00:56:52,670
-[Wesley] Is it bad? Is it bad?
-Baby, I love you so much.
701
00:56:52,713 --> 00:56:55,237
I lo-- It's fine. It's-- Babe--
Oh, shit.
702
00:56:56,238 --> 00:56:57,457
[Wesley whimpering] Oh, God.
703
00:56:57,501 --> 00:56:58,850
Baby, s-- you're fine.
704
00:56:58,893 --> 00:57:00,373
You're gonna be okay.
705
00:57:00,417 --> 00:57:02,114
[Wesley, slurred]
Oh, God, it looks bad.
706
00:57:02,157 --> 00:57:03,637
Yes, I have an emergency.
707
00:57:03,681 --> 00:57:06,292
I am at the top of a hill
in El Sereno--
708
00:57:06,335 --> 00:57:09,034
I'm-- I'm-- Baby, stop it,
stop it, baby.
709
00:57:09,861 --> 00:57:12,080
It's in El Sereno.
Please.
710
00:57:12,124 --> 00:57:13,691
There was a man,
he came up,
711
00:57:13,734 --> 00:57:15,475
he stabbed
my boyfriend.
712
00:57:15,519 --> 00:57:16,955
My boyfriend's
been stabbed.
713
00:57:18,609 --> 00:57:20,045
El Sereno.
714
00:57:20,088 --> 00:57:21,786
Can't you trace
the fucking phone?
715
00:57:22,526 --> 00:57:24,702
[sobbing]
716
00:57:24,745 --> 00:57:26,181
Please.
717
00:57:26,834 --> 00:57:28,706
Baby, stop it,
baby, baby, baby.
718
00:57:28,749 --> 00:57:30,316
Please don't--
719
00:57:30,359 --> 00:57:32,449
Stop. I don't know.
I don't know what to do.
720
00:57:32,492 --> 00:57:34,059
He's been stabbed
in the stomach.
721
00:57:35,887 --> 00:57:38,411
Yes, please, please.
722
00:57:39,368 --> 00:57:42,981
[Wesley] Okay. I'm okay.
723
00:57:44,678 --> 00:57:47,725
-[Natalie sobbing]
-Okay. Okay...
724
00:57:53,948 --> 00:57:56,211
They're coming.
They're coming.
725
00:57:57,082 --> 00:57:58,518
They're coming.
726
00:57:58,562 --> 00:58:00,738
[whirring]
727
00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:04,698
Baby, they're coming.
728
00:58:08,006 --> 00:58:10,661
They're coming,
they're coming, they're coming.
729
00:58:11,575 --> 00:58:12,750
They're coming.
730
00:58:14,142 --> 00:58:15,230
They're coming.
731
00:58:16,928 --> 00:58:18,407
I love you so much.
732
00:58:20,540 --> 00:58:22,368
[sobbing]
733
00:58:28,026 --> 00:58:30,594
[panting]
734
00:58:32,030 --> 00:58:33,118
[sniffles]
735
00:58:35,512 --> 00:58:36,556
It's real.
736
00:58:38,645 --> 00:58:39,864
It's terrible.
737
00:58:41,082 --> 00:58:43,128
But the machine works.
738
00:58:45,696 --> 00:58:48,002
Natalie,
this has gone too far.
739
00:58:51,702 --> 00:58:53,442
You don't even know
what's going to happen.
740
00:58:55,009 --> 00:58:56,315
[Natalie]
Neither do you.
741
00:58:59,623 --> 00:59:01,538
But we both know
what will happen...
742
00:59:02,930 --> 00:59:04,541
if I don't do this.
743
00:59:05,542 --> 00:59:07,021
If I don't try.
744
00:59:10,111 --> 00:59:11,548
This ends
one way or another.
745
00:59:14,420 --> 00:59:16,814
[ominous music]
746
00:59:30,654 --> 00:59:37,443
♪
747
00:59:50,674 --> 00:59:52,153
You're pretty,
you know that?
748
01:00:06,211 --> 01:00:08,735
-Cigarettes.
-Yeah.
749
01:00:11,259 --> 01:00:13,740
You should really stop
smoking those.
750
01:00:16,525 --> 01:00:17,614
Okay.
751
01:00:18,789 --> 01:00:20,747
-Yeah?
-Yeah.
752
01:00:24,751 --> 01:00:26,927
[Natalie screams]
753
01:00:26,971 --> 01:00:29,364
[Natalie]
If I could change one thing...
754
01:00:29,408 --> 01:00:31,236
[sobbing]
755
01:00:31,279 --> 01:00:34,674
If I could just
manage to fix one thing...
756
01:00:36,894 --> 01:00:38,635
I could change it all.
757
01:00:44,728 --> 01:00:45,816
What?
758
01:00:46,468 --> 01:00:48,340
You're pretty,
do you know that?
759
01:00:48,383 --> 01:00:49,689
[Natalie scoffs]
760
01:00:49,733 --> 01:00:51,256
Babe, come on.
761
01:00:51,299 --> 01:00:52,561
It's gonna get dark.
762
01:00:53,171 --> 01:00:54,433
And bring the bag.
763
01:00:58,002 --> 01:01:00,874
-Cigarettes.
-Yeah.
764
01:01:02,049 --> 01:01:04,225
You should really stop
smoking those.
765
01:01:14,845 --> 01:01:16,368
You're pretty,
do you know that?
766
01:01:16,411 --> 01:01:17,891
Babe, come on.
767
01:01:21,112 --> 01:01:24,593
-Cigarettes.
-Yeah.
768
01:01:27,031 --> 01:01:28,206
[Wesley] I'm okay...
769
01:01:30,469 --> 01:01:33,515
-I'm okay. I'm okay...
-[Natalie sobbing]
770
01:01:38,172 --> 01:01:39,304
[car door clicks]
771
01:01:47,704 --> 01:01:48,966
What?
772
01:01:49,009 --> 01:01:50,097
You're pretty,
you know that?
773
01:01:50,141 --> 01:01:51,664
[Natalie scoffs]
774
01:01:51,708 --> 01:01:52,796
Babe, come on.
775
01:01:54,188 --> 01:01:55,581
Cigarettes.
776
01:02:01,761 --> 01:02:03,197
Oh, my God.
777
01:02:03,241 --> 01:02:04,895
Please, baby, baby, stay--
baby, look at me.
778
01:02:04,938 --> 01:02:06,766
Baby, I love you so much.
779
01:02:06,810 --> 01:02:08,899
I lo-- It's fine. It's fine...
780
01:02:11,249 --> 01:02:12,946
[Natalie]
But I can't change a thing.
781
01:02:17,124 --> 01:02:19,170
Yes, I have an emergency.
782
01:02:26,003 --> 01:02:31,530
♪
783
01:02:35,447 --> 01:02:37,057
[music fades out]
784
01:02:59,210 --> 01:03:01,734
[solemn piano music]
785
01:03:01,778 --> 01:03:03,997
[Natalie sobbing]
786
01:03:23,408 --> 01:03:29,893
♪
787
01:03:51,262 --> 01:03:52,350
[gun clicks]
788
01:04:08,409 --> 01:04:11,978
[static noise]
789
01:04:21,031 --> 01:04:22,119
[gun clicks]
790
01:04:29,604 --> 01:04:30,692
[gun cocks]
791
01:04:39,092 --> 01:04:40,485
[Agent Nuñez] Can I use
your bathroom?
792
01:04:40,528 --> 01:04:41,616
[Natalie] Yeah.
793
01:04:53,715 --> 01:04:54,803
[gun cocks]
794
01:04:59,243 --> 01:05:00,374
[gun clanks]
795
01:05:03,987 --> 01:05:06,511
You really shouldn't have
a gun anyways.
796
01:05:06,554 --> 01:05:08,382
My therapist said
that it was okay.
797
01:05:08,426 --> 01:05:09,818
I highly doubt that.
798
01:05:14,562 --> 01:05:16,260
I'm really worried about you,
Natalie.
799
01:05:17,914 --> 01:05:19,524
I don't want you
to hurt yourself.
800
01:05:21,787 --> 01:05:22,919
[Natalie] I'm fine.
801
01:05:36,323 --> 01:05:38,412
Hey, this is Rebecca,
leave a message.
802
01:05:41,198 --> 01:05:42,286
[Natalie] I...
803
01:05:43,417 --> 01:05:44,810
I loved Wes.
804
01:05:45,942 --> 01:05:46,986
Too much.
805
01:05:47,813 --> 01:05:49,075
Way too much.
806
01:05:51,251 --> 01:05:53,036
But I can't undo that.
807
01:05:56,474 --> 01:05:58,302
I can't undo
how I felt.
808
01:05:59,346 --> 01:06:00,434
Feel.
809
01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:05,613
Any more than I can
change what happened.
810
01:06:10,836 --> 01:06:11,968
And you were right.
811
01:06:21,020 --> 01:06:23,588
I'll hurt myself
to get away from this.
812
01:06:23,631 --> 01:06:25,764
[loud electric buzzing]
813
01:06:31,770 --> 01:06:33,511
I'd die
to get away from this.
814
01:06:37,515 --> 01:06:39,430
But that
won't bring him back.
815
01:06:43,086 --> 01:06:45,958
So... I'll keep trying.
816
01:06:47,394 --> 01:06:48,700
What?
817
01:06:48,743 --> 01:06:50,310
You're pretty,
you know that?
818
01:06:55,272 --> 01:06:56,360
Thank you.
819
01:06:57,926 --> 01:06:59,928
[Natalie]
Until I can't anymore,
820
01:06:59,972 --> 01:07:02,757
until the air
that I breathe is gone.
821
01:07:15,466 --> 01:07:18,512
All I can do now
is to be happy to remember.
822
01:07:20,340 --> 01:07:22,647
And fight as hard as I can.
823
01:07:23,561 --> 01:07:24,649
Always.
824
01:07:26,390 --> 01:07:27,478
To fix it.
825
01:07:30,611 --> 01:07:33,701
We can change
the way we remember things.
826
01:07:36,443 --> 01:07:38,271
And who's to say
that's not real?
827
01:07:44,277 --> 01:07:47,106
Because while you
remember it one way...
828
01:07:47,150 --> 01:07:48,281
[static crackling]
829
01:07:53,286 --> 01:07:55,810
I'm going to remember
it the way I have to.
830
01:08:05,603 --> 01:08:07,344
I can't live any other way.
831
01:08:11,826 --> 01:08:13,611
I loved him too much.
832
01:08:23,664 --> 01:08:29,322
[loud crackling and buzzing]
833
01:08:29,366 --> 01:08:31,759
And I will
save him somehow.
834
01:08:33,631 --> 01:08:35,459
I'm gonna be okay.
835
01:08:37,417 --> 01:08:38,853
This isn't the end.
836
01:08:39,985 --> 01:08:41,378
[door opening]
837
01:08:41,421 --> 01:08:43,336
Time will march on,
838
01:08:43,380 --> 01:08:46,252
pretending to flow,
to move.
839
01:08:58,656 --> 01:09:02,007
[gasping and sobbing]
840
01:09:03,965 --> 01:09:06,664
[Natalie] People think
I can't change my past.
841
01:09:08,274 --> 01:09:09,710
I think they're wrong.
842
01:09:13,018 --> 01:09:15,194
But I promise.
843
01:09:15,238 --> 01:09:17,240
One thing
will never change:
844
01:09:19,459 --> 01:09:20,808
[knocking on door]
845
01:09:22,070 --> 01:09:23,811
how much I love you.
846
01:09:30,340 --> 01:09:35,867
♪
847
01:09:43,918 --> 01:09:45,877
[Wesley] We're good,
we're good.
848
01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:47,226
We're so good.
849
01:09:48,532 --> 01:09:50,055
[Natalie] Oh, God...
850
01:09:50,098 --> 01:09:51,796
[breathing shakily]
851
01:09:51,839 --> 01:09:54,015
You're good. You're good...
852
01:10:00,805 --> 01:10:07,507
♪
853
01:10:15,515 --> 01:10:18,692
[sweeping music]
854
01:10:29,355 --> 01:10:35,143
♪
855
01:10:35,187 --> 01:10:37,407
[Natalie] Like I said.
856
01:10:37,450 --> 01:10:39,496
It's like
playing a record.
857
01:10:40,975 --> 01:10:43,543
When it's playing,
it's happening.
858
01:10:45,023 --> 01:10:46,720
It's a story
that's alive.
859
01:10:48,548 --> 01:10:49,897
Like it has life.
860
01:10:51,421 --> 01:10:52,857
But it's not.
861
01:10:54,162 --> 01:10:55,990
It's locked.
862
01:10:56,034 --> 01:10:57,427
Frozen in the vinyl.
863
01:10:59,777 --> 01:11:01,953
The same every time.
864
01:11:04,999 --> 01:11:06,262
Trapped.
865
01:11:08,394 --> 01:11:09,613
The trick is...
866
01:11:11,441 --> 01:11:13,225
getting it
to play again.
867
01:11:25,150 --> 01:11:27,674
["I'll Understand" by Roza]
868
01:11:32,723 --> 01:11:35,813
♪ Have to go, have to go,
have to go ♪
869
01:11:40,905 --> 01:11:44,517
♪ Have to go, have to go,
have to go ♪
870
01:11:44,561 --> 01:11:46,911
♪ The end of the world
871
01:11:46,954 --> 01:11:50,393
♪ At the palm of my hand
872
01:11:53,396 --> 01:11:55,876
♪ When it all goes to hell
873
01:11:55,920 --> 01:11:59,706
♪ Will you
still be my friend? ♪
874
01:12:02,927 --> 01:12:05,146
♪ My face to the sea
875
01:12:05,190 --> 01:12:08,715
♪ And my back to the land
876
01:12:11,762 --> 01:12:15,113
♪ If you can't come with me
877
01:12:15,156 --> 01:12:17,507
♪ I'll understand
878
01:12:20,466 --> 01:12:22,947
♪ I'll understand
879
01:12:27,473 --> 01:12:30,737
♪ Can we meet in the dark?
880
01:12:32,565 --> 01:12:36,221
♪ We don't have to say much
881
01:12:36,264 --> 01:12:38,745
♪ And if you have to go
882
01:12:38,789 --> 01:12:41,531
♪ Have to go
883
01:12:41,574 --> 01:12:42,880
♪ I'll understand
884
01:12:42,923 --> 01:12:44,664
♪ If we didn't know
885
01:12:44,708 --> 01:12:46,492
♪ What we know
886
01:12:50,540 --> 01:12:52,585
♪ The end of the world
887
01:12:52,629 --> 01:12:56,023
♪ At the palm of my hand
888
01:12:58,635 --> 01:13:01,681
♪ When it all goes to hell
889
01:13:01,725 --> 01:13:05,424
♪ Will you
still be my friend? ♪
890
01:13:05,468 --> 01:13:08,819
♪ Have to go, have to go
891
01:13:08,862 --> 01:13:11,038
♪ My face to the sea
892
01:13:11,082 --> 01:13:14,477
♪ And my back to the land
893
01:13:17,349 --> 01:13:20,439
♪ And if you can't
come with me ♪
894
01:13:20,483 --> 01:13:23,442
♪ I'll understand
895
01:13:27,968 --> 01:13:31,058
♪ Can we meet in the dark?
896
01:13:33,147 --> 01:13:36,542
♪ We don't have to say much
897
01:13:36,586 --> 01:13:39,110
♪ And if you have to go
898
01:13:39,153 --> 01:13:40,677
♪ Have to go
899
01:13:41,808 --> 01:13:43,680
♪ I'll understand
900
01:13:43,723 --> 01:13:46,987
♪ I'll let you go,
let you go ♪
901
01:13:47,031 --> 01:13:48,728
♪ I'll understand
902
01:13:48,772 --> 01:13:52,428
♪ I'll let you go,
let you go ♪
903
01:13:52,471 --> 01:13:54,212
♪ I'll understand
904
01:13:54,255 --> 01:13:56,867
♪ If we didn't know
what we know ♪
905
01:14:00,653 --> 01:14:04,614
♪ 'Cause when you
travel light ♪
906
01:14:05,571 --> 01:14:08,226
♪ Some things are left
907
01:14:08,269 --> 01:14:10,141
♪ Behind
908
01:14:16,713 --> 01:14:18,845
♪ The end of the world
909
01:14:18,889 --> 01:14:22,327
♪ At the palm of my hand
910
01:14:25,286 --> 01:14:27,941
♪ When it all goes to hell
911
01:14:27,985 --> 01:14:31,205
♪ Will you
still be my friend? ♪
912
01:14:35,122 --> 01:14:37,037
♪ My face to the sea
913
01:14:37,081 --> 01:14:40,476
♪ And my back to the land
914
01:14:43,740 --> 01:14:47,221
♪ If you can't come with me
915
01:14:47,265 --> 01:14:49,702
♪ I'll understand
916
01:14:51,791 --> 01:14:54,185
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