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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:21,238 --> 00:00:24,894 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 2 00:00:30,378 --> 00:00:33,598 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 3 00:00:33,642 --> 00:00:35,818 ♪ The end of the world 4 00:00:35,861 --> 00:00:39,082 ♪ At the palm of my hand 5 00:00:42,259 --> 00:00:44,827 ♪ When it all goes to hell 6 00:00:44,870 --> 00:00:47,960 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 7 00:01:06,153 --> 00:01:08,024 I have to do it again. 8 00:01:13,725 --> 00:01:15,075 I see no other way. 9 00:01:40,883 --> 00:01:43,146 If you could see what I see... 10 00:01:44,191 --> 00:01:45,888 the way that I see it... 11 00:01:47,629 --> 00:01:49,065 you would understand. 12 00:01:57,421 --> 00:01:59,380 It's all about perception. 13 00:02:07,779 --> 00:02:11,479 An entire school of thought exists claiming... 14 00:02:13,481 --> 00:02:16,310 explaining that reality 15 00:02:16,353 --> 00:02:18,529 is just a series of perceptions. 16 00:02:21,576 --> 00:02:23,491 Now, if that were true, 17 00:02:23,534 --> 00:02:25,145 don't you think you could change it? 18 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:30,150 I'm going to. 19 00:02:32,239 --> 00:02:34,806 You see, I believe... 20 00:02:34,850 --> 00:02:38,462 I know it's all locked in space. 21 00:02:40,725 --> 00:02:42,597 It's all still happening. 22 00:02:50,953 --> 00:02:52,650 It's like a record. 23 00:02:52,694 --> 00:02:55,740 When it's playing, it's happening. 24 00:02:57,525 --> 00:02:59,266 It's a story that's alive. 25 00:03:00,745 --> 00:03:02,051 Like it has life. 26 00:03:05,968 --> 00:03:08,753 ♪ The end of the world at the... ♪ 27 00:03:08,797 --> 00:03:10,538 But it's not. 28 00:03:13,628 --> 00:03:15,020 It's locked. 29 00:03:16,631 --> 00:03:19,155 Frozen in the wind. 30 00:03:19,199 --> 00:03:20,678 From the very same time... 31 00:03:21,549 --> 00:03:23,290 and it's always there, 32 00:03:23,333 --> 00:03:24,813 just sitting. 33 00:03:30,166 --> 00:03:31,385 Trapped. 34 00:03:57,106 --> 00:03:59,239 Reality is like a record. 35 00:04:03,808 --> 00:04:04,983 The trick is... 36 00:04:06,071 --> 00:04:07,595 getting it to play again. 37 00:04:19,476 --> 00:04:20,912 Miss Derkins. 38 00:04:21,870 --> 00:04:23,088 He'll see you now. 39 00:04:36,450 --> 00:04:38,060 Hey, Natalie. 40 00:04:38,103 --> 00:04:39,540 Glad you could make it this week. 41 00:04:44,066 --> 00:04:45,763 I want to do it again. 42 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:48,331 I know you do. 43 00:04:49,245 --> 00:04:50,377 But I know... 44 00:04:51,378 --> 00:04:52,857 You know that's not real. 45 00:04:54,250 --> 00:04:55,817 Not something you can do, anyway. 46 00:04:57,906 --> 00:04:59,386 Listen. 47 00:04:59,429 --> 00:05:01,866 Take a breath. Close your eyes. 48 00:05:01,910 --> 00:05:03,825 It's only an exercise. 49 00:05:22,322 --> 00:05:24,846 Good. What do you see? 50 00:05:26,282 --> 00:05:27,805 You know what I see. 51 00:05:40,078 --> 00:05:41,863 It's the same every time. 52 00:05:43,734 --> 00:05:45,562 The hill... 53 00:05:45,606 --> 00:05:48,086 You're holding, you know you are. 54 00:05:48,130 --> 00:05:50,437 - Why? - I just want to do it again. 55 00:05:51,568 --> 00:05:53,657 I know. I know. 56 00:05:54,615 --> 00:05:56,181 Now, let's just get back to... 57 00:05:56,225 --> 00:05:58,053 Have you ever heard of George Berkeley? 58 00:05:58,096 --> 00:06:00,708 Um, yeah. 59 00:06:02,057 --> 00:06:03,928 Yes, Berkeley. 60 00:06:03,972 --> 00:06:06,757 - Well, he said... - "To be is to be perceived." 61 00:06:06,801 --> 00:06:07,889 Right. 62 00:06:10,326 --> 00:06:12,763 Basically, it's this whole thing about 63 00:06:12,807 --> 00:06:15,897 how nothing actually exists unless there's somebody 64 00:06:15,940 --> 00:06:17,377 who's actively perceiving it. 65 00:06:20,945 --> 00:06:22,425 But how would that work? 66 00:06:22,469 --> 00:06:25,428 I mean, the rocks in the woods. 67 00:06:27,125 --> 00:06:29,693 Well, Berkeley said there's a great perceiver. 68 00:06:30,564 --> 00:06:32,435 - God? - No. 69 00:06:34,089 --> 00:06:35,569 God's too passive. 70 00:06:36,700 --> 00:06:37,919 I think that we... 71 00:06:39,703 --> 00:06:41,966 I think that people are actively perceiving 72 00:06:42,010 --> 00:06:44,055 their own reality into existence. 73 00:06:46,014 --> 00:06:47,363 So there is no God. 74 00:06:50,888 --> 00:06:52,499 We're all gods. 75 00:07:12,954 --> 00:07:14,434 I just want to do it again. 76 00:07:36,673 --> 00:07:38,370 You shouldn't smoke. 77 00:07:38,414 --> 00:07:39,981 It's cheaper than therapy. 78 00:07:41,678 --> 00:07:43,506 So tell me more about this perception. 79 00:07:48,206 --> 00:07:49,556 Kind of over it. 80 00:07:50,731 --> 00:07:52,863 - You're afraid of what I write? - No. 81 00:07:54,865 --> 00:07:56,345 Okay. 82 00:07:58,521 --> 00:07:59,609 What? 83 00:08:00,567 --> 00:08:02,220 It bothers you. 84 00:08:02,264 --> 00:08:03,570 Nothing bothers me. 85 00:08:04,571 --> 00:08:07,487 Natalie, unless I'm confused, you want to be God. 86 00:08:08,183 --> 00:08:09,663 Something must be bothering you. 87 00:08:12,056 --> 00:08:14,406 I want to be in control of my own reality. 88 00:08:15,756 --> 00:08:17,975 I want to be the perceiver. 89 00:08:19,368 --> 00:08:21,065 Not God. 90 00:08:21,109 --> 00:08:22,502 Right, well... 91 00:08:23,546 --> 00:08:26,767 you see in Berkeley's world, in his ideology... 92 00:08:27,724 --> 00:08:29,030 God is the receiver... 93 00:08:30,118 --> 00:08:31,380 everything exists. 94 00:08:32,642 --> 00:08:34,209 The rocks in the woods, 95 00:08:34,252 --> 00:08:35,708 the plants at the bottom of the ocean, 96 00:08:35,732 --> 00:08:37,125 the wind in the desert 97 00:08:37,168 --> 00:08:39,257 because it's being perceived by God. 98 00:08:40,607 --> 00:08:43,523 So how does that undo what happened? 99 00:08:54,490 --> 00:08:56,013 You got a lot of planes here. 100 00:09:00,235 --> 00:09:01,932 Airport's just over there. 101 00:09:21,082 --> 00:09:23,650 You say nothing can undo what happened. 102 00:09:27,871 --> 00:09:29,743 Time flows forward. 103 00:09:33,268 --> 00:09:35,183 Nothing changes that. 104 00:09:38,490 --> 00:09:41,581 I was contacted by the FBI. 105 00:09:42,669 --> 00:09:43,974 What are you doing? 106 00:09:45,323 --> 00:09:46,760 What did they want? 107 00:09:50,328 --> 00:09:52,113 You need to be careful. 108 00:09:53,723 --> 00:09:55,464 Did you tell them about me? 109 00:09:56,247 --> 00:09:57,771 No, no. 110 00:09:57,814 --> 00:09:59,511 Our conversations are protected. 111 00:10:01,557 --> 00:10:02,863 For now. 112 00:10:09,086 --> 00:10:11,045 I have to make this happen. 113 00:10:14,831 --> 00:10:16,616 - Natalie, what happens if you... - I'll die. 114 00:10:20,576 --> 00:10:23,448 Are you threatening to take your own life? 115 00:10:23,492 --> 00:10:24,841 No. 116 00:10:27,191 --> 00:10:29,454 But I'm going to die one way or another, right? 117 00:10:32,066 --> 00:10:34,808 Natalie, I can't help you if I don't know your plan. 118 00:11:12,584 --> 00:11:13,890 Natalie Derkins? 119 00:11:14,804 --> 00:11:16,414 Are you Natalie Derkins? 120 00:11:16,458 --> 00:11:18,678 - Yeah. - Special Agent Nuñez. 121 00:11:18,721 --> 00:11:20,244 I have some questions to ask you. 122 00:11:20,288 --> 00:11:21,637 May I come in? 123 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:25,075 ♪ 124 00:11:39,568 --> 00:11:41,526 - Do you want some water? - No, thank you. 125 00:11:43,790 --> 00:11:46,531 Do you know why I'm here, Miss Derkins? 126 00:11:51,798 --> 00:11:53,669 Well, much of your recent buying activity 127 00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:55,105 is drawing some attention. 128 00:12:02,809 --> 00:12:04,680 We'll just pretend like this is enough. 129 00:12:05,376 --> 00:12:07,727 It's not, but, uh, I'd really like 130 00:12:07,770 --> 00:12:08,930 to see somebody pull this off. 131 00:12:09,729 --> 00:12:12,383 How is that any of your concern, sir? 132 00:12:13,036 --> 00:12:15,125 You see, my department is sort of a... 133 00:12:16,170 --> 00:12:17,998 We watch what people buy. 134 00:12:18,041 --> 00:12:19,608 Then we determine if we need to see 135 00:12:19,651 --> 00:12:20,846 what they're doing with their purchases. 136 00:12:20,870 --> 00:12:22,393 You know, some a... 137 00:12:22,437 --> 00:12:23,980 Some math major with a minor in poly sci 138 00:12:24,004 --> 00:12:25,657 buys two tons of fertilizer. 139 00:12:25,701 --> 00:12:27,661 Maybe I need to come see if he's doing something... 140 00:12:27,703 --> 00:12:29,270 If he's building a bomb? 141 00:12:31,228 --> 00:12:32,708 Doing something he shouldn't. 142 00:12:33,665 --> 00:12:35,189 But your idea is interesting. 143 00:12:42,065 --> 00:12:43,458 This is what I'm trying to build. 144 00:12:45,852 --> 00:12:49,116 Trying to change the past through perception. 145 00:12:51,205 --> 00:12:53,773 So, how are you connecting perception to reality? 146 00:12:54,382 --> 00:12:56,210 Perception is reality. 147 00:12:56,253 --> 00:12:58,299 Imagining is not being. 148 00:12:58,342 --> 00:12:59,972 If that were true, the Cubs would have won 149 00:12:59,996 --> 00:13:01,824 the World Series by now. 150 00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:03,739 How are you connecting the then to the now? 151 00:13:05,610 --> 00:13:06,742 Sleeping pills. 152 00:13:07,525 --> 00:13:09,179 Sensory cues, 153 00:13:09,223 --> 00:13:10,790 the way that his jacket felt, 154 00:13:10,833 --> 00:13:12,443 the music that we listened to... 155 00:13:13,967 --> 00:13:15,229 cigarette smells. 156 00:13:15,272 --> 00:13:17,840 Sure, so some fake VR? 157 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:20,843 I need it to be more than that. 158 00:13:21,583 --> 00:13:22,889 I need it to be real. 159 00:13:22,932 --> 00:13:24,891 I'm not building a bomb. 160 00:13:28,285 --> 00:13:29,872 If you were clean, you wouldn't protest so much. 161 00:13:29,896 --> 00:13:32,768 I protested once. 162 00:13:33,638 --> 00:13:34,857 While I'm here. 163 00:13:36,641 --> 00:13:38,339 So, I think you get the point 164 00:13:38,382 --> 00:13:40,222 and I think you know where I'm going with this. 165 00:13:40,602 --> 00:13:42,822 What is it that you think I've bought? 166 00:13:43,648 --> 00:13:46,173 It wasn't two tons of fertilizer. 167 00:13:47,304 --> 00:13:50,438 What could you possibly think that I have? 168 00:13:51,221 --> 00:13:52,919 It's not what I think you have. 169 00:13:53,833 --> 00:13:56,444 We're not the brightest over at the FBI, 170 00:13:56,487 --> 00:13:58,315 but I'll tell you what we don't do. 171 00:13:58,359 --> 00:14:01,057 You don't buy into any crazy theories or throw hunches. 172 00:14:01,623 --> 00:14:02,929 I know what you have. 173 00:14:03,581 --> 00:14:05,801 You've recently managed to obtain these materials, 174 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,107 Miss Derkins. 175 00:14:13,156 --> 00:14:14,984 None of these are illegal to own. 176 00:14:15,028 --> 00:14:17,049 Maybe not, but rarely do people buy these combinations 177 00:14:17,073 --> 00:14:18,422 in these kinds of quantities. 178 00:14:18,466 --> 00:14:20,033 Otherwise, I wouldn't be here. 179 00:14:20,076 --> 00:14:22,774 On top of that with your major in engineering 180 00:14:22,818 --> 00:14:24,211 and your minor in philosophy. 181 00:14:24,254 --> 00:14:25,560 Do I need to get my lawyer? 182 00:14:26,300 --> 00:14:27,562 Do you? 183 00:14:29,738 --> 00:14:31,174 Can I use the bathroom? 184 00:14:32,306 --> 00:14:35,657 ♪ 185 00:15:10,387 --> 00:15:12,868 You're talking about quantum immortality... 186 00:15:14,304 --> 00:15:16,350 the idea that a particle can exist 187 00:15:16,393 --> 00:15:19,092 in two places simultaneously. 188 00:15:19,135 --> 00:15:20,702 Two different realities. 189 00:15:21,268 --> 00:15:22,617 You know, like if you were to die 190 00:15:22,660 --> 00:15:24,314 in one of them, well, then... 191 00:15:24,358 --> 00:15:27,143 You could live in the other one. 192 00:15:27,187 --> 00:15:29,189 Yeah, um... 193 00:15:30,016 --> 00:15:31,495 your little doodle here might do it, 194 00:15:31,539 --> 00:15:33,410 but it's kind of like 195 00:15:33,454 --> 00:15:35,412 trying to get to Mars on a steam engine. 196 00:15:35,456 --> 00:15:37,414 You're going to need some rocket fuel. 197 00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:43,464 And a lot of people have gotten screwed up, 198 00:15:43,507 --> 00:15:45,268 and a couple of people have died trying to pull 199 00:15:45,292 --> 00:15:47,033 - this sort of thing off. - I don't care. 200 00:15:47,076 --> 00:15:49,122 You're really going to be juicing your brain. 201 00:15:49,905 --> 00:15:52,386 And Natalie, if certain people figure out 202 00:15:52,429 --> 00:15:53,865 you're trying to pull this off 203 00:15:53,909 --> 00:15:55,345 they're going to want to stop you. 204 00:15:57,869 --> 00:15:58,958 I won't let them. 205 00:16:09,881 --> 00:16:12,058 Do you have any more questions for me? 206 00:16:12,101 --> 00:16:13,320 Should I? 207 00:16:14,974 --> 00:16:17,759 What if I'm not satisfied with any of your answers? 208 00:16:18,934 --> 00:16:21,241 Well, then I would get satisfied. 209 00:16:23,460 --> 00:16:25,985 Miss Derkins, you do realize that my being here means 210 00:16:26,028 --> 00:16:27,987 you're being investigated by the FBI. 211 00:16:28,683 --> 00:16:30,163 I'm tired. 212 00:16:30,206 --> 00:16:31,599 I guess I could just go home then. 213 00:16:31,642 --> 00:16:34,123 Yeah. I guess you could. 214 00:16:34,167 --> 00:16:35,820 Miss Derkins, I'm not going anywhere 215 00:16:35,864 --> 00:16:37,561 until you tell me what I need to know. 216 00:16:37,605 --> 00:16:39,389 What is it that you need to know? 217 00:16:40,564 --> 00:16:42,871 Why did you buy these items? 218 00:16:42,914 --> 00:16:45,482 I don't have to explain anything to you. 219 00:16:46,266 --> 00:16:48,659 Now, unless it has become illegal 220 00:16:48,703 --> 00:16:50,400 for me to legally obtain items 221 00:16:50,444 --> 00:16:52,185 that are legal to use in your household... 222 00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:55,884 then I don't know, yeah, maybe you can contact my lawyer. 223 00:16:58,104 --> 00:16:59,322 Do you want me to call him? 224 00:17:04,197 --> 00:17:05,937 Because if not, get out. 225 00:17:12,466 --> 00:17:14,033 I'm sorry to bother you. 226 00:17:15,295 --> 00:17:16,470 Good. 227 00:17:18,211 --> 00:17:20,648 You might want to talk to that lawyer, though. 228 00:17:20,691 --> 00:17:22,737 Let me know, I'll be back soon. 229 00:17:25,435 --> 00:17:28,134 Also, you should know that it's a federal offense 230 00:17:28,177 --> 00:17:29,817 to threaten an agent with a loaded weapon. 231 00:17:33,530 --> 00:17:34,749 Good day, Miss Derkins. 232 00:17:58,903 --> 00:18:01,602 So you think you can change the past by... 233 00:18:01,645 --> 00:18:03,256 Remembering it differently. 234 00:18:03,299 --> 00:18:05,475 If I can convince myself, 235 00:18:05,519 --> 00:18:07,825 I mean, really convince myself then... 236 00:18:09,044 --> 00:18:10,741 maybe it'll be real. 237 00:18:10,785 --> 00:18:13,092 - If you perceive it to be. - Yeah. 238 00:18:13,135 --> 00:18:15,355 Natalie, you know, it'll never be real. 239 00:18:15,398 --> 00:18:17,922 The second you come back from new memories, 240 00:18:17,966 --> 00:18:19,272 it'll be smoke. 241 00:18:20,229 --> 00:18:21,535 It's like dreams. 242 00:18:22,579 --> 00:18:24,929 They never rewrite what's real. 243 00:18:24,973 --> 00:18:27,193 But if I can just force it... 244 00:18:29,020 --> 00:18:30,805 I can convince myself. 245 00:18:31,936 --> 00:18:34,243 You could really hurt yourself. 246 00:18:34,287 --> 00:18:37,203 What if you had a stroke or an aneurysm? 247 00:18:37,246 --> 00:18:39,118 You could OD. 248 00:18:39,161 --> 00:18:40,815 I would rather die 249 00:18:40,858 --> 00:18:42,643 in a memory that I can choose... 250 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:45,515 than live in a future where I can't. 251 00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:50,868 ♪ 252 00:19:17,852 --> 00:19:20,115 - I need more. - Natalie. 253 00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:21,856 I'm really worried about you. 254 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,903 It's the only way that I sleep. 255 00:20:13,299 --> 00:20:16,519 ♪ Have to go, have to go 256 00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:25,267 ♪ Have to go, have to go 257 00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,226 ♪ The end of the world 258 00:20:27,269 --> 00:20:30,620 ♪ At the palm of my hand 259 00:20:33,362 --> 00:20:36,322 ♪ When it all goes to hell 260 00:20:36,365 --> 00:20:39,673 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 261 00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:45,635 ♪ My face to the sea 262 00:20:45,679 --> 00:20:49,073 ♪ My back to the land 263 00:20:52,076 --> 00:20:55,645 ♪ If you can't come with me 264 00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:57,734 ♪ I'll understand 265 00:21:01,042 --> 00:21:03,131 ♪ I'll understand 266 00:21:07,570 --> 00:21:11,095 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? 267 00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:16,666 ♪ We don't have to say much 268 00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:19,321 ♪ And if you have to go 269 00:21:19,365 --> 00:21:21,889 ♪ Have to go... 270 00:22:11,373 --> 00:22:16,378 ♪ 271 00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:40,663 ♪ 272 00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:48,671 Cigarettes. 273 00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:53,372 You should really stop smoking those. 274 00:22:55,330 --> 00:22:56,462 Okay. 275 00:22:57,463 --> 00:22:58,594 Yeah? 276 00:22:59,465 --> 00:23:00,727 Yeah... 277 00:23:01,945 --> 00:23:03,556 today's it. 278 00:23:03,599 --> 00:23:06,297 Today's my last day. 279 00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,444 I wish that I hadn't always pushed him on that. 280 00:23:25,012 --> 00:23:26,622 I wish I hadn't made him feel like 281 00:23:26,666 --> 00:23:28,058 he was doing something wrong. 282 00:23:30,147 --> 00:23:31,540 You cared about him. 283 00:23:31,584 --> 00:23:33,107 You were trying to keep him from... 284 00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:34,369 Dying? 285 00:23:44,510 --> 00:23:47,121 I just wish that he didn't have that last memory, you know? 286 00:23:49,079 --> 00:23:51,038 The last thing that ever happened to him was... 287 00:23:53,606 --> 00:23:55,390 The last thing that I ever did to him was... 288 00:23:56,652 --> 00:23:58,262 Just do something to make him feel bad 289 00:23:58,306 --> 00:23:59,568 about choices that he made. 290 00:24:01,657 --> 00:24:03,746 So now you smoke. 291 00:24:03,790 --> 00:24:06,836 Yeah, well, I guess every cigarette is an effigy to him. 292 00:24:07,533 --> 00:24:09,448 - You bought a gun. - You would buy a gun, too, 293 00:24:09,491 --> 00:24:10,927 if it happened to you. 294 00:24:28,423 --> 00:24:32,993 ♪ 295 00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:56,669 ♪ 296 00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:29,310 ♪ 297 00:25:49,112 --> 00:25:53,116 ♪ 298 00:26:04,127 --> 00:26:06,086 You know the gun isn't the only reason 299 00:26:06,129 --> 00:26:07,304 I'm worried. 300 00:26:08,479 --> 00:26:10,003 I know. 301 00:26:35,811 --> 00:26:37,247 I need them. 302 00:26:39,423 --> 00:26:40,686 Natalie, you have to start 303 00:26:40,729 --> 00:26:42,513 making steps away from this. 304 00:26:43,863 --> 00:26:45,255 Meet new people. 305 00:26:45,299 --> 00:26:47,083 I'm not talking about dating, 306 00:26:47,127 --> 00:26:49,433 I'm just talking about moving forward. 307 00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:51,610 To what? 308 00:26:57,006 --> 00:26:58,834 We connect with people. 309 00:26:59,879 --> 00:27:01,184 We have to. 310 00:27:03,230 --> 00:27:04,753 But people go. 311 00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:09,802 They always go. 312 00:27:11,717 --> 00:27:13,762 To me, it seems 313 00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:17,505 you can either experience the same pain again 314 00:27:17,548 --> 00:27:19,812 and again with different people... 315 00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,687 or you can let one be enough. 316 00:27:25,731 --> 00:27:29,473 Right, but for you, pain isn't an experience... 317 00:27:30,387 --> 00:27:31,475 it's an existence. 318 00:27:50,016 --> 00:27:51,278 Please give me the pills. 319 00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:55,412 Please, it's the only way that I can live. 320 00:27:55,456 --> 00:27:56,892 Live? 321 00:27:56,936 --> 00:27:59,634 Oh, you're doing a lot of things, a lot. 322 00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:02,593 Addiction, denial, alienation. 323 00:28:02,637 --> 00:28:04,595 But living isn't one of your talents. 324 00:28:05,814 --> 00:28:08,599 - You have to help me. - I have to treat you. 325 00:28:08,643 --> 00:28:11,211 It is the only way that we can be together. 326 00:28:12,473 --> 00:28:14,562 Just listen to yourself. 327 00:28:14,605 --> 00:28:17,739 I can change things, I can change it. 328 00:28:17,783 --> 00:28:19,480 He is dead. 329 00:28:24,790 --> 00:28:26,226 Wesley is dead. 330 00:28:29,490 --> 00:28:30,578 I'm sorry. 331 00:28:32,449 --> 00:28:33,712 He's gone. 332 00:28:35,104 --> 00:28:36,627 Please give me the pills. 333 00:28:43,765 --> 00:28:45,941 If you're going to keep chasing a ghost... 334 00:28:47,116 --> 00:28:49,510 I can't go with you any further. 335 00:28:51,381 --> 00:28:52,731 Please give me the pills. 336 00:29:03,263 --> 00:29:05,004 I will find a way. 337 00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:12,663 I have to. 338 00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:57,143 Why did you bring this? 339 00:29:58,274 --> 00:29:59,710 I'm sorry. 340 00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:01,408 I just wanted to cheer you up. 341 00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:05,760 No, I'm sorry. 342 00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,283 I'm sorry, Rebecca. 343 00:30:08,067 --> 00:30:09,677 Nat, it's okay. 344 00:30:13,637 --> 00:30:14,856 So, what's going on? 345 00:30:18,642 --> 00:30:21,994 I wish I could do something, anything. 346 00:30:22,037 --> 00:30:23,778 I fucking hate this. 347 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,127 I know. 348 00:30:26,172 --> 00:30:28,043 And I hate that fucking thing, too. 349 00:30:28,087 --> 00:30:30,176 - Why? - It just doesn't seem safe. 350 00:30:41,230 --> 00:30:43,015 So, what am I supposed to tell Mom? 351 00:30:44,494 --> 00:30:46,845 Oh, Natalie's fine, she's just 352 00:30:46,888 --> 00:30:48,716 losing her brain hole a little bit 353 00:30:48,759 --> 00:30:51,153 and playing with some super dangerous electric hats? 354 00:30:51,197 --> 00:30:53,068 All right, you know what? 355 00:30:53,112 --> 00:30:55,766 Obviously, I am not handling this up to your standards. 356 00:30:56,898 --> 00:30:58,552 What am I supposed to say? 357 00:30:59,248 --> 00:31:01,337 - You could talk. - I am. 358 00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:13,088 So, that's not going well. 359 00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:16,439 I mean, how is that going? 360 00:31:17,658 --> 00:31:19,094 It's not going well. 361 00:31:38,070 --> 00:31:39,462 Why isn't it going well? 362 00:31:41,029 --> 00:31:43,249 He doesn't like the way that I think. 363 00:31:44,032 --> 00:31:45,599 And what are you thinking? 364 00:31:45,642 --> 00:31:47,122 Well, I could explain it to you 365 00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:50,082 as an overly intellectual thought process 366 00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:52,649 that concerns time and how it relates to death. 367 00:31:55,522 --> 00:31:57,176 I can't say I like it. 368 00:31:57,219 --> 00:31:59,352 Yeah, well, fuck you. 369 00:32:08,013 --> 00:32:09,666 What are these thoughts on time? 370 00:32:10,885 --> 00:32:12,278 - It's dumb. - Well, I'm here 371 00:32:12,321 --> 00:32:13,888 - to listen to it. - No. 372 00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,977 No, you're here because you're worried. 373 00:32:16,021 --> 00:32:18,327 Yes, Natalie, I'm worried. 374 00:32:24,072 --> 00:32:25,944 Time's not a fluid. 375 00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:28,947 I mean, not... Not the way that people 376 00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,339 would normally think that it is. 377 00:32:30,383 --> 00:32:31,514 I mean, time is... 378 00:32:33,908 --> 00:32:35,954 Fluids aren't even fluids. 379 00:32:37,303 --> 00:32:38,957 They can be fluids... 380 00:32:40,262 --> 00:32:42,438 they can be solids... 381 00:32:43,787 --> 00:32:45,006 they can be... 382 00:32:47,226 --> 00:32:48,575 gases. 383 00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:53,972 So, why is it that time can't be the same? 384 00:32:56,061 --> 00:32:57,149 Moldable. 385 00:32:57,192 --> 00:32:58,585 Because it's fucking not. 386 00:33:01,631 --> 00:33:03,329 I'm going to go buy you some milk. 387 00:33:05,287 --> 00:33:06,723 Okay? 388 00:33:08,682 --> 00:33:10,640 And some things that go with milk. 389 00:33:12,773 --> 00:33:14,993 - All right? - Yeah. Yeah. Okay. 390 00:33:21,695 --> 00:33:22,913 I love you. 391 00:33:23,784 --> 00:33:25,046 I love you, too. 392 00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:31,574 Rebecca, I'm sorry. 393 00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:35,491 You're a good sister. 394 00:33:35,535 --> 00:33:37,015 Why are you sorry? 395 00:33:40,235 --> 00:33:41,628 I just am. 396 00:34:19,970 --> 00:34:21,624 Some particles are incapable 397 00:34:21,668 --> 00:34:22,930 of existing on their own. 398 00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:26,412 These are free radicals. 399 00:34:28,283 --> 00:34:30,198 Electrons 400 00:34:30,242 --> 00:34:32,548 separated from their partner particles. 401 00:34:33,810 --> 00:34:36,248 Raging with negative energy. 402 00:34:37,727 --> 00:34:39,642 They charge through the ether. 403 00:34:39,686 --> 00:34:42,732 Destroying everything in their path. 404 00:34:46,171 --> 00:34:47,955 They'll push through anything... 405 00:34:49,043 --> 00:34:51,045 just looking for safety. 406 00:34:54,483 --> 00:34:56,224 The free radical will crash its way 407 00:34:56,268 --> 00:34:59,140 through the entire universe, searching. 408 00:35:03,275 --> 00:35:05,190 Destined to find its place. 409 00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:08,932 Or burn out trying. 410 00:35:15,330 --> 00:35:17,071 When you get even closer, 411 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:18,855 you can see that it's all quantum mechanics. 412 00:35:20,379 --> 00:35:22,946 It's the sort of thing that can make this possible. 413 00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:27,125 I just have to make it work. 414 00:35:32,869 --> 00:35:34,262 That's your explanation. 415 00:35:34,784 --> 00:35:36,308 - My explanation... - For what 416 00:35:36,351 --> 00:35:39,093 - you've been buying up. - Yes. 417 00:35:44,316 --> 00:35:46,274 You expect me to believe 418 00:35:46,318 --> 00:35:48,711 that you've been building some kind of time-altering device. 419 00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,939 It's more of a mind-altering device, but... 420 00:35:58,982 --> 00:36:00,506 - Mind-altering? - Yes. 421 00:36:03,770 --> 00:36:05,728 Look, I can build the machine, I just... 422 00:36:07,077 --> 00:36:09,558 - I just need the code. - And some rocket fuel. 423 00:36:11,038 --> 00:36:12,300 I'd love to see you try. 424 00:36:18,524 --> 00:36:20,047 Have you ever heard of George Berkeley? 425 00:36:20,961 --> 00:36:22,702 The philosopher. 426 00:36:22,745 --> 00:36:25,444 I don't know Geo... I know law enforcement, all right? 427 00:36:25,487 --> 00:36:27,315 I'm sure you don't think I can read or write. 428 00:36:27,359 --> 00:36:29,250 So, spare me your education and tell me what it is 429 00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:30,797 - that you're actually building. - I am. 430 00:36:33,408 --> 00:36:36,672 Miss Derkins, I feel like I've made it really clear 431 00:36:36,716 --> 00:36:38,761 that you need to stop messing around with me. 432 00:37:09,488 --> 00:37:10,837 Fuck! 433 00:37:24,981 --> 00:37:26,461 I will find something. 434 00:37:27,332 --> 00:37:29,290 I will get a warrant, and whatever it is 435 00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:30,574 you're building, I will take it. 436 00:37:50,050 --> 00:37:51,878 - Can I use your bathroom? - Yeah, yeah, sure. 437 00:37:51,921 --> 00:37:53,488 It's... It's right around the corner. 438 00:38:15,336 --> 00:38:20,341 ♪ 439 00:38:43,799 --> 00:38:48,369 ♪ 440 00:39:08,694 --> 00:39:13,263 ♪ 441 00:39:31,499 --> 00:39:33,458 - Need help? - Uh, no. 442 00:39:33,501 --> 00:39:35,938 Did you flush? I did... I didn't hear you flush. 443 00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:38,027 I didn't flush, I washed my hands. 444 00:39:41,248 --> 00:39:43,337 - Do you need help? - No, um, 445 00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:45,557 I'm just looking for this. 446 00:39:46,558 --> 00:39:47,646 Found it. 447 00:40:07,970 --> 00:40:14,803 ♪ 448 00:40:36,346 --> 00:40:37,435 Hey. 449 00:40:41,003 --> 00:40:42,283 Yeah, that guy we talked about... 450 00:40:44,572 --> 00:40:45,660 I need his number. 451 00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:29,225 ♪ 452 00:41:55,077 --> 00:42:01,997 ♪ 453 00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:32,071 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 454 00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:40,993 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 455 00:42:41,036 --> 00:42:43,169 ♪ The end of the world 456 00:42:43,212 --> 00:42:46,825 ♪ At the palm of my hand 457 00:42:49,436 --> 00:42:52,526 ♪ When it all goes to hell 458 00:42:52,570 --> 00:42:56,008 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 459 00:42:59,402 --> 00:43:01,579 ♪ My face to the sea 460 00:43:01,622 --> 00:43:05,365 ♪ And my back to the land ♪ 461 00:43:08,281 --> 00:43:11,414 ♪ If you can't come with me ♪ 462 00:43:11,458 --> 00:43:14,156 ♪ I'll understand 463 00:43:17,029 --> 00:43:19,422 ♪ I'll understand 464 00:43:23,949 --> 00:43:27,474 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? ♪ 465 00:43:29,215 --> 00:43:32,610 ♪ We don't have to say much 466 00:43:32,653 --> 00:43:35,438 ♪ And if you have to go 467 00:43:35,482 --> 00:43:37,049 ♪ Have to go... 468 00:44:00,899 --> 00:44:07,775 ♪ 469 00:45:12,797 --> 00:45:19,673 ♪ 470 00:45:34,470 --> 00:45:40,912 ♪ 471 00:45:57,493 --> 00:45:58,843 You don't believe me. 472 00:46:02,411 --> 00:46:03,630 But that's fine. 473 00:46:05,545 --> 00:46:08,853 Necessity is the mother of invention. 474 00:46:08,896 --> 00:46:10,768 I don't need you to believe in me. 475 00:46:11,856 --> 00:46:13,422 I just need to do it. 476 00:46:17,209 --> 00:46:19,341 Miss Derkins, I'm coming back with a warrant. 477 00:46:26,348 --> 00:46:30,788 ♪ 478 00:46:39,579 --> 00:46:45,759 ♪ 479 00:46:45,803 --> 00:46:47,674 I will find what I'm looking for and when I do, 480 00:46:47,717 --> 00:46:48,849 I'm gonna take it. 481 00:46:48,893 --> 00:46:49,981 I promise. 482 00:48:13,716 --> 00:48:14,804 Hi. 483 00:48:16,197 --> 00:48:17,633 Hi. 484 00:48:36,522 --> 00:48:37,958 It's not working. 485 00:48:38,002 --> 00:48:39,829 I... I mean... I mean, it is, 486 00:48:39,873 --> 00:48:41,179 but I can't change anything. 487 00:48:44,008 --> 00:48:49,883 ♪ 488 00:49:00,938 --> 00:49:07,727 ♪ 489 00:49:11,035 --> 00:49:14,908 Oh, okay, so, yesterday I heard this song. 490 00:49:15,735 --> 00:49:19,565 And it reminded me of you, but you... you be the judge. 491 00:49:19,608 --> 00:49:21,306 - Okay. - All right. You ready? 492 00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:22,718 - Uh-huh. - You're sitting down, right? 493 00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:24,048 - Okay, good. - Yeah. 494 00:49:24,091 --> 00:49:25,397 All right. 495 00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:36,103 ♪ Have to go, have to go 496 00:49:36,147 --> 00:49:38,323 ♪ The end of the world 497 00:49:38,366 --> 00:49:40,542 ♪ At the palm of my hand... 498 00:49:40,586 --> 00:49:41,935 I like it. 499 00:49:44,503 --> 00:49:46,287 ♪ When it all goes to hell... ♪ 500 00:49:46,331 --> 00:49:48,376 - Yeah. - Kind of classy, right? 501 00:49:48,420 --> 00:49:49,682 I... I like it. 502 00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:56,819 ♪ My face to the sea 503 00:49:56,863 --> 00:50:00,475 ♪ And my back to the land... 504 00:50:12,183 --> 00:50:13,358 What? 505 00:50:15,838 --> 00:50:17,144 You're pretty, do you know that? 506 00:50:18,711 --> 00:50:20,147 Babe, come on. 507 00:50:20,191 --> 00:50:21,279 It's gonna get dark. 508 00:50:22,106 --> 00:50:23,194 And bring the bag. 509 00:50:25,065 --> 00:50:26,501 I knew I could do it. 510 00:50:30,157 --> 00:50:31,724 It works. 511 00:50:39,340 --> 00:50:40,733 But it feels locked. 512 00:50:41,342 --> 00:50:42,517 Rigid. 513 00:50:45,303 --> 00:50:47,000 Almost insurmountable. 514 00:50:54,703 --> 00:51:00,274 ♪ 515 00:51:07,107 --> 00:51:08,152 Cigarettes. 516 00:51:08,717 --> 00:51:09,805 Yeah. 517 00:51:10,719 --> 00:51:13,113 You should really stop smoking those. 518 00:51:18,423 --> 00:51:19,511 Okay. 519 00:51:20,599 --> 00:51:21,774 Yeah? 520 00:51:21,817 --> 00:51:22,905 Yeah. 521 00:51:23,689 --> 00:51:25,473 That's it, done. 522 00:51:25,517 --> 00:51:26,866 Today is my last day. 523 00:51:42,795 --> 00:51:44,492 I think different things... 524 00:51:45,798 --> 00:51:47,669 but I can't say them. 525 00:52:13,782 --> 00:52:15,915 I want to do different things, 526 00:52:15,958 --> 00:52:17,743 but I can't do them. 527 00:52:30,190 --> 00:52:35,891 ♪ 528 00:52:56,303 --> 00:52:57,783 Little things change. 529 00:52:58,784 --> 00:53:00,133 I know what's happening. 530 00:53:06,139 --> 00:53:07,227 But I can't. 531 00:53:09,708 --> 00:53:12,058 I can't even tell him to run. 532 00:53:26,072 --> 00:53:27,421 My goodness, ooh. 533 00:53:29,641 --> 00:53:31,643 - Ugh. - Yeah, , babe. 534 00:53:32,209 --> 00:53:34,211 You're gonna be 21 forever. 535 00:53:37,649 --> 00:53:40,173 - So, I brought... - Yeah. 536 00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,001 Some of this. 537 00:53:42,044 --> 00:53:43,872 - Some Merlot? - For you. 538 00:53:47,006 --> 00:53:50,792 - So, I brought... some wine. - This is 2011. 539 00:53:50,836 --> 00:53:52,925 Mm-hmm, nothing but the best for you. 540 00:53:52,968 --> 00:53:54,274 Mm-hmm, I like that. 541 00:53:54,318 --> 00:53:56,581 Yeah, yeah. Um... 542 00:53:56,624 --> 00:53:59,801 I think I got the right kind, 'cause I know you drink white. 543 00:53:59,845 --> 00:54:01,063 Thank you. 544 00:54:01,107 --> 00:54:02,543 The red kind. 545 00:54:02,587 --> 00:54:04,197 I like red. 546 00:54:04,241 --> 00:54:05,740 I think that's what it says on here, red... 547 00:54:05,764 --> 00:54:07,044 - The red kind. - Red... Red kind. 548 00:54:07,069 --> 00:54:08,332 - Oh, thank you, babe. - Uh-huh. 549 00:54:08,375 --> 00:54:09,724 My goal up here is to get you, 550 00:54:09,768 --> 00:54:10,986 like, hammered drunk. 551 00:54:11,030 --> 00:54:12,858 - Okay, hammered. - Yeah. Yeah. 552 00:54:12,901 --> 00:54:13,989 - All right. - Uh-huh. 553 00:54:15,513 --> 00:54:17,341 'Til we can't feel feelings. 554 00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:19,865 Oh, I don't... I don't... I don't know. 555 00:54:19,908 --> 00:54:21,432 Cheers. 556 00:54:21,475 --> 00:54:23,260 Yeah, cheers. 557 00:54:25,871 --> 00:54:27,307 - Hmm. - Hmm. 558 00:54:31,833 --> 00:54:33,792 - All right. Okay, all right. - Babe. 559 00:54:33,835 --> 00:54:36,447 So, I want to take... 560 00:54:38,144 --> 00:54:40,059 just a couple photos of you. 561 00:54:40,494 --> 00:54:41,974 - Of me? Just me? - Mm-hmm. 562 00:54:42,017 --> 00:54:43,758 Well, I'll take one of you first. 563 00:54:43,802 --> 00:54:45,630 - Okay. - And then we'll take one of us 564 00:54:45,673 --> 00:54:47,022 - together. - Okay. 565 00:54:47,066 --> 00:54:48,197 - That sound good? - Yeah. 566 00:54:48,241 --> 00:54:50,939 Okay. All right. So... 567 00:54:52,550 --> 00:54:55,292 Oh, wait, are these for the... for the fridge? 568 00:54:55,335 --> 00:54:57,206 - Huh? - Are these for the fridge 569 00:54:57,250 --> 00:54:58,338 - or what? - These are for... 570 00:54:58,382 --> 00:54:59,513 It's for my apartment. 571 00:54:59,557 --> 00:55:01,036 I wanna have lots of pictures 572 00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:02,797 like your friends who have all those photos. 573 00:55:02,821 --> 00:55:04,953 You want me... You want me to be a... a tiger in this? 574 00:55:04,997 --> 00:55:06,346 What's my motivation? 575 00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,827 Oh. Oh! Are you modeling for me? 576 00:55:08,870 --> 00:55:09,958 - Yeah. - Okay. 577 00:55:10,002 --> 00:55:11,264 Give you a look here... 578 00:55:11,308 --> 00:55:12,668 Or, I just smelled something weird. 579 00:55:13,658 --> 00:55:14,963 - Yeah. - Okay. All right. 580 00:55:15,790 --> 00:55:17,966 Oh. 581 00:55:18,010 --> 00:55:19,577 Oh, okay. 582 00:55:19,620 --> 00:55:21,405 - Defending America. - Uh-huh. 583 00:55:21,448 --> 00:55:23,015 Rawr. Um... 584 00:55:23,668 --> 00:55:25,060 Come... here. Do... Do another one. 585 00:55:25,104 --> 00:55:26,497 - Do another one. - Okay. 586 00:55:26,540 --> 00:55:28,281 - You're so good at this. - Uh, high school. 587 00:55:28,325 --> 00:55:30,327 - Oh, my gosh. - High school yearbook. 588 00:55:30,370 --> 00:55:31,763 You look very fancy. 589 00:55:31,806 --> 00:55:33,591 Oh, yes. 590 00:55:33,634 --> 00:55:35,767 - Yes. Keep going. - Work it, tiger. 591 00:55:35,810 --> 00:55:37,421 Work it. 592 00:55:37,464 --> 00:55:39,510 Wesley, he's a stud. 593 00:55:41,425 --> 00:55:43,228 What did your... What did the caption under your 594 00:55:43,252 --> 00:55:44,819 senior yearbook picture say? 595 00:55:44,863 --> 00:55:46,865 The caption under my senior yearbook... uh... 596 00:55:46,908 --> 00:55:48,606 I think it said, 597 00:55:48,649 --> 00:55:50,390 "Are... Are those your pants or mine?" 598 00:55:51,217 --> 00:55:52,740 - They let you do that? - Yeah. 599 00:55:57,528 --> 00:55:59,051 - We've got company. - Who is that guy? 600 00:55:59,878 --> 00:56:01,183 I thought we were alone up there. 601 00:56:01,706 --> 00:56:03,838 - You think he'll take a photo? - Yeah. 602 00:56:04,665 --> 00:56:06,232 There's no one else up here, 603 00:56:06,275 --> 00:56:08,016 so how about we do a selfie in the meantime? 604 00:56:08,060 --> 00:56:09,191 All right. Okay. 605 00:56:23,205 --> 00:56:24,685 Hey, you okay? 606 00:56:42,921 --> 00:56:44,096 Wesley, honey. 607 00:56:45,140 --> 00:56:46,838 Oh, my God, oh, my God. 608 00:56:46,881 --> 00:56:48,535 - What... what... - Oh, my God. 609 00:56:48,579 --> 00:56:50,494 Please, baby, baby, stay... Baby, look at me. 610 00:56:50,537 --> 00:56:52,670 - Is it bad? Is it bad? - Baby, I love you so much. 611 00:56:52,713 --> 00:56:55,237 I lo... It's fine. It's... Babe... Oh, shit. 612 00:56:56,238 --> 00:56:57,457 Oh, God. 613 00:56:57,501 --> 00:56:58,850 Baby, s... you're fine. 614 00:56:58,893 --> 00:57:00,373 You're gonna be okay. 615 00:57:00,417 --> 00:57:02,114 Oh, God, it looks bad. 616 00:57:02,157 --> 00:57:03,637 Yes, I have an emergency. 617 00:57:03,681 --> 00:57:06,292 I am at the top of a hill in El Sereno... 618 00:57:06,335 --> 00:57:09,034 I'm... I'm... Baby, stop it, stop it, baby. 619 00:57:09,861 --> 00:57:12,080 It's in El Sereno. Please. 620 00:57:12,124 --> 00:57:13,691 There was a man, he came up, 621 00:57:13,734 --> 00:57:15,475 he stabbed my boyfriend. 622 00:57:15,519 --> 00:57:16,955 My boyfriend's been stabbed. 623 00:57:18,609 --> 00:57:20,045 El Sereno. 624 00:57:20,088 --> 00:57:21,786 Can't you trace the fucking phone? 625 00:57:24,745 --> 00:57:26,181 Please. 626 00:57:26,834 --> 00:57:28,706 Baby, stop it, baby, baby, baby. 627 00:57:28,749 --> 00:57:30,316 Please don't... 628 00:57:30,359 --> 00:57:32,449 Stop. I don't know. I don't know what to do. 629 00:57:32,492 --> 00:57:34,059 He's been stabbed in the stomach. 630 00:57:35,887 --> 00:57:38,411 Yes, please, please. 631 00:57:39,368 --> 00:57:42,981 Okay. I'm okay. 632 00:57:44,678 --> 00:57:47,725 Okay. Okay... 633 00:57:53,948 --> 00:57:56,211 They're coming. They're coming. 634 00:57:57,082 --> 00:57:58,518 They're coming. 635 00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:04,698 Baby, they're coming. 636 00:58:08,006 --> 00:58:10,661 They're coming, they're coming, they're coming. 637 00:58:11,575 --> 00:58:12,750 They're coming. 638 00:58:14,142 --> 00:58:15,230 They're coming. 639 00:58:16,928 --> 00:58:18,407 I love you so much. 640 00:58:35,512 --> 00:58:36,556 It's real. 641 00:58:38,645 --> 00:58:39,864 It's terrible. 642 00:58:41,082 --> 00:58:43,128 But the machine works. 643 00:58:45,696 --> 00:58:48,002 Natalie, this has gone too far. 644 00:58:51,702 --> 00:58:53,442 You don't even know what's going to happen. 645 00:58:55,009 --> 00:58:56,315 Neither do you. 646 00:58:59,623 --> 00:59:01,538 But we both know what will happen... 647 00:59:02,930 --> 00:59:04,541 if I don't do this. 648 00:59:05,542 --> 00:59:07,021 If I don't try. 649 00:59:10,111 --> 00:59:11,548 This ends one way or another. 650 00:59:30,654 --> 00:59:37,443 ♪ 651 00:59:50,674 --> 00:59:52,153 You're pretty, you know that? 652 01:00:06,211 --> 01:00:08,735 - Cigarettes. - Yeah. 653 01:00:11,259 --> 01:00:13,740 You should really stop smoking those. 654 01:00:16,525 --> 01:00:17,614 Okay. 655 01:00:18,789 --> 01:00:20,747 - Yeah? - Yeah. 656 01:00:26,971 --> 01:00:29,364 If I could change one thing... 657 01:00:31,279 --> 01:00:34,674 If I could just manage to fix one thing... 658 01:00:36,894 --> 01:00:38,635 I could change it all. 659 01:00:44,728 --> 01:00:45,816 What? 660 01:00:46,468 --> 01:00:48,340 You're pretty, do you know that? 661 01:00:49,733 --> 01:00:51,256 Babe, come on. 662 01:00:51,299 --> 01:00:52,561 It's gonna get dark. 663 01:00:53,171 --> 01:00:54,433 And bring the bag. 664 01:00:58,002 --> 01:01:00,874 - Cigarettes. - Yeah. 665 01:01:02,049 --> 01:01:04,225 You should really stop smoking those. 666 01:01:14,845 --> 01:01:16,368 You're pretty, do you know that? 667 01:01:16,411 --> 01:01:17,891 Babe, come on. 668 01:01:21,112 --> 01:01:24,593 - Cigarettes. - Yeah. 669 01:01:27,031 --> 01:01:28,206 I'm okay... 670 01:01:30,469 --> 01:01:33,515 I'm okay. I'm okay... 671 01:01:47,704 --> 01:01:48,966 What? 672 01:01:49,009 --> 01:01:50,129 You're pretty, you know that? 673 01:01:51,708 --> 01:01:52,796 Babe, come on. 674 01:01:54,188 --> 01:01:55,581 Cigarettes. 675 01:02:01,761 --> 01:02:03,197 Oh, my God. 676 01:02:03,241 --> 01:02:04,914 Please, baby, baby, stay... Baby, look at me. 677 01:02:04,938 --> 01:02:06,766 Baby, I love you so much. 678 01:02:06,810 --> 01:02:08,899 I lo... It's fine. It's fine... 679 01:02:11,249 --> 01:02:12,946 But I can't change a thing. 680 01:02:17,124 --> 01:02:19,170 Yes, I have an emergency. 681 01:02:26,003 --> 01:02:31,530 ♪ 682 01:03:23,408 --> 01:03:29,893 ♪ 683 01:04:39,092 --> 01:04:40,485 Can I use your bathroom? 684 01:04:40,528 --> 01:04:41,616 Yeah. 685 01:05:03,987 --> 01:05:06,511 You really shouldn't have a gun anyways. 686 01:05:06,554 --> 01:05:08,382 My therapist said that it was okay. 687 01:05:08,426 --> 01:05:09,818 I highly doubt that. 688 01:05:14,562 --> 01:05:16,260 I'm really worried about you, Natalie. 689 01:05:17,914 --> 01:05:19,524 I don't want you to hurt yourself. 690 01:05:21,787 --> 01:05:22,919 I'm fine. 691 01:05:36,323 --> 01:05:38,412 Hey, this is Rebecca, leave a message. 692 01:05:41,198 --> 01:05:42,286 I... 693 01:05:43,417 --> 01:05:44,810 I loved Wes. 694 01:05:45,942 --> 01:05:46,986 Too much. 695 01:05:47,813 --> 01:05:49,075 Way too much. 696 01:05:51,251 --> 01:05:53,036 But I can't undo that. 697 01:05:56,474 --> 01:05:58,302 I can't undo how I felt. 698 01:05:59,346 --> 01:06:00,434 Feel. 699 01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:05,613 Any more than I can change what happened. 700 01:06:10,836 --> 01:06:11,968 And you were right. 701 01:06:21,020 --> 01:06:23,588 I'll hurt myself to get away from this. 702 01:06:31,770 --> 01:06:33,511 I'd die to get away from this. 703 01:06:37,515 --> 01:06:39,430 But that won't bring him back. 704 01:06:43,086 --> 01:06:45,958 So... I'll keep trying. 705 01:06:47,394 --> 01:06:48,700 What? 706 01:06:48,743 --> 01:06:50,310 You're pretty, you know that? 707 01:06:55,272 --> 01:06:56,360 Thank you. 708 01:06:57,926 --> 01:06:59,928 Until I can't anymore, 709 01:06:59,972 --> 01:07:02,757 until the air that I breathe is gone. 710 01:07:15,466 --> 01:07:18,512 All I can do now is to be happy to remember. 711 01:07:20,340 --> 01:07:22,647 And fight as hard as I can. 712 01:07:23,561 --> 01:07:24,649 Always. 713 01:07:26,390 --> 01:07:27,478 To fix it. 714 01:07:30,611 --> 01:07:33,701 We can change the way we remember things. 715 01:07:36,443 --> 01:07:38,271 And who's to say that's not real? 716 01:07:44,277 --> 01:07:47,106 Because while you remember it one way... 717 01:07:53,286 --> 01:07:55,810 I'm going to remember it the way I have to. 718 01:08:05,603 --> 01:08:07,344 I can't live any other way. 719 01:08:11,826 --> 01:08:13,611 I loved him too much. 720 01:08:29,366 --> 01:08:31,759 And I will save him somehow. 721 01:08:33,631 --> 01:08:35,459 I'm gonna be okay. 722 01:08:37,417 --> 01:08:38,853 This isn't the end. 723 01:08:41,421 --> 01:08:43,336 Time will march on, 724 01:08:43,380 --> 01:08:46,252 pretending to flow, to move. 725 01:09:03,965 --> 01:09:06,664 People think I can't change my past. 726 01:09:08,274 --> 01:09:09,710 I think they're wrong. 727 01:09:13,018 --> 01:09:15,194 But I promise. 728 01:09:15,238 --> 01:09:17,240 One thing will never change: 729 01:09:22,070 --> 01:09:23,811 how much I love you. 730 01:09:30,340 --> 01:09:35,867 ♪ 731 01:09:43,918 --> 01:09:45,877 We're good, we're good. 732 01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:47,226 We're so good. 733 01:09:48,532 --> 01:09:50,055 Oh, God... 734 01:09:51,839 --> 01:09:54,015 You're good. You're good... 735 01:10:00,805 --> 01:10:07,507 ♪ 736 01:10:29,355 --> 01:10:35,143 ♪ 737 01:10:35,187 --> 01:10:37,407 Like I said. 738 01:10:37,450 --> 01:10:39,496 It's like playing a record. 739 01:10:40,975 --> 01:10:43,543 When it's playing, it's happening. 740 01:10:45,023 --> 01:10:46,720 It's a story that's alive. 741 01:10:48,548 --> 01:10:49,897 Like it has life. 742 01:10:51,421 --> 01:10:52,857 But it's not. 743 01:10:54,162 --> 01:10:55,990 It's locked. 744 01:10:56,034 --> 01:10:57,427 Frozen in the vinyl. 745 01:10:59,777 --> 01:11:01,953 The same every time. 746 01:11:04,999 --> 01:11:06,262 Trapped. 747 01:11:08,394 --> 01:11:09,613 The trick is... 748 01:11:11,441 --> 01:11:13,225 getting it to play again. 749 01:11:32,723 --> 01:11:35,813 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 750 01:11:40,905 --> 01:11:44,517 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 751 01:11:44,561 --> 01:11:46,911 ♪ The end of the world 752 01:11:46,954 --> 01:11:50,393 ♪ At the palm of my hand 753 01:11:53,396 --> 01:11:55,876 ♪ When it all goes to hell 754 01:11:55,920 --> 01:11:59,706 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 755 01:12:02,927 --> 01:12:05,146 ♪ My face to the sea 756 01:12:05,190 --> 01:12:08,715 ♪ And my back to the land 757 01:12:11,762 --> 01:12:15,113 ♪ If you can't come with me 758 01:12:15,156 --> 01:12:17,507 ♪ I'll understand 759 01:12:20,466 --> 01:12:22,947 ♪ I'll understand 760 01:12:27,473 --> 01:12:30,737 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? 761 01:12:32,565 --> 01:12:36,221 ♪ We don't have to say much 762 01:12:36,264 --> 01:12:38,745 ♪ And if you have to go 763 01:12:38,789 --> 01:12:41,531 ♪ Have to go 764 01:12:41,574 --> 01:12:42,880 ♪ I'll understand 765 01:12:42,923 --> 01:12:44,664 ♪ If we didn't know 766 01:12:44,708 --> 01:12:46,492 ♪ What we know 767 01:12:50,540 --> 01:12:52,585 ♪ The end of the world 768 01:12:52,629 --> 01:12:56,023 ♪ At the palm of my hand 769 01:12:58,635 --> 01:13:01,681 ♪ When it all goes to hell 770 01:13:01,725 --> 01:13:05,424 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 771 01:13:05,468 --> 01:13:08,819 ♪ Have to go, have to go 772 01:13:08,862 --> 01:13:11,038 ♪ My face to the sea 773 01:13:11,082 --> 01:13:14,477 ♪ And my back to the land 774 01:13:17,349 --> 01:13:20,439 ♪ And if you can't come with me ♪ 775 01:13:20,483 --> 01:13:23,442 ♪ I'll understand 776 01:13:27,968 --> 01:13:31,058 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? 777 01:13:33,147 --> 01:13:36,542 ♪ We don't have to say much 778 01:13:36,586 --> 01:13:39,110 ♪ And if you have to go 779 01:13:39,153 --> 01:13:40,677 ♪ Have to go 780 01:13:41,808 --> 01:13:43,680 ♪ I'll understand 781 01:13:43,723 --> 01:13:46,987 ♪ I'll let you go, let you go ♪ 782 01:13:47,031 --> 01:13:48,728 ♪ I'll understand 783 01:13:48,772 --> 01:13:52,428 ♪ I'll let you go, let you go ♪ 784 01:13:52,471 --> 01:13:54,212 ♪ I'll understand 785 01:13:54,255 --> 01:13:56,867 ♪ If we didn't know what we know ♪ 786 01:14:00,653 --> 01:14:04,614 ♪ 'Cause when you travel light ♪ 787 01:14:05,571 --> 01:14:08,226 ♪ Some things are left 788 01:14:08,269 --> 01:14:10,141 ♪ Behind 789 01:14:16,713 --> 01:14:18,845 ♪ The end of the world 790 01:14:18,889 --> 01:14:22,327 ♪ At the palm of my hand 791 01:14:25,286 --> 01:14:27,941 ♪ When it all goes to hell 792 01:14:27,985 --> 01:14:31,205 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 793 01:14:35,122 --> 01:14:37,037 ♪ My face to the sea 794 01:14:37,081 --> 01:14:40,476 ♪ And my back to the land 795 01:14:43,740 --> 01:14:47,221 ♪ If you can't come with me 796 01:14:47,265 --> 01:14:49,702 ♪ I'll understand 52567

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